Our New Life Part 3: Revelations and Restraint
By Charli
Dr. Cannon looked at me and but said to Mistress, "She
looks very nice. Please ladies, have a seat. Charli, yours
is the one with wheels."
She motioned to a power wheelchair sitting at the end of
the couch. It looked much more elaborate than others I'd
seen and it even had a headrest. It also had a multitude of
straps attached to its back, arm and leg rests. I hesitated
but the look I got from Mistress told me that I had better
do as I was told.
The leg rests were already swung to the sides. This time I
tried leaning forward to get my weight over my feet and my
descent to sitting was much more graceful. I also
remembered to use my hand to bring my skirt up behind my
knees and it was smooth under me and draped over my knees
as it should. Mistress and Dr. Cannon instantly descended
on me and began fastening the straps around my torso and
arms. They swung the leg rests to the front and placed my
feet on the foot plates and secured my legs and feet with
more straps. They lifted my skirt and tightened straps
around my lower thighs. Then they smoothed my skirt down
and tightened another strap over my upper thighs. A strap
was attached to the headrest that they fastened around my
forehead securing my head to the headrest. Mistress brought
a final strap from behind my headrest. It had a gigantic
and very realistic penis gag attached to it. Before I had a
chance to protest, she squeezed my cheeks tightly forcing
my mouth open. She quickly slid the gag in my mouth and
tightened the strap.
They both stepped back from me and then looked at each
other. Their expressions conveyed something between them
that I recognized but couldn't understand. Love. I couldn't
believe what I was seeing when they embraced and held each
other tightly as they passionately kissed. I watched Dr.
Cannon's hands explore and caress my wife's body in ways
that I thought only mine could, or should. I could see
sexual excitement building in them both.
Words can't describe the feelings of hurt and betrayal that
filled me. In the weeks since I'd signed our agreement I
had become used to referring to my wife as Mistress at all
times and I'd even come to think of her as "Mistress" most
of the time.
When I saw her and Dr. Cannon in each other's arms I could
only think of her as Laura, my wife of over 20 years. I
tried to shout her name and beg her to stop what she was
doing. I wanted to plead with her to abandon whatever plans
she had for me, to leave now and go back to our old life.
Of course nothing but unintelligible sounds of agony crept
past the huge penis gag filling my mouth. Laura responded
to the noise I was making with nothing but a glance in my
direction and a look of disdain.
Dr. Cannon's robe came open allowing easy access and I
watched my Laura's hands slip inside it and stroke her
intimately. At the same time Dr. Cannon was busy divesting
Laura of her blouse and bra. Her hands fondled the breasts
that I had believed were mine alone to caress. Laura's
skirt was loosened and fell to her ankles. She stepped out
of it and while groping and kissing each other they moved
toward the couch across the room. They hesitated in front
of the couch and Dr. Cannon slid my Laura's slip, pantyhose
and panties down her legs and then off. Then she shrugged
her robe off and they held their naked bodies tightly
together in another torrid embrace.
When they finally separated the actions I was watching got
even worse, for me anyway. Dr. Cannon reclined on the
couch, propped up with pillows behind her back and head.
Laura got down on her knees and lay partially across her.
She began kissing Dr. Cannon's breasts while one hand
worked it's way between her legs. I couldn't see her hand
but there was no question in my mind where it was and what
it was doing. Dr. Cannon's reactions only verified what I
already knew. She was fondling Laura's breasts at the same
time. This was more than I could handle. I couldn't turn
away but I clinched my eyes closed as tightly as I could.
I heard Laura's voice, "Roberta, I think Charli has the
picture now. You can turn her around if it's too difficult
for her to watch."
I heard Roberta making her way behind my chair and then I
felt it moving, rotating. I waited a few seconds and opened
my eyes. I was now facing the other side of the room, away
from the couch. The sounds coming from behind me were
increasing in intensity but I couldn't see what was going
on. Maybe watching would have been easier? My imagination
was going wild as I heard Laura reach sexual heights she
hadn't in years. That's not true. I'd never heard sounds
like that from her. It was obvious that Dr. Cannon was
matching her intensity. I was emotionally devastated but I
was also aware of my cock trying unsuccessfully to harden
within its prison. The sound of Laura and Dr. Cannon making
love was arousing me. After my experience in the car I had
a much better idea of what they were feeling.
Roberta was still behind me and I wondered if she was
watching the show on the couch. I also wondered just who
Roberta was and what was her relationship to Dr. Cannon,
and to Laura. Almost as if she read my mind I felt a tender
touch on my cheek. She lightly stroked my cheek and
continued to do so as she laboriously made her way around
in front of me. It was so terribly difficult for her to
maneuver but hearing and seeing her efforts was arousing me
even more.
Finally she was directly in front of me. She placed a hand
on either side of my face and held and lightly caressed me.
It was tremendously comforting for me. With my head tightly
strapped to the headrest I had to strain my eyes upward to
see her face. Her expression was soft and warm as she gazed
directly into my eyes. I felt she was trying to convey many
things to me, reassurance, compassion, encouragement and
also love. The last was affirmed when she managed to lean
her rigidly confined body forward enough to lightly kiss me
on the forehead. My skin tingled at the touch of her lips.
She worked herself back completely upright and continued to
caress my face with her soft fingers. My eyes were burning
from straining to look up into her face so I let my gaze
rest directly ahead. Her breasts were just above my eye
level so I could easily see from where her stiff skirt
flared out at her waist up to the beautiful swell and
cleavage of her breasts above the low neckline of her
dress/costume.
Her dress fit perfectly and the black silk fabric was tight
around her torso and over her breasts. I could see ridges
created by the bones reinforcing her corset. On her sides
there were even more pronounced ridges. I assumed they were
extensions of the uprights of her leg braces and they
extended to her armpits. No wonder she had so much
difficulty moving. I also noticed her torso didn't move at
all as she breathed. The only movement was her upper chest
and the swell of her breasts expanding above her neckline
with each breath. Neckline is probably a misnomer. The
upper third of her breasts was exposed.
My curiosity over what lay beneath the smooth silk of her
dress and the comfort of her soft and loving caress allowed
me to pull my attention from Laura and Dr. Cannon and
concentrate on Roberta.
I couldn't believe the closeness I felt to this person I'd
seen for the first time only minutes before. We had never
spoken but there seemed to be an uncanny bond between us.
