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ON MY OWN TERMS By Cherysse St. Claire Her name is Krystal, and she takes my breath away. It is as though some sculptor had chiselled a goddess from marble and then breathed life into his creation, like some modern-day Pygmalion. She is very tall, with legs that go on forever. She has full, rounded hips, a deliciously narrow waist, and full, rounded breasts. She has icy-blue eyes, high, prominent cheekbones, a straight, narrow nose, and a wide, luscious mouth. She is a beautician who owns her own salon and really knows how to use make-up to enhance her good looks. She knows all the new styles to flatter her shoulder-length blond hair. We met at the health club. She complimented me on my slim, firm body. She stated she preferred my physique to that of the body-builders. With that kind of lead-in, naturally I asked her out. She gave me a strange, far-away look. "Will you be willing to accept me on my own terms?" "I would be willing to accept you on any terms." "We'll see." In spite of those ominous words, we had a wonderful time. The first date begat a second, then a third, and so on. We really tuned in to each other's wants, needs, and desires. It was only a matter of time before our relationship became intimate. Krystal is an aggressive lover and likes to take the active role in love-making. Although she does get off on intercourse (with her on top, controlling the action), she really goes crazy over oral sex. I can spend hours licking and sucking her clit, her big, firm boobs, and stiffly-erect nipples. She comes again and again and still comes back for more. I learned that the key to her arousal is a light, gentle approach; rough handling turns her off like a light. I didn't tell her that I learned my soft approach through transvestism; I love to express my feminine side by dressing up as a woman and adopting a soft, passive personality. Over the years I have become fairly good at it, and this time my experiences paid off handsomely. Still, I saw no reason to bring the subject up; most people see it as "queer" and I didn't want to risk losing this woman over a personal kink. We gradually introduced other variations into our love-making; light bondage, teasing and prolonged stimulation, and I partially sated my secret passions by allowing her to "discover" that I loved anal stimulation. One Friday afternoon, Krystal called me at work, "Do you remember that I asked you if you could accept me on my own terms?" "How could I forget something as dramatic as that? Why do you ask?" "I have something special in mind that will affect the future of our relationship. I want you to come over for dinner tomorrow night. When you arrive, you must be prepared to surrender yourself completely to me, no questions asked. You will do whatever I request you to do, without reservation. Do you accept my invitation?" This was definitely intriguing. The nature of our relationship had allowed her to be assertive before, but now she was being openly dominant. Most men would have felt threatened; but then, I wasn't most men. "I accept your invitation without reservations and I will place myself completely in your hands. What time would you like me to arrive, and what shall I wear? "Be there at Four o'clock, sharp. What you wear wont matter." I rang the bell promptly at four the next afternoon. I wondered what new variation she had in mind that would cause her to leave the shop early on the busiest day of the week. After a brief wait, the door opened. I caught my breath. She was dressed in a long-sleeved, scoop- necked iridescent black spandex leotard that hugged every curve. Her nipples showed clearly through the flimsy material, as did her swollen labia. Her long, graceful legs ended in spike-heeled ankle boots. Her golden mane was pulled back and clasped in a comb. Her make-up was dramatic, provocative, and sensual. She took my hand and gently pulled me inside, then closed the door behind me. Turning around, she stepped toward me and locked me in a tight embrace, thrusting the full length of her body against mine. She kissed me deeply, her tongue invading the deepest recesses of my mouth. Finally she stopped and lifted her eyes to meet mine. "My darling Michael, you have promised to surrender yourself to me without conditions or reservations, that I may do with you as I wish. I will tell you that it will not involve pain and that we will both drive pleasure from it. Do you agree to these terms?" "I have been ready since you asked me yesterday. I have been ready since the first time I laid eyes on you. Now, what am I ready for?" "Something I have been looking forward to since the first time I laid eyes on YOU, my lovely Michael. I want you to indulge me in a fantasy of mine. I work all day making women beautiful; I do their hair, make- up and fingernails. I make them gorgeous, and then they go home to their husbands or lovers. It isn't fair! I do all the work, but I never get to enjoy the results. That is, not until now." She caressed my cheek, gently scraping her nails against my skin in the way that sends shivers up and down my spine. She knows it, too. Her eyes never left mine. "You are the first man who knows how to be really gentle with me. I really like someone who can be...well, feminine. You have a slim build, great features, and, best of all, a vivid imagination. You are a natural." "A natural what?" "Tonight, my love, I am going to work my magic on you. I am going to transform you into a beautiful woman, and this time I get to keep you all to myself!" My heart was pounding madly in my chest. I couldn't be this lucky. Should I tell her all, or just play along? "It sounds really erotic. When do we begin?" "We already have. I couldn't help but notice that you keep your body smooth and hairless. I