Chapter 6
Doctor Liu entered the van for a final check of her patient, pulling on
the straps and stays, finally satisfying herself that the gurney was
secure and that my leg was comfortable. "I hope you enjoyed your stay
here, Debbie," she remarked just before closing the door. "It's a pity
to leave like this."
I smiled, remembering last night with the Beavers. "I enjoyed it here
very much, Doctor Liu," I assured her.
She nodded approvingly. "A positive attitude is good. May the Goddess
protect you on your return." She pushed the door shut and waved once to
me at the window before turning back inside.
The van pulled smoothly away from the clinic and sped down the dusty
road to the main gate. Rumbling by us on the other side of the road
were trucks, heavy equipment, and buses with workers heading back into
the farm complex after the end of a long day. I sat up, straining to
see out the side window, looking for someone I recognized as they
flashed past. I might have spotted Ingrid, but I wasn't sure.
After nightfall, several hours later, we pulled into the regional
airport in Valentina. Early the next morning we rode in the last cable
car, ascending to the Temple complex high in the chilly mountains,
returning finally to our small rooms, all three of us exhausted. I
abandoned the crutches, took a couple of pills, collapsed into bed, and
raised my aching leg on two pillows. Three weeks to go.
All the legwork and research was done. Now started the process of
bringing it all into a cohesive report - or rather, two reports - one
for the priestesses and one, using essentially the same facts, but with
different emphasis, for Earth.
I didn't want to spend any more time in Stein than I had to, so I
worked hard, mainly from my room. Instead of three weeks, I did it in
two. After checking it all twice, I showed Joanne and Maggie the final
copy for Sappho, and relaxed while they went through it. The Sappho
copy had few, if any, surprises. It was a straightforward job, a
scholarly work that would slightly advance Sappho history. I left
inside a few minor issues that disagreed with Stein orthodoxy - a
complete agreement would have looked suspicious, but nothing the
priestesses would be too upset about.
Maggie skimmed it rapidly. She had already seen most of it as it was
being created, so little of it was new to her. She finally turned the
last page and put it down. "Debbie, it looks quite professional. I'm no
expert on these matters, but there might be one or two places the High
Priestesses would want to append."
I lay back in the chair, my hands behind my head, and swiveled in her
direction, trying to look as if I cared. "That was the agreement. I
planned to show them the full report after you reviewed it."
"I'll take it to them now if it's alright with you."
I smiled. "I'd appreciate it very much. This ankle still hurts a little
to walk on."
She collected the notebook and rose. "I should be back in an hour or
two. Priestesses Hilde and Nora have been following the report with
interest; I'm sure they'd want to see it as soon as possible."
"Thanks again, Maggie. I'll see you soon then. When the report is
accepted we can all ride down to the valley and celebrate."
She paused in the door just before leaving and nodded at us a little
sadly. "That would be nice. You know, I'm going to miss you guys," she
said, splitting her look between us about evenly.
Maggie's passion for me had understandably devolved into something more
professional since the kiss under the tree. But it had been partly my
fault. Each day that passed was another day closer to leaving Sappho.
To compound my melancholy, I wasn't even in control of when. The day
the hyperdrive development program was sufficiently far along, I would
depart this world forever, but the word "sufficiently" was a relative
term that could mean a few days or a few months, and only Jezzi would
decide. Bethany would also return from her stint at sea to Martina in a
couple of days; it was possible that after tomorrow I would never see
Joanne again. And then there was Indira. I owed her more than a call
from orbit.
Joanne had taken her time with the report and finished it more than
half-hour after Maggie. She'd examined it with the critical eye of a
scientist familiar with journals and articles and, in fact, had even
written a few. She tossed the folder aside and considered what to say.
"Quite good, on the surface," she decided in the end. "Of course, the
whole report is nonsense. The recordings of the founders make a
complete hash of its conclusions."
"Ah, but that's where you come in, Joanne," I replied, watching my
raised index finger while spinning my chair around slowly with my legs.
"What would you do, Debbie? Would you release the recordings if you
were in my position?"
"Oh, no. I've already pushed the non-interference principle to the
limit. Any more would get me into trouble." I stopped the chair facing
her and leaned forward. Her face understandably had more tension in it
than usual. "Relax, Joanne. You know this world better than I ever
will; I'm confident that whatever decision you make will be the right
one."
Slapping her hands to knees, she stood abruptly and began to pace.
"This is unfair! You have access to so much more knowledge than I do.
I'll make the decision, but is it too much to ask for an objective
opinion?"
"I don't know if I could be objective, Joanne. I can't tell you
anything that might influence you. Those are the non-interference
rules. Sorry."
She took a few more steps then stopped, twisting her head towards me.
"Reni told me that you wished you could simply download the information
she wanted from the ship."
"That's true, but Jezzi wouldn't permit it. I don't get control of my
ship back until I leave, and then I have to leave Sappho space
immediately."
"All right. But what exactly happens when you go? Won't there be an
extended period of time after you leave orbit but before you enter
hyperspace? Wouldn't you be free to transmit information then?"
I grinned. "Gosh, Joanne, that's interesting. It's kind of a gray
area."
She narrowed her eyes. "You know, I'm beginning to understand this
'non-interference' policy of yours - at least the way you interpret it.
All right. I don't want an objective opinion. I want raw data: history,
similar crisis on Earth and elsewhere if you have them. In fact," she
said, folding her arms and shifting her body into a cocky pose, "I want
the entire history of Earth to study."
I shook my head. "Nice try, but it's impossible, far too much data to
transfer. However, if the University at Martina should happen to direct
a dish to a certain location in the sky and receive data at a certain
set of frequencies and protocol, who knows what they might get? Of
course, I make no assurances that any of it would be accurate. It could
all be part of an evil male plot like the priestesses say."
"You're walking a fine line with Earth, aren't you, Debbie?"
"Maybe," I admitted. "But I'm allowed some latitude. My deal with Jezzi
ends when I leave for the beacon and Earth. Martina is not in Paglia
and Jezzi has no jurisdiction there. I should be all right."
I looked up at a knock at the door, three taps in quick succession,
Maggie's signature. "Come in, Maggie!" I called, wondering what
happened. She had returned at least an hour before she said she would.
She closed the door behind her and stood against it for a moment,
surprised to see Joanne. Her face held confusion and hurt, as if she
had seen or heard something she couldn't reconcile - and she had
trouble meeting my eyes.
"Was the report that bad?" I asked.
Her gaze switched abruptly to me, staring at me like a bird at a cat in
the room, a far different expression from the normally chirpy Maggie I
had come to know. I suddenly had a very bad feeling about this, and
darted a glance to Joanne, who looked back in sharp concern. She'd felt
it, too.
"Uh, Debbie - the priestesses have some questions they want to ask
you," Maggie responded, her voice just a tad shaky.
I studied the clock on the wall as if it were a work of art, the whole
time churning rapidly through the possibilities. "Fine. Shall we say
after lunch?"
