True Love
By Margaret Jeanette
Mary Simons was babysitting her fifteen year old brother. She was
seventeen and their parents were gone on another one of their
week-end retreats. They often took three-day week-ends. Her mother
told her to make sure to clean the house well while they were gone.
She was picking up the living room and wondering why she had to
do it all by herself. She wondered why Jimmy, her brother, didn't
have to help. All he did was sit in his room and play video games.
She thought he should be helping her. Her temper started to rise.
She decided to get him to help for a change.
"Come on, you can help me clean. My friend Becky is coming over
and I want to get it done!"
"Do I look like a girl? That's girls work! That's why you wear
dresses and skirts. Now leave me alone!"
Her temper flared. She was into gymnastics and all he did was sit
and play video games. She grabbed him and pulled him into her room.
He was no match for her strength. Soon she had him undressed and
into a training bra and panties. She got the slip over his head and
when she was putting one of her old dresses on him he started to
calm down. She got it on him and the back buttoned up.
"What do you think you are doing?"
"You said you don't look like a girl! Now you do and you are
going to help me! Here put these on or I'll give you a spanking
like the little girl you are!"
She handed him a pair of her white flats that were tight on
her feet. He put them on. She led him out into the kitchen and told
him to clean and put away the dirty dishes then clean the counters
and sweep and mop the floor.
He started to do what she said. He was mortified that he was
wearing a dress. He thought to himself that she was going to get
into trouble when he told his mother about what she'd done.
Mary finished the living room and saw he was doing the dishes as
she went to make up her bed. She got her bed made and gathered the
laundry and took it to the laundry room to start the washer. She
went to check that the living room looked just right when she saw
her best friend, Becky O'Donnell walking up the front sidewalk. She
rushed to open the door for her.
Becky asked what she was up to and she said she was just doing
some cleaning. She knew Becky was a bit of a tomboy but they got
along so well. She and Becky shared a love of gymnastics and
although Becky was a year younger they had so much in common.
Becky was a little pushy but they were friends and talked about
just everything.
They were heading for Mary's room when Becky saw Jimmy. She
didn't see his face and asked Mary who that was sweeping the floor.
She told her that was Jimmy and Becky asked why he was wearing a
dress.
Mary explained that he had refused to help so she made him help.
Becky said this could be fun but Mary didn't know what she was
talking about. After a bit of talking about the latest styles and
what they liked and disliked Mary said she was going to change out
of her cleaning clothes. Becky excused herself and left Mary to
change.
Jimmy had just finished the floor and was coming back from
putting everything away. He saw Becky standing there looking at
him. He blushed and looked at the floor.
"You look pretty in your dress."
"It's not my dress! Mary forced me into it!"
"Don't get angry. You really do look nice in it. I never noticed
before but you have kissing lips. All they need is a little
enhancement."
He looked at her with a blank look on his face. He had no idea
what she was talking about. She advanced on him and he just stood
without moving. She took ahold of his jaw and pinched his cheeks
and before he knew what was happening he was standing with the
reddest lips possible.
"Now you have real kissing lips. I can't resist them at all."
She took him and planted a kiss directly on his lips. He was
thunderstruck. He had never kissed or been kissed by a girl before.
They broke the kiss, then she kissed him again.
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"What did you say?"
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"I am a boy not a girl!"
"You look just like a girl. That's a pretty dress you have on and
didn't I feel a bra on you?"
"Yes, but I didn't put it on, Mary forced me to wear these
clothes."
"Then you didn't enjoy the kiss?"
"I enjoyed it. It was completely different. I don't know how I
feel."
She kissed him again and asked him if he would be her girlfriend.
He was all mixed up and answered he would. She kissed him, this
time forcing her tongue into his mouth. He was melting in her
arms.
She left him and went back to Mary's room. He stood there feeling
great and wondering if he had just been dreaming.
Five minutes later he went into Mary's room and asked her to
unbutton the back of the dress.
"Why don't you leave it on? I might come and say good-by when I
leave and I want you to look as pretty as you do now."
He didn't know why but he agreed to keep it on. He went back to
his room and suddenly decided to make up his bed and pick up his
room. Mary and Becky walked past and Mary couldn't believe he was
actually cleaning his room. She wondered if the dress had anything
to do with it.
She and Becky enjoyed a soda together and Becky said she didn't
know Jimmy was into dresses. Mary said he wasn't, that she had lost
her temper and forced him into the dress. Becky told her she
thought he looked cute in the dress. Becky said she had to go say
good-by to him and that she had to go home to feed the dogs. She
said she would be back in the afternoon. Mary said she had to go to
the store to get pizza for supper.
Becky went in to Jimmy and gave him another kiss, telling him he
had the most kissable lips she had ever seen. She said she would be
back and she expected her girlfriend to still be in a dress. She
gave him another coat of lipstick, then applied a long lasting
gloss to his lips. She told him not to damage his kissing lips and
left him sitting in a daze.
Becky left and Mary grabbed a sandwich and called Jimmy to have
one with her. He came out and she saw the lipstick. She laughed
and asked him where he got it. He told her Becky had put it on him.
She handed him a sandwich which he dug into.
He told her Becky kissed him and she asked if he liked it. He
said he did. He told her what Becky said about being back and
wanting her girlfriend in a dress. Mary thought this was too good
to pass up and told him she had the perfect dress for him.
They finished their sandwiches and he asked her to unbutton his
dress. She told she would if he would put on another one. He said
he didn't want to so she told him he could stay in that dress. He
could see this wasn't going to work so he agreed she could put a
different dress on him. He thought then he could get out of it
himself.
She unbuttoned the dress, then stuck a pair of socks in each cup
of the training bra, then put what was at one time her favorite
party dress on him. It was red velvet and had white bows trimming
it. It had a white lace trimmed collar and white lace trimmed cuffs
on the short sleeves. She buttoned up the back and knew he wasn't
going to get out of it. She told him the red matched his lipstick.
When she told him she was going to the store to get pizza for
supper he said to get the stuffed crust pepperoni one. She said it
would take her about forty-five minutes to walk there and back.
