Warning. This is an adult story with some strong sexual content. It is
not intended for and should not be read by minors. It is also not
intended for anyone who believes that men are men, women are women and
that's the way things should always be. It is concerned with themes of
male transvestism, panty fetishism, male submission, female domination,
and the like. It does not contain any kind of violence nor does it
depict children under the age of consent.
This is the third part of this story that I have posted to fictionmania.
There has been a six year hiatus before I came back to it. Over
different periods of time I have posted this story on different sites.
As of 28th September 2008, this is as far as I have got with it. I have
a .pdfversion fo the whole story with pictures. If you would like this,
or would like to contact me - alamopreacher at gmail.com is the address.
I won't attempt to write a prelude here - if you're interested in
reading this you really ought to go back and read parts one and two on
FM first.
Work on Tuesday was much the same as Monday, only busier. Thankfully, I
was allowed two breaks, one in the morning, and one in the afternoon. In
the morning Kay and I chatted a little. She seemed to be checking me out
a little, asking about where I lived, school, that kind of thing. I
tried to answer as if I really were my cousin Phil. and her questions
weren't too difficult to fend off. In return I got a little office
gossip. Mrs. Clark was not well liked, as she was bossy and commanding -
this wasn't news, but what was more interesting was that I had been
hired not to assist her with the billing, but primarily to assist the
office clerks with filing and correspondence. They were snowed under it
seemed, and some of the offices were in a bit of a state.
"Don't get too caught up with what Clark tells you. She's just getting
you to do her job until Allen is ready to show you what to do," said
Miss Kay. "You'll not be working with her in here for much longer." Sure
enough, after my hurried lunch with Carol, Mrs. C. told me to report to
Mr. Allen's office where John Furze - the senior clerk -showed me the
case and client filing systems. He was in his early forties, and looked
a little haggard. I got the impression that much of the practicalities
of keeping the practice going fell on him. My job was simple enough. A
number of cases and client papers had been misfiled over the years. They
were, presumably, somewhere in the dozen or so battered cabinets in
Field's office. I was to find them. Mr. Furze explained in detail what I
was looking for, described the files and their likely contents and set
me to it. For most of that afternoon I worked on my own in the dusty
office. Every now and again, Mr. Furze or one of the other clerks would
pop in or out to get something, but mostly I was alone. Field, the
senior lawyer, was in court all day. What was interesting was that I was
learning how the legal filing system worked. It seemed complex at first,
but I found that pretty quickly I could find my way around. The only
drawback was the dust. I sneezed constantly, and worried about drying
out my skin with all the paper and card. In the end, I found five of the
six missing files by early afternoon, but the last eluded me. At five o
clock I fetched Mr. Furze and explained that I couldn't find it.
"Perhaps it's not here. It could be lost, or misplaced somewhere else.
Still, you've done well, Phyllis," he said. "Five out of six is a good
strike rate. If you do as well in Mr. Jones's office you'll be doing
very well indeed. It's a complete mess, and there's a lot more missing
there. Plus, you'll need to reorganise the whole thing. He lead me into
Mr. Jones's office. Jones himself - a balding ball of spreading
waistline was there with the other clerks. They were sharing some sort
of joke at the end of the day, and all looked up when Furze brought me
in. I blushed under the simultaneous gaze of so many men, all looking at
me with a hint of a leer. I was conscious of the length of my skirt, and
the way my chest rose and fell under my blouse. Furze didn't notice
anything, but started bemoaning the dismal state of Jones's office
filing and the general chaos in the room, detailing all that I ought to
do the next day.
"Yeah, Jonesy needs some sorting out Phyllis," joked one of the younger
clerks.
"His whole system needs a woman's attention," said another, taking up
the theme. They all laughed in a coarse way and I blushed again, furious
with myself for letting them get to me.
"Yes. I could do with some relief," added Jones himself, in a not
particularly subtle double-entendre. This made them all guffaw. I turned
and glared at them all, surprising myself with the anger that flashed
from my eyes.
"I don't expect that kind of language at work," I said, without a hint
of humour. Their faces fell, realising they'd gone too far. My voice,
despite the hint of menace had remained feminine. I realised that I'd
imitated Steph's tone and voice and smiled wryly to myself, who had so
often been on the receiving end of her sharp tongue. Jones stood. "Yes,
errr. Sorry Phil. Long day and all that. That was a bit O.T.T. Come on
lads, let's get that drink. Coming John?" He said, pulling on his coat.
"No, I'll catch up with you," he said, a slight smile playing around his
face, and we stood aside as the men filed out, rather shamefacedly. None
could meet my eyes.
"Well done," he said when they were gone. "They won't bother you again."
Before I could answer, he went back to detailing all that needed to be
done the next day. I realised that this job would take several days.
"Er. Mr. Furze. Will I need to do the other office too before the end of
the week?" I asked.
"Well, Mr. Field's office isn't so bad, you know, but it also needs some
work. If you get finished here before the end of the week, then yes, it
could do with being tidied too. He also has a couple of lost files." It
was nearly 5:30 before I managed to get away, and I walked home, my mind
full of thoughts about how I might try to discover more about Field's
relationship with Ch?rie. I would have access to his files, but probably
for a very short period. If I could find any reference to her, perhaps
the details of her divorce case, it was a great opportunity. But I was
beset with doubts. Firstly, what if Field was there? I'd been left on my
own today, but in all likelihood, Field would be working in his office
while I collated and tidied. What if he noticed that I was taking a
greater than normal interest in a file? I'd already been warned about
issues of confidentiality by both Mrs. C. and Furze. I could get in a
lot of trouble if they thought I were reading private client's material.
Secondly, of course, I wasn't at all sure about whether I should be
invading Ch?rie's privacy like this. She'd done nothing to me, or to my
Dad, or to Stephanie for that matter. What right did I have to sneak
about like this? What could justify it? By the time I'd walked home I
was less sure about the whole deal than I'd been since we started. When
I walked in our front door it suddenly struck me that I had come home
alone. Steph! She'd started work that day, in an office on the ground
floor of the same building. I'd totally forgotten. We hadn't made any
firm arrangement to meet, but I'd made no effort to meet her at all, at
lunch or at the end of the day. I'd just walked out of the building on
my own. I quickly ran upstairs and started to change. Steph came home as
I was hurrying down again to start making some dinner. She gave me a
hurt look. "I thought you'd wait for me," she said. "And where were you
at lunch?"
"Sorry Steph," I said. "I just didn't want to hang around. And at lunch,
I'd forgotten that I'd arranged to meet Carol again. We'll go out
together tomorrow."
"Oh that's okay," huffed Steph. "You have your own life to lead Ken.
Don't worry about me." She threw herself onto the settee and flicked
through the channels on the TV. I left her to it and prepared dinner.
Over the meal she cheered up a little. She chatted about her own job and
asked me about my day too. Without meaning to, I found that I was making
up stuff, avoiding telling her about the opportunity that I would soon
have to snoop on Field. She didn't bring him up either or probe me for
details about the work I was doing, so I just let it drop. I decided
that I would see how things went before making any firm plans to spy on
him or Ch?rie. Steph told me that Ellen's Mum had rung that morning
after I'd left, to invite us both to her house on Friday evening for a
meal.
