The Clinic
Alessandra Durante
James glanced over at his wife. She was silent as she steered the car on
its path to the rehabilitation center. He wanted to say something to
her, but there was a coldness in her eyes that made him realize that
there was nothing he could say at that moment that would change
anything.
Catherine never looked at her husband as she drove down the highway. He
had been caught cheating on her for the second time. She also suspected
that there were several others she did not know about. She was well
aware that, given her husband's wealth, many girls were willing to
seduce him despite his effeminate appearance.
James was a wirily man, standing 5'7". He had met Catherine during their
high school years at the preparatory school their parents had enrolled
them in. After they reconnected after college, James felt that she would
make a good wife to be seen at social events with since her family was
prominent in the same social circles his family traveled in.
Catherine was happy to be married to James. Her parents had tried to
marry her off to another man, but she wanted no part of being a
subjugated partner.
James's meekness made him more attractive to her since he easily bent to
her wishes and let her live her life the way she wanted to. She had her
own job and made her own schedule, while he lived off his trust fund and
was periodically a member of charitable boards.
Despite James's submissiveness to her, James was also easily swayed by
other women. He had difficulty saying no to any woman who showed an
interest in him.
After Catherine had found out about his martial indiscretions, James
asserted that he was addicted to sex as a means of justifying his
cheating.
Catherine left him for a few days after she found out about his
adultery. James was left alone to think about what he had done. He
called her frequently and begged her to forgive him.
When Catherine returned, she addressed his claim of sex addiction. James
knew that his claims were untrue, but he felt they were his best chance
of convincing Catherine that the cheating was not entirely his fault.
While Catherine had initially indicated that she did not believe James's
assertion, after she returned, she agreed to take him back if he
received treatment for his "addiction".
James was relieved by her offer of reconciliation. He knew that he had
no such addiction, so he was sure that his time in treatment would be
short lived before he was deemed cured.
Catherine selected the inpatient rehabilitation clinic for James that
they were traveling to early that afternoon. James was unhappy about
leaving Catherine so soon after their reunion, but he knew that he had
to do it to keep her.
Catherine pulled the car onto the highway off ramp and began driving
through a small town until she veered off onto a side street. The
suburban homes gave way to miles of open fields that James stared at in
silence until the clinic appeared off in the distance.
James saw the high masonry walls that surrounded the building on a hill.
The building was made of red brick and seemed somewhat dilapidated from
the outside.
Catherine parked the car in front of the building and helped James carry
his bags through the front door. As the walked through the front door,
they found that two orderlies were waiting for them in the lobby.
"You must be Catherine Lovelace," the shorter orderly said as he stuck
out his hand to shake hers.
Catherine introduced herself and James before the two orderlies
introduced themselves. The orderlies put James's bags to the side as the
larger orderly took out a release from a shelf in the lobby.
He placed it in front of James and said, "You have to sign this before
we can begin your treatment."
James looked at his wife who nodded with a smile before he put his pen
to the paper and signed it without reading a word of it. The orderly
took the release back from James and told Catherine that the clinic
would take good care of her husband.
Catherine nodded as she stared at her husband as the steel door that
separated the lobby from the rest of the clinic was opened. James gazed
back at his wife as she continued to stare at him. Right before the door
closed behind him, James saw his wife put her head down.
"What have I done?" James muttered to himself as he cursed himself for
the situation he put his wife in.
"Come along," the larger orderly ordered as James slowed down. James
nodded and walked faster beside them before the orderlies came to a
stop.
They opened the door and led James inside. James looked around the small
bathroom before he told the orderlies, "I don't need to shower."
"I'm sorry. It's the clinic's rule. All new patients must shower upon
entering the facility. It gives us a chance to make sure there's no
contraband on the patient's person."
James nodded before the shorter orderly continued, "It's also supposed
to be symbolic of you washing away the vices that got you here."
James smiled for a second before he nodded and began to disrobe. The two
orderlies then stepped out of the bathroom to search his bags before he
removed his boxer shorts.
James stepped into the shower and turned on the water as the men
reentered the bathroom and waited just beyond the shower curtain. James
bent down towards the tiled shelf in the shower and squired shampoo into
his hands.
After he finished washing his hair, James reached for the body wash
container. He lathered his hands up and spread the flowerily scented
wash across his body.
James frowned as the smell hit his nose. "Why don't they just have a
regular bar of soap?" James muttered.
James let the water run down his body as he closed his eyes and wondered
what his therapy would entail. He knew that it was all unnecessary. He
was well aware that he was in complete control of himself. He simply
could not bring himself to say no to a beautiful woman. He knew that he
could never limit himself to one woman for the rest of his life as long
as a woman other than his wife showed interest in him, but he was also
too cowardly to breakup with Catherine.
As James's eyes opened he reached for the shower curtain before his eyes
saw the black strands by his feet.
James let out a high pitched shriek that embarrassed him as he heard the
stifled laughter of the orderlies. His hands reached down and touched
his smooth skin. James clasped the unlabeled bottle he assumed was body
wash and looked for any indication that it was a depilatory.
"What the fuck?" James exclaimed as he wondered how the clinic could
leave such a powerful hair remover in the shower unlabeled.
James searched his body for any trace of body hair, but it had all
washed away. He was happy at the moment that his wife would not be
seeing him for a while. He blushed as he thought about how embarrassed
he would be to stand before her smoother than her from the neck down.
James turned off the water and rested his forehead against the tiled
wall beneath the shower head. He knew that the two men that escorted him
into the bathroom were going to notice the lack of body hair beneath his
towel. He only hoped they would not make too big of a deal about it.
After he convinced himself they were professionals and would surely not
say a word to him about it, James peered out from behind the curtain and
asked, "Can I have a towel please?"
The larger of the two orderlies shook his head as he replied, "It's
nothing we haven't seen before."
James blushed as he responded, "I'm not asking for your sake."
"Oh, she's modest," the shorter orderly replied.
James was sure he had misheard the orderly despite their snickering.
James was handed a white towel and dried himself off in the shower
before he stepped out with the towel wrapped around his waist.
The larger orderly smiled at him and said, "See that, you look cleaner
already without all that body hair making you look all mannish."
James stooped forward while his cheeks turned red as he heard the
orderly's remark. 'What kind of clinic is this?' James thought to
himself as he digested the orderlies' unprofessional remarks.
The shorter orderly then asked, "Are you ready to get dressed?"
James nodded before the man turned away from him. He stepped out of the
bathroom and wheeled in a cart containing James's clothes.
James's mouth opened and his jaw continued to descend as he looked at
the clothing resting on top of the cart.