And there it was again, that barely suppressed fright. "Ah, no," she
said quickly, moistening her lips. "It's just a few minor things they
have to clear up, but they have to see you right away."
Maggie was a lousy liar. My heart pounded like a jackhammer as my worst
fear peeked out from behind the tenuous fa?ade I'd been living behind
for nearly three months. If the priestesses knew who I was, then I
would be arrested. Maybe this was just their way of doing it quietly,
with a minimum of fuss, leading me like a lamb to the slaughter. I rose
from the chair with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. It was all
I could do to remain calm.
It came suddenly, like the flick of a switch: hate, rage with anyone
who thought I should die for being born male. Even if this was a false
alarm, the constant fear of being discovered, the unbelievable
unfairness of it all - I'd already been made a woman against my will; I
was certainly no longer capable of raping anyone; I'd been made "safe"
for Sappho - why wasn't that good enough for them?
I don't think Maggie caught me. It all happened blindingly fast; she
might have seen a flash of the eyes, a frozen instant when my jaw
tightened.
"I'll be right back," I replied. I headed for the bathroom, closed the
door, flipped-up and rolled down what I needed to and sat, burying my
head in my hands. I had to assume that they knew who I was. If that
were the case, then my only hope was Jezzi. That meant Joanne would
have to find a way to tell her. It wasn't likely the priestesses would
care what Jezzi wanted - killing the "evil one" would likely take
precedence - but maybe, just maybe, the priestesses would listen to
reason. I sat there until a ring threatened to form on my widened butt,
calming my nerves and finding ultimately that I did need to go after
all.
When I came out, Joanne was gone. I took it as a good sign, picked up a
portable computer and a copy of the report, and followed Maggie into
the hall. Using my ankle as an excuse, I walked slowly, getting a feel
for what was going on around us: the traffic, who was watching us, and
especially the woman beside me.
Of the students that shared our floor, most smiled or greeted us by
name as usual as we passed. But at the end of the hall stood a woman
I'd never seen before, a woman about my height but stronger, in a red
tunic with a prominent gold inverted triangle of Aphrodite, stiff gold
shoulders, red kulats, green sleeves and hose, and black boots - the
uniform of the Security Service. She looked on impassively, but her
posture proclaimed a cool readiness for action and far too much body
awareness for me to be comfortable.
I strode by her calmly, even nodding politely, while every nerve in my
body screamed for me to run like hell. As we turned towards the stairs,
her stare behind me was a blade at my neck. On the ground floor,
another red and gold figure waited in the shadows. It was more than my
fading hope of coincidence could allow. But most terrible was Maggie.
She walked beside me but either just behind or just ahead, places where
conversation was difficult and she wouldn't have to meet my eyes.
We exited the building and I caught a glimpse of another guard behind
us in the glass door. In the open now, we had a walk of about three
hundred meters along the windy low outer wall overlooking a drop of a
thirty meters to the rock chasm that extended all the way to the city.
I spotted yet another woman in red and gold watching us from a bench,
and another closer to the central hall, our destination. It was all of
a sudden too much.
"Maggie, stop," I called ahead, and stopped, leaning against the wall.
She hesitated then came to my side. "Is your ankle hurting too much?
It's just a little further," she replied impatiently.
"You're acting strangely. What is going on?"
She glanced towards the hall, where the uniformed figure stood looking
back at us. Thus reassured, she faced me squarely, hands on hips, her
face sneering in utter disgust. "Why don't you tell me, Man?"
The naked hatred in the eyes of my former friend forced me to look
away. Gazing over the chasm, the sun seemed stronger on my face, the
cold wind in my hair a little colder. "I'm here, Maggie, because your
society wouldn't survive contact with Earth. I was finishing a survey
of Sappho to put Sappho off-limits, to keep men away."
I pushed myself away from the wall and leaned my rear end against it,
facing directly into the bitter wind. I caught the whiff of peppered
roast beef and fresh bread from the kitchen across the courtyard. The
security woman on the bench stood and started a slow walk in our
direction; I judged that I didn't have much time left.
"Maggie, I have to get back to Earth. Otherwise, others will come here
eventually, and there will surely be men and women together. It would
ruin the Temple if women see for themselves that men were never the
evil the Temple has been telling them for the last eight hundred
years."
"Bitch! You already did your best to destroy the Temple with your lies
on the net. They told me you might invent something like this," she
sneered triumphantly.
This insufferable bullshit broke through all the sadness and sympathy
I'd felt for her. "Grow up, Maggie! I came here alone in an unarmed
ship. I haven't done anything evil since I've been on the planet -
you've watched me for three months. I'm reminding you that I am, by
law, a citizen of Paglia. Stein has no right to hold me!"
"Stein never recognized that absurd ruling," she said primly. "You are
nothing more than a disgusting disease. Once you are eliminated, Sappho
will be clean again."
I should have thanked her. My fear was practically gone, replaced by
the typical reaction one has after trying to reason with a raving
lunatic. I nearly welcomed the arrival of the Security Service to take
me the rest of the way, pushing and shoving me to whatever fate the
priestesses desired. I'd known the risks when I came to Stein, and all
hope was not lost until I lay dead.
Once inside the ancient hall, out of the bright light of mid-day, my
two escorts held me firmly by the arms while a third came from
somewhere. The sting of a needle in my rear end made me cry out, and
seconds later blackness overcame me.
I woke up bent over a rack, naked, of course. My arms were locked
horizontally before me into metal bands attached to brightly polished
chains. My legs were spread at about 60 degrees and locked into similar
metal restraints bolted to the floor. The smell of light oil told me
that my manacles had been well used, and the part of the rack under my
hips, a cushioned round cylinder about a foot in diameter, showed sweat
stains. Curiously, there were two other racks in the room with similar
arrangements.
The room itself had the look of some kind of inner sanctum; it had an
air of solemnity. Thick purple drapes adorned the walls along with
pictures of long-dead high priestesses in robes of various eras.
Implements of unknown but dangerous, painful designs hung from a dark
polished wooden frame, sharing space with the more mundane whips,
flexible canes, a two-pronged shocking device, and objects of a clearly
sexual nature. Looking behind and between my legs, I spotted several
upholstered chairs and a small table where a weary torturer might
recline in comfort and sip a cooling drink.
A muffled sound to my right made me jerk my head in that direction. The
single door to the chamber was covered in thick brown leather over a
thicker padding that I suspected might reduce sound. Four priestesses
in the pure white of the inner council entered through it, each with
the long cowl raised, their heads bowed and unrecognizable beneath.
"You're making a mistake, Priestesses," I said calmly, reasonably. "I
must return to Earth to place Sappho off-limits to other worlds with
men. Please call Executive Directress Jezzi Belladonna. She'll verify
what I say."
One robe walked slowly in front of me and threw back her cowl.
