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A Walk in the Park - Part 4 by Kris K ([email protected]) Chapter 07 When he broke the kiss I just stared at him like a deer in headlights! Gregory was smiling at first but soon that changed and he just laughed lamely "Well that calmed you down at least," "Wha. What the hell!" I sputtered and I got up. "James, wait, shit! I'm sorry," he said as he reached out to me and I flinched away. "I, I got to go," I said as I turned and headed to the door. Gregory was following me asking me to wait and apologizing but all I could think about was getting out there as I opened the door and walked out and down the stairs ignoring him. I made it to the street and started to head back to the down town area to get a cab before I realized that if I went back there I might run into the guys which caused me to stop. I turned the other direction and headed back over to the main street. Maybe I could catch a cab from there but if not it would be a bit of walk home. Honestly I didn't mind, I couldn't think of anything anyway. Turned out I was able to get a cab and was home five minutes later. I just absently tossed some money at the driver and headed inside. Kalie greeted me at the door but I just ignored her and made a bee line for the fridge, grabbed the bottle of wine and a glass and flopped down on the couch. Kalie just let out a whine and put her head on my lap as I tried as quickly as I could to get as drunk as possible, to drown out the pain I felt. My friends, I thought, my fucking piece of shit friends! I have known these guys for years, we hung out all the time and now this! God have I been blind this whole time to just what complete assholes they were! For them to go off on me like that and just dump me like nothing. That's what hurt so bad! Then Gregory, oh my God, all of sudden out of the blue he ups and fucking kisses me. I mean yeah I always thought that he was gay or could be, I never saw him with a guy but then he was as private a person as I was and never really talk about our love lives. Shit I'm so, so. God what am I going to do! I just lost all my friends in one night! The next day I woke up around one, stumbled into the bathroom and took some aspirin to try and calm the throbbing in my head. I walked to the kitchen and gave Kalie some food and grabbed a bagel for myself as my stomach was still flopping back and forth. It wasn't till four that I felt good enough to do something. I checked my phone and there were five text messages. Three were from the guys and I just deleted them without looking. I didn't even want to know. One was from Alice and the other was from Gregory both I ignored for now. I got online and checked out the news article. It read like a tabloid scandal rag. It painted Alice as a rich, spoiled, immoral, perverted sicko. It spewed on about how rich her family was and even had an interview with the ex-boyfriend who claimed that she was a fraud, saying that it was only her family's money that made her who she was and he even claimed that she was still a guy and use to have several male and female lovers at the same time. It was written in the most damaging light possible. I think the person who wrote the article was a new guy looking to break a big story to get noticed. The article actually came out on Sunday, so I guess Tom and the guys all read the article and saw me with Alice downtown. That would explain the curators weird actions and why Gregory probably bailed when he saw me. That might also explain why everyone at work was acting off, I bet Tom told her ex and she gossiped to the rest of them. Shit, I was completely alone now, all my friends, all my co-workers, everyone in town probably knows! I didn't reply to Alice's text I just sent her the URL to the article and shut off the phone and tossed it on the table and walked away. I didn't even leave the house all weekend. I didn't check the phone, didn't check my mail, nothing. I just spent the weekend on the couch watching movies or sleeping. Kalie reflected my mood and she knew something was wrong. She spent the weekend following me around whining occasionally, lying next to me or putting her head on my lap. I was dreading going to work that week. I was tempted to call in sick on Monday but didn't. Sure enough it started immediately. When I walked there was a copy of the Sunday paper on my desk. Everyone pretty much avoided me that week. If I tried to say hello they would ignore me, if I tried to talk them about something work related they would blow me off telling me that they had a call to get on or were busy with something else and to just send an e-mail and all the time I would see them looking at me talking softly so I couldn't hear. I didn't know what to do, my whole world in one day had collapsed! My friends were gone, my co-workers were treating me like a freak, it seemed the whole world was laughing at me. I didn't know what to do! I hadn't slept much during the week, I would just toss and turn thinking, worrying, dreading what would happen the next day. It was Saturday late afternoon when there was a knock on the door. I ignored it. The knock became a pounding, I still ignored it. "James! Open the door. I know you're in there. you've been ignoring me all week, you haven't picked up the phone and you haven't returned any of my message. Open the door!" As she kept pounding on the door. "I'm not going anywhere, so you might as well open the door!" she announced as I finally got up and walked over to the door and opened it. She stepped inside and immediately hugged me. We walked over to the couch and sat down. She apologized for getting me involved and I kept apologizing over and over for ignoring her calls and messages all week. I went on to tell her about what happened with the guys at the bar and the reactions I have been getting at work. She didn't say anything she just held my hand and listened. "I won't blame you if you hated me," she said quietly he head hung low. "But, I don't think," she started to say looking at me a sharp edge in her voice. I squeezed her hand and smiled. "No, I don't hate you, you know I love you for who you are. At first I was mad at you I admit it, but then I thought about all the things we talked about, everything you said and the feeling I have for you. I would be the biggest hypocrite, no the biggest asshole in the universe, and it would go counter to everything I said and feel if I walked away." Alice just smiled and leaned in close and kissed me. "I have thought about this all week. I can actually be a pretty spiteful guy if I feel that you have wronged me I will go out of my way to get you back," I chuckled. "So I'm not going to hide from the world, if they want to play I can play to!" "You're not going to do anything drastic are you?" she said a bit worried. "Well I could start to get really close to the other guys at work. You know always stand a bit closer to them than is necessary, smile and eye them a lot. Or following them into the bathroom and smile at them while they take a piss," I laughed Alice just looked at me for a moment judging if I was serious or joking and then started to laugh. "I'm kidding, but it would be fun. No, I'm just going to go about my day as I always do, that if anything will piss them off more." "Just don't do anything to drastic alright, I don't want you to get hurt," she said a bit worried. "There, there is something else I need to tell you," I said seriously. "It's about Gregory." I went on to tell her what happened at the apartment that night. "So what are you going to do?" she asked. "I, I don't know. I admit I have always been attracted to him, I just never said anything because I wasn't sure if he was gay. I've been wanting to ask him for a long time now, It's just how do you tell your best friend that you think he's sexy? We have been friends for so long, doing something like that would just screw it up and