FORCED INTO FROCKS AND FRILLIES
A story by Johnathan
I stood in the centre of the room, close to tears, as my two step
sisters howled at my appearence. I pressed my bare legs together as
Lesley, the eldest of the two girls, she was fifteen, one year younger
than me, and her sister Caroline, she was fourteen, fussed with the
little girl outfit I was wearing. Yesterday I had finished school, all
my exams taken, I was no longer required to attend. My step-mother
immediately informed me of her plans to reduce my status to that of a
six year old, and she had said sneering, I was now going to be dressed
as a girl, all my boy's clothes were to go to Oxfam, from now on, I
would only have frocks and frilly knickers to wear.
I had listened in disbelief as she explained my new role, thinking she
was having a joke or something to scare me so I that I didn't get ideas
above my station now that I had left school. But this morning mother
had woken me, dragged me into her bedroom and took great delight in
putting me into a puff sleeved little girl's frock, frilly petticoats
underneath and a pair of frilly drawers that the dress and petticoats
failed to hide, they were so short. A pair of ankle socks and strap
over shoes completed my ridiculous outfit.
During the last year, mother had allowed me to grow my hair long,
obvious in preperation for this day. She now combed my hair into two
bunches and tied two ribbons in bows at either side of my head. She
pulled me over to a long mirror and I gasped at my reflection, I looked
like a little girl, except for my size.
"It's a good job you take after your father," she said refering to my
slight build and lack of height, I was only 4 ft 6" tall. She then
dragged me downstairs to show me off to her daughters, Lesley and
Caroline. Lesley fussed with my puff sleeves, Caroline lifted my skirts
to laugh at my frillies. Mother enjoyed watching them humiliate me with
their cruel comments of, "Isn't he so pretty, doesn't he look so sweet
in frillies, dresses really do suit you Johnathan."
"From now on Johnathan is to be treated like a six year old little
girl," mother informed them, "as you are both much older than that, you
have complete authority over him, now that he is your little sister."
They laughed at my crest fallen face. Mother looked sternly at me. "You
will do exactly as you're told now that you are only six," she said.
"Do you understand?"
"Yes mother," I said in almost a whisper.
"Little girls say mummy," giggled Lesley.
"Yes mummy," I corrected myself.
"I can't wait to tell all my friends," laughed Caroline as she put on
her school blazer. "I'm sure they'll all want to see my new little
sister."
"And mine," chimed Lesley, "and I'll make sure all the boys in his old
class know about him, and the girls too, especially Elizabeth."
A wave of deep humiliation surged through me, Elizabeth was my girl
friend, surely they wouldn't show me off to her like this. Lesley
looked into my eyes with an evil grin on her face, "I wonder what she
will say now that her once proud boy friend is now just a simpering six
year old little girl," she mocked.
"Oh yes tell Elizabeth first." Caroline was dancing with glee, mother
approved entirely with their ideas. "Perhaps Elizabeth would like to
come to tea tonight after school," mother suggested. She turned to me.
"You would like your big sister to invite Elizabeth for tea, wouldn't
you Johnathan?"
I felt physically sick. "Yes mummy," I croaked. It was time for the
girls to leave for school, I had to stand with my arms behind my back,
feet together while they kissed their little sister on the forehead and
promised to see me at tea-time with my girlfriend Elizabeth.
When they had gone mother put on her coat and helped me into a very
childish smocked coat in my size. She picked up her handbag, took my
hand and made for the front door. She could feel my resistance to going
outside the house dressed in such a ridiculous fashion. "It's no use
pulling back Johnathan, you are in dresses for the rest of your life.
You had better get used to going outside in them," she sneered dragging
me into the drive and locking the front door.
The soft summer breeze lifted the hems of my skirts and I tried to hold
them down. Mother commented on how girlish I looked and how quickly I
had learned to act like a little girl as I tried to stop the wind
exposing my frilly knickers. I was put into a child's safety seat in
the back of the car. Mother had obviously prepared very well for my
return to childhood. Just as we were pulling out of the drive a large
van pulled up, it had "PATTERSONS NURSERY SPECIALISTS" written on the
sides in bold letters. Mother stopped the car and had a few words with
the two men in the van, gave them the front door key with instructions
on where to leave it if she wasn't back before they left, and returned
to the car, smiling wickedly at me as we drove off.
As the car went through town I tried to hide as much as possible but
the safety seat straps allowed for little movement, and because I was
higher than normal, I could easily be seen by anyone that cared to
look. Eventually we arrived at our destination, The Studio, a health
and beauty clinic for assertive women like my step-mother. The building
was quite modern having only been erected two years ago, it was quite a
large establisment having three stories and spread over a large area.
The huge car park was already full and mother pulled into a space with
her name on and got out. Once again she sensed my reluctance to leave
the sanctuary of the car, but she shot me a look that told me that she
would stand no nonsense. It made me shudder in fear, so I climbed out
of the child's seat giving a lovely display of my frillied bottom. The
two big glass doors that was the entrance to the studio slid open
automatically as we approached. I was led by the hand into the thickly
carpeted, well appointed reception area. A beautiful young woman sat at
a reception desk and stood up as we walked in. I guessed she was around
25 years old, she had long black hair, her make-up was immaculately
applied accentuating her good looks, she was tall in her white high
heeled shoes, and wore a sheer white silk, low cut blouse that showed
off her ample bossom and lacy bra, and a short white skirt. On her
blouse was an identity badge, her name, Barbara, written on it.
"Mrs Johnson, how lovely to see you again," she smiled walking over to
greet us.
"Good morning Barbara," mother said formely.
"This must be Johnathan your darling six year old daughter that I've
heared so much about." Barbara grinned enjoying my discomfort at being
seen in such ridiculous clothes by a complete stranger. I felt my face
burn scarlet as I fiddled with the hems of my short skirting, I did not
know what to do with my hands. I was used to wearing trousers and jeans
with pockets, not dresses. They both laughed at the absurdity of me
being introduced as a little girl, but having a boy's name.
"A pretty little girl like you should have a pretty name to match your
pretty outfit," giggled Barbara as she fussed with my puff sleeves. Why
do women do that I thought, feeling absolutely wretched at her
attention.
"Oh well, I was going to let him have a girl's name, but when I told
him he was going to be put into frocks he kicked up such a fuss, he
kept on insisting that he was a boy, so he can keep his boy's name if
it makes him happy," mother told the laughing woman.
"Why don't you go along to your relaxation session Mrs Johnson, Domonic
is all ready for you. I'll take care of this sweet boy-girl," Barbara
said.
"Thank-you Barbara," mother smiled giving my hand to her, "you have my
permission to punish him in any way you see fit if he shows the
slightest signs of rebellion or if he throws one of his childish
tantrums."
"Don't worry we will," the woman laughed as mother turned and left me.
Barbara walked me over to her desk and pressed a button. From a
corridor, in the opposite direction, two women approached. These two
were about the same age as Barbara, both very good looking, and dressed
in exactly the same style as Barbara. They both wore identity badges,
the one with long blonde hair was called Pauline, the other had her
mousey coloured hair in a short modern style, her name was Joanna. They
both had huge grins on thier faces.
