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My Wife - My Partner By Karen Kay Jerry couldn't believe it had been six weeks since that dreaded night that his wife came home early from her usual Thursday night card game with the girls and caught him in that dreadful act. How could he have been so stupid and let it happen so easily? It was something that he enjoyed doing since he was fourteen years old and now he had been caught by his own wife. Tammy was so angry at him that night that she almost packed his bags and made him move out of the house that night but she didn't. He spent four weeks sleeping in their guests' bedroom and it wasn't until he had apologized to her numerous times and said that he would never do it again before she finally gave in and allowed him back in their bed again. She still wouldn't allow him to have sex with her, not after that night. Jerry pleaded with her the other night, almost begging her to have sex but she was still too angry and hurt. Jerry knew that Tammy had confided with her best friend at work concerning their marital problems and Jerry was upset. He felt so embarrassed and hurt that Tammy had told someone his little secret. Jerry had overheard Tammy talking on the phone the other night to this woman whose name is Jean. It almost seemed as if they were planning something, maybe revenge or maybe this woman was trying to talk Tammy into divorcing him. After all, it wasn't as if he went out screwing another woman. Why wouldn't she just let it go and forget that it even happened? They had been married for seven years and Jerry loved Tammy with all his heart. He remembered meeting her on a blind date and how beautiful she was. They were both fresh out of college and both working in real estate. They had met at the company Christmas party and were married the following spring. They began working as a team and were very successful at selling homes. Tammy had long red hair and he loved redheads' and she was very slim with long legs but very well endowed. Her tiny waist seemed to enhance her bust size even more. Jerry wasn't much larger than his wife, they were the same height and he had always been skinny. Jerry didn't think he weighed any more than his wife. They were both going to turn thirty next year and they were so successful that they bought a million-dollar house and both had luxury cars. They just didn't have any time for kids right now, they were so busy trying to get everything they wanted before they settled down with children. Tammy was talking on the phone that very moment with her friend Jean. Jean was another agent down at the office where he and Tammy worked. Jerry had wondered how many of the other agents knew what he had done. He just couldn't believe his own wife would spill the beans to her best friend on him. After dinner that night, he and Tammy had settled down and were working on a few updates on some listings together when Tammy stopped what she was doing on the computer and turned to Jerry and gave him a hug. "Jerry. I'm really sorry I've been so hard on you these past few weeks. It's just that I was very hurt when I came home and found you the way I did that day." Jerry gave her another hug and they kissed and Tammy looked into his eyes and smiled as she held his hands and knew she has something else to day to him. "I've been talking to Jean and we had a long talk about what had happened that night and I think I've been very unfair to you. I think we should have talked about what had happened a lot sooner and got everything out in the open." Tammy reached up and held his chin in her hand and kissed his lips gently. Jerry was beginning to feel so much better after all this time. Tammy was finally letting it go and moving on. "Honey. I've decided to allow you to continue doing what you enjoy. I understand perfectly well how you feel and I don't want to deny you of your little hobby." Jerry looked into Tammy's eyes knowing that she was being very honest and sincere and it caused him to smile back at her knowing that she understood. That night was the first time that he and Tammy had sex in more than six weeks and she was being so much different that night. Tammy seemed to be concentrated on studying Jerry rather then enjoying sex with him. She was treating him so much differently that it made him paranoid to what she was thinking. Tammy studied every inch of Jerry's body, running the palms of her hands along his legs and thigh's and feeling his slim waist and small shoulders. Tammy even made him laugh that night when she compared his legs to her own legs, telling him how long and slim his were, just like her own and how soft his skin felt against her own. They were laying in bed cuddling and Tammy was stroking his hair and looking into his eyes. Jerry knew she was thinking about something. He knew her very well. She lowered her hand and began rubbing it along his chest and played with his nipples. She began to laugh as she thought about something but didn't share her thoughts with him. They were both naked and there was only the dim light on in the room but Jerry could defiantly see something in her eyes that scared him a little. Tammies jumped out of bed giggling and opened one of her drawers and pulled an article of clothing out and held it behind her back and leaped back into the bed and playfully smiled at Jerry holding the object behind her back. "What's wrong? Why are you laughing and what do you have behind your back?" "I got something I want you to try on for me. Close your eyes and let me put it on you." I closed my eyes and waited for Tammy to put whatever she was holding on me. She was giggling as she lifted my feet, one at a time and I felt her pulling underpants up my legs so I lifted my rear off the bed so she could pull them up. They were very tight and she playfully snapped the elastic and said, "OK. Open your eyes now." I looked down to see what she had put on me, and was shocked and hurt when I saw that she had slipped a pink pair of panties on me. I immediately thought she was making a joke out of what happened but quickly defended her action. "Jerry. I thought this would make you happy knowing that I'm willing to accept your cross-dressing activities. I just wanted you to feel comfortable doing it around me. There isn't any reason why you have to hide your secret from me. I love you and accept you the way you are." I felt uncomfortable laying in bed with a dainty pair of women's pink panties on me. I looked down and saw that they were very tiny and well below my navel. "Jerry. Why don't you stand up and go look in the mirror and see how they look on you?" I was very hesitant about getting out of bed wearing something like this in front of my wife but she seemed to be interested so I got out of bed and looked at myself in the full length mirror. Tammy got out of the bed behind me and adjusted the elastic around my hips and gave my ass a gentle squeeze than slapped it. "Do you know that you can fit into my panties? We're almost the same size except up here?" Tammy was pointing at her large tits as she walked over to her dresser and pulled out a black bra's from the drawer. She walked over and started to put the thing on me as I tried to resist her. "Jerry. Don't be ashamed, we'll try it on you and see how it looks." I allowed my wife to put the bra around my chest and waited patently as she snapped the hooks in the back. She helped me slip the shoulder straps in place and ran over to her dresser again and got a couple pairs of socks and stuffed them inside the cups of the bra. Tammy was really getting into this as she stood back looking at me wearing the panties and bra. She walked back to the dresser and got out her tape measure and measured my hips and waist and than stood back giggling. "Do you know that we have the same size hips? My waist is four inches smaller than yours and without the padding in the bra, we're