[The source material's been done to death, of course. A few have even
taken it in the direction this story goes. But none have been terribly
faithful to the original, and commercial considerations prevented them
from following things to their logical conclusion.]
My Pleasures Were (To Say The Least) Undignified
by Optimizer
I've finished preparing the next set of doses and carefully stored them
away. I still should have at least another few hours. Just enough time to
finish composing this and hide it somewhere out-of-the-way. But where to
begin?
At the beginning, I suppose.
*****
*"...that truth, by whose partial discovery I have been doomed to such a
dreadful shipwreck..."*
It was the end of the day, and I was examining some bedroom furniture I'd
recently obtained at an estate sale. I ran an antique dealership on the
outskirts of Boston that was, if I may say so, upscale and well-respected
among a more refined clientele. The bed, wardrobe, bureau, and so forth
had been indifferently cared for but I felt that with some restoration
work I could turn a good profit on them. Late 19th-century sets such as
this one were a bit in fashion in certain circles.
My first hint of something strange was when I started to remove the
drawers from the bureau. The final one, on the bottom left, refused to
come out completely. It appeared to be stuck on something inside the
frame. I bent low and examined it carefully; I certainly had no intention
of damaging it. To my surprise, I realized there was a hidden catch
preventing it from coming loose. I'd seen this before, in other furniture
of the period - I had stumbled upon a secret compartment.
Cautiously I disengaged the catch and removed the drawer from its slot.
There was indeed a hollow concealed beneath. I carefully extracted the
contents, puzzling a bit at their curious nature. Two small, thick,
stoppered bottles came out first. The larger vial contained a residue of a
very dark, reddish, viscous substance. The smaller one was almost empty,
holding just a few grains of some white crystal. Beneath them, perhaps a
dozen pages of handwritten notes, yellowed with age. Nothing else.
I skimmed the pages quickly, my excitement mounting. At first I thought it
was a portion of Stevenson's 'Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde',
and a handwritten copy could be worth a good deal. But slowly I realized
it was something different, and much stranger. It was old, clearly. But it
wasn't Stevenson's work... at least, not as published.
It was the confession of one 'Dougal Tawesson', and mostly it followed
'Jekyll's' from the story. Large chunks were identical. (A pure liberal
arts education isn't worth much outside of academia, but at least I knew
literature.) Key details were different, though. It took place in
Edinburgh, not London. Instead of murdering a prominent citizen, his
alternate form had killed a prostitute who'd refused him 'service'. But,
like in the original (Or was it original? I had begun to doubt...) there
had been a witness to the crime. And so on.
Whatever I'd found, I had an unaccountable hunch that it was important. I
looked to the stoppered bottles in the drawer. Perhaps it was a set of
props for one of the plays based on the story? It was old enough to be an
early production - still worth some money to the proper collector.
Or, far more valuable - might this be an early draft of the story? That
could be very lucrative, and buy some useful publicity besides. Then there
was the dim, scarcely-possible chance that I had found an earlier work,
something Stevenson had based his story upon. The papers could easily be
that old... and if that were the case, they would be nearly priceless.
It's ridiculous now, looking back. Even my craziest, most half-baked
imaginings fell so far short of what I actually had in my hands. I didn't
even begin to suspect what I now know to be the truth until later that
night. I decided to leave the set for the morning. I bundled up my finds,
locked up the store, and drove home.
My house was a sizeable cottage in the older part of the city. Somewhat
expensive, but my business brought in a respectable income and I had no
one but myself to spend it on. I'd restored much of it to its original
condition, with a few discreet updates. The electrical system had needed
the most modernization, I remembered as I sat in front of my computer,
skimming sites and Googling details.
The first thing I did was find a copy of the original story online and
compare it with my find. As I'd thought, it was mostly identical. Only the
names and a few circumstances and details were different. Next I began to
research those circumstances.
There really HAD been a Tawesson, and he'd been killed by one of his
servants, who had then killed himself. He'd been a learned doctor, at
least later in life, and while the fit was not exact there were other
parallels between him and the fictional Jekyll. A record of churchgoing
and charitable pursuits. There'd been hints of blackmail between him and
the 'newly hired' servant, Henry Cuilidh. Tawesson's body was never found.
And like Jekyll, he'd apparently craved the respect of 'higher society',
though he'd had somewhat less success in garnering it. His past was a
trifle too disreputable - an excess of drinking and brawling when he was
young, heroic service in the Anglo-Zulu War but stories of brutality had
dogged him afterwards. (Considering the times, that implied a truly
shocking level of ruthlessness.) A gentleman, true, but... not a
GENTLEMAN'S gentleman.
I knew some of the history of the furniture, and it had indeed come from
Britain. The elderly lady it had belonged to was definitely of Scottish
descent. I could find no solid link to either Stevenson or Tawesson, but
such a connection could not be ruled out.
More interesting. There were hints - just hints, but still - that Tawesson
had been abused as a child. And that was a primary risk factor for
developing multiple personalities, I'd read. And a quick search found that
'cuilidh' was Scots Gaelic for a 'cellar' or 'secret place'...
I looked again at the bottles from the drawer. I wasn't ready to admit,
even to myself, what I was starting to suspect. But I was filled with an
unjustified agitation nonetheless, anxiety mixed with a hint of almost
formless hope.
*****
*"...I stood already committed to a profound duplicity of life..."*
I acted on my tension in the way I often did at night, alone, with the
shades drawn. I shut down the computer and walked up the stairs to the
spare bedroom, locking the door behind me. And then I unlocked the lovely
Victorian wardrobe therein and regarded the contents as I began to
undress. In moments I was naked, semi-erect, and my former clothes were
banished from sight in an empty drawer, closed swiftly with a familiar
motion.
I moved differently now, a sway in my hips, my weight shifted to my toes.
A wig - light brown hair, with a gentle wave - settled onto my head and
became my own. Sheer black panties slid up my legs and concealed my
burgeoning erection. Enough to ignore, at least. I stole a glance at the
imposing, full-length mirror on a stand in the corner of the bedroom.
A garter belt next. Black with red piping, SO sexy. Then sleek, genuine
silk stockings. You couldn't even see the hair now. Sometimes I shaved,
but I was frightened of being discovered with shaved legs somehow... no,
not important, not now. I turned, admiring the dark line running up the
back of each stocking. No wonder girls in WWII had painted those lines on
when silk ran short. They just ACCENTUATED the legs so well, and drew the
eye along the curves, up to where they should be looking.
A corset next, so tight... my waist had that girlish slimness I so loved.
The forms tucked invisibly into the cups of my favorite brassiere, and
with practiced ease I slipped it on and hooked the straps.
The dress followed swiftly. An evening dress, skirt to the knee, no
cleavage showing but still emphasizing my bosom. Light lace trim, frilly
and playful. High-heeled, strappy shoes.
A bit of makeup, expertly applied. A touch of blush, shadow. Mascara?
