For Stacy
By Jennifer Adams
To get to where this all started I have to give up a little background.
My name is Brian S. I don't want to give my whole name for anonymity. At
the time I was twenty-five and a couple years out of college with a BA
in business. It turned out that getting a job with that BA was a little
harder than I had thought since I didn't have any work experience to go
with it. I ended up working in a factory for just over minimum wage.
Shortly after that, I met Tina. We moved in together not long after we
met. For a couple of years things were great. We had great sex and we
could talk about almost anything.
On day, I was getting dressed after a shower, and laying on the bed was
a hot pink bikini. She must have dropped it there while I was in the
shower. The fabric was stretchy and shiny. I picked it up and felt it. I
rubbed it on my cheek and the feeling was pure electric. I was instantly
aroused and wondered what it would look like on Tina. While I was
daydreaming, I heard Tina's footsteps coming down the hall so I quickly
dropped it and just made it to my side of the bed when she came in the
room.
"Hi Honey," she said.
"... Hi Baby," I replied and stepped over to hug her from behind.
She giggled and grabbed my semi-erection and said, "Hmm, something's got
your motor running?"
"Just thinking of you..." I said as I squeezed her in my arms.
"Hmmm... Too bad I have to go to work..." she told me.
"Damn! I hate it when you have to work on Saturday."
"I know you do, but we need the money," she said turning to kiss me. We
kissed and then she said, "Good-bye honey, I love you."
I replied, "I love you, too. See you later."
With that, she turned and left. Alone all day and I was already aroused.
I looked at the bikini and thought about how damn hot it would look on
Tina as I heard her close the door and then get in the car, start it and
drive off.
I picked it up again and felt its smoothness. I beginning to get turned
on again. Suddenly out of nowhere a thought occurred to me. I should
just try it on and look in the mirror. After all, I was just a little
taller and a little bigger than Tina. I stepped into the panty and slid
them up my legs. The feeling was sheer bliss. I pulled them into place,
but it just wouldn't do. It only covered my ball sack and my stiff dick
stuck out the top of the panty like a grotesque flag pole.
I took them off and went into the bathroom and took care of business.
Afterwards I came back into the bedroom and put the panty back on, now I
had a giant bulge in front and everything stuck out everywhere. These
were obviously designed to work with a flat crotch. I thought a moment
and the solution came to me. I pulled the top of the panty open and
pushed my equipment back between my legs. That was a vast improvement.
It took me a couple of minutes to figure out how to put the top on. I
looked in the mirror. What I saw looked like some hairy monster in a hot
pink bikini. This wouldn't work! I took it off and put it back on the
bed. I went to get dressed in my own clothes but I couldn't stop
thinking about that damn bikini. I put on my boxers and pair of sweats
and a t-shirt.
I started to leave the room, but I couldn't. I walked back to the bikini
and picked it up. This was nuts. I had to get a grip on myself, but I
couldn't seem to get my mind off of it. I stripped off my clothes and
all but ran to the bathroom. I ran a tub of water and shaved off all my
body hair. I didn't even think about how I would explain it to Tina. I
toweled off and went back into the bedroom and put the bikini on once
again. It looked much better this time. When I moved certain ways I
looked very girlie with my longish light brown hair and the padding
built into the bra. The fantasy was pretty good. As I pranced in front
of the mirror. I thought it would look sexy if I had heels on, so I
found a pair of high heeled sandals and put them on. It took me a couple
of minutes to figure out how to walk in them and soon I was prancing
once again. I brushed out my hair and thought I looked almost as cute as
Tina. Then I thought about putting on a little make up I fiddled with
Tina's make up, I had seen her do it many times. Finally, I got it on
and the effect was incredible, but my brows were too thick so I trimmed
them a little. Next I decided to paint my toenails. They looked real
sexy in the sandals. I figured toes? Why not fingers? I did those too.
They would have looked better if they were longer, but Tina didn't have
any fake ones.
I began to feel aroused in a strange new way. The feeling was taboo and
that in itself made it exciting. There was the fear of what people would
think if they knew what I was doing right now and the fear of thrilled
me, drove me. I dared myself to leave the bedroom, then walk to the
other end of the house and back. Then out the sliding glass doors into
the fenced in backyard. While standing by the pool, I thought, why not
go for a swim. What if someone saw me? It turned the thrill up a notch.
I took off the heels and jumped in before my fears could stop me and
swam a couple of laps. I told myself I was a hot girl in a sexy bikini.
I got out and didn't want to go back in the house soaking wet. Tina
would kill me. So I sat on a lounge chair to dry off.
As I was sitting there, I found some of Tina's stuff on the table. There
was this stuff to lighten your hair color and a bottle of tanning
lotion. I used them both. The lightener didn't work as far as I could
tell. Oh well. I laid the chair back and relaxed in the sun.
The next thing I knew, Tina was shaking me awake. I tried to look up.
Somehow I had turned over in my sleep. "Hi, Baby..." I said, glad that
she was home from work. Only then when I saw the look on her face did it
all sink in. I turned back over and sat up.
"My you look cute!" she said with a hint of sarcasm.
"Tina... Honey, I can explain," I started to say.
"There is nothing to explain dear. Obviously, my boyfriend wants to be a
girl," she said.
"No wait Tina..." I was too late. She stormed back into the house and
closed the door. I went to follow her, but the door was locked. Dressed
like I was, I couldn't go out the gate. I just stood there in my heels
and bikini.
I could hear her moving around inside, but she wouldn't answer me when I
yelled. A short time later, I heard a truck pull into the drive and soon
her mother, brother, and best friend Janet were all staring out the
sliding glass doors at me. Gary yelled through the glass, "You look hot,
Brian." I noticed he had a bulge in the front of his pants. His mother
hit him in the arm. "What?" he demanded. I turned and walked back to the
chair and heard him yell one last time. "Shake that cake, buddy!"
I flipped him off and heard Tina yell. "Faggot!"
I sat in the back yard facing away from the house for another hour or so
when I heard Tina yell over the fence. "Good-bye Brian... Or Brianna." I
could hear the sneer in her voice as she continued, "You can keep the
bikini and the heels, I wouldn't wear them now anyway." Something came
flying over the fence and landed in the deep end of the pool. "Sounds
like you get to take a swim." She giggled cruelly and added, "Oh
Brianna, you might want to put on more lotion or you'll get a nasty
burn." With that I heard her turn and walk away. I was alone. I felt
silly standing there in a bikini. What had been a source of great
arousal earlier in the day now felt shameful and humiliating. Now all I
wanted to do was get out of this stupid get up and put far away from me
as fast as possible.