no comparison." Tammy was getting more out of this little dress-up game than I was as I watched her walk around me checking me out. Tammy ran to the closet and she came out laughing like a little girl with a pair of heels in her hands. "Jerry. Give these a try and see how they fit you. You have small feet and we might get lucky." I couldn't believe what my wife was doing as she gave me the black heels. I sat down on the edge of the bed and tried slipping one on. It was tight but I was able to twist the show enough until it slipped on my foot. Tammy helped me tie the buckle and I slipped on the other heel and waited until she snapped that shoe. I stood up and tried to walk over to the mirror to see how I looked. The heels made me look much taller, they we spiked and opened toes and I loved seeing Tammy wearing them. She had me turn in front of the mirror to see how good my legs looked wearing the heels. She tugged on the panties until she slipped them down my legs and rushed to the drawer and pulled out a black pair and helped me slip into them. She was really getting into this and I was beginning to get as excited as she was and she knew it. I had never felt so excited in all the years I had been dressing up. Tammy walked into the closet and brought out a black dress she hadn't worn in a couple years. She wanted me to try it on so she helped me get into it. It was made out of a satin material and clung to my body. I never really realized how much that my body size resembled Tammy's as far as my hips and my weight. I got pushed around when I was a kid because I was built so small. Even my arms and hands were dainty and I didn't have big shoulders like most men. Tammy had picked out this dress because it didn't show very much cleavage and since I wore a bra that was stuffed with socks, you really couldn't tell the difference. My wife had another surprise for me when she knelt down and took out a box from under the bed. Tammy opened the small cardboard box and took out a blonde wig. It was the wig I had bought a couple years ago and the exact wig that she caught me wearing that dreadful day six weeks ago. I had thought she had tossed it out in the garbage long ago but here she was smiling and getting ready to put it on my head. I helped her adjust the wig on my head and she picked up her comb and started to comb the hair. It was long and the hair came down past my shoulders, Tammy fluffed it out and had me walk in front of the full length mirror. She seemed more thrilled with the way I looked than I was and gave me a little kiss on my chin and held her arm around my waist. Tammy was moving her hand down to my ass and began rubbing her hand across the material of the dress. She gave me a very passionate kiss on my lips as we embraced. I had never felt so relieved in my whole life, here I was standing next to my wife all dressed up and I felt good. So many years of hiding my secret from everyone and now my wife was helping me. I just couldn't believe my luck. We talked about having me put on lipstick and other makeup but it was getting late so I started to take off the dress and Tammy stopped me. She gave me another kiss and a hug and smiled at me. "I never had sex with another woman before." I was so surprised to hear my wife say that to me but we got in bed with me still dressed and she straddled my face while I licked her pussy. She had a ver intense orgasm a few minutes later and after that she moved down and slipped off my panties and pulled the dress up around my waist and mounted herself on my cock. We screwed so intensely for the next hour that I thought I was going to cry. My wife had made me so happy and she really seemed very pleased and excited herself. Tammy told me just before we went to sleep that night that she fantasized about doing it with another woman for years and I finally made her dream come true. I thought about what she said as I fell asleep and realized that I was fulfilling her fantasy as well as my own. I woke up late the next morning, it was Saturday so I really didn't have anything to do that day. Tammy was already up and I saw the clothes I had been wearing the night before laid out on the chair. So it wasn't a dream after all, I felt so relieved knowing that I wasn't dreaming last night. I got up and used the bathroom and put on my robe and walked out to the kitchen to see if Tammy had made the coffee. Tammy had made the coffee and I poured a cup and walked toward the front room. I could hear Tammy talking on the cell phone and could barely hear but wondered whom she was talking to so early in the morning. I tip toed a little closer so I could hear Tammy and leaned against the wall near the hallway. "Yeah ... He did ... No ... Even the heels ... I think I will ... Do you think so? ... Well you know he would probably like that to ... Yeah ... Maybe I should ... I'll give it some thought and I'll call you later ... OK ... Yeah ... Bye ... " Tammy was walking in my direction and I pretended to just be walking into the room. "Oh ... Good morning sleepy head ... How is my little girl doing this morning?" I smiled at Tammy as she kissed my lips, I had many thoughts going through my head at that moment. She was actually joking around and calling me her little girl this morning. What I really wanted to know was whom she was speaking to on the phone and why was she sharing what we had done last night together with another person. I had thought that we would keep this our little secret but I was wrong. "Huh ... Honey ... Did I hear you talking to someone out here?" "Oh ... I was just talking to a client that wanted to see a house tomorrow." I was feeling a little confused because I had heard Tammy talking about heels and I was sure she was referring about me. It was too early in the morning to get in an argument about something I really wasn't sure about and we had such a good time last night that I didn't want to ruin it now. Tammy and I stopped by the office later that morning, things were slow so we returned home with nothing really planned. I was sitting on the sofa when my wife walked out of the bedroom completely naked and sat on my lap and kissed me on the lips. "Why don't you get naked and we'll take a bath together?" I smiled and kissed her and took her hand and followed her into the bedroom. I got my clothes off in a hurry and went into the bathroom where Tammy was waiting for me I was surprised to see her standing next to the sink with the stuff she uses to wax her legs. "Honey. I thought we should get rid of that hair on your legs, you'll feel so much smoother when we make love and you'll be able to wear stockings or shorts." I went along with it and found it very erotic and exciting. Here I was having my wife removing all of my hair on my legs so I'd be smooth as a baby. Tammy even used her shaver on my face doing the delicate task of shaving me and using her hair remover in a few spots. She always laughed about my hair anyway. I was never able to grow much facial hair to begin with and we joked about it many times. We took a bath together when we were finished removing all of my hair. Tammy sprinkled her bath oil in the water and both of us came out of the tub smelling nice and sweet. Tammy had a bunch of idea's in her head and wanted to go out shopping for fake nails and new clothes that I could wear instead of wearing her stuff. We even picked up a bunch of makeup and new high heel shoes that afternoon. I was actually a little overwhelmed by my wife's eagerness to help me dress so well. We were so tired from all the shopping that afternoon that we just laid around the house that evening when Tammy got the idea of having me dress up the following day and we would go out and have lunch together. She wanted to do the works on me and have me go out with her as a woman. I'd only fooled around at the house in the past and I told her I was too nervous to even try but