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I was too young to understand what sexual pleasure was when I first saw naked women, yet what I witnessed would end up paving the way for my sexual fantasies and masturbation habits well into my adult life, to this present day.
It's a memory that is almost still as clear as ever, even though it's about 25 years since it last happened. I was about 5 years old and learning to swim. Being too young to dry myself off and get dressed on my own, my mother would take me into the female change rooms with her so she could help me get changed, and I remember being very interested in watching the other women enter the room and change into and out of their swimwear too. In my young innocence, I even remember my mother telling me off for staring at them! In response, the women would often give me a little smile or polite laugh as they stripped nude to head for a shower or dry off. There would be girls of about my age too, but it was the grown-up women I was most interested in watching. I would see their naked bums as they toweled themselves dry, then turn around with their breasts and (being the 80s) full bushes of pubic hair between their legs visible to me. That's what sparked my interest the most. It was different to what I had under my clothes! I was too young to understand what I was seeing, yet I was still somehow storing these images into my memory, which would go on to fuel my teenage and adult fantasies...
It would be several years later that I'd begin realising what sexual pleasure was. At bed time when I was about 10 years old, on my own, I discovered that if I pulled my pyjama pants down and lay on my front, moving up and down on the sheets, it would feel really great after a while! I had a basic level of sex education by now, so I knew that what I was doing somehow related to it. I'd be fantasising about women naked, based on the memories of the swimming pool change room, years earlier. I still didn't know exactly what happening, and no cum would come out, but I nicknamed the pleasurable end feeling as being "sex tired". I'd never tell anyone about any of this, and would always feel very guilty about what I was doing!
Soon, through the rough and tumble of the schoolyard boys around me, I'd watch them make the up-and-down masturbating fist in the air and laugh. "Wanking" was something the boys at this age seemed to joke about. As the years progressed and I entered my early teens, I'd soon be "wanking" properly at bed time, in the shower, even toilet, and it wasn't long before I was ejaculating proper semen like I'd heard about other boys doing! I remember trying to "quit" a few times, because I thought it was bad. Then a week later I'd start again and feel ashamed of myself.
As my teen years progressed, so too did the schoolyard talk about masturbation and sex. I also noticed glimpses of nudity on TV, both in medical shows and in movies. This would be enough to make me horny and if I was by myself, I might even masturbate then and there!
There would also be dirty magazines brought to school, and it was an age when internet porn was starting to get talked about. Most women by now (late 90s/early 2000) had less pubic hair in the stuff I was seeing. Perhaps it was a result of what I remembered seeing as a young boy, but as my own tastes developed, I realised I preferred to see women with a full bush. I'd hide pictures in my bedroom when I could, and masturbate over their breasts and hairy pussies when I was alone.
Like other straight guys, I had my fair share of girlfriends as I reached my late teens and early 20s, and I was soon having sex (with both shaved and hairy girls). I've married a girl who prefers to shave downstairs, but the love and connection we share is deeper than anything I've ever known. We've discussed masturbation, and she says she's happy for me to look at porn when she's not around!
Meanwhile, my masturbating habits have stayed the same since my late teens - I get hard and horny looking at pictures of naked, full-bushed women, and then while I'm actually masturbating and cumming, I like to watch her pose spreading her legs and holding her pink hairy vagina open with both hands while looking at the camera. Sometimes as a treat, for my own inspiration, I enjoy watching porn scenes first, where a guy is cumming on a hairy girl this way. After that, I can't wait to get the pictures ready and start masturbating myself!
The sex I have with my wife is nothing like this, and I prefer it that way. I enjoy that she's her own person, and that in itself is a turn on for me! My own "special time" alone is quite enough to satisfy my other sexual fantasties! ;)
It's a memory that is almost still as clear as ever, even though it's about 25 years since it last happened. I was about 5 years old and learning to swim. Being too young to dry myself off and get dressed on my own, my mother would take me into the female change rooms with her so she could help me get changed, and I remember being very interested in watching the other women enter the room and change into and out of their swimwear too. In my young innocence, I even remember my mother telling me off for staring at them! In response, the women would often give me a little smile or polite laugh as they stripped nude to head for a shower or dry off. There would be girls of about my age too, but it was the grown-up women I was most interested in watching. I would see their naked bums as they toweled themselves dry, then turn around with their breasts and (being the 80s) full bushes of pubic hair between their legs visible to me. That's what sparked my interest the most. It was different to what I had under my clothes! I was too young to understand what I was seeing, yet I was still somehow storing these images into my memory, which would go on to fuel my teenage and adult fantasies...
It would be several years later that I'd begin realising what sexual pleasure was. At bed time when I was about 10 years old, on my own, I discovered that if I pulled my pyjama pants down and lay on my front, moving up and down on the sheets, it would feel really great after a while! I had a basic level of sex education by now, so I knew that what I was doing somehow related to it. I'd be fantasising about women naked, based on the memories of the swimming pool change room, years earlier. I still didn't know exactly what happening, and no cum would come out, but I nicknamed the pleasurable end feeling as being "sex tired". I'd never tell anyone about any of this, and would always feel very guilty about what I was doing!
Soon, through the rough and tumble of the schoolyard boys around me, I'd watch them make the up-and-down masturbating fist in the air and laugh. "Wanking" was something the boys at this age seemed to joke about. As the years progressed and I entered my early teens, I'd soon be "wanking" properly at bed time, in the shower, even toilet, and it wasn't long before I was ejaculating proper semen like I'd heard about other boys doing! I remember trying to "quit" a few times, because I thought it was bad. Then a week later I'd start again and feel ashamed of myself.
As my teen years progressed, so too did the schoolyard talk about masturbation and sex. I also noticed glimpses of nudity on TV, both in medical shows and in movies. This would be enough to make me horny and if I was by myself, I might even masturbate then and there!
There would also be dirty magazines brought to school, and it was an age when internet porn was starting to get talked about. Most women by now (late 90s/early 2000) had less pubic hair in the stuff I was seeing. Perhaps it was a result of what I remembered seeing as a young boy, but as my own tastes developed, I realised I preferred to see women with a full bush. I'd hide pictures in my bedroom when I could, and masturbate over their breasts and hairy pussies when I was alone.
Like other straight guys, I had my fair share of girlfriends as I reached my late teens and early 20s, and I was soon having sex (with both shaved and hairy girls). I've married a girl who prefers to shave downstairs, but the love and connection we share is deeper than anything I've ever known. We've discussed masturbation, and she says she's happy for me to look at porn when she's not around!
Meanwhile, my masturbating habits have stayed the same since my late teens - I get hard and horny looking at pictures of naked, full-bushed women, and then while I'm actually masturbating and cumming, I like to watch her pose spreading her legs and holding her pink hairy vagina open with both hands while looking at the camera. Sometimes as a treat, for my own inspiration, I enjoy watching porn scenes first, where a guy is cumming on a hairy girl this way. After that, I can't wait to get the pictures ready and start masturbating myself!
The sex I have with my wife is nothing like this, and I prefer it that way. I enjoy that she's her own person, and that in itself is a turn on for me! My own "special time" alone is quite enough to satisfy my other sexual fantasties! ;)
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