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There was a difference, this time, when Eric said those words. I could
actually FEEL the changes in my thinking as they happened this time! My
behavior became markedly more feminine and I actually FELT more
feminine. So feminine in fact, that I was hitting on guys on the way
out of the club, flirting for all I was worth! I don't know what might
have happened that night if Eric hadn't been right there with me. It's
likely that I would have ended up in some guy's bed and, the way I felt
right then, I would have probably had a hell of a good time doing it!
By the time we got to my Mustang, I was almost ANGRY with Eric for NOT
letting me flirt with guys! I threw my purse into the car and got in
the seat. While I buckled up, Eric closed my door and went around to
the passenger side and got in, also buckling in. I turned to him before
I started the engine and started to say something about being angry
with him, but he stopped me by saying,
"Extreme Holly OFF!"
Immediately I felt the anger drain out of me. Oh, I still REMEMBERED
being angry, but the reason for my anger was no longer so important.
"DAMN, Eric!" I said. "That's some scary stuff! For those few minutes
between leaving the table and you saying that phrase, I actually WANTED
to flirt with and BE with some of those guys! Am I going to feel like
that ALL the time once I settle into this?"
He just looked at me for a minute before he said anything. I could see
something in his eyes, but whether it was sympathy, pity, or
exasperation, I couldn't tell. Finally he spoke.
"Holly, it IS some scary stuff. I wanted you to really FEEL what it is
to BE Holly, but I think I was mistaken to activate it this late in the
evening. I'd forgotten how overpowering the feelings that the
programming can induce, can be at first. You remember that I told you
that this 'extreme Holly' thing is non-functional after the first week,
right? Well, the reason for that is that, for the first week, the new
neural pathways being put down in your brain are super sensitive and
super aware. It's kind of like a crash course in being VERY female.
Since this is your first day of being Holly, the programming had
already started to slip from your conscious mind when I activated the
'extreme Holly' command. As a result, it surged forward into your
conscious mind like a wave and completely took over. I PROMISE you that
I won't do that to you EVER again. It was MY fault, and I'm sorry."
My breathing had come back to normal and my anger had faded completely
away. I was still upset at what had happened, but I understood what
Eric was telling me. I didn't necessarily blame him for what had
happened, but I was pleased that he took all the blame and apologized
to me.
"But, Eric," I continued. "AM I going to feel that way ALL the time
AFTER this first week is up? I don't know if I WANT to be THAT way all
the time."
"No Holly, you WON'T feel like that all the time. After this first week
is over, those neural pathways will be sufficiently established that
the information on them won't be so right THERE, like it was tonight.
It'll be diffused and filtered and won't be so immediately on your
mind." He responded. "You WILL feel and act completely female, make no
mistake about that. The difference will be that it will seem totally
natural to you and you won't have second thoughts about anything you
will do as regards being Holly. You won't turn into a sex hungry slut
or anything like that at all, I want to stress that! You won't have
regrets about it and you won't feel guilty about it later either. At
least you SHOULDN'T. I never did and no one else has ever reported
feeling guilty or regretful during or after their tour of duty as one
of the girls, so you shouldn't be any different."
That reassured me quite a bit, since I WAS worried about that. I knew,
logically, that the programming and the behaviors built into the suit
were artificial and there'd be no long lasting effects from them, or at
least that's what Eric TOLD me and I had no reason to doubt him. He'd
been nothing but honest and up front with me since this whole thing had
begun. He'd explained every step of the way and he'd stayed right with
me to make sure I was okay with what was going on.
I ALSO knew that, no matter what the programming and all that other
stuff was trying to tell me and get me to do, I DID still feel very
strange, every time I looked down at myself or saw myself in a mirror.
Well, let's face it, I had 19 years of seeing a male image in mirrors
and, suddenly I was seeing a very FEMALE image in it's place. I still
had a long way to go, obviously, before what I saw in a mirror, and
what my male mind was telling me I SHOULD be seeing, was in sync with
my body image.
I started the car and drove back to my new house, lighting a cigarette
and smoking it slowly. One more thing I'd never done before this day.
We didn't say much of anything as we made our way back home. Home.
