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Brianna's Big Brother
Copyright 2008 by Heather Rose Brown
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My sweat-soaked bed sheet stuck to the skin on my back as I rolled onto my
side. Without bothering to turn on the light, I groped blindly across the
table beside my bed, found my wristwatch and poked at the buttons on the
side until the face glowed a pale green.
1:23 AM
I tossed the watch in the general direction of the table and flopped onto
my back. It had been a long day, but I still couldn't get to sleep. My
attic bedroom had been hot, but it wasn't any worse than the rest of the
house when I had opened both windows to let the night breeze drift
through.
Mostly, the real problem was I had too much to think about, but nobody to
talk to. I couldn't talk to ... well ... I guess I better get used to
calling her my sister. I couldn't talk to my parents. How could I tell
them about the things going through my head? I couldn't talk to my
friends. Well, not most of them. There was one who might understand, and
she was usually online pretty late, but would she still be awake?
I shoved my pillows and covers behind me until I was sitting pretty
comfortably, then reached under my bed for my laptop and started it up. I
fiddled with the wireless connection until I was finally able to get
online and smiled when I saw a familiar screen-name in my friends list.
CarMAN2u: Hey there Terry!
XxTomGrrl99xX growls.
CarMAN2u: Ak! I meant to say Terri! TERRI!
XxTomGrrl99xX grins.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Just messing with you, Carl.
CarMAN2u wipes his brow
CarMAN2u: That's a relief.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So, where've you been the past few weeks?
CarMAN2u sighs
XxTomGrrl99xX: Don't like the sound of that sigh. What's been going on?
CarMAN2u: Nothing much. Just lost my brother.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Oh god....
XxTomGrrl99xX: You don't mean like he.....passed on?
CarMAN2u: No. It feels like he did. Or maybe I shoud say she.
XxTomGrrl99xX: She? We're talking about Brian, right?
CarMAN2u: Kinda. Listen. You have to swear not to tell anybody this.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Hey!
XxTomGrrl99xX gives your shoulder a friendly punch.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Just because I had to move don't mean we're not still best
buds. I never told any secrets before, right?
CarMAN2u rubs his arm and grins
CarMAN2u: No. You never did.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So give already!
Even though she had to move away when her parents broke up, we managed to
stay close with each other through reading and commenting on each other's
blogs, talking on the phone when our parents would let us, chatting online
when they wouldn't, and sending pretty regular e-mails. I know some people
think boys and girls aren't supposed to be able to be best friends, but we
are. Just the same, I still needed to take in a deep breath to steady my
nerves before answering her.
CarMAN2u: Brian is Brianna now.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Wow.
XxTomGrrl99xX: ummm...
XxTomGrrl99xX: wow
CarMAN2u nods
CarMAN2u: Kind of took me by surprise too.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So, your brother is your sister now?
CarMAN2u: Yeah. That's pretty much why I've been gone for so long.
XxTomGrrl99xX: I can see why. How have you been coping?
CarMAN2u: Ok I guess. Wasnt doing too good first few weeks after I found
out. Pretty much ignored him.
CarMAN2u: I mean her
XxTomGrrl99xX: Hope you don't take this the wrong way, but that was a
pretty crappy thing to do.
CarMAN2u hangs his head
CarMAN2u: Yeah, I can be a real jerk sometimes. I'm just glad we finally
talked yesterday.
XxTomGrrl99xX smiles.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So you feeling any better?
CarMAN2u: A little. Still really confused.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Like you were about me?
CarMAN2u: Well it was different with you. I thought you were a boy at
first. But you turned out to be a girl.
XxTomGrrl99xX: And you thought Brianna was a boy at first, but she turned
out to be a girl. Sounds pretty similar to me.
CarMAN2u: Well yeah.
CarMAN2u: I mean no!
CarMAN2u: I mean I just thought you were a boy but youre really a girl.
XxTomGrrl99xX glares at you.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So, you're saying she's not really a girl?
CarMAN2u: Not exactly. Im mostly really confused. My brain cramps up every
time I try to figure this stuff out.
XxTomGrrl99xX winces
XxTomGrrl99xX: Please, don't talk about cramps right now.
CarMAN2u: Oh.
CarMAN2u: Umm. This one of them girl things?
XxTomGrrl99xX nods and sighs.
CarMAN2u: Im sorry.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Hey, don't be sorry. It's one of them things that just
happens.
CarMAN2u: It aint gonna happen to Bri.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Does not having a period mean she can't be a girl?
CarMAN2u: Ive been wondering about things like that all night. I still
aint got an answer.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Maybe you're doing too much thinking. How do you feel?
CarMAN2u: How do I feel about what?
XxTomGrrl99xX: How do you feel about Brianna? How do you feel about
finding out you have a sister?
