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Love and Jealousy I have had a very interesting and intense relationship with a tall and attractive woman - I dated Jackie (not her real name) for about three years. With her sex was absolutely amazing as she was one of those multi-orgasmic female who could have one orgasm after another one and if very excited she could go on for hours (to the point that it was hurting her the next day). Being a highly sexual person, she could get excited very easily: for instance just talking of moneys could get her excited. Having sex with her was great, as she liked to be on top and ride herself to those successive orgasms. I would simply talk to her dirty and massage her ass (one of those nice big asses) and she would usually scream to another orgasms. She would come to my apartment, drop her panties and we go on the couch for a quickie ? she could orgasm in 30 seconds. We were also into some bondage games where she would usually tie me to the bed. The reason why it did not work out between us is quite complex and I will simply say that she was a single mom and I simply was not ready to commit in having a long-term relationship with her. In retro-spec, I regret and miss the relationship (and sex) as she was nice, attractive and it is not easy for a man to find a woman whom you don't have to worry she will orgasm. She was also possessive and jealous which is the theme of my fantasy. Chapter 1 ? The beginning We first met at a New Year party in ski resort where I spotted Jackie, a tall and big blond woman. She was actually a few inches taller than me. During the evening, we danced and chatted but nothing major happen. In fact it took me quite a while and lot's of work to be able to reestablish contact with her but finally we had a date. I still remember how beautiful she was when we met to go out on our first date: nice black dress with high heels beautiful curly blond hair and a nice make up job. And this is how the relationship started with me being quite taken by her and slowly getting more and more intimate until we started to have sex. For me having sex with her was an absolutely amazing experience, as I did not have to worry about her orgasms but only mine. After a while, we started to be attached to each other and to spend lots of time together and were in love. But I noticed that she could get very annoyed if I was looking at another woman (I am one of those man who stare at women) so she would let me know that it was improper. I started to be careful particularly if she was around but she still was finding me looking at other women even though I was not. She started to mention to me that she will have to think of a way to cure me. She also was suspicious of me having another relationship on the side. One of the things we liked doing together was taking a bath together. At her house, she had one of these large bathtubs and I had gotten into the habit of shaving her legs, which was some preamble to have sex usually in the tub with her again on top. But this time she also decided to shave my leg ? being very excited I decided to let her do it. And here it was my hairs leg all gone and that got her going for one of these multi-orgasms riding sessions. The next day before I left for work, she puts her hand in one of my pant pockets and whispers in my ear ?" so smooth and now it will help to ensure you don't fool around in my back". From that time on, she requested I shave my legs with the reasoning that this will help me not to fool around. If my legs were not without hair to her satisfaction, there was no sex. Later on we started to use depilatory solution (Nair). She was supervising those Nair sessions and requested that my legs really look smooth. It was the summer and during the weekend or as soon I was coming back from work, she would request I put shorts to show off my smooth legs. Showing my smooth legs to the world was creating great excitement to her. That was really the beginning of her controlling me. She was still not happy with my behavior when in the presence of other females around me and was always finding me at fault for "glowing" at other women even though I though I was very discreet about it. She also was concern with my work and all co-worker females (if she had only seen them, she would have understood that there was really no danger). If I was coming late from work she would be upset and request I undress and check that I could have an erection which would indicate I did not orgasm (as she knew I could not have an erection quickly after I came). Chapter 2 ? Pantied One morning, after one of those sex-riding sessions with her I could not find my underwear to go to work for which I was already late. So she simply suggested that I could borrow one pair of her skimpy thong panties which I agreed to wear for the sake of being able to get to work. After looking at me, I could see she was getting excited but also mention sarcastically that I will need a bikini cut. I was allowed a passionate good-bye kiss with her hand in one of my pant pockets caressing my penis and saying ? "so sexy and so safe". I did not know what she meant by this "safe" comment. She called me several time at work for asking me how I felt in her panties and she was wondering if other women noticed ? of course they did not. I could tell she was getting hot and she mentioned than there would be an inspection session as soon as I get to her home. Of course as soon as I got home, she assaulted me right in the entrance with one of those "tongue deep throat kisses" and her hand feeling the panties. We ended up on the couch with her riding me for a couple of hours with at least twenty successive orgasms. During dinner, she confess that it really gets her hot to know that my ass and genital are covered with female panties and that it is also comforting for her to know that I will not fool around while wearing a feminine pair of panty. She mentioned that Friday night, I will have my bikini hair cut. For the rest of the week, she loaned me panties and life was just wonderful with lots of sex and dirty phone chats during the day. Friday night is usually my depilatory session, which now extends to my underarm, torso and legs. So, as I come back from work she is waiting for me in her blue tights, heels and small shirt (some sort of domination attire) handing me a drink and inviting me to her bathroom where she sprays me with Nair. I then have to wait for 15 minutes before I hop in the shower. I come out of the shower all nice and smooth. But this time she also drags me in her bedroom and demand that I lie down on her bed for my bikini hair cut. She is ready with a shaver and a bowl of hot water. I lie down on the towel and she starts the shaving ? again I can tell she is getting very hot. She asks me not to look while she is doing the close shave and to ensure I don't look, she ties a scarf around my eyes. She cuts and shaves all my scrotum hairs. After a while she asks me to raise my legs so that she can also do my ass. After a while I can see that she is working on the front part on to of my pubic area a bit more carefully. She is finally finished and hand me a mirror so that I can look at her work and to my surprise, she has shaved all my hairs with the exception of a special design, which is on this section of my pubic area where my penis is attached. I discover that it is the letter J for Jackie. She explains that she wants everybody who looks at me down there to know that I belong to her. She is of course very excited and simply takes out her tights and her own panties and we have some sex. After this session, she asks me to put her panties on, as she is just delighted with the results and control she now has over me. We prepare our self a nice dinner and while we