We have since discussed it and we both believe it was
partially the result of her seeing me beginning the process
that she'd already started. I saw in her what I had been
told I would become. There was more than just that though.
My world had been turned upside down and she alone
comforted me.
I would learn later that Laura still loved me deeply but
not in the way I had always selfishly assumed. I would
learn to love Dr. Cannon too. They would both provide me
with greater joy and sexual satisfaction than I had
imagined possible. They would also cause me extreme pain
and force me into the deepest despair I have ever known.
They would never comfort me though. A totally new life
began for me that evening and the only person to comfort
and reassure me was Roberta. Any comfort I was to receive
would come only from Roberta.
I had slipped into a sort of fog concentrating on the feel
of Roberta's fingers and the feelings she conveyed to me. I
don't know how long I was in that state but I came out of
it when she slowly pulled her hands from me. She pressed up
on my chin. I couldn't move my head in response but
strained my eyes upward to her face. She gave me a radiant
smile and mouthed something I couldn't make out. When we
were first allowed to speak together months later I learned
she had been telling me to be strong and that she loved me.
I realized now that it was silent behind me.
I heard Laura's voice, "Roberta, turn Charli around and
bring her over here. It's time for us to talk to her."
Her exact words registered and it was significant to me
that she had not said, "talk with her!" Roberta worked her
way behind me again and I felt my chair move and turn back
facing the couch. I must have been in my fog for quite a
while.
They had not only finished their lovemaking but had gotten
dressed, after a fashion, and had repaired their make-up
and hair. They were dressed in what I guess could be called
classic Mistress fashion. The only things missing were
black leather and whips. Laura wore a kelly green overbust
corset with matching thong panties and stockings. She
looked absolutely striking with her red hair and green
eyes. Dr. Cannon wore a rose colored corset, again with
matching thong panties but with black fishnet stockings.
Her corset had half cups and supported the lower portion of
her breasts but her nipples just peeked over the top of the
cups. They were holding hands and both looked flushed and
excited.
It's impossible to remember their exact words. They were
both talking and now that their relationship was in the
open it all seemed to be bursting out. I was also
discovering that their plans for me were the result of much
planning and that very little had actually been my idea.
Laura began, "It's begun Charlie. You will never be free of
restraint again. You have been free for the last time. You
will never be out of some sort of restraint, either
physical or chemical. This sort of restraint is the
simplest form the physical will take and you will learn
about the chemical later. You could call it a life of
leisure because you will not have to perform any sort of
labor, not even household chores. You won't be able to. The
only thing you will be able to do is experience and feel
the things we do to and for you, all the things you have
dreamed of. You must understand and accept that you no
longer have any choice in anything. If you resist in any
way you will be punished in ways you have never known or
imagined."
She made it very clear that I would only call them Mistress
Laura and Mistress Carol. That was only when I was allowed
to speak which would be rarely. She suggested that it would
be much easier for me to only think of them in that way. I
had no problem with thinking of them both as my Mistress as
I sat strapped motionless before them.
They explained that they had been lovers for almost 10
years. Sporadically and infrequently at first but in the
last couple of years they had come to realize they could
not live without each other. Neither had any desire to ever
make love with a man again and found it distasteful. A lot
of things began to make sense to me now. Laura's, no
Mistress Laura's numerous late meetings at work were now
explained. The times I had been out of town and called to
get only the answering machine or an out of breath Laura.
It seemed that whenever I called from out of town she was
out in the yard and had to run for the phone. I realized
that we had not made love except with me in drag for over 3
years. I had thought that was my desire. How wrong we can
be.
They admitted there were several problems with their
relationship. One was that they were both strongly dominant
personalities. Neither was willing nor did either expect
the other to take on a submissive role. However, they both
needed to express their dominance.
Several years before Robert, Mistress Carol's husband, had
discovered their love affair. He had demanded that it stop.
They explained that this was entirely out of character for
him as he was normally a very docile and accommodating
person. He had been told that it was not going to stop.
Since he knew about them he had to choose between a divorce
and becoming their sissy slave.
Robert was a notably unsuccessful artist and had very
little chance of supporting himself. He chose the second
option. A year before his sissyfication had been completed
when he had sexual reassignment surgery. He was now an
anatomically female total submissive. This answered most of
my questions about Roberta and I felt an even closer bond
with her. Her hand had been resting on my shoulder and I
felt her give me a light squeeze. I wished I had some way
to reciprocate but I think she understood my feelings
without any physical action on my part.
They said that now that Roberta's transformation was
complete they missed the challenge of molding her to their
idea of the perfect submissive. The physical training and
total dominance of their subject was a big part of the
enjoyment for both of them. Their areas of expertise,
medicine and engineering gave them a very unique ability to
control and subjugate their minion.
Mistress Laura had designed numerous devices that could
provide extremely powerful positive or negative sensations
to their subservient trainee and Mistress Carol could
assure no lasting harm would befall them. They could
control the subject's physical actions as well as their
emotional and mental state. They could do all this with
little physical exertion on their parts using devices the
slave was placed within or had attached to their body. The
use of mechanical devices also minimized the need for
physical contact between the Mistress and submissive. They
said a slave in training craved human contact and any touch
from the Mistress during negative or positive sensory
treatment was always counterproductive. Even casual contact
during regular body maintenance or dressing negatively
affected the slave's acceptance of their true hopeless
position. The slave would always falsely imagine some
affection and sympathy from their Mistress.
They said Roberta's training had been seriously hindered by
too much contact and they would not make the same mistake
with me. My training and care would be mechanized to the
greatest extent possible. I should not expect to feel
either of them ever touch my bare skin except under
extraordinary conditions. They did realize that even a
slave needs some form of emotional contact with another
being and of course that could never be provided by their
Mistress.
They had noticed a certain apathy on Roberta's part lately.
This was most certainly the result of the level of her
training slowing but also her lack of emotional contact.
Life was becoming boring for her. She seldom needed
negative stimulation so that anticipation was missing in
her day to day existence. She needed an emotional outlet.
Emotions shown to her Mistresses was not allowed. She would
be entering the final stage of her transformation and would
soon be constantly stimulated and totally helpless. She
needed an emotional connection with someone to take with
her into that final transmutation.