Tonight, yes. And now red lips puckered at me in the mirror, blowing a
kiss. Delicious lips. I could see them pressed against a hairy cheek,
nuzzling a neck with an Adam's apple... wrapped around a stiff cock. Oh,
yes, they were PERFECT for THAT.
The opening rites of the ritual were complete. There she was in the
mirror: Sherry Dulce. Sweet, sassy, strong, intoxicating. The shoes gave
me such a walk as I sashayed across the room, poised yet seductive.
No one, not my small remaining family, not my handful of friends,
certainly none of my customers, knew about Sherry. Only once had she gone
out in public. A buying trip to a less staid city, where I could not
possibly be recognized. I had dressed in my hotel room and dithered for
almost half an hour before sneaking out the back stairs and hailing a cab
to a bar I'd read of.
I entered with trepidation inside, but Sherry would never feel that way
and outwardly I was collected and confident. I could see others like me
scattered about. Some were better-disguised than others, a few I couldn't
even be sure about. It was clearly the right place.
I had a few drinks at the bar, and a man even asked me to dance. I did
well, I think, despite only having practiced in the mirror. Sherry would
have enjoyed it, but I still felt awkward inside, an imposter. I gave no
sign; he even asked me if I wanted to go home with him.
In reality, things had gone no further. I had chickened out, unable to
live up to Sherry's ideal. I wasn't gay, in all truth. Dressed up, in my
bedroom, I'd have all kinds of wild notions. But in my daily life, I'd
never been attracted to a man. I'd eye the ladies, enjoy their charms, and
examine their clothes for ideas. Not once had I pictured myself with any
of my customers. That night I'd made my excuses and gone back to my lonely
hotel room.
But now, in my spare bedroom, in SHERRY'S room - in my own world - I did
go home with him. He was much more handsome, a gentleman. He had led me
into the bedroom and kissed me gently. I could almost feel his hands
gliding over my body, appreciating the ladylike curves he found. He pulled
me close, and held me tight.
My breath increased its pace as my phantom lover handled me with
escalating roughness, squeezing me, playing with my breasts, sneaking a
hand between my thighs. (Somewhere else, my hand stroked my penis through
the dress, but that was irrelevant compared to my imaginary loveplay.)
I let him draw me toward the bed. (On that other level, a vibrator emerged
from the wardrobe, and was quickly lubricated...) He threw me down on top
of the bedspread and held me down, proud kisses muffling my moans of
pleasure. I helped him hike up my skirt and push my panties out of the
way. I was so wet, he slid in so easily.
Oh, I was such a naughty girl!
I groaned and came when he did, shivering within my passage. It was
heavenly, fulfilling, wonderful. I basked for a period in the afterglow,
whispering endearments to the man who had possessed me.
Now that I had come, the glamour receded in increments. My stomach was wet
and sticky, my anus dripping and aching slightly. Guilt grew to replace
the dreamy satisfaction of before.
I had never found a woman I could share this with, that I could even dream
of taking such a risk on. The scandal, if it got out... I'd be ruined.
People expect a certain dignity in an antiques dealer. And so, here I was,
a lonely middle-aged man playing dress-up at night. My face burning with
shame, I cleaned everything thoroughly, put the clothes in the wash and
the toys away, and went to take a shower before bed.
*****
*"...a side-light began to shine upon the subject from the laboratory
table."*
Sal Travis was a friend of mine, one of a few. A chemist at a testing
firm. As I said, I only have a liberal arts education so when he tried to
explain his work, it mostly went over my head. But he enjoyed antiques,
too, which was how we'd met. He'd helped me out a few times, checking the
age of some items of questionable provenance.
We would meet once in a while somewhere and have dinner. It had been a few
months since the last time - he'd gotten over his divorce and started
dating again. But he was happy to hear from me and readily agreed to get
together.
We met at our most frequent haunt, Fleming's, a tasteful midtown
restaurant that served fine steak with excellent Cabernet Sauvignon. As we
were wrapping up the meal I finally broached the subject I'd been
patiently avoiding.
"Anyway, I found these bottles locked away in a bureau. I was hoping you
could take a little time and tell me what's in them. Or, at least, what
WAS in them. I don't think they've been touched in a century or more."
Sal looked them over doubtfully. "Huh... not much left. And this red stuff
here is definitely organic. If they're that old, they'll have decayed
badly by now. Why do you care, anyway?"
"Honestly, at the moment I'd rather not say."
He peered at me, somewhat confused. "Seriously?" he half-smiled.
"I'm afraid so. If I told you what I think it might be, you'd... I don't
know. Laugh at me for sure."
"Now you've got me curious."
"Well, apply that curiosity to what's in those bottles. I really want to
know what's in them."
"I guess I could run them through the chromatograph and such at work,
that'd tell me something."
*****
*"...scientific discoveries had begun to suggest the most naked
possibility of such a miracle..."*
A week later (a week that felt very long to me) we were again having a
final glass of wine over the remains of an excellent meal. Sal, sensing my
burning curiosity, had nevertheless put off his report on his findings
until then.
"Okay, the red mixture is weird. Lots of different things, some are
impurities, leftovers from the chemistry back then. They just couldn't
make stuff as pure as we can now. It's also broken down pretty far, but
not so completely that I couldn't figure it out. Basically a bunch of
simple organics. There's a small amount of a plant-based MAOI, but there's
more Melanopsin and Melatonin - those come from the pineal glands of
birds. So far as I can tell, that's where most of the impurities come
from. Whoever whipped this up seems to have chopped up a bunch of bird
brains and filtered out the fluid."
"So... what does all that mean?"
"Wait, it gets better. Most of the solvent evaporated by now, but all
these substances were once dissolved in DMSO, Dimethyl sulfoxide. An
organic solvent." He smiled again. "DMSO glides through most body tissues
like they aren't even there. You get a little on your fingers and suddenly
you can taste the stuff. It's that fast. It can carry other chemicals
along, too."
"Forgive me, I'm just a BFA." He grinned. Like most technical types he had
a bit of a superiority complex over those who didn't pursue the 'harder'
subjects. It didn't make him a bad guy but he did enjoy ribbing me. The
good news was I could exploit it to keep him talking.
He paused. "DMSO was expensive then - there's a reason it's there... but
I'm getting off-track. Overall though, the stuff is pretty benign. The
most you might get out of drinking it would be an upset stomach."
I paused, wondering, and embarrassed to be a little disappointed. "And the
white powder?"
"There wasn't much left, but I was able to get a good reading. It's more
complicated, but it's basically a hydrochloride, a salt, of a medium-size
organic molecule."
Now his smile was very wide. "I'm dying to know who the heck brewed this
up. If you mixed them, you'd get a quick reaction that would combine the
precursors to produce a variant of Dimethyltryptamine - DMT. He must have
been trying for a powerful, fast-acting hallucinogen, at least with the
MAOI - Monoamine oxidase inhibitor - that's in there. It's been used for
centuries in tribal rituals and the like."
