This is the fifth story in my Legacy Universe, though like
the others is a stand alone. For those who aren't aware of
it, this is the same universe that had The Miracle Legacy,
A Change of Heart, Hardshell and The Praxis Crossing.
Mannequin
By Morpheus
The rain was beating hard against my windshield, making it
even harder to see through the dark outside. It wasn't the
greatest driving weather, made worse by my being a bit
tired. But I'd been through much worse. And I still had a
good ways to go before I could pull my truck over and get a
bit of sleep, at least if I wanted to make my delivery on
time.
My name is Cole Shannon, and I was 6 foot 1, 270 pounds of
lean... or not so lean, mean trucker. I was 36 years old
with a slightly thick build, shaggy brown hair and a beard
that I was somewhat proud of. Overall, I figured that I
looked every inch the trucker that I was, including my old
baseball cap and flannel shirt.
"C'mon," I muttered, glancing out the side window at the
empty stretch of country around me. There probably weren't
any people for a long ways... but then I saw a faint light
a ways ahead, realizing that I just might be wrong. It was
probably a farmhouse or someone who just wanted a bit of
privacy.
Letting out a yawn, I plugged a tape into my radio and
giving a faint grunt as a calm voice started to play. It
wasn't the music that someone might expect from someone in
my occupation, but more of an educational tape on American
history. I figured that if I was going to spend countless
hours behind the wheel, it wouldn't hurt to learn a thing
or two while I was at it. Of course, I still had a nice
collection of music tapes in a box under my seat as well.
Suddenly, there was something in the road immediately in
front of me. I didn't have any time to react, barely even
having any to halfway register that it was a large deer...
an instant before it collided with my truck, flying down my
hood and smashing into my windshield. It all happened so
fast that before I even knew it, I lost control of my truck
and slammed through the barrier and over the embankment.
The only thing that I had time for... that I could even
think was, "OH SHIT!"
An instant later, the whole world twisted around before
exploding into pain... then finally... darkness.
---
I had no idea how long I was out, or even that I was out
until I came to and found myself staring at a wall and
feeling completely confused. Memories of the crash
immediately rushed in, though the clearest thing that I
remembered was the pain. I remembered that it had hurt
worst than that time I'd been roughed up pretty bad in
Chicago and put into the hospital. But the odd thing was,
at the moment I didn't feel a thing. Not a single thing.
Feeling rather apprehensive, I tried to turn my head to
look around, but it wouldn't move. I couldn't budge my arms
either. Hell, I couldn't even feel them. That really began
to worry me. Either I was on some really strong drugs...
or... I didn't want to think about the 'or'.
Then another thought suddenly ran through my mind. It was
the realization that I was upright, facing a wall on the
other side of a large room. And from what little I could
see of the room, not being able to turn my head and all, it
didn't exactly look like a hospital.
Suddenly, a man stepped right in front of me, staring me
straight in the face with a concerned look. He looked to be
in his late fifties or so, with light gray hair and a
goatee... not to mention a pair of glasses on his face.
Another man moved beside him, looking at me almost
emotionlessly. This man looked to be in his forties, with
dark hair and a small scar on his forehead.
"Are you awake?" the older man asked, sounding both worried
and hopeful at the same time.
I tried to respond, but was unable to move my mouth. It was
as paralyzed as everything else. The younger man scowled at
the older, then stepped off to the side and out of my
vision. A moment later, I felt something. I could move my
head slightly, but that seemed to be all.
"Aw..." the man in front of me announced, "You are awake."
"Yes," I responded, surprised that my voice felt strong and
clear, though it seemed to sound wrong to my ears. Probably
whatever medication they had me on.
"Do you remember what happened to you?" he asked, looking a
little more hopeful.
"Yeah," I answered him quietly, giving a mental wince at
the thought and trying to prepare myself for the worst. "A
crash... I hit a deer..." I was surprised again at how
clear the words were, even if they sounded odd. I'd
imagined that they would probably have been a bit slurred.
The man nodded at that, looking faintly satisfied. The
other man came into view again and commented, "The memory
appears intact."
"Let's test that," the older one commented, giving me a
steady look.
"What's your name?" he asked me, to which I answered.
That was followed with about a dozen more questions, each
one something fairly simple, but apparently meant to check
that I didn't have brain damage or anything. The very fact
that they were checking for that didn't wasn't a good sign,
but the fact that I could easily answer was. It certainly
eased my mind slightly, but not much at all.
Finally, they seemed satisfied and the older man told me,
"I'm Doctor Eli Lindquist, and this..." he gestured to the
other one, "is Dr. Westerman."
I didn't respond to their introductions, being far too
worried to think about being polite. With each passing
moment, I started to feel worse and worse about what was
going on. A thousand about what the crash had probably done
to me quickly filled my mind, each one worse than the one
before. All I knew at the moment was that I was alive and
hadn't been left a vegetable.
"This is going to be difficult," Dr. Lindquist started,
glancing at the other man for help, though he just
shrugged, apparently satisfied to leave the talking to
Lindquist for the moment. "You... you were severely injured
when we found you."
That was the last thing that I'd wanted to hear and I
winced badly, dreading the worst. It was as though for the
last minute, I had been standing before Saint Peter...
waiting to find out what my eternal fate was going to be.
Then again, I'd already come extremely close to doing just
that. But as bad as the accident itself had been, now I was
waiting for the other shoe to drop. And it scared the hell
out of me.
"You were in critical condition," Dr. Westerman elaborated,
"The nearest hospital is an hour away and there was no
possibility of your surviving that long."
"It was a miracle that you were still alive when we found
you," Lindquist told me nervously. "If we hadn't heard the
crash and arrived when we did..."
At that, they both paused to look at each other and I felt
another sinking feeling. It took a bit of effort to keep
from demanding that they quit pussyfooting around and tell
me what was going on. But at the moment, I didn't think
that being pushy was a good idea.
"How bad am I?" I asked quietly.
"Very." Lindquist responded quietly, then gave me an odd
look before adding, "Or you were."
Westerman took a long look at me, frowning slightly. Then
he glanced at his watch before telling the older man, "I
will leave the explanations to you." He gave me a strange
look before walking away.
"Um... yes," Lindquist sighed, adjusting his glasses. "I am
not sure how to explain..." Then he sighed, "You see, we
are not medical doctors. We're scientists, though some of
our research does contain incredible medical potential."
"Not doctors..." I repeated, feeling even more confused
than before. Then how was I still alive at all if I was as
critical as they said?