she insisted and reassured me that she could do such a good job on me that nobody would ever know the difference. Tammy spent two hours getting me ready that Sunday morning and when she was finished, I was a work of art! We both wore floral dresses and I had a pair of red high heels and a matching purse. I let Tammy drive and ducked when we were backing out of the driveway on our way out. We drove to a large restaurant way on the other side of town and I was nervous going in because the place was full of people. Tammy encouraged me and I felt more relaxed and we ordered lunch, I practiced speaking and gave the waitress my order without her even noticing anything strange. Tammy said I looked perfect and nobody would ever be able to notice and she was right. We drove back home and when the garage door came down once we were inside the garage, I felt so relieved that we actually got away with it. Chapter 2 During the next few weeks, Tammy and I played around the house with my new clothes and she showed me how to apply makeup and do my hair and we went out to lunch every weekend for lunch. My only concern was that Tammy spoke to her friend on the phone every evening and I know she was giving that person a blow by blow description of what we were doing. Tammy and I were getting ready for bed one evening and I could tell she had something on her mind to say and she surprised me just before I turned out the light by asking me a question. "Jerry ... Have you ever thought about doing it with another man? I thought ... Since you like to dress up like a woman ... You don't have to be afraid to tell me the truth ... " Tammy's question did catch me off guard and I looked over at her and said. "Tammy. I'm not gay if that's what you are getting at." "Honey ... I know your not gay ... I was just wondering if you ever fantasized about being with another man and pretending you are doing everything a woman would do for a man." I didn't know how to answer her question because I think I may have fantasized about it several times but how could I tell her it was only a fantasy and not something I really wanted to do. I gave Tammy a kiss and put my hand on the back of her head, "It's only been a fantasy but I'm not interested in doing it." We went to sleep soon after I answered Tammy, but I wondered if she was wondering if I had gay tendencies and really wanted to go there. Several weeks had passed and I was getting really good at applying makeup and I bought another wig to wear with my ensemble. It has long red hair and matched Tammy's in color and length. Tammy bought me breast forms through the mail and with the red hair and the breast forms, we could pass for sisters. We were going out three or four times a week now, hitting clubs and restaurants and my wardrobe began to grow as well. It began to get more common for me to stay dressed in drag than being a man. Since we worked together in real estate as a team, I decided to work mostly from our office at home while Tammy met the public, shaking hands and kissing babies. Our little setup seemed to be working fairly well and I would show myself at the office for our monthly meetings. Lucky for us that our house set back off the street and our neighbors were several hundred feet away, so I was able to dress as a woman almost twenty-four hours a day. Tammy actually enjoyed me staying home because I did all the house cleaning and cooking. One afternoon, Tammy walked in the door very excited and I thought she had won the lottery or something. Once she calmed down, we sat on the sofa holding hands. "Oh Jerry. You'll never guess what had happen today." She was smiling and so happy that I knew it was something really big. "Tell me. What happened?" "Do you know that property along the coast? The one they were asking thirty million dollars?" I smiled, "Yes. The one everyone has been trying to sell for the past two years?" "Yes ... I sold it this afternoon ... Well ... I got him to sign the contract at lunch to buy it ... He is a developer and they are going to build a bunch of condo's there." I gave Tammy a big hug and we kissed smearing each other's lipstick and just laughed. I was so excited for my wife. We wiped each other's face and hugged. I was very excited for Tammy, there would be a huge commission along with a bonus the seller was offering and I opened a bottle of wine that evening while we ate dinner and celebrated. We made a toast, and that's when I noticed that Tammy wasn't wearing her wedding and engagement ring. I was a little concerned because Tammy never took them off since we were married. "Tammy. Where are your rings? Why aren't you wearing them?" Tammy put her wine glass on the table. The expression on her face showed guilt as she starred down at the table. Tammy stared at the table with her lips parted and I knew she was trying to figure out what to say to me. "Honey, I ... Uh ... Wanted to get this contract signed ... So ... I met Mark for lunch ... And ... Ah ... Well. Uh ... Jean thought it would be a good idea if I had lunch with Mark ... And uh ... Maybe I could give him the idea that ... I was single ... Flirt with him A little ... " My heart sank at that moment and I leaned back in the chair. I was upset and got up and walked into the bedroom. I was very hurt and didn't know what to say to Tammy. Tammy walked up behind me and put her arms around my waist. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I wanted Mark to sign that contract so I did something that I shouldn't have today." Nothing else was said and Tammy walked out of the room leaving me alone. I knew that Jean had been giving my wife her advice. She was Tammy's best friend and single herself and I couldn't even begin to imagine what she had been telling my wife to do. Later that evening, we were preparing for bed and we hadn't talked to each other all evening. I was reluctant to remain angry at my wife and gave her a gentle kiss on her neck. Tammy turned and we hugged each other and she began crying on my shoulder. I allowed her to cry and get it out of her system. "I shouldn't have listened to Jean ... . She's helped me with so much these past few weeks and I thought I was doing the right thing ... I should have known better ... I didn't listen to her about the hormone's and I shouldn't have taken her advice on this ... " "You mentioned hormone's? ... What are you talking about?" Tammy wiped her eyes and walked over to the dresser and opened the bottom drawer and put several large pill bottles on top of the dresser. "Jean had a friend who work's at a pharmacy and he can get these hormone pills without a prescription. Jean had suggested that you may want to start on them since you enjoy dressing so much. I was reluctant to give them to you and just brought them home and put them away." I picked each bottle up off the dresser and read the labels. There were sixteen bottles and most of them were double or triple of the exact medicine. I would have to do a little research to know what they did. I was so angry that I separated the bottles and took one of each different pills in my hand and shoved them into my mouth and swallowed. "Honey ... No ... Those will change your body ... " I was angry and walked into the bathroom and got a glass of water. I didn't say anything to Tammy as I opened the same bottles and took out one more pill out of each bottle and swallowed those as well. Tammy screamed ... "Honey ... No ... Stop it ... Now ... " "There ... You can tell Jean that I started to take the hormone's ... What else does she want you to do? ... Tell me? ... What else? ... Divorce me? ... " I walked out of the bedroom and slammed the door shut and slept in our guest suite that night. I laid in the bed wondering exactly what those pills would do to me. The next morning I got up and went back to our bedroom. I could hear the water running in the shower and noticed the bottles of pills were