are working together, she only wants me to wear her panties and a long feminine shirt ? she says that it is easier to have access to me. Of course she touches and caresses me while we prepare the dinner. After I finish doing the dishes (which she has started to get me to do lately) we go to bed. Again in the middle of the night she wakes me up in order to have another session. She usually sleeps totally naked so after getting me to caress her small breast, she mounts me and gives herself some good satisfying orgasms. She simply raises my new "special shirt" and moves my panties and here she goes. She is also very careful to drain me toward the end of a sex session either by hand or she lets me come in her. I don't mind as I find the sex very exciting and I don't really have to worry about satisfying her. For the first time, I am the one who is harder to satisfy. On Saturday, she had me dress in a pair of shorts and she indicates to me that we have to go shopping for some new undies and PJ for me ? and here we go in a lingerie store where she drags me in order to select about ten pair of panties all different and sexy. She has me go in a changing room where she has me try some panties. She comes in and out of the room with new panties so even though she is discreet, I am sure all the sale ladies in the store can imagine what is going on. She also selects a couple of baby dolls, as she now wants me to have proper evening clothes. After trying a couple, she selects a nice pink one with the matching panties ? she says pink looks goods on me. She has me paying which also bring a few smiles on the face of a few people in the store. One evening, she was re-varnishing her toenails a very deep red. This was a very nice sensual ceremonial. After she finishes hers, she waits a bit longer for them to dry and suddenly asks me to present her one of my feet and she paints my toenails with this bright red nail polish. My toenails looked quite nice but very feminine now. She mentions to me "I will also be hesitant to show my toenails to the competition". Chapter 3 ? Control is increased She now wants me to call her Mistress Jackie, which I now do. She has me do the dishes regularly and is quite pleased with me most of the time and when she is not, she starts spanking me. At the beginning lightly but as time progressed she spanks me harder. It excites her and it is usually followed by some good sex. She is quite happy and has me walking in the house in the pink baby doll ? this is now how she wants me to be dressed immediately upon arriving in the house. She also likes me to show my devotion to her by kissing her pussy through her clothes as soon as we meet after work ? this is done by her kissing me on the mouth and then by her pointing at her pussy which I must kiss by kneeling and holding her hips with my hands. As I am almost constantly at her house, she starts to suggest that I should move in with her and buy half the house from her with the money I will make by selling my apartment. This how a sale sign goes at my condo and I am now the proud owner of almost half her house ? 49.9% so that she keeps control she says. After all, it was used to be her house. She wants me to move my clothes into the spare bedroom which she asks me to paint a tone of pink and green ? the pink is definitively predominant. The first thing she does is trough away all my male underwears despite me complaining that I may need some male underwears to do a few things like going to the doctor but she reply ? tough luck as she will arrange for me to see her female doctor. She ensured that no moneys from the sale of my apartment was left to me and she re-invests what is left in new furniture including a bed for the spare bedroom with heavy bead posts ? when the bed is delivered, she mentions that the post will be used to tie me up if I don't behave. She also invests the rest of the moneys in safe investment but in a way that her signature is also required if I want to retrieve the moneys. I essentially totally depend on her for anything I owe. She is absolutely thrilled and as happy as you can be. She also starts to be interested in the moneys I make from my work and start to keep an eye on it too. After a few weeks, she starts to complain that I am not careful and good in managing moneys and that I should hand her all my paychecks. We go to the bank, transfer all my money in a common bank account and close my accounts. My paycheck money goes into the joint bank account, which I have no control over even if my name is attached to it. She has me handling her my credit cards and she cuts them right in front of me with a smile in her face. She is delighted and shows me her joy by having some great sex ? money is also a sex stimulant for her. I am now given some moneys every week and she wants me to keep tabs on any expenses I make. At the end of every week, on Friday, we have the depilatory session, the special bikini cut (and her K marking) followed by an accounting session where I have to account for all the moneys with the collected receipts. I am also required to bring my lunch to work so other than gas for the car, there is really no major expenses. If some money is missing, I am spanked. After a few weeks she acquires a riding crop (with the pretext that her hands get hot), which she starts to use lightly on me at the beginning but with increased strength overtime. One day, she comes back from work all excited and show me what she has purchased ? a pair of handcuffs and some sort of leg irons. She has me try them right away firstly with my hand in front and then with my hand in my back. Of course we have sex with her riding me while I am attached to the bedposts by my leg and arms. Chapter 4 ? Visit to her doctor For Jackie sex is as normal as eating or walking. She likes to have lots of it and often. She talks openly about it to me and to her girl friends. So even though I was doing my best to satisfy her, she still was not totally satisfied and she decides that I should have a full medical exam with her friend doctor Sophia. Of course I am concerned that I will show my situation to that female doctor and frankly frighten by the thought of it ? Jackie simply replies that for the most part, her doctor already knows about my situation and that being a doctor, she will keep that as a secret. So we go to her doctor friend me dressed in short and panties and her dressed to kill with high heels (she is much taller than me in her heels) tight Capri pant (showing her nice ass) and sexy top. We sit down with her doctor friend Sophia who is quite attractive in her late thirties. They chat about life and more less ignore me for a while until the doctor ask us what Jackie's concerns were. Of course she complains that I don't stay hard as long and as often as she would like. The doctors invites me to go in the examination room and to undress but to keep my panties on for now ? they don't leave and I can see Jackie eying me signaling me to get going. So I undress and fold all my clothes nicely and I am now simply wearing some white lacy thong panties. Sophia mentions to Jackie that I look very pretty and of course I become totally red. Sophia starts the exam and checks my blood pressure and the usual exam. She then asks me to lie down on the examination table where she quickly pulls down my panties with Jackie looking at the situation. Of course I am totally embarrassed by the situation but I still cannot control getting a hard on which Jackie notices and comments that I seem to misbehave a bit pointing at my penis. Sophia smiles and pretends not to notice the hard on, the shaving and K mark. After putting my legs in stirrups, she looks at my penis, balls and says to Jackie that everything seems normal. She then proceeds to the prostate