"I think you have got the wrong cart," James said with his voice
breaking momentarily as the two men looked him over.
"No, this is for Alyssa Lovelace."
"My name is James..."
"Not according to the waiver you signed."
"Are you crazy?" James said before the men produced the form.
"Is this not your signature?" The shorter orderly asked.
"It is, but that's not my..."
"We can do this hard way or the easy way, Alyssa," the larger man said
as he glared down at James.
James started to shake as he looked over the clothing on the chart.
There was a miniskirt adorned with rows of gold stripped sequins that
made the skirt garish and glittery. James's eyes drifted to the
sleeveless black jersey tank top and then to the black bra and breast
forms beside it. The last item on the cart was a pair of gold toned
glitter, four inch heeled, peep toe pumps
The men stared at James, waiting to see if he would voluntarily dress
himself.
The larger man leaned towards James and said, "So what's it going to
be?"
James shook his head and replied, "I'm not...I'm not..."
James's stuttering answer failed to satisfy the two orderlies. The
shorter one moved towards James and grabbed his arms.
James struggled within the strong man's grasp as his arms were forced
through the straps of the bra. Soon there after, the cups were filled
with the breasts forms that were glued to his chest. James squirmed as
the cool feeling touched his chest.
The men ignored James's pleas to let him go. With his breast forms in
place, the larger man applied a liberal dose of glue to James's member.
James blushed as he felt another man's hands touch his testicles before
they were shoved up into his body cavity and his member was thrust
between his legs. James felt a cool feeling between his legs as the man
kept James's member pressed between his legs for a good five minutes
before he released.
James stared down at his smooth front and shouted once more for an
explanation. Again, the men ignored him as the larger man took hold of
the blouse.
James struggled in the smaller orderly's grip and freed himself
momentarily before the larger man clasped him by the neck and forced
James's upper body over the vanity.
The larger orderly bent down and whispered into James's ear, "We told
you we could do it the hard the way if you didn't do what you were told,
bitch."
Tears streamed down James's face as the man twisted his arm behind his
back.
"See that Wes, Alyssa cries like a bitch, so I guess it's okay to treat
her like one," the shorter orderly said.
James shook his head and shouted, "I'm not a bitch."
"Oh, she's talking back," Wes said.
"I know how to handle that."'
Wes smiled and said, "Allow me."
The shorter orderly nodded as Wes's finger caressed James's rear before
it was thrust through his anus.
James squealed as he felt the unusual feeling between his legs.
"She's squeals like a bitch too," Wes added as more tears streamed down
James's face.
"Please stop!" James begged as he blushed as he thought about the
violation he was experiencing.
"I don't know, bitch. You're so tight. I almost want to break you in.
Tell me, if I let you go, will you be a good girl," Wes asked as he
wiggled his finger inside of James.
"I'll be good. I'll do as you say."
"I said will you be a good girl?" Wes replied as she shoved his finger
deeper into James.
"Yes, Yes, I'll be a good girl!"
Wes pulled his finger slowly out of James as the shorter orderly handed
James the top. James slipped it on slowly as tears continued to run down
his cheeks as the larger orderly washed his hand.
James then took hold of the heels. He slipped his feet into both shoes
before the men grabbed him from the side and escorted him out of the
bathroom for his intake interview with the head of the clinic.
James took unwieldy steps as the men rushed him down the hallway. His
legs felt wobbly underneath him, and he was only kept upright by the
strength of the orderlies who were largely carrying his weight.
The men paused before the closed mahogany door with the words
'Headmistress Constance Scott' carved into the brass nameplate.
The larger man knocked and the door drew open. The men whisked James
threw the door and placed him down on the chair before Constance's desk.
The two men stood by the door as Constance looked over the newest
patient admitted to her clinic.
James stared at Constance, unsure if he should speak as she walked
around him in a circle. Constance was considerably taller than him, as
she was 6 foot even without heels and the four inch heeled pumps she was
wearing made her seem ever larger.
Constance was middle aged, but was lean and muscular with long dark
brown hair. She was dressed in a black pant suit and mauve colored
blouse.
Constance came to a stop and leaned against her desk. She smirked as
looked down at James and said, "So you're the new sissy."
"I'm not a sissy!"
"Then why are you wearing a skirt?"
"Because you forced me to!"
"I forced you to? You let a woman..."
"No! Those two over there dressed me up like this. They touched me! Ew,
what they did? I'm going to sue you all."
"I don't think so, Miss Lovelace."
"Don't call me that!"
"Well, Miss Lovelace. The waiver you signed when you came in here said
that you had no problems with us calling you that. In fact your old name
is forbidden to be spoken here."
"That doesn't give you the excuse to..."
"To what?"
"I was violated!"
"Violated? I was watching everything these two poor boys did, and they
didn't violate you. If you'd like, I can have them show you what
violated means around here."
James shook his head and started to tremble as he realized that the
woman would not be providing him any relief.
"You can't...You can't...treat people like this," James replied, stammering.
"My sweet sissy, you're right, but you're going to learn soon enough
sissies are not people."
James sneered at Constance, prompting her to shake her head and say,
"I've met sissies like you before. Don't think you're anything special,
Alyssa. The one truth is that you all break in the end. It just some
sissies have a harder time admitting what they are than others."
James shook his head as Constance leered down at him and said, "Cross
your legs, dear."
James sat still in silence.
Constance nodded to the larger orderly who yanked James right leg up and
forced it over the left leg. James tried to move it, but the force of
the orderly's right hand down on his right knee cap made that an
impossibility.
"Thank you, Wes," Constance said before she glared down at James and
added, "You will learn that resistance is futile. If you go along with
things around here, you will be much better off. I must strongly advise
you, now, that you should just submit and let what's going to happen to
you, happen."
James shook his head and shouted, "I'll never be..."
"So many have said that, they've all been wrong. It's not their fault
really. They were always feed this delusion that they were men and think
that the fiction they have been told since they were young is true."
"I'm..."
"A weak, submissive faggot," Constance interjected in a stern voice.
James shook his head as he sneered at Constance.
Constance smiled at him as she added, "Do you think a man would let
himself get breast forms glued to his chest. Especially with glue that
will last for four months, same as with his cock. Don't worry about the
latter. That'll be free by the time you get out of here. In fact you'll
be using it by the end, just not for the same purposes that got you
here."
"Fuck you, let me go."
"I'm sorry that's not going to happen."
"I'm not letting you keep me here!"
"Well, the consent you signed permits me to do just that."