gone from the top of the dresser. I opened the drawer where Tammy had got them last night and they were still there. I closed the drawer and heard the water stop in the bathroom and walked in and saw Tammy drying herself off with a towel. I took hold of the towel and helped her, she immediately put her arms around me and gave me a kiss. "I'm so sorry ... I love you so much and I just wanted to make you happy ... I'll call and tell Mark that I'm married and cancel the date with him this morning." I looked at Tammy wondering what she meant by a date? "Did you mean that you have to see him again to sign more documents?" "Jerry ... Listen to me ... Mark asked me to go out with him next Friday night to a club ... I did accept his offer but told him I wouldn't go unless I could bring my sister." "I guess that I'm the sister your talking about, isn't it?" "Yeah ... But ... I'm going to call him and tell him I have to cancel." "No ... I'll go with you ... Any way, it's not a problem at all ... You want to seal this deal than I'll help you ... You can call him and confirm your date with him ... " Although I was still angry, I didn't want Tammy to screw up this deal. I knew it was a lot of money and would enhance her carrier but I was still angry about how much she was listening to this woman, Jean. Tammy dressed for work while I took my shower and when I finished, she was ready to leave and kissed me on her way out. I dried myself and stood thinking about the hormone pills in the drawer and knelt down and took out two of each of the pills and walked back into the bathroom and swallowed them with water. If this is what her friend, Jean wanted than I'll take them. I actually took a double dose of them each morning. Tammy never even bothered checking them, I guess she assumed I was angry that night and hadn't taken any more. It was the first time in our marriage that we hadn't communicated. We just went through the motions each day until that Friday morning. I'd been taking a double dose of the hormone pills for eight days straight and they were making me feel warm at times. That morning, Tammy became very affectionate just like she had done when she began helping me dress. She laid out a conservative black dress for me to wear that night. She was so afraid that Mark would find out I was a man and didn't want me to expose too much skin. She helped me plucking my facial hair and waxing my legs and had me practice talking. She was very concerned and worried about having me be convincible as a woman in front of this man. Tammy had chosen a black dress as well but it was much shorter than mine and exposed her cleavage. Once we got dressed and applied our makeup, I took a second look at Tammy who looked very hot and inviting. I just hoped that she wasn't going too far with this man. It was dark when we left the house and I decided to drive us to the club and when I pulled into the large parking lot, my heart was beating so fast that I could feel my heart thumping inside my tight bra. I was wearing the rubber breast forms and could still feel each heart beat when I put my hand against the fake nipple area. Mark had told Tammy that he would be waiting and holding a booth for us. We got a lot of stares from the men when we walked past the front door. There wasn't any doubt in my mind that we looked like we could have been sisters. We entered the large club and people were out on the dance floor, I followed Tammy as she looked around for this guy, Mark. I assumed he would have blonde hair, handsome, tall, the whole package. "There he is, back in the far corner." Tammy pointed way toward the rear of the club. I couldn't see whom she was pointing at so I just followed her around the dance floor toward the back of the club. We walked near the last booth and I saw a man sliding out of the booth getting ready to great Tammy. My eyes expanded in size as I saw a tall muscular black man smiling at Tammy. The man greeted Tammy with a kiss on the cheek and hugged her while staring back at me. "This must be the sister you were telling me about." Tammy turned and smiled at me as she held Mark's hand. "Mark. I want you to meet my sister, Jenny." We never discussed a name for me other than Jerry, and gave my wife a quick glance before extending my hand out to Mark. Mark kissed my hand. It was the first time having any contact like this with a man and I felt very strange. My other thought was that I had done such a wonderful job that he actually thought I was Tammy's sister. Mark motioned for me to slide into the large booth which circled around and was only lit with a flickering candle. Tammy scooted in next to me and Mark sat next to her. Mark ordered us drinks and I sat listening to Tammy and Mark talking about the huge plan he had for the land he was purchasing. Two more drinks later, they were still chatting away and I didn't mind so much. It was all business talk and the music kept my mind occupied while they talked. I was a little surprised when Mark asked my wife to dance and she turned to look back at me as she was sliding out of the booth and smiled. "I'll be back in a few!" I returned the smile as Mark took her hand and lead Tammy out to the dance floor. They were playing a tango and Tammy is very good at dancing to those. I sat sipping my drink and keeping an eye on them on the dance floor. Another tango was played and they remained out on the floor. Tammy was laughing and I knew she was having fun dancing with Mark. The next song was a slow dance and I had assumed Tammy would be walking back by now. I looked around the dance floor, stretching my neck to see them but couldn't. The lights had been lowered when that song began to play which made it difficult seeing them. The song ended and the lights were turned back up, but by that time I saw Mark bringing Tammy back toward our booth. He was holding her hand but let go so she could slide back into the booth. Tammy smiled at me. "How are you doing?" "I'm fine." Mark ordered us another drink and when he turned his face toward Tammy, I could see a tiny speck of Tammy's lipstick on his lower lip. My heart sank as I thought about Tammy kissing Mark, maybe it was a friendly sort of kiss so I figured I wouldn't worry about it so much. But I did try to analyze it to some degree. I remembered Mark kissing her on the cheek when we arrived so it couldn't have gotten on his lip at that time. Mark asked Tammy to dance with him again and she smiled at me as he lead her back out on the dance floor. A few seconds later, a man asked me to dance and I was stunned and before I could say no, he was holding his hand out to help me out of the booth. My concern was what Tammy would think when she returned back to the booth with Mark and saw me dancing with another man. I danced one song with the man and they played a slow song next so I thanked him before walking toward the restrooms. I had to pee very badly and when I got to the restrooms, I almost mistakenly walked into the men's room. I felt strange going pee in the women's room, there was other woman walking in and I just smiled. It did give me a chance to check my makeup and after a few minutes I walked back out to our booth. I saw Mark and Tammy sitting in the booth and when I slid in, I saw that Mark had his arm around my wife. He was sitting right next to her and they had been talking about something and quit once I got in my seat. Mark smiled at me. "I saw someone dancing with you a few minutes ago." Oh God ... They knew I was dancing with someone ... What was my wife thinking about me at that moment. I just smiled at Mark and took a sip of my drink. Tammy put her hand on my leg, just above my knee and I smiled at her. "Jenny. It's all right if you want to dance with a few of the guys here. I don't want you to feel left out on anything." I returned the smile but it wasn't more than a couple seconds that Tammy had given me permission