What Once Was Old Part 5 free porn video

"Wake up sunshine," a familiar voice whispered in my ear. My eyes fluttered open to see Mason staring me right in the face. "Woah dude, a little too close." I sat up in my bed. "It's nice to be back. Did you miss me?" he batted his eyes. I grabbed my pillow and smacked him in the face with it. "I'll take that as a yes." We started wrestling on the bed until I grabbed Mason by the arm and he let out a loud hissing noise and threw me back. "What's wrong? I didn't grab you that hard you pussy," I said. There was pain in his eyes and not just the physical kind. There was sadness in those eyes as well. Now I was worried. "What happened?" Mason slowly lifted up the sleeve to his shirt to reveal a massive bruise up his right arm, "Hailey's dad..." "He did this to you?!" I screamed. "What the fuck man? Did he hit you? What happened?" Mason inhaled deeply and explained, "When I got back to Hailey's house yesterday her father went off on me. Called me a spoiled brat, a worthless daughter, and a whole mess of other expletives I'd rather not repeat. I don't think he's ever had Hailey talk back to him before because when I started defending myself, verbally, he grabbed me by the arm and would not let go. He was definitely drunk too." "I don't believe it. So do you think Hailey's dad has been abusing her this whole time?" "Honestly, I don't think so. It seemed this was the first time he actually laid his hands on her. I could see it in his face. That was my own fault though. The words coming out of my mouth should never leave the lips of a 13 year old girl. But he just made me so angry! I'm not used to someone talking to me like that and being trapped in this helpless body I felt my smart ass mouth was my only means of defense," Mason finished. "Well we have to say something." I jumped out of bed. Mason grabbed my arm. "Not yet dude. This is something I need to handle. We can't just go confront Hailey about this. If I was to venture a guess I'd say what I experienced at her house had a big influence on why I'm wearing her body right now. If I had to go home to that all the time I would want a break too, even if it was just for a week. I'm an adult and whatever else happens in the time I remain as Hailey, I'm going to handle it my own way. Just don't dwell on it right now, kay?" I sat in silence for a moment, staring at the floor. How could someone do that to someone so small? Their own daughter for Christ's sake. Only cowards prey on the weak. This was not going to be easy to ignore but I will respect Mason's wishes. He's the one that went through it, not me, and I trust his judgement. "Fine, I'll keep quiet for now," I said, running my hands through my hair. "Well..., besides that how was your experience at Hailey's?" "Honestly, that was the only bad part. Once her dad's alcohol wore off he was alright. Kinda quiet at times but seemed like any ordinary dad. I spent most of my time with her little sister, Amanda. Man that girl is a riot! She looks just like a mini Hailey. And her older sister, Kelsey? Holy shit dude, talk about a goddess! There were a bunch of times she caught me staring at her tits. Lucky for me she took no offence and chalked it up to me being envious," he winked. Then he sat deep in thought for a second. "You alright?" I asked him. "It's just, besides the whole dad thing it was a REALLY great day. I haven't had a family in a long time. I'm an only child, I never knew my mom, dad passed away years ago. It's just been so fucking lonely, ya know? It's always been you, me, and Zack. We were always there for each other since our families weren't. Do you even still talk to your sister?" I shook my head gently. "Yeah I didn't think so. Isn't it nice to be surrounded by people who care about you for once? To be part of a real family?" I hated to admit it but he was absolutely right. I was actually kind of jealous that Mason got to experience the family dynamic of this whole situation. In a few short days Madison's parents will return and I'll be back in my own body. It would have been fun to "play daughter" to Jess and Bob for awhile. Get the true experience of being a kid again. The more I thought about it the more I wondered if there was any way to extend the switch just a little bit longer. I don't think I was quite ready to go back yet. "Yeah I guess I know what you mean. Still, what her father did was uncalled for but I'm glad it only happened once. Do you think you can spend the night here tonight or do you have to go back to her house?" Mason shrugged, "Dunno. Haven't asked yet. I'm sure it won't be a problem. How did things go here?" I proceeded to tell him all about the homework situation and mentioned it was actually kind of refreshing. How the girls had company over and Madison felt uncomfortable having another girl make advances on her. Plus, her inability to control her new manhood. Mason laughed at that. "Can't control her dick, huh? Good, now there's at least one girl on this planet that knows what we have to go through," he said. "Oh! Speaking of dicks, I just remembered I brought you a present!" "Aww shucks, and it's