Before I could ask, Lindquist continued, "Virgil... that's
Dr. Westerman and I have been working in the development of
advanced robotics systems. Specifically, in the creation of
androids which might serve a number of useful purposes." He
looked slightly embarrassed at that.
I just didn't see where this was going. Nor did I
particularly care. I had a hell of a lot more important
things to think about.
"Your body was mangled," he reminded me, "There was nothing
we could do. Even if there was a hospital nearby, you
wouldn't have survived." Lindquist paused to adjust his
glasses again, even though they hadn't moved. It was
apparently some sort of nervous habit. "In order to save
your life... we had to take drastic measures. We
transferred your mind into our prototype."
That statement was something of a shock, and all I could do
was stare at him, wondering if he could possibly be
serious. However, the expression on his face was definitely
so.
"It has a highly complex crystal matrix brain," Lindquist
explained. "And we transferred the contents of your brain
into it. All of your memories and personality. Though to be
honest, I wasn't completely certain that it would work..."
Lindquist gave dramatic pause while I stared at him in
shock, then he finished, "We couldn't save your body... but
we could save your mind."
"Bullshit," I growled after a few seconds, "I ain't
buying." Still, in spite of my forceful denial, I wasn't
completely certain.
The doctor gave me a hurt look, as though insulted. "Yet
that is the truth," he finally responded. "We knew that it
would be difficult to accept, which was why we left the...
your motor controls deactivated until we could explain."
Again, I told him, "Bullshit..." though this time without
much force. I was far too afraid that he was telling me the
truth, even if I didn't want to believe it.
"I'm afraid that there is another surprise as well,"
Lindquist told me with a faint smile, moving over to the
side to push something, "I'll let you see for yourself..."
A second later, I could suddenly feel my body again... and
I could move. I remained where I was for just a moment,
moving my fingers and then taking a step forward, finding
that I had been in some sort of receptacle thing on the
wall. And then remembering Lindquist's claim that I was
inside some sort of prototype android, I took a look down
at myself and received the shock of my life.
"OH SHIT!" I blurted out.
With a single look down, I could see a pair of tits on my
chest... I just gasped at the sight, unable to believe that
I actually had a set of melons, just like some woman.
However, as soon as I got past that enough to look down, I
realized at those weren't the only things of a woman that I
had. My whole body seemed to be female... or at least it
looked like it.
Feeling extremely uncomfortable as I looked over my
unfamiliar body, I gasped, "What the hell?"
There was one thing that was immediately obvious to me,
besides the female body... or being completely naked. It
was the fact that my skin looked weird as hell. My skin was
sort of a pinkish flesh color, and sort of shiny as well,
looking as though it was made out of plastic. A sudden
thought ran through my mind that it probably made me look
like some kind of human sized Barbie doll or mannequin.
That effect was only added to by several seams in my skin,
especially around my joints.
Seeming to read my unspoken question, Lindquist said, "As
you can see, our prototype hadn't been completed yet. Dr.
Westerman and I had yet to replace the artificial epidermis
with a more human looking one." Then he looked thoughtful,
"And though the computer and control systems are fully
operational, we had yet to finish creating the artificial
intelligence programs that would have made it useful for
anything more complex than following immediate direct
orders." There was another pause before he looked at me
with an embarrassed smile and added, "Then again, there no
longer seems to be any need for an AI."
"I'm... I'm a robot!" I exclaimed, tearing my eyes from my
body and staring at Lindquist.
"Not a robot," Lindquist responded just a little quickly,
looking just a tiny bit insulted, "An android. No... a
synthoid."
I just grumbled, "Whatever," to that. I didn't care if it
was an android or a wind up toy soldier. The fact was, I
wasn't human anymore. I was a machine. A stupid fucking
machine.
However, in spite of that, I didn't really feel like a
machine. But then again, what was a machine supposed to
feel like? All that I knew was that I felt strange, but not
nearly as strange as I thought I should have. As I ran my
hand along my skin... or whatever passed for it, I could
feel it, proving that I still had a sense of touch.
"It is actually a very complex artificial system," another
voice came from the side. Dr. Westerman came in, apparently
having heard our exchange, "Designed to mimic human
functions very effectively."
"Indeed," Lindquist nodded agreement.
Then Westerman gave Lindquist an odd look before telling me
with a hint of amusement in his voice, "In fact, Dr.
Lindquist designed the prototype you currently inhabit to
function in... adult entertainment."
I stared at one, and then both of them, seeing from the
look of embarrassment on Lindquist's face, that Westerman
had been telling the truth. Shit, I'd been turned into a
walking, talking blow up doll. A human sized sex toy. It
was not a pleasant realization, but then again nothing
seemed to have been since I awoke. Excepting of course the
fact that I was still alive.
"I know that this must be quite a shock for you," Lindquist
said as he put a hand on my shoulder, "But this was the
only way that we could save your life. Perhaps someday we
can build a male model to transfer you into..."
Westerman winced at that, then muttered something about
that being outrageously expensive and a ridiculous waste of
money. I didn't think that I was meant to hear, but even
from the other side of the room I could make most of it
out. And after looking at him for a moment, I began to
realize that he wasn't particularly happy about my being
inside of his project... probably messing with whatever it
was that those two had planned for it. But it wasn't like I
could do anything about that.
"That would be great," I told Lindquist, not looking at
Westerman as I said it.
After several more seconds of uncomfortable silence,
Lindquist suddenly suggested, "Perhaps you might like to
have a better view of your new body. It might help some..."
I just nodded, feeling too overwhelmed by the whole thing
to do much more. One minute I was driving my truck and
minding my own business, and the next thing I know... I'm
roadkill. Then I wake up to find that I've been turned into
some kind of wind up toy. A sex toy at that. No guy should
have to deal with that.
"I need a drink," I muttered, then suddenly realize, "Can I
still drink?"
"Your artificial body does not require food or water,"
Lindquist tells me, then smiles faintly, "Though it does
possess the ability to consume both."
"The better to mimic human functions," Westerman added
calmly. Then just as I was beginning to tiny bit better at
least, he continued, "Though of course you would be unable
to taste the food..."
Lindquist sighed, "We have yet to truly duplicate the
senses of taste and smell."
Somehow, I had the feeling that they hadn't tried too hard
either. After all, how necessary was either of those for a
robot. At least my other senses... my hearing, touch and
sight were all good. Though I couldn't help noticing that
they were all a bit off as well.
Just then, Lindquist stopped walking and gestured to a
mirror the wall. It took me a moment to realize just what
that meant. I hesitated for several seconds, taking a look
at both Lindquist and Westerman, then moving towards the
mirror. I was definitely not looking forward to this,
though I knew that I had to see what the hell they had made
me into.