I stood in stunned silence for a few minutes and then dove into the pool
and retrieved the keys at the bottom. It was only when I went to the
back door to unlock it that I discovered that she had put the security
bar down in the slide rail so that even if the door were unlocked, I
couldn't open it with the wooden stick in the way. I was stuck! The only
way I could get into the house now, was to walk around to the front
door. I looked at my reflection in glass and Gary was right, I was hot,
but I didn't know if I could pull off walking around the house in broad
daylight dressed the way I was. Surely the neighbors would see me and I
didn't want that kind of notice.
I didn't even know what time it was. I couldn't see any of the clocks in
the house and I hadn't thought to bring a watch with me. I just stood
there staring at my reflection and thinking about how hot I looked. I
mean, of course, I didn't really have the wide hips and narrow waist
like women do. My breasts didn't appear all that big since the padding
was designed to enhance and not replace. I was also a little too tall
for an average woman by a couple of inches. On the other hand, my hair
now looked lighter more of a reddish blonde than the brown it normally
was. With my slightly thinner brows and light make up, it did pass for a
woman's face even though I could still see me in it. Also, the flat spot
in the front of the small panty did look like it would on a woman.
I was starting to feel the way I had earlier in the day. I guess it
wouldn't be too bad to just wait until after dark to slip around front.
I began sashaying around the pool in my heels. Fantasizing about what it
would be like to be a pretty woman in a bikini with men falling all over
themselves to get near me. I tried to mimic the way I had seen women
models walk on runways on television. I began to imagine that I was a
world famous fashion model displaying the latest swimwear as I swayed my
hips and turned. I posed my arms in what I thought to be sexy poses,
thrust my chest out as I walked and the like.
After a while, my feet and legs began to get tired so I sat down on the
lounge chair and rubbed more lotion on to my exposed skin and thought it
might be a good idea to spray more lightener on my hair so it didn't get
damaged as well since it had conditioner in it. I laid back and
pretended that I was a model on vacation waiting for my actor boyfriend
to show up and what we would do when he got there. Kind of a PG rated
version since I didn't was to imagine actually having sex with a man, I
just didn't swing that way. I dozed off again out of boredom.
I woke again some time later and the sun was just beginning to set.
"Finally!" I thought. I sat a little while longer until it was just past
dusk. I took off my heels since it would be easer to run bare foot and I
walked to the gate. I was rather surprised that I still walked like a
woman in heels. I even stayed on tip toes and my hips tilted forward a
little from walking in heels all day. Off handedly, I wondered what
would happen if I wore heels longer than just one day.
I opened the gate and peered out. The street was quiet, I guessed most
people were inside eating a late supper. I sprinted for the front porch
and grabbed the door knob. It was locked. "Damn her!" I thought at
first, but then realized that it was probably best that she had locked
it. I don't know what I would have done if someone had walked into my
house while I was out back being a girl. I ran back to the pool and got
the keys off the table and sneaked back to front door without incident.
I unlocked the door and rushed in and slammed the door. I was going to
go up to my room and get out of this stupid bikini as fast as I could
until I looked around the house and the magnitude of what happened began
to sink in. Tina left me!
She had left the living room pretty much intact, but the dinning room
set was gone along with the china cabinet. They did belong to her. On
the floor where the table would have been was an envelope with "Brianna"
written on it. I dropped the heels and picked it up. I opened it and
read what Tina had written.
Dear Brian,
I'm sorry, this is just too much for me to deal with. I wanted to
surprise you with my new bikini, but you surprised me instead.
I don't know how many more of my clothes you wore and I
don't think I ever want to I never knew you were a transvestite
and that is just not my thing. I believe I was fair in only taking
my things and splitting what we bought together. If you
disagree, I should say too bad, but I won't. If you do disagree
with anything I have taken, call Janet and I'll drop it off at her
place for you to get.
Please don't call me as I am not able to deal with you.
Tina
I could see that the word love had been erased. I was stunned. I walked
back to the living room sat on the couch and cried for a long time. I
ended up being hours before I finally made it up to my room and I didn't
like what I saw when I got there. Her dresser was gone, along with her
vanity. Her closet was empty well almost. As the shock of seeing her
stuff missing began to wear off, I noticed that there were still some
things in the closet, and on the bed. It was the clothing I had bought
her along with another note on top of the pile on the bed. It just said.
I left some things for you that either you bought me or I just didn't
want anymore. The pile consisted of bras, panties, pantyhose, and a
couple of nightgowns. There were a couple of dresses in the closet. On
the bathroom counter I found a small pile of make up items, mostly what
I had used that morning along with a few other items and a couple of
bottles of perfume.
I looked around at the tub where I had shaved off all my body hair.
"Well, at least I don't have to try and explain where my hair went." I
said aloud grimly. I went back to the bedroom, laid on the bed and cried
myself to sleep.
I woke in the morning with a start. My stomach was rumbling. I realized
that I hadn't eaten anything the day before. I hopped out of bed and hit
the bathroom. I had to take the bikini panty off to get my dick out from
between my legs. After I went to the bathroom I took the bikini panty
into my room and took off the bra.
I was a little shocked to see that I had a dark tan with white tan
lines. BIKINI TAN LINES! My stomach rumbled again so I didn't have time
to think about it. I threw on a pair of boxers and went down to the
kitchen to get something to eat. I didn't really feel like eating, but
my stomach kept arguing. After a couple bowls of cereal. I headed back
up to my bathroom to clean up so I could survey the damage I had done
the day before.
Standing in front of the full length mirror after my shower, I was
beginning to realize just how my trouble I was in for. Instead of being
a guy with bikini lines, it was worse. Much worse. I stood staring with
my mouth agape at the pretty girl looking back at me from the mirror.
She was the one who pranced around my pool yesterday with her
strawberry-blonde hair, cute face, bikini tan and hot pink nails. Only
now her boobs were gone and she had a penis. I poked it between my legs
and looked again. Now she was a too tall pre-teen girl. Either way, I
was kind of screwed. I had to think of how I was going to hide all this
to go to work the next day. It would be a couple of days before my
facial hair would grow out enough to be noticeable. This was going to be
a problem.
The first thing I would have to do is buy nail polish remover since that
was the one thing Tina elected not to leave for me. I guess I would also
have to buy hair dye and dye my hair close to its original color. It
seemed that a trip to the drug store was in order. I put on a pair of
boxers, jeans, and a t-shirt. I also made sure I had cash. It was too
warm to wear gloves, but I did put on a ball cap. I figured that I if I
had a problem, I would just say that I lost a bet or something. I put a
ball cap on and headed to the drug store.
I needn't have worried anyway. The clerk kept calling me miss. She
helped me get nail polish remover and as she said, "hair color". Even
though she commented several times that she thought my color was cute
and that I should keep it. I thought it best to just stay quiet and just
let her think I was a girl.
