Mrs. Braithwaite, Part III.
by Geneva
After meeting an old friend and surviving an attack, a witch
reevaluates her way of life and her place in her coven.
This is a following story to "Mrs. Braithwaite, part II". Although it
will stand on its own, it might be advisable to read "Mrs. Braithwaite,
part II" for background. While this story has a transgender component,
it is only one of the themes.
Brian Errol drove carefully away from the scene, keeping below the
speed limits and being careful with his signals. It would not do to get
the attention of the police. Still, he had left the woman tied up and
it should be hours before the alarm was raised. Being a salesman, had
good reasons for travelling that way anyway, and all the time he was
with the woman he had worn a mask. There was no way he could be
recognised. He had been careful too not to get any blood on him. He
began whistling. Now was the intriguing challenging part, selecting
another victim. That would take the same amount of careful planning.
......................
It was Sue, looking out of the kitchen window, who noticed it first, a
small dark green sports car coming up the path from the main road.
"Martha," she called, "Visitors!"
Martha put down her papers and looked out of the window at the view
over the valley. She sighed. It was a fine summer afternoon and the air
was clear. "Bother," she muttered. She had been concentrating on an
analysis of a company for her investments and now the thread of her
thought was broken. Actually, she really did not appreciate visitors at
any time. She, Sue and Dora were self- sufficient and preferred
visitors, if at all, to have made arrangements well in advance. Being
witches, and their way of life, they were careful to avoid any possible
risks. It was vital to keep the coven and its activities secret.
She squinted into the sun from the front door as the car, a small MG,
drove into the yard and stopped in front of the door. The driver's face
was in shadow at first, but then as a young woman got out of the car,
Martha's heart leaped with recognition. She flung open the door and
hurried to her visitor. There was a moment's hesitation then both women
embraced.
"Simone," Martha cried, "What a surprise! Oh, it's so nice to see you."
She stood back to look at her visitor. The girl was a real beauty, with
a classic oval shaped face, high cheek bones, a pert nose and a clear
brow . The girl's figure was slim, but nicely curved. The breeze caught
her long dark gleaming hair, and blue eyes sparkled under fine arched
brows and long lashes. Her lips were full and appealing. Martha studied
her visitor, approving of what she saw. The girl had a stunning
appearance, enhanced with good grooming and a light makeup.
"Well, Mrs. Braithwaite, how are you?' Simone laughed. "I should say
Martha."
"Let me see you." Martha looked at Simone's clothing with approval. She
was not elaborately dressed, just a light coat, open over a pale blue
jumper and a grey knee length skirt, tan stockings and medium heeled
black shoes. The material of her clothes looked as if it was good
quality. She carried herself well, her head up and her shoulders back.
"Oh, you look so good. It's such a long time since we saw you. How are
things with you and I see you have a car?"
Simone laughed. "Oh, not really. The car is actually my boyfriend's. I
borrowed it for the day, but yes, I'm well and getting on fine."
"A boyfriend! He must like you well to loan you his car. You must tell
me more about him, but first, how have you been? How are your studies?
It was science, wasn't it?"
"Yes, botany actually. I'm getting on well and enjoying it."
"But do come along inside. Ah look, here's Sue."
Sue's face also lit up at the visitor. She smoothed the front of her
apron and hesitated. "Dear me, Simone, you surprised me. I was just
getting stuff ready for tonight's tea, and here I am in my apron."
"Never mind that, Sue. It's so nice to see you again," and Simone
embraced her too.
"Eh, ye do look well, Simone, but it's been too long since we've seen
ye, lass."
"Yes, I'm sorry, I've been so busy. I intended to come back to see you
after my first year at university, but I had to rush off to a summer
job, then the next year of university was on me, and then I began to
imagine you'd be offended that I hadn't contacted you, and so on. Last
year I met this boy and well, we've been seeing a lot of each other.
But I made up my mind, now that I am going into my finishing year to
come to see you. Sorry, I should have written to you to warn you or
telephoned you."
"However, " Simone bit her lip, "I was wondering too if you would want
to see me, in case it reminded you of some things better forgotten."
She gave a slight grimace, then a faint, almost apologetic smile.
A slight chill passed through Martha's heart, but, "come along into the
conservatory," she said, and ushered Simone through the hallway into
the room at the back.
Simone went to stand at the window looking out over the valley. " I
always loved this view. You can see so far on a day like this. The
moors are so lovely in the sunshine. I always remember the day when you
offered to let me stay with you here. I was just a....lad." Simone had
hesitated at the last word." It was here in this room."
"I'll get something to drink," said Sue. "Tea or coffee, Simone?"
"Coffee, please," said Simone, "with milk only."
"Black for me," said Martha.
"I'll just have tea for meself," said Sue." I can never understand how
you can drink the likes of that stuff!"
Martha indulged her with a faint smile.
"Where's Dora?" asked Simone.
"Off doing some errands, I'm not sure how long she will be. Now,
Simone, you must tell me what has been happening with you. You know, I
am awfully glad you came back to see us. I wondered if you had decided
to break contact with us after what happened."
"Well, after I left here to start university, I had to work pretty
hard. And it took some adjustment too, over months, being with girls my
own age. After all, I didn't have the same lot of memories growing up
female as they all had. Then there were the boys. You had warned me
that my looks would attract men and I did. Also, I liked them. I had to
do some fairly fast learning how to behave with men and I nearly got
burned."
"I knew I was pretty and with my looks I would never have been short of
dates. I was luckier than most girls. I could afford to be very
selective about who I went out with, but when it started to interfere
with my studies I got much more selective." She grinned. "I'm sorry,
Martha, that sounds very conceited, but some I just didn't trust."
"Eventually I met this boy, well man. He's called Alan Bain. He is a
science student too, in geology, and just starting a Ph.D. We have been
seeing each other for a few months."
Sue had returned with coffee and a tray of biscuits, and offered them
to the others.
"Thank you, Sue," said Martha. Simone?" she hesitated, "I have to ask
you, It has been on my mind for a long time, and first I must apologize
once yet again. Our coven put you through some terrible trauma. Do you
forgive us?"
Simone looked directly at Martha, and thought for a few seconds.
Then she reached out to embrace Martha. At last Simone pulled out a
handkerchief and wiped her nose. She spoke slowly, finding the words.
"When that head witch of your coven, Dierde, punished me-I was just a
lad really-castrated me, then used that spell on me and changed me from
Simon, a young man into that horrible ugly female, I was bewildered and
overwhelmed. It was if I had no bearings left."
"It was so unfair, to be mutilated, humiliated and given an ugly female
body, just for a boy's idle curiosity. Yes, I know I spied on you in
your coven meeting, but that fiend Dierdre was truly evil. Those first
days I thought of killing myself, then I remember consoling myself by
trying to plan a terrible revenge on you, her, and all of the coven,
but I felt so helpless. The coven seemed so all-powerful, so that I
could only endure. Since then I must have put much of the torment into
the recesses of my mind so that it almost seems like a bad dream. I do
remember a few words of Sue's in the depth of my torment that gave me
hope that it would not last forever."