"Well who is this pretty little girl?" Pauline asked looking deeply
into my eyes as I felt myself close to tears.
"This is Johnathan, Mrs Johnsons six year old daughter," Barbara
introduced me.
"Johnathan!!" Joanna said in mock exclamation, "but that's a boy's
name, surely you're not a boy?" She looked at me.
"No miss........er..I mean....yes miss.......er..." I burst into tears.
"Oh dear we have a cry-baby on our hands," Pauline laughed. "Don't
worry Johnathan, we won't take away your pretty clothes, if you want to
be a little girl that's allright by us, in fact we are here to help."
I heaved big sobs as the tears trickled down my cheeks. Barbara
produced a big pink baby's dummy from a drawer in her desk and pushed
the teat into my quiverring lips. I wanted to eject it, but somehow
found sucking on the dummy comforting, and I also remembered mother's
warning regarding complete compliance. Joanna took my right hand and
Pauline my left.
"Off we go," Pauline sang in the tone that women used when trying to
amuse a small child, and when I caught our reflection in the glass
entrance doors, that is exactly what I looked like, an infant sucking
on a dummy holding the hands of two adults, I felt so humiliated. "Your
mother has brought you to a very special place," Pauline talked as we
made our way deep into the building, "Joanna and I are especially
trained in turning boys like you into pretty little angels for their
mummies to show off to all her friends, isn't that right, Joanna."
"It sure is," Joanna said, "when you leave here today Johnathan, you
will look like a little girl, you will talk like a little girl, and do
you know the best thing about your treatment Johnathan?" I shook my
head. "Every thing we do today will be permanent and completely
irriversible." She laughed loudly.
I was pushed into an open door way. Joanna locked it once we were
inside. "This is where your transformation begins Johnathan," Pauline
said. The room had a shower base at one side with a flexible shower
head, a set of hand-cuffs dangled ominously from the ceiling above the
shower base. At the other side was a wash basin in front of what looked
like a hair-dresser's chair, two steel trolleys were stood next to a
big metal cupboard. There was not a window in the room, or any mirrors.
"Now let's get you undressed," Joanna said.
"I can undress myself," I stated but the dummy reduced my speech to
almost baby talk, even I couldn't tell what I said.
"Little girls are not capable of undressing themselves," Joanna snapped
slapping my hands as I fumbled with my clothes, "little girls need
adults to supervise and do every thing for them, don't they Johnathan."
"Yes," I whispered. "Yes miss Joanna," she corrected. "Yes miss
Joanna," I mumbled.
My clothes were soon removed and I stood naked before them, covering my
privates with my hands. Pauline folded my clothes carefully. "I'll get
these to to your mother, you're going to be wearing much prettier
clothes than these when you go home this afternoon," she said. "You'll
absolutely adore them Johnathan, it's the frilliest, prettyest outfit
you've ever seen, but you do want to look your best for Elizabeth,
don't you?"
An extreme wave of humiliation went through me at the mention of my
girlfriends name and the thought of her seeing me in girl's clothes.
"Oh you have a girlfriend Johnathan," Joanna said as she led me over to
the shower tray, "we had better make sure you look extra pretty for her
hadn't we. Hands up Johnathan."
I raised my hands and the tips of my fingers touched the cold steel
hand-cuffs. "On your toes little girl," Joanna shouted, slapping my
bare bottom. I squealed in pain but did as I was told, Joanna stood on
the edge of the shower basin, reached up and closed the hand-cuffs
around my out-stretched wrists. I was now firmly secured to the
ceiling, my toes barely touching the tiled shower base.
"It hurts," I whined as the cuffs dug into my skin.
"Shut up you whimp," Joanna snapped, "it's the price you'll have to pay
for wanting to wear little dresses and act like a little girl."
"But I don't......." I started to say as Joanna pushed in a huge dummy
which had pink ribbons attached and she tied these at the back of my
head effectively gagging me.
"I don't know Johnathan, you're a sixteen year old boy for goodness
sake. You should be out playing football and going to clubs, enjoying
yourself, not prancing about in pretty frocks and playing with dollies.
Whatever are your friends going to say when they see you in your
frillies and what about Elizabeth have you told her you want to be a
little girl. She's bound to be shocked, I wouldn't be surprised if she
dumped you, and you will not be able to pick up another girlfriend once
you are in frocks and frilly knickers. Have you thought about that,
Johnathan?"
I burst into tears, but they just laughed. "It's a free country,
Joanna," Pauline joined in, "if Johnathan wants to be a little girl,
who are we to stop him. One thing is for sure though, when he leaves
here today, he will never be able to be a boy again."
My tears gushed from my eyes as they donned plastic aprons and gloves
with rough sponges on the palms. Pauline turned on the water to the
shower head and they proceeded to scrub me with heavily scented soap.
The sponges seemed to remove my layers of skin and I was whimpering by
the time they had finished, my body was that sore. Joanna removed her
sponged gloves, put on a pair of clear plastic ones, took a big tub of
white cream from the cupboard and with a wooden spatula started
applying the acrid smelling cream to my legs. She carefully worked
around my groin and privates, up my waist, my trunk, under my arms in
fact every inch of bare skin was covered thickly with the cream, which
was starting to sting my already sore skin.
"Close your eyes Johnathan," she instructed, "this stuff will blind you
if you get it in them."
I shut my eyelids tightly and Joanna finished her task. "We are going
for a cup of tea now Johnathan, so don't go away," Pauline laughed.
I heared the door unlock, open, close and lock again, I was alone. I
strained against the cuffs to try and break free, it was hopeless, I
hung there afraid to open my eyes in case the cream blinded me, my
whole body on fire, my legs gripped with cramp from being on my toes
and feeling very sorry for myself.
It seemed ages before I heared the door being onlocked and opened.
"Still here Johnathan," I heared Pauline giggle. It was such a relief
when they rinsed the stinging cream off me. I was able to open my eyes
and looked down in horror to see all my body hair disappearing down the
drain. My skin had a pink glow to it.
"That cream is the most powerful hair-removing cream ever produced,"
Joanna informed me as she rinsed the basin with the shower head, "it
kills any hair folicles it comes into contact with and hair will never
grow on any area that the cream has touched. Unfortunately there is a
side effect, it leaves the skin a pretty pink colour, that is why it
was banned," she carried on speaking as she picked up a large fluffy
towel and proceeded to dry me. "But we think little girls like you look
so pretty with glowing pink skin, and the effects are permanent," she
giggled.
Joanna had a huge powder puff in one hand and she dusted me from head
to foot with the perfumed powder she had in her other. Pauline put on
some more clear plastic gloves and I whimpered because I thought they
were going to put that awful cream on me again. This time, however, she
picked up a tube and proceeded to squirt the clear chemical smelling
paste on my flacid penis. "Tell me Johnathan," Joanna whispered in my
ear as Pauline worked her way all around my manhood, "have you ever had
sex with Elizabeth?" I shook my head as I was still gagged by the
dummy. "Have you ever had sex with any girl?" she whispered sounding
concerned, again I shook my head. "Oh dear what a shame," she laughed
because now your a little girl you will never be allowed to use your
little thing for anything other than doing your wee-wee's."
