PANDORA
By Dee Dee Perri
Chapter 1
The slender young man had a bookish presence that was amplified by the
glasses which he was attempting to keep perched on his nose by frequent jabs
with his left index finger. His right hand clutched convulsively for whatever
support it could find as the need arose. It seemed that the old WW II style
jeep was attempting to buck him off its back like some wild, unbroken horse.
His jet black hair, which contrasted sharply with his alabaster skin,
attempted to reflect back the intense rays of the bloated sun which hung
heavily in the Mojave Desert sky, but mere hair was not up to such an
enormous task. His scalp, like the rest of him, was being broiled like a
steak on a charcoal grill. His eyes, made owlish by the magnification of the
thick lens, projected distress and growing discomfort. "HOW DO YOU STAND IT
OUT HERE IN THIS ...HELL?" He attempted to yell over the noise of engine and
wind that roared about the open cockpit of the vehicle.
His companion's long blond hair whipped wildly in the air currents generated
by the jeep's passing across the super-heated desert floor. Grimly the driver
hung on to the steering wheel as he swerved again and again around pot holes
that had formed on the rough, gravel track that pretended to be a road.
Finally, through clenched teeth, he hissed out, "We're almost there." He
jerked his eyes away from the road ahead for a brief moment to look at his
passenger. A broad grin grew as he observed the young man's discomfort. "VE
SHOULD HAVE LEFT EARLIER." He shouted. "THIS TIME OF YEAR THE DESERT'S DEADLY
VEN THE SUN'S UP. YA!" Jabbing with his thumb toward the wasteland behind
them, "IT'LL HIT 130 OR MORE BEFORE NOON!"
The young man shaded his eyes with his right hand and squinted into the
wilderness ahead. We are almost there but exactly where is there? He
wondered. Nothing! He saw absolutely nothing that signaled civilization or at
least relief from this oppressive heat! Sand and rocks and sun and sun and
sun... and then more and more of the same. Everything's so incredibly HOT!
This was no place for a good Jewish boy, he concluded. For Dr. Solomon Bein,
born and raised in Manhattan, the big Apple... roughing it was... well like
going to Cleveland Ohio or something. He returned his gaze toward the driver.
The big, blond Dutchman, Dr. Wolfgang Reinholt, still had that damn superior
smile on his face but his attention had obviously returned once again to the
road and its pot holes. Why would anyone want to live HERE, even for an hour,
Solomon wondered with growing horror. Sometimes just when you think that you
really know someone... His thoughts were once again interrupted by another
violent motion of the vehicle.
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Dr. Wolfgang Reinholt spayed his arms out wide, "Six foot thick at the base.
Dried mud or vhat the locals call adobe. Stays tolerably cool in the day time
and comfortably varm at night." Seeing the still less than enthusiastic look
on his young co-worker's face he continued. "All that ve need: vater, food
and... no interruptions. No phone and no one likely to drop in unexpected,
ya? The solar panels I showed you generate enough power..."
"Wolf?"
"Huh?"
"Where's the rest room?"
Dr. Reinholt's mouth snapped shut for a moment. "Oh yes, and no running
vater, did I say that?" The consternation on the younger man's face brought a
twinkle to Reinholt's eyes. Jerking a thumb over his shoulder he indicated
the door behind him, "Around the back and stay on the brick path."
"Huh?"
"Snakes. You got to be careful, especially after dark. Sidevinders mostly.
Anyhow, stay on the path and keep your eyes open, ya?" Solomon Bein was
obviously not a happy camper, "Hey!" Called out Dr. Reinholt as Saul opened
the door to the all-too-bright outside, "The smells not too bad, ya, if you
try breathing through your mouth." He concluded with an amused chuckle.
A few minutes later Saul burst back in, slamming the heavy door behind him.
"You weren't kidding were you."
"About the smell..."
"Snakes!" The younger man shuddered and his pale face, even blotched with sun
burn was paler than before. "I hate... snakes." Disgust lay heavily on his
face. "Why in the hell are we here Wolf and not back in LA?"
"To talk, my friend and to deal with a serious problem." Dr. Wolfgang
Reinholt's face matched the tone of his voice. He was deadly serious. "The
results of our last experimental run..."
The younger man interrupted Wolf, "Were amazing I agree. Those data have
Nature or Science written all over them. And the potential follow up
research... " He stuttered to a brief halt. "Federal funding..." The young
man's face now glowed with excitement.
"Those neural peptides should NOT have worked in those mice! The condition of
successive hermaphoditism in mammals... IMPOSSIBLE!"
"How can you say that Wolf? You did the histology's yourself. Arginine
vasotocin... stimulated frontal hypothalamic development just as you showed
in Trimma okinawae... "
"Its not the results that we need to talk about my young friend, but their
implications. Beyond the immediate gratification of recognition from our
peers..." Dr. Reinholt paused. "Federal funding be damned, consider the
implications YA?" Poor Dr. Reinholt tended to lose his carefully nurtured
American English when he became emotional. "YA, it ist vell ve should think
about vat ist vat... Sorry." He wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of
his hand and drew in a big breath before continuing. "Fine host I am. I'm
sure you're dying for a drink." He turned and headed for what he
affectionately referred to as his kitchen.
"I'm surprised at you Wolf," Saul called out to the retreating back of his
colleague. "I fail to see any heretofore unknown issue that we haven't
discussed. That entrepreneur, ah what's his name..."
Dr. Reinholt's voice carried from the next room, "Calvin Thorne."
"Yes. Thorne. Bovine production could be increased 300-500 percent. Gads,
efficient reproduction of cattle, swine and God only knows whatever other
animals..."
Dr. Reinholt entered the room carrying two tall glasses of iced lemonade at
that moment. "Precisely! It's those other animals I'm most vorried about.
Once we publish these initial results, others vill follow. Look Saul, I'm not
one to be an alarmist but have you considered the full implications of
successive hermaphoditism say on human, ya?"
The young Jewish biochemist's jaw dropped for clearly he hadn't imagined his
and Wolf's work being extended to human populations. "It never occurred to
me." He replied in a whisper as he lowered his chin on to his clenched fist.
Wolf stood up as if he were speaking before a large audience, his voice
somewhat louder than necessary he began a monologue: "Herds of humans, ya-
herds! Dozens, even hundreds... all female but one, the dominate male.
Eliminate ninety-nine percent of the male population and you eliminate most
sources of crime, war, petty acts of aggression. And those males... Why...
they will be the best-of-the-best. Superior genes, superior intelligence...or
at least that's the vay they'll vant the rest to believe..."
"Why would anyone support such a plan? My God Wolf, the human race hardly
needs a more efficient breeding program. At almost six billion now," He
paused. "Six billion females with a few million males, it would be an
ecological disaster."
"But for the males, the chosen males, don't you see my friend, it would be
some kind of Utopia."
"People aren't that stupid..."
"I beg to differ with you Saul. How ironic. You the grandson of a Yew that
escaped Germany's death camps and me... Look at me Pfft!" His face had
colored to a bright red as his emotions took over. "Sieg Heil, YA! Vat
everyvun vants, vell? If twenty million wictims vasn't enough... Vell change
the Yews to vemen... ya that's an improvement over gas ovens... make babies
not var- YA!"