With the first sight of my reflection, I froze motionless,
staring at it in disbelief. I had long blonde hair and a
hell of a nice figure. My skin was inhumanly smooth,
without a single hair other than what was on my head. And
with my plastic looking skin, I did look like nothing more
than a mannequin. Except perhaps a human sized Barbie doll.
"Oh shit," I whispered, unable to take my eyes off of that
image. I was a... a fembot. Like in that Austin Powers
movie.
Lindquist didn't say a word, though he stepped beside as
though trying to comfort me. After a minute, he interrupted
me and asked, "Would you like some time alone?"
All I could do was nod to that. He nodded back and then
left the room with Westerman.
I had no idea how long I remained standing motionless in
front of the mirror, though as soon as I wondered, the
answer suddenly came to me. 19 minutes, 23 seconds. It was
like the answer was fed directly into my mind, spooking me
a bit. That didn't really make me feel any better about
what I had suddenly turned into.
A short while later, Lindquist came back, looking rather
uncomfortable. I guessed that I could see it from his point
of view, where his wooden puppet had suddenly started
moving around and thinking on it's own. It was like he was
Gepetto, though I was sort of an anti-Pinnochio, having
gone from being a real boy into a plastic doll.
Neither of us said much as Lindquist led me down several
halls and into a spare bedroom where he said I could have
some privacy. I just nodded, not saying anything as I went
inside and closed the door, staring down at my alien body
and trying to absorb what had happened to me.
While I sat on the bed, lost in thought, it took me some
time to realize that the lights in the room were off.
Glancing around, I didn't see any windows or source of
lights, so I didn't quite understand where the green light
I was seeing things in came from. Then I winced, feeling
stupid as I remembered that I wasn't even in a human body
anymore. It was my artificial eyes, giving me night vision
of some sort.
"Great," I muttered bitterly, "I'm robo Barbie... with see
in the dark action."
I continued to sit there though, doing nothing except
staring at myself and wondering, "Why me?"
And as the hours passed, I grew increasingly depressed,
sinking more and more into self-pity and shame. I felt
humiliation and disgust for what I had become. I was a
freak...a monster. I wasn't even human anymore. I was a
thing of plastic and metal... a robot. A fembot. A fucking
blow up doll. Thoughts that I would have been better off
having died like I was supposed to have kept crossing my
mind.
Eventually, something snapped inside of me and I started
feeling disgusted at myself for an entirely different
reason. I'd never believed in suicide before and didn't
like the fact that I had been considering the idea now. Nor
had I ever been the kind of guy who was into self-pity, so
I didn't think that I should start up with it now.
Then I looked down at my hands yet again, realizing just
how lucky I was to be alive at all. It was a miracle that I
was still around, so I should be counting my blessings
rather than pouting about HOW I was still alive. My
hands... I realized that they were like prosthetics. A guy
with a prosthetic leg was still human. It was just that
more of my body was prosthetic than normal... a whole lot.
"I'm alive," I finally said with a sigh, a faint smile
beginning to form on my face.
I stood up, experimentally moving my arms and legs before
finally dropping down to my knees and bowing my head.
Though I didn't do it very often... I prayed. If ever there
was a time to give thanks to God, I figured that this was
it.
When I was done, I left stepped out the door and started
down the hall, knowing that I owed my rescuers a delayed,
but very heartfelt thank you.
---
Several days later, I stood in front of the mirror, taking
a long look at my reflection, still hardly able to believe
that it was really me. I didn't quite cringe back at the
sight of the moving Barbie doll that faced me, but I still
wasn't that comfortable with her either. Nor was I that
pleased with what I was wearing... or what I wasn't.
"Damn Victoria's Secret," I muttered, uttering the words
that I never thought that I would have heard myself say.
Though I had an artificial body that didn't feel at all
cold, nor discomfort at walking around without shoes, I
wasn't very comfortable at walking around without a stitch
of clothes on, for modesty's sake if nothing else. And even
if I didn't think of them that way, they were a symbol...
something to mark me as human, not as a machine. So while I
had thanked Lindquist and Westerman for saving my life, I'd
asked them if they had anything for me to wear.
I had been a little less than pleased when the only thing
Lindquist had come up with was some lingerie that he'd
bought for his fembot. That was just further proof that he
was a bit of a dirty old man, though I hadn't really needed
much after seeing what kind of robot he'd built. However,
the lingerie was the only thing around that would actually
really fit my current body, so I had little choice but to
wear it unless I wanted to go around buck naked... which I
didn't.
With a bit of embarrassment, I posed just a little bit in
front of the mirror, once again struck by the similarity to
a store mannequin. A very well built mannequin though since
my proportions were a little more like those of a Barbie
doll. Then with a frown, I buttoned back up the large white
lab coat that I'd insisted on borrowing from my rescuers as
well... much to Lindquist's unspoken disappointment.
"I wonder how long it will take to get the new skin," I
mused, thinking about comments both Lindquist and Westerman
had made about the work they still had to do on the
cosmetic changes.
Apparently my being inside of their project hadn't changed
those plans, much to my relief. I'd be much happier when I
could go out in public without feeling like a freak, or
walk through a mall without worrying about being put into
one of the store windows...
Several seconds later, I added, "Or when they can make me
another guy body..." Somehow though, I didn't think that it
would be anytime soon, and I didn't think it very
appropriate to try pushing the doctors for more just yet.
As I turned from the mirror, I looked down at my still bare
legs and feet, wondering how soon before I could get real
clothes either. But with my build, I suspected that for
anything much more than what I was currently wearing would
probably require some specially made clothing... or a bit
of looking. Either way, Lindquist had made a few vague
promises about the next time he got into the city... though
I wasn't holding my breath.
"Almost time for dinner," I sighed, knowing that it
wouldn't do me much good.
Sure, I could still eat small amounts and have something
inside of me actually disintegrate it, but I couldn't taste
it. Eating was no longer an enjoyable experience for me.
That was probably one of the worst things about what had
happened to me. I winced at the thought of not being able
to enjoy a double bacon cheeseburger or a thick juicy steak
with side order of chili fries. No more munching on
twinkies while I drove, nor finishing off a six pack at
home. It was a little depressing, knowing that I'd be
missing out on my favorite foods.
I had learned other things about my new body during the
last few days as well. For one, I didn't need to sleep
anymore either, which gave me a lot more free time than
before. Not that I really had anything to do with it at the
moment. Of course, not having a human body anymore, I
didn't have to breathe or go to the bathroom anymore
either. Both were pretty odd for me, though they were
easily overlooked unless I thought about them.