like that - and it will save a lot of time. Now, get out of your clothes and into the tub; I have a nice hot bubble bath waiting for you." I was nude in an instant, and allowed her to lead me to the bathroom. I felt like screaming for joy. Her fantasy? This was MY fantasy! I stepped into the tub and sank slowly, letting the hot, scented water engulf me, soothe me, make me docile. She seemed pleased with my attitude; she smiled warmly and stroked my cheek again. "You will be Michelle, my lovely girlfriend, for the rest of the evening. Relax now, and enjoy the feelings. I have a few details to attend to, not the least of which is our dinner, and then I will be back for you." I soaked for perhaps half an hour. I felt as though I hadn't a care in the world. How far would she go with this? Will she find me attractive once I'm dressed, or will she be turned off? Is she really doing this for herself, or did she find out about me somehow? Whatever the answers were, I intended to make the most out of the opportunity. She returned and reached down for my hand. I placed it in hers, then slowly, gracefully stood up and stepped out of the tub. She patted me dry with a big, fluffy towel. Then she produced a bottle of lotion and proceeded to apply it all over my body, gently massaging it in, until my skin was smooth and supple. She again took my hand and lead me to the bedroom, where she had my evening's attire laid out on the bed. First, she selected a pair of black lace bikini panties and had me step into them. She pulled them up my legs and nestled them snugly around my hips, tucking my male parts down and backward into the cleft of my crotch. Then she wrapped a beautiful black satin corset around my torso and fastened the front busk. She whirled me around and proceeded to tighten the laces, whittling my already-narrow waist down to a hand-span. Then she fastened a black lace demi-bra around my chest, adjusted the straps and placed silicone-filled pads in the cups. She lifted my pectoral muscles and arranged them on top of the pads, and suddenly I had cleavage! She handed me a pair of sheer black seamed stockings and told me to put them on. I took one, bunched it up carefully, inserted my foot gently into the toe and extended my leg, smoothing the gossamer material up my ankle, calf, knee, and thigh. I repeated the procedure for the other leg, then stood up. Krystal smiled warmly, made sure my seams were straight, then attached the stockings to the garters of my corset. She picked up a lovely ankle-length, sleeveless evening gown in a beautiful shade of red, and held it open for me to step into. It was gathered in front and had a plunging vee neckline, and as she zipped it up, it clung snugly to my curves. Next, Krystal had me step into a pair of red calfskin pumps with five inch stiletto heels and had me walk across the room to her vanity table. I was so excited, I felt like skipping across the room. Instead, I strutted over in short, sure-footed steps with my back straight, my shoulders back, and my head held high. I reached the stool and sat down gracefully, crossing my left leg over my right knee, calves close together, and the right foot slightly turned in. I faced the mirror and looked up, catching Krystal's eyes as she stood behind me. I saw the knowing smile on her face and knew instantly that I had made a mistake; I was not supposed to know how to walk like a woman in high heels. As if reading my mind, Krystal reached out and cupped the sides of my face with her hands. "I was right all along about you, Michelle. I sensed from the very beginning that you were no stranger to feminine feelings. Now it seems that you are no stranger to feminine apparel too. You slipped into your stockings as though you had been doing it all your life. You walk as gracefully in high heels as any woman - more so than most. Don't worry, my lovely one; I am not offended. In fact..." She leaned over until I could feel her hot breath on my ear. "...it's a real turn-on. Now, let's finish bringing out the woman in you." She applied my make-up, allowing me to watch in the mirror while she worked. Throughout the process she kept telling me how good I looked, and how much she liked what I was becoming. I had to admit that I was looking good; darkly shadowed eyelids with silvery highlights, eyeliner deeply defining the outline of my eyes, mascara enhancing my naturally long eyelashes. Rose blush defined the contours of my cheekbones, and my lips were a plush, delicious scarlet. She topped me off with a long, ash-blond wig, the soft tresses caressing my neck and shoulders. Then she fastened a multiple-strand gold chain necklace around my throat, clipped long, dangling gold earrings to my ear lobes, and slipped several gold bangle bracelets on each wrist. She fastened a delicate gold chain around my left ankle and, as a final touch, sprayed me liberally with a musky cologne. My lover helped me to my feet and had me walk back across the bedroom to the full-length mirrors on her closet doors. I was extremely turned on by the reflection that gazed back at me. I was gorgeous! I looked at Krystal in the mirror and was amazed by her reaction. Her mouth was partially open, her breathing was rapid and shallow, and she was perspiring! I also noticed a large wet spot in the crotch of her leotard, a spot that was getting larger. I turned to face her, reached down, lightly cupped the spot, and gently squeezed. Krystal closed her eyes, grasped my shoulders with both hands and shuddered violently. I had never seen her orgasm this hard, and without any foreplay at all. She had gotten off simply by seeing me as a woman! After a few moments, she re-opened her eyes, pressed her body against mine, and leaned close to my ear. "Get out of here before I lose control completely and