"I don't care what I signed; you can't keep me against my will. It's
imprisonment."
"Maybe you see it that way now, but by the end of your time here, you'll
view this treatment for what it is."
James shook his head as he shouted, "I don't care about what I signed.
You made a deal with my wife. She sent me here to stop my cheating, not
to turn me into some sort of fag. That's why you're going to..."
"Please stand up dear," Constance interjected.
"Why?"
"Just do it or I can make your life very unpleasant," Constance said as
she peered over at the two orderlies.
James nodded his head and got to his feet as Constance walked over to
him. She placed her arm around his shoulder and moved him towards a
mirror. James glanced down at her hand and noticed that it was
significantly larger than his own.
James felt weak as she moved him towards the mirror and helped keep him
upright as he took uneasy steps in his stiletto heels.
"See that faggot in the mirror, Alyssa?"
James shook his head and darted his eyes away from the mirror. Constance
grabbed him by the chin and jerked his head towards the mirror and
declared, "Do you still think your wife lied about why she sent you
here? Look at that sissy. Do you think that any woman would sleep with
him?"
James saw the tears forming in his eyes as Constance's fingernails dug
into his cheeks before she released him and said, "See that, crying like
a bitch. You belong here, Alyssa. It's my job to make sure that when you
leave here, you don't try to go back to being James. I have to disabuse
you of the idea that you're a man."
Constance words caused James to shake. He knew his wife was angry with
him, but he believed that she knew nothing about Constance's methods. He
was sure she would save him, but he knew that he was stuck until she
discovered what was happening or he could find a way to escape.
"Get him ready for class," Constance said to the two orderlies.
The two men lifted James off the floor carried him back into the
hallway. They carried him into a room and strapped him down to a gurney
before a young woman came into the room.
James stared up at the attractive raven haired woman with light skin and
a slender build. She smirked down at him and introduced herself as
Heather.
"What's your name," Heather asked as she turned away from James and
begin preparing to dye his hair.
"It's James," he replied.
"James? That doesn't sound right," Heather said with a smile as she
wheeled his gurney towards the sink.
"You have to help me. I'm not supposed to be here."
"That's what every sissy that comes through here says," Heather replied
as she put on her white latex gloves.
"It's true," James shouted as he stared nervously at the girl he could
not help but be attracted to despite the situation he found himself in.
"We both know what you are, dear," Heather retorted before she looked at
the chart left with her by the two orderlies that was signed by
Constance.
"I'm not..."
"Alyssa, my dear, don't waste my time with your delusions ," Heather
replied as she read his name as it appeared on the chart.
Heather straightened James's head as she applied the first strand of his
extensions to his hair. James saw what she was doing and shook his head
and shouted, "Stop."
"Stop? It's just hair!" Heather replied
"Just let me go!"
"I don't have that authority," Heather said in a calm voice as she
touched James's hand.
James felt a fleeting feeling of attraction towards Heather as he felt
her hand on his before he shouted, "Don't touch me!"
Heather shook her head and said, "James, I suppose I'm going to have to
take extra measures to get the job done."
James shook his head as shouted once more, "Let me go!"
Heather turned away from James and James wondered what she was reaching
for. She approached him from behind.
James heard her heels clicking on the floor behind him as he was unable
to turn to see what she planning on doing. James's heart raced as he
heard the sound of her heels coming closer to his gurney.
James saw her thrust something down towards his face. James squealed as
the penis gag was forced into his mouth and locked behind his head.
"There we are. Now, I won't be distracted by your whinny little rants."
James tossed his head from side to side as Heather smirked at his
muffled shouts before she took hold of a piece of chain. James saw her
place the chain into the locking mechanism located on the outside of the
penis gag sticking out of his mouth. She pulled the chain under his
gurney, jerking his head, before she locked the other end into the
mechanism.
James tried to move his head, but he found that it was impossible as
Heather returned to adding extensions of his hair. James sat in defeated
silence as Heather worked on his head. He fantasized about his wife
coming through the door at any moment and stopping what was going on,
but he knew that it was unlikely to occur.
Part of him, feared her reaction though if she did. The thought of her
seeing him in a skirt and heels and getting extensions made him sick to
his stomach. He could not conceive of her not permanently thinking
differently about him if she saw him at that moment.
As Heather finished adding James's extensions, she put on a pair of
goggles and began to prepare the dye for his hair. The fact that Heather
was wearing eye protection worried James. James watched Heather closely
as she prepared the solution. Heather turned and saw James's attentive
eyes watching her.
Heather smiled and said, "I'm just preparing the dye for your hair. We
don't want you walking out of here with your first four inches of hair
not matching the rest. Don't worry. It doesn't hurt. It does smell a
bit, but it's not too bad."
Heather pulled James towards the sink. She removed the binds restraining
James's head to the gurney before she pulled down the head rest and left
James's head unsupported as it rested over the sink.
James cringed at the smell while Heather applied the solution to his
hair. After applying the solution, Heather took off her gloves and
goggles and began to prepare the extensions for his nails.
James watched the coating being added his nails before each acrylic
extension was added to his fingernails. Heather smiled at him
periodically as she added the extensions before she removed the heels
from his feet and began to paint his toenails.
James tried to avoid looking at Heather. He was still attracted to her
despite what she was doing to him. He figured that she would wrongly
construe his arousal for her as the enjoyment of his feminization.
As he jerked his head and hands so he could see how far his fingernails
extended beyond his fingertips, James caught sight of the color of the
nail polish bottle in Heather's hands.
He shouted into his penis gag prompting Heather to smirk and shake her
head at his muffled protest. James clenched his eyes as he thought about
the bright pink color being added to his toenails. While he knew that no
color would look natural on him and that all unnatural toenail colors
were girlish, Heather's choice for him seemed particularly designed to
emasculate him.
Heather finished painting his toenails and turned her attention to his
fingernails. James clenched his fists so that she could not apply the
polish to his fingernails.
Heather leaned down and stared into his eyes with her face only a few
inches above his. In another situation, James was sure he would have
tried to kiss her, but he knew too well that Heather wanted nothing to
do with him and was there only to help shackle him in a feminine prison.
James' fists were forced open and his palms were strapped down onto the
gurney before Heather applied the pink base coat to his nails before she
washed the solution out of his hair.
When she finished washing his hair, she wheeled his gurney away from the
sink and began to blow dry his hair, periodically checking to make sure
that his fingernails and toenails were drying appropriately.
As she finished drying his hair, she flung a few of James's newly long
locks onto his face. James groaned as he saw the bleach blonde coloring
of his hair. Heather smirked and said, "Do you like it?"
