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Small Beginnings (Part 3)
Ann began to get up, her decision made. "No," she said. "I think it's
best I leave."
"Awww, Honey," Ian cooed. "Don't go. I promise I will respect you in
the morning" He said chuckling.
She wheeled around with a flash of anger. "That's the problem Ian. You
don't respect me now."
"What?" he asked.
"I made it pretty clear that I'm not a gay boy playing at being a woman,"
she started. "And you treat me like some fuck toy. No. You may not like
the choices I made about how I live my life, but I do," She said as she
pulled up her jeans. She fastened her bra back on and dropped her forms
in the cups.
"Nothing could be further from the truth," Ian said. "I thought we were
just playing around."
Ann threw on her top and then sat and bucked her sandals back on her
feet. Standing she turned to him once again and said, "You thought
wrong. Everything is an audition. Everything is a test to see if
someone can be trusted to keep my secret, respect me, be a partner, not a
domineering prick," She picked up her clutch. "You failed." With that
she strode out the door.
She slept late the next day. Woke up and made her coffee. She saw that
Cindy texted wanting details. "Ugh, Cindy." She also had a text from
Jack.
NEED SOME HELP WITH THE BOYS THIS WEEK CAN YOU COME OVER AND DISCUSS?
She smiled as she creamed her coffee. Picking up her phone she replied:
SURE BE OVER AROUND NOONTIME?
She took her coffee in and flipped on the TV. A few minutes later Jack
confirmed. It was ten forty-five. "Why didn't I say three?" she groaned
to herself, and got up to shower, shave and dress. She chose a pink t-
shirt and denim skirt with ballet flats. She grabbed her phone and went
over to Jack's.
Jack answered with Alex in his arms. "Hey! I'm glad you could come
over," he said as she kissed Alex a hello. "Come on in," He beckoned.
"Where is Tommy?" she asked.
"Down for a nap, thank god. He's been a tornado this morning," Jack
smiled. "Can I get you a drink?" Jack asked as he gingerly stepped over
toys to get to the couch.
"No, no," Ann said, as she sat down on the couch, "I just had my morning
coffee."
"Late night, eh?" Jack probed.
"Yes, actually." She blushed.
"Sometime you will have to tell me about it."
Ann stifled a laugh. "No, not this one," she smirked. "Can I hold
Alex?"
"Sure you can," Jack said as he passed the baby over to her.
"Oh, you getting to be such a big boy," she cooed. Jack looked on rather
wistfully. He shook the thought.
"Ann, I have to go away for work this week for three days. Alex is
sleeping through the nights mostly. I know this is a major imposition
but I have no one else to turn to. Julia's family is 3000 miles away, my
parents are gone." Jack looked at her hopefully. "Can you stay over
here and take care of the boys?"
"Oh, Jack!" Ann cried. "I'm honored. Are you sure?" she gushed and
snuggled Alex to her.
"Oh yes. I'm more afraid it will be a burden to you."
"I just have to make a few arrangements with work and then I can handle
it," she said.
"Well, then," Jack began. "First thing I have to do is make sure the day
care knows you are authorized to pick the kids up. That's not too big a
deal. Second, I will need to get you a key. Lastly, I will need to
change the sheets," Ann looked up puzzled. "If you are going to sleep in
my bed while I'm away I need to make sure it's clean."
Ann giggled. "You know where I would sleep just hadn't even occurred to
me."
"I'm glad you can do this. Tommy thinks the world of you. Always wants
to know when you are going to come over and play."
"Aww, he is a sweetheart," she said. "Well, we will have three
afternoons to play together." She smiled at the thought.
Soon afterward, Tommy woke up from his nap. Groggily he saw Ann was
there visiting and wanted to be picked up by her. She passed Alex back
to Jack and picked Tommy up and placed him on her lap. He snuggled
against her as the continued to talk. Occasionally, Tommy would just
down and grab a toy to show Ann, and then want to climb back into her
lap. Jack all the while watched her as she effortlessly interacted with
Tommy. He imagined Julia in her place, the way she was so patient with
Tommy when she was pregnant. He knew he made a good choice in asking
her.
Tuesday evening inevitably rolled around. Jack was going on a late
flight so that Ann could spend the night with the children and not have
to worry about coming over in the morning when they woke up. He made her
dinner, and they sat and ate like a family would. Ann had gone home
after work and changed into jeans and a button down shirt, and packed
PJs, and clothes for several days. Anything else she might need was just
a quick run across the parking lot, so she covered all the basics. After
dinner, Jack called a cab to pick him up. Ann would use his SUV with the
car seats for the rest of the week. When the cab arrived Jack picked up
Tommy and hugged him. He then grabbed his bag and Ann followed him to
the door with Alex on her hip. Jack opened the door and turned to give
Alex a kiss on the head and then turned and gave Ann a peck on the cheek
without thinking.