rape you on the spot! You can light the candles and pour the wine while I get ready. While you're at it (she handed me a small box), put these on. I'm sure you know how." I looked in the box and smiled; it contained a set of long artificial fingernails, polished in the same crimson shade as my lips. I strode slowly out of the room, putting plenty of hipsway into my walk. I knew Krystal would be watching. And drooling. I opened the wine and set it aside to breathe. Soft music on the stereo added the right atmosphere. I sat down to do my nails. After I had finished, I paused briefly to admire my work. My hands appeared long, slender and graceful, with scarlet nails extending one inch beyond the fingertips. With that task accomplished, I lit the candles and turned off the other lights just as Krystal made her entrance. She was simply stunning in a black, floor-length, strapless evening gown. The gown hugged her curves so tightly it could have been sprayed on. The front was slit from hem to upper thigh, exposing plenty of nylon-clad leg. She perched regally atop glittery ankle-strap sandals with five-inch stiletto heels. Her hair was fluffed out into a wild, tousled look that revealed the long, dangling crystal earrings hanging from each lobe, complimenting the rhinestone necklace at her throat. Dinner was sheer heaven. The air was charged with electricity; sparks flew back and forth as two sensual, provocative women touched, brushed legs, traded wanton, wanting glances. When we had finished, Krystal went into the kitchen and came out with a bottle of champagne in an ice bucket and two fluted wine-glasses. She proceeded to the living room, where she set the champagne and glasses on the table before the couch, then glided to the middle of the room, turned to face me and held out her arms to me. With the music still playing, the invitation to dance was unmistakable and irresistible. I went to her. We touched, embraced, kissed, and danced with our bodies pressed tightly together, while our hands explored each other. Each could feel the mounting passion of the other, and each did her best to incite that passion. A neck was nibbled here. A hot tongue was pressed into an ear there. Fingernails were lightly scraped across bare flesh. Blatantly sexual suggestions were whispered. Krystal broke first. Her legs became wobbly and her eyes were wild as she grabbed my hands and backed toward the couch. She collapsed on the cushions with her legs apart, feet wide-set on the floor, and pulled my head down to her sopping-wet cunt. I ate her like a woman possessed, sucking hard on her clit, probing deep into her pussy with my tongue, then licking around the folds of her labia. She came, thrashing and screaming, again and again till she would not release my head from her steamy snatch. Finally, she released me, lifted me off my knees, turned me around, and pushed me down on the couch on my back. She raised my skirt, ripped off my panties, straddled my hips and impaled herself on my throbbing cock. She rode me with wild abandon until I was delirious with passion and shot my cum inside her love box. After the heat of passion subsided, we lingered over our bottle of champagne, while a fire burned in the fireplace. The logs crackled and hissed, and Krystal silently watched them burn, seemingly mesmerized by the dancing flames. At last, she turned to me and spoke: "I want you to listen carefully to what I have to say. Do not interrupt me until I am finished. I have been very happy with you these past weeks. You are thoughtful, attentive, and considerate. I have never experienced that with a man before. In fact, all of my affairs, all of the really good ones, have been with other women. I still get off on a good fucking, but I need more; I need the tenderness, the caring of a woman's touch. ?Then you came along. I was attracted to you because you have a certain feminine grace about you without the cattiness that many women possess. Still, I know me; I know what I need to be happy. I constantly wondered what you would be like as a woman. When we made love, I fantasized that you were a hot-blooded bitch with a big cock. ?And now this. Look at me. My pussy has been soaking wet all night. I couldn't keep my eyes or my hands off you. I made love to you like a maniac. I lost count of the number of times you made me come. I am madly in love with you, Michelle. The fact is, I love you because of your femininity, not in spite of it. I know I won't be able to find someone as good as you again, in either gender. ?I want to make a proposition to you. I want you to quit your job and move in with me. I make more than enough from the salon to support us both. We will live together for one year. During that time, you will undergo an intensive course of feminization. I will alter you physically, mentally, and emotionally into a woman. You will actually become 'Michelle' for me. I believe you want this as much as I do. At the end of the year, you may decide if you want to continue. If you do, you will undergo the necessary final alterations and become my Michelle forever; if not, I will reluctantly let you go. Now that you know what I really need, will you accept me on my own terms?" I had to think about it for a moment. This would be a monumental change in my life; in fact, I would be forever giving up my life as I had known it. Yet here was a woman I was madly in love with, one that I could never hope to replace, and she was offering me the chance to fulfill my greatest fantasy and be her lover and companion for the rest of our lives. In so doing, she had made herself completely vulnerable to me, revealing her own darkest, most private secrets. If I refused and walked away, I would have the ammunition to destroy her life, socially, financially and emotionally. Very few