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Team Spirit: The Second Half By Meps98 CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE? I open my eyes and push the hair from face. I'm laying face down on the bed, my arm stretched out on Bob's side of the bed. He wasn't there, but I heard him in the bathroom. He was humming. I'd never heard him hum before. I roll over onto my back and stretch.? OWWW! My shoulder! I sit up and rotate my right arm. There it is. Why does it hurt? We did a lot of physical stuff last night, could have happened anytime. When you're really into the sex, endorphins flood your system, dulling the pain. Thank God for that or we couldn't have done half of what we did yesterday. Unfortunately, you sometimes pay for it the next day. Bob steps out of the bathroom wearing a robe.? "You have a problem Honey?"?? I swivel my shoulder and wince. "I think I pulled a muscle last night." "You pulled a lot of my muscles last night."? "Hardy Har Har. I think it's either my neck or shoulder."? "Here, let me help." He sits on the bed behind me and starts to massage my neck. I rotate my head.? "Oh yeah, that's the spot. That's ... good." He keeps massaging until the pain fades.? "Wait here, I have a muscle rub that should help." He goes into the bathroom and comes back with a tube of cream. It's a smell I'm very familiar with. Every locker room I've ever been in reeks of the stuff. Bob sits back down on the bed, squeezes some onto his hand and then rubs it on my neck, shoulder and upper back. My skin tingles but the shoulder feels better. I'm also feeling very horny.? "You could be a therapist Bob. My shoulder feels much better. In fact ..." I take his hand and put it on my breast "... I feel well enough to give it a work out, why don't you come back to bed." Bob gives my breast a squeeze. I sigh.? "Honey, how long has it been since you last took your 'medicine'?"? "What time is it?? "11:38 a.m."? "We slept until almost noon?"? "You slept until almost noon. I have been up for a couple of hours. How long?"? "It's been about twenty six hours."? "I will go get it." He starts to stand up, but I grab his hand.? "Don't go. Let's take advantage of this. Come back to bed and we'll fuck until supper time. You know you can do it." Bob gently pulls free of my hand.? "No Honey, I refuse to take advantage when you are under the influence of Amy Hanson's biological programming." He leaves. I flop back on the bed. Why won't he fuck me? I start to rub my pussy. First with one hand, then both. Soon I'm finger fucking myself. It feels good and I'm getting closer to orgasm. Bob walks in with my "daily dose".? "Honey, stop that. Drink this."? "No. Come on Bob, just fuck me. I'm already warmed up, it won't take long. Please." I'm rubbing faster and harder with three fingers in my pussy.? "Stop right now. Control yourself. Just drink this and then we can talk."? "I don't want to talk. I want to fuck! Give me that big fat cock of yours! Here" I get on all fours and wiggle my ass at him "you can fuck me in the ass. We haven't done that yet. You'll love it. If you think my cunt is tight, wait until you try my ass. Come on Bob, ream me good." I reach back and spread my cheeks so he gets a good look at my ass hole. My head is flat on the bed. ? "OK, sit up Honey."?? I roll over and sit up. He opens his robe, exposing his beautiful cock. I crawl to the side of the bed so that I can reach it. I start to lick his cock, sucking on the head, running my tongue around it and flicking the tip. He's about two thirds erect so I open my mouth wide to suck him in. ? Bob jumps on the bed behind me, grabbing me around the neck with his arm while tipping my head back. He pours Anthony's semen in my mouth than clamps his hand over my mouth and nose. I swallow reflexively, stunned at how fast he moved. He lets me go. I fall back on the bed, and roll over, face down, crying.? "Why did you do that? What's wrong with you? All I wanted was sex. What kind of man would refuse to fuck a hot piece of ass like me? You're no different than all those assholes at the club! I thought that I loved you and then you attack me! Oh Bob ... you ... how could ... crap." I can't talk any more. I just cry and sob. I feel Bob's hand on my shoulder. I push it off.? "Don't you touch me you bastard!" I cry harder, tears streaming from my eyes and down my cheeks, soaking the sheets beneath me. Bob sits down next to me, but says nothing. I continue crying for several minutes then start to taper off as Anthony's semen takes effect. I sit up, still sniffling. Bob reaches over and pulls me over to him. I struggle just a little but my heart isn't in it. He rubs my back. I don't want to give in to him so I just sit there, but soon I slump back against him, then lay my head on his shoulder. He keeps rubbing my back. ? "I am sorry Honey; you were slipping into a sexual frenzy. In the past you always tried to avoid that, but for some reason, you embraced it this time. I did try to talk to you about it, however you were too far- gone. I could not think of anything else to do and I certainly wasn't going to call Hanson about it. I understand why you are angry with me, but I hope you can see why I did what I did and that you can forgive me someday."? I keep my head on his shoulder, not looking at him. I'm actually embarrassed about the way I acted. He's? right, I was almost out of control. Normally I hate it when Anthony refuses to have sex with me and drives me to that point, but this time, it was a chance to have more sex with Bob, something I wanted. It was a new situation for me. Bob too.? "I understand." I snuggle in closer, wrapping my arms around his waist. "I forgive you. I would have been happier if you hadn't attacked me, but I can see why you thought you had no choice." He probably didn't have any other choice, at least none that I can think of now.? "I honestly wasn't prepared for you to refuse treatment. You have always said you hated it when either Anthony or Amy pushed you past the point of reason, turning you into a sex mad nympho. I could not understand why you would willingly cross that line. Has something changed?" ? I don't want to tell him, yet I may not have a choice. I've already said the "L"?word when I was crying and Bob is much too smart to have missed it.? "Yes, something has changed." I whisper.? "Do you want to tell me what that is?"? "Yes and no."?? Bob pauses. "Does it have anything to do with you possibly loving me?" I can't say it but I shake my head 'Yes'. Bob pauses again.? "So, because you may love me, the thought of sex with me wasn't that objectionable and you were willing to chance the effects of the sexual frenzy as long as you were fucking with me."?? I have to smile. Bob sure knows how to charm a girl. "No Bob, because I may love you and sex with you is so far from objectionable that it's not even in the same ball park, I wanted to take advantage of the sexual frenzy and fuck your brains out."?Bob pauses for a third time.? "I see. It appears I may have acted rashly. I will try to remember that the next time." I lightly punch him in the kidneys.? "Kidding Honey, I am just kidding. I am however quite serious about not taking advantage of you when you are about to lose control. I refuse to add to your pain of being compelled to have sex against your will, even if you ultimately enjoy it."? "Thank you, Bob." I turn my head so that it is still resting on his shoulder, but I am looking him in the eyes. I sigh. "What are we going to do about us?" He kisses me on the forehead.? "I don't know. It is an unexpected turn of events. Let's get dressed and fix some lunch while I think about it."?? Bob gets up, goes to his closet, removes a pair of pants and shirt, returns to his dresser and takes out underwear and socks. He takes off his robe and hands it to me.? "Go shower and get dressed, we will take it from there."? "We staying in?"? "Probably."