Before today, home had been an efficiency apartment. Two rooms with a
closet sized bathroom and those little apartment sized appliances. Now,
home meant a beautiful home on the beach and real appliances with a
bathroom almost as big as my old apartment had been! It meant a new car
and a whole wardrobe full of expensive and gorgeous clothes that fit me
as if they had been tailored for me. It meant a place where I could
have friends over, have parties, bring a date back to and not feel
ashamed of where I lived. Of course, any date I would be bringing home
with me from now on would be a MAN, not a woman.
When we arrived back home, Eric got out and helped me from the car,
then we walked into the house, still not saying much to one another. I
think he was still feeling guilty a bit and I know I was feeling a bit
confused. I credit my confusion to what Eric told me about the
programming and all that. Anyway, we went inside and went to separate
bedrooms, where I began the process of taking off my makeup and getting
undressed. There certainly was a lot more to being a woman, than there
was about being a man. As Jim, I just got undressed, washed my face and
went to bed. As Holly I would have to get used to creaming off my
makeup, then cleansing my face and applying a night creme to
moisturize, put my hair up in either a bun or a ponytail or in curlers,
and actually dress for bed! Then in the morning I would have to go
through the whole process again, only in reverse, almost!
I was standing in the bathroom, doing a little bit of complaining about
that, when Eric showed up at the door. He listened to me for a few
seconds and then he said,
"It IS a pain to get used to, at first. After a few days though, it'll
seem like second nature to you and you won't even think about it
anymore, you'll just do it. Holly, I don't think I've really said a
proper thank you to you for doing this. There ARE things I want to do
and I wanted very much to get back to my real like as Eric as well.
Don't get me wrong though. I already told you that I enjoyed the time I
spent as Holly and I wasn't lying about that. Putting aside for the
moment, the bundle of money I was able to bank, I made some wonderful
friends and had a great time overall. I'd do it again in a flash. In
fact, if it wasn't for the fact that I have things I want and need to
do as Eric, I would probably have stayed as Holly for another three
years or even more."
He paused to watch me and to see if I had anything to say. I didn't, so
he continued.
"You'll find out, as you go, how terrific it is to live as a beautiful
woman, Holly. Life is almost HANDED to you when you're gorgeous and
well built. It's VERY tempting, once you find out how great you get
treated and how much people WANT to be around you, to STAY as Holly, or
as ANY of the girls there at the club. If you decide to go that way,
and stay as Holly once your initial three years are done, you can, as
I've told you. The procedure is very simple and the owners will even
help you come up with a story that will satisfy any family and friends.
But, enough of that for tonight. You need some serious sleep and so do
I. I'll leave you alone now but I want to give you a hug to thank you
for helping me this way."
He stepped toward me and held out his arms. I hesitated for a moment,
but then I figured, well what the hell, and I moved to him and let him
hug me. After a few seconds I began to return the hug and it felt kind
of nice actually. Maybe it was the programming or maybe it was just the
fact that it felt... right to me, at that time, but we stood there,
hugging one another for quite a few minutes before Eric let go of me
and stepped back. The look in his eyes told me everything I needed to
know right then. I could see the friendship and compassion in them and
I somehow knew that it was honest and true.
I looked back at him and smiled to let him know that everything was all
right with me and with this strange but wonderful happening in my life.
He reached out and took hold of my chin with one hand, lightly, then he
leaned towards me and kissed me on the forehead. Then he let go of my
chin, turned and walked out of the bathroom and into his bedroom. I
heard him say,
"Goodnight Holly."
And then I heard the door to his bedroom close. I just stood there,
leaning back against the counter for a few minutes, trying to put all
the things that had happened today, in some kind of order, but it was
useless. There was just too much information for my tired brain to even
begin to compartmentalize, so I gave it up and finished with my new
routine and went into my new bedroom and then finally, to bed.
It took quite awhile to fall asleep, because of all the thoughts
bouncing off one another in my head. Also because I had to find a
comfortable position where I wasn't squashing one or both of my new
attributes. I finally found a reasonably position and, at last, I fell
asleep. I remember dreaming, but I can't tell you what the dreams were
all about. Not because I don't want to, but because I really don't
remember them at all. There were a lot of quick flashes, mostly of
faces. Eric, Tiny, some of the girls at the club, and my real face. It
was very confused and very surreal.