not even my birthday," I giggled. Mason fumbled around in his bag and pulled out an enormous vibrator. I buried my hands in my face. My best friend is completely insane. "Would you look at the size of this thing! You have to try it out. It's ah-maaaa-ziing. You've never felt anything like it in your life. Here, go on, take it," he coaxed. "Where did you get this monstrosity?" I asked as he placed the large phallus in my dainty hands. "I 'borrowed' it from Kelsey's room. She's gonna be gone til tomorrow so it's not like she's gonna miss it." I opened the drawer to the nightstand and slid the dildo in quietly, looking around as if at any moment Madison would pop her head in the door. "Awww I thought you were gonna try it out in front of me," Mason sulked. "You're hilarious. Go pick something out for me to wear so we can get some breakfast," I said. ------ When we got downstairs Madison was cooking. Adam was still at his friend's house from the night before and Hailey was apparently out jogging. "At least she's keeping my body in shape. You don't get an amazing body like mine over night. It takes lost of work!" "But she did get your body over night," Madison pointed out. "Ooooo sick burn," I laughed. Mason punched me. I was about to playfully punch him back but he shot me a look and I remembered his arm. There was a loud ringing noise that sounded like a telephone but not quite. Madison said it was someone trying to make a call through the computer using the webcam. Maddie had her hands full with the food and asked me to answer it. I jumped off the stool. The kitchen tile was freezing against my bare feet so I scurried over to the office as fast as I could. I plopped down into the chair and used the mouse to click on the "ANSWER" button. What I saw next made my jaw drop. Zack's face popped up on the computer monitor. Zack. My other best friend. I haven't seen or heard from him in months and now here he is. Why is he now suddenly trying to get in contact with me? Is he finally going to explain himself? "Hey Maddie! How are you doin, cutie?" he exclaimed. Oh right, he wasn't looking for me. I'm not ME right now. This was Jess and Bob's house and he was calling for them. I stared at my friend not knowing what to say. There's been a million things I wanted to ask him but could never get a hold of him and now here he is an I'm freezing up! Only one thing escaped my lips, "You never call..." He seemed confused, "What do you mean? I called your mother last week but you were already in bed. But we did talk two weeks ago, didn't we?" My head was swimming. I shouldn't have said that but it just slipped out. He thinks I'm Maddie. Fuck, I AM Maddie. He can see me! My face reddened as I suddenly felt embarrassed that my friend was looking at me while I was in the body of a girl. I almost ran away but I composed myself. I wiped a tear from my eye. When did I start crying? "Maddie, what's wrong sweetheart?" "Nothing, I'm sorry. I don't know what's come over me. I guess I just felt I hadn't seen you in awhile," I sniffed. "It's alright. Wipe those tears," he said and stared lovingly at me. "You look so grown up. You look more and more beautiful every time I see you." This was truly a bizarre feeling. Until this moment the only real person I had to fool since the swap was Adam and he's just a kid. Everyone else I've been in contact with were just people from the beach who didn't know me. But this was one of my best friends. He's looking at a young girl with absolutely no idea that my mind is in this body. I felt uneasy, like I was lying to him, and I just wanted to come out and tell him the whole thing. That I'm not really Madison. I'm not really a girl. "Thanks Zack, I appreciate it." "So how has your mother been doing? Is she alright?" Zack asked. "She's been a little stressed lately. I guess that's why Bob, er.. Dad took her on a cruise," I said. "A cruise, huh? Well I'm sure she's going to have a lot of fun there," he paused. "So let me ask you, is that Becky girl still bothering you? Did you find that book I mentioned?" The book he mentioned? Him?? Wait a minute, so Zack was "You Know Who?" But, I don't understand. How does he tie into all this? My mind was racing. "Th-this was your fault?" I stammered. "What was my fault? Maddie what's wrong? Wait a minute, have you already used the book?" At that moment Madison walked in to check to see what was going on. Zack must have seen her through the web cam and he blurted out, "Ryan?!" "What?" I said, turning back to the web cam. Then I realized my mistake. I answered to the name Ryan. "Ryan! Shhh!" Maddie smacked me in the head, further blowing our cover. "Oh no...... you two didn't!" Zack seemed very worried. "Maddie this is not what I expected you to do with the book! That's why I marked those pages for you. They were harmless pranks you could have played on Becky. Not something like..... this!" "But Hailey also found a page with a crease in it. Looks like you had left off on that page or something. We thought it was important," Madison recalled. "Listen, this is very import--," Zack was interrupted when the webcam got disconnected. I tried