Mandy
By: Rachael Free
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I was like any other guy, going to college and just waiting to graduate
in less than a few months. What was I going to do then? I had a lousy
major and the job opportunities seemed to really be slim. With the
turndown in the economy I didn't have much chance of a good job. That
was for sure.
I had transferred to Penn State from a Junior college and really didn't
have many friends. My old friends from back home were few and we didn't
keep in touch at all. Basically, I had my own small dumpy apartment,
lived alone and didn't have any close friends or even girlfriends. Most
of my nights were spent sucking down beer at the pub or just sit at
home watching TV. My parents were divorced and I was an only child. I'd
see my Dad maybe once a year and my Mom a few more than that but
basically, they had their won lives, new mates and my dad even had some
little rug rats from his new wife. Mom was the one who wanted the
divorce and moved to Las Vegas with her "Sugar Daddy". My life seemed
trivial to anyone, even me.
One night while I was drowning my sorrow, this really cute girl came up
to me and sat down next to me. She ordered a beer and I began a
conversation with her. The normal stuff really, her major, where she
came from, sister/brothers, dogs/cats, you know, that kind of shit. Boy
was she ever cute though. Something about her was a bit odd though but
it didn't matter, I like her and she wasn't a dog like most of the
girls here (well I thought so at least).
We talked for a few hours and she said she had to get going. I walked
her to her apartment. She was a senior also and was graduating early
like me. I had two more months to go and we would be out of school at
the same time. I leaned forward and kissed her cheek. Her head lowered
and I could tell she was blushing. Wow, this cute thing, blushing? Oh
well. I said good night and she went inside. I was on top of the world.
I talked to a really cute girl tonight, yes me. I went home and
relieved myself, conjuring up all sorts of sexual activities I would do
with her. I fell asleep still messy from my dreamy adventure.
I woke up with dried cum all over my stomach and legs. The shower
cleaned me up and I was almost skipping to class, high on my conquest
last night. You see, I'm no Adonis. I'm maybe 140 lbs. soaking wet,
have long blonde hair I wear in a ponytail and didn't have much body
hair to speak of. I still look like a 6th grader really and didn't
develop much. Oh I do have a nice piece in between my legs and can't
wait to use it for real one of these days. Yes, I've never made love to
a girl, never. Sad to say but I was still a virgin, to women that is.
My hand, well that's another story.
I found out the cuties name was Toni. Toni and I agreed to meet the
next night. It was Saturday and the bars would be packed. We could hang
out and have some more fun, and who knows, maybe I would get lucky.
Toni and I met at the skellar and had fun watching people dance and
drink away. We got along great and the evening went by as quick as it
came. Toni held on to me as we walked to her apartment. She was a
little tipsy and I was too really. Again, I kissed her cheek waiting
for her to respond but she lowered her head again, almost embarrassed
by the kiss. She just said goodnight and off I went.
Toni and I dated for almost three weeks and each evening was the same.
I couldn't even reach first base. One night I picked a quiet bar and
met her. She looked fantastic in this short dress and heels. Her hair
and face looked wonderful too. She was dressed to the nines. We sat and
talked as I started probing about her past, and some intimate details
of her life trying to get a read on her. She seemed to evade most
questions and then said, "You have to come with me. I really need to
show you something." Well who was I to say no.
Toni and I walked a few blocks and turned down an alley I had never
been to before. She knocked on a door and it opened. I could hear music
inside and she took my hand, leading me past the huge bouncer. Inside
was dark but you could see very pretty women in all states of dress lap
dancing with men and even women, in embraces, kissing both men and
women and other girls dancing on small stages. This was a strip joint.
Why would she bring me here? Oh no, it hit me. She was a stripper. Oh
well, that wasn't that bad really. I just couldn't get over the
girl/girl thing though.
We went to the bar and the bartender yelled out, "Hey there Bambi."
Bambi, was that her stage name? There was s drink in front of her
immediately and I had a beer poured for me as well. We sat at the bar
while she smiled at several men and women and I took in all the action
in the place. I really had to pee and asked her where to go. She
pointed in the corner and I mad it just in time. I walked in and heard
some noise behind me. Oh no, there were people in the stalls obviously
doing something. Not reading a paper I might add. There were moans and
a few screams. I was finishing when the door of one stall opened and a
guy was there with his pants down at his feet. The girl was fixing her
hair and walked up to the mirror, rinsing out her mouth and putting on
more lipstick. I didn't flinch. I shook myself off and put my package
away neatly. I went the sink next to her and washed my hands. She
looked at me and in the deepest voice I had ever heard from a woman,
she said, "Hey honey, want a ride?" Oh my god, this was a guy in drag.
I could have sworn it was a real girl though. She, I mean he, had real
tits and curves. Wow, a knockout too. As soon as she spoke though,
realizing the she was a he, my cock almost had a mind of it's own and
got super hard in my pants. The girl looked down and smiled at me. "No,
my girlfriend is outside. I'll take a pass." She shook her head. "Your
loss sweety."
I was still in front of the sink when she left to let my monster calm
down a bit. The guy came out from the stall and said, "Hey you really
missed out. Wow could she ever suck a cock. And deep throat too. No
gagging." I nodded back and I walked out, walking back to Toni. Toni
had a guy next to her and trying to chum up to her. I felt a bit of
jealousy but let it pass. Maybe she knew him. Then it hit me again Toni
may be a guy too. Oh fuck. I find a hot chick and she turns out to be a
guy. I sit down and am quiet as Toni is trying to get me to loosen up.
"Hey what's wrong Jimmy. I thought you would love this place. A bit
different but it can be a lot of fun. Just keep watching." Watching was
all I wanted to do. I had never seen anything like this except in the
porno magazines I read. Now I was experiencing it for real. Toni saw I
was uncomfortable and took my hand leading me to a back room. It was
much quieter back her with couples kissing and fondling each other but
no sex. Phew, I'm glad of that.
Toni sat me down in a booth and across from me. She took my hands and
said, "Jimmy, I work here. I go to school to finish my degree but after
I'm done, here's where I'm going to work." OK here comes the guy thing.
"This is an alternative club for just about anything. I'm sure you got
an eyeful in the bathroom. I saw the girl who came out. That was
Trixie. She's a guy really. Nice boob job and the hormones really make
her look hot." If you look around, most of the dancers are guys. Some
in full transition others just crossdressers who like to earn a ton of
money. Yes I dance here too but I have to tell you, I'm fully female.