"Enough Wolf!" Now Saul cradled his head in his hands and his voice trembled
as he continued. "So you don't want to publish these results, I understand."
"Ya." Intoned Wolf as he looked down at his friend. Nodding his head sadly he
returned to the kitchen to make more lemonade. But did he really understand,
hum?
By the time Wolfgang had returned from the kitchen he had regained his
composure. Handing Saul his refreshed drink, he sat down beside his friend.
"Now comes the hard part Saul. Robert Boone..."
"Yes?" The face of the red hair man, hardly more than a boy, who was Dr.
Reinholt's doctoral student flashed into Saul's mind. "What about him?"
"We talked, ya. Early last veek. Bobbie's a bright one, I must confess it was
he who first saw the potential of our research." Wolf paused to stare off
into space.
"And?" Saul prodded.
"I don't trust him Mien Gott!! I could see it in his eyes. His mouth agreed,
ya, but his eyes..."
"Then you suspect that he'll try..."
"Ya. He already created a batch of the arginine vasotocin for his own
purposes..."
"And the enzyme?"
"Not yet. I brought what remained with me."
"But he can make more!"
"Not without your help... or your notes. If I'm right, he'll find an excuse
to drop by sometime in the next few hours. And I made sure he knew we were
here, YA."
"And?"
"If he does, vhen he does, I vant your help in stopping him... no matter vhat
the cost."
Saul jumped to his feet and stared down at Wolf's face in alarm. "You mean to
kill him?"
"If necessary."
"This is crazy! Your own student?"
"YA! My friend, can I count on you? Are you in or out?"
Saul laughed, a sound which bordered on the hysterical. "In or out! Or out or
in! My God man, you bring me out to the middle of Hell and then invite me to
participate in the murder of one of your students. NEITHER DAMN IT! NEITHER!"
"Easy, easy ya." Wolf put his arm around his friend's shoulder. "You spilled
your drink, maybe you vant I should get you another?"
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The sun had dropped below the mountains to the West and the two men stepped
from the shelter of the house onto the flat area in front. "Damn!" Whined
Saul.
"What's wrong?"
"The heat. Its weird, coming up off the ground and..."
"Sush!" Ordered Wolf as he cocked his head and listened.
"What?"
"He's here. Stopped below the rise I think. Quarter of a mile. There! He's
shut off the motor."
Saul's eyes widened. "You got a plan, don't you?"
Wolf shrugged his shoulders.
"What?"
"I suspect Bobbie and maybe Ian vill be along in about 20-30 minutes. Ve got
to keep them here for a few days, ya."
"And?" Saul face was incredulous as he began to understand. "You mean to
expose them to the enzyme!"
"Ya. And the arginine vasotocin, the whole verks."
"Wolf? Why?"
Wolf was obviously agitated. "Vas else? Maybe I hope they yust forget about
vat ve have discovered, I don't think so. You like maybe that I should kill
them instead." The older man cocked his head as he looked at his companion.
"Maybe I vill but I'm not a wiolent man Saul, this yust seems a better choice
now, ya? No more time for talking." He looked up as if he expected to see
Bobbie coming over the rise. He motioned for Saul to follow him.
"Wolf!" Saul called out as the other man began to scurry away, bent almost
double. Saul began to follow, kicking up hot sand with his thongs until he
reached the edge of the clearing. Several things slithered near by. Disgust
mixed with loathing and fear flared and then Saul started to retreated toward
the house.
Wolf stopped and glared at the younger man. "Saul? Damn!" He muttered to
himself as Saul went into the house. There was no time to persuade his young
friend the folly of his actions. No time to warn him of the arginine
vasotocin that was now in the water. No time, no time! He turned and fled
over the hill and into the thickening shadows.
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What to do? Obviously Wolf should have tried to reason with Robert. The
graduate student had always seemed like such a nice person: quiet, obedient.
Surely Wolf had miss-understood Robert. But what if Wolf was correct. What if
Robert intended... Saul kept thinking as he paced back and forth across the
large common room. The walls were thick and the doors heavy, he could lock
Robert out. Pretend that no one was home? Saul continued to pace back and
forth...what to do. And then suddenly the knob turned and the door opened.
"Hi." The red head said.
Saul just nodded. Now was the time to say something, to take charge but
nothing came out of his mouth.
"Hope I'm not intruding or anything? Need to talk to the old man."
Saul croaked, "Not here." He flailed his arms for emphasis. "The sun went
down and he just... went for a walk..."
Robert Boone spun on his heels. "Ian, get in here."
The undergraduate was a big fellow but that wasn't what took the wind out of
Saul's sails. It was obvious that Wolf's worst fears were on target. Cradled
in Ian's arm was a rifle and he held it like he knew how to use it. He gave a
sharp nod to Saul before turning toward the graduate student. "Yeah?"
"Check around this dump. The Kraut's out there some place. I'll keep the Jew
boy company." He grinned an impish smile but there was no humor behind that
act.
Although Saul's heart was all but in his throat, he resented the boy's tone
and language. "Jew boy, Kraut? Mr. Boone, what's got into you?"
Boone was about Saul's height but that is where the equality ended. More
thickset and in far better shape he probably out weighted the young Professor
by thirty pounds. His hands flashed out as if to strike Saul but stopped just
short of doing so. Instead his open palm lightly brushed Saul's face. The
ensuing caress, palm drawn gently across Saul's face was ever so much more
frightening than a mere blow would have been. Saul started to back away but
Boone's other hand grabbed him by the shoulder and held him in place. "I
always wanted me a raven hair Jewess."
Words wouldn't come as Saul gaped in horror. Wolf had been right! The smell
of Boone's breath wafted across his face as the other man continued to caress
him. Again he tried to pull away and again he was stopped. Finally he blurted
out, "What do you want?"
That set off Robert Boone into spasms of mirth. "Want?" He chortled. "You!"
And then the mirth vanished from his face. A snarl tugged at his lips, "The
enzyme, the formula!" Robert's hand tightened around Saul's shoulder while
his other hand curled into a fist. Saul saw the blow coming but that was all
as he was suddenly engulfed in darkness.
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The first thing Saul heard was Boone. "Damn it! The old man must have hidden
it outside somewhere." Against his best intentions Saul jerked when the
cupboard in the kitchen was yanked off the walls and the sound of dishes
crashing to the floor slammed into his ears..
"Welcome back to the living- ass hole." Robert Boone smirked and then spun on
his heels. "Ian, before you bust up everything see what's there to drink."
After some clattering around Ian called, "Just some yellow shit."
"Lemonade." Saul volunteered as he wet his dry lips.
"Right! You wouldn't mind if you was to try it first then?" Boone was looking
suspiciously at the pitcher Ian held.
"No problem."
"Yea, easy for you to say." It had suddenly dawned on Boone that it could be
a long night. Two could play that game. There is no way to tell what the old
man might have left for them to drink.
"Ian, lets get back to the truck."
"Huh? I thought we were going to wait for Dr. Reinholt."
"We'll save him for later. Besides we got what was most important."
"You found the enzyme?"
"No you lug." He nodded his head toward Saul. "Com'on lets blow this dump.
Oh, wreck that old jeep on the way out. I'll take the Professor."
