I wish to sincerely thank Jim P. for his assistance in editing my
story. His insights and suggestions helped me to make 'The Homestead'
one of the most favorite stories I've ever written. I also appreciate
the time he took to not only go over this story once, but three times!
Thank you!
The Homestead
by: Anon Allsop
I rested comfortably, my boots propped lazily upon the split railing that
ran along the sidewalk, and my hat pushed down low over my eyes to block
out the afternoon sun. Beside me argued my grandfather and Mr. Williams,
the barber, their grumbling broken often by their laughter, all for the
love of checkers. Every now and then, a buckboard would rattle by, a
horse would neigh and you might pick up a passing conversation as people
would move about.
From across the street, I could hear the blacksmith's hammer ping out the
rhythm as he beat against a glowing red horseshoe, then to be swallowed
under the hissing and bubbling in an instant, as it was dropped into a
bucket of water. Far off, down the street, I could just make out the
lilting piano sound as Mrs. Corduroy was practicing for Sunday's service,
a light rendition of Blessed Assurance which happened to be one of my
favorite hymns.
The tune filtered through my addled mind and I found myself humming
quietly, while Mr. Williams and my grandfather were continuing their
game. From a distance I could hear someone walking toward us, yet I
remained in my lazy state, boots still supported on the rail. As the
person approached, the steps grew louder. Without looking, I was trying
to discern whether they were male or female by their step. From the trod
I was hearing, I was relatively certain it was male, but by the weight I
assumed it was but a boy or small man.
I pushed my hat back and glanced up as the person neared, slowly pulling
my feet down to allow him or her to pass. The person did not, instead
turned and headed into my grandfather's store. I glanced at Grandfather
and slowly rose to my feet.
I stood and stretched, patting my grandfather on his shoulder and yawned.
"Stay at your game, I'll see what I can do for him." Grandfather nodded
and then jumped his opponent's checker, placing it into a small pile on
the table. I walked into the store, taking my apron down from the nail
and replacing it with my hat. I moved over to the counter and slipped
behind it while the fellow studied several tins on a shelf.
I wanted to appear busy, so I began to shelve the new bolts of material
that we had received only yesterday. From time to time I would glance
toward the man, with his back to me. He was intently studying the labels
of the cans he had been sorting, making it appear that he were reading
each colorful label. This surprised me since most of the people I've been
privileged to know were unable to read at all. He was wearing baggy bib
overhauls, an off-white button down shirt and oversized boots. On his
head, he had a wedge type hat made of tweed, also, much too big for his
head.
It was then that I realized that this was no man at all, but rather a
child. A boy most likely picking something up for his mother, and it was
pretty plain to me that the lad was from a poor family, because his
outfit was nothing more than a 'hand me down' from his father.
If I were to guess his age, I would assume that he was younger, perhaps
15 or 16 years old. I moved aside some of the bolts of cloth, making room
for the few cans that he had chosen. He sat them down and returned to
shopping.
"Will you need a box for your items?" I asked. He said nothing, leaving
me unsure whether he heard me at all. I shrugged and continued with my
shelving the material bolts, all the while watching the boy and wondering
why he was acting so strangely.
Again he returned with a few more cans, and set them down. When he
started toward another section of our shop, I tapped his hand and
repeated myself, "Will you need something to put your items into?"
He glanced at me briefly, then shrugged and nodded. I quickly walked into
the back room and picked up an old vegetable crate and carried it back to
the counter. One by one, I carefully placed the tins into the crate, and
I made a tally on paper of what was being chosen.
He carried another four tins to the front and set them down, and I added
them onto his growing list. He pointed to the bags of flour, holding up
five fingers. "Five bags or five pounds?" I asked, wondering if the boy
could speak at all.
He frowned and pointed at the paper under my hand. I spun it for him and
using my pencil, scrawled 'pounds' down. I nodded and began to fill a bag
and measuring it out for him.
Briefly our eyes met. In that one instance I knew that this couldn't be a
boy at all! If he were a boy, he was very effeminate! His nose was
slender and straight, and his eyes were much larger than my own. His
honey blonde hair was cropped, yet hung down just past his ears, almost
like he himself had trimmed his own hair with scissors. He possessed long
curved eyelashes and arched eyebrows. He tapped the counter, I again
looked up into his large brown eyes.
He pointed to a small sign behind me, it was an advertisement for our own
bacon. I smiled, "You want bacon?" To which he nodded. "How much?" I
asked.
He held out three slender fingers. His fingers were long and dainty, upon
each one was an elongated nail. "Surely, no male could possess hands like
this imposter!" I thought.
I carefully weighed the cured bacon and wrapped it into a brown paper,
the hickory smell was making my stomach growl. "Will that be everything?"
The boy nodded and pointed to the list, I quickly added up his tally.
"That'll be seven dollars." While I waited, the boy dug into his pocket
and placed several coins onto the counter.
He placed his arms around the crate and began to slide it off the
counter, I cringed because I was afraid it would be much too heavy for
the boy. I guessed correctly as he almost dropped it twice before I ran
around and took it from him.
"It's a slow day, I can take it out to your folks' place and save you the
walk." He shrugged his answer and followed me to my grandfather's buggy.
As we passed the checker combatants, Grandfather suddenly looked up.
"Where you off to, Quin?" I paused and rested the heavy box on the rail.
"The box is too heavy for the boy to carry back to his farm, so I'm going
to deliver it for them." Grandfather waved his hand into the air, and I
continued to the buggy carrying the crate of groceries.
I jumped up quickly and took the reins into my hands, and the boy
scrambled up beside me. As soon as he was seated, we took off with a
swift snap of the reins. "Which way?" I asked. His response was a slender
finger pointing north, and I guided the horse into that general direction
away from town. We rode in silence for almost a mile. Finally, when I
could stand the quiet no longer, I looked at him.
"You sure don't talk much," I quipped, studying his small ears and the
slenderness of his neck. He shrugged, making a face that caused me to
scowl. "Well, can you talk?"
I heard him clear his voice, the pitch was high enough that I believed
that if this were a boy, he hadn't started puberty. "I can talk," was all
he said. "Just don't have anything to say."
"Been living in the area long?" I asked, trying to draw him into some
sort of conversation that would pass the time.
"Not long." He spoke deeply, as if he were trying to sound more manly. I
smiled and looked away to hide my grin.
"I have a place near the Round Rock Basin...well, it's actually my
grandfather's, but it'll be mine someday," I added. "You living in that
direction?"
He only shrugged and pointed toward a road that ran to our right, and I
eased the horse down the narrow lane. "Yeah, this is where I would take
to go to my grandfather's old homestead." He said nothing, but his
silence was beginning to unnerve me.
"Not far from his place is a lake, and I go there sometimes to do a
little fishing. You ever been at the lake?" I asked.
"I know of it." He again reminded me of a boy trying to sound like a man.
About five miles from town he pointed toward another lane. "Turn here." I
gave him a curious look, but said nothing. The lane he directed me
toward, was the same one that led to my grandfather's old homestead.