SECOND DAY JITTERS
I awoke at about 10 AM, feeling very relaxed and rested. My body seemed
ready to get up and at 'em as it were, which was sort of new for me
since I've never been a morning person. I usually only got up in the
morning because I HAD to, either for classes or for work. If I didn't
have either of those obligations, I could and would sleep til noon.
THIS morning though, I was fully awake in mere seconds after opening my
eyes.
Okay. I DID lift the blanket immediately after I awoke, just to check,
to see if yesterday had all been a strange dream, but there they were.
My two new additions, just lying there, attached to my chest. Clearing
my throat, I heard the different voice and, as I brought my hand up to
cover my mouth, I saw the long, painted nails and the slender graceful
looking fingers.
'Nope.' I thought to myself. 'It wasn't a dream.'
I laid there for a few more minutes, but I found that I had to get up.
Yes I did have to answer nature's call, but I also felt like I just HAD
to get up. I knew that there were things I HAD to do today and laying
in bed wouldn't get them done, so I threw the covers off my body and
sat up on the edge of the bed. It took a second or so to readjust to
the weight of my breasts, but they seemed almost normal, hanging there.
They WERE and are nice breasts. Large, but not sloppy at all. I kinda
liked them. Still do as a matter of fact!
I rose to my feet, threw on a robe that I found at the foot of the bed,
and started for the bathroom. Eric's door was open, and when I looked
in I noticed that his bed was empty and unmade. The bathroom door was
open so I knew he wasn't in there so I entered and took care of the
immediate business, that of emptying my bladder. I noticed that, when I
finished that little task, I wiped as a real woman would, and
attributed that to the programming. Amazing stuff, that programming.
Having finished that little job, I got up and stood in front of the
mirror. I brushed my teeth, washed my face and took a quick PTA bath.
You know what that is, right? You take a wet washcloth and a bit of
soap and do your Pits, Tits and Ass, saving the rest for a proper
shower or bath later. With that accomplished, I put the robe back on
and walked from the bathroom to the kitchen area where I saw Eric,
sitting at the table with a cup of coffee in front of him.
He looked up when he heard me, smiled and said,
"Morning, Holly. Damn you look good in the morning. You're really
beautiful, you know that? I never really noticed that while I was
Holly, but looking at you from the outside like I am now, you really
are an incredibly lovely woman. Those suits never cease to amaze me.
Well, enough of that. Want some coffee?"
Well, as I've said before, I don't like coffee. It's always tasted
like, well, I don't know what. I only know that I never drank the
stuff, yet this morning, it smelled good and I accepted a cup from
Eric. He set it on the table in front of me and waited. I picked the
cup up and took a cautious sip. Hey! This wasn't nearly as bad as I
remembered it! It actually tasted rather good!
"Wow, Eric." I remarked. "You make a good cup of coffee! I've never
been able to stand the stuff before, but this is pretty good!"
"You're going to find that there are a lot of things that have changed
because of the suit and the tapes, Holly." He responded. "Your tastes
in food, music and lot of other things are going to change to Holly's
preferences, just like your smoking did. It's just one more thing that
you don't need to worry about, just accept it and move on.. I hope
you've noticed that, since you first put that suit on and became Holly,
I've never called you by your other, male name. Well, there's a reason
for that. Using your new name constantly kinda 'locks' it into your
mind so that you'll answer to it without thinking about it. If I'd
slipped and used your male name, it would have slowed and interfered
with the programming. The first few days are critical in establishing
the fact that you ARE now Holly, and any backsliding sets things back.
Since you have only 6 days to get comfortable with being Holly, it's
better to do things right, understand?"
"Well Eric, now that you mention it, I DID notice that you started
calling me Holly immediately after I first put this suit on and you're
right, you've never slipped. Of course it's only been 24 hours or so
that I've been Holly, so I guess we'd both better watch ourselves and
try very hard not to slip up, right?"
"Right you are, Holly my girl. Now," Eric said. "Would you like some
breakfast or will the coffee be enough? I can tell you from MY
experience as Holly that, since you DO have a lot to do today, it would
be better if you ate something before starting. All the changes to your
mind and body in the last day do tend to take their toll and you don't
want to be falling asleep while you're reviewing the tapes, trust me.
