GIRL SCOUT
By Annie James
INTRODUCTION
Adam stood patiently beside his father-in-law at the front of the
church. He did not look around at the bridal party slowly proceeding
along the aisle. He was pleased that Doreen's father would once more
have a spouse to share his life. "It must have been lonely for him for
the past twenty years as a single parent raising a daughter," he
thought. "He was a damn good parent too, if the devotion that Doreen has
for him is any criterion." Out of the corner of his eye he caught a
glimpse of his wife in her long peach taffeta gown as she slowly
advanced toward the front of the church.
Doreen's mind was on the sensation that would be created when she
announced to her father and the new bride that she was pregnant. "I'll
tell Adam tonight," she thought, "but I'll wait to tell Danni and Max
when they come back from their honeymoon. I wonder how Danni will feel
about becoming a grandmother so soon after the wedding?" As she reached
the front of the church, Max, who had turned to face the bridal party,
winked at her before turning further to stare at the bride with open-
eyed admiration.
The bridegroom's thoughts were firmly fixed on what would come after the
festivities were ended. Max's knees felt weak from thinking about the
pleasure that an erect penis slipping into its place in a well-
lubricated pussy would bring. As a means of controlling errant thoughts,
Max reflected on that other wedding, twenty-one years earlier. Back then
Max had been so preoccupied with the details of the ceremony and the
reception that there was no time left to think about the aftermath, when
bride and groom first shared each other's body with full societal
approval. Max smiled at the advancing satin-clad bride and received a
shy trusting smile in return. "Yes," vowed Max silently, "I am one groom
who will really strive to make the wedding night so happy for my virgin
bride that this day will always remain the greatest highlight of Danni's
life."
Entering the church Danni tried to control a mounting excitement by
mentally reviewing each step of the day's preparations leading up to
this triumphant procession down the centre aisle. What a thrill it had
been to rise from bed knowing that the big day had finally arrived!
There had been the luxury of breakfasting while still dressed in
nightgown and negligee. Doreen had arrived early and taken over
responsibility for clearing the breakfast dishes while Danni
concentrated on laying out all the bride's regalia on the bed in
preparation for dressing. A leisurely bubble bath had followed, after
which, again clad in gown and negligee, Danni had sat while Doreen
applied nail polish to toes and fingers. The hairdresser had arrived at
eleven to set both Danni's and Doreen's hair.
After a light lunch prepared by Doreen, the real fun of the day began, -
---- dressing for the wedding. A thorough shaving of arms and legs and a
second quick dip in the tub were followed by a brisk towelling and a
dusting with bath powder. The naked Danni stood before a full length
mirror to don silky bikini panties and to fit those luscious breasts
into the cups of a satin and lace bra. Danni was still adjusting to the
experience of being so amply endowed. Thoughts of Max, unclasping the
bra and fondling the breasts, made Danni's nipples tingle.
Danni regretted that the light, though effective, pantie-girdle hid the
bikini panties. Nevertheless it was an additional pleasure to draw a
sheer nylon stocking up each leg and clip it in place. Slender fingers
smoothed each, and checked that the clocks were correctly positioned.
Danni stepped into the bedroom on high-heeled satin pumps to seek
Doreen's help in placing the full-length slip over the head without
damaging the hairdo. How sleek the silky garment felt as it slithered
down into place, exciting the patches of smooth skin not already covered
by bra, girdle, or nylons! The bride-to-be sat for a long while at the
dressing table, while Doreen applied cosmetics to Danni's face. Doreen
slipped on her own dress, and Danni closed the back zipper for her,
before the final grand moment arrived. The gorgeous white satin bridal
gown was pulled up over Danni's hips, arms slid into the narrow satin
sleeves, and the bodice moulded itself beautifully around Danni's
shapely bosom as the back zipper was drawn up. The final touch was a
single strand of pearls to match the pair of pendant pearl drop
earrings. When the last stroke of lip gloss had been added, Doreen could
not help remarking that she had never seen a more beautiful or more
radiant bride.
Now as the bride slowly approached the front of the church, ever so
conscious of the feel of silk sliding over nylon hose, Danni smiled
shyly at Max and resolved that thinking back further in time, over the
events which had led up to this momentous day, might be the best way of
controlling a mounting excitement.
CHAPTER 1
Daniel J. Millard, as he signed his name, was a bachelor in his mid-
thirties. Too shy to make many friends, he lived quietly in his own
apartment. His one major interest, outside of his work as a computer
programmer, was the leadership of a Boy Scout troop. When not at work or
occupied with his duties as scoutmaster, he could usually be found at
home, reading, or watching television. This quiet life would probably
have continued had not a young woman of about twenty moved into the
apartment next door.
Dan first encountered Doreen as she struggled by herself to bring a
large carton up the stairs while she was moving in. Naturally, he
volunteered his help, and finished by making several trips down to her
car, until all the items which had not been entrusted to the movers, had
been brought up. "Thank you so much," she offered, when he had completed
the last trip.
Dan put his last parcel down and thrust out his hand. "I'm Dan Millard.
I live in the apartment next door. I guess we're going to be
neighbours."
"I'm pleased to meet you, Dan. I'm Doreen MacGregor. That's Mrs. Doreen
MacGregor, but right now my husband is away on a construction job in
Alaska. That's why he is not here to help. By the way, can you tell me
where to find the nearest fast food place? I don't think I could find
the ingredients for making supper in all this mess."
Dan, disappointed at learning the marital status of his new neighbour,
was surprised when she accepted his hastily proffered invitation to
share dinner in his apartment, and breathed a sigh of relief, that he
had tidied the kitchen before leaving that morning. As it turned out,
Doreen did most of the supper preparation, and insisted on seeing that
all the dishes were done up before leaving.
During the course of supper conversation, he learned that Doreen was
leader of a Girl Scout troop. It also developed that Doreen's father had
lived, until the age of thirteen, in Dan's home town. Dan remembered a
family of the same name, but could not remember a boy named Max. Dan
thoroughly enjoyed talking with Doreen, and was most pleased to accept a
return supper invitation for later in the week. She promised to make it
a full scale dinner with all the courses.
Four days afterward, Dan was welcomed into his neighbour's apartment for
a meal which was everything she had promised. Doreen greeted him at the
door, and conducted him to the living room, where he was installed with
the newspaper and a glass of wine. While she chattered cheerfully from
the kitchen, he perused the paper and sipped his drink. When Doreen re-
entered the living room to refill his wineglass, his normal shyness was
beginning to evaporate, and he followed her back to the kitchen to offer
his help with the meal preparation. His offer was cheerfully accepted,
and he was set to work mixing the salad ingredients. Everything was just
about ready, and Doreen was just about to remove the roast from the
oven, when the telephone rang.
"I can't answer that now," called Doreen, "Be a dear and answer it for
me, Dan, please."