exam. I feel a bit of discomfort as she starts to massage my prostate and my erection gets bigger ? I can tell Jackie is getting excited looking at the scenery. Sophia asks to Jackie if she has ever felt a prostate and if she would like to check mine. Of course Jackie quickly put on gloves and insert one and then two fingers in my rectum for massaging my prostate while she orders me not to move. The doctor then mention to Jackie that I can be milked quite easily by this subtle movement and of course Jackie keeps going until I come to my great embarrassment. They clean me up and take my feet out of the stirrups and ask me to get dress and to return to her desk for discussing the situation. Sophia mentions to Jackie that she did not find anything wrong and that she will prescribe some Viagra. Jackie takes the precious prescription right away and puts it her purse. Jackie also mention that I might be masturbating and that Jackie should keep an eye on this possibility and ensure that I save myself for my mistress ? those were her words. Sophia suggests that she may want to consider some way to ensure chastity. I can see that Jackie is trilled to work on a new way to reinforce her control over me. She also thinks I am a bit overweight and that I should be more fit ? my muscles should have more tone. Chapter 5 ? Life gets more interesting After the visit to the doctor, Jackie was quite concerned that I masturbate when she is not around. Every time I am coming back from work, we often have these interrogation sessions where Jackie tries to verify I did not masturbate or fooled around. She has me kneeled down in front of her and she uses her riding crop to ensure that I look at her directly in the eyes. The Viagra tablets help me to stay hard longer which delights her. Almost daily after I come back from work she pops one of those pills in my mouth. To ensure I don't masturbate when she goes out of the house, she locks a "slave" collar with special chain linked to my wrists that makes it impossible to masturbate while she is away. She is slowly establishing her Mistress subordinate relationship between us. For instance, I am not allowed to visit or talk to my old friends and I cannot watch TV and sports without asking and begging for permission ? I am a football freak. She also has me do the cleaning, laundry, cooking and dishes. She likes to inspect and criticize my work. The punishment is usually whipping me with the riding crop followed by sex. She also has started to tie me to the bed with permanent handcuffs and leg irons so that I don't masturbate during the night while she is sleeping. I am sometime also tie to the bed in the spare bedroom by myself to be punished. But for the most part she likes to have me around in order to keep an eye on me. When we go out, she now drives and she even opens doors for me. When we go to restaurant, she orders for me usually some salad while I watch her having a full meal. She usually lets me have her scraps ? a way for her to show her superiority status to other people in the restaurant. She also has started me on a regime of fitness where she has me wear some leotard for aerobic class. Of course the instructor Sandra is one of her friends and she is quite brutal with me during the class. She enjoys a bit of humiliation that all the other participants (female for the most part) can see. Sandra reports back to Jackie and very often I am beaten. Periodically Sandra, the instructor comes to the house where I am weighted and criticized. Jackie lets Sandra see me in my baby doll, red toe nails and sometime handcuff which is quite embarrassing to me. I am totally devoted to Jackie and she also wants me to show some recognition to Sandra by kissing her feet. I am now quite slim and I weigh less than Jackie. She is bigger than me now and can easily overpower me. She acts like the man in a normal relationship but she stays and looks quite feminine to my great delight. I was also requested to go to her beauty parlor for being electrolyzed. The beautician started with the beard and then moved to my underarms, torso, legs and pubic hair with the exception of the K. I am now totally smooth and clean. Jackie is quite pleased with my new look. She also arranges appointments with her hairdresser where I am given a special haircut ? somewhat androgen but with long bangs that goes in front of my eyes. Jackie is doing that on purpose to make it harder for me to look at other women, which she says I still do. After the haircut is done, I am requested to sit in the waiting room with all the other females. When Jackie comes back to pick me up, she comments loudly on my haircut before paying for the services - it is quite humiliating. My life is now completely regimented with the exception of work. She exercises complete control over me. Work is still going well and people have noticed a few changes but nothing major. Jackie still feels vulnerable with my work and is always suspicious of the other females. Sex is still frequent and good which helps me going through all the inconveniencies related to my submissive situation. She now chains me to her bed every night ? if I have to go to the bathroom at nights, I have to ask her to unchain me. She re-chains me as soon as I join her back in her bed. ? she then whispers "nice and safe". She also got into the habit of having me suck her quite frequently. What she likes is to kneel over my face (while I am chain to her bed) with her two large tights on each side and to lower herself. She twists my nipples if she is not satisfied with my tongue work. She wants me to clean her anus as well, which is not very pleasant. Chapter 6 ? Chastity problem Jackie has made a lot of research on Internet to find the best way to keep me chaste and also to ensure I don't masturbate ? she wants me to save all my sexual energy for her. On a Friday evening after work, she orders me to pack a small bag for the weekend and that we are going to visit her female friend doctor Sophia at her cottage. She informs me that they are going to solve the masturbation problem once for all. I dress in one of those feminine pair of shorts and small tops and pack a baby doll. I see that she packs the cuffs and collars. As soon as I am seated in the car, she collars and handcuffs me before attaching the seat belt. I am a bit concern with those extra measures and Jackie simply say that we don't want any trouble. When we arrive at the doctor's cottage ? a very large property, Jackie leads me to the house using a leach. The doctor is waiting for us ? she feeds Jackie a very nice meal and for me, a very light meal. I am allowed to eat some of their left over before being chain to a bed in a small bedroom for the night. I can hear them talking and before Jackie goes to bed she comes to give me good night kiss by lowering herself on me for a good licking and sucking ? she is already very wet and has several orgasms. The next day, Jackie comes in the bedroom before unchaining me but ensure I cannot go very fast by putting some leg irons with a very short scope. She also band my eyes with a scarf before directing me to a room using a leash where I am ask to sit and lie down on some sort of table. They undress me and her doctor friend Sophia comments again how cute I look. I can tell Jackie is excited ? she has this unique smell when that happens. I am tied down and my feet are inserted in stirrups. Jackie explains that she wants me to wear her permanent marking and that she has decided to pierce me: a barbell through my tongue, barbells through by nipples, a ring through my penis and a ring and the base of my scrotum. Jackie adjusted some sort of O ring in my mouth with an attachment at the back of my head. Sophia then numbs all the areas to be pierced: tongue, nipples, penis and