Now I worried that the 'change' had been all in Tawesson's head. "Well, I
CAN tell you the guy I have in mind had done some travelling in Africa."
"Must be where he got the idea. A little goes a long way. I nicknamed it
Shaman's Hangover. Partly because it shouldn't have worked."
"What?" My confusion was unfeigned.
"I said he was 'trying for' a hallucinogen. But it'd be the wrong form.
Most organic molecules have multiple forms, diastereomers or etaniomers,
mirror images or partial mirrors..." He finally noticed my blank
expression. "Anyway, the form produced would be biologically inactive.
Except for a contaminant in the salt."
My mind flashed back to what I'd read. *"I am now persuaded that my first
supply was impure, and that it was that unknown impurity which lent
efficacy to the draught."* Trying to be casual, I asked, "What
'contaminant'?"
"The salt itself has a few etaniomers. Looks like he got lazy separating
them out. Or maybe he just couldn't tell the difference, a lot of this
wasn't understood well back then. In any case, it was a lucky break. The
mixture of both produces an active variant of DMT. This might be the first
designer drug; you've found a Timothy Leary for the 1800s."
His eyes got a faraway look. "Mixed with the MAOI... they would've gone on
a HELL of a trip. Not sure what the Melatonin and such would add.
Descartes thought the pineal gland was the 'seat of the soul' but now we
know that it regulates bodily rhythms and such... Anyway, with the DMSO
carrying the Hangover, the effect would be practically instantaneous -
faster than crack. It'd rocket across the blood-brain barrier. I'm not
sure, but I think it'd also metabolize faster. It might be like the whole
trip was compressed into a few seconds. But pharmacology isn't really my
field, I'm guessing at a lot of this."
The moment of truth. "Could you whip up a fresh batch?"
He stared blankly for a moment. "That is just about the last thing I
expected YOU to ask." A long pause. "Why should I?"
"I... I'm not in a position to say yet. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have
asked."
Sal looked thoughtful. "As they say, 'Friends help you move. Real friends
help you move bodies.'" He considered a moment more, then shook his head.
"Sorry, Carl, you're not quite that good a friend."
"Look, I never should have..." I began.
"Wait, let me finish. I can't make this for you. I won't be legally
responsible for you killing yourself or ending up in a padded room." A
smile broke the thoughtful expression. "But hey, I don't care how people
get their jollies. It's not that hard to make - the raw ingredients are
legal and fairly easy to come by, and you don't need much equipment. A
stove, a professional timer and thermometer, a couple of graduated beakers
and a few other instruments..."
"I think I see," I said with a smile of my own.
"I can always say 'I just told him how the guy would've made it.' I
thought I was only helping your research..."
*****
*"But the temptation of a discovery so singular and profound, at last
overcame the suggestions of alarm."*
Much later that night I sat at my desk, my elbow propped on the edge, chin
resting on my hand. Sal's handwritten notes lay next to Tawesson's papers.
The website of a chemical supply firm was displayed on my computer.
So. Did I really believe it could work? Or was I just a lonely pervert
driven half-crazy by desperation, willing to risk poisoning myself? But
still... I reread a few lines from the 'confession': *"...I began to
perceive more deeply than it has ever yet been stated, the trembling
immateriality, the mist-like transience of this seemingly so solid body in
which we walk attired..."*
That sounded a lot like the modern new-age 'Quantum Consciousness' stuff
you heard nowadays, just expressed in 19th-century terms. Sal was
ruthlessly derisive about such 'cranks'. He said they were badly
misinterpreting Quantum Mechanics.
But now, I couldn't help but wonder. What if he was wrong? What if they
were onto something? And then, a bit further: *"I not only recognised my
natural body for the mere aura and effulgence of certain of the powers
that made up my spirit, but managed to compound a drug by which these
powers should be dethroned from their supremacy, and a second form and
countenance substituted, none the less natural to me..."*
If the 'Quantum Consciousness' types were right, then a drug that mucked
with the self-image, that allowed buried aspects of the personality to
become dominant in the right way...
On the other hand, I didn't want to be a murderous sociopath. I wanted to
be... I wanted to be Sherry. My eyes alighted on another passage I'd read
and reread before. The one that had made me take the bottles to Sal: *"Had
I approached my discovery in a more noble spirit, had I risked the
experiment while under the empire of generous or pious aspirations, all
must have been otherwise... The drug had no discriminating action; it was
neither diabolical nor divine; it but shook the doors of the prison-house
of my disposition; and like the captives of Philippi, that which stood
within ran forth..."*
Yes, I was going to try it.
*****
*"...endowed besides with excellent parts..."*
Preparations took two and a half weeks. The supplies came quickly enough
but several days were wasted as I learned how to do organic chemistry by
trial and error - mostly error. Sal's directions included warnings and
tests at the critical steps but I hadn't done anything like this since
high school. I closed the store early every night, rushing home to play
mad scientist into the wee hours.
Eventually, though, one Tuesday night I had proper amounts of the reddish
potion and the salt, and they had the right density and such. Even then I
hesitated; but I'd come this far.
I went upstairs with the components and dressed myself, taking my time,
making everything perfect. First a bath, and this time I shaved
everything, even shaping my pubic hair. Pink toenails and fingernails; I
never did that on a weeknight, it was too much trouble to clean them, but
tonight... The lacy stockings felt wonderful on my smooth legs. High
heels, my very favorite dress, flowing hair. Complete makeup - my lashes
were THAT long! Jewelry too - a lovely broach, rings. The sole compromise
was the clip-on nature of my earrings. Shaved skin I could cover, pierced
ears I could not. But when I was done I was just scrumptious.
I was hard and throbbing as I admired myself in the mirror, but I tried to
imagine it as an empty ache, lower down... a tiny sharp clit, soft lips...
breasts with hard, sensitive nipples...
I poured the crystals into the potion. It bubbled furiously for several
moments, then settled down, turning purple. Seconds passed and that gave
way to a light green. On the edge of orgasm, I downed the mixture in one
swift chug, like a sorority girl doing shots at a party.
It tasted horrible but that barely had time to register before I went into
agonizing spasms. Every bone in my body felt like it was being TWISTED and
a wave of weakness and nausea washed over me. But, even stronger than the
physical symptoms, there was a sense of profound horror, of both oblivion
and awakening.
It passed as quickly as it had come, and I felt myself swiftly recovering.
But I still was pained and uncomfortable; my chest was being crushed. I
yanked down the top of my dress and tore off my brassiere and the forms
that had been squeezing my breasts. The wig fell to the floor, freeing the
hair that now spilled to the small of my back. Only then did I finally
regard myself once more in the mirror.
Looked at objectively, the girl in the mirror should have been laughable.
The dress and stockings and even the shoes were too big for her. The top
of the baggy dress was bunched under her breasts and a bra dangled from
her hand.