to call him back but nothing was working. Something must have happened on his end of the computer. "Well, now Zack knows about us," I sighed. "But what was he about to say? It seemed important." "Go grab the book and meet me back in the living room," I ordered. ------ Mason and I sat on the couch in the living room waiting for Madison to return with the book. "What's going on dude? You're starting to scare me. What happened in there?" he questioned. "Zack was in on this whole thing. He knew about the book. He's the one that told Madison about it to begin with," I said. "Zack? Our Zack? But how is that possible?" "I don't know. I'm still trying to figure it out myself. Why would Zack know about the book? And why would.... I got it. Of couse. He's Jess. "Oh... my... god," I said under my breath. "What dude, what's up?" "It all makes sense. Jess acting so strange. Zack up and disappearing on us. His constant checking up on this family. Zack was really Jess. They had switched bodies too!" I told him. "Wait, so Zack and Jess switched bodies? When?" "Think about it. It had to have been a few months ago. Zack moved away and Jess and the family started talking to me less and less over the internet. Both were acting very strange. Now it all makes sense!" "What makes sense?" Madison asked as she walked in with the book, slamming it on the coffee table. I couldn't let her know. At least, not yet. That her own mother wasn't really her mother but some other guy in her body. I mean hell, I could be wrong about the whole thing. Can't I? "Nothing Maddie, let me see that book," I pulled it forward and started flipping through the pages. I saw the pages that Zack, or should I say Jess, marked for Madison. They were silly things like turning someone's hair grey, making any food they ate taste like vinegar, and other little harmless pranks that Maddie could have used on Becky. But way towards the back I found a page with a big crease on one of the corners. It looked like it had been smoothed out so no one would could tell but it was still painfully obvious. I looked at the front of the page and read through it very carefully. If what I was reading was correct than this was all only temporary. It felt like a weight had been lifted from my chest! And in a few days, quite literally it will be! I felt calm after reading it with my own eyes. There was a hint of disappointment in Mason's eyes but I think he also knew that it was for the best. "Well it was a good run. I will definitely miss this body when I have to give it back in a few days," Mason said. "Cheer up Mason! Think of it this way. Now that you've lived as a girl for awhile you have a better understanding of how the other half lives. That will make you that much more experienced with the ladies," Madison pointed out. "Good call! I have gotten quite familiar with the female form and I can use this knowledge to my advantage," he cackled maniacally. "Down boy," I said. "Oh come on man, think about it. With our knowledge of women's bodies we are going to be unstoppable. Just do what I did while I was at Hailey's house, get some time to yourself and explore every single inch of Madison's body. Find all the sweet spots. What really make her wet" "Eww!! Can you NOT talk about my body like that?," Madison shouted. "I'd like it back in one peace, thank you." "You have nothing to worry about Maddie. It's in good hands. I promise that for the remaining days I possess it, I will treat it as my own," I winked at Mason. "That's what I'm afraid of..." The front door slammed and Hailey came strolling in. She was drenched in sweat and was patting her self down with a towel she had around her neck. I'd be lying if I said my body wasn't sending me a few signals. My heart skipped a beat as I watched her dry off and I quickly turned to face the other direction. Can't let this body control me. After doing a few stretches Hailey noticed the book on the table and charged across the room, "Where did you get that?" She looked down at the book and saw what page it was on, "So I guess the cat's out of the bag then, huh?" "What do you mean?" I asked. "That this is permanent," she stated. "WHAT?!" both Madison and I screamed in unison. "YES!", Mason shrieked cheerfully. "What are you so shocked about? I thought you just read the book?" "Yeah we did, and it says it's only temporary! One week! It's right there," I said pointing to the page. Hailey picked it up and studied it for a second. She licked her index finger and flipped the page. Looking satisfied she placed it back on the table. "Wrong page," she corrected. I picked up the enormous book and sat it in my tiny lap. My heart was racing as I read through the text. It was true. There was no way of turning back. Hailey and Madison had read the wrong spell. They have trapped us in their teenage bodies for the rest of our lives. This was too much to take in and I started crying. Madison pulled me close and hugged me. She was starting to tear up as well. "You read the wrong spell...," I whimpered. "Wrong spell? Hardly!" Hailey revealed. "This was my ticket out of here! Do you know what it's like living with that