scrotum. She starts with the thong and using some sort of grip, pull it out and suddenly pierces it and inserts a temporary barbell ? Jackie comments that she is already looking forward for some kissing and sucking. The doctor then proceed to pierce my nipples and next, she starts working on my penis which I can not see or feel but this appears to be more tricky and requires lots of work. The doctor finally inserts a temporary barbell, which I understand is quite large. She then proceeds to pierce under my scrotum where a temporary ring is also inserted. They left me tied on the table for several hours and Sophia comes back twice to disinfect the piercing. Next, I am walked back to the small room and tied to the bed again. I am given a calming injection that helps me to sleep. Sunday, Jackie comes back in the room mentioning how proud of my new jewelries. I find it funny to talk with the tongue barbell but I guess I will get use to it. She walks me back to the bathroom and raises my baby drool to show me the nipple piercing. The other piercing did not look very nice ? Jackie indicates that they are only temporary. The doctor shows to Jackie how to disinfect the piercing. Jackie asks me to show some respect to her friend Sophia which means kneeling and kissing the doctor's feet. Jackie was very excited but for a while I could not have sex ? she milks me twice a day by massaging my prostate and she masturbated herself for some relief After two weeks, we go back to the doctor for the final jewelry set up. Again Jackie inserts the O ring in my mouth by attaching the strap behind my head. I am also collared and handcuffed as Jackie takes all this equipment from her purse. The doctor then removed the temporary tongue barbell and inserts the new one, which has bigger balls. Once I hear a small click, Jackie mentions to me that it is now riveted and will be almost impossible to remove without some special tools. The same is done to my nipples but Jackie indicates that those barbells are removable ? she mentions that there will be times when she will put some rings through my nipples instead of the barbells. The doctor then points at the exam table and I know what that means ? I lied down on the table and have my feet inserted in stirrups. This is when Jackie opens a box and shows me a fairly nice and large ring (2 inches in diameter) and a small lock. She shows me that the ring has the name "Jackie Property" engraved on it ? she is now getting very excited. The doctor removes my old rings and proceed to insert the new rings but has to use a small hammer in order to rivet the scrotum ring. She lets Jackie inserts the lock in my penis and scrotum ring. This last click makes Jackie smile and she indicates that the fooling around is definitively finished and that the masturbation problem is now solved ? she is now getting seriously excited. She pulls a new pair of panties with a small slot in the area of the scrotum ring ? after putting them on, she shows me that she has direct access to the ring through the panty slot. Chapter 7 ? Getting used to the new jewelries We go back home in a rush as Jackie needs to have sex fairly quickly ? I have some problems to speak with the new larger tongue barbell and I could feel the scrotum ring pulling when I am walking ? Jackie simply says that I will get used to it. Arriving home, I have to immediately undress and to my stupor, I saw her clipping a leash to the scrotum ring and she leads me to the bedroom where she quickly ties me up. She simply raised her short skirt and lowered hers juicy tusk on my face and ask me to give her a long waited suck with my barbelled tongue? she comes almost immediately and has several really strong orgasms. She then unlock my penis padlock and started to ride me until she just howl her pleasure as she has very strong orgasms ? she actually goes in some sort of "orgasms trance" until she falls totally exhausted. Being a considerate mistress she masturbates me until I come. I wish I could have her sexuality. She then relocks me before falling asleep. When she wakes up, she unchains me from the bed but not before collaring me and chaining my wrists to the collar. Using the leach, she drags me to the spare bedroom where my clothes are kept and upon entering I noticed a pole with a ring on top and two rings at the bottom of the pole. We will try the pole in a moment but let me first show you your new underwear. All my panties have been modified to include a slot in the area of my scrotum. She then opens another drawer to show me some very skimpy bras. "You will now have to wear a bra so that your nipples barbells don't show when you go to work" is her reasoning. She then lead me to the pole and clip my scrotum ring to the pole using a lock and chain my two ankles at the bottom of the pole ? I am trussed and forced immobile on my feet like a mannequin. She then puts one of the bra on me and I can hear another small "clip" sound when the bra is closed in my back ? she sensuously whisper in my ear that we don't want you to loose your bra. It is slightly paddled and very tight but it did not enhance my bust noticeably. Jackie is sensitive about my work appearance and does not want anything to interfere with it ? she likes the moneys it brings in the jointed bank account that only she has access to. She then retrieves her riding crop and slam me in the back a couple of times. She tells me "this is now where I will be punished when I don't behave". She leaves me there for a while and comes back with my aerobic instructor Sandra who is quite pleased with my posture system. She inspects all the rings and piercing including the tongue one. Jackie wants her to slim me even more and agrees to have me embark on a special program at her own private studio. She also gives me an injection that apparently will help me to loose muscle mass. After work I now have to go to my personal trainer Sandra for additional exercise. I have to undress and wear a new aerobic outfit ? this one is quite feminine and pink. It also has some interesting feature ? a built in slot have been made in the crotch area under my scrotum and small opening for my nipples. First thing she does is to bring me to a thread mill machine where she attaches a chain to my scrotum ring and put the timer to 45 minutes at a fast walking pace. I sweat quite a bit before she brings the speed much faster for an additional 15 minutes. After this is done she has me doing all sort of muscle toning exercises. She watches, criticizes and corrects me using a riding crop. After this is finished, she weighs me and tells me that I have 40 pounds to lose. She also used my nipple piercing to position me to certain posture by inserting nipple rings and chain. Before I leave she always pops a pill in my mouth that I have to swallow in front of her. Chapter 8 ? Need new clothes I have now lost lots of weight and all my regular working clothes are now very loose on me. Jackie has decided that I need a new wardrobe but she wants them to be specially custom made for me. Her friend Tamara will come to take the measurement and make my new clothes. On a Saturday morning, Jackie informs me her cloth maker Tamara is on her way to take measurements for some new clothes for me. On Jackie's request, I have to put on my baby doll. When the door ring, Jackie asks me to go open ? I have learnt not to argue with Jackie, as she likes to punish me for all sorts of reasons. Tamara introduces herself to me and is just staring at me to my great embarrassment. She is a tall, very attractive blond and bubbly. I prepare some coffee that I serve on my knees. Jackie then stands up and grab me by an arm and drag me to the spare bedroom before fixing me to the posture pole ? she is now much stronger than me as I don't have lots