No cock on me and never have." Wow, that was sure a relief. "I bet once
you saw Trixie, you thought the worst of me. No Jimmy, I'm a female
with all the real plumbing. I found this place through another friend,
a gay friend who danced here. He got me the job and I pull in about
$5000 a week. Not bad for a schoolgirl huh. Most of the "Gurls" are
here for the money from dancing but the back room sex is what they're
really here for. Hook up with a rich guy and you're set. I just dance,
that's it. Topless only. Oh, and I'm Bambi when I 'm here, not Toni.
Yes Toni is my real name too. I just wanted to set you straight."
I needed another beer now and Bambi had a round delivered. We sat
talking some more, about the club, her lifestyle and why she wouldn't
kiss me. She didn't want to get involved until I saw what her real life
was like. All her dates dumped her after they found out and she really
liked me and didn't want to drive me away. She thought I was different
and not the macho type. I had a sensitive side to me and would
understand. We sat for a while longer and then we got up and headed to
her apartment. No good night kiss on the cheek tonight. Toni opened the
door and as soon as we were inside, basically attacked me. We fucked
and sucked all night long and wow, was she ever wonderful. I was in
heaven, realizing I found a phenomenal woman.
I woke up in Toni's arms and we went at it again in the morning. She
was incredible.
We showered together and I had to get to work myself. Only an hours
sleep but I would last the day on pure adrenaline.
The day drug along and I was at Toni's door at 6PM like I promised. It
was Sunday and the club was closed so we had all evening together. We
munched on appetizers, wine and each other until we moved to the
bedroom and went fast and furious, pleasing each other to no end. We
got up on Monday and both had classes. I had brought my things over for
class and we both left, me dropping her off at hers and me gleefully
making my way to mine. I had a hectic Monday and met her at her place
at 4PM. She had to work that night and had to get some sleep. I sat in
the living room while she got some shuteye. I woke her at 9PM and she
fixed herself up while I cleaned the place a bit. Her clothes were hot
and her body looked magnificent. I wanted to see her topless but was a
little jealous too. All the other guys would be ogling my girlfriends
tits all evening.
This pattern went on, even on Saturday nights. The only night we could
get together was Sunday and we had to get sleep too because of our
schedules. One evening I asked her how we could see each other more and
be together? She smiled at me and said I could change my schedule and
get a job there too. She knew the owner and he would do anything for
her. That evening she had a talk with him and then next day she told me
were meeting with him for an interview. Wow, that was fast.
Toni fixed herself up early and the two of us went to the club. It
wasn't open yet so we had time to talk with the owner. We walked in and
sat a table as he came out of his office. He looked very distinguished,
not the sleazy kind of guy you would think would own a place like this.
I stood and put out my hand. His hand wrapped right around mine,
squeezing hit hard. I felt like I was being sized up too. I felt so
small next to him too. "I'm Ed, Big Ed Coulter. Just call me Ed for
short. He sat and told me Bambi asked if he could give me a job. "Well
Bambi tells me you two are an item now. That's great. She also said you
could use a new job. Well I have to tell you Jamie, I don't have many
opening for bartenders or waiters. As you can see, the club only has
waitresses. I have a cleaning staff that serves the place each night
too so I can't use back room help. Here's what I propose. Bambi here
tells me you're a pretty good dancer. I could use another dancer while
my girls are working the crowd. Interested?" I looked at him and then
at Toni. She was nodding her head and I just said yes. It was an
alternative club, what the heck, I didn't have to show my privates,
just dance on a stage in a small Speedo. That wouldn't be tough. I did
like to dance and this could work out well. "I'll do it. " I signed the
contract without reading it as I handed it back, shaking his hand
again. "OK, you start Saturday night. Be here at 9PM sharp. The girls
will show you your station."
He got up and left and Toni hugged me. "This is great. We can now be
together more. In fact, why don't you just move your stuff to my place?
No need for you paying rent anymore. You hardly have anything and my
place is big enough for the two of us. Oh and of course, we only need
one bed anyway." She was right and the next day I cancelled my lease
and moved the little amount of things I had to Toni's place. She gave
me a few drawers and my things fit perfect.
I had two days to change my schedules, quitting my burger flipping gig
and settling into my new place. In fact, it was a two bedroom condo and
very nice indeed. Toni was doing well for herself and bought it, not
leased it.
It was Saturday evening, the busiest night of the week, and I was a bit
nervous. Toni wanted me there early so we got there at 8PM. I went in
the back room with the other dancers. Strange thing was, there were no
other guys. The real girls and other "gurls" were prancing around
topless for the most part. They were all doing their makeup and putting
on the slightest of costumes for the evening's entertainment. They
could change as many as five times throughout the evening.
Toni brought me back to her makeup area and sat me down. Now, let me
loosened up your ponytail. She took out the rubber band and let my hair
cascade over my shoulders. She primped it a bit then said it need a bit
of work. A hair girl came over and was teasing it and spraying
hairspray all over me as I sat looking at her away from the mirror. She
was done in minutes and Toni smiled saying it looked much better. I
felt sticky and stiff though. Toni then took an eye liner and told me
to be still. I pulled back as she said I needed to enhance my eyes for
the stage. It made sense. Then she took some eye shadow and put that on
too. And then mascara. "There, that should do for tonight. It makes
your features stand out. The crowd will love it." She then took some
lipstick and was putting it on my lips. I pulled back again and she
said, "Don't be such a baby, even the people on TV use lipstick. That's
normal in our business. I just went along with the game and sat there
while she got ready. She chose a one piece number, just barely covering
her chest. She threw me some Speedos. "Get undressed and put these on
sweety. They were pink and I figured, what the heck and put them on.
They weren't Speedos though and went into the crack of my ass and
barely fir over my package in the front. Toni finished dressing while I
tried to cover myself. I felt naked in this skimpy suit. A girl came up
to me and said that would never do and came to me with a short plaid
skirt and white frilly top. Here put your arms in this. She wrapped the
shirt around me and had me step into the skirt. This was really getting
a bit unusual as she clipped up the side, making it easy to come off.
She stood back and looked again. Here, put these on. I sat and slid a
white and silky thigh up one leg. And then the other. There was a
little bow in the back too. They were held in place with some type of
elastic.