James screamed into his penis gag in response before Heather continued,
"Good, I knew you would. All sissies love this color because the only
girls who have it are total bimbos who love to give lots of head."
James shook his head before the head rest was snapped back into place,
giving him neck support, which made him more comfortable for the moment.
Heather then began to paint his toenails again. James pushed his head as
far as he could get it off the gurney to see what Heather was doing to
his nails. As Heather finished with his right foot, she smiled at him
and lifted his foot as she could off the gurney to show James the white
French tips she added to each toenail.
James sighed and muttered into his penis gag as she did his other foot
before she moved on to his fingertips. James watched as she added
matching white French tips to each of his fingernails.
The extreme feminineness of his hands was unmistakable. In addition to
the girlish fingertips, his hands were slender and small. He was sure
that no one would ever believe that his hands were those of a man unless
they saw his face.
"We're almost done with your nails," Heather said as she turned and
walked away from him.
"We just have to add the finishing touches. These are what really make
you stick out. All the sissies just love this part. I remember when I
was here, and they put them on my fingertips. I squealed so much. I was
just like you, Alyssa. I was in denial, but the old cosmetologist who
used to be here, she helped to make me realize that I had it all wrong.
Let me tell you, Alyssa. You may think you hate this, but by the time
you're done here, you'll know that all we did here was bring out who you
really are."
James stared at her face. Heather's face was unambiguously feminine.
There was no trace of the former masculinity she alluded to. James felt
sick as he stared at the feminized face he had been so attracted to.
Homophobic thoughts crept into James's head as he feared that his
attraction to Heather meant that he was gay before he rationalized, 'She
looks like a chick that's what it is. I was attracted to her. You know
you're not like that.'
Heather smiled down at the disgusted look on James's face and continued,
"I was once right where you are now. My wife signed me up here, but
unlike the others she never came back for me. She got married to a man,
and there was no place for me in her new life. The clinic thought about
selling me, but I was just so committed to this place by the end that
they figured I'd be a great instructor to give the girls a glimpse of
their sissified futures."
James shook his head as he stared at Heather. He was sure that he would
never end up like her. Heather smiled down at him again as she applied
the crystals to his fingernails. Heather smirked at James as she
finished with his right hand and released it from its binds. She bent
his fingertips up, causing him to wince. James stared down at his
fingernails as Heather said, "Aren't they pretty."
James shook his head as Heather walked to the other side of the gurney
and kept talking, "I remember when I used to deny the obvious too. I was
tricked into coming here, just about all the girls are. Sissies like us
are just in denial until we're shown the error of our ways; it just
takes some of us longer than others to realize it.
James would have screamed at her if he was able to, but the penis gag
made such an effort pointless. James just shook his head at her words
while Heather began to add the crystals to his left fingertips as she
said, "Of course, now, I'm where I belong. I'm a valuable member of the
team. I teach you sissies and, of course, I help to keep the orderlies
and guards happy here. They love fucking my face and ass, especially
since Miss Scott got me all that plastic surgery to get rid of all those
disgusting traces of my pseudo masculinity.
The men were so much more comfortable with me after that. Let me tell
you, there's nothing the boys like more after a hard workout than my
parting lips waiting for them. I only hope that you're able to be of as
much service to your superiors when you get out of here."
James shook his head as he tried to ignore her words as Heather finished
adding the last crystals to his nails.
With his hair and nails finished, Heather turned her attention to
James's eyebrows. James felt the strange feeling of the wax being
applied to his eyebrows.
Heather then turned away from him and brought over a bottle containing a
depilatory. James recognized the bottle from his shower. He struggled in
his binds until Heather applied a liberal amount of the depilatory cream
to his face.
James sighed, resigned to having any trace of his facial hair removed.
It did not bother him nearly as much as the loss of his body hair and
the wax on his eyebrows.
Heather wiped off the depilatory cream and squeezed James's smooth cheek
as she said, "Nice and smooth," before giggling and picking up strips to
remove James's wax.
James cringed as he felt Heather press the strips against the wax on his
eyebrows. He yelped into his penis gag as the first strip was pulled.
Heather forced herself not to smile as she said, "Don't worry, Alyssa.
All the girls shriek when they first get their first waxing. It gets
easier each time."
James shook his head before Heather took off his penis gag. She smiled
at James and said, "That should make you more comfortable as we do
this," before she pulled the next strip off his eyebrows.
James shrieked again before he shouted, "You said it would hurt less!"
"With time it will," Heather replied with a smile before she walked
towards him with tweezers to eliminate the straggling eyebrow hairs that
rested outside the remainder of James's high arched eyebrows.
Heather smiled at James's face as she finished and said, "Now, all we
have to do is do your makeup, and you can go and join your fellow
sissies."
Heather took out a cosmetic bag and approached James. James thought
thrashing his head from side to side, but he knew that nothing he could
do would prevent what was going to happen. He knew that as long as he
was strapped to the gurney, he was not capable of stopping her from
putting the makeup on his face.
Heather leaned down over him and added black eyeliner, eye shadow and
mascara around his eyes before she added rouge to his cheeks. She turned
her attention to his lips and applied pink lip gloss to them before she
rubbed glitter all over his face.
Heather smiled at James's face as she finished. She then wheeled him
towards the mirror. She tilted it down so James could see himself.
James mouth opened slowly as he stared at his thin eyebrows and long
bleach blonde hair. His makeup made him look almost feminine, but there
were traces of his masculinity in the bone structure of his face.
"See that, you're the perfect sissy. Girlish, but still obviously not a
girl, something in between, just where sissies belong."
James shook his head as he gazed vacantly at his reflection and
processed Heather's words. Heather walked away from him and called out
to the two orderlies to bring in James's uniform.
The two orderlies wheeled in the cart, which James was unable to see
from his vantage point. Heather smiled and said, "Are you ready for your
first class?"
James stared at her in disbelief that she had even bothered to ask him,
knowing full well that he had no choice in the matter.
Heather tilted her head and asked, "Aren't you the least bit curious as
to what it is?"
James gave her a vacant look as he laid strapped to the gurney in
silence.
Heather laughed a little and said, "Well, regardless, I feel it is my
duty to tell you that you'll be starting with the girls in the aerobics
class. So we have to get you ready. Wes, are you ready."
Wes smiled as he walked towards James with the cart. Wes and the shorter
orderly undid James's restraints and released him from the gurney.
Wes sat James upright on the gurney as the shorter orderly handed James
a pair of white dancer's tights. James stared vacantly at them as they
rested in his hands. He began to think about throwing them to the floor,
but the consequences of his previous refusal weighed on his mind.