"Our farm's just ahead," he said as the buggy rolled along.
As we neared my grandfather's home, my mind reeled. I wasn't sure if I
should say anything to the boy or confront his parents directly, for they
were trespassing upon my grandfather's land! I decided to remain quiet
for the time being, letting it all play out before I chased them away.
The house looked much like I remembered, having only been up here a few
times since I came to live with Grandfather in town. I pulled the horse
to a stop and set the brake. The boy, instead of jumping down as I would
have done, eased himself to the ground, using the little step plate to
bridge the distance from the buggy to the ground.
I walked to the back of the buggy and untied the crate. "I can get it,"
he said softly.
"That's okay, I'll carry it inside, I've brought it this far." Again he
shrugged and followed me toward the house, looking suspicious as if he
were hiding something from me.
"Uh...Mom?" he called out. "MOM?" We stood quietly and listened, nothing
was moving aside from my horse. "Uh...she must be down at the creek or
something."
Now it was my turn to do a slow nod. It was more then evident that there
were no other souls on the property than the two of us. "Perhaps she's in
the barn?" I smiled and suggested.
"Could be," he sighed, as I sat the crate down upon the porch.
I scanned the entire farm; there weren't any animals to be seen. No
chickens, pigs, cows, horses, dogs or cats could be seen. Nothing you
would assume to find on a 'working' farm. This kid was trying to buffalo
me into thinking that he was with his parents! Still, I didn't let on
that I suspected something was fishy.
Following him to the barn, I almost laughed aloud when he shouted into
the loft, "MOM?" Clearly, he was trying to make his voice sound deeper
than it could possibly ever be. As we waited for his mother to respond, I
looked all around the empty stalls, but there was no trace of straw to be
found in the amounts that would be expected on a farm. No, this boy was
lying, of that I was sure!
We left and headed back to the house. He waited for me to pick up the
crate and held the door as I passed. I walked into the dark house and sat
it down on the table. In the corner lay a dress, hanging over the back of
a chair.
"Your mother's?" I asked, pointing.
His face flushed, then he nodded rather too quickly. I frowned, this was
the first actual evidence that there might be another person somewhere on
my grandfather's farm. Still I said nothing, why would I care if this
little vagabond and his mother were using the house to sleep? I walked
outside and he followed, shutting the door quietly behind himself.
"Uh...thanks for the lift," he pointed weakly toward the buggy.
I smiled. "No problem, glad to help." I took about three steps and
paused, turning back toward the boy. "Hey, if I see you around town...
what should I call you?"
He looked down at the dusty ground. "Sam...you can call me Sam."
"Okay, Sam, you may call me Quin." I stuck out my big paw and shook his
diminutive hand. It felt so small in my own, almost like that of a
girl's. His grip was weak, most unlike a teenage boy who would have grown
up around farms.
I climbed up on the buggy and smiled, bent down low and gathered up the
long reins into my hands, then with a quick snap, quickly rolled away.
******
For almost three days I had remained silent to Grandfather about the boy
and his mother living on his farm. I wanted to make sure that they were
still there before I said anything to my grandfather at all.
It was a Saturday and we closed up the shop around six in the evening. I
left Grandfather reading at his office desk, and headed down the stairs
to the store. "Where you off to?" he called from his office. I paused and
stuck my head into his room.
"Going to try catching us some crappie fish at the lake." He nodded and
sadly waved me on, because he knew that he was too old to walk down the
lane to the water's edge with me anymore.
Behind me as I bounded down the stairs I heard the familiar treading of
Grandfather's old dog, Gypsy, a Husky mix. I patted her on the head as
she pushed past me, but her arrival caused me to pause at the bottom of
the long stairs.
"Grandfather?" I raised my voice.
"Yes, Quin?" he replied without coming into view.
"Will it be okay to take Gypsy along?" I glanced back at her as she stood
waging her tail at the door. "She really likes going out there with me."
He was quiet for a moment. "I don't care. But, if you remember, the last
time you took her, she had gotten into some stagnant water somewhere and
smelled like rotten fish for almost a week!"
"I'll keep an eye on her!" I smiled, and Gypsy began to dance as if she
knew she would be going along.
"All right. Good luck!" he called aloud as I opened the door for Gypsy. I
grabbed my fishing supplies on the way out, and headed toward his buggy.
******
Leaving the buggy behind, the horse gently munching on the thick grass by
the road, I crossed the grassy meadow and headed down toward the small
lake. The full moon was reflecting brightly on the ground and casting
shadows as if it were midday. I called softly to Gypsy as she had
wandered into one of the darkest shadows, and she responded by quickly
returning to my side. "Good girl." I touched her thick fur, more to
reassure me of her nearness in the darkness, than of anything.
The crickets were chirping, and their huge volume drowned the subtle
walking of both Gypsy and me. Far ahead, a great bullfrog croaked his
call, "BHAOW...BHAOW!" I gingerly eased down a small hill to the water's
edge, there I laid my fishing pole and box down, setting the small
kerosene lantern beside them. I hooked a small piece of chicken liver
onto the great barbed hook and flipped it out into the still water of the
lake, tiny ringlets of waves drifted slowly back toward me as I took my
regular position in the lush grass that grew at the water's edge.
Simultaneously, while watching as my bobber dimly floated out in the
shadows, I dug deep into my jeans to retrieve a match for the lantern. I
struck it against a large rock and lit the tired wick with the flame. To
my left, Gypsy was standing with her front paws in the dark water,
drinking its coolness and enjoying this moment with me. Her great lapping
sounds, causing even the crickets to grow quiet. "Shhhhh girl, you're
gonna scare everything away."
She raised her head and looked at me, water dripping from her muzzle as
she slightly tipped her head and caused me to laugh. I settled back into
the grass and looked upward. The stars spread across the heavens in one
great twinkling blanket, and Gypsy settled down by my side. I laid my
pole across my legs and sought out the bobber; it was still floating
unnoticed by the fish that I was after. The moon's image brightly shone
against the mirror like surface of the lake, with only a slight breeze
disturbing its full reflection.
I let my mind wander to the strange boy that had been roosting in my
grandfather's old homestead. Wondering to myself whether he was still
hiding up there, or had decided to move on. I momentarily thought of
sneaking up there and seeing if he I could scare him, but it would be my
luck that he had a gun and end up shooting me instead. I did want to know
if he was still hiding out, but I figured that I could give him a few
more days before paying him a visit.
Lazily, Gypsy rose up and stretched. Seemingly bored, she moved off into
the tall grass, heading away in her usual nightly adventure. "You stay
out of the stagnant water!" I whispered after her, then laughed. Against
the faint yellow glow from my lantern I continued to study the bobber
that was tethered to the string on my pole, and it bounced ever so
slightly.