She was gone about five minutes when the doorbell rang. He looked
out and saw Becky standing there. He opened the door and she looked
him over and said he really got dolled up just for her. He said
Mary blackmailed him into it. She said sure she did, like she
didn't believe him. "My girlfriend put on her best dress just for
me. How sweet!"
She kissed him and he told her it was Mary's dress, not his. She
said he looked better in it than Mary did. She kept kissing him,
calling him her girlfriend. She said he could use some more make-up
and sat him down on a dining room chair. He didn't know what to
expect and she started by using eye liner on him. She drew a thick
black line around his eyes, then used mascara on his lashes until
they were thick and long. She told him she had tried the make-up
once and didn't like it. She applied green eye shadow to him, then
a liberal amount of blush. She said she loved how nice he was
starting to look. She told him to stay there and left. She quickly
returned with a red satin ribbon she said she saw in Mary's room.
She told him he looked very pretty. She said she loved it when her
girlfriend got all pretty for her. She kissed him again and he was
melting in her embrace. She tied the ribbon in his hair in a pretty
bow.
"Are you going to be my pretty girlfriend?
"Yes." He said shakily. He couldn't describe his feelings. He had
never had these feelings before. No girl had ever paid any
attention to him much less kissed him before.
Mary came home and stuck the pizza into the freezer. When she
turned and saw him she laughed. Becky handed him the cosmetics
telling him she expected him to use them when she came calling. She
asked him if he was going to make himself beautiful for her in the
future and he said he was. Mary was laughing so hard now her eyes
were watering.
Jimmy headed for his room feeling humiliated at hearing Mary
laughing at him. He had to go to the bathroom and when he saw what
he looked like in the mirror he gasped. He looked just like a girl.
He was mortified that this had happened to him. He tried to
unbutton the dress but couldn't get it unbuttoned.
He was back in his room playing a video game but he couldn't
concentrate and got killed off in a stupid move on his part. He
stopped to think about how he wasn't a geek in school but he
definitely wasn't a jock either. He didn't have any close friends;
he was a loner who just attended school. He would bet some of his
teachers had no idea he was in their class. It was almost like he
was invisible, but he now had a beautiful girl for a girlfriend.
She was different but he thought she loved him.
Mary came in and told him she and Becky were going to take the
bus to the mall for a couple of hours. He said he didn't want to go
along. He asked her to unbutton the dress but she told him he
looked so nice in his make-up and dress that he could keep it on.
Then she laughed.
They left and he played another game. He got killed off at level
two and wondered why because he hadn't had that happened in ages.
He could easily get up to level seven in that game.
He went into Mary's room. He looked in her closet and saw a pair
of red heels. He tried them on. They fit almost perfectly. He had
a slight problem walking in them but soon had it down. They didn't
feel right, then he decided he needed stockings because they seemed
to be sticking on his feet. He found a pair of pantyhose and put
them on, then the shoes. This was a lot better.
He went into the living room and turned on the television. An
action movie was just starting and he decided to watch it. He
wasn't concentrating on the movie. Instead he looked at the heels
on his feet and wondered why he had put them on. He was going to go
in and take them off when the two girls came in.
Mary said she was going to go put away her purchases from the
mall and then she was going to start supper. Becky immediately
noticed the stockings and heels. She told him to come to her and
she gave him a French kiss.
"Come on, let's go for a walk!"
"I can't go out like this!"
"Sure you can. Come on, I want to go for a walk with my
girlfriend!"
She pulled on his arm and he soon found himself out on the
sidewalk in front of the house. Becky held his hand and they were
walking. They walked around the block and when others saw them they
either waved or acted like they didn't see them. He saw some boys
that he went to school with that gave them a closer look but didn't
recognize him. He started to get braver and walked with her like it
was the most natural thing in the world.
Becky joined them for supper and he kept looking at her. She was
pretty and he thought he was lucky to get a girl that good looking.
He had always thought she was a bit pushy but now he didn't mind
it. He didn't like being in a dress but neither Mary nor Becky
seemed to think it was out of the ordinary at all.
After supper the two girls went into Mary's room and he went into
his room. He heard Mary call him so he went to her room.
Becky said, "I just invited Mary to come over tomorrow and I want
you to come also. What do you say?"
"Sure, I would love to."
"Can I pick your dress for tomorrow?"
"What do you mean--dress? I wasn't planning on wearing a dress
tomorrow!"
"I invite my girlfriend over and she isn't going to wear a dress
for me. Come here!"
She kissed him and asked him if he wouldn't wear a dress just for
her and he weakly said he would. She asked if she could pick one
out and he said she could. Mary recommended one that was rather
plain but she picked Mary's old ruffled red dress. Mary told him
to take it to his room so he would have it to put on in the
morning.
He was back in his room playing a video game when Becky came in
to say good-by. She kissed him and told him she expected him to
wear his make up tomorrow and make himself pretty for her. She gave
him a final good-by French kiss and left.
Mary came in sometime later carrying a baby doll nightgown set.
She unbuttoned his dress.
"As long as you wore a dress all day, you can wear this baby doll
pajamas tonight."
"I don't want to wear that!"
"You wear a dress for Becky but you won't wear the pajamas I give
you to wear. Are you sweet on Becky?"
"I don't know. She seems to like me now. My heart goes all crazy
when she kisses me and I can't say no to anything she wants then.
I don't know why."
"I do and it's called love. You have fallen in love with her. Let
me tell you something, and that is, with her it might just be this
week-end not a lasting thing. She told me she thinks you look real
cute in a dress. It sure didn't take her long to get you to agree
to wear a dress tomorrow. I don't know if you are seducing her or
she is seducing you."
"I don't know what is going on. She never paid any attention to
me before and today she wouldn't leave me alone."
"Don't you like the attention? How do you feel about her?"
"The attention is great. I have never even thought about a girl
before. Now she is all I can think of. I can't even concentrate on
my games. I am all mixed up."
"Well, think of me as Becky and put this on. You do look nice in
a dress, kind of like a younger me."
