PLAYING WITH FIRE by Geneva
In18th. Century Hungary, an Austrian clerk seeks out a Gypsy woman to
obtain a book of magic spells. He succeeds briefly, but then his life
is never the same again. Warning, contains rape.
This story has some references to events and characters in two of my
earlier stories, "The Siege", and "Turnaround". It also bridges the
time-span between "The Siege" and "Turkish Delight".
I sat, almost numbed, looking at the diary in front of me. If its
contents were true, it would mean that some of the Church hierarchy had
actually used magic, and that even more of the officials in the Church
had been aware of it! I looked around my garret uneasily, just in case
someone caught me reading the diary.
I should not have had it in my possession at all, and certainly not be
reading it, but earlier that day I had been taking a brief break from my
clerking work and had been idly snooping around in the garret I had been
given for a workspace. A fire had damaged part of the bishop's house and
adjacent church buildings, and while a new house, actually more like a
small palace, was being built, the furniture that had been saved was
piled into the garret that had been my humble domain, even more cramping
my workspace.
My fingers had been cramped from a long session with the quill pen in
the chilly room, and I was walking around the garret shaking and flexing
them when, in a corner, partly hidden behind some shelving and stools,
an old cabinet caught my attention. It was locked so I took that as a
challenge to see what was so important. Eventually I picked the lock
with a bent nail and found only several old dust covered books. I was
idly flipping through the pages of one when I almost froze. The diary
had very interesting information indeed, with some records that might be
embarrassing to the Church. Lowly clerks like me were not trusted with
such knowledge, and if any of my superiors discovered what I had been
doing, my position, my freedom, possibly even my life might be in
danger. Still, my curiosity overcame my fears and I read on. After a few
pages I sat back, dazed, and thought about the implications.
You see, I was reading the diary of a Father Osvald, a former master of
a religious order, right here in Vienna. The diary was written in Latin,
but that was no problem to a well- trained clerk like me. He had written
that, a generation or so ago, just before the Ottoman siege, the order
had had some dealings with a woman, a Frau Weissberger. She was a Gypsy,
but married to an Austrian. For some reasons, she had voluntarily come
to the order to offer the services of a certain book in her possession.
The startling thing was that the book had supposedly contained several
magic spells! Eventually, as Osvald wrote, he and the woman devised a
plan using one of the spells to hopefully blunt the impending attack of
the Ottoman on Vienna. Osvald had been careful to get the prior approval
of some individuals higher in the hierarchy of the Church. Their
permission given, one of the acolytes of the Order, a young man called
Emil, barely more than a boy, was read a magic spell from the book. He
had fallen unconscious and as the spell worked its effect he had been
transformed into a beautiful young woman! They had called her Klara.
I shook my head. Surely all of this was nonsense! I gave a snort of
total disbelief, but, on rereading it, I reluctantly came to the
conclusion that Osvald's account might have been totally genuine. Or at
least he believed what he had written.
I read further. Osvald had written about his own shock, then doubts and
soul searching when first approached by Frau Weissberger with her book,
his tentative, cautious discussions with a superior, his selection of a
suitable acolyte, his astonishment at the beauty of Klara and then his
misgivings about sending her into danger. The plan had been for this
young woman to be smuggled into the Ottoman territories and inserted by
the Osvald's agents into the household, even into the harem, of an
Ottoman military commander, a pasha, with the idea of assassinating him.
Hopefully this might thwart a possible Ottoman attack on Vienna. That
seemed reasonable. If the changeling Klara had been inserted to a harem,
she might well have been able to assassinate the pasha at an unguarded
moment. Of course, as a harem slave, her own life would then have been
worthless.
In a footnote, Osvald reported that the target actually had died,
although he had heard rumors that it was by an accidental cannon
explosion and not by any actions of his agent. He had recorded his
sorrow and his continuing prayers for Klara as she never returned to
Vienna and he presumed that she had died.
I sat back in my cubbyhole and thought about the implication. But I
looked out of the narrow window and saw the streets of Vienna, busy as
usual with the citizens going about their usual affairs, with the same
street noises, shouts of vendors, carts and coaches and the citizens'
conversations. Surely this was reality, not that fanciful account in a
diary such as I had just read? I shook my head. I wondered if I needed
some fresh air. The account surely had to be nonsense. No sensible
person believed in magic anymore. And what good would have been a spell
that changed a man into a woman? The diary entry must have been written
with tongue in cheek.
And yet, why would the diary have then been locked away? The paranoia of
some of the higher echelons....or someone keeping information hidden
from them?
When I heard the heavy footsteps of my old supervisor, Herr Braun,
trudging up the stairs, wheezing as usual, I pushed the diary into a
drawer and resumed my work at the accounts on the desk. Then I noticed
that I had left the cabinet door ajar! Braun pushed some more work on my
desk but to my relief did not notice anything amiss. I could barely keep
from trembling. My mind was desperately thinking of an excuse in case he
noticed the opened cabinet, but he merely grunted something about the
street noise and carefully made his way back down the creaky stairs. He
had barely gone when I scurried with the diary to the cabinet and
relocked it.
That next week I was occupied with copying more accounts and some
correspondence with local artisans and craftsmen. The bishop needed
ideas of costs and estimates from various builders for his new palace.
They were now at the stage of furnishing the rooms and stocking his
kitchen with new utensils and wares.
Finally my curiosity got the better of me again and when I knew I was
unlikely to be disturbed I pulled another book out from the cabinet. One
was much older than the rest, and, like the diary, written, not printed,
in Latin. I knew Latin as part of my training and easily read through
the closely written pages. The contents had been kept secret. At least
three of the volumes recorded investigations and trials of witches and
heretics in the fifteenth century. I shuddered as I read the tortures
used to extract confessions. Another book told of an investigation of
the sexual practices of some aberrant monastery in eastern Bohemia. Yet
another journal recounted some of the investigations into the Blood
Countess of Hungary. Her notoriety had been known, even in Vienna.
A newer book told of the fight against heretics in the part of Hungary
liberated from the Ottoman. The Church had managed to get some Reform
preachers expelled and sent to the galleys.
The last book I opened had some history of the German religious wars of
last century. One chapter commented on the happenings in a town in
Bavaria, which had been the centre of what was once a small, but
influential state but which just suddenly fell apart, sometime in the
1600's. A footnote to the record said there was a legend that a Gypsy
sorceress used a spell book to suddenly change most of the important
men, the leaders of the society, into women. A witness, a nun, said
that a Gypsy woman had read a spell to an unsuspecting audience and in
minutes a catastrophic change affected all of the men. Women in the
audience had been unaffected, except that most became more comely. No
one knew what had happened to the Gypsy perpetrator. She had disappeared
in the resulting chaos.