"Jack!" She blushed.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," he blurted with embarrassment. "I...uh...thought you
were..."
She grabbed his arm to reassure him. He looked at her. She smiled.
"It's ok. Safe flight," and pecked him on the cheek too.
The cab driver was watching. At the open truck of the car. "Cute wife,"
he said.
"She's..." Jack started, "Thanks," He said putting his bag in the trunk.
The cab drove away, and Ann closed the door. She bounced Alex on her
hip. "I think your Daddy likes me," she said in baby talk to Alex.
"Yes, I think he does," She sat down with the baby, "Oh boy."
It was getting late for Tommy so she got him in the bath and put him to
bed shortly after Jack left. Alex was being good so she let him play in
the bouncy chair while she watched TV. Worn out from the children
already, she turned in with Alex at eleven.
It was weird using Jack's room. Julia's clothes were all still in the
closet. She felt it might be a violation of Jack's trust to see if they
were her size so she left them alone. Jack's bathroom smelled manly, a
bit of sweat, men's soap and after shave. She enjoyed the scent. Soon
she was ready for bed. Knowing Tommy had a habit of crawling into bed
with his father she wore cotton PJs and panties just in case he joined
her.
The alarm was particularly jarring the next morning. Not so much because
it was earlier than normal but because it was so different from hers.
She got up and put on coffee. Than showered while the boys slept. She
dressed for work she wore a corset today because she was in a grey
tailored skirt suit and wanted to have it fit the right curves. She wore
a pink blouse with it and grey suede heels and nude hose.
She woke up Tommy and set him about his morning routine. Getting him
dressed she realized the corset might have been a bad idea. She just
couldn't bend and move to keep up with the little wiggle worm Tommy was
when waking up. She finally managed and took him in for his breakfast.
Setting that up she went in to take care of Alex. Twenty minutes later
she was loading them in the car.
Getting to work was a blessed relief. Ann had a new found respect for
working mothers. She felt as though she'd worked a full day already.
"Ann! Good lord!" Dacia said when she arrived at work. "You look
frazzled, what happened?"
Ann explained her live in babysitting arrangement for the rest of the
week. Dacia's look of bemusement turned serious.
"Ann, does he know?"
"No," Ann said. "There hasn't been a reason to say anything yet."
"I disagree," Dacia replied. "What do you know about this man? He's a
heterosexual man, with two sons. How is he going to feel when he finds
out a transvestite is taking care of his children?"
Ann was hurt. "Dacia! I didn't think you of all people would feel this
way! I'm not a perv, and there is no evidence that crossdressers are
pedophiles! You know I'm not."
"Honey, please don't be upset. I know you. I'm asking you to see it from
his perspective. I'm asking you if you know how he will react. It's not
me you need to worry about. You told me right away, and I was just
offering you a job, he trusts you with his children."
Ann looked down and smoothed her skirt and shifted her legs. "You are
absolutely right. But what should I do?"
"I'm not sure," Dacia said. "But I know you're smart and honest. You
will do the right thing."
Ann smiled and went back to her desk, deep in thought. First, she knew
she had to take care of these children. She would tell Jack when he got
back; right now he didn't need that distraction. Cindy came to her desk
a few minutes later, all bubbly with anticipation of a great story.
"Well?" she asked. "How were things with Ian?"
Ann had been dreading this conversation, and successfully avoided it for
two days "How well do you know Ian?" she asked back.
"He and I worked together when I interned at the museum. We got to be
great friends. Why?"
"Did you ever see him with a boyfriend?" Ann continued.
"Sure lots of times, usually not the same one for very long. I just
figured he liked to play the field." Cindy began to turn serious. "What
happened, Ann, you're scaring me."
"Nothing, I couldn't handle, so don't worry," Ann said reassuringly.
"But your friend Ian was a real jerk to me in bed."
"What did he do?" Cindy asked with her curiosity piqued again.
"Cindy, you know I'm trying to live a female lifestyle. I know I'm a
male, but I'm not a twink. I think you pal Ian thought I was just a
confused gay boy who wears a dress to hide from the fact that he's gay.
Well, he and I scratched an itch and then when we were done I'd had
enough. We both used each other. But I won't be seeing him again."
"Oh, Ann," Cindy replied. "I'm so sorry."
"Don't be. In a weird way it clarified something in my own head," Ann
explained. "For years, I assumed I was gay. I was attracted to men, but
I was a boy. But now, I'm living as a woman, and even though I've still
got male plumbing down there, I realized I'm as heterosexual as you are.