I wasn't surprised when Mistress Laura said that this
brought them to the subject of me. I was both a problem and
a solution. I was a problem in that she still loved me
deeply and could never bring herself to hurt me. She
couldn't imagine my having any sort of meaningful life if
she were to divorce me. She wanted me to know happiness and
now that I had agreed to her list of conditions it was
possible for her and Mistress Carol to bring me true and
total happiness. I was the a solution in that I gave them a
new subject to work with and apply some new ideas they had
and correct some of the mistakes they had made with
Roberta. They also hoped Roberta and I would form an
emotional bond.
I marveled at her ego in believing I couldn't have a
meaningful life without her. I couldn't imagine her really
believing that. Maybe it was only part of our new
Mistress/slave relationship. Her list of conditions would
never stand up to any legal challenge but from the position
I was in I couldn't see that I would ever have the
opportunity to challenge them. Apparently by my signing
them I gave them all the excuse they to take total control
of my life. All of our financial assets had been signed
over to her a few months previously. I had been sued after
an accident involving some engineering work I had done. It
had been her suggestion to protect all we had. The case had
been thrown out of court and we (she) had never gotten
around to putting things back in both our names. I wondered
about how they handled the legal issues of Robert
essentially disappearing and now my disappearance. I had no
way to ask about any of the things racing through my mind.
An emotional bond with Roberta was already a reality.
I had experienced an unbelievable shock and range of
emotions. I was fearful at what the immediate future as
well as the long range held for me and yet I was intrigued
as well. I tried to put the fears aside as it seemed I had
no way to alter their plans. Roberta's hand still rested on
my shoulder and the pressure of her touch seemed to help.
She was with me and her grasp on me gave me strength.
Mistress Laura continued, "Our new house is essentially
finished. It will be home for all four of us. Mistress
Carol has sold her practice and we will all be together
forever. The only work remaining is the final equipping of
your and Roberta's room. That is going to take a month or
so more. The few things we are taking up there will be
moved up soon. We'll be staying here with Mistress Carol
and Roberta until everything is ready for us there. It's
not going to be just a month of waiting. One or both of us
will have to supervise a lot on the installations in your
room so during the time we aren't here, Roberta will care
for you. Your breast construction surgery is scheduled for
one week from today. Breast construction as large as yours
are going to require some skin and tissue preparation so
that will start tonight. You won't be getting implants but
actual breast construction with tissue from your abdomen.
You also need some penal conditioning that will start
immediately. Your corset training has already begun and
will continue unabated. Other devices will sometimes take
the place of your corsets but your torso will always be
restricted, very severally restricted. Your custom corsets
will be ready by the time you are out of the hospital but
I'm having other things made for you that will take longer.
They'll all be ready by the time your room is ready for the
two of you to move in."
Now Mistress Carol chimed in, "Roberta has fixed a lovely
meal for us all but I'm afraid she also made an error and
needs to be punished. Therefore you two ladies won't be
joining us for dinner. We won't be able to place Charli in
the positioning frame tonight because Roberta will be
occupying it. It might be very good for Charli to witness
some of the forms of punishment anyway. It will also be a
good chance to introduce Charli to chemical restraint since
she won't be able to be in the frame. She might not realize
the futility of resistance yet and we wouldn't want her to
hurt herself struggling uselessly. Charli needs to start
her conditioning as soon as possible and this will work out
just as well as our previous plans. I'm not pleased with
Roberta for necessitating the change in plans. She caused
me to go to the extra effort of putting the female
attachments back on the frame when I already had it all
ready for Charli. Her punishment will be a little more
severe than it would otherwise be. Hopefully Charli will
watch closely and remember."
Mistress Laura added, "I think this is actually for the
good. Charli will have an even better idea of what she can
expect."
Mistress Carol chuckled and said, "That's very true. Maybe
she should thank Roberta. It should also be a good example
for her of the results of thinking she can get away with
forbidden actions. I caught Roberta touching her breast.
She was actually trying to work her fingers inside her
corset and touch her nipple. She claims she had an itch but
even if that were true it's no excuse."
Now they were talking about us instead of too me. It may
have been a subtle change but it was of tremendous
importance to me. It made me feel like a chattel, not a
person.
"Come on girls. It's time to go to Roberta's room and get
you both ready for the night."
Roberta never sat down or said a word through the entire
one-sided conversation. She began her painfully slow way
across the living room to the hall. Mistress Laura came
behind me. The chair had controls on the back and she
maneuvered me along behind Roberta. Mistress Carol followed
behind us. I could see the hall stretched for quite a
distance toward the rear of the house. This strange
procession made it's way slowly down the hall to a door at
the very end. It seemed to take forever. I was frightened
and yet anxious and eager to find what awaited me.
Roberta opened the door and moved aside for Mistress and I
to enter. For the first time I saw a change in her
expression. She looked at me and her smile changed to a
look of concern or possibly pity. Almost instantly the
painted on smile returned as Mistress Carol came up behind
us. A little more fear crept into my mind.
My breath was literally taken away as we entered and I
gazed about the room. It was too much to take in all at
once. The room and its contents astonished me. My
concentration on what lay before me was broken as I heard
the door close and when I turned to look as Mistress Carol
was taking a chain from around her neck. The chain held
several keys and she used one to lock the deadbolt on the
door. A little more fear joined my anxiety now and as I
looked around the room they both grew as did my
anticipation to experience some of the items that filled
the room. Where to start?
Probably the most striking feature of the room itself was
that all the walls were covered with floor to ceiling
mirrors. The only thing breaking the expanse of mirrors was
a door across the room and it was like the closed door
behind us, mirrored. There were no windows. The room was
sealed off from the outside world completely.
Recessed florescent lights in the ceiling provided
illumination and the room was as bright as any I had ever
seen. It was a very high ceiling and had a feature that I
couldn't quite figure out. Some sort of tracks radiated out
from the center of the ceiling, eight in all. They ran from
the center to each corner and to the midpoint of each wall.
The one going to the wall with the door on the other side
of the room ran through the doorway into whatever was
beyond. The doorway ran all the way to the ceiling so the
track appeared to be uninterrupted. At the center of the
room where the tracks all met were two electric cable
hoists like they had used at the corset shop for the lacing
bar. These both had a control box, with up and down
switches, hanging from an electrical cable attached to the
hoist. I could understand why a lacing bar would be needed
by Roberta but why the tracks and why two hoists? It looked
like the hoists could be moved along the tracks to any
place in the room and even through the doorway. Through it
to what, a bathroom? I looked down at the floor and sure
enough, there in the center was a steel ring. The floor was
covered with vinyl tile.
