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Red, Pink and White
This is a fictional story of a boy that became a cross dresser at an
early age. The influences and possible causes are looked at here. This
is not an attempt to psychoanalyze or come up with an excuse for loving
the feel of fine lingerie, just a self exam of past experiences that had
an impact. I hope you enjoy it.
Growing up in Miami Beach was almost a paradise back in the 60's. No one
had a reason to ever go onto the mainland, MIAMI. We were an island
community. You knew everyone and as a teenager hitch hiked without fear
or concern of anyone doing you physical harm. This of course was before
the 'ART DECO' boom and the current 'EURO' style that had turned Miami
Beach into the huge tourist area it is today with that big city feel.
As a teenager I of course had my group of buddies. We used to hang out,
go to 'Fun Fair', or play on the beach and at that time smoke plenty of
pot. There were always the same 4 of us at any one time together. I was
always the one targeted for the jokes about being gay!
I was very shy and unsure of myself. The taunts by my friends had me
doubting myself all the time.
My name is William and I am trying to look back at the influences that
made me into the sissy cross dresser that I am today. Back then I was
called Billy.
At 14 years of age I knew I was different than my friends. I had
'crushes' on many of the boys in my class. I remember going through
puberty and becoming aroused by the look of some of the other guys.
Teenagers, wearing tight jeans and tight t shirts, were also going
through puberty. Their muscles developing and their butts still small. A
few sported hard ons with no embarrassment. I always felt uncomfortable
and tried to wear my shirt outside my jeans to hide any sign of an
erection. There was 'something' about another guy that I didn't quite
understand why I reacted with arousal. The girls I knew were not
attractive in the same way. Oh yeah, I loved seeing them in their short
skirts and especially loved seeing a girl in pantyhose that was covered
with pictures of 'girly' things on them. The 'in' look was white and had
pastel colored pictures of cats or flowers on them. I sometimes tried to
imagine what it would be like to be wearing them, but I suppressed those
thoughts.
I lived in a small 3 bedroom apartment with my Grandmother in one room,
my Father in another and my younger brother and I in the third bedroom.
My Brother was 2 years younger than I. His name is Joseph, but everyone
called him Joey. He was stronger and bigger than me. In fact he used to
treat me as the younger of the two. Not having a Mother around I tried
to be the one that held the family together. My Father worked from 8pm
until 5am every day but Sundays. Sundays was his day to sleep and relax.
He wasn't around much. My Grandmother was very elderly and frail and was
in bed by 7pm. This of course allowed me to have friends over each night
or let me stay out at their houses all night. But when I was home, I was
the one that cooked and cleaned and made sure my Grandmother was settled
each night in bed. I tried on numerous occasions to get my younger
brother to help but he just laughed at me and told me it was a job for a
girl. He liked to tease me saying I was more of a girl that a guy. He
even told his friends that I was like his Mother only without make up or
a dress. His buddies used to laugh and also enjoyed teasing me. I was
frustrated but didn't let on. I just smoked more pot and hung out with
my friends.
When I was 17, I remember I was hitch hiking one evening when this guy
who was at least 20 or 21 years of age picked me up. His name was Tommy.
He spoke to me as if I was older and we spoke non stop the whole way.
When he dropped me off (a block from my home) he mentioned that he would
enjoy hanging out sometime. I said sure, anytime. He asked for my
telephone number and I thought nothing of giving it to him. In fact I
had forgotten all about it until a few weeks went by. He called me and
asked if I wanted to 'hang' out with him and see a movie. Sure I told
him, not realizing how odd it was for a 21 year old to be hanging around
a 17 year old. It was Saturday afternoon and I agreed to meet him at the
same place he dropped me off a few weeks ago. Back then, movie theaters
showed double features and only cost 50 cents to get in. We sat there
together before the first movie started and talked about everything. I
really enjoyed the way he treated me. He seemed to respect me and acted
as if I was something to protect and cherish. It made me feel all warm
inside. At one point he told me he would love it if he met a girl just
like me. For some reason this impacted me and made me feel good. I soon
realized his leg was right up against mine and he occasionally would
touch my arm in the most gentle and loving way. That was as far as he
took it. No, he did not try to touch my crotch or anything like that. He
was my friend. After the movies he dropped me back off and asked if I
would like to see him again. "Of course," I said. He promised to call
me.
A few nights later, while I was with my 'close' friends at their home,
one of the guys joked that I was "pretty, like a girl". Inside I was
flattered but would never show it. They continued to comment that I
should try wearing some make up or a skirt. I looked at them half hoping
I was wearing make up and a skirt, but not letting it show. I laughed
along with them and jokingly spoke to them as if I were a little girl. I
figured it would be amusing. At one point I even got up from the couch
and sashayed and pranced while I headed to the bathroom. We all laughed
at that. My friends were all close and no one took offense at anyone's
comments. Everyone got made fun of. There was Randy, he was the typical
stoner. The 'hey dude' type of guy. You can imagine how he got teased.