"Alyssa, will you require assistance?" Heather asked.
James nodded, unsure of how to put on the tights.
Heather smiled and took the tights from him. She showed him how to roll
the tights down and began to work them up James's legs after removing
his heels.
James began to get aroused as he felt the silky feeling of the tights
being dragged across his smooth skin. He tried to think of anything
other than the feeling that was overcoming him as the sissy dressed him.
Heather smiled as she worked the tights up his legs and paused as she
reached his crotch and felt the heat coming from between his legs.
"Someone's excited," Heather replied with a smile as she stared up into
James's eyes.
James shook his head trying to deny her words as he tried to convince
himself he was not reacting the way he knew he was. Heather smirked at
his reaction, "Don't worry. I'm sure you're right, Alyssa. You're man
underneath these pretty clothes. I mean, it's perfectly natural for a
man to get excited about wearing pretty clothes and being touched by a
sissy right?"
James blushed as Heather smirked and reached for his skirt. "This has to
go," she said before she pulled it off his body as the men stood James
up.
Heather then instructed James to remove his top. James complied without
thinking.
Heather smirked at his breast forms beneath his bra before she said,
"Oh, I remember those. They felt so odd at first."
James looked at Heather's bust and asked, "Are those real?"
Heather smiled and said, "They're all mine, and I mean mine. There's no
implants here," Heather replied as she clasped her B-cup breasts.
The disgust and confusion on James's face was clear to Heather. She
batted her eyelashes and said, "The boys don't like the fake ones as
much as the real ones. These feel so much better. See?"
James blushed as Heather placed his right hand beneath her shirt to feel
her breast. James recoiled and pulled his hand away as Heather
continued, "Of course, not every girl that comes though here graduates
past breast forms. In fact, that's what most of the girls leave here
with. Only the special girls get boobs of their own."
Heather laughed as she saw James's horrified expression before she took
hold of the glitter adorned, purple and white long sleeved leotard.
James took it from her and stared at the two orderlies before he
swallowed hard and put the leotard on.
James was then given a pair of plain white sneakers, which he put on
without issue. As James finished tying the shoelaces, Heather said,
"Now, you missed lunch already so we're going to give it to you in here
before you join the class midway through."
James nodded before Wes handed him an opened strawberry yogurt with a
pink plastic spoon in it.
James pulled the spoon out of the yogurt and stared at Heather in
silence for a moment.
"This is lunch?" James asked, breaking the silence.
"Sissies are kept on a strict diet, Alyssa. No one likes a fat little
sow of a sissy. We try to keep our sissies at an optimal feather
weight."
James frowned as he heard Heather's words and placed his plastic spoon
into the yogurt container. After he finished eating, the two orderlies
escorted him to the aerobics studio.
James mouth dropped as he saw the door open to the classroom. He looked
at the faces of the other sissies and felt his stomach churn as he
realized how effeminate some of them seemed. He could only wish that
they were that way before they came, but he knew that such a thought was
wishful thinking.
Constance walked in behind him and smiled at the instructor. The
instructor walked over and said, "You must be our newest patient."
James nodded in silence as he continued staring at the sissies in the
room.
"Well, it's nice to meet you, Alyssa. I'm Miss Leigh, one of your
instructors. I bet the girls would like to meet you now."
The sissies nodded in unison with smiles on their faces. James took a
step back as the sissies minced towards him. He tried to take another
step back, but he was stopped by the sensation of Constance's nails
pressing into his back.
Miss Leigh smiled at Constance as she saw the fear in James's eyes.
Constance smirked at her and said, "Clara, please introduce Alyssa to
her new friends."
"With pleasure," Clara replied before she continued, "Alyssa, these four
lovely sissies are your fellow freshman. You'll be sharing a room
together until one of you graduates to the next level. This sissy is
Jessie."
James watched as Jessie came forward and kissed him on the cheek as she
said hello before returning to the line where the other sissies were
standing. James stared at Jessie in shock as he thought, 'Oh my God. He
didn't even hesitate to kiss me like I was a girl.'
Clara smirked and said, "This next lovely flower of a pretend boy is
Tina."
James tried to move, but was restrained by the two orderlies as Tina's
leaned down to kiss James's cheek.
James blushed as Tina let out a giggle and hurried back to the line.
Clara then called Kristy forward. Kristy smiled at James and kissed his
check before Melissa was told to greet James as well.
Melissa planted a kiss on James's cheek before Clara said, "These four
girls are your sissy sisters. You'll be spending your whole day with
each of them until further notice."
James grimaced as he stared at the four sissies he would be sharing
quarters with. Each of them had bleach blonde hair like him, but their
hair was tied up in two pig tails with lavender colored scrunchies. They
seemed embarrassed by their conduct and appearance, but they did not
dare to restrain themselves from acting girlish.
Clara then asked, "Can the sophomores and juniors step forward to greet
Alyssa." Intermediate
James watched as three sissies walked towards him. The three
intermediate skilled sissies all had a matching look of golden blonde
hair with pink highlights. There hair was tied back in high ponytails
with pink scrunchies embellished with matching rhinestone colored bows.
They were all wearing cap sleeved red leotards and white tights and
sneakers as they walked towards him.
James grimaced as he was introduced to each of the three sissies,
Tiffany, Marianna and Stephanie, who each placed a short kiss upon his
lips before they scurried back to the other sissies with their hands out
and to their sides.
As James dealt with the shock of being kissed on the lips by what he
considered to be technically men, Clara asked the senior sissies to come
forward and greet James.
The three sissies were dressed in matching baby pink, halter top
leotards, white tights and two inch heeled, white patent leather Mary
Janes. Their hair colors differed as two had different shades of blonde
hair, while the third had crimson colored hair. All three of the sissies
had their hair tied up with white, flower shaped hair clips that were
decorated with crystals.
James gawked at the three sissies overly feminine mannerisms as they
squealed between giggles while they held hands and walked towards him.
Their hands parted and Clara said, "Alyssa, this is Tammy."
"The dirty blonde haired sissy smiled at James and kissed him on the
lips forcing her tongue into James's mouth.
James mouth was agape as their lips parted. As he tried to understand
what had just happened, Clara introduced Tricia. Tricia promptly placed
her tongue into James's open mouth, prompting him to push off her.
The sissies shuttered as they saw James's act.
Constance glared down at James and James realized what a mistake he had
made. He apologized to Constance and Tricia before Constance said,
"Well, considering it's your first day, I'll let that slide if you two
kiss and makeup."