The contents of the room looked more like a hospital than
anything else. The first thing my eyes locked onto was
something I had only seen in pictures. An Iron Lung, a real
Iron Lung The big white horizontal cylinder must have been
eight feet long and about three feet in diameter. It was
supported by a steel framework and 3 pairs of legs with
casters at the bottom of each leg. I could see the
machinery underneath and the linkage that came up to
operate the bellows underneath that would force air into
and suck it out of the chamber to breathe for the person
enclosed within.
At the other end of the chamber was a hole in the very
center. It wasn't just a hole but an opening with a foam
rubber collar clamped into it. The collar was loosely
covered with thin sheet rubber. Four clamps with large
round hand wheels were spaced around the collar and seemed
to hold it in place. The end of the chamber containing the
collar was a separate piece and I looked at the two big
clamps that held it to the body of the tank and drew it
tight to make an airtight seal. Below the collar two rods
projected out and supported a leather covered headrest.
Over the top of the end was a large rectangular mirror. Two
long, rectangular clear windows ran the length of the
chamber on each side and four round ports with covers that
could be opened to allow access to the occupant ran below
the windows on each side.
Did it really work? The cord running from the machinery
underneath was plugged into the wall. It must work.
There was another very large object in the room. It looked
a lot like what I had seen photos of, a Circle O bed. Two
large chrome or stainless steel circles standing on edge
and attached to a support base and to each other, about 2
or 3 feet apart. They reached almost to the ceiling. The
Circle O bed had a cot suspended between the circles and it
could be rotated to any position with the head and foot
traveling along the support circles. The patient would be
sandwiched between the cot and another cot or stretcher
strapped to it and over them.
Whatever this was, it didn't have a cot installed on it.
Where the cot would have been was a steel framework. It was
apparent that it was designed to hold a human body. At one
end, I guess the upper, was a padded bowl shaped headrest
to hold the back of a persons head. A little below the
middle two heavy bars ran down and out to hold a person's
legs. It wasn't so much the frame or it's shape that made
it apparent it was designed to hold a person. It was the
things attached to it.
The heavy straps I was getting used to seeing were absent
from this item. Instead it had rigid bands or cuffs. They
were hinged on one side to open and were held closed by
latches similar to those used on inline skates and ski
boots. The were made of shiny metal and padded on the
inside. There were 17 of these cuffs, four on each side on
the outside of the frame at the top part for their arms.
There was also a large one between the two outside bars of
the frame for their torso The two bars running down and out
to the sides that I assumed were for legs also had four
cuffs on each. At the upper end, just below the headrest
was two piece arrangement that would hold the occupants
shoulders and upper chest. It had a front and back half and
the same type clamps joined them. Large openings were
placed for access to the occupants breasts. It came up over
the shoulders and the same clamps would hold it closed
there. It appeared to be made of a heavy fiberglass or
plastic.
Underneath this thing was a lot of machinery. I recognized
an air compressor and two pumps of some kind. One appeared
to be a vacuum pump. Alongside the whole thing was a cart
with even more equipment piled on it. I could see at least
3 devices that looked like pneumatic cylinders attached to
frameworks of some kind. Mounted at the end of the
actuating shaft of each there was a dildo. There was even
more piled on the cart I couldn't identify.
It was difficult to drag my gaze away this fascinating
piece of equipment but I continued my visual tour of the
room. There was an examining table identical to the one I
had been strapped to in the doctor's office a few hours
earlier. That was no surprise.
There were two wheeled carts at the foot of the Iron Lung.
One cart held a rectangular box with many controls and
gauges on the front that was about 18" square. It was
marked "Bennett Positive Pressure Respirator" and had a
hose attached that ran to what looked like a gas mask with
round eye pieces and many straps that would hold it tightly
to someone's head.
The other held another box about two feet square, again
with many dials and controls all over one side. That box
was marked "Thompson Multivent" A corrugated hose about the
size of a vacuum cleaner hose ran from the box to the
center of a gray plastic shell resting on the lower shelf.
The shell looked like it would cover a person's chest and
abdomen. The edges had wide rubber seals and there were
straps that looked like they would wrap around the person
and hold it in place. I recognized this as a portable Iron
Lung or chest respirator.
There was a wheeled hospital gurney along one wall and an
electric wheelchair that looked identical to the one I was
strapped in. The gurney and wheelchair both had a generous
supply of the padded leather straps. Standing up against
the same wall was a backboard like you see used by
ambulance crews with accident victims and what I recognized
as a "Stokes Litter" A wire mesh frame that a person lies
down in instead of on. Both with the now customary straps.
A small swivel stool on casters completed the furnishings.
The one thing I expected and didn't see anywhere in the
room was a bed.
Mistress Carol voice broke my concentration on the room and
it's contents. She was speaking very softly but I heard her
clearly anyway, "I think we better get Charli ready first.
We don't have complete control over her yet and she just
might resist a little.
Mistress Laura whispered back, "Good Idea. She still has no
idea what she's gotten herself into."
Mistress Laura came over to me and in her normal voice
said. "We're going to get you ready for bed now Charli.
Just relax and let us do everything for you. It will be
much easier that way."
Mistress Carol had opened a door on the side of the room
that was completely concealed until she swung it open. It
led to a closet and she returned in a few seconds with
several items. One was a lacing bar with the attached cuffs
like at the corset shop. There was also a small leather
harness of some sort with a short cable attached to it. She
went to the middle of the room and attached them to the
overhead hoists. She had come out with a few other things
as well that she had placed on a small cart by the wall.
Mistress Laura moved my chair to the middle of the room
under the hoists. Mistress Carol handed her a pair of
gloves and she put them on. Mistress Carol was putting an
identical pair on also. She released the straps holding my
head to the headrest and the gag in my mouth. She
refastened the gag strap at the back of my head. Mistress
Carol lowered the hoist she had attached the harness to. I
realized what it was for when she placed the harness over
my head and worked one strap under my chin and the other
low on the back of my neck. Then she buckled a strap on
each side that joined the front and rear straps. The
harness was firmly strapped to my head. She raised the
hoist again until there was a firm pull on my head.
Then Mistress Carol lowered the other hoist until the
lacing bar was directly in front of me. She released the
strap holding my right wrist to the arm of the chair and
placed one of the cuffs snug around my wrist. As she
touched my arm I understood the purpose of the gloves.