He was also very cute and I had secretly wanted to explore touching his
entire body. He was always so stoned that when my hand 'accidently'
touched his butt or brushed over his crotch, he never said anything.
It's not that he liked it, he was too zonked out to notice. Or so I
thought. Then there was Tony, he was a spoiled brat. I really didn't
like him, but he was part of the 'group'. He reminded me of an ape. He
was hairy but it was course dark hair and he seemed to always reek of
garlic or B.O. We all teased him about using deodorant.
And then there was Jeff. Oh Jeff. He was the 'leader' of our group. He
always had the ideas of what we were going to do. He made all the
'plans'. He also was one of the more popular kids in school so everyone
always invited him to their parties. All the girls liked him and he knew
it. It didn't hurt that he was also one of the most handsome guys in the
school. I had a serious crush on him and would do anything he asked. I
know I had wished that he had asked me to make love to him, or at the
least, make out with him. But that didn't happen even though he did
flirt with me a lot. We called him the 'heart throb'. But for me he made
something else throb!
I got home that evening and my younger brother had some friends over.
They began teasing me and kept calling out "Mom, we need some soda," or
"Mom, can you bring us some ice cream"? I pretended to ignore their
comments but secretly liked it. Of course, I brought the soda and ice
cream, making sure they had napkins and coasters for the cups. I had
nothing else to do so I sat with them in the living room watching TV.
They kept making comments about me and giggling to each other. Then my
brother whispered something to his best friend and they looked at me and
just laughed. Before I knew it, his friends all left to go home, except
his best friend David. Joey told me that David would be spending the
night. I said it was Ok as long as they got to sleep and didn't stay up
all night. They promised not to.
Of course having three of us in the bedroom was uncomfortable. We only
had two beds, mine was a double and Joey's was a twin. So of course Joey
told me, (not asked me) that David would share my bed. Reluctantly I
said ok, but really had been given no choice. All night long I was
troubled with the thought that I enjoyed having David so close to me in
bed. Even though he was the same age as my brother he had already gone
through puberty and had soft black hairs on his legs. I know because I
used to admire the fact he had more hair on his legs than I did. I fell
gently to sleep with the thoughts of my friends telling me I should wear
make up and a skirt, and the thoughts of David lying in bed with me
calling me 'Mom'. I didn't even realize I had positioned my butt up
against David and felt his hairy legs on top of mine.
I was woken up in the morning by Joey. He was standing over my bed
staring at David and I huddled up against each other. Joey was laughing
and called us 'honeymooners'. He then told us to get up already. I
served them breakfast (I made pancakes) and as I sat down myself, Joey
started to tease me. He asked if I had enjoyed sleeping with my new
boyfriend, David? He called me a MILF. I turned beet red at that
comment. He said it was OK, that David always had a thing for older
women! David joined in the laughter and said I would make a good wife. I
was so embarrassed I got up and went to the bathroom and locked the
door. What bothered me most was that I began to like the idea of
becoming a wife.
Between the kidding I got from my best friends and the teasing from my
brother and his friends I was becoming very confused. My mind was
reeling. My feelings were raw and I had no understanding of what was
occurring. I felt as if the universe was conspiring to turn me into a
girl. But I was a guy!
When I came out of the bathroom, after many tears, my eyes red from
crying, Joey came up to me and told me it was OK. David also came over
and gave me a hug. I didn't know how to react, so I lowered my head and
didn't say a word. Joey then told me he was going to do some shopping
and that he would buy me a present. I asked how he had money to spend on
a present and he told me that his friends all chipped in to buy
something for me. I gave him a look, but forgot to ask anything further.
He just laughed at me and said he was sure I would LOVE IT. And off they
went.
Meanwhile my buddies Jeff and Randy called me and asked if I wanted to
come over to Jeff's house. I said sure. As I left the apartment, I knew
I had to fix my eyes as I didn't want my friends knowing I had been
crying. I went back into the apartment and when I went to the bathroom,
I noticed my grandmother's make up in one of the drawers. I took out an
eye liner pencil and decided to darken my eyes a little. I figured no
one would notice. Boy was I wrong.
I got to Jeff's house and the first thing he said to me was "you have
eye make up on, don't you?" I laughed it off and admitted I had 'tried'
some on to see what it would look like. He told me it looked good. Randy
was already so high he only said "wow, that's cool". As the day wore on,
we had jumped in his backyard pool and play fought in the water. I got
aroused and had to stop. Randy came over and grabbed me from behind. He
had me wrapped in his arms from behind and I swear I felt his boyhood
rubbing my butt. He held on way too long. Jeff watched and finally told
Randy to stop taking advantage of me. "If you want to fuck Billy do it
in privacy," he shouted. Randy laughed and turned me loose. He then
joined in the joking around. He asked me, "do you want me to fuck you,
man?" And once again I turned beet red. He then told me if I wanted to,
I should go into Jeff's sister's room and find something sexy and pretty
to wear. I was so embarrassed and confused. Was he serious? Should I?