"She knows you have a job, and it's not that unlikely that she might
talk to Dad at some point in the future, so we'd better start to be
careful about what we say to Mrs. Purdue," said Steph. "Let's not let
things get too complicated, or else we'll end up with an even more
elaborate cover than we need." I agreed. Things were already rather too
complicated, I felt. When we'd finished eating, Steph. decided that she
wanted a drink. She put on her coat and picked up her car keys. "Want
anything from the off-license?" she asked.
"No," I said. I frowned. "Steph, are you sure you ought to drink so
much? You had a fairly rough night last night already this week."
"Fuck off." She retorted. "Who do you think you are to lecture me? I've
had a tough day working, and now I'm going to have some beers in front
of the TV. I don't need criticism from anyone, especially not my pansy
little brother. Christ, how did you get to be such a drip? A few days in
skirts and already you've become a big girl's blouse." All her old fire
had returned. She glared at me, as if she was going to go on, but she
seemed to decide it wasn't worth the effort to put me down any more, and
turned and left, slamming the back door as she went.
"Phew," I said to myself. "I need to tread more carefully." I took the
opportunity to call Ellen. She was bored at home, wondering about
getting a job herself. "It's a pain not being able to see you and Steph.
but I don't want to push it too much with my Mom. She's determined to
check you out. Did Steph. tell you about Friday?" she asked. I told her
that she had and that we'd need to be very careful. Ellen down played my
fears. "Don't worry, she's only concerned that I might be sleeping with
you. She imagines you're very loose people, you Carters. She keeps
asking about your Stepmom."
"What about her?" I asked, intrigued. "Oh she just wonders about your
Dad, marrying a younger woman. She thinks Steph. is much too fast
company for me, and imagines you're some sort of crazed, drug taking
youth." I blinked. This was so far wide of the mark that I was thought
she must be imagining it. "No way. And what does she think about you?"
"Oh, that I'm sweet and innocent and virginal. Her good little girl."
"Well, that proves it. She must be going senile," I said, and we both
laughed. We talked a bit more, but I wanted to be off the phone by the
time Steph. got home, so we finished up. We'd see each other the next
day anyway. When I heard Steph's car return, I went upstairs. In a
little while, I heard her turn on the TV and the familiar sound of a can
popping. I put on my headphones to drown out the sound of the TV from
downstairs, and lay down on my bed and opened the transcript of my Dad's
interview with Dr. K. I flicked on a few pages from where I'd been
reading before. It seemed Dr. K. was particularly interested in how my
Dad felt about my Mothers affairs. We'd moved on to how much he knew
about her lovers, and whether he'd ever asked her not to see anyone.
They were talking about Vincent Delaney, who I'd seen in the home video
that Mom had made.
"So you didn't like him?" asked Dr. K.
"No. No, I thought he was crude and boorish. I couldn't see what she saw
in him."
"Well, I suppose you wouldn't have..."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing Mr. Carter. Did you challenge her about her affair with
Delaney?"
"Challenge? No. I mean, I told her I didn't like him, that I thought he
was, well, a bit of a pig."
"You told her to stop seeing him? To stop sleeping with him?"
"No. No, that would have been, I mean, you see ... Eh. This may sound a
bit odd, but I couldn't tell her something like that. It was her
business who she saw, if you see what I mean. I didn't like him, but she
decided who she saw."
"Mr. Carter. You have repeatedly told me that your wife's affairs were
part of your relationship with her. That you took sexual gratification
from them, from hearing the intimate details of her extra marital sexual
relationships, from the erotic nature of being cuckolded. That you
encouraged her to do this, that you even actively helped her to carry on
these affairs. You have just told me a moment ago, how you drove your
wife to the hotel to meet this, this, Mr. Delaney. So how can you now
contradict yourself and tell me that it wasn't your business who she
saw. Didn't' you set her up with this man in the first place?"
"No. No I didn't, that's twisting what I said."
"Mr. Carter. You said, and I'm quoting her from our earlier
conversation. "I knew she might take a shine to him, I thought he would
be her type .... that's why I thought of inviting him." You set them up
together. How can you now say you didn't approve of him, that you would
have preferred that she wasn't sleeping with him. It was your choice Mr.
Carter, not hers. She was just going along with what you wanted. Not the
other way 'round. She was sleeping with Mr. Delaney because you wanted
her to."
"Well, that's just oversimplifying. We both enjoyed her, her sleeping
around. It was a mutual thing, but you asked for an example of when ..."
"Mr. Carter. You keep using the word 'Mutual.' I'm not sure you
understand what it means. You were the one who was organising these
liaisons, you were the one gaining sexual release from them,
masturbating when she would relate the details..."
"It wasn't just me. It wasn't. You make it sound like I forced her. You
keep saying that I initiated all this. I didn't. I went along with it. I
admit that. I enjoyed it, yes. But she was the one who would suggest
these things. She was happy to do it. I swear. You ask her. You ask
her."
"Mr. Carter, this isn't a cross examination. I'm trying to assess the
nature of your marriage. I just want to get the facts. You are the one
who is making judgements on your actions, not me. I am not condoning or
condeming. I am simply trying to get the details, but you seem to
repeatedly accuse me of making judgements that I am not making. You seem
to have a lot of pent-up guilt and denial, but I am not trying to assess
your mental condition any more than I am moralising. I simply want to
understand the nature of your relationship with your wife."
"You bitch. You fucking bitch. That is not what you are doing at all.
You constantly misinterpret what I say, and you constantly make veiled
comments and insinuations that are not true. You are intending to report
a totally biased and slanted version of my relationship with my wife.
You don't understand anything of what we have. You are the twisted one.
You think that anything a little out of the ordinary in a relationship
is perverse. You cannot understand that we love each other. You don't
understand that we have a wonderful, loving relationship."
"Mr. Carter. I cannot accept personal abuse and bad language. I remind
you that I have been appointed by the court to prepare this report and
not by your wife, though I have interviewed her too. Now you will
apologise for your language and we will continue or else I will have to
report that you have become uncooperative."
"I apologise. I shouldn't have lost my temper or called you a bitch. I
am sorry."
"Very good. Mr. Carter. We will say no more about it. But let me ask
you, if you and your wife have such a great relationship, then why is
she divorcing you?"
That session ended there. I couldn't tell if he had ended it or if it
was just a natural break. Maybe he'd leapt across the room and throttled
her, I wouldn't have been surprised. The whole thing was odd. Had this
report ever been used? Why was this Dr. K. such a hardass with my Dad? I
lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, my mind swirling. How had
the divorce gone? There had been acrimony. Rows. I remembered them
shouting. I remembered frosty silences. But what had they argued over. I
had no idea. I had blotted it all out. At the time, I had gone and
hidden in my room rather than hear them argue. I'd hated them both for
fighting, and so I'd refused to acknowledge that it was going on.