Their surface felt like a cross between sandpaper and a
nettle. There was now a feeling of human contact when she
touched my bare skin. She repeated the same operation with
my left wrist and the other cuff. Then she raised the hoist
until the chains attaching the cuffs to the bar were taut.
Mistress began releasing the straps holding my arms as
Mistress Carol raised the hoist. There was never the
opportunity for me to move my arms at all except for the
movement as the hoist lifted them over my head.
Mistress released the straps holding my torso and thighs as
Mistress Carol continued to raise the hoists. The tension
on my head and arms raised me to a vertical position with
my calves and feet still strapped to the heavy power chair.
Mistress raised my skirt and released the straps holding my
drainage bag. She also unclipped the garters holding up my
stockings. She rolled them down to the straps still around
my calves.
Then Mistress retrieved two more cuffs with short chains
attached. Mistress Carol released the straps holding my
left leg and held it while Mistress removed my shoe and
stocking from it. She strapped the cuff around my ankle and
then fastened it to the ring on the floor. They repeated
the operation with my right leg and then raised the hoist
until I was suspended in air. Then they moved the chair out
of the way.
They were treating me like a dangerous felon who might
attempt an escape or to attack them. I might have but a
part of me was thoroughly enjoying the ministrations of
these two beautiful women. I had heard all they told me but
I didn't realize at the time that it was the last
opportunity I would ever have to escape or resist in any
way. Not without severe punishment that made resistance
unthinkable.
I was suspended with my feet off the floor and the chains
connected to my ankles tight. My arms and head were
supporting my full weight but I wasn't being stretched like
when my final lacing was done. Mistress Carol brought over
a small stepladder and climbed up on it.
She released my right arm and brought it down to my side,
holding it tight. Mistress had unbuttoned my blouse and now
they worked my arm out of it and then reattached the cuff
to my wrist. The discomfort of hanging by only one arm and
my head would have made resistance futile even if I had
been so inclined. They did the same with my left.
They had this very well planned and I realized how truly
helplessness I was. Mistress Carol unfastened my skirt and
let it fall to the floor. It lay surrounding the ring in
the floor and the chains holding me. Then she pulled my
half-slip down my legs and it joined my skirt.
Mistress Laura unlocked the steel belt encircling my waist
and securing my corset from tampering. The slight release
of pressure as it was removed was very noticeable. More
pressure disappeared as they began loosening the laces of
my corset. I had thought it would be welcome but it was
painful as the pressure was eased on my torso. I wanted
them to lace it tightly around me again.
Once all the laces were relaxed Mistress Laura unhooked the
busk and removed my corset. She handed it to Mistress Carol
who waited until Mistress Laura removed my abdominal binder
and handed it to her as well. Then she took them both and
disappeared into the closet with them. Mistress Laura
unhooked my bra and removed it. I noticed that the shoulder
straps had fasteners of some kind that could be
disconnected so she didn't have to release my arms to get
the bra off my arms. She reached under my right arm and
began to peel my right breast form from me.
As she worked she commented that the adhesive was holding
very well but I wouldn't have much chance to wear them. I
would spend most of the next week undergoing the skin
stretching treatments that would allow me to have breast
construction the size they desired. In just a few minutes
she had them both removed. It felt wonderful to be free of
the tremendous confinement of my corset but not to have my
breasts removed. When I looked in the mirror I found I
preferred the shape my new corset gave me regardless of the
discomfort. The loss of my breasts brought tears to my
eyes. Mistress Carol took my forms and bra to the closet
also.
Mistress Carol came back and unlocked the two padlocks
securing my chastity belt and unfastened the strap between
my legs from the rear of belt. She pulled the strap through
the loop in my butt plug and left the strap dangling
between my legs. My own muscles were holding the plug in
place. I tried to expel it but it wouldn't budge. Mistress
Carol noticed what I was trying to do.
"You can try all day and you won't be able to force it out.
There is a ring inflated inside you that locks it in until
it's deflated."
She came around in front of me and disconnected the tube
from my catheter to my urine bag. She lifted the front
outer cover of my chastity and pulled the tube back through
the hole in the cover. For the first time I saw the inside
of the chastity. My penis was pointed straight down and
nestled in a trough formed in a very thick piece of rubber
that tapered down in thickness out to the edges of the
chastity. A thin piece of rubber stretched over the trough
and hooked at one side held my penis in the trough. She
removed that thin cover and went behind me and undid the
straps that held the belt closed in the back. As she
released it she held it in place in the front and then
eased it down and allowed my penis to slip back through the
hole in the front above the chastity. My testicles dropped
free and it felt strange to be free of the confinement. She
deflated the internal balloon and removed my catheter. As
soon as it was free my penis hardened into full erection.
She and Mistress Laura disappeared into the closet with my
chastity. When they returned, Mistress Laura had another
harness of some sort and another corset, a much shorter
one. She pulled the stool over right in front of me. The
harness looked like a black leather jock strap with a hole
for my cock to go through. It had wires leading from it.
She fed my cock through the hole and proceeded to strap it
tightly around my hips. The feel of those horrible gloves
she wore was terrible as she grasped my penis. She tucked
my balls in the soft leather pouch. A stinging sensation
from the gloves was all I had left to remember her touch. A
strap from the pouch hung free between my legs. Then she
took the strap hanging between my legs and secured it
snugly to the back of the hip straps, securing the plug
again, deep inside me. Even though I hadn't been able to
dislodge it, the strap made its presence seem even more
secure.
Mistress Carol handed her a clear plastic cylinder that she
placed over my penis and secured to the leather harness
with twist locks. It was somewhat larger than my erect
penis and It had wires as well as several tubes leading
from it. There was a soft ring around the inside of the
open end. I could see metal plates of some sort inside it.
There was one all the way around the inside at the open
end. Several others ran up the length of it and a metal
dome inside at the closed end. It looked like it would
cover the head of my penis if or when it filled the
cylinder. Wires ran from all the metal parts as well as the
leather pouch holding my balls. She took a separate wire
harness behind me and I could feel her fasten it to the
plug filling me.