Almost two hundred men, civic and religious leaders, merchants, and
military had been affected. Many of the older men had died, but the book
reported that those who survived were changed to beautiful women. With
most of its business and administrative leaders gone, or made
ineffectual, the town fell into chaos. Similarly the loss of the local
religious leaders put the local church organization into chaos as well.
The book's author had totally dismissed the nun's account, and when I
checked other records in our library there were no such events recorded.
In fact, the records were totally blank for that time period in the
area. On thinking about it, these blanks were suspicious. This suggested
to me that the news of the event had been rigorously suppressed and any
records removed. I pored through some other records of convent
activities and finally found the nun's name in records of a convent with
strict rules of silence. It looked to me as if she had been hidden away.
I thought back to Osvald's diary. It had recorded the story of an
individual male being changed to a female, with a Gypsy spell book
involved. I wondered if these events were connected and had even
involved the same book. It did seem significant that Gypsies were
involved in both events.
When it was safe for me I read over Osvald's diary more carefully. The
more I thought about it the more likely it seemed that there was a real
connection. Osvald had noted too that the book also contained other
spells, some used for healing various ailments. About a year after the
siege was lifted, Osvald wrote that he had attempted to contact Frau
Weissberger again, but that she had disappeared.
Osvald said that his investigators had confirmed that the Frau was born
a Gypsy, but attended a church here in Vienna, St. Martin's, with her
husband. There were even six children baptized there, but she had
stopped attending after her husband was killed in the siege. Osvald
supposed that she might have gone back to her Gypsy relatives, and he
abandoned further search as being impossible.
I knew that the discovery of the use of a spell by one valued in the
Church such as Father Osvald would have caused much consternation and
soul searching, especially as it was Gypsy magic. I thought about these
times of crisis in the past. I suppose Osvald and the others taking part
in the scheme were desperate. After all, it was for the preservation of
Austria and perhaps of Christendom. The authorities would have been
willing to use all means to preserve them.
The more I thought about it, if that spell book really existed, it might
have a lot of potential. Its possessor could use it to get rid of male
enemies, or at least make them ineffective. And if it had a spell that
made women more attractive, that would be a good source of revenue.
Women would be keen to use any spells that made them more beautiful.
Perhaps the other spells in the book could be used to make money as
well. If they cured ailments they would be in great demand. The problem
would be in keeping the spell book's existence discreet enough.
I would need to find out the whereabouts of this Frau Weissberger, if
she were still alive, and to get the magic book from her. Yet, Osvald
and all his resources had failed in his attempt. Perhaps it would be
totally impossible. The events had happened more than a generation ago
and the siege had disrupted the whole city, even the whole of the
country. Frau Weissberger might even be dead. If she had left the city,
she could be anywhere.
Over the next few weeks I began a systematic search of the church
records. It was handy that I was a clerk and knew my way around the many
records and had complete access to them. When Herr Braun asked about it
I just said that I was interested in finding information on the history
of the various parishes. He smiled indulgently and left me to it.
"Provided it does not interfere with your duties," he warned.
It was tedious work, but after some weeks I found the information I
wanted. According to the records, Frau Weissberger and her husband had
lived on Albrechtstrasse and attended the church of St. Martin. Luckily
I knew the priest there, Father Gabriel. I had had some dealings with
him in the past.
All the time I wondered why the spell book had not been confiscated from
Frau Weissberger after its use. The authorities would have known the
book had great potential, although with some danger too. The Order and
the Church would have been desperate, given the Ottoman threat, and
perhaps because the book's use had been offered voluntarily they had not
seized it. I found that Father Osvald had died more than ten years ago
and his diary appeared to be the sole source of information. If I needed
more information about the affair I would have to question some of the
men who were acolytes at the time, and who knew brother Emil.
It took some further weeks of discreet questioning before I found one
former acolyte, a religious brother called Kurt, who worked as an
administrator at a school for the sons of nobility. He only remembered
Emil being selected for some 'momentous task', as it had been
described. He confirmed that the young man Emil had disappeared and
never seen again.
Father Gabriel's church, St. Martin's, was a fair sized building in the
south part of the city. The neighborhood looked moderately prosperous,
although not affluent, so it was likely that the Weissberger family had
been reasonably well off. I wondered what Herr Weissberger had done for
a living. How had he come to marry a Gypsy, of all people?
I walked into the gloom of the church, crossing myself dutifully, and
looked around. A few old women and some men were praying in the pews. I
saw an old priest puttering about by the altar and as I approached him
he peered at me suspiciously.
"Father Gabriel?" I asked.
"Yes, who wants me?"
"My name is Gunter Haider. I met you some months ago when I was making
an inventory. I work for the bishop as a clerk. He sent me here for
information on a woman who attended here many years ago."
He squinted at me through his glasses. "Ah yes, Herr Haider, I remember
you. Yes, what can I do for you, my son."
" Father, I am looking for information on a former parishioner that was
here before the siege, a Maria Weissberger."
He looked at me over his spectacles. "My goodness, before the siege!
That is a long time ago. I wonder what the bishop needs that information
for?" He stroked his beard. " But strangely, I remember the woman. She
had a very striking appearance. I was just a young priest here at the
time. " He closed his eyes in thought. "You know, I seem to remember
that someone else was looking for her, it must have been a long time ago
as well, but anyway, I am sure I remember about the Frau. What did you
want to know?"
"First, what was her full name?"
He shook his head. "Only Maria Weissberger, She used no other names when
I knew her, but I found out later that was not her original name. When
I first met her she was just Galila, a Gypsy name, but when she was
baptized just before her marriage she took the name Maria, and, of
course, her husband's surname after marriage."
"Do you know where she was from?"
"Who knows? She was a Gypsy and these people are wanderers." He thought
for a bit. "She was a striking woman, that Maria. If I remember
correctly her accent was not Viennese, perhaps Hungarian, but then as a
Gypsy she would have used a Gypsy language too."
"What were their children?"
"She had three boys, Karl, Heinrich and Josef, and two daughters,
Magdalena and Hildegarde. Oh yes, and a younger one called Gertrud. They
called her Trudy. So, three daughters too."
All were fairly ordinary Austrian names. Still, if Maria Weissberger had
rejoined her Gypsies, then these names might stand out if any of her
children had accompanied her. "Can you describe the Frau?"
"She was average height, dark complexioned, but snowy white hair, a
handsome woman when she attended here. She must have been a beauty in
her youth." He smiled slightly. "Yes, yes, I know I had taken a vow of
celibacy, but still, even as a priest I could appreciate the beauty of a
woman. By now she would be around eighty and I doubt if she is still
alive."