" I also had the small hope that if I worked to get the favour of the
coven I might be restored. Later, as time went on, I took a small
satisfaction in enduring Dierdre's scorn and impositions, seeing how
angry I made her."
"Then, when Dierdre was killed, and you used that second spell to
transform me to as I am now, I was so pleased, as if a spell, well, it
actually was a spell, had been lifted. But then you later admitted how
you had deliberately used me in your scheming to overthrow Dierdre and
replace her with ... What was her name?"
" Our coven's new head is Persea," said Martha.
Simone continued. " I felt betrayed, but it seemed to matter less as
you had all become so kind to me again. You helped me to find my way
again, encouraged me and that is what I remember most. I found the new
female body that you gave me, the one I have now, so pleasant to be in.
I feel graceful, elegant and lucky. You gave me beauty. I know too I
feel and think as a girl does, so the transformation was effective. I
have no wish at all to become again the young man I was. I am glad to
have a boyfriend to love me. I can hardly imagine being a man now."
"Sorry, Martha, I am rambling on a bit, but to answer your question,
yes, I forgive you. But there is one thing that puzzles me. The first
spell that Dierdre put on me, to make me into that hag, obviously
affected only me. Yet the spell that you later used on me to make me
beautiful, which you told me could make a man into a beautiful woman,
and even make a born woman more beautiful, that one affected everybody
who heard it. Why is that?"
"I don't know," said Martha. "The spells have some sounds that are
similar, which makes me think they came from the same ancient language,
but there are obviously some other sounds that lead to different
effects. I never told you, but I used the spell once on a young German
lad who had been mutilated in the war. He, or rather now she, is a
beautiful woman too. I did hear she is now married and a mother."
Simone blushed slightly. "Then you will also be interested to know as
well, in my first year at university, I started to have periods. Now
they come regularly, monthly, so, despite my ... castration and the two
transformations, I seem to be a normal woman. Maybe I can have a family
in the future."
Martha felt an enormous load had been lifted from her." Oh, I am so
relieved, Simone. I wondered if that would be possible after you were
mutilated, if you would ever get ovaries forming. The magic of the
spell must be powerful. I had always felt guilty that you might
possibly never have any children."
Something undefined crossed her mind, but she shook it off. "So, what
of the future, Simone?"
"Well, finish my degree, and if my marks allow it I wouldn't mind doing
a further degree like boyfriend. Alan, is a Ph.D, student, going into
his first year. He is studying geology, actually looking at the
stratigraphy, that's what he calls the rock layers, up on the moor
close to here. I like him very much and I think he likes me. We'll see
how things go."
"You're fond of him?" Martha saw it was so. The young woman's eyes were
shining.
"I see a question in your eyes, Martha. I should say that I like it
when I am close to him. I like it when we kiss and hold each other. I
like it when he holds and caresses me, but I can tell you, I am still a
virgin. I want to finish university so I have to be careful."
Martha flushed. "I did not intend to ask, and it is none of my
business, but thank you for letting me know."
"Is Alan from these parts?" asked Sue.
"Yes and no. Actually he was born in Scotland but when he was about
sixteen his family moved here."
Martha's mouth involuntarily curled in distaste. She had had bad
experiences of Scots. She remembered that a supervisor of Albert, her
former husband, had been a Scot. A small, argumentative, stubborn man,
he had made Albert's life a misery until he had been transferred to
another section. One of her early investment councillors, also a Scot,
had been so brusque she had soon dropped him.
"Now, Simone, What about tonight? Would you like to stay here?"
"No, actually I had better be on my way soon. I have to be back in town
tonight."
"You're not going out of here, me lass, without a bite to eat, "said
Sue.
"All right, Sue, I remember how good your cooking tasted."
"I must say ye're looking very smart, Simone," said Sue.
Simone smiled and looked at Martha. "Well, a lot of it's due to Martha.
I tried to copy you in my style of dress. You always looked so elegant
and smart."
Martha gave a small bow. "Glad to have been of service."
"Tell me," asked Simone, "or maybe I shouldn't ask, are you all still
involved with the coven?"
Martha was interupted by the sound of the door opening and Dora bustled
down the hall. "Whose is the car? It's blocking the bloody way." Then
as Dora peered at the visitor, and recognition dawned, she bellowed,
"Simone, well I'll be .." and the women embraced. "Oh, you do look
well, let me see you. Oh so smart!"
" Nice to see you again, Dora," said Simone.
Martha nodded her head slowly "Yes, Simone, to answer you, all of us
here are still in the coven. You know that after Dierdre was killed,
Persea became the head, and I became her deputy. It's still the same.
Yes we still meet every month, right here. We have a few new members,
and some of the older ones have died, so there are about the same
number. We are doing quite well. We help each other and with the upturn
in the economy we are comfortable. That old ice cream shop, where I
discovered the book with the spell that changed you from that hag into
the pretty girl that you are now, I sold to a development company for
quite a profit."
"Any idea yet how the spell book came to be there?"
"No, I have made some enquiries, and it was owned by an Italian family.
I found that one was interned in the war, but I have not been able to
trace any of the others. The explanations of the spells were in German,
but I have no idea what the language of the actual spells is, even if
it was a language at all. I'd need a language expert, but even showing
the spells to one might be dangerous for him, or her."
A thought struck Martha. "You haven't divulged our secrets have you?"
"No," said Simone hastily. "Never. You warned me not to, or I might be
returned to that horrible body."
"And that still holds," said Martha. "I like you, Simone, and I still
have a lot to make up to you, but I am serious. I would not endanger
the coven."
"How did you find being with girls your own age?" asked Dora. " You
were a bit isolated here, and before Martha's spell you would have only
known about boys' things. I'm not counting the time you were under that
spell of Dierdre's. That was not typical, by any means. "
"Yes, I had a bit to learn, but I watched and copied some of the things
the other girls did and spoke about. Evenso, they made a bit of fun of
me at first as I often said something inappropriate, but I learned
fast. My clothes were a bit different too. I tended to copy your
styles, Martha, but they were a bit more formal and conservative than
younger women's-Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to imply you are that much
older than me."
Martha gave a faint smile. "I know what you mean."
"But anyway, as I got more confidence I saw that you also had good
taste. Your outfits were, and still are, " Simone looked at Martha,
"smart and fashionable, but not faddy, and you taught me to buy
quality, so it shows." Simone blushed slightly. "Remember when, after
you used your spell, you took me to get some clothes, and first you
took me to that underwear shop. I think it was called Charlotte's, to
get some girdles. Anyway, I still wear them. I still buy my underwear
there. Some of the other girls in my digs made fun of me at first, but
I got my own back when they began asking my advice about them."
