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Suzie's New Life By Suzie Marks Prolog This is my story of how I went from a teenage boy to a young woman. In Chapter 1, I explained on how I was caught dressing for the first time. I was 16 and I stayed at home because I was "sick". As soon as mom left for work, I started to get all dressed up. She came home unexpectedly and caught me putting on the last of my make-up. I thought she was going to kill me, but she was very supportive. She had suspected this for a while and did some research into boys who like to wear girl's clothes. She let me stay dressed until just before my sister, Laurie, came home from school. Laurie figured what was going on too and was just as supportive as mom was. We all three went shopping and I got my ears pierced. It turned out to be quite a day. Suzie's New Life Chapter 2 I spent the whole night tossing, turning, and dreaming of how wonderful it was to be Suzie, and how I dreaded the thought of going back to Robert. Finally the alarm went off at 6:30 so my dream was over, and reality then set in. I had to go back to being Robert and go to school. I reluctantly got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I took off my silky nightgown, got into the shower, and washed the curls out of my hair followed by the rest of my body. I couldn't believe how soft and silky my shaved legs felt and I had the strong desire to shave my arm pits too. But that had to be put off for now. I got out of the shower and dried off and put my old cotton briefs and tee shirt on. I hated the way they felt on my body and was hopeful that this would be just for a little while. I was hoping that after I went to see Dr. Anderson on Monday she would let me start living as Suzie fulltime. Just the thought of that gave me hope that everything was going to be alright. "Mom where is the fingernail polish remover?" "Under the sink dear, it is a shame that you have to take the lovely polish off your nails." "I know but what am I going to do? I will be getting enough flack from the kids at school because of my pierced ears and shaved legs." "Do you regret anything you did yesterday?" "No, I just wish I could change schools and start living as Suzie." Mom looked at me and came over and gave me a big hug. She looked me in the eyes and said, "Let's see what Dr. Anderson says and we can go from there." "What if she says that I am just going through a phase and I'll get over it?" "Well just have to cross that bridge when we get to it. Now hurry and get ready for school or you'll be late." "Yes mom." I proceeded to take the beautiful polish off my finger and toe nails. This time I made sure that I had all of it off. This last thing I needed was to have one of the kids at school see traces of polish on my nails. I finished getting dressed and looked into the mirror. Yesterday cute Suzie looked back at me; today it is just drab Robert. I proceeded to take my earrings out when Laurie stuck her head in my room. "If you take those out your holes will close up and you'll just have to get them pierced again." "I know I love them but I haven't figured out how to explain them." "There are lots of guys at school with one of their ears pierced and some with both pierced. Just say that I made you to do it." "How's that?" "You know how you always wanted me to teach you how to drive and let you drive my car? Well just tell everyone that I said 'if you want this bad enough, prove it. Go and get your ears pierced.'" "And you are going to teach me to drive right?" "I will teach Suzie to drive." I got my books together and jumped on my bike to go to school. On the way there, I was thinking of what I would say so I decided to use Laurie's suggestions about my earrings. Explaining my shaved legs would be pretty easy because I race with a city wide bicycle league. Most of the guys that race, shave their legs. When you are riding a bike, with shorts on, the wind irritates the hair on your legs after a while. The first person I met when I got to school was my girlfriend Jennifer. To be more precise, Jennifer was my girl friend and my best friend. We had known each other for about 3 months. Even though we are the same age and go to the same school, we never had any classes together. We met over the summer when I went for a hair cut. I was tired of how my hair looked after going to one of those haircut specialty places in the strip malls. Laurie talked me into going to her stylist, Sarah, at the Total Look Salon. I was very nervous and excited walking into a "real" salon for the first time. I just look straight ahead trying to avoid eye contact. Sarah was in her late twenties and she immediately picked up on me being uncomfortable. She told me not to worry and made me feel relaxed and comfortable. As she washed my hair, she told me to feel relaxed and comfortable. When I went to her chair and sat down I noticed this girl sitting next to me getting her hair cut. She looked at me and smiled. "Don't you go to Johnson High?" "Ah, Ah yes I do." "So do I, I've seen you