Suddenly a thought struck me. I'd always assumed that my parents had
agreed the custody arrangements. That's what they had told us at the
time of the divorce, that they'd agreed together, for lots of reasons,
and for our best interests that Mom would move out and we would stay
with Dad, seeing Mom on holidays. Maybe that wasn't so. Maybe they'd
fought over custody. That was the only way I could see a report like the
one Dr. K. referred to being requested by the court. That had to be it.
But then, how had we ended up with Dad? Surely it was unusual for a
father to be given custody, and in these circumstances, it would seem
even more unlikely. But what about Mom? Maybe the court wouldn't have
liked her infidelity much either. I reeled a little at the thought of
it. My and Steph's futures would have rested in that report, with all
it's highly salacious details of my parent's unorthodox marriage. Still,
I couldn't see it happening. I looked at the report again. There had to
be a twin. A transcript of Dr. K. and my Mother's interview. I wondered
if it was here, somewhere in the house. Probably not, maybe she'd never
had a copy. I burned with curiosity. What had happened? Why did they
break up, and why did we end up with Dad? No one had ever explained it
to me, and until now, I realised, I'd never felt I had a right to know.
But I did. I had every right, and I wanted to understand. I resolved to
ask, my Mom or my Dad, whoever I saw first. I would demand to be told
the full story, no glossing over it. I was sixteen. I had a right to
know how my life had been decided. Of course, I could have asked Steph,
but I doubted I'd be able to make her see how I had a right to know, and
in any case, she probably only had a partial account anyway. I doubted
she knew the contents of this report for a start.
I turned off my Walkman. It had been quiet downstairs for a while. I
listened carefully. No sound. I got up and went slowly downstairs. From
the hallway, I could see into the lounge. Mom was there, sitting on the
couch beside Steph.. She was holding her in her arms as Steph sobbed
quietly, her face buried in her neck. My Mom caught my gaze over my
sisters shoulder. Our eyes met, and for a moment, a rare understanding
passed between us. I crept back upstairs and lay down on my bed again.
Suddenly remembering, I pushed the report under my bed to conceal it.
Out popped the lingerie catalog with Ch?rie's pert breasts, straining to
be unleashed. I hastily pushed it under too. I could hear steps on the
stairs. There was a knock on the door.
"Ken, are you in there?" It was Mom.
"Yes, come in," I said, suddenly feeling five years younger again. She
came slowly into the room, beautiful and warm as ever. I longed to bury
my face in her shoulder too, but somehow felt I had to behave like an
adult, having seen Steph so bereft.
"I can't stay," she said. "I really only called to see Steph. like you
asked." I hadn't exactly asked her to call to see Steph. but I let it
pass. I wanted her to stay. I gestured at the bed beside me, asking her
to sit down, but she shook her head, remained standing. "I only have a
minute," she said, although I couldn't see why she had to dash off.
"What's the mater with her?" I asked, surprising myself with the
question.
"Nothing," she said. Then, realising how inadequate it sounded, she
tried to elaborate. "Ken, listen. Your sister, and you too, need to move
on, get on with your new lives without me. I shouldn't even be here.
Your father is, well, he's trying hard to make a new life for you, for
all of you, and well, I'm not part of that new life. You and Steph., you
need to put away the past and concentrate on making the most of your new
life with your Dad and Ch?rie."
"She hates her," I said. Mom sighed. "No, no she doesn't. She just
thinks she does. There's probably some name for it in psychologist's
books, but she doesn't really hate Ch?rie, and you shouldn't encourage
her to. Don't listen to her Ken. You have to try to understand that it
was very difficult for Stephanie when your Dad and I, ... well, ... when
we split up. You were too young to be really hurt, though I know you
were hurt in your own way too, but Stephanie, she was ... she was just
at an age when things like that can be very hurtful and she's been,
well, mixed up a bit ever since. But the only way she can get over all
that is for her to try to move on. Do you understand?"
"No. Mom. What did happen between you and Dad?" She recoiled. Tensed.
Looked up at the ceiling as she composed herself.
"Ken, it won't help to go over all that. It's just that people sometimes
fall out of love with each other. That's all there is to it. I know it's
difficult when, when ... " Another effort to control herself.
" ... when it happens to people you care about. But sometimes it's just
better. Better. Better for some people to be apart from each other. Your
Dad and I are never, never going to get back together." She looked me
dead in the eyes. "Do you understand?"
"Yeah. Mom. I understand, I mean I didn't think you would, but I don't
understand, and it's not fair. I ... I have .. Like a right. A right to
know how ... I mean not all the details ... but how you broke up."
"You don't have that right Ken. It's personal. I'm your Mother but you
don't have to know everything about me."
"But I mean, what about me? About us? Why do we have to live with Dad?
Why not with you? Why are you never here? Why don't you visit us more. I
mean, like, you see divorced fathers all the time. Picking their kids up
on weekends. You know. We don't even see you that much."
"No. And it's better that way. Like I said, you need to move on. Not
live in the past. It's not good for you. Some things are best forgotten,
paved over. Those days are gone." I hated her. This was so unfair.
"They're not gone. They're not. I won't forget. I can't and neither can
Steph. You think you can just walk away from us, but you're leaving us
here with our past. It's not paved over, and it's not best forgotten. I
love you and Dad. We were happy then, no matter what you say. You can't
just order us to forget, it's not fair ..." My tears were flowing hotly
down my cheeks. My rage and misery made all the worse by seeing how my
words stuck her like a lash.
"Ken. Ken please. I came up here ... I didn't want to ... I mean, I
wanted you to help, to understand. I thought you could help your sister.
Please Ken. Help me. I have tried to stay away, not to meddle and now,
now I've made things worse by being here. You see why I said I couldn't
come back. Please Ken. Just stop this and tell me you'll try. Try for
me. Please. I don't know this woman, really, but you have to try to get
on with her. For your Father's sake too. But mostly for Steph's. Please.
Please say you'll try."
"I don't know what you're talking about," I said defiantly. "Of course
we'll get on with her. Why wouldn't we? She'll be here, won't she?" I
had meant that to be hurtful but she either let it pass or didn't catch
it.
"Thank you Ken. I know you're so much more mature now. You understand
that if your sister tries to bait her, to make things difficult. She,
she has these notions and she's so secretive and and ... well, you know.
Please. just do your best to calm things. In time, she'll come to accept
things as they have to be. She'll get over this and so will you." For a
moment I felt like blurting out that not only would I not, but that I
was actively helping Steph. But I held back. It would have been just too
much to reveal. I couldn't imagine what my Mother would say or think or
do if she knew all that I knew. Instead I just nodded, an act of
dishonesty not only to her, but to Steph too, and myself. I was angry,
angry and miserable, and filled with resentment for my mother, for her
blindness, her absence, her own secretiveness. But, despite all, I felt
a terrible pang when, at my nod, she rose to go, all her determination
now resummoned, and her steely control back in place. As she left she
looked back for a moment. "Ken. Do me one other favor, please?" Her look
melted me again. A mother's hold is forever.