I went home and removed the polish and dyed my hair brown again. When I
was done I looked in the mirror and wanted to die. The new color did
little to hide the cute girl that kept looking back at me through the
brown locks. A hair cut! That was what I needed to do. The only place
open on a Sunday was one of the salons at the mall. I called and asked
if they took walk-ins and was told yes.
Twenty minutes after I walked in the cute girl looked back at me, only
now sporting a bob. I told the girl I had wanted a trim. She said that
was what she gave me and if she cut it any shorter that I would look
like a boy. I told her that was exactly what I wanted. She looked at me
weird and said that if I wanted a boy-cut all I had to do was ask and
she went back to work.
When she was finished I had a boy's hair cut, but I looked more like a
girl sporting an edgy hairstyle. It was the brows. I definitely had
girl's eyebrows and it made my whole face look feminine. She said that
it look good and I was lucky that I was cute enough to pull it off. I
just blushed and thanked her. I gave her a nice tip since I had yelled
at her and left.
As I was leaving the mall, I passed a sales lady in the concourse who
was giving make up demos and she talked me into sitting in the chair so
she could work on me by offering me a twenty-five dollar gift card. She
told me she was having a little trouble getting volunteers and if I let
her have her way she would throw in free earrings. I figured that maybe
I could give them to Tina after she calmed down a little to get her to
listen to me. I kind of dozed off a little and Barb, the sales lady
shook me awake and told me I was done.
I looked in the mirror and gasped. I was beautiful. I now had dark
shadowed eyes and deep red lips, my cheekbones stood out and I had red
nails. I looked like any teenager in the mall. Teen age GIRL that is. It
was then I noticed the free earrings. I was now wearing them. She handed
me a gift card and suggested I go into the store and get nice skirt and
blouse to go with my new look. I just thanked her numbly and walked off
in a daze.
I couldn't believe this. I was knew I was never real masculine, but I
never thought of myself as girly and here everyone I ran across seemed
to think I was a girl even when I was dressed as a man. I stopped at a
bar on my way home and some lose bought me a drink. I gulped it down and
left.
When I got home, I was going to just wash everything off, but I got to
thinking. I aught to at least look and see what I look like dressed in
girl clothes. I tried on everything Tina left me and I did look pretty
good in almost all of it. I would have looked much better if I had boobs
though. I stuffed a bra with socks and that seemed to fill the bill. I
was a pretty young woman. This seemed even more exciting than it had the
day before. I put on a pantyhose, a mini skirt, crop top and heeled
sandals and modeled them, then I went downstairs and made myself a
salad.
I had just finished eating and put the bowl in the sink when I heard the
front door open and I froze. I just turned my head and looked at the
door as it opened up and Tina stepped through and yelled. "Brian? Are
you..." Her eyes found me in all my feminine glory and she trailed off
in mid-sentence. "Ah!" She screamed and began to close the door.
"Tina wait!... Please?" I called to her. "Please don't run off," I
finished as the door slammed. I ran to the door and hesitated a moment
and then thought. "Oh to hell with it!" I flung the door open and chased
her down the driveway. "Tina! Wait!" I yelled again and this time she
stopped as she was getting in the car.
"Brian, Oh man! I can't... Brian this is too weird!" She started getting
in the car again.
"Tina, please don't let it end this way. Please come in so we can talk
about this. I'll change clothes," I begged. "I love you."
Her expression hardened. "I can't love you like this," she said with
venom and motioned to how I was dressed. She sat in the car, but didn't
close the door. I took that as a good sign.
"I understand what you are saying. I don't understand why I'm doing this
stuff at all. I just want to explain what happened. Please? Then we can
part amicably..." I trailed off. Her expression softened a little and
she got out of the car. Then she did something weird she took my hand
and led me into the house.
I offered to go change, but she said that how I was dressed was oddly
comforting so I stayed the way I was. I explained how the bikini caught
my attention and that I wanted to see her in it and curiosity just got
the better of me. I seemed to become obsessed with making it look like
it would on her and ended up the way she found me. I went on to tell her
about how today I was trying to undo what I had done the day before, but
everyone kept thinking I was a girl and how the sales lady re-did my
face thinking I was a girl. I told her that I was going to wash it off
when I got home, but I was curious to see how I looked with the make up
and the clothing and that I had come down to eat and was going up to
take everything off when she came in.
She said that finding some strange woman tanning in our yard that turned
out to be her boyfriend was just too traumatic for her and seeing me
dressed like this was easier since I looked like a different person. She
didn't think she could ever get over the shock of yesterday and as much
as it saddened her, she just could never think of me in the same way
ever again. We held each other and cried. When we separated, she looked
at me and said that I was going to have a small problem because the
woman used waterproof make up on me and I would have to go get the
removers to take it off. Then she stood up and said, "Brian I will
always love you, but I could never live with you again."
I said, "I understand." Even though I didn't.
With that she walked out my door and out of my life. I buried my head in
a couch cushion and sobbed for until I again cried myself to sleep.
In the morning, still in the clothes I slept in, I discovered a small
paper sack on the porch. I brought it in and found out it had make up
remover in it and a note from Janet. It also contained a pair of
falsies. The note just said that Tina had asked her to drop this off for
me. I was grateful that I wouldn't have to go back to the mall like
this.
Of course this still left me with my other problem. I still had to go to
work and still looked more like a girl than a guy. I didn't even bother
to change. After going to the bathroom, I just re-tucked and went down
to get the cordless phone.
I called in to work and paced in my heels as I waited for my boss to
pick up. When he did, I told him that I need to take a couple of days
off for personal reasons. He told me that with several people on
vacation that he couldn't afford for me to be off. He asked if I was
sick and had I been smart I would told him yes, but I said no. He said
that if I wasn't in to work in an hour I was fired. I looked at the
cutie in the mirror and realized I would never be able to get all this
stuff off and get ready for work in time. Even if I could find a way to
hide my thin eyebrows.
Finally, I said, "Carl, I just can come in today."
"Fine!" He said sounding really angry. Bring your uniforms in on Friday
and get your last check!" Then he slammed the phone in my ear. Now I was
unemployed.
I continued to paced as I worked off my aggression. It took me about two
hours to calm down enough to stop pacing and I went upstairs to get
cleaned up.
I took off my skirt and blouse and checked myself out in the mirror. I
noticed that the heels were kind of shaping my butt and made it look
more like a woman's butt. On one hand I found the shape of it sexy, on
the other, the fact that it was my butt scared me more than a little.
When I showered I decided to re-shave my body hair and my beard and
mustache I figured since I looked so girlish and it would be a couple of
weeks until my brows look full enough to pass as a man again, I would
play around a little more with dressing up. I used the stuff in the bag
and removed my make up and I remembered that the lady at the mall said
that I needed to clean my ears with peroxide so I did.