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Even with flashlights, the walk across the desert floor had been a personal
nightmare to Saul. Not more than five minutes from the house Boone had
already discovered Saul's powerful aversion to snakes. After that, with Saul
locked in his tormentor's grasp, he had been forced, to walk up to one of the
deadly sidewinders. The beast made a quick swipe at Saul's naked legs before
retreating from the artificial light. The demonstration had had its intended
effect. By the time they had arrived at the truck, Saul was hysterical.
"Get me one of them critters." Boone order Ian. "Here you can put it in this
burlap bag."
"Why?"
"Give me a break Ian, the twerp is terrified of them right? Hey Saul old
buddy, I'll give you a choice. Tonight: the formula or the snake, which do
you choose? Hum? Now get into that cab!"
Ian snickered as he swung out into the darkness.
From the relative safety of the truck Saul looked out into the darkness.
Where was Wolf? When would he strike? He had to do something, didn't he? He
wouldn't just let Boone kidnap him? Would he? Saul realized and then reject
the idea of leaping from the truck and running back to... In the darkness
with all those snakes... He would give the bastard the formula, of that there
was no mistake as he saw Ian carrying a wiggly bag back to the truck. For a
horrifying instant Saul was convinced that the boy Ian was going to throw
that thing in the cab.
"Where to?" Ian said as he slid behind the wheel.
As Boone climbed in on the passenger side, shoving Saul tightly between them
he said, "Well its up to Saul baby. You going to go easy or hard?"
"I'll give you the formula." Tears were streaming down his eyes.
"You can do better than that, you can show me in the lab. Ian, back to LA.!"
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Bob's curses filled the night. Wolf, laying quietly in the darkest shadows
not more that four hundred feet away, felt a small, involuntary smile form on
his lips. All was going as planned. They couldn't walk out without water and
the water back at the cabin was loaded with arginine vasotocin and the
enzyme. Twelve miles to the county road and another five to the interstate
where they could get help. It would take them all night and more to get there
and by that time... Wolf crawled over the rise and began to run back to his
vantage point above the cabin. The distributor cap from Robert's truck
resting in his pocket thumped against his leg as he ran. Yes! He had them!
Later he'd just collect Mr. Boone and Mr. Ian Holtz with Bobbies' own truck.
Assuming, of course, that the probable effects of the treatment would make
them sufficiently malleable. Admittedly there was no way of knowing exactly
what the transformation would do to them mentally. It was only fair, Wolf
mused, that they experience exactly what they'd planned to do to others. Too
bad about Saul though. The young man was the key to this whole thing. Damn he
should have not allowed himself to get taken!
Chapter 2
"Ian, give me your knife." Bob Boone leaned across the radiator and sawed
through the hose. The sound and smell of the coolant as it gushed across the
hot metal and fell to the hot dry earth filled the air. "There. If we can't
use it neither can Wolf."
"But... but..." Sputtered Ian.
"The jerk wants us here, right? You wrecked that jeep of his, right? And you
didn't see any other vehicle back at that dump, right? So, Wolf stays and we
go."
"Huh?"
"The old man thinks he suckered us out here, sans communication." Boone
reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out a cellular phone. "My brother
can be here in two hours, maybe less. Com'on we'll meet him on the way." He
reached over and grabbed Saul by the arm. "You lead."
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"What was the expression, hung by my own petard?" Wolf muttered to the empty
air around the deserted truck. He'd waited almost an hour for them to return
to the cabin and when they hadn't come... "DAMN!" He snapped in frustration
when he saw the source of the spilled coolant. He could probably rig up
something. Hum, a piece of hose from the jeep and water... "Damn!" He
growled. They would died out there, come morning. Assuming they lived that
long. Why hadn't they returned for water? For the first time, Wolf realized
that Boone might very well get away from the trap that had been so carefully
set. Frustrated, Wolf headed back to the wrecked jeep. Boone wasn't a fool so
he must have had a backup! This would be the last time he'd underestimate the
opposition!
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In spite of himself, Saul had been as relieved as Ian and Robert when the
light of an approaching vehicle had first appeared. With little fan fair, Ian
had shoved him into the rear seat and slid in beside him. Minutes later,
Saul, exhausted both physically and emotionally fell asleep.
"Will you look at this?" Ian chortled. Saul's head had fallen onto Ian's
shoulder.
"Charming." Muttered Bob. "You'll make a great couple." Bob Boone turned back
to his brother. "I've been thinking. Dr. Reinholt is still back there Duke.
And I don't want any loose ends, if you know what I mean."
"So?"
"So nothing! Take Ian's gun and shoot the bastard if that's what it takes. Me
and Ian will drive into LA and..."
"Why me?" His older brother glared. He wasn't used to taking orders from
Bobbie. "You wanted me here and I'm here. But you didn't say nothing about
dragging my ass across the middle of the desert at night on foot!"
If looks could kill, then Duke would have been dead and long gone. "OK!" Bob
threw up his hand as if he were surrendering. Stop the damn car. Ian! Take
care of the Kraut!"
"Shit Bob!"
"I'll have Duke here pick you up tomorrow night. Right Duke?"
"So who in the fuck made you the big cheese all of a sudden." Grumbled Bob's
brother. "Yeah, what the fuck! But you owe me little brother! You owe me."
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The phrase "dying of thirst" wasn't a metaphor, not here in the middle of the
Mojave Desert. Even in the relative cool night air just prior to dawn, the
super dry air had sucked out all the available moisture from Ian's body. By
the time he'd gotten back to the truck, his walk had become almost
mechanical. The rifle, which had grown heavier with each passing mile, was
now slung over his shoulder. He didn't notice the man shaped shadow which had
darted from beside the truck to the still darker shadows that lined the
primitive road. Fifteen minutes later, he stumbled into the cabin. And it
wasn't Wolf for whom his eyes searched.
Never had lemonade tasted so good. Ever! Somewhere between the second and the
fourth cup, somewhere at the back of Ian's mind a thought formed. What if Bob
had been right? He looked dolefully at the now empty tin cup. A drop of the
life giving fluid still clung to the lip... Arginine vasotocin! Ian's
testicles tightened in reaction. "My God! What have I done!"
The late night air carried the distant grumble of a truck engine turning
over. "Oh SHIT!" He yelled in the growing light as he ran to the door. Wolf
was free and he... only God knew what might happen to him. Ian closed the
door against the growing brightness and then flopped onto the cot. Damn
little he could do until Duke came for him tonight. Ian fell asleep almost as
soon as his head touched the pillow.
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The two Boone brothers had taken turns hitting and kicking Saul. Both seemed
to enjoy the work but especially Bob. The return to civilization had renewed
some of Dr. Bein's self confidence and certainly, for a moment, he'd hoped to
renege on his promise regarding the formula. Maybe it was when he felt his
rib crack or when one of the two, everything was a bit of a blur now,
attempted to kick his testicles into his body cavity. He was in no shape to
work out the formula at that moment as he lay on the ground with his body
contorted into a fetal position. "In my wallet!" He sobbed.
"Fuck!" Muttered Bob as he shook out the contents. "I was just starting to
have fun." His lips formed into an "O". "Yeah! This is it all right! Lets get
over to the lab."
"What do we do with this piece of shit?" It was obvious Duke was ready to
continue the fun.