"Please Ken. No more dressing up. Will you?" I hesitated. Of course to
say yes was to make an admission, but I couldn't say no.
"I'll try," I said. She smiled a terrible, sad smile.
"I'll try. Where have I heard that before?" And she was gone. For a
while I just lay on my bed, trying to think of anything but my Mother.
As usual when trying not to think about something or someone, they come
to mind even more insistently. For some reason, what came to mind was
one time when I had gone to see my mother dancing. She was partnered
with Jim Hughes. It was a final of a regional dance competition and for
some reason we all went along to support them. Steph was in a foul mood,
and I was grumpy too, since I didn't want to be dragged to a boring
dance competition. Dad had insisted that we all go to give her support.
For some reason they were expected to be in with a chance of a prize. It
was probably the last time I'd seen my mother dancing. I remember
watching her, so graceful, so beautiful, as they twirled and spun around
the huge arena. It seemed that she could see us in the crowd, and as
they would spin past she would smile and wink at us. I wondered now if
that had been some secret signal to my Dad, as she was gripped in her
lover's arms. Was she teasing him? Was she saying "I'm going to fuck
this guy later tonight, and here I am in his arms in front of you." Was
that why he'd wanted to go along? To heighten the thrill of being
cuckolded? The whole thing had been a sham. She was right to have left.
Good riddance to the bitch. It was best that we got on with our lives
without her. I rolled over. But what about Ch?rie? Was my Dad about to
do the whole thing all over again, but this time with a woman who would
take him to cleaners financially as well as emotionally? Maybe Steph.
was right to try to stop her. But, Dad was a grown man, surely he could
make his own mistakes. Was Steph really trying to save him from himself,
or was she just looking to expose and punish him for failing to keep his
marriage together the first time around? I tossed and turned. I knew I'd
never be able to get to sleep like this, so I decided to face the music
downstairs. When I walked quietly into the kitchen, I was surprised to
find Steph sitting at the table, reading something. She was facing away
from me, and didn't look around.
"She's gone," she said, unnecessarily. I'd heard Mom's car leave soon
after she'd gone back downstairs.
"Did she manage to persuade you to pretend that everything's okay in the
new Carter family order?" She looked around over her shoulder. Her eyes
were still red, but she looked just as in control as Mom had been when
she left.
"Because I love her, and she's gone forever Ken, and we're left with a
nancy-boy father and his vampire bride," she said.
"You love her, but she was his vampire bride once too, you know. She was
part of it."
"There's no comparison between them. How can you say that. She's our
Mother. Ch?rie is just a predatory gold digger. She doesn't love him or
us. Mom does love us, though she has a funny way of showing it. So
that's why I was crying. Why were you?" I realised that I must have a
bit of red eye syndrome too. I shrugged. "Same reason I suppose," I
said, then, "What are you reading?" She looked at the pages spread out
in front of her.
"Nothing much. They have internet access in my work, so I did a quick
search for stuff about Ch?rie, but I didn't get anything conclusive."
One piece did catch my eye though. I tried to cover my surprise. I
glanced at the pages. She didn't seem to have found as much as I did.
Most of it looked like stuff I'd quickly passed over. One piece did
catch my eye though. It was a page from a UK fashion magazine's website.
There was a picture, very recent looking, of Ch?rie in the background at
some sort of awards ceremony, but standing beside her was a middle-aged
man. The caption below named Ch?rie and her husband, Gordon Burley. The
date was two years ago. He looked pretty ordinary. There was something
about him though. Had I seen him before? Very conscious of Stephanie's
eyes on me, I examined it more carefully.
"What were you looking for?" I asked, not looking at her directly.
"Anything." She replied. Details of the divorce, I suppose - I couldn't
find anything out about him. "What is it?" I couldn't place him. I was
almost sure I'd seen him before somewhere, but couldn't really be one
hundred percent.
"Nothing. He doesn't look like much, I suppose."
"No. The only way we'll get real details is when you get a chance to
look through Simon Field's case notes." I put the sheet down. "Steph.
You do realise that there will very likely be nothing. If he handled the
divorce from another office, another practice, he very likely won't have
files in the Davies building. In any case, there may not be anything
incriminating to find."
"There will be," said Steph firmly, but she didn't sound convincing. She
gathered up the pages. "What would it take to convince you that she is a
predator. That she intends to take Dad for a ride?" I was surprised at
the question, but thought I knew what was really behind it.
"Don't you mean, what would it take for Mom to be convinced?" She
frowned at me. "No. Dummy. I mean what would it take for Dad." Of
course.
"I suppose it's impossible Steph. We don't know what he knows already.
It may well be that he knows everything about her anyway. She's hardly
going to have written down somewhere - "My evil plan is to make Carter's
life hell and then divorce him and take half his money." Even if that is
her intention."
"But what if we can show him that she's done it before. That she took
this guy to the cleaners with Field's help."
"Even if she did, what does that prove? That she intends to do it again?
It'd be bad, of course, but not proof, and think of the upset it would
cause. They're on their honeymoon for Christ's sake. He's besotted, and
in any case, we already know that he, well, that he's not exactly
conventional." Steph. frowned. "No. I suppose so. But I doubt he does
know everything. She has him twisted around her little finger. She can't
have told him everything. Why would she, when she has him in her spell?"
"Steph. Listen to yourself. Don't you think you're taking this too far?
You're jumping to all sorts of conclusions just because you don't like
Ch?rie. Breaking up this marriage isn't going to bring Mom back you
know."
"Fuck Mom," said Steph fiercely. "She's gone. It's Dad I care about. I
won't stand for her fucking around while we all watch and then go
through a divorce where he's made out to be the guilty party. Not, not
..."
"Not again?" I interrupted. She glared at me.
"You've got a bit smart recently Ken," she said.
"But I'm right. Maybe that's what he wants. Not the divorce, but if he
want's to be married to someone who sleeps around, what business is it
of ours? She's not our Mom. She's his wife, that's all. Why make
everything difficult and horrible if there's no point?"
"Jesus. You're just like him, aren't you. What is it with you men? You
like being humiliated, is that it? Why are you so eager to dress up
anyway? What is the matter with you? It's fucking weird. Have they
twisted you so much that you think it's normal for people to enjoy being
put down and humiliated and shamed?"
"No, Steph. But all I'm saying is that you don't know that these
suspicions are true, or even that he would care, if they were. Are you
sure it's not more to do with you than ...." She cut me off with her
glare.
"Just shut up Ken. I've just had a load of that from Mom and I don't
need it from you, alright? Look, I'll make you a deal. If we can't find
anything on her that is clearly incriminating by the time they come back
then I'll stop, play nice and be sweetness and light until she makes her
move, okay? But you've got to promise me that you will look. You will
help me, and if you find something you'll bring it to me. Okay?" I
seemed to be making too many promises. But I nodded all the same.
"I'll try," I said.
"Okay," she said, a little calmer. "Now. Will you join me for a drink?"