"All little girls are virgins Joanna," Pauline said, "he will be no
different." Pauline was now rolling something very carefully up my
penis, it looked like a small condom with a small rubber tube at the
end which was shaped like the letter U. Pauline continued to apply the
clear paste around my scrotum, under my crutch and the now hairless
area above my penis. Joanna then handed her the strangest looking
thing, it looked like a lump of dead skin. It was in fact latex and as
Joanna onfolded it I could see it had what looked like a girls vagina
in the centre. Pauline took it from her and very carefully pressed the
thin latex to my skin above my condomed penis. She held it there for a
few minutes, then she attempted to pull it off. I tried to scream as it
felt like she was going to pull my skin off. Satisfied it was well
stuck, she inserted the rubber tube from the condom into a hole in the
latex. She carefully examined it to ensure it was correctly fitted. She
came behind me and I felt her reaching through my legs. I gasped in
pain as she viciously pulled the latex through forcing my penis and
balls between my legs and into my crotch. Her hand cupped under my legs
pushing my privates tightly into my body. I closed my eyes, I thought I
was going to faint and wondered when she was going to let go, then I
realised that she had, as she came to the front to admire her
handiwork, but the pressure on my privates remained the same.
"Now that looks so much better," Pauline laughed as I looked down at
the begining of my false female sex, "no more dangly bits to spoil the
look of your pretty panties Johnathan." Tears of pain and humiliation
ran down my cheeks as I shook my head. "Oh stop crying Johnathan,"
Joanna snapped, "you should think yourself lucky you've only got a
latex girl's sex. Only the other day we had a boy in here your age
whose mummy had made him have an operation. She had his privates
surgically removed and a real vagina put in its place." She saw the
look of disbelief in my eyes. "It's true Johnathan," she came closer.
"And I saw your mummy talking to that boys mummy and she wrote down the
address of the special clinic where she had it done. So I would be a
good little boy-girl if you don't want to lose your jewels if I was
you," she warned with a grin on her face.
At last I was released from the handcuffs. My wrists were red raw from
the metal biting in. It was such a relief but I could hardly walk, my
legs numb with cramp, and my privates painfully tucked away. Joanna
helped me over to the hair-dressing chair and sat me down. I got a
better look at the latex prosthetic they had glued onto me, it was
amazing how realistic it actually looked. The latex was skin coloured
and I could not tell where my skin ended and the latex started. Joanna
slid her finger in the latex crevasse. "You're a proper girl now,
Johnathan," she sneered, "have you ever done this to your girl-friend,"
she giggled evily as her finger probed the small hole, "did you ever
wonder what it was like when you did this to Elizabeth," her sharp
finger nail was now pushing against the tip of my trapped penis and I
squealed in pain as she continued to probe. "Now you know just how
helpless a little girl you really are," she laughed.
I was pushed further back in the chair. Pauline pushed a pink puff
sleeved smock over my head and pulled my arms through. It fastened at
the back with ribbon ties, it was very short and for all the world
looked just like a baby frock. A wide leather strap was fastened around
my bare waist, further straps at my ankles and wrists ensured I was
once again at thier mercy. The chair was on a swivel, it could be
turned through 360 degrees, it could be tipped forward or backward and
raised or lowered as the women wanted. Joanna fitted a pink plastic
cape on my shoulders, turned the chair and tilted it back so my hair
hung in the wash basin. She began shampooing and conditioning my hair,
rinsing it with the flexible shower head that was fixed to the taps,
Pauline prepared a hair dye paste.
"You are such a lucky little girl to be pampered like this Johnathan,"
Joanna said as she applied the hair dye to my wet hair, "your mummy
must really love you." I sucked sullenly on my dummy gag thinking that
the only love my mother had for me was the love of humiliating me in
front of her daughters. I cursed the woman and her daughters. "There
all done," Joanna said removing her messy plastic gloves, "you'll have
a lovely pinky-blonde head of hair when I wash it off."
As they waited for the dye to take effect Joanna manicured my finger
nails then painted them bright red, Pauline did the same to my toes.
Joanna rinsed the dye from my hair, then roughly towel dried it. She
put the chair upright and turned it around. Pauline wheeled one of the
trolleys over, it was full of hair-dressing tools, scissors, combs,
permanent wave solution and hundreds of long thin rollers. Pauline
combed my damp hair straight over my eyes. She took a pair of sharp
scissors and carefully cut along my eye-line from one ear to the other.
"All little girls have deep fringes, you will be no exception
Johnathan," she said. She trimmed the damaged ends of the rest of my
hair, then proceeded to apply the strong smelling perm lotion and put
my hair into the rollers. It took ages, but eventually she had
finished, covering my tightly rollered head with a pink hair-net.
"It's time for din-dins Johnathan," Pauline announced satisfied my
rollers were secure, and releasing me from the chair, "we're far from
finished, but we are getting there." She smiled taking a voluminous
pair of pink, frilly drawers from Joanna. She held them open for me to
step into and I saw the thick terry towelling lining that made them so
bulky. They were toddler's training panties, in my size. Pauline pulled
them up my smooth hairless legs, over my bottom and snapped the
elasticated waist against my body flambouyantly. I found I had to stand
bow-legged because of the bulky towelling and my trapped manhood. A
pair of pink fluffy socks with ribbons through the top were put on my
feet and tied at the ankle in a bow.
"Handy-pandys in here Johnathan," Joanna ordered offering a fluffy pink
mitten to my hand. I pushed it in and Joanna quickly tied the ribbon at
the wrist in a double knot and then a bow. I realised too late that the
mitten had a stiff leather insert and my hand was quite useless. Joanna
already had the other mitten tied securely at my wrist. Joanna pulled a
pink baby's bonnet on my head, making sure it covered the hair-net and
adjusted the wide Bo-Peep style brim, then tied it under my chin in a
big bow. "We don't want the other children laughing at your hair-net do
we Johnathan." She smiled looking into my eyes and seeing my reaction
at the mention of "other children."
"Yes Johnathan, we have a creche here so that the ladies can bring
their pre-school children and babies while they relax or work out in
the gymnasium."
"Oh god," I thought, "I'm going to be seen like this." And her false
concern about me being laughed at because I was wearing a hair-net was
an insult, how could they not laugh at me dressed like a baby. I heared
little bells ringing as Pauline approached with a set of pink leather
baby reins which she proceeded to buckle on me at my back and
shoulders. Two smaller straps hung either side from the reins, my
bemittened hands were put next to them and Pauline buckled my wrists
tightly to my sides. She fixed on the pink leading rein and instructed
me to follow Joanna as she walked out of the room. I felt the tug of
baby reins as she controlled the pace of my walk, I felt so humiliated
being led on reins like this.
We walked down the carpeted corridor, turned and before us were two
doors with small windows in them. I could hear the sound of young
children as Joanna opened the swing door, my legs turned to jelly.
There were three tables in the room, two of them were very low, and sat
round these on small chairs were twelve little boys and girls, aged
from three to six years old, white smocks over their clothes, plastic
plates, knifes and forks before them. The other table was of normal
height around this were five high-chairs, occupied by babies with bibs
on.