"Didn't you resent it, becoming a woman and then having to wear things
like girdles?"
Simone shrugged. "Not really. I just accepted it as part of the package
of being female. That warm spell last year was a bit uncomfortable, but
if I had been still a man I would have been wearing long trousers and
maybe a woollen jacket. Being a woman, I was able to wear a light
summer dress and I felt comfortable, even with a girdle and stockings.
A bra too. I have a firm bust so I suppose I don't really need to wear
one yet, but I like the supported feeling and after all it's just a
part of women's dress. My rite of passage, you might say." Simone
looked at Martha. "But that is a strange question. You are a woman. Do
you ever resent the clothing you wear?"
"No, but I was born female. I grew up as a girl, and being treated as
one."
Simone grinned. "Then I suppose it shows how much I am a woman mentally
as well as physically. By the way, along with that spell you gave me to
make me as I am, you gave me another. You said it would temper my
enthusiasm for men. I think there was a flaw in it. In fact I like men
very much."
Martha laughed. "Oh no, there was nothing wrong with the spell. That
was just how women feel naturally. How else would the human race carry
on? If women didn't, there would be few children conceived." Just then
again, a hint of something flickered through Martha's mind.
Over tea the women reminisced about past times, pleasant and
unpleasant, and it was over an hour later when Simone stood up, "It's
been great seeing you all again, but I really must go now. Alan will be
thinking I have run off with his car."
"Lovely to see you again," said Martha. "Promise you will come back
soon?"
"Certainly, it's been lovely seeing you all again."
The women all embraced again.
.............
Brian had his eyes on her for some weeks now. He first noticed her
graceful figure and pretty face outside a student cafeteria near his
work. He liked the way she moved, the sway of her young hips, the
pertness of her breasts. The next day she was there again for lunch and
he studied her more. She was the type he liked. He watched her chatting
animatedly with other students. He even found out her name, Simone,
when she and group of female students were laughing together. Once he
tried to get her in conversation but she rebuffed him, the snooty
bitch. Still, that meant his revenge would be sweeter. Who did she
think she was? Yet she was deliberately leading him on. He knew it by
the way she walked and moved her hips in a what must be a deliberate
tease. How dare she! She stared coldly at him when he tried to speak to
her again. So he would make her sorry. Or maybe she was really asking
for it.
One day he followed her after she got out of a class, getting on the
same bus, sitting some seats behind her, the better to study her and
find out where she lived. To keep from arousing her suspicions, he got
off the bus a stop after hers, but hurried back to see her going up a
residential street. Carefully he followed her, keeping about a couple
of hundred yards behind. She turned into house and he surmised she must
be live there as a student boarder.
He walked past the house, not too slowly, just enough to take in the
lie of the land. It was a villa style, and he supposed the girl would
have an upstairs room. He gritted her teeth. No doubt she was already
thinking of new ways to tease men. But he'd see about that.
Damn! That was her peering out from a window. She had seen him!
After that, it appeared as if she was not around. She no longer
frequented the cafeteria or any of the usual student places where she
had been.
At last, some months later, he had a stroke of luck. He saw her with a
man, obviously a student too, judging by the university scarf.
Jealously he saw him give her a kiss, then she got in a small green MG.
The young man waved as she drove off.
At the time he was in his own car , a Morris Minor, and a hunch he
followed her. Who knows, she might stop by the road somewheres in a
lay-by. That would be a possible time to take her. The traffic was not
too heavy and she was heading out of the city. The road soon began
climbing up to the moor.
Just up into the moors the car turned off into a small road leading up
to what seemed to be a farmhouse. He watched as it disappeared behind a
building. Now that looked interesting. A farmhouse, and isolated. Would
there be women there? Maybe....
.............
It's nice of you to come for a visit again, Simone," said Martha. "It
must be the best part of a year since you were here last. How are your
studies going this year?" She and Simone were sitting in the
conservatory. Simone had phoned Martha that she had some news. "Oh,
have you had your exams yet?"
Simone gave a large smile. "Yes, and I came to tell you that I passed,
with second class honours. I think I just missed a first, but I'm happy
enough. The graduation ceremony is in three weeks and I'm going to
start on a Ph.D in the autumn. "
"Wonderful. I'm so proud of you." cried Martha,
"Anyway, one of my reasons for being here, I was wondering if you,
Martha, and Sue and Dora would like to come to the ceremony. You are
the closest thing I have to relatives."
"We would be delighted," said Martha. "That is very thoughtful of you.
I have never been to a graduation before. "
"And anyway, I have something else to tell you, my main piece of news,"
said Simone. "See!" She held up her left hand. A ring sparkled on her
third finger.
Martha squealed this time and hugged Simone again. "Let me see your
ring. Oh, it is so pretty." The ring was a ruby, flanked by two
diamonds. "Alan will be a lucky man. So, Simone, have you made any
wedding plans yet?"
"In about three months, just before I start the Ph.D work. That's when
my grant money starts. Yes, I know it's fairly short notice, but it
will be a small wedding. Alan has a few relatives, but I have none.
You, Sue and Dora are the closest I have to relatives. So, would like
to come to my wedding? Of course," she added hastily, "we'll send you
proper invitations."
"I'd be honoured to come, Simone," Martha said. She looked at Sue, who
nodded her head vigourously. "Simone, you'll make a lovely bride, I'm
sure. A sudden thought struck Martha. "What kind of wedding will it
be?" She had a sudden premonition that something was going to greatly
affect her.
"It will be a church wedding. Actually," Simone reddened slightly,
"Alan's grandfather is a Presbyterian minister in Glasgow. He wants to
perform the ceremony."
Martha took another shiver. She did not like the sound at all of a
religious ceremony. "Is the wedding in Glasgow, then?" She was already
thinking about how she could gracefully decline the invitation.
"No, actually," Simone said, "He's arranged to use a church in the city
here. So now you will hardly have to travel much."
"Actually, Simone, It's very kind of you to invite us, but, as you
know, I am..." she hesitated, "a witch. It wouldn't be appropriate for
me to be in a church. Thank you, but I must decline your invitation."
"Oh, please, Martha," said Simone, "I know you used me in the past, but
you have been like a mother to me, in some ways. It's right that you
should be at my wedding."
"Oh, come on now, Martha, " said Sue. " You rarely go out. You see the
same people all the time. It doesn't matter if we don't hold with
religion. I'm going."
"So am I," said Dora.
Martha shut her eyes, trying to clarify make her visions, and feelings,
thoughts swirling in her mind. They were strong, but they did not feel
threatening.
"All right, all right, I will go. Thank you for the invitation, Simone.
Well then, I suppose we'd better start thinking about what we, " she
looked at Dora and Sue, "are going to wear. Maybe, Simone, we can see
you then when we are back in town doing some shopping. I'll let you
know and we can have coffee or something."