Toni came over and smiled at me, kissing my cheek saying I looked great
and was going to be a hit. I felt foolish in this get out. She sat me
down again and took out some babydoll pumps in white. She put them up
tot my feet then helped me into the shoes. They fit like gloves. This
was weird. Almost like everything was sized for me. I stood, almost
losing my balance as Toni showed me how to walk, one foot in front of
the other and with little, short steps. Of course short steps, I
couldn't handle anything bigger in these things. She then clipped some
earring on my ears and put a choker around my neck in white lace. She
then took her perfume and sprayed herself and then me, all over my
face, neck and body. She stood back and said I was finished. I stood
back up and looked in the full length mirror. Looking back was a
schoolgirl, looking very na?ve too. I had makeup on making me look like
a girl. My hair was teased out and there were two pigtails on each side
of my head. My blouse screamed little girl and my short skirt was so
short you could make out my Speedo. I'll bet it wasn't a Speedo either.
Stepping back, two other girls and a few Guys dressed as girls came
over and hugged me. "You look darling. You'll get lots of tips tonight
girlfriend." Oh no, I was a guy, what was I doing here? I had to do
something and made my way very carefully to the owner's office. I
knocked and he opened the door. "We'll, well. You turned out better
than I thought. No it's time to hit the stage. Move along sugar
britches." He knew about all this. "Hey I didn't sign up for this. I
was supposed to dance as a guy, not a girl. "Oh no little missy. The
contract you signed locks you into three year commitment as a dancing
girl. You should have read the fine print." He shut the door and I felt
so used right now. I minced back to Toni and held her telling her this
was a mistake and I though I was dancing as a guy. She looked at me
weird. "But you know all the dancers look like girls. You've been here
before. And didn't you read the contract? Jimmy, did you sign up for a
week by week commitment." I shook my head no. "One month?" I nodded no
again. "How long Jimmy? " I said three years. Her hand went to her
mouth. "Jimmy, how could you. I mean....." as her voice faded off. She
looked at me and said, "Well we have a show to put on. Forget about it
for now, maybe we can change it later. For now, do your first round and
then come back. Hilda will make the necessary changes for the next
show."
I followed Toni to the stage and the music started. There were only a
few men and women in the club and I began to dance, very aware of the
eyes looking at me. After 30 minutes I felt a bit more comfortable and
even flirted with a few guys. I truly was a hit and got a few applauses
for my dancing skills. We moved off the stage and back to the dressing
room while other girls danced. Hilda, the house mama, helped me out of
my schoolgirl outfit, into a slinky short length, strapless tight
dress. Oh no, this screamed sex object too. She redid my hair, fluffing
it up, I now had very high, teased out blonde hair. Hilda looked at me
as she grabbed a few things in her hand. She pulled the top on my dress
down and placed an object on my right chest and told me to hold it and
did the same to my left chest. "Good thing you don't have much hair."
She told me I could remove my hands and I no sported a pair of
realistic looking breasts. She had me sit and blended in the edges to
make them look real. The top of the dress came back up and voila, I
looked like a staked woman. The weight was something completely
different too. She redid my lipstick, making it lighter and I got in
line with the other girls as we paraded to our stations. I wasn't one
of the topless girls, just some eye candy on the side stations. At
least I could stay covered up.
I dance a bit more sexy this time, wiggling my hips and teasing some of
the guys. I got money stuffed down the cleavage in between my tits and
after the dance, I took the money out. They weren't ones but they were
hundreds dollar bills. Oh my god, I was rich. Hilda had me change
again, this time into a cat suit. No skirt or dress to cover me up
though and Hilda had me drop my panties, pushed my balls up into me,
tucked my penis up under me and used some tape from my groin and up
under my ass, holding my penis in place. I though my balls would hurt
but oddly enough they didn't. I pulled up the skimpy panties and then
stepped back into the tight suit. There, the bulge was gone and a nice
flat tummy. Black hose with black heel and a black face mask topped me
off. I looked like the new cat woman, and oddly enough, felt like it. I
was another hit, crawling my way around the stage, purring and clawing
out while I danced very provocatively on a pole. I had never done
anything like this before but it just felt so natural.
The last set had me in a sexy nightie with pigtails again, licking away
on a big lollypop. With thigh highs again and soft furry slippers to
match. We finally ended the night at 2AM and I met Toni backstage. I
was taking off my slippers and stockings when Toni said to leave the
stocking and panties on, we were all going out. It was time to
celebrate. I was a hit. It was Saturday night, no wait, early Sunday
morning and we didn't have to work tonight. Time to party.
She picked out the most neutral dress and had me put it on. It was
bright pink and it was very tight, showing off my buxom chest and curvy
body. Hilda had helped out there two with some strategically place
pads, also glued on. Hilda fixed my hair to make me a bit more
sophisticated and Toni put silver chandelier clip on earrings on me. A
matching necklace and a few rings and I looked great. She chose some 4
inch pink heels too. I felt like Cinderella going to a ball.
Toni gave me a small clutch purse and told me to keep it close to me. I
stuffed my money I made into it and off we went, in the back of the
bosses limo to his house. It was just out of town and it was huge. All
us girls got out and we went in. There were all sorts of cocktails,
appetizers, and even some good champagne. I could get used to this.
This was great. It sure beat sitting at home sucking down a few beers.
Being dressed at first really scared me but as the evening went on and
I changed into the other costumes I looked at is as just a play or job,
not anything really out of the ordinary. Of course I was really a guy
but it was like a part in a play. I did feel very comfortable too
around the other real girls and he-girls. I found myself even copying
some of the feminine gestures I was watching, almost without even
thinking.
The night ended and the limo dropped us all off at our places. It was
4AM and Toni and I made our way up the stairs, arm-in-arm. We stopped
at her door and she put her arms around me and laid the wettest and
best kiss I had ever tasted on my pink frosted lips. Wow, her lips were
soft too and we remained in our lip lock for the next few minute. We
didn't care if anyone saw us either. Toni opened the door and as we got
inside, Toni attacking me again and pulling me into the bed room. She
pushed me on the bed and got on top of me. I wanted so bad to fuck her
but I had to remove the tape and let everything drop into place. I told
her to stop and I got up and hiked the hem of my dress. She saw how
flat I was and gasped, then laughed. "You look so feminine Jimmy. Here
let me help you with that." She was very careful not to pull out my
hair and removed the tape, letting my penis to fall into place and my
testicles to "pop" out of my body. Wow did that feel better.