of muscle left. She also chain my two wrists to a spreading bar above my head which gives easy and complete access to my body as I am now only wearing one of those training bra. Tamara starts to take all sort of measurement including quite a few around my crotch area. I wonder why, of course. Jackie wants all my new clothes to be quite tights in order to show my new figures. Tamara promises to come back Tuesday for a first try at the clothes concept that Jackie is requesting. On Tuesday, Tamara is back with a bag containing a first set of my new clothes. Jackie leads me to the spare bedroom but this time only attached my wrists to the spreader bar above my head. They then lower my shorts and Tamara pulls from the trunk a pink and very lacy girdle. Tamara gets my two legs through the openings and pulls it up. It is still open in the back and I see her pulling my penis through a small opening and then closing and zipping the girdle in my back. A small flap going over the zipper is locked using a small lock. Tamara shows to Jackie that there is a plate shield in the front of the girdle, which totally prevents any touching feelings. This further restricts any self-sexual contact. Next, they both lower themselves and Tamara shows and describes a few snaps hiding a small opening where the end of my penis will reside for the purpose of allowing me to pee - of course seated (this is the way that I have gone to the bathroom for quite a while). Jackie is starting to giggle and gyrate her big ass indicating to someone who knows her that she is starting to be sexually aroused with the special girdle. Tamara gets some opaque stocking from her trunk that she pulls up my legs and attached them the girdle garters (six in total). Those will be his new stockings, Tamara tells Jackie. The next item on the list are my new pants. Tamara start pulling them up and I think that she puts them on me on the wrong side as the zipper is in the back and I mention it to Tamara. She answers that no this is how they have been designed. Once they are up, Tamara zips them in my back. They fit very nice but are quite tight. The zipper is very discreet. A belt is integrated to the pants and I hear another small lock in my back again. Tamara explains to Jackie that I am now locked into the pants. She now describes that to go pee, I will have to unzip the back zipper and the little girdle flap before sitting. Jackie is very thrilled and expresses her joy to Tamara. Jackie is now saying to me ? there definitively won't be any fooling around my little one. Lately she has started to call me "little one" as she is now much bigger than me which for most woman would be a problem but not with Jackie. She likes to show her superior status and that includes everything. Next, she pulls what will be my new shirts. Jackie unchains my right wrist and Tamara pass one of the shirtsleeves through my right arm. To my great dismay, the closure of the shirt is also at the back. She unties my other arms and passes my other arm through the other sleeve. The front of the shirt has all the normal buttons. But the shirt is solidly sewed to an internal camisole, which makes the whole front look like a normal shirt. They both move to my back where Tamara unlocks the pant belt and hook the shirt to some rings position around the waist in the pant where the belt runs. There is two straps that are built to the shirt that Tamara pull quite firmly and this has the effect of pulling my shoulder back ? Jackie had been complaining lately that I crouch and she comments that this will help me to have a better posture. Next Tamara, still in my back, runs the zipper, which starts, from the pants to the collar of the shirt. To finish the installation of the shirt, a small metal collar is passed around my neck and joins in the back and locks both the shirt collar and the back zipper. The pants belt is locked and I am finally attire with my new clothes. Jackie is absolutely delighted as she passes her hands in from of the pant to feel the plate that totally insulate me from any feeling in the front. Tamara explains that even the pockets are faked, as they have been sewn. We don't want him to be able to put his hands in the pants. A beautiful jacket completes the outfits. My hands are finally released and I am asked to walk a bit and turn around. It is quite hard to bend now, as the internal camisole is boned and rigid. Walking is not difficult but the garters rub against my tights and produce a nice feeling. One unique set of key will open my attire. Jackie is so pleased with it that she asks me to thank Tamara. So with some difficulties I kneel and kiss her feet. Jackie, using her riding crop, points at her toes and asks me to lick them until she tells me to stop. Next, Jackie orders some more of those working suits in gray, dark blue with half a dozen of those shirts. She also wants some shorts built using this concept with sleeveless shirt and no front button plus a couple of capri pants (in white and green). The last thing Tamara wants to do is watching me going to the bathroom. Jackie drags me to her large bathroom where Tamara unzips the back zipper of the pants and explains me how to open the girdle snap around my penis. I have to practice two more time before I am allowed to pee (the girdle puts some pressure on my bladder and I really needed to go). They both look at me smiling while I pee. Tamara mentions to me not to forget to wipe myself before resnapping the flap. Before going to bed, Jackie removes my new suits and of course we have great and brutal sex, which makes me feel better. The next day I am going to work wearing this outfit. My bowels have always been quite regular but I really now have to go before putting on my attire which means that sometimes I will have to receive an enema. Jackie is even supervising this aspect of my life ? Before I leave for work, she ensures everything is locked and kisses me good-bye. She whispers in my ears that she loves me and will always be there to protect me while she massages the front of my protected pant. At work, everybody congratulates me for my new suit, which is so much nicer than the previous old baggy one I was used to wear. I tend to keep the jacket on but the design is so good that nobody notices the restrictive aspect of it. Jackie checks on me a couple of time during the day ? she does not want anything to interfere with my work. It is somewhat restrictive and I can only move slowly. It also keeps my posture straight and bending my neck is also difficult with the metal collar around my neck. Going to the bathroom is now quite a tedious task and I have to go to the bathroom stalls that lock ? I don't know if over time, this will be noticed. I believe Jackie's strategy is to do small progressive changes that nobody will notice. My look lately has improved quite a bit. I realize now that the only thing I am responsible of is work. Everything else is being taken care and I don't have to worry about anything. I am fit, loved and have great sex with my loving mistress whom I am totally devoted and also now totally dependent. Financially she tells me were are doing very well and that we have saved lots of moneys. Chapter 9 ? Week end grooming Lately mistress has gotten into the habit to book me an appointment at her beauty salon at the end of my working day Friday. At the beginning the beautician Angela was just touching my hair a bit but progressively they also started to clean my nail and my bushy eye browses. Mistress then takes me out to a restaurant where she likes to show me off a bit primarily to her female friends but other time it is just she and I. She is all over me like a man would be. What I also notice is that the waiters lately are calling us ladies, which troubles me a bit but seems to