around campus." We talked and the time sped by and the next thing I knew Sarah was done. I asked Jennifer if she would like to go and get something to eat and she said yes. We became instant friends and since then we spent much of our free time together. That fall we had the same English and Biology class, so we would study together. I rode up to the bike racks and she was standing there waiting for me. "Hi Robert are you feeling better now?" "Yes thanks." She then looked at me, "Oh my God, you got your ears pierced and you shaved your legs. What's going on?" "Laurie made me get my ears pierced before she would teach me to drive. She said I had to prove how bad I wanted to get my driver's license. She's so mean to me. I shaved my legs because the wind really irritates them when I race. Jennifer suddenly looked at me in a different light, as if she was seeing something for the first time. She smiled. "Hmm, well those earrings do set you off. I like them. We need to talk after school." The rest of the day went pretty well. I got some ribbing and kidding but most everyone just seemed to accept what I'd done. The only problem I had was in gym where one guy called me a pretty boy and shouldn't I be in the girl's lockers room? Secretly I knew he was right. Everyone else in there told him to shut up and he left me alone. Jennifer asked me to come over to her house after school to study for a biology test the next day. She said that I should be there around 5:00 and plan on staying for dinner. I went home and immediately stripped and put on a pair of panties and a camisole. It was like taking off wool lined underwear and putting on satin. The feeling was heavenly. I couldn't stop here I took the camisole off and put on a bra, my inserts and the camisole over it. I got one of my new skirts and blouses and put them on. I sat down and fixed my hair a bit and started to study. After about a half an hour, Laurie came home from school and came up to my room. "I was wondering if you could resist, it is really a shame that you were born a boy. You are lovely Suzie. Come to my room and I'll help you with some make-up." "Thanks Laurie, but I am leaving in an hour to go over to Jennifer's to study for a biology exam. It's going to be hard enough putting my boy clothes back on, but I think I will wear my panties and camisole. It feels so good when I am wearing these." "Ok, but we need to go shopping on Saturday to get you some of your own outfits." "Thanks Sis." I finished changing my clothes and got on my bike and rode over to Jennifer's. On the way over I began to wonder what she meant by saying "We need to talk after school." Did she suspect? Even though we had been "dating" for three months and spent most of our time together, somehow it didn't feel like a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, but we had become best friends. We had kissed a couple of times, but that was it. She was very beautiful and I always wondered why she had agreed to go out with me. How is my new life going to affect us? I certainly found girls attractive. But, why would a girl want anything to do with me? Lately I found myself looking at other guys, thinking that that wasn't right. I had so many questions and no answers. By the time I got to her house I had myself tied in knots. You might say that I have always worried too much. I went to her door and rang the doorbell. Jennifer answered the door. "I'm so glad that you came over" as she gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek, "Mom won't have dinner done for another hour so let's go up to my room and start studying." Now I was really confused, what did she mean by the kiss? We spent the next half hour just studying. I kept wondering what she meant, should I ask her? I was so very nervous. It was like she was reading my mind. She put her book down and looked straight at me. "Robert we need to talk." "What is it about my earrings, I'll get rid..." She put her fingers on my lips and said "Shh, don't talk I have something I need to say. It's very hard for me so please don't interrupt me." "Ok" "You are my best friend and I need someone to talk with. I have not dated many boys. I had plenty ask me out but I wasn't interested. When we met at the salon, I felt that there was something different about you. I couldn't put my finger on it but there was something about you that I immediately found attractive. I have been racking my brain for the last 3 months trying to figure it out." Jennifer had me totally confused. What was she trying to say? "When I saw you this morning with your new earrings and shaved legs, it hit me like a load of bricks." Jennifer paused trying to build-up the courage to continue. "There is something I want to say, but you have to promise me that you will not tell a soul. Promise?" "Yes I promise." "Please don't take this the wrong way. But you seem more like a girl than a boy." My jaw must have hit the floor at what she was saying. "I have never really been attracted to guys. I find myself checking out the other girls, thinking what