James did not know what Constance wanted him to do, but Tricia did. She
moved towards James and placed her lips on his. She rubbed her hand
across James's rear as their tongues touched each others.
As their lips parted, James's cheeks were reddened. Clara smiled at the
blushing sissy and introduced the last of the senior sissies, Pamela.
After French kissing James, Pamela took hold of the scrunchies given to
her by Constance.
"Alyssa, Pamela is the senior sissy here. So she gets the honor of doing
your hair on your first day."
James shook his head before he Constance clutched his face as the two
orderlies continued to hold him still. Pamela arranged James's hair so
that he had the same pigtails as the other freshmen sissies before she
took her place with the other sissies.
James stared at the two pig tails on his head that were visible out of
the corner of both of his eyes before Constance said, "Alyssa, I tell
all the girls when they come in to take a good long look at the girls
that have gone through almost all of our training because these girls
are your future."
James's felt vomiting as he heard the senior sissies high pitched
squeals as they heard Constance's words and hugged each other. 'Over my
dead body', James thought as he thought about Constance's words.
"Well, I won't interrupt you any longer," Constance said to Clara before
she walked out of the room.
"Alyssa, please join your classmates."
James stared at her for a moment before Clara turned towards the
orderlies. James backed down and scurried to where the freshman sissies
where standing and waited for his instructions.
"Melanie, please get Alyssa a step."
Melanie scampered to the closet in the room and came back with the step
in hand. She then placed the step down in front of James.
James listened to Clara's instructions for the class to follow her lead
as he looked down at the step.
'They still have these', James thought to himself as he thought about
how his mother used to exercise with one in the 1980's.
As the music started, James tried to keep up with his classmates. The
upper classmen among the sissies had no trouble, but James noticed that
some of the freshmen sissies were having trouble, although they were
having an easier time than he was.
As the class continued, James was relieved that he seemed like he would
be able to escape the class unpunished.
When the class ended, the sissies scurried to the rack of clothes in the
rear corner of the room. The freshmen sissies took hold of the purple,
chiffon above the knee skirts and stepped into them and placed on pairs
of white, two inch high heeled shoes.
James followed Tina's lead as he dressed next to her. James watched as
the intermediate sissies put on black tiered, lace miniskirts and three
inch high red pumps. The senior sissies meanwhile dressed in four inch
heeled, black stilettos and pink and black lace, flower patterned
miniskirts.
The sissies took each other's hands and scampered down the hallways.
James stared at the hurrying sissies as he was pulled along. He was
fearful that his unfamiliarity with walking in heels would result in him
falling to the ground.
Fortunately for James, the etiquette and comportment classroom was only
ten feet from the aerobics studio. The sissies sat in order of their
status within the clinic. The most senior sissies were put in the back
of the room where they were trusted to give their opinion on the junior
classmen's progress and to help them improve the femaleness of their
movements, words and conduct.
Constance smiled at the sissies as she walked in and began instructing
the class. James was mildly surprised to see that she had time to teach
a class.
Constance looked at James and said, "Alyssa, you're the new girl here. I
suppose we should start this class with you. Come on up here."
James got to his feet and took uneven, faltering steps as he approached
her. He had to catch himself from falling by pressing his body against
the wall three times before he reached Constance.
Constance looked at the class and asked, "Tell me, sissies, what is this
faggot doing wrong?"
James sneered at Constance who smiled back at him as the sissies raised
their hands.
"Yes, Melissa," Constance said.
"Her stride is too long."
"Good. Did you get that, Alyssa?"
James nodded before Constance pointed to Tina who said, "She also walked
with these kind of crooked steps. She has to walk with her feet
straight."
"Right you are. Her steps were ungainly, almost pathetically mannish,"
Constance said before she asked James to put what Melissa and Tina said
together and try to walk again.
James concentrated on walking with his feet out straight as he took
small, mincing steps. James was surprised to see that walking in the
heels was much easier as he took their advice before Constance asked,
"What else is she doing wrong?"
"She's slouching," Tiffany said as James walked past her.
"Correct! Alyssa, you're supposed to walk with your back straight and
chest out like a lady, and your head down to show your submissiveness."
James came to a stop and snarled at her, "I'm not submissive!"
"Don't take that attitude with me, Alyssa, or you'll be finding yourself
in a rather uncomfortable situation."
The chilling effect of Constance's words on the sissies around him,
caused James to pause. He knew that they were more familiar with what
went on at the clinic than he was. He realized that if they were scarred
by her words, he should tread carefully.
James nodded before Constance asked, "Aren't you going to apologize."
"I'm sorry, Miss Scott," James said after a pause.
"Don't let it happen again," Constance replied before she made James
walk with his back straight and chest out.
"Getting better, but what else is wrong with what she's doing? Kristy?"
"Her hands are resting to her sides. They should be held in front of her
and limp."
"Did you hear that, Alyssa?"
James nodded before Constance continued, "Kristy is right. A weak
wristed sissy has no business keeping her wrists straight when she
walks. Give it a try."
James shuddered before he began to walk with his wrists limp in front of
him as his arms moved from side to side with each step.
Constance smirked and said, "Much better, dear."
James nodded before Constance dropped her pencil on the ground.
"Oh, dear, could you get that for me?" Constance asked James.
James nodded and bent at the waist to pick it up. He fell to the ground
as Constance spanked his rear as he picked up the pencil.
James peered up at Constance as he rubbed the arm he fell on as she
asked the class, "What did Alyssa do wrong?"
"She bent at the waist," Tammy replied.
Constance nodded and added, "And?"
"Her feet weren't together when she bent down," Kristy responded.
Constance praised Tammy and Kristy as James struggled to get to his feet
in heels. Constance dropped the pencil again and said, "Pick it up."
James followed Tammy and Kristy's advice and bent down to pick it up
from the knees with his feet together.
Constance smiled and said, "Good girl" as she took the pencil from James
and dropped on the floor again.
James stared at her before she made him bend down five times and pick it
up for her before she permitted James to take a seat.
James breathed a sigh of relief as he sat down. There was a sharp
stabbing feeling in his feet that he knew had something to do with his
heels given his wife's complaints about heels in the past.
Constance called the girls attention to the way James was seated. James
put his head down as he knew he would be admonished again.
Tina corrected the way he was seated, and James crossed his legs at the
ankles, which rested to the side of his body at her instruction.
Constance then began to teach the class how to speak. James listened to
the lisping, high tones the other sissies spoke in with feelings of
disgusts rising up in his body as they repeated the lines Constance told
them to recite.
