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Misguided Love
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This is a story of misplaced love. No gratuitous sex or violence and a lot
of the categories are implied. I intentionally left the ending just a bit
vague. I hope you find it an enjoyable read.
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Stephanie opened up her closet to find the perfect thing to wear. Her
boyfriend James was coming home on leave and it had been way too long since
they had been together. She really did not have the money to go out and buy
a new outfit just for the occasion, so she had to find the perfect thing to
wear from within her limited wardrobe. At first, she was thinking about
wearing the sexiest, sassiest outfit she had, but decided that maybe it
wouldn't do having her boyfriend walking out of the airport trying to hide a
raging hard-on. She giggled at the thought of it, but still decided not to
go that route.
The last time she had seen him was when he left for boot camp right out of
high school, almost two years earlier. When she gave him that last goodbye
hug, she was only wearing jeans and a cardigan. Maybe showing up in a
similar outfit would be fitting; kind of like picking up where they left
off. But she decided that would be a little too understated.
After pulling out everything she owned, and holding it up against her body
in front of a full length mirror, in every possible combination, she finally
came upon her decision - absolutely nothing would work.
Stephanie decided to go to every girl's Plan-B and call her best friend
Samantha. Sam was James' sister, and the three of them had been best
friends since middle school. When Stephanie and James began seeing each
other as more than just friends, things could have gotten awkward with Sam.
But Samantha took it in stride. She remained a good friend to Stephanie,
and a good sister to James. They had a lot of good times together, but she
also made sure to make herself scarce when James and Steph needed their
private time together.
When Samantha answered the phone, Stephanie explained her dilemma. Sam said
she understood, then said she had the perfect outfit, and would be over
shortly. Fifteen minutes later, Sam came through the door with a handful of
clothes. Steph laughed and said, "I thought you said you had the perfect
outfit." Sam said she did, but brought along a few combinations, just in
case. Thirty minutes later, they decided on the best outfit. A nice skirt
and blouse combination that said, 'Come and get me', but didn't go so far as
to say, 'I want to fuck you in the car on the way home'.
Samantha said she was about ready to head to the airport as well, so told
Stephanie that she would help her with her hair and makeup if she wanted.
Steph was a bit behind schedule, so was more than happy to take Sam up on
her offer. Forty-five minutes later, the two girls were heading out the
door to take Sam's car to the airport.
James and Samantha came from a broken family and very little money. There
was no money for college and the economy made jobs scarce. James decided
right out of high school that the military offered him the best head start
in life, along with the educational benefits right afterward. He headed off
to boot camp, and then his first service school. He was expecting to come
home on leave after his service school, but his specialization was in high
demand and after a flare-up in the Middle East, he was told that due to
'needs of the military' he would have to forego his leave and ship out.
Stephanie and Samantha kept in contact with James in every way possible;
mail, e-mail, video chat, phone... They did all they could to support him and
allow him to keep his sanity in a difficult part of the world. It wasn't
until now, almost two years later, that he was finally able to get some well
deserved R&R.
James was the first one off the plane and Stephanie and Samantha made sure
they were there to greet him. They were still somewhat out of breath from
running across the airport to find the right gate, but none the less, they
made it. As usual, Samantha stood back to allow Stephanie to go running up
to James, wrapping her arms around him and planting a big "I missed you"
kiss right on his lips. They held each other for a few more moments and
then Stephanie finally stepped back, all the while still holding both his
hands; almost as if they were dancing. James, finally able to get a full
view of her only uttered, "WOW".
The trance was broken when the terminal attendant asked them if they could
step aside and allow the other passengers to depart. As they did, Samantha
finally came up to James, wrapped her arms around him, and said, "Missed ya
big bro..."
Heading down to baggage claim, they made the typical small talk getting
caught up on typical yet mundane issues. Just as they were reaching the
baggage carousel, James turned to Stephanie and said, "I'm glad Steph came
to pick me up." - Saying it to her, not about her. Stephanie wasn't the
slightest bit fazed by this statement, and only answered, "Well duh, who do
you think was going to show up". All three of them laughed at this point,
and the subject was not mentioned again.
James finally retrieved his bags and they headed for the car. Samantha
asked if James was suffering from jet lag, or if he would like to take two
pretty young ladies to dinner for the first time in two years. Jet lag or
not, James felt he could not turn them down, and telling them he would love
to. Once in the car, Samantha found her way out of the maze that was the
airport parking garage, and about thirty minutes later the three of them
were sitting in a corner booth at Sizzler.