I sat up slowly, the pole ready in my hands. Again it bobbed, only moving
down a fraction of an inch, but still noticeable. I slowly drew some of
the slackened string in, and waited. The bobber rose slightly in the
water, little tiny circles distorting the moon's reflection. I
straightened my arms and held them steady, as the red and white sphere
floating on the lake began to move very slowly toward the left. The more
it moved, the quicker it became, then suddenly it sank, disappearing in a
audible 'sploop' of sound.
I quickly pulled back on the pole, setting the hook on my slippery
victim. It only broke the surface slightly, but I was sure of what I had
as soon as I caught sight of the black side and slightly yellow belly.
One hard smack of its thick tail and the catfish drove straight toward
the bottom of the lake. My experience told me it would try and lose the
hook somewhere in the thick tangle of limbs near the edge. I reeled
quickly and turned it short of its escape, Gypsy returned and ran along
the bank barking into the water as if telling the fish to give up
struggling.
Slowly, after a few short minutes, I was able to pull it to the edge,
drag it to the grass and slowly slid my hand up its slippery back,
avoiding the great horns on its fins. The large fish gaped with its mouth
as I slowly worked the hook from the rubber-like skin of its jaw.
Gingerly I carried it toward my tackle box, I opened it up and drew out
the long cord and secured my catch on the line. I dropped the catfish
back into the water and tied the cord to a stick that I had shoved into
the soft earth near the water's edge. "It isn't Crappie, but at least
it's something," I sighed, then examined my hook and once satisfied that
I wouldn't need to bait it again, I tossed it back into the shimmering
water.
Suddenly, far down the shoreline to my right, came a loud splash! I was
certain it was a fish, but the huge sound unnerved me greatly. I sought
out Gypsy, and she was also studying the direction where the splash came
from. Without a glance at me, Gypsy began to slowly drift around the lake
until I could see her no more. All around me began a great chorus of
spring peepers and bullfrogs called out to their mates. Intermingled with
them were the crickets, and owls that had made their home near the lake.
I felt a chill wash down my spine as I slowly raised my lantern up and
whistled for Gypsy.
"Come here, girl!" I softly called. My voice echoing against the backdrop
of large old trees that grew along the lakes banks. Behind me a stick
broke, and I wheeled and stared into the blackness beyond my light's
reach. "Gypsy?" I whispered, hoping beyond hope that she had doubled back
behind me. Again a small stick broke, and I held the lantern up higher.
Suddenly two glowing eyes danced into the reflection of my lantern; they
were steady and watchful. I could feel sweat bead my lip as I softly
prayed that it was Grandfather's dog that I was seeing. Again, behind me
in the lake a fish jumped...or, at least, I hoped it was a fish. I
quickly glanced over my shoulder, when I again peered back toward the
eyes they had moved closer. Now they were slowly moving toward me.
I looked around me for any weapon, but the only thing close at hand was
the lantern that I held. I tightened my grip on it and waited, hoping to
see the familiar face of the Husky. I felt my heart jump as the shaggy
body of Grandfather's dog bounded into the light. She was wet from her
chest down, covered in a thin layer of duck weed. I patted her on the
head and handed her a small piece of the chicken liver that I was using
for bait. She curled into the thick grass and laid her head upon her
front paws. I sat the lantern back on the ground and resumed fishing.
For another two hours I fished, and close by lay Gypsy. The only sounds
to my ears were the steady croaking of the great multitude of frogs
backed by the constant hum of the chirping crickets. Occasionally a solo
insect would drift past my ear, which I would chase away with a quick
movement of my hand. I bent over my pocket watch and studied the hands,
it was slowly approaching 11:00 p.m.. I glanced at the line that held my
catch, I only had three fish to show for my efforts, a catfish and two
crappies. I sighed, and began to reel in my bobber. "How about it girl,
do you want to go on home?" She sat up and thumped her curved tail
against the grass, as if telling me that she was ready. I flipped the
liver that I had on my hook far out into the water, it no sooner hit and
was engulfed in a great splash. "Sure, now you want it!" I groaned at the
ripples left by the sudden strike.
I lifted up the lantern and blew out the glowing flame, there was plenty
of moonlight to see without wasting my fuel any more than I needed to. I
gathered my pole and box in one hand, the lantern in the other and
followed Gypsy as she led the way up the hill toward the meadow. We
paused at the top, behind us somewhere, another great splash echoed into
the night. I turned to scan the shoreline, nothing seemed to be moving.
Suddenly Gypsy's ears perked up and she turned her head. "What is it,
girl?" I whispered. I began to listen more closely to the night sounds,
and a barely audible sound came to my ears. It almost sounded like a
frightened sob, so I began to quickly walk in that direction, beside me
loped the dog.
I found the path that led down to the water from this point and took it,
now at almost a dead run. Up ahead was another stifled cry, someone had
fallen into the water and was in the process of drowning. From the sounds
made by their thrashing, I could tell they were getting weak.
As the dog and I broke through the cover of trees, the moonlight bathed
the entire scene before our eyes. It only took a moment for me to take
everything in, a broken log, and thick moss laying on the surface.
Someone had fallen into the water and was being pulled under by the moss
as it enveloped them while they struggled! I was only half right, they
had been able to move away from the moss, only they had it wound around
them and were frantically trying to get it off and keep from sinking
under the surface of the water!
Gypsy raced along the edge of the shoreline, barking furiously, I threw
aside my pole, stringer and box, and quickly raced down a fallen tree
that this person had tumbled from. My speed and momentum carried my dive
well beyond the mossy vegetation, and I struck out for the hapless
victim.
As I reached the victim's side I moved behind them and with my free hand,
began to strip away the thick moss that had bound around their body. In
moments, I had the moss removed and was gently guiding her toward the
shore and away from the moss.
I say 'her' because in my efforts to remove the mossy bindings, my hand
slipped across a very feminine bosom! And twice as I swam her to shore, I
was forced to brush against areas that could only belong to a female! The
girl was exhausted, her breathing was labored and gasping. She was weak
and wouldn't have survived her predicament had I not been there to help
her.
I pulled her onto a sandy spot where I could gather her into my arms and
climb to dry land, Her head was hanging limply as I laid her in the grass
along the bank. I could tell that she was breathing by the rise and fall
of her naked chest, it was a wonder knowing how close she came to
drowning.
In the moonlight, I could see the soft shape of this girl's beautiful
form. Her long, slender legs, the swell of her hips, the dark patch of
her feminine secret, the thin tapered waist, the round swell of her soft
flesh adorned with the dark silver-dollar sized nipples. As my eyes drank
in this young beauty's body, I glance up to her face, then felt my heart
leap into my throat. The short honey blonde hair, the narrow face... it
was Sam!
I began to search out where we were from the buggy, it wasn't too far
from the spot where she was laying...perhaps only a few hundred yards. I
gathered her small frame in my strong arms, and began walking toward
where I left it in the meadow, behind me trotted Gypsy.