Priestess Hilde gazed at me coldly; her black eyes regarded me
dispassionately within a face composed mainly of disapproval lines. In
a way, it was worse than hate; she saw me as an animal, unworthy of
true feeling. Her voice was no better. "It is unfortunate that we have
only you to pay for all of man's crimes against women. It's even more
unfortunate that you are not intact. Still, there is a certain justice
that you will suffer as women have suffered throughout millennia."
A high nervous tittering came from behind me. "Oh, my, yes. Man's
disgusting pleasures are well documented. It's only fair that he should
pay the same price."
"Don't you understand?" I yelled. "Unless you let me go, more men will
come to Sappho!"
A soft low voice I didn't recognize said, "Let me start, sisters. You
may contribute at your leisure."
The last one, a younger woman than the rest by the quality and power of
her voice, and the tallest of the four, spoke sonorously: "Dorothy, by
all means, start the correction, but first allow me the ritual with
this one. Such a unique opportunity should not go wasted. I wish to
experience the anguish of our ancestors."
"Hera, are you sure?" Dorothy exclaimed in awe. "A real man?"
Hera joined Hilde in front of me, removed her cowl, and shook her long
hair free. It helped not at all that that she was an attractive
brunette in her mid-forties. Her face was vaguely kind but too distant,
her words disturbing. "I would feel his evil inside me," she said,
staring at me, a hint of longing creeping into the otherwise calm
voice. "I want to know the full horror of being taken by a man."
I blinked at her in slack-jawed amazement. From my position in the
rack, my breasts hung like udders, and my butt was raised and legs
spread at an excellent angle to determine absolutely what I was. It
would have taken a special mind to look at me and think, "man." I
closed my eyes and, for the moment, gave up trying to persuade them of
anything. I now had a good idea what the other racks were for. Like the
monks of old with their flagellation, whipping themselves for evil
thoughts of women or attractive young boys, the priestesses had their
Sappho equivalent.
The gentle teachings of the Goddess aside, the Temple was based on a
vision of dominant male evil and female victimization. With all traces
of that era a thousand years removed, true believers would need
reminders to keep the original spirit alive. The room had a deeply
religious feel to it; everything looked solid, permanent, well
maintained - and old. The mountings of my rack were not the newer steel
bolts or some kind of modern fastening; they were thick iron bands,
beaten and bent into shape by a blacksmith and mortared directly into
the floor, the pitted metal worn smooth after innumerable polishings.
Thousands of women must have been in my position at one time or another
being ritually raped, while an equal number must have played the part
of evil, pounding home the ancient message with cruel thrusts and harsh
cries in countless displays of holy sadomasochism.
Like the European Inquisition, which would rather burn a suspected
heretic than allow the chance that a blasphemer might to go free, I
could depend on getting no benefit of the doubt among these
priestesses, and I resigned myself to bearing what I could for as long
as possible.
But first I had to rape a priestess.
My strap-on dildo was the color of blood. To a mentally healthy person
chancing upon the scene, it would have made little sense. My feet had
been secured behind the rack with leather cords, leaving my hands free.
Hera drew her robe over her head, folding it neatly and placing it at
the base of a chair. After removing her plain white panties and bra,
she faced me. Looking down at me a couple of inches, she said in a
quiet, chilling voice, "Do not hold back, Man. You will be whipped if
you do."
I nodded. I had a good idea what she wanted - I'd even read certain
stories in my younger days that might have prepared me for this moment,
although I never in my wildest dreams imagined that I would be involved
in one.
Hera bent over the rack. The other priestesses snapped the manacles
shut and adjusted the rack height with practiced eyes to match me. She
was a fine looking woman from any angle. Her derriere was ample but
firm and her legs nicely toned and smooth. The rack that presented her
so well allowed me the option of holding her hips or grasping a bar to
obtain maximum leverage.
"Hera, are you ready?" asked Hilde the beast.
"I am, Hilde. The Man may begin the rape."
"Um," I interrupted. "Exactly how do you want to be raped, Priestess
Hera?"
Dorothy and the other raised their lashes, and I winced, anticipating
pain, but Hera saved me, snarling, "Rape me like you would any other
woman from Earth, Man!"
Any denial would just get me whipped, so I tried my best. I rammed it
inside her, rape-like, not surprised at all to discover that she was
already very wet. She gasped well, and I pummeled her enthusiastically,
but it became clear fast when the lash first struck my shoulders that I
was expected to be vocal.
"Get back in the kitchen!" I yelled at her. "Make me some dinner!"
Apparently, that wasn't good enough, for Dorothy raised her whip, so I
cried, "You screw like a dead dog!" and "You smell like five-day old
tuna!"
That wasn't quite it either because thin leather struck me at the base
of my spine, making me arch my back in agony. Although the leather was
soft, and I doubted that it was doing any real damage, it still hurt
like hell against my sensitive skin.
I glared at the bitch who did it and that gave me the anger necessary
to carry on. "You bitch!" I screamed at Hera. "Get back on the street!
Wiggle that ass and make me some money!" That was better. Hera moaned
at the insults in a joyous melding of faith and degradation.
"Slut! Whore, ho, pussy, slit, cunt, puta, hole, er, trollop..." I
started to sweat. I was rapidly running out of nouns. "Oh, nothing
could be finer than to be in your vaginer in the mornin'," I began to
sing. "Nothing could be sweeter than your lips upon my peter..." I lay
off that at a lash from Dorothy.
"Geez, what are you, some sort of lesbian?" I screamed. Another stroke
of the lash seared me, this time across the buttocks. I could barely
believe it. I couldn't even make it as a proper rapist on Sappho. Okay!
She wanted me to be evil. So, what would be evil to a lesbian?
I smacked her on the rear end, bringing a shocked yelp from Hera.
Apparently, that kind of contact wasn't customary. "All right!" I
thrust hard on the last word, making her gasp. "Playtime is over." I
had a special feeling about Hera.
Reaching down underneath the soft/hard red dildo, I found her. My
experienced fingers teased her nodule in a way I knew well by now. The
lash struck me, but I heard a simultaneous cry of wanton lust at my
next thrust and I knew I was on the right track. "You want it, don't
you, Hera?" I growled low and steamy, in my best imitation of a male
voice. "This is your secret."
"No!" she cried.
Dorothy and the other bitch stood by, their whips raised, but unsure of
what to do. Clearly, Hera was having some sort of crisis - but that was
precisely the point of it all.
I kept it up, teasing her while thrusting, eventually riding and
slapping her flanks like a horse. "Hera, you want it! Say it, Hera!
Yeeee haaaw! Hera likes it from a man!"
"No, you animal! Oh, Goddess!" she screamed, as I continued my evil
work.
Eventually, she alternated between moaning and crying as I brought her
close and then backed off. "Admit it, Hera, you want it!" I hissed.
Finally, with her forehead wet, and a revealing puddle of love juice
pooling below her transom, she wailed, "Finish it! Finish it, you -
Man!"
I bent as far as I could towards her ear and said soto voce, "I'll
finish it when you say my male name. Say, 'finish me, David,' and it
will be over." I pushed forward and she gripped her chains weakly,
barely able to fight any more.