people ever display that amount of trust in another human being. In comparison, what did my present life offer that was nearly as good? "Look at me; I already am Michelle. Tonight, you have expressed, in your own exquisite style, that which already was. After what we have shared and experienced tonight, I don't think I could ever go back to being Michael. I want, with all my heart, for you to continue my transformation, that I may be your Michelle - for you and for me." I don't think I have ever beheld such joy in another human being's eyes as I did at that moment. By the end of the week I had quit my job, closed my bank accounts, settled my affairs, and moved in. Krystal disposed of all of my male clothing, saying that I would not be needing it anymore. She immediately put me in a tightly-laced corset, bra, panties, stockings, dress, high heels, make-up, and wig. Then she handed me a pill and a glass of water. "Take this. I am starting you on estrogen therapy. The hormones, along with the corsets and heels, will make the necessary physical changes in you that I require. As these changes take place, they will make your mental and emotional adjustments easier." There were other changes as well. Krystal pierced my ears so that I could wear my earrings "more naturally". I was manicured, pedicured, and given a set of sculptured nails. During the rest of the day she instructed me on the finer points of make-up application, physical movement, mannerisms, posture, all the little things that a woman needs to know. Then she introduced me to a friend who was a speech therapist. I received my first lesson in speaking in a higher, softer pitch, lessons that were to become a regular part of my life. Weeks passed, and I did notice changes in my physique. My waist was becoming smaller, of course, from the incessant urging of my corsets. But my hips were noticeably rounder and fuller while my chest seemed to be fleshier. My nipples were becoming more sensitive, and when I was sexually aroused, they became fully erect! My skin felt softer and smoother partly due to the change in my body chemistry and partly because of the lotions I now smoothed on every day. The changes became more pronounced as time passed. I was thrilled when I not only stopped padding out my bras, but started going up in cup size. My hair had been growing out for some time now, and Krystal began perming and styling it. It was so nice not to have to wear wigs anymore. The combination of hormones and voice lessons had changed me into a natural contralto. Krystal had kept me in high heels constantly, and my posture, sense of balance, even my feet had changed to the point where it felt awkward and uncomfortable to wear flat shoes. I felt much more comfortable as Michelle now, and Krystal seemed pleased with my progress. She decided it was time to bring me into the shop and train me as a beautician. The other girls knew about me, of course; there are no secrets in a salon. They accepted me enthusiastically, complimented me on how good I looked, and made me feel like part of the "family". It might have been unusual to find so many women in one place who enjoyed the company of a feminized male, but this is Krystal's salon and she personally picks everyone who works here. I didn't ask Krystal about her relationship with them, but I suspected they were much more to her than faithful employees. No wonder they were so eager to help. That night, after I had satisfied Krystal orally, she gently pushed me over and down on my back. She secured my wrists and ankles with cuffs attached to the four corners of the bed. Then she lifted my hips and slid a pillow under them to keep them elevated. A smile curled the edges of her mouth as she slipped off the bed and stepped over to the dresser. She opened the drawer, reached in, and withdrew a life-like, ten-inch rubber dildo! She faced me, still smiling, and slowly, dramatically strapped it on. Then she reached back into the drawer and withdrew a tube of lubricating gel and generously greased her rubber dong. She sat down on the edge of the bed, next to me, and gently stroked my hair. The monstrous cock was inches from my face. "This has been a day of firsts for you. Your first day in your new career. Your first public appearance in your new role. And now, your first fuck. This should really make you feel like a natural woman." She climbed over me and knelt between my spread thighs. She squeezed a generous portion of gel onto her index finger and invaded my love nest with it, lubricating me thoroughly. Then she withdrew her finger and placed the tip of her massive phallus at the entrance of my hole and, holding my hips for leverage, firmly thrust all ten inches inside me. I gave a short, shrill cry of pain and surprise. As she continued to thrust in and out, the pain gave way to intense pleasure, such as I had never known. I writhed and moaned, just as Krystal had done when I had been inside of her. Finally I went over the edge and spewed cum all over my stomach . Krystal scooped up my jism with two fingers, then pressed them between my parted lips and into my mouth. "Lick it clean, my love. Swallow it all. That's my good girl. Soon I will have you loving the taste of cum. You are going to be a great little cocksucker." In the nights that followed she did teach me how to suck cock, using her dildo for practice. She showed me all the little tricks to do with my lips, tongue, teeth, and fingernails to drive a man crazy. She also continued to fuck me with the dildo, gradually building up my dependence on it to achieve orgasm. And she always made me swallow every drop of my cum. Before long, I came to prefer this style of lovemaking. In fact, I couldn't get enough of it. The hormones had repressed my male erections, and I was losing all interest in