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By: Rachael Free
Why am I compelled to continue dressing in women's clothes? I'm a man. I
shouldn't be wearing sexy bras, panties or dresses but I just can't seem
to stop.
Sound familiar?
Well let me tell you a little story of how I started and where I am now
in my life.
My first memory was when I was 4-5 years old. I was supposed to be taking
a nap in my parent's room and I wasn't really tired. Looking at my
mother's dresser I saw all sorts of things including her red lipstick.
Back in the 50's red lipstick was the norm. I got up, opened the tube and
rubbed it on my lips like I had seen my mother do many times before. I
smiled but realized I looked a mess. Putting the tube down I tried
washing it off quickly when my mother came in to check on me. I turned to
her with the red lipstick still smeared over my face. She laughed and
took a wash cloth to clean me up. I followed her to the kitchen where she
proceeded to tell her friend she was having coffee with as they both
broke out in laughter. I was crushed and humiliated as I slumped in a
chair and watched TV. I wondered what she told my father that evening.
The next memory was with a group of girls and guys in my friend's back
yard. One girl took a box of clothes from her mother intended for
donations and we all tried on dresses, tops, panties, bras, slips, skirts
and even high heels. Laughing together, other guys were doing it too but
I seemed to enjoy it a bit more and felt a tickle in my stomach. Being
dressed in a 50's housewife dress, with all the underwear too, sent a
chill down my spine. I didn't know what it meant then but do now.
I got caught once in my sister's panty drawer holding up her garter belt.
I had seen her with it before and was mesmerized with the unique item. I
never tried it on but wanted to so bad.
I then jump to middle school where my sister would put her cheerleader
outfit in the clothes hamper in the bathroom. I would turn on the fan and
put on her panties, tights, bra and cheerleader skirt and top and act
like I was a girl. I came close to being caught several times and
realized I couldn't do this much longer. I was about my sister's size and
my mother's things were way too big.
I next remember finding my mother's slip and panties that had fallen off
the washing machine and quickly scooped them up and hid them. I was now
in high school and about her size. When my parents would go out for the
day I would put them on with a pair of her pantyhose, put on a bra and
the sexy slip and then one of her dresses. Her heels were a bit tight but
worked. My sister's things were too small for me now. I would prance
around the house and made sure I put everything back before they
returned.
That was about it until I moved out of the house into my new job after
college. My body got very big and nothing of hers fit me anymore so I
purged everything.
I didn't dress for many years. I met a girl and got married but she was
much smaller than me. I could only steal a pair of panties now and then
when she was out but that was about it. I got to travel though and would
frequent porn shops and purchase magazines primarily about CD's, TV's,
TS's and transsexuals. This went on for quite some time until I got the
urge to buy a few things online. The internet just was at the beginning
and I could order things and have them sent to a PO Box I had for my
business. I bought a pair of gorky high heels, some panties, a bra and a
frumpy dress. To me I was back and dressing made me feel wonderful
inside.
This went on for years gathering a few things, purging the old stupid
stuff and adding more things to my wardrobe.
JUMP TO THE PRESENT.......
My kids are all out of the house, graduated college and on their own. My
wife is a professional business woman and works every day. I have my own
business and get to travel by car a lot a few days at a time. This gives
me more time to dress and be my alter ego. I have two travel bags I take
on road trips and two others stashed so no one could find them back at
home. I only take them out when my wife is a way for a few days while I'm
at home. Ebay is a good friend of mine and I can buy lots of things
really cheap if I take the time to search out deals.
I'm dressed right now in a very sexy black lace bra with my forms glued
in place. I hate just putting them in the bra cups. I like how they feel
attached to me as I try on bras before I dress. My silky pink panties,
with a panty liner so I don't mess up my skirt or dress, go over my gaff
to help smooth out my front. I love pantyhose over stockings to feel nice
and secure. Not having much leg hair helps so I don't have to shave them.
I'm also wearing a cincher too so I can mold my waist to give me an
hourglass shape. I have a very silky full length slip on too so that my
clothes feel nice and silky.
Today I chose my red secretary outfit so I can do office work in my den.
The skirt is mid thigh length and the jacket has shoulder pads, a
narrowed middle section and then flares out a bit to accentuate my
curves. I chose a short blonde wig today. It gets warm in my den and long
hair makes me sweat a bit so a cute shoulder length wedge works. I have a
4" pair of red heels on too. After many years I can walk like a natural
girl in heels and with a little wiggle, feel like a real lady.
Knowing that I'm alone all day and won't answer the door I go all out and
put on my makeup. I have gotten very good at putting on foundation,
powder, blush, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, and of course lipstick. I
sprayed myself with and of course sexy perfume. Finger and toenail polish
would take too much time so I leave that for weekends I'm alone. I am
wearing pearl clip on dangly earrings, a pearl necklace, pearl bracelet,
a woman's watch and some fancy elastic band rings. There, I feel sexy and
very feminine right now. Today Rachael will do all the office paperwork
including typing a report, filing and playing with other girls on-line.
Many of you in my same position probably have thought about telling your
spouse. After many, many years of dressing, my wife would either kick me
out of the house and divorce me immediately, expose me and humiliate me
to my family and friends, or do a "Bobbitt" and cut my man bits off at
night. She would never accept my little hobby even though I'm totally
harmless. So here I am. Totally closeted but relish the opportunity to
make myself feel pretty and feminine whenever I get a chance.
I hope you liked my little rant.
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