Two women in studio uniforms were attending to the older children,
three others to the babies. The room fell silent for a second as we
walked in, even the babies seemed to stop gurgling at the sight before
them, then it exploded into the hilarious laughter of children and
adults alike, pointing at me.
Joanna clapped her hands to try to get a little order from the jeering
crowd. "Children this is Johnathan, he will be joining you for lunch
today." Another howl of laughter greeted the announcement of my name.
"It's a boy in a dress," I heard one girl shout. "He's a baby girl,"
another joined in. I wished the ground would open up and swallow me. I
could only look down, eyes lowered in shame.
One of the attendants took my reins from Pauline. "You'd better sit
with the babies," she laughed, "you don't look old enough to be with
the big girls and boys." Another burst of laughter rang around the room
as a big high chair was produced, the tray removed, and I was made to
climb in. The tray was refitted trapping me in the infant chair and a
big bib tied behind my neck.
Joanna and Pauline could see I was in capable hands, they waved and
left the room. I hated those two women, but strangely enough, I wished
I was leaving with them instead of sitting in a baby's high-chair
surrounded by laughing children. The room settled down somewhat as the
food was brought in. The children were allowed to eat theirs
themselves, but the babies had to be spoon fed, and that included me.
My dummy gag was removed, my jaws ached because of the size of the
teat, and a huge bowl of pasty looking baby food put on the tray.
"Pureed liver and carrots, babies favourite," the young attendant
feeding me giggled. She shovelled a large plastic spoonful in to my
protesting mouth. It tasted absolutely revolting and I was not
interested in having another spoonful of the foul mush. The woman would
have none of it, she grabbed my nose as I shook my head and as I opened
my mouth to breath another load went in. It was hopeless, my writhings
only served to smear the food all around my face, she continued my
force feeding until it was all gone. A huge bowl of dark brown paste
was put on the tray next. "Woverly chocky pud-pud," the woman spoke in
baby talk to me. It was so sweet, I hated sweet things, but had to eat
every last spoonful. Finally a huge baby's bottle with a was put on the
tray. The large nipple was forced into my mouth and I wretched at the
sickly sweet milk as I was forced to swallow every last drop. At last
it was over, I felt absolutely bloated and humiliated beyond belief.
The attendant did not wipe the mess that was caked on my face, she
admonished me for being the messyest baby there, and could not see me
ever growing up to be a big girl.
"Story-time children," a woman's voice rang out. The children cheered,
stood up, all held hands and were led out by the woman. The babies were
carefully lifted out of their high-chairs and taken after them. I was
released by my attendant and led into the story room. All the children
were sat in a semi-circle facing an empty chair with a book on it. The
babies were put in cots that lined one wall for their lunch time naps.
I was led over to a big wooden play-pen and told to get in and sit on
the floor. My reins were fixed to the bars so I couldn't stand up and
my dummy put back in place. "You play with your baby toys while the big
boys and girls have their story babykins," she laughed. Sullenly I sat
on the floor looking through the bars of my infantile prison listening
to "Goldilocks and the Three Bears", absent mindedly playing with some
wooden alphabet bricks. I did not think I would ever be glad to see
Pauline and Joanna again but I was so pleased to be taken out of that
room full of laughing children, who after their story were allowed to
stand at the play-pen bars singing, "Baby Baby Bunting," and point at
the big baby in his wooden cage.
"Oh Johnathan, what a mess you are in," Joanna laughed as I was
released from the reins, strapped in the hairdressing chair and my
dummy taken out. The baby bonnet was taken off my head, but the
booties, mittens and trainer knickers stayed on. Joanna wiped my face
clean with several scented baby wipes while Pauline brought over
another trolley. She took a surgical collar off the tray and fitted it
tightly around my neck, I thought I ws going to choke. The collar
tilted my head back and prevented me from moving it from side to side.
Joanna picked up what looked like a pen with an electric lead on it,
she pulled up a stool, plugged the pen lead into a nearby socket and
switched it on. The pen buzzed angrily into life. Joanna fitted a sharp
looking nib on it and dipped it in some dark ink. I winced in pain as
she drew the pen slowly above my eyes where my brows used to be. The
pen burnt, it felt like she was digging a needle into my skin. Joanna
leant back and surveyed her work like an artist would do when painting
a picture. She seemed very pleased with what she saw, replaced the nib
on the pen and opened a bottle of bright red ink. "Open wide
Johnathan," she ordered, holding my chin and digging the pen into my
lips. I wanted to turn my head away but couldn't. I cried tears of pain
and frustration. She constantly dipped the nib into the red ink, wiping
away the excess as it ran down my chin. She worked carefully and
slowly. I felt her draw the out line of my lips, then she was finished.
She switched off her pen and stood up.
"Brilliant, Johnathan, absolutely brilliant," she laughed, "this is the
latest beauty innovation, cosmetic tattooing. Unfortunately it is
impossible to reverse when it has been done, even laser treatment will
not remove it from sensitive areas such as eyes or lips, that's why it
has never really caught on. It gives a really pouty look to the lips as
well, but that will suit your little girl status admirably." She turned
to Pauline. "What do you think?"
"He looks like a doll," Pauline laughed, "he'll never need lipstick
that is for sure." Joanna took a pair of strange looking pliers from
the trolley, carefully inserted two long black false eye-lashes in the
curved jaws and ordered me to close my right eye. I felt the metal of
the pliers against my eye-lids, then my eye-lashes were trapped as the
pliers clicked together. "This takes a little while to work Johnathan,
the false eye-lashes weld themselves to your real ones," she informed
me, "permanantly." She wiped tears from my cheeks. "You'll have eye-
lashes that any girl would die for," she laughed, "and because they are
black you'll never need to use messy mascara." She released the pliers.
It was so strange to see these long black lashes in front of my eye,
they seemed to float up and down as I blinked. She repeated the process
with the left eye. They said I looked like a baby deer as I fluttered
my eyes for them. Pauline picked up another piece of cosmetic torture
equipment, an ear piercing gun. She held it against my earlobe and I
squealed as it punctured a little hole in my skin. The other ear was
pierced and Joanna passed her a pair of twinkling ear-studs. "These are
real diamonds Johnathan, they catch the light so everyone can see
you've got them in. They also have very special backs that can only be
removed with a special pair of pliers, so I'm afraid they are in for
good," she giggled in my ear, "but we know just how much you little
girls love wearing jewelery."
"That's another job out of the way," Joanna laughed, "now let's get
your ringlets out of those rollers." The hair net was removed and they
both started taking the rollers out, carefully unwinding my curls. I
could feel the ringlets cascading around my head and brushing against
my ears. Joanna took a long length of wide pink ribbon, threaded it
under my ringlets at the back and brought the two ends together on top
of my head, where I felt her tie it in a bow. The hair-dressing trolley
was pushed to one side and Pauline wheeled another over, this one had
surgical equipment on it, such as syringes and clear phials of liquid.