There had been a lot of things for me to get used to, or at
least to try getting used to. I didn't think that I'd
really gotten used to a single thing. Neither from looking
like a Barbie doll, nor from now being a much shorter 5
foot 7. However, I was definitely trying. After all, I had
no doubts that I was a whole lot better off than I would
have been if they hadn't found me.
However, that just reminded me of my truck, making me wince
at the very thought. I'd spent a lot of time in that baby
so it kind of hurt to think that it was a total wreck now.
But, as I had been reminding myself over the last couple
days, that was over with and there was nothing that I could
do about it now.
"Just deal with whatever comes," I told myself, for what
had to be the thousandth time, "and move on."
A moment later, I took a long look around the small room
that the docs had let me use and then sat down on the edge
of the bed, turning on the TV. It seemed that watching the
tube was one of my few old pleasures that I could still
enjoy. And I'd been enjoying it a good bit since I couldn't
exactly go out and the docs tended to stay busy with
whatever it was they were doing.
"Wish I had some chips," I complained as I flipped through
the channels.
Then I saw a show that made me stop, a weekly series called
Developments. It was sort of like one of those news shows
about Hollywood and entertainment, except that it focused
on the developed... people with weird powers and the latest
news about them. I frequently watched the show because it
was interesting if nothing else, and of course, because a
lot of the developed girls were... well developed. And not
to mention usually wearing spandex. There was nothing like
a hot girl wearing spandex.
This time, Developments was going on about how Ms. Miracle
and her team dealt with some alien invasion attempt in New
Jersey, and how Praxis had fought some unknown villain who
managed to escape. And of course, they gave reports about
some unknown and apparently new super heroine in Miami, as
well as some new big shot team of developed heroes who were
supposed to be the best of the best.
After the show ended, I went back to flipping through
channels, hoping that I could find something interesting.
Then I paused, looking down at myself again in disbelief.
Somehow, I didn't think that I'd ever get used to either
seeing that body... or wearing it. But then again, I didn't
really have much choice so there was no use whining about
it.
With that, I put my hands on my large breasts, feeling them
in my hand and having a hard time believing that they
weren't real... even if they did look a bit like plastic. I
could feel them in my hands... I could feel my hands on
them. And they felt soft, not like the hard plastic they
appeared. It was definitely strange, though I had to give a
faint smile at the thought that at least the perverts had
made their sex toy able to feel some pleasure.
"Some prosthetics," I muttered with another shake of my
head. I was even sure that I could feel a bit of a warm
lubrication beginning to build up between my legs. "One
hell of a machine..."
Then I flipped a mental switch and turned off those
sensations, amazed at how easy it was to do so. I could
make myself horny or not... just by willing it. That was
certainly a handy feature to have.
Deciding that I'd had more than enough of both that and TV
for the moment, I left the room and headed out to find
Lindquist. He seemed a bit friendlier than Westerman, who
was distant if nothing else. Though Lindquist had gone out
of his way to be friendly to me, I could tell that
Westerman resented my presence to some degree. Not that I
blamed him though.
I found Lindquist in his lab, working on something that I
couldn't quite identify. But he stopped and looked up when
he saw me, giving a nervous smile.
"What can I do for you?" Lindquist asked me pleasantly.
"Maybe some clothes," I reminded him, wondering how long I
could get by with just lingerie and a lab coat. It was...
embarrassing.
Lindquist just nodded at that, promising to get me some the
next time he got into town. "But I have been thinking," he
told me afterwards, "You might want to consider using a
female name for the time being..."
That had briefly occurred to me as well just the day
before, though I hadn't given it much thought since.
"Maybe you can flip your name over," the doc suggested
eagerly, "Call your self Shannon Cole."
"Maybe," I nodded without much enthusiasm myself.
"Or," he continued, "you can just change your first name a
little... becoming Carol..." I gave a faint grunt at that.
"What do you think?"
After staring at Lindquist for a second, I responded, "I
think I'll stick with Cole." He looked a little
disappointed, though didn't push it. Then I reluctantly
admitted, "That first one's not bad. I'll think about it."
"Good," he nodded, "very good."
"Now, about those clothes," I reminded him, earning a
slight chuckle.
"I won't forget," he grinned back, adjusting his glasses. I
was just a little nervous about what he might get me,
though wasn't sure that I should push the issue just yet. I
could end up giving him some ideas.
Several seconds later, he went back to work on what he had
been doing, with me just watching silently. Finally, I
couldn't resist asking him what it was.
"An upgrade on the android control system," Lindquist told
me proudly, a faint gleam in his eyes. "It still needs a
bit of work though." Then he paused to frown slightly. "I'm
sorry. I know that you were hoping for the skinwork..."
"Yeah," I admitted, feeling just a little uncomfortable.
Then I told him, "I really appreciate everything, but I was
kind of hoping to at least look a little more normal." And
then I quickly added, "But I don't want to rush you or
anything..."
Lindquist chuckled, "I understand, and we are working on
it. However, developing highly realistic synthetic skin is
more difficult than it sounds." Then he gave me a grin
before adding, "But we are almost there..."
I nodded at that, still feeling a bit uncomfortable for
imposing on him. Though I didn't really have much choice, I
hated having to rely on other people for everything...or
making them go out of their way for me.
"Well," I told Lindquist sincerely, "Thanks. Thanks for
everything."
I wasn't much for all that sentimental stuff and felt
pretty uncomfortable saying as much as I was. So with that,
I turned and hurried away before Lindquist even had the
chance to turn it into some kind of soap-opera mushfest,
leaving him to his work instead.
---
It had been a long night, but then all of them seemed to
have been that way since my being turned into a human
mannequin four days earlier. Since I no longer needed to
sleep, it left me with lots of spare time at night. And
because of that, I'd just spent the night watching late
night TV, Discovery channel and playing solitaire. It was
boring enough as it was, but not being able to really munch
on chips or drink some beer while watching just made things
even blander.
"At least I can catch up on some reading," I muttered,
patting the book that I had started reading a little while
earlier. It was Frankenstein by Mary Shelly, which I had
really thought appropriate. And it was certainly a little
different than most movie versions that I'd seen.
After awhile, I looked over at the clock and was relieved
that it was time for breakfast... even a late breakfast.
That didn't mean much to me personally, but what it did
mean was that the docs were bound to be up and about. And
that meant someone to talk to... if they weren't too busy.
Which they usually were. At least Westerman was...and he
wasn't the talkative type even when he wasn't busy.