He was about to do so when a sudden thought made him hesitate. "What if
it's your husband?" he ventured.
"Don't worry about it. Tell whoever it is that you are my mother," joked
Doreen.
Dan had consumed just enough wine that he was willing to participate in
this foolishness. He found himself raising the pitch of his voice and
saying into the phone, "Hello. This is Doreen MacGregor's residence. May
I help you?"
"Is that you, Doreen?" came the voice of a male caller.
Dan extemporized, still using that high-pitched voice, "This is her
mother speaking. Doreen has gone out for the evening. Do you wish to
leave a message?"
"Just tell her that her father will expect a call later in the evening
when she comes in. Thank you," and the telephone clicked in Dan's ear.
Doreen laughed uproariously when the message was delivered to her. Tears
were running down her cheeks as she commented, "Oh, Danny. Where did you
learn to imitate a woman's voice so well?"
"It's not difficult," he answered, once more using that higher pitch,
"I've always been able to do it."
"I bet you couldn't do it all evening," challenged Doreen.
To her surprise he accepted the dare, and successfully maintained the
voice until he departed, after they had watched the television news at
eleven P.M. In the meantime he had enjoyed a hearty meal before helping
with the dishes, and both had become so engrossed in their conversation
that they had scarcely noticed the passing of time.
It was less than a week later, that Dan accepted a request from Doreen
that he attend a meeting of her Girl Scout troop, to act as a visiting
tester for several girls who were seeking special badges. Dressed in his
scout uniform, he joined Doreen for a quick supper in her apartment,
before they set out in her car for the meeting. Perhaps the wine he had
consumed along with his supper, had some bearing on Dan's agreement to
the bizarre proposal which she put to him as they drove toward the
meeting. It took a brief stop at the side of the road to complete the
necessary arrangements, and a dose of severe self-control on the part of
both, to suppress the case of giggles, which almost disrupted her plot
before it could begin.
Using his higher-pitched voice, his scout hat replaced with a girl scout
beret, and with a touch of colour on his lips, but with no other effort
at disguise, Dan was introduced as 'Miss Millard'. The girls accepted
him as simply a rather masculine appearing woman and the impersonation
was a complete success. He conducted the necessary tests and several of
the girls were recommended for the badges they were seeking. After the
meeting, as Doreen and he returned home in her car, they laughed
uproariously at Dan's success as an impersonator.
CHAPTER 2
As the weeks went by, the friendship of the two neighbours continued to
grow. No sexual intimacy developed between them, but they continued to
visit back and forth, often dined together, and occasionally went
together to a play or movie. In a manner of speaking, in spite of the
difference in age and sex, they became best friends. Often when they
were alone together, Dan would be persuaded to practise his feminine
voice. This had become quite a private joke between them.
About three months after their first meeting, Doreen proposed to Dan
that he should accompany her to a Girl Scout jamboree. His initial
willingness evaporated rapidly when he discovered that she expected him
to once more disguise his sex for the three days he had agreed to stay.
This impasse was broken one evening after supper in her apartment, when
the wine had flowed a little too freely, and his resistance was worn
down.
Thus, it was with great trepidation, that Dan climbed into his friend's
car one Saturday morning, for the all-day drive to the jamboree site. He
would have thoroughly enjoyed the pleasure of a whole day in Doreen's
company, had it not been for the nagging doubts which bothered him about
the role he had agreed to play for the next three days. Nevertheless,
the time went quickly, and he was not required to pretend anything until
they neared the camp. Once again Doreen stopped the car, required him to
don a girl scout beret, and applied a coating of lipstick.
"Now," she instructed, "You sit in the car while I register us. Keep
your topcoat done up, and if anyone comes to speak to you, remember to
answer in the proper voice. And remember that your name is Danni, not
just Dan."
No one did speak to him, although the woman at the reception desk gave a
wave of welcome as he sat waiting for Doreen to fill in the necessary
papers. Five minutes later they had parked the car and carried their
bags into a small two-bedroom cottage.
Doreen insisted that one more preparation be made before Dan was
permitted to slip into bed at ten o'clock after a long tiring day. He
was allowed to sit reading the weekend paper, while she devoted herself
to curling his hair. That night he was forced to sleep with the curlers
still tightly wound against his scalp. "It's your own fault," pronounced
Doreen, "You could have let me do this before we started out this
morning." He slept soundly in spite of the curlers.
Shortly after six, Dan was awakened by having his shoulder shaken.
Doreen, wearing slippers and housecoat, stood beside his bed. "All right
now! Off you go to shower and shave. We have a lot to do before
breakfast. Don't forget to wear a shower cap." He reached for his terry
cloth robe to pull over his cotton pyjamas, and stumbled into the
bathroom.
When he emerged fifteen minutes later, a now fully clad Doreen, led him
back into the bathroom to remove his curlers and comb out his hair. He
made no response to her remark as she finished. "There, doesn't that
look nice? I think you should wear your hair like this all the time."
He did react strongly however when he saw what she had laid out on the
bed for him to wear. "Why should I wear a brassiere? I don't have
breasts. I didn't wear one at your troop meeting."
"That was different. The meeting was only short. The girls did not have
time to notice how flat-chested you were. Hold out your arms while I
fasten it in place."
Reluctantly, he removed his robe and pyjama top. He said nothing as she
clipped the bra in place, and inserted a pad in each cup. "Now here are
your panties. You can turn your back while you pull them on."
"I'm not going to wear those. I'll wear my own BVD's. They'll be more
comfortable." He felt he had won a victory when she yielded to this
demand, but as he turned back to face her he was handed a pantie-girdle,
and ordered to put it on, to conceal any lump in his groin area. That
done, he sat on the bed to pull on a pair of semi-transparent nylon
kneehighs. His plea to wear his own navy blue socks was rejected. He
complained further when he discovered that his slacks were to be
stretch-knit pull-ons with an elastic waist and no fly or pockets, and
again, when she insisted that a lacy nylon camisole be donned over the
bra, before he could put on his uniform shirt. One final obstacle was
encountered, when he discovered that she had replaced his scout uniform
shirt with a similar one having the same badges, but cut in a woman's
style and with buttons opening to the left. As a final touch, the shoes
he was handed had wedge heels about an inch and a half high.
"Now come into the bathroom so I can fix your face," ordered Doreen,
when he was fully dressed. There, after colouring his fingernails, she
again ignored his objections as she plucked and trimmed his eyebrows.
When the application of cosmetics to his face had been completed, she
pronounced herself certain that no one could possibly guess his real
sex. As he stared at his image in the full length mirror, Dan had little
doubt that she was right, even though he was feeling more and more
apprehensive about the whole affair.
His nervousness had not in any way abated as they made their way toward
the dining hall for breakfast. He did remember to maintain the pitch of
his voice, as those who shared their table introduced themselves, but he
left most of the conversation to Doreen, though he smiled at the jokes,
and answered pleasantly when directly addressed. Most of all, he was
conscious of the glint of his fingernails as he buttered his toast or
lifted his spoon to his mouth. The jutting mounds on his chest also
caught his eye when he glanced down at his plate.