As I broke into the meadow, I spotted the silhouette of the rig, quickly
carrying her to the back I placed her down as gently as I could. I
couldn't believe my eyes as the girl appeared to be resting quietly, the
soft moonlight dappling the dark leaves across her naked, wet body
creating light and dark patches from their shadows. Hidden among the
shadows, was the outline of her beautiful form. I swallowed hard.
We were on our way almost as soon as I settled into the seat, racing
through the night, back toward the ancient farm buildings of my
grandfather's homestead, where I could place her into a soft bed to
recuperate. Within minutes, I was pulling the buggy up beside the house.
I gathered her up in my arms and quickly rushed her to the door and
pushed it open. I carried her back to the bedroom and laid her on a bed,
where she remained out the entire time.
As I began to draw up the cover to hide the poor girl's nakedness, I
hesitated, and let my young eyes drink in her soft form. The reaction
from my body was almost too much to take, I let the cover drop and
silently gave a slow exhale.
I took a few minutes once I had her settle d in the warm bed, and
returned to the lake. Once down the path I had just exited I began my
search, finally, after a few minutes of scrounging, I retrieved my catch,
pole, and box and returned back to the stricken girl.
******
I removed my wet clothes and hung them beside the stove, then returned to
her bedside and watched her sleeping for most of the night, sometime
though, I too fell asleep. By morning I sat up and stretched, glancing
across from me she lay, still asleep, one breast was uncovered, exposed
to the ravages of my lustful eyes.
I quickly pulled on my jeans, adjusted my twitching crotch, and stood,
sighing longingly for her. I leaned forward, tempted to reach out and
caress her youthful orb, but knowing that a violation like that would be
well outside the boundary of what I considered gentlemanly. Instead, I
pulled the covers up and hid the exposed flesh from my enraptured view.
I retreated outside rather quickly, trying to remove the wondrous image
that was creating the sexual discomfort that I found myself in. I
gathered a few sticks and carried them back inside, stacking them beside
the stove. I felt I was being watched and slowly turned, Sam was standing
in the doorway, wrapped in the sheet from the bed and looking extremely
beautiful.
"H...how did I get here?" she asked.
I adverted my eyes, I could see her feminine shape right through the
sheet. "I was fishing at the lake last night...and heard you fall in. It
took awhile to get you out but, once I did, I brought you back here."
"You saved me?" she asked. "I was sure I would drown."
"You almost did," I replied, pushing some sticks into the glowing coals
of the fire that I had just lit.
"You...you saw me naked?" she asked, her embarrassment evident.
"You were naked when I pulled you from the water," I replied.
"I...I was bathing." She dropped her eyes to the floor. "Did you find my
clothes?"
I looked up at her. "I didn't see any, but I really didn't look for any
when I was bringing you up here to the house either." After placing a
larger log into the burning kindling, I stood up and faced her. "Why are
you dressing like a boy, when clearly you are a very pretty girl?"
She glanced at the board planking on the floor. "I wasn't always that
way," she sighed. "Once, I was as male as you."
I frowned, not quite understanding what she was saying. "I find that hard
to believe, when the girl I'm looking at, is as female as I am male."
"Perhaps now, but once..." she frowned. "Maybe it would be easier if I
would start at the beginning...my beginning."
I sat quietly as she narrated her strange story, I let her go, hoping
that what she would divulge might help me in finding more information
about her and filling in the gaps that were left unanswered. She took a
deep breath and settled into a rocking chair, I leaned against the wall
as she spoke, her voice sounding soft and feminine to my ears.
The words began, rolling effortlessly from her perfect lips. As if I were
in a trance I listened, each word held upon her breath like a spring wind
upon a birds wing. I wasn't going anywhere soon, not until I heard her
story...
******
*I climbed up into the stagecoach and took my seat, next to the man who
removed me from the orphanage. At sixteen, I assumed that I was to be
trained in some type of apprenticeship program. I exhaled slowly, happy
to see the big building slowly falling behind the dust of our coach on
that bright, sunny morning.
For almost ten minutes we rode along, and I studied the strange man with
the greasy, slicked back hair as he was going through a case on his lap.
Finally he reached across and locked the doors to our coach, then settled
back to continue riding.
Since he appeared quite nervous, I said nothing. Why should I care if he
feared for his own safety? For three hours we bounced along that dusty
road, not a word was exchanged as we rolled along. As we climbed higher,
our scenery began to change. Gone was the dusty prairie, now trees lined
the sides of the road, and occasionally I could see towering pines as
their base spread far out.
With a great banging jar, I sat up awake. I had fallen asleep. I glanced
outside as our coach had continued on toward its unknown destination,
carrying the strange man and me with it. I leaned toward the window, all
around me was a great wooded forest, only the path we were on broke up
the lush green surroundings. I looked upward at the sun, it appeared to
be close to noon by now.
I glanced at the door, somehow the inside handle had fallen off. A quick
look at the opposite door revealed the same fate, the handles had both
fallen...or perhaps they had been removed. My eyes darted toward the
greasy man, and I saw that the great barrel of a revolver was pointed
directly at me! "I hope you had a nice nap!"
I swallowed hard, in each visible chamber I could see the bluish gray
tips of each bullet. "I...I don't understand," I stammered.
He smiled evilly. "You will," he said with a quick wave of the gun,
"Remove your clothes."
"Like hell I will!" I spat back, suddenly feeling pretty cocky as the
stage rolled to a stop.
With a deafening silence, only the horses whinnying outside this tiny
prison could be heard. He scowled, "Undress."
"Go to hell!" I shouted defiantly.
His movement was a blur, I felt the butt end of his revolver strike me
hard on the head. "Fool kid, I'll teach you some manners real soon!"
I sat holding my head, a small droplet of blood rolled down my arm and
stained my shirtsleeve. I winced under the pain he had inflicted.
"You aren't going anywhere! Now undress!" he growled, thumbing the hammer
back on the big Colt. The sound brought my ears to attention.
"You wouldn't shoot me..." I whispered hoarsely. "Why are you doing this
to me? You know I don't have any money!"
Suddenly the great weapon in his hand roared, and it filled the cabin of
the coach with an acrid smoke. I flinched and held my ear nearest the
gun. He didn't shoot me, but he was making a very blatant point. "Next
one won't be so far to the right...now, off with them clothes."
With a trembling hand, I began to remove my clothing. Soon I was seated,
wearing only my long underwear. "Keep going," he motioned with the
revolver, indicating what I still was wearing. "All of it!"
Slowly I removed that too, he pointed to the small pile of what I had
been wearing. "Pick the pile up...easy like." I kept my eye trained on
him and bent down, entirely naked I gathered my belongings in my arms.
Slowly he pushed the barrel into my temple, "Throw it outside."
"The doors are locked," I whispered under the cold steel so near my face.
He quickly hung the handle back on and threw aside the door. "Throw it
outside!" I did as he bade and tossed it through the small doorway. For a
split second I contemplated throwing myself out as well. "Don't even
think of it, you'd be dead before your feet even touched the ground." He
gave a short laugh and pushed the gun against my head. "Close it, then
sit down!"