He was right. Not many lived to eighty, and a wandering Gypsy's life did
not encourage long life. I shook my head. This was probably a totally
useless chase. These events, even if true, were too long ago, but then,
the investigation might lead to something useful. "Where did they
live?" I asked. I wondered if someone at the Weissberger's former house
might know.
He pointed out of the church door. " Very close, three streets over, by
the market. It is a green painted house with yellow shutters. The only
one that colour."
Thanking the priest, I walked over to the market, dodging urchins as I
did so, and easily found the house. I looked at it. The door was open
and a large woman was sweeping the dust from the front step into the
street.
"Can I help you?" she said, when she noticed me approaching. Her tone
was cold, suspicious.
It was time to lie. I used, what was, I hoped, a Linz accent. "Excuse
me, Frau, it is just that I am a visitor to the city. I am from Linz,
but my parents used to live here. They used to talk about their days in
Vienna. They described it well. That was, oh, about forty years ago that
they lived here."
Her look softened. "Ah, we have only lived here for about thirty. Since
some years or so after the siege. My children were all born here."
"Oh, so you did not purchase it from my parents. Oh, I am Hans Schmidt."
It might be unwise to give my real name.
She thought for a moment. "No, my husband bought it from a Frau
Weissberger, a widow. The Weissbergers were friends of friends."
"Ah yes," I said, pretending to think back. "I remember now. My father
mentioned selling to a family called Weissberger. She left the city?"
"Yes, it was a year or so after the siege. Her husband was killed during
the siege, a shot from an Ottoman musketeer, I suppose."
I gestured an appropriate expression of sympathy. "Do you know where she
went?" I asked casually. " I suppose she would go west, as far from the
Ottoman as possible?"
"No, somewhere to the east, I think." The Frau gave an expression of
disapproval and sniffed. "She was a Gypsy so perhaps she went to be with
her own people. I believe too that Frau Weissberger took her orphaned
granddaughters with her when she left. I think that the Frau's other
children were married to Viennese, but I have no idea where they live
now."
"Gypsies!" I said, giving her a shocked look. I bade her good day and
walked across the street. I had noticed a tavern there. Perhaps Herr
Weissberger would have used it. I went in, to slake my own thirst and my
curiosity. The tavern keeper was a gray haired brawny man in his fifties
with a younger woman who looked as if she should be his daughter. She
looked quite attractive in her dirndl skirt and low-cut blouse, but I
thought it better to keep my eyes off her.
I ordered a pot of lager from the tavern keeper and as he passed it to
me he looked me over. "New in this area?"
"Yes, just passing through. I had doings in this part of the city." I
gave him the story about being from Linz.
The tavern was not too busy and when we got talking more I was able to
slip in a question about the Weissbergers as if my parents had known the
family in the past. "Yes," he answered. ' The widowed Frau Weissberger
left the city a long time ago. Haven't seen or heard about her for
years. I must ask her son about her."
My ears pricked up. "Yes, that's Josef, isn't it?" I guessed.
"No, that's Heinrich. Actually he's in here from time to time. He's got
a place in a lane a bit over to the east. He's a coppersmith."
I wanted to ask more but he might have become suspicious. At least I now
had a name and an occupation. I went back to my garret and after some
thought I checked which church served that area. It was served by 'Our
Lady of Victory' Church. I would be better to ask the priest there what
he knew before I approached Heinrich. The more prior information I had,
the better.
I would also be better to get a letter of introduction to the priest in
charge without arousing the suspicions of my supervisors. I pulled out
an old project I had been working on sporadically, an architectural
record of the churches in the city. Yes, it said that 'Our Lady of
Victory' had some interesting design features, so with that as an excuse
I approached the head clerk and told him about it.
"What a good idea!" he exclaimed. He nodded. "Yes, Gunter, a wonderful
idea. I will send a message out to him, or even better, I will write you
a note of introduction to the priest in charge. I believe that is
Father Jakob."
Later that afternoon I sat with Father Jakob, a small man with a fussy
manner, in a small room off his church. He read my note carefully and
sat back. "Well, Herr Haider, that is an interesting project. Yes, I am
very proud of several features of the church. Let me give you a tour."
I endured the tour for several hours, meandering through the main
section and the side chapels, the other rooms and even the bell tower.
Fortunately Father Jakob was in a garrulous mood and from architecture,
to the church repairs, to the siege, and to his parishioners, I was
finally able to gradually steer the conversation to the Weissbergers.
"Yes, Heinrich Weissberger, he and his wife Maria are regular
churchgoers. They have five children too. I have never seen any more of
his family, though."
"Do you know where they live?"
"Yes, on Cupfergasse. He is a coppersmith, you know. Many others in the
same trade work in that area. Heinrich does some nice work. I have used
some vessels that he made, in the church."
"What sort of man is he?" I did not want to approach Heinrich until I
knew more about him.
"Friendly enough, and a responsible citizen. He sings quite well. Two of
his sons have been altar boys."
I needed a good reason to visit Heinrich and work into his confidence
and thus get information on his family. I remembered that the new palace
would need utensils, and as Heinrich was a coppersmith, perhaps I could
approach him that way. When I raised the matter, old Braun even
complimented me on my forethought. "That is good thinking, Gunter. Here,
I will give you a few sketches of some copper pans and other vessels
that will be needed for the bishop's kitchen. But make sure you visit
several coppersmiths in the area to get the best price." He wrote a note
on a piece of paper. "Here is a letter of introduction, and... ," he
rummaged in a pile of notes, "here are some of the styles the bishop
likes. Tell the coppersmiths that you are in his employment and you are
looking for estimates of the cost. Any of them should be glad of the
work."
To avoid suspicion I first visited two other coppersmiths before
approaching Heinrich. I had little difficulty finding him at his house
on Cupfergasse, and even less difficulty in getting him into a
conversation. A big, bluff, friendly man, he even admitted, without any
prompting on my part, that his interest in coppersmithing had come from
his mother's family, "Gypsies!" he bellowed, with barely a trace of
embarrassment, a broad grin on his face. "They are skilled in
metalworking, you know."
"You still see much of your mother?" I asked casually.
"Alas, she went off into Hungary, near a place called Godollo, and I
heard that she died, it must be ten years ago. Her age, eighty years
when she died! But such a good age!"
He shrugged. "My mother was a full-blooded Gypsy. My father died in the
siege and she moved to be with her own people, into that part of Hungary
after the Ottoman had been driven out. My oldest brother Karl died in
the siege too, and his wife too, God rest their souls. They had two
daughters, Sophia and Theresa. We wanted to take them in but my mother
insisted on looking after them. So the girls went with my mother and
must still live with the Gypsies. I don't know why, as all of us were
married and settled here. They could have lived with any of us. We would
have brought the girls up properly." He sighed. "After my mother died
we have had little contact with them. And then again, there has been
much unrest in Hungary.