She pushed me back and we began to make love like two girls but with
one having some extra parts. She felt up my "tits" as I made sure I
brought her to an orgasm with my tongue. We stripped each other down
and were naked by the time we fell asleep in each others arms. I woke
after Toni and she was making coffee as I got up and put on one of her
robes. It was the closest thing to me really. Her slippers were there
too and I just slipped them on as I walked into the kitchen. "Well
hello beautiful. Boy it sure looks like you had some night last night.
Your hair is simply a mess, your makeup is a disaster and you look like
you've been hit by a train. Other than that, you are simply
scrumptious." I sat down as I grabbed a cup of hot coffee. I really
needed the coffee right now.
After I regained my thoughts and woke up, Toni and I laughed about last
night and how I immersed myself into my role. Yes, I looked at it as a
role, not a lifestyle. Just then I remembered my purse. It was on the
table and I opened it up, pulling the bills out that were stuffed in
it. I started counting. After I was done, I looked up at Toni in
disbelief. "There is over $2000 here. How could that be?" I was amazed.
I know I had the place excited but I couldn't believe I was that good.
Toni sat down and smiled. "Not a bad take now is it Jimmy. You know,
you can't be Jimmy any more at the club. That just won't do. What
should we call you?" We went over name after name, but nothing really
hitting me. Then Toni said. "Mandy". I said it and she said it again.
"Mandy". Hey that's it. Not too sluttish but a bit provocative at the
same time. Mandy it is.
Ok I was now going to be Mandy. At least the people I knew from school
would never know. To our neighbors, two hot women lived here too with
the occasional man coming and going. Everything seemed very natural. If
only they knew.
Toni helped clean the makeup off of me but left my fake breasts on me.
She wanted to have some fun with me today. That crazy girl. She had me
put on a lacy pink push up bra, one of her tight pink sleeveless tops,
a pair of pink panties and white jean skirt. She gave me a real tight
pair of elastic panties too so I didn't have to tuck today. The panties
themselves held me firmer and didn't show the bulge. After the get ups
last night, this seemed very tame. I had washed my hair and she was
brushing it for me. It felt great after all the hairspray and perfume
sprayed on it last night. We had to be at the club again tonight. I
took out the contract and I was committed to the same schedule Toni
worked. Only two nights off, Sunday and Thursday. Thursday's were slow
nights so they only need one shift of girls. The most senior girls
always worked. They didn't need the money but the high rollers took
them into the back where they really made out. Not for me.
We sat around as she played with my hair, finally deciding on a French
braid. It felt so nice running down my back and tight on my head. She
used a pink bow at the end to tie it off. I had shaved real close after
my shower but really had a very light beard anyway. I normally shaved
every third day.
She had me sit at her makeup table and put on foundation, powder,
blusher for my cheeks, outline my eyes, used three or fours colors on
my eye lids, and even thinned my brows a bit. Ouch that hurt. She used
some extra curling mascara and I could feel my lashes actually curl
back. Neat. She lined my lips and filed them in with a light pink
moisturizing lipstick and had me look. Wow, I was pretty, actually
pretty. My face was tight from my braid and made up perfect. My skin
looked so natural and so clean. My lips were the best part. I loved how
pouty she made them look. You would never have known I was a guy. We
were about the same size but my boobs were now larger than hers. Oh and
she did comment on them too. She was jealous of my breasts. How funny
was that?
She had me slip into a pair of strappy sandals with a three inch heel.
After dancing last night in skyscrapers, I could handle these puppies
with no problem. Toni looked at my feet and had me take them off as she
polished each toe with a very bright pink color. They were now very
cute and visible in my sandals. "We're going to have to work on your
nails this afternoon too." How would I hide them during school? We'll
see about the fingernails. All in due time.
I got tickles looking at my feet. My pink nails looked "pretty" to be
honest. I felt very comfortable in my top and skirt too. Last night was
a crash course in girl and I think I passed.
I stood up and stood next to Toni. There were two pretty girls staring
back. I could pass without anyone ever suspecting anything.
"OK girlfriend, grab a purse and let's go shopping. This is going to be
so much fun. I can't wait."
We went to the local mall and window shopped for hours. We went into
some young girl shops and looked at fancy skirts and tops, high end
department stores and sniffed perfumes and looked at the jewelry, and
even the intimate shop, Victoria's Secret. I had never ever ventured
into a place like this. All sorts of bras, panties, corset, lingerie,
gowns and everything girly. I had the most fun in here really as Toni
picked out some beautiful panty and bra sets for me, some silky
nighties, a corset, some thigh high stockings and even fishnet
stockings. Fishnets? Now why would I need something like that? The bill
came to over $400. I paid for the things and off we went to shop some
more. Toni and I walked arm-in-arm like to girlfriends as we stopped in
front of Claire's Boutique. Oh no, now what did she have in mind? She
pulled me in and we looked at earrings, pierced of course. Not for me.
I didn't have pierced ears. We picked out hoops, and chandelier, and
studs and even costume crystal sets. She then paid and I was asked to
sit in the chair by one of the sales girls. Oh no she didn't, did she?
Yes, I was getting pierced ears. At least I could hide the holes for
the most part with a hat or some makeup or something. Well here goes. I
sat there, had my ear lobes cleaned and "Pop" I had a hole in each ear.
The lady then took two small hoops and told me how to clean the holes
so they didn't get infected. Then I sat there and heard "Pop" again.
She put a second hole above the first. One hole was one too many. Now I
had two holes in my ears. Oh no, too late to change my mind now. She
put small studs in this hole.
I got up and was amazed they didn't hurt. I could feel the hoop dangle
a bit. It was very light so I wouldn't hurt my new piercing. "How about
your belly button Mandy?" Toni giggled as I threw her a nasty look.
Here I was now, my hands full of all sorts of bags full of women's
clothing and unmentionables, gliding along in my three inch heels and
newly pierced ears. Nothing male about this picture. What would my
mother say if she saw me right now?
We got back to the apartment and I modeled everything for Toni. Toni
helped me hang my new things in the closet and cleared out another
drawer for my nice new bras, panties and stockings. Oh, it was my
drawer she cleared out. My underwear and sock drawer to be exact. "Oh
you won't be needing these silly things anymore. Just wear panties
every day. You have enough now. I don't know how you can stand the
stiff cotton ones anyway, Silky panties are much nicer."