No one could have looked at her objectively, however. Dainty feet with
mischievous toes. Long shapely legs surmounted by the curviest, sexiest
hips. A tiny wasp waist, flat tummy... firm, high, ample, absolutely
symmetrical breasts with perky nipples that cried out to be touched,
licked, suckled. Sleek, smooth, feminine arms tipped with hands of
obvious, supple dexterity. Long, flowing, light-brown hair that framed a
fine-boned, ideally-proportioned face, with wide but sultry eyes; full,
luscious lips slightly parted as she stood panting, an enticing hint of
the white teeth and nimble tongue visible within.
And the way she MOVED... animal, wanton, a blatant invitation. All she had
done so far was shift her weight, lower her arms, cock her head slightly.
It was still more erotic than any porn I'd ever watched.
There was nothing about her that was remotely masculine. She was
fantastic. A beauty that demanded ravishing. She was a SEXPOT.
I laughed out loud in recognition. Here was the Sherry that Carl had
always imagined, the Sherry he'd so crudely imitated all these years. His
little dress-up games had produced an image no more true than a scarecrow
was to a real person. It didn't feel like a discovery so much as a
recollection; everything was new but somehow familiar, like deja vu.
My age was... indeterminate. I could have been a teenager, but I was no
older than the late twenties. That was at least twenty years younger than
Carl, and I felt every second of that. My skin was smooth and unlined, my
muscles toned, my joints limber. I was full of the kind of vitality you
only notice after it goes away with age.
And again, the mental and emotional changes were greater still. I was
hornier than I'd ever been, on fire body and soul. The most wicked and
depraved notions filled my mind; images and sounds and smells welled up
constantly in my imagination. And shame and guilt - conscience itself -had
vanished. That little voice of judgement everyone hears inside had been
completely silenced. I felt pure, unalloyed. Distilled to an essence like
a fine sherry.
I wasted no time tearing off the silly clothes. Even the corset was too
big for me now! In a twinkling I was naked, devouring my new form with my
eyes and hands. The novel erotic sensitivity of my nipples dragged a moan
from my throat as my fingertips brushed and tweaked them. Then I was
turning my back to the mirror, leaning forward, spreading my legs and
craning my neck to see. My ass was incredible, round and padded yet still
defined, with the cutest little rosebud hole. Seemingly of their own will,
one hand remained to glide over my breasts as the other slid down my belly
to my exposed pussy.
My pussy... it was beautiful, drawing hand and eyes with equal power.
Sweet dewy pink folds that my fingers greedily explored. My thumb brushed
my clit, diamond-hard amid all that moist softness, and I came instantly,
dropping to my knees, my fingers curving into my vagina, screaming out my
joy for what must have been minutes. A female orgasm is an amazing thing.
Everything gets involved, even the uterus contracts.
Eventually I let the pleasure subside and stood up, a bit shakily. I
struck a few poses in the mirror, enjoying my delectable form. But that
was a momentary amusement. With a confidence, an arrogance almost
unimaginable to most people (except perhaps sociopaths) I KNEW that I was
the most gorgeous creature in the world. I enjoyed it but had no need to
confirm it to myself. Not a trace of self-doubt remained.
So I marched determinedly over to the wardrobe and prized the vibrator
from its hiding place. Then I jumped onto the bed with a giggle and
squirmed myself into a comfortable position on my back.
My senses appeared to be much sharper now; I didn't just hear the buzz of
the toy as I switched it on, I didn't just feel it in my hand. When I'd
been a little boy (a memory that seemed completely alien to me now), at
the end of every haircut the barber would take an electric razor to the
back of my neck. It never failed to raise my hackles, my whole spine
stiffened and my skin tingled where the shaver was about to land.
Now my entire body had a similar sensation... but with a critical
difference. It was lustful anticipation, it was feverish tension. Every
bit of my skin could sense it, was tingling with how it shivered in my
hand. I brought it down to my cunt, my juices almost spilling from between
the lips. I stroked it back and forth along the slit, each square inch of
my vulva more sensitive than the whole of my unlamented cock had ever
been.
I found my entrance and gradually pushed it in. The buzz wasn't just on my
skin, it was inside me now, my whole body was trembling. The walls of my
pussy were stretching, melting, dissolving. I clamped down with muscles
I'd never possessed before, trying to pull it further within. It was
wonderful, it was ecstasy. (There was a sensation that I didn't register
as pain then, but I later realized was me pushing through my own hymen.) I
began to move the toy out and in, over and over, more and more powerfully.
My other hand started rubbing my clit and I was screaming, my back
arching, my breasts jiggling on my chest.
Over the next hour or so I brought myself to orgasm repeatedly. But I knew
I needed more, much more. I rolled off the bed and began to search through
the clothes for something that would fit well enough.
*****
*"The pleasures which I made haste to seek in my disguise..."*
I bolted from the house before the taxi I'd called had finished parking in
the driveway. I was impatient to get going, but what if I were pulled
over? Sherry had no license, no ID of any kind.
I went straight to the front passenger seat and hopped in with a flounce.
I was wearing the best-fitting dress I could find (cinched closely at the
waist) and a pair of strappy high-heeled shoes similarly pulled tight...
and nothing else. I didn't need lacy underwear or jewelry to feel like a
woman now! The only purse I had didn't go with the dress but I needed to
carry some money.
The driver was stunned. According to Tawesson, people had reacted to
Cuilidh with a unique, visceral disgust, sensing the purity of his evil.
I've since witnessed Sherry evoking an equally strong reaction, too, but
of a different nature. She is literally an incarnation of Lust, and all
are fascinated and attracted to her often despite themselves.
I enjoyed his stupor for a moment. He was a middle-aged, vaguely Eastern
European man. Not particularly good-looking, rather unkempt. He needed a
shower. None of that mattered, I was delighted with his stubble, his
paunch, his odor. I licked my lips and gave him a slow smile. "Aren't you
supposed to ask me 'Where to'?" I asked with wide eyes.
He jerked, and stammered. "Wh... wh... where..." I knew I was going to
have SUCH fun with him. I couldn't wait anymore to get started.
"Tell you what. You just head downtown... while I go to town." He pulled
out into the street and started heading toward the main road.
He kept stealing glances at me, mostly at my breasts with their rampant
nipples. I loved the attention and the way he was squirming in his seat. I
leaned in close and reached for his crotch, knowing exactly what was
making him uncomfortable. I grasped his stiff cock through his pants and
he groaned.
"Here, let me help," I said smirkingly as I started to undo his belt. He
didn't fight at all, he just kept driving. Driving slowly, I noticed. Soon
I had his pants undone, and he hunched his ass into the air, letting me
slide them down. He had a raging hard-on. I squealed like a little girl
who'd just opened her favoritest present, it felt incredible in my hands.
Without the slightest hesitation I leaned down and began sucking happily.