"How long will this Ph.D. take you, Simone," asked Dora. "And do you
think you will start a family soon?"
Simone laughed. "First things first. Yes, someday I would like to have
children, but I like doing science too. And I want to continue working,
so I think a family will have to wait." She shrugged ruefully. "I
suppose I'll have the usual female problems of balancing work and a
family."
"Well, don't wait too long," warned Martha. "A family would be a
precious thing." Then she caught herself and almost bit her lip. That
was exactly what she had done, given up a happy marriage and the chance
of children for joining a witches coven. Now she was living with two
other women, up on the isolation of Highfield farm, however comfortable
she had made it, so that she could better play her part in the coven
and look after her investments. She had felt guilty about Simone
perhaps not being able to have children through her own machinations,
yet here she was, denying herself a family.
"So, now you have an engagement ring it should warn other men off," she
laughed.
Simone bit her lip. "Some months ago an older man tried to get me to go
out with him but I thought he was a bit strange and I discouraged him.
I was interested in Alan only. Once I saw the man following me home so
I changed digs and changed where I ate and so on and lay as low as I
could. I wore my frumpiest clothes and deliberately let my hair grow
straggly. Alan didn't like it but I suppose it did my studies good."
...................
Down in the road below Brian was getting impatient. Then he noticed a
farm vehicle coming up the road and quickly he drove past it down the
hill, averting his face as they passed.
...................
Martha felt a pang pass through her and then a small shiver, of the
kind when she felt when she had an inkling of the future. She knew that
somehow the events of that day could affect her future. She shook her
head but the feeling remained. There was also a slight tinge of menace
in the air.
"You all right, Martha ?" asked Sue.
"Ye -es, " So Sue had felt a slight premonition too.
"No, Martha, something is up," said Sue. Simone too looked at her in
concern, But Martha just shook her head.
"Anyhow, I must get back to town," said Simone." so we'll meet for tea
or coffee sometime."
"I think we have a bit of shopping to do," observed Martha, after
Simone had left. "New outfits for all of us. Yes, I'm paying. No
objections! But also, we'll need to see about a wedding present. Any
suggestions?"
Later, in bed that night, Martha's troubled thoughts surfaced. "I told
Simone about desiring men, but here I am. I denied myself for years,
just so I could be part of a coven. And where will that lead me in
twenty years? An old crone alone here up on the moor, leaving nothing
of myself behind?"
.............
Brian had become familiar with the girl's schedule now, and watched as
she went into the cafe, and took a seat at one of the tables. He
followed her in, about five minutes later and watched her from behind a
newspaper. She ordered coffee when a waitress approached her. She
looked slightly preoccuppied. But then she stood up with a smile on her
face when an older woman made her way to her. They embraced as if they
were old friends.
Now this was interesting! He watched as the women chatted for quite a
while. They even ordered small pieces of cake to eat with their coffee
and he had to spin out his own order too while they talked. He
especially studied the older woman. She was older than the girl but
still a looker. A pretty face, and she had kept her figure. Nice legs
too, in their tan stockings, set off by her high heels. Her clothes
looked conservative, but he could see the quality and style. Obviously
she was well off.
At last the women were finished. The older one paid for their order,
despite the younger one's protests, and they walked slowly out into the
street as if in a discussion. He followed quietly at a good distance.
At last they stopped at a car, a Rover, and the older one pulled out
car keys from her handbag. He just had the feeling she would be worth
following. He had noticed she wore neither engagement nor wedding ring,
so she wouldn't have a man around. Now, she might be worth following.
He wondered if he would have enough time, and hurried back to his own
car, arriving back just in time to see the girl walking away, and the
Rover driving off. He followed the car through the city, keeping about
a hundred yards behind, then as the city thinned out and the traffic
slackened he kept further back, just enough to keep her in view. "Ah,
he exclaimed. "I think I know where you're going." The car was headed
up into the moors, and eventually he saw it turn into the long road
that led up to the old farmhouse. He drove past slowly. It was too far
to see and he'd need to get closer.
................
Dora was driving. "Martha," she said as they turned in to Highfield, "I
think we had someone following us. I don't know if the driver is lost
or what, but he seemed to be looking at this place as we came in. "
"Oh, maybe just a sightseer," said Martha, but she had that prickly
feeling again.
..................
He cruised down the hill back to the village. Down at the bottom of the
hill there was a small village with one small shop. Above the door it
said, SYKES, GROCERY.
"Now, I wonder?"he thought.
A small bell tinkled above the door as he pushed it open. "Yes, sir,
can I help you," asked a portly man as he looked up from some papers.
"Yes, I was out for a drive, and got thirsty," he said in his most
affable voice. " What soft drinks do you have.?"
"We have bottles of lemonade or orange crush?. Would you like any of
these, sir?"
"Yes, the lemonade, and while I'm at it, some biscuits."
He handed over a ten shilling note and waited for change.
"Nice day for a drive, is't it, sir?"
"Yes, it is, " and taking his cue, "It's pretty scenery here, so
different from down in the valleys."
"Yes, and the air's cleaner here too. Not from these parts are you,
sir?"
"No I was just out for a drive. Tell me, I was driving up the hill and
I saw a pretty farm house tucked at the end of a road. It looked well
looked after. Whose house is that?"
"Oh, that would be Mrs. Braithwaite's place. Yes, she's been there some
years now. Keeps to herself, but drops in occasionally. There was a
woman had this shop before me. She died and Mrs. Braithwaite took in
her son. He was orphaned, you see. You know, I haven't seen Simon for
ages. I wonder how he's getting on."
"Did you say Simon?"
"Yes, but there were nothing simple about him. Clever young chap.
Wonder what he's doing now."
"Oh well, I'll be on my way. Thanks."
"Simon, Simone? He knew that the girl's name was Simone. Was there a
connection?
..............
The day of the graduation, Martha Sue and Dora were up early and out of
the farmhouse door by nine. It was a pleasant drive down to the city.
Dora was driving and Martha sat in the front with her, Sue in the back
seat making comments on the scenery.
At the graduation hall , the women presented their tickets and were
directed to a balcony. None had ever been at a graduation before and
even Martha had a sense of awe at the crowd and the surroundings. "Can
you see Simone?" whispered Sue.
Martha studied her programme and looked down. "It's all a sea of
coloured gowns and hoods. They all look much the same from up here.
But, oh look. See that third pillar on the left? Then ten in from that.
I am sure that is Simone." Indeed it was and they all clapped
enthusiastically as Simone's name was called and she approached the
podium. Martha felt a surge of vicarious pride in the the bright and
beautiful young woman's success.
The ceremony over, they rushed outside. "Just fancy," said Sue, tutting
happily as they walked back into the sunlight, "Our Simone! What a
day!"
"Look, I think that is her over there." Dora pointed.