She left and he put the baby doll pajamas on. He liked how they
felt but still felt odd wearing them. He slept well and the next
morning left them on as he had breakfast.
Mary came out and told him as soon as he was dressed they were
going over to Becky's house. He went to get dressed and as he was
dressing he wondered why he was going to wear the dress. He didn't
want to but felt compelled to wear it.
Mary buttoned it up the back and he asked her to help him with
the make-up. She was putting the make-up on him and said he must
want to seduce Becky. She finished and told him she had just the
thing for him to really knock Becky off her feet. She put a heart
necklace on him and gave him a pretty bracelet to wear.
They were walking the two blocks to Becky's house and he heard
the click-click-click and realized it was his heels on the sidewalk
making the noise. His stomach was turning cartwheels and he didn't
know if it was because he was wearing a dress or that he was going
to see Becky.
They arrived and it was just like Mary wasn't there. Becky kissed
him and told him he looked super. Then Becky said they should go to
the mall. He didn't know about that but when she kissed him and
said she wanted her girlfriend to go along he agreed to go.
Becky's mother drove them to the mall and told them she would
pick them up at two-thirty. They went in and started to browse the
stores. He didn't care for it because all they looked at were
dresses and shoes. Becky was always taking his hand and he felt
like he was being led to his death.
He wanted to tell her that he didn't want to wear dresses but he
didn't want to upset her. He thought about the fact he had real
feelings of love for her. He wondered how that can happen so fast.
They were in a fashionable teen girls store known for their low
prices and Becky held out a dress she said she thought would look
great on him. She said he just had to try it on. She led him to the
changing booths and pushed him inside. She unbuttoned his dress and
told him to get it on and come outside so they could see how it
looked on him.
The dress had a white top trimmed with red lace and a red pleated
mini skirt. He got it on and it felt great to him but he was afraid
to step out in it. Finally summing up all of his courage he stepped
out.
Becky told him it made him look older and more beautiful. Mary
told him it did make him look better and more of a teen-ager than
the one he had on before. He was shocked when Becky got a saleslady
over to remove the tags, telling her she would wear the dress out
of the store.
He told her he didn't have the money to buy the dress and she
said she could buy a present for her girlfriend if she wanted to.
He didn't know what to think. They weren't out of the store five
minutes before three boys approached them and wanted to buy them
sodas. Becky told them they were barking up the wrong tree, but
Mary was talking to one boy. She told Becky she was going with him
for a soda.
Becky told him to come with her. They shopped some more. In all
of the excitement he had to go to the bathroom. Becky said she
would go with him. She led him to the women's room and he hesitated
at the door. She told him to come on and he entered. She reminded
him to sit to go as he entered a stall. He had never been in a
woman's bathroom before and it scared him. When he exited Becky
told him every time he saw a mirror he should redo his lipstick. He
got it out of the purse Mary had given him and applied a fresh
coat. Becky kissed him and he saw a trace of it on her lips
afterwards.
She wiped her lips and he looked at her and for the first time
noticed she wasn't wearing any make-up at all and she was wearing
denim jeans and what looked to him as a boy's shirt. It struck him
funny that he was wearing a dress and she was wearing boy's
clothes.
They shopped some more and it seemed every time they were alone
in an aisle she would kiss him. She told him he was her girlfriend
and she was going to take care of him. In one store she bought him
four pair of lacy fancy panties telling him he should wear them to
school. He said he couldn't, because Mondays, Wednesdays and
Fridays he had physical education and had to change in the locker
room. Becky asked him about Tuesdays and Thursdays and got him to
agree to wear them then. He wished he could tell her no but he was
agreeing to everything she asked of him. She said she could get him
matching bras but he said that wasn't necessary. He felt relieved
when she said they had to find Mary so they could meet her mother.
They found Mary at the food court sitting with the boy she had
left with. She was laughing and he noticed she was much more
animated than she was before. Becky said they had to go meet her
mom and Mary gave the boy her phone number.
Back at Becky's he told Mary they had to get home before their
mother and father got back. They usually got back between four and
five and he didn't want them to see him in a dress. Finally at
three thirty Mary said they had to get home to meet their mom and
dad.
He wanted her to hurry walking home, and she teased him that he
just didn't want them to see how sweet he looked in his brand new
dress. He was relieved to see the garage door still closed when
they got home.
He hurried to get changed. Mary came in with an armful of her old
dresses. He watched as she hung them in his closet. She told him he
might as well have them to wear for Becky. She laughed as she hung
up the dress he had worn earlier in the day. She told him he could
have the red heels to wear as she just knew he loved them. Then
she told him there were make-up remover pads in the drawer in the
bathroom.
He got changed into his boy clothes and went into the bathroom.
He looked closely at himself and thought there was no way anyone
could tell there was a boy under that make-up.
He got all the make-up off and when he looked at himself in the
mirror he saw the hair ribbon in his hair yet. He removed it and
couldn't see any traces of his feminine appearance. He couldn't
believe how different he looked. He heard voices and knew his mom
and dad were home.
His mom asked him how his week-end went and he told her he had to
help Mary clean. His mother said that was great that the two of
them had worked together, and that the house looked spectacular.
Monday in school whenever he saw Becky it was like she didn't
know him. He was heart-broken. She didn't know he was alive.
Tuesday morning as he was entering school Becky stopped him and
asked if he was wearing the panties she had gotten for him. He said
he was and she said to show her. He carefully pulled the front top
out of his pants and when she saw it she grabbed him and kissed
him. Every time they passed that day she puckered up her lips like
she was going to give him a kiss. He was in heaven.
Wednesday was the same as Monday but he didn't feel as bad as
before. Thursday was a repeat of Tuesday, and after school she
caught up to him and gave him a deep kiss and told him she loved it
when her girlfriend did something just for her. He wished she
wouldn't keep calling him her girlfriend. She said Mary had told
her that their parents were going to be gone from Friday evening
until Sunday evening. He remembered his mother talking about some
get together this week-end.