? "Good." I get out of bed and slip the robe on but don't tie it. I walk over to Bob, go up on my toes and kiss him. He reaches into the robe and rests his hands on my waist, returning my kiss. His hands slip off my waist, moving around to my ass, pulling his naked body close to my naked body. My pussy is getting wet again. I put my hands on Bob's chest and lightly push myself away from him, breaking our kiss.? "I think it will be a cold shower." Bob lets me go and I walk back to my room, pausing to look at him over my shoulder as I leave. Once I get back to my room, I drop the robe and start my shower, setting the temperature colder than normal. It will help clear my head. I step in and suck in my breath when the water hits me. It's colder than I thought but I tough it out. I quickly adapt to the cold water and start washing my body, starting at the top and working down, leaving my hair for last. Stepping out of the shower, I dry off and then wrap one towel around my head and another around my body. Bob has these really great fluffy towels. Soft and warm. I take a pair of jeans out of my closet, then a scoop neck T-shirt and matching bra and panty set out of my drawer, After dressing, I sit cross legged on my bed, brushing my hair. This always takes awhile because it's so damn long. I'd have it cut, but Anthony would kill me. He loves long hair. I slip my feet into my cross trainers, tie them and go to the kitchen.? Oh crap! My dress is still laying in a heap in the middle of the floor. That thing cost more than what I make in a month. Bob walks in right behind me. ? "I'm sorry Bob. I forgot I left my dress in the kitchen last night. I'll take care of it right away!"? "Don't worry about it Honey. There are parts of my tux scattered across the living room."? "Yeah, but your tux didn't cost an arm and a leg."? "Well, it was my arm and my leg, so it is not a problem." I carefully pick up the dress.? "I'm going to put this away and be right back." I take it back to my room and lay it out on my bed, smoothing the wrinkles. It's such a beautiful dress. I hurry back to the kitchen.? Bob has already started cooking. There are two rib eye steaks sizzling in the frying pan. I move next to him.? "Here, let me do that, it's my job."? "I've got it Honey. You make the salads. You always make wonderful salads." I go to the fridge and get the lettuce, carrots, celery, onions, tomatoes and shredded cheese. I chop the lettuce and mix the salads, leaving the onions out of Bob's, he hates raw onions. I add some croutons and we are ready to eat. I lay out the place settings, set the salads down and Bob serves the steaks.? "Do you want something to drink Honey?"? "Just water. I want a clear head when we talk."? "Good idea. Two waters it is."?? Bob pours the water, we sit down and start to eat. Neither of us says anything for several minutes. I don't know what we can safely talk about. The future doesn't look too good. I feel uncomfortable talking about our sexual marathon last night because of the way it ended. Bob tries to start a conversation.? "I was surprised at how good a dancer you were last night Honey."? "Thanks. You weren't half bad yourself. Have you had lessons?"? "Some, though they were many years ago. It was part of the basic training at the company. You never know what situation you might find yourself in, so it was always best to be prepared." ? Bob rarely talked about his old job.? "Did you ever have to dance as part of an assignment?" I'd never asked him a work question before. He thinks for a moment. He knows the answer, he's just deciding if he's going to answer the question.? "No Honey, I never used a cover that required me to dance. I tended to specialize in assignments that took advantage of my ability to blend in. I would not want to stand out with my fancy foot work."? "I never said you were a good dancer, just not half bad." I smile at him. "You were able to keep up with me, but the dress held me back." Bob raises one eyebrow in surprise.? "We may have to put that claim to a test someday. On another subject, how do you think things turned out for Gwen and Tom?"? "No idea, but I am curious. It's a big jump from making out with someone to sleeping with them, particularly if you are married to someone else. They were both going at it and everyone seemed willing. What do you think?"? "I am deferring to you since you are the expert."?? I think about it for a moment. "My guess is that they both hit pay dirt, but that Gwen had to work harder than Tom. For a married couple to get picked up like that, they would each have to accept that it would likely end in sex. We saw that Tom was doing really well behind the plants. So, unless she had a change of heart, he probably did OK."? "Why would Gwen need to work harder on her partner?"? "Married men always have fantasies about sex with other women, but aren't too happy with the thought of their wives fucking other men. The husband likely had to talk his wife into it but had buyer's remorse after she said yes. Eventually his hormones won out and he fucked Gwen, maybe as a bit of 'revenge' against his wife for agreeing to do Tom."?? Bob smiled at me. "Very good Honey! Well reasoned. Some of your suppositions could be wrong, but the logic after the suppositions was quite good. I should be able to track them down and find out if you are correct."? "It's not worth the effort Bob, just idle curiosity." Besides, I wanted to keep him away from Gwen Francis. We were both done eating so I cleared the table and sat back down. "Are we done with the small talk?" "Yes we are Honey." He slides his chair closer to mine. "I know I have said this before but I am going to say it again, so that I am sure you understand. I am not doing this because I think you are stupid. In fact, I think you are very intelligent. I am counting on it. Here it is. I will not tell you anything that you could not repeat to Amy Hanson. When you return to the club tomorrow, she will eventually question you. Answer her questions truthfully. Don't try to out-guess her or be clever. Just answer the question. If you do not know the answer, say you do not know.? Do not speculate. This is the only way for you to limit your trouble and pain."? "Trouble and pain?"? "Yes. I have made a terrible mistake Honey and, unfortunately, you will be the one who will pay the price for my mistake." This does not sound good at all.? "What mistake? What's going to happen to me?"? "I let you get close to me and I let myself get close to you. Close enough that you think that you love me."? "But I do love you!" I had also done some thinking, thinking what my life was like before Bob and what it's been after I met him. How extraordinary he is, how kind he has been to me and finally, how sex with him is so fucking amazing, better than anything I have ever experienced. ? "I believe that you think you love me Honey, but you don't really know me. I have told you very little about myself and, believe me, there is a lot more to tell, much of which is not very nice."? "I know enough about you to know that you are the kindest, strongest, smartest, sexiest person, man or woman, I have ever met. So I don't know your past, I know your present and I love you!"? "We don't have enough time together for you to really love me. You could love the way I make you feel in bed, love that I have provided a break from your time at the club, love the lifestyle you have here with me but true love requires more shared experiences than we have had."? "You don't believe in love at first sight?"? "Not exactly. There can be lust at first sight or attraction at first sight. If two people experience a mutual attraction and they are lucky enough that their relationship grows and matures until it is true love, so much the better for them, but it was not all there at the first moment they saw each other."? "That's not very romantic."