After my shower I put the adhesive back on the falsies and put them on
my chest. Then I put on a pair of white lace panties, white clam diggers
that showed off my flat crotch and a pink shirt that only had one
sleeve. I found a color that looked close to my nails and painted my toe
nails. Then I played with what make up Tina left me. I put on a pair of
low heeled sandals and checked the mirror. I looked cute. I found a red
haired wig in Tina's closet and put it on and looked in the mirror
again. It was too much. I looked like a living doll.
Pranced around the house like that doing housework and when that was
done, I watched a couple of soaps and a couple of other shows I thought
women would watch. Then I worked on my resume a little I was kind of
like my own secretary.
It was nearly three weeks until my eyebrows filled out enough for me
bush them up a little so I could dress as man again. Luckily I had
enough savings to be out of work that long. I spent the whole time
dressed as a girl. I even went out to buy groceries as a girl. Of
course, I waited until late at night when very few people were around.
By the time I was able to be myself, I was pretty much girl-ed out and I
was glad to be a guy again. The only thing that remained was my hairless
body until it grew back again and my much darker bikini lines. I also
had holes in my ears, but they wouldn't be too noticeable with out
earrings in and the would close up eventually. It also took me a couple
of days of using polish remover to get every last bit of polish off my
nails. Also my hair had grown out a little so I didn't look so much like
I had a pop culture girl's hair cut. I boxed up everything that didn't
hang put trash bags over everything that did and put them back into
Tina's closet.
I ended up doing odds and ends kinds of jobs for about a year. I
delivered pizza for a while and managed a gas station for a little bit.
I never again was even tempted to wear Tina's old clothes, but I didn't
get rid of them either they just kind of sat in storage in the closet. I
also didn't date anyone let alone consider sharing my bed and house
again.
I was in a bar on a Monday night, which was my day off, when Bob walked
in. Bob and I had gone to college together and had lived down the hall
from me in the dorm. He sat down next to me and we began catching up on
old times.
I asked. "So, what have you been up to since college?"
He replied. "Well, I just kind of bounced around from job to job and not
really doing much of anything."
I said, "I know what you mean, I couldn't even find a gig in my field
and now that I have one, I don't like it."
He laughed. "Eh, too bad they couldn't get us jobs along with our
degrees." We both laughed at that. He went on. "Hey, look. I'm starting
up small real estate office and I could use someone to run my office. We
could partner up, I'll help you get your real estate license we'll split
the profits 50/50. What do you say?"
"Sounds great!"
We talked for quite a while and eventually, I asked where he was staying
and he said that right now he was staying in his car since he was
putting everything in to getting started. I offered him my spare
bedroom. He ended up following me to my house. He was rather pleased
with it. I told him that I was living with someone when I bought it, but
she left me. He said that was sad.
He said, "My folks used to live almost right behind you."
"Oh, really?"
"Yeah, I grew up there. They both passed away a little over a year ago,"
he said.
"I'm sorry to hear that," I answered.
"Their car was hit by a semi. At least it was quick," he said sadly.
"You didn't keep the house?" I asked.
"No, it was in their will. We had to sell it and split the proceeds
between me and my sister Julie and my share is tied up in this
venture," he replied.
"Nothing ventured nothing gained?" I asked lightheartedly and we
chuckled.
"Yeah, something like that," he said, finally.
We went to bed and in the morning we began preparations to get started.
I kept working nights at the station for a while until we got the office
space and he sold his first dozen property. Then I quit my job and went
to work at the office fulltime. He handled reception and phones since
they were sales opportunities. I only did that when he was out of the
office as I did my prep to get my agents license. I mostly handled the
financials, computer system and website services. My office was in the
back kind of by itself and I liked it that way.
A couple of weeks after I went full time Bob said he had a treat. He had
a remote. He pointed it down the hall and suddenly music filled my
office. He said that it was supposed to be relaxing to help ease stress.
I told him that I thought it was cool. The days continued and I
eventually got my real estate agent's license, but this meant that now I
also did closing paperwork and increased my commissions.
As time went on I began to notice odd little things I was doing. I
seemed to be eating a lot of salads with light dressing. I grabbed a
diet coke one time by mistake and now I seemed to prefer it. I also
noticed that when women came into the office or I was out and about, I
would watch them intently. Not sexually, but how they acted, what they
said and how they said it. I watched the difference between when they
spoke to a man, a woman, or a child. It was as though I was filing it
all away or something.
I asked Bob what the music was that we listened to in the office and he
said it was called easy listening for relaxation. I asked him to get me
a copy of the music we played in the office since I was really beginning
to enjoy it. There were ten CD's in all and before I knew it I was
listening to them all the time, at work and at home. In fact, I listened
to it so much, Bob got sick of it at home and asked me to use
headphones.
Then almost a year after we started the agency, I began to feel fat. I
don't know what it was, but I just felt like I needed to loose weight.
Also about this time, I began to feel as though I were too tall. Light
switches seemed to be too low on the wall. I started falling into chairs
because I seemed to think they were taller. I would look up to high when
talking to people, even Bob. I would look to where I thought their eye
would be and found myself looking over their heads. That would last for
a couple of days and then everything seemed normal. Then a week or so
later it would happen again. When I looked in the mirror, I thought I
looked pretty skinny, but it felt right to me. Everything in the mirror
would look too tall and not really at the same time. I couldn't figure
it out. When I asked Bob, he said that he had no idea.
A couple of weeks later, it seemed to change. I felt that everything and
everyone should be taller and I felt like I should be wider, well at
least my hips. I would have trouble walking for a day or two and would
trip over my own feet and then I was fine. Again, it would happen a few
days later and after a day or two I would walk without a problem. Around
that time, I would also misjudge distances with my arms. I would reach
for something and miss it a couple of times before I had to turn and
look right at it to pick it up. After a day or two it would also stop
and then happen a few days later. My clothing seemed to be getting too
big for me and I started getting chaffed in places from the extra
material rubbing against my body and I had begun wearing two pairs of
socks because my shoes were getting loose on my feet and rubbing
blisters on the back of my heels.
At different times I thought I saw Bob watching me, but when I looked at
him he was looking elsewhere. I wondered if I was going nuts or
something. Bob continued to say he didn't notice anything out of place
about me.
There was also something weird with my penis and testicles. They felt
huge to me and seemed to always get in my way when I moved. I started
scrutinizing them every night. I slowly began to notice that they seemed
to be getting smaller but I wasn't sure what to do about it and I was
afraid to tell anyone about it. I kept telling myself. "It's probably
just be my imagination."
I couldn't understand what could be causing the changes. The music I was
listening to came to mind among other things, but Bob was listening to
the same music that I was and he didn't seem to be changing. None of the
other things I had thought of appeared to be the cause either.