James and Stephanie were sitting across from each other while Samantha sat
in the middle. They continued to make small talk while waiting for their
meal. James eventually brought up a subject that Stephanie was hoping he
would not. He asked her how she was doing in college. Stephanie did not
want to lie to him, but also did not want to tell him the whole truth. She
said she had attended one year of college, but decided to drop out.
Stephanie was not a straight 'A' student in high school, but her grades were
very good. None the less, unlike James and Samantha, Stephanie's parents
had money and could afford college. James knew that Stephanie was smart and
could handle college, so this came as a surprise to him. Stephanie just
told him that she had a falling out with her parents and the money for
college just kind of dried up after that. Stephanie confessed that she had
been a checker at the local Safeway for the last six months or so just to
make ends meet.
James always knew that Steph's parents were kind of snooty, but wondered
what kind of blow up had to happen to be disowned like that. He asked
Stephanie what happened with her parents, but she said she just didn't want
to talk about it. He asked if she had even had any contact with her parents
since dropping out of college, and again she said she did not want to talk
about it. James took this last response as a 'no', but dropped the issue,
not wanting to pry into family issues.
As requested, James changed the subject. He looked at Stephanie, and said,
'My you have grown in the last two years'. Stephanie gave him a quizzical
look for a moment, but then James lifted his eyebrows and turned his head
down a bit, motioning towards her chest. She looked down for a moment and
then giggled as she looked back up at him. Yea, it's kind of funny how
hormones work; you add a few here, take away a few there and Voila! Again,
all three laughed.
About that time their meal arrived, and they took a moment to get all the
meals and drinks situated properly. Over dinner, James commented that
Stephanie was really attractive and then he laughed a bit. Both girls
inquired as to what the laugh was about and James responded that in high
school it was Steven who looked like a guy but occasionally dressed as a
barely passable girl. With what was sitting in front of him he felt the
tables had turned quite a bit, and that his friend had gotten so good at
looking like a girl, that it may be difficult to pass as Steven again.
Stephanie laughed a little at this point, and said, "Yea, Steven doesn't
come out much anymore."
At this point, even though he was enjoying his steak, James slowed his
eating and put his knife and fork down.
"Exactly how much does Steven not come out any more? Who is a checker at
Safeway, Steven or Stephanie?"
Stephanie was caught off guard at the direction the conversation had taken.
It still sounded like a normal conversation, but James was asking some
serious questions.
"Um... Not much at all actually. I pretty much live as Stephanie full time
now, even at work."
"But you are still Steven where it counts, right?" he asked.
Stephanie put her salad fork down, pushed her plate away from her a little
bit, and placed her hands on the table in front of her, one on top of the
other. She looked down at her hands for a moment then looked back up at
James sitting across the table from her.
"James, I... um..."
She stopped for a moment, composed her thoughts, and started to speak again.
"No. The answer to your question is no."
James just sat there for the longest moment just staring at Stephanie.
Stephanie and Samantha said nothing, just sat there waiting for James to say
something. Finally, James turned to his sister and asked, "Did you know
about this?" Samantha responded that she knew everything, and they reason
they had not told him is that they wanted it to be a surprise.
Now starting to look like he was getting angry he started to say something,
but then stopped himself. He then said, "I'm done eating." He stood up,
and dropped $20 on the table to pay for the tip (since the meal was paid for
ahead of time) and then excused himself and said he would be catching a cab.
He then walked out the door.
The two girls just sat there slack-jawed staring at one another. Stephanie
finally asked, "What just happened?"
Samantha responded by saying, "I don't know -- I really do not know."
The two girls got up and headed out of the restaurant; James was nowhere to
be seen. Samantha then took Stephanie home and asked her if she wanted the
company, or if she wanted to be alone. Stephanie told Samantha that she was
fine, and that Sam could head on home. Stephanie said she was just going to
go to bed and hope things cleared up in the morning. The two girls hugged,
and Samantha then got in her car and headed home.
As Stephanie stepped into her apartment she could tell something was not
right. Even though it was dark, she could tell there was somebody sitting
on her sofa.
"Don't worry, it's me - James."
Stephanie screamed just ever so slightly from being startled. "How did you
get in?" she asked.
"Oh yea, that. Well, I guess I might need to replace your back door."
Stephanie did not turn on the lights, but went over to sit next to him. She
knew he was not a violent man, and she did not fear him. She sat next to
him, but did not put her arms around him; instead waiting for him to make
the first, if any, move.
"So tell me the whole story," he said.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, when I left, you were a guy, my best friend; and now this. What
changed?"