What if I did dress up, would my friends abandon me? I decided to turn
the tables, or so I thought! I laughed and told Jeff and Randy that they
wouldn't know what to do if I did dress up as a girl. I told them, "you
guys are all talk, you both would flip out if I wore Jeff's sister's
clothes and probably would think I was serious"! Jeff then taunted me by
saying "look who's all talk! I bet you wouldn't wear her clothes even if
I gave you $20!" I started to think... $20 is a whole lot of money. I
know back in the 60's my allowance was $5 a week. I decided it was worth
it to get $20. Anyway I would show them I wasn't all talk and they would
either think I was serious (and I would win) or they would be cool with
it.
The last laugh would be on them though as they had already made a bet
between themselves before I got there, that I would do it and would
enjoy wearing girl's clothes.
I left the pool area and found Jeff's sister's room. She was away on a
school field trip for the weekend so I knew it was ok to enter her room.
Jeff's parents were also away for the weekend so it was just us three
alone in the house. I moved quickly through her room. I was very excited
that this was happening but also very frightened by what I was doing. I
found her panty drawer and pulled out a pair of yellow satin panties
that had a small red flower on the front band. I also found the matching
bra as well with the red flower in the middle of the two cups. On they
went. I got immediately turned on. I next found her pantyhose drawer and
pulled out a pair in white that had yellow flowers all over the legs. I
knew it all had to match! I next saw what looked like a dress, hanging
on the closet door, but was very flimsy and extremely short. It was
powder yellow and shear, with lace trim. (It was a negligee, but I
didn't know the name at the time). I impulsively decided to try on some
of her make up. Bright pink lipstick and again some eyeliner. I added
some blush and re combed my hair to look very girly. One last look in
the mirror. I felt incredible! I looked very sexy and very much like a
girl. Maybe they were right and I do look pretty enough to be a girl?
I entered the living room since that's where Jeff and Randy were. Randy
saw me first and he got up and said "wow, you look so hot". Jeff turned
to look at me and told me he knew I would make a pretty girl. He then
walked up to me, took my hand and led me to the sofa. He sat me down and
placed a hand on my thigh. He asked me how I felt dressed like this. I
lowered my head instinctively as a sign of submission. I couldn't say
anything. Randy then came over and sat on the other side of me. He also
put his hand on my other thigh. They were both caressing my legs and I
was loving it. Then Jeff moved closer and gave me a slow long kiss on
the lips. I melted. After that Randy began French kissing me and I was
in heaven. Before I knew it, they had removed their swim trunks and we
were a tangled mess of three, groping and exploring and kissing and
rubbing. Young teens experimenting with our bodies, and the feel of each
other. I soon found myself with Randy's cock in my mouth, while Jeff
was exploring and probing my ass with his cock. I was in HEAVEN.
We all finished our fooling around late into the evening and fell asleep
tangled in each other's arms (and legs). When I awoke in the morning I
felt so ashamed I ran to the bathroom removed the negligee, pantyhose,
bra and panties and quickly showered and removed all trace of make up I
had on. I ran to Jeff's sister's room and put my own clothes on and
quickly left his house. I didn't want to think of the clothing I had
worn or what was to be done with them. I think I ran all the way to my
apartment. I went right to my room, removed all my clothes and fell
naked into my bed. I was so focused on what I had done the night before
I didn't realize that David was in my bed, again. I slept and slept. I
refused to get up even though I knew it was past noon. David was
spooning me again. But this time Joey didn't wake us up. He had an early
afternoon baseball game and he left us alone. When I finally started to
wake up it was 2:30 in the afternoon. David was rubbing his cock on my
ass. I pretended to remain asleep to see where this was headed. He
continued and finally I felt him squirt his love juice all over my ass.
He continued to hump my ass and seemed to enjoy the feel of his cum
being spread all over my ass by his cock. Slippery when wet. I let out a
small moan. David immediately realized I was awake and stopped his
movement. He asked if I was awake. I said yes. He began apologizing and
asked me to forgive him. I turned to face him and decided I had crossed
a line the day before and that I wasn't going to go back. I began to
kiss him. He grabbed me hard and we embraced as long lost lovers. He
eventually squirted his cum a second time all over my crotch. I now had
his cum in the front and back. I felt like a whore but loved such a
strong guy using me to get off.