penetrating my lover. I found that I would much rather have Krystal's big rubber cock inside me. I was feeling more and more like a woman every day, and Krystal couldn't have been more pleased. She was increasingly turned on by my oral and receptive role in our love life. There was a special glow in her eyes when she gazed at me that told me which way our relationship was headed. Our "anniversary" was on a Saturday, and Krystal promised me a special surprise. It began at 5pm when we closed the salon. Instead of rushing out the door as they usually did, the girls all gathered around me and led me to one of the chairs. As Krystal began working on my hair, each of the girls worked on a different part of me. Krystal made it clear that I was not to look at what they were doing; I was to wait until they were completely finished creating my new "look". I closed my eyes and concentrated on the sounds, smells, and feelings. I could tell that my hair was being colored and permed, that I was getting new sculptured nails, a pedicure, a new make-up job, and even eyelash implants. My damp hair was moussed and styled with a blow-dryer and styling brush, then set with hair spray. At this point I was helped from the chair and led to the dressing room in the back. I was instructed to close my eyes and move as I was directed while they were dressing me. The sounds, smells, and sensations were sensual. I was being corseted more tightly than I had ever been before. I detected the heady smell of fine leather and Shalimar, my signature perfume. I was pushed, turned, gathered, zipped, and stockinged. Finally, my feet were slipped into a pair of shoes that arched them higher than they had ever been before. The girls stepped back to admire their work, and oohed and ahhed appreciatively. Then Krystal turned me around and stood me before the full-length three-way mirror. I was stunned speechless. My shoulder-length hair was tousled in a wild manner, parted on the left, brushed back along the left side of my head and held in place with a flashing rhinestone comb. The top lifted high off my scalp, then curled over like a cresting wave. The ceiling lights set the style ablaze in all its dazzling platinum splendor. My make-up was equally dramatic. My eyelids were a deep cobalt blue with silver highlights at the brows. My enhanced eyelashes now framed my azure eyes in rich, dark fur, made even more dramatic by several coats of black mascara. Black eyeliner completely rimmed my orbs, giving them bewitching depth and shape. My prominent cheekbones smoldered in dark-rose intensity. My lips alone almost made me come; they were painted with a thick, creamy coat of deep red lipstick, topped by a second coat of shiny gloss. My mouth was wide, plush, compelling, and oh-so-kissable. My earrings matched the comb in jeweled flash, gently brushing against my shoulders as I moved. They were complimented by a brilliant rhinestone necklace which circled my throat. My tightly-corseted body was encased in a butter-soft, skin-tight strapless black cabretta leather sheath which began just above my nipples and ended just below the knees. The built-in cups in the bodice cradled my 34-B's high on my chest, giving me a deep, luscious cleavage. The sheath laced all the way up the back and clung to my curves like wet tissue. My long, shapely legs were encased in whispery- sheer black seamed stockings and my feet were shod in black patent pumps with six-inch stiletto heels. The skyscraper heels perched me on my toes, arching my calves, thrusting my tush and bust out and my shoulders back. The combination of the ultra-high heels and tight skirt effectively hobbled my gait to a very dainty twelve inches. I raised my hands to smooth my dress, and discovered that I now had talons; my new fingernails were easily one-and-one-half inches long and polished the same deep red as my lips. I felt so helpless, and yet so confident; I was tall, shapely, slightly whorish, and devastatingly beautiful. Every inch of me screamed, "FUCK ME", and I knew instinctively that everyone would want very badly to do just that. As if to underscore that instinct, I caught my beloved's gaze in the mirror and saw that her breath was rapid and shallow, as it always is when she is really randy. I decided to put my theory to the test. I turned to face her, put my arms around her neck, pressed my leather- clad body against hers, looked her straight in the eye and quietly said, "Come". And she did; suddenly, violently, right there in front of the other girls. She shuddered, spasmed, gasped, and held on to me tightly as her legs became wobbly. I steadied her until the waves of orgasm subsided, then eased her into a nearby chair. There was dead silence in the room. I met the gaze of each of the girls and saw in their eyes that I could do the same to any of them. I decided there would be time enough for that later, so I gave them each a slow, sensual hug and a light kiss. I returned to my Love, cupped her chin with one graceful, feminine hand, and kissed her trembling lips. "Thank you for my lovely gift. I can't wait to properly show you how much I adore it. What are our plans for the evening?" Krystal recovered a bit of her composure at this. "We are going out. You are my work of art, and tonight I am going to show you off to everyone. First, I am going to change. Then we are going to Oliver's for dinner and dancing. We are really going to break some hearts tonight!" We caused a minor riot in Oliver's. It was such a thrill. Two knock-out blondes dressed in leather and high heels, one in black, the other in red, was almost more than the patrons could handle. Most of the women were openly envious, or pretended not to notice. The men were a different story; I could feel them raping us with their eyes as we passed, and every one