"Take him back to the house."
"Why?"
"Damn it Duke. Unless you want to take some of this stuff..."
"Huh!"
"As I said, Professor Bein will be the first." He leaned over the prostrate
body. "Hey Saul? Know your Greek myths?" He giggled. "Pressing his forefinger
to his chest he said: "Me Prometheus, the unselfish champion of mankind. It
is I who will re-fashion mankind from its original clay. Prometheus created
the first woman, did you know that? Her name you ask? PANDORA! Pandora, the
dutiful but seductive bride. How fitting. I am Prometheus then you must be
Pandora." He burst into uncontrolled laughter. "The first of the new woman;
you will have the honor of being the ancestress of modern womankind! This is
an historic event!"
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By the time Wolf arrived back at the laboratory it was almost noon and much
too late to catch Bobbie at his labors. The place was a wreck, Wolf noted
with pain. The S.O.B. had pretty much taken every item that he would need and
had needlessly destroyed the rest of the equipment. And Wolf was exhausted.
Some thirty plus hours without sleep and his hopes of containing the monster
all but vanished. And then there was Bein. The poor boy! He settled down on
to the cot at the back of the room to think. What to do next? Who could he
trust to help him stop Boone? Sitting on the cot had been a mistake. As he
leaned back he consoled himself. He'd just rest his eyes for a few moments.
Seconds later he was quietly snoring.
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"Trussed up like a stuck pig." Duke said as he admired his handy work.
"Thanks." His younger brother mumbled. His eyes were drooping. "Its been a
long night." He said as he plunged the needle into Saul's buttock. The figure
squirmed but the tape across his mouth attenuated the complaint. "You better
hope that the formula you gave was correct Professor, 'cause its in you now.
"Duke, why don't you get some sleep. It's a long drive back to the Kraut's
place." He stretched. "I'll stay here and keep an eye on Pandora."
"Sure you will." His brother muttered as he examined his brother. "For about
five seconds."
"So? Saul, I mean Pandora, isn't going any where this instant, is she?" He
laughed. "Just don't forget Ian. He's probably going nuts out there in that
heat."
"Bobbie? What if this doesn't work?" He nodded toward Saul. We're going to be
in a lot of trouble and for nothing... I mean rats aren't people you know."
"Mice, Duke not rats. Anyhow, humans are a lot more like mice than mice are
like the golby."
"The what?"
"The golby, it's a small, salt water fish."
"Your kidding." He stared at his brother and then shook his head concluding
that Bobbie wasn't kidding. "You mean he's going to grow gills or something."
"Hardly. Look Duke, a rocket scientist your not. Trust me. Pandora here will
just be another dame."
Duke wrinkled his forehead in disgust. "That piece of shit?"
"Oh I think you're underestimating Pandora's potential. And if she responds
like the mice..." Duke was all ears now. "Well all of them that made the
change were in heat from the go-get." Bob nodded significantly, "But of
course, given the complexity of the human mind... it might be like taming a
wild bronco." Bob grinned, he liked the image.
Saul was listening to the two brothers. Not that he had much choice. It was
like being a piece of meat on the butcher block. Right now the enzyme was
modifying his testosterone into estrogen. It was an enzyme, so it wasn't
going to get "used up" or anything. It would go on and on until there wasn't
a trace of any androgens in his body. Snip-snip there goes a carbon bond and
wham, male chemistry becomes female chemistry. But that was just a temporary
measure. If the mouse data were right, and they must be, he concluded
miserably, a "new" nucleus was forming in the anterior hypothalamus. New
pathways would be formed to the limbic system, pituitary... Saul closed his
eyes and tried to not think about what was happening inside of him. It wasn't
his body that he was worried about but his brain. How much could you change
the fundamental structure of the brain and still retain your identity?
How long he laid there between sleep and consciousness he did not know but
when he opened his eyes he could see Mr. Boone asleep in the chair. Saul
began to twist his hands back and forth. Maybe the tape would stretch. Maybe,
maybe...
"WHAT-THE-FUCK ARE YOU DOING!" Bob was now leaning over the prostrate body.
With his hands on his hips, he glared down at Saul. "Nothing yet." He
observed. "We'll, com'on. Time to move on." He cut the tape that bound Saul's
feet together and then yanked the man to his feet. "Walk damn it!" He snapped
when Saul threatened to pitch over.
A few minutes later, Saul had been transferred to the car. "Suppose your
wondering where in the fuck we're going, huh? Far, far away my cunt-to-be.
Somewhere where too many wives ain't such a big thing." He grinned. "It's
almost as bad as the Mojave." The groan brought a smile to Bob's face as he
slammed the door on the passenger side shut.
Bob Boone didn't say another word until the two of them were on interstate 10
heading East. "No telling how long the change-over might take. Unless you
know something I don't." And with that he reached over and ripped the tape
off Saul's lips.
"DAMN YOU!" The pain brought tears to the man's eyes.
"As I was saying." Bob gave a significant look filled with menace before
continuing. "Treat this like any other experiment, 'cept you're the subject."
He laughed. "What happens next?"
Saul's first thought was to tell the ass hole to buzz off. With the removal
of the tape, however, aside from the relative luxury of being able to wet his
lips, in the right situation, one good yell might end this nightmare. He
decided to co-operate. "Behavioral changes in the male mouse were observed in
the first 20 hours, of course you remember that Mr. Boone."
"Yeah, I remember that. But translate Doc. In human terms."
Saul shrugged. "Loss of status. Mice have a tight hierarchy, a pecking order.
There is only one number one, one number two, and so on. Com'on Mr. Boone,
have I said anything you didn't know?"
"Hey! You're in no position to talk down to me, Miss-in-the-oven." He
realized that he had never liked the prick from Yale. "What else?"
"Well the translation to the human condition, well even you could figure that
one out."
"It's obvious that the juice hasn't changed your view point- yet."
"Yes Mr. Boone, humans are complex." Saul closed his eyes deliberately as if
to say I could care less about continuing this discussion. Nervously he
waited for some kind of retaliation from this thug but nothing came. Finally
Saul fell into a fretful sleep with the bright late afternoon sunlight
streaming into the car.
*****************************
The short nap had made Wolf as grumpy as a bear. His whole strategy had been
based upon keeping Boone and Holtz at the cabin. Now, with the enzyme in that
student's hand, it was improbable that he would return to the lab. The police
were out, for obvious reasons. And poor Saul. No he couldn't just give up.
Saul had become his responsibility.
The problem was he had absolutely no idea where they might have taken the
young man. He'd get some sleep and think about his options later. If only he
knew where they might have gone. Damn!
*****************************
Except for the times he awoke to get a drink, and that was almost hourly, Ian
slept like a baby that day. Heat or no heat, he had been exhausted. The sound
of a motorcycle off in the distance, like an angry hornet, had finally
brought him to full wakefulness. He'd almost forgotten about the Arginine
vasotocin scare and a quick check of the family jewels assured him that his
fears were groundless. A quick brush of his palm across his cheek was also
re- assuring.
He was just finishing a plate of corned beef hash when the sound of Duke's
truck greeted his ears. He picked up the rifle and went outside to wait.
"Well?" Called out Bob's brother.
Ian shrugged. "Never saw the bastard. Must have fixed Bob's truck and split."