James shook his head and recited the lines in a mocking masculine tone,
"I'm a sissy girl. I've never been a real man. Real men are gods for me
to idolize. Real women are goddesses who must be obeyed. I am neither. I
am a sissy. I exist to serve both."
Constance shook her head at James's sneering face. She pressed a button
by the door and two orderlies came in. The sissies put their heads down
as the two burly men descended upon James. James feared the worse as one
of the men strapped a device across his throat before they let him go.
James pulled at the strap of the device that was locked around his neck.
James stared at Constance who responded, "Well, Alyssa, you wanted to do
things the hard way, so we will."
Please repeat the lines correctly. James began to respond in his normal
voice. Before Constance pressed a button on a remote handed to her by
one of the orderlies.
The jolt from the shock collar forced James out of seat. He writhed on
the ground shrieking until Constance removed her finger.
"Let's try it again, Alyssa. Repeat the line correctly."
James sniffled and began to repeat the line in a higher voice. Constance
hit the button again.
James screamed on the floor as Constance said, "Where was the lisp?"
James nodded as her finger came off the button. He brushed the tears out
of his eyes as he repeated the line in a high pitched voice with a lisp,
"I'm a sissy girl. I've never been a real man. Real men are gods for me
to idolize. Real women are goddesses who must be obeyed. I am neither. I
am a sissy. I exist to serve both."
Constance smiled at James and said, "Good, you may take a seat."
James got to his feet and sat on the chair with his heart still racing
from the shocks he had been subjected to. As the class ended, the
orderlies removed James's shocker and Constance told him to follow the
other sissies.
James walked out of the classroom beside Tina. He tried to mince as Tina
did with his wrist limp and jerking from side to side before he came to
a stop in the cafeteria line. The sissies stood in silence as they
awaited their meals.
James watched as a bowl of salad was placed on each sissy's tray before
they took their seats at one of the tables. James muttered to himself,
"This is all we get."
Tina overheard his muttering and in a quite tone shushed him.
Knowing that Tina was more aware of what could happen to him if he made
a scene, James took Tina's advice.
James carried the tray over to the table and sat with the other freshman
sissies. He moved the salad around with his plastic fork for a few
moments before he took a bite.
The taste caused James to cringe before he muttered, "What's with the
taste?"
Jessie stared at James and whispered, "It's the salad dressing. Don't
worry you'll get used to it."
"What the fuck is in it?" James whispered.
"Don't use that kind of language here. You'll be severely punished for
saying anything objectionable."
James nodded before he asked again in a hushed tone, "What's in the
dressing?"
"The guards call it Cum Ranch," Jessie said as she buried her chin into
her chest and took another bite.
James stared vacantly at Jessie before his eyes looked over the face of
each sissy that ate the salad without even a hint of anything
objectionable being in it.
"Do they know?" James whispered as he put his fork down.
"Of course. Everyone of the girls knows. It's the senior sissies that
make the salads and the dressing for all of us."
"I'm not eating this," James said as he pushed the salad away from him.
"You must, it's all they'll give you," Tina said in a rushed low tone as
the other sissies gave him nervous stares.
"I won't," James declared in a louder voice.
"Why aren't you eating your dinner, Alyssa," Constance asked as she
walked over with two orderlies.
"I'm not hungry," James answered with a sneer.
"I could careless if you aren't hungry. You are to eat when we tell you
to. Do you understand?"
James nodded and crossed his arms over his fake bust.
"Are you going to eat it?" Constance asked in a stern voice.
As James shook his head, Constance looked at the two orderlies beside
her and said, "Looks like we'll have to show the faggot her place."
James sneered at her again before the two orderlies lifted him off his
seat as the sissies at the table stared into their salad bowls and
continued eating.
James stared at the meek defeated faces of the sissies and knew they
would be of no help to him. They were broken, and he knew that they
would never dare to disobey an order.
Constance took a seat and the two men laid James over her lap. They
clutched his arms and legs and held him down over her lap as Constance
was handed a wooden paddle from one of the other members of the staff.
As she rubbed the wooden paddle against James's rear, she whispered into
his ear, "You must learn the cardinal rule of life for little faggots
like you. You must never disobey a woman."
James shook his head in silence before Constance raised the paddle up.
James turned his head and saw the paddle swatting down towards his rear.
He yelped as the paddle made its first impact on his ass.
The stinging pain he felt made him cringe as Constance admonished, "Are
you going to be a good girl and obey me?"
James shook his head again prompting another swat.
"Are you going to obey me?" Constance asked again.
Despite the stinging sensation in his rear, James shook his head once
more and shouted, "I'm not going to."
Constance smirked at him and raised the paddle up high and smashed the
paddle against his rear as hard as she could five times as James yelped
and writhed in her lap within the clutches of the two burly men.
As tears dripped from his checks to the floor, Constance smiled at James
and asked, "Are you going to obey me, now?"
With the stinging feeling in his rear burning him badly, James nodded
and said in a hushed tone, "Yes."
"What was that? I didn't hear. Speak up," Constance shouted as she
swatted his rear again.
"I'll obey you," James cried out.
"And will you obey all women?" Constance asked before she swatted him
again.
"Yes!"
"Are they better than you in every way?"
"Yes," James shouted before Constance smashed the paddle against his ass
again, making sure to hit to hit the welt that had formed.
"Say it."
"What?" James asked before being swatted again.
"That women are better than you in every way."
"Women are better than me in every way."
"Good, and will you eat your salad like a good girl," Constance asked.
"Yes," James exclaimed.
"And you love the taste. It's the greatest taste in the world, correct?"
Constance inquired as she thrust the paddle against his rear once more.
"Yes, I love it. I can't think of anything better," James shouted as he
squirmed in the clutches of the men holding him over Constance's lap as
she ran the tips of her nails along the welts that had formed on his
rear.
"And why is that?" Constance asked
"I don't know," James answered before being swatted once more.
"Because you're a faggot that loves cum," Constance shouted.
"Yes!" James exclaimed before Constance thrust the paddle against his
rear again.
"Yes, what?" Constance screamed into his ear.
"I'm a faggot that loves cum."
"Well, see that. Was that so hard to admit?"
James shook his head as his tears streamed down his reddened cheeks.
Constance nodded to the two orderlies who picked him up off of her lap
and carried him back to the table.
James grimaced as he was forced to sit on his reddened and raw rear as
the sissies sat around him with empty salad bowls that had been licked
clean.
An orderly handed James a plastic fork. James took a bite of the salad
and forced a smile to his face as he tasted the salty taste in his
mouth. He ate the entire bowl and licked it clean before he was
permitted to get to his feet and go to the last class of the day.