? "You're right. If I put you in a room with 100 eligible men, the odds are that 98 of them would be instantly attracted to you. If you were attracted to just a few of them, would that be love at first sight?"? Could he be right? ? "It sure as hell feels like love to me. I had more than a few girlfriends as Josh Thomas and this is much stronger than I felt then." "You may just be experiencing the stronger emotions that women feel verses those that a man feels."? "Maybe. The question is, do you love me?" ? "I cannot tell you."? "Can't or won't?"? "Both, because it is in your best interest to not know the answer to that question so that Amy Hanson does not know that answer."? "Why would she give a damn?"? "This will take awhile to explain. When I first came to town, I was looking for someone to help me as my health deteriorated. I wanted to establish an emotional relationship with that person, not necessarily a romantic relationship. I found you and started to implement my plan. We both know what happened after that. Once it was clear that we were not going to be leaving town together, I should have ended our relationship. Unfortunately, I was not strong enough. I allowed my attraction towards you to overrule my head. As we became closer, you became more vulnerable to Hanson's continuing thirst for vengeance."?? He's got me confused.? "How do my feelings for you make me vulnerable to her?"? "She will try to take it away. You remember the old saying 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'? My experience is the exact opposite. I am more an 'ignorance is bliss' person. We brought happiness to each other, contentment. Amy Hanson is still looking to hurt you any way she can and she will try to use our relationship to her advantage. She had taken everything she could from you, including your very identity. She molded you into a perpetual teenage bimbo whore. I tried to 'save' you from the hell she put you in and have done a pretty good job of restoring your spirit and will, something she will not tolerate. I gave you something that she will now try to take away. She is going to try to beat you down all over again, break your renewed spirit. She will likely try to prove to you that I do not care for you, that my own needs come before yours, that you are nothing to me. She will not do anything to me, at least not directly. If she thinks I love you, she could hurt you just to try to harm me emotionally. If she had confirmation that we loved one another, it would be worse for you than it is already going to be." Now he's got me worried.? "How could it be any worse than it was?"? "I can not get you away from either her or Anthony. You will be returning to a life of dancing and prostitution, with no end in sight. Before I showed up, you had no hope and had adjusted to that. I gave you hope, a weekly break from the unending misery. She will take that away too. Hanson will not permit our Tuesday/Wednesday visits. Even if we had those visits, if we continue to have some kind of relationship, the sex is finished."? "What do you mean 'the sex is finished'? You can see me at the club, come up to my room. You can certainly afford it. You can make a new deal with Anthony."? "We both know that Hanson calls the shots, Anthony just implements her orders. He has had a certain amount of freedom to do so until I showed up. Now she is going to be much more hands on. She will not permit anything that you enjoy. Besides, you will start having unprotected sex with all kinds of men in the next two or three days. If we are still having sexual relations, then I will be having sex with these same men. Hanson's treatments likely protect you from sexually transmitted diseases, but not me." What was he saying?? "So you are saying that you can't fuck a dirty, filthy whore like me."? "Don't say that Honey. It has nothing to do with you as a person, it is strictly a matter of health. I do not consider you to be a whore."? "I have sex with anyone who has fifty bucks, how am I not a whore?"? "You are compelled to have sex by your biological programming. If you do not, Anthony will beat you or refuse to feed you his semen, which is much worse. Failure to do what he wants could lead to a horrible death."? "How is that different than any other pimp who threatens to kill his whore if she doesn't work hard enough for him?"? "Because they always have the option of leaving, seeking help from the police or social service agencies, you do not. You leave, you die. End of story. You have no other choice than to comply. Honey, you are a strong, smart, loving woman and do not ever forget that. You were dealt a bad hand and have played it as well as possible. I am sorry that I have made your situation worse."? Bob had painted a pretty dark picture, accurate but dark. My eyes tear up as I look at him.? "Isn't there anything you can do about this? Can't you just kill her? Isn't that what you do?" He shakes his head.? "There is nothing I can do. I will forgive you for asking me to kill Hanson, because you do not know the details of my past and don't realize what you are asking of me. I am truly sorry. I should have been able to resist your charms."? "So, this is all my fault?"? "Absolutely not, Honey. It is completely my fault. Well, it is actually Hanson's fault, but I did not help the situation. Things did not turn out as I planned and I did not adapt to the new reality. I will do what I can to limit the harm to you, but my ability to influence matters is not great."? "What do we do now?"?? "I am not sure. We do not need to be at the club until 11:00 a.m. on Monday, just a little less than three days from now. I don't really have anything planned. I am willing to do whatever you want. I owe you that much." I stand up, walk over to Bob, sit on his lap straddling him, put my arms around his neck and kiss him tenderly. He puts his hands on my hips.? "I'll think of something but we'll do it together. To hell with Amy Hanson." Bob pats my ass.? "That's my brave girl."?? He won't say it, but I think he loves me.? ????????????????????????* * ** * ** * ** * *? We spent the rest of Friday at the park. I wanted to spend time outside with nature before I go back to being stuck in the club 24/7. We packed a picnic dinner and spent the afternoon and evening outside, soaking up the sun and enjoying each other's company. I told him my life story and he told me a little of his, though it could have been "Bob James", his cover's life story, I'm never sure. I guess you could say that I love "Bob James", whoever that is. There was a local band playing at a pavilion, so we stopped and listened awhile and even danced a bit. When we got home, we had a late evening skinny dip and then made desperate love through the night. Bob didn't want to at first, suggesting that it would be better for me to start cutting back, but I insisted. The damage, whatever it is, is already done and I won't let fear of Amy Hanson ruin what hours of freedom I have left. Bob said he admired my spirit. ? In fact, I'm scared shitless. Bob probably knows it, but won't say anything, respecting the illusion of bravery I want to project. He does stay close to me all the time though, touching, hugging, holding my hand. It's not sexual, just supportive, and I appreciate it.? We started Saturday with sex in the morning, breakfast and then more sex in the shower. Bob says that his recovery time hasn't been so short since he was a teenager. I'll need to remember to thank Amy for that when I see her next. ? I decided that today's adventure is an amusement park, Six Flags over Texas. I always loved amusement parks as a kid and hadn't been to one in years. It would be outside, with lots of people and things to do to keep my mind off Monday morning. It's in Arlington, only about forty miles from Bob's house and full of thrill rides. We get there before the crowds get too bad. I'm dressed in jeans and a polo shirt but still getting a lot of looks from guys, young and old. Right now, they