Friday after school Becky told him to wear a nice dress and come
over to her place after supper. He hurried home and his dad was
just packing the car. Their parents left and Mary told him she had
a date with the boy from the mall and he was going to pick her up
at seven. He told her he was going over to Becky's house. Then he
went into his room.
She was surprised when he came out wearing the minidress and
jewelry. He asked her to help him with the make-up and this time
she explained every step, telling him he had to learn to do it
himself in the future. When they were all done, he left for Becky's
house.
As he walked there he wondered what she would do if he showed up
in his boy clothes, then decided she would probably slam the door
in his face. He felt lighter and lighter as he neared her house.
She greeted him at the door and told him they were going to a
movie. He didn't really care for the thought of going to a movie
because it was out in public.
At the theater he was shocked when two boys immediately came by
them and asked if they wanted to sit with them. Becky told them
she would rather sit with a smelly jackass and they both asked him
if he wanted to sit with them. He shook his head no and they walked
away.
He didn't get to see much of the movie because Becky was always
kissing him. She kept saying that she loved her girlfriend. His
stomach was doing flip-flops from all the excitement of the
kissing. He wondered what he could say to her to get her to stop
referring to him as her girlfriend.
The movie ended and he couldn't tell what it had been about. He
and Becky returned to her house and were in Becky's bedroom.
"I am so hot! I don't know what to do. I need some attention
now!"
She undid her pants and dropped them. She was sitting on the bed
and told him to kneel in front of her. He didn't know what she had
in mind so he knelt. She grabbed his hair and pulled his face into
her crotch and told him to start licking. He licked her underpants.
She couldn't feel it so she had him pull her underpants down and
start licking again. All he could taste was something salty. Then
she told him to stick his tongue inside the slit. He managed to do
it and he was surprised that it didn't taste bad at all. He heard
her moaning and wondered what she was feeling. He felt her shudder
and then push him away. He couldn't believe how her eyes were
glazed, and the smile she had on her face!
"That was just great! My girlfriend knows how to take care of me
and my needs. Thank you so much!"
She started kissing him and he felt like he was going to pass
out. He had never felt like this before. He was feeling so close to
her, yet he wondered where they were heading. He was going to head
home but she asked him to lie with her on the bed. He did and she
kissed him and lay just watching him.
He asked why she avoided him on his gym days and she thought for
a minute.
"I am not avoiding you. It is just that when you are totally
Jimmy you are a friend, and I do like you, but when you are wearing
something feminine for me then you are my girlfriend and I love
you. It is hard to explain but I think you understand what I am
saying."
"I understand what you said but I don't understand why."
They lay quiet, not talking and soon he fell asleep. Some time
later she unzipped his dress and got one of her nightgowns on him,
and got him to kind of help. He really was a sound sleeper.
The next morning he woke up and wondered where he was. When he
saw Becky he realized he had slept with her. He got up to go to the
bathroom and wondered how he got the nightgown on.
When he got back she was awake, and smiled when she saw him. She
got up and he saw she was wearing a matching nightgown to his. She
said she had just the right dress for him to wear today.
When he saw it he couldn't believe his eyes. The dress had six
lace-trimmed ruffles running up and down the front and three lace
trimmed ruffles running around the skirt and lace on the hem,
collar and cuffs. It was red with white lace.
"This is called a sissy dress. My mother bought it for me but I
never wore it. You can have it."
"Do I have to wear it? I don't know about all of this."
She planted a kiss on his lips and had to kiss him four more
times before he agreed to wear it. She was all smiles as she helped
him into it. She zipped up the back, then had him turn around
slowly so she could see how he looked. She told him he looked like
a doll. He thought he looked stupid but didn't tell her that.
The dress was a little large on him but it fit all right
considering his slim stature. They enjoyed breakfast together. He
told her he had to go home. She said she would go with him. He said
he had to help Mary clean. He figured she wouldn't want any part of
that but she said she would help them get done faster.
It took the three of them a little under an hour to clean the
house. He said he had to do the laundry and Becky asked him why he
had to do it now and he told her if he didn't he wouldn't have any
clean panties to wear. She said they could buy some more but he
was insistent on doing the laundry.
Mary and Becky told him they were going shopping and would be
back for lunch. He was happy to be left alone for a while. He was
whistling to himself after they left. He felt free of a weight that
felt awful heavy on his shoulders.
The two girls returned at noon and Mary made lunch for the three
of them. As they enjoyed their toasted ham and cheese Becky told
him she had a present for her girlfriend. He didn't like the way
she said it but knew better than to say anything.
After lunch Becky kissed him and then handed him a bag and told
him to open it. He opened it and took out six pair of the fanciest
panties he had ever seen. Becky told him now he had plenty of
panties and he wouldn't have to wash every week. Mary told him to
thank Becky properly. He took her into his room and laid the bag of
panties on his dresser. He turned and Becky kissed him and he asked
her if she was hot again. She didn't get it at first, then she knew
exactly what he was talking about.
She undid her jeans and he saw she was wearing boy's underwear.
She slid her under shorts down and he kissed her where she was hot.
He worked her toward the bed and she sat down. He hit the spot and
she moaned more than before every time he hit it. He kept it up
until she pushed with force against his head. He enjoyed it. He
looked at her and saw she looked sleepy. She flopped backward and
soon was asleep. He looked at her and laughed, then thought she
looked like an angel when she was asleep.
An hour later she came out of his room and Mary took one look at
her, laughed, and asked her if she always took a nap after lunch.
She asked where her girlfriend was and Mary said he was down the
basement changing wash loads.
When he came up Becky was on him and kissing him. She told him
that was spectacular and that he was spectacular. She asked him if
he wanted to come to her house for supper. He asked if Mary was
invited also and she said she was. They sat and talked with all
three of them adding to the conversation.
They ate supper at Becky's and then listened to music and talked
some more about their likes and dislikes. He was surprised when
Mary said she was going for a ride with her boyfriend tomorrow
morning and probably wouldn't be home until suppertime.
Becky said that would be perfect for her to have some time with
her girlfriend. She said she would be over at nine and she just
knew her girlfriend would be ready for her.