"Damn this," I tugged at my lingerie, shaking my head and
wondering yet again when Lindquist was going to get me
something else to wear. I was about to the point to start
insisting on it. At least I didn't get cold and still had
the lab coat to help cover things up just a little more.
Giving a shake of my head, I left the room and started for
the kitchen area, though I found it empty when I got there.
That wasn't much surprise though, so I just took a look
around, fought back the urge to grab myself something to
munch on since it wouldn't do me any good, then went to
find the docs.
When I got close to the lab, I heard Lindquist and
Westerman talking... loudly. And feeling curious, I stopped
where I was and listened in, feeling the faintest bit
guilty, but not enough to stop eavesdropping.
"We shouldn't have given direct control of it up,"
Westerman was growling.
Lindquist immediately came back with, "But he needed out
help. I know that it's a setback... but he would have died
otherwise."
"Maybe he should have died," Westerman sneered. "At least
then our project security wouldn't have been compromised."
"I can't believe that you would say that," Lindquist gasped
in horror.
However, before he could say anything further, Westerman
continued, "But at least you did find something useful
during this mess. The AI. We finally have the perfect way
to create the adaptable mind and perspective that we'd been
looking for. Instead of trying to duplicate a human's
understanding of the world and ability to adapt to the
unexpected, all that we need to do is download the actual
contents of the human mind. All of the data that would be
required and even missed is already there. Much simpler...
and more effective."
"Virgil!" Lindquist spat, "You know that this was never my
intention. Our work..."
"No," Westerman growled, "Your work was about satisfying
your perverted fantasies. This technology is wasted on the
sex toys that you had intended it for. That's why I've been
developing the military aspects from the start."
My eyes were going wide as I listened to them getting even
louder, and as the insults started to fly. It was obvious
that Lindquist was pissed at Westerman, whose arrogant tone
would have been enough to make a priest punch him. It was
almost as if Westerman was taunting the older man, trying
to make him angry. And I was beginning to think that it was
about time for me to step in and try calming things down.
"I've always known that our ultimate goals are different,"
Westerman said as I began to move closer to the door, "And
it appears that the time for us to part has finally
come..."
"I won't let you," Lindquist started to tell him, his voice
more filled with determination than I'd heard it before.
But Westerman quickly growled, "You don't have a choice."
There was a sudden loud bang, and I stepped through the
door just in time to see Westerman standing there with a
gun in his hand. Just several feet away stood Lindquist,
with a look of pained horror and confusion on his face as
his hands grabbed at his chest. Blood was dripping down his
front, leaving droplets all over the floor.
"Consider this a termination or our working agreement,"
Westerman commented, sounding almost calm about it...
though I could hear the underlying stress. Then he fired
another shot, dropping Lindquist to the ground.
"Doc!" I gasped out in horror, staring first at Lindquist
and then his murderer. I couldn't believe what I'd just
seen happen and wasn't at all sure what to do about it. A
part of me said to just turn and run, while a smaller part
said that I should help the doc out somehow.
Westerman's eyes snapped towards me, a deep scowl forming
on his face as the gun was now aimed at me. I gulped,
suddenly feeling pretty damn afraid. Being killed once
didn't make me any less afraid of dying again.
"Stupid machine," he spat, sounding almost as though he was
talking to himself. "I had planned on dealing with you just
a little later."
"What the hell are you doing?" I demanded nervously,
looking at Lindquist and pleading, "He needs a hospital..."
However, Westerman just scowled deeper, then smirked
faintly as he lowered the gun. I started to sigh in relief,
glad that he was going to let me get some help for
Lindquist. But then, he just said, "Override code... delta
sullivan three one nine."
Suddenly, I felt something click inside of my mind. I
couldn't quite make out what it was, but I knew without a
doubt that it was absolutely no good for me. Not in the
least.
"What the hell did you do?" I asked fearfully, then
grimaced and tried to put on a brave front. "You sick
bastard..."
Westerman just gave a smug look, "Every computer system has
a back door... and I just activated the password to mine.
The computer system that you currently reside in responds
only to my voice and is back under my control... where it
belongs."
I took an instinctive step backwards, but he quickly
ordered, "Stop. Don't move." And suddenly I did. It wasn't
anything that I had meant to do, but I had no control.
"What..." I started in horror.
"Quiet," Westerman told me, forcing me to immediately go
mute. "You can stay here until I decide what to do with
you."
With that, Westerman stepped next to Lindquist's body and
glared down at him before turning to leave the lab. I was
alone, helpless to even move or speak. And even worse, was
the fact that I could see Lindquist still moving just a
little... and groaning weakly. He was dying right in front
of me, and I couldn't do anything for him... nor even turn
away.
I watched in horror as Lindquist passed away in front of
me, as well as more than a bit of guilt. He had saved my
life, and I wasn't able to help him back. I hated owing
other people, and I hated not being able to pay them back
even more. And he'd even been killed partly because he had
saved me... and there was no way that I could pay that
back. Instead, all I was able to do was bear silent witness
to his passing.
Westerman left me there for nearly a day, and it was a form
of torture worse than any that I had ever imagined
possible. I was bursting with rage and frustration, wanting
to bust his head open so bad that I could taste it.
However, that was not going to happen anytime soon, much to
my further frustration.
When Westerman eventually came back in, he gave Lindquist's
body a dirty look, and then shook his head in disgust.
Finally, he only glanced at me before ordering, "Dispose of
the body and clean this mess up."
Though I hadn't wanted to do anything, I found myself
moving to do what he had told me to. It was as though my
body had a mind of it's own... separate from my own. A mind
that existed solely to follow orders. Just like any good
computer I guessed, much to my disgust. I hated being a
fucking robot.
After this, I helplessly did what I'd been told to. I dug a
hole in the field behind the lab and buried Lindquist.
Somehow, I was able to hold enough control over my body to
give a silent prayer before I was forced to turn around and
go back up to finish cleaning. Cleaning up the blood stains
was not a pleasant job, but it wasn't like I could
complain.
By the time I was finished, Westerman actually seemed
somewhat pleased with himself. He even muttered something
about, "Completing a job with only the objectives given..."
and "Initiative in completing the instructions..."
I supposed that he might have been referring to the fact
that he'd only told me to get rid of the body and clean up
the mess, but I'd buried it and chose to use a mop without
specifically being told to. I guessed that was the kind of
thing that they had been trying to get the android to do
for them... and I ended up making possible, just by being
inside of it, even if not in control. Needless to say, I
wasn't all that proud to be part of that success.