I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I think he felt that same way," I sighed. "So you've loved him for a long time then," she said in a quiet voice like someone who had just been defeated. "Yes," I said. Alice just responded by lowering her head and looking away but I reached over and put my hand on her cheek. "Hey," I said as she looked at me, I could see tears forming in her eyes. "Remember what I said about my relationships?" She shook her head. "I always remain loyal. I love you, nothing is going to change that and I'm not going to let anyone get between us. It was just my good luck that I never got up the courage to ask him and that he never asked me because I might not be with you here now," "Really?" she asked. "Really." I smiled and we kissed. As we sat there together the world seemed right again. My heart once filled with pain and anger seemed whole and all the uncertainties that I felt this last week were all swept away. I knew what was right in my heart and despite what fears still lingered in my head it would be my heart that would lead the way! While we were sitting on the couch just talking there was a knock on the door. "Who the hell could that be?" As I got up and walked to the door and opened it. "Hey," Gregory said. "Hey," I replied as we stood there looking at each other awkwardly. It was Alice who broke the standoff when she walked up next to me and asked who it was. I could see the look of surprise on Gregory's face when he saw her. "Oh! Yeah. Well I see you have company," he said awkwardly. "I'll just, well. you know," he stammered while pointing backward. "You must be Gregory," Alice smiled. "James has been talking about you since we first met. It's a pleasure to finally meet you. I'm Alicia Stedwig," "Yes, I mean hello. I mean thank you," Gregory stammered. "Please come in," Alice said smiling and kind of bumped me out of the way. Gregory just looked at me and I kind of gave a little shrug as he walked in. Alice and I sat down on the couch and Gregory took the chair obviously feeling very awkward at the situation. "It's so good to finally have a chance to talk, like I said James has told me so much about you. I love your work by the way," she smiled. "Really?" Gregory suddenly smiled, his attention being drawn away from the awkwardness of the situation. "Where did you see my work?" "Your site, James gave me the address and told me I had to check it out." "Wow, that is so kind of you to say. Though I must admit I think my work looks better because of Jame's photography and the way he built the site," he laughed. "I keep telling him his photography is really good, but he doesn't seem to believe me!" she laughed. "Tell me about it I have been after him about that for years!" Gregory laughed. "Well, I just stopped by to make sure he was okay, he hasn't returned any of my calls all week. I guess it's the same with you," Alice smiled then gave me a wink and got up. "Alicia I just wanted to say that I think your work is fantastic, I don't believe that anyone really believes that bullshit the paper wrote and you're a success because of your talent alone," Gregory said. "Thanks, that means a lot, and please call me Alice," she smiled. "Of course that doesn't mean that I don't secretly hate you for being so talented!" he laughed. "Hey don't sell yourself short. Your very talented and there are a number of other artist here that are as well!" she laughed. I walked her to the door and she gave me a hug when we broke away she started to lean in for a kiss but stopped. I just smiled and pulled her in close. After our kiss goodbye she whispered in my ear "good luck" and walked to her car and left. I shut the door and walked over to the kitchen and grabbed two beers out of the fridge, opened them and handed one to Gregory and sat back down on the couch. We took a few sips in silence until I finally had enough. "Sorry I haven't returned any of your calls, I have had a lot on my mind," "I know, I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the article beforehand. I read it and I saw you at the museum but I had no idea you two were going out. If I knew how those asshole would react I would told you!" Gregory said taking another sip of his beer. We sat there for a while longer just finishing our beers in silence. "About that night," I asked. Gregory didn't say anything he just looked over at me. He was about to say something but I interrupted him. "I have always been attracted to you, you know," I admitted. "I think, well I think I even love you," I smiled at him. "We have been friends for so long, we know most everything about each other and you have always respected the fact that I don't really talk about my personal life and well I don't ask about yours. The truth of the matter is I have been for a while now wondering what it would be like to be with another man. I always thought you might be gay, but never said anything because I didn't want to fuck up our relationship. Secretly I was hoping that you were, hoping that perhaps you would make the first move so I won't have to. It's just funny that it happened now of all times!" I laughed. Gregory just smiled and nodded his head yes and laughed. He looked over at me and got up and sat down next to me. "I'm sorry kissing you that night was so stupid of me!" he said. "It's just well to be honest, I've been attracted to you from day one. But your such a private person when it comes to your personal life. Like you said I didn't know how you would react if I said anything so, well I didn't. I wasn't really trying to keep the fact that I was bi from you it's just well I just kind of go about my business as I am. When I found out that you were with Alice, I just. I got jealous okay!" I laughed at his admission. "Wow no one's ever been jealous for me before, usually I'm the one who gets cheated on," Gregory just looked at me and started to lean in, I hesitated for a moment before I met him, our lips touching softly at first them we started to kiss more passionately for several seconds before I pulled away and looked at him. "I'm sorry Gregory," I said simply. "What for?" he asked confused. "I, I can't. I'm in love with Alice." "I know," he laughed. "You're like a stupid dog aren't you, always loyal no matter what," As he patted the top of my head. "Thanks you make it sound so romantic!" "Friends?" he asked seriously. "Of course, nothings changed," I laughed. "Well everything's changed, but at the same time nothing has." "I'll drink to that," he smiled and we clinked our bottles together and finished off the rest. We sat around for a while afterwards talking and drinking about nothing in particular. The tension that we felt before fading away. It was almost midnight before he left, and I had to go to work tomorrow. "Hey," Gregory asked before he left. "If it wasn't for Alice, do you think that you would of been with me?" "Yes, I always hoped that would of happened," I replied. He started to turn to leave but stopped. "I know this is incredibly rude but the article about Alice is that true? She just seems so, so much like a woman. It's hard to believe that she ever was anything other." I laughed. "I'm not at liberty to say, if Alice want to set the record straight that's her decision not mine." He nodded. "You two haven't been?" he asked letting the last part hang. "As far as what we have or haven't done, you know how I feel about that, I never kiss and tell." He just smiled and we hugged before he left. Chapter 08 That week at work was actually fun. All of my co-workers were still a bit stand offish but I walked around like nothing had changed, giving everyone a smile and being friendly. I printed out a photo I took of the painting that Alice made for me and had it on my desk. One of my co workers asked me about it and I joyfully told him that it was a painting Alicia gave me as a gift. His reaction was priceless. Things got even more hilarious because on Wednesday