Simone came to meet them a big smile on her face. "Simone, oh
congratulations," and the three women hugged her.
Just then a young man approached, his head slightly tilted as he
studied the four of them. "Congratulations Simone." Then he kissed her
on her mouth.
"Alan," said Simone, "these are the three special ladies I want you to
meet. These are the ones I lived with for some years. This is Mrs.
Braithwaite."
"Call me Martha," she said. "How are you, Alan? We are so thrilled for
Simone. She took his hand but "No, that's not enough," she said, and
embraced him. "Sorry Alan, I know we've just met, but that was a
wonderful surprise about the engagement. Thank you for the wedding
invitation."
"How do you do, Martha. I have heard a lot about you."
Alan dutifully shook hands with the two other women when introduced.
Martha felt more pride at the love in the young couple. She studied the
young man. Yes, he was good looking and carried himself well. He was
neatly dressed in a dark suit, a white shirt and a university tie. She
noted that his shoes were well polished. However she thought grimly
that Alan had not heard the half of Simone's history. She also winced
inwardly at Alan's accent. It reminded her of Albert's former boss.
Still, he seemed like a pleasant young man.
"So what are you doing now, Simone?" asked Martha.
"Uh, I don't know. Alan and I were going to have dinner this evening.
He has a meeting this afternoon."
"Well, I tell you Simone, and Alan, would you mind if I took you out?
For lunch, the five of us, or," she suddenly wondered if Simone and
Alan wanted to be alone. "Oh, or do you have other plans? Please, I
don't want to affect other arrangements."
Simone shook her head. "We had nothing planned. Oh, that is very
generous, Martha, but it is an imposition."
Alan took charge. "Martha, I have heard so much about you and Sue and
Dora. Simone and I would be very pleased to accept your invitation."
The lunch was a great success. Martha watched the young couple as they
interacted. Yes, he was a nice lad. Too bad about the accent, but....
He looked like he was sensible too, and obviously very fond of Simone.
"Thank you for lunch, Martha," said Simone.
..............
He had spent an hour surveying the farmhouse from the road, but there
did not appear to be anyone around. He started down the hill. In doing
so he passed a Rover with a female driver. Damn, he did not want to be
seen. Maybe he could spy on them another way.
...............
"Now, I wonder who that was," said Dora. "I'm sure that was the car
that was around just a few weeks back. It's not a local person. There's
only farms on the road above us and it wasn't any of them."
Martha had been studying the financial paper in the back. She shrugged,
"Oh, probably someone out for a drive. It's a nice day." And yet, she
felt a prickle of apprehension. She did not like coincidences. She had
better start thinking about precautions. She turned to look through the
back window but the other car was out of sight.
Later that summer, in August, Martha and Dora entered the church,
Martha at least, with some trepidation. All of these years back she
herself had been married in a Church of England in her village in
Cornwall, but as she began to be aware of her powers her attendance had
dropped off, and after she had joined the coven it had ceased entirely.
She would have preferred to sit at the back of the church unnoticed,
but the usher took her, Dora and Sue almost to the very front.
Sue at least did not notice the discrepancy and lustily sang at the
hymns. Martha merely mouthed the words, feeling very uncomfortable, but
she watched happily as the couple made their vows and exchanged rings.
She felt a lump in her throat and Sue was sniffling at her side. She
hoped they would not wait too long to have a family.
She was all too relieved when the ceremony was over and they followed
the newly-weds outside. Martha watched affectionately as the couple
kissed and photographs were taken. However, she managed to avoid being
in the group picture of the guests. She watched and listened to the
other guests. Judging by the accents, it seemed as if there were quite
a number of Scots.
The wedding reception was actually a sit down dinner. From a
conversation with their table companion it appeared that Alan's father,
a businessman, was paying for the wedding reception.
After dinner and the toasts, Martha was amused to see the floor cleared
for dancing, and no sooner had the couple done their obligatory waltz
than the band started dance music. Then after a few dances, the beat
suddenly changed, and she vaguely recognised it as Scottish music. Many
of Alan's relatives immediately got up to dance, even the elderly
minister.
Martha watched the dancers with amusement. It seemed so vigorous and
uninhibited, yet with a formalism too. The music was toetapping and she
found herself enjoying the spectacle.Then the dancers finished and
bowed to each other.
Now the style of the music changed back to the more usual dances, tunes
and rhythms of the popular dance bands. She began tapping her foot to
the music again. She thought back to the days when she and Albert had
been married.
"Would you like to dance?"
She looked up to see a tall thin man looking at her. "I beg your
pardon? I'm sorry. What did you say? " she asked, coming out of her
reverie.
"I asked if you would like to dance. It looks like you know this music.
You wouldn't be so familiar with the previous stuff. That's something
we Scots keep to ourselves. We don't want to let out our secrets to the
rest of the world."
Martha laughed at the statement and almost automatically rose. With a
pang she remembered that she had not danced for years although she had
liked dancing. "Dash it," she thought. "Can I remember how to dance?"
She smiled inwardly too. The naked gyrations of her witch's dance were
hardly in the same category.
" You seem amused by something," he said.
Martha shook her head and deliberately cleared her mind. "No, just that
it's a long time since I danced."
"Then let's see if I can remedy that. By the way, I'm James Bain," the
man said, taking her hand before she could protest and leading her to
the dance floor. She had intended to decline his invitation but she had
been slightly flustered. "I saw you sitting, looking lonely, and as I
was too, I thought we should get aquainted. Oh yes, I'm an uncle of the
groom. His father is my oldest brother." James had a Scottish accent
too, and sounded quite educated. He put his right hand round her waist,
took her right hand in his left and expertly joined the dancers on the
floor. Soon she found her rhythm and began to relax.
"First, James, I was not lonely, but anyway, I'm Martha Braithwaite,"
she replied. "Simone, the bride, lived with me for some years after her
mother died."
"Yes, I had heard she had been orphaned. So you live in Yorkshire. Yet
your accent isn't quite right for Yorkshire."
"I'm from Cornwall originally. My ex-husband was from Yorkshire and I
moved there when we married. He had a job in Leeds." The music swirled
on. Her partner was a good dancer and she felt comfortable in his arms.
Nevertheless, the feeling was unsettling too. It had been years since
she had been so close to a man. There was a mannish smell about him,
not in the least unpleasant, but still different from the feminine
smells she had been used to for years.
"And what do you do, James?" she asked.
"I'm a doctor, in rural Peeblesshire. I used to work in Glasgow but
after my wife died I wanted a change."
" How long has she been dead?"
" Janet died almost five years ago. Breast cancer."
" I'm sorry. Do you have any children?"
" No, we wanted to wait a bit, and then when she was diagnosed, well,
it was unwise to have children."
They danced silently for a minute. "Quite a difference from Glasgow to
the Peebleshire countryside. Isn't it a bit isolated?" asked Martha.
