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Acceptance Where You Least Expect It Her eye's slowly blinked open as she turned to the clock on the night stand. Today was going to be a big day, the day she'd been both dreading and secretly hoping for, for the last year. Four AM and she didn't need the alarm to wake her up, she was so proud of herself. She'd come a long way in the last eleven and a half months. It seemed like a dream to her as she kissed the sleeping man beside her in the double bed. She sat up adjusting her nitie as she slipped her feet into the fuzzy pink slippers waiting for her. Her life before she came here had been like a train wreck. Still she couldn't believe this wonderful man, the one person she never dreamed would accept her as a woman had done just that. She sat on the toilet and relieved herself, then wiped and pulled up her panties, careful to tuck herself away maintaining the feminine appearance. She let the dogs out the front door, then returned to the kitchen and started the pot of coffee. He'd be up in another half hour, and she would greet him in her now, usual fashion. She got in the shower, her body waking fully under the spray of hot water. Next she put on her matching bra and panty set, light blue today, before making her way to her own personal room, where her vanity was. The room had been hers when she first moved here. and now it was more like her personal closet. Though it held her vanity and other things. Memories of the past she'd tried so hard to escape. She often sat at her vanity and thanked heaven that there was still someone who cared for her, someone that treated her like a lady and accepted her as she was. She'd first met him almost twenty years before, at her wedding. He was giving the bride away, and himself both dashing and intimidating. Of course at the time she was still trying to find her own self. That was the reason for the failed marriage. Her ex-wife couldn't handle her special needs. Shortly after the marriage broke up, the reasons never told to anyone on either side. She found herself going from one place to another, one job after the next. But she didn't give up. It was a long road, with a downward spiral of events that had led her to her current position. She needed a place to live, but there was no one else to turn to. She sucked up her pride and dignity and put all of her special things into storage. Then returned to the image he'd known. Her dead end going nowhere job barely allowed her to make ends meet on a good week. But people there knew her, some even accepted her openly. They could see how her personality was decaying, the pain in her every waking moment. But she would endure, she had to. She could pretend to be a boy until something came along to better her situation. Dave had always presented an anti-gay front to the world around him. but he somehow made her feel welcome every waking minute. He was widowed, all their kids moved out and only stopping to see him once a week if that, with one exception. His oldest son who lived just down the road. She got used to being left alone, uninterrupted for long periods of time. she often cooked meals for the two of them on her days off or when she got home from work early enough. Always going out of her way to clean house or do his laundry. Soon she took a few things out of storage, and in the privacy of her room she began dressing up for herself. Her outlook changed to a lighter more carefree mood. Yet still she hid in front of him. One day all that changed. She could remember it like it was yesterday. They'd been doing the weekly grocery shopping, and he kept lagging a little behind. When she asked if he was feeling ok he answered her with a question of his own. "I feel fine, it's you I'm worried about. You go from happy to sad, like there's something you're hiding from the world. Would you tell me what it is? Maybe I can help." Did she dare tell him? her ex had warned her if he found out, she'd be out on the street before she could take another breath. "No it's nothing she lied." What else could she do. And then as they were checking out she ran into someone who knew her inner self, but didn't know her situation. "Well hi there Malissa. This is a new look for you." Quickly she made a motion for the woman to be quiet. Dave had seemed as if he wasn't paying attention as he flirted with the cashier. Who promised to call and catch up later in the day. That night when Brenda called she sat in her room hurriedly explaining her situation. Brenda had sympathized with her, and offered to let her come over to change, on the pretext of going out club hopping. "Sorry," she reminded her. "I quit drinking ages ago. I do really stupid things when I drink." Talking with Brenda had been good for her, they'd chatted like girlfriends rather than just acquaintances. The next afternoon however Dave had tapped on her door and asked if she could run him to the store. Naturally she agreed, and the two left together. He seemed to be wandering through the store not really shopping, but he cut through the women's section, and things began to catch her eye. "Can I ask you something?" "Sure Dave, you know that. "Do you ever get lonely? I mean for company? You never go out. Not even with that cute girl Brenda." "Brenda and I are just friends Dave. She's not really my type," I answered him. "How do you do it?" "Do what Dave?" "Hide yourself away. I've seen you looking at things when no one else is watching. I see how you walk, how you move. It's graceful, lady like." I stopped dead in my tracks, realizing he'd led us back into the women's department next to the jewelry counter. We'd been in the store for almost an hour and still the only thing in the shopping cart was a can of Pringles potato chips. He gave me a funny look then smiling said, "I know what you need." He picked out a pair of pretty butterfly earrings that I'd looked at the last few times we'd past the