Oh boy, this new job is really making changes in my way of life that's
for sure. The greatest thing though is that I have one hot girlfriend
and making some awesome cash. What could be better.
Toni and I sat around and had some dinner as we watched a "chick flick"
on TV. I almost cried at the end too holding back my tears. Tomorrow
was school. What would I do with my new pierced ears? "Oh don't even
worry Mandy, no one will even notice." She, she called me Mandy not
Jimmy. What gives? I don't want to piss her off so I guess I'll just
let it slide.
We took off our makeup, Toni undid my braid, and I took off my breast
forms using the special remover I was given. My chest felt lighter
without them attached. I had gotten so used to them today I didn't even
feel I had them on. I did get lots of looks to today I noticed from
many of the guys.
Toni let me use a silky nightie and I slipped it over my head without a
thought. We were inside, no one would know. We fell asleep and heard
the alarm ring the next morning. Toni did her girl thing and I went
back to showering, shaving, pulling my hair back in a pony tail, and
getting dressed. I opened my underwear drawer and I forgot, all I had
were women's panties. I grabbed the ones on top and slipped them on.
They did feel kinda cool as I put my jeans on over them. I grabbed a
shirt and then went to get a pair of socks. Oh no, we got rid of my
socks too. I looked in Toni's drawer and found a short pair with pink
trim. Oh well, they would have to do. I hope my pant cuffs cover the
pink and the little bow on them. Toni suggested I replace my earrings
with even smaller plain studs to make them less visible. She was always
thinking. I replaced them without any problems and she was right,
unless you really looked, they just blended in with my skin.
The two of us were off for class. Classes were long and boring and I
knew I was going to pass anyway so I was just going through the
motions, showing up for attendance only. Toni was right. No one even
notice my ears. In fact, I don't even think any even knew I was in the
class room. No one cared.
We met back at the apartment and Toni said she had to have me do a few
things before we went to work. She told me to get in the shower and put
the lotion all over my body but not from the neck up. I did what she
said. Boy this stuff really stunk. She came in and even did my back.
That was weird. I was told to wait ten minutes and then shower. My
whole body tingled as I stood there. The buzzer rang and I let the warm
water flow over me, letting the soothing lotion to go down the drain. I
washed my hair as usual and even conditioned it as she suggested. I'd
never done that before but it did feel silky after the conditioning.
When my hair was rinsed, I looked down. All my hair had been stripped
off and I was standing there completely devoid of any hair from my neck
down. My groin looked like I did when I was in sixth grade, no hair
anywhere. Even my arm pits were soft and smooth.
Oh boy, Toni had me use a liquid hair remover. What else did she have
in mind. I got out and she came in telling me to stand there as she put
another lotion on my back, legs, arms and belly leaving my chest alone.
"We need to keep that clean so we can attach your boobs, remember. Ah
yes, the old boob trick. I now smelled like lilacs, very feminine
indeed. Toni cam back in and had my slip a pair of panties up my legs
but they were special and had a small pouch and were very skimpy. 'It's
a special gaff so we don't have to use tape Mandy." There it was again,
Mandy? She helped push my testicles up, slipped my tool into a small
elastic sleeve and raise the gaff up holding it in place in the front
and then pulling up on the back, tying up the pouch to my waist. I was
really tucked away and about as flat as I was the other night. Not bad.
"There now, all girly again." Just remember, this is only a role I am
playing, just and act.
Toni had me lie down on the bed and put some adhesive to the back of
the forms and then to my chest. After the adhesive dried, you
positioned the form in place and press it against the body. The natural
temperature of the body would "cure" the adhesive and would be attached
until the special remover was used. Toni did one and then the other and
voila, I had boobs again. She worked on blending in the seams and wow,
they looked very real. I stood up and remember the familiar weight on
my chest. Toni had me pick out a nice peach push up bra and matching
panties we bought yesterday. The panties slip up my silly legs and over
the gaff. I looked like a girl up front again. It hooked the bra, slid
it around and filled the cups with my fake boobs. My arms went through
he straps and Toni let out a giggle as she watched me adjust the straps
and make sure my boobs fit perfect. "My you've got putting a bra on
down like a real girl. It's so cute watching you get ready." I could
tell she was tickled. Again, remember, it's only a part in a play.
I opened a pair of sheer to the toe thigh highs and carefully slid them
up my legs, making sure I didn't put a run in them. My pink toes beamed
through the toe. My how silky they felt against my soft, hair free
skin. "OK Mandy, before we do any more, I have this special lotion the
club uses for the "male" girls. It's for your beard. It actually goes
deep into the skin and dissolves the hair follicles so you never have
to shave again. Only one application from what I understand. It mixes
with your body chemistry too to help soften other features. It's really
a "magic potion" as I'm told from other "gurls" at the club. The
combination of hormones, enzymes and minerals will keep your face
looking young and hairless the rest of your life. It's like a mini face
lift. It's much stronger than the lotion we used on your body and
someone has to help you with the application. I'm that someone so lie
back on the bed."
I lie back and she puts a mask over my hair, down my ear line, over my
forehead and eyes, under my chin and under the beard line, leaving only
my bearded skin exposed. "Now just be still. I'm told this works very
fast and we have to neutralize it in exactly five minutes." I sure hope
she can tell time?
I feel a cool sensation as she squeezes a cream out and spreads it over
my face. Toni's wearing gloves. I wonder what this will do to MY face.
"There, now let's just wait. " Toni actually set a timer as she got
herself ready. The timer went off and she came over, lifting on edge of
the now hardened mask and it pealed right away. I was about to get up
when she said, "That's only step one. We have two more to go." Oh boy,
this is such a pain. I felt a warmer cream this time and it stung a
bit. Five more minutes and that peeled off. "OK Mandy, the last step."
I just lay there as I feel a hot cream now being applied. It's actually
burning. "Ow, it hurts" I say as she tells me to stop being such a
baby. After five minute she peels that off and removes the protective
wrap from my face and hair. "There all done. Get up and look at the
results."