While she was applying it she had been talking, "Male
orgasms are such a selfish action. You are still capable of
having them but control of them is going to be taken away
from you and be ours alone. Your health requires your
prostrate to be emptied occasionally so we will to be
milking you at the same time. Too much of anything can be
unpleasant and that is just what is going to be happening
to you. You had your first taste of that this morning. You
will be forced to ejaculate over and over until you would
beg us to stop if you were allowed to speak. You may enjoy
the first few but then it will be just a milking without
pleasure. That won't be a pleasant action for you. It won't
be too long before you don't derive any pleasure whatsoever
from penal stimulation. Then your cock will stop responding
to stimuli and you'll feel internal arousal that you'll
find far superior. Tonight you will probably experience
extreme arousal without ejaculation. You'll find that
combination very undesirable. You may experience something
entirely different."
Now she came directly in front of me and looked me in the
eyes and said,"Tomorrow we have an appointment with an
orthopedic appliance shop where we will have you measured
for your more serious restraint garments and devices. You
will have every type of brace you have ever imagined
wearing and many you haven't. You will wear them all. When
you are not in suspension, strapped into or on something or
chemically restrained you will be encased in braces from
your head to your feet and be incapable of movement except
as we may allow. They may also add some final additions to
your custom corsets to deal with your special needs. You'll
also be fitted for chastity panties similar to the Latowski
belt you like so much. It will be more extensive and have
some features not included in the Latowski version. Your
panties will also provide another type of restraint that
you will learn about soon enough. Roberta has panties like
you'll be getting and maybe she will be willing to
demonstrate that for you later."
I looked over at Roberta and her smile had been replaced by
a look of pure terror.
"Elimination of your body wastes will be handled by an
indwelling catheter like you are used to wearing and by a
"Bardex" catheter like you experienced at the doctors
office this morning. We will feed you or designate someone
else to feed you when not supplying your nourishment by IV
or stomach tube. All of your bodily functions will be under
our control so you can see, you no longer have control over
any aspect of your life whatsoever."
"You may wonder why we am going to all the trouble of
molding your figure and giving you breast implants if you
are going to be imprisoned as I've described. Your
experience in the car this afternoon is why. You were given
an example of what you may expect if you complete your
training successfully and what you'll be denied if you
don't. The feelings you derive from your breasts and your
corsets and the very appearance of your body will remind
you of what you are striving for. Everything you wear will
show the shape of your body underneath. If you are
successful in your training you will be surgically changed
to a real woman. You will be our slave of course but you
will know happiness beyond imagination."
"Oh yes, The plug inside of you right now is just one of
the many you'll experience. You'll never be without one and
that little penis will be locked up at all times except
when it is being placed in another device. You will never
be allowed to touch it again. It belongs to us and only we
have the authority to touch it or designate someone else to
touch it. You will never touch it again. When it is
converted to a vagina it will bring you the kind of joy you
had a little taste of earlier today."
"If you resist us in any way your resistance will fail and
your punishment will be severe. I can only tell you that
you won't enjoy the punishment we can inflict on you. Now
Mistress Carol will explain your chemical restraint."
Mistress Carol told me, "Your chemical restraint will be
achieved through the use of Curare. It was originally a
South American poison used on poison arrows and darts. It
kills the prey by paralyzing their breathing muscles. It
has been refined and improved by modern medicine and is
used for many purposes including to totally paralyze a
person during surgery or for some other purposes. You are
one of those other purposes. When injected it paralyzes all
of your skeletal and voluntary muscles. Everything, from
your eyelids to the largest muscles including the
respiratory muscles will be completely paralyzed. It
doesn't affect the ability to feel, only to move, so you
will be able to feel and appreciate everything that is done
to you while you are paralyzed. The size of the dosage
determines the duration of the paralysis and it leaves no
after affects. Having you paralyzed will make a lot of
things that need to be done for you easier and others
harder but the main reason is to emphasize your total
helplessness and dependency on your Mistresses. We will
totally control every aspect of your existence."
"I'm going to remove your gag and traction harness now so I
can get the respirator mask and a neck brace on you before
I inject the Curare. If you have any intelligence at all
you won't utter a word. If you do I'll inject the Curare
and let it take effect before I put the mask and brace on
you. You'll survive but your inability to breathe will be a
very unpleasant experience and your head will be flopping
around very uncomfortably."
My mind was spinning with all they had told me. This was
certainly not what I had agreed upon. Actually I guess it
was what I had agreed upon, everything they told me they
were going to do was taken care of by the fifteen items on
the list I signed but I had never dreamed this was what
Mistress Laura had in mind. I couldn't imagine living the
way they described but a part of me wanted to and
apparently I had no choice in the matter.
They had made it clear that verbal protest would be
fruitless and judging from the way they handled me physical
resistance was not an option either. I truly was completely
helpless and totally under their control. I was amazed when
I looked at my reflection in the mirror and saw my cock
hard and erect inside the clear tube enclosing it. I
realized how excited I was about what was coming
immediately and in the future. My real concern was that it
would surely be too much of what I had wanted and dreamed
of for so long.
Mistress Laura lowered the hoists so I was standing on my
feet supporting my full weight. She released the straps and
removed the harness from my head. Then she released the
strap holding the penis gag. She pulled it out and drool
ran copiously from my mouth as I tried to work the
stiffness from my jaw. There was no temptation to say a
word. By this time Mistress Carol had pushed the cart
containing the Bennett respirator over and it was in front
of me. I saw the box with all of its controls and a hose
leading to the heavy mask. Also on the cart was what must
have been the cervical collar she had referred to. It
looked like it was made of heavy plastic or fiberglass with
padding inside. I could see it was shaped to fit under my
chin and be supported by my upper chest in front and my
lower skull and upper back in the back. The front and back
portions were connected by wide pieces of plastic with
Velcro fastenings at both sides.
Mistress Carol told me to lean my head back so she could
put moistening drops in my eyes. She said the Curare would
paralyze my eyelids and I wouldn't be able to blink if my
eyes were open. The drops would prevent my eyes from drying
out. I couldn't even imagine not being able to blink but I
tilted my head back and my vision blurred as she put the
drops in. I blinked rapidly to clear my vision and it did
clear to a large extent.
Mistress Laura picked up the mask and loosened all the
straps. She placed it against my face. It completely
covered my face and extended about halfway back over my
head on top, to just in front of my ears on the side and
under my chin. She pulled the straps over my head to the
back and began tightening them. They pulled the mask tight
against my face and I could feel the wide rubber flanges
sealing all around. The respirator didn't to seem to be
operating yet because no air was being forced into the mask
but I could breathe normally. I could see easily through
the glass eye pieces in front of each eye. The smell of the
rubber was slightly stimulating. She took the cervical
collar and opened the Velcro on one side and slipped it
around my neck and under my chin. She pulled the connection
at the side together and fastened the Velcro. It fit snugly
and held my head rigid with me unable to tilt or twist it.