Stephanie said that nothing had changed, instead that she knew she loved him
and had done it for him... for them. James responded by saying he had never
asked for this. Stephanie agreed that he never asked for him to become
Steph full time, but she felt it was what he wanted. She said that back in
high school James always got the most turned on when Steven dressed up as
Stephanie. And the more he became Stephanie, the better the love-making
was. It only made sense to become Stephanie full time, so in college she
had decided to do just that. One year later, she used a big chunk of her
college fund for the necessary surgeries, which is the reason she was on the
outs with her parents as well.
James stood up, and paced across the room, trying to come up with just the
right words to say.
"I loved the way you always got dressed up for me, and yes it was erotic and
really turned me on. I loved being with somebody that I could have fun with
during the day, and... well, I don't know how to say this without sounding
crude, but somebody who I could suck their dick at night as well. I don't
know, maybe getting dressed up as a girl kind of made it feel like a normal
heterosexual relationship, but at the end of the night, I knew I would get
to suck some dick."
Stephanie's eyes started to well up at the revelation. "Don't you at least
love me as a person?"
James knelt down in front of her and took his hand in hers.
"Steph... Steven... whoever. You've always been my friend and hopefully we
still can be just that -- friends, but I'm afraid you just don't have what
it takes anymore to be my lover."
He then kissed her on the hands, stood up and walked across the living room
and out the front door.
The tears that were welling up in Stephanie's eyes became full blown tears
as the full weight of the situation hit her. She had given up everything
for the man she had hoped to spend the rest of her life with. She gave up a
college education for a minimum-wage job and in the process cut herself off
from her family. She had no means of help or support at this point, and the
one person she was hoping would make it all right just walked out the door.
Stephanie did not know what she was going to do, but knew she had to do
something. Going for a walk was always a sure fire way to clear one's head,
so slipping on a light jacket she walked outside and headed up the street.
She kind of laughed at herself. It would be just as relaxing going for a
drive, but she couldn't afford a car either. At least walking and taking
the bus everywhere kept her fit. She continued walking.
Finally, six blocks down she saw the familiar "RedBox" at her local drug
store. She figured a good movie would be a great way to get her mind off
her current situation. She selected a Bang-'em-Up action flick. The last
thing she wanted was a sappy love movie to only make her think more about
her situation. She then walked inside the store and bought herself a six
pack of beer and some necessities. When she was carded for the beer there
was no problem as she had done the necessary paperwork many months ago, and
the ID showed her as "Stephanie Welch, Female".
Bagging up her stuff she turned and headed the six blocks back to her
apartment; head wasn't a whole lot clearer, but at least now she had some
alcohol to take the edge off of things. Once inside the apartment, she
placed the DVD in the player and sat back on her couch, popped a beer, and
sat back to enjoy the movie.
As the movie went on she allowed herself to relax more and more; although
the beer probably helped too. First she lost her blouse, and then she lost
her skirt. It was halfway through the movie and she had a good buzz going,
all the while sitting there with nothing but a bra and panties on.
The movie came to the obligatory love scene. She thought to herself,
"Dammit, even action flicks have love scenes!!" And as she watched the two
on the screen get hot and heavy, she couldn't help but think to herself that
what they were doing was what she was hoping for tonight.
"Aw Hell," she thought to herself, "why let the moment go to waste." She
went off to the bedroom and came back with her favorite new toy. Since she
had her surgery she had been required to dilate her new vagina a couple
times a day with the dildo she held in her hand and had gotten quite good at
it if she did say so herself. She even learned the fine art of finding just
the right spot to bring about a mind blowing orgasm. While the couple in
the movie was done with their little romp and were continuing on with the
movie, Stephanie fondled her six-month old pussy and totally forgot that a
movie was playing in the background.
It wasn't until she started to climax that she realized that the movie was
still playing. And just as she orgasmed she saw there was a nuclear bomb
going off in the movie. "How fitting" she thought to herself.
As her heightened state waned, and her breathing started to return to
normal, she allowed herself to get back into the movie. She had missed
about 20-30 minutes of the movie but was still able to follow it. She was
still wearing her bra and panties and continued to lightly fondle herself
while she was watching the remainder of the movie, as well as polished off
the rest of the beer.
Once the movie was over, Stephanie shut off the TV and stumbled off to her
room. Once in her bed, her alcohol soaked head told her she needed to sleep
it all off; needed it to sleep it all away. She reached into the drawer for
some pills to help her do just that; sleep.
Stephanie turned the light off, rolled over, and fell into a deep, deep
sleep. On her nightstand sat an empty bottle of sleeping pills.
Two days later...
Samantha stood beside Stephanie, holding her limp motionless hand.
"I have always loved you."
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