I got up, went to the mirror and gasped. My face was devoid of any
hair, smooth as a babies behind and my nose, chin and cheeks look
different. My skin is tight but very soft and conditioned. "How do you
like your face dear?" I kept looking, liking how nice I looked and
definitely how more feminine I looked. "That's a side benefit of the
treatment dear. Your skin actually reforms the collagen under your skin
to make it more feminized. I knew you would love the results. It even
dissolves some cartilage and bone to chisel the masculine features" My
chin looked thinner, my nose perkier with a little upturn and my cheeks
very defined and high. Oh my, I look so delicate and actually more
feminine. Still masculine but definitely more feminine. I loved it but
what about school. Now I would really stand out.
"Now I bet you're worried about school. Well no one saw your earrings,
right? No one will ever notice the slight changes to your face either.
Trust me." I guess she was right. "Ok baby, let's get finished. Now
we'll do our makeup at the club so just some blush, shadow, mascara and
lipstick and you will be fine.
I do my best and am pleased with my makeup job. Not like Hilda but I do
pass, I think. Toni helps me with my hair to let it flow over my
shoulders, parted in the middle with some teased ringlets on the side
to spice it up a bit. My, what only a curling iron can do.
Now I was all secure in my lingerie, Toni had me put on a frilly skirt
we bought and a nice silky blouse. I felt like I was floating in heaven
the clothes felt so light and airy. I looked like any other girl in
college going out on a date only I'm going to play a role in a play
(keep on telling yourself that bucko).
Toni said she was done. Gave me my purse and we left for work. I
slipped into a pair of 4 inch white pumps as we walked a few blocks and
knocked on the door. Hugo, the bouncer saw us and asked how the little
ladies are doing tonight. Little ladies, he knows I'm a guy.
We went to the changing room and I removed my skirt and blouse, neatly
hanging it so I could put it on after work. The other girls commented
on how wonderful my face looked and Toni told them about my treatment
they had all had too. They giggled and talked among themselves, now why
did they do that? Oh well, I had to get changed. I removed my heels and
pantyhose and let Hilda get to work on my face. She worked wonders with
my new facial features, even enhancing my femininity even farther. She
put my hair up in a tight bun. My first dance was as a sexy secretary.
I was to drop my skirt and top tonight too. No nudity but show off my
beautiful lingerie. I just kept on the things I came in. I felt nice in
them and they were really woman's things. I donned some nice silky
tanned thigh highs and six inch black heels with a black pencil skirt
and white designer top. I would be one hot office girl for sure. I even
used a pair of fake woman's glasses to make me look more studious.
Remember, it's only a role in a play. A spray of perfume and I was in
line for the first set.
Wow, I was a hit again. Most of the other girls are trying to be like
girls but my "acting" was the bomb. I strutted around on stage, teasing
the guys and even the girls this time. I opened my top exposing my
creamy breasts and beautiful peach bra and then dropped my skirt
exposing me in all my wonderful lingerie. The audience went wild, even
more than for the girls actually taking their tops off. I was a hit.
My second set was a schoolgirl again, the third a slinky slut and the
fourth, a police girl with handcuffs and all. I had some audience
assistance with that one and really got some guy hot.
The evening was over and I felt like I was another success. I cleaned
off my stage makeup, fixed my face up a bit, put on my blouse and skirt
and freshened my lipstick. Toni and I were ready to go home. I stuffed
the cash in my purse and off we went. I laughed as she told me about
the men ogling me and the women getting a little jealous. My acting
worked. We got inside and Toni attacked me again, kissing me and
feeling me up. I loved the attention as we finally made it to the
bedroom, stripping off our clothes and lingerie and hopping in the sack
for some sex. My cock was ready for some action. I was really horny
from all my antics tonight and Toni screamed in delight as we fucked
away.
I got up in the morning and took my usual morning shower. My face
looked great I thought. The changes were subtle but definitely more
feminized. No irritation either and no pimples. I always had a few
pimples on my face but not now. My skin looked very moisturized and
free from any blemish. Boy that stuff really worked. I really didn't
care who thought what as I did my normal guy stuff although I didn't
have to shave. That was a relief. My small studs were in and I woke
Toni up to remove my breasts.
Toni got up and was ready to help. As she carried the remover, she
tripped over our things we dropped coming in last night in heated
passion and dropped the remover solution on the hardwood, breaking the
bottle and with it, my release from my tits. I just stood there with my
jaw hanging open and my tits flopping as I jumped up and down. "No, no,
that didn't just happen. Now what do we do?" Toni was devastated and
tried calming me down. She put her robe around me and told me to stay
calm. I was in too much of a state to think right now and she said she
would try some things she had in her cabinet that may work. Finger nail
polish remover, acetone or maybe even paint thinner. She tried
everything she could think of but it was no use. These babies were
stuck so tight that I would have to almost cut them off to get them
loose. I couldn't do that, I could cut myself too. What was I going to
do?
Toni just looked at me when she had an idea. I passed the other day
with earrings on and no one even knew who I was. She could dress me
very androgynous that no one would know if I was a guy or a girl. I
only had to sign in the class with my ID and social security number to
be sure I attended the class. Today was a test anyway and everyone had
their heads in their books. Only one class and I could make it back
here without any incident. I would be ready for work a little early
then. She giggled. I didn't see any humor in the situation.
Of course I needed a bra so Toni gave me a sports bra that may flatten
me out a bit. No use. These puppies were standing at attention. If I
was going to show them then I needed proper support. I chose the most
neutral, tee shirt bra I had and of course matching panties, and got
dressed in my baggy jeans. I put the loosest shirt Toni had over my
bulging chest that had a pastel color to it so I didn't look too fake.
Toni suggested some regular sandals but my toes were panted pink still.
No time to work on them. I had to get going. She gave me a pair with
low heels and closed toe but very feminine looking. Oh well, I didn't
have any choice now did I? You could tell I had a beautiful rack and I
hunched a bit to cover it a bit. Not the best disguise but it should
work. I grabbed my book bag and I was off, hoping to pull off this
charade. Toni pulled my hair into a feminine ponytail, high up on my
head with a pink scrunchie. The look was very androgynous. You couldn't
really tell if I was a guy or a girl.
Two hours later I came bopping into the apartment very happy. I not
only passed, I was hit on by two guys after class. I pulled it off and
no one had a clue who I was. I took the test and probably aced the last
test before finals. The guys hitting on me just supported my female
act. I was almost giddy I did it. I stripped out of my itchy jeans and
shirt and put on a nice sundress we bought in the mall. If I had to
wear these boobs all day I should be comfortable. I was sitting with my
legs under me on the couch watching a sop opera when Toni came in. I
had let my hair down and had my legs up under me like a girl would and
she giggled saying how cute I looked. I just blew her a kiss as she got
changed into something more relaxing. The two of us watched TV together
and she brushed out my hair, making me feel very relaxed. We only had a
few more weeks of school and didn't have to go to the lengths to hide
everything every day. It was bewitching time and I just got up and put
on some sandals, fixing my makeup very lightly and leaving my hair
falling down my back. I grabbed my purse and we were off for another
night of my play.