"Bozhe Moi!" he exclaimed, panting and groaning. For my part I was
transported; cocksucking was an utter sensual delight. I slowed down as it
twitched a little in my mouth; I couldn't have him coming too quickly, I
was having too much fun. With a skill that I still don't know the source
of, I held him straining at the brink of orgasm for more than ten minutes.
Finally even I couldn't stop him anymore. He exploded, delicious cum
surging into my mouth for many seconds. I'd been having my own low-grade
orgasm for a while and it peaked with his. My hips shivered and bucked,
and my muffled moans blended in with the sounds of horns honking behind
the taxi.
I sat up, wiping my mouth and sighing with temporary release. I looked
around and realized we were on the edge of downtown. The driver had
started moving again, passing under the light that had long since turned
green. Still breathing heavily, he was babbling some kind of thank-you but
I interrupted him with, "You can just let me off here."
He pulled to the side of the street and I hopped out, blowing him a kiss.
I laughed as he hurriedly tried to yank up his pants, and strolled off
into the city to seek my fortune.
*****
*"...an unknown but not an innocent freedom of the soul."*
As I walked down the street, everything seemed alive and excited and there
just for me and my own amusement. I drew stares from men and women alike
and relished the attention. There were frequent whistles and catcalls that
I gaily acknowledged as my due. A few times I literally stopped traffic.
For my part, I surveyed everyone with a sexually-charged appraisal,
continually visualizing myself engaging in manifold perversions with HIM,
or HIM over there, or HER, or THEM...
It wasn't long before I came across a simple, unassuming sports bar tucked
in a side street. Clearly a gathering place for students, and young and
athletic was just what I had in mind.
In the movies, there's a cliche: A beautiful woman walks into a bar, and
there's a sudden lull in the conversation. I doubt that happens much in
real life, but it did then. As I stepped in the door and looked around,
the noise level faded swiftly. I was the focus of dozens of stares.
I strutted to the bar and asked the bartender for a girlish cocktail. I
probably should have been carded but I had such a PRESENCE I doubt it even
occurred to him. Conversation had resumed by then and I glanced about,
evaluating the patrons like a butcher examines a bull to be slaughtered.
It was that callous; I had needs and they would be satisfied, regardless
of anyone else's feelings in the matter.
I was not surprised that a strapping young man was already zeroing in on
me. "Let me get that for you," he declared, paying the bartender. I looked
him over hungrily; tall, well-muscled, short dark hair. Yummy.
"My hero," I purred, leaning close. "I'm Sherry. Who do I owe the
pleasure?"
"Mike. Mike Pryzowski," he said. He was putting up a brave front but I
could tell he was trying to figure out if I could possibly be for real.
"I'm sure I haven't seen you here before," he essayed.
"I'm new in town," I smiled. "So, what does a girl do around here for
fun?"
"Well, come with me and find out." He led me over to where he and his
friends were having a few beers and playing pool. He was obviously the
alpha male of this little pack of five, but I was attracted to all of them
in their own ways. Even the shy chubby one. Their accuracy dropped
precipitously when I joined the game.
Their eyes were all over me - every eye in the bar, really - and I
willingly gave them plenty to see. I bent low over the table as I made
shots; my tits were almost spilling out of my dress as it was, and the
skirt rode up high in the back. The way I stroked my pool cue was clearly
distracting them terribly. Mike's hands were almost trembling as I had him
hold the bridge for me on a difficult shot. As I leaned down, one leg idly
rubbing against his, I looked back over my shoulder and caught him
regarding my rear with awe. He sheepishly averted his eyes but my chuckle
made him look back.
I favored him with a slow wink and a knowing smile as I cocked my hips,
inviting a more thorough appreciation. I could feel his eager gaze
sweeping over my body as I turned back and took my shot. As I came up to
watch the balls rattle about I leaned back into Mike, enjoying his smell,
the feel of his chest against my back. His fingers brushed my ass, testing
the waters, and I smiled and pushed it back into his hand.
I wasn't particularly good at pool but that wasn't the game I was playing.
Mike and his friends were the game, and I was winning. It was wonderful
being the center of all that male attention. They were falling over
themselves to be helpful and I could not pay for anything.
Mike and I sat the next round out, me perched on his lap, driving him
half-insane. His arm supported me around my waist and that was driving ME
crazy. Flirting and seducing was almost as much fun as screwing. Almost,
but I was no longer interested in half measures. I nodded at the table and
nuzzled his ear, saying, "Those aren't exactly the balls I want to be
racking, you know."
"Let's head to my place," he proposed, almost drooling. He ran his nails
along my bare leg and I shivered.
"No. I can't wait," I declared, my voice husky. I hopped off his lap and
pulled him to his feet. "Come on, let's go."
He followed me like a pet on a leash into the men's room. He was about as
dazed as any guy would be if he'd stumbled into the world of the Penthouse
letters column. But once we were in a stall with the door closed he wasted
no time pinning me against the back wall and mauling me with hands and
mouth.
I moaned with voracious passion, helping him hike up my dress. He got a
hand on my pussy and I nearly passed out, it felt so good. I pumped my
hips and he finger-fucked me while he fumbled with his belt. Finally I
broke free and jerked the dress over my head, throwing it to the ground,
heedless of the messy floor. I knelt and tugged at his belt. In moments I
had his pants down. Since it was right there, I took the chance to lick
and stroke his generous cock for a moment.
He groaned, and his hips bucked a little, but I wanted something new. I
jumped up and locked my lips with his. He roughly picked me up and slammed
me into the wall again. A few seconds of confused coordination and I was
slipping onto his dick. It was bliss: complete, hedonistic, animalistic
satisfaction.
My legs were wrapped around his waist as he pumped into me. It sent
shooting bolts of pleasure everywhere each time his dick pistoned up into
my channel. He was warm on my front, the tile was cold on my back. My
hands roamed over his meaty shoulders, his back, his butt. His mouth
mashed with mine, and traced wet kisses over my neck and shoulders. I let
out repeated, uninhibited screams and moans.
It was practically a continuous orgasm for me, and even Mike, who struck
me as the silent type, let out an occasional throaty groan. Soon enough he
gave voice to something like a roar and came violently, his cum joining my
own juices, making a delightfully slippery mess and sending me to new
heights of pleasure.
I came down slowly. Mike made a few more powerful thrusts and then seemed
to deflate. That was the first time I encountered that difference between
males and females. I felt alive, energized, ready for more - but he was
obviously exhausted. He set me down and worked to catch his breath. I was
panting, too, but with excitement.
I bent over to pick up my dress. Mike was pulling up his pants as I, still
naked, opened up the stall to find my discarded purse. I must have been a
sight: bare, my boobs jiggling on my heaving chest, jism leaking down my
leg. It sure pole-axed the guy coming into the bathroom.
It was the plump one, Rich or Rick or something. He stood there gaping at
us... or more accurately, at me. Mike's annoyed glare caused him to mumble
something like, "I really have to go..."