it would be like to hug and kiss them. After we met I started thinking that maybe it was just a phase and that I was really attracted to guys after all. The more I got to know you the more comfortable I became. I really enjoy being with you, but lately; I started thinking about girls again. Then it hit me this morning that, I have felt so comfortable with you because, subconsciously, I have thought of you as a girl, a girlfriend." I just sat there dumbfounded. I couldn't believe what she was saying. Part of me wanted to blurt out that I wanted to be a girl on the other hand I decided to error on the side of caution and say nothing. "Wow I don't know what to say. Are you saying that you want to break-up our friendship?" "Not at all, but after dinner would you please indulge me with something?" "Like what" I said feeling I was being set-up. "Just a little experiment, I promise that it won't hurt." "OK" I said with a fearful look on my face. "It will be fine I promise" as she kissed me on the cheek again. Jennifer's mom called saying that dinner was ready. Jennifer's mom wanted to be called Ms. Wagner. She had told Jennifer that she was still very bitter about her husband abandoning her and Jennifer and did not want to known as Mrs. In fact she was very close to being a man hater. So she wasn't real happy when Jennifer said that she wanted to date me. But I got along very well with her. We sat around the table making small talk. She committed on my earrings and thought more men should get them. She asked about how school was doing and how our classes were. I found out that she knew my mom. They had met several years ago at a support group for abandoned wives. Both my dad and Jennifer's had taken off when we were very young. Soon dinner was finished and we went back to Jennifer's room. Ms. Wagner was a real estate agent and had to take off to meet a client and show a house. "Ok you two, I want you to just study, ok?" she said as she was going out the door. "Yes Mom" "Yes Ms. Wagner" "Are you ready to indulge me?" "I guess what do you have in mind?" "I want to see how you would look dressed like a girl. Just this one time please?" "I don't know," I said hoping that she wouldn't give up. "Please..." as she kissed me on the lips. "Ok just this once, just for you?" just as I said that, reality set in. What if she found that I was wearing my panties and camisole? Before I could do anything she started pulling my shirt off. She stopped when she saw the camisole. "Oh what do we have here? It seems like my feelings about you was right. Are you wearing panties too?" "Yes," I said sheepishly. I proceeded to tell her everything that happened the day before. I told her that I did want to be a girl and that my mom had set me up with an appointment with a counselor for next Monday. Jennifer gave me a big hug and started crying, soon I was crying too. I was crying because I was so happy that she was accepting me for who I was. "Ok finish getting undressed and let me see what you look like." I quickly got undressed. I was standing there in just my panties when she handed me a bra and a pair of panty hose to put on. I quickly put them on and stuffed the bra cups with a couple of pairs of panties. She then handed me a dress to put on. I slid it on and she zipped me up. She left the room and came back with her curling iron. She started curling my hair and gave me a pair of hoops earrings to replace my studs. She put a little mascara and lipstick on me. "Wow, you look gorgeous. If I didn't know better I would think that you are a girl. So you really like this then? Do you have a girl's name yet?" "Yes I do, it makes me feel so good and normal and it's Suzie." We hugged and she gave me a long passionate kiss. Our tongues started to intertwine when she pulled away and looked at me and said "I can not explain it, but all of a sudden it felt very weird kissing you. Oh Suzie, it was like I was kissing my sister or something." "Yes I felt the same thing. Does that mean that you really aren't a lesbian and I'm really gay?" "I don't think so, but as far as I am concerned, Robert is gone. I just want Suzie." "And I want you!" We hugged and kissed each other's cheek. We went back to studying occasionally looking into each other's eyes wishing we were kissing. This evening was heavenly, I couldn't have asked for any more. Finally all things must come to an end so I had to get undressed again and Jennifer helped me take my make-up off and get the curls out of my hair. I was back to boring old Robert again. We were both sad. "When am I going to see Suzie again?" "Laurie was talking about taking me shopping on Saturday so I can get some of my own outfits, why don't you come along?" "Oh I would love to." "Great, I'll let you know tomorrow at school for sure." We hugged one last time, both of us realizing that it just wasn't the same. As I rode home, my mind was swirling with the thoughts of what happened. I want to be a girl, my mom and sister support me, and I have a best friend that wants me as a girl. Things were good. As