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Young Nephew Exploited by Uncle - A Case Study
By billy69boy
(The following is based on a true story, related to the author by one who wishes to remain anonymous.)
A man came to my practice complaining of conflicting emotions regarding a subject that seemed to causing him a great deal of stress and discomfort. He appeared to be around 40 years of age, rather calm in demeanor and in good spirits. He thanked me for seeing him, and had heard that my research on contemporary sexual issues was exemplary.
I acknowledged his compliment, and started right in:
"So, what brings you here today?" I asked.
He immediately began to fidget in his seat, and a dark frown came over his face. I could tell he was uncomfortable, and I gave him a minute to compose himself.
"I am here to talk about my early relationship with my uncle," he started out slowly.
It didn't take me long to surmise that he was sexually abused by this uncle, and he felt the need to confront his feelings, even after all the years that had elapsed since the relationship occurred. This is not uncommon, of course. Sexual abuse never really goes away, but talking about it with a reputable counselor can be helpful in some cases.
"I see," I said softly, "do you want to tell me your story from the beginning?"
"Well, to the best of my recollection, he was in his early to mid 50's when the contact began, and I was eight. Our secret relationship lasted for 3 years.
"I would spend weekends with him from time to time throughout my c***dhood, and I began going over to his place very early in my life. He lived about 20 minutes from my parents' house. Back then, he would take me to do the usual things: movies, the zoo, out to eat. I remember that he was always very affectionate, even before the relations started. I liked him a lot, he was fun to be around and he seemed good with me as far as keeping me entertained. I think I started to notice his affection by the time I was 7. It would be touches here and there, nothing prolonged and nothing that would make anyone suspicious. He would keep his hand on mine for longer than normal. If we were watching TV on the couch, he would sit close to me, and put his hand on my thigh or arm."
"You seem to be referring to him in the past tense," I observed.
"Yes, he died many years ago, at a rather young age," my client stated matter-of-factly, "which makes all of this even more difficult to come to terms with."
"Please continue," I urged.
"My first memory of any type of physical contact occurred when I was 8. He had picked me up on a Friday after school. My parents were going out of town for a whole week, and I was going to be staying with him. He lived by himself in a 3 bedroom house in the suburbs. He had been married for a time, but no longer. They had no c***dren of their own.
"We went to get something to eat after school and then we went back to his place. He put me in one of the spare bedrooms. We were watching something on television when he said he had some things he wanted to ask me.
"He began with a question about peeing. He wanted to know if I held my penis with my left hand or my right hand. I said my right hand. He then asked if I would mind if he watched me pee sometime. Me not thinking anything about it, agreed. So, we got up and went to the bathroom. I do remember feeling somewhat nervous that I wouldn't be able to pee. He actually sat down on the side of the tub, within arm's reach of me standing at the toilet. I lowered my pants, pulling them down like I normally would. I remember that he suggested that I drop them all the way to the floor so that he could see me actually holding my penis.
"I started to pee and he was watching intently. He then asked if I would mind if he held it the next time I peed. I agreed, again not thinking anything of it. So, later that evening, I had to pee, and he accompanied me to the bathroom. Again he sat on the tub, my pants down around my ankles, and he grabbed for my penis. I remember his hands were cold. I also remember that he was touching my bottom with his other hand, cupping my buttocks and rubbing it. He also began to massage my tiny penis with his other hand, before I actually started peeing.
"I remember him asking me if it felt good, and I replied that it did, because to be honest, it did. I still wasn't catching on that this was any way sexual with him, just a caring uncle. Then it happened, my penis became erect and he asked me if I had ever had an erection before. I replied that I had.
"He then asked if I would like to watch him pee and if I would mind helping him. He then lowered his pants and I remember that his penis was very large and really hard. He obviously was aroused by watching and touching me. He asked me if I would like to touch it, I said yes and I touched it. He said that at that moment he didn't have to pee but wanted to show me how a penis worked. He asked me to follow him into his room. He said he wanted to show me how a penis worked and he had a video to show me. He then put on a gay pornographic video. It had men fucking and sucking each other; something I had never seen. I noticed as he watched it, he began to slowly stroke his penis. I also noticed that I became aroused by this and wasn't exactly sure why.