Again a loud bang broke the silence of the coach's cabin, through the
smoke I could see him tighten his jaw. I touched the tip of my ear, a
small trickle of blood began to trail down my neck. "If I really wanted
to...you'd already be dead!"
"You shot me!" I screamed in anger, holding my burning ear in pain.
"The next one will be dead on...put on the items in this box!" he
growled, gesturing down quickly with the smoking revolver's barrel, as he
pushed the box forward with the toe of his boot.
I slowly bent down and pulled the material onto the bench I was seated
upon, beneath it were more items. "These are all women's clothes!" I
frowned as I placed each one next to me.
"That's right!" he laughed. "Now dress!" He smiled as I held up a strange
white item. "It's a woman's underthings. Put them on." It was light and
lacy across the front, it fell down to my waist and would have probably
fallen further had I been standing. "Put those on...NOW!" I lifted up a
thin item that looked like pants made of a light lace, however, at the
bottom it was ringed with several rows of thin ruffles.
I slowly pulled it up my leg, letting go at my waist. The great ruffled
legs ran almost to my ankle. "Now that." He pointed to a strange looking
item that had a string running, zigzag along one side. "Put the laces in
the back." I hesitated. "Do it now!"
"Over the rest of this stuff?" I asked. He pointed his gun toward my
face. I quickly relented and pulled it on. I frowned as it settled at my
waist, one end was high and almost covered my chest, the bottom ended
right at my hips. At regular intervals around the middle, great whale
bones were inserted. "What the heck am I supposed to do with the strings
on the back?"
"Draw them and tie it off as best as you can!" He laughed as I struggled
with the long strings. I felt like a fool wearing these clothes, and he
knew it.
"Why are you making me wear this stuff?" I asked, finally tying the
string at the bottom. "I don't get it!" I complained, looking down at the
strange garments he was having me don on.
I sat back and watched the man, he smiled and pointed to the shoes still
laying in the box. I shot him an angry glare and picked them up, they had
a flat sole with a very low heel. The shoes were a dark black and still
quite shiny. I slowly pulled one on my foot, wincing in pain at the
discomfort of trying to wear smaller shoes than I was used to.
"Now the petticoat." He laughed, as I fought to find the opening under
all of the swirling white material. "Don't forget the other one." He
indicated toward an extra petticoat that had fallen on the floor. "You're
going to wear two."
"Why am I wearing any at all?" I complained as I again fought with the
second item. As it settled at my waist, I could see a wide strip of lace
running in two rows at their bottom, between the rows was a thin ribbon
of blue. "What are you planning to do with me? Why are you dressing me
like this?" I asked again, touching my aching ear, now dry with blood.
He gave a short laugh. "You'll see in a moment." He nodded at the long
blue dress. "Put it on!" I slowly pulled it over my head, material
rustling past my ear and sounding like I was standing under a great
waterfall. As it settled down, I couldn't help but to be amazed at my
looks! If it weren't for the lack of a figure, breasts and the hair...I
would look just like a woman! I pulled at the light blue calico material
until it fell to its full length, at my ankle. The two layers of
petticoats made the dress look full and puffy on me. I sighed and glanced
up quickly.
As I did, he threw a small cloth at me. It was a bonnet. I held it until
he again aimed the revolver barrel at my head, so without a word I put it
on my head and tied it beneath my chin loosely. "Okay...you satisfied?
Now what?" I asked. "I think you have some explaining to do."
He laid the revolver on his lap and reached up into his breast pocket. "I
run a tavern in a small town called Cold Forks. It's about a hundred or
so miles from here." He looked out the window at the passing forest.
"Once we get down the hills further and out of these woods, you will
understand fully of what I have planned for you."
"I want to know right now!" I glanced quickly at the revolver, wondering
if I had enough time to snatch it from his lap.
"If you insist." He opened a small box that he had pulled from his
pocket, with great care he lifted out a long chain. Suspended from the
end was a dull medal with a spinning cherub embossed on its surface.
"This is called 'The Medallion of Zulo'."
I shrugged my indifference, again glancing quickly from the chain to the
Colt. He held it out, away from his body, his eyes following the little
spinning medal. "What's that got to do with me all trussed up like a
Christmas Turkey?"
"This is a very special little necklace, it will transform the wearer
into whomever it had touched last." As the words he had spoken sunk in, I
laughed. "Oh don't be so quick to laugh, my last little employee found
out the hard way that its magic is VERY complete!"
"Last?" I asked. "Then you've done this before?"
He snickered. "I found it by accident, as well as what it could do. Being
an enterprising soul, I used it to make me a great deal of money." He
glanced quickly at me. "The last girl was a fool, she couldn't handle the
changes and threw herself in front of a wagon. But not before she made me
quite a tidy little sum of money."
"This girl you're speaking of...she sold herself for money?" I asked,
slowly easing myself closer to the revolver. "You forced her to doing
this?"
Again he laughed. "She didn't seem to mind too much, until she found that
she was with child." He smiled. "I guess she wasn't sure that Cold Forks
was a proper place to bring up an infant."
"You're an asshole!" I hissed. "Why not just get a girl to work for you?
Seems like there should be plenty of them around that like that sort of
thing!"
"Perhaps, but it gives me a thrill to see a transformation happen...and
then take advantage of it when it does!" He laughed again, slowly
swinging the chain beneath his clutched right fist.
"You're insane!" I shouted, quickly lunging at the revolver. His hand
dropped covering the barrel with his left palm, I tugged but was unable
to free it from his grasp, instead I threw myself against the door of the
coach. It broke free, sending me sprawling down a slight embankment that
bordered the dusty little road. As soon as I rolled to a stop I stood up,
the coach had turned and begun racing back to where I had jumped.
In horror I watched as the coach bore down the road toward me, with the
strange man leaning out an open door brandishing his revolver! I
desperately spun and raced down the hill, hoping to lose him among the
tall trees and grasses. He fired a shot which bore deep inside the bark
of a tree near my head, it sprayed the side of my face with the
splintered wood. I slipped behind the great bole of a tree, trying to
catch my fading breath.
I quickly glanced over my shoulder, heart racing from fear as the man and
driver scrambled down the hill behind me. I spun and dashed headlong
through the brush, again a shot rang out, the high whine split the air as
the bullet buried deep into the ground only a few feet away.
I raced through the trees, my feet carrying me like a frightened deer
down a dirty little path that followed a small stream. Again a bullet
struck the water that I had been running past, so I doubled my efforts to
put them far behind me as I ran.
As I hurried on, a great rushing sound was pounding my ears. "Waterfall!"
I gasped, out of breath. I ran as fast as I could, nearing the peak of
the great fall. I was seemingly trapped, ahead was a fall that seemed
nearly a hundred feet over the rocks below...behind me were men that
intended to see me dead... or worse!
I was about to leap, taking my chances in the murky fog of the bottom
when I noticed a small fallen tree that spanned the width of the stream.