"Depends where you are. I live just outside Peebles itself and it has
almost everything I need," he protested. "It's a small town, but it's
close to Edinburgh if I want a change. It hasn't been unpleasant. There
are beautiful areas and no traffic to speak of, well, not nearly as
much as Glasgow anyway. I heard you live up on the moors out of Leeds.
Don't you find that isolated?"
"Again, it's a pretty area and I prefer being away from the city. It
suits my way of life."
"What do you do, Martha?"
She thought, "Well James, I am a witch. I cast spells and meet in a
coven and dance naked around a magic stone every full moon." But she
only said, "I'm a kind of investor, speculator, if you wish."
His hand felt strong, dry and warm. Her own hand felt small in it. His
right arm was tight round her waist and occasionally lifted to the
small of her back as he guided her. She knew he would be feeling her
bra through the thin fabric of her dress. Too, occasionally her hips
and thighs brushed against his, adding to the unsettling tingling
feeling.
She found him easy to talk to, and began to enjoy herself. She knew she
had been away from the company of men too long. She had met few men
regularly, except in the course of her business transactions, Her
solicitor was a dry old stick and her broker was small, round and fat.
When the music stopped they clapped and James walked with her back to
her table. "Thank you Martha, I enjoyed that. Now, unfortunately I have
some duties to do. I had better go and ask my sisters and sister's-in-
law to dance or I'll never hear the end of it. Thank you again."
She smiled her thanks and turned to face Sue and Dora. Sue was looking
at her in amusement, but Dora looked more worried.
"Martha," Dora said slowly, "maybe you should be careful."
"About what, "she said, pretending innocence.
"You know that men are not compatible with our way of life."
"She shrugged nonchalantly, "It was just a man. He asked me to dance
and I did. It means nothing." But she kept her hands clenched to keep
them from shaking. She had a touch of that slightly tingling feeling
indicating that somehow that the events of the day would affect her
life.
Sue was also looking at her levelly, but saying nothing.
Martha experienced a strange mixture of relief and disappointment when
James seemed caught up in dutiful dances with his, so it appeared,
numerous female relatives. Then at the end, after Simone and Alan had
departed for a brief honeymoon, the guests all sang "Auld Lang Syne"
and Martha, Dora and Sue joined in, she caught sight of James looking
at her across the circle. He smiled back to her.
Two weeks later the telephone rang and Martha answered. "Hello, is that
Martha Braithwaite? It's James Bain. I met you at Simone and Alan's
wedding. I'm in Derby at a meeting and as I'll be starting to drive
back home tomorrow evening, I thought of you. Would you like to have
dinner with me, in Leeds ?"
She knew she should refuse, but she had felt unsettled since the
wedding. "James, it's nice to hear from you again. Yes, dinner would be
lovely. Thank you very much, but what time would be suitable?"
"Perhaps seven? Can I pick you up?"
"Damn it,"she thought. "I haven't played this game for years. Am I
being too available?" But she gathered her thoughts. "Oh James, you
don't know where I live, and it would be too complicated give
directions. Suppose I meet you at the restaurant? Which one is it?"
"Actually, Martha, I hoped you would suggest one. I don't know Leeds
very well. I tell you, how about that one just across from the church
where Simone and Alan were married?"
"You know how to get there?"
"Yes, then I'll see you there tomorrow evening? I'll phone to get a
reservation."
Off the phone, Martha shut her eyes tightly. "I should not have done
that," she muttered. How would she explain to Sue and Dora? She seemed
to be flustered around this James Bain. She sighed. She really should
have declined, but the die was now cast.
The next day she set off, to cautious looks from Dora and Sue as she
checked her appearance one last time in the mirror. She had thought of
lying to them, but they would have known. That was the trouble with all
being witches. They knew each other too well.
................
He had not seen the girl for weeks. It was as if she had dropped off
the face of the Earth, so he decided to make other plans. Maybe he
would investigate that farmhouse up on the moor. That older woman
looked as if she could offer something. To be absolutely sure, he took
another road around the other side of the moor. By the map it looked as
if it was about three miles across to Highfield. The road was deserted
as he pulled on his boots and an anorak. In his pack were the
binoculars and a flask of tea and some sandwiches, in his pocket a
compass and a map.
The going was tough at first. He was barely over the stone wall at the
side of the road when he was in marsh until he reached the higher
ground, and there were the patches of bracken and heather to negotiate.
It was over two hours before he breasted the hill above the valley and
saw Highfield to the right. His directions had been slightly out.
Lying in the bracken, he watched through his binoculars. He noted the
additions to the back, not visible from the road, a large room with
clerestory windows and, on one side with a view over the valley, a
conservatory. He focussed the binoculars and studied it. There were
occasional faint flickers of movement behind the glass in the
conservatory and at one time a woman stepped out into the yard. She
looked older. He saw the Rover leave with one woman in it, the one who
seemed to be the owner, but all through that day there was no further
action, other than the oldish woman coming out briefly into the garden.
It looked like she was cutting some flowers and vegetables. Towards
evening the car had not returned and then, until dusk and the lights
were turned off, there was nothing. No other cars arrived and he
decided that what he had seen before was some special meeting. There
had been no sign of a dog either. He could plan his move.
............
James was waiting outside the restaurant as Martha arrived. His face
lit up. He took her hand and lightly kissed her cheek. "It's nice to
see you again. How have you been, Martha?"
Her cheek felt tingling. "Very well, James and you.? How is work in the
wilds of Scotland?"
"Can't complain. It's the usual quota of births, deaths and accidents,
and the scenery makes it worthwhile. Now, shall we go in? I'm hungry."
It was years since she had been taken to dinner by a man. Her ex-
husband Albert had rarely been able to afford it. Since her divorce she
had eaten out occasionally, but only with Dora in the days before the
coven's meetings were fixed at Highfield and they had traveled to other
parts.
More and more, as they made their way through starters, entree and
dessert, she found she was enjoying herself, as she had not done for a
long time. James was an attentive and amusing companion, but did not
monopolize the conversation and she found herself in friendly banter
with him. She even found herself talking easily of at least some parts
of her life. He had some questions about Highfield, but he obviously
did not suspect anything out of the ordinary.
Then, at one point he put his hand over hers to make point and she felt
a thrill. She shook her feeling off, and the conversation continued
easily until James looked at his watch. "Well, that was very nice.
Shall we go?"
"Where are you staying, James?"
"At that hotel, just over the way there. There's a bar downstairs. Uh,
would you like a drink, Martha?"
She hesitated."Yes please. But I will only have a small sherry. I have
to drive home. It's less than an hour home, but I don't want to be too
late."
As they left he took her hand, and self consciously she accompanied him
out the door.
As it turned out, she had two sherries. She was attracted to this man,
and wanted more of him. She reached a decision, excused herself
briefly, and made a telephone call to home.