"So go," Mike spat, and turned back to me. Chubby made his way to a urinal
and shortly I heard his piss splashing away. It was distracting; the sound
kept reminding me there was an exposed dick nearby.
Mike had collected himself somewhat and was staring as much as Chubby had.
"Wow," he exhaled. "That was awesome. You are the hottest piece of... of
anything I've ever seen." Shakespeare he wasn't, but in my sexually-
charged mood it was music to my ears. I gave him a kiss, my nipples
rubbing against his shirt.
Chubby was sneakily ogling me; he'd partly turned to get a better view as
he was tucking himself away, so I got a peek in the mirror at what was
between his hands.
"Oooh, it's not circumcised!" I cried with undisguised delight, whirling
around. "Let me see, let me see!" I demanded, reaching for his pants. He
was too shocked to stop me and in a flash I had his jeans and underwear
pulled down.
Just as I'd thought, it was uncut. The flesh over the tip was so cute,
just begging to be pulled back to reveal what lay within. So I did, of
course. There was a heavenly smell, which I've since found to be unique to
the uncircumcised. Both sets of my lips moistened immediately.
The subject of my examination, already semi-erect, commenced rising to its
full extent. I giggled and gave it a kiss. It tasted as good as it
smelled. Chubby was dumbfounded, and looked up at Mike. Then his eyes
closed involuntarily as I took him into my mouth. The feel as it stiffened
against my tongue was mesmerizing.
Mike might have said something at that point, but if I so I didn't care.
He was no longer relevant. His cock wasn't hard, and the one I had now
was.
Blowing Chubby was different, the foreskin glided with my movements and
made for a new and delightful experience. I held it retracted with my hand
as I drew back and flicked my tongue at his head. The tip was different,
too; the skin was softer, more like a giant clit. He wriggled as I snuck
the end my tongue into the hole.
Then I wrapped my lips around him again and slid him deeper than before,
to the back of my throat. Wine tasters have a term, "mouthfeel". Every
dick has its own, just like every wine. I knew I was going to be a cock
connoisseur. Or at least a gourmand.
Chubby never made a sound as he came, except perhaps a breathy hiss. I
wasn't really paying attention, I was evaluating the flavor of his cum;
again every man has his own unique vintage. Some are tastier than others
but none of them are bad.
I happily sat back on my haunches and became aware that I now had an
audience. The rest of Mike's crew had come back; I suppose they were
wondering what had happened to us. So now I had three new guys looking at
me with open mouths.
"Well," I asked, a smug expression on my face, "who's next?"
Precedence was settled quickly, then position, and after a remarkably
brief interval I had a fresh prick in my mouth while another labored in my
pussy. My legs were locked straight up and my hips cocked back while the
guy I was sucking off helped support my upper body. More delight, I was
shivering at the flood of sensation, surfing on waves of flesh, riding a
storm surge.
I strung the blowjob along but the guy fucking me didn't have a lot of
stamina. He shot his wad after only a couple minutes. Of course, I
reflected that I really couldn't blame him. I WAS the sexiest girl in the
world, after all. And I knew there was a reservist waiting in the wings.
The next guy started pushing his dick into my asshole. I broke off my
blowjob and turned to glower at him. "You carrying some lube, boy?" I
demanded harshly. He haltingly admitted he wasn't. "Then go get some or
aim lower," I admonished, and returned to the cock before me. There was a
brief pause and then I felt his prick sliding into my folds.
I wasn't the least bit reluctant to get cornholed in principle. Indeed, I
was idly wishing that I had remembered to pack some lubricant in my purse.
But MY pleasure was paramount. A little pain was fine; it could even be
hot. Raw, sore, potentially bleeding tissues were not.
Fortunately this was only a momentary distraction. He seemed to be
enjoying himself in my cunt, and the dick in my mouth tasted as divine as
the others had. By the time those two were done, Mike was ready for
another round, but our time was rudely cut short by the killjoy bartender
breaking up the party. I toyed with the notion of seducing him - I was
utterly confident I could do it - but I decided a more comfortable venue
wasn't a bad idea anyway.
I stopped conversation on the way out of the bar just as thoroughly as I'd
quelled it on the way in. Mike and his crew came with me, of course, and
we repaired to a nearby hotel for a few hours of play.
The boys were worn out and asleep as I slipped out of our room at about
four in the morning. The desk clerk summoned a taxi and I enjoyed a short
wait in the night air. The spring breeze on my skin felt like a caress and
I glowed with satisfaction. It had been a very good birthday celebration,
I thought.
Again, the taxi driver was male, and therefore my ride home was free -or
at least, paid for in trade. About the only difference from the earlier
ride was that he was Arabic and cried out "Allahu Akbar!" at the critical
moment.
I was a touch sleepy as I made my way up to my room. I undressed again,
and admired myself one more time in the mirror. There was semen by my
mouth, my pussy, my breasts, but I rather liked it. It seemed only right,
like warpaint for a conqueror. I regarded the bed for a moment and then
came to a realization. Why should I waste time sleeping? I could make Carl
do that stuff. It took no time for me to mix up a dose and drink it.
*****
*"...plunged into a kind of wonder at my vicarious depravity...*
As I came back to myself, to my ORIGINAL self, I felt an incredible mix of
powerful emotions. Awe, terror, exaltation, shame, arousal, and more. I
could not believe, couldn't even COMPREHEND what I'd been doing, thinking,
feeling.
I had been a completely shameless slut - literally like an animal in heat.
I had sucked and fucked seven men, had been the focus of a gangbang in a
bar men's room... and I had thoroughly and without reservation enjoyed the
entire experience. It was mortifying. Even with my 'hobby', I hadn't
imagined such raw desires lurked within me. Yet I was powerfully tempted
to take another dose immediately, despite my now-crushing fatigue.
I mastered the impulse and staggered off to the shower. I needed to feel
clean again; cumstains were not nearly so charming back in my normal frame
of mind. My thoughts remained a confused muddle until I dropped into a
deep slumber almost the moment I laid my head on the pillow.
The next two days were quite difficult. I argued with myself constantly,
parts of me wanting only to down a fresh dose and head out for a night of
debauchery, others fretting about the risks and dangers involved. Not only
did Sherry have not the slightest concern for my well-being as Carl, she
was quite incapable of moderating her behavior. Guilt was not part of her
makeup; trying to explain why she shouldn't do what she wanted, when she
wanted, would be like trying to explain color to the blind, or music to
the deaf... or Deconstructionism to a cat.
She could not be raped in a conventional sense - virtually no sexual
activity was against her will - but she might inspire violence among
others competing for her attentions. And what if she caught some disease,
or became pregnant? I ran the store in a halfhearted way, returning home
each evening to struggle with myself. But my timidity was sufficient to
keep me from transforming.