are decorated for Halloween. We ride the "Titan"?and "Mr. Freeze"?before lunch. By 1:00 p.m., the crowds are big and the lines are pretty long. Thanks to Bob's heavy tipping and my obvious assets, we manage to avoid most of the lines and ride the "Texas Giant",?"Dive Bomber Alley", "Batman"?and "Superman"?at least once, most twice. I love these kinds of rides, super tall, super fast, full of twists and turns. I'm waving my arms and screaming my head off. Bob, on the other hand, has a death grip on the handles of each ride, gritting his teeth so hard that I'm afraid that he'll grind them to nubs. He says that it's a matter of trust. I trust the designers, builders and maintenance guys, he doesn't. Seems like an odd reaction for someone who risked their life to take a life for a living. However, he'll keep going as long as I'm happy. We keep riding until 9:00 p.m., go out for pizza, get home by 11:00 and end the day with another round of skinny dipping and anxious, passionate sex.? Sunday is my last full day of freedom and we spend it like we've spent the last six Sunday's, watching football on TV. Despite all I've gone through, I still enjoy watching a good game. I stay curled up on the couch with Bob all day. He's in charge of the snacks and beer. The only breaks I take are bathroom breaks, which are fairly frequent thanks to the beer. He's got the full NFL package on cable so I've got a lot of choices. We go to a local barbecue restaurant for supper and then back home for the late game, which ends around midnight. We end up together in bed, Bob holding me in his arms, my head resting on his chest.? "I can't do this Bob." I say quietly. "I can't go back to the club, back to being a fuck toy for any jerk or crazy bastard with the money. Sometimes they don't even pay Anthony, just give him a yellow card. Those guys are always the worst." Bob caresses my hair.? "Where do they get these yellow cards?"? "Who knows. They just show up, hand Anthony the card and then they work me over good. Sometimes it's bondage, sometimes it's anal, other times it's a beating. Occasionally it's all three. There have been a couple of guys who were even worse." ? Bob kisses the top of my head. "When does this happen? Any particular time of the year?" I pause to think about it.? "I hadn't really thought about it before. It seems to happen before the fourth of July and again at the end of the year."? "Is there anything else that happens at the same time?" I pause to think again.? "No, nothing that comes to mind."? "How about either before or after?"? "Amy gives me my six month tune ups in early July and the end of December. She wants me fresh and tight for the annual Super Bowl celebration for the Wranglers. That is always the absolute worst." I shudder at the thought. Anthony leaves me alone for the whole day before and I'm ready to fuck anything that moves by the time the "Party" starts. By the end, I'm covered in and full of cum and begging for more, pleading for anybody to fuck me. One year Billy Joe brought his two Great Danes. God, did Amy laugh at me that night. The dogs have been a regular part of the show ever since, always at the end because no guy wants to follow the dogs. I start to cry.? "I just can't go back to that life Bob." He rubs my back.? "I know, I know. So these particularly bad guys show up just before your twice a year treatments from Hanson?"? "Yes, regular as clockwork. What am I going to do Bob? How am I going to survive?"? "You will survive Honey. You are a strong, brave woman. Don't forget that. You have survived up to now and you will continue to survive. It will likely be worse than before initially, but it should settle down quickly if you don't fight Hanson. Do what she says, answer her questions truthfully and these bad times will pass."? "Yeah, I can get back to the good old days of stripping and whoring."? "Here Honey, lay on your stomach, I'll help you relax."?? I stretch out on the bed, on my stomach with my head turned to the side. Bob moves to the end of the bed and starts by rubbing my feet, then my ankles, then massaging my calves. He works up to my thighs. I am relaxing, which is surprising. I expected to get turned on, that the massage would be foreplay and we would soon be making love. Somehow, this is different, like he's pushing different buttons. He works up my hips to my waist, then my back. He switches to my arms, flexing them. I'm very relaxed now, concentrating on Bob's hands on my body. He's massaging my shoulders. Now he's working my neck. It feels really weird, like he's squeezing the nerves deep in my neck. I pass out.? When I wake up, it's 8:34 a.m. on Monday. I push my self up off the bed. Bob's not there but I think I hear him in the kitchen. I slip my robe on and walk out, rubbing my neck. I look in the kitchen and see Bob buttering toast. He's made a light breakfast. I don't think my stomach could handle much more.? "What happened last night?" Bob pulls a chair out for me and I plop down.? "Good morning Honey. I thought that you could use some sleep and did not think you would get much last night without some help."? "What kind of help? Did you drug me?"? "No drugs, just some relaxation techniques and nerve manipulation." He pours me a cup of coffee. I rub my neck again.? "You mean the Vulcan Neck Pinch?"?? He chortles. "Not as simple as that, but there are similarities."? "You could have asked before knocking me out."? "Did you have a good nights sleep? No bad dreams?"? "Yes, no bad dreams and lots of sleep, but you still should have asked first."? "Duly noted. Eat your breakfast."? I slowly eat my toast and drink my coffee. Bob makes good coffee. Might as well face the music.? "What's the plan today?"? "I thought that after you shower we could go through your stuff and you can decide what you want to take with you. Anything you cannottake I will keep it here for you."?? "Why bother, I'm not coming back. You said it yourself."? "You never know Honey."? "Don't try to give me false hope Bob. I've got to face the reality of my situation if I hope to keep my sanity."? "I would still like to keep them."? "Suit yourself. I'm finished. I'm going to shower." I stand up and shuffle to my room to shower.? I set the water to hot and take a long shower. It's so much better than my dinky tub at the club. Bob buys me the best shampoo and conditioner and I use half a cup of each today. I dry off, wrap myself in towels and walk out of my bathroom. Bob is waiting for me.? "I think I'm going to miss these towels more than anything else."? "Take some back with you."? "Amy probably won't let me have them."? "How can she object to towels?'? "She'll find some way."? "Then make her say 'No'. She might miss them."? "Fine, I'll try." I drop my towel and start to go through my underwear drawer. There are some things slutty enough but most is what a normal girl would wear. I pick a red thong and put it on, then a matching underwire shelf bra. I check my closet and find the red dress that I was wearing the first time I came to Bob's to stay. There are a few skirts short enough and tops skimpy enough to take back with me but the jeans, shirts, rest of the dresses and sportswear stays. I put on the red dress. ? "Could you zip me?" I turn my back to Bob and lift my hair. Bob pulls the zipper up and fixes the clasp.? Almost none of the shoes are sexy enough. I can just imagine the crowds reaction if I strip in cross-trainers. My dress and shoes from "Marie's" are more than sexy enough but I'll be damned if I'm going to wear them for Anthony or any other man. I pile the few items on my bed. Bob hands me a duffle bag. I put four towels in the bottom, then add the clothes and shoes. I save a pair of heels to wear today but I'm not going to put them on until I have to. It's just past 10:00 a.m.? "We do not have to be there until 11:00 Honey. Is there anything you want to do?"? "I need to get out of here. Let's go sit in the park until 11:00."