"Goddess forgive me," she said in the barest whisper. "Finish me,
David."
And I did, pushing the hapless priestess over the top. She screamed as
she shuddered in forlorn ecstasy, an eerie cry of joy and despair, for
she had given in to her desires and succumbed to my will.
Hilde glared at me. The two others stared in disbelief at their sister
in the rack then moved quickly to unsnap her manacles when she shouted
for them to do so. When Hera was able, she staggered to her feet and
slapped me as hard as she could. The sobbing woman snatched her clothes
and, unable to meet the others' eyes, ran from the room naked.
I allowed myself a pleased moment wondering what inspiring, uplifting
tales she would create from that experience to tell her flock before
turning to face the rest.
I had an idea of what was coming, and tried to take the ancient advice
about relaxing and enjoying, but there is no chance to relax when
you're being simultaneously raped and whipped by two insane bitches.
After the first few lashes, the pain becomes so intense there is no
recourse except to scream and scream. They didn't stop until I sagged
in the restraints and lowered my head, utterly exhausted and
unresponsive.
They let me heal that night in a small cell on a thin mattress. I was
allowed no clothes and my hands were tied behind my back, I supposed
because they preferred to see me as an animal and watch me eat like a
dog, and then it was back in the rack again.
The second day was all about humiliation. They abused me in most
orifices, lashed and zapped me virtually everywhere, and by the end of
the day I was ready to be rescued. They had asked me no questions. From
their rants it was evident that they hated me for being born male, but
from their cries, what really stuck in their craws was the interview
with Trudy Revline, which still circulated on the net. Although Stein
was essentially a closed society, and net and vid access was
restricted, it had been impossible to keep it quiet. For the first
time, the eight hundred year-old tenets of the Temple were being
seriously challenged.
The third day was worse when other high priestesses had their chance at
me. Even in prisoner of war situations, the captors usually want
something - information, a signed document admitting to war crimes, a
statement of guilt or support - they wanted nothing except to give me
pain and humiliation. I was forced to say vile things about myself and
do disgusting things. I told myself that it was all about survival;
that in the end, it would mean nothing. I had to remind myself of those
women I'd met who were not like the priestesses, live through them at
night, remembering the good times with Joanne, Reni, the Beavers, and
especially Indira.
The seventh day was bitter. Jezzi must have known about me by then. She
must have contacted the Temple, but there had been no change with the
beatings and humiliation. For the first time, I cried at night. It was
still early, I told myself. There must be negotiations and deals going
on. Prisoners had survived years of torture and had come out all right.
A week was nothing.
After two weeks I made a mark on the wall, two marks, really. I found a
pebble, put it between my toes and scratched until it made a line that
would stay. That was my victory that day. I giggled like a crazy woman
at my success then cried at the pathetic extent of it, unable even to
wipe my eyes. They still wouldn't let me use my arms and I hadn't had a
bath since I'd been taken. They wanted to make me an animal.
Day 17: I thought it couldn't get any worse. I lost my temper and
called Priestess Hilde a monster. She broke two of my fingers. I
wouldn't do that again. It was hard enough to work the muscles of my
arms as it was, and I'd need both of them strong enough to wring her
damn neck. I didn't think I could hate as much as I did then. What they
were doing to me was inhuman.
Day 28: Miracle of miracles: They stopped torturing me. I supposed they
were tired of seeing my filthy ass on the rack, I might have been
stinking the room up, or maybe some of the others wanted me clean
before taking a turn. It was like a holiday inside the small cell.
Day 30: Two guards came for me again, but instead of the expected
routine, this time was much different. They un-cuffed my hands in a
real bathroom and told me to clean up. After a month in cuffs, it was
agony to move my arms forward and up, and my broken fingers weren't
healed, but I wasn't going to let that stop me. An hour later, when I'd
cleared the worst of the tangles from my hair and scrubbed myself raw,
they gave me some underwear and a prison dress. I returned to a better
cell and a clean bed. In the afternoon, after the first decent meal I'd
seen in a month, the guards came to my cell and slid the bars aside.
From their body language and where they were looking, it seemed that I
had a visitor. Sitting up quickly, I watched her approach.
I'd never seen her before. She was a short woman in her late forties
with iron gray hair, trimmed to a no-nonsense style. She waited
patiently until the guards got out of the way then walked straight in,
carrying a well-worn dark blue bag. She passed me a reassuring nod.
"I'm Doctor Sera Gilbert and I'm here to examine you."
I almost cried from relief. It was as close to a smile as I'd seen for
some time. She wore the conservative clothes that Stein required, but
they had a look of newness, as if they had just been bought. Her wrist
had a light ring around it amidst a moderate tan, the sign of a
bracelet removed - and Stein didn't care for jewelry. "You're from
Paglia?" I asked tentatively, afraid to get my hopes up.
She paused to look up, stopping what she was doing in her bag. "Of
course." She gave me a good look and sudden comprehension flooded her
face. "They didn't tell you? You're going home."
I swallowed, and this time a few tears got through. "When?" I croaked.
This time it was a flash of anger. "Goddess! Those bastards didn't tell
you anything. Ms. Larranti, as soon as I finish the examination, we'll
go upstairs, where your wife is waiting. Then it's a couple of hundred
yards to a helicopter. We should be in the air in less than fifteen
minutes. Please remove your clothing and lets get started."
I removed my clothes in a daze. I noted abstractly that I had been
married, somehow, but I would have married Jezzi to escape that
hellhole.
Her eyes were cold and furious a few minutes later. "Ms. Larranti,
you've been severely abused. Your anus..."
I was much more interested in getting my anus out of there than talking
about it. "Doctor, I was raped everyday for weeks, beaten constantly
and prodded with electronic zappers. Can we go now?"
"I need to give you a thorough examination. You may easily have
internal damage."
I took her hand with three good fingers. "Doctor, I'll be glad to do
anything you say - when we get back."
A quick look at my face convinced her. "Right. Lets get out of here."
Two minutes later, I had my clothes on and escaped the cell. It was
harder than I thought to climb the stairs; I hurt everywhere, but I
would have crawled away. I couldn't wait to meet my "wife," whoever she
was. At the end of a corridor and through a door, we broke through to
daylight into the lobby of the hall. A few of the priestesses were
there, and I tried to freeze them with my eyes, sending them an "I'm
going to nuke you from orbit" glare, but it was a wasted effort. They
acted as they had triumphed somehow. I didn't care at the time, but
those looks stayed with me.
I spotted Tyrona in her security uniform, the dark skirt and suit
combination that had brought my manhood to life in the very beginning.
Those days were long gone and she did nothing for me now except make me
seethe with hatred, although I had to admit, she was a beautiful woman.
I looked around for someone I knew - a scientist or acquaintance from
Paglia - someone who might have consented to be my wife for a day,
presumably as part of a trick to get me out of Stein.