It'll take about 5 hours of so to run through them all again, and after
that, I'd sort of planned on taking you out for lunch and some
shopping, and maybe, if you're good, a visit to a salon. That's
something you need to do anyway and the sooner you do it and get the
experience under your belt, the better. Trust me, you're going to LOVE
getting pampered at a salon."
"Okay Eric." I answered. "In that case I'd like some toast and an
omelet if you don't mind. Maybe a ham and cheese omelet? Do I have time
for a shower or a bath before you cook that up?"
"Go ahead and take a quick shower, Holly." He said. "I'll wait with the
food until you're done with that. Make sure you don't get your hair
wet, or it'll take forever to dry it and we don't have time for that
this morning. While you're showering, I'll set up the tapes and the
player for you. Now SCOOT, woman!" And he chuckled a little bit, after
saying that.
Well, I scooted! I hit the bathroom at full speed and closed the door.
I hung the robe and nightie I was wearing, on the back of the door and
closed the shower curtain, turning on the water at the same time. It
heated quickly and I tied my hair back and used a shower cap to keep it
dry. I worked quickly, taking no time to fondle anything and was
finished in a very short time. Oh I WAS tempted to linger in certain
areas, but Eric's insistence on hurrying was uppermost in my mind just
then, so I didn't. I finished quickly, shut off the water, dried myself
off and wrapped the towel around my chest, taking the robe and nightie
from the door as I left the bathroom. I went to my bedroom and threw on
a pair of panties, a bra, some shorts and a sweatshirt I found in one
of the dresser drawers. I put my hair up in a ponytail, applied just a
touch of lipstick and headed back to the kitchen.
Eric was just finishing cooking my meal when I entered the kitchen area
and, as I sat down at the table, he dished it up and served it to me. I
thanked him and, as he freshened my coffee, he bowed low and said,
smiling,
"You are welcome, madam. Will there be anything else for you this
lovely morning?"
"No Jeeves." I replied, getting into the silly mood he seemed to be in.
"I believe that will be all for now. I will ring if I need anything
else. You are dismissed, oh and Jeeves? DO go put some decent clothing
on, won't you? That robe is MOST unbecoming and unprofessional for a
butler of your experience."
He gave me a look that as much as said he approved of my mood and then
he left the kitchen to go to his room. I was just finishing my food
when he came back with the player and the tapes. While I put my dishes
in the dishwasher, he hooked it all up for me and I thanked him as I
sat down in the chair opposite the television.
"You are welcome, my lady." He responded. "I'll be going out for a few
hours to finalize my plans while you watch the tapes. You really should
watch them in as short a time as you can, but if you have to stop to
use the ladies room, or get something to drink, that'll be okay as long
as it doesn't take more than fifteen minutes. Any longer than that and
you'll have to re-watch the tape you just finished, before starting the
next one. Any questions before I leave?"
"No Eric. I think you covered everything that _I_ can think of, but I'm
new to this. If you think everything is ready to roll, go ahead and
take care of your business. Lock up as you leave, okay?"
"You got it, Holly." He said as he turned to leave. "It's about 11 A.M.
now, so figure me to be back by no later than 3:30PM. That should put
me back here just as you're finishing the last tape, barring
interruptions. If there are any problems at all, you have my cell phone
number and there's a phone right there by the chair. DON'T hesitate to
call me if ANYTHING goes wrong, okay? I won't be far away and I'll be
able to get back here in no more than ten minutes if I have to."
"Okay, Eric. In that case, go ahead and get going. I'll be fine and,
don't worry. If anything DOES go wrong, I probably won't even need the
phone! I'll likely SCREAM loud enough for you to hear me!" And I
laughed a little bit to let him know that I appreciated what he was
doing, but I'd be fine.
He returned my little laugh and, grabbed a jacket and his cap, and
headed out the door, saying,
"I'm going to take the Mustang, Holly, so if you see it's gone, don't
worry about it, okay?"
"Okay, Eric. See you when you get back." I replied. Now leave me to my
brainwashing, okay?"
"Okay smart alec." He riposted. "Later then." And out the door he went.
I heard the locks turn after he closed the door. I sighed, put on the
headphones and started the first tape.
'What a way to spend a beautiful day.' I thought to myself. 'All alone,
in a locked house, watching television!'
Oh well. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do I guess. I settled
into the chair and began watching the tape.
Watch for part 7 on your local Bat Channel soon! LOL
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