Then when Westerman was finished with me, at least for the
moment, he just had me stand off to the side where I wasn't
in the way. Without giving me another glance, Westerman
left the lab, turning the light off behind him... and
leaving me alone and helpless in the dark. And once he was
gone, I wasn't sure whether to be more afraid or relieved
about it.
By the time the doc came for me again, I was bursting with
anger and resentment, not to mention a bit of fear. But at
the same time though, I felt a tiny amount relief at the
sight of him, a reminder that I had not been forgotten
about as I had started to think.
"Time for work," Westerman said, though he was talking to
himself more than to me.
Westerman did some work at one of the benches without even
looking at me, at least until he finally told me to do some
cleaning. Unable to refuse or even argue, I found myself
going for the mop and bucket, then beginning a thorough
cleaning of the whole lab... followed by cleaning of the
rest of the building.
For the next two days, I spent all of my time either
standing in the corner or doing work around the building at
Westerman's instructions. It was frustrating and
humiliating, but I had no choice. The doc had made sure of
that. As far as he was concerned, I was a robot... nothing
more. And I was more than a little sick of being treated
like one.
"Come," Westerman told me, gesturing to follow him. Of
course I did so, not having any other choice.
Westerman led me to one of the back rooms where there were
some racks of electronic equipment, the purpose of which I
couldn't even guess. He slowly looked some of them over
before turning back to me.
"Move this rack and that one," he pointed to two of them,
"to the far wall," he gestured over there, "and take the
others into the storage room."
I wished I could have told him to do it himself, and that
he was insane if he thought I could lift something as heavy
looking as one of those racks, but I was still unable to
talk. However, I was able to hesitate and look from the
racks to the doc, the computer controlling me seeming to
agree that I couldn't lift them.
"Do it," Westerman demanded impatiently.
That seemed to override the hesitation because I moved over
and attempted to move one of the racks. However, as I had
expected, it wouldn't budge. But at least, I suspected that
I wouldn't have to worry about a hernia or anything in my
fancy metal and plastic body. However, I wondered if there
was something else that would break with too much effort
instead.
"Damn," Westerman muttered, glaring at me as though it was
my fault, until he shook his head and added, "I almost
forgot..." With a frown, he told me, "Deactivate strength
limiters."
Suddenly, I felt something shift inside of me. Not
physically, but more mentally. I didn't really have time to
think about that though as I was already going to work
again on the racks. However, to my surprise, the one I was
attempting to move did so with ease. And just a minute
earlier, I hadn't even been able to budge it.
I was completely stunned, not to mention impressed with
myself as I moved the racks as Westerman had directed,
finding that they didn't really feel too heavy. And though
I was slightly confused at first, it finally dawned on me
why. I was in a damn robot body, which was apparently super
strong. And since I doubted Lindquist would want his sex
toy to be too strong and hurt him, he would have had to
limit it's strength. Hence the strength limiters that
Westerman had just removed.
"Cool," I thought to myself sarcastically, "Super
strength..." But a fat lot of good it would do me.
Especially when I couldn't even control my own body. Then
again, the whole problem was because it wasn't my own body.
"Good," the doc commented, looking over the racks with a
faint smile. Then he turned his attention to a large
plastic box, which had been sitting next to them, "Now for
you..."
A moment later, I stood by motionlessly while Westerman
undid some fastenings on the box and caused the front to
open up. I was surprised as the contents of the box were
revealed. It was a robot... a metal creature in the shape
of a man, though it had to be about 8 feet tall. However,
unlike the android body that I was currently within, there
wasn't even a trace of artificial skin on it.
For several seconds, Westerman didn't move at all, just
staring at the obviously unfinished android within the box.
Finally, he moved closer and said, "Now I can get back to
work on the military applications..."
Since I was unable to move or speak, all that I could do
was think, "Oh shit." I had a feeling that things were
going to get even worse.
---
It was nearly a week since Westerman had murdered Lindquist
and I had become little more than a puppet. I was more
frustrated than ever, though there was also a calm
acceptance that I could do nothing about it. At least not
yet. I still hadn't given up completely.
And though I was helpless to do anything other than what
the doc told me, I had discovered that I did have a little
freedom... though it was very little. I still had to do
what he told me, but I could influence exactly how I did
it. It was sort of like when I'd buried Lindquist's body
rather than burning it or putting it in the garbage
dumpster. The computer inside of me made me do the things,
but it relied on my mind for the information on just how to
do it. And because of that, I still had at least some small
ability to choose my actions. Small... but there.
Westerman had made me move the big android to the main lab,
where he had been working on it almost nonstop. And from
what I learned, it was the military prototype, which he had
been working on behind Lindquist's back for some time. He'd
been doing a bit of work on it here and there, after the
technology had been proven to work on the prototype body I
was wearing first. So I guessed, that made the thing my kid
brother in a weird sort of way. However, I didn't feel very
brotherly... or even sisterly towards it.
"Damn," Westerman cursed as he looked over his project. He
ignored me, as he almost always did when not giving me
orders, "The control system still isn't ready." Then he
shook his head in frustration, muttering, "If I only had
more funding."
That was the same complaint that he'd made a number of
times in my hearing. Apparently, he and Lindquist had used
up most of the money they had just making my body, with him
using what little was left on more parts for his android.
There wasn't enough to finish his project, which would have
made me laugh... if I'd still been able to.
After several seconds of staring at his android
thoughtfully, Westerman turned and gave me a speculative
look. He rubbed at his chin for a moment, with me not
liking the expression on his face in the least. Somehow, I
suspected that he was planning on recycling the parts in my
new body for use in that one... or maybe even tearing me
apart and selling the pieces for spare cash. Neither
appealed to me in the least. After all, I might not have
had that body for long, but it was the only one that I had
left.
Finally, Westerman smiled, ordering me to follow him, then
adding, "It's time to acquire some new funding..."
A few minutes later, I was sitting in the back of the van
and heading down the road. It was the first time since my
accident that I'd left that building, and I felt somewhat
uncomfortable being on the road again, even if I couldn't
see where we were going. Perhaps even more because of that
reason.
Eventually, the doc stopped the van and came into the back
with me. He crouched down and gave me an odd look for
several seconds, looking even a bit nervous. I just didn't
see what he had to be nervous about since I was the one in
his power. Still, he was undoubtedly nervous about
something, and I wasn't sure whether to be happy or nor
with that.
"What do you think of me?" he abruptly asked. I just looked
at him, still being unable to talk. He realized that and
told me, "You may speak again. Now answer the question."
"I think that you're a piece of shit," I told him honestly,
putting every bit of bitterness I had into that statement.
Damn it felt good to talk again.