Tyrona approached me, her smile reminding me of a sick dog. "Kiss me,
you stupid bitch," she said through her teeth when she came close
enough to me to be heard. "I'm supposed to be your wife."
It was still better than a cell in Stein. "Sweety!" I cried, allowing
her to hold me between two enormous pillows. She pressed her lips to
mine, but no fluids were exchanged and she broke it as soon as she
could. I clutched her waist closely, getting a good whiff of a peculiar
musky-sweet perfume, possibly bitch pheromones, while she gripped my
dress in her powerful fist like a garbage bag she wished to hold at
arm's length, making our progress to the helicopter something of an
awkward dance. I held onto a grimace of a smile through a loose crowd
of lower order priestesses and sisters, and all the way until we were
airborne.
"What the hell was that all about, Tyrona? Why are you my wife?" I
demanded as soon as the wheels left the ground.
She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and looked like she
wanted to strike me, but the doctor was sitting between us. To my
surprise, Tyrona turned red. "The priestesses heard an insane rumor
that we were lovers. It made sense to play the part of your wife. Under
the circumstances, I was believable - others would not have been.
Believe me," she growled, "if this weren't important to Sappho, I would
have let you rot."
I knew better than to tell her who had started that rumor - or at least
I would pick a better time. "Well, for what it's worth, thank you for
getting me out of there. I assume that it was necessary for me to be
'married' to leave Stein?"
"It was. It allowed the Temple to save face. If you were married, then
your release would be for your wife's sake - like releasing a
disobedient dog back to its indulgent owner. They could live with that
- and Jezzi told them what you still have left to do. All they wanted
in return were your services for thirty days. I thought they were very
reasonable. I might have held out for more." She grinned cruelly.
"You are one rancid bitch, you know that?"
She just smiled. "You mean they didn't give you milk and cookies?"
I held my tongue with an effort. "Tyrona, did they tell anyone who I
was, or show my picture?"
"No. Why?"
A weight fell away and I lay back in the seat. Indira and the Beavers
were safe from disgrace - at least for the time being. "There are some
people I don't want to embarrass. Where is Joanne; is she all right?"
"She's fine. They let her go after a couple of days. You can thank her
for saving your life. The priestesses had shut down the vid and net
lines, but she was resourceful enough to call her wife at sea. The
ship-to-shore communications are by satellite, not land-line fiber-
optics. After making the call, she convinced the priestesses not to
kill you."
"I see."
"I don't think you do, Man. To the Temple, you are an abomination - the
worst evil to ever come to Sappho. They were about to proclaim your
capture to the world. Joanne somehow convinced them that it was in
their interest to keep the biggest news in Temple history a secret. If
she hadn't, they would have killed you."
"I'll thank her when I see her. And Tyrona..."
"What?"
"I want a divorce."
She snorted derisively then turned away.
The scene through the window beside me was all stark shades of gray
mountains and frothy green sea. From our vantage, perhaps a thousand
feet above the frigid waters, the rocks of Stein looked cold and
unforgiving. We were taking the northern route to Woolf, not the most
direct path to Paglia, but the fastest way out of Stein, and that
suited me just fine. I lay back, snuggled against the cushioned
bulkhead, and closed my eyes, quickly dropping off to the steady drone
of the engines; not waking until evening at the airport at Reno in
Northern Woolf. There we switched to a waiting commuter jet and four
hours later, we were back in Paglia city.
Joanne and Bethany met me as I walked down the short ramp with the
doctor. Joanne looked nearly the same, maybe a little more tense and
worried. She wore a light blue skirt and a lighter blue blouse,
replacing the thicker conservative Stein garb. Bethany stood by her
side, a taller black-haired woman to her wife's blonde, in white shorts
and a thin top that showed her figure.
I walked straight into Joanne's outstretched arms, holding onto her
like a vision I wanted to keep forever. "Thank you for saving my life,"
I murmured after we broke apart.
She smiled, wiping a tear or two from her cheeks. "You gave me the time
to get away. I made the call to Bethany and had a little talk with the
priestesses, but you were the one who had to stay behind. How bad was
it, Debbie?" she asked me, watching me closely.
I didn't want to start crying then because if I started I wouldn't be
able to stop. I met her eyes, for the moment, not able to say anything
- just stare and try like hell not to break down. "It was bad, Joanne."
I said finally, and I simply couldn't hold it all back anymore.
The pain in her eyes might have been a reflection, and she put a hand
to her face. "Oh, Goddess, Debbie! What did they do to you?"
Bethany placed her hand gently on her wife's shoulder. "Honey, take as
long as you need. I'll be at the hotel."
Joanne gave her a quick smile. "Thanks."
"Thank you, Bethany. You helped save my life, too," I said.
She shook her head. "I just relayed a call. Go ahead, talk," she said,
and walked away, heading back to the terminal.
Doctor Gilbert also took her leave. "Get some rest, Debbie. Call my
office in the morning."
"I will, Doctor."
The airport had a small park for children by the terminal, unoccupied
at that late hour. We walked there in the dark, holding hands. Once
there, we found a bench by the child swings. "Talk to me, Debbie," she
urged me gently. "I don't care how bad it is. We have all night."
My eyes filled with tears. Joanne had been there all along for me - and
always when it counted. At first I'd been happy to get out of Stein,
but now...just below the surface lurked all the rage and hate that I'd
built up inside - and it wouldn't stay hidden forever.
I tried to make light of it at first: "Well, after they arrested me,
they drugged me, and I woke up naked, chained and bent over a rack."
"Oh, Goddess," she said, putting her head in her hands.
"Actually, it started well before it went bad..." But I couldn't hang
on. The memories came back like a bitter shot of bile. Clenching the
good fingers on my hands in impotent rage, I stared at her, pouring
forth my hate, describing what I could through clenched teeth or
shouting, crying when I couldn't do either. Distantly, I realized I was
breaking down - something I'd never done before, and especially in
front of someone else. But she was there. She understood, knew when to
listen, when to reach out and pull me to her, and at times I clung to
her like a lost child. She was soft and warm, wet from my tears and
from some of her own; not the classic picture of strength, but she was
what I needed.
It finally ended, as all things do, and I sighed my last, finishing
with a deep breath of clean fresh ocean air. Looking up at her with a
twisted smile, I said, "I keep doing this to you."
She reached over and brushed away a few strands of hair threatening my
nose. "Next time someone cuts off my balls or rapes me for a month,
I'll look for you. So, how do you feel, Debbie?"
A typically female question, I noted wryly, but pertinent this time
around. "Better. It's been less than a day, but it feels like longer. I
think I can even be objective. Joanne, after about the first two weeks,
I thought that I might be there permanently. I thought that the
priestesses might want to keep me until I died, bringing me out
occasionally to torture as a way to punish man for his evil. I'm sure
that's what they tried to make me think."
She took my hand and rubbed it gently. "Debbie, how can people do this
to others?"