I was having grave misgivings about this stage of their efforts to
sissyfy me when Joanna swabbed an area on my upper arm, filled a needle
from one of the phials and injected it into me. "That should be
enough," she said when it was three quarters gone, "but we'd better
make sure it does its work." She pushed the plunger to the end and all
the liquid disappeared. Pauline picked up a needle and filled it.
"Tongue out Johnathan," she ordered. I yelped in pain as she stuck it
in the end of my tongue and squeezed the contents into it. When she
removed the needle I could feel the tip of my tongue harden and I lost
all feeling in it.
Joanna removed my collar, Pauline swabbed around my neck with cotton
wool then injected either side of my adams apple. My whole neck seemed
to freeze and tighten up as the needles were replaced on the tray and
the trolley pushed away. My head was swimming and I suddenly felt the
urge to releive my bladder. "Pleath I need the..............." I
started to say, but my voice had changed, I heared the high pitched
lisping of a little girl. I sounded like Shirley Temple. The injection
in my neck had raised my voice many octaves and the injection in my
tongue had left me with a really bad lisp.
"What where you going to say sweety?" Joanna howled. It was too late I
also found I could no longer hold my bladder and although I tried not
to, I wet myself. I felt devastated here I was a grown boy wetting
myself like a baby. "I needed to go the the bathwoom," I squeaked
almost in a whisper so that I didn't have to hear my ridiculous voice.
"Oh dear, and I bet it's too late now isn't it Johnathan," Pauline
said, "I bet you've wet yourself, haven't you." They burst into
hysterical laughter as I nodded my head. "I'm afraid, Johnathan, that
just like all very little girls, your control over your bladder is very
very weak, if you do not get to your potty quick enough, you'll end up
with a very wet pair of frilly knickers," Joanna informed me as she
wiped a tear from her laughing face, "and I don't think you will be
wearing trainer panties so evey one will see you do it. You'll also
find that you will need to wee-wee very often due to that injection in
your arm, and I'm afraid the effects cannot be reversed, you are now
just a little girl."
I burst into a flood of tears again much to their amusment. "I think
it's about time Johnathan saw exactly what we have done to him,"
Pauline said recovering from a fit of hysterics, "let's take him to the
boutique, there are lots of mirrors there, then we can get him dressed
properly in his party frock." Joanna agreed and I heared the tiny bells
of the reins ringing as she buckled them on to me, I just sobbed
dejectedly.
Once again feelings of total submissiveness came over me as I was made
to follow Joanna, Pauline tugging on my reins. We made our way back
through the reception area. Barbara heard the sounds of the rein bells
and my sobbing and stood as we passed. "Oh Johnathan is that really
you," she burst out laughing as she inspected me. "I hardly recognised
you, you look so pretty." She patted my padded bottom as I was led
away, we entered a lift. Joanna pressed the button for the third floor,
the doors slid quietly shut and up we went. The lift doors opened onto
a huge room where women were relaxing in loungers, reading books
drinking tea or just chatting to each other, gentle soft music was
being piped into the room.
I froze with fear as I saw them, backing into the corner of the lift to
try to hide, I felt another gush of warm fluid enter my trainer panties
as I wet myself again. "Don't be shy, Johnathan, "the ladies will not
hurt you." Pauline giggled as she dragged me out of the lift into the
open. The women's laughter rang in my ears as we passed them, my head
bowed, my face crimson. At the end of the room was a double door with
BOUTIQUE written above it, I was led in. Another spacious, well
carpeted room spread out before us. There was racks of clothes in the
centre of the room, one side had shelves full of underwear, night-wear
and lingerie, another had rows and rows of shoes, and at the far end
were the changing cubicles. There were several ladies in there brousing
around, three or four assistants in their studio uniforms attending to
them. I felt the need to go to the toilet again, I grabbed my frillied,
padded crotch.
"I need the toilet," I squeaked. "Little girls say I need a wee-wee,"
Pauline sneered dragging me into the boutique, "and they ask very
politely for their potties or they are lible to get punished for being
naughty," she warned.
"I AM NOT A WITTLE GIRL," I screamed, my girls voice making a nonsense
of that statement, "I AM A THIXTEEN YEAR OLD BOY. I WANT TO GO TO THE
BATHWOOM." I stamped my feet in utter frustration of being treat like a
small child. The uniformed assistants and the other ladies looked round
when they heared the commotion.
"YOU NAUGHTY LITTLE GIRL," Joanna shouted, slapping my bare legs, "YOU
WILL HAVE TO LEARN NOT TO HAVE TANTRUMS LIKE A BABY." She hit me each
time she said a word. I tried to dance out of the way, but she held my
reins tightly, keeping me in range of her swinging arm.
"I'M A BOY, I'M A BOY, I'M A BOY," I cried, "I AM NOT A WITTLE GIRL."
Pauline dragged me over to a full length mirror and stood me in front
of it. "Does that look like a boy," she said calmly pointing to my
reflection. My eyes widened in horror as I saw myself for the first
time. The big ribbon bow perched on top of my pinky-blonde, ringletted
head, my thin dark arched eye-brows, my thick, long, fluttering, tear-
stained black eye-lashes, my deep red lips, pouting and shaped in a
perfect cupid's bow. The pink baby clothes, my hairless legs and my
booteed feet, allied to the high pitched, lisping, Shirley Temple voice
made a mockery of my insistance of being a boy. There was not one shred
of evidence that the reflection I was looking at, was or ever had been
a male.
"Can you see yourself, Johnathan," Joanna sneered, "do you still think
you are a boy?" I burst into uncontrollable tears, stamping my feet on
the ground, making my reflection look even more like a little girl
having a terrible tantrum. "I've had just about enough of your
insolence young lady," Pauline snapped as I continued my insistance of
being a boy. "It's time for you to learn that little girls should be
seen and not heard. We'll see if a good thrashing of your bottom wil
learn you some manners." She started pulling me towards the door. "I'm
sure these ladies do not want to hear your tantrum while they are
shopping."
I was dragged, screaming, back through the room full of ladies, into
the lift and into a small room. This one had a long table in the centre
with wide leather straps down its length, two metal poles either side
and at one end with what looked like stirrups hanging from them. I was
thrown, kicking, onto the table face down, Joanna easily pinned me down
as Pauline fastened the straps around my waist, arms and legs, I felt
my frilly trainer pants being roughly pulled down to my knees, my wet
bottom feeling cold and exposed out of the warmth of the towelling
knickers. Joanna handed Pauline a hard soled, black, gym slipper, she
held the other. WHACK, WHACK, WHACK, the beating started, the room
filled with the sound of the slippers hitting my bare bottom and my
screams of pain. The spanking stopped just as suddenly as it started,
Pauline coming round to look into my tear stained face.
"Now, Johnathan are you a boy or are you a little girl?" she asked. I
hesitated in giving her my reply and Joanna hit my bottom again. "I'm a
girl," I squeaked in a whisper. "Louder Johnathan, tell me you are a
little girl," Pauline sneered. WHACK, Joanna offered an incentive for
me to renounce my manhood. "I'M A WITTLE GIRL, I'M A WITTLE GIRL," I
screamed. "Have you ever been a boy Johnathan?" she continued. WHACK,
"NO I HAVE NEVER BEEN A BOY," I shouted, "I'VE ALWAYTH BEEN A WITTLE
GIRL."