Mistress Carol told Mistress Laura she wanted to check the
respirator before starting. She adjusted a few of the knobs
and then flicked a toggle switch on the front. Immediately
air flooded the mask and forced it's way into my lungs. It
seemed like it would explode them but then the flow stopped
and the air was expelled from my lungs. Then the air
started flowing in again and the sequence repeated over and
over. Mistress Carol adjusted some of the knobs again and
the flow seemed to be a little less demanding, forcing less
air into my lungs. Either that or I got more used to it. I
quit fighting and just let it breathe for me and then
Mistress Carol turned it off. I almost forgot to breathe
for a few seconds.
Mistress Carol held up a full syringe in front of me. Then
she stepped around behind me. My pulse rate must have been
over 100 as I waited for the sting on the needle. I felt
the coldness of an alcohol wipe and then the sting of the
needle. I held my breath waiting for the affects. Nothing
happened. She came back around in front and laid the
syringe down on the cart. I could see it was now empty.
Nothing seemed to be happening and then I realized I wasn't
blinking. I tried to close my eyelids but they wouldn't
move. Mistress Laura had stepped over beside Mistress Carol
and I tried to look over at her. I couldn't move my eyes.
About that time I realized my tongue wouldn't move either.
I started to panic and wanted her to turn on the respirator
but realized I was still breathing fine.
My fingers were slipping from the lacing bar. I couldn't
hold on to it any more. My hands fell free from the bar and
hung suspended from the straps around my wrists. Just a
second or two later my knees buckled and my full weight was
hanging from the bar. I tried to stand up straight again my
legs refused to respond. I took a deep breath to try again
and my lungs didn't respond. No air flowed into them. Just
as this registered on me I saw Mistress Carol flip the
switch on and air flooded into the mask and to my lungs.
They filled and then emptied as the respirator took over
what I could no longer do. I experimented and discovered I
couldn't move anything. It was the most eerie feeling. I
was wondering if they were just going to leave me hanging
when I saw Mistress Laura in the mirror. She was carrying
the shorter corset I had seen earlier.
She wrapped it around me and fastened the busk in front. It
ran from just below the tops of my hips to below my
breasts. As they both began working on the laces Mistress
Laura told me that I needed to be corseted at night also so
I wouldn't loose the reduction gained during the day. It
seemed to tighten on my body much easier now. My paralyzed
muscles couldn't resist the pressure squeezing my mid
torso. Each time the respirator allowed the air to flow out
of my lungs they would tighten the laces a little more. I
had felt helpless as my corset was tightened around me at
the corset shop but this was far worse. I was totally
subject to their will. They finished in only a few minutes.
The pressure felt much more severe than before. At least it
didn't cover as much of my torso now.
Mistress Laura brought the electric wheelchair over behind
me. There were some very wide straps of a heavy mesh
material lying across the seat of the chair and draped over
the arms. Mistress Carol knelt down and removed the straps
from my ankles and then Mistress moved the chair forward
until my feet were over the footrests. Mistress began
lowering me until I could feel my feet on the footrests. As
she lowered me further Mistress Carol guided my body until
I was sitting in the chair again. She held me upright while
Mistress wrapped wide straps around me at the waist and at
my chest and buckled me tightly to the chair. She fastened
another strap around my head and mask which held my head
tight against the headrest.
Mistress Laura lowered the hoist more and as my arms came
down to my sides my forearms were resting on the arm rests
of the chair. Mistress Carol wrapped another strap around
each forearm and then removed the straps attaching me to
the lacing bar. Mistress Laura raised the bar out of the
way. She stepped around behind me and with a click and low
hum my chair turned and started forward across the room
towards the Iron Lung.
She stopped to chair a few feet from the Iron Lung and she
and Mistress Carol went over to it. I watched with
fascination as they released the two large clamps sealing
the head plate with the opening and head rest to the body
of the chamber. They pulled on the end and the whole end
assembly rolled on its own wheels away from the chamber
bringing the cot with it. They continued pulling until the
cot was completely exposed. Some arrangement of bars, rods
and rollers supported the end of the cot still attached to
the chamber. The cot also rolled back and forth on the bars
that supported it became obvious when they rolled it back
about a foot or two from the end plate.
As I watched they busied themselves with preparing the Iron
Lung for my occupancy. There were L-shaped brackets along
both sides of the cot that came up from below and held more
of the padded leather straps I was becoming so very
familiar with. There were four along each side of the cot.
They depressed a button on each bracket and it released the
bracket and they swung down until the straps hung below the
cot. Mistress laid a wide rubber strap across the cot
several feet down from the upper end. They both went around
to what would be the outside of the head plate and loosened
the hand wheels holding the clamps that held the rubber
collar in place. They pulled on the upper corners of the
collar and it pulled through the clamps and the opening in
the center stretched and became larger. They tightened the
upper hand wheels and then did the same with the lower
clamps. The opening in the collar was now obviously large
enough to allow a head to pass through it. The thin rubber
covering the foam rubber collar just wrinkled up a little
more as the opening increased in size.
They went to the control panel on the side of the Iron Lung
and Mistress Carol showed Mistress Laura something there
and they adjusted several of the controls. Mistress Laura
turned on the on-off switch and the Iron Lung came to life.
Amidst an assortment of mechanical sounds the bellows
underneath the chamber began moving up and down. They both
watched it for a minute or so, nodded to each other and
then Mistress Laura switched it off. They both turned and
looked at me, it was almost time for me to experience
something I had dreamed of since childhood.
Mistress Carol went over and removed the head harness from
one hoist. She took it to what I would later come to know
as the accessory closet. She came back with a long steel
bar, returned to the hoist and attached the center of the
bar to the cable coming from the hoist. Then she moved the
hoist along the track until it was directly over me. She
retrieved two heavy webbing straps with steel rings on the
ends that were hanging down by the sides of my chair. She
hooked them over the ends of the steel bar and then began
releasing the straps that held me in the chair.