I walked into our home, mom and Laurie were sitting there watching TV. "Laurie, were you serious about going shopping on Saturday?" "Yes why, having second thoughts?" "No not at all, Jennifer would like to come along." Mom and Laurie looked at each other and then looked at me. "Ok come here and tell us what happened," they both said at the same time. I told them the whole story about what happened at school, about Jennifer thinking that she might be a lesbian, about her wanting me to dress for her and how she found out I was wearing a camisole and panties and how I confessed to her. I didn't tell them about our kissing and confusion though. They both just sat there flabbergasted. "You know that you may be heading down a road with no return?" Mom said. "I know and I am so happy." I went to my room and finished my studying and put my satin pajamas on and went to bed. I was so tired because I hadn't slept much the night before. As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out like a light. The next thing I knew my alarm went off and I had to get up and get ready for school. I reluctantly put my boy clothes on. At least it was Friday and I had the whole weekend ahead. I went to the kitchen and mom and Laurie were eating breakfast. I got some cereal and sat down with them. "Laurie said that she was going to take you shopping tomorrow. Have you thought where you are going to go?" "I don't know" I said "You would probably, at this point in time, want to go someplace where you probably won't run into anyone who knows you. I will give you $200.00 to spend. Just remember that if you shop at the sales the more things you can get." "Wow thanks mom!" as I gave her a big hug. "I thought, just for fun, we would take Suzie to San Francisco for the day." Laurie said. "Oh I am jealous, I love to go over to San Francisco for any reason and shopping would be a big bonus. Would you two girls mind if this old lady goes with you?" Mom said. We laughed because mom was only 38. "I would love to have you come, is it still alright if Jennifer comes?" "Of course dear you can. We should leave by 8 in the morning to give us plenty of time over there. If she wants to go, it would be best is she spent the night. Laurie has that extra bed in her room. Tell her that if she wants to stay over I'll call her mom and set it up." "Thanks, you are the best." As I was riding to school, I kept thinking I was going to wake-up at time and that this was all a dream. Then a car passed me, kicking up a rock which hit me. That quickly brought me back to reality. 1st period was my biology exam. Biology was always easy for me and so was the test. After class I walked with Jennifer and we talked. "My mom and Laurie want to take me to San Francisco tomorrow to go shopping. We will have to leave by 8 do you still want to come?" "Of course I do I love San Francisco, I love shopping around Union Square." "Mom suggested that maybe you would want to spend the night. Laurie has an extra bed and she said she would clear it with your mom." "Oh that would be so much fun. Yes I would love to spend the night. It would be your first slumber party. We could spend all evening getting ready for tomorrow. This will be so much fun." "Ok I'll have my mom call yours then." We hugged good bye, kissing just seemed too weird. She had to go to gym and I had to go Spanish. Later that day we met up again in English and made further plans for that night and for Saturday. I called mom saying that Jennifer wanted to spend the night. She called Betty Wagner and got the ok for Jennifer to stay over and go to San Francisco with us. Of course, she thought that Robert was going and not Suzie. The rest of the school day dragged on. Finally it was over! Jennifer was going home to pick-up a few things and come over about 5:00. I got home and immediately undressed and drew me a bubble bath. I was laying there relaxing when Laurie came home. "Well are we on for tomorrow?" "Yes mom called Ms. Wagner. She wasn't too happy that I would be in the house..." Laurie giggled at the thought "...but was satisfied when mom said that she was going to sleep in your room with you." "If you are going to soak in a bubble bath you really need a couple of scented candles to help relax you. I'll go and get them." While she was gone I thought I would shave my legs again as I was starting to feel a little stubble. I put my first leg out of the bath and smoothed on the shave cream. As I finished my second leg, Laurie came back with a couple vanilla scented candles and lit them. It was strange I didn't feel uncomfortable at all that she was in the bathroom with me. I just lay back and I was totally relaxed. "Don't get too relaxed let me wash your hair for you." I sat up and she started massaging some floral scented shampoo into my hair. She rinsed it off with the hand held shower head. She repeated the process to make sure that my hair was good and clean. She finished up by putting conditioner into my head and had me wait a couple of minutes before she rinsed it out. "You know that you