Paulette
- 3 years ago
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Learning To Let Go..... free porn video
I just thought I'd like to let you know a little bit about my (very) private life. Perhaps I should go and tell a priest, but I thought I'd tell you first.
Well, I'm a student nurse and have just started dating a boy (my first real boyfriend). He's about two years older than me. I really like him - I've had a crush on him for a long time - but I don't want to offer him my kang-kang (pussy) just yet. I am romantic and want a man to really woo me before I let him have me.
But trying to keep my defences up isn't proving easy. The trouble is, my female co-workers and students are all far more experienced than me. At snack time, they all sit around and discuss sex, sex, and more sex, and it makes me feel very horny. They discuss everything: the length of their mens penises, whether their men lick them, what techniques their men use when licking kang-kang, what positions they like for sex, and whether they allow their men to ejaculate over them. They tease me, and ask, "what do you like doing Martina?" Then I blush and look down at the floor, or laugh nervously.
So after listening to them discussing their every moment behind the bedroom door, and then perhaps going out on a date with my boyfriend, I've been in the habit of coming home afterwards and masturbating furiously in my bedroom. I always have to keep quiet, of course, because I share a bedroom with my sister, and my Nanay (Mom) and Tatay (Dad) have the next room to us. Sometimes I hear them having sex and that makes me feel even more eager to taste sex for myself.
Because of the hunger I feel, and partly because I don't want to lose him, I've let my boyfriend go further and further over the last week or so. And this has made me yet more eager to become a proper woman. I don't know whether he does it to make me feel jealous, but I've seen my boyfriend looking at other girl's bottoms, sometimes openly flirting with waitresses in restaurants, and then after a row last Sunday he said I didn't really like him and that I should learn to let myself go a bit. So that's what I decided to do.....
On Monday night, as we made up after our row, I didn't stop him this time as he put his hand up my skirt. I always used to stop him when he reached my panty elastic. But I knew I was going to let him go further this time, so had bought some loose fitting lacy ones that afternoon. I'd been thinking about it all morning at the hospital and took time off just for that special shopping. I must admit my heart was thumping as I bought them in the mall, it made me feel really sexy just thinking about why I was buying them. I felt even more sexy when his fingers explored the entrance to my kang-kang and touched my "peanut" at the top.
Then on Wednesday, with me still aroused from Monday's petting session, we went for a walk in the park just as it got dark, and this time I let him rub his cock across my tummy. It felt really hard, and I could feel it pressing into my belly button - as if that was the entrance to my vagina! I felt my boyfriend's cute bottom for the first time that night, and I really liked the feel of it. It was tight and hairy, flexing hard as he pushed up inside my t-shirt. And I'd learned from my co-workers to grip the cheeks tight as he pushed. At that moment I had an urge to lean forward and lick his cock, but I felt ashamed. Maybe next time. And maybe next time I'll learn to let myself go a bit further...I'll keep you posted.
Fay
- 03.03.2020
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