"Anyhow, Herr Schmidt, I'm sure I bore you with my family. Let me look
at these sketches." He laid the sketches on a bench, scrutinized them
carefully and made a few notations on a piece of paper. He looked up at
me. "Yes, I think I could do these soon and I am sure my price will suit
the bishop. Let me write it out for you."
I had learned a lot from the garrulous coppersmith. I thanked him and
made my way back to the palace. Fortunately his price was the lowest of
any of the coppersmiths I had asked for estimates. Of course, I would be
expected to bargain him down further.
It was a pity, but not unexpected, that Frau Weisberger was dead. Still,
there were these granddaughters and perhaps they now had possession of
the book. I would now have to look for them. I found a map in our
library. Godollo lay east of Buda, the main city of Hungary. I could
take a boat down the Danube to Buda and then it would take about a day
or so travel to Godollo, depending on state of the roads. I wondered if
it would be safe enough now. I knew that a few years ago the empire had
some trouble with a Hungarian rebel called Rakoczi.
Rebellion made me hesitate. It was the last thing I needed, to have to
make my way through a countryside that was still unsettled by rebellion
and its aftermath, but I had no alternative. I also thought of my
approach. Even if I did find Sophia or Theresa, the Weissberger
granddaughters, what then? They would be grown women now themselves, and
could be married and with families. Should I steal the book from them,
or have them detained on some pretext, or what? Father Osvalds's diary
had said that the book was quite small, easily hidden, so it would be
hard to find.
I was still scheming my course of action when Herr Braun called me to
his office. "Gunter? I want you to go and see this Heinrich again. " He
passed me Heinrich's estimate for the copper vessels. "Tell him I
approve of his work and that I want him to make the vessels on this
list. Also, some could be used at the churches. Get him to make three
dozen in this style." He wrote out an order on a piece of paper. " This
is a good contract for him."
He was right. The contract would put Heinrich in a good mood and might
help me get more information from him. Herr Braun looked over his pince-
nez at me. "You have done well, Gunter. You seem to have a talent for
this. You are showing much initiative. There has been quite an
improvement in you these last months. Perhaps we can find more
challenging work for you."
As I bowed obsequiously I wondered if it would mean any improvement in
my wages. I was surprised that he had not asked me to try to bargain
with Heinrich to get a lower price.
Heinrich greeted me effusively when I knocked at his door. "Ah, Herr
Schmidt! So perhaps I have a contract?"
"Yes, the bishop is very pleased. He wants you to make the pans and
other stuff as we discussed earlier. Also, three dozen vessels for the
other churches in the area. The price is also suitable."
His eyes lit up. "Wonderful!" He clapped me on the back. "Come in and
meet my wife and the family. " He introduced me to a stout woman." This
is my wife Heidi, and here is my sister Trudy. Trudy is visiting from
another part of the city. Her husband Johan has a dray business.
"Trudy," he said, "Herr Schmidt works for the Bishop. He has now ordered
some pieces from me. I was telling him how I learned my trade from some
Gypsies, and that our mother was a Gypsy."
Trudy was a slim, dark haired woman with a shrewd face. Her reaction was
strange. She almost seemed annoyed or shocked at first, but a quick
smile took her face. "But we are all good Austrians now," she laughed.
"I was also telling Herr Schmidt that one of our nieces lives with
Gypsies just to the east of Godollo."
"Yes," she laughed again, "among all these wild Hungarians." Her mouth
kept a smile, but it did not reach her eyes.
The conversation went well, but, even with some judicious prompting, I
was unable to get any more information about their niece. Trudy appeared
to be friendly, like her brother, but a bit more reserved. I saw her
looking at me a few times with a calculating expression, but when I
looked back she smiled quickly. I wondered if she had taken a fancy to
me. She was a good-looking woman too. I felt quite flattered.
I soon felt relaxed in this happy family. Heinrich brought a small cask
of beer and we drank, toasting each other. Soon Heinrich and then his
children began to sing for us. Then we heard a noise from another room
and Heinrich's son Franz entered with a violin. Heinrich grinned. "It
is my son, learning to play the violin. Such a noise!" He roared with
laughter.
It was obvious that the young man had little talent. I endured his
scraping as much as I could and, pretending to be impressed, I
complimented him. Unfortunately that meant another few minutes of
painful listening. At last I could stand it no longer and leaned over
to him. "See, " I told Franz, "Try this way, " and in fact with a little
instruction the boy got a better sound.
"You are an expert fiddler, Herr Schmidt?" asked Gertrud.
In fact I could play the violin quite well, but I shrugged modestly. I
really wanted to prevent the boy from playing again. To show off my own
skills, I began to play a lively fiddle tune.
They all clapped and I played several other pieces, the family clapping
in time. Finally, as it was getting late, I bade the family goodbye and
headed home to my own mean lodging.
I thought about the latest meeting. I had established a good rapport
with them, which might help me get more information in the future. I was
pleased that I had met Trudy but I wished I could have got her surname.
I had no opportunity to bring it up. If I had it I could have checked on
her as well in the records.
My next problem was how to arrange the long trip to Godollo. My
supervisor would almost certainly not agree to my leaving. In fact he
would be more likely to ask awkward questions and I had to decide
whether it was worth the risk of abandoning my job. I might travel all
that way and be unsuccessful in finding any trace of Frau Weissberger's
family. There was also the major problem of actually how to get the
magic book from her descendants, even if I found any.
I thought about it for a week or so, when the decision was taken out of
my hands. My first clue was to come into work one day to see that all of
the piled up furniture was more neatly arranged, and then to discover
that the bookcase with the forbidden books was nowhere to be found. Then
I was called in to see, not Herr Braun, but the head of security for the
diocese, Herr Weber. He received me cordially enough, asking how my work
was going and about my personal life. Then he waved a paper in front of
me. It was the estimate of the coppersmithing that I had obtained from
Heinrich. "Tell me Gunter, how did you come to visit this Heinrich
Weissberger?"
So I knew he was suspicious, but I put on a guileless face. I shrugged.
"No particular reason, sir. I had been asked to get estimates, and he
was one of several I visited. I trust all is in order?"
"Yes, his estimate seems very reasonable. But tell me, I was speaking to
Father Jakob, of Our Lady of Victory. He said you had visited there
asking about the Weissberger family."
I began to feel uncomfortable. "Uh, I was on a project about the church
architecture but I also spoke to him about the Weissbergers. I wanted to
know more about the background, to see if they were trustworthy. I heard
that they were partly Gypsy. "
"Yes Gunter, trustworthiness is very important." He looked at me
steadily and although I was quaking internally, I tried to remain
impassive.