"How old are you, Johnathan?" The torture continued. WHACK, "THIX
YEARTH OLD," I sobbed uncontrolably, "I'M A THIX YEAR OLD WITTLE GIRL,
PWEATH THTOP."
They threw the slippers to one side, loosened my restraints, turned me
over and tightened the straps across my body and arms. My feet were put
into the stirrups and fastened, my legs strapped to the poles. Pauline
snapped on a pair of rubber gloves, dipped her fingers into a jar of
vaseline and shoved them up my bottom. I squealed at this invasion of
my body, she continued to thrust her fingers in and out. Joanna hooked
a bulging brown rubber bag to one of the poles, the pregnant looking
bag had a tap then a long tube running from it. Joanna lifted the end
of the tube to my eyes as she greased it with the vaseline. I quailed
at the size of the thick black rubber nozzle, she just grinned evily.
"NO, NO NO," I screamed as she inserted it into my rose-bud. It felt as
though I would be split in half. She rammed it home not listening to my
cries of protestation. She then opened the tap on the bag, and I felt
the warm liquid flow into me. It was a strange sensation which soon
grew uncomfortable as the bag emptied. I was writhing in agony as
Joanna sqeezed every last drop from the now whithered bag. Pauline
stood by with a white tampon, which she quickly inserted as Joanna
removed the nozzle. Pauline held the tampon in place until it expanded
sufficiently to prevent me from expelling the warm liquid that was
causing my discomfort. She then pulled up my trainer panties and began
releasing my legs.
"Now, Johnathan, we are going back to the boutique, where you will act
like the little girl you say you are. You will ask nicely for your
potty, or I'll make you mess your pants in front of the ladies then
dress you in baby clothes and send you home with a dirty bottom," she
said.
I was defeated. "Yeth mith," I sqeaked. They smiled at my contrite
compliance. I was led back to the boutique where a crowd of ladies and
assistants gathered around me. My stomach was aching and I was getting
severe cramps and I knew I would not be able to stop the pressure on
the tampon from forcing it out. "Pweath mith I need a potty," I
whispered with a burning face.
"Speak up, Johnathan, why do you need a potty?" Joanna asked. I pressed
my knees together. "Pweath mith I need to do a poo-poo," I lisped,
"pweath can I have a potty."
One of the attendants laughing at me was much younger than the rest of
the other women, she couldn't have been any older than me. She was
pushed foreward by a woman.
"This is Susan, she is our trainee, she deals with all the children in
the boutique," she said to Joanna.
I was turned to face her. "Pweath mith I need a poo-poo," I said
sobbing.
She laughed. "I'll get the special potty for you." She carried over a
huge plastic baby's potty and placed it on the floor, in the centre of
the crowd. She knelt down and started to pull down my frillies. I
looked at Pauline with pleading eyes for her to stop this girl the same
age as me from pulling down my drawers and putting me on the potty,
Pauline just grinned.
"Pweath mith can't we go to a changing cubicle," I said. The girl
continued her task. "Little girls like you have no false modesty where
us adults are concerned, you will have to get used to having your
knickers pulled down in public if you cannot control your wee-wees and
poo-poos." She laughed loudly as she saw my false sex. She sat me down
and I was forced to look up at the laughing crowd, my smock up,
illiminating into the potty in front of them. My humiliation was
complete. It took ages for me to expell all the liqid into the potty.
The crowd dispersed leaving me to do my buisness in front of Joanna,
Pauline, and Susan. Susan wiped my bottom with a scented baby wipe and
took away the potty full of smelly liquid. "There's a clever girl,"
Joanna smiled. Susan returned. "Johnathan is having his girlfriend
around for tea," Pauline told her, "so he wants to look extra specially
pretty for her."
"I have his clothes all ready for him," Susan giggled, taking my hand
and leading me over to a clothes rail. I stood there mortified as she
undressed me leaving me naked in the middle of the shop. I saw my
reflection in a mirror, and even without the ridiculous baby clothes, I
still looked like girl, especially between my legs. She took a set of
petticoats off a hanger, these were a creation in their own right, made
from layers of rustling paper-silk, with fancy lace edging. It was
similar to the kind of underskirts worn by ball-room dancers, only much
shorter. It rustled deafeningly as I held my arms up and she dropped
the masses of frilly paper-silk skirting over my head. Susan tied
something at the back of my neck, she told me the petticoat had special
ribbon tapes that she had tied in a double knot, I would not be able to
get the petticoats off myself, I would have to ask an adult. The
skirting swayed disconcertedly aound my hips as she fussed the frills
out, they were that short they only just covered my bottom.
The party frock came next, this was a fine pale pink taffeta which
again rustled loudly and had little pink hearts in a slightly deeper
pink printed all over it. It had huge puff sleeves, a lacy collar in
white silk with lace edging, a wide pink silk sash just under the short
bodice, and a very full skirt that sat daintily and contrasted with the
white petticoats, which could clearly be seen under the full pink
skirt.
Susan buttoned it on me at the back with tiny heart shaped buttons and
tied the silk sash in a huge bow. A pair of ultra frilly pink drawers
were then pulled up my bare legs, the masses of lace frills ran along
the seat of the knickers and there were lacy frills around the leg
openings with long pink ribbons at either side, these brushed against
my legs as she pulled them over my bottom and fitted them in place.
Susan knelt down and ordered me to raise my right foot while she put a
very frilly white ankle sock on it followed by a pink T-bar shoe which
she buckled in place. The shoe was an exact replica of the type of shoe
a toddler which had just learned to walk might wear. My left foot was
soon dressed exactly the same. Susan stood up, fussed with my skirts
again, straightened my lacy collar, puffed up my huge sleeves, adjusted
my hair ribbon slightly and patted any disturbed ringlets back into
place.
"There Johnathan," she giggled as she pulled me over to a long miror,
"the prettiest, sweetest, little girl I have ever seen."
I could have died, surely this simpering reflection of little girlhood
was not me. If anything I looked younger than six year old, a toddler
in fact, dressed in her prettiest clothes waiting to be taken out by
her mummy to Sunday school or party. I burst into tears yet again while
the cruel women taunted me for being such a big sissy. "He's so happy
he is crying," laughed Susan. "Be a good little girl and thank Aunty
Susan for making you look so pretty Johnathan," Joanna said, "and don't
forget to curtsey."
I stepped forward took my skirts in my trembling fingures and for the
first time in my life I bobbed down in a curtsey, "Fank you Aunty
Thuthan for dwething me in thuch a pwetty fwock," I lisped.
She kissed me condesendingly on the forehead. "It was my pleasure," she
giggled, "tell your mummy to bring you again, you've been such a good
little girl."
I was led back to the reception area. My skirts had a mind of their own
as they bobbed and swayed as I walked, Pauline instructed me to take
tiny little steps on my tip-toes and I found I could hardly keep up
with her as she strode off. As we passed the relaxation room, the
ladies all oohed and aahed at the pretty little girl trying so hard to
keep up with her Aunties in her pretty frock, with her mincing little
steps. Barbara went into raptures about my appearence. I had never been
fussed over by as many women in my life before, and I hated every
minute. I felt the need to go to the toilet again. I pressed my knees
together and grabbed my frilly crotch.