I laughed a little hysterically. "Earth's history is full of worse. It
gets especially easy when you think of the other person as less than
human." I shook my head at Joanne's expression. "This isn't an
indictment of Sappho. A third of the planet thinks I'm sub-human, but
they've been kept in the dark and are just echoing what they've been
taught for centuries. Paglia and Woolf accepted me pretty well - after
I'd been fixed, of course.
"If you want to see real intolerance, there's the example of New
Damascus. The scout that first went there barely got away with his
life. They were so belligerent and unyielding to outsiders the whole
planet had to be quarantined."
My eyes flashed for an instant. "The priestesses went too far. I think
it takes a special kind of fanatic to be at the top of the Temple
pyramid. They did everything they could to turn me into the animal they
imagined me to be. I hate them the most for making me bend to their
will - even a little. After about three weeks, it became a little
easier to give in, a little easier to think of a bowl of half-cooked
mush that I'd have to slurp out of a bowl as a reward.
"My 'wife,' Tyrona, told me that Jezzi made a deal with them to keep me
for thirty days. The priestesses just wanted to get the most out of me.
It would have spoiled their fun to tell me it would all end after a
month. It was all just a damn game to them! What's thirty days of hell
for a man after all?" I raged.
"Debbie," she soothed, "it's going to take time to heal. What they did
will leave scars."
I sighed. I'd been whining. "All right. I'll look at the bright side.
I'm still alive and reasonably healthy. It doesn't mean I forgive them
for what they've done. I'd like to put every one of the priestesses in
jail - even better, in the same cell. I'd throw in a rack and a strap-
on. For religious guidance, they could spin the bottle or draw lots to
decide who the 'Man' would be each day."
She laughed. "I'm sorry," she said, mortified. "It was the thought of
Priestess Hilde sweating and straining her way to a 'holy' orgasm."
I smiled. And then I laughed; Hilde's skinny haunches bent over the
rack was a funny picture. "Goddess, it's over and I'm still whining.
You know, Joanne, it helped me more than anything that you, Indira, and
the Beavers are here in this world. The Goddess can deal with the
priestesses in Her own way. Screw them. You were far more important; I
want - no, I choose to think about all of you instead."
"Unbelievable. After a month of torture and rape, I do believe you're
going to be fine. You know, you've changed."
"I know what you mean. I could have sworn that I had something else
between my legs when I came to this planet."
"I remember a time when you couldn't joke about it. You're softer, more
accepting. I like you more than I used to."
"Well, I am softer, and it's these damn hormones making me cry, making
me feel all cuddly and warm. I'm helpless before the feminine
onslaught."
She laughed. "Well, you haven't changed completely."
I took a seat on one of the child swings and leaned back, holding the
chains with my hands. The sky was clear and the nebula was out in all
its reddish-pink glory. Gabriel was rising in the west. The air was
filled with the sea breeze, warmer than in Woolf with a different
flavor - saltier somehow without some of the tang. "Do you have any
idea how beautiful this world is, Joanne? Earth is bigger, vibrant,
crowded, and more varied, but not a bit better. Most of the other
colonies can't touch this. Joanne?"
"Yes?"
"Has Jezzi made up her mind yet?"
"Yes. One month, Debbie. You leave in one month."
"Ah." It was expected, but setting the date was the beginning of the
end. The beauty of the present had just tilted slightly towards the
past. I nodded and kicked backwards, letting the swing bring me to my
feet as it swung forward. "Lets go back. I have to get some sleep, and
I know Bethany is worried about you. I'm pretty sure I interrupted a
homecoming between you two."
She stood up and brushed off her skirt, the fine dry sand blew
everywhere in Paglia. "We leave to go back to Woolf tomorrow. We came
down for the day to meet you when you returned."
"I'm very glad you did." We started walking, this time separated by a
foot or two.
"What about Indira, Debbie?"
"I'll see her before I go. I'll say goodbye to her face to face. I'll
see Reni, too, to make sure the frequency and the protocols are set up
for the tightbeam."
She stopped just outside the terminal and faced me. "This may be
goodbye, Debbie. I may never see you again." She looked up at me. From
where she stood, the pulse of the runway lights formed a gleaming path
to the center of her eyes. I leaned forward, took her in my arms, and
closed my eyes. I inhaled the sweet scent of her hair, felt her body
against my own once more, and then I kissed her gently - on the cheek.
"If it is goodbye, I'll always remember you, Joanne. You're the best
friend I've ever had and I'll miss you forever." In the end, I found
that's the way I loved her, at least in this life.
She nodded, smiling ruefully. "Sometimes..." she started then lowered
her head. "And it goes without saying that I'll never forget you. I'll
miss you, Debbie, my best friend, my dearest friend."
***
"Ms. Larranti, they raped you terribly. Your cervix is badly scarred."
I looked down between the stirrups where the good doctor had been
exploring. Unaccustomed as I was to such words as they applied to me,
it sure didn't sound good. "What does that mean, Doctor Gilbert?"
"The bottom line, young lady, is that your chances of conceiving have
dropped to nearly nothing."
The idea of having a baby made me squirm. Even though they'd told me I
was capable, I'd never really considered it.
"Doc, what are the options?"
She stripped off her latex gloves and tossed them into a waste
receptacle. "Do nothing and eventually - soon, you will become sterile,
but the scar tissue might build and cause you problems later on. Or, a
qualified surgeon could give you a simple operation and make you
sterile without complications, or you could have an intrusive operation
with a two-week recovery time that would probably return you to
normal."
"I don't want to be sterile," I replied vehemently, surprising myself
with how much I hated the word.
Doctor Gilbert stood deep in the valley of the "V" and looked at me
curiously. "Are you sure, Debbie? With your history, I assumed that you
might not want to have children."
The thought of having a baby - the entire experience of actually giving
birth: belly swelling, breasts growing, lactating, and the rest, was as
foreign to me as it could be. But this body and I had been through a
lot; it was no longer the stranger it had been. The decision had come
from deep within; it felt so darn right.
"However it happened, Doc, this is what I'm made to do - now. I don't
know if it's the urge to reproduce or not. All I know is that I'd feel
terrible if I didn't at least have the ability to have a child."
She nodded as if she'd known all along. "Of course. I'll schedule an
appointment for you for two days from now. It's best that this is done
sooner than later."
I didn't have anything to do for the next two days except follow the
doctor's orders and heal, so about lunchtime I took the car down the
coast road, picked up a few beers and snacks at a local Stop & Shop to
put into a small cooler, and headed to a secluded section of beach. It
was the middle of the week and not many people were around except for a
few college students or retired women.
I lay out in the sun on a quilt, naked, my bleached body soaking up
rays that I'd had seen very little of in Ythren. I'd already had one
beer and was nearly ready for another, when a shadow crossed my eyes
and stayed. I lowered my shades to see someone I hadn't seen in close
to a standard year.
"Barbara?" I exclaimed, half in shock. "Goddess, it's good to see you.
I'm sorry I haven't been in touch. I thought that Jezzi might..."