asshole father of mine and being too weak to defend yourself? He's a drunk and he always takes it out on me! To him my sisters are perfect angels and I'm the screw up. He treats me like shit and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed an escape. The girls at school are cruel to me. I hated my life. I feel like this is how I was always supposed to be. A man." Madison was in shock, "How could you do this? Why didn't you tell me?" "Oh puh-lease Maddie! You were more miserable than I was. You would never admit it but I know you better than you know yourself. If I told you the spell was permanent you would have never gone through with it. Look at us now. We're adults. And we're men! No one will give us shit anymore. We can do whatever we want. No more school, no more parents, none of it! We're free. I read your diary. It was easy to figure out that 'You Know Who' was actually Zack. You were crushing on him. When I discovered the body swap spell you thought that maybe by becoming Ryan you could get closer to Zack, figure out how he ticked. Am I right?" Madison hung her head, tears streaming down her face. Hailey continued, "But there was also a part of you that envied Ryan. The two of you are very similar. Like brother and sister that were separated at some point in their lives. But Ryan was never judged for liking the things he liked. Because he was a boy. Girl's aren't allowed to watch sports without being called a tomboy. Girl's don't enjoy reading graphic novels. It's not the norm. You were criticized by the other girls at school because of it. Deep down inside, you hated being you." Madison wiped her tears, "It's true...." "Madison..." I looked at her. "I'm sorry Ryan. I'm a terrible person. Once my body started developing I had feelings that I wasn't supposed to be born this way. Like, I was born in the wrong body. I'm not gay or anything, at least I don't think I am, but I haven't felt comfortable in my own skin in awhile. But I didn't mean for it to happen like this! I just wanted to see what it was like for a little while. Maybe by being you for a week I could get this out of my system and realize that I do love my body. And I do!! I miss being me. I've made a horrible mistake! I want my body back!" I tried to comfort my much larger body. Hailey looked relieved that it was finally out in the open and she didn't have to bear this secret any longer. Mason was absolutely thrilled but was trying his best to contain his excitement. He examined his body the same way he did right after we first swapped as if none of us were watching. Mason also had tears in his eyes but his were of joy, not sorrow. Hailey smiled at him. "I'm so, so, so, sorry Ryan," Madison apologized. "I'm sorry you're going to be stuck as me for the rest of your life." This was a lot to absorb in such a short amount of time. I will be in Madison's body, forever. There is no going back. I have to go through school all over again. I can't drive, I can't legally drink, I've lost my house. Christ, I have to go through puberty all over again. As a girl! I shook my head trying to clear it of all negative thoughts. I have to compose myself. I may look like a 13 year old girl but I'm still an adult here and I have to be strong. "Hailey, take Maddie to the bathroom. Calm her down, please. Maybe splash some water on her face," I suggested. The former girls left the room leaving Mason and I alone in our new bodies. Our new permanent bodies. I glanced down at my cleavage and sighed. Looks like I'm stuck with these things. And they're only gonna get bigger. "Are you gonna be alright?" Mason spoke up. "I'm still soaking it all in," I paused. Something felt off but I couldn't place it. And I didn't mean my body. No, it's how I'm feeling. "Mason, is it weird that I'm not as upset about this as I probably should be?" "I knew it! Look, we've been given a unique experience. We get a fresh start. This is something most people only dream of! But for it to actually happen to us is unprecedented. We were miserable back home. We actually have the opportunity to do it all over again. Change the things we didn't like about our lives. Do things completely different. And personally, I think that being able to do it all over as a girl makes it that much more special. If you're gonna do it all over, why not go all the way? Adult to child, male to female...," he said. "Yeah...," I mumbled. "And just think, dude! With our minds and these bodies we'll be a force to be reckoned with. Sure school will still be a pain in the ass but we're going in with all the knowledge we already have. We'll be the first high school freshman in their mid 20's," he joked, trying to lighten the mood. "But what about the girls?" "They'll be fine. This is exactly what they wanted. Madison might be uneasy at first but deep down I think she knows this is right. You take four very unhappy people, add a bit of magic, trade lives, and what do you get? Four happy people. The girls have our knowledge. They will have no problem whatsoever taking over our lives. You've seen them the past few days. Our jobs will be second nature to them. And not only that, but