to dance, that a man walked up to our booth and asked me to dance with him. I looked over at Tammy and hoped she would help me out but all she said was. "Go ahead. Have some fun." I got out on the dance floor with this guy and tried to stay near the table so I could see Tammy but it was so crowded that we kept getting pushed further away. They played a slow song next and I was going to quit but the guy asked me to dance with him again so I stayed and put my arms around his shoulders. He was much taller than I so he blocked my view of the table but I finally got a peek and saw Mark and Tammy sitting very close together. He was talking to her and their faces were only inches apart. I was close enough to see that Mark was seated in a way that I couldn't see either one of his hands. It appeared that he may have had one arm around my wife and maybe holding her other hand under the table. I was asked to dance to another slow song so I decided to stay and kept my eye on Mark and my wife. I was too upset to be concerned about dancing with this guy. He seemed nice but my mind was on my wife at the moment. I could only see whenever I turned to my left or right. I couldn't see over the man's shoulders. He was just too tall. I turned to the left and my hear sank as I saw Mark kissing Tammy on the lips. They weren't moving either. They were locked in a heated passionate kiss. His arm was around my wife and I couldn't see what he was doing with his other hand. The song ended and I thanked the man for dancing with me and hurried back to the table to where Mark and my wife were sitting. Tammy was wiping off his face with a napkin. I knew she was removing her lipstick off his face but she quickly put the napkin in her purse and smiled at me. "Did you enjoy dancing with that man? He seemed really nice, I thought you wouldn't be back for a while." "My legs were getting tired out there. I'm not used to these heels yet." Tammy turned back toward Mark and smiled at him. His arm was around her waist and she had scooted herself very close to him. I inched into the booth a couple more inches and noticed Mark was resting his other hand on Tammy's thigh. We all had been drinking and I guess neither of them were concerned about me. Mark really didn't have any concern because as far as he knew, I was Tammy's sister. I sat hoping that Mark would move his hand away from Tammy's thigh and he did so but only long enough to take a sip of his drink and he put his hand right back where it was except he began massaging Tammy's thigh this time as he starred into her eyes. I moved even further into the center of the booth and didn't realize until that moment that Tammy's hand was resting on Mark's thigh and her fingers were near his crotch. I sat listening to Mark as he whispered to Tammy. "Remember what I told you. You have my number if something comes up and you change your mind. I really wish you would consider my offer. I really don't think your sister would mind driving home by herself." "Oh ... Mark ... It's getting very late and I have a lot to do in the morning ... I wouldn't let Jenny drive home alone ... Maybe I'll take you up on your offer in the near future ... I'll give you a call in a couple days." What was I hearing them talking about ... Was Mark asking my wife to go back to his place tonight? Tammy turned toward me. "Jenny. I guess we better get home before we get too drunk to drive back." We all got up out of the booth and walked to the parking lot. Mark walked us back to our car and held Tammy's hand all the way out. Tammy gave him a little peek on the lips and said good night to Mark. He stood watching us until we got out of the parking lot. I was so relieved that the night was over. We got home and I changed out of my dress while Tammy was in the bathroom. She walked out and got right into bed without saying a word. I walked into the bathroom. It felt weird going pee, standing up after using the lady's room at the club. I got into bed and Tammy was all ready asleep. I had a few questions to ask her but I guess it would have to wait until morning. The next morning, I could smell coffee brewing, Tammy had got up early. I still felt a little hung over after drinking last night. I walked out and poured a cup of coffee and looked around for Tammy. She was out near the pool talking on the phone and I figured it was her friend Jean again. I stood in the house sipping my cup of coffee trying to listen to her conversation. Tammy's back was toward me and she sat looking toward the pool. "I know ... Me too ... I don't think Jenny was mad ... Yeah ... I'll have to let you know ... Because ... I had a really nice time ... Mark ... Stop it ... I'll let you know ... OK ... I'd better get moving before Jenny wakes up ... Yeah ... Bye ... " Tammy hung up the phone and started walking into the house and saw me standing in the doorway. "Good morning Jenny." I was surprised that Tammy was still calling me Jenny. "Good morning. Whom were you talking to on the phone?" "That was Mark ... He called to see if we made it home all right and hoped we had a nice time." I took a sip of my coffee thinking what to ask Tammy about last night. I didn't know where to begin. "I saw you kissing Mark last night when I was on the dance floor. Is something going on that I should know about?" "You saw everything. I was only being nice to Mark ... Besides. I thought you were enjoying yourself last night dancing with those guys. I didn't think you had time to notice what Mark and I were doing." "I only danced with those guys because you insisted, you told me to go out on that floor and dance with that guy." "Jenny ... Come on now ... You were waiting for my approval to dance with a man and don't say you weren't! ... You don't have to be ashamed about it ... I saw you dancing in that man's arms and you looked like you were having a good time." Tammy had it all wrong, how could I convince her I was telling the truth. "Tammy. I had a good time but I thought we went out because you wanted to seal that deal with Mark?" Tammy kissed my cheek and held onto my shoulders. "Honey ... It's all right ... I want you to feel comfortable with it ... I told you I loved you and I want you to be happy ... Now go take a shower and put on that nice blouse and shorts I bought you and we'll go out and have a late breakfast." I walked into the bedroom and slipped out of my nightie and got into the shower. I didn't understand Tammy, but I did know that her friend Jean must have told her that I must be gay and wanted to be with men. I got dressed and did my makeup and put on the wig and looked in the bathroom mirror. I looked better as a woman than I ever did as a man. Maybe that's what Tammy saw in this guy, Mark. Maybe she wanted to be with someone more masculine than I. Why was she helping me dress up so much and why did Tammy even bring home the supply of hormones? She could have told Jean I wouldn't be interested. I opened the drawer and took out two of everything again and swallowed them down with my coffee. I don't know why, maybe because I was still angry at Tammy or maybe because this is what she really wanted for me to do. This would be the ninth day that I took a double dose of those pills. Maybe I should tell her what I did. Would she get so upset that she'd take them away from me? Maybe she would only encourage me to continue taking them. What should I do? Was I really hurting Tammy by taking them? I closed the drawer and walked out to find Tammy so we could leave. I heard Tammy talking on the phone again. "I don't know Jean ... Yes ... He danced with two men ... I know you warned me ... We'll have to talk about it ... I don't know ... Yes, Mark was really nice ... Yes ... I want to see him again ... No ... I'm waiting for Jenny ... I don't know about the hormones ... Yes ... She knows ... She's a little concerned about Mark ... I know ... It'll take time ... Not now ... Not that fast ... Jean ... Listen ... We'll at the office on Monday ... Bye." I walked into the kitchen to pour another cup of coffee. I couldn't believe that my wife was referring to me as a "She." My hands were shaking as I thought about things Tammy said. She mentioned the hormones, and wanting to see Mark again ... What was I going to do? What if I just put an end to this right now and told Tammy I wanted to stop dressing and didn't want her to see Mark again? Could I really do that? ... Could I stop dressing or was it in my blood too much to stop ... I couldn't answer that right now but I didn't want her to see Mark again? How could I have my cake and eat it too? Tammy and I went out for our late breakfast. It turned out to be lunch by the time we got there but we didn't mind. I wanted to ask Tammy a few questions but waited until we were through eating. "Tammy. I heard you on the phone before we left the house this morning. Was it Mark?" "That was Jean who called me. She wanted to know how our date with Mark went last night and I told her." "Did you tell her anything about me?" "Honey. I told her everything that went on last night and how you danced with a couple of guys. I also told her how you felt about dancing with a man knowing that I saw you." Tammy was still stuck on the fact that she thought I wanted to be with men and I had to make her understand differently. "Tammy. What makes you think I want to be with a man rather than you?" "Honey. Jean is an expert on these things and had done research for me. She said that a few percentage of married men like to cross-dress and a good number of those men are either gay or bisexual. You're going to have to figure that one out for yourself." "But ... Tammy ... I'm not interested in men ... Can you understand?" "Jenny ... Listen to me ... You had a nice time last night and I want you to admit it ... You may have been a little jealous seeing Mark sitting next to me last night but deep down in your heart, you were having the time of your life dressed the way you were and having men think you were so pretty ... Admit it just once." I didn't know how to answer Tammy, I did get my thrills being dressed last night and I was getting a few looks from the guys. "Look Tammy ... Yes I got excited but I'm just not interested in seeing men ... I love to dress-up and pretend with you." "Jenny ... You can't pretend anything if you're gay ... You have to search in your mind and figure it out ... What makes you happy ... " I wasn't getting anywhere with Tammy. She wouldn't listen to any reason. It seemed as if Jean had my wife convinced that I was gay or at least bisexual. We left the restaurant and walked through town and I realized we were holding hands and getting stares from many people. If they only knew, I was a guy and not a woman. I really wanted to tell a few of them to get lost, but Tammy told me to ignore them. Tammy pulled me in between two stores and kissed me. It was so funny having our lipstick smeared on each other that we laughed. I was so happy at that very moment I wanted it to last forever. I wanted to ask Tammy about Mark. I didn't want to ruin the moment but I had to ask her how she felt. "Tammy. I want you to tell me how you feel about Mark. Are you interested in seeing him again?" Tammy put her arms around my waist as she starred into my eyes. I knew she was going to say something serious, we had been married too long and I knew her very well. "Jenny. Mark is a nice guy and he likes me ... Don't forget the fact that he thinks I'm single too ... He asked to see me again and I told him I'd think about it ... I wouldn't have given it a second thought two days ago but I saw you dancing with those men at the club and you looked happy ... Well, it made me feel left out ..." I couldn't understand what Tammy meant. There was no reason why she should feel left out. I loved her. I was also feeling angry inside again. Maybe the hormones I was taking were making me feel this way. "What are you saying to me? You want to see him again, don't you? You want to go out with Mark again, don't you? That's just fine Tammy. You go out with him. I don't care. Is it because he is so huge? More muscular? What is it?" "Jenny ... That's enough ... I don't need a lecture out here in public ... Lets go home where we can talk." We drove back home in silence, Tammy was angry at me because I wanted to know the truth about how she felt about this guy Mark. We got into the house and I began questioning her instantly. "Tammy ... I need to know what you're going to do ... " "Honey ... Why bring this up now? ... I don't think I need to decide this minute what I'm going to do ... Why are you being so persistent with me? ..." "Because you told me it made you feel left out and I don't understand." Tammy began to cry. She was sniffling and holding her hands over her eyes." I just stood waiting for a reply from her. "How do you think I feel having a husband who loves to dress like a woman and runs around and dances with other men?" "Tammy. If I recall ... You are the person that was so anxious to have me dress like this and you encouraged me to dance with that man at the club. Why should you be so upset with me?" "I just don't know right now ... Please ... I don't want to argue about it. Why can't we talk?" Tammy wasn't interested in talking. I went into the bedroom and changed my clothes. I washed as much of the makeup off my face as I could and lay on the bed and fell asleep reading a book. I woke up that evening and it was all ready dark. I had slept almost all afternoon. I looked to my side and saw Tammy laying next to me. She opened her eyes and we kissed. She put her arm around me saying, "Honey. I love you very much and don't want to argue any more." I kissed her again as I looked into her eyes. I was very happy with Tammy with me but I know it wasn't the end of our problems. The next morning was Sunday and Tammy woke up first and gave me a hug and told me how sorry she was and didn't mean to hurt me. She also told me she wanted me to continue dressing, she wouldn't mind or through it in my face any more. It was strange because I dreamed last night that Tammy was trying to tell me something. She was trying to tell me she had a fantasy of her own and I lay in bed trying to figure out what it might be. She had been so accommodating to my cross dressing and I was so eager to comply that I completely over looked what she was trying to tell me. Tammy was at least in a way that she wouldn't hurt my feelings. My hunch was that Tammy had a fantasy to make love with a black man! If I'm wrong and bring it up, it could mean the end of our marriage but what if I'm right? Tammy gave me everything she thought I wanted, a wife that accepted my cross dressing, taking me out in public to pass, even mingling with real men to see how I would react with them. She could have brought the hormones home and found a way to show them to me without hurting my feelings. Oh man! She allowed me to make a decision. I wondered if she was counting the hormone pills? I had to find a way for Tammy to arrange a date with Mark. It had to be a way that she wouldn't feel as if she were committing adultery. It was Sunday and Tammy had a house showing that afternoon and I offered to go with her since the couple were just relocating into town. We both felt comfortable about having me dress as Tammy's associate partner. We both choose white blouses and grey pants and matching jackets. I slipped on a pair of black heels and we shared the bathroom mirror applying our makeup together. Tammy laughed and joked that we should have our picture taken in these suites for new business cards. We could present ourselves as "sisters in real estate." We drove out on the other side of town to meet the couple at the house. I decided I would make the first move about Mark. "Tammy. I just wanted to mention that I had a nice time