*****
*"...in my case, to be tempted, however slightly, was to fall."*
Friday night, though... my resolve could not hold. When Sherry re-emerged,
she had big plans. I remained as her for the whole weekend -and a very
busy, and expensive, weekend it was. The first thing she did was take a
taxi ride back to the store, paying in her customary fashion, and open the
safe. (Like many small business owners, I kept a moderately substantial
supply of cash readily available for an unexpected crisis.) The second
thing she did was go clothes shopping.
My own clandestine purchases had familiarized me with the costs of women's
fashion. Later, as myself, I was dismayed but not surprised that Sherry
was able to spend nearly twenty-five hundred dollars in the space of four
hours at the mall. She'd recruited with ease two guys to help her carry
her purchases, and they drove her back to our house.
Before anything else she made sure to procure a bottle of olive oil from
the kitchen. She had the guys strip and chose the boy with the largest
equipment - perhaps not surprisingly the black one - and took loving care
anointing his tool and making it quite slippery. Then she bent over the
side of the bed and presented herself for mounting. Anal was everything
she'd anticipated. Some pain, of course, but that simply added spice to
the affair. Feeling him come inside her ass while the white boy manhandled
her tits was inspiring. That was only the introduction; a long night
ensued as she modeled several of her new outfits for them. She enjoyed
every minute of the process, and didn't mind that many of her brand-new
clothes were so quickly torn or stained.
After she'd worn the boys out to the point of uselessness, she idly
masturbated herself to sleep. Sherry's dreams are surreal and, of course,
highly sexual. An endless stream of porn done by Salvador Dali and David
Lynch.
Early Saturday, after a brisk morning romp with her companions, she sent
the pair on their way. Her first shower brought to her attention the
scandalous lack of a massager, something she resolved to correct as soon
as feasible. Then she took a taxi to a local adult novelties store and
spent over a thousand dollars. The clerk closed up early, loaded
everything into his own truck, and gave her a ride to a nearby Lowe's,
then home. She gave him several rides once they got to my house, breaking
in a few of her new toys, including the shower massage she had him
install.
From the clerk she got an introduction that afternoon to the owner of an
area strip club, the 'Corinthian Lounge'. Of course Doug 'Dawg' Simmons
hired her on the spot. He was upset about the issue of her lacking any
official identity, however. Not out of any moral qualms, of course - he
didn't even evince much curiosity about her situation - but apparently tax
people paid particular attention to businesses like his. Fortunately this
was not a permanent obstacle; it would only delay her start date. Dawg
evidently had some extralegal acquaintances that could make such
arrangements. Sherry convinced him to front the money for the new identity
and take it out of her earnings.
By then it was early Saturday evening. She couldn't be an official dancer
yet, but an impromptu 'audition' was held on the center stage and she was
a smashing success. There was a certain amount of resentment from the
other dancers, but she had clearly won the hearts of the patrons. Sherry
enjoyed watching the other girls as much as any of the men there, and her
earnings were quickly distributed among their g-strings. (She wasn't
heterosexual or homosexual or even bisexual; she was pansexual,
omnisexual. Freud had claimed that everything was really about sex. For
Sherry, that was literally true.)
She left the club with a particularly rowdy bachelor party. The six guys
took her back to the best man's house in the suburbs. She'd never been in
a Hummer before, and took full advantage of the ample space to partake of
one of the groomsmen on the way. She sat in his lap and the vibration and
jostling of the ride added some excitement to the festivities. The stares
they drew at a few stoplights were utterly priceless.
Once they arrived Sherry decided she wasn't in the mood for a gangbang.
They were fun, of course, but she felt like focusing and take her time.
She appropriated the master bedroom and instructed them to send in one man
at a time. She lay on the bed, idly toying with the tassels on the throw
pillows, a pleasant anticipation building in her loins.
She wasn't surprised that the best man came in first. The house showed
that there was a Mrs. Best Man, but he had demonstrated earlier that he
was no stranger to strip clubs. And he'd seemed put out that he had to
drive, so Sherry couldn't do much with him on the way from the club. She
had him sized up as a macho, take-control type... or, at least, a wannabe.
So she gave him what he was looking for.
As he paused at the door, sizing her up himself, she put on a half-
fearful, half-anticipating expression. A little tentatively, she asked,
"So... whaddaya got in mind?" Her tone, her delivery was just so; it said
that he would be able to make her do whatever he had in mind, and he would
be able to make her love it.
He paused uncertainly for just a moment, then strode briskly toward the
bed. "What I got in MIND is for you to get your ass off that bed!" She
jumped to comply, and he began pulling off her clothes. She didn't
directly help him but he didn't run into any trouble. Soon she was naked,
standing shyly but with erect nipples and a modicum of color in her
cheeks. He turned her about, and slapped her ass appreciatively.
He shoved her down onto the bed so she was bent over it, her rear facing
him. His hand insolently explored her pussy, fondling lips and clit. She
yelped and shivered but made no attempt to pull away. Her juices drenched
his fingers. "Oh, yeah, bitch, that's a nice tight box."
Then, peremptorily, he stepped back and waved at himself. "Your turn. Go."
Sherry leapt hungrily to the task, and stripped him as well, but much more
respectfully. She started with his shirt and worked down, so she was
kneeling in front of him in a most convenient position as she pulled down
his underwear.
She started to kiss his tool but he jammed his dick to the back of her
throat. She coughed theatrically. (Not sincerely, though; Sherry had total
control of her gag reflex.) Then she began sucking and licking, moving her
mouth up and down his shaft, letting out little moans and hums of
appreciation.
"You like that, huh? Yeah, suck it just like that, you little slut!" He
was acting out his own little porno movie, complete with bad dialogue, but
Sherry was happy to star in it. After all, she DID like it, and she WAS a
little slut. She sucked him harder, looking up into his eyes as she
savored the taste. Then she pursed her lips and pulled back, kissing just
the head as her tongue flickered across it inside. With a smacking sound
she released him. One hand glided smoothly up and down his saliva-soaked
cock as she ran her tongue along his scrotum, lifting and dropping each
ball in turn. It was his turn to let out a choked groan.
Her other hand ran her nails gently up and down one of his legs. She
brought her mouth back to his tool and resumed servicing. He grabbed her
hair as he grunted approvingly. "Uuuh, yeah, that's it, you bitch, you
whore, take it all!" Sherry found his words exciting, arousing, nasty in
the best way. He stiffened and pulled her head back by the hair as his
other hand grabbed his cock and began stroking. An instant later his cum
began spilling onto her face and breasts. She extended her tongue to catch
some of the sticky rain.
Sherry was wet and turned on by the whole experience. His shudders
subsiding, Best Man seemed a little sheepish now that his little drama was
over. He gruffly thanked her and put on his clothes as she went to the
bathroom to clean up. He was gone by the time she returned.