"As we watched the video, he started jacking off harder and harder. He looked over at me, noticed my small erection, and asked me if I knew how to masturbate. He said that he would like to show me how. So he reached over and started stroking my very tiny but very hard cock, going up and down. It was a sensation that I had never had before, actually hard to describe. I felt a rush of adrenaline pulsing up to my head. He began to stroke it very steadily, and then said, to do it right, it needed to be moist. He said that he should put it in his mouth so that his saliva could make it moist.
"He had me take off all of my clothes and lay back on his bed. He removed his clothes, he said, so that I wouldn't feel uncomfortable being the only one that was naked.
"Doc, I have to admit, I am extremely aroused right now. Going through this again is truly eye opening."
"It's okay to feel that way, no need to be ashamed… please do go on," I said reassuringly.
"As I lay back, he removed his clothes, and spread my legs apart just a bit, and then he climbed onto the bed with me, basically straddling me. He slowly stroked his cock as he lowered his head to my mid-section and took all of my small erection into his mouth. It was almost as if he was savoring a good piece of steak. He began to moan ever so slightly as his head bobbed up and down on my penis. I remember feeling a sense of amazement and some confusion as well.
"I recall that, as he was sucking me, he was stroking his own cock faster and faster. He told me to enjoy it and that he was going to "cum" on my penis. I didn't know what that meant, to be honest. He released my penis from his mouth, got on his knees over me, and started to masturbate very fast. As he was getting closer to orgasm, he became much louder and feverishly stroked his very hard cock. He put the tip of his cock head on my penis as he was stroking and just then, shot something white and warm all over my penis and my belly. There seemed to be a lot of it. I wasn't sure if he had peed or what. But he let out the most amazing groan as he did it.
"Doc, I am curious how this all sounds? Is it erotic, or is it just sick? Should I be feeling aroused or disgusted?" he asked rather painfully.
"Feelings tell you how you feel," I offered vaguely, "they can't be judged as right or wrong."
"I guess I feel both things at once…which is why I'm here, I suppose," he replied, his voice trailing off. After a moment of silent reflection, he went on with his recollections.
"I remember that after he came, he took my penis back into his mouth and also licked his cum off of my hairless stomach and body. He then lay beside me and said we needed to talk about something.
"He said that it would be unwise for me to tell anyone about this because people would not understand; that they would not understand the love he had for me, or for our special relationship. He wanted to know how I felt and I told him that it felt good, and that I had no idea that uncles and nephews played like that.
"What is amazing is how it still can arouse me, after all these years. Going back through the details brings up so many memories and feelings. It makes me tingle with both anticipation and excitement. I have the overwhelming urge to masturbate. I find that to be the most interesting aspect of this exercise. It is almost as if it is a catharsis; that talking about it is good for me. I have kept so much of this bottled up and now it is flowing out of me.
"The next day, when I woke up, he was in my bedroom, which actually startled me. He was sitting on a love seat in the corner, he wore only a t-shirt, and he was masturbating. I have no idea how long he had been there. When I woke up, he realized he had startled me and he apologized. He asked me how I was feeling about what had happened the previous night. I wasn't very talkative because I was still processing what had happened. I meekly responded that it felt good but that I was worried that it was wrong, that he could get into trouble with my parents, if they ever found out. He didn't really answer that line of questioning, but instead moved on to how much he really enjoyed having my penis in his mouth. He said that he would like to have me in his mouth when I was soft and that he wanted to feel my cock grow in his mouth.
"He then moved toward me, sat down beside me on the bed and continued to stroke his cock. He then asked me if I wanted to taste his penis. That is how he put it, not did I want to put it in my mouth, but did I want to taste it. I kind of nodded yes, but was unsure how to do it. He pulled the covers away from my body; I was still in my pajamas. He slowly pulled off my pajama bottoms, exposing my small, soft penis. He leaned over and took it into his mouth. I became aroused and quickly got an erection. He then stood up beside the bed, stroking his cock and asked me to taste him. I opened my mouth and he shoved his hard cock into my mouth. He must have been very close to orgasm because it didn't seem like it was more than two minutes before he started to tense up and his talk became extremely dirty: he mumbled something about me 'swallowing his seed', and how he wanted to 'breed my mouth'. He then pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me to keep my mouth open wide. He started stroking his cock and he shouted, 'Here it comes!' I didn't realize what he meant at first, having only seen that once the night before. I felt him put the head of his cock slightly into my mouth and then I felt this warm, salty liquid filling up my mouth. I will be honest, I gagged. But he continued to stroke and cum as I was gagging."