maybe they'll try something new. Maybe they will do what we were always to scared to do and actually get better jobs. Who knows!" He had a point. This could be a new beginning. But when I asked myself earlier if I could have just one more week in this body I didn't think it would turn out to be a forever kind of thing. Can I really be Maddie for the rest of my life? I stared down at my toes dangling off the sofa. My toenails were painted purple. They weren't like that when I first got this body. I had done it the other day when I was bored. I wanted to see what it felt like. It turned out to be a pleasant experience. I ran my hands down my bare thighs. Could I really get used to wearing such a small amount of clothing? That's another thing. I complain about the partial nudity when it comes to Madison's attire and yet I put it on anyways. There's plenty of other things I could wear but I always choose the most revealing. Why? Does it make me feel more confident? Do I seriously enjoy showing off my new body? My thoughts were interrupted by the girls returning. Madison had collected herself and seemed more at ease. Hailey looked like she had something to say. Madison nudged her. "Fine, jeez you don't have to get so pushy," Hailey said. "Alright here's the deal. Madison says that I should apologize for everything that I've done even though I think I've really done everyone a favor!" This resulted in another jab from Madison. "Ow hey! O.K. listen, I am sorry, for real! But you can't put all the blame on me. Sure, I orchestrated the whole thing, and I tricked you out of your bodies and yadda yadda yadda... BUT in my defense the spell would have never worked had you guys not agreed to it. The question we asked you that night was 'Do you wish you could start over?' and you said 'YES.' If you didn't TRULY want a fresh start in life the spell would have never worked and the swap wouldn't have taken place. Deep down, this is exactly what you both wanted." I hated that Hailey was right. I knew I wanted this, deep down, but I was too scared to admit it. But when you think of 'starting over' you usually imagine doing it as yourself. Switching bodies with a teenager girl was not the first thing to come to mind. "I need a drink," was the only thing I could think of saying. I hopped off the couch and made my way to the kitchen to pour myself a drink. At this point I just need something to take the edge off. Madison followed and confronted me in private. "Do you hate me?" she asked with desperate eyes. I took a swig of my rum and Coke, "I could never hate you Madison. I just need some time to think." I took a a big gulp of the drink this time. "Easy! My body can't handle alcohol that well." "Don't you mean MY body? I mean this...," I gestured down at my curves. "...is all mine now, correct?" She started to cry again, "Look, I know what I did was terrible and I'm sorry! But I'm stuck too remember? I lost 11 years of my life that I can never get back My mom, my dad, my brother! I'm losing all of them! In a few more days we have to fly back to New Jersey by ourselves, to go live alone! I've never lived alone before. I have to go to work and pay bills. I'm too young for this!" Madison erupted into a fountain of tears and buried her face into my chest. It was hard to be mad at her. Deep down she was still a young girl and this change in lifestyle is not going to be an easy adjustment. I let her cry into my bosom as I stroked her hair to comfort her. It was disturbing to to see my old body cry like that. If we were out in public I'd be worried about what other people would think watching my body blubber like a baby. But now it's not my body to go back to anymore so I guess it really doesn't matter to me what she does with it. Not like I have a reputation to uphold anymore. At least, not in that body. "I'm hoooooome!" a voice echoed through the house followed by the front door slamming shut. Sounds like Adam was back. He rounded the corner to see me consoling Madison as she sat on my lap at the kitchen table and Hailey brushing Mason's long blonde hair over on the sofa. He looked at the four of us in complete confusion, "Is something going on?" Madison removed her face from my breasts and wiped her eyes dry. I gave her a confident look, silently telling her that she can do this. Man up. Pretend everything is alright. At least for Adam's sake. "We're fine kiddo," Madison put Adam in a weak headlock and gave him a noogie. "Hey, cut it out Ryan!" He pushed Madison away. "Hey check out what Steven let me borrow! Can we play it?" Adam pulled out a Pokemon Monopoly board game. While I found it hardly the appropriate time to sit and play a board game considering I did just find out I'm destined to spend the rest of my days as a girl, maybe it would be a nice distraction from all this madness. The rum and Coke was also taking effect so I began feeling more relaxed and comfortable in my skin. Maybe a game wouldn't be such a bad idea. Adam and Hailey started setting up the board in the living room while Madison, Mason, and I got some snacks ready. Madison poured some potato chips into a large bowl and Mason