? Bob picks up the duffle bag and we walk to the car. We drive to the park, stopping near the playground. There are several groups of kids playing on the slides, swing sets, monkey bars and play houses with their mothers nearby. We're sitting in the car, holding hands.? "Do you have any kids Bob?"? "No Honey. I have never had a relationship strong enough to have children."?? I laugh. "You don't need a relationship to have kids, you just need sex."? "I do not have a history of frequent sexual partners and on those occasions when I did have sex, I took the necessary precautions."? "Not with me you didn't."? "True, but Anthony assured me that you could not get pregnant. He wasn't lying was he?"? "Amy says I can't get pregnant, but I wonder sometimes. I don't have normal periods like regular women. I only have one when she gives me my six month tune-ups. I think it may have something to do with my semen addiction, like my body thinks it's always just a little bit pregnant." I shrug. "Don't know for sure, just a guess on my part."? "Did you have any children as Josh Thomas?"? "No, though there were a couple of paternity cases. Probably a good thing I didn't. That's all a kid needs is for his father to disappear off the face of the earth. Hell, if I had a son, he could be almost as old as I am now. He could come to the club and I could take his virginity. That would be one for the psych books."? "Did you want children?" This is something I hadn't thought about much before.? "Not really. I dated women that I thought about marrying but never seriously considered having kids. I was real happy those paternity cases went my way. I had nothing against kids, just didn't want to be tied down, didn't want the responsibility. But now ... " I trail off.? "'But now' what?"? "I don't know. Somehow, it's different. Obviously I wouldn't want a kid now, stuck in the club, what kind of life would that be? But, when it looked like there might be an escape from Amy, I let myself think about what my life could be like. How could I make a living? Could I live the rest of my life as a woman? Can I force Amy to turn me back into a man? What would life as some guy's wife be like? There were days, I practically ached to have a baby. If I saw a baby on TV, it was like I needed one right then. The feeling would eventually fade away but never completely disappear. It's weird."?? Bob squeezed my hand gently. "I would guess that it is hormone related. No one knows where 'maternal instinct' comes from. You are as female today as any natural born woman so, logically, you should have the same drives and reaction to stimuli, at least those driven by biology as opposed to those driven by nurture."? "So you think I have 'maternal instincts'?"? "Yes, I do. The way that you cared for me when I was off my meds for MS was a clear example of that."? "But that was just my job."? "It was the way you did it that showed me that you cared." Bob patted my hand. "I am sure that you would make an absolutely wonderful mother, if given the chance." I blush.? "I don't imagine we'll ever find out. Not unless Amy decides that me being pregnant is funny." God, I hope she doesn't think of that one on her own. The clock on Bob's dash says 10:48. Times up.? "Let's go Bob."? "We have a few more minutes. Are you sure?'? "Yes, I want to get this over with." Bob releases my hand, starts the car and backs out of the parking spot. As he pulls away, I look over my shoulder at the kids and their mother's, talking, laughing, wiping noses, tying shoes, hugging. I start to silently cry, sad at the missed opportunity. Bob reaches over, quickly hugs me, then returns to driving.? ? ?????? CHAPTER TWENTY SIX? We pull up to the club and park around the back. Anthony's car is there, so is Amy's. This just gets better and better. We get out, Bob picks up the bag, I put my shoes on and we walk to the door. It's unlocked, so we enter. The lights are on, but there is no one around. Bob calls out.? "Hello? Anthony?"?? No reply, but I hear someone walking our way - it's Anthony, I recognize the sound of his footsteps, heavy and deliberate. He turns the corner and enters the room, looking at his watch.? "Hey Bob, you're early. Hanson's here, so we might as well get started. Come on." Anthony turns and walks back to his office. Bob follows him and I follow Bob.? Amy is sitting on the couch in Anthony's office. Anthony sits behind his desk and Bob takes the chair in front of the desk. Amy pats the couch next to her.? "Come in Honey, have a seat next to me. Isn't it nice to finally be back home?" I glance at Bob, but his face is a blank.? "Yes Dr. Hanson, it is nice to be ... home." I sit down next to her.? "Why Honey, I think you have put on a little weight. We can't have that can we? I'll make a diet program for you and Anthony can increase the number of your dance sets so you get more exercise. Maybe he can reduce your rates to generate a few extra customers. Vigorous sex burns calories too. We'll have you back in shape in no time."? "Thank you, Dr. Hanson, I'll try not to disappoint you." ? "You don't seem very enthusiastic, Honey. There is no problem is there? Bob didn't mistreat you did he?" She isn't going to make this easy.? "No, Dr. Hanson, Bob treated me very well."? "Then why the sad face?" Bob said tell the truth so I take a deep breath to prepare to answer her question but Anthony interrupts.? "Can we skip this shit and get down to business? We all know why she's unhappy and we also know it doesn't matter. She's back, she's staying and she's open for business." Amy gives him an "eat shit" look, but he got me off the hook.? "Anthony, I would appreciate you not interrupting me in the future. I will let you know when I want to hear from you." Anthony grips the arms of his chair but doesn't move.? "This is my office, my club and my business. I will say what I want, when I want, to who I want. Doc, you can just go ..." Bob raises his hand.? "Please, please let's all take a breath and relax. There is no reason to argue." Bob turns his chair so that he can see both of them. Amy doesn't seem too calm.? "Why are you even here Mr. James? You're not Honey's bodyguard by any chance are you?"? "No, Dr. Hanson, I am returning Honey to Anthony's custody today. You and he can do what you want with her. I have an opinion as to what that should be, but it is your choice. I am just attempting to fulfill my part of our agreement." I'm ready for Bob's little speech this time. It still hurts to hear it, but not devastating. ? "So, you are saying, that if I was to do something like this ..." Amy reaches out and back hands me hard across the face. I fall back and hit the floor on my side. I look up at Bob. He hasn't moved an inch, his face still a blank. "... you will do nothing?" He turns to look directly at Amy.? "I do not see why that was necessary Doctor. I have attempted to be open and honest with you. I can understand why you might not trust me, but assaulting Honey proves nothing."? "It may not prove anything, however your reaction does give me information. I also owe Honey a little something for a bit of attitude she gave me several weeks ago. I did not forget Honey." She looks down at me, a cruel smile flitting across her face. She is one crazy broad.? "Assuming you are done with your demonstrations Doctor, perhaps we can send Honey to her room while we have a talk."?? Amy stares at Bob with narrowed eyes, her face kind of scrunched up. She's thinking. ? "Fine, but first I want to check that bag."? "Certainly." Bob hands her the duffle bag. She opens it and dumps the contents on the floor.? "What is all this?"? "These are clothes Honey purchased while living with me. There are more at my home but she did not think Anthony would approve of them. These are the ones that she thought would pass Anthony's inspection. Do you wish to check them out, Anthony?"