He was looking at his watch when she returned. "Well, Martha, thank you
for a lovely evening, but I shouldn't detain you longer. It's now
almost ten and it will be dark soon. I'm sorry I kept you so long. It's
been delightful but I know you will want to get home." He hesitated.
"Do you think I could see you again sometime when I am down?"
Martha had a frisson and swallowed. The critical point was on her.
"James," she took his hand and squeezed it. "Show me your room."
He tried to take her hand again but instead she hooked her arm round
his, like a long married couple, and without speaking, they left the
bar. He looked at her as they climbed the stair and gave her a smile.
She looked at him too and returned a faint smile, trying to quell her
thumping heart and tense stomach. They had barely closed the door in
his room when he bent to kiss her. She kissed back tentatively, then
strongly and finally agressively. She gasped as he embraced her.
"Just a minute," said Martha. "Let me take off my jacket."
James removed his too, but quicker than she, and as she laid hers on a
chair he embraced her from the rear, circling his arms round her waist
and nuzzling the nape of her neck. Then his hands were cupping her
breasts. She put one hand on his to caress him, then lifted her other
up behind her to hold his head. One of his hands slid to her waist, and
ran down to press her belly. Then both hands were behind her and she
felt the zipper of her dress being pulled all the way down. Soon her
dress was being slid off her shoulders, sliding to her waist ,and
falling to the floor at her feet.
Now in her white lacy slip, she turned to face him. She raised her lips
to kiss him, her hands sliding down his tie then unbuttoning his shirt
and pulling it off him. He ran his fingers under the straps of her
slip, then slid them off her shoulders.
"Uh-uh," she whispered. "It pulls over my head," and he obliged her.
Then it too fell to the floor beside her. She shook her hair free from
its bun. She had a sudden feeling of embarassment. "My God, what am I
doing," she thought. "What will he think of me wearing a girdle?" but
she was reassured by the tender look in his eyes. She let her body act
on its own and she undid his belt and slid his trousers down.
"You are very beautiful, Martha," he whispered, easing her bra straps
off her shoulders and kissing the tops of her breasts. Deftly he lifted
her and laid her on the bed. His hands slid to her thighs and she felt
him lightly stroke the bare strips of skin between her stocking tops
and the edge of her girdle, then his fingers were under her suspenders,
back then front, and she felt the slight release of tension as he
unhooked her stockings and slid the fine fabric down her legs. She felt
goose pimples as his hands stroked her thighs.
She lifted slightly to allow him to unhook the back closure on her bra,
and then the straps were sliding down her arms, the cups were off her
and she was exposed to him. Her nipples hardened as he kissed each in
turn. Exquisite feelings ran up and down her spine. At last he slid
down the zipper on her girdle and with a gentle tug pulled it from her
hips.
"Sorry about the girdle," she whispered, but he held his finger to her
lips.
"What's to be sorry for? You look very feminine and elegant, and I am
flattered you dressed up for me. You have great taste."
He kissed her again, but she raised herself to a sitting position and
tugged down his underclothing. In the dim light she saw the shadowy
shape of his erection and she knew she was moist and ready for him.
"Be easy with me at first, James. It's been a long time for me. " She
parted her legs and allowed him to slowly push into her, gasping at
first with the pressure, then in relief as he began to thrust into her.
"God, how long has it been? How could I have rejected this?" she
thought as she squirmed and rotated her hips the better to allow him to
move into her. She dug her fingers into his back and pulled him as he
moved rhythmically in her. She felt her tension rising, building inside
her until all of her feeling were centered on that one spot. Time had
stopped for her. Nothing else existed, then she cried out as he burst
inside her.
She was only vaguely aware of him withdrawing, in a delicious half
asleep, half conscious state, then she passed into a dreamless sleep.
She awoke with a small feeling of disorientation until she realised
where she was. But she felt cozy and warm and satisfied, as she had not
felt for years. Then she was aware of him, cool now in the slight chill
of the morning air, slipping into bed again beside her. His hand was
round her breast again and she felt herself gently pulled until she was
nestled again into the curves and angles of his body. In a minute she
was asleep once more.
Some time later she became aware that he was awake. It was the bright
light of a summer morning through the sides of the curtains. She turned
to face him. "James, thank you. That was wonderful," she whispered.
"Thank you, Martha." He took her face in his hands and kissed her. His
face was bristly, even more than the night before, but she did not
mind. It was years since she had felt a man's stubble on her face.
"Oh dear," she said, " you'll have to be on your way soon. What is the
time?"
"It's about seven thirty. Time yet."
"Time for what?" but she knew the answer. He kissed her nipples then
worked down her body. She chuckled happily. "Enough foreplay. Get on
with it!" and she pulled him into her again.
Later, she hummed a little tune as she drove home. She felt a slight
ache, but pleasantly so. They had made love again, then washed and
taken a pleasant relaxed breakfast in the small hotel dining room.
Martha kept her hands out of sight when the waitress served them coffee
to hide her bare third finger. He had seen her to her car, kissed her
again and waved as she drove off.
"Can I see you again," he had asked, and she had smiled and nodded, but
now she would have to go home to face Dora and Sue. She wondered if
they were worrying about her.
She let herself into her house. Dora and Sue were in the kitchen, and
looked at her expectantly. She knew they would want an explanation, but
she was her own person, wasn't she? Yet they were all friends, had
lived together for years, and were all members of the coven, and had
endured much together.
"Hello Martha," said Sue. "Did you have a nice time?"
"Yes, and I spent the night with him, " she snapped. "Oh, I'm sorry.
You are my best friends, I shouldn't talk that way, and I know you are
concerned."
Sue and Dora looked at each other, then back at her. "Are you hungry?"
asked Sue.
"No thank you. We ate breakfast together."
"Martha?"asked Dora. "I know you don't owe us an explanation, yet we've
known each other for years. What is going on?"
" I don't really know," said Martha. "I feel dissatisfied somehow. It's
not about you. I think it's that I don't know now where I am going. I
like living here. You are not only my employees, you are my friends, my
coven sisters. I don't want to let you down, but I.... " She could not
explain.
"And what of the future?"
"I don't know. I feel changes coming, but whatever happens I hope, no,
I will make sure I will not hurt any of you."
"So how was it?' asked Sue, her eyes twinkling. "You know, Martha, I
loved being married and having a man about the house. My Fred and me
may not have had much money, but we were happy. When he died the bottom
fell out of my life, but I had my son to look after so life went on.
Then when my son left and I started to get these feelings and then you
contacted me, it was a new life, but I still miss being in a man's
arms. Ye're still a young woman. Ye look young anyway. It's normal you
should want a man in your life. If it was me wouldn't hesitate."
"Thank you, Sue," and they embraced.
Dora too embraced her. "All the best to you, Martha."
A week or two later Martha awoke, as she usually did, about seven. She
stretched and yawned. She squinted at the blinds and opened them to see
low clouds over the valley. "Oh well, another rainy day," she grumbled.