of them had noticeable bulges in their pants. I played it to the hilt, swaying my hips generously from side to side as I strutted past them and giving them a look that turned them to jelly. We had no trouble finding a place to sit down; we simply walked up to the booth that had the two best-looking guys in the place and asked them if we could join them. They couldn't have got up faster if they had been shot from a cannon. There we were, in a crowded nightclub with a place to sit, two gorgeous escorts to dance with us and buy us drinks, and all we did was walk in. I had just learned an important lesson; a beautiful woman has unimaginable power. She can have anything she wants, anytime she wants, anywhere she wants, because everyone wants her and will give her anything to get close to her. I cherished that feeling, and knew that I could never live without it again. We had a wonderful time. The boys bought us champagne, and we all got a little silly. I flirted outrageously with Ken, my "date". Krystal was just as bad with Ken's friend, Rick. We danced a lot, and I practised the fluid body motions that Krystal had taught me. During a break, Krystal and I excused ourselves and went to the Ladies Room to fix our make-up. Krystal was the first to speak. "Well, what do you think of Ken?" "What a Hunk! I'm really attracted to him, but I don't know how far I should go with him." "Why not?" "Because of my feelings for you, my love. My year is over tonight, and I have decided that I have never been, nor ever could be, happier than I am right now with you. I want to be your Michelle forever. As for Ken, you know what I want; you have transformed me, body and soul, into a woman, and what woman wouldn't want to get fucked by a stud like him?" "Then do it." "What?" She leaned close to me and placed her hand on my cheek. "Michelle, my love, I knew one year ago tonight you were the only one for me. I offered you a proposition and a proposal. You fulfilled the first beyond my wildest dreams. Now you have accepted the second. I am in ecstasy. I am giving Ken to you as an engagement present. Take him home and fuck him silly - and yourself, too. ?Besides, I am feeling an overpowering urge to do the same with Rick. It's just sex, Honey. I told you I still get off on a good fucking. I took that ability away from you, and I am not sorry for a minute, because what I got in return was a thousand times better. You are, and always will be, the love of my life, but now I need a male to give me the cock that I occasionally crave. I know your needs reflect mine because I transformed you into a woman in my own image. ?Rick doesn't know it yet, but he is about to become my very-willing sex toy. I invite you to take Ken as yours. You know how; I taught you. That way, we will have the best of both worlds; our very special love for each other, and two handsome studs to give us a good fucking when we want it." We went back to the table, and I knew exactly what to do. I took every possible opportunity to make body contact with Ken. I touched his arm lightly while making a point in our conversation. I snuggled up to him and turned slightly, brushing my tits against him. During the slow dances I ground my body against his, letting his hands have free access to my ass. Finally, back at the table, I reached between his legs and lightly squeezed his rampant hard-on. I pressed my tongue into his ear and whispered: "Take me home and fuck my brains out." I could tell Krystal had given the same message to Rick; the two boys exchanged glances, nodded, and we left, me in Ken's car and Rick driving Krystal's. I turned the heat up as Ken drove. I snuggled up next to him and put my arms around his neck, again letting my taut nipples press against his arm. I shifted one hand and began running my fingers through his hair, allowing my nails to gently scrape his scalp. I leaned even closer, and whispered a steady stream of erotic suggestions in his ear, telling him what I was going to do to him and what I was going to make him do to me. To punctuate this, I trailed my index finger down his forehead, nose, lips, chin, and neck. When I got to his chest, I undid the buttons on his shirt and reached inside, playing my talons over his flesh. After a few minutes of this, I withdrew my hand and continued my downward exploration. When I reached his crotch, I unfastened his belt and pants, unzipped the zipper, and reached inside for my prize. I was rewarded with a big, rigid hunk of meat that I carefully released from its prison. It was a prize indeed; easily the size of Krystal's dildo and just as big around, with a big, throbbing, purplish head. I could no longer resist the temptation. I dropped my head to his lap, held the cock firmly with my right hand and alternately sucked and stroked his monstrous dong. My ministrations were driving him wild. His knuckles were white on the steering wheel. His whole body was shaking. As we neared the house, I tucked him back inside his pants, then zipped and buckled him up. "We don't want to spoil things by making you come too early, do we?", I purred. "I am going to take a good, long time with you and make you love it." I let him open the car door for me and help me out, at which time I pressed tightly against him and kissed him passionately, probing the deepest recesses of his mouth with my tongue. I released him, turned, and strutted towards the door, allowing him to feast on the vision of my undulating hips, shapely legs, and ultra-high heels. I reached the door, unlocked and opened it, then turned back to face my lover-to-be. I pressed close to him once more, flashed him a wide-eyed, pouting smile, and wrapped my arms around his neck. He took the cue instantly, picking me up in his arms and carrying me inside. I closed the door with one dainty