The next morning as he was getting dressed he thought about how
it wasn't so bad wearing dresses. He knew he liked Becky's
attention and she was fun to be with. It was like a game with him.
He liked to see how much he could get a rise out of her, and her
reactions surprised him sometimes.
He and Mary were in the bathroom putting on make-up at the same
time and Mary asked if she could use his red lipstick instead of
the pink she normally used. He showed her three shades of red and
she picked one. He told her she could have it.
As he was applying his make-up he was amazed at how much he and
Mary looked alike in their make-up. He noticed he used more eye
make-up than she did and asked her why she didn't use more. She
said she wasn't real confident about how to put it on, so he helped
her do her eyes. She just loved the effect when he was done.
Mary left and Becky arrived five minutes later. Becky looked him
over and loved how he looked. He was wearing a white dress with
little red rose buds printed on it. It had a full skirt and a sweet
heart neckline. When he moved she saw his breasts jiggle. She
asked him what he used to fill out his chest. He told her he had a
heavy balloon filled with hair gel. She laughed and told him they
looked so real.
They kissed for a bit, then Becky said they should go for a walk.
They walked the three blocks to a park and soon were on the
teeter-totter. Then they were laughing as they rode the
merry-go-round. Then swung on the swings, holding hands as they
swung.
They walked further into the park and finally settled on a park
bench. They kissed and for the first time he told her he loved her.
She told him he was her girlfriend and she loved him. He thought
how odd it was that she was wearing her usual jeans and shirt and
he was wearing a dress and heels.
They were kissing and she told him his lipstick was all smeared.
He took out a lipstick and used a compact mirror to get it just
right. She laughed and he asked what she thought was so funny. She
said she tried that once and it was a disaster, that she knew right
then make-up wasn't for her.
Then she surprised him saying, "I know this isn't easy for you.
I really appreciate all that you are doing for me. I just love the
fact you will do whatever I suggest and that you are doing it
because you love me. I know I am demanding and I am sorry if I hurt
you in any way."
"You haven't hurt me, and I was thinking just this morning it
isn't so bad wearing dresses. Another thing I noticed is how much
alike Mary and I look when we both have make-up on. At first I
detested wearing a dress but that went away quickly when you paid
so much attention to me and kept kissing me. Your kisses make me
melt. I never thought about a girl before you and I know there will
never be another girl like you. That's for sure!"
She grabbed him and gave him a long, lingering kiss. When they
broke she said, "I love you, love you, love you!"
They returned to his house and he made them soup and a sandwich
for lunch. They spent the afternoon watching two movies on
television and kissing. Becky left at four and he went to change
before his parents got home. As he was changing he thought about
how they would have a fit if they saw him in a dress. He wondered
what they did every week-end that they had to go out of town.
Things continued as they had been going, but he and Becky were
getting closer and closer. He never knew that was possible. Then
one Wednesday his mother surprised him.
"I was in your room today. I was going to clean it and it was
already cleaned. You sure have changed. Your room used to be a mess
all the time. Anyway I looked in your closet. What are all those
dresses doing in there?"
"Oh, Mary said she needed more room in hers so I told her she
could have half of my closet. I don't have that much to hang in
there so I figured it would be all right."
"It is great that you and your sister get along so well. I am
proud of you that you help her out like that."
He had escaped the bullet. He was glad she didn't dig in his
dresser and see the panties or bras. He wouldn't have been able to
explain that.
Time passed and Mary graduated from school and got a job. A month
later she got her own place and moved out. Before she moved she
gave him a bunch of new dresses, including her prom dress. When he
saw her prom dress he couldn't wait to wear it.
The following Saturday morning he had it on. When Becky arrived
she was totally surprised at how nice he looked. He said he knew he
couldn't go anywhere in it but just had to try it on. She told him
he looked too beautiful to take it off. They danced to some slow
music in the living room. She led and he felt he was very pretty.
The next year seemed to flash past and Becky graduated and soon
had a job in a bank. She got her own place and he spent as much
time at her place as at home, until he got a job bussing dishes at
a restaurant. This cut down on their time together but didn't cut
down on their love for each other.
He even moved some of his dresses to her place, and went directly
there for a quick change to be with her. Finally he graduated from
school and she wanted him to move in with her. He stayed at home
and they continued to see each other just about every day.
Then one day Becky said she was taking a vacation for four days
and invited him along. He eagerly agreed. They were to leave the
following Monday.
They did leave that Monday. They stopped at noon at a truck stop
for lunch. .Becky ate a cheeseburger and he had a bacon, lettuce
and tomato sandwich. He was wearing a red and white checked dress
with lace trim.
Becky handed him a little box. He opened it and recognized it as
an engagement ring.
"If you accept it I will expect you to be my wife. I have never
said this to anyone but I suspect I am a lesbian. I never had any
interest in men, and I see you as a woman, not a man. I love you
but I am not going to press you into something you may regret. If
you are my wife I expect you to live as my wife and dress
accordingly. If you decide you want to be my wife it will make me
the happiest person on this earth. I want you to be sure in your
mind that it is what you want."
"I really have to think about this. Can I keep the ring until I
decide?"
"Sure take all the time you need. I understand, and if it makes
you feel any better I am sorry I came on so hard when we first
started this. I did a lot of thinking about us and I do want to
thank you for all that you have done for me. I know it took a lot
of guts and courage on your part to go along with what I wanted.
Now what I want is entirely up to you."
They left and continued their journey. He had no idea where they
were going but he was happy just to be with her. He did a lot of
thinking about whether he could do what she wanted. He knew
sometimes he felt really great in a pretty dress and sometimes he
felt completely stupid in one.
It was almost suppertime and he saw a sign that read--Las Vegas
10 miles. He wondered if that was where they were going. As they
entered Las Vegas he slipped the ring on his finger.
Becky didn't notice it until they were getting their suitcases
out of the trunk. She saw it and dropped her suit case and kissed
him, telling him thank you. He had never seen her so happy. He
thought she was the most beautiful thing in the world.
She checked in and asked where they could get a marriage license.