Following breakfast the group moved to the headquarters building, where
they were to be greeted by the camp commander and given their working
assignments, in readiness for the arrival of the various girl scout
troops later in the day. 'Danni' was greeted warmly by Mrs. Beatty, the
camp leader, as he stepped forward to shake her hand. "So you're Danni,
the computer wizard that Doreen speaks so highly of. I hope we will
become better acquainted later today. Doreen made me promise to stop in
at her cottage this evening."
"I'm delighted to meet you, Ma'am," was all Dan had time to mumble
before she moved on to speak to the next in line. When the formalities
had been completed, Doreen and Dan left to find their assigned working
places and to explore the camp. Dan gained greater confidence as they
received friendly greetings from other woman leaders they met, and
either introduced themselves, or Doreen introduced 'Danni', if she
already knew the persons. Gradually he relaxed, as he coped repeatedly
with the standard questions. "Where are you from?" "What is your job in
the camp?" Etc. By noon he had loosened up enough to participate in the
general discussions at the dinner table, and in the afternoon he no
longer felt so self-conscious, as he took his turn at greeting an
arriving busload and guiding them to their assigned camping area.
Although his nervousness had more or less subsided by suppertime, he
still felt relief that after dinner he and Doreen had been excused from
further duties, and could look forward to a quiet evening in their
quarters. They had no sooner entered their cottage however, when he was
instructed by Doreen to quickly shave and freshen up. "We're having
company for the evening," she announced. "You heard Mrs. Beatty say she
is coming over, and besides her there will be a special guest whom I
want you to meet. You get shaved now while I change to a dress," she
added, as she closed the bathroom door behind her.
Five minutes later, he was just putting away the razor, as a knock came
at the bathroom door. He opened it at once to find Doreen standing
there, dressed in a pretty summer frock. Over her arm she carried a
folded garment which she hung on the back of the door when she had
stepped into the small room.
"Off with your shirt and slacks," she ordered without pausing. She took
them from him and hung them on the second hook behind the door.
"Stand steady while I redo your makeup and freshen your lipstick." Dan
stared mutely at the reflection of himself, in pantie-girdle and
camisole top, as Doreen worked.
Then he was ordered to, "Slip into this housecoat. Put your arms into
the sleeves and do up the front zipper." The full-skirted baby-blue
satin gown fitted smoothly around his hips, waist, and bust as the
zipper was drawn up. "That looks better on you than on me," commented
Doreen, as she smoothed the collar and buttoned each wristband of the
full-length sleeves.
Dan continued to say nothing, as he was ordered into his bedroom, where
he was told to remove his kneehighs and apply polish to each toenail. He
had not completed this task when Doreen was called to the front door to
admit the first guest. He was still waiting for the polish to dry, when
the doorbell rang again, and he could deduce from the sound of the voice
during the welcome, that this latter arrival was Mrs. Beatty.
CHAPTER 3
Dan paused to regain his nerve, but then, stepping carefully in the
open-toed satin slippers which Doreen had left him to wear, he shyly
entered the living room to be introduced to the guests. Mrs. Beatty
greeted him from her chair, but the other guest, a man, stood to be
presented.
"Danni, I want you to meet my father, Max Holden." announced Doreen.
"Dad, this is my friend Danni."
"Please, just call me Max," said Mr. Holden as they shook hands. "Here,
come and sit on the chesterfield beside me," he added, taking Dan by the
elbow and leading him across the room. He was about to sit next to the
satin-clad imposter, when Doreen interrupted to call upon him to set up
the folding card table and chairs.
In a few moments, all four were seated at the bridge table as the cards
were dealt. Dan sat stiffly in his chair while they played, very
conscious of the need to maintain the feminine pitch of his voice, even
though he had successfully done so all day. He concentrated hard, to
keep his attention on the card game, and on the conversation. It took
effort, not to be distracted when the sleek feel of satin caressed his
legs as he crossed or uncrossed them, when his eyes were caught by the
flash of his coloured fingernails as he played his cards, or by the
sight of satin-covered breasts as he looked down to sort his hand. He
was somewhat unnerved also by the attention which Mr. Holden seemed to
pay to his every remark.
During the course of the evening, Mrs. Beatty mentioned that she was
pleased with the operation of the camp on its first day, but that she
was having trouble finding enough staff to keep the dining room
operating for the whole week. "We had barely enough helpers in the first
place, and the chief cook tells me that another one has to leave after
tomorrow." She turned to look at Dan. "There wouldn't be any possibility
that you could stay on after your classes finish Tuesday, would there,
Danni?"
"I'd be happy to help out, but I would need permission to be away from
my work longer," he responded, thinking that would end the matter. Mrs.
Beatty however, suddenly hopeful of solving her problem, picked up on
this reply.
"Do you think your boss might let you stay if I called him to explain
the situation?" she asked.
Horrified by this suggestion, Dan immediately volunteered to phone
himself, first thing in the morning, seeking permission to remain for
the balance of the week. "Don't hesitate to call on me if you need help
in twisting your boss's arm," added Mrs. Beatty, before turning her
attention back to the game.
The guests departed about ten-thirty P.M. after the final rubber. Mrs.
Beatty's final words were, "I do hope you will stay on and help out,
Danni. You would really be doing a great service to the whole camp."
"I'll let you know by noon tomorrow," answered Dan.
Doreen's father remained to say a few words to his daughter after Mrs.
Beatty's departure. Before leaving, he turned to say good night to Dan.
"It's been such a pleasure meeting you, Danni," he said, taking Dan's
outstretched hand in both of his and squeezing gently. "I do hope to see
much more of you."
When the door had closed behind him, Doreen immediately added to Dan's
confusion by saying, "Gosh, you sure made an impression on my father. I
don't know when I've seen him so taken with anyone."
"It's a good thing I'm going home Tuesday evening," answered Dan, "I
should never have humoured you by carrying on this masquerade."
"What are you going to tell Mrs. Beatty tomorrow?"
"Why, that I am leaving, of course!"
"You know that she will phone your boss if you say no, don't you?"
"Do you really think she would?" he asked in a worried tone.
"If I know her, you can count on it. Anyway you can decide what to do in
the morning. Right now, you had better get your makeup off with cold
cream, and then head for bed. I am sure it will be a relief for you to
get out of your girdle."
Ten minutes later, an exhausted Dan, wearing the hair net provided by
Doreen, crawled into bed. His mood was rather jubilant that the
masquerade had succeeded so well, but he was convinced of the wisdom of
bringing it to an end on Tuesday. The nagging worry, that Mrs. Beatty
might indeed insist on calling his boss, disturbed his thoughts as he
laid his head on the pillow, but within a short time his steady
breathing indicated that sleep had arrived.