"Peath mith I need to wee-wee," I squeaked, "pweath may I have a
potty." This was the first time I had spoken in front of Barbera she
howled, "Oh my sweet darling little girl." She laughed Aunty Barbara
has a potty behind her desk. "Now don't go wetting those pretty
frillies will you."
"No mith, pwaeath huwwy mith." I implored her dancing on the spot
feeling that I was going to wet myself any second. She put the potty
down pulled down my knickers and lowered me onto the potty.
"He's gorgeous, there isn't a trace of maleness in him, he is without
doubt the best you've ever done," Barbara congratulated her colleagues
while looking down at me.
It was so humiliating sat there listening to them discuss me, like
women do in front of children not able to understand what the adults
are saying. I found it so difficult to hold my skirts up I looked down
in shame, but only got a better look at my frilly ankle socks and baby
shoes, everywhere I looked reminded of my little girl status.
"Pweath mith I've finithed," I said tears filling my eyes again. I
repremanded myself for crying like a child but the tears came so easy
now I was a little girl. Barbara dried my false sex with a small tissue
she had ready, pulled my knickers up and readjusted my skirts then gave
me a great big hug.
"Who's the prettiest little girl in the whole wide world," she gushed.
"Me mith," I lisped.
"Elizabeth is just going to adore you in your ribbons and pretty party
frock," she giggled, "isn't she Johnathan."
A paroxysm of shame surged through my body at the mention of
Elizabeth's name, the events of the day had made me forget that mother
had invited her for tea. The thought of her seeing me like this filled
me with absolute dread, but there was nothing I could do about it now I
was trapped in my dress and my appearence was unchangeable. I burst
into tears.
"Yeth mith," I sobbed my reply to the laughing female. Mother was sent
for and she too went into raptures about my appearence. She fussed with
me just as Barbara had done, congratulating Pauline and Joanna on doing
such an excellent job on her step-son. She lifted my skirts to get a
better look at my frillies and noticed how flat I was at the crotch. I
shivered as her hand rubbed my latex sex through the flimsy material
her eyes widening at the feel of a female sex. She pulled my frillies
down.
"What a wonderful idea," she howled. "He came in here a sixteen year
old boy in a dress," she observed, "that sixteen year old boy has gone
forever, he is a very pretty six year old little girl." She pulled my
knickers back in place. "Look at the time Johnathan," she said, "your
big sisters will be home from scool soon. Thank the kind ladies for
looking after you and making you into such a pretty little girl."
I lifted my skirts again and bobbed a curtsey in front of Barbara.
"Fank you mith for being tho kind to me and tuning me into a pwetty
wittle girl."
Barbara hugged me again. "Anytime," she giggled. I curtseyed for
Pauline and repeated my lisping speech. "It's been a pleasure," she
laughed. Joanna was next. "That's alright Johnathan, but you be a good
little girl for your mummy and your older sisters or Aunty Pauline and
I will not be very pleased," she warned.
"Yeth mith Joanna." I shivered remembering the beating they had given
me. It had been the first time mother had heared me speak and her mouth
opened in amazement. "Have you taught him to talk like that?" she asked
incredulously. "No, that is his normal voice now, Johnathan will speak
like Shirley Temple for the rest of his life," Pauline told her. "That
is absolutely brilliant," mother said. "We thought you would be pleased
Mrs Johnson," Pauline smiled. "I can't wait to show him off to the
girls," mother laughed as she buttoned her coat in readiness to leave.
"Have you booked me in with Domonic for tomorrow Barbara?" she asked
giving Pauline and Joanna a twenty pound note each to show her
appreciation. "Yes, 9.30am your usual time," Barbara confirmed looking
at her computor screen, "and Johnathan will be going in the creche I
presume." She looked up at mother. "Yes, it will do him good to be with
children his own age," mother laughed at the look on my face. I quailed
at the thought of spending the day with taunting children and babies.
"You WOULD like to spend the day playing with the other little boys and
girls Johnathan," she sneered. "Yeth mummy," I lied. They all laughed
as mother took my hand and made for the door. I burst into tears again.
So there I was, a sixteen year old boy turned into a caricature of
simpering little girlhood, destined to spend the rest of my life in the
frilliest of clothes under the strict control of my step-mother and her
daughters. To be shown off to everyone whilst in skirts, to play with
real six year old little boys and girls, to learn how to play their
childish games. They were determined to turn me into a little girl, not
only in looks, by the time they had finished with me I would act like a
little child naturally, it would be second nature for me to actually
want to play with dolls and wear the prettiest of clothes, by the time
they had finished with me I would truely be a little girl. But first I
had to endure being seen by my sisters and my girlfriend Elizabeth. I
felt so childlike as mother strapped me in the baby car seat.
I needed something to comfort me and wished I had brought one of the
big dummies with me. Without any hesitation, I raised my hand and put
my thumb into my mouth. Mother laughed as I sucked. "I thought you
would have put up more of a fight Johnathan," she said as she drove
off, "fancy letting us turn you into a little girl, I bet that is what
you wanted all along." Looking down at my pretty frock and my frilly
petticoats I wondered the same thing myself.
Once home I was led into the house by mother, she took off her coat and
hung it in the hall. "Let's go and see your new bedroom Johnathan," she
said taking my hand again. We passed the room I usually slept in and
continued to what used to be the spare bedroom. The door now had a
little sign on it in pink. "Johnathan's Room," it said. Mother opened
the door. "Oh how lovely," she said as she led me in.
The smell of a freshly decorated room hit my nose as I entered. The
woodwork had been painted a pale pink, the walls covered in pretty pink
nursery wall-paper, the deep piled carpet a darker shade of pink to
complement the rest of the decor. It was unmistakably a girl's room. In
the centre of the room stood a large, pink wooden cot, under the
window, which had pink curtains with nursery characters printed on the
fabric, stood a large rocking horse. Dolls and teddy bears sat on every
flat surface, the window sill, the pink vanity table and a big rag doll
lay under the covers in the cot. One wall had a mirror fronted wardrobe
along it, and I caught my childish reflection as I viewed my new room.
Mother slid open one side of the wardrobe door revealing hangers full
of puff sleeved dresses in pinks, whites, lemons, and lilacs,
petticoats and even little girl overcoats for winter wear. When she
examined the other side of the wardrobe I saw shelves of frilly
knickers, frilly ankle socks, girls vests, and on the floor a dozen
pair of shoes, all with buckles and all very girlish.
"Do you like your new room Johnathan?" she asked picking up the rag
doll from the cot. "Yeth mummy it ith woverwy," I simpered. "This is
Jemima, say hello to your dolly," mother handed it to me. I held it
out. "Hewwo Jemima," I gulped feeling such a fool talking to a doll.
"She is your favourite dolly Johnathan, woe betide you if I see you
without her," mother warned. I tucked the doll under my arm. "Yeth
mummy."