The clerk told her where and gave her a map how to get there. He
added that there was a marriage chapel right next door.
They took their bags to their room. He was shocked when she gave
him a pair of jeans and shirt to wear, telling him it was just to
get the marriage license. He didn't have any men's shoes to wear
but she told him his black flats would do. She said the clerk told
her the marriage license office was open until midnight.
Thirty minutes later they walked out of the license office with
a marriage license in hand. They returned to the hotel and he
changed back into a dress. She told him tomorrow they would get
married.
The next morning he was sleeping, but she was so excited she was
up early making arrangements for the wedding. She returned to the
room and woke him, telling him he had to get ready, that they were
getting married at noon.
He got dressed and she sent him down to the hotel's beauty
parlor, telling him they already knew what to do. When he exited
the beauty parlor he had long false nails painted 'lovers red' and
his hair was a feminine hair style with curls and glitter in his
hair, and they had done his make-up to perfection. He felt really
pretty. It was a little after eleven and he went back to the room.
He couldn't find Becky but found a note lying on the bed. It told
him to go to the wedding chapel next door. He headed there. Things
were going too fast for him to get his thoughts together.
He arrived there and the girl who greeted him took him to a
medium sized room and told him to start getting undressed. He got
undressed and she measured him and told him his wedding dress had
already been picked out.
The girl helped him on with the wedding dress, telling him most
people rented it just for the ceremony, but this dress was brand
new and had been bought for him to keep. He saw a sign that said
for the ceremony the rental fee was fifty dollars and for an all
day rental it was one hundred twenty dollars. He wondered how much
more it had cost to buy it. The girl said the price was haggled
down to half the asking price. She said he was marrying someone who
really knew how to bargain.
The dress was on and the crown and veil were pinned to his hair.
He was led to a full length mirror and when he saw himself he
thought he'd never looked prettier. The girl left, and then came
back saying it would be five or six minutes before they would be
ready for him. He told the girl he didn't know if he could go
through with this and she reassured him that he could.
A little light flashed and another girl came in and picked up his
dress train and the first girl took his arm and led him out. When
he entered the chapel he saw Becky waiting. She was wearing a black
suit with black cowboy boots. He thought she looked more beautiful
than she had ever looked before.
The ceremony took fifteen minutes and they were proclaimed man
and wife. This was followed with picture taking with him with the
veil down and the veil up and with him and Becky standing together
and sharing a kiss. They were told the pictures would be ready in
an hour.
They walked to the little restaurant next door and were shown to
a booth that had a door that was closed as soon as they were
seated. Becky kissed her new wife and told him she loved him and
thanked him for marrying her.
The door opened and a waitress came in and lit the two candles
that were on the table and set a small wedding cake on the table,
telling them their meal would be there shortly. They kissed and he
thanked her for marrying him. He said he hoped he could be the wife
she wanted him to be.
The waitress returned with two plates each containing a small
tenderloin steak and a baked potato on it. The door was closed and
they fed each other. They never felt closer than they did at that
moment.
They finished the entr?e and the waitress came and removed the
plates, telling them the dessert would be there shortly. The
waitress returned with two strawberry shortcakes with whipped cream
on them. She pointed up and told them to listen top the song. A man
came on singing 'Lover's Forever.' They both felt so in love with
each other.
After they finished eating he told her how he loved how the dress
felt on him and thanked her for the pretty dress. He got tears in
his eyes and she knew they were tears of love.
Back in their room she slowly helped him get undressed and then
they slowly had foreplay and then he addressed where she felt hot
with his tongue. When they finished she told him she thought she
had the perfect wife. She told him he'd never looked more beautiful
than he did today.
She took him to a western lady's boutique and bought him a
western outfit that was trimmed with fringe on the blouse and
skirt. She also got him a pair of white cowgirl boots and a pink
cowgirl hat that had a white feathered hatband.
They spent part of the evening playing two cent slots and
laughing and enjoying themselves. That night as they were getting
ready for bed she told him they were heading back home tomorrow. He
was glad they were heading back.
As he was getting ready for bed he wondered how he'd gotten
someone as great as Becky. He wondered how he got so lucky. Then he
thought about how he was going to tell his parents how things were.
It frightened him to think how they would react to him being a wife
not a husband.
Then Becky told him that as a wife he needed a wife's name. She
suggested Janelle and he said that was a pretty name. She told him
to call her Beck but he didn't know if he could do that.
They were on their way home and the closer they got the more
apprehensive he got. He looked at his long red fingernails and
wondered if he had done the right thing. When he took a sideways
glance at Becky he knew he had done the right thing.
Back at home Becky explained that she loved how he looked and the
more feminine he was the better she liked it. He understood and he
looked at the rings on is finger to convince himself that they were
actually married.
The next morning he called a surgeon's office for an appointment.
He was told he could come right in as they had two cancellations.
Fifteen minutes later he was there and seeing the doctor.
He explained to the doctor what he wanted. The doctor told him he
had a case like his before and that he worked with a doctor in
Colorado for the sensitive operation. He said he could do part of
it and set up the first operation for the following Tuesday
morning. The doctor gave him a pre-op physical and told him it was
all set. The doctor explained the procedure for what he wanted. He
covered it in detail.
When he returned to their apartment he told Beck what he was
doing. She told him he was an angel to give up all that he was
giving up. He showed her the pills he would be taking to start the
process. She told him he was the best wife anyone could have and
gave him a deep kiss.
That afternoon late they had company. It was Mary and her mother.
Becky had called Mary and invited the two of them over telling Mary
she had some important news for them. When they arrived she told
them she knew they would understand what had happened once it was
explained to them.
Becky told them she got married. Mary came and gave her a hug to
congratulate her, then said she knew Jimmy would be devastated that
she'd gotten married. Becky told Mary she was happy to get someone
who loved her so much, then handed Mary the wedding pictures one at
a time. When Mary saw who it was she said, "Oh my God, I don't
believe it."
Her mother said she knew the bride's face looked familiar but
couldn't place who it was.