Next in was the groom himself, pushed along by the the other members of
the bachelor party. His reluctance was not a surprise - he'd seemed
embarrassed by the entire bachelor party and Sherry thought he was
probably fairly shy. He seemed to mostly be going along with his best
man's plans. More, she had the idea that he probably genuinely loved his
bride-to-be and didn't want to cheat on her.
That just made things a challenge for Sherry, though. She didn't care
about his feelings except insofar as they involved getting her rocks off.
The groom seemed to sense this, too. He stepped forward like a man
entering a she-bear's cave. "Look, really, no offense, but I'd rather
just..."
"Shut up," she snapped. "Get over there by the bed." Best Man wouldn't
have recognized her; the submissive toy was gone, replaced by a forceful
dominatrix. The groom meekly though apprehensively obeyed as Sherry
marched to the closet.
She searched for a moment and came out with several neckties. Groom's eyes
widened as she stalked toward him but the look in her eyes kept him
frozen. "On your knees!" she barked, and he complied. Roughly she hauled
his arms up and deftly tied them to one of the short posts at the foot of
the bed. A second tie went around his neck as a leash.
"Now, let's see what I've got to work with." He tried to mumble some words
of protest as she began to take off his pants but again her glare quelled
any actual rebellion. Her hunch was confirmed as his dick was freed; he
was getting hard. "Yeah, I figured you were whipped," she sneered, giving
his dick a pinch. He looked away from her but his cock stiffened further
in her hand, as if it was eagerly admitting the charge.
She deftly stripped him from the waist down. She stepped in front of him,
legs spread. and grabbed his head by the hair. Bending over, she dragged
his red-flushed face to her feet, his arms straining and stretched.
"Worship me. Now."
He balked for an instant, and she icily hissed "Now!" once more. Groom
commenced licking her toes and rubbing his face on her feet. She was
almost dripping with the intoxicating power she felt. A few guiding tugs
on his 'leash' and he started to gradually work his way up her legs.
Once he reached her thighs, she lost patience and directed him insistently
to her crotch. "You should know what to do. Get to work!" He began
mediocre cunnilingus, but Sherry would have none of that. "Get in there
and LICK boy!", she commanded imperiously. At that, he started pleasuring
her in earnest. He wasn't particularly skilled but she was direct and
insistent about what she wanted and soon enough he was doing a creditable
job. Without for a moment diverting attention from the experience at hand,
she amusedly reflected that she was probably doing his bride a favor.
It went on like that for some time, Sherry being in no hurry. Eventually
she came, quietly but very intensely, only a sharply-drawn breath
indicating the violence within. He might have heard her, or sensed the
tremors - he began to slack off. But a firm hand yanking his head forward
restored his vigor. Once the climax had fully passed, she released her
grip and let him pull back.
His dick was rock-hard, waving gently in the air as he caught his breath.
She bent over and stroked it with just her fingertips. He froze and the
tip swelled... *Slap*. "Not yet, you pansy. I'm not finished with you."
She loosed him from the bedpost and used his leash to drag him onto the
bed. First one hand, then the other, was lashed to the headboard. His
apprehension grew visibly when she constrained his legs, too, in a spread-
eagle arrangement. He tried to sputter an actual protest as yet another
necktie was formed into a gag, but by then it was too late.
His struggles to free himself only increased his anxiety as Sherry ambled
unconcernedly to her purse, since her knots held fast. But actual terror
filled his eyes when he saw what she pulled out of it. She began strapping
a dildo onto her crotch, finding his muffled shrieks terribly cute. It was
rubbery and flexible, with a longish base that would offer her pussy
excellent stimulation during its use. She'd been wanting to try it out all
day.
"You don't have a choice about this, boy. But if you quiet down, I promise
to use this," she teased, waving a tube of lubricant in her hand.
Once that sank in, he lapsed into silence, save for the racing breath
through his flaring nostrils. As she approached she noted that drops of
sweat had broken out on his forehead. His tool had deflated markedly, but
not completely, she was pleased to see. She sat down on the bed next to
him and, with a superior expression on her face, began masturbating him.
In no time he was stiff again; his eyes kept being drawn to the phallus
wobbling slightly in front of her hips.
"Yeah, that's right, you've probably even fantasized about this, right?
Being humiliated, being totally OWNED?" The throbbing of his prick showed
her words struck home. "Does SHE know? Is SHE into that?" His downcast
eyes gave her the answer. "Didn't think so." If anything, his
embarrassment seemed to excite him more. "Oooh, you're getting wet..."
Drops of fluid had started emerging from his meatus.
She stood and, as he stared, she drizzled lube onto the shaft at her
crotch. She made a show of spreading it around, then climbed onto the bed
between his legs. Groom was breathing very fast now, and his muscles
strained against his bonds fruitlessly. Her hand guided the tip of her
instrument to his anus. She left it there for a few seconds, milking the
tension. Then she gradually pushed forward and slid it inside. A muffled
moan escaped from Groom as she did so.
"You even SOUND almost like a girl," she sneered. "I do that, too, when a
REAL man takes me in the ass." She started to move, slowly, back and
forth. "Better relax down there, or this'll hurt."
Somehow it didn't seem to be hurting him - or at least, the pain was being
outweighed by something else. His cock waved ineffectually in the air as
she thrusted; she was careful not to give it any direct stimulation. But
one hand snaked forward under his shirt to pinch his nipples. He didn't
seem to experience that as pain, either. By now, she knew, his balls would
be aching with pressure. He'd been feverishly on edge for almost half an
hour now without any relief.
For Sherry's part, she was thoroughly enjoying the exquisite rubbing on
her clit as she worked him mercilessly, and revelling in the domination.
Her own orgasm arrived, and she tweaked his cock as she began ramming into
his ass as hard as she could. His own climax was practically a seizure,
shaking the bed. She was impressed with how far his cum sprayed up onto
his torso, staining his shirt.
When all was done, she unstrapped the tool and left it inside him. Then
she untied one of his hands, and ordered, "Clean that up. And yourself.
And send in the next one." She rolled off the bed as he began to untie
himself, inspecting the dressers and cabinets for anything useful. His
face burned with obvious shame as he went to the bathroom holding the
dildo. In a few minutes he was dressed, and he left without a word.
The next groomsman was tall and skinny and not nearly as fetishistic,
which suited Sherry just fine. She got things going with a minimum of
preliminaries; her pussy needed some serious plumbing. They fucked happily
on the bed, with her on her back this time. He rode her high and hard, and
kissed her deeply as he pounded into her cunt. She screamed as she came
three times before he finally exploded himself.
Once he'd left, another groomsman came in. He was older and on the short
and thick side. There was a vague resemblance to Carl, which turned her on
in an odd way. She took charge again, though less forcefully, and had him
sit on the bed while she performed extended fellatio. He reacted much as
Carl would have - with disbelief, wonder, and in the end almost pathetic
gratitude.
The revelry continued through the night in that fashion, the men taking
their turns with her - except the groom, who d