need to start growing out your hair." "I know I will." She toweled dried my hair and wrapped it around my head. She handed me another towel and told me to get out of the tub and dry off. She made the comment that I should really think about shaving my arm pits and my chest. I knew she was right and I wanted to and in time I knew that I would. Laurie had to get and get ready for her date tonight with her boyfriend John. I finished drying, wrapped the towel around my chest and went to my room. I got out a clean pair of panties and a matching bra and put them on with the breast forms Mom had bought for me. I then put on a pair of my new jeans and an oversized tee shirt. When I had just finished I looked up and saw Jennifer standing there with a big smile on her face. "Not bad, but let's replace that tee shirt with a blouse. Show me what you have." I took her over to my closet and showed her my limited wardrobe. 1 shift, 2 boluses and a pair of jeans. "Hmm, this blouse should do very well. By the way what sizes do you wear?" "I had my measurements taken on Wednesday and I am 34 27 37 and I wear a size 7/8, a 34B bra and size small panties." "Great we are about the same size, even though you are a couple of inches taller than I am. I will love to share my clothes with you until you get a bigger wardrobe." I took the tee shirt off and put on the blouse. It was a rayon floral print with short sleeves, it buttoned down the front. Jennifer asked me if I had any hair curlers and I said yes and went and got them. She had me sit down and combed some mousse thru my hair. She started rolling my hair around the curlers. During this time, we talked about our shopping spree tomorrow, where were going, what I wanted and what I needed. Several times she bent over and gave me a big hug and a peck on my cheek. After a half hour I had a head full of pink rollers. "Until we can get you a perm, I think it will be best for you to sleep in these rollers tonight and we will comb it out in the morning." Ah the thought of getting a perm. That is something I always wanted to do. My hair is so fine and straight, so boring. I knew now that is was just a matter of time before I could get one and I told her that. Laurie came into my room. "I have to take off now. You too have fun, but don't let mom catch you fooling around. You will blow this whole thing if you do. I'll be back about 11. We should get up around 6:30 in the morning so we can be ready to leave by 8." Laurie left and soon we heard mom call us to come for dinner. During the whole meal mom and Jennifer kept correcting me whenever I did something that wasn't what a girl would do or say. They gave me tips on how to sit, hold my fork, how to jester, how to speak, etc. They gave me so much information that I thought I couldn't keep it all straight. Mom asked what we were going to do after dinner. Jennifer said that she wanted me to set her hair too, we were going to do our nails and that she brought over an avocado mask to put on our faces and some hot wax to remove the hair from my face and chest, though I didn't have much of a beard or chest hair. We went back to my room. Jennifer plugged in this pot she had for the hot wax and said that while we were waiting for the wax to heat up she wanted to touch-up my eyebrows. "Not to much this time, just enough to clean them up." She got out a pair of tweezers and proceeded to pluck my eyebrows. I couldn't resist, she was in complete control. I wanted this so bad that I think I would have done anything for her. She kept her word and when I looked in the mirror, I saw that the change wasn't very dramatic. But they weren't as bushy as they had been. She told me to take off my blouse and lay down on the bed. I was getting a little nervous. I wasn't sure exactly what she wanted to do, but I suspected it was going to hurt. I told her about my fears and she just said relax this is what we girls have to go through to look good. She brought the pot over and started smoothing the warm wax over the side of my face. She immediately placed a piece of cotton cloth on the wax and a few seconds later she pulled it off taking my facial hair with her. "Ouch!" "Quiet and stop being such a baby." She did this until she had done my whole face and neck. Mom stuck her head in the door to see what was going on. "Oh Suzie I usually get my legs waxed at the salon. Well have to go together sometime. Jennifer, are you going to do her legs too?" "I was but she shaved them already, next time. I really would like to do her chest and arm pits, but that would be too hard to explain, especially when she has to dress for gym." "Suzie, would you like to have smooth armpits too?" "Oh yes I would, but how would I explain them in gym?" "Don't worry about that. Since you are on the cycle team I can write a note to get you excused from gym for this school year." "Thanks mom you are the best." Mom left and I smiled and raised my arms giving Jennifer access to my pits. As with my face she smoothed on the warm wax, put the cotton cloth on it and ripped. I thought