"You will have noticed that we have started removing the Bishop's
furnishings from your workspace. Some is quite high quality. Did you
examine any of it?"
"No, Excellency, I have too much work to do. In fact I am glad to see
that it will be removed. It will give me more room to lay out my
accounts and ledgers."
"Well, Gunter, you may return to your work," he said finally.
I bowed and left, but as I made my way across the courtyard to the
street, I caught sight of another cleric coming along another corridor.
It was Father Kurt, the former acolyte of the Order whom I had asked
about Emil. This was too much of a coincidence. By some means they had
discovered my activities. I had no doubt they would soon interrogate me
more thoroughly. It was time to get out.
I would have to set off to Hungary and look for the book. I had nothing
left to lose. It would be difficult, but even if I was unsuccessful in
finding the book, I could read and write. I was a trained clerk and
could find employment elsewhere. I hurried back to my lodging and
removed my few possessions, including my violin. For safety I spent that
night in an inn.
So, some days later, after a slow passage on a sailing barge down the
Danube to Buda and three day's walk, I found myself near Godollo. I had
brought my violin with me as I had heard that Gypsies were fond of
music, and I thought that I might be a more acceptable if I posed as an
itinerant musician. I did not know any Hungarian, but I knew that there
were German-speaking settlers in the area and I hoped that enough of the
other population would have a rudimentary knowledge of German.
I stopped at the first small house in a village just to the east of
Godollo. From the inside I heard domestic sounds, clanking pots and a
shrieking infant. When I knocked on the door it was opened by a young
woman with a squalling child held in her arms. I introduced myself in
German.
The woman answered in fluent, but strongly accented German. I was about
to ask her about any Gypsies when she called out, "Jakob?" and a man in
dark garb came to the door. An older man, also in dark clothing hovered
in the background, looking at me suspiciously. The first man looked at
me enquiringly.
"Good afternoon, sir," I said. " I am Hans Schmidt. I come from Vienna.
Perhaps you can help me. I am looking for a Gypsy group." I gave a false
story about the Austrian authorities trying to make an estimate of the
numbers of Gypsies in the Hungarian territories. I even had to be
careful how I phrased that. I knew that some Hungarians were resentful
of the increasing Austrian influence on their lives, but I reasoned that
he would not be troubled about releasing information about Gypsies.
His manner was cold, but correct. I wondered who he was. He certainly
did not look like a peasant or tradesman. His clothing was much too
dark. It was too dark for a merchant either. He eyed my own clothing and
I could see the scepticism in his eyes. My outfit certainly did not look
like the clothing of any official.
"I am really an itinerant musician," I blurted out. "The authorities
thought that I might arouse less suspicion than an official."
That seemed to reassure him. "Well, Herr Schmidt, I have heard that
there is a group of Gypsies just a few hours to the south of us." He
gave me directions and added, " They seem to have been settled there for
some time. But I wish you good fortune in counting them as many of them
seem to come and go."
I gave him profuse thanks and set off, aware that the man, and now a
few villagers were watching me. I stopped at a small tavern to eat and
to think about my strategy. My task would be difficult. Even if I did
find the Gypsies, I would have to be accepted by them. Then I would have
to identify the woman and worm my way into her confidence so that I
could steal the book, then escape from the Gypsies and get back to
Vienna.
I found the group of Gypsies easily enough. As the man had said, a group
was nicely settled in a small valley. They had even built some huts.
These looked fairly substantial so maybe the Gypsies were hoping to
settle there. I wondered if they would be successful. It was more likely
that some landowner would eject them once the Austrian administration
became more established.
So how could I get their trust, enough to find the former Frau
Weissberger or her granddaughter Sophia and get my hands on the book?
Even that would be difficult enough as Sophia would probably be married
and perhaps even have taken a Gypsy name. I decided to be bold about it.
I took out my violin and began to play some lively tunes, slowly making
my way into the camp.
I was still some distance from the camp when two, five, and eventually a
dozen or more urchins ran to me. As I slowly walked into the camp,
playing all the time, they surrounded me, crying with delight, and
followed me in a kind of procession. I must have looked vaguely like the
Pied Piper of myth.
Two bearded swarthy men came to stand in front of me, but although wary,
they did not appear hostile. I acknowledged them with lifted eyebrows
then finished my tune and smiled at them. I was relieved to see them
grinning back. One slapped my back and spoke to me but I did not
understand at all. I suppose it was in Hungarian or a Gypsy language.
I replied in German and immediately heard words of welcome in German.
"We cannot offer you any money, fiddler, but you are welcome to have a
meal with us. Even stay with us a day or two. You play well. You sound
like an expert. Perhaps you will play for us some more?"
After a meal I was relaxed and played several other tunes. Some of the
young men and girls danced around me. Eventually I stopped and despite
their good-hearted protests I waved my hand to show I needed a rest. We
soon got talking. "Have you been in this area long?" I casually asked a
man sitting by me, one of those able to speak German. I gestured to the
collection of huts and tents. Slowly I brought the conversation round to
any of their contacts with Vienna.
"No, we have not much contact with Vienna. We try to keep out of the
way of Austrian authorities, especially the army. Their tolerance for us
is limited. What about you?"
"I make my living playing, and I have traveled all over Austria. I have
been in Vienna for some years and now I try further East."
An older woman, in her fifties I supposed, served me some thick, spiced
vegetable stew from the pot. She brushed straggly hair from her face.
"Sophia over there, she was from Vienna." She pointed to a woman in a
faded blue dress hunched over the fire. "She was born there but her
grandmother brought her to live with us." She called out but the woman
just nodded her head in acknowledgement, straightened her back, walked
to one of the huts and disappeared inside. It appeared she did not want
to talk to me.
I could hardly believe my good fortune. That had to be one of the women
I was looking for! She had looked as if she was about thirty or so years
old. She was quite pretty, and her complexion was not nearly as swarthy
as some of the others. That matched too. The Weissberger granddaughter
could have been only about one quarter Gypsy.
Later I saw a man, lean, swarthy and bearded go into the hut too.
However, I hid my annoyance. So Sophia was probably married. That meant
there was a man around and it would be more difficult to get the book. I
would need either to get her trust, which might take a long time, or
search their hut when they were out, and with two of them around that
would be unlikely. To make it worse, four children aged about ten and
under crowded round the couple. Children made it even more difficult.
I thought about possible courses of action. I remembered that Osvald had
written that the book also contained healing spells too. If I had an
injury, and Sophia volunteered to heal it with the book, I might have a
better chance of getting it. On the other hand, if she did not have a
magic book, or chose not to help me, I would have a painful injury for
nothing. That was likely, given that she seemed to be avoiding me. Also,
I have to say, the sight and thought of blood, my own especially, always
made me feel ill.