My client seemed upset, and on the verge of tears. His animated account of his adventures with his uncle gave way to no small amount of torment and anguish. After several minutes of silent reflection, he continued:
"This is something that I wish had never happened to me. It is not something I am proud of and not something I think people should ever do. My uncle had major issues, and I worry about how many other people suffered because of him. As you can tell, I am not completely comfortable talking about it, but I thought, with your expertise, you might be able to help me make sense of my obviously conflicted feelings. I am sure you understand. In no way would I ever condone this type of behavior, as I know you would not either."
I nodded in agreement. His dilemma was not at all unusual. In fact it was the central theme of chi1dhood sexual activity: reliving the abuse, feeling the shame of being used by an older someone who had obvious power of one so young, yet also feeling the thrill and exuberance of receiving the "special" attention of an older person. Recounting the episodes of sexual adventure and discovery could have an extremely arousing effect, which manifests itself in the cliché: "guilty pleasure". I suggested he stopped focusing on his conflicted emotions for now, and concentrate on reporting the remainder of his story as factually as possible. I asked him to give me some details about his uncle.
"He was about 6 feet tall, had a medium amount of body hair, with a hairy chest. His cock was around 6 inches and he was uncut. He would cum hard: he was a shooter and it would go everywhere. I think he was a porn addict and he was into everything as far as I could tell. He liked both homosexual and heterosexual pornography.
"As far as positions, he liked me on all fours so that he could lick my ass and rub his cock between my ass cheeks. He liked me to be lying flat on my stomach as well. He loved to cum on my ass hole and then he would lick me clean. That was one of his big obsessions. The one thing that really sticks out in my mind is how he would always have me ride his face. He was ravenous when he would eat my ass and suck my cock. He loved for me to ride his face as if I was riding a horse. While he never penetrated me with his cock, he would penetrate my ass with his tongue. You have to remember that I was much smaller than he was and he could lift me with great ease onto his face.
"Doc, when I think about that, it arouses me like nothing else. When I remember how he would lift me up, spread my legs, and lower me onto his face, I get so aroused. I always remember how he loved sucking my small, soft cock and then feeling it grow in his mouth. At this point I was about 3 years away from actually producing cum. The last year that we played, I would orgasm with sperm, which only added to the eroticism.
"Back to my story: The play continued for the remainder of the weekend. I do remember when I went back home my penis was sore. He had sucked and jacked me off all weekend. It wasn't something that was visible: it kind of felt like sunburn. Thereafter, I would generally spend every other weekend with him and it continued on. The next weekend I spent with him was when he showed me how to suck his cock correctly. He actually lay on the bed, on his back, and taught me the proper way to suck cock: How to use my hands, how to use my mouth, how to use my tongue and how to accept his cum in my mouth without gagging.
"My memory is that we spent a good deal of time on that next Saturday in bed, basically me practicing sucking his cock. I also remember that the second Saturday is when I started to become aroused with him. While I was sucking, I noticed that I was getting an erection. Basically he would lay there as I practiced sucking and he would have porn on and he would be intently watching it, and then me, and so forth. I actually remember later that night, us lying next to each other, completely naked, with him masturbating and showing me how to masturbate. That was the first time that I had ever jacked off. Of course you can imagine, from there on out, I was a chronic masturbator.
"At first I didn't know what to think, and I didn't understand what was happening. But by the second weekend, I started to realize what was going on, how much pleasure I was receiving and I became noticeably aroused. I started to understand and started to enjoy. I enjoyed watching porn with him; I enjoyed both the gay porn and the straight porn. He also had some underground k9 and horse stuff which fascinated me: both men and women engaging in acts with dogs and horses.
"I remember being very turned on by facials, either men or women receiving facials. What I realized was that by observing his obsession, I was myself becoming obsessed with sex. Within a month of that initial weekend, I was actually craving sex with him. I would look forward to spending time with him. I think he could also sense that I was becoming comfortable and that turned him on even more. I became more confident, enjoying sucking his cock, enjoying his cum in my mouth. I would have very intense orgasms and would crave those orgasms; but I also would crave his orgasms because he was so intense when he had an orgasm; he would cum just buckets, it seemed to me at the time.