please Jackie. On Monday before going to work, I can easily change my look to a male look and remove any nail polish or feminine make up. Jackie has given a set of key to Angela so that she can remove my special shirts and pants in order to do my toe nails ? the girdle always stays on as requested by Jackie except in her presence. Angela now gives me a pink smock for moving from room to rooms. Those Friday grooming sessions have now progressed to the point where Jackie packs an outfit she wants me to wear for the Friday night outing. Angela now does my hair in a very feminine look, paints my toe and finger nails a bright red and does my make up. When she is finished, she supervises my re- dressing and ensures the outfit Mistress packed for me is properly put on and locked. This time Angela has also to change my training bra with another small padded bra. Today I have to wear some very tight white capri pants and a nice sleeveless shirt all flat in front with the exception of some small "titties". The stockings are also a bit lacier with some two-inch heel sandal. I look very sexy. Jackie comments how beautiful I look before paying Angela for her services. Jackie is also nicely dressed but conservatively. She whisper in my ears that we better get going for dinner before she attacks her slut ? and she grabs my arm and drags me to the car, open the door before allowing me to sit. She comments how much she likes my slim look. Wherever we go she treats me like the woman would be in a normal relationship. I believe that she dresses me the way she would like to dress. This is more less the routine we follow. Sometime she gets so excited that I have to relieve her using my pierced tongue. When we arrive home, now being much bigger and stronger than me, she literally assaults me and I am being screwed until she is satisfied. My wardrobe now consists of only those types of clothes that Tamara makes for me. All my other male clothes have disappeared. Chapter 10 - More Enhancements Mistress has never been happy with her relatively small breast and has mentioned a couple of time that she would like to have them augmented to a bigger size. So now that we have some money saved, she announces me that we will have some enhancements done including her breasts ? I am looking forward to it and she asks me to book one week holiday so that we have time to adjust to the enhancements ? I don't quite understand why I have to take holidays but I assume that this will be to help her in the house. On Saturday we arrive at Sophia's clinic and I am brought in a room where I am told I will be examined. Jackie unlocks me from my clothes and I am asked to lie down on a special table ? a nurse comes in and gives me an injection and I fall asleep. When I wake up a few hours later, I notice some pain in my chest but I cannot really look as I have been collared and handcuffed. I lie down for a few hours and rest. Suddenly mistress comes in and she has now a very large bust and asks an opinion of her new look ? I believe she now looks fabulous, as her small breast did not really fit with the proportion of her relatively large frame. She drags me in front of a mirror and raised my nightgown to show me that I also have had some enhancements done while sleeping ?" for you little one some small titties" is what she says. While I was sleeping, Sophia inserted some small implants and I now have a pair of breast. Sophia now comes in and asks me to lie down on the table in the room. My collar is attached to the table and also my feet ? I really cannot move very much. This is when Sophia pulls a series of syringes and start to inject my lips while Jackie holds my head so that I don' move. It is quite painful and I can feel my lips puffing. They continue until my lips are all done and big. Jackie is now commenting that I now have some beautiful sucking lips that she will use very soon. We go home and rest for a week with the exception of some fabulous sex. At the end of the week she drives me to the beautician Angela for a grooming session and we go out together with an outfit that shows my small breasts but also expose her new large boobs. I am now required to kiss them very often-using my new large "sucker" lips. Routine goes on and my "titties" are not big enough to be noticed at work ? I wear a tight training bra that squishes them tightly against my chest. Jackie loves my small titties and she sometimes adorns them with rings instead of the barbells. Chapter 11 - Role playing Overtime, my hairs have grown up which gives Angela a few more options when I go through my Friday weekend grooming. Mistress is also concerned that people will think she is a lesbian when in fact she is heterosexual with maybe a few lesbian fantasies. On a Friday, as usual I am going to have my grooming work done by Angela. She does the usual facial, makeup nail and hair and this time even paint my nipple with some "long lasting" special makeup. They are painted a bright red. I am then presented with the outfit I will be wearing for the Friday night outing. The bra is very tiny and just covers about half my nipple and barbell. This is the first thing I notice. Also the pants are very tight and go just below the knees where they are tied with a ribbon. They, of course have the back zipper and the locking belt built it. The shirt I have to wear is one of these really low cut shirts that are designed to show part of the bra ? sort of the type of shirt teenagers wear these days. Mistress Jackie is wearing a very classy dress with a top that shows her augmented breast ? she is very beautiful. She is delighted with my look and this when I am brought in front of a mirror and really don't recognize myself. My hairs have been done in two pigtails attached with pink ribbons on the side and my make up is very heavy and tarty. I just look like a young teenager. This is when Mistress announces me that I will be her loving niece during the weekend. Before we leave, they ask me to sit down on a chair and Angela simply holds my head firmly while Mistress inserts contact lens in my eyes." I want you to have deep blue eyes during the weekend" is what she says. But my vision is also very blurry and I can only see objects that are very close. As I complain about it, Mistress simply says that this will hopefully teach me not to look at other women. And here we go with Mistress holding me by the hand and walking together as an aunt and niece. I have no idea where we are going. I am also very concerned with my own titties and I have to adjust the too short bra and shirt so that it covers my painted red nipples. At the restaurant, the waiter keeps looking at them. As soon as I move to take something from the table, they pop out sometime totally. Mistress is enjoying this scene and I can tell she is seriously getting sexually aroused. As soon as we enter the house she brings me on the floor and kisses me deeply including my titties and nipples. She then lowers herself for a good sucking ? she has some furious and very strong orgasms. She then spanks me really hard for the reason that I was showing my titties. In bed she undresses, rides me and orgasms while yelling that I belong to her. Chapter 12 ? Changing job It is hard to imagine how much more my life could be controlled: I am on a tight schedule; Jackie decides what I wear, when I go the bathroom, what I eat, sex (luckily a lot) etc. It is also starting to be harder to hide my situation at work, which my Mistress is aware of. This is the only area of my life that is not ruled. Mistress and Sophia, our doctor, are quite close and one day, Mistress announces me to resign from my work. Of course I ask her why and this when she announces that Sophia needs a receptionist/ secretary and that this would be my new job. Mistress has