It was obvious that Dr. Reinholt's escape was no big deal to Duke. He
shrugged in turn. "We're meeting back at my sister's ranch. 'Bout eight hours
north of Vegas." Duke walked around his truck and climbed into the
passenger's side. "You drive to Vegas." And then without another word he
pushed back the seat and closed his eyes.
*****************************
"Bout time you woke up."
The voice, which seemed to bloom from an unseen source, caught Saul by
surprise. For the moment, completely disoriented in world grown blurry, he
reached to adjust non-existent glasses and then stopped to examine the
unfettered hand that loomed before his near sighted eyes. It took a few more
seconds for his mind to identify exactly where he was and even longer to
remember the horror of the last forty odd hours. But before he could fully
come up to speed, his thoughts were interrupted by the dark form looming over
the steering wheel.
"Slept last night, this afternoon and now..." There was envy in Bob Boone's
voice. Aside from a brief hour long nap he'd not slept for the better part of
two days.
Saul didn't reply at first. He was enjoying the luxury of kneading first his
left and then his right wrist. Suddenly the car swerved. Saul's heart raced
uncontrollably for an instant and he blurted out, "You're going to get us
killed."
"Not to worry." Bob yawned loudly. "The Boones' are tough. 'Sides, as soon as
we get to Sis', I'm going to sleep for a week." Another yawn followed.
Finally Bob admitted that he needed help. "Talk, damn it."
"About what?"
"Gees, anything!"
"Thanks for untying my hands." When Bob remained quiet, Saul continued.
"Could I have my glasses back?"
"Fat chance."
"Where are we?"
"Middle of no where. A few hours north of Salt Lake City. Surrounded by wacko
Mormons..."
"Is there anyone you like?" Saul asked.
"What do you mean?"
"It obvious you have little use for Jews or Germans or Mormons..."
"Krauts are OK, you know, if they stay where they belong. Spics, niggers..."
Saul winced as Bob went into a rather lengthy list of racist, ethnocentric,
sexist slams. It was mind numbing. He let Bob go on until he had run out of
slurs. "I take it you're one of those neo-nazis."
"Neo what? Look Kike, the Huns had their chance and they blew it. Nazi! Shit,
I'm one-hundred percent pure American!"
Saul couldn't help himself, "Native American?"
"You dumb twit!" Bob exclaimed without realizing that Saul was just putting
him on. "Injins! They didn't deserve this country and they lost it, fair and
square. Don't you recognize a real American name when you hear it? BOONE!"
"So that's what this is all about." Saul could hold back the sarcasm in his
voice, "You want the process to save America for Americans."
It was obvious that Bob failed to catch the tone of Saul's voice or else, in
his righteousness, failed to comprehend that there might be a failure to
agree. "For a Jew boy you're pretty smart." He waved his hands expansively,
"We'll start here with these heathen Mormons. Real Americans will flock to my
standard when they realize what we have accomplished here. Utah! And then the
world!"
A cold chill worked its way up and then down Saul's spine. This was far worse
than even Wolf had imagined. A world remade with a huge female underclass and
a handful of dominant males. Even Hitler hadn't dreamed such horror. Saul
stared at the dark blob that was Robert Boone. This was one Jew that wasn't
going to go quietly into the ovens. He vowed to himself: I'll die before I'll
let this sick idea form a new reality!
Chapter 3
High mountains loomed all around the car as the dawn broke. The road, which
had turned to gravel twenty minutes earlier, twisted and turned almost on-
to-itself and climbed. With ever turn of the wheel they went higher and
higher. Off to the right, just outside Saul's window, the land fell away
abruptly. Far below snaked a ribbon of water between rough, rocky hills and
nothing more. No sign of humanity! And then with a final effort, the auto
reached the crest and dove down into a lush, green meadow. An ugly slab of
concrete, a world war II block house with slits instead of windows, loomed
briefly on the right. And as they passed, Saul saw what had to be their final
destination, a rambling, nineteen-fifties ranch style house that must have
been transported from some ancient suburbia in Orange county. Even before
they'd stopped, a huge figure of a woman stepped out the front door and
waved. Dressed in combat gear, like a returnee from Desert Storm, legs apart,
arms now folded across her massive chest...
"That's my sister!" Bob said, grinning from ear to ear. "Ain't she
something?"
"Can I please have my glasses?"
"Sure. It's not like you have anywhere to go now."
As Saul put on the glasses he realized that Bob's sister was every bit as
frightening as he'd first suspected. Not that the two of them paid him any
attention for the moment. While Bob and Sis? Hugged and carried on a lively
chatter, Saul took this opportunity to check out his situation. The frowning
mountain directly behind the house suggested that the only way down was on
the same path they'd just climbed. A half dozen very, very large canines
lazed about the compound. None of which Saul had the least desire to meet.
His further assessment of the landscape was interrupted by "Sis".
"So you're the Jew boy that Bobbie told me about! So get out and let me have
a chance to see what he brought me."
Although the woman was smiling, Saul sensed that her attitude was probably as
mercurial as her brother's. He hurriedly got out of the car and stood for
inspection.
"Kind-of skinny." She called out to Bob who was just coming back with a beer
clutched in his hand. She curled her lip, "Ain't never going to work. You
really think this... this egghead... whatever..."
"Hey Sis. Hours- a few more hours and... and you'll see. You'll be amazed at
what this "juice" can do. 'Sides, if it don't work on this one, we'll just
get our selves some more subjects. I got everything we need to make more
juice, Sis."
"Hump!" She grunted. She pointed to a shed to the right of the house. "You-
Jew boy. We'll see if we can scrub some of that stink off you. Com'on."
*****************************
"Sow's ear to sow's ear if you ask me." The woman muttered as she stared at
the naked, skinny man. She'd scrubbed and scrubbed as if to take the skin off
of him, but still he was as hairy as a monkey. The black and blue marks which
covered his body had not stayed her brisk efforts. And when he began to cry,
that had encouraged her to even greater efforts. Still she wasn't pleased.
"Here!" She ordered as she handed him one of her old dresses. A thin cotton
thing that had obviously seen better days.
Saul just stood there for a moment as if he might defy her demand and then
thought better of it. There was enough material to go around him almost
twice. "Like a mouse in a tent." She snapped as if it was his fault that it
didn't fit better. "Take it off."
Working quickly she cut and stitched and cut some more. Her instincts were
obviously based upon substantial experience for when she order him to put it
on again, it fit reasonably well. The V front was still much too large
running as it did almost down to his belly. She wrinkled her forehead,
"Com'on, ah- Miss what did Bobbie call you?"
Saul clenched his teeth before replying. "Pandora." He said, in a faint
voice.
"Yeah! Panty- dorah! Well Com'on Panty-dorah, you can start cleaning the
kitchen. Lands sake, there're pots in there that ain't been clean since
Christmas!"
*****************************
Sis was busy lighting a thick, black cigar. The match flared repeatedly as
she drew in great gulps of air. Finally, a brilliant red cone glowed at the
end of the cigar. Leaning back into the executive swivel chair she swung her
feet up and across the polished desk top. Thick, muscular thighs were
revealed as her skirt slid down and puddled in her lap.