I might be able to get word to the Austrian authorities that Sophia and
her husband had been stealing or involved in some other crime. Then they
would get arrested, and their goods seized. Maybe I could say I was
working on the bishop's behalf and then question them to see if they had
the book. Then, on thinking, about it, there were too many possibilities
for that to go wrong. I had no official documents, and word might
actually get back to the bishop. I had aroused his suspicions enough
anyway.
The next days with the Gypsies were very frustrating. Sophia was
definitely avoiding me. Any time she did appear I watched her carefully,
but at no time did I see any use of a magic book, or even if one still
existed. I knew I would have to abandon my quest as I would soon wear
out my welcome with the Gypsies, so I let it be known that I was moving
on.
I now began to worry about my own future as I would have to get back to
Austria, find different work and keep out of the way of the authorities
in case awkward questions were asked. I cursed to myself in frustration.
The whole trip had been absolutely fruitless and I had been left with an
uncertain future.
The Gypsies were friendly enough, but none had invited me into their
huts or tents, and as it was not cold I had been sleeping in the open
air. That last night I suddenly awoke. There was a faint light in the
eastern sky. I listened but heard nothing. Then a dog near me began to
growl. A half moon lit the clearing in the woods enough for me to see.
There were no sounds from the Gypsies. I idly wondered about sneaking
into Sophia's hut to look for the book when she and her family were
asleep, but that would have been too dangerous, if not impossible with
the presence of her family, and I had no idea where any book might be
hidden or even if it still existed.
My thoughts were interrupted by a group of riders galloping into the
clearing. I heard two gunshots and saw bare swords and burning torches
and almost immediately the screaming of women and children filled the
air. Two Gypsies who ran out were immediately ridden down. I ran to the
side of the clearing and cowered as low as I could in some bushes, aware
of Sophia and her family huddled close by me. A rider put a torch to the
thatch roof of their hut. I leaped up, and pulled the poles with the
burning thatch off the roof, but a rider was galloping towards me.
Sophia's daughter had followed me and was right in his path. For some
reason I noticed a gold chain round his neck. I threw one of the poles
at the rider. I was lucky: it struck him on the forehead and he almost
fell, but recovered. However, the girl was now out of his path. He
looked at me with fury twisting his features and I had a sudden glimpse
of horse's hooves and things went dark.
I awoke with Sophia bending over me. I was dazed, my eyes were blurred
and my head hurt. When I put my hand to it I felt it sticky with blood.
I looked round. Dawn was just breaking. The camp was in chaos, some
wagons knocked over and the contents strewn about. Many huts were burned
or damaged. It looked like a whirlwind had coursed through it. A man
with a deep cut on his shoulder was groaning on the ground. Over by an
upturned wagon two children lay stretched out, two frantic women
screaming and wailing over them. I looked at one child, a boy, dressed
only in rags. His chest was crushed by a horse's hoof. The other child,
a young girl, lay quiet, in shock, her leg bent under her. I saw the
frantic mother carry her into a tent.
I tried to struggle to my feet, but Sophia held me down. "Just a minute,
Herr Schmidt. You have been injured but I will fix that soon. But there
are some more injured than you. Be patient and I will soon be back." I
lay back and watched as the Gypsies began to right their camp. One man,
sitting under a tree, was bare to the waist. His shoulder was covered
with a heavily bloodstained bandage.
In the background I heard a child wailing. I watched Sophia skirt some
debris and make her way to one of the huts where I had seen the injured
child carried into. In a minute I heard fresh crying from the hut, then
quickly stopped. About ten minutes later Sophia reemerged, and was
escorted to another tent. A few minutes later she appeared at the door
of this hut, and crossed to the man with the heavily bandaged shoulder.
He was also taken inside. This visit took longer. She must have been
with him about an hour before she reemerged and walked to her own hut. I
saw her husband come to meet her, embrace her and try to take her to
their hut but she shook her head and made her way to me.
"Thank you, Herr Schmidt. You may have saved my daughter's life. I am
very grateful Now let me look at your head." She washed it with some
warm water and, tilting my head gently, probed it it. She grimaced. " It
looks bad, but there is nothing that time will not fix. However, perhaps
I can help it heal quicker so you can be on your way. Come over here."
I suddenly noticed something. " I must do something first," I gasped,
and lurched over to where I had been sleeping before the attack. I saw
some splintered wood and I grimaced, holding the pieces up helplessly.
My violin had been smashed in the chaos. I let the pieces fall from my
hand. It was beyond repair. Now one of the few ways I could earn some
money was gone.
Sophia understood. " I am very sorry about your violin, Herr Schmidt."
I shrugged. "A loss for me, but your people have suffered a greater
loss."
She nodded gravely. "Thank you for your sympathy, Herr Schmidt. Now
please come with me. Here, into my hut."
Her manner was now more courteous, and almost friendly, in contrast to
the coldness of the previous days. She was very attractive and I began
to feel uncomfortable. I wondered how possessive her husband would be.
He looked at me with narrowed eyes. "This is my husband Jamel," she
said. Jamel looked at me suspiciously, but I greeted him with as
friendly a face as I could.
"Jamel. Can I speak with you?" she asked. They disappeared out of the
door and I endured the stares of the four children. I heard Sophia and
Jamel discussing something. She returned in a minute. " Herr Schmidt. My
husband agrees that I should help you. Can you lie back?"
I could barely pretend indifference when she took a small book from her
pocket, turned to a page and began to read. "What is the book?" I asked,
but she held up her hand for me to keep quiet. As she read a feeling of
triumph came over me. She was reading a magic spell! No doubt from the
very book that I was seeking. I was sure of it, the one I had wanted. So
it still existed!
She read slowly, in a sequence of strange words that were unlike
anything I had ever heard. She finished and looked at me expectantly.
" What was that?" I asked again but before she answered I flinched at a
fresh stab of pain at my temple. Then almost immediately, the sting
changed to a pleasant warmth, then only a dull feeling, and that was
gone too.
Sophia examined my head. "See. She held a piece of polished metal to me.
"Have a look. You will be able to be on your way soon."
I squinted in the mirror and just gaped. The wound was gone. I felt at
my head and only felt a faint scar. "What did you do? I asked again. But
she only shook her head and gave a slight smile. "Never mind, Herr
Schmidt. Now, will you eat with us?"
Their hut was very small, with a small bed in a corner and bundles of
rags for their children. A small fire smoldered in one corner, with only
a hole in the roof to let smoke out.