I was going to pass out. She said no stopping now and in 5 minutes I had no more hair in my arm pits. She then told me to take off my bra and she started working on my chest. Soon I was completely hairless. Jennifer then rubbed a smooth soothing lotion over the areas she had just waxed. The fact that I had not developed a major hard on was not missed by Jennifer. "I think someone does not get really excited by this." "It is strange. I have been trying on mom and Laurie's clothes for 4 or 5 years now. When I first started I got major hard-ons all of the time. However, the more I dressed the more that I felt comfortable and it seemed so right. It became not so much of a turn on as a relief to be in "normal" clothes. Being here with you seems so right and normal." "What would it take to get you excited?" Jennifer teased me. She then started rolling my nipples with her finger and thumb. I immediately got a big hard-on. Well it was hard anyway. She smiled "So you do get turned on". She flicked the end of my penis with her fingernail causing it to shrink immediately. I started to put on my satin pajamas, but Jennifer said, "No wear this". She handed me a pale yellow baby doll set. She proceeded to put on an identical pale blue set. She then got out her avocado mask and showed me how to put it on. It started tightening my skin and made it tingle at the same time. She had me apply the mask to her face too. We spent the next 20 minutes talking and trying not to make the mask crack by giggling. Soon it was time to peel the mask off. I could not believe how firm and smooth it made my face look and feel. Jennifer had me wash and condition her shoulder length chestnut hair in the sink. I patted her hair dry and wrapped it in a towel. She said, "I want you to set my hair exactly like I did yours". I unwrapped the towel from her hair. I combed her hair as she had done to me, parting her hair to her right side allowing it to sweep across her forehead. She then told me how to roll her hair the same way she had done mine. I was adept at rolling hair now and did not have any trouble. She closed her eyes and started to relax. I felt her reaching back and rubbing my leg. I could look down her nightie; see her perfectly formed breasts, and her rock hard nipples. She would take my hand and placed it on her breast telling me to roll her nipples between my fingers. She pulled me over, sat me on her lap, and kissed me. She looked me into my eyes and said, "I love you Suzie. But, I am not sure why, but I am torn between wanting you in the best way and feeling like this just is not right". I was feeling like I would do anything for her right now. After about a half hour, I was finished. Her head was covered with rollers. I put a hair net over her rollers to keep them in place. I could not wait to see how we were going to turn out. She took me over to the mirror and we stood side by side. For the first time we realized that we looked more like sisters than Laurie and I did. I told her that I thought she was uneasy about kissing me because it was kind of like she was kissing her sister. Jennifer laughed and said "Yeah, maybe you are right. We will just have to work on that." Jennifer kissed me and asked what I was going to wear tomorrow. I told her that Laurie said I could wear anything in her closet. We went into her room and looked through her closet. We found a ?-length sleeve, white scoop neck top, a slim black pencil skirt and 2" black open toed sandals to wear. We took the clothes and shoes to my room and I tried them on. They fit as if they were tailored for me. Jennifer said I looked wonderful, but I thought I looked a little to dressy to go shopping. We decided to ask Mom's opinion. Mom looked at me and said, "You look good in that outfit, but I think it is a little dressy to go shopping in and besides the heels will kill your feet by the end of the day". She continued, "Why don't you wear that top and your pair of jeans and comfortable shoes or sandals." We agreed that Mom was probably right and we went back to Laurie's room and found a pair of sandals that fit me. Jennifer brought out four bottles of nail polish, Brick Red, Plum Rose Glaze, Bold Pink and Emerald. She suggested that with my coloring and the outfit I was going to wear, tomorrow that Brick Red would look the best, and she had matching lipstick to go with it. Jennifer took out a file and started to shape my fingernails. She explained what she was doing and how to do it properly. She then put three coats of polish on my finger and toenails, followed by a clear coat to protect them. She then handed me the file and said "It's your turn" and she stuck out her hand. She already had very well manicured nails and I was, just touching them up. When I started to apply her polish, I noticed that my hand was shaking because I was nervous. She just looked at me and smiled, "Just relax, you are doing fine, you just need more practice". Jennifer has an amazing calming effect on me, and I did relax and by the third coat, it was as if I had been doing