Alice decided to get involved by sending me flowers. I came back from lunch to find a dozen red and white roses on my desk and a card from her with big letters announcing who it was from. It was during the week also that I got a call from Eric. I don't know why I picked up, he had sent a few text messages to me last week but I just erased them. He apologized over and over about what happened saying that he though the other guys were just joking around at first but then they just kept going and going. He felt bad for the way he acted and wished that he did something to try and stop them. He asked if it would be okay if we got together this weekend. I talked to Gregory about what Eric had said, he didn't think it was a good idea, that it might a trap to lure me out. He suggested that if I really wanted to meet up with Eric it should be in neutral territory and there was no way in hell he was going to let me do it alone. His idea of neutral territory was pretty hilarious it turned out to a gay bar. While I thought that was funny I suggested a different place and we met up at a bistro bar. Gregory accompanied me along with two artist friends who I had met before. All the worry was for nothing. Eric arrived and apologized, turned out after we left he got into a bit of a argument with the others and got the same treatment I did for standing up for me. Eric bought the first round and we actually had a great time. When we left we were all walking down the street when on the other side I caught sight of Tom, he had his arms around two girls. I laughed and pointed him out and took out my phone to take a picture as he stopped with them under the street light on the corner. It was funny because three days later Tom turned up in the office. He was in the break room with his ex. Looked like he was trying to get his way back into her pants. "Well if it ain't the little fag," he sneered. "Tom, hey, how you been douche bag!" I laughed. "I'll admit you got some balls showing up around here," "What, you think I'm afraid of a little shit like you?" he replied puffing up his chest a bit in a stupid attempt to be macho. "No I mean coming around here to talk to her," I said. "What happened the other night those two girls I saw you leave the bar with didn't work out?" "What are you talking about," she accused him. "Don't pay any attention to this little pussy," Tom said. "This was you right?" I asked as I brought up the picture I took that night on the phone and held it out for his ex to see. "You fucking shit!" she yelled at him. "You come around telling me you love me, that breaking up was such a big mistake and you'll never do anything to hurt me again and last weekend instead of going out with me your stumbling around with some fucking bar bimbos!" As she got up and stormed out of the break room. "Wait!" Tom cried out after her. "You little fucking fag, I'm going to kick the shit out of you for that!" Turning to me. "What was that?" I asked holding my hand to my ear. "You heard me you fucking fag!" he repeated before he heard someone clearing his throat in the door way. My boss and owner of the company Mr. Davidson had come in to the room mid conversation and Tom never saw or heard him.. "Is everything alright here James?" he asked. "Yes sir, Tom here was just leaving I think. Weren't you?" I smiled. "Tom? Thomas Jacobs?" my boss asked out loud. "Yes," Tom replied stopping in his tracks. "Seems to me that you work for Anthony Douglas over at data services is that right?" "Yes, sir that's right," Tom replied nervously. "Good friend Tony, great at golf. Hell just last weekend he kicked my butt all over the greens," Mr. Davidson paused and took a sip of coffee. "We do a lot of business with him, it would be a shame if I had to break off our business relationship. I'm sure he would want to know why and of course who is responsible," "Yes, sir I mean, no," Tom stammered. "Of course there is no reason at least not now that something like that would happen," Mr. Davidson asked to which Tom just nodded. "Make sure I don't see your face in here again understand," he said lowering his voice and turning around to face me. Tom just swallowed and started to walk out. "I'm sure James here will let me know if there is any more issues regarding this matter, won't you James," he asked me with a smile his voice never changing. "Of course Mr. Davidson," I smiled back. "Good," he replied and turned around to address Tom who was standing in the door way like an idiot. "Weren't you leaving?" Tom bolted at that point. Once he had left I let out the laughter I was holding in from the moment Mr. Davidson walked into the room. "That was fantastic Alan!" I laughed calling my boss by his first name. "That was fun wasn't it. Did you see the look on his face!" he returned my laughter as he walked over and refilled his cup with coffee. Once he had his I refilled my cup as well. "Say, I saw that photograph on your desk the other day, is that a Stedwig?' He asked. "Yeah, she painted that for me as a gift. The photograph doesn't really do it justice," I replied, not sure what he was on about. "Fantastic artist that girl! Bought one of her works at the charity auction last week," he smiled. "If she happens for some reason or another to ever come around I'd love to meet her, tell her how much I admire her work." "Of course I'd be happy to introduce you to her, if she happens to stop in," "Excellent," Alan replied. "Well I guess I'll get back to looking like I'm doing something. You get back to work to so I can keep looking like I'm doing something," he laughed and walked out of the break room. Chapter 09 God I couldn't believe it had been two months since Alice and I first started going out. What a roller coaster ride it had been. For the occasion she had made reservations at a local restaurant, nothing to fancy just a nice quite place. When I asked her if that was a good idea she just shrugged saying that she can't hide forever. Saturday night came and she picked me up at my place and we drove to the restaurant. I thought it might be a good idea for her to drive, that way if she felt uncomfortable or something happened she could leave immediately. We arrived at the restaurant and was seated in a quite booth in the back. We ordered a bottle of wine and she ordered the cheeses sampler from the appetizer menu, saying that I would love it. The wine came and she picked up the bottle smiled and poured me a glass then herself. While we chatted the cheese arrive, and I admit she was right it was fantastic. We were talking idly back and forth about anything and everything, enjoying our selves when I noticed Alice's eye go wide. I looked over my shoulder to see two guys approach the booth. "Say," one of the guys said in a leering voice. "Look who we have here!" As they walked up to us. The first guy walked in front of Alice while the other stood next to me effectively blocking me in. My blood ran cold, I could only imagine what was going through Alice's mind. A person of my physical size and strength really only has two option in a fight. I can either go all out, take the initiative and strike with everything I had. Doing this would hopefully catch them off guard never thinking I would dare mount an offensive and keep them on the defensive not giving them a chance to grab me or to put it simply run my ass off. In this case neither was an option as I was trapped sitting down in a booth. Of course I found out long ago a guy my size will never get that far if he has to fall back on his strength or lack thereof. Wits and brains always seemed to work much better when dealing with idiots than muscles do. While the two asshole were busy leering at Alice I quickly hit the power button on my phone and started up two apps. Then holding my phone on its side I angled it up at the two guys. "So what is our little fag doing out tonight humm?" Asshole number one asked. "You do know that is thing