?? Anthony leans away from his desk to get a better view.? "They look fine to me. I'll have Honey model them for me later just to be sure." Anthony nods towards me. "Put that stuff back in the bag and get ready for your shift. You're working both lunch and evening today." I get up off the floor, stuff my clothes and the towels back in the duffle bag, sling it over my shoulder and walk out.? ????????????????????????* * ** * ** * ** * *? "So, what do you wish to talk about?"? Honey has left and now it is time to deal with Anthony and Bob. I must admit that it was great fun to slap her in front of Bob. It showed him who is in charge here.? Anthony jumps right in, "I'm calling in my marker, Doc."? "What 'marker' is that Anthony?"? "I told you that I would want something in return for agreeing with your plan to treat Bob and keep him around."? "If I recall correctly, I told you that I would consider it, but that I would not automatically give you what you wanted." Anthony glowers at me.? "Either way, I am going to get what I want."? "And what is that?"? "I want to stop Honey's addiction to my jiz." ? What a coarse man.? ? "Do you mean your semen?'?? "Yeah."? "No, that is not acceptable." Anthony stood up, hands on his desk, leaning forward. ? "Like hell it isn't!"?? Bob stood up between us. "Please, Anthony. Sit down. We can all discuss this rationally."?Anthony doesn't move. Who does Bob think he is?? "There is nothing to discuss Mr. James. I have made my decision." Anthony raises his arm and points his finger at me.? "See what I have to put up with? The high and mighty Queen has spoken! She won't listen to anyone. I ought to ..."?? Bob interrupts him. "Come now Anthony, don't say anything you will regret later."?Bob turns to me. "Surely you don't object to an honest discussion of the issues, do you Doctor?"? "An honest discussion, no I don't object. Go ahead Mr. James." I will participate in this pointless exercise for now, just to keep the peace. "Fine Doctor. Anthony, why do you want Honey's addiction terminated?" Anthony sits back down.? "I am tired of having sex with her every damn day. It never stops. She's here 24/7/365. The only break I've gotten in the last three years is the past six weeks, and I still had to make weekly deliveries."? "Why Anthony, I thought that you were more of a man than that. I'm disappointed that you can not service one little girl on a regular basis." Anthony starts to get up again but Bob reaches out and restrains him.? "Doctor, let's see if we can avoid the insults. Anthony has stated why he wants what he wants. Is there anything else Anthony?"? "Yeah, you were right about Honey knowing way too much about my business and that, if pushed, she can't keep her mouth shut. I think the situation is too damn dangerous."?? Bob turns to me. "Doctor, what are your reasons for the continuation of the addiction?"?? I sit back on the couch and think for a moment.? "Obviously, it makes her very easy to control. She can't run away. She does what I want, or else."? "That is good Doctor. Are there other ways to meet those objectives without the addiction?"? "I am sure there are but why make a change? It works so well."? "Perhaps too well Doctor. Are there any other reasons for keeping the addiction?"? "Certainly, it makes her an enthusiastic whore, which is to Anthony's financial advantage. Her willingness to have sex with any of his paying customers makes him money."?? "Anything else?" Of course there is, but I will not tell him.? "Nothing else that I can think of at this time." ? Bob sits back down in his chair and says nothing for a moment. "Let me suggest another reason Doctor. You thought that the addiction and the resulting need to have frequent sex as a female would help break Josh Thomas's?will, shatter him psychologically, destroy his spirit. Plus, you would get the pleasure of knowing that he would spend the rest of his life being fucked by abusive jerks and low lifes, present company excepted Anthony. It would be the final act in your quest for vengeance." Damn him! He is too astute for his own good. Well, it is not my final act. Thank heavens he doesn't know about that.? "Perhaps that is one of the reasons for Honey's addiction, but certainly not the only one. I would think that Anthony would want the control her addiction gives him."? "Sure, it makes my life easier, but at what cost?" Anthony leans forward in his chair. "I don't have any trouble controlling anyone else at the club and they aren't addicted to my jiz." ? Bob raises his index finger. "To be fair Anthony, no one else is a prostitute at the club, at least to my knowledge."? "Yeah, but she is scared to death of me. If I tell her to jump, she jumps and then asks if that was good enough."?? He has made one of my points for me. "If she is so afraid of you, she would run if she could, but she can't. You need her addiction to keep her from running."?? Bob starts rocking in his chair. "There are other options, Doctor."? "Such as?"? "You remind me of an old proverb, 'To a man with a hammer, everything looks like a nail'."? ? "What does that mean?"? "It means that we are limited by our knowledge and experience in solving problems. Your expertise is in the biological sciences, so your solution to most problems is based on biology. There are other available technologies, beyond biological. For example, an implantable electronic tracking device. It would not prevent Honey from running but it would prevent her from hiding. Fear of what would happen when she is caught would prevent her from running." He is right about that, assuming the technology works.? "Assuming the technology works, how is it superior to my solution?" Bob stands up and starts to pace around the room.? "OK. First, a tracker would not leave her vulnerable to being separated from Anthony by the police, as I stated several weeks ago. She would be no better than any other hooker at keeping her mouth shut but no worse either. Second, Anthony would be released from his daily obligation to service Honey. Third, Honey would not have to be around Anthony all the time, limiting her access to information about his business. Fourth, to all other people, she would be a perfectly ordinary girl, reducing the chance that someone would discover her unique origins. It would not solve all problems, Anthony would need to stop giving his associates free access to Honey to limit her ability to identify them but he would need to do that anyway, addiction or not. She would not be as enthusiastic about fucking any Tom, Dick or Harry, but that again would be Anthony's problem. There may be other advantages I have not thought of yet."? I have to say, I am impressed. Short, concise and to the point. He did forget about me breaking Honey's will.? "You failed to mention how your tracker is superior to my semen addiction in breaking Honey's will."? "I did not forget Doctor because it has no effect in that area, the same as the addiction."?? What is he talking about?? "If her addiction did not break her will, what did, Anthony's beatings?"? ? "Neither broke her will, because it is not broken. I have seen people who have been utterly broken mentally. Honey has certainly been abused physically, but mentally she is practically untouched."? "How can you say that? She does exactly what either Anthony or I tell her to do. She doesn't argue or fight. She's as docile as a little kitten."? "That just means she is smart Doctor. She still longs to escape her situation. She knows that you and Anthony are her enemies and that you do not have her best interest at heart. Certain accommodations have been made by her due to the irresistible urge to have sex, but it is the irresistible nature of those urges that provide protection to her psyche. She has absolutely no choice in the matter, no control. All she has to do is tolerate the sex. Maybe she also enjoys it, but again, she has no control over that. If you had managed to break her, she would not want to escape; she would treat you and Anthony as allies, if not good friends. I would compare her spirit to a sponge. You squeezed her until she had shrunk down to a small, compliant ball but once the pressure is relieved, she returns to her original shape. Her time with me released a large amount of pressure and mentally she has bounced back." ? This is too much. "Are you saying she is going to be disobedient and obstinate? That I am going to have to start from scratch?"