We had just finished eating a stew with some flat bread when we were
interrupted by another woman. I did not understand what they were
saying, but I understood that it was another serious matter.
Sophia went to a small chest and took out an ornately carved box. Her
back was to me so I did not see what she removed from the box, but she
thrust something small into a pocket in her apron, I feigned disinterest
but I was sure that she had taken the book out again for another
healing.
She shook her head to me in apology." Excuse me, Herr Schmidt, but I
have to go and help yet another child."
Her husband shrugged casually as she left. "It is just some medical
matter. Another child needs attention and Sophia has some healing arts."
I touched my healed wound. "I can see that."
Jamel took my hand. "Thank you for your help. You probably saved my
daughter's life. We are grateful to you."
"That attack was terrible. It was unprovoked. Such callousness."
He spat on the earth floor. "Yes, the innocent get caught in unsettled
times. Many resent us anyway. There is little authority, and what there
is hardly concerned about any troubles to the likes of us. I think we
would be better to leave this place." Like Sophia, Jamel spoke German
fluently and soon we were talking about the politics and unrest in
Hungary, the problems of itinerants in making a living and finally onto
my own problems, now that my violin was smashed.
I was describing how I might make another violin when Sophia returned. I
barely feigned disinterest when I saw her put the book back into the
little carved box. So what I wanted could be almost within my grasp. I
was so tantalizingly close to it. How could I get it?
Sophia took a drink of water. " At last I think I am done for today.
There was much need of my skills today. Unfortunately I was unable to
help one poor little boy. She wiped her eye and gave a brave smile at
me. "So, Herr Schmidt, You are feeling better? A great pity about your
violin. I liked listening to your playing. You played it well. My feet
felt like dancing." She gave a forced grin and lightly danced from foot
to foot. "See even though my feet are sore, your music can still inspire
me. So you are from Vienna? What brings you here into Hungary?" Her
German was also quite fluent.
"Oh, I am just a wandering musician. I try to make my living playing the
fiddle. I have been all over Austria and I thought I would try new
pastures."
" I hear that Vienna is a beautiful city. I have some family who live
there. I occasionally feel I should visit them sometime, but I don't
really like cities. It is growing fast?" She smiled. " I was born in
Vienna, but my parents died in the siege and I was brought up by my
grandmother. She brought me to live with these Gypsies."
Even more proof that Sophia was the right one! "Does your Grandmother
remember much of Vienna?" I asked casually.
"No. Well, I mean I cannot say. She died some years ago."
It was now too late for me to be on my way, and I was thankful for an
invitation to stay a night with them. As I lay in the hut I thought
about my task. In a way the chaos in the camp had probably helped me. It
was certain that Sophia had used some healing magic, and from the very
book I wanted. I wondered about our conversation. Sophia had appeared to
be speaking freely, yet there was something about her manner that was
too calculating. But I shook my head. Maybe it was just my imagination.
It had been a tiring day. I tried to think of a plan to get hold of the
book but exhaustion took me and I fell asleep.
The following morning I watched as a small party took the body of the
boy into the trees, dug a small hole, and buried it. It appeared that
the book could not repair death. I had been helping with some further
repairs when I caught sight of the injured man, going about his business
as if he had not been hurt at all. Later Sophia approached me and
commented on it. "You have been looking at Venas?" she said.
"Yes, he was badly injured."
"A little scratched," Sophia said, "but I gave him a tonic last night
and it has done the job."
I hid the skepticism from my face. There was no way that the man had
merely sustained a scratch. It should have been a severe, even maiming,
blow, but I merely nodded as if I believed what she had said. "Good, " I
said, "I had feared it was more severe. That must have been a very
effective tonic."
"What now, Herr Schmidt? Will you be leaving us now again? You should
know that my tribe has decided to leave this area." She grimaced. "This
cannot go on. It is not the first time we have been attacked. Many
people hate Gypsies. Too many of us are being killed. We have decided
that it is becoming too dangerous for us here. We will probably go
further east, maybe even back into Ottoman territory. They seem to
tolerate us more than the Austrians. "
I looked at the clouded sky. It was threatening rain. " If it is all the
same with you, I will wait. It looks as if it will be uncomfortable
travel." And at that a light rain began to fall, soon becoming heavier,
but in an hour or so when the sky cleared, I helped the Gypsies pack
their belongings into their small wagons. As night fell I sat with the
Gypsy men round a fire. The wagons had been packed apart from some tents
and now they were tired and subdued. I was exhausted too, and sick of
the destruction.
"Come," Sophia said. "You can take shelter with us for tonight again.
The rest of my tribe will be leaving soon. She pointed to the packed
wagons. We will delay until tomorrow so you can rest with us tonight.
And you must be hungry."
"The child you healed is better now?" I asked
"Yes. She should be fine for traveling. You were very brave to help us.
You could have been injured if they attacked again."
" I am glad to have helped you all. What now?'
"What about you, Herr Schmidt. It would not be safe for you in Vienna,
would it?" she asked. She emphasized 'Vienna'.
"How do you mean?"
"Oh, I have heard that in Vienna some influential people are looking for
a clerk who was in the bishop's employment, but disappeared. He had been
poking his nose into things that he should not. It was said he headed to
Hungary." She gave a knowing smile.
I gaped at her, and felt my face turn red.
"Yes, I know all about you. I know you are really Heinrich Haider, a
clerk in the bishop's employment. Yes, I know your name, or names. My
Aunt Trudy sent word that one of the bishop's lackeys was making
enquiries about our family. She knew there could be one cause, to get
the book of magic. Before she died my grandmother told me that she
wondered how long it would take for someone to get on the trail of the
book. Its power would have been a great temptation. In fact that was the
main reason she had left Vienna.
"Aunt Trudy even sent a good description of you and I watched you
carefully when you came to our tribe in case you might steal the book
from me. " Sophia smiled. "She even told me about your violin playing.
I was to take precautions in case anyone ever tried to steal the book.
When you came to us I first tried to avoid you. I would have killed you
if you seemed a danger, you know?"
I shrank back in dismay. "But then you became so friendly."
" After you had saved my daughter's life, I owed you at least some
courtesy. But I could also watch you all the better. I am sorry, Herr
Haider, I have been toying with you these last days or so. At least you
showed no sign of wanting to steal the book or doing us any harm. But I
will be relieved when you leave."
"Did your uncle Heinrich know about me too?"
"No, Aunt Trudy thought it better that he did not know. He has little
contact with me either. My uncle is a good man, a skilled worker too,
but he is na?ve and not cautious enough with people. As you found out,
he let too much information slip out about me. I long suspected that
someone would eventually come looking for my book. But, Herr Haider, you
have helped us when we were attacked. Perhaps my daughter owes her life
to you. I am very grateful."