CHAPTER 4
Monday morning Dan rose with the alarm at six A.M., took his shower,
shaved, and dressed. Twenty minutes later, Doreen had again applied
cosmetics to his face, and combed out his hair. "There, you're ready for
another day," she declared as she set down the can of hair spray.
It was not until they were on their way to the dining hall for
breakfast, that the subject of Mrs. Beatty's request was raised. Dan
remained adamant that he would refuse to stay on after his planned
departure on Tuesday.
At eleven A.M. he had completed an hour of instruction with each of
three groups of girls, in the tent to which he had been assigned. As the
last girl straggled out to her next group assignment, Dan sat down to
rest from his efforts. He thought back over the classes he had just
conducted, how enthusiastically the girls had received his instructions
in programming, and how odd it felt to be addressed as 'Miss Millard'.
He particularly remembered the girl who had gushed, "Oh, Miss Millard,
I'm so happy you came! I want to become a computer programmer just like
you."
Just as he was about to rise to search out a cup of coffee, Mrs. Beatty
entered carrying two cups already prepared. "Good morning, Danni," she
called out, "I'm sure you must be ready for a coffee by now. Would you
like one or two lumps of sugar?"
They had been sitting for only a moment when she brought up the subject
of him remaining to help out for the balance of the week. "Why don't we
go over to the office as soon as we finish our coffee and you can call
your boss about staying on. Then, if he objects, I can put in a word
about what a public service you are performing."
"I'm sure that won't be necessary," answered Dan, suddenly terrified at
the thought of his boss learning of his masquerade as a woman, "I can
just claim some of my accumulated holiday time."
"Oh good! Then you will stay on," enthused Mrs. Beatty.
"Yes, I guess so," responded Dan, unable on the spur of the moment to
come up with a plausible excuse for refusing.
"That's wonderful! And I'm sure the girl who told me she was so
impressed with you, will be pleased too. No doubt she will be after you,
in your spare time, to give her more advanced instruction on computers."
Dan carried on in his assumed role successfully for the balance of the
day. After lunch, he accompanied Doreen back to the cottage to have his
makeup freshened. Then it was back to the tent to meet three more groups
of girls for computer instruction. 'Miss Millard' was becoming quite
used to this novel role of lady instructor.
Supper was followed by another renewal of 'Danni's' facial makeup, after
Doreen had insisted that a fresh shave be taken to guard against five-
o'clock shadow. Then they joined the whole of the camp for an outdoor
singsong and bonfire. It was on the return to the cottage about nine-
thirty P.M., that Dan finally told Doreen he had agreed to stay on.
"Well, that's a surprise!" exclaimed Doreen, "I'm not sure you know what
you're letting yourself in for, but I guess we will manage."
"What do you mean?" asked Dan, but just then they both noticed someone
sitting on the step of their cottage.
"Why it's my father!" cried Doreen. "What does he want at this hour?"
Mr. Holden quickly explained that he had come over to invite the two
girls to a movie Tuesday evening.
"We can't go Tuesday, but Wednesday would be fine," Doreen answered
without consulting Dan. "We have too much to do on Tuesday night."
"Then you have decided to stay longer as Mrs. Beatty requested," Mr.
Holden said to Dan.
"Yes, she was very persuasive. I guess it won't hurt me to help out."
"Well, I am very glad to hear it. It will give me a chance to get to
know you better. Till Wednesday night then," he added as he turned to
leave.
Dan found his duties on Tuesday less of a strain than he had experienced
Sunday and Monday. Dressing, combing his hair, and making up his face
went more quickly than before and required less help from Doreen.
Without telling her, he substituted the lace-trimmed nylon panties for
his BVD's. Walking over to the dining hall for breakfast, his step was
springy on his wedge heels, and he no longer had to be reminded not to
let his shoulders slouch, in his effort to make his false breasts less
noticeable. Wearing a bra and falsies was beginning to seem quite
natural. With the confidence he had gained in using his higher pitched
voice, he felt quite comfortable being perceived as female, and
fulfilling his assigned role.
His complacency was shattered however, in the afternoon, when Mrs.
Beatty stopped by, between classes, to advise him of his new assignment,
and bearing a box containing the required costume. He could think of
nothing to say, as the nylon uniform was held up against him to verify
its fit. His mind remained in a turmoil for the balance of the
afternoon, as he contemplated himself serving tables in the dining hall,
while wearing a mini-skirted dress. How could he possibly appear in
public, with legs bare above the knees?
"What am I going to do?" he asked Doreen when he finally had an
opportunity to confide in her, as they walked together back to the
cottage after supper.
She showed no sympathy. "Well, you did volunteer, you know. You'll just
have to endure it."
"But I didn't expect to wear a skirt."
"That's why I refused my Dad's invitation to a movie this evening. We
will have to get you ready for tomorrow."
Doreen lost no time in getting down to business when they re-entered the
cottage. As soon as the door closed behind them, Dan was ordered into
the bathroom. "Take off your slacks, and shoes and stockings," he was
told. Moments later he was ordered to stand on the toilet seat while she
proceeded to shave his legs. "You certainly have attractive gams," she
commented as she worked. "I notice your BVD's in the laundry pile. Does
that mean you decided to wear the panties I brought?"
"The BVD's were becoming dirty," he explained, rather unconvincingly.
"It doesn't matter. I'm glad you changed. There, that seems to do it.
Now, off with your shirt and camisole and you can sit down again."
Wearing only panties under his pantiegirdle, and along with his padded
bra, he said nothing, as he sat and raised each arm in turn to have his
underarm shaved. He hastened to refasten his bra after she had also
shaved the few hairs growing on his chest. He felt rather naked during
the short time he was without it.
"Now let's go into my bedroom so I can teach you how to put on
pantyhose," she said, as she put the razor back on its shelf.
Moments later, he found himself seated on the edge of her bed, following
directions to work his thumbs into the toe of each foot, before drawing
the hose up each clean-shaven leg. As he stood up to draw them around
his waist, he was told to take them off and start over. "You'll be more
comfortable if you wear your girdle over your pantyhose," advised
Doreen.
"Don't your legs feel smooth now?" she asked when he had complied.
"You're right," he confirmed, as he ran his hands down each leg in turn
from thigh to calf, before walking over to examine himself in the full
length mirror.
As he turned back toward Doreen again, she handed him a full length
nylon slip. "Here, put this on over your head, so I can see how it fits.
It's lucky that I packed one dress. I hadn't counted on having to find
underclothes for you, to go with a skirt."
After the dainty garment had slithered down over his body, he again
stood before the mirror while she adjusted the shoulder straps. "Don't
you think the lace trim around the bodice is attractive? I like the deep
lace hem as well, don't you?"
"It's very nice," admitted Dan in a small voice.
"It's too bad we have to cover it up with your uniform, but I'm sure you
will remember how pretty it is. Now let's see how well that uniform
fits."