thrust of my foot as we went by, then directed Ken with a glance toward the bedroom. We arrived, and I motioned with my legs to put me down. I paced regally across the room to the stereo and popped in a cassette. It happened to be a tape Krystal had used to teach me how to move my body with feminine grace. The first song was "Obsession" by Animotion, and I adapted my familiar routine into an erotic strip-tease. I danced back to Ken, keeping pace with the rhythm, until I was directly in front of him. I abruptly thrust both arms forward, catching him on the chest and pushing him backward onto the bed. I then put on my show for him, rolling my shoulders, jiggling my boobs, undulating my hips, moving up and down, all in tempo with the music and never once taking my eyes off his. The combination of feline grace and animal intensity had a narcotic effect on him. his eyes were transfixed on me; he couldn't have shifted his gaze if he tried. His breathing became rapid and shallow, just as Krystal's did, and his massive erection threatened to rip right through the fabric of his slacks. I toyed with him the entire length of the song; since it was the extended club mix version, this was a good seven minutes. By the time it ended, I had peeled off my dress and nothing else. One of the things that Krystal had taught me was that the sight of a gorgeous blond in corset, stockings, and high heels was a more powerful aphrodisiac than the same woman naked. My own love pole was still safely tucked out of sight inside my black lace panties. I was not going to reveal my surprise just yet; this was my game, and we would play it by my rules. Besides, he had enough to look at already, with my full, rounded hips, tiny waist, and bare, heaving titties. I slid forward on top of him and kissed him, warmly at first, then with rising intensity, until I was attacking his mouth with wild abandon. I was all over him, running my long, graceful fingers through his hair, rubbing my boobs against his chest, grinding my pelvis against his raging hard-on. He, in turn, ran his hands all over my backside, from the bare flesh of my shoulders down over the laced confinement of my corset, across the broad expanse of my plush buttocks, and along the smooth, supple length of my stocking covered legs. I completely dominated him, stripping off all of his clothes as I inflamed him, yet not allowing him to do more than feel my body. When I had him naked, with his incredible cock thrusting straight up from his sopping-wet crotch, I smoothly ran my hands along each of his arms and legs, deftly confining each wrist and ankle with the cuffs attached to the corners of the bed. By this time he was too far gone to offer any resistance. Now that he was safely secured, I closed in for the kill. I propped his head up with a big, fluffy pillow (so he could watch the action), then slid down until my face was level with his crotch. I went down on him, taking all of his huge rod into my mouth. I alternately sucked, licked, and nibbled his cock and balls, just as Krystal had taught me. At the same time, I raked the flesh of his chest, abdomen, and thighs with my long fingernails, countering his pleasure with just the right amount of tension. After many minutes of this assault, I could tell he was right on the brink of orgasm. I firmly squeezed the base of his prick to prevent his explosion. After he had cooled a bit, I released him and climbed off the bed. I positioned myself so that I was standing right next to his upturned face. I gave him a wanton look of desire, lips parted, tongue circling my mouth; then I reached down, hooked my panties with my thumbs, and slowly drew them off. I wish I could have captured the look on my handsome stud's face as my she-male "clit" sprang free. I could tell he was in shock, but he was also too aroused to back off. I had planned it that way. I stifled his feeble protests with one perfectly- manicured fingertip placed to his lips, followed by a gentle kiss. I climbed back on the bed and positioned my love nest over his spit- slick prong. Keeping my eyes fixed firmly on his, I lowered myself, impaling my 'pussy' on his massive fuck-pole. I grasped him firmly with my sphincter muscle and humped him for all I was worth, riding up and down on his piston like a locomotive gone mad. By now, Ken was completely out of his mind with passion. The sensations of being wildly fucked by a gorgeous blond had driven all thought of my gender from his consciousness. It wasn't long before he cried out and erupted inside of me, filling me up with his hot, creamy cum. I kept on pumping him, knowing from my own experiences that this was when his cock was the most sensitive. He bucked and spasmed wildly beneath me, thrashing his head from side to side. As he started to shrink, I allowed him to slip out of me. I climbed off him, took him in my mouth, and sucked his prick clean. By this time, his cum had started to ooze out of me; I scooped up a generous glob with my index finger and, while he watched, sucked it slowly, sensually into my mouth. Then I stretched forward, covering the length of his body with my own, until we were face-to-face once again. I held his head in my hands and gave him a searing, cum-filled kiss. Now it was my turn. All of this loveplay had given me one of my now- rare erctions. I sat up, high on his chest, with my love-pole inches from his parted lips. With my hands still clutching his head, I thrust my cock into his mouth and fucked his face. He hadn't an ounce of protest left in him; he was emotionally drained, passive, and very receptive to my thrusts. He sucked me with loud, wet slurping sounds; certainly not as skilful as I, but adequate for the task. Once I had established the rhythm, I released his head and used my hands to fondle my breasts, massaging