Without a thought for my safety, I raced across the length of the trunk.
Nearly at the half way point I felt it crack under my efforts, but I
continued from the fear of what would happen should I pause. I made a
huge effort to speed on faster, until my feet came to a solid footing on
the far side.
It seemed at the very moment that my foot struck land, the tree trunk
split in two and almost took me along with it as it plummeted over the
edge. I gasped loudly as I caught myself by falling forward, but I
quickly gathered myself up, and scrambled through the brush knowing that
they weren't far behind me.
Inside the dense foliage I hid myself just as they broke through the
trees on the other side of the stream, quickly pulling the billowing
material under me from their view. "I tell you I heard something!"
The fat driver pulled short along the edge of the stream and studied the
ground. "The kid came through here, Taggert." They appeared to study the
tracks left by these shoes I was wearing. "I think he threw himself over
the edge!"
The shorter man scowled. "Nonsense. He's here, somewhere close by." He
glanced over his shoulder toward the woods on his side.
The driver continued on toward the falls. "Like I said, Taggert, I think
he threw himself off! I thought I heard a scream!"
My attacker followed the driver to the edge. "Tracks stop right here.
Shit! He did throw himself over the edge!" The man grabbed his hat in
frustration and slapped himself hard on the leg.
"Come on. We'll have to go back for another one!" he growled and followed
the driver back the way they came. "On the way we'll need to stop and buy
some more clothes...the little idiot jumped with the last new outfit that
I bought!"
As they worked their way toward the woods, the driver stumbled and caught
himself. "So...who were you going to turn him into?"
The man following him laughed. "Those clothes were new, he was well on
his way to becoming a girl...as if he'd been born that way! Now the
little shit went and killed himself... depriving me of another cheap
screw!"
I rolled over and faced the sky, my heart beating profusely in my ears as
I struggled for my breath.
I lay quietly for several minutes, their voices disappearing in the
distance. Quietly I stood, slowly raising and peering through the tall
grass, it was completely still aside from the great rushing waterfall as
it spewed forth the torrent of liquid.
I gradually stood and sighed deeply, finally able to breathe more easily
at my successful escape. Suddenly, from behind me a great branch snapped,
and I spun and saw the towering silhouette of a bear. It stood on its
hind feet and slowly walked out from the darkened woods, only ten feet
from me!
It seemed all the blood drained from my face, and sweat broke out upon my
forehead. I felt the woods growing suddenly dark, as images began to spin
before my eyes. I felt myself lose balance and lean forward. My last
recollection was of the ground suddenly spinning toward my frightened
face. Here I would die, knowing that it would be under the gnashing teeth
of a great brown bear...then sudden darkness enveloped me.*
******
I rubbed my chin and looked at her. "That's some story!"
She scowled. "It's no story! It really did happen!" Standing, she moved
to the table.
I shrugged. "Okay then, what happened with the bear? Did someone frighten
it off?"
She sat down on a tall, straight-backed chair and held the sheet to cover
her intimate parts. "There's more to it if you're interested."
"It's Sunday; I've already missed church. Please continue with your
tale." I moved over to the table. Sam sat, she was scowling at me as I
took a seat.
"I'm not making this up, it really did happen!" Her eyes looked as though
I had hurt her, and I felt like such a heel.
"A guy suddenly changing into a girl is just too hard to believe, Sam!
You've got to realize that much! You are asking me to believe that a
stupid necklace caused all of that to happen to you?" I pointed at the
feminine shape hidden under the sheet.
"It happened," she frowned. "Do you want to hear the rest of it or not?"
she asked as she pulled the sheet tighter and folded her arms.
"Go on," I said softly, shrugging of my shoulders.
******
*I awoke to the sound of a fire popping and crackling. I could feel the
heat against my face even before I opened my eyes. Raising my head, I
looked around me, amazed to myself that I hadn't been eaten. As I took in
my surroundings, I saw beside me was a small speckled blue bowl, just
inside of it lay a rag. I had been reclining on a narrow bed with what
looked like it was made of thin willow branches woven and interlocked
into a surprisingly comfortable platform. On the top of that lay a bag of
what felt like dried straw or grass.
Above the small fire was a wide hearth that seemed to span almost six
feet, bark still evident on the underside of the mantle. Sitting upon the
flat upper surface was a single yellow candle made of beeswax, which was
held by a dull tin holder. I smiled as I realized that the candle had
been there for a long time, it was bowed by the heat from the fireplace.
Across the room stood a tall shelf, and several cubbyholes were filled
with normal items of the occupant. I could see a tin, perhaps with dried
tea inside. Nearby was a rather ornate cup and saucer, probably belonging
to the woman of the home. In the corner was a board with several pegs,
upon two of the pegs, hung a great furry item that looked like an animal
skin. Just below it was a broom, fabricated with a stick and several tall
grasses tied to the base.
I glanced toward the floor, and I saw that it was made of long planking.
It was unusual to see this type of flooring since wood was very expensive
to plane way out here. Just to my right, a tall open stairs led upward. I
studied each step, the boards were narrow in width and yet quite thick.
Through the steps I could see beyond, into what looked like a kitchen.
I rolled to the side, the little kitchen stove was very tiny and yet
looked as if it was well maintained. I raised my eyes upward, I could
hear someone walking on the planking in the loft...I was not alone. I
felt my heart skip, I cringed as I wondered what they had thought when
they found me dressed as a female.
Suddenly I heard the walker, moving toward the first boards of the
stairs. I sat up quickly, the billowing dress tangled and impeded my legs
from standing. I watched in shock as the great soles of a boot began
their decent down the open stairway. The boots were tall and ended just
below the knee, at each side hung a long, tasseled bootstrap. More and
more of the person was revealed as he came further down the steps; it was
a man and his great thud of his footfall bespoke of his large size. At
the bottom of the steps he turned and headed into his kitchen, and I
noticed that he was quite big, probably well over six feet tall! I
scrambled out of the bedding, the dress making me stumble as he slowly
turned and looked over his shoulder.
"Care for something to drink?" His voice was deep and rung within the
little home. "I'm fixing up some coffee if you want some."
"N..No thank you, I'm fine," I stammered, trying to get a better view of
him through the stairs. "H..how did I get here?"
He pulled down a large tin cup and poured himself his coffee. "I heard
some shooting, when I went to see what was going on...I watched two
fellas moving back into the woods." He took a long sip, still facing
toward the window with his back to me. "That's when I found you."
I looked outside, only the faint glow of the setting sun could be seen.
He turned and leaned against a long counter made from thin split logs.
"Can you explain why they were shooting at you?"
I swallowed hard, looking quickly at the door. If I made a run, I would
have to go past him in doing so. He followed my eyes and smiled. "I ain't
going to harm you none. I just need to figure out why those guys wanted
to hurt you."
I inched my way around the stairs, probably looking to him like a
frightened deer peering from the brush. "They were trying to take me to
Cold Spring...or something like that...against my wishes."