Later, when we'd both had a couple of beers, we talked more normally
about Mom. It seemed she and Steph had made some sort of arrangement
that we would all meet up at the end of the Summer for a short break. I
didn't know how much pressure Steph. had put on her to agree to this,
but I imagined that was what had lead to the tears. We talked about
Ellen too, and what we would do that weekend before Dad and Ch?rie came
back. Later still we cuddled and Steph apologised for being so harsh on
me. I just held her. It was hard to reconcile her mood swings -
sometimes fiery, sometimes kittenish, sometimes terribly vulnerable, but
I loved her all the same. After another beer Steph said she was going to
bed. I stayed up a bit longer. I went into the lounge and got out a
photo album. An idea had come to me. I flicked past various family snaps
until I found the photograph I was looking for. Mom and Jim Hughes had
won third place in that competition. When they'd won, we'd joined them
on the platform and someone had taken a picture. Mom had thrown her arms
around Dad and was kissing him. In the photo, their faces were a picture
of pure joy. It brought back the scene. When we'd come down from the
stands she'd pushed Hughes aside and ran to my Dad, her face alight with
the simple pleasure of having won the prize and seeing him there to
share the moment with her. They had been in love then, no matter what
had happened later. I had no doubt of it. I pulled out the photo and
brought it upstairs, pinning it to my little cork board in my room. I
glanced at it now and again as I got into my nightie and as I lay down
to sleep I was still thinking about that happy time. Twenty minutes
later I was back downstairs again, rummaging among the albums. As I'd
drifted off to sleep, an image had suddenly come into my mind, making me
sit bolt upright in the bed.. I scrambled through the pictures, flicking
through them. I tossed album after album aside. I must have made enough
noise to wake Steph, as I suddenly noticed her standing beside me in her
pyjamas, rubbing sleep from her eyes.
"What are you doing?" she mumbled.
"Looking for this," I said, and pulled the picture from the album,
shoving it up to her groggy eyes.
"Gordon Burley. He worked in Dad's firm in the London office. That's a
photo from his leaving drinks party in the East End. And look who's with
him." Steph stood and stared at the photo. In it Dad was raising a toast
to Gordon. A younger Ch?rie was at his elbow and Mom by her side too.
The picture was at least three years old.
"Suffering fuck, Ken," breathed Steph. "You are a marvel." She sat down
beside me, still staring at the photo.
"They knew each other. What does this mean? Could she and Dad have been
having an affair before the divorce? Mom never said that she'd met
Ch?rie before."
"One thing it does mean Steph, is that Dad knew she was married and
divorced. He may have known all kinds of things about her before they
began to go out together when she moved here."
"Possibly," said Steph. slowly. I could see that her mind was churning.
I was too tired to think about it though, and after saying good night a
second time, I went back to bed, where I finally managed to sleep.
Dressing for work the next day was just as pleasant as the very first
time. I luxuriated in a satiny blouse and selected a knee-length skirt
with a very modest slit over my freshly shaved and pantyhose clad legs.
I tried a pair of earrings that Ellen had lent me and silver necklace
that Steph had let me borrow.
As I did my makeup, I found myself wondering what to wear when we
visited Ellen that evening, and then realised that of course, that I
would have to dress as a boy. I sank a little more when I counted the
days that I would have left to be with Ellen as a girl. Dad and Ch?rie
would be home in just a few days and then I would be back to my male
self full time. Feeling glum, I finished my preparations and went
downstairs. I cheered a little over breakfast. Steph was already up and
had cooked a fry-up. She was an unusually cheery mood, and we chatted
about girlish things over our sausages and toast. We made arrangements
for that evening and parted on the doorstep, her leaping into her jeep
and me walking the short distance into town and work. The walk was
pleasant, and I arrived early.
My good mood evaporated pretty quickly however as I got stuck into Mr.
Jones's office. It was a mess, and soon I was dusty, tired and
frustrated. There were more incorrectly filed cases and papers than even
Mr. Furze had thought. Pretty quickly, I realised that it was going to
take far longer than that day. Thankfully though, Jones himself was out
and I was left to get on with my tidying on my own without interference.
At lunchtime I parted from the other office women and met Steph in the
lobby. She and I called on Carol and the three of us went for lunch at
the deli. Steph and Carol talked through lunch, discovering mutual
friends. I felt a little left out until Carol noticed and made me tell
them both about how it felt to be fooling all the people I was working
with into thinking I was a girl. I felt a little uncomfortable, talking
about it, but I found it was good to talk about my doubts and soon I was
babbling away. By the time I'd finished we had to hurry back to our
respective workplaces, and I tripped up the steps to the Davies
building, almost overbalancing, even in my low heels as I rushed back to
work before anyone noticed my lateness. I stepped into Jones' office to
find Mr. Furze and Mr. Jones waiting for me.
"Sorry Phil, we're going to have to stall your work here. One of Mr.
Jones' clients has come in with an urgent appointment and they'll be
holding meetings in here all afternoon. Mr. Jones won't touch anything
here while you're gone ..." He glared at Jones. Clearly he'd realised
the state of Jones' filing from the amount of paperwork I'd partially
sorted into piles around the room. "... and you can pick up again
tomorrow. In the meantime, you can make a start on Mr. Field's office.
He's here this afternoon, but he has no appointments so you can search
for his missing paperwork without disturbing him. Furze led me into
Field's office. I was nervous. I hadn't expected to be confronted by
Simon Fields so soon. He looked up as I came in, and I was immediately
struck by how young he was. I'd been expecting someone of my Dad's age,
but Field was probably only in his late twenties. He gave me a smile,
very charming and I found myself blushing. Furze ignored our looks and
started telling me the details of the missing paperwork that was
probably somewhere in Field's office. It seemed that a lot of older
files were stored in here, and indeed, all around the walls were many
filing cabinets, many of which looked old and disused. As I listened, I
was aware of Field's eyes on me, but I tried to ignore him and
concentrate on what Furze was saying. One thing in particular caught my
attention.
"You can ignore this blue cabinet here," he said, indicating a slightly
newer looking one. "That's Simon's own private files which he brought
from his previous practice in London, so you won't find anything
relevant there." I nodded. Furze seemed to have come to the end of his
instructions.
"Right, I'll leave you to it. Sorry about this Simon, but Phil works
pretty quietly, so she shouldn't disturb you too much."
"No problem., Dick," said Field, smiling again. "I'm sure we'll get on
fine."
"Right," said Furze and he left the room. I gave Field what I hoped was
a businesslike smile and set to work. I was very conscious of his eyes
on me, especially my stockinged legs as I started to go through the
cabinets, but thankfully he didn't say try to start conversation with
me, and in a few minutes we were both working, me flicking though files,
re-ordering and sorting, and him writing away on a legal pad in front of
him. After an hour or so, I'd almost forgotten he was there, until he
stood up, stretched and asked me if I'd like a cup of coffee. I was
going to say no, but quickly decided that I would like one.