Bob squirmed uncomfortably in his seat. It wasn't a pretty sight looking at
his sister's crotch. Besides, he was exhausted. His eye lids felt like
sandpaper against his corneas. "Now? Geese Sis, I'm tired."
She pointed the lit end of the cigar toward her baby brother. "This Arginine
vasotocin, don't jerk me around, will it really work on humans?"
"Yes. But it needs a precursor, an enzyme that Bein developed. Once in
place..."
She cut him off with a wave of her hand. Behind her was a diploma from
Harvard Medical School. The dumb hillbilly act was but a scam. He knew better
than to set off on a lecture about Arginine vasotocin. "Please, can I get
some sleep now, Sis?"
"How much do you have with you?"
He chewed that one over for a few seconds. "Used most of the enzyme on the
Jew boy."
His sister could spot a lie from here to Sunday and from where she sat,
little brother was full of it. She grimaced. "Too bad. Half inclined to try
some of that juice myself."
Bob responded as if he was appalled, as well he might have been. "SIS?"
She slammed her ham like fist down on the desk causing Bob to jerk.
"Christ-all-mighty, I got more balls than you and Duke combined- Hell why
shouldn't I have a chance at trying the other side of the street." She waved
the cigar at her little brother like a wand. "Make me some..."
"Sis?"
"Damn you! This is a chance of a life time! How soon?"
Bob squirmed. "Have to get materials. Awhile."
She wasn't buying any of this. Fact was, she was half sure Bobbie was afraid
she'd kick his ass out of the driver's seat, which was precisely what she
intended to do eventually. "The keys!" She ordered as she held out her hand.
When he didn't respond immediately she continued, "Your God Damned car keys!"
Bob knew he was dead. "Ok, ok. Behind the seat. The enzyme is in the plastic
bottle with the yellow cap and the Arginine vasotocin... its in a big jug
marked..."
"Yeah. Arginine vasotocin, I'm sure." She glared at her brother and then
jabbed the hot end of the cigar in his direction. "Don't you ever hold out on
me baby brother... again." And with that she stomped out.
"Don't like this a-tall." Muttered Bob. "Ain't right for Sis to do this!
Nope!" His gut twisted into a knot. It ain't supposed to happen this way he
realized. Damn Fem-libber! For the first time he realized that Sis, family or
not, was the enemy, the ultimate enemy!
*****************************
Sis had just finished reading the lab notes that she found in her brother's
car. It wasn't like Arginine vasotocin was a new idea, she'd tested the shit
years ago and the research had bombed. The enzyme was the key. For the
Arginine vasotocin to modify central neural organization in mammals, all
traces of androgens had to be removed, at least temporarily. She slammed the
notebook shut. The formula for the enzyme wasn't here!
Bobbie was too smart to just give the formula to her now. Damn, she should
have thought it through before she let him know her real plans. Sure he was
scared of her and for good reason. All this tripe about America for
Americans- crap. This wasn't just another chance for a few men to dominate
the majority. It was time for women, strong women like herself, to be set
free of the biological chains to which they had been unwittingly fettered. To
rule as God had intended! Downstairs in the kitchen, in Dr. Saul Bein's
brain, that's where the key was!
A sense of urgency grew inside the woman. Bobbie was a fool but he wasn't
stupid. As long as this Dr. Bein was alive, the secret of the formula wasn't
safe! She leaped from the chair and ran from her study.
*****************************
Saul was confused and frightened. Some of the general disorientation he was
experiencing was probably due to the metamorphosis that was undoubtedly
taking place in his brain. A level of passivity he'd never known before had
taken hold. It seemed to come to a focus when he'd meekly accepted that
outrageous costume from Bob's sister. And now this. The old car rattled down
the same road that they had just climbed a few hours earlier. And Bob, he
looked like death warmed-over. Eyes all puffy and red, he clung to the
steering wheel like a drowning man to a life preserver. Saul wanted to know
what was going on, but he was too terrified to risk Bob's wrath.
The car lurched and almost tipped over when Bob made a hairpin turn to the
right. Water flew to the right and left as the vehicle plowed down a creek
for a good two hundred feet and then turned to the right again. With an ugly
screech of metal on metal, the car came to an abrupt halt. "Get out." Snarled
Bob.
A clap board shack huddled there under the tall pines. It looked as if no one
had been living there for years. Bob took Saul by the arm and shoved him
toward the primitive structure. "Get in." He ordered.
The place was a filthy wreck. Trash and dirt littered the floor. And the
stink... Saul's thoughts were interrupted when Bob tied his wrists together
with a piece of oily rag. A second rag was used to tie him to a chair. "It'll
have to do." Muttered Bob as he shoved the door close and sprawled out on the
floor. He stared at Saul through swollen eyelids. "I'll kill you if you make
me any trouble ass hole!" He held his gaze on Saul for no more than ten
seconds before his eye lids fluttered shut. Almost instantly he began to
snore.
For at least five minutes Saul just sat there without moving. His eyes glazed
over as if he was falling asleep, but that wasn't the case at all. His
attention was focused elsewhere. The knot! His fingers were working the
greasy rag... Saul's eyes were suddenly focused on the outside again,
specifically at the sleeping form that groaned and thrashed in response to
what? For one horrible second it seemed as if Bob was awake. Saul held his
breath as the semiconscious, bleary eyed man sat up and glared
uncomprehendingly at him and then, Bob collapsed like a fallen tree and
resumed snoring.
I can't stop what is happening to me, thought Saul, but I sure as hell don't
want to be with this monster when it is done. Saul had never really thought
about rape before, anymore than most men, it was, well... something women had
to be concerned with but... The concept had become a lot more than mere
theory now! He sat there for a while longer and stared at the brute that had
done all of this to him. I am more than an interesting experiment, how dare
he! Saul clenched his jaw. There was much more to this now than his personal
safety. He must stop BOONE and the others. It didn't matter what happened to
him but THEY MUST BE STOPPED! At last Saul finally understood what Wolf had
been saying that day in the desert. This was a horror that could not be
allowed to exist!
Saul continued to work the knot with his numb fingers, he could feel his
flesh literally crawl. Ligaments were realigning, his bones grumbled. The
change was beginning? He fought to push the thought away. Finally he was
free! The oily rag was but a rag again. He stood up but his balance was all
out of whack. Grabbing the wall for support he looked around to find some
thing deadly.
With the heavy mass of a tire iron gripped in his hands he stood over the
sleeping figure. Bare foot, knobby, hairy legs that jutted out below the hem
of the skirt, every aspect of him was ridiculous... all because of this man.
Saul lifted the tire iron above his head and prepared for the fatal downward
blow. But it did not come! He held the pose so long that his arms ached but
he could not deliver the stroke. Tears of anger and frustration flowed
freely, yet still he could not strike! Anger twisted into rage and held him
for an instant ready and then, it... passed! Saul backed away from his
intended victim and with shaking hands laid the heavy weapon down. He was not
a murder.
Moments later, Saul climb out a broken window and fled. At first Saul just
ran, well whatever constituted "running" in bare feet. The soft under flesh
of his feet screamed at every new encounter with a sharp rock or twig. At
first he followed the stream but there were just too many rocks there. The
road with its hot asphalt was impossible even if he was willing to take a
chance on encountering Bob's frightening sister. Finally there was an old
barn at the edge of a clearing. The smell of hay greeted his nose as he
slipped into a small door opposite the farm house which was now visible.