is a little sissy fag don't you?" Asshole number two looked over at me and asked. Alice had a terrified look on her face and her whole body was shaking. "I'm sorry guys I'm not sure what you are talking about?" I smiled up at them and replied in a calm, even and friendly voice. While I replied I nudged Alice under the table with my foot a few time. She looked over at me and I looked down quick at the phone and then back up at her and tapped the side of the phone with the index finger of the hand that was holding it. Unfortunately she was too petrified to catch on. I really wanted to let her know what I was planning but there was no way to do that without revealing what I was up to and there was no turning back now. "Come on, fag boy, you haven't shown your friend here you little secret?" Asshole number two asked Alice. I gave them my most baffled look. "You friend over here," he jerked his thumb toward Alice. "It's a guy," asshole number one smiled, putting a heavy emphasis on the word it's. "Really?" I replied. "I'm sorry guys I think your mistaken all I see here is beautiful woman. "Oh were sure alright, ain't that right honey," he laughed. "Had myself a little feel," he replied. Then the other asshole jumped in. "Yeah that's right, shame we couldn't of finished the little chat we started when you ran out of the bar. We were hoping to teach you a lesson," he smiled at her and punched his hand. "Please, please stop! Leave me alone," Alice whimpered. "No can do, little sissy cocksuckers need to know there place in this world," he said and reached for Alice. "Wait a second guys, let me see if I got this straight. She is a he?" I asked taking their attention away from Alice. "What do you think I've been talking about. Your little girl friend here is a little sluty fag boy." "Wait, and you know this how?" I asked trying to sound stupefied. "Weren't you listening asshole I reached up and had myself a feel," he replied holding out his hand. "It's playing with you buddy. This little fag piece of shit just wants to suck your cock and pretend to be treated like a girly slut," Asshole number two said to me while asshole number one reached over and grabbed Alice's hand. I didn't want to let them, I saw the terrified, helpless look on Alice's face. I had never seen anyone so scared in my life, but I needed a few moments, just a few moments of distraction. Alice's reaction was immediate, she screamed at the top of her lungs. The moment she screamed all eyes were fixed on her. I quickly flipped the phone down, shut down the first app and hit the send button on the second app. Just as I did that the waitress, a waiter and another customer were in the two guy's faces. Alice was curled up at the far end of the booth sobbing uncontrollably. "Guys, guys, please. Everyone just calm down alright," I announce to the group. "What we have here is just a simple misunderstanding that's all," I said in the most friendly tone I could muster, to which the other customer, waiter and waitress just stared at me. "Ain't that right guys? This was just a misunderstanding," I asked the two asshole. "You were all just about to leave. I'm sorry that we disturbed anyone," I smiled. The group argued back and forth for a few moments and the waiter asked Alice if she was alright. Alice just looked up at him and whimpered. "She's fine, she is just upset about something the guys said, it's alright. Like I said it was just a misunderstanding," I said trying to smooth over the situation. After a few more moments the waiter, waitress and customer left us alone. I smiled and sat back down. Alice looked over at me, I could see such hurt in those once beautiful eyes and what I thought was a look of betrayal. It froze my soul, there was nothing, nothing in this lifetime, nor the next dozen lifetimes that I could of done to hurt her more. The two guys just looked over at me and smiled. Probably thinking that I just gave them the go ahead to do what ever they wanted. I took a deep breath. Ok show time! "So guys, as I said you were about to leave, right. Oh and never come back, I don't want to hear of either of you shit heads coming within 10 inches of her do you get me," I growled. They just stared at me for moment and started to laugh. "Ohhh I get it fag boy here has a boyfriend, ain't that nice another little cock sucker, do you have a pretty dress to?" They laughed focusing their attention to me. "Let me put it into terms that your simple little brains can comprehend. You just admitted to us that you sexually and physically assaulted this young woman. Then you went on to make threats to her life all the while uttering sexual slurs. So let's go down the list here. You guys are guilty of sexual assault, physical assault and based on her sexual orientation and what you two have been spewing out of your mouths that makes it all a hate crime," I said as I checked off the list on my fingers. "I think you guys better start practicing so you can be the best bitches in the block for the next 20 years," I said laughing. "What the fuck you talking bout asshole! It's just you and your little fag's word against us! You have no proof," The first guy said as he grabbed me. "You think were afraid of a little shit like you!" "You see this?" I asked and held up my cell phone "I got your guys entire rant on video," I said smiling. "Isn't technology great." His reaction was to be expected he just grabbed my phone out of my hand and smashed it on the floor, stepped on it a few time and fished out the microSD card. "There, so now what smart guy, hun?" he taunted me holding his arms out. I think that's what gorillas do in the wild, not sure. I just laughed at him. "Bravo," I said and clapped my hands. "However there is this little app on the phone that allows me to upload files from the phone to a server. You see while you idiots were busy arguing a while ago I upload the video," I paused and looked over at Alice who was just staring at me. I smiled and gave her a wink. "Got ta love 4G!" I smiled. "The video is now on the server were I and a number of my friends can get it anytime we want." The two guys just looked at each other. "So what will it be guys?" I asked. "I think it's about time you guys left us to have a peaceful meal, oh and as I said I don't want to hear about you guys coming within ten inches of her or the police will get the video. Oh and if the police prove to be useless I'm sure the press and youtube would love to see it," The two guys just looked at me, I think they understood? No, wait I think the wheels are still turning, no, hang on a sec. There it is! "Come on let's get out of here," The first asshole said. "But," The second one started to say but was interrupted. "What!" He yelled back. "Come on let get out of here!" "Guys!" I called out as they left. "Remember." I let out an explosive breath and reached over to the bottle of wine, refilled my glass with trembling hands and drained it in one shot. Alice just looked at me, her mouth open. "I'm sorry Alice, I'm so sorry," I apologized. "I didn't mean for you, I mean I didn't want you to go through that but it was the only thing I could think of," I said. "Please, I'm, I'm so sorry," I pleased with her. Alice just looked at me, and got up to get out of the booth. That's it then I though as I remembered the hurt and betrayal in her eyes. I'm so small and weak, so pathetic. She deserves so much more than I can give her. She deserves to be with someone who can protect her, someone who could make sure that those beautiful eyes never, never again show that kind of pain. I just lowered my head as she started to walk out, letting out a sigh. I felt tears wheeling up in my eyes, I really am shit aren't I? My train of thought was shattered by a soft slender, beautiful hand touching my cheek, that then slid under my chin rising up my head to behold her. I stared into her eyes, there was no pain in them anymore just love as she