"Then please, give me a copy of the book?"
She shook her head emphatically. "No, it is not for the likes of you. It
is too dangerous. I use it only for good, although, I heard that one of
my ancestors used it for revenge. What would you do with it?"
I felt my face redden.
"Ah yes," she said." I see that you had the idea of using it for your
own personal gain."
"Where did the book come from?"
" I was told that it comes from an ancient civilization and is written
in their language, but I do not know. I have one copy. My sister Theresa
lives with her husband in another group of Gypsies and also has a copy.
It was passed to me from my grandmother and she had it from her
mother. It has been with us many generations."
"How does the book work? I asked.
" Just as I treated you. I read the spell to you and it soon takes
effect. The person hearing the words is healed. Oh yes, It is covered in
human skin. That makes the spells effective. But there is no book for
you. I do not think that you would be careful enough with the book's
powers. It would be like playing with fire." Her face was implacable.
So there it was. My journey had been in vain. There was no way I was
going to get a hold of the book. It was so close, and yet so far. I
would have to go back to Austria, but Vienna would be too dangerous.
Perhaps I really should go to Linz.
The next morning I watched as the Gypsies' wagons left the clearing one
by one, until only Sophia and Jamel were left. They had been delayed by
a slack rope on an awkward bundle. To my surprise both embraced me when
we finally parted.
"Farewell, Herr Haider. Good fortune for the future."
I had barely left them, when, only a few minutes from out of the
clearing, I heard the sound of hooves in front of me and I was scarcely
able to hide in the bushes at the side of the road when about two dozen
mounted men galloped past me.
I gave them a short time to have gone completely, but I had not even
left the shelter of the bushes when yet another group of riders tore
past me. These were Austrians, this time, by the pattern of their
uniforms, presumably in pursuit of the first group. I had obviously got
caught up in some of the skirmishes of the Austrian army and Hungarian
rebels. This time I hid in the bushes for longer. When I thought it was
safe I got out and looked back. They had been headed in the direction of
the Gypsy camp. It was likely that Sophia and her family might have been
caught in the turmoil and would need help.
It was as I had feared. A small distance beyond the site of the camp
their wagon was overturned and its contents were strewn on the ground.
Jamel was on his knees weeping. Sophia was lying by him, completely
still. The four children were screaming. It looked as if the horsemen
had simply ridden down the wagon and its contents.
Jamel gave a broken wrenching cry and I wept too when I saw Sophia
stretched out like a broken doll. Her forehead was crushed. She was
obviously quite dead. I embraced him and the children and I cursed at
the violence that this family had endured. Later I helped the broken man
bury his wife and then embracing him again I made another tearful
farewell. I watched sadly as the remains of the family headed east.
It was then that I spotted it. Under some smashed wood, almost buried in
the muddy soil, was a small book. I seized it, giving a small cry,
changing to a whoop of triumph. I washed the dirt off carefully in a
nearby stream, and gently pulled open the muddied pages, examining them
with mounting excitement. It was the book! I should have been totally
exhilarated. I finally had a copy of the book, and I had its powers at
hand, yet it was at the cost of the life of a fine woman.
I sat down by the stream and slowly read through the spells. Many people
could not read, but it had been beaten into me as part of my clerk's
training. It was strange that Sophia, a Gypsy, had been able to read,
but I suppose it would be a useful skill for her. On the left-hand pages
the words in the book were German, and, as Sophia had said, they looked
as if they were instructions for the spells. But on the right-hand the
facing pages, the words became gibberish. At least they were not German,
and I did not think they were Hungarian.
I read them again carefully, but it did not help. It was unlike any
language that I was familiar with. In the first pages the German words
described medical things, like healing cuts, fixing squinting eyes and
later, closer to the end, curing club feet and hunchbacks. Then, close
to the very end, there it was, as Osvald had recorded, the spell that
Frau Weissberger must have used all of those years back, the spell to
make a man into a woman. Over the next page was a spell to reverse the
effects of the first, and yet on other pages, were spells to make a
woman into a man and the reverse of that. I shook my head in awe. Surely
such things were impossible, and yet, Sophia had used spells from that
same book to heal some terrible injuries. She had even healed me and I
knew that Frau Weissberger had also used one.
My head was spinning with the thought of what I could do with these
spells. I could read the spell to any man and make him female. The more
I thought about it the more I was tempted. I needed only find some
youths, transform them into beautiful young women and then pass over
them on to brothels. The change would be disguise enough for them, and
no one would believe any story of their former existence. Then I again
thought of Sophia and her work too and I felt guilty. If I used these I
might profit from the spells, but I doubted that it would be for 'good'.
But I might be able to get rich as a successful healer. However, this
might be too much like witchcraft for some people. The Church would
certainly not like it. I would have to be careful.
I bundled my few belonging in my pack, but for safety I put the small
book deep in a pocket. I looked for a moment at the debris in the
encampment, then turned away and began my journey back. By the evening I
must have traveled quite far on the road to Godollo. After all my trials
and frustration I finally had the book. I could return to Austria and
use the book's spells. I foresaw I might be able to make a lot of money
with it.
I rested overnight in a pile of ferns by a fallen tree and the next
morning set off again. I was making good progress when I rounded a
corner and saw two men sitting by the side of the road. One looked as
if he was about my age. The other was a bit older. They looked
suspicious and I tried to give them a wide berth, but I was barely
abreast of them when,"Haider?" one asked. So someone had sent them out
to look for me! I tried to run but they were faster than me. They
knocked me to the ground and overpowered me. My arms were tied behind my
back. One looked at me and grinned. " Aha, just who we are looking for.
There is a Herr Weber back in Vienna who want to see you. We were sent
to look for you."
I gasped. "Please, I don't know what you are talking about. I am only a
poor traveler. Let me go." By some means I had been traced to Godollo
and these two sent to apprehend me.
"We have been told not to trust you," said one, and he tied a rope round
my neck.
"Please, let me go. I will make it worth your while" I cried. I had no
money, but I would say anything to get free. In Vienna I would be
rigorously questioned. My life could be worthless.
"Oh?" one laughed, "and what would that be?" He kicked me. "Where would
you have any money? So be quiet or we will gag you."
I tried to resist but they pulled me along anyway. I had to walk or be
dragged along the ground. Progress was slower and we were still some
distance from Godollo when we stopped for the night in a clearing by a
stream and hidden from the road. They had brought some rye bread and
cheese and had managed to shoot a rabbit so that gave a meager meal that
night. They untied my hands for me to eat a piece of bread and the
rabbit bones they had left, but kept my feet tied.
They had searched my pack and clothes and removed my knife, but ignored
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