It suddenly began to feel normal to sit to pee and a Saturday morning
not long after that I found that I needed to sit to pee. I had been
trying to deny what was happening in my crotch until my penis and
testicles all but disappeared. There was no denying it now. My testes
seemed to have pulled back up inside my body along with my scrotum and
my penis was so small that standing no longer was an option. It was only
about a half an inch long, the weight of my scrotum pulled it into a
downward angle and it was turning pink. In fact, it was almost beginning
to look like Tina's clitoris and my scrotum kind of looked like the pink
lips that stuck out a girl's pussy.
When I discovered this I was startled out of my complacency and I tore
my clothes off one night and stood in front of the mirror. It was only
then that I realized just how thin my body hair had become. I had
noticed that I was loosing a little in the shower for the past couple of
weeks, but now I could tell that there wasn't a trace below my neck.
Even after a couple of days, my facial hair, which was slowly lightening
over the past few weeks, was extremely fine and nearly transparent. With
the way my penis had shrunk and positioned itself it looked like I had a
slit. I looked for all the world like a little girl below the waist.
Below the waist? Who was I trying to kid. My whole body looked like an
adolescent girl on the verge of puberty.
My hips were wide and my waist was narrow, my chest, shoulders, arms,
legs and neck had shrunk and now looked feminine. My face was softer and
my brows thinner. My lips and eyes looked bigger while my nose looked
smaller. Even my nipples looked like little kid's nipples that are the
same color as their skin, only mine were slightly puffy. My hair that I
kept forgetting to get cut was now as long as it had been when I dressed
as a girl. That reminded me about the girl clothes in my other closet. I
thought about trying them on, but right now I was scared. For some
reason it looked like I was turning into a girl.
I put my bathrobe on and went down the hall and knocked on Bob's door.
He opened it and stared at me for several seconds before saying. "Brian?
What's wrong with you?"
"I don't know man," I said, the worry in my voice made it raise a little
and made me sound like a girl. "It looks like I am turning into a girl."
"What?" he exclaimed. "That's not possible. Is it?"
"I don't know..." I trailed off. "Look!" I said and I opened my
bathrobe.
I watched him as he slowly looked down my body and then back up to my
face and said, "Dude! This is unreal. Can I get a better look?" I just
nodded timidly and headed back to my room with Bob following me. I
realized that I could feel my butt cheeks jiggling as I walked.
In my room, I took off the robe and he sat on the bed and looked me over
while he had me slowly turn around. He stopped me and looked at my
crotch. He got real close and then leaned back a little. "Can I touch
it?" He asked.
"Sure, I guess," I said.
He reached out and split my "lips" and looked at my tiny penis, then he
turned me around and squeezed my ass cheeks a little. He had me lay on
the bed on my back and spread my legs. And looked between them. The skin
around my dick stayed kind of firm looking like a closed vagina. He open
the folds again and looked and probed inside with a finger and said,
"Well, you don't have a vagina, but it looks like you do. Not only that,
the rest of your body looks like a female." As he said that, he touched
my tiny penis and I jumped. I felt like a pleasant electric jolt. "You
okay?" He asked and I nodded as I drew in a sharp breath.
I was shaking and I said, "Man, I've been shrinking too. My shoes are
sloppy and my clothes are baggy. I'm getting chaffed by my clothes and
my shoes have worn a blister on my heels... I don't know what to do."
He had me stand up again and said, "Yep, you're shorter than before.
Hold on a minute." He left and came back with a tape measure and a
pencil. "Stand against the door frame." I did, and he marked where the
top of my head was with the pencil. "Okay." I stepped forward and he
measured from the ground and announced. "Five foot, four inches."
"Five-four? "I asked. "That means I've lost about six inches. "Damn Bob!
What should I do?"
"Well, first I would say, you should call a doctor. Then you should
probably find something that fits you better," he suggested.
The only things I have here that might fit are some things that Tina
left, but they are women's clothes..." I said cautiously remembering the
last episode with those clothes.
He thought for a moment and said, "Well, if they'll fit so what? Unless
you'd rather run around naked..."
"No!" I replied. I went to the closed and pulled out the women's
clothing I had worn about two years ago. I opened the box and started
taking the things out and placing them on the bed while Bob just stared
at me. "What?" I asked.
"Nothing, it's just that... Well, a woman empties a box the way you are
doing it. A man would just dump it out. Maybe the changes are more than
just physical?" he said defensively.
I stopped what I was doing and looked at myself. He was right, I hadn't
really thought of that. I wondered how girly I was acting now. "Hmm, I
guess you're right. Wow."
He continued to watch me as I found a less feminine pair of panties to
wear and slid them up my legs. I pulled them into place and thought.
"Wow, they fit much better."
"What?" Bob asked.
Oh Shit! I had said that out loud I had to think of a quick cover. "They
fit better than my boxers."
"Oh. Given your new shape, I would guess so," he replied.
Good save! He didn't catch it. I never told him about my three weeks of
cross dressing and I wasn't sure I wanted him to know. Of course, the
least feminine thing in the box was the pink crop top and the clam
diggers. I added the sandals that matched. He didn't act as though he
noticed that I knew it was a matched outfit, or perhaps he just put it
up to my acting girly. I glanced in the mirror and noticed it looked
even better on me than it did the last time.
We went downstairs for me to call the doctor and in this outfit. Again I
could really feel my hips shake and my butt jiggle. He followed me down
the steps and I swear he was watching my ass, but I couldn't say for
sure. I took an odd sense of pride that he might be checking me out. I
think I should have been slightly disturbed at that, but I wasn't.
I called the doctor's office and the receptionist told me she could get
me in in a week. Bob told me I could take the week off if I wanted, but
I said that it wouldn't be necessary. Then he asked if I wanted to go
eat and pick up some more panties since they seemed to fit better.
"Like this?" I asked, gesturing to myself.
"Why not? What better way to go buy women's underwear? Otherwise you
might look like a pervert or something... Well okay, maybe not, but..."
he reasoned.
"Yeah, but what if someone recognizes me?" I asked.
"Trust me, no one will," he said and I did trust him.
Still I resisted. "Bob..." I whined. "I don't want to go out as a girl."
He just gave me a stern look and said, "Come on, lets go." He took my
hand and led me to the door.
"Wait!" I said and tried to pull my hand out of his grasp.
"No, we need to do this so you are coming." He still had that stern tone
in his voice.
"If I'm going to go out in public like this, I need a little more
work..." I said as I gestured to my obviously flat chest.
"What do you suggest?" His tone softened a little.
"I... Uh... Well..." I was flustered so I just blurted it out. "Look
Bob, I've done this before."