"Yes please," I said, giving him another smile, not too shy, not too
forward, and he nodded and went out to the little kitchenette. I looked
over at his 'Private' cabinet. If I was going to find anything, then it
would be in there. Now wasn't the time to start hunting through it, but
I decided to indulge my curiosity a little. I stepped over to it and
tried the top drawer. It was open. Thank God. I had been dreading having
to search through his desk drawers for a key. There were only three
drawers, and the top one was marked
"A-H" My heart pounding, I flicked along the top. No Carter of course,
but yes, there was a "Burley" file in the B section. I didn't touch it,
but slipped the drawer shut and tiptoed back to where I'd been standing
when he left and tried to look nonchalant and busy at the same time.
Thankfully, it was another five minutes before Field returned with the
two mugs of coffee, which allowed me a little time to calm down and look
normal again. I gave him a tight-lipped smile as he handed me my mug and
sipped a little as he sat down again.
"It's hard to temp, isn't it?" asked Field. I raised an eyebrow.
"Always the new girl, given all the most boring jobs. Believe me, I've
done my fair share as a junior in solicitor's offices." I nodded
knowingly, concentrating on my coffee.
"It's not so bad," I said. "The work is kind-of mindless so you can lose
yourself in it."
"Hmmmm." He nodded. "Are you in college Phil?" He asked, changing the
subject alarmingly.
"No." I smiled. "I'll be staring A-levels next year."
"Ah. Do you go to St. Martin's?" He asked. I had to stop myself from
saying yes, before remembering, that I was supposed to be from
Birmingham. Why was he asking this? Was he going to ask if I knew
Ch?rie?
"Eh, no. I live in Birmingham," I said. "I go to school there."
"Really? You don't have much of a Brummie accent," said Field. "So what
brings you to Cardiff?" Damn! How had I ended up talking about this? I'd
managed to get through to today without having anyone ask these
questions, and now, after two minutes of conversation with Field, the
last person I wanted to get curious about me, I was having to divulge
all sorts of details.
"Oh, I'm just staying with some relatives for the Summer," I said,
frantically trying to think up some sort of way to change the
conversation. "What brings you to the border? Aren't you a Londoner?"
Field was not so easily deflected.
"No, actually I'm originally from around here. Cardiff town, in fact. I
worked in London for a while, but I always wanted to move back." I
nodded and slurped my coffee, eager to end the conversation, and he
seemed to have dried up. I put the coffee mug down and went back to
work. He seemed to too, and after a moment I heard him power up his
desktop PC and start to type. The rest of the afternoon passed
uneventfully. As the time neared five o clock, Furze stuck his head
'round the door.
"So, Philly, how's it going?" he asked. "Finished?"
"Sorry no," I replied. I've found two, and I've almost finished re-
sorting, but unless the last missing file is in the last cabinet, then
it's not here."
"Right, well, if you don't finish this evening, then you can finish here
tomorrow morning, and then go back to Jones's office when you're done.
Those meetings have finished so it'll be free again tomorrow." He turned
to Field. "Going to the Pub, Simon?" He asked. To my relief, Field
powered down his computer and got up to leave.
"Be with you in a moment Dick," he said.
"Right, Phil. I suppose I'll see you in the morning."
"Maybe not," I replied. "I may stay to finish this while I'm in the
middle of it."
"Okay," he said. "I suppose you don't want to come round the corner for
a drink with all us old Fuddy-Duddies." I gave him a small grin. "I'm
far too young to drink in pubs Mr. Field." He didn't reply but just
laughed as he put on his coat and walked out the door. I sighed. That
had gone a lot better than it might have, and now I was free to pry. I
couldn't believe my luck. I waited ten minutes, until they were
definitely gone and then crossed to the blue cabinet. I slid it open,
extracted the Burley file and then walked back to the pile that I was
sorting out. I opened the manila folder and scanned the first couple of
documents. All legalese relating to divorce, lists of assets, meeting
notes. I skipped through Field's handwriting. Notes of meetings, dates,
listings of legal notices. A sense of disappointment descending. What
was I expecting to find? What was I looking for in any case? I flicked
through the rest of the file. There was nothing that looked interesting.
"Aren't you finished Phil?" I almost jumped out of my skin. It was Miss
Kay, standing in the doorway. She had her coat on. I didn't trust my
voice, but just shrugged and gestured at the piles of files at my feet.
"Don't stay beyond six or the alarm will come on," she said, and she was
gone.
"Fuck," I breathed to myself, suddenly very jumpy again. I glanced at
the file again. I steeled myself. I wouldn't get another chance like
this. I stepped into the outer office. There was no-one there. I walked
into the admin office. No-one there either. I crossed to the photocopier
and opened the top. I stopped, listened. I could hear nothing. I put the
first document on top and pressed the copy button. It hummed, seeming
very loud in the silent office, and a copy swished into the tray. I
replaced the original and put the next page on the plate. Whirr. Swish.
I listened again. Whirr. Swish. Again. Whirr Swish. It would take a
couple of minutes. I copied and copied. I had no idea what I would say
if someone should come in and catch me. I just prayed that I was alone.
Soon, I was at the last page, the whole file, back as it was. I gathered
my copies, neatened the file and checked the copier. Nothing left on it,
just as I'd found it.
I walked slowly back to the office and stuffed the copy into my little
bag. My heart was pounding, and my mouth was dry. I replaced the
original and stopped to think. Now that I'd done it, I was eager to just
get out. Certainly I didn't want to finish my sorting, but if I didn't
then I would have to face Fields again tomorrow. I forced myself back to
the job. I quickly sorted the remaining files and opened the last
cabinet. Within ten minutes I had found the last missing file at the
bottom of the last cabinet drawer. With relief, I put it with the other
two on Field's desk and gathered my stuff. I glanced at Field's desk,
the idea of snooping there, flicking across my mind, but I decided that
I'd pushed my luck enough for one day. I turned and left, feeling
inordinately pleased with myself. I found Steph waiting impatiently for
me in the ground floor lobby.
"Well?" She hissed as I came up to her. She must have seen the others
leave, and had guessed from my lateness that I'd been up to something. I
just smiled and walked on, forcing her to follow me.
"Well?" she asked again, eager for information. I smiled, affecting a
casual air. "I have a copy of the Burley divorce file in my bag," I
said, simply.
"Woo Hoo," said Steph. "Let me see." I snatched my bag away.
"Not here on the street," I said. "Wait till we get home. And, I warn
you Steph, you may be disappointed. I had a scan through it, and
couldn't see anything interesting."
"Well, we'll see," she said, her eyes ablaze.
The file was a disappointment. As soon as we got home, Steph had
insisted I give it to her. She sat down at the kitchen table immediately
and began to read through it. I prepared dinner in silence. By the time
it was ready, Steph had thrust the pile of copied pages away from her
and slumped, disappointed on the table. There had been nothing, no hint
of scandal, no viscous wrangling over assets, just the details of a
fairly normal, mutual breakup, predicated by an affair on Ch?rie's part.