James walked back into the same room where the aerobics class took place
and looked around as the other sissies were getting ready. James sighed
as he saw them standing around dressed only in their tights and leotards
and putting on toe shoes.
James was well aware what the class was about, and he put his head down
as he walked towards the sissies and put on his white toe shoes and
waited for the teacher's instructions.
Clara walked through the door and said, "Okay, girls get to the barre."
James scurried to the barre and stood next to it between Jessie and
Tina. He tried to copy them as Clara gave the class instruction.
Clara shook her head as she watched James plie.
"Tiffany get over here and show Alyssa how she should be doing," Clara
bellowed.
James watched Tiffany walked over with her wrists flailing as she took
her mincing steps. She lightly grabbed the barre and did a plie with her
back straight and her right hand extending effortlessly.
"Watch how graceful she is. There's no jerky movement, it's all very
fluid."
James nodded and tried to copy her, but he slouched as he bent his
knees.
Clara kicked his ankle with the side of her foot as she shook her head.
James crumpled to the ground as he lost his balance because of the kick.
James glared up at Clara as she told him what he had done wrong.
James got to his feet and again tried to do as Clara instructed. James
spent the entire class under Clara's watchful eye. She never failed to
point out his mistakes as James tried to follow the lead of the other
sissies.
After dance class ended, James and his fellow freshmen sissies were
taken to their dormitory. James walked into the room and heard the door
lock behind him.
James looked around the windowless room. The walls were decorated with
pink and white vertical stripes with white molding as well as a pink
carpet. The beds were identical single beds covered with Disney Princess
comforters and lavender colored sheets.
There were heart shaped decorations on all the walls as well as each
sissies name over their bed, spelled out in rhinestone decorated
letters. There were mirrored closet doors as well as an open door
leading to a pink tiled bathroom with a Barbie bathroom rug.
There was white furniture throughout the room, including a white vanity.
James then noticed a television in a corner of the room.
He walked towards it and turned it on. The Disney channel showed up on
the screen and he changed the channel. Despite his efforts, the only
other channel the television got was Nickelodeon.
James looked back at the sissies. They had changed out of their skirts
and were wearing matching pink babydolls. James shook his head as he saw
them practicing walking in heels while he fiddled with the television.
James put his head down and turned off the television before he walked
towards them.
As the sissies practiced mincing and feminine posing, James shook his
head. He looked at them and shouted, "Why are you doing this? Don't you
see this is what they want you to do?"
The sissies froze and stared at James in silence. Jessie shook her head
and said, "We have to work on being good girls."
"You're not girls! You're guys. Guys are supposed to stand up for
themselves. How could you not fight this? Not one of you of faggots
helped me in the cafeteria. We can get out of here!'
As James finished his rant, he stared at the horrified look on the
sissies faces before the door to the dormitory was flung open. James's
head jerked towards the door. He moved to run, but the three orderlies
quickly descended upon him. One thrust a ball gag into James's mouth and
locked the strap behind his head as the other two men got James to his
feet.
The three men carried James out of the room, pausing only to the lock
the door to the dormitory behind them. James squirmed in his captors'
clutches as he was carried down the hallway and taken into a small dark
room.
James's hands and elbows were bound together and then jerked upwards as
one of the orderlies tied the rope around a support beam located
overhead.
James was unable to move more than a few inches in any direction as he
heard the men whispering to one before one placed a pair of five inch
high heels onto his feet. James feared they were going to carry out Wes'
threat from that morning.
Tears streamed down James' cheeks while he cried out into his ball gag
as he imagined what the men were about to do to him. Through the tears
in his eyes, he saw Constance enter the room.
James looked at her, hoping that she would show him mercy and stop the
men from doing what he believed they were planning to do.
Constance shook her head as she glared at James.
"You've been a bad girl, Alyssa, and bad girls have to be punished."
James shook as he watched Constance walk around him in a circle.
"Yes, you've been very bad, and you need to be taught a lesson about not
fighting what you are."
James shook his head and Constance smiled at his muffled screams of
protest.
Constance took hold of the riding crop resting on a ledge in the room
and struck James's reddened rear.
James screamed into his ball gag before he lost his footing and screamed
again. He struggled to get to his feet as the pain in his arms grew more
intense as he dangled off the floor.
Constance smiled at his efforts and struck him once more. James again
lost his balance on his heels and felt the same stinging feeling in his
arms until he reestablished his footing once more.
Constance smiled at his sobbing face and ordered the men to release
James. James arms were released from his binds and he collapsed to the
floor in tears.
Constance stared down at James's simpering and said, "Consider that a
warning. Next time, we won't be so lenient."
James nodded and sighed into his ball gag before the men carried him
back to quarters. After the orderlies removed the ball gag from his
mouth and left him alone with the sissies, the sissies came over to
James to explain how the clinic operated.
Tina handed him his babydoll and said, "You have to put this on or
they'll be quite upset."
Not wanting to be punished any further that day, James wasted no time
getting undressed and putting on the babydoll. When he finished, Tina
asked James to take a seat. James tried, but the rawness of his ass made
him jump off of his bed.
The girls put their heads down as James rubbed his pained rear. Tina and
Kristy looked at each other before Kristy said, "Alyssa, you need to
know how things work here."
James nodded before Kristy continued, "You have to act girly or they'll
never let you out of here."
"No, I'm going to..."
"Everyone's tried that way. You're not going to show them you're a man.
They don't believe you are one. You have to stop thinking of yourself as
one or you'll be here for the rest of your life."
James stomach sank as he heard Kristy's sobering words.
Jessie then interjected, "The more girly you act, the quicker you get
promoted around here. You can graduate to the next level pretty quickly
as long as you don't put up a fight."
"I can't," James said as he shook his head.
"You don't have a choice. If you don't do it, they'll punish you."
James nodded before he replied, "I could guess that."
"You haven't seen anything yet," Tina replied as the sissies buried
their chins into their chests.
"What?" James asked.
"We can't go into it," Tina replied as she motioned her head towards the
microphone and camera located over their heads.
"You just have to trust us. The quicker you accept that you're a sissy,
the easier this will all be," Jessie said as the lights went out.
James stared around at the sissies that scurried to their beds as the
room was lit only by the Barbie nightlight in the room.
"What's going on?" James asked.
James was shushed by the girls before Melissa whispered to him, "It's
bed time; no talking is permitted."
James nodded as he climbed under the covers. The sheets felt very smooth
on his skin and he loved the sensations they caused in him even as h