"Huh?' He paused. "You have?"
I looked at the ground and noticed I was kind of twisting my foot back
and forth the way Tina did when she was nervous. "Yeah, that's why Tina
left me. I don't know why, I kind of became obsessed with this bikini
she had bought and before I knew it, I had shaved my body, made myself
look feminine and was prancing around in it. I fell asleep like that and
she came home from work and found me. The next day, I tried to undo what
I had done but I had done too good of a job to be undone in a single
day. While I was out, I was mistaken for a girl and ended up having to
wait three weeks before I could pass as a man again. In the mean time I
tried out dressing like a woman with the help of some things Tina gave
me. Now if I am going to out in public as a woman again, I'll have to
look the part. The make up is probably not safe to use anymore it's been
up there for nearly two years and I don't know how long Tina had it
before that, I can use the falsies and fix my hair."
"Oh," was all he said and let go.
I went up to my room more than a little embarrassed at what I had just
confessed to Bob. I kind of wondered what he would think about me now.
Maybe he would think I wanted this to happen, or that I somehow caused
it. I guessed I would just have to wait until he thought it through to
see what he had to say. This made me a little worried because I realized
that with that information he might freak out and leave like Tina did.
The truth is, I needed him. With my body making such a drastic change
that I can't believe I hadn't fully noticed before now. I knew I needed
him to lean on and be strong for me. I hoped he could be there for me.
In my room I dug out the falsies and took off my top. I put new adhesive
on the backs on them and positioned each one on my chest and slipped my
top back on. I looked in the mirror and it blew me away. I looked much
better than I did the last time even with my hair in shambles. I thought
that it looked almost like I had just spent the night having wild sex
with my boyfriend and it made me giggle. I caught myself and just shook
my head. I brushed out my hair and parted it in the middle which I
already knew made it look more feminine. Then I took the earrings and
dipped them in peroxide and pushed them into the marks on my earlobes
left from when they were pierced before. Now in the mirror, I looked
cute and realized that no one would suspect that anything other than
what I appeared to be. A woman.
I walked down the steps and caught sight of Bob. He just stared at me
for a long time. I nervously twisted my foot and began twirling my hair
with my finger. Finally, I asked him. "Well?"
"Um... Uh..." he stammered and then, "My! I can't believe it. You look
pretty." I was waiting for good, but it didn't follow.
I looked at the ground and giggled I didn't know what else to say so I
softly said, "Thank you."
He looked me up and down for several more seconds, then said, "Are you
ready Stacy?
"Stacy?"
He glanced at me and said, "Well you don't look much like Brian do you?
Besides, you look like a Stacy. It just sort of fits."
I thought about it a moment and replied, "I guess it's Stacy for now."
He opened the door for me and we walked out to his car. He opened the
passenger door for me and walked to the driver's side and got in. "You
seem nervous?" he asked.
"A little."
"Understandable, but it seems like you have more on your mind," he
pressed.
"Uh... I guess so..." I said as I looked out the window.
"I noticed that you pierced your ears," he added.
"Yeah, they were pierced before." I confessed.
"They look pretty," he commented.
"Thank you..." I knew what was going on. It was the 800 pound gorilla
sitting between us only this one was pink. The one neither of wants to
start talking about, but needs to be discussed. I didn't want to talk
about my revelation to him or how he felt about it because I was afraid
of what he might say, but I needed to know. ' Knowing is better than
guessing.' I told myself. ' at least I know where we stand.' I turned
this over in my mind for a few more minutes and said, "Bob, I'm sorry if
my confession frightened you..."
He was quiet for a couple of minutes and it scared me, but then he said,
"It didn't. I guess it just kind of startled me. I mean, it was such a
private and personal thing to admit to someone else."
"It doesn't freak you out that I have done this before?" I said bluntly
look straight at him.
"After what you showed me this morning, it would take more than that to
freak me out..." He glanced over at me and added. "I'm sorry, I know you
couldn't help it, you needed to tell someone and it's not like you meant
for this to happen..."
"Yeah, I didn't. I mean, I don't want you to think that because I
dressed like a girl before that I did this to my self. I mean not
consciously. The last time I dressed this way, it was kind of a fluke. I
didn't mean for it to happen it just sort of did and then I figured
since already looked like a girl why not try it out while I had the
chance. It was fun, but as soon as I could pass as a man again, I packed
the girly things away and planned to never touch them again. I don't
know why I kept them, I guess I did just in case. But I never wanted
anything like this to happen."
"I know," he said sincerely. He was quiet for a couple of minutes. When
he stopped at a red light he turned at looked me. When I returned his
gaze, he looked right into my eyes and quietly asked. "Would you like to
try it out again? Maybe even take it a little further?"
"Further?" I asked.
He answered by putting his arm around me and drawing me close to him. I
didn't resist. When my mouth reached his, he pushed his tongue between
my lips and I yielded to him. As his tongue entered my mouth I felt a
tingle rush from lips to my nipples and then down to what was left of my
penis. I wanted this! I couldn't believe it, but I did. It was like the
fulfillment of my fantasies. I put my arms around him as he brought his
other arm up to embrace me. Passion exuded like a heavy mist and
permeated through the car. I began to feel my toes involuntarily flexing
when suddenly a horn sounded and shattered the mood. We pulled apart and
stared straight ahead embarrassed to be caught having such a private
moment in public like that and Bob pulled away from the light.
As he drove, I unfastened my seatbelt and slid close up against him and
fastened the center belt around my waist. He put his arm around me and I
nestled into his chest. "Yes." I paused still basking in the euphoria of
our kiss. "I would definitely like to try further."
He kissed my forehead and I giggled.
"Let's really do you up?" he asked.
"Okay," I replied dreamily as Bob lightly rubbed my cheek. I thought
about it and was kind of thrilled at the prospect of going all out being
a girl.
First we went to a fast food place for a quick breakfast. The girl took
Bob's order and then looked at me and said, "What can I get you, miss?"
I loved it! We got our food and Bob put his arm around me as we walked
to the table. Then he waited for me to sit down before he sat. It was
cute.
While we were eating, a little boy who looked about two came right up to
me and said, "Hi, I'm Timmy."
I looked down at him and said, "Hi Timmy, I'm Stacy."
He giggled and ran away. I looked in the direction he was running and
saw a woman who must have been his mother sitting a table away from us.
She said, "Hi, he's such a little lady killer. He flirts with every
pretty girl he sees."
I blushed and Bob snickered. "Oh, thank you." He ran up to me and said
hi a couple more times while we ate. I know I blushed every time he did
it. When we stood to leave he said, "Bye-bye, Stacy." A funny idea
struck me and bent down and kissed his cheek and he turned red.
Bob said, "Oh, found yourself a new boyfriend Stacy?"