She'd wanted to do some gardening, but there were investment figures to
be gone over as well.
She frowned. Something was not quite right. She felt slightly
uncomfortable. She wondered if she had picked up some infection. Maybe
a nice long bath was what she needed. She ran the water, adding some of
her best scent, and laid gently in it. After soaking for a few minutes
she began to wash herself. Then with a shock she laid back in the bath,
frozen. Her nipples were tender! A thought had just struck her. She had
just realized her period was overdue. What if?
"Oh no, not another complication! No, it could not be. It shouldn't be!
" She shook her head to dismiss the thought. Yet as more days went on,
the symptoms increased and when she missed yet another period she knew
that she was pregnant. How could she tell Dora and Sue? Should she tell
James?
"Martha, is something wrong," asked Sue at tea .
She felt like bursting into tears. "Damn it, " she thought. She was
more emotional too. " Sue, maybe it's wrong, maybe it's right. You see,
I think I'm pregnant."
Dora dropped her knife. It clattered on her plate. Her mouth hung open
but Sue gave a slow smile. "Congratulations?"
Martha shook her head. "I don't know if I am pleased or not."
"It were James, weren't it ?" asked Sue.
"It has to be. I was with no other man."
"Now what?" asked Dora.
"Sue, Dora, you are my dear friends. I think I will tell James, but not
just now. But, maybe this is a trigger for it, I think it's time I
reevaluated my life. I have been thinking that I would give up
Highfield. and, if it is permitted, my place in the coven. I am well
off, and I will go away somewhere and have my child and raise it."
She looked at her friends' open mouths. "Yes, I know. What about you
both? If you want, you can come with me, or you can stay here. I will
give Highfield to the coven. Logically, Persea should stay here. We
have a coven meeting in two weeks and I can tell her then."
"Well, lots to think about, but first thing, Martha," said Sue, "You
should go to a doctor for an examination. You're nearly forty."
So Martha made an appointment with a doctor. Dora and Sue accompanied
her. When she came out she was shaking her head in disbelief. "He says
it might be twins."
"Oh my," said Sue, She grinned at Martha. "In for a penny, in for a
pound."
The next coven meeting was at the coming full moon and Martha
reluctantly decided to bite the bullet.
"Did I understand correctly?" said Persea. You want to leave our
coven?"
Martha felt herself quail beneath the older woman's scrutiny, but she
took a deep breath. "Yes, I do."
Persea stared at her in disbelief. "We have been friends for a long
time, but perhaps," she said slowly, "as this is serious, I should be
more formal. I will call you Sister Martha. What is the reason for
this?"
"Sister Persea, it is because there are many things, some ill defined,
just a feeling that I have let my life go in the wrong path. Yes, I
know, I have benefitted from the coven, but I have also contributed
much to the progress of the coven, even endured humiliation. I have
been honoured to be your deputy, but I think my life now must go in a
different direction."
"But what of Highfield? We have used it now for our meeting for many
years. What of Sisters Susan and Dora? Do they know about this?"
"As you know, we can sometimes view the future, and the closer and more
of us together the stronger is the power. I think Sue, I mean Sister
Susan, who is very perceptive, has an idea of what is in my mind. As
for Highfield, I am prepared to sign it over to the coven. Sisters
Susan and Dora could stay here as long as they wish, or they could go
with me if they wish, and if you permit. I am now quite well off. The
loss of Highfield would only slightly affect me."
Persea shook her head. "I am totally bewildered. I have no idea of what
to do. In the past, any suspicion of a coven member, and her death
would have resulted, I am sure. But I could not wish that on an old
friend. Where would you go? Have you any idea what you would do?"
Martha gave a rueful smile. "As I said, I would be secure financially,
but part of my future is no longer really in my own hands. It has been
decided by my own biology. You see, I am pregnant, with twins. They
will be born in about seven months."
"What !" Persea shouted, jumping to her feet. "How did this happen?"
"In the usual way, by a man. Honestly, I did not intend it, but I was
careless."
"Did he seduce you? We could punish him. We could take terrible
revenge."
"No, it was no seduction. It was completely mutual."
Persea shook her head and went to stare out the window. She shook her
head. "What a mess. You know, you could have an abortion."
Martha thought briefly to her book. It had a spell for abortions, but
she shook her head.
"Yes, I could, but I will not. Recently I met an old acquaintance
again, one that had in fact suffered at our hands. You remember Simone?
She was originally the boy Simon who I took in after his mother died
and who spied on our meeting. In revenge Dierdre castrated him and
transformed him into a hag we called Simone, but after Dierdre's death
I remedied the spell and made her into a beautiful woman. Well, I have
recently seen Simone. She has gone to university and graduated. Now she
is married and hopes eventually to have a family. Thinking of her made
me reevaluate my own life. If I stay in the coven," she said firmly,
"nothing of me will live on after I die. So I will have these children
and part of me will live on."
Persea frowned. "I will have to think about this. Perhaps it should be
discussed before the whole coven. This is very serious."
Martha shook her head. "I would prefer not to have the coven involved.
Some of them were greatly under Dierdre's influence. They know I had a
part in manoeuvring against her and may be still seeking revenge."
"I agree. Do you intend to have further contact with the father of of
your children to be? Do you think he will have a further part in your
life? Do you think you would marry him?"
"I don't know. He doesn't know he is to be a father and I'm not sure if
I will tell him. I like him as a person." She blushed slightly. "Yes, I
know we made love and I must have liked him then, but I mean on a
longer term basis. I feel he could be a loving and responsible husband,
but I have misgivings about myself and my ability to be a wife. I have
been my own mistress for years. No man has influenced my life for
years. It would be different to share my life now with a man and give
up my independence."
Persea shook her head. " I do not like it, but I think your mind is
made up, Martha. I will recommend to the coven that you be let go. That
you offered Highfield to it will be a major point in your favour. You
are my deputy. Who do you suggest for a replacement?"
"I think Sister Selena. She is young , energetic, has good ideas and is
level headed. There is something else you should be aware of, Persea,
apart from my affair. I should have mentioned it earlier," said Martha.
"You may have read about it in the papers. They found a woman up on the
moor, about ten miles north of here, a streetwalker. Fortunately she
was still alive, but any longer and she would have died. She was staked
out, spreadeagled, and her body was mutilated."
"In what way? How does this concern us?"
Martha looked grim. "Her nipples had been cut off, and a pentagram
carved on her belly. The rag papers got a hold of the story and
suggested either demonic rituals, or witchcraft, a satanic cult, you
name it. It's nonsense of course, but we should be careful. Maybe even
we should have the next coven meetings away from here."
"They haven't caught the culprit, obviously."
"No. Actually there have been other mutilations of women before. This
is the worst. Somebody who hates women. Unfortunately there seem to be
no clues as to cul