XxTomGrrl99xX: How do you feel about losing a brother?
I lifted shaking hands from the keyboard and and squeezed my eyes shut.
The glowing words were still there behind my eyelids. I opened my eyes,
wiped at my cheeks and did my best to keep my hands steady so I could type
out an answer.
CarMAN2u: I feel like crap.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Why's that?
CarMAN2u: Well, my brother is suddenly gone and theres this girl who says
shes my sister and everybody in the world seems to think this is okay.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Everyone?
CarMAN2u: So far as I know only me Mom and Dad know about Brianna. Just
the same I seem to be the only one who doesnt think this is a good idea.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Okay, you don't think this is a good idea, but how do you
feel?
CarMAN2u: How do I feel? MAD!
XxTomGrrl99xX: Why's that?
CarMAN2u: My brothers gone AN NOBODY GIVES A DAM!!!
I shoved the laptop onto the bed, pulled my pillow out from my back and
shoved my face into it to stifle my sobs. It had been a long time since
I'd let go and had a serious crying jag. I'm not sure how long I'd been at
it before I heard my laptop chirping. I flipped the top open and tried to
make sense of what Terri had said through the blur of my tears.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Hey! I give a damn!
XxTomGrrl99xX: Carl?
XxTomGrrl99xX: You there, bud?
XxTomGrrl99xX has paged you
XxTomGrrl99xX has paged you
XxTomGrrl99xX has paged you
XxTomGrrl99xX: Come on, Carl. Talk to me.
I stretched out, rolled onto my stomach, and tried to catch my breath
before typing out an answer.
CarMAN2u: Im here.
XxTomGrrl99xX: You okay?
CarMAN2u: Yeah. I just needed a minute.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Were you crying?
CarMAN2u: Howd you guess?
XxTomGrrl99xX: After all those summers we spent together, I kinda got to
know you pretty well.
CarMAN2u: Im sorry about all that stuff I said.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Hey, I asked you to tell me how you felt and you told me.
Nothing wrong with saying how you feel.
CarMAN2u: Maybe. You must think I'm pretty low knowing how I feel.
XxTomGrrl99xX: What I think is you could use a friend right about now.
XxTomGrrl99xX gives you a big hug.
CarMAN2u smiles and hugs back
Even though online hugs ain't the same thing as real ones, I could still
feel some of the ache in my chest fade when I smiled.
XxTomGrrl99xX: So, what else have you been feeling?
CarMAN2u: A lot of things. I dont know if Im ready to deal with them right
now.
XxTomGrrl99xX: I can understand that. You have a lot to work through and
it sounds like you haven't really started dealing with it until today. Did
you still want to talk?
CarMAN2u: Yeah. Talking to you has helped keep my brain from spinning
around in my skull.
XxTomGrrl99xX chuckles.
XxTomGrrl99xX: I like that image. So, ummm....
XxTomGrrl99xX: What do you have planned for summer vacation?
CarMAN2u: Remember that campground where we first met? The one up near
your summer house?
XxTomGrrl99xX: Heh! How could I forget where I met my best friend?
CarMAN2u grins
CarMAN2u: The whole family is heading up there for two weeks starting this
weekend.
XxTomGrrl99xX: That sounds great!
CarMAN2u: Its okay. But things never been the same after your family
stopped going to your summer house.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Actually, my dad recently moved in there full time. He's
been bugging me to visit over summer vacation, but I've been putting him
off.
CarMAN2u: You still mad at him?
XxTomGrrl99xX: A little. Maybe a lot.
CarMAN2u: You miss him?
XxTomGrrl99xX nods and sighs.
XxTomGrrl99xX: He'd asked me to come out for winter break and spring
break. I'd really thought about going, but his boyfriend, Jason, lives
there with him and that's something I'm really not ready to deal with.
CarMAN2u: That must really suck not being able to go there because there's
a stranger in your house.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Actually, Jason is going to be heading out to some training
seminar this weekend. Maybe I'll take Dad up on his offer for then.
CarMAN2u: Wow! thatd be great!
XxTomGrrl99xX smiles.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Well, I haven't actually asked him yet, but I'm pretty sure
he'll say yes.
A warning window popped up telling me my battery was almost out and the
laptop would power down in a few minutes. I stabbed at the close button,
then went back to my chat window.
CarMAN2u: I gotta go. My batterys almost dead and I aint been able to find
the charger cord since I moved into my new bedroom. Could you send me an
e-mail to let me know if things work out?
XxTomGrrl99xX: Can do. You have a new room?
CarMAN2u: Yeah. Ill have to tell you about it later.
XxTomGrrl99xX: Sounds fair. Take care of yourself, Carl.
CarMAN2u: You too.....Terry.
CarMAN2u smirks
XxTomGrrl99xX rolls her eyes and grins before signing out.
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