the tender skin and stimulating my erect, super- sensitive nipples. In no time at all I was at the edge, then plummeting over, filling Ken's mouth with my own milky jism. Wave after wave of ecstasy rolled over me, engulfed me, drowned me. After a while, when the bliss of orgasm has subsided, I once more lay out on top of him and kissed him deeply, sharing with him the taste of my own sweet cream as I had done earlier with his. Then I released his bindings and snuggled up to him. As I expected, there was no revulsion of my transgendered status; he saw me as a beautiful, highly-sexed woman. He confirmed this with the swelling of a new erection. We made love for hours. I alternately sucked him off and humped him until he didn't have an ounce of semen left in him. Some time later, Krystal and Rick came in to join us. Ken helped Krystal and me introduce Rick to the joy of shemale love. Krystal and I made plans for our very special wedding ceremony. The most important, of course, was the fulfilment of my pledge to her. She had spent the last year transforming me into a beautiful and accomplished woman, and had performed the task well. I was completely caught up in the spell, and could not conceive of going back to what I had been before. Ever. It seemed the most natural thing in the world to go all the way to Womanhood. I am thrilled with the results of my operation. I will never miss my cock; I adore my smooth, sensitive new pussy. And my breasts---wow! Krystal decided that I was going to be very busty and I didn't argue with her. I always wanted to have BIG, round, bouncing boobs, and now I do! I spill out over my 34-D bras with incredible pulchritude. I can't wait to make love as a real woman, but I have to; Krystal insists that I be a "virgin" bride. That does not mean we have stopped having sex altogether. We eat each other like two wild animals, sharing the passion and special closeness that only women can know. I never thought I would be one to get nervous on my wedding day. But here I am, fussing and fretting over every little detail, just like any other bride. The resemblance ends there; no other bride ever looked like this on her wedding day. I am dressed in white, as every "virgin" does, but this apparel will never appear in Brides Magazine. My foundations are deepest black, as befitting my sluttish nature. I am wearing a brand-new leather corset which whittles my waist to the smallest it has ever been. The built-in underwired demi-cups cradle my breasts high on my chest, pushing them together to form a deep crevasse of cleavage. My long, graceful legs are encased in sheer black seamed stockings which mark my whorish proclivities. I wear a lace-over-satin gown that begins at my ankles and hugs my curves all the way up to my bustline. From there to the ends of the long, fitted sleeves it is see-through lace only. The bodice is scooped out right down to my bustline. The effect is that my breasts are completely visible through the sheer lace, and accessible to anyone who wants to fondle them. I am perched regally atop white patent pumps with my trademark six-inch spike heels. My Love has informed me that I will live in six-inch stilettos for the rest of my life as a symbol of my devotion to her, and I wear them proudly. My make-up, hair, and fingernails are the same as they were on the night of our anniversary, when I pledged myself to Krystal and Womanhood forever. After all, it is an obligation to preserve a "work of art" for all to see. It was my decision not to wear a veil. I am deeply proud of what I have become; at 39-20-36, I am every inch a woman. I have no wish to hide ANYTHING. As I glide gracefully up the aisle, I see my beautiful Krystal waiting for me in her "tuxedo"; a black satin morning coat with tails over a matching black satin minidress. The hem of the dress barely covers her lovely ass, and the scooped bodice makes her breasts as readily- accessible as my own. Her legs are encased in the same sheer black nylon as mine, and she is perched on towering black patent spikes. The girls from the salon are my lovely attendants, and Ken and Rick stand up for Krystal. There was no problem getting them to agree to this arrangement. They understand the special love Krystal and I share, and they are happy to help us celebrate that love. They have no choice. They belong to us now; body and soul. They are helplessly, hopelessly under our spell. They understand that they are our possessions, our personal playthings, and have no wish to end the arrangement. They would do anything for us. Absolutely anything. As we exchange our vows, I glow with love and contentment. She takes my hand and slips the wedding band on my finger, We seal our vows with a searing kiss, grinding our bodies together in a passionate embrace. The air is charged with sexual tension, transmitted from us to everyone in the room. We openly explore each other's bodies with our hands and rub nylon-clad leg against leg, oblivious to our surroundings. I have easy access to her barely-hidden pussy; she, in turn, opens the hidden, full-length zipper in the front of my gown, revealing my own soaking- wet snatch. After long minutes of insistent manipulation with long, slender fingertips, we clutch each other frantically in an earth-shattering mutual orgasm. Our gasps and moans punctuate the otherwise dead-silence of the room, as everyone is caught up in the throes of voyeuristic fascination and lust. I am ecstatic. I now have everything I have ever dreamed of; a gorgeous woman who loves me as much as I love her, a handsome, well-hung stud to give me a good fucking whenever I want it, and my own breath-taking femininity. We will leave on our honeymoon tonight; just Krystal, myself, and our two handsome sex toys. It is so wonderful to live Life on my own terms.