"I have to tell you I am a sort of lesbian. That is why I married
Janelle. Wait until you see her." She called Janelle.
He entered wearing a black dress with full make-up. His mother
took a close look at him then let out a big gasp.
"Is that you Jimmy? I can't believe it."
"Yes, it is me but now I am Janelle."
"We can get the marriage annulled. You can come home with me!"
"I don't want to go home with you. I love Beck and I am sure we
are going to be happy together. I do not want the marriage
annulled. I want to stay married to Becky. I love her. Don't you
understand?"
"If you are that sure that is what you want I am happy for you.
I just wish I could have been there for your wedding. I know it
will take some time to get to realize that I have lost a son but
gained a daughter. It isn't going to be easy. Wait until I tell
your dad. He is going to shit when he hears what happened. Are you
really sure this is what you want?"
"I am so sure that next Tuesday morning I am getting breast
implants."
Becky didn't know that and she immediately got up and gave him a
kiss. He told her that now they had company and she'd smeared his
lipstick. Everyone laughed and the atmosphere changed into one of
love again.
When Mary said she wasn't surprised at what had happened her
mother wanted to know why. She explained that he had been wearing
dresses on week-ends for over the last three years now. Her mother
was shocked that she never suspected even though she'd seen the
dresses in his closet.
They had a pleasant conversation and he was glad his mother
accepted the fact that this was what he wanted. He felt things were
going to get better and better.
When he returned to work he was wearing a black blouse and black
skirt. He explained to the owner what had happened and the owner
asked him if he would rather be a waitress. He said he would love
to be a waitress. The owner said he could always get a busboy but
good waitresses were hard to find these days. He was given an apron
and order book. Twenty minutes later he was serving his first meal.
The evening went great and at the end of his shift he was surprised
that even with splitting the tips with the cooks and busboy he had
more than half of what he made in a week bussing dishes.
On Tuesday he was at the hospital early and when the doctor asked
if he still wanted to go through with it he said he did. When he
awoke after the surgery he asked for pain relief but he was happy.
Beck and Mary and his mother were there for him.
They visited for a little while then Mary and her mother left.
Beck kissed him and told him she loved him. She thanked him for
doing this for her and he corrected her telling her he did this for
himself. He said he wanted to get rid of those damn breast forms.
They visited and finally he spoke of what was on his mind. "Do
you think it is possible to recreate our wedding here so our
parents can be part of it? I would really like to have our families
see us get married again."
"I am sure that could be done. I'll see what I can do. Maria at
the bank just got married in one of the parks. I am sure we could
do the same thing."
He was going from sleep to awake then back to sleep, so she left
telling him she would see him in the morning.
The next morning she stopped on her way to work. He was awake and
feeling a lot better. He told her the nurse said the bandages would
be changed tomorrow, and then he could go home. He laughed when she
said he had bigger boobs than she did. She gave him a kiss, then
said she would see him after work.
He was taken by surprise when his father walked in. His father
looked at him and smiled.
"Your mother told me all about it .I would have gone to Vegas to
see you married if you would have told me."
He explained that he didn't know when they left and told him the
whole story. His father said his mother had told him all about the
dressing up and how he was now Becky's wife. He was surprised when
his father said he understood and it didn't bother him. The only
thing that bothered him was that they'd had no idea what was going
on with him. His dad ended by saying he was his son, soon to be his
daughter and he would love him no matter what happened to him. Then
his dad called him princess and said he better get used to it. He
couldn't believe his dad was that open minded. He asked his dad
where they went every week-end.
"We went many different places. Your mother had to have her
ovaries removed and knew she could never get pregnant again. She
convinced me that she wanted to try different men and that I should
try different women. So we started wife-swapping. You don't do that
in your own home town so we traveled to different towns. One swap
led to another and another. Some week-ends we had a choice of four
different couples to swap with. I hate to say it but it is fun. We
traveled up to two hundred miles to meet a couple. We never invited
couples to our house because you kids were there. I wish I could
tell you something else but I have to be truthful with you."
"Dad, you can believe I won't be telling anyone about it, except
maybe Becky. She and I have no secrets between us. She is just the
greatest! I love her so much!"
"I am glad you found someone that you can love that much. It
makes me feel happy for you. As far as your sex change goes I am
behind you all the way if that is what you really want."
"Yes, that is what I want. I don't think I have ever wanted
something that much."
"The only thing I can say is follow your dreams and do what you
have to to get it."
His dad left and he thought about what his dad said. His dad had
never talked about any of those things before. He now felt closer
to his dad than ever before.
Just after he ate lunch Mary came in. She had a stern look on her
face.
"There is something bothering me. How could you get married
before I did? I am two years older than you and you are married
already. The oldest is supposed to get married first!"
"It just happened. I didn't even think I was going to get an
engagement ring when we left on vacation. Becky had it all figured
out. Things happened so fast I could hardly keep up. Honestly I
never thought about the fact you weren't married yet. I am sorry if
I hurt you!"
"It's okay. I was just having some fun with you. I am glad you
and Becky are married. I am happy for both of you. I don't think I
will ever figure out the relationship you two have but if you are
happy then I am happy for you. Did you ever think this is where
things would end up when I put that first dress on you?"
"No, I thought it was the end of the world and when Becky first
got in on the act I was afraid of her. Then I started to like her
and it wasn't long and I was in love with her. I didn't like her
calling me her girlfriend then after some time I was proud to be
her girlfriend. I never thought that we would get married. It never
entered my mind until she gave me the ring. She is the best thing
in my life."
"I am glad you two are together no matter how you work out your
lives. I think she is lucky to get you. I'd never have guessed you
two would end up together. You married my best friend."
"If you'd been different then you might be the one married to
her. She says she is a lesbian of sorts."
"She is a lesbian. How can that be, she married a man?"
"She never saw me as a man, just as her girlfriend. She sees some
things different but she loves me in a way that can't be matched
and that is all that is important."
"I agree and I hope everything works out for you. I have to get
back to work now."
She left and he was happy to have her visit. She was a great
sister. He was starting to feel real good about everything. He was
glad he was doing what he planned to do.