Westerman didn't seem bothered by my words though. Not that
I really expected him to be. "Understandable," he responded
with a shrug. "Sometimes you must do unpleasant things to
achieve a greater goal."
Then he got down to business, "There is a jewelry store
half a block down the street. You are going to go inside
and rob it of as much cash and valuables as you can. Then
you are going to avoid capture and bring them to me,
without anyone following you to my location." Then he put a
duffel bag in my hand and asked, "Do you understand?"
"Yes," I spat back bitterly, hating both the fact that he
was going to make me into a robber... a criminal, and that
I couldn't even say no.
"Well then," Westerman paused to undo the buttons on my lab
coat and touch one of my boobs, musing, "This might provide
a useful distraction..." I just bit back the urge to really
let him know what I thought of him.
Once Westerman had told me where to meet him, he opened the
van door and carefully looked around outside. Then he
gestured for me to get out and get on my way. With a
feeling of dread, I climbed out of the van and watched as
he drove away before I finally stepped out where everyone
could see me.
"Whoa," one man exclaimed as I stepped onto the sidewalk,
staring at me in disbelief. I couldn't blame him. Not only
was I an almost naked woman, but I was an almost naked
plastic looking woman on top of that. I was immediately the
center of a LOT of attention.
As I walked down the sidewalk, I tried to ignore all of the
stares and comments directed at me. All of the chatter from
the people nearby. However, it looked much easier than it
actually was as I wasn't able to respond to any of it. I
wasn't able to do anything more than step around those who
got in my way. The truth was, I felt pretty damn
embarrassed. All I wanted to do was get out of their and
away from it all... but the computer controlling me didn't
give me that option.
"That mannequin is walking mommy," a little girl exclaimed
as I walked past and into the door of the jewelry shop.
"Please no," I muttered aloud, begging myself to stop...
trying to make the computer disobey Westerman's commands.
But it was useless, as I already knew it would be.
I stopped in front of the counter and without my willing
it, ordered, "Give me all of your money." But then on my
own, I added, "And call the cops... they have to stop
me..."
The clerk stared at me with her mouth open, looking
extremely confused. Without waiting for her response, I
punched through the glass case and started to put the
contents into the duffle bag. After seeing this, the clerk
started to dig at the cash register, realizing that it
probably wasn't a good idea to mess with me.
Though I hated doing it, I quickly had their cash, as well
as a good supply of jewelry. And just as I was about to
leave the store, I was faced with a cop, standing there
with his gun pointed straight at me.
"Freeze," he ordered, his voice shaking slightly. "Don't
move... whatever you are."
"Thank god," I sighed, relieved that the cops were finally
there.
The cop looked confused at that, then as I continued
forward, unable to stop myself, he shot me. I felt an
impact, knocking me back a tiny bit. But it didn't hurt.
Not at all. Feeling stunned myself, I looked down at my
chest where he'd shot me, seeing a slight crack in the
skin... but that was all. Apparently, the docs had built me
a whole lot tougher than I'd thought.
"Holy shit," the cop gasped, about ready to shoot again,
though as I thought of it, my hand lashed out and tore the
gun from his hand.
"Damn it," I growled, "You're supposed to arrest me..."
That seemed to confuse him even more than he already was.
Hell, the guy looked as though he was about to shit his
pants.
Without any further hesitation, I pushed past the cop,
breaking the gun in my hand before dropping the pieces.
That was one of my active choices as I probably could have
used it to help me get away instead. However, I didn't want
to risk anyone being hurt because of me.
I silently cursed as I moved down the sidewalk, people
running to get away from me. The very sight made me wince,
though I also thought that Westerman had to be some kind of
idiot. Did he really think that I would have been able to
just rob a jewelry store and then get back to him without
anyone noticing? With the way I looked, I doubted that I
would have been able to do that even without having robbed
the place.
Suddenly, the ground in front of me literally exploded,
throwing me back. I scrambled back to my feet, then froze,
shocked at the sight in front of me. It was a man. A man
hovering a short distance away from me... several feet
above the ground.
The blonde man had the looks to be an actor, and was
dressed in a blue and white spandex costume. The white on
his chest was framed by the blue to form a stylized letter
F, and there were silver metal wrist bands and shoulder
pads, as well as a white cape. And though the costume was a
newer variation on his traditional uniform, there was
absolutely no doubt that this was the developed hero called
Force.
"Oh shit," I whispered to myself, suddenly feeling as
though things were getting worse with every passing moment.
Sure, I wanted to be stopped before I hurt anyone without
meaning to, but having a super hero stop me seemed
overkill.
"What's this?" Force asked with a look of amusement, "A
walking mannequin?"
"Possibly animated by magic," a woman's voice commented off
to the side.
A man's voice quickly added, "Or an android."
I looked at the others who were speaking and was sure that
I would have peed myself had I still been able to. Having
the famous Force there to stop me was bad enough... but
this...
There were several other people in costumes forming around
me. Though I'd never seen any of them before in my life, I
knew exactly who they were. I'd seen them on TV, and just a
week earlier I'd seen a story about them all on the show
Developments. And from that, this was absolutely not good
for me.
The girl who'd spoken was in her early twenties and had
shoulder length black hair, and a costume of blue and white
with gold trim. I recognized her as Omni Woman, and like
Force, she was a former member of the Protectorate.
Apparently her powers were... anything that she wanted them
to be. And at the moment, they seemed to be flight because
she was floating in the air with a cocky expression on her
face.
Standing on the ground to one side of me was the other man
who'd spoke. He was dressed in a black spandex bodysuit,
though he had glowing neon red goggles, with matching neon
bracelets and belt. And of course, he was holding a red
neon quarterstaff in his hands. Not surprisingly, he was
called Neon, known as being the unofficial super hero of
Las Vegas. And though his costume might stand out
everywhere else, there it would probably act as camouflage.
But more importantly than his costume was the fact that he
had the power to create force field objects out of
energy... which happened go glow with a neon light, giving
him his name.
A third man was floating in the air as well, his body sort
of split straight down the middle with one side being
entirely gold metal, while the other was all black. The
only exceptions to those colors were that there was a
circle on his chest, where those two colors were inverted
from the other sides. He was called Eclipse, and though I
didn't know much about where he'd come from, I remembered
what they'd said about him on Developments. He apparently
had the power of light and darkness, being able to create
lots of light and energy, or lots of darkness.
Another man stood behind me, wearing a suit of blue and
gray armor that covered his whole body. There was also a
symbol on his chest that looked like a spider. He was the
Arachnid, a famous hero from Chicago. He didn't seem to
have any real developed powers of his own, but he did have
some sort of high tech power armor which made him pretty
strong, let him climb walls and generate some sort of metal
cable webbing. And of course, there were the claws on his
gloves, which looked a little viscous.