As a result, and since there were no children, Ch?rie had only a very
modest settlement and part of the mutual assets. Steph didn't try to
hide the fact that she'd been expecting more. She was totally let down
and deflated. I felt sorry for her. Everything she'd done had been
leading up to this moment. Dressing me, getting me the job, all the
elaborate deceptions, and now her plan had borne fruit, but she had
gained nothing. I tried to reason with her. I told her that it was a
good thing that she hadn't found anything bad about Ch?rie, that she
should be pleased, but she wasn't in the mood to be cheered. She ate in
near silence and then went upstairs, leaving me to clean up. The next
day was Friday, and also the day that we were to call over to Ellen's
house for dinner with Ellen's Mother. Dad and Ch?rie would be back on
Sunday evening, and I suspected that Uncle Jack would call over to check
on us at some stage on Saturday, so tonight might be my last chance for
a real dress-up session. I decided that I'd treat myself. I finished
cleaning up and went upstairs. I met Steph on the upper landing. She was
going out with Gregg.
"I'll be late," she said. "Don't forget that Uncle Jack will likely be
here on Saturday and tomorrow we're going to Ellen's so you had probably
make sure that from tonight on, there's nothing unusual to see in your
room." I sighed, and said that I'd be careful.
"And another thing," she added. "Tomorrow has to be your last day
working at that place, so make sure you finish up on time. On Monday,
Phil will have to go back to Birmingham, but my brother will be able to
fill in for her with the rest of the placements that the agency has for
her." I was surprised. I had wondered how Steph was going to manage
this.
"Have you already worked that out with the William's people?" I asked.
She shrugged. "Not really, but they'll have no choice at the last
moment. Just be sure that you don't forget to be a boy next week." She
went out, leaving me alone in the house. Perfect. I opened my closets
and looked at what I had to wear. Everything looked great, but I
couldn't decide. For the moment, I stripped off, and then pulled on a
new pair of satin panties and a white 'body' that I'd got from Steph. I
kneeled beside my bed and pulled out the catalog. I perused the pages,
lingering over the delicious pictures. This time, I looked at other
pictures besides the ones of Ch?rie. The other models, while beautiful,
just weren't as gorgeous as she was, nor did they lock their gaze with
the camera with the same smoldering look.
As I browsed through the extensive bridal section, a thought struck me.
The dress was still in the master bedroom. I wondered what it would be
like to wear. Immediately my cock responded. The scalloped neckline
would be a problem, but I could work something out. I worried for a
moment about creasing or ruffling it, but then remembered what it had
already been through - anything I would do it would be minor in
comparison. I popped the buttons on the body and selected a pair of
nearly opaque white pantyhose from my stash. I pulled the silky fabric
over my legs, once again marveling at how good it felt as it slid up my
calves and thighs. Soon, my legs would be hairy again, with hard
stubble, but for the moment, I luxuriated in their silky smoothness. I
redid the body poppers and scampered across the landing to the master
bedroom. After carefully noting the lie and position of the dress, I
gathered it up and dashed back to my own room. I laid it down on the
bed. It was fantastic. Tight bodice, satin skirt, gathered at the
bottom. I'd grabbed the long white satin gloves too, and laid them
beside the sleeves. I turned to my makeup table. Soon, I had touched-up
my lipstick and make-up, adding more glamorous eyeliner and shadow. I
added a pair of Ellen's earrings and a string of pearls. I looked back
at the bed.
I undid the bodice laces. They tied at the back, and then around to the
front where they were hidden by a small white bow at the waist. I
slipped the dress on, feeling it's coolness against my calves. I pulled
on the laces and felt it cinch my waist tightly. Once it was tied, I
turned to myself in the mirror. It felt fantastic, and looked great. I
walked around a little and then, turning down the lights, lay down on my
bed. As I'd pulled on the dress, a fantasy had occurred to me. As was
often the case, I couldn't say why it was so exciting, but as soon as it
had come into my mind I'd been hooked. In my mind, Ch?rie and I were on
our honeymoon. We were in the honeymoon suite at our hotel. Ch?rie was
wearing the dress, filling it's curves with her luscious body.
"Do you like it, love? You keep looking at it?"
"Your dress? Yes, of course, it's beautiful .... You're beautiful in
it."
"It feels fantastic too. Soft and cool, just delicious. It's such a pity
we only get to enjoy it for one day." She smiled, impishly. "And night."
"Yeah. Well, I suppose we could always...eh...." She smiled, again, even
more vampishly. "We could what? Double our fun?" I nodded.
"You want to wear it too, honey? Would you like that."
"Eh, no, I meant. I meant that you could always wear it some other
night, as well as tonight."
"You're blushing. Oh honey. I was only joking. Of course, that's what
you meant. But, but..."
"Yes. I mean, it'd be a pity to only wear it once...."
"Or for only one of us to wear it..."
"No. No."
"Don't lie to me Ken. I can tell. It was clear in your voice, the way
you said it. You would like to wear it, wouldn't you?" I shook my head,
but weakly.
"Oh honey, this is our wedding night. I want you to be happy. Now we're
married, there shouldn't be any secrets between us, and what's more
natural that to want to wear such a beautiful thing? If you want to, if
you'd find it exciting, then why not? Would you like to? Would you?"
When I didn't answer, a smile of triumph came across her lovely face.
"Mmmmm. Of course you would." She moved closer.
"I knew you would, when I saw you staring at it when you saw me wearing
it this morning. I thought to myself. - "Hmmmm. Kenny likes my dress.
Maybe a bit too much." I suspected you might." As she spoke she moved
closer and closer to me, gently moving me off my position on the bed,
until I had to kneel on the floor, facing her as sat on the edge of the
bed, she moved her legs apart and straddled them over my shoulders, the
dress parted at it's slit, all the way up the front, cascading around
me.
"You know what made me suspect?" She was smiling down at me benignly. I
could feel the heat of her inner thighs on my face, could feel the soft,
nearly opaque white nylon stockings caress my cheeks. Most of all, I
could smell the smell of soft lingerie. I knew in one corner of my mind
that smell was simply the residue of soft fabric conditioner, warmed by
a woman's body, but nevertheless, it was a magical scent, which could
entrance me effortlessly.
"It's because you're such a leg man. You love my legs. You love looking
at them, stroking them, putting your face between them. Leg men are the
most loving, the most submissive. You do love me Ken, don't you?"
"Oh yes, honey."
"I know you do. I do make you happy, don't I Ken?"
"Oh yes, honey."
"Good, I want you to be happy. I want you to love me. I want you to
enjoy me. Enjoy my body. Enjoy looking at it, feeling it, loving it."
She was so close, so beautiful, so exquisitely intoxicating. My heart
pounded in my chest. I'd never imagined that my wedding night would be
like this. So wonderful.
"Mmmmm. That's it honey, rest you face against my panties. Breathe me
in. Does it feel good? Do you like it like this?" My face was pressed
firmly into the front panel of her panties, her thighs gently closed
around my ears. The warm, comforting scent of her perfume suffused my
whole being, calming and exciting me at the same time.