been doing well with her work and she makes good moneys and she feels it will be easier on me ? I won't have to worry about job performance, no more overtime and no worries about my situation etc. I give my two weeks notice and on Friday, I go to my usual grooming session at the beauty salon. I can tell Angela is spending extra time on my hair and is applying chemicals to them and rollers. A nail technician is also involved working on my fingernail. I am fitted with really long faked red nails. Another technician pierces my ears and large dangling earrings are inserted in them. When I can look at my face, my hair have been dyed auburn and with lot's of volume but Angela left me with long bangs that go over my eyes and I always have to twist my head to be able to see. "This is your new secretary look" Angela says. For the first time I am fitted with a skirt. The skirt is quite short and tight and goes just above my garter belt. I am sure that if I bend, they would see the top of the frilly stocking I have to wear. I am also given a blouse that of course zips in the back but also has a really high collar. Angela also fits me with some 3 inches heel shoes. The shoes fit my feet quite well Angela simply adds some tiny padlock to the straps ? "we don't want you to lose your new shoes" is what she says. I am surprise to see Mistress and Sophia (my new boss) coming to collect me from the beauty salon. They are both nicely dressed. Mistress kisses me and comments how beautiful I look. She then pull a leather collar that has a ring in front and lock in the back ? she inserts the collar to the blouse collar. There is a slot in the collar of the blouse that allows the ring to be passed through. She then attached it very tightly behind my neck and locks it. I cannot really move my neck as it is designed in a way that it tighten when I turn my neck. My neck has to always be straight up. Next Mistress attaches a leach to the ring and asks Angela to walk me a bit. Angela simply yanks it and I have to stand up and walk around for a small inspection ? walking is quite challenging with the heels but also with the tight and hobble skirt I was made to wear. I can only take small mincing steps. Sophia is talking to Mistress saying that this should be my secretary uniforms style and I should always have this "cheap" appearance look reflecting the low status of a secretary. Jackie assures Sophia that she will ensure I will have the proper wardrobe. Sophia is criticizing my way of walking and posture saying it is not very feminine ? Jackie responds that they will start working at improving. We go out for dinner and I stand out like a sour thumb beside those two elegant ladies. Sophia asks me to present myself first thing Monday morning at her clinic. During the weekend, Jackie tries to show me how to walk lady like ? she believes I don't swing my hips enough when I walk. I certainly can feel heat as a result of the riding crop whipping. Mistress gives a phone call to Sandra to discuss the problem and she responds that she will work on my walking next Monday after work. Tamara was busy making some new clothes for me - short skirts, with bright colors and different tops some showing my titties, other frilly transparent that show my very tiny bra but all had this built in high collar which allowed the insertion of the leather collar and the ring in the front ? apparently Sophia wants to be able to secure me if she has to. My tops still have to be hooked to the skirt the same way than my old pants. Chapter 13 ? Starting the new job Sophia greats me and shows me my new desk which is at the end of the clinic waiting room. My only responsibilities are to answer the phone, manage her appointment, pull and file the patients file. If I don't do any of those three tasks I am to sit, put my hands on the desk and wait. To my horror, the front part of the small desk where I have to sit at is quite open and patients can easily see my legs, frilly stocking tops and garters. Sophia points at the secretary chair and asks me to sit down ? a built in ring is in the middle of the chair located between my legs. Sophia raises my short skirt and using a small padlock she locks me to the chair using my scrotum ring ? she smiles at me and says "I want to keep you under control while I see patients". She explains that I can roll myself to the file cabinets to retrieve the patient files. She will have to unlock me to go to the bathroom. Sophia is a real control freak. She also wants me to use a feminine voice when I talk. Being in full view and exposed as I was, I could feel men staring at me and women being discussed with my slutty look. Women very often ask me how it is to wear stocking as they can see how I am attired. Some days Mistress gets me to wear those low cut tops that show my nipples and the barbell and people just stares at me ? woman sarcastically comments that I don't have much to show. At lunch, Sophia unties me and locks me in the lunchroom using my collar ring. She also beats me if she feels I have not kept my posture properly or I have not used enough of a feminine voice. At the end of everyday, I go to Sandra's private studio where I do my exercising which includes going on the thread mill to walk a few kilometers always dressed in my exercise pink leotards but now with higher heel shoes. To ensure I keep the paste, she locks me by my scrotum ring to the thread mill. As I was still not progressing quickly enough with my "feminine" walking, Sandra designed a system where small cuff are fixed above my knees and are link and hinged together by a bar. The knee bar, in its middle, is also hinged to another bar that is attached to my scrotum ring. With his apparatus, I really have to swing my hips to be able to keep up with the thread mill without too much pulling on the scrotum ring. I have to keep my neck straight because of a rigid collar Sandra fixes on me before any sessions. My shoulders are also pulled back by a shoulder harness. Jackie, while attending one of these aerobic sessions and looking at me swinging my hips in order to keep up, was very pleased with my progress. She now wants Sandra to start jacking me up on higher heel. After several weeks I now wear two inches platform shoes with eight inches heels. At the end of every Friday, Angela changes my look by using a combination of different hair style, colors and make up. Jackie is very much in love with me and she just adores the absolute control she has over me. I really don't have to think much anymore particularly with this new job. During the weekends, while I do my chores in the house, Mistress uses the system developed by Sandra and my walking is now naturally very feminine and sexy. Also, Sophia has altered my voice to a very high pitch and I sound like a dumb blond. Chapter 14 ? Final commitment and marking Our relationship is really exciting, as I never really know how Jackie will dress me or have sex with me. In return I show total devotion to my beloved Mistress. She started to talk me into showing a final commitment to her without me knowing what it will be. This will start by me signing a legal contract, which will reduce my legal status to the equivalent of a mother and her three-year-old daughter. Sophia will sign a medical opinion on my mindset, which in her professional opinion now requires complete supervision. The contract will also stipulate that I will receive some permanent markings without knowing what they will be. After thinking about it for a day, Jackie asks me my answer and I reply yes. She immediately asks me to kneel in front of her and to repeat that I accept to become totally and legally dependant upon her and to receive some permanent markings without the knowledge of what they will be. In my now high pitch feminine voice, I repeat