"What I have never told anyone, Doc, and I mean absolutely no one, was that he had his 38 year old boyfriend come over and join us about 4 months into our relations. I had known him as my uncle's friend: a guy he hung out with, but I never realized that they were "together" or had sex with each other, or even that his friend was gay. He would sometimes hang out with us on those weekends but would never spend the night. I do remember once when my uncle picked me up, he said that his friend was going to come over and hang out with us and that he would probably spend the night. He stated that 'he and I play like you and I play'. At first I didn't get it, it didn't register. But then he said, 'He loves sucking my cock and he loves for me to fuck him in the ass.' I could tell he was looking for my reaction. I must have shown some interest because I remember thinking, how does he fuck him?
"We may not have spent every other weekend together exactly, but it seemed very frequent. It was very regular. Surprisingly, my parents never had a clue anything was going on. It got to the point where I did look forward to it. I would masturbate multiple times daily; it was as if I couldn't orgasm enough, almost like an obsession. I would be aroused by both men and women and really have always felt more of an attraction to women, which has always surprised me considering my first experiences.
"The first night with my uncle's friend was interesting. He was nervous, I think, but he was definitely interested in me. It was obviously something that he and my uncle had discussed beforehand. We all got naked and my uncle said he wanted me to just watch. He wanted me to see the entire act and see what they did. That was the first time I ever saw two men fucking. I'm sure having me there watching was very arousing for both of them.
"The most erotic and hardcore thing that I ever did was on that night. As my uncle was fucking his boyfriend, he had decided that when he came he wanted to cum not inside Tim, but in my mouth. As he was getting ready to cum, he called for me and had me kneel down on the floor. He pulled out of Tim's ass and stuck his cock into my mouth. Fuck!! For some reason, the thought of that really turns me on!! The thought of him pulling out of Tim's ass, bareback, and then shoving his cock into my mouth, makes me want to go jack off in the bathroom right now. It was a feeling of complete ecstasy, so primal, so incredibly hot. I remember that I was so extremely turned on that I had an orgasm without anyone touching me."
My client seemed to drift off in his mind briefly, no doubt dwelling on the still intense memories he was reliving. I sat silently, as I observed his facial expressions going from extreme ecstasy to something on the order of horror and dread and then back again. Finally, he came back to the present, shook his head a few times, and shifted gears.
"I always worried about my parents finding out, which was strange because I wasn't the one doing anything wrong, he was. But I suppose I wasn't old enough or wise enough to realize that. I knew that he wasn't supposed to be doing this, but I also knew that I was basically addicted to it and I didn't want him to stop playing with me. I was hooked at that point. But the fear of someone finding out was always there, it still is actually.
"He never tried to fuck me with his cock. He would penetrate my ass with his tongue and his pinky finger only. He was very wary of injuring me, I think. I saw all kinds of porn and yes, the gay porn was very hardcore bareback stuff, multiple cream pies, and such. I did ask him once why he never fucked me and he said because his cock was just too big and it would hurt. As far as him fingering me with his pinky, he loved it when I would suck his finger. My uncle had a real passion for bareback sex. He liked the fact that I would take his cock into my mouth after it had been in his 'bitch's' ass. He was ass to mouth obsessed.
"I think that is where my own ass to mouth obsession began. I would say that I played with him and his boyfriend probably somewhere in the neighborhood of 20-25 times, as a threesome, over the 3 year period. My uncle's sub wouldn't always be around, but maybe every couple of months he would have him there with us. I think my uncle enjoyed both the threesomes and the time with me alone.
"What my experiences did was open my eyes to oral, ass to mouth, and my love of cum. To this day, I love cum. I love my own and others. It is like the lion that gets his first taste of meat. I also developed my love of cream pies and cream pie eating from my early experiences. I have often felt like I was a male cum slut. I have always craved a cock in my mouth, the feeling of someone cumming in my mouth. It's hard to describe how intense that craving is. But it is very powerful. I love all aspects of cum: in my mouth, swallowing, cum play, everything."
I sensed that my client was getting more comfortable relating the intimate details of his experiences, which I considered to be good progress. He seemed emboldened and courageous, and I encouraged him to keep going:
"Describe a typical encounter with your uncle and his friend."