Tonight was the same as the other night. I had cleared $3,500 last
night and tonight was about the same. If we kept this up, we would be
rich after my contract was over. We got home, fucked again although I
had a little trouble getting it up. I finally did and we made each
other very happy.
Night after night, day after day and weekend after weekend until school
was over. Removing my breasts every day was too much so I just left
them on and carried on my androgynous persona until graduation. My Mom
and Dad were both invited and I would be in total Jimmy mode while they
were here. Dad, of course, had some urgent business and declined. Mom
was going to Europe for three months and would loved to have come,
giving her apologies and two hundred dollars. Two hundred dollars? I
made that in less than 10 minutes on the stage. Oh well, she tried. It
was their loss.
I graduated with honors as James Elliott. Toni graduated also but with
Magna Cum Laud attached to her name. Yea, she was the smart one between
the two of us. She was quite a business lady. Toni and I were getting
very tight and became the best lovers in the world. I still had some
trouble in the erection department now and then but Viagra came to the
rescue every time and helped me out. The people in my class didn't even
know who James Elliott was none the less where he now worked. No more
having to change from Mandy to Jimmy mode and back again. I could
decide when I would change and no more early mornings. Our job paid
well, we got an extra day off per week together and we were raking in
the crowds, well me actually. It was called "MandyTV" and I was a hit.
My sketches became more edgy, more sexy and I began to show more skin.
Oh, my costumes were also very provocative too. The whole package was
coming together. Mandy was a sensation. Toni and I would come up with
really creative persona. I would be Cher one week, Christina Aguilera
in the Moulin Rouge costume, Elvira, Dolly Parton, and all sorts of
other current female characters. Oh the police girl, schoolgirl, and
cat woman all stayed as regulars and were big hit.
We would work nights together, come home and fuck and lay around most
of the day, with me in Mandy mode, more and more. It was such a pain to
change back and forth and we could share so many clothes now I was down
in weight and just about the same size. Who cared what we looked like
at home really. Jimmy still went out as Jimmy at night but sometimes as
Mandy. It just depended on which way the wind blew. We had standing
waxing, pedicure, manicure, facial, hair and full body treatment
appointments at the salon down the street and made sure we didn't miss
them. We would giggle like two girls when we finished and minced our
way back to our apartment. That was our day of pampering from our long
evenings working in the club. We were into my second year of my
contract and we invested large sums of money in companies, stock and
other investments and our portfolio was growing in leaps and bounds.
Toni and I never participated in back room antics. We made enough cash
our front. We were probably the only two heterosexual couple in this
business with the man as a drag performer. Quite a few performers, or
actors as I put it, were gay but not me, straight as an arrow. We spent
hours shopping for costumes as well as for Toni and Mandy. It was easy
now being the same size. We bought all the newest fashions, shoes,
makeup, and lingerie.
It was so much fun being Toni's lover and more important, her husband.
Yes we got married and became husband and wife. I didn't even bother to
invite my Mother or Father figuring they were too busy anyway. I still
had to dress in a Tuxedo. Toni had invited her parents and brother and
sister so I had to be Jimmy the entire time they were here. I had to
use makeup to create masculine shadows and even a detectable beard
line. What a pain. I worked so hard to remove it now I was using makeup
to create it. What a switch. I have to tell you, dressing in women's
clothes and switching back to Jimmy clothes was tougher than first
putting on a dress. The rough fabric, the fit, the bagginess felt
awkward. Also, I had lost so much weight we had to buy new Jimmy
clothes, my old ones were way too big except in my round butt. Round
butt? I never had problems with jeans fitting. It must be all the
walking in heels that changed my proportions.
The wedding was kept very small. Only our best friends came. The CD's
and TV's were in guy mode and the girls dressed nicely, not like the
getups at the club. Even the owner, Big Ed showed up with date. A real
girl too. Now that was different. He seemed to like the "gurls" he
hired and he gave them "coaching" session in his office during the day.
Everyone knew what was going on but really didn't care too much. The
money was good, the clientele loved the place and you could practice
any type of perversion you wanted within reason. No animals, children
or torture but other things allowed within reason.
Toni's family left and the next weekend we got married again in a huge
all and invited all our friends who knew Toni and me, and Mandy looked
simply ravishing in her beautiful white dress and long train. Big Ed
gave her away. Toni too wore the same dress and the two of us were
married and exchanged our "engagement" rings set with 3 carat, solitary
diamonds. I felt so wonderful and so pretty as a bride. Our pictures
were stunning also with only bridesmaids in the wedding party. You can
guess which ones stood on my side.
Not much changed for us the next year. I performed as usual and Toni
stripped. We were the top acts in the club and both men and women would
always hit on each of us. Toni and I were true to each other and never
accepted the advancements. We had dressing rooms, yes our own dressing
room Toni and I shared and all our wonderful costumes frilly
accessories were on display. We carefully choreographed my sets now and
Hilda became my personal assistant making me pretty every night. She
commented though that she didn't have to try hard. I would always blush
when I heard that from her.
I felt some pain under the breast forms one afternoon and figured I
needed to take them off to see why I hurt so much. Of course we
replaced the broken bottle and I personally dabbed the seams with a
cotton swab and slowly pealed the forms back. I was almost there and
felt a relief when they came off. I looked down and got the surprise of
my life. Not only had the forms pulled down on my own skin but I felt
my nipples get hard and some major puffiness underneath. My chest was
also very irritated and swollen. Come to think of it, I hadn't taken
them off for over a month now. I just felt so comfortable and didn't
even notice them on me. Putting on a bra and being in Mandy mode just
seemed so natural. My nipples itched a lot too and my areola seemed
bigger and wider. I scheduled to see a doctor the next day. Luckily we
didn't have a show this evening so I could rest without the forms and
let my chest get back to normal. We spent the evening on the couch with
some ice packs on my chest. Ouch, my chest actually hurt now.