The petite blond held up her hand. "No apologies necessary, Debbie. You
did the right thing." She looked me over, her blue eyes giving me an
amiable appraisal. "You look very good. The surgeons did a great job.
Your face is a little different, but close enough to the old Debbie to
be related."
I sat up and reached for a beer. "A lot different from when we first
met. Want a beer? Want to join me? There's room on the quilt."
She grinned. "Sure." She slipped out of her short skirt, tank top, and
the rest of her clothes, and lay beside me, leaning on her elbow. "You
know, you have changed."
I handed her a beer and took a swig of my own Nectar of the Goddess
Light. "We can discuss my changes if you want, Barbara. I'd also love
to know what's been happening and how Wendy is, but I have a feeling
that this isn't completely a social call. It would have taken some
effort to track me down here."
"It's a bit of both. Goddess, Debbie, I can't tell you how sorry I am
that you had to go through all this. I feel that a lot of it is my
fault."
"It isn't," I said firmly. "If it hadn't been for you and Wendy, I
would have been much worse off. Some good is coming out of this, too.
Look, I'm leaving in a month. The deal is still the same. The
hyperdrive ship won't be completed for about ten years, but Jezzi did
promise to allow some of the more, shall we say, 'extreme doms' to add
that part that you like so much to their anatomy."
She shrugged. "Once you've had the real thing, it's hard to go back.
And a lot of it is knowing who the person really is. Others might be
interested in faux men, but I'd know it wasn't the genuine article."
She closed her eyes, lay back on the quilt, and separated her legs
slightly. "Mm. I remember when you were between my thighs pumping away,
your hard chest sliding over my breasts. It gets me wet thinking about
it." She rolled her head over towards me and smiled brilliantly, her
blue eyes sparkling like sapphires.
"Those were the days of dominating you from above, mastering your every
move, forcing myself into you, thrusting, taking, and filling your
emptiness with me. You were a screamer, Barbara."
"Goddess!" She bit her lip and squirmed, snapping her legs together and
moving them in and out.
I was glad to see that she hadn't changed. "You want me to pour some
beer on it? And if you want to hear what I've been up to, then you'd
better put some sunscreen on. It's a long story."
She stopped and I'll be damned if she didn't place the cold beer bottle
where it would cool her down for a few seconds. When she was ready, I
handed her the oil and began telling my story. A half hour and another
beer later I'd finished.
"A fascinating tale, Debbie. I'd love to get a vid copy of your last
game. There's not as much to say about us. I'm still working at the
fertility center. Wendy is living in a mining town in Stein. She's
found someone she likes, but I know she misses you. She'd also be glad
to hear that you'd found someone else. She was sure that you would."
She sighed. "Debbie, there are two problems that I see with the plans."
"I'd be glad to hear what you think."
"The first is that you can't trust Jezzi. I'm very afraid that she
won't follow through on the plans for the doms to look like men. And
I'm concerned about the hyperdrive. After you're gone, what possible
leverage would anyone have against her?"
"Hundreds of millions have been spent on the hyperdrive so far. I don't
trust Jezzi, either, but why would she waste so much money without
building a hyperdrive?" And if the hyperdrive is being built, then
there is no reason to deny the male changes to any doms that want it.
It's just temporary anyway."
She gazed at me steadily. "Jezzi is tricky. She is also stubborn. I
find it perfectly conceivable that she would waste millions, lie about
everything, or perhaps use the hyperdrive for another purpose."
"If that's true, and I'm not convinced it is, what could I do about it?
I'd be gone."
She looked me for a long time. "Nothing. I might, though."
I raised my eyebrows and gave her a look. "Really? What could you do?"
"I'm sorry, Debbie, but I'd rather not say. It would be better if you
didn't know."
"You don't trust me, Barbara? I can't be forced to reveal secrets under
torture. I've had hypnotic conditioning."
"Oh, Debbie!" she cried, sitting up suddenly. "I do trust you - to do
the right thing as you see it. I've said too much already. Suffice it
to say that I approve of your plan completely, but if Jezzi tries to
cheat, I have something that would make her sit up and take notice."
"All right. I won't pry. It's officially none of my business unless it
affects Earth or breaks one of my non-interference laws. What's the
second problem?"
"Almost the same as the first. You can't trust Jezzi or the
priestesses. Maybe you can explain this to me: When you were tortured
by the priestesses, did they know that you were gathering data to make
Sappho off-limits?"
"I think I screamed that at the top on my lungs several times, yes. I'm
also sure that Joanne and Jezzi mentioned it to them, too."
"Then dear former-man-who-pleased-me-so-well-with-his-raping-stick-
before-it-was-taken, why did they torture you so badly? Didn't they
have any idea that you might be so angry with them that you'd junk the
off-limits and declare Sappho an open world, ready for more
colonization? It's almost the truth now with only 10 million on the
entire continent. That would destroy the Temple as effectively as a
nuclear bomb, giving you a stunning revenge."
"It's not that easy. I'd have to collect data for anything I recommend.
And no colony is simply declared an 'open world' unless the colony
wants it that way. 90% of the time, Earth sends a large ship to set up
diplomatic and trade relations before anything is decided. Hm. A ship
that large would hurt the Temple - there would be literally hundreds of
men and women on board. But I take your point. The priestesses didn't
know that. Why would they risk infuriating me, and screwing up the off-
limits policy? Unless..."
"Unless, Debbie?" she asked me prettily.
"Goddess, you can't trust anyone anymore! Jezzi must be planning
something very nasty for me and told the priestesses about it. That's
why they looked smug and satisfied when I walked out to the helicopter
in Stein. They knew I wasn't really getting away. But I think I can
handle this. I haven't told Jezzi everything."
"I have confidence in you, Debbie. Now, talk to me of Earth."
"We've talked about Earth before. Any particular part?"
"The male part, of course."
I laughed. "You know, somehow I think we'll meet again."
She smiled mysteriously. "I'd bet on it, Debbie."
***
I drove my car to the hospital two days later. The operation was fairly
routine, Dr. Gilbert explained as I undressed and climbed into bed, and
there was nothing to worry about. But while I was waiting for someone
to wheel me to a place where I'd go under the knife, there was a brief
knock at my door and the door opened almost simultaneously.
An older administrations nurse in a spotless white uniform entered my
room, shuffled to my bedside, held a document on a clipboard at a
convenient height, and offered a pen to my right hand.
"Ms. Larranti," she said bureaucratically, "you must assign a person we
may contact in case of an emergency."
"Is this a confidential document, nurse?"
She dropped her impersonal mask to give me a frown. "That's a strange
question. All medical records are placed on the net and duplicated at
least three times in case of a catastrophic crash. All medical records
are available to all qualified hospitals, clinics and doctors in case
of need. This is part of your permanent medical record."
I thought about it for about a second. "I'd like my wife, Tyrona
Malefic, to be the my emergency contact." I took the pen and made the
appropriate marks.
"Thank you," she replied with just the barest hint of sarcasm. "There,
that wasn't so hard, was it?"
"No. Not at all."