leaned in closer, closer parting my lips we kissed. She smiled at me and brushed a tear that started to fall down my cheek away. Putting her hand over mine she sat down next to me. We sat there together for a few minutes in silence, leaning against each other and holding hands, the silence finally broken by a giggle, then another, and another until Alice was laughing out loud. I couldn't help but start to laugh myself. "You, you!" she stammered. "You are so full of shit! I can't believe those guys believe you! That performance deserved an Oscar!" "Really?" I asked innocently. "Check your phone," I smiled and reached over and grabbed her bag and handed it to her. Alice gave me a inquisitive look, reached in to her bag and took out her phone. The little green light was flashing indicating that she had a new message. She just looked at the phone for a moment, then at me, then at the phone. "I don't believe it," she said. "How? When did you?" "I nudged you under the table to try to let you know what I was doing but I think you were to shocked to notice. I had to keep them taking about what happened as much as possible and at the end I needed a distraction to upload the video. When he grabbed your hand and you screamed I stopped the recording and hit send. While those assholes were arguing it finished the upload," I explained. Alice just looked at her phone again and smiled. "I figured you didn't want any cops so I tried to smooth over the situation and get them alone. I wasn't sure those apes had the brain power to comprehend what I did when I was explaining it to them but it seems between the two of them they can at least finish a sentence," I laughed. Then turned serious. "I'm so, so sorry for letting you go through that. You deserve someone so much stronger than I am. Someone who," I tried to finish but was interrupted but her leaning in close and giving me another long lingering kiss. I think that kiss would of last the rest of the night except for the waiter coming by to check on us. "Whoops, I'm sorry," he apologized. "That's fine," Alice said pulling away from me with a big smile on her face. "Would you like to order now?" "No," she said looking over at me. "I think we will just take the check, if you please." "Of course," The waiter nodded. "However your bill for the evening has already been taken care of. Complements of the house, as a apology for letting that riff raff interrupt your evening," he smiled. "Oh no, we can't do that," I started to protest but was interrupted as the waiter held up his hand. "The owner insists," he replied. "I must confess that I notified the owner of the disturbance," Alice and I just looked at each other; she smiled and gave my hand a squeeze. "My apologizes also for eavesdropping," he said pointing over to the corner where there was a little area to store dishes and place ware, which I guess also connected into the kitchen even though I never saw anyone come or go from that area. "We did not believe your story that everything was alright so the owner and I were listening to the exchange you had with those men, just in case. I must say we were quite surprised at the way you handled the situation. I do not think that you will have any more trouble from those two," he laughed. "I hope not," Alice said quietly. We lingered a bit longer and had another glass of wine and finished off the cheese while we waited to thank the owner. When the owner stopped by he gave Alice a big hug, then shock my hand giving me a few slaps on the back and laughing. He insisted that we stop back again his treat. Turned out he was also a big fan of Alice's work and brought us over to the bar where there proudly on display was one her pieces that he purchased at the charity auction. He asked for Alice's autograph and posed for a few pictures with her. I stood off in the background trying to stay out of the way till Alice reached over and grabbed my hand and pulled me into a picture. Once we left we hopped in the car and headed straight to her place. We started kissing before she even got the door open and all the way to the bedroom. She ripped off my clothes and pushed me back on the bed as she pulled off her dress before pinning me on the bed and kissing her way down my chest till she reached my erection. She looked up at me smiled and licked the whole length like a candy cane before putting the tip between her lips and sliding the whole thing down her throat. Again she worked her magic and made quick work of me, holding my cock in her mouth until I was spent. She then looked up at me and swallowed the whole load in one gulp licking her lips before working her way back up till we were kissing once again. "Will you make love to me?" I asked whispering in her ear. She just looked at me with a surprised look on her face then she smiled. "Are you sure?" She asked smiling. I just kissed her and she got up and practically dragged me to the bathroom to get cleaned up. A few minutes later she lead me back to the bedroom. She put down a towel on the bed and I sat down. She reached down and start to stroke my cock while I wrapped my hand gently around hers. I moved to the middle of the bed on my knees while we still kissed and she asked me again if I was sure. I smiled turned around and got down on my hands and knees with my ass sticking up in the air I gave it a little wiggle which made Alice laugh. She started out by kissing my cheeks then spreading then apart she started to lick around my little opening. The feeling was amazing! I had no idea it was that sensitive and I almost lost it while she was doing it. She stopped and reached over for some lube and spreading a generous amount on herself and inside me she positioned herself at my opening. Are you ready?" She asked gently as she started to rub and gently poke at me. "Oh yes," I replied with a soft moan of pleasure as she grabbed my hips and started to apply pressure. Slowly, gently she started to push in a bit and then back as I relaxed as much as I could. After a few attempts she pushed herself halfway into me, and I let out a bit of a shudder at the pain of being stretched. "Ahhh!" I moaned as the pain was replaced with the sweetest pleasure as my muscles relaxed and enveloped her. Without a word she started to slid back and forth, slowly at first then a bit faster working up a rhythm. In a surprising short period of time her whole length was sliding in and out of me. "Oh God!" I moaned as the feeling overtook me. I had used a small dildo on myself before but this felt so much better. The feeling of her slapping against my ass and her hands firmly grasped around my hips pulling me to her was amazing. All to soon it was over. Alice cried out and rammed herself as deep into me as she could and I felt her body shutter against mine and her cock pulse inside me. That drove me over the edge and I found sweet release which only heighten Alice's as my muscles tighten around her. I fell forward on my stomach panting as I felt Alice getting soft and pulled out of me before she lied down next to me panting as well with a smile on her face. "That was great," she said as she kissed me. "I usually last longer than that but the idea of me being your first was just too much," she laughed as I took her in my arms and we cuddled together, enjoying the warm afterglow of sex. "Why don't we get cleaned up?" I asked with a smile after we had recovered. "Sure," she smiled and helped me up. I could feel a bit of her cum oozing out as I walked with her to the bathroom. She started the shower and we hopped in, our slick wet soapy bodies rubbing up against each other making sure every nook and cranny was clean. I started to kiss her neck then worked my way down to her breast and then got down on my knees before her. Her fully erect cock was eye level and I leaned in close. "You don't have to," she said as she ran her hands through my hair. I reached out with my tongue and gave her a lick. Then