The lemon yellow waitress costume with its narrow skirt, short sleeves,
and high neckline, came to just above his knees. As Doreen drew up the
back zipper, the dress closed smoothly around his waist, and had just
enough fullness in the upper body to emphasize the twin mounds on his
chest.
"Well, you certainly look the part anyway," she commented, as she tied
the white nylon apron in place around his waist. "Waitresses usually
wear laced oxfords with cuban heels, but I guess you can make do with
those wedgies you have been wearing. ---- Oh, and we had better trade
watches. Your man's watch looks too bulky on your bare arm."
After a short lesson on smoothing his skirt under his bottom when
sitting down, and keeping his knees together while seated, Dan donned
the cardigan sweater which he was handed, and the two went for a quiet
stroll around the camp. Along the way, they met several fellow leaders,
each of whom expressed pleasure that 'Danni' would be staying on for the
balance of the week. No comment was made about the mini-skirted legs of
which he was so conscious, particularly as the cool night air seemed to
swirl about his nyloned knees.
By ten o'clock they were back in the cottage preparing for bed. The
alarm was set for five-thirty so that 'Danni' could report for duty in
the dining hall before the first breakfast sitting.
CHAPTER 5
Later, Dan would remember that first morning as a turning point in his
life. At the time it seemed an exquisite form of torture, as the
attractively made up, latest addition to the dining room staff, reported
for instructions, then joined the other waitresses for a quick cup of
coffee. In spite of the rush as breakfast was served, he continued to be
conscious of his long nyloned legs displayed for all to see, while he
hurried back and forth. The fact that no one showed any reaction to his
mode of dress, and that all remarks addressed to him were either
requests for service, or expressions of pleasure that he was staying on
for the balance of the week, helped to keep him calm.
By nine o'clock, with breakfast duties completed, he sat with the other
waitresses to complete his own delayed breakfast. It was with a sense of
relief that he refused an invitation to go walking with several others,
and instead, returned to the cottage to spend his two hours of free time
resting his tired feet. At ten, Doreen popped in to supervise a renewal
of his makeup, and to suggest that the pantyhose be dispensed with for
the hot part of the day. By two P.M., when he again returned to the
cottage, he regretted not having taken her advice. A shower, shave, and
fresh application of makeup, again supervised by Doreen, prepared him
for his final two hour work session of the afternoon.
Doreen was waiting for him as he later re-entered the cottage.
"Hurry!" she urged. "My father will be here any minute, and we're
supposed to leave right away for the theatre." She unzipped his uniform
and sent him into the bathroom to wash his face. Then, still dressed in
his lacy slip, he was seated at the dressing table in her bedroom to
have his face made up once more, this time with pancake makeup and all
the trimmings, even mascara. He stared incredulously at the beautiful
countenance reflected from the mirror.
"Now we'll slip my green dress on you," he was told.
"But I can go in my shirt and trousers," he protested, noting that
although attractively made up, Doreen was still clad in her girl scout
uniform, "and you need your own dress."
"There isn't time for you to change now, so hurry up," she urged and
before he could protest further, she began to slip the dress over his
head. "Now stand still while we do up the belt and zipper."
Just then the doorbell rang and she went to welcome her father into the
living room, then returned to add a necklace and clip-on earrings to
Dan's costume.
Max stood as his daughter led her friend back into the living room. "Oh,
you look just ravishing tonight!" he exclaimed as he caught sight of the
skirted Dan. "I'll be very proud to escort you into the theatre."
The latter felt an embarrassed blush rise to his cheeks, (though it
didn't show through the pancake makeup), before he managed to reply.
"Why thank you, kind sir. You are most complimentary," and to his own
surprise added, "and you do look handsome yourself."
"Now, where's your coat?" asked Max. "We'll have to hurry to catch the
first feature."
"I'll get it," answered Doreen, and stepped to the closet to bring it
back. She handed a silk scarf to Dan, and the coat to Max, who held it
for Dan to slip his arms in.
"Where's your coat, Doreen?" asked Dan, realizing that she would now be
left to wear his mannish topcoat.
"Oh, didn't I tell you, Danni? I won't be able to go." she answered.
"Mrs. Beatty asked me to help out this evening. But I'm sure you two
will have a pleasant time. Here's your purse and gloves now. You can
tell me about the picture when you get back."
Dumbfounded by this sudden development, Dan could find no words to
express his sudden panic, as he found himself being ushered out the door
and into the passenger seat of Max's car. He failed to see the thumbs-up
sign which Max signalled to Doreen, before opening the driver's door and
stepping in.
.....
Three hours later, Doreen was waiting in the living room, when the front
door opened to admit Dan. "Well, did you have a good time?" she began.
"A wonderful time!" was the prompt reply from a smiling face, still
flushed with pleasure at the memory of Max's final words as he stood at
the foot of the porch steps looking up at his erstwhile date, their
fingers still entwined. 'I can't remember when I last had such a
pleasant evening with such an attractive companion. Danni, you're a
lovely person! Remember now, I'll pick you up Friday at two to take you
downtown for your shopping. Thank you again for a lovely evening,' he
had added, bringing his companion's gloved hand to his lips, before
turning to walk back to his car. Dan had stood with one hand on the
doorknob, watching as he drove off.
Now a frown crossed Dan's face, as the implications of the evening began
to sink in. He started to respond to Doreen's request to, "Tell me all
about it."
"Well, after he opened the door for me and I sat in the car, I was
terribly worried, but as soon as we started to talk as we drove away, he
made me feel so at ease that I forgot what a jam I was in, and just
concentrated on acting my part." He paused as he slipped his gloves into
a coat pocket, slid the coat from his shoulders, and turned to hang it
in the entranceway closet. When he turned back, Doreen could see that
his eyes had filled with tears.
"Come and sit on the couch," she ordered. By the time he sat down, the
tears were streaming down his cheeks. "Here," she said, handing him the
purse which he had set down on the table, "you need a kleenex to wipe
your eyes." She noted that even as the tears flowed, he had remembered
to smooth his skirt under himself as he sat down.
"Oh, Doreen!" he sobbed, as the tears continued to flow, and more tissue
was brought into play. "How could you do this to me? And to Max, your
own father!"
"But I thought you were enjoying yourself. Surely you wouldn't have
agreed to stay on for Mrs. Beatty, if you weren't."
"That's different. Max thinks I am a woman, and treats me like we were
on a date."
"Well, weren't you?"
"Yes, but it's not fair to him. I was afraid he would want to kiss me
goodnight."
"I'm sure you have nothing to fear from Max. I know he's a perfect
gentleman. After all he's my father, so I know him pretty well."
"But I got so into acting my part, that I almost wanted him to kiss me.
I'm sure he'd hate me forever if that happened, and then he found out
about me."
"Well, it's over now, and he didn't kiss you, so no harm is done."