Taking care of Jack's kids is reinforcing that feeling and bringing the
mother in me out."
Cindy smiled. "I guess that means you will be thinking about SRS...Wait
back the truck up! You're taking care of kids?"
Ann laughed. "Don't rush me, and yes, I am taking care of Jack's boys
Tommy and Alex, until Friday."
Cindy was dumbstruck.
"What? You don't think I can? I babysat as a teen and took care of my
younger brothers and sister," Ann said defensively.
"I'm, just surprised. You seemed more interested in your career; you
never expressed interest in raising a family."
"Cindy! I'm watching the neighbor's kids while he is away. I'm being a
good friend and neighbor, not looking to raise a family."
"On the other hand, my dear, you said it brought out the mother in you,"
Cindy retorted. "That's something I didn't expect from you, and neither
did you I bet."
"Well, that is true," Ann conceded. "Holding Alex makes me want to adopt
someday. And taking care of Tommy, is hard work, but I feel something
I've never felt inside before."
"You...are falling in love Girlie!" Cindy said knowingly.
"I'm not in love with Jack, besides he's still in morning," Ann
protested.
"No, Ann, worse. You've fallen in love with the boys."
Ann sat back in her chair, coming to the realization that since helping
Jack that first time six months ago, she had grown to love those little
boys like they were her own. She missed them when she was at work, and
adored seeing them peacefully sleeping. She loved watching them play and
sing, and dance while she was making them dinner. Things were getting
more complicated than she realized.
Jack called that night to check in on the boys. Tommy had gotten a time
out for throwing a toy that nearly hit Alex in his bouncy chair. But on
the whole everything was fine. He asked if Ann needed anything, and she
reassured him that he'd been very thorough. She' made more bottles for
day care in the morning, and both boys were about to go to sleep. Tommy
talked to his Daddy on the phone and wanted him to bring something back.
When Ann got back on the line Jack got serious.
"Ann, I've said this a million times already, but you have been an
angel."
"Oh, Jack, no worries. It's always been a treat," she said.
"No, no. I want to take you out to dinner sometime after I get back. To
thank you, and show you how much I appreciate your help since Julia
passed."
"Kinda tough with the boys in tow, I'm thinking Mickey D's" She giggled
trying to defuse her nervousness with humor.
"No, just you and me, at a very nice place so dress...you know...dressy."
"Uh, Jack...before..."
"I'm not taking, no for an answer," Jack said firmly, but friendly.
"Ok."
"Kiss the boys for me please?" he said as he hung up.
"Of course, bye."
The next few days Ann and the boys worked on the routine. Ann was
surprised how easily it came to her. No, motherhood wasn't easy. Tommy
could be a terror, Alex was a stinky mess and cranky for no reason she
could fathom. But it all seemed so oddly normal to her. On Thursday
night, her last overnight in the Master bedroom Jack had shared with
Julia, Ann looked at a picture of a very pregnant Julia with Tommy and
Jack. The boys were asleep. And she picked up the picture and sat down
on the bed. Crossing her legs she became very aware of her sex. For the
first time in her life, she regretted having a penis.
"Julia," she said in a barely audible whisper. "I would never have
guessed this was to happen. I never imagined being a part of your
family's life. Please, understand," she continued wiping tears from her
eyes, "I'm not trying to take your place. But I hope I've done as good a
job as you would." She held the frame to her chest lay down and cried
herself to sleep. Sometime in the night, Tommy crawled into the bed with
her.
"Mommy?" he said.
"Yes, Tommy," Ann answered still asleep.
"Can I lay with you?"
"Oh course, Baby." And with that, he crawled under the covers with her
and snuggled into her.
Ann was going to be late to the Gallery. She took the kids to Day care
and then dropped Jack's car off at short term parking at the airport,
texting him the location. He wanted to surprise Tommy by picking them up
in the afternoon.
She rode the subway back into the City, and it was packed. She had
chosen a deep purple top today, with a simply black skirt, and pumps.
Ann hated strap-hanging in heels, but she was a city girl and had done it
ten thousand times before. With bodies so tightly packed it was
inevitable that she felt someone's hand on her ass. Her eyes narrowed as
she tried to figure out who it was. His hand had reached her hip when
she figured it out and turned to face him. With only him looking
directly at her, she dropped her feminine voice.
"Knock it off, Buddy or you're going to get clocked," she said and then
quickly acted appalled for the now suddenly interested onlookers. The
little pervert was stunned, and then since the men standing around her
assumed that one of the other men had seen what the offender had done,
they all glowered at him closing ranks around Ann.
"She...she's..." the creep stammered, stepping back through the crowd.
The train pulled into the next stop and he beat a hasty retreat before he
could finish his thought.
"Are you ok Miss?" one of the men asked, as the train jerked away from
the station.