"You love this, don't you Ken?"
"Mmmf. Yes."
"Goooood. And would you like to wear my dress?"
"Mmmm. Yes, please."
"Good. And my lingerie?"
"Mmmmm. Yes, please."
"That's good too. You can. We can dress up together. Do you want to wear
my panties?"
"Mmmmmm. Yes."
"Lovely. That's good, Ken. And would you like me to caress you while
you're wearing it? Rub my satin gloves all over your body? Lift your
dress and feel your panties, your legs, your ass through your lovely
soft lingerie?"
"Mmmmmmmm"
"Good. I love you Ken."
"Mmmmm."
"And would you like to lick my pussy and suck on my titties Ken?"
"Mmmmmm. Oh yes."
"Goooooood. I want you to too. And you'll get to do all of these things
Ken. It'll feel so good. And then, and then Ken, then the sex." I felt
the delicious dress around me, the feel of the fabric, the taut bodice,
the clinging lingerie, the soft rasp of the nylon stockings, and the
fantasy shifted. Ch?rie's gloved hand was firmly stroking my penis, as I
writhed on the honeymoon suite's bed. She loomed over me, her beautiful
face inches from mine as she smiled wickedly. She had no idea what she
was doing to me, how good it felt, for her this was all foreplay, but I
was in heaven, all my buttons were being pushed, as she dominated me,
controlled me, teased me.
"Oh, you love this, don't you my little sissy? You love me doing this to
you. Is this all your fantasies come true?"
"Aaaaah"
"Now don't you dare come too fast, before your Ch?rie has had some
pleasure too. Oh, we've a long way to go yet." In my fantasy, I was
coming. I took my hand from my cock and watched as pre-cum oozed from
it's tip. In my mind though, I had come, gasping as Ch?rie smothered the
end of my spasming penis in a bundle of white tissues.
"Oh no. Oh dear Honey, you've come too soon. What will we do now? Here I
am, all ready to be fucked and you've already gone and come just from
wearing my dress. Oh dear." Where was this going?
"It's okay though Honey. We can just wait for you to get ready again.
God I'm really horny though." She giggled.
"I bet I know what you'd really like though."
"What?"
"No, it's too bad. You wouldn't like it."
"What? I'll do anything for you Ch?rie."
"No, you're only saying that, you wouldn't. I couldn't ask you."
"Anything. I'll do anything."
"Weellllll. You know my friend Bill from New York? Who was at our
wedding reception? He's staying here at the hotel tonight. He told me
his room number. It's just down the corridor. I could call him and get
him to come over here and fuck me while we wait for you to recover."
"What?"
"See, I knew you wouldn't want to do it. It's okay, I understand.
There's some things a wife just can't ask her husband to do. I only
thought of him because we used to be an item. God, he can really fuck,
and he can go for hours. It's like he has some problem reaching orgasm,
but he can really keep an erection. I think it's because of all the
bodybuilding that he does. He's really fit. And he's such a stud too.
Even when we were going out, me and him? He used to have other
girlfriends too, but I didn't mind, because there was no way I could
keep up with him. He just wore me out, and I was so well fucked anyway,
I didn't need to complain." She shrugged, ruefully, looking at my still-
limp penis.
"How are we doing there? Any signs of life yet?" She smiled at me
reassuringly.
"Don't worry honey. We don't have to do anything you don't want to. What
would you like to do next?" She stroked me, again, my cock beginning to
harden under her touch
"Ah, we're awake again!" she cried.
"So, what do you want to do?"
"Could I watch?" Her eyes flew open with delight.
"Watch?"
"Watch you and Bill?" Her eyes smoldered with passion.
"Are you sure it wouldn't be too rough on you? I mean, we've never
actually had sex, and here I am, your new bride, wearing my wedding
dress, just aching to be fucked? Would you really rather watch me be
fucked by some stud than try to fuck me yourself? Wouldn't it hurt to
listen to me gasp and moan as his iron rod forces my breath from my body
and makes me shudder in pleasure? What if I cry out as he pumps me? What
if I shout that I love him? I might do that you know. His cock just
takes me places that you've never seen me go to, and it might make me
say things, do things that would be hurtful. He can be really mean and
cruel. I mean, I love it, but what if he called you a sissy as he took
your wife. What if he made me call you a sissy, even as the tears of
pain and sweet pleasure are squeezed out of my eyes? Could you take that
honey, just to give me the best honeymoon night a woman could have?
Could you, honey? Could you?"
All the while she was talking, her hands were straying to her panties,
rubbing herself through them right in front of me, and then pulling the
wispy panel of soft fabric aside to rub herself again. I was transfixed,
nodding all the while to each question, as the possibility of doing this
thing became a probability and then a certainty and finally, an
overpowering need.
"Are you sure Honey? Will you say it for me? I want to be sure. Say it
out loud honey."
"Yes, yes, I will."
"Oh that's wonderful. I'm so pleased with you. Now, it's just down the
hall. Room 432. You can be there and back in a minute." Suddenly, I
realised that she wanted me to go and get this man. I looked up at her,
frightened and concerned.
"Oh, come on now. You want to. It'll only take a second. I can't go,
either he wouldn't believe me, or he'd just grab me and fuck me there.
Is that what you want?"
"No. No."
"You want him to come back here?"
"Yes."
"So you can watch while he fucks me?"
"Yes."
"Okay, so just skip down there and tell him, and I'll be waiting. Now
hurry, I can't wait."
"But, but." I gestured at the dress.
"Oh don't worry about the dress. It's late, no-one but Bill will see you
in it, and it's better this way, as he'll realise you're serious, and no
threat to him. Don't you want to be wearing it while you watch anyway?
It'd take ages for you to take it off, dress, go and get him, and then
come back and change all over again. Oh please, honey, don't delay." I
hesitated again, but I was caught up in the spell that her words had
woven. I got up and with one backward glance at her beautiful body lying
on our wedding bed, and another encouraging smile from her, I went out
the bedroom door. Once outside in the corridor, I glanced up and down to
make sure that no-one was coming and then scampered down the soft
carpet, checking room numbers as I went, until I came to room 432. I
knocked, my heart pounding in my chest, the sound of my knuckles against
the wood sounding very loud in the quiet hotel. After a few heart-
thumping seconds the door swung open and I went straight in to the
darkened room. Bill was still dressed, and he peered at me, confused.
"What the...?" He started, and then slowly began to smile.
"Bill, I, eh, er, that is, we were wondering if you wanted to join us?"
I blurted out, turning very red.
" "We" were wondering? I bet she was," he said, a confident sneer
spreading over his face.
"This is new though. I can't imagine how she persuaded you to wear her
fucking dress. That's a new one on me. Very funny. And now she sends you
over here to fetch me back to her bed. Hilarious. What's the problem,
hubby? Can't get it up enough for Ch?rie? Was she disappointed? Not man
enough for her?" I burned brighter, my cheeks almost aflame with
embarrassment and shame. I wished he'd just come with me, and stop
taunting me like this. Having him laugh a