after all, Friday night and wanted to say that Mark was a really nice guy." Tammy looked surprised that I had brought up Friday night again. "Uh ... Yeah ... He is very nice. I thought you would like him." "Tammy ... I'm really sorry I got so upset with you about the date, I know you wanted me to be happy and I am. I want you to be happy as well. I love you very much!" She was driving but I was able to hold her right hand as she smiled and gave it a gentle squeeze. We were getting close to the house we were showing so I only had a couple minutes to present my next offer. "Honey ... I was thinking ... I wouldn't see what would be so wrong with inviting Mark to the house for dinner one night?" I was watching Tammy's reaction and she looked surprised but her facial reaction was telling me that this is what she was waiting to hear from me. "Well ... Yeah ... That might be a good idea ... I'm just a little taken by your offer of having Mark come to our house for dinner." "I think it's a wonderful idea, and I'll do all the cooking and that will give you a chance to get better acquainted with him." Tammy choked up when I mentioned the last sentence. Maybe I shouldn't have said it but it was out. Now I had to fix it. "Tammy. It'll be really nice having Mark at the house. It's a great way for us to show our appreciation for his business." I laughed. "Think of the huge bonus you are going to get at the closing." We arrived at the house and showed the house and with both of us working as a team, we were able to sign the couple to an agreement for an offer. We were driving toward the office so excited about calling in the offer that we both had forgotten that I was dressed in drag. We pulled into the driveway and because it was Sunday, there was only one agent on duty. Tammy turned and looked toward me a little upset as she parked the car. "That's Jean's new car." Tammy could see the expression on my face that I wasn't too thrilled. "Its ok, let's go in and present this offer." Tammy walked into the office ahead of me and Jean greeted her by hugging Tammy. "Tammy, I didn't expect to see you in here today, how is everything going at home? ... You know ... With Jerry? ... Is he still mad at you?" "Um...Why don't you ask Jerry yourself." Tammy turned back toward me and Jean was stunned and stood there with her mouth open starring at me in the woman's business suite. "Oh my God ... Jerry ... Is that you? ... Oh my ... Look at you ... Oh ... Tammy ... Look how good he looks ..." Jean walked around me starring at my clothes checking me out from my head to my heels as she walked a circle around me. "Jerry ... I meant Jenny ... Is that what I should call you? ... Your looking hot! ... I knew this would work out ..." Jean winked at me and I tried to smile back at her. I had mixed feelings about this woman. I walked over to Tammy's office, the one I shared with her before I started working from home. Jean was right behind me watching the way I walked in my heels. "You know Jenny ... I don't see why you don't come into the office and work like this, everyone here know's about you and we're all here to support you." That's just what I wanted too here. The other agents are aware that I'm a cross dresser, a freak to them. I didn't reply to Jean, Tammy was busy on the phone trying to contact the sellers when Jean pulled on my arm and motioned for me to follow her out of Tammy's office. "Have you started taking the hormones yet?" I turned my head to look in her eyes, finally shaking my head up and down. "Good ... I'll talk to Gary at the pharmacy and make sure you have a supply coming ... You're going to see some changes occur soon! ... Have you told Tammy yet?" I shook my head, "No." Tammy walked out of her office to use the fax machine, while another phone rang and Jean padded me on the shoulder before hurrying over to answer it. I felt relieved that I wasn't going to have to answer any more of Jean's questions. I assumed she was going to ask me about going out to the club and dancing with other guys next. Tammy finished faxing the documents over and was ready to leave. We both waved at Jean who was still on the phone when we walked out the door. We arrived home and changed our clothes, Tammy hugged me once we got naked and kissed me on the lips. "Maybe I should call Mark and see if he would be interested in dinner?" "Sure. Why don't we go swimming after you call him?" Tammy smiled at me as she retrieved her cell phone from her purse. She started to dial his phone number while I got my new bikini out of the drawer. She was waiting for an answer and I motioned to her that I was going into the bathroom to put it on. I slipped on the bottom half of the suit and began to put the top half on. I noticed my nipples felt sensitive and slightly puffy. I thought about the effects of the hormones and it scared me. I remembered what Jean had just told me, about how I was going to see some changes and she was right about that. I could hear Tammy talking in the other room to Mark as I slipped the shoulder straps around my shoulders. Jenny walked in the bathroom and put her arm around my waist. She was still holding the cell phone to her ear. "Jenny. How is next Saturday? Would that be all right?" I leaned over and kissed her on the lips. "Honey. It's your date, whatever you two agree on would be fine with me." Tammy smiled at me and started to walk out of the bathroom. "OK Mark ... Saturday will be fine ... Yes ... I can't wait either ... Me to ... Give me a call this week ... Yes ... Just call me ... OK ... Bye ... " I hoped I was doing the right thing. Mark was coming over to our house for a date with my wife. I can't believe it's gone this far ... What I'm I doing? ... Was this sick or insane? ... What was going to happen between Mark and my wife? ... Would he eat dinner and leave? ... Maybe stick around for a little chat and a kiss or two? What if Mark wanted to take Tammy somewhere else? ... Maybe back to his place? ... I'd have to put a stop on it! ... Yes ... I'd have to make the atmosphere so appealing that they would remain here so I could keep an eye on them. I would have a whole week to prepare ... Candles ... Wine ... Good food ... Yes ... I could do it ... Let her have her fun ... Just don't let things get out of hand ... Tammy joined me in the pool. She looked absolutely gorgeous with her flowing red hair and green eyes. The black bikini was such a lovely contrast to her pale white skin. Tammy's bikini made me think about Mark for a moment, his dark skin against my wife's. What was the attraction for her? My first thought was that he was so much larger than I, his masculine broad shoulders, his huge arms, what about down there? I always wondered myself about the old myth. Black men are hung! ... Would Mark be hung like a horse? ... Could this be the attraction for Tammy? ... Why I'm I thinking about this? ... It's not going to happen, or is it? ... It's only a dinner date ... Right? ... We played in the pool, splashing and chasing each other. Tammy seemed so happy and content, this afternoon and so was I. I wanted it to last forever. Chapter 3 Tammy got a phone call about the offer she had presented and they accepted it without a counter offer and got so excited she was jumping in the living room as she held onto me. She had to leave early to get things going on the deal and kissed me on her way out the door. About an hour after she left, I got a phone call and of all the people in the world who would call, it was Jean. "Hi Jenny. I just called to tell you that Tammy is getting that deal finalized and she is so excited. Congratulations, your little wife is a hard worker!" I knew Jean called for another reason. It wasn't like her to be so friendly about a simple real estate deal. "Jenny. Did you take your hormones yet today?" "Uh ... Yeah ... Just a single dose right now ... " "Oh ... That's so good because I talked to