the same sentence. She kisses me and asks me to kiss her feet and her beautiful breast as a sign of acceptance, which I do. She indicates that this makes her the happiest person on earth. She takes me immediately to her bedroom where we have some great and roaring sex. Next day, we go to a lawyer (of course one of Jackie female friend) where she reads and explain me the contract and its implications. I have to confirm that I understand all this and that for the love of my beloved Mistress Jackie, this is what I want to do for her. I sign several contracts and Sophia is there to witness ? there is now no turning back. At the end of one my working day, Jackie shows up and of course kisses me. She is just gorgeous and now so happy. Sophia unties me from my working chair and drags me in her examination room where I am told to lie down. Sophia comes back with some syringes and Jackie is telling me that she wants me to have even fuller lips ? I am injected several times and feel my lips becoming very full and puffy. Sophia also pierces my nose on one side where she inserts what she calls a temporary stud. Arriving at home, Jackie brings me in front of a mirror and I cannot believe how much my lip now sticks out. On Saturday morning, Jackie attaches me to the posture post with my wrists chain to my collar. I am also totally naked which is unusual. I am left there waiting until another woman comes in with Jackie to have a look at my body. The lady looks at my penis, eyes and back but do not mention anything to me. I just hear her saying to Jackie that everything should be fine. Jackie unties me and dresses me up for the day. I am also informed that the commitment ceremony will happen next Saturday Early next Saturday, I am driven to Angela where she dyes my hair red and curl them really nicely. My nails are also painted bright red. I am brought back home where Tamara is waiting for me with the clothes I will wear. The top has of course a built in high collar and a special bra that pushes my small titties out and completely exposes them including the barbells. The skirt is cut quite short and is pleated like a tennis skirt. Bracelets are also tied to my wrists and joined to my high collar. I also have to wear high heel shoes. Angela then lowers herself and fit me with the same apparatus that Tamara uses - the tights bracelet linked to my scrotum ring. She attaches a leash to the collar ring and drags me to a limousine where I am driven to Sophia's cottage. This is where the ceremony will happen. Sophia is waiting for me and immediately opens the door and grabs the leach and yanks me out to her nice backyard where a posture pole has been installed and is waiting for me. The lawyer and the lady that was there last Saturday are also present. With the tights bracelet system, I have to wiggle my ass. Sophia fixes me to the pole by my scrotum ring and ankles. My wrists are still chained to my collar so I am totally vulnerable. While waiting for Jackie to arrive, the women comment my dress, titties and my relationship status with Jackie. They even raise my skirt to examine my condition around my pubic area. After a short while, some music starts and Jackie appears wearing an elegant white wedding dress. The knee length dress is very nice, exposes her tremendous large breast. She also wears heels and she is at least four inches taller than me. She comes close to me and kisses me on my puffy large lips. Again the lawyer read the contract I signed with its implication and I am asked one last time if I agree - I have to repeat that I will now be totally legally dependant on my mistress and will wear my mistress Jackie markings whatever they will be. Sophia then comes back with a head harness, which she fits and strap behind my head. It also has a built in gag, which is inflated in my mouth ? I cannot speak anymore. The lawyer brings two very nice rings and she fits one in Jackie left index finger. Both rings have a diamond but Jackie's is much bigger. Next Sophia removes my nose stud and inserts the other smaller ring in my nose. She has to use a special vice grip to close and rivet the ring. Next my skirt is lifted and attached to some button that will keep it lifted up. A small platform is attached to the posture pole where my penis is placed. Sophia comes with a small tube that she passes through my penis hole. The tube has a built is fairly large eyelet at one end that will ensure that the tube will not go through my penis hole. The same special eyelet is added to the other end of the tube and, using a hammer and a special rivet instrument, she hit the other eyelet, which permanently rivets itself to the penis tube. Sophia shows to Jackie that it will be virtually impossible to remove unless you use a grinder. She then pulls a four-inch sleeve, which has some built in teeth inside the tube. She inserts in over my penis and locks it on my penis tube. Sophia explains that this will prevent me from having undesired erections. She removes the tube and the Saturday lady comes with some equipment that I have never seen before. The lawyer now explain that my penis will be tattooed "Jackie's property". And the buzzle starts. While the tattoo lady does her work, the other women have drinks and congratulate Jackie and hope they could do the same in their relationships. The tattoo lady is also tattooing something on my ass, shoulder and around my eyes. She also tattoos my nipples a bright red. This takes most of the day and at the end Jackie inspects the work. A few small touch ups are done and the tattoo lady leaves. Jackie informs me that a permanent black line has been imprinted around my eyes, a whip and riding crop has been tattooed on my ass and that on my back left shoulder, the face of a lady (that could look like Jackie) has also been tattooed. They all have some champagne to celebrate with Jackie. This is when the lawyer also announces that my last marking is now going to be done. A portable small coal stove is brought close to me. This is when the lady lawyer informs me that I will be branded with on my right ass cheek with the five letters K A R E N. The five irons are then inserted over the coal ? I am frightened but I cannot say anything or move too much. To prevent even more movement a small bicycle seat is fit to the pole. The pole is lifted up until my feet are no more in contact with the ground but are hold tightly by the ankles bracelets. Sophia makes a few marking using a felt pen on my ass to ensure the marking will be well aligned. Sophia takes the K iron and asks the lawyer to count slowly until five from the time it starts. She applies the iron on my skin and an extreme violent pain suddenly hits me. You can smell my burnish flesh while the lawyer slowly counts until five. The three women inspect my first K branding and are happy with the results. They toast to Jackie wishing her all the best in her relationship. This continues slowly until the five letters are branded on my ass. When it is finished, the lawyer looks at me in the eyes and declares that I am now Jackie's possession and that I will never be able to erase this permanent mark. They toast one last time before lowering the pole and removing the bicycle seat. I can barely stand on my legs. My skirt is lowered and I am left there exposed while they have a delicious dinner. At the end of the evening, Mistress takes me back home and we have the greatest sex for most of the night. I am now her possession and this is how I am treated ? I am told what to do, what to wear and my opinion does not count. I now have nothing to worry with my new life. Jackie cherishes me the same way a collector would cherish a special piece of art or a dog owner would take care of his pet. Jackie is very happy and happiness for her means some great sex.