The next morning the pain was down but I looked down and my boobs
seemed bigger than yesterday, Yes, my boobs, I had my own boobs. How
did that happen? Was it from the extended wearing of the breast forms.
I certainly hope so. That could be fixed, right?
The doctor examined me, took blood samples, felt all around my boobs,
felt my testicles, took some measurements, had me do all sorts of
bending and stretching motions and even put his finger up my ass.
He had me dress and told me to meet him in his office. Toni was in the
waiting room and I had her join me.
The doctor looked at his records and up at me. "Well James, I have some
troubling news." Oh no I was going to die. "It seems from all our tests
that your male hormones are being blocked by female hormones and you
are beginning to exhibit traits of a normal pubescent female. You can
not stop the process without severe modifications to the chemistry of
your body. There are huge risks to that though and I don't recommend
it." Female hormones? I wasn't taking any female hormones. The worst
part, the massive doses and continued exposure has left you chemically
neutered. Oh my god, I would never be able to have a child. Now wait. I
had a physical two years ago and it was suggested that I freeze my
sperm because of prostate problems in my family and the potential for
me to have problems being a father. It didn't help my current problem
but I could still father a child. "What is going to happen to me
doctor?" I was really concerned now. What should I do. "To be honest,
you have absorbed so much female hormone, I'm afraid you will never be
a man again. I believe the concentrated hormone mixture was absorbed
into the skin, making it work without any supplements or, shots or even
boosters. You still have an abnormal amount in your system and
basically, you are becoming a woman." Oh my god, a woman. This was only
an act, a part in a play. I don't want to be a woman for real.
Toni and I went home. I cried all night not wanting to have this happen
to me. We cancelled our show due to illness and asked for a few days
off. The club had been so successful it wasn't a problem for us to take
some time for ourselves. Toni and I got in our car and drove, just
drove. We wound up in Chicago and stayed downtown. The next few days
helped me comprehend my situation and accept what was going to happen.
My breasts were really blossoming now and the itching was so intense I
had to wear a bra all day and night. It was a training bra, just like
for young girls. One day while shopping, Toni suggested we go out for
the evening. She had been recommended to a fun show off of Halstead.
I'd never been to Chicago before so I thought it could be fun.
I dressed in Jimmy mode and had to wear a sweater. My boobs were
getting a bit obvious and if I didn't try to look like a guy, I would
have been targeted as a girl with my earrings and facial female
features. Earrings in Chicago were so normal no one even noticed. We
went to the show. It was a gay theatre and it was a comedy of a guy in
drag going through life only to be outed by his best friends. In the
end the drag queen got back at them and became one of the top female
impersonators in the world. Sound a bit familiar?
We then walked down Halstead and found a nice bar. Inside there were
men and women, gays and lesbians, and all sorts of other transsexuals
partying their butts off. I actually felt at home in the bar and Toni
and I had a fabulous time, meeting all the girls and "gurls" and just
seeing that it didn't matter if it was State College Pennsylvania or
Chicago, we had sisters and brothers everywhere. We drove back home the
next day and decided to go on with our lives. Mandy was going to become
a real girl. There was no option of turning back and I was OK with the
decision.
I worked my show with some fake breasts, not glued on until my own got
big enough to throw the fake ones away and show the world the real me.
My butt had gotten a bit bigger and softer too from the hormones and my
skin adapted to the change in chemistry too, become very soft, just
like Toni. Toni and I loved each other even more. The only problem is
that the Viagra wasn't working any more. Oh well, the hormones were
working faster than expected. I could still make her happy and drive
her wild with excitement making her explode in earth shattering
orgasms. Only this time just with my tongue and mouth. Plenty of toys
helped too. Oh well, I guess I had to get used to it.
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It was getting close to the third year of my contract and I had become
not only a star in Pennsylvania, but I was being requested all over the
country. Toni and I decided that we would renew my contract for
another 5 years with some major changes in compensation, cuts on the
door charges, interest in the club and some other investments to make
us rich, allowing us to retire after five years. Upon the completion of
the contract, we decided we would move to Chicago and I would work out
of there while Toni became a mother and tended to a baby.
The day my contract ended, we popped cases of champagne and the entire
club cheered our new beginning. Money was no object now. We made so
much that I really didn't have to work but I loved the stage and
resenting myself as a female impersonator. We packed out things and off
we were to the Windy city.
Toni and I chose a beautiful brown stone, three story home in downtown
Chicago right off the Miracle Mile. I worked at a club, with me doing
my female impersonations and Toni acting as my manager. I had quite a
following and quickly developed into one of the hottest acts in
Chicago. By now, my boobs were 40D (with some implants of course) and I
had very beautiful curves to match. These puppies on a 125 pound frame
looked very large and boy did they make me stand out in the crowd. A
nip and tuck here and there gave me a killer body. I felt so
comfortable now in my own skin too. I was Mandy Elliott Female
Impersonator. Jimmy was long gone. The female part was more than people
really knew too.
My mother and father tried contacting me in Pennsylvania but I never
returned their calls. They meant very little to me now. I was with my
beautiful wife Toni and we were going to have a child. My semen was
used to impregnate Toni and she was already showing. We were going to
be parents. I even wanted to change my hormone mixture to nurse our
little one but Toni decided it would hurt the show, me having to cover
my leaking nipples on stage. It would have been a big problem.
Toni delivered our baby and we were so happy. I felt the need to be
with our precious one so I took a year off, unpopular to my fans, but
it was something I just had to do. It must have been the hormones
rushing through my body but the yearning to be with her, hold her and
nurture her was too compelling. The money we made in such a short
period of time would last us into old age.
I had the doctor change my hormones so I could feed her too. Wow,
letting my precious darling daughter suckle on my wonderful breasts
made me feel like a real woman. Toni and I would take turns nursing her
and we became wonderful mothers. Wearing a maternity bra sucked but it
was well worth it when she nestled in and took my nipple in her mouth,
eagerly sucking my milk from me.
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In just eight short years Toni and I met, fell in love, graduated
college, developed careers for both Toni and me, moved to Chicago, had
a beautiful child and became the happiest parents in the world. Oh and
one last thing, it wasn't an act any longer, I had the final surgery
and now I was a woman, for real. There was no need to keep the last
vestige of James, The plumbing was useless and I felt like what was
left were unwanted appendages anyway.
Our beautiful baby now has two mothers. Isn't life wonderful?