I said, "Uh-huh." And he turned even redder and ran away and hid behind
his mother. We looked at each other and giggled as she gave me a wink.
Then Bob took my hand and we walked back out to his car. I was reveling
in my new little game.
Bob drove us to the mall and we spent most of the day going from shop to
shop as I tried on everything from underwear out and more. I got new
nightwear and some new jewelry. I ended up in the same salon where I had
been mistaken as a girl the first time. The same stylist trimmed my hair
and kept commenting on how pretty I looked. I also went to the same
department store for make up, but the saleslady that made me up the
first time was no longer there. Bob also took me to a nail salon where I
was treated to acrylic finger nails along with a manicure and a
pedicure. I felt wonderful as I was pampered and waited on all day.
We stopped at a place in the mall for a light lunch and continued
shopping. I won't even tell you how much we spent, but I had a whole
new, if not limited, wardrobe. I was also a little surprised at how well
Bob seemed to be handling all this. I was having a blast playing my part
and perhaps a little more of my girly feelings I seemed to exhibit
earlier this morning. Bob seemed to be enjoying this as much as I was.
After we got home and Bob helped me put everything away in my "girl"
closet, he suggested that it would be nice to go out for an upscale
supper. He headed downstairs and I got to work on getting into a little
black dress, a garter belt with black seemed stockings and black high
heeled sandals. As I was getting dressed, it occurred to me that I
should be more freaked out by all this and it seemed odd that I wasn't.
I chalked it up to being two years with out companionship.
When I walked down the steps, Bob's jaw dropped as he saw me. "What?" I
asked.
"You're beautiful," he said and I giggled. "I mean it!" he said
defensively.
"Thank you." I blushed yet again and added, "You look handsome." And he
did look great in his suit.
"Thank you," he said with a nod. "Shall we go, M' Lady?" With that he
offered me his arm. I took my small matching purse with my right hand
and slipped my left arm into his and he led me out the door into the
night.
We went to a nice restaurant with a lounge and a dance floor. The food
was great, all though, I don't remember much of it as I was too
intoxicated with the wine but mostly the emotions I was feeling. After
dinner, he asked me to dance and I graciously accepted. I let him lead
me around the dance floor. This was an entirely new experience for me
and I seemed to take to it like a duck to water. He kissed me several
times while we danced and each one was like a surge of electricity. They
were like pleasure spikes in my aroused euphoria at being in public and
on a date with a man, but not just any man. I was out with Bob, whom I
already have feelings for and now they were becoming more intense.
I wanted to continue dancing like this for ever, but Bob told me it was
getting late and we needed to go. I let him lead me to the car with his
hand in the small of my back. I reveled in the sound of the click-clack
of my high heels on the cement and knowing that it was the sound of me
walking. He opened the door for me and I sat and swung my legs in and
then slid into the middle of the seat and buckled up while he walked
around and got in the car. When he pulled on to the street, he put his
arm around my shoulders and I rubbed his thigh. I think we both had the
same thing in mind, carrying things to their apparent conclusion.
We pulled into the drive and he helped me into the house and drew the
drapes as I put some soft music on. We continued to dance as we seduced
each other. We took our time, our actions were deliberate with a sense
of purpose. By the third song my dress was lying on couch in a heap
along with his shirt coat and tie and pants. We massaged each other as
we danced and he took particular fondness with my ass.
As he played with my ass, he pulled me tightly against him and I could
feel the contrast between us. His body was hard and mine was soft. His
skin felt course while mine felt smooth. Even with me in heels, he was
tall and I was short. I could even smell the difference in our scents.
He smelled masculine and I smelled feminine. I felt his stiffening
penis, while my diminished penis didn't even twitch. This all aroused
me, but it did not focus in my crotch as it used to. It was more like
every nerve ending in my whole body was hyper-aware. We continued to
kiss as well.
He reached into the front of my panties and touched what was left of my
penis and I bucked my hips slightly as it was now extremely sensitive.
That was all it took to bring me to climax and I nearly lost my balance,
but he held me up. It wasn't nearly as intense as I had been used to and
I felt my cum just sort of dribble out rather than shoot like before. I
also found that it didn't end my arousal like it used to. It left me
wanting more. So, I reached down the front of his boxers and touched his
penis. It was the first one I had ever touched that wasn't mine. It felt
so different to me. It was about the same size mine had been and it felt
extremely warm. Suddenly, an idea hit me and on impulse I went with it
and slowly dropped to my knees causing Bob's hand to slip out of my damp
panties. I pulled his boxers down as I lowered myself and found I was
staring straight at the tip of his penis. Before I could think about
what I was doing, I sensuously took in into my mouth.
The magnitude of what I was doing hit me. Regardless of what I looked
like, I was a man and here I was on my knees in a bra, panties, garter
belt, nylons and heels with another man's penis in my mouth. Rather than
disgusting me, it turn my arousal up a notch. I was submitting to a man
like a woman.
I licked and sucked him for several more minutes until I could feel him
pulse in my mouth and knew he was about to climax. I let his penis slip
out of my mouth and said in a breathy voice that sounded like a bitch in
heat. "Take me Bobby. Make me a woman... Make me your woman." I didn't
know exactly where that had come from, but I liked it. At that moment I
wanted nothing more than for Bob to make me his woman.
He needed no other prompting. He gently guided me to lay on my back on
the soft carpet and pulled my panties off, leaving me in my bra,
garters, nylons, and heels. Then he lifted my legs and slowly entered
into the only place I had for him down there. I felt him gently
penetrate me for the first time. The feeling was intense as he finally
slid it all inside of me and then began to pump back and forth. He
stared into my eyes and I into his as he slowly pumped in and out of me,
occasionally stretching down to kiss me with long lingering kisses. I
knew we weren't just having sex. There was more to this, much more. He
was making love to me soft and sweet and I was returning the love as I
slowly moved my hips to meet his thrusts.
I felt him begin to quicken his pace slightly and I knew he was close. I
met his thrusts as we worked together for his climax. He leaned down and
kissed as I felt him explode inside me. At the same time, I shuddered as
I felt my own intense climax rock my body.
"I love you," he said and then looked startled that he had said it.
I looked up at him, smiled and said, "Stacy." He looked confused so I
added. "I love you, Stacy."
He smiled and said softly, "I love you, Stacy."
"I love you to, Robert."
As we lay in the afterglow I though about it. It was incredible, I had
never experienced anything like this before and I have had more than one
other partner in my life. I decided right than, that I would do all that
I could to keep this treasure I had found. I would be Bob's doting lover
as long as he would have me. It didn't bother me that it meant I would
have to be a woman to do it either. I was really enjoying that anyway
and even when the novelty wore off, I was sure I could keep it up as
long as this would be part of my life.