nails for years. Soon we heard Laurie come home and talk with Mom. Laurie came into my room and looked at me in my pale yellow baby dolls, my head in rollers and my nails beautifully polished. She smiled, came over and gave me a big hug. "You look so good; I can't believe that you were once my bratty brother. I am going to love having a sister. But, Jennifer, you look more like Suzie's sister than I do. Mom says it is time for bed now, come with me Jennifer and I will show you where you will be sleeping tonight". They both came over and hugged me good night and left. I turned out the lights and crawled into bed. Now I know why many women do not wear rollers to bed these days. I had a hard time getting comfortable but, I loved the feeling of the rollers next to me head. I start thinking about this evening and what tomorrow will be like and my mind is going a million miles an hour. I guess I was exhausted, because before I knew it I was fast asleep. Laurie took Jennifer to her room and got ready for bed. Jennifer asked her "What do you really think about Rob...err...Suzie? Do you think she is serious or is it just a stage? I would hate to think this is just a stage and she goes back to being Robert." Laurie looked at her strangely and said, "So you are concerned about my new little sister Suzie. I take it that this means that you think you might be a lesbian and that you wouldn't be attracted to her as Robert. Please take some advice, I had similar thoughts when I was your age, most girls do. However, I came to realize that while I enjoyed kissing other girls, that I am heterosexual. I like guys, and that is the norm." "I was not attracted to guys at all until I met Robert. I felt that there was something different about him. I couldn't put my finger on it but there was something about him that I immediately found attractive. I have been racking my brain for the last 3 months trying to figure it out. Then when I saw him...err...her at school it hit me like a load of bricks. When she came over and let me dress her it confirmed my feelings. I was attracted to Robert because I always thought of him more as a girl than a boy. It is strange I had no problem kissing Robert. But, when I try and kiss Suzie I feel weird like it is wrong, like I am kissing my sister or something." "Well you two do look like sisters but, please listen. I know I am only a couple of years older than you are. When I was your age I thought I knew it all too. In the last couple of years, I have started to realize how much I really did not know." Jennifer just listened. "All I am saying is that you are still young. Yes, you might be a lesbian, but you could just be going through a phase, as I did. I love and will support my broth...err sister in what she feels is right for her. I would hate to see her feelings hurt if you decided that you like guys after all." "I would never hurt her at all." Jennifer said, "Even if I did find out that I liked guys, she would always be special to me. I consider her my best girlfriend now and I do not see anything changing that." Laurie gave Jennifer a big hug and said, "I am so glad that Suzie has you for a friend. I think you will be good for her. It is time to get to bed." "Laurie, may I ask you a question?" "Sure, anything you want." "You said that you were attracted to girls and kissed them when you were my age. ...ah did you ever do anything other than kiss?" "Yes once, about a year ago. I was at a party and met an older woman, Carolyn she was 20. We hit it off and I ended up going home with her that night. She is a lesbian and very patient and caring with me. She made love to me and showed me how to pleasure her. She had me cum like I never thought possible. She even took my cherry with her dildo. After that night, I thought I was a confirmed lesbian. But, a couple of days later after my mind cleared and I had done lots of soul searching, I realized that while that night was wonderful, I was really interested in guys. I never saw Carolyn again." "Wow" was all Jennifer could say. "Sex with a man is different than with a woman. John tries very hard to please me, and he does, but it is not nearly as intense as when I was with Carolyn. If I was not a one person woman, I could see myself being bisexual very easily." "I have never been with another girl, or even kissed one except for Suzie. I find myself thinking about it all of the time. Sometimes I wonder if it will ever happen." "That is your youth talking. Wait longer and you will appreciate it more. I wish I had been older before spending the night with Carolyn." With that, Laurie leaned over and gave Jennifer a hug and a long passionate kiss on the lips. "Just go to bed now and think about that and if it is something you really want." Jennifer went to bed thinking of what Laurie had said, of the evening she had had with Suzie and what was to come tomorrow. As she lay in bed, she found one hand playing with her nipples and her other slipping into her panties, rubbing herself, thinking about the kiss and Suzie. Soon she was fast asleep.