He climbed a ladder to the loft and dove into the yielding mass of sweet hay.
For the first time in over three days, Saul felt safe. Thirsty yes, hungry,
yes, but safe! As he stretched out his legs and wiggled his toes he had the
luxury of assessing his option. Too early, he thought. Twenty-four maybe
twenty-five hours had passed since... He grimaced at the memory, the sting of
the needle in the butt. But he still had to see if any changes had taken
place in his body. Sitting up, he wiggled out of the dress. His eyes said
nothing, nothing at all had happened. Looking down between his legs, all
seemed normal. Knobby knees, a great abundance of hair and... nothing to
worry about. He began to knead his temples with his fingers. Yeah. It was in
there, in his head, that the change would probably begin. Unexpectedly a tear
began to well up at the corner of his right eye and then in the left. Within
seconds, a veritable flood of tears bloomed. In the distance he could hear
someone sobbing and it was only later, much later, that he realized that he
was listening to himself crying.
Chapter 4
Duke was in a rage. "Just a dang old fuel pump! Hell's bells! You'd think I
just bought me a new truck!" He yelled at the retreating back of the mechanic
waddling to the repair shop with a fresh wad of cash in one grimy fist. Duke
opened the door to the passenger's side. "You Drive." He snapped at Ian."
"Could have been worse." Volunteered Ian. "Might have sat out there waiting
for a tow all night."
Duke snarled, "You college ass dope! We were there all friggin night!"
Ian grimaced. "At least they towed us back to Vegas. Could have been stuck in
a one cow town you know." He looked at the exhausted, distorted face of his
companion and concluded that Duke was in no mood for further conversation.
"Yeah, OK! I'll drive."
Ian had only swung the truck onto the freeway heading north when his ears
were greeted by Duke's loud snores. It was just as well that Duke was asleep.
Ian needed to be alone with his thoughts or rather fears. There was no way to
really know if the big, blond Dutchman, Dr. Wolfgang Reinholt, had spiked the
water back at the cabin. Right now there could be 'chick juice' circulating
through his body. He shuddered at the thought as his hand slid across his
chest looking for incipient breasts or something equally sinister and found
nothing out of the ordinary.
It had been what? Almost dawn that night then when he'd stupidly swilled that
water in the cabin and now was about noon, two days later... about thirty,
thirty-one hours ago he estimated. That thought caused him to relax slightly.
Surely if the water had contained Arginine vasotocin he would have begun
showing some reaction by now. He eased back in the seat and tried to
concentrate on anything but that possibility. But what if he started to turn
into some kind of mindless bimbo in heat? He jerked his eyes away from the
road and stared as his sleeping companion. Red stubble ran across the sun
redden pale skin, cruel lips fluttered in spasms with each snore. He returned
his gaze back to the road. If THAT ever starts to look good to me... I'll
kill myself!
Bob Boone's idea of a new world order sounded too good to be true to Ian. But
that would all change if HE, Ian, was going to be part of the bimbo herd. His
stomach fluttered. No way he'd let a man use him. No way! He clenched his
teeth and stared are the highway unfolding before him. Self-consciously he
grabbed the rear view mirror and twisted it so that he could see his own
face. Did his nose look smaller, his lips fuller? Were the changes
progressing so slowly that he wouldn't be able to tell until it was too late?
Until... Again he looked at his companion as the disgust he felt grew evident
on his face. There was no way he'd be led back to the kennel at Bob's place
in Utah and turned into a virtual sex slave! His hand fluttered up to his
forehead and flicked back the light brown hair. Imagination was dangerous he
realized. One could see just about anything if one wasn't careful he realized
too late. His lips did look all too full, pouting and his beard wasn't nearly
as evident as it should be and... no that way was madness!
Minutes slipped away into an hour. Five-six more hours, max, and they'd be at
Bob's sister's place in Utah. Ian twisted uncomfortably in his seat and his
eyes flicked across the face of Duke. There was a 'boyishness' in those
relaxed features that hinted of a gentler man inside. Ian's eyes swept across
the sleeping figure and lingered at Duke's hands: strong, capable hands, good
hands. As Ian pulled his eyes back to the unfolding road and the bland
nothingness of the arid moonlike landscape he let out a sigh. Things were
going to work out just AOK after all. No sign of impending change, no tits,
no girlish urges, just him and Duke heading down the road of destiny! And
with a partner like Duke, Hell! Watch out world! He grinned as he stole one
more glance at the man. He was powerfully built, confident. Even in sleep his
superior qualities were evident. A future prince of the new world. A twitter
of excitement leaped in Ian's breast. Gone was the mundane gray drudgery of
school, the future was now and he'd be a part of it: he and Duke. Ian slipped
into a daydream of that future. The musky odor of the man beside him was
oddly pleasant and re-assuring at the same time.
*****************************
"Sheriff look at wot I found walking down county route 37." The short, fat
man in the tight deputy's uniform laughed as he shoved his victim toward the
desk in the center of the office.
The slender man in the shabby dress looked around wildly before returning the
gaze of the older man behind the desk. "I... I... can explain." Stuttered Dr.
Solomon Bein as one hand yanked down the hem of the skirt that had flared
revealing his nakedness underneath. "Dr. Solomon Bein, I'm Dr. Solomon Bein."
His exceptionally pale complexion brightened as a blush started. "I was
kidnapped and put into to these clothes and..."
The Sheriff raised one eye brow. "Kidnapped? Go on, I'm ah listen'." Saul
began what he'd hoped would be a clear, concise description of what had
happened and was happen to him now. It was the latter that found the limits
of the Sheriff's attention span.
"Dr. Bein if that is who yer really are?" He interrupted the obviously
agitated young man as he held up his hand signaling Saul to stop. "I ain't
here to listen to no wild ass yarns about fish that can change sex and
whatever." He eyed his visitor suspiciously. "Fact is your gitty-up," he
pointed at the dress, "is enough to cause me ta think maybe you done slipped
out'a some bobby hatch someplace. Anyhow, you jus give me a phone number I
can call and I'll have whoever is responsible for you come and pick you up.
That fair enough? As far as I'm concerned, you ain't broken no laws except
those of common sense and good taste." He turned away from Saul. "Now Homer
why don't you take this nice man's disposition and then put him somewhere's
he'll be safe until his keepers come."
"But Sheriff." Whined the fat deputy. "Where am I gonna keep..."
"Room in the drunk tank I suspect. Tommy's harmless enough." The Sheriff
shrugged as he got up. "Going ta get me some dinner. Be back it a jif." He
jabbed a thick finger in Saul's direction, "Now you be a good boy and
co-operate with old Homer here and you'll get home right quick." He winked.
*****************************
There was an odd thrill that zapped down Ian's spine when Duke's eyes opened
and their gaze met.
"Where we at." Growled Duke as he pulled himself up and looked around.
"About five mile from Troy." Responded Ian, his eyes still riveted on Duke's
eyes.
"Good." Duke rubbed his sleep swollen eyes. "I'm hungry. We'll stop there."
His gaze returned to Ian and then Duke's look turned into a glare, "What?"