"Our three-way sessions evolved over time: the more comfortable we became, the more intense the sessions became. It would generally start on the couch. My uncle would put on some porn and the three of us would sit on the couch naked, or at least with our pants off. We would stroke each other and suck each other until it got so intense that we would move into the bedroom. The boyfriend almost always seemed to initiate these sessions. I think his sex drive was very high. He was definitely a bottom, almost a sub to my uncle. He would fuck my uncle in the ass from time to time, but generally it was my uncle fucking him.
"Once we moved into the bedroom, we generally continued sucking each other. The boyfriend would always comment on how much he loved sucking my "boy cock". It would always seem to work out where he would be on all fours, I would be standing at his head with him sucking my cock, and my uncle would be behind him, fucking him bare back. He was actually a better cocksucker than my uncle; he would make me cum much quicker.
"Then there were times where he might be on his back, me on his face in a sitting position, him licking and sucking me, and my uncle sitting back, watching us and masturbating. My uncle really enjoyed watching. I think sometimes he would have preferred to just watch. He seemed to like seeing my small body being ravaged and pleasured by his 'sissy boy' friend. It was on or about the 4th or 5th session when I had my first experience of eating Tim's cream pie. My uncle was getting ready to cum and he yelled out that he wanted me to 'eat the seed out of his boyfriend's ass'.
"For whatever reason Doc, it makes me extremely aroused when I think of that. I have no idea why. As I am relating this to you, my cock is rock hard. It is so strange, but it turns me on. It is like some kind of memory trigger and I get aroused. I know I keep mentioning the same thing, but that's kind of why I'm here, I guess.
"Whenever the boyfriend played with me, I would cum quickly, but I would usually cum a second time before the session was over. He was, by far the best cock sucker I have ever been with. I realize now why my uncle liked him so much. There was always porn on when we would play, whether it was the three of us or just me and my uncle."
"Well, that's a pretty incredible story you told me," I told him, "and I can understand your conflicted emotional response. It is fascinating, especially considering your age at the time. You seem to have responded to your early…shall we say…sex education with a maturity that seems more advanced than your age would suggest. Whether you see that as an advantage or disadvantage is really up to you. Now, do you have any other thoughts or details you'd like to share?"
"I realized years later that my uncle's boyfriend was a sissy boy bottom, but I don't think I realized that at the time. My uncle would almost always cum in Tim's ass when we played as a threesome. I would almost always eat his cream pie. Sometimes my uncle would join in on that as well. My uncle was a porn addict through and through. He had hundreds of video tapes in his closet in his bedroom. He also had tons of dildos and vibrators and such. He was a total sex addict, like me I suppose. He would just use the dildos on himself or his boyfriend, never on me. He did use the vibrator on my cock, at the head, on the outside, and that felt amazing.
"That is about it for our activities. It went on like that for about 3 years. My feelings now are how surprised I am at how aroused I get to this day, remembering these things."
"I'd like to hear how this exercise has affected you, other than your surprise at being aroused by it," I said. "Did it feel good to get it out in the open? Do you feel that the positives of your relationship with your uncle outweighed the negatives, or not?"
"I do feel good about being able to talk about it. Getting it all out in the open has helped me a lot. It has been a catharsis really, to be honest. I do feel much better about things, realizing he was still wrong, but maybe I now have a greater understanding of things. I think the positives are much greater than the negatives. Talking about it has been an excellent exercise in introspection, and coming to terms with being aroused by it has been good as well. What's your take on it, Doc?"
"I'm glad you came to see me," I answered. "I'm hoping that you conclude that you have no reason to feel guilty or ashamed. Maybe it would have been better if it didn't happen at all, but who really knows?
"The fact that you experienced such a very unusual introduction to sex, and at such a young age, is fairly unique. And it sounds like you enjoyed a lot of it, which is also a big plus. You may have been coerced into it, but your uncle didn't seem hateful or abusive, not that I am trying to exonerate him. Certainly, he had no business being involved with you, but it happened, and I think at least a part of you is happy that it happened.
"I think you have every right to continue to be aroused by your three year sexual adventure, and to have no regrets looking back. That said, you also have valid reasons to embrace the dark side of your experiences: you were used and abused sexually by an unscrupulous uncle and his equally unscrupulous boyfriend, after all.
"Both the exhilaration and the disgust are proper emotional reactions. It is ultimately up to you how you decide to react to the facts going forward."
"Thanks, Doc, I feel better getting everything off my chest. Things are clearer in my mind now."
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