He laid down on top of me and slid his arms under my shoulders as his
hand cradled my head and kissed me again. We laid there on the floor,
breathing hard and I could feel him softening inside me, but he was
still there. As we lay there touching and rubbing each other as we
recovered, he began to stiffen again and soon he was back up and
thrusting inside me again. This time it was even more sensuous as our
arousal slowly built up to a crescendo once again. We continued like
this into the wee hours.
I woke to find my ass nestled against Bob's crotch and his arms around
me. I thought about it and quickly decided that I liked waking up this
way. I laid there in his arms enjoying the comfort of being wrapped in
his embrace when he began to nuzzle my ear and kissing my neck.
Then he softly asked, "Are you awake?"
I said, "M-hum." I felt his penis in the crack of my ass and it only
took him a moment to find the mark and we were at it again.
Afterwards, I got up and went upstairs and took a shower, re-attached my
falsies and dressed in a pair of stretch pants and a t-shirt. I came
back downstairs and cooked him breakfast while he showered. I got a
thrill from cooking my man breakfast.
Later, I packed us a lunch and Bob took me to a near by lake and we
hiked a little. I liked looking down to see my pink and white sneakers
on the trail while we walked hand in hand. We talked about the same
kinds of stuff we normally did, but it was somehow different. We seemed
to view things more like a couple than roommates. That night, we shared
my double bed. We decided not to fully move Bob into my room at this
point but that seemed to be a real probability in the near future.
On Monday morning, I wore a skirt suit to the office and found it a
little different to drive in a skirt and heels. Bob and I drove separate
cars to the office since we occasionally had run separate errands and he
still hated the CD's I liked listening to. I noticed that as the day
wore on, I seemed to move more naturally in my skirt and heels. In fact,
it seemed as though I was walking, sitting, typing, and writing more
femininely and sexily. It was subtle, barely noticeable, but I could
tell. I also seemed to feel more comfortable wearing a skirt, heels,
bra, panties, and pantyhose. Even late into the afternoon, when I saw my
reflection in one of the two decorative mirrors, I had to stop a moment
and check myself out. I would also scoot my chair back from my desk and
check out my legs in nylon. Each time I would feel a thrill shoot
through me that was a combination of fear of discovery and arousal that
I was being a woman.
I also caught Bob checking me out several times and once or twice he
would gab my ass or feel my legs as I walked by. This only added to my
sense of arousal and by the time we got home, I was ready to go. Bob
needed no encouragement as he was on me as soon as he closed the door,
only this time he striped me completely and sucked my tiny nipples and
fingered my tiny penis as he made love to me in the rear and kissed and
nuzzled the back of my neck.
When we were finished, I picked up my things and took them to my room. I
asked Bob what he wanted for dinner and he said, "You in nothing but
your heels." So, I donned my heels and made him pot roast in the buff. I
found it erotic to be an object of lust and Bob seemed to really be
enjoying the show.
We ate dinner and I cleared the table, Bob picked me up and put me on
it. Then he laid me back and spread my legs and began licking my
"pussy". It felt wonderful. He licked me until I climaxed, but he didn't
stop and soon I had another and another. Finally, he stood up and
unzipped his pants. I knew what he was going to do, but I had another
idea and scrambled onto the floor on my knees and took his hard shaft
into my mouth. I licked and sucked until he exploded in my mouth and I
struggled to swallow it all. It was my first taste of male cum and all
though it wasn't the best tasting stuff I've ever had, I could get used
to it. Giving a blow job, made me feel cheap and that turned me on
After we got cleaned up, I went up and got dressed in stretch pants and
a sports bra and took off my heels, I really loved showing off my flat
crotch. When I came back downstairs, Bob was on line. I motioned me over
and I saw he was on some fetish store's website. He pointed to a pair of
high heeled shoes that made the wearer walk on the tip of their toes and
each one had a little built in lock on them. The caption under the photo
said they were locking ballet shoes.
He said, "How about serving me dinner in those?"
I thought about what had just happened earlier and smiled. "If you buy
'em, I'll wear 'em," I dared. I had never seen them before, but inside I
thrilled at the thought of wearing such shoes.
"Oh yeah? How long?" he asked in an amused tone that hinted excitement.
"Obviously as long as you want, Lover," I said with a wink and pointed
to the lock. I watched him click buy and felt a tingle of excitement run
through me. Then we walked to the living room to watch television.
Tuesday and Wednesday found me in shorter skirts and higher heels, but
were otherwise similar to Monday. On Thursday, I went to the doctor. The
nurse looked a little shocked when I, looking obviously like a woman,
answered to the name Brian S. but lead me back to intake anyway. I was
glad that I happened to be the only one in the waiting room at the
moment, having been the last one called before lunch.
She took my vitals, height, weight, pulse, and blood pressure and noted
them in my chart. She asked me why I wanted to see the doctor and I told
her that for some reason I was turning into a woman. She looked at me
and then looked at my chart.
She said, "Normally, I would think it was all in your head, but given
the vast difference in your body since the last time you were here, I
share your concern. You've lost about sixty pounds and about six inches
in height. You bone structure also appears to be proportionate meaning
that it looks like the rest of your bones have shrunk to match your
height, as least for a woman. I see that you have taken to dressing like
a woman."
"Well, these clothes seem to be more comfortable now. There have also
been some other changes in my life since this started to make me glad it
is happening, but I am still worried about possible side effects and I
am confused as to why it is happening," I told her.
"Hmm. I can understand that," she said, handing me a gown. "I think Dr.
Johns is going to want to see all of you." She showed me to an exam room
and closed the door as she left. I took off my clothes and donned the
gown and sat on the exam table.
A short time later, Dr. Johns came in and looked at me and said, "Hmm,
what do we have here?"
I told him about everything I had noticed about my body changing and
added what Bob said he had noticed about changes in my mind as well. He
said he would have a look.
He had me take the gown off and looked me over and noted that my I had
no body hair at all. I didn't even have follicles. He mentioned that it
looked as though I had the bone structure of a young girl on the verge
of puberty. He poked and prodded a little more and even had me lay on my
back with my feet in the stirrups and poked around my crotch. He noted
that I appeared to have labia majora and labia minora and said it looked
like a complete vulva with a swollen clitoris, but no vagina as of yet.
I asked him what he meant and he said that he didn't know just how far
this would go and that I might end up a fully functioning woman. He was
clearly amazed. He felt my hips and had me stand up with my back to him
and bed forward. He wrote some notes in my file. He had me put the gown
back on and took be down the hall for an ultra sound.
Finally, we sat back in the exam room and he told me that at this point,
he had no idea as to why I seemed to be changing sex. He went on to say
that it was clear that was what seemed to be happening. He said that he