I felt the familiar need to go to the toilet. "Pweath mummy I need a
wee-wee," I said grabbing my frilly crotch. She placed a large potty
from under the cot on the floor, pulled down my knickers and allowed me
to releave myself. "You are going to need constant attention," she
remarked, "I'll have to think about getting you a nanny." She wiped me
with a baby-wipe, pulled up my panties and led me to the rocking horse.
"This is Mr Neddy, your favourite toy," she told me, "give him a stroke
and say hello."
"Hewwo Mithter Neddy," I lisped stroking its false mane as if it was a
real horse. "How sweet," mother laughed, "why don't you go for a ride
on Mr. Neddy while I get the tea ready." She helped me on to the wooden
saddle. My feet did not touch the floor, there were no stirrups to help
me take my weight of my groin. I gasped as my trapped privates were
crushed, it felt as though someone had kicked me in between the legs. I
dropped Jemima, she slapped my bare leg. "Poor Jemima," she said giving
her back to me ensuring that I couldn't take the weight off my groin
with my hand while holding the doll. She made me hold the rocking-horse
reins with my other hand then pushed me forward so the rocking horse
moved to and fro. "You stay there until your big sisters get home or
else Johnathan," she snapped. "Yeth mummy," I squeaked. She turned and
left me alone.
Through the window I could see the yellow school bus pull up outside
our drive, Lesley and Caroline alighted waving to their friends as the
bus drove off, they then sprinted down the drive. The front door flew
open and I could hear their excited chatter as they entered the house.
"Mother we're home," shouted Lesley, "where is Johnathan?"
"Upstairs, in his nursery," mother shouted back. I heared their feet
running up the stairs. Along the landing, they burst into the room. I
did not think two people could make so much noise as they stood there
howling at me. I steeled myself from bursting into tears in front of
them. "How absolutely adorable," Lesley laughed as she dragged me from
the rocking horse, "you are a perfect little girl."
"You are so pretty Johnathan, I'm almost jealous," Caroline joined in,
"and those clothes really suit you."
"Are you wearing lipstick, little girl?" Lesley asked, curiously
examining my bright red lips. I felt my bottom lip trembling and the
need to go to the toilet once again overwhelmed me. "I need a wee-wee,"
I cried bursting into tears. The room rang with their laughter once
again as they heared my squeaky voice. "He is a girl," Caroline sang as
she danced around the room. "Pweath mith I need my potty," I wailed,
pointing to it under the cot. Lesly put it down and I shivered as she
pulled my frillies down. "He's had an operation," she gasped, but after
touching me she realised my vagina was false. I quickly sat on the
potty and relieved myself. "I've finithed mith Weswey," I sobbed. She
dried me and pulled up my knickers. I was taken to her bedroom and made
to recite nursery rhymes while she took off her school uniform. "My
turn," Caroline laughed dragging me into her room once Lesley was
ready. I was their toy, a real live little girl doll for them to laugh
at.
I was half way through Twinkle Twinkle Little Star when the doorbell
rang. "I'll get it," Lesley shouted, dashing from her room, "it's
Elizabeth." I felt sick. Carolines bedroom door was open, I heared
Lesley open the front door. "Hi Lesley, I've come for tea," Elizabeth's
voice said, "is John in?"
Caroline was falling about laughing in her room, tears streaming down
her face as she saw my sickly look. "Hello Elizabeth, come in," Lesley
said, "Johnathan's upstairs with Caroline, you go through to the
sitting room, I'll tell him your here."
"Thanks," Elizabeth said. "Johnathan," Lesley shouted up the stairs,
"Elizabeth is here."
"Come on Johnathan." Caroline had recovered from her fit of hysterics.
"Let's go and show your girlfriend what a big sissy you are."
I could hardly walk, my legs turning to jelly again. I was that
nervous, I started to pull back. "Oh no you don't," Caroline laughed
and pushed me into the room. Elizabeth was sat on the sofa talking to
mother as I stumbled in, Caroline's hand in my back ensuring there was
no escape from this latest humiliation. Elizabeth looked up, her jaw
dropped open. "John, Johnathan, is that really you?" she said in
disbelief.
My face absolutely burned with embarresment. "Elithabeth, wook what
they've done to me." I burst into tears. Elizabeth stood up, looked at
me again as if she still couldn't believe the crying, prettily dressed
creature before her was actually me. "They did it," I bawled, "they
made me into a wittle girl." She looked at mother, then at my sisters.
At last I had found an ally, surely she would report them for what they
had done to me and would help me to find a way to return to being a
boy. I waited for her to turn on mother, I sobbed, hugging Jemima to my
breast.
"Well," she said at last looking directly at mother, "I am so annoyed."
I knew she would be angry, now my hated family were for it. "Why didn't
you tell me you were going to do this to him." She turned and looked
into my tearful eyes. "I would have given you some of my old dolls,
there was no need to buy new ones." She burst into laughter. Mother,
Lesley and Caroline joined her as they all looked at me. "Oh Johnathan
you do make an absolutely adorable little girl," Elizabeth laughed.
I was devastated. She had been my only hope of salvation, now she was
abandoning me to my life as a little girl. Worse than that she was
encouraging them, telling mother she should take me into school to
collect my certificates next week. A surge of absolute humiliation ran
through me as I finally realised I was trapped in little girl's clothes
for the rest of my life, and there was absolutely nothing I could do
about it. I burst into tears again, my thumb found its way back in my
mouth and I had that feeling I was going to wet myself again. "I need a
wee-wee," I cried, "I want my potty." My childish status was confirmed
as I stood there crying for my potty, sucking my thumb in front of
these laughing women.
Caroline put my potty on the floor and Elizabeth insisted on putting me
on it, her amusement knew no bounds when she saw my latex pussy. Mother
left to set the table, Elizabeth wiped me, pulled my frillies up then
sat me on her knee. "What a sweet little girl you are Johnathan," she
whispered into my ear as she stroked my smooth hairless legs. I was
still sucking my thumb and holding Jemima, feeling very vunerable.
I recalled the times Elizabeth had been in exactly the same position on
my knee. I had stroked her long legs in the same fashion, ignoring her
protests, my hand would fondle her sex under her dress. She looked into
my eyes, revenge written all over her face, as her hand played with the
frills around my knicker legs.
"How old is my sweet little girl?" she giggled her finger under the
elasicated leg. "Thix," I sobbed. "Are you sure Johnathan, you look
much younger than that to me," she sneered her hand rubbing my female
sex, her finger exploring the crevasse. I shuddered. Her finger was in
the rubber hole now and pushing against my trapped penis. "Is that my
little girls clitorus," she laughed poking her sharp finger-nail into
me, "you have to protect this Johnathan, because nasty boys try to put
their fingers where they shouldn't." I squealed in agony as she dug her
nail in really hard. "Do you know why I came to tea Johnathan?" She
watched my face screw up in agony. I shook my head. "To tell you that I
had had enough of your pathetic attempts to have sex with me." She held
me tightly as I writhed on her knee. "I was going to tell you that I
did not want to see you any more, but now you're in skirts, wild horses
wouldn't keep me away."
"Pweath