That evening when Becky came in she said she had something very
important to tell him. She sat in a chair and was very quiet for a
long time. Finally he asked her what she had to tell him.
"I saw a doctor today and I have decided to take a big step that
I should have taken before. I talked to him about a sex change. It
is easier for a woman to change to a man than for a man to change
to a woman. It is going to require two surgeries where yours is
three surgeries. It can be done after I see a psychologist and get
approval from my doctor and the doctor who will do the surgery. I
started the paperwork and when it's done we will be man and wife
together, not a woman and wife. What do you think?"
"I think that's wonderful. There is one problem though."
"What is that?"
"You can't be a lesbian then!" He laughed and she laughed with
him.
"I figure if you are the wife you deserve a husband."
"There is one thing I have to tell you and that is I am not
getting the sex change for you, I am getting it for me."
"I don't care why you are getting it. The fact is that you are
getting it and I am proud to call you my wife."
They kissed and each knew again that the other was the person for
them. Becky told him she'd called the city parks department and
rented a shelter at Foster's Park for three weeks from this
Saturday. She laughed and said they didn't have to get a wedding
gown because he already had one. They decided they would just
invite their families there.
The next afternoon the doctor checked the incisions and declared
him ready to go home. The nurse came in later with his discharge
instructions. Becky arrived just as she was finishing up with the
instructions. He got dressed and got his wheel chair ride to the
car.
As they were going home Becky told him that a minister she knew
had said he would do the ceremony for their wedding re-enactment.
She laughed as she told him about the ministers' reaction to their
situation. She said he then said, "love is what you make it not how
you make it."
Three weeks later they recreated their wedding. This time there
were family and it had grown to include some friends. There was a
bigger wedding cake and a spanfarkel following the ceremony. Every
one knew by then that Janelle was going to get a sex change.
Just before they were going to cut the cake Becky had an
announcement to make. Everyone grew quiet. She took a deep breath
and looked at everybody present.
"I just want to thank everyone here for coming to make us so
happy. As all of you know we are not in a traditional wedded set
up. However we are going to continue as man and wife. I have
decided to get a sex change also. It will be the same time Janelle
gets his. I would hope you will all wish us well in this. Thank
you!"
Mary was the first to come and give Becky a hug of reassurance.
When her mother came she told her she always thought she was more
boy than girl and would be there for her. Janelle's mother told her
now she was gaining a new daughter and it was great that she was
also gaining a son back.
For the first time in her life Becky had tears in her eyes from
emotion. Janelle came and gave her a kiss and told her he loved
her. It seemed no one was surprised at her announcement.
The biggest surprise of the day came when Mary came and showed
them the engagement ring her boyfriend had just given her. Everyone
had to congratulate her and wish her luck. Janelle told her he
hoped hers was as happy a marriage as his was. Mary asked him if he
would be her maid of honor and he happily agreed.
When they got back home, they talked about how great everything
had gone and started to open the many cards they had gotten. Just
about all contained money except two. One was from her parents and
it contained a gift card for the Love Nest, a popular retreat for
lovers. It was for a week there.
Janelle opened the one from his parents. It contained two gift
cards -- one had Becky's name on it and was for the Men's store for
two hundred dollars. The other had his name on it and was for five
hundred dollars for the Feminine Mystery store. Otherwise, they had
received over two thousand dollars cash, including two hundred
dollars from the restaurant owner where Janelle worked.
Thirteen months later the surgeries and after pain were all
things of the past. Becky was now Brian Edward Leach and Janelle
was officially Janelle Susan Leach. Brian got Janelle hired by the
bank at a different branch than where she worked, and life was
good.
One night they were taking a walk and stopped at a park, and were
sitting on a park bench. The sun was setting and they were
enjoying the view.
Brian said, "You know, I never knew what was wrong when I was
growing up. I was never really, really happy. Even when I made you
wear dresses to get my attention, I didn't realize that I was
different. All those times I called you my girlfriend I never
realized that I saw myself as a man. It wasn't until you were in
the hospital and I was going to bed that I began to realize that I
was more male than female. I decided I wasn't a lesbian but instead
I was in the wrong body. After that I couldn't get into the right
body fast enough. Do you know what I am talking about?"
"Yes, and for once I was ahead of you. When I was in that wedding
dress the first time, I wanted to be a woman. Not your woman but a
woman. I knew I loved you and wanted to spend the rest of my life
with you but I wanted to be a woman right there and then. I'd
already talked to the doctor about the breast implants and he was
waiting for my final decision. When we were married, the idea of a
sex change became the most important thing in my life, after you.
I was afraid to tell you about it because I didn't know how you
would take it. Then I knew I had to do it not for you but for
myself."
"I know exactly how you felt. I never ever would have thought we
could see things so much alike. It's as if we were intended for one
another before we even realized it. I was so afraid you would turn
me down when I gave you the engagement ring. I knew I had
controlled your dressing so completely that I thought you might
want to end the whole thing."
"By that time I was so accustomed to wearing dresses that it felt
odd to wear slacks and a shirt. I really like the feel of the soft
clothing, and there were so many times I felt like I was really
pretty in a dress."
"I never in my life felt like that. I always felt clumsy and
uncertain in a dress. My mother bought me so many dresses that I
never wore, because I was more comfortable in jeans. You on the
other hand seemed to take to wearing a dress so fast that I just
had to try to keep you in them. It wasn't that I was trying to be
mean to you."
"I understand that. I was so afraid that someone would recognize
me when we took that first walk outside that I leaked in my
panties. When we got home I was so relieved. Then I thought of it
as a game, with me tricking everyone else into believing I was a
girl. Whatever, I was just happy to be with you."
"And I was happy to be with you. You made me feel good and I
would lie awake in bed thinking of things I wanted to do with you.
You should be glad I forgot most of them the next day."
"That is all water over the dam. Now we have the future to look
at. I am not religious but I think God in his wisdom meant for us
to be together and that tells me that we will make it together.
Until death do us part, as they say.
(c) 2006 by Margaret Jeanette