I grabbed her cock and started to lick the tip. It was already wet from the shower but I wanted to make her feel the best I could. I hesitated for a moment, my lips parted centimeters away from her head before my lips wrapped around the head and I slid her cock down my throat. I could only get about five inches in without triggering my gag reflex but I was able to briefly take her fully. I started off slowly working up and down the whole length of her cock. It was amazing I couldn't believe how smooth it felt, how hard yet so soft and god how hot. After a few moment I worked up a good rhythm as I got more confident. Alice fell back against the wall, her hands on my head. She was panting and I felt her body shutter. "Oh, James, I'm, I'm going to cum!" She moaned as she squeezed my shoulders warning me. I didn't break my rhythm and kept going back and forth, back and forth briefly on each stroke taking her all the way to the base. "Ahhh!!" She moaned and her body shuttered as I held her cock as deep as I could and squeezed down. As I felt her cock start to pulse in my mouth releasing her cum I pulled back a bit and held her there until she stopped shuttering then I released her by slowly sliding her cock out of my mouth. I looked up at her smiling and then swallowed her whole load before reaching out with my tongue to clean up the last little bit of cum that was still oozing from her before standing back up. She just smiled at me and kissed me. Chapter 10 It was only a month later when she asked me to move in with her. At first I was reluctant but she pointed out quite correctly that I was spending so much time at her place anyway, so I relented and moved in. I insisted that I at least pay the utility bills but she just laughed at the idea. It was wonderful living together but I felt a bit like I was taking advantage of her. Being together I started to get in the habit of dressing on a regular basis. As soon as I would come home from work I would go up stairs and change into a dress, or a skirt and blouse. Alice tutored me till I was actually quite proficient on putting on makeup and the weekends, when we not going out was spent with me fully dresses. After only a few months of this I actually had a decent amount of closet space set aside for my female clothes. I started to take it a bit further in my everyday life. I had my ears pierced and started to style hair much more on the feminine side. My coworkers and friends noticed the change but they didn't make a big deal out of it. Living with Alice gave me the courage and the freedom to live my life how I wanted to and show off my feminine side. It was funny because I actually started to get hit on by more woman then I did before and of course now guys were regularly coming up and talking to me. Even one of the guys at work approached me. While at first the local artist community was a bit put out by her. Gregory started to come over and hang out with us and of course he would bring over several of his friends who were all artists. Alice came up with an idea and using her influence with the curator of the local museum she acquired space for a rotating exhibit of local artists. In the end not only did it bring more exposure to the artist but to the museum as well. Alice and Gregory teamed up on me to push me on my photography and I relented and actually had some of work included in the rotating exhibition. Alice continued to do her charity auction work and I even started to attended a few of them, it was fun being alongside the center of attention and having my picture taken but it was all rather embarrassing. Of course by now everyone knew that I was her boyfriend, which was fine by me. Alice quickly became a fixture in the LGBT community and even the community as a whole by starting and working with an after school art program for the local kids. I even pitched in by running a photography class. Everything seemed to have settled into a beautiful normalcy, however it turned out that there was still one huge surprise waiting for me, one that would potentially change my outlook on life forever and it was something I was dreading since I first started dating Alice. I had met Alice's mother shortly after I moved in with her. She was exactly as Alice described her, in a word wonderful. As for my family I told them about Alice up to a point. I told Alice what I expected the reaction of my patients was going to be and was trying to put it off as long as possible, or at least till I found a way to break the news to them. However it seems that day was going to come a lot sooner than I hopped it would. It was Friday late afternoon, since it was a holiday I was just at home lying on the couch watching TV, my arm dangling off the edge petting Kalie who was lying in front of me on the floor. Alice was at the museum working to set up the next exhibit of local artists and probably would not be back till late. Kaile's ears suddenly perked up and she got up and walked over to the door, a few moments later there was a knock on the door. Who the heck could that be? I though as I got up and walked over to the door. Alice has a key why would she knock as I opened the door. "Hey Bro!" I heard as the door pushed open and I was hugged. "Sis!" I replied dumbfounded as Kalie barked happily. "What the heck are you doing here?" I asked and I pried her off of me. "I came for a visit of course!" She laughed. "You never seems to have any time to come visit me or mom and dad for that matter." "Yeah, well about that," I started to say. "Wow, I almost didn't recognize you," she smiled. "Your hair is so long. And whats that?" She asked as she brushed my hair to one side reveling my ear ring, then she did the same on the other side. "Wow when did you get your ears pierced? You look so much like a girl you know." "Dose it look that bad?" I asked a bit uncomfortable. "You always were a bit of a girl anyway you know," she laughed as she walked in. I showed her around the condo, she was amazed at the place and all the while teasing me as she usually did, asking how much I was mooching off of this poor woman. I told her that Alice was out and would probably not be back till late. Alice as it turned out did not come back till around 7pm. While I was in the bathroom I heard Kalie bark and the front door open. "James?" I heard Alice call out as I quickly finished up. "Oh there you are?" I heard her say as the front door closed. "My did you get a new dress? That looks really cute on you," Alice said as I stepped around the corner to see her reach out and take my sisters hand. My sister just froze as Alice pulled her close. "J,James!" Alice stammered when she saw me and then let go of my sister her face turning bright red to match my sisters. I just started to laugh and walked over and put my hand on my sisters shoulder. "Alice, I'd like to introduce you to my sister Amy. Amy this is Alice," I smiled. "Please to meet you" both of them said at the same time. Then looked away embarrassed then back at each other again and started to laugh. "My goodness," Alice laughed. "I can't believe how much you two look alike." "I know," Amy replied. "Especially with his hair so long now." It was true, my sister and I even though she was three years older looked remarkably similar. We were both about the same height, the same weight and had the same hair color. The only real difference in our appearance was my noise was annoying quite a bit larger and my lips quite a bit thiner. Amy glanced over at me with a curious look on her face, then back at Alice. "What did you mean when you asked if I had bought a new dress?' She asked. "Ahhh, well, you see. I" Alice stammered. I just laughed. "She's always saying that," I chimed in to save Alice. "She thinks I look to girly with my hair like this and the earrings. She keeps making jokes about me buying a dress." "I'm, sorry," Alice laughed. "When I saw you Amy I though James actually did buy a