She began raising the hoist and as the webbing straps
became tight I felt first pressure on my buttocks, thighs
and back and then was lifted from the chair. In just a few
seconds I was hanging from the hoist and could see I was
suspended in a sling made up of two pieces of heavy mesh
fabric, one supporting my buttocks and thighs and the other
my back. In spite of my completely paralyzed condition I
felt quite secure in the sling. It supported me well and
wrapped tightly around my sides.
Mistress Carol raised me a little higher and then Mistress
Laura began pushing me toward the Iron Lung. The hoist slid
along the track and soon I was hanging directly over the
Iron Lung's cot. Mistress Laura swung me so my body was in
line with the cot and lowered me until my feet were on the
cot and my buttocks just a few inches above it. She seemed
to be studying my position and her planning must have been
perfect because she seemed satisfied and lowered me down
onto the cot. As my weight was taken on my buttocks the
back portion of the sling lowered my back onto the cot. In
seconds I was lying on the cot. My head was off the end of
the cot but the cervical support supported my head firmly.
Mistress Laura disconnected the straps from the bar on the
hoist and raised the bar up to the ceilings. She
straightened my legs out and she and Mistress Carol began
raising the L-shaped brackets they had swung down out of
the way earlier.
Each bracket clicked and locked in its upright position and
they buckled the straps on each around my arms and legs,
one strap around each ankle, thigh, wrist and upper arm.
Other straps were fastened tightly over my abdomen, waist
and lower chest, just below my breasts.
When they were finished strapping me to the cot Mistress
Laura produced something else. She brought them into my
view in the mirror over my head. She was holding what
looked like clear plastic breast forms. They looked large
but smaller than my new breast forms. They were made of
heavy plastic and were hollow. The edges were covered by
soft black rubber seals. At the top of each form, where the
nipple would be, was an added little chamber much too large
to represent a nipple. They were about a 3/4 inch in
diameter and a little more in height. A clear plastic hose
ran from the top of each of the chambers and the two hoses
joined and became one. Inside the top of each of the small
chambers was a shiny metal half sphere, open side down.
They were perforated with many small holes and a wire ran
from each out through the top of the chamber. A shiny metal
band ran around the inside of the large opening of each of
the breast chambers, just above the rubber seals. Wires ran
from them also. The two forms were joined to each other in
the center by a piece of black rubber.
She disappeared behind the end plate my head passed
through. I felt one of them rubbing some lotion on my
breasts and then placing the forms on my chest, centered
over my breasts. I felt the ends of the rubber strap that
had been placed on the cot being brought around me and
fastened the ends to the forms. They were held snugly but
not tightly to my chest. I heard Mistress Carol comment
that she had larger sizes that would be used as my breasts
were stretched.
Mistress Laura removed the cervical collar from around my
neck and Mistress Carol, standing on the other side,
supported my head as I lost the support from the collar.
Mistress Laura loosened the straps holding the mask to my
face. She held the mask tight against my face and pulled
the straps from in back of my head. Mistress Carol was
standing on the other side of the cot and the two of them
began sliding the cot up toward the end plate and the
opening my head would pass through. Suddenly Mistress Laura
pulled the mask from my face and they quickly slid the cot
up against the head plate with Mistress Carol supporting my
head as it passed through the opening in the collar.
Mistress immediately placed the mask back on my face and
held it there. It had all happened so fast I hadn't even
had time to panic when she removed the mask that was
breathing for me. Mistress Carol began loosening the hand
wheels holding the collar open and I felt it tightening
around my neck. It was very snug and uncomfortable. She
pulled at the top of the collar and the pressure at the
very front of my neck eased a little.
They began pushing the end assembly, and with it the cot
and me, toward the body of the Iron Lung. I was rolled
quickly inside and heard a solid thud and felt the jolt as
the end slammed against the body of the Iron Lung. They
rotated the clamps that sealed the end to the body, locking
me inside. Mistress Carol must have gone around to the
control panel because as soon as Mistress Laura pulled the
mask from my face the Iron Lung was turned on. There was
almost no break in my breathing as the Iron Lung took over
the duties. It was good to have the mask off my face but
the collar around my neck was new and slightly
uncomfortable.
As the pressure inside the tank increased and was reduced
the collar moved in an out. Mistress adjusted the mirror at
the top of the tank so I could see across the room. I could
see Roberta standing motionless beside the large structure
I described earlier. That must be the positioning frame
Mistress Carol had mentioned earlier. I guess muscles don't
control erections because I could feel my cock responding
to what I was experiencing. It was hard and erect.
My mind was exploring the sensations of life in the Iron
Lung when I became aware of a new sensation. Something was
tugging at my breasts and cock. Each time as pressure began
to drop in the tank and air was sucked into my lungs my
breasts were being sucked into the forms they had strapped
over them and my cock into the tube enclosing it. A vacuum
was apparently being applied them. It was a pleasant
feeling and a welcome addition to all the other sensations
I was experiencing.
The Mistresses had crossed the room and were standing on
either side of Roberta. Mistress Laura took her crutches
and leaned them against the wall. She supported her as
Mistress Carol opened the zipper at the back of her maid's
dress. She quickly slipped it off over her head and then
unfastened and lifted her petticoats over her head as well.
I had thought she was the sexiest thing I had ever seen in
her uniform and walking with her braces and crutches. What
was underneath was unbelievably more arousing and beautiful
for me.
Now I could see that her braces extended unbroken from her
feet to her armpits. She had remained standing from the
first moment I'd seen her. Now I could see why. There were
no joints in the uprights of her braces. They were solid
from her feet to the top. There was no way she could flex
her ankles, knees or hips. The brace uprights I'd seen
below her dress had appeared wider than normal and at her
hips they widened even more, to about two inches. A solid
two inch wide plate of solid steel ran up each side of her
torso to the top of her corset at her armpits. Between the
two steel plates at her sides more polished steel bands ran
around the back of her body. A pelvic band ran low on her
pelvis, one at her waist and another at the level of her
breasts. In the center of her back was still more steel,
another 2 inch wide upright on either side of her spine ran
from the pelvic band to above the top band.
Underneath all the steel I could see her corset. It was
black leather and looked gorgeous contrasted with the
polished steel. It started at the level of the pelvic band
and covered her breasts in front. In the back it went
higher between her shoulder blades and two heavy, wide set
straps passed over her shoulders and joined with the front
of the corset at the outer part of the cups. Heavy boning
ran from top to bottom and even the cups were heavily
boned. There was no padding under the steel engulfing her
torso and no obvious fastening devices in the front holding
the steel brace to her. It looked