He took another swallow of his coffee, then wiped his thick beard of
stray liquid. "Cold Forks...it's the only town near here." I nodded at
his correction, realizing my error.
"That's the one." I inched further, afraid of what he would think of me
wearing the clothes of a girl.
He sat his cup down on the table before him. "You're sorta dressed up,
especially to be traipsing around in these woods."
I smiled weakly, feeling my face flush with embarrassment. "I can
explain."
"No need...frankly, I don't care." He pulled out a chair, which still
maintained the bark on the legs. "This ain't the place for no
greenhorn... let alone some girl!"
"I'm no girl!" I shot back.
He laughed, a great booming sound reverberated along the rough timber.
"Fine then...a woman!" He twiddled his fingers in the air and laughed,
rolling his eyes in amusement.
"That's not what I mean!" I replied angrily. "I'm not a girl...OR a
woman!"
He snickered and folded his huge hands in front of him, pointing a finger
my way. "I would guess then, that's it's been awhile since you last
looked at yourself?"
I grabbed at the long skirt, holding it out away from me slightly. "They
made me put this on! I ain't like that!"
Again he laughed, stood and poured himself another cup of coffee. "Well,
I can't be taking you back to town this week. It'll have to wait until
I've checked my traps." He shook his head and took another drink. "Be
cold soon, did you happen to be wearing a jacket?"
I shook my head. "They didn't give me one." Again he shook his head and
laughed.
"It's pretty obvious to me...that idiot of yours doesn't take care a
girl. To guys like him, you're nothing more than meat to poke, then once
you've served your purpose...he'll show you his boot!" He scowled and
spun his cup. "Your mother should've raised her daughter with more
sense."
"How many times do I have to tell you...I'M NO GIRL!" I stamped my foot
on the floor to emphasize my point.
He laughed and took another long drink of his steaming coffee. "From
where I'm standing, you'd be hard pressed to convince me otherwise!"
I frowned at him, but as I folded my arms against my stomach, something
brushed the top of each arm. I glanced down into the pillowy hills and
valleys of a woman's breasts as they rolled beneath the material of the
corset! I stepped back, a shocked scream hung unspoken upon my voice!
Quickly I touched each one, and soft mounds of very feminine flesh
greeted my slender fingers!
I raised my trembling hands, and I saw that they were long and slim, as
each finger was adorned with a narrow nail. I could feel my breath
gasping and wheezing in the throws of hyperventilation. I raced a hand
down my flat stomach, unsure if it were held that way by the corset or if
I now possessed a girl's belly. My hands felt at the base of my torso,
and between my thighs was a void as flat as my stomach! "Oh...oh my God!"
I cried as I flashed my hand against my genitalia, only to find it like
the void of a woman's. "He...he did this to me!" I bawled.
The big man frowned, as I sank to the floor in tears. He slowly walked to
me and gently lifted me back to my feet. "What's your name?"
I looked down at my swollen chest. "Does it really matter anymore?" I
continued crying, pushing myself away from him. "H..how?" I sobbed. "How
did he do it without me noticing?" I staggered once again. "The
necklace... he had to have touched me with the necklace!"
He ignored my outburst. "I can't just call you 'Hey girl'...you got to
have a name." He took a step backward.
I shrugged my shoulders. "They called me Sam at the orphanage," I said as
I wiped the tears against my slender trembling hand. "Short for Samuel."
"That's funny," he laughed softly. "My late wife went by 'Sam' too...
only with her it was short for... Samantha."
He stood quietly for a few uncomfortable minutes watching me desperately
mulling over the changes to my body. "So, Samantha... can you cook?"
I shrugged, giving up on trying to correct him while looking the way I
did. "How can you possibly ask me to cook for you after what I've just
been through?"
He rubbed his chin and folded his arms. "If you expect to keep warm until
we can get you back into town, you're gonna need to help out some around
here. Cooking is one way that you can be of service."
I wiped a stray rolling tear away, all hope lost to me. I sighed
emotionally. "I...I guess...a little."
He gently led me to the kitchen, his hand dwarfed my own in its size.
"The skillet is hanging on the wall, I got bacon hanging outside in the
shed." He watched me slowly begin to stoke the stove with wood, unsure of
what he would do with what appeared to be a crying, irrational and
emotional female.
My trembling hands pushed the bonnet from my head, dropping it in
frustration on the table. I touched my hair as it was suddenly cascading
in great volumes as it fell about my shoulders, spilling to the tops of
my new breasts. I buried my face into these slim hands I now possessed,
and another great sob broke from my slender throat.
The door opened slowly, and he stepped back inside. He watched me
quietly, concern etched upon his brow. After an extremely deafening
silence, he sighed. "I can cook. Why don't you sit down a spell and pull
yourself back together." He slowly drew out a chair and waited until I
could seat myself. His sympathetic gesture made me smile for the first
time since this has happened.
He smiled, his white teeth showing through the fuzzy brown beard with
just the tiniest hint of gray. "Name's Travis Henry...friends call me
Kodiak." He sliced a few pieces of meat with a huge knife that looked
razor sharp.
******
I sat up, surprised that there was some at least validity to her story as
I spoke! "I know Kodiak, I met him a few times when he came into town for
supplies! He lives about fifty or sixty miles straight up the Mountain!"
She scowled at me. "Congratulations...now may I continue?" Her sarcasm
was pretty heavy, but it caused me to smile. I waved my hand as
Grandfather would have done. "Go on...I'll keep shut."
She rolled her eyes. "Promise?" There was a slight hint of her smile as
she continued to relay her story to me, a story that I was slowly finding
more and more believable. Impossible, yet minutely believable.
******
*I laughed weakly at the big man. "So...I imagine that you were my bear?
The one I saw at the waterfall?"
His laugh boomed, almost startling me. "That would be me," he said,
tossing the meat into the skillet. "How old are you, Samantha? Seem kind
of young to be out on your own."
I rolled my eyes. 'It seemed that he'd never believe that I wasn't born
this way?' I thought. I blew out a trembling breath. "I'll be sixteen in
a month." He poured me a cup of coffee and gently placed it on the table,
slowly turning the handle toward me. I stared at the reflection of the
ceiling as I grew sullen.
He frowned, dropping another few slices into the steaming skillet. "Why
ain't you married then? You should be settling down and having a family
of your own. My own mother was 16 when she had me."
I sighed. "Up until this very morning I was living in an orphanage...as a
boy!"
He smiled and flipped the sizzling meat. "Now why would a pretty little
thing as yourself be hiding out in some orphanage, as a boy?" He opened
up a tall wooden box and lifted out a fist-sized potato and then placed
another next to it. From a basket he brought down an onion.
I dropped my head against the table. "That asshole from Cold...whatever,
turned me into the girl you keep calling SAMANTHA!"
He turned slowly and stared intently at me. "I don't believe you. There
ain't no way that you could've EVER been a fella!"
"Well I am...ah...was." I frowned, looking down.