? "No Doctor, her behavior should return to what you have experienced before very quickly. As I said, she is not stupid. The pressure is back and her spirit has started to 'compress' for its' own protection. Did you ever read '1984' by George Orwell?"? "Yes, I have read it."? "The protagonist in that book was a broken man at the end. Honey is not remotely close to that and never will be unless you change your tactics."?? I am going to have to speak with Honey, see for myself if Bob is correct. If he is, I may have wasted the last three years. Well, not exactly wasted but failed to accomplish all my objectives.? "What new tactics are you suggesting?"? "The choice of tactics vary from person to person. I am not suggesting anything in particular. Though I am aware of the basic concepts and procedures, it is not an area of my expertise. I just know a broken person when I see one, and that the current process is fatally flawed due to her complete lack of control."? I had not planned to spend time today dealing with this. I just wanted to meet Honey, remind her who is boss and get back to work. Now I have a new can of worms to deal with. This will take some thought. "I do not want to commit to anything right now. I need to think about it. There are many interrelated factors that must be considered."?? Bob nods his head. "I understand Doctor, a wise move. I would suggest two things. The first is, if you are going to speak with Honey, do so quickly before she adapts again to the environment of the club. The second is that an implantable tracker and the semen addiction are not mutually exclusive. You could implant the tracker and give it a trial run before removing the addiction, should you decide to do so."?Both rational and reasonable points ...? which raises a question.? "Why are you being so damn helpful Bob? You have spent the last six weeks living with Honey, quite likely having sex with her. My immediate suspicion is that this is some kind of plot to free her so that you can have her for yourself. Why would you be giving me information that could make her life more difficult?"? "All good questions Doctor. Honey and I have discussed this. We are both aware that you are never going to let her go and that while she might escape for a brief time, you would spare no expense to find her and bring her back. We did grow closer in the weeks we were together and yes, we had frequent sex the last two weeks, thanks to your treatments. However, with her return to the club, that has come to an end. When I accepted your offer to trade my treatments for help in keeping you out of trouble, I became a part of this conspiracy. It is to my advantage to make it a successful conspiracy so that I avoid trouble with the authorities. You already know my opinion about the difficulties Honey's addiction creates so I am not exactly an unbiased mediator, but Anthony has his own problems with it as well. If there is a way to safely accomplish the joint goals that we can all agree on, then it is an advantage to all of us, with the possible exception of Honey. Does that answer your question?"? "I do not have time to speak with Honey right now, but I will be back this evening after 8:00. Please make sure she is available. We all have a great deal to consider gentlemen." I stand, walk out of Anthony's office, through the club and pause at the door to the main floor. ? The lunch crowd, such that it is, is arriving and Honey is just starting her set. She has put on a little weight. She has a slight, forced smile as she slowly gyrates on the stage. Then she sees me. The smile disappears and her eyes blaze in anger. Her movements on stage become quick, deliberate, and sharp, all the time she stares me down. Bob was right, her spirit was not broken. I have her under my thumb but she was still squirming. I have a lot of research to do.? ? ??????????????????????? ** * ** * ** * *? Bob closes the door to my office.? "Well Anthony, how do you think it went?"? "I don't know. She is at least thinking about it. Who can predict what she's gonna do?"? "I am optimistic. We may not get all that we want but there will probably be some positive changes. I will be going now but return by 8:00 so that I can be here when Hanson speaks with Honey. Do you have any question?"? "Yeah, did the Doc's treatments really fix you? I mean can the little soldier salute now?" Bob grins.? "Do you mean, can I get an erection now?"? "Yeah, can you throw a boner?"? "Absolutely."? "Did you put it to good use?"? "Yes, very good use. I realize that you have been with Honey for three years but she was just extraordinary, like nothing I had ever experienced before in my life. Are you certain that you want to give that up?"? "I'm not giving it up, I'm just gonna get it when I want it, not when I have to. I just may not want it for awhile. After all, if I don't have to spend my energy on her, I can spend it on some other lovely ladies." "I am sure that the ability to choose will make a difference."? "You don't have to stop hitting that just because she's back here. You know where to find her." I laugh. "Hell, I'll even give you a reduced rate." He shakes his head.? "No thank you Anthony, though I do appreciate the offer. No offense to your customers, but I just think it best to not share a sex partner with them. Frankly, I am surprised that you were willing to do so in the past. I assume that Honey's treatments protected her from STD's but I do not believe that her partners would be similarly protected."? Huh, I hadn't thought about that. Some of the guys who were Honey's regulars are pretty disgusting. God knows what kind of diseases they carried. Bob may be on to something there.? "I have also recently been thinking about what other things might be circulating in Honey's system. Neither of us have any idea how Dr. Hanson transformed Josh Thomas into Honey Sweet-Lay. We do know that she received a lot of injections and she still gets regular booster injections. Her blood likely contains a lot of unnatural chemicals, organisms, viruses or some other agents. I have no idea if anything could be transferred to sexual partners."? "I wouldn't worry about that Bob. I've been fucking her for years and I'm fine."? "You are probably right. Even if there is a cumulative effect, you would be the first person to feel the symptoms. Maybe it would require direct contact with her blood. Well, it is all speculation at this point."? "You've got some good points there. I'll ask the Doc about it the STD's when she's in a better mood."? "I would not ask her about how she transformed Josh Thomas though. I am sure she would react badly to any questions in that area."? "No doubt Bob, no doubt. I don't care, just as long as she sets me free."