"But he made me promise to go out with him again on Friday."
"Do you want me to come along?"
"You won't be able to. It's in the afternoon, my half day off, but you
will be working."
"Then why did you agree?"
"I didn't mean to. When he asked, I said no, that I had to go downtown
shopping that afternoon. Then he said he would drive me, and we could go
out to dinner afterwards. When I said he probably wouldn't like to take
me to ladies' stores, he said he didn't mind, that he had often been in
ladies' stores with your mother. What am I going to do? I don't need to
buy anything in a ladyswear store."
"Then you'll have to buy some things for me. I'll make out a shopping
list for you."
"But I don't even know what size you wear."
"Don't worry. I'll write the sizes down, too. Anyway that wouldn't be a
problem. We're about the same size. You're wearing my dress, and my
shoes, right now. That is until you kicked them off," she added, looking
down at his nylon-clad feet beside the pair of discarded wedgies.
Dan's spirits started to revive as he described how it felt to have the
car door opened for him, to stand aside while his escort purchased
theatre tickets, to have his chair held for him in a restaurant, to be
helped on and off with his coat, and to be told repeatedly how lovely he
looked, and how lucky his companion felt to have him for a date. He had
so thoroughly enjoyed Max's compliments on his appearance, that he had
made several trips during the evening into a ladies' washroom, just to
repowder his nose and freshen his lipstick.
Finally Dan went into his bedroom to remove his clothes. Still wearing
panties and bra, he donned the satin housecoat and slippers, and
returned to the bathroom to remove his makeup under Doreen's
supervision. Back in the bedroom, he felt a pang of regret as he doffed
the last of his finery, to replace it with his cotton pyjamas, and crawl
into bed.
CHAPTER 6
Thursday morning Dan managed most of his own makeup under Doreen's
supervision. He was less self-conscious, as he reported for his duties
as a waitress, wearing his short-skirted uniform dress. In the mid-
morning break, two of the girls from his former computer class met him
in the auditorium for a special discussion about their career plans as
computer programmers.
During the afternoon break, his confidence was sufficient that he
accepted an invitation from two fellow waitresses to go for an afternoon
stroll. After finishing his suppertime duties, he returned to the
cottage with a feeling of satisfaction that he had successfully
completed another day of masquerade.
That evening, under Doreen's direction, he learned to wash his
unmentionables, and received detailed shopping instructions for the
following afternoon. He went to bed early, after a short evening stroll
with Doreen.
Friday morning seemed to pass very slowly, but by two-fifteen in the
afternoon a freshly made up 'Danni', again wearing Doreen's dress, was
sitting in a chair, waiting for the arrival of Max. At one-thirty, Dan
had rushed home at completion of his duties, for a quick shave, and a
full facial makeup, complete with eyeshadow and mascara. Doreen had
begged off from her duties long enough to supervise, but had returned to
work before the arrival of Max.
Once more Dan had his coat held for him, picked up his purse from the
table, and was escorted to the passenger seat of Max's car. "Why thank
you, kind sir," he had replied to his escort's remark that Danni
certainly looked lovely today. Privately he thought that the effort of
applying mascara and the clamping of earrings to his earlobes had been
made worthwhile by Max's flattering remark.
In a downtown parking space, he waited while Max circled the car to open
his door, and stretched out a gloved hand to be assisted out to the
sidewalk. He had convinced himself, that whether or not it was fair to
deceive Max about his true sex, there was no harm in enjoying all the
courtesies so gallantly offered.
To Dan's surprise Max did not seem intimidated in the strange
environment of a ladyswear store. If anything, he was more self-
possessed than Dan, who was dependent on his disguise to calm a feeling
of panic. Instead of waiting just inside the door, Max stood at his
side, as he examined a rack of lace-trimmed nylon slips to make the
selection specified by Doreen, and willingly offered an opinion, when
consulted as to which was prettiest. In a relatively short time, Dan
had, with the help of a salesclerk, selected two each of bra, panties,
pantyhose, and girdle. An additional pair of pantyhose was added, when
Max commented that he liked the clocks displayed on the legs of a
manikin.
"I'll think of you when I wear them," Dan remarked as he was removing
his charge card from his purse. As he signed the bill, he thought how
lucky it was that only his initials, and not his full Christian name,
had been printed on his credit card.
Max carried all the parcels as they trekked back to the car to deposit
them in the trunk. Then it was back to another store to carry out
Doreen's instruction to buy a dress. "Be sure to ask Max's opinion," she
had said. "He has very good taste. I'm sure I would wear anything he
thought was nice!"
Together, they looked through the racks of dresses to select those that
should be tried on. Five times Dan went into the dressing cubicle to
change, and five times Max was not satisfied when he reappeared for
inspection before the shop mirror. They left that store without making a
purchase, and repeated the process in two more stores, before Max and
'Danni' were finally in accord, that a yellow jersey was just exactly
right.
Two different shoe stores were also visited before they settled on a
pair of black pumps with medium heels. Dan managed them well in the
store, but was afraid to wear them directly out on the street, because
the heels were considerably higher than those to which he had become
accustomed.
All in all, Dan found the experiences of the afternoon and evening so
exciting that he was scarcely conscious of the passage of time, and was
surprised that it was after eleven when they arrived back at the
cottage. They had continued shopping until late afternoon, dined in a
fancy restaurant, and attended a concert for the balance of the evening.
It took both of them to carry all the parcels from the car into the
cottage. Then Max returned to the car to fetch a package which Dan had
not seen before.
Max stood just inside the door as he proffered the parcel to Dan.
"Here's a little present for you, Danni," he said, "but you are not to
open it until you are ready to go to bed."
"Oh, Max, you shouldn't have!" exclaimed Dan, as Max leaned forward and
planted a light kiss on his forehead.
"Remember, not before bedtime," repeated Max, as he turned and slipped
out the door.
As the door closed behind him, Doreen, already dressed for bed, came
into the room. "Why Danni!" she exclaimed, "What's happened to your
ears? You've had them pierced!"
Sheepishly Dan reached up with his hands to feel the neat gold studs now
decorating each earlobe. "I didn't know what to say when Max suggested
it. If I had refused, it would have seemed that I was afraid, and I
didn't want him to think that." He paused for a moment before adding,
"I'll take the studs out and let them heal on the way home."
Doreen smiled and suggested that he hang up his coat and show her his
purchases. When they had all been laid out and she had given her
approval for each, she insisted that they be placed in the dresser in
Dan's room, and the dress hang in his cupboard. "Now it's time to open
your present," she declared. "Let's see what Max bought you."
"But he said not before I'm ready for bed," protested Dan.
"All right then. You can strip down to your underwear and put on your
dressing gown and slippers, while I go and dispose of the wrappings from
your shopping. But I want to be here when you open your present."
Dan dawdled over removing his dress, slip, girdle, and pantyhose, but at
last he donned the blue satin housecoat and slippers, and stepped into
the bathroom to remove his makeup.