Looking down with her hand over her mouth to hide the grin she had at her
manipulation of the events, she composed herself, brushed her hair back
behind her ear and nodded.
"Yes, I'm fine," she said. "He's just a creep."
"Ok then," he said. And the commuters all went back to actively ignoring
one another.
Ann stepped out onto the platform of her stop with her head held high.
Jack pulled up to the Daycare center 15 minutes early so he texted Ann
from the parking lot.
GOT THE CAR JUST FINE. PICKING UP THE KIDS.
WHEN DOES YOUR TRAIN ARRIVE? WE CAN PICK U UP TOO.
Finished, he went in to collect his sons. Tommy ran to him, giving him a
great big bear hug to Jack's knees. "Hey, Pal!" Jack said. "Ready to
go?"
"Yeah!" was the enthusiastic reply.
Ann's reply was buzzing in his pocket as he gathered the boys' things.
520 ARRIVAL I WAS GOING TO CALL A CAB.
He texted her asking her to come to eat with the boys and he, and she
relented.
Jack was standing on the platform with Alex in his arms and Tommy next to
him when the train pulled in. Tommy was excited to see the train. Jack
clamped a hand firmly on Tommy shoulder lest his enthusiasm for the
seeing the train get the better of him. Ann was stepping off the train
with the other commuters when Tommy saw her first.
"Mommy!" he screamed and shook off Jack's grip. Ann hadn't seen them yet
and although she heard a child yell "Mommy" she had no inkling it was
directed at her. "Mommy! MOMMY!" Tommy screamed again.
This time the crowd opened up, and Ann saw Tommy, she realized he was
calling her mommy, her face flushed scarlet. She crouched down at her
knees and received a big hug, looking for all the world like a young
professional mother. She brushed her hair back behind her ear, and stood
up taking Tommy by the hand. "Thank you, honey. But never run away from
Daddy like that! You scared him!" she admonished as they walked back to
Jack.
"I'm sorry for that," I don't know why he picked that up. It's the first
I've heard it," she said sheepishly to Jack.
"I was afraid you'd be mortified. I'm sorry he did that to you," Jack
answered.
"It's ok. He's a boy without a mother, I can sympathize," she said and
then immediately regretted it. Jack didn't notice the double meaning.
Of course he had no clue there might be a double meaning so she put it
out of her mind and they left the station together.
They had a nice little meal of fast food, because that's what Tommy
wanted. Ann briefed Jack on the events he missed while he was away.
Jack talked about his trip to her. They stopped on the way back to the
complex and got ice cream. By this time Ann was realizing the Jack
needed to get the kids off the junk food, she needed extra time on the
treadmill tonight as it was, but indulged in a frozen yogurt.
Back at Jack's place Ann helped him get the boys inside and settled.
"I want to thank you again, Ann."
"Well, it's been fun," She said. "And I got to spend a Friday night
with my favorite men," She picked up her suitcase and headed out. Jack
got the door for her.
"Please, go out with me next Saturday night," he implored.
"Jack, are you sure? It's only been what...nine months?"
"I'll be the judge of that. Besides, I'm only asking a female friend out
to thank her for her help. I'm treating you to a nice dinner. I'm not
expecting anything more."
"Ok," Ann said. The she kissed him on the cheek.
Back in her apartment for the first time in days, she immediately changed
into a deep blue silk nightgown with a slit up to her crotch. She
ignored her apprehension about Jack's reaction and fantasized about him.
She lay on her bed imagining his body on top of hers. She squirmed
feeling the silk on her skin moving around until her penis was suddenly
exposed. She took it in her thumb and for finger and lightly stroked
thinking of Jack kissing her. She reached over and grabbed her vibrator,
and as she imagined Jack reaching under her body to touch her she touched
the tip to her waiting hole. Her back arched with pleasure and she
moaned. She pictured him kissing her ears and neck as she brushed her
hair out of her face. She imagined his masculine hands on her real
breasts. She gasped as she tweaked a nipple pretending he was nibbling
it. She felt him spread her legs wide, though he wasn't there, and lining
up his penis to her, she groaned as he plunged it into her. The vibrator
was adequate, but it was not him. She did want him. She wanted to be
his. She could almost feel his bucking body against hers, the sheen of
sweat covering his body as she rubbed her hands up and down his bare
back. She digs her nails into his skin as his cock touches her prostate
sending shivers of delight coursing through her. Her nightgown is
sticking to her own moist skin as she erupts shooting her cream into the
air. Exhausted, she allowed her body to expel the plastic invader. She
pants heavily as she comes down off a high she had not felt in years.
"Oh Please!" she thought to herself. "Please, I hope he is the man I
think he is."
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