my friend down at the pharmacy and he is going to arrange to give me three more months supply. I'll get them over to you as soon as I get the time." Why was Jean being so pleasant and accommodating toward me all of a sudden? "Oh ... I spoke to a good friend of mine that does electrolysis and only lives about a block from your house. He said if you were interested, he could give you a good deal on treatments." I took the phone number and name of the guy that Jean gave me and thanked her, but she wasn't finished yet. "Jenny ... I think it's so wonderful of you to allow Tammy to see other men ... I'm so glad that you are able to be open about your situation with her ... Mark is a wonderful man and will treat her like she is a little princess ... Oh ... I'm so glad that you're not prejudiced about Tammy seeing a black man, he is such a hunk! ... Don't you think so as well?" "Ah ... Yeah ... He is ... " "I have to go, remember to call about the electrolysis. I'll talk to you soon." I hung up the phone. What Jean had just said about my situation and allowing Tammy to see other men ... What did this all mean? ... Maybe it was more than just a fantasy for Tammy ... I must have this all wrong again ... My God ... What I'm I going to do? My wife is interested in seeing other men ... Because of me? ... What should I do? ... If I stopped now, Tammy wouldn't believe I was finished as a cross dresser. She'd probably find a way to divorce me ... A reason! ... I had to continue ... Jean ... It had to be Jean ... Tammy was being coached by Jean ... Maybe hours of brainwashing ... That's it ... Not my fault ... I'm a cross dresser ... I'm not gay ... Why did I agree with Jean about Mark? ... Yeah ... He was built! ... Handsome ... If I were a woman, he would excite me! ... God ... What was I thinking just now? I hurried and completed my daily routine of housework. I thought about the phone number that Jean gave me. It would be nice not having to shave my face. I couldn't grow a beard if I tried! The best I could ever do was a little fuze on my face. I dialed the number and a man answered and I introduced myself. "Oh ... Yes ... Jenny ... I was expecting your call ... How wonderful ... It's so exciting to help somebody new in the process of change! ... Jenny ... Darling ... Why don't you come in tomorrow morning ... Say ... Maybe ten. ish? ... We'll get you started and I'll be able to explain my procedure and give you an estimate on how many hours we will need." "Ah ... OK ... Ten would be fine and I'll see you tomorrow ... " It couldn't hurt ... If I wanted to continue cross dressing, removing unwanted facial hair would be a dream. I wouldn't have to shave anymore! ... Tammy wouldn't mind ... She knew I couldn't grow much any how ... Tammy was exhausted when she got home that night, she had shown houses all day and had had a closing late in the afternoon. I didn't mention anything about my appointment in the morning. We ate dinner and relaxed out next to the pool and watched the sun set. "Tammy ... What are you going to wear on Friday for Mark?" Tammy sat thinking for a moment. "I saw this purple dress today when I walked by a shop downtown but didn't have time to go in. I might stop by in the morning and try it on. What are you going to wear?" "Oh ... It's not that important for me to get dressed up ... I guess something simple ... Maybe that black dress I bought last week." That night, we fell asleep hugging each other with our legs tangled together. Tammy commented about how smooth I felt without hair on my legs and how she felt so close to me now. I was happy to and felt like crying. As soon as Tammy left the house the next morning, I got ready and drove to my appointment and met this guy named Thom. He explained the process and I spent two hours for my first treatment. Thom explained to me that I was lucky and wouldn't have to have more than two hundred hours. Thom worked on my chin area this morning and it was all red but Thom gave me a cream that would help and I made another appointment for Thursday. Tammy got home late that evening carrying packages and I could see the name on the bag and knew she had bought new clothing and possibly the purple dress she told me about. Later that evening, Tammy surprised me and walked out of the bedroom wearing her new dress and spun around in a circle. "What do you think? ... Do you think Mark will like it?". It was the purple dress was just radiant on Tammy. The contrast of her long red hair and the bright purple material was dynamite. When Tammy had spun around, her upper thighs were revealed. The hem line of the dress was at various lengths and allowed just a tiny peek at Tammy's thighs when she stood still. Tammy's shoulders were bare except the tiny spaghetti straps and a daring plunging cleavage. Tammy's breast's were so huge, they looked like they were ready to spill out from under the material. God ... I wish mine were this big! ... There I go again ... Thinking about how I would look with large breasts ... How I would fill out wearing a similar dress ... "Tammy ... You're so beautiful wearing that dress ... I think I'm going to have to keep an eye on you on Friday ... Mark is going to love it ..." "Oh ... Maybe it's too revealing ... Should I wear something else ..." "Oh ... No ... I was only kidding ... I think it's beautiful ... I want you to wear it if you feel comfortable ..." "I bought something for you to wear Friday too ... I'll show you ..." Tammy ran into the bedroom and returned holding similar purple dress which matched the color of Tammy's. The only difference was the shoulder area. Instead of having spaghetti straps, there was a lace material around the front. Tammy pointed out that I could wear my breast forms and it wouldn't be noticeable that they were fake. "I got you purple heels that match it too..." I tried the dress on and we fooled around for an hour or more deciding on our makeup. It was fun because it was just as if we were girlfriends sharing our thoughts and idea's about the way we looked. It was a fabulous evening for both of us, we were having so much fun that evening that I neglected to mention the electrolysis treatments are started that morning. I went in for my electrolysis treatment the next morning, I spent three hours with Thom that day because he had a cancelled appointment so I was able to stay an extra hour. Thom's phone rang and I was surprised to see him handing me the phone. It was Jean, she wanted to meet me for lunch so she could give me the pills she had mentioned on Monday. I guess she had phoned Thom to see if I had started the treatments and knew I was there. It seemed that nothing was kept secret with these people. They knew every move I made these days. We met for lunch a few blocks from the office and Jean gave me the pills and we quickly ate. She had to get back for an appointment that afternoon. Jean fumbled around in her purse and brought out a few small packets and looked around the restaurant and discreetly held out her hand for me to take them. I glanced around making sure nobody saw us and looked to see what Jean had gave me but she quickly said, "No ... Put them in your purse ... quick ..." I immediately assumed she was giving me something illegal until she whispered to me holding her hand against her face so nobody could read her lips. "Those are condoms ..." I thought ... Why do I need these? ... I just shrugged my shoulders and starred at Jean ... Jean leaned over the table and whispered ... "I want you to place these on your bedroom dresser on Friday ... You have to trust me ... If Mark and Tammy decide to be intimate then she'll be prepared ... She'll know that she has your approval if for any reason the night tends to lean in that direction ... If you know what I mean?" I didn't know who to react or to say to Jean, she was basically telling me that Tammy and Mark may want to screw on Friday and I sh