He returned to find Doreen sitting on the edge of his bed, waiting for
the present to be opened. "Isn't it beautiful!" she enthused, as he
withdrew a full-length baby-blue satin and lace nightdress from its box
and held it up. "It matches your gown perfectly. Hurry up and try it
on."
She unzipped the front of his dressing gown and held it as he slipped it
off. The silken nightdress slipped over his head, and slithered down
over his body. "Now tie the two drawstrings at the back of your waist,"
she ordered. "Now come and look at yourself in the mirror. Don't you
look elegant? And won't this feel delicious as you lie in bed tonight?"
"But I can't go to bed like this," protested Dan, suddenly feeling a
sense of guilt at his masquerade. "I didn't agree to anything like this
when I consented to help out at the jamboree."
"Stop being such a stick-in-the-mud. You know you have enjoyed every
minute of it. Why else would you have had your ears pierced?" She
stepped over to the bed and folded down the top cover. "Put your hairnet
on now and crawl in." When Dan meekly complied, she tucked the cover
around him, followed her father's example by leaning over and kissing
him on the forehead, switched off the light, and left the room.
Dan, his mind in a turmoil, lay awake for a long time. The soft touch of
his silken gown, and the sensitivity of his studded earlobes, kept him
sensually aware of all that had happened in the past few hours.
Strangely enough, he realized that he felt really attracted to Max. "I
mustn't think that way," he admonished himself. "He would only hate me
if he really knew that I am not a woman." Max's face continued to haunt
him in his dreams.
CHAPTER 7
On Saturday, the last day of the jamboree, Dan was not required to
return to his waitressing duties until lunchtime, so he rose late, had a
leisurely shower and shave, put on a fresh bra and panties under his
nightdress, and lounged about in his satin robe and slippers. He felt a
sadness that this would be the last day of his impersonation. Tomorrow,
he would have to dress as himself for the drive home.
As he checked himself one last time in the mirror before leaving for the
dining room, his neatly made up face reflected the skill he had acquired
over the past several days. Pleased at his image, he thought how the
gold studs in his pierced ears seemed to give his face a final touch of
authenticity. Somewhat ruefully, he recognized, that on the morrow he
would revert to his own drab appearance. "Like Cinderella no doubt," he
told himself, and resolved to thoroughly enjoy the remainder of his time
as the make-believe 'Danni'.
That afternoon, buses began to depart, taking the various Girl Scout
Troops back to their homes, so that by suppertime, only the leaders who
had been present the previous Sunday morning remained. As they left the
dining hall saying tearful farewells to their friends from camp, quite a
few came over to offer 'Danni' a hug, and a kiss on the cheek, and to
express a wish to see her again at next year's jamboree. It was after
eight when he returned to the cottage, after finishing his own supper,
and helping in the final tidying of the dining hall and kitchen.
He did not object strenuously when Doreen insisted that the new dress be
donned, after she helped him out of his waitress's uniform. "I've been
waiting all day to see what it looks like on you," she explained, as
they prepared to walk over to Mrs. Beatty's office to return the
uniform. The two made an attractive picture as Doreen, in her flowered
dress, and Dan, walking for the first time in high-heeled pumps, made
the short walk to complete this errand. Mrs. Beatty was effusive in
thanking 'Danni' for having taken the extra time to help make the
jamboree a success.
Back in the cottage, he reluctantly suggested to Doreen that she get out
her suitcase, so the clothes he was wearing, and those newly purchased
things still in his bedroom, could be packed away for the return journey
starting early next morning. Once more, Dan received a sudden shock.
"I'm afraid you'll have to wear them one more day. We won't be alone in
the car. I've agreed to drop Doris off at her place along the way, and
Max will be coming with us as far as Centreville."
"But I'll definitely have to change before we get back home," he
complained, wondering at the same time, if she remembered that
Centreville was the town where he had grown up. He would not want to be
seen there by anyone who might recognize him.
"We'll work it out after we drop Max tomorrow," she promised. "Right
now, let's change for bed, lay out our things for tomorrow, and get
everything else packed."
Dan was secretly pleased that she refused to pack the gift nightgown.
"No," she insisted, "You're going to wear it again tonight. Max was so
pleased when I told him you wore it last night, and how lovely it looks
on you!"
An hour later, when a satin-clad Dan was ready to retire for the night,
he received one more instruction. "When you get dressed in the morning,
slip the nightgown into your own suitcase. After all, it was bought
especially for you. Put the dressing gown and slippers in too. I'm
making you a present of them for being such a good sport all week."
.....
Dan awakened slowly, his mind lingering over a just completed dream, in
which he saw himself strutting at the front of a band, twirling a baton.
As he stirred, awareness of his silk nightdress returned, and as his
eyes opened, pink fingernails caught his attention. He sat up slowly and
swung his legs over the side of the bed. The satin skirt of his gown
draped smoothly over his knees. His feet slid into satin slippers, pink
nails showing through the open toes. He stood on his high heels, reached
for his dressing gown and drew it on, covering his bare arms and the
lace trim around his false breasts.
It took him ten minutes to shower and shave, before he returned to the
bedroom to dress. Lace-trimmed silk panties, a fresh satin and lace bra,
pantyhose, girdle, full slip, and black pumps, quickly replaced
nightgown, robe, and slippers. These were added to the waiting suitcase
along with his razor and shaving soap.
He was sitting at the dressing table making up his face, when Doreen
came into the room, already fully dressed. She said nothing until he
turned to ask if he had done a good job. Reassured, he accepted her help
in zipping up his new yellow dress. He sat again, while she fluffed up
his hair with a comb, and applied hair spray. With the addition of a
necklace, he was ready to help load the bags into the car trunk.
Following a last check inside the cottage, he emerged from the door one
final time with a coat draped over one arm, and a purse clutched in his
other hand. His step was light, and his head held high, as he paraded
down the short walk, and took his place in the front passenger seat.
Doris was quickly collected, her luggage placed in the trunk, and she
took her place in the back seat. It was Dan who delivered the keys into
the camp office, and smiled a good-bye to the clerk through pink lips.
His heels clicked on the cement as he returned to the car, and a gentle
breeze swirled his skirt around his knees. At a suburban house, Max was
waiting for them, and came out to get in the car without anyone having
to go to the door.
At the fast food outlet where they stopped for breakfast, and later in
the car when Max had taken over as driver, with Doreen moved to the back
seat, Dan, to his delight, found himself once more the focus of Max's
attention. He responded to compliments about his appearance, with praise
for Max's driving ability. Then, to divert conversation away from
himself, he began plying Max with questions about the latter's
background, based on the theory that the way to keep a man happy is to
keep him talking about himself.