dress!" Amy just laughed. "Yeah I know what you mean, I think he would look good in a dress," she looked over at with a sly little smile. "Humm perhaps a white one with blue poka dots and a ruffled skirt?" She said putting her hand to her mouth thinking out loud. I just froze and the blood ran from my face. She just described exactly one of the dresses she had when she was young, one that I particularity loved and wore on several occasions. Alice just laughed looking over at me dressing me with her eyes. "Humm I think that would look good as well. Perhaps some sheer pantyhose and a pair of blue sandals?" "Ohh the would be perfect!" Amy laughed and clapped her hands together. "You know I had a pair of blue sandals when I was younger. Do you remember them?" Amy asked me. "Ahhh," Was all I could get out! Alice just laughed and grabbed my arm. "Oh gezz look we embarrassed him!" and Amy joined in. As Alice and Amy walked over to the couch I made a detour to the kitchen to grab some wine and three glasses, and we stayed up way into the night talking, laughing and joking. The next morning I awoke to the smell of bacon cooking. Humm man that smell always makes me so hungry. I rolled over to find that Alice had already woken up. Humm I guess shes making breakfast for us. I let out a sigh and rolled back over to my side, fully intent on curling back up and going back to sleep when the silence was shatter by a scream and then a crash. Startled by the sudden outburst I sat up and slipped out of bed onto the floor my right leg still hung up on the bed under the covers. Yanking my leg free I ran down stairs to find Amy in the kitchen her face red and eyes wide, her hand drawn up to her mouth with a look of shock on her face. Alice was facing me, her back to Amy with her head down and arms inward, her hands held tightly over her crotch. She was wearing her sheer silk nightgown and cute little white silk panties repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again. "What happened?" I asked. "Are you guys okay!" not fully understanding what happened at first. Alice just looked up at me and removed her hands from her crotch reveling her morning wood in all it's glory, the head of her penis peaking out from the top of her panties. She just let out a cry and ran up stairs. "Alice!" I called after her as she went past then I turned over to Amy, who was still frozen in place with a profoundly shocked look on her face. "P.P.P.Penis!" Amy stammered and pointed at Alice as she ran. "Amy, wait I can explain." "Explain what!" Amy shrieked. "She has a freaking penis!" While Amy was freaking out Alice came back down stairs in a robe. Slowly, timidly she walked up next to me and took my arm. "I'm, I'm sorry," Alice stammered. "I just came down this morning, I completely forgot that you were here." "I, I, I," was all Amy got out before she ran out the door. "Amy! Wait!" I called after her as the door shut. "I'm, I'm sorry," Alice said in a quite voice her head hung low. "It's alright," I smiled and put my arms around her. "She ran out without anything so she'll have to come back eventually." Alice just let out a sigh, then started to giggle. "What's so funny?" I asked. "Did you see the look on her face? That was the exact same look you had that morning." I just laughed. "I guess. It is kind of ironic isn't it? This situation." "Do, so you think it will be alright?" She asked. I let out a sigh. "Well it wasn't the way I had hoped to tell her, but it was effective!" I laughed. "I had always planned on telling Amy the truth. Amy I know would understand and be supportive." "Running away in terror counts as being supportive in your family then?" Alice asked with a smirk. I had to laugh at at. "She understands me better than anyone. We talk about everything, things that I guess normally brothers and sisters wouldn't talk about." Alice just smiled. "Like your attraction to guys? And your cross dressing?" "Well no, but she knows about my dressing already it seems," I smiled. "That dress she talked about yesterday, that was a dress she had when she was in high school. I use sneak into her room when she out and try it on. I have no idea how she found out. She's never once said anything about it, but it seems she knows." Since Amy had already made the bacon there was no sense letting it go to waste Alice made some eggs and I put on the coffee and not knowing what else to do we had some breakfast. Afterwards we got changed and sat around waiting for Amy to come back. Surprisingly it wasn't till about an hour later when there was a knock on the door. I got up and opened the door to find there in the doorway was a very embarrassed looking Amy. "Look why don't we sit down and talk about this," I suggested, hoping to defuse the situation a bit. As we walked over to the couch to sit down Alice whispered in my ear again about how sorry she was, I just smiled and told her it was alright. Once we sat down a few moments later Amy came over and sat in the chair across from us. "Well. I guess the biggest surprise is out of the way," I laughed lamely. "I guess I know why you hadn't gotten around to introducing us to your girlfriend," Amy said. "Mom and dad would freak out if they found out about this!" ?gI know, I'm sorry, now you know why I didn't really give any details. I wasn't trying to hide it, it's just I wasn't sure how to tell you." "Well from what I saw she wasn't hiding anything," Amy laughed. "Seriously she bigger than you are!" "Wh, what!" I stammered. Amy just laughed. "Look, I'm sorry about the way I reacted. It's just well, it was a bit of shock. It wasn't something I was expecting to see." Alice just smiled. "I'm kind of surprised that you freaked out that badly sis and ran away," I said. Amy just looked down embarrassed. "I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt your feelings." Alice and I just looked at each other confused. Amy then, started to giggle, which turned quickly into full laughter. "Amy?" I asked. She just put up her hand still laughing. "I'm, I'm sorry. God this is just to funny," she said as she wiped her eyes. "Oh God! You guys," she tried to say as she started to laugh again trying to get her mirth under control. "Wait a second. Why the hell did you run out this morning?" I asked. A question that just started Amy to giggle again. "Like I said I didn't want to hurt your feelings." "You mean you didn't want to laugh in my face," I replied. "Pretty much," Amy shrugged. "You mean you aren't shocked?" Alice asked? "Well I mean I was at first. It's not something you would expect to see. But you looked so cute in your nighty and little panties with the tip of your penis peaking out of the top. The situation was so crazy and the look on your face and then James, trying to explain things. It was just to hilarious I couldn't help but laugh. I was trying so hard to hold it in and then you came down in the robe with your face red as a beet. I couldn't take it anymore!" She smiled. "Great," was all I said and rubbed my hand over my face. Alice just let out a sigh of relief and laughed. "I guess looking at it from the outside it was pretty hilarious wasn't it." "It was like a scene out of an anime," Amy laughed. "I was so worried," Alice said. "I didn't want you to hate me." Amy just smiled. "No matter what I could never hate you, Talking with James you have made him so happy. Honestly I have been worried about him. He's never had any luck with relationships, it seems he has always been searching for something. Something that just wasn't there in his others," she started to laugh. "I think I know now what that was." Alice laughed at her comment, while I just tried to not turned bright red. "So tell me, how did you two meet? James never was one to go to bars, he has always been a shy rather reserved person." Alice then told her the story only holding back on the details of me offering her the dress. "Wow. I so glad you weren't hurt," Amy