And of course, there was Force who was floating on front of
me. He was a famous member of the Protectorate, with a bit
more power than I wanted to deal with now... or ever. I
remembered that he'd had some sort of spit with the
Protectorate and had formed his own team, a group of
developed who were supposed to be the best and most
powerful heroes around. That was why they were called the
Elite. And at the moment they were all surrounding ME!
For a moment, all that I could do was stare at the powerful
heroes who had me surrounded, knowing that these were some
of the most powerful developed around. I was terrified,
wondering what I had ever done to deserve having people
like them come after me.
"Kind of lightweight for us," Neon commented disdainfully.
"Well," Omni Woman responded, "We were in the area when the
call came in so we might as well deal with it."
Force just smirked at me, "Drop the bag NOW!"
"Why are we wasting time talking to it," Arachnid growled
in a cold voice, "It's not even human, so let's just
destroy it and be done with it." He was raising his hands
to try doing just that.
I certainly wasn't about to just sit back and let him kill
me, and almost the instant that the thought was formed, I
was in motion. In a sudden burst, I was moving faster than
I'd ever moved under my own power again, quickly sprinting
through the space between several of the Elite and running
away from them as fast as I could. Of course, the bag was
still clutched firmly in my hand.
"Stop," Omni Woman called out, though the others were
already beginning to chase after me.
There was a sudden burst of light in front of me, and the
ground seemed to melt into a puddle of molten lava.
However, my android reflexes took over and I swerved around
it and kept moving with only the slightest hesitation. From
the corner of my eye, I saw that the blast had come from
Eclipse.
Several small metal spikes hit a wall beside me,
contributed no doubt by Arachnid. An a bare instant later,
I felt something hit my left arm. One of the spikes had
gone right through it. In a strange way, it hurt a bit...
yet it didn't at all.
I didn't have time to think about it though as that was
followed by a blast of raw kinetic energy that tore a hole
straight through the wall. A single glance back revealed
Force was the one who did that. I felt a faint tinge of
relief that they were trying to get me from a distance
rather than confronting me face on since at least that way
I had time to avoid them. However, I knew that I couldn't
do it for much longer.
"Damn," I muttered to myself fearfully, knowing that I'd
been damn lucky to have survived this long against some of
the most powerful heroes around.
"I think I'll take a page from your book Eclipse," Omni
Woman exclaimed with a smirk, standing on the ground about
a twenty yards from me. "She can't run if she can't see..."
Suddenly a wave of darkness came pouring from Omni Woman's
hands, flooding over everything. Within mere seconds, the
whole area was covered in pure darkness, as thick as the
blackest ink.
"NO," Force called out, "We can't see either..."
An instant later, my eyes shifted on their own and I
suddenly found that I could see again. It wasn't very
clear, nor even with much color. But I could see. And from
the cursing I heard around me, I was apparently the only
one.
Arachnid's voice growled, "I can see in the dark... but
this..."
Not being one to ignore a free opportunity to save my own
kiester, I quickly looked around for a way out, knowing
that since they could fly, it wouldn't do much good to just
run away. Then it dawned on me, being enough to bring a
smile to my lips.
A moment later, Neon called out, "Turn it off..."
The darkness was already beginning to recede, but I'd
already started to make my move. I threw a large chunk of
broken brick down the street, making sure that I hit a car
and made lots of noise. Then an instant later, I dodged
through the open door of a clothing store that was just a
short distance away.
I held my breath as the darkness faded away completely, or
would have if I still had breath to hold. It was all that I
could do to keep from running further away as fast as I
could, feeling terrified, worse than that time when a group
of drunks had chased me with baseball bats back in Georgia.
"Damn," I heard Force curse from outside the store, "It's
gone..."
"I'm sorry," Omni Woman apologized, "I didn't think..."
"Nevermind," Arachnid said, "I heard her moving this way."
For nearly a full minute, I remained exactly where I was,
as motionless as only an android could be. And when I was
sure that they were gone, I slowly looked around, letting
out a sigh of relief. Then I looked down at myself with a
smirk, never having thought that looking so much like a
mannequin could actually be a blessing. But as it was,
dropping the lab coat and pretending to just be one more
mannequin in a store full of them was the perfect disguise.
"At least they didn't look inside," I muttered, knowing
that they probably would have just glanced right on past me
as no one really pays much attention to a store
mannequin... but not wanting to take a risk on it.
Though I wanted to make sure that they really were gone, I
didn't look out the door to see, thinking that it might be
a little risky. They might still be out there somewhere.
Then, just as I thought about how to get out of there, I
found myself turning and walking out the back. I had been
given a degree of control, but only as long as it was used
to accomplish Westerman's orders... namely avoid capture.
And now that I'd done that, I was forced to follow the
rest... and return to him with the loot.
Fortunately, the rest of the trip back to the meeting place
was without incident. I went through the back way, behind
the stores and using the alley, avoiding people entirely.
The parking lot was only a block away from the jewelry
store so it wasn't difficult.
As soon as I saw Westerman waiting beside the van, I felt a
sense of relief, knowing that at least this particular
nightmare was over. However, there was no doubt that the
rest of the nightmare my life had become still remained.
---
It was more than twelve hours since the robbery and I was
once again standing motionless in the middle of Westerman's
lab. He had seemed incredibly pleased by what I'd gotten
for him, though I felt sick for having done it. Not that
I'd had a choice. And apparently, he had even already found
someone to take the jewels off of his hands, making him
even more pleased.
"Damn you for being careless," Westerman growled, "almost
getting caught..." Then he glared at me, "And worse...
getting those costumed idiots involved."
I didn't say anything to that, though I was currently free
to do so. He'd never removed my freedom of speech, though I
sure as hell didn't want to remind him of that and get
turned mute again. It was one of the few freedoms that I
had left, and I wasn't about to throw it away with a
viscous comment... no matter how satisfying.
Westerman shook his head, "And you let yourself get
damaged." The tone in his voice seemed to say that he
actually thought it was my fault that Arachnid had hit me
with one of those spikes he shot.
All I could do to that was stand motionless, my left arm
almost completely useless. It had been hit by one of the
spikes, and damaged a bit worse than I'd first thought. And
in the hours since then, it had more and more difficult to
actually use, until finally it hung off of me, dead and
numb.
Then Westerman stood in front of me, giving a good look
over, a scowl on his face. Without a word, he pulled out
his tools and went to work on me, removing my dama