Doreen whispered to Doris that the two in the front seats seemed to form
a mutual admiration society. After Doris was dropped at her home, Doreen
continued alone in the back seat, happily contemplating how pleased her
father seemed to be made by Dan's company. She realized too, how much
Dan was enjoying the role he had been playing all week.
CHAPTER 8
At Centreville, Dan's complacency was replaced with an intense
nervousness when Doreen asked for time to make a purchase at the local
mall, and Max decided to use the opportunity to show Dan the home where
he had lived as a young child. Dan sat rigidly in his seat as they drove
slowly down a tree-lined street, and pulled up to the curb near a large
old house set well back from the street.
"Doreen tells me that you remember Maxine Holden," began Max, as he
turned the key off in the ignition.
"Why yes," admitted Dan, "She was a little older than me, but I liked
her a lot. I was very sorry when she moved away."
"Let me tell you about Maxine. It's a rather long and complicated story,
and I want your promise that you will not interrupt before I finish. Do
you promise now?"
"All right," assented Dan.
"We moved away when Maxine was thirteen. She was always something of a
tomboy, but by the time she was eighteen, her mother had convinced her
that she should act more ladylike, and before long a boyfriend appeared
on the scene. The romance went so quickly that at eighteen and a half,
she was married, and by nineteen and a half a baby was born, much to the
displeasure of her husband, who turned out to be very selfish and self-
centred.
"By the time the marriage was six months old, he had begun to beat her.
Perhaps he would not have dared, had she not been pregnant, because she
had always been fairly husky, and quite capable of fighting back. But
fear for the safety of her unborn child kept her from defending herself
with her fists.
"By six months after the birth of the baby, she had made up her mind
that she would leave her husband when the baby was a year old. That
decision was taken out of her hands, when he moved out a month later.
They have since been divorced.
"Maxine moved in with her parents, since he had disappeared and sent no
support money. With only a high school education, the best she could do
was work as a waitress, and this did not even provide enough money for
her to move into her own apartment and pay a babysitter. The baby was
six years old before she finally saved enough to move to her own place.
I'm sure you will be interested in how she managed it.
"One day she saw an ad for labourers at the steel plant at Rexvale. The
pay was four times what she was making as a waitress, even counting the
tips. In those days, there was no chance that a woman would be hired for
physical labour, so she decided to disguise herself. She got some men's
work clothes, bound her breasts in tightly, got a short haircut, and
applied for the job. Very much to her own surprise, she was hired, and
equally to her own surprise, she had no trouble handling the work.
"For a whole year, she lived a double life, working during the week as a
man, and becoming a woman again during the weekend to be a mother to her
daughter, who had remained in the care of the grandmother. But two
things conspired to bring this state of affairs to an end. For one
thing, she wanted her daughter to live with her. For another, she was
getting along well on her job and could expect a promotion soon. The
problem with that, was that she would have to work near the blast
furnaces, in the kind of heat where men wear either nothing on top, or
at the most, a cotton undershirt.
"Maxine worried about this for a long time, but finally she reached a
decision. She took a month's leave, and had a breast reduction
operation. When Doreen moved to Rexvale to start Grade Two, it was her
father who took her to the school to enroll, and her father who picked
her up each day from the babysitter's."
Dan, so nervous at first of being recognized in the car, then forgetting
himself as he became absorbed in the story, now could contain himself no
longer. "Then you are Maxine, and Doreen is your baby?" he burst out.
"You're really her mother, and not her father!"
"I guess you could say I am both," smiled Max. "Anyway, she has called
me Dad ever since that time."
"But she knows perfectly well that you are her mother?"
"Of course. But you promised not to ask any questions, and I haven't
finished my story."
Dan closed his pink lips and waited.
"I want to tell you about something Maxine remembers about those days in
Centreville before we moved away." Dan noticed that he had reverted to
talking about his female persona in the third person. "As you probably
are very aware, the third house down the street was the Millard house.
The young boy who lived there, was three or four years younger than
Maxine, but he seemed to like her a lot. They often walked to school
together, and he often came over to see her on Saturdays.
"One visit in particular stands out. It was shortly before we moved.
Maxine was just getting dressed when the doorbell rang. Mother had said
she was to wear a dress that day, because company was coming, and the
bell rang while she was sitting at the dressing table in her slip,
trying out lipstick. She pulled a woollen robe on and answered the door.
"May I come in?' asked her little visitor, and her first impulse was to
repulse him, but she relented and answered, 'I suppose so but you'll
have to wait in the living room. I'm not fully dressed yet.'
"Can't I come upstairs with you? I won't be any trouble,' he had asked.
"Oh, I suppose so,' was the reluctant reply.
"Back in her bedroom, Maxine took her dress from the closet, and asked
him to hold it while she took off her robe.
"Gee, I like your pretty slip,' exclaimed her little visitor.'It's so
beautiful with all that satin and lace. I wish I had nice things like
that to wear.'
"Don't you like being a boy? You never have to worry about getting your
jeans and tee-shirts dirty.'
"It's O.K. but I'd really like to have pretty things too.'
"I'll tell you what. If you promise not to tell anyone at all, not even
your mother, I will let you wear some of my clothes. Then you can
pretend to be a girl and you can help me set the table for dinner.'
"Oh, I'd like that and I wouldn't tell anyone.'
"Maxine proceeded to find some clothes which she had outgrown, and for
two hours, her little friend, wearing silk panties, lace-trimmed satin
petticoat, white tights, patent leather shoes, and an organdy dress, had
paraded around the house helping with the dinner preparations. Maxine
had completed his costume with a yellow hair ribbon, a touch of
lipstick, and nail polish.
"It was later, as she was working to remove all traces of the lipstick
and nail polish, that he had said wistfully, 'Gee, Maxine, I like you so
much. I'd like to marry you when I grow up.'
"There, that's the end of my story, and you can ask questions now if you
want. ------ Oh, just one more thing, I've often thought back to that
little boy's proposal during the years since Doreen started school,
while my masquerade has prevented me from having a normal relationship
with a man. You've no idea how frustrating it is to have women making
passes at you, when it is a man you really want."
"Then you know I am only posing as a woman because Doreen asked me to
help out at the jamboree."
"Yes, but you do it so well that no one would ever suspect. I'm sure if
your parents walked down the street right now, they would not even
recognize you."
"My parents are both dead. They died in an accident when I was only
eighteen."
"I'm sorry to hear that. As neighbours they were kind to me when I was
young. That means we're both orphans. My parents have been gone since
shortly after Doreen started school. Maybe that's why Doreen and I are
so close. We've only had each other all the while she was growing up."
"When did Doreen tell you about me?"
"I asked her about you the night you told me on the phone that you were
her mother. We have talked about you quite regularly ever since. I was
certainly anxious to meet you. And I was not disappointed. You are
everything Doreen described to me."
"I didn't know she was telling anyone else about me."
"You may be sure I am the only one she told. And by the way, you are the
only living person, besides Doreen and my doctor, who knows that I