said as she reached over and started to rub Kalie's head and scratch her neck. "Your such a good girl," she told Kalie. "So you knew who she was right from the start then," Amy asked me. I just nodded. "So why did you fall for my stupid brother then?" Amy laughed asking Alice. "Well," Alice smiled taking my hand and gave a gentle smile. "Hummm. Something tells me I'm not getting the whole story here," Amy said giving us a sly smile. "Are you holding out on me bro?" I just looked down at my lap and over at Alice, smiled and gave her a little nod. "Are you sure?" Alice asked. "She knows already, so you might as well tell her," I replied. Alice just smiled and told Amy the story in full detail. After Alice had finished Amy was trying her best not to laugh. "So that explains what Alice said yesterday about you buying a new dress. I guess I don't have to ask if you still dress then." "I had no idea that you even knew. Till you described that dress and I recognized it as one you wore in high school." "I must admit that you were always very careful, it was for that reason I suspected something. You were always the neat one and you always put things back better than I did." I had to laugh at that. "I suspected something was up so a couple time when we were home alone I made a big deal of leaving only to sneak back in a bit later. I caught you on a few occasion. You looked so cute," she giggled. "I always wanted to talk to you about it. I though it would be so sweet to dress you but I figured that it would just humiliate you so I never said anything. I even covered for you a few time when mom started to ask a few questions." "What!" I exclaimed. "Yeah she started to notice a few things missing or something I can't remember exactly but I told her that I borrowed it or whatever," Amy shrugged "I, I don't know what to say," I stammered, shocked that not only did my sister know but she secretly supported me. "I kind of wish you said something to me, even though your right I would have been to humiliated to talk to you about it." "I always though you were gay or at least bi," Amy said. "I figured that you would of started go out with what's his name. Senior year, tall brown haired guy, his dad owned the store you worked at for a while. Shit what was his name?" "Michale," I said. "That's it," she snapped her fingers. "I remember the looks you use to give him, even if he didn't notice." Again I had to laugh remembering how I felt, the conflict of emotions, the desire I felt, a desire that I didn't fully understand and one that I was ashamed of. "Mom and dad would freak out, if I introduced them to Alice won' t they," I mused out loud. "Oh God yeah!" Amy confirmed. "You know how they are, if anything age has only solidified them even more." I just let out a sigh. "It's up to you," Amy said. " I know how you are, you stick to what you believe is right and it's unfair for Alice to have to hide who she is just for the sake of two very, very rigid old people." "It's more than that actually," Alice said, and I just shock my head yes. "There has been at least two articles in local news papers written that mention who they think I really am. Although it's not really that widely known as an artist I'm sure that information will travel along with me." "So you never officially announced it?" Amy asked. "No, it's none of their business, I am who I am," Alice shrugged. "Are you going to transition fully?" Amy asked. "No, I'm very happy the way I am," Alice said. "I guess I will have to tell them, at least at some point," I said. "I know it might sound selfish," I said looking over at Alice. "But I think it would be best if I told them alone. I really don't think you should be there when they implode." Alice just nodded, Amy then let out a sigh. "Well I guess I don't have a choice." "With what?" I asked. "I'll be there when you tell them. I've got your back," Amy smiled. "This trip wasn't entirely my idea. Mom was bugging the shit out of me about if I had talked to you and what I knew about your new girl friend. I had to talk her out of coming here herself and the only way I could do that was to come myself. I figured just based on the fact that you had been so vague about the details that something was up and you were trying to put off telling them as long as possible." "I didn't want to lie to them, but what is worse lying to them or telling them?" I asked. "Hummm, that's a tough choice. I guess you two could easily act as if nothing is different, but if they happen to find out later," Amy said leaving that last part hanging. "Yeah, I know. I guess there is really only one choice," I sighed and Alice just put her hand on mine. "Why don't you go back with me?" Amy asked. "Well stop by and if things go as suspected well you can stay at my place and I'll drive you back the next day." "Yeah, I guess that would be best," Then I looked over at Alice. "Like I said I think it would be best for me to do this alone. If things go how I think they will, I don't want you to get arrested for assault," I laughed. "Ok," Alice replied. The next day I left with Amy to visit my patients. I was surprised that Amy didn't ask me more about Alice but it turned out the two of them had stayed up late that night talking. Amy was very happy that I had found someone so wonderful but she was worried about how our patients would take the news. On the way there we talked about how to best approach it and at least four time we were on the verge of just calling the whole thing off. It was a bit past noon when we pulled up to the folks house and was greeted at the door my mom. Dad was in the living room watching some sports reruns. Mom had prepared some lunch and after our hugs and greetings were concluded we sat down for lunch. The talk started out small, the usual things. How was I doing, how was work, how were my friends doing. Then the big question, and once asked it hung there for a few moments as I agonized over my decision to tell them. But taking a deep breath I told them about Alice as I took out a photo I had of her and handed it to mom. I started out with what she did, how wonderful a person she was, how caring, how giving which they seemed very please about. Of course the question then came up of why I didn't bring her to meet them. Amy just looked over at me got up and walked behind me and put her hand on my shoulder and gave it a squeeze. Taking a deep breath I told them the truth. Their reaction was more than I expected. First there was stunned silence, then I could see the anger flash across my dad's face and what I can only describe as disappointment in my mom's. Dad threw the photo of Alice down on the table, slammed his fist down and got up and left the room followed my mom. My family is usually quite vocal about expressing themselves so to suddenly be faced with such silence reveled the depth of their shock. Amy tried to comfort me and I thanked her as I got up and suggested that we just leave. There was nothing more to say. We got half way to the car when my dad came out. "Is that it then? Is that all you got to say to us?" He accused me. "What do you want to hear dad. Hun?" I asked. "I always though there was something wrong with you," he told me as he walked up to me. "But I never imagined that you would hurt us so bad. Your mom is in there crying you know," "I'm sorry. But this is my life. This is who I am, it took me a while to admit to myself but, you have two choices dad, accept it or not," I told him. "I guess thats it then. You choose to live in sin with this fag in a dress over your family," he yelled at me holding up the photograph of Alice and throwing it at me. "Fine get out of here then, and don't ever show your face around here again!" "Dad!" Amy cried, but before she could say anything more he cut her off. "And you, you don't have any surprises for us do you? You aren't sleeping with some lesbian whore are you?" he accused her. "And what if I