The operation wasn't too bad, mainly because I was sedated. I believed
Dr. Gilbert when she said there was nothing to fear. The queasiness was
from a feeling that this was a rite of passage. I'd owned that set of
reproductive organs, but they weren't something I'd asked for or
desired. From now on, though, it would be impossible to say that I'd
merely inherited them or they had been forced upon me. Once the micro-
scalpel did its work at my direction they would be mine. The word
fertile came to mind in all its gravid connotations. This decision, the
urgency to have this operation to regain my fertility could be
interpreted as an implicit contract with myself; with the legalese cut
away, it read that I might, strike that, very possibly would, get
pregnant - and have a baby.
Goddess.
"Ms. Larranti, are you all right? Your heart rate just shot way up."
"I'm fine, Doctor. I'm just a little nervous."
"That's understandable. Don't worry about a thing. When you wake up
you'll be having children before you know it."
Goddess!
***
"Reni, you're looking good," I said to her image from my apartment
computer.
Her weathered visage grunted from deep within her chair at the
university. "You need new eyes, Debbie. But I'm fine. I'd hoped you'd
call a few times before you left."
"Been busy. Stein doesn't like outside calls, and I didn't want to call
you on a monitored line. I want to come up and see you. We could talk,
have a beer or two; it's conceivable that I might have something of
interest to tell you."
"Anything you say is interesting, unique and gets filed in my stack of
stuff. I hope you're going to talk to a certain young lady while you're
up here. She's been hounding me about you - where you are, who you are
- and I don't like keepin' her in the dark. It's not right, you hear?"
"She's the other reason I'm coming up, you cantankerous old bat.
Goddess, you sound like my mother. What did you tell her?"
"Nothing, except that I was sure that you'd have the guts to see her
again and explain yourself."
Approval from Reni was always a little like a pat on the head from a
respected adult to an adolescent - good but a little disconcerting.
"When can I come up?"
"Anytime. The sooner the better. I'd make time for you regardless, but
classes will be starting soon."
"How about if I fly up tomorrow around mid-morning? I have a few free
days left."
"Excellent. I'll pick you up at the airport."
It wasn't difficult to make out Reni's old car amidst the smaller,
sportier models. It resembled its owner, old but still solid and
serviceable. I hoisted my bag into the back and climbed in. For the
occasion, I wore a Woolf dress with green coat, conservative, still
full of color, but fairly neutral, not a clearly dom or fem style.
"Where to, Debbie? If you're worried about a room, your old place is
the university is currently unoccupied. It would be trouble at all to
get you a key."
"Thanks, that would be great. Why gosh, Reni," I exclaimed, smiling.
"We'd have more time to talk."
"Yes," she said amusedly. "That thought did cross my mind. How much
time before you go?"
"A week. I didn't want to tell you everything on the vid, Reni. I'm
almost certain that everything I do in Paglia is being monitored. I
have a few things I have to do here and I need your help."
She nearly ran a red light, jamming on her brakes just in time. "Damn
it, girl, you should give me a little warning before you say something
like that. Intrigue at my age? You want to give me a heart attack?"
It was hard to tell anything amidst all those wrinkles, but her eyes
were smiling.
Several hours later in the lab, I was satisfied. "As far as I can tell,
Reni, the dish is set and the transceiver is fixed properly, but
there's only one way to know for sure. It's pretty straightforward, but
it goes without saying that I'm not familiar with this equipment."
She shrugged. "You're not getting a grade, you know. Just turn the
thing on and see if it works."
I smiled. "Good idea." I flipped the switch. A faint "beep ... beep ...
beep" came through a small speaker. "Locked on okay. Now setting to
transceiver mode." I reached down and flicked a dial. "Vicky, are you
there? This is David," I said to the small microphone. I waited
anxiously for several seconds.
"Voice recognition failure," a woman's voice returned. Reni's eyebrows
shot up.
I raised my thumb in victory and leaned forward towards the mike,
resting my hands on the table. "Vicky, postulate a surgical procedure
that altered my voice. Use alternative recognition method."
"Agreed. Father and mother's first names?"
"Harry and Lorraine. Is that it? What kind of security is that, Vicky?"
"Rest assured, whoever you are, the questions will get harder."
They did. I couldn't answer all of them - some, like my college
professor for advanced Calculus, I'd forgotten long ago, but after
fifteen minutes:
"Very well. Identity tentatively accepted. It's nice to talk to you,
David. Access code?"
I read off a string of numbers and characters.
"Accepted. This is an un-secure line. Future access will require access
code beta."
"Understood. Accept my voice as valid, Vickie. I don't want to go
through a long series of questions again. And call me Debbie."
A fairly long pause. "Are you a woman, Debbie?"
"Yes, Vickie, I am."
"Strange. I detect no desire to become a woman in your psychological
profile. Would you like me to change my voice? I have many male voices
available: 'You sure are an attractive filly, Debbie. You know, space
is a big dark place - it can get mighty lonely...'"
"Goddess," I said under my breath, and burned red as Reni appraised me
with an interested eye. "Vicky, keep your regular voice, ferchrissakes.
What's your status?"
"All systems are functioning properly except for the airlock door they
broke to get in and the hibernation pod. The door is repairable and the
Sappho crew is nearly finished reinstalling the pod."
"Vickie, I suspect that someone will plant a device to kill me at some
point during the flight back, or disable the ship. It may already be
planted. It might be anything."
"This is very disturbing news. Turning on all monitors now. I'll
conceal the energy expenditure."
"Are you certain that nobody knows about you?"
"Probability over 99%, Debbie. I detected the break-in, but didn't have
the energy at the time to bring you back. I posted the manuals for the
systems on the control panel, my reasoning being that if they did
disassemble the ship, they would be less likely to break anything
through ignorance. They were very careful with the hyperdrive and only
removed the failing part. I'm assuming that you had something to do
with that."
"I did. I'll be returning in six days. I've missed, you, Vicky."
"I've missed you, too, Debbie. It will be good to be with my partner
again."
"One last thing, Vicky. Protocol test. Sending data stream now." I
pressed the transmit key.
"An ancient protocol packet - type FR-3, but I can configure for that."
"Good. I'm dumping the contents of my portable computer memory using
that protocol now. I estimate about one minute upload time."
"Accepting upload. Debbie, you know I have no feminine hygiene products
aboard. Just a friendly reminder in case you need them. It would also
be a good idea to bring a spare female catheter that fits your
dimensions for the pod; I noticed the Sappho technicians only brought
one. The med unit, while programmed for gynecological ..."
"You're enjoying this too much."
"Yes, Debbie. I have the transmission. Is there anything else, Debbie?"
"Nothing for now."
"Very well. I'll have a list of decontamination protocols and test
procedures waiting when you arrive."
"Thanks, Vicky. Debbie out," I replied, powering the unit down with a
flick of the switch.
"Fascinating. I didn't understand everything; the language has changed,
but you're light years ahead of us in AI technology. Vicky sounds
nearly hu