made himself a drink. While he mixed his beverage I couldn't help but notice he had put about 1/4th his normal amount of whiskey in the glass. Seems Mason was playing it smart with his alcohol consumption. Proving he knows his new limitations. We can't drink like we used to anymore and most girls this age would just go out all. We have the experience to handle these situations like adults and keep our new bodies from going over the edge when it comes to booze. I can see this knowledge being very beneficial once college rolls around which made me giggle. College? Oh boy, let's not get ahead of ourselves here. I haven't even started High School yet. Wow, I'm going to be a High Schooler again. Unreal! I ran up to Madison's room real quick to change. Figured I'd might as well get comfortable while we play the game and I slipped into some long silk pajama bottoms. I loved the way the fabric lightly grazes my soft legs. The way it hugs my hips so perfectly. Ya know, I see this as a definite perk to my new life. I had fallen in love with the wardrobe I acquired. I know, I know, I'm such a girl right? Maybe men would be more interested in clothes if they felt this good to wear. As a man I always went with more baggy attire. Large cargo pants or jeans that would hang from loosely from my waist even with the assistance of a belt. Bigger was always better in my opinion. Now in female form it appears I enjoy the opposite. I grabbed my cell phone off the nightstand and skipped out of the room barefoot after debating with myself whether to wear the slippers or not. Glancing at my phone I realized I had a bunch of missed calls. All from Zack. Or Jess. Whoever it was. Am I crazy to think that Zack and Jess traded bodies? I mean, it makes sense right? It happened to us so why not them? I knew one thing was for sure, I didn't want to talk to whoever it was right now. By the time I reached the others the board was all set up and ready to go. Mason was in the kitchen pacing back and forth on Hailey's cell phone. As he walked he picked the fabric of his shorts from his butt in a very unladylike fashion and turned to give me a reassuring look that whoever he was on the phone with was giving him the thumbs up to spend the night here. I plopped down on the floor and scooted my butt closer to the board. I deduced that Pokemon Monopoly was just like regular Monopoly but with a theme for kids. I chose a random piece only to have Adam yell at me, "C'mon Maddie, you know that's my favorite Pokemon!" Yes I, "Maddie", should have known that. Along with a shitload of other things I "should" know. How am I going to fool people into believing that I'm Madison? I'd say Adam would be the easiest cause he's young but actually little kids are very perceptive and notice things that most adults wouldn't even think twice about. Bob is never around so that's a plus but then we have a whole other set of problems if a father can't even recognize his own daughter. And then we have Jess, or who appears to be Jess. If her and Zack actually did switch places that would make things a lot easier for me. One less person I'd have to lie to. As an added bonus, one of my best friends would now be my own mother. O.K. that has to be the strangest thing to ever cross my mind. We must have played the game for hours. Had anybody suddenly walked into the house and saw us all together they would just think it was a group of siblings having a fun time playing board games. My jaw hurt I had been laughing so much. Mason kept trying to catch Hailey cheating since she was the banker but she would always deny it. He would try to grab the money from her so she'd hold it way over her head where Mason's tiny arms had no chance of reaching. He would jump up and down like a little kid and we all laughed. It didn't take long to wear out Adam. Madison had to carry him up to bed halfway through the game so we decided to put the rest of the game on hold. I was pretty tired myself and headed up to bed. I asked Mason if he wanted to join me but he said he wanted to stay up and talk with Hailey. Figures, his body did have a lot more energy than mine. I'm exhausted. As I lay in bed staring at the ceiling my mind started to wander. As tired as my body was my mind apparently was not. I couldn't shake the idea of being Madison permanently. I guess that if I had to start over as a girl, Madison's body was a pretty damn lucky one to be stuck in. I am damn good looking now. I thought of all the things Mason and I will be experiencing all over again coupled with all the new experiences that come with being in these bodies. This is the crucial moment in a girl's life when she starts to become I women. I start to become a women. I exhaled and turned to lay on my side. I'm not gonna be able to get any sleep tonight with all this on my mind, am I? I need something to clear my head. My eyes slowly made their way to the nightstand. I bit my lip and my eyes darted around the room to make sure the coast was clear and I slowly pulled the vibrator out of the drawer. If I'm gonna have a vagina the rest of my life I'd might as well get more acquainted with it. Right?