He stood, continuing to stare at me. "So...If you was to pull off all
your clothes, you'd be a guy under all them feminine fineries?"
"I...I don't know," I stuttered.
"Go ahead, pull 'em off. Been a long time since I seen a naked woman!" He
laughed.
"I'll pass," I shot back. "That's the last thing I need for either of us
to see." He chuckled softly as he sliced the potatoes into the skillet.
"Afraid a guy like me couldn't please a young thing like you?" He speared
the meat and tossed it onto a plate, stirring the potatos with the tip of
his knife. "Not interested because I'm old and a bit rough around the
edges?" he laughed as he began to dice up the onion.
"It's not that," I growled. "I'm no woman. I don't know how one is
supposed to act!"
He smiled as he wiped the tears caused by the onion. "What the heck do
you think those miners were going to do with you?"
I shrugged. "How should I know, I've never been a female before! Besides,
it wasn't as though those assholes asked my permission!"
He laughed and pushed the onion off the cutting board. "I could tell you
exactly what they were planning to do. Better yet, I could probably show
you." Again his booming laugh broke the silence of the little house. "At
least one of us might enjoy it!"
I sat stunned at his comment, while he kept blinking away the tears
caused by the onion. After a few minutes of stirring, he began to scoop
the fried potatoes on a plate for each of us, beside it he placed several
slices of the bacon that he prepared. "Better eat up! Tomorrow, you're
cooking breakfast!" He turned and sat a plate before me, causing me to
push the cup to one side.
I watched as he seated himself. Taking up his knife, and using the wide
blade, he scooped a mouthful. He chewed quietly, studying me with his
clear, crystal blue eyes. After he swallowed, he gestured toward me,
using the knife as an extension of his hand.
He sighed, softly. "I ain't never seen prettier colored hair than you've
got." I sat silently, and sliced a small piece of meat, chewing it
quietly.
I wasn't sure on how to respond. I looked up quickly, our eyes meeting
briefly. "Thanks...I think." I cut another small piece of meat. "I guess
my mother must've had yellow hair too," I added, not really sure why I
said those words in the first place.
He smiled. "She must have been a handsome woman to birth a youngin' as
pretty as you."
I felt my face blush at his compliment, and he smiled and took a sip of
his coffee. Thankfully changing the subject, he pointed toward the
window. "I'm figuring that there'll be snow inside of a week or so."
I looked up, and he smiled again. "Damn, you have the prettiest brown
eyes I ever saw."
"So...you'll take me out of here and into town? Hopefully, before the
snow flies?" I ignored his comment and tried to keep him on a subject
that didn't focus on me directly.
He laughed and took another long drink. "I ain't going nowhere until
spring."
"I can't stay up here with you all winter!" I sat up quickly, placing my
fork on the plate. "Point out the town's direction, and I'll just walk
there!"
"Why not?" he asked. "I ain't going to do nothing to you." He frowned,
completely sidestepping my comment about walking to the town. He was
quiet for only a moment, then as if what I said dawned on him. "The town
is almost a four day walk from here...you'd never make it. You would end
up a bear or wolf's meal."
"Well, if that's the case...what about clothes for starters? I have
nothing other than what I'm wearing here in the cabin." I stood and began
to pace.
"Sure you do, you can wear anything of Samantha's that I have in her
trunk." He pointed up into the loft.
I began to glance around the small cabin. "Where will I sleep?"
He shrugged. "Only got the two beds, one up, one down."
"Which one is yours?" I asked softly, hoping his was the one upstairs.
He pointed toward the fireplace. "I sleep there. You can have the one
upstairs...until the cold weather sets in."
"Then what?" I wondered aloud.
"Then, we'll be bringing it down here and pushing them together," he said
as a matter of fact.
"Why together?" I worried.
"I close the loft off when the weather turns colder; try sleeping up
there and you'll be froze stiff by morning." He then did a slow nod as he
realized my concern. "Being next to each other will help us stay warm, I
ain't going to be doing nothing with you." He smiled and then winked.
"Unless you're wanting me to."
I took my cup to my lips with a trembling hand. "Well, here's to a very
warm winter," I sighed.
His laugh boomed again, as he raised his cup and took a drink.*
******
I sat looking at the table. "Last winter...that was a pretty hard one,
wasn't it?"
She groaned. "The coldest I can remember!"
"So...did you have to sleep with him?" I asked, even though I guess her
answer. "Did he try anything with you?"
Her face reddened and she looked quickly away. Slowly, Sam began to
speak...this time as if she was choosing her words carefully.
******
*As bedtime approached, I climbed up the tall stairs. Kodiak stayed below
and watched me ascend. I stood at the loft's door and he called up softly
from below. "Don't worry, Samantha. I ain't that type of guy. I'll leave
you be." I turned and looked at him, feeling deep down he was sincere and
honest.
I slowly retreated into the darkness of the loft, alone and afraid of the
transformation that had befallen my young body. Below, Kodiak cleaned in
the kitchen then quietly sat in an old rocker, its constant rhythmic
creaking gave an air of quiet comfort to the little cabin.
I sat down upon the strange bed, its straw ticking rustling under my
weight. A small window was centered beneath the peak, distorted glass
created swirling patterns of the darkened trees outside. I stood and
slowly moved to the shaft of moonlight that was beaming through the
little window. Outside, the swaying brown grasses gave sound to the late
autumn scene below.
I glanced back toward the bed, my silhouette cutting a feminine figure in
the illuminated path. I sighed and gently ran my fingers through my now
longer hair, at the end of my slender fingertips I held a golden strand.
"Why did this have to happen to me?" I softly cried as I let the hair
fall against my sloping breast.
I hesitantly touched the swell that had only days before been absent, the
weight and pull left no doubt that they were attached. My hands fell
along my waist, now tapered and as feminine as any girl would have at my
age. Embarrassed with myself, I pulled my hand away and returned to the
bed.
I lay prone on the narrow bed, my dress creating a billowing blanket
about my legs. I wouldn't undress, I was afraid to....afraid of what I
would find. I slowly pulled a thick quilt up my body and held it there
beneath my chin, tears silently falling against the cool pillow.
My mind was in a tormented state, questions danced through my aching head
for most of the early evening. "Would I ever be able to return to normal?
Could I live as this girl that I've become if I couldn't change back?" I
rolled over and stared into the night, the window providing my terrified
mind an avenue of escape as I studied the gently swaying trees outside.
Down below, I could hear Kodiak softly humming to himself. Every so often
he would quietly sing out the words of his song, then drop back into
humming the pleasant tune. I fell asleep to his tune, a melody that
finally rescued my mind and let me slip away into a world of dreams.
Long before morning came I sat up, then, realizing that what I had dreamt
was based on reality. I HAD somehow been changed into a woman. I tossed
back the quilt and stood slowly, gently walking toward the window. The
ground was thinly covered with a light dusting of snow, and winter would
be soon upon us. I looked over to the bed, a sigh brought a vaporous
breath from my mouth making me realize that my time alone could be very
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