"Huh?"
"What are you staring at?"
Ian blushed as he jerked his eyes back to the road ahead. "Nothing." He
mumbled but his heart was hammering in his chest. Duke's green eyes had
reached right into his heart like they'd touched his very soul. "Just tired,
I guess and all this driving..." An electric shock coursed through his body
when unexpected Duke's hand descended heavily upon his shoulder. He felt
giddy from the euphoria that bloomed in his chest.
"You're all right Ian." Duke said gruffly before removing his hand from Ian's
shoulder. "I'll take over the driving after we eat. OK?"
The praise caused Ian to smile uncontrollably. An involuntary giggle slipped
out of his swollen lips.
Huh? The giggle surprised Duke. He looked more closely at Ian. Holy-shit!
There had been some kind of 'sea change' in Ian, that was for sure. Was it
just the 'giggle' or was there something more: in his posture or the way he
held the steering wheel? It was just at the limits of delectability that was
for sure. A girlish 'something'. An odd, almost frightening chill worked it's
way down his spine. So the Doc HAD spiked the water back at the cabin after
all. This was what little brother had been talking about. Wonder filled
Duke's eyes. Does he even know? "Ian?"
"Yes Duke."
"Any, you know, problems? It's been what, almost two days..."
"Nope!" Ian stroked his chest and then patted it. "I'm cool. Guess the water
was OK." He squared his shoulders and settled back against the seat. A trill
of anxiety flared unexpectedly, "You... you see anything... unusual?"
"Naw!" Duke lied. So he doesn't know. Interesting.
A few minutes later they pulled into a truck stop. Duke waited and watched as
Ian climbed out of the truck. There was indeed something decidedly girlish
about the way the boy carried himself now he noted. Ian stopped in mid stride
when he realized Duke wasn't following. Ian turned and placed his hand on one
out thrust hip as he cocked his head. His other hand was stroking his throat.
"Duke?"
"Yeah, I'm coming."
It was odd seeing the bloom of a wispy smile on Ian's face as he approached.
There was a look of... adoration? In Ian's eyes. Naw, that's just too creepy.
Deliberately he reached out and took Ian by the shoulder as he passed and
pulled him close. "Com'on pal. I figure we got no more than two hours to
Sis's place. We'll be there before dark."
Together they turned and entered the restaurant. They probably think we're
fags, or something, mused Duke as the waitress quickly glanced away. So what,
he thought, in time they'll see a lot more of this, of that Duke was becoming
certain. Maybe little brother had really stumbled into something this time.
Imagine, billions and billions of chicks and just a few males. Hummm. Of
course, Ian wasn't much to look at- yet! Maybe this science shit was ok after
all.
"Com'on pal." He said as he patted the seat beside him. "Why don't you sit
next to me. I'm too tired to yell across the table."
Ian's smile brightened even further as he gingerly took his place beside
Duke. "This looks kind'a silly don't it Duke?"
"Huh? Look buddy, anyone says anything and I'll rearrange their face." He
patted Ian's shoulder. "Yeah. Nobody messes with Duke or his friends, OK?"
Ian blinked. He likes me he realized in a rush. Why he should find that so...
wonderful he couldn't explain, it just was!
*****************************
The man on the cot who stank of brew and vomit suddenly sat up, head cradled
in his hands and moaned. "Christ! Must have died and gone to Hell!" He
groaned again before seeing Saul nervously sitting on the one and only chair
in the 'tank'. He blinked rapidly as he continued to stare at the
man-in-a-dress. His speech still slurred by drink, "Gees, it sure enough is
Hell!"
Saul shrank back but there was nowhere to run. The man was a huge, lumbering
beast that was made all the more frightening by his flaming red eyes that
crossed and re-crossed. He pulled his legs together into a protective posture
and tried to look elsewhere.
"I'm talking to you!" Slurred the drunk. "Holy Saints either you're the
ugliest whore I ever did see or a God damn fag, which is it, huh?"
Saul was scared shitless. "Neither." He croaked.
"Son-of-a-bitch!" Growled the drunk as he tried to stand up. "Put me in with
a fucking queer! Damn it!" He yelled. "Homer, I ain't staying in here with no
fag. You hear? Homer!"
"Ah Shut up!" A voice ordered from the next room. "Ain't got but one friggin'
cell anyway Tommy. Sides, you're old lady will be here by and by. You 'fraid
of him or something Tommy?"
The drunk puffed out his chest, "Naw!" He yelled back and then glared over at
Saul. "You just stay on your side and we'll be all right." He fell back and
started to snore immediately.
Saul shuddered. As the drunk has said, this was hell. Here he was
transforming into... a female while locked in with this drunken brute.
Underneath the smell of beer and the sour odor of vomit was something...
pleasant. Saul's nose flared. The odor of man! Now he was certain that the
change was actually happening. Hardly a surprise, if it worked on mice...
Saul let that last thought hang in midair. He was becoming someone new,
someone who had never existed before. He wouldn't just look female, not if
the mouse data held, he'd be... He brushed his hand across his hairy leg half
expecting to see the follicles fall out. Of course that wouldn't happen. Hair
growth would shift to a feminine pattern but what was there would have to be
shaved... probably. He frowned. Com'on this wasn't such a big thing he tried
to make himself believe. Besides there were plenty of female scientists, he'd
just have too make some adjustments... But he knew it was a lie. There was
something horribly frightening about the behavior of those 'changed' mice.
They weren't just 'female' where they?
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"Duke why are we stopping here?" Ian said nervously as he examined the desert
landscape. The interstate was the other way and the paved road had come to an
abrupt end. "Huh!" He yelped as Duke grabbed him by the back of the neck in a
hurtful manner.
"There are two kinds of people in this world old buddy, men and those that
aren't!"
Ian squealed as he tried to escape from Duke's grip. "What... what are you
talking about Duke!" He shrilled with fear and helplessness.
"You know, you just don't want to believe... sweetheart."
"Duke." He started to plead but unexpectedly tears began to gush forth from
his eyes and his pleas turned to sobs. His head was spinning with the
realization that the last hour with Duke, those odd, pleasant feelings
were... "Eeeeea." He shrieked through the cascading sobs that wracked his
body uncontrollably. His hands clasp his chest and they found NOTHING that
had changed but it didn't matter. Arginine vasotocin... frontal hypothalamic
development... and images of the mice and more disturbing thoughts flashed
through Ian's mind. All this time he'd waited for some sign of change in his
body and all the while it was his brain that was changing. "Duke, let me go.
I won't tell nobody about arginine vasotocin... I'll just go back to LA
and..."
His plea was interrupted by Duke's laughter, "Com'on ease up, let go Ian.
What's done is done."
Ian's intensified his struggle but either his body was betraying him now or
Duke was even stronger than he'd realized. Finally he collapsed and let Duke
pull him into an embrace. Quivering with uncontrollable sobs he buried his
face in Duke's chest.
"Now, now. " cooed Duke as he began to stroke Ian's back with one hand while
holding him close with the other.
It was irrational but Ian felt... safe, comforted by Duke's attentions. His
sobs stopped as unexpectedly as they had started. He relaxed and let himself
drink in the rich odor of the man that held him. The first fluttering sense
of... belonging to, closeness with Duke grew stronger.