? "I will see you around 8:00 Anthony"? ? CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN???????? Stripping is a lot like riding a bike; you never forget how to do it. I must admit that I was a little rusty during the lunch shift and got distracted when I saw Amy watching me, but was back up to speed by the evening shift. The crowd seemed more enthusiastic than usual. I know that they had gotten a little tired of me, taking me for granted. It had been almost two months since my last performance so, to the audience, it was my homecoming.? I'm damn hot and know it. I can also put on quite a show, which Anthony likes. Since he's back in charge, a good show is what he's going to get. It really helps if the crowd gets into it. Tonight, they are.? I start with the big strut around the stage, swinging my hips, tits and ass, trying to smile at the crowd. The smile is tough to manage. I work the edge of the stage, not too close though. Some of the girls let the crowd paw them but it makes me nervous. My costume is pretty simple tonight, just a shiny gold bikini top and thong with gold pumps. That way there is more skin for friction on the pole. ? After circling the stage twice, I move to the center pole and lean into it, hands up high. I slide up and down a couple of times, the pole in the center of my breasts. I then lean away from the pole and swing around several times, my feet at the base. Moving back to the pole, I slide up and down again, this time with my back to the pole, resting it in the crack of my ass, wiggling my hips as I go, pressing my tits together. ? After the last slide, I bend forward at the waist, letting my breasts dangle, showing them to the crowd as I shake my chest. Pivoting on my left foot, I return to the pole and then climb it, wrapping my legs around it and pulling myself up. Once I reach the top, I let go with my hands and lay back, ending upside down, my hair draped on the floor. I remove my top and throw it aside, then jiggle my boobs and tweak my nipples. I hold this position until I start to get woozy from the blood pooling in my head. I swing my body back upright, which is really hard on my abs, grab the pole, release my legs and spread them wide. I again slide down the pole, ending up on the floor doing the splits. I pull myself upright and then strut around the stage again, making sure everyone gets a good look at my tits. ? I did put on a few pounds when I stayed with Bob, half went to my ass, the other half to my boobs. The crowd cheers and the guys up front reach for me, but I stay just out of range, teasing them. I then drop to my knees and start my floor moves, crawling like a cat, slowly moving my shoulders and hips, letting my legs trail behind me, arching my back, licking my lips and locking eyes with different guys as I move around. I prefer the pole to the floor because fewer girls can really work the pole, and the floor is usually a little dirty and too close to the crowd. ? I stand up again and unhook one side of the thong. I turn in place, letting the guys see what I've done. They start to whoop. I hook it back up but repeat with the other side. Same reaction. I let it drop to the floor and step out of the thong. I'm naked except for the shoes. The strut starts again. Guys are starting to dive at me. I keep walking, swinging my ass and boobs but looking around for Anthony. He's the one who keeps things from getting out of hand. I don't see him so I decide to wrap this up before a riot starts. I go back to the pole, grab it about half way up, lifting myself off the ground, spread my legs wide and spin around slowly, giving everyone a good look at my pussy. The crowd goes nuts. I drop back down in the splits, pop upright and prance off, waving to the crowd and picking up my costume as I go. I get backstage without any trouble. Candi is waiting there to meet me. "Damn girl! You've got them whipped up. I'm next. If anything happens to me, it's your fault. Let's talk after I'm done."? Her music starts and she shimmies off to start her set. I walk over to the makeup tables, pick up the least filthy towel I can find, sit down and wipe the sweat off my body. There is a terry cloth robe on a hook near me so I pull it off and put it on. Leaning back in my chair, I close my eyes. I'm going to hurt in the morning, it's going to take at least a week to get back into dancing shape. I feel a pair of hands on my shoulders. Opening my eyes, I see Anthony looming over me.? "Great set Honey! There are about a dozen guys lined up out there to fuck the shit out of you. Pays to advertise. You should take six weeks off more often. Unfortunately, the Doc wants to talk with you tonight, so those guys will have to wait their turn. Well, there's always tomorrow. I'll let you know when she gets here. Really good work out there."? Anthony heads back out to the floor.? Why does Amy want to see me? Wasn't smacking me in the face enough for her? God. Damn. Bitch.? I close my eyes again and sink back into my chair. Candi's music is just ending. There's a bunch of applause and whoops and she comes strutting through the curtains. I stand up to greet her but she beats me to the punch, strongly hugging me.? "Honey, I haven't seen you since your date with Bob. How did it go? Where did you eat? What did you do after supper?"?? I pull myself from her hug. "Slow down, slow down. Take a breath. It was wonderful, maybe the best night of my life. We ate at the 'French Room'?... "? "OOOOO, that place is great! Expensive, but good! What did you have?"? "Guinea hen stuffed with lobster, asparagus and French Onion soup."? "That sounds scrumptious! Sit down and tell me all about it."? We sit down at the make up tables and I give her the story of the entire evening, the meal, the dancing, Tom and Gwen Francis and the paparazzi waiters. Candi laughs about the camera phones.? "I'll have to go on line tonight and see what I can find. I've never heard of something like that happening before. Isn't technology grand?" "I don't know if agree with you about the technology thing. Frankly, it was a little unnerving to have all those guys secretly taking my picture."? "Maybe I'll put the pictures I took on line."? "Please Candi, don't. That kind of publicity is the last thing I need." Candi scoots her chair closer to me.? "You haven't said anything about what happened when you got home."?? I lean in closer to her with a sly smile. "You're right, I haven't"?? She's exasperated. "Don't hold out on me! Spill it!"? "Wwweeeeellllllll, let me think about it." ? She swats my arm playfully. "I worked my ass off for you Honey! You owe me this."?I decide to give in.? "OK, fine. What do you want to know?"? "I want to know what happened, damn it!"? "I don't want to get in to too many details, but I can say that Bob is no longer impotent and that he made up for a lot of lost time."? "Was he any good?"?? I take her hands in mine. "He was the best I have ever had, the best sex I have ever had, the most sex I have ever had and you had a lot to do with it."?? That wasn't quite true. I didn't want to tell her about the Wrangler post Super Bowl parties, which I don't think of as sex exactly, more like biologically induced rape.? "Honey, I'm so happy for you!"? Candi said, tears in her eyes. "I hope it all works out for you and Bob."? I didn't have the heart to tell her that there wasn't a snowball's chance in hell for Bob and I, I just smiled back at her.? "We'll have to see about that Candi, but thanks again for all you did. Thank Marie too when you see her next time." Anthony walks in.? "Get dressed Honey, she's here. She wants to see you in your room. Hurry up." He hurries out. Candi looks at me, head cocked to one side.? "What was that about?"? "My doctor wants to meet me."? "Your doctor makes house calls? I'd like to meet him." I pull on a thong and fasten my bra.? "It's a her and not exactly a house call. It's hard to explain. I've got to go. I'll give you more details about Bob's 'performance' later. He's got more tricks than Houdini."? "Who's Houdini?"? "Right, before your time, sorry. How about Doug Henning?" I drop a blue mini dress over my head and pull it down my body.? "Nope."? "Alright. David Blaine?" I slip my feet into my high heels.? "Oh, right, a magician. Sometimes Honey, I don't know what you are talking about."? "You're not the only one. See ya." I slip out of backstage and head for my room.? I'm a nervous wreck when I reach my door. I pause to catch my breath. Nothing good can come from this meeting. I reach for the doorknob but catch some motion out of the corner of my eye. I look left. It's Bob, standing at the end of the hallway. He doesn't say anything but gives m