When Joey returned he made us get up out of bed and began asking a lot
of questions. He wanted to know if I had 'gotten it on' with David. I
blushed. Then he asked David if I was a good lay? David told him 'hell
yes'. Joey left us to get cleaned up and dressed. Once we were both
dressed we went to the living room to find Joey had invited his other
two friends and also Jeff and Randy! They were all in the living room
anxious for us to come out. Joey came up to me and said "Well Mom, I
forgot to give you the present I bought you... here it is, just for
you"! I shook my head not knowing if I should be angry at Joey for again
calling me 'Mom' or allow my excitement at the attention I was being
showered with show itself. I gave in to my excitement and accepted my
new nature.
Like a giddy school girl I was thrilled by the presents wrapped as they
were in pink with bows of satin. That's right, BOWS. It seemed that Jeff
and Randy had decided to take the $20 they owed me and used it to also
buy me a present. So there I was with two beautifully wrapped gifts that
made me feel very special. And I hadn't even opened them yet. I broke
down and cried. They all, Jeff, Randy, Joey, David and Joey's other two
friends came up to me and held me tightly. After what seemed like ages,
one by one they returned to the sofa and begged me to open up my gifts.
I wanted the moment to last. I slowly opened my brother and his friend's
gift.
Inside, were three very sexy baby doll teddies in pastel pink, red and
white. It seems my brother knew what was happening to me all along. He
confided that I talked in my sleep and he had heard me say that I wanted
to dress sexy and pretty like a girl. That was why he and his friends
called me Mom. They knew I longed to be like a MOM. In other words... a
girl. I wept for joy as I finally felt normal. Or what I thought was
normal ... for a 17 year old cross dresser!
Next I began to open Jeff and Randy's present. I felt partly embarrassed
by what we did the night before but also felt liberated by the thought
that they now knew how I felt. Their gift to me was 3 sets of matching
panties and bras, pink, red and white (all in the frilliest lace and
satin) and 3 pairs of thigh high stockings (pink, red and white
fishnet)! I nearly died! I was so excited but wanted to contain myself
just a little. Joey and Jeff finally stood me up, taking the boxes with
us and took me to the bedroom to try them on. For the next hour I was
primping and modeling for all 6 of them. I felt like such a girl.
Finally David came over and took my hand and asked me to be his
girlfriend. Randy and Jeff came over and said they too wanted me to
become their girlfriend. I didn't know what to do. I told each of them I
would date them but wouldn't decide who was to be my boyfriend until
after we dated a while. They were upset and disappointed but, they each
loved me. I felt very lucky.
Jeff, being quick and smart, was the first to ask me out that evening.
He wanted to catch the new movie in town and asked if I would be his
date. The other two frowned. I said YES. Jeff then asked if I would wear
one of the panties, bra and stockings under my clothes to show I was a
girl underneath it all. I giggled and asked each of them to pick a
color. Jeff chose white, Randy chose red and David chose pink. I told
them that each set of girl's underclothes would be what I wore for them
only. White was for Jeff, red for Randy and pink for David. The next
thing I knew, everyone took off their clothes and we had one amazing
sexual orgy. Joey and his other two friends joined in but vowed never to
do so again, claiming they were definitely straight. Jeff, David and
Randy were my weekend lovers.
We continued to date for the next few weeks. Each date was for Saturday
night and continued until Sunday and each weekend belonged to each of
them separately. But we never all got together again. Jeff didn't like
the fact I was dating Randy. David was upset I dated Jeff and Randy just
got stoned. I don't think he really cared one way or the other. All was
fine until...
I was on my way to 'Fun Fair' and decided to hitch hike. Who should pick
me up but Tommy!!! It had been several months and what to me was a few
lifetimes ago. He took my hand once I was in the car and apologized for
not calling. He explained that he had some strong feelings for me and
was afraid to take it any further as I was only 17. I told him I too had
feelings for him and appreciated how he treated me with such respect and
care. I smiled mischievously. Tommy asked if I ever 'fooled' around with
another guy before. I blushed and told him I had and that I enjoyed a
strong man holding me like I was his girl. But I held out telling him my
true feelings for him. He turned to look at me and realized I was
keeping a secret. So he slowed the car down, pulled over to the side of
the road and asked me what was up with the look on my face? I smiled at
him and told him, "today is my birthday, I am now 18. I am legal age to
date." He smiled back and said, "I don't want to date you, I want to
marry you!"
So hear I am, I am now 27 and have been together with Tommy for 9 years.
We moved to Toronto, Canada shortly after we got together because of the
Vietnam War. Tommy had a low number in the draft and I could not live
without him if anything happened. We agreed to give up our American
citizenship and become Canadians. We can't wait for the laws to change
here to allow us to marry. I did become a 'Mom' though. We adopted a
beautiful baby boy and have raised him since he was 3 years old. I am
not interested in taking hormones, having breast implants or in any way
become a real woman. I LOVE being a sissy cross dressing guy!
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