case. "Dave?" "It's just the two of us at the house. where's the harm in looking pretty for yourself." He was busy buying them anyway. As we walked away from the counter he said, "I bet they'll look real pretty with your hair down." I was quiet not knowing what to say. Was this some sort of test? "I get lonely too, I miss seeing a pretty woman around the house. And let's face it, you do most things the way a woman would do them." "Dave I, I don't know what to say." "You're afraid I'll boot you out aren't you?" he waited for my answer as we got into the car. When it didn't come he said, "I know you stop between here and work and change. Sometimes you forget to take out the earrings." "Dave I'm sorry." Was all I could think of to say. He twisted around opening the console between us taking out the black lace bra still hidden there from two days before. "Would you let me see you in this when we get home? Well not just this, but everything that goes with it?" "Why?" I asked resigned. "Because I want to get to know the real you. The you I've never met." "How, how did you find out?" "I'm not totally blind, and contrary to popular belief, I am more open minded than I used to be." I looked at the time and stopped reminiscing. Pulling a robe around myself I made my way back to the front room and let the dogs back in. then set up the sauce pan with the water for Jakes breakfast. Before returning to my room and selecting a stylish knee length flower print skirt, three inch heels, and a cream colored sweater. It was going to be chilly today. I heard Dave stirring as he woke up at Five, followed by the sound of Jakes pickup pulling into the driveway. I glided into the kitchen and started the burner under the pan, before pouring two cups of coffee. "Good Morning," Dave said as he squeezed my bottom, and kissed my cheek. "Mmmm, Good morning yourself, you need a shave," I giggled. "Dad, Malissa," greeted Jake. I poured the oats into the pan and began to stir, "Jake breakfast is almost ready. Am I babysitting today?" "Yeah, I got a job out west of Republic I'm starting today." He replied. Jake had his own business which was beginning to do really good. "well if your Dad isn't ready before you need to leave, I'll run him up to Chore. How's that new heifer calf doing?" "She's growing fast. I bet she's big enough to show this fall." Turning off the burner I dipped up his oatmeal for him, as Dave came back clean shaven still buttoning his shirt. I went and helped him get it straight knowing he couldn't see enough to line up the pockets. I yelped as he wrapped his arms around me grabbing my butt pulling me in for a hug and kiss, before saying, "Damn It sure is good to have a woman around the place again." He sat and drank his coffee while Jake ate his oatmeal. Then before they left Dave said, "Malissa, I'll give you a call when I get done up at the barn." "I'll be waiting," I promised him. "Anything you need me to do?" He smacked my bottom and said, "Stay Sexy." "Don't worry, I'll be here before the rest of the family arrives," Jake said. "Just in case." After they left I did the dishes, then sat at my laptop reading the news and drifted back in thought. When we got home I went to my room and tried to decide what to do. I was sure that either way I was out. He just hadn't said it yet. "Oh well if I'm getting thrown out on my ass it might as well be a pretty ass," I told myself. I pulled the matching lace panties out of my clothes basket, then stripped off and started changing. I shaved the light fuzz that had cropped out on my chest before gluing my breast forms in place then putting on my bra as I lay back waiting the fifteen minutes for the adhesive to set up. As I lay there I decided which Skirt and blouse to wear. My heels were still in my lunch box. I chuckled to myself, the only things I ever put in my lunch box were my forms, heels, and bra for the day. My makeup took extra time as I decided I'd shape my eyebrows for the first time a couple of months. But when I was finished I was happy to see the results. Changing my mind I picked out a little white polka dotted knee length black dress that showed off my cleavage, even if it was fake. Then fitted my feet into the heals and I was ready. I was taking deep breaths trying to settle my nerves when he tapped on the door. "Are you ok in there?" his voice asked with genuine concern. "Umm, yeah I'm about ready." Taking one more deep breath I crossed to the door and opened it. He was sitting across the hall at the desk in his office, and looked up as I stepped out. I could see the warm smile spreading across his face. "Damn, you sure look pretty in that dress Ma'am." "you think so?" I asked taken by surprise. "Like a Hostess Twinkie, good enough to eat," he said nonchalantly. "Might I know the pretty little lady's name? I can't keep calling you by that other name, your too pretty." "You mean you aren't kicking me out?" I couldn't believe it. "Naw, you're too pretty to throw out. I might throw in the middle of the bed, but not out." He joked. "Now let me see that pretty dress." "My name is Malissa, Sir." I gave a dainty curtsey. Then walked fully into his office and did a little turn." "Yep, I'm going to like having you around. You definitely brighten up the place." We talked and got to really know each other for the first time, and I was so relaxed I barely noticed the time. "I should go change before Jake gets here," I'd said. "Don't you think you've hidden long enough? You let me handle Jake. Unless you want to disappoint Us." "Disappoint you?" "Who do you think told me about you after I began to really notice the little things? He knew before you got divorced from his sister." So, scared out of my wits, shaking like a leaf I stood at the kitchen stove in my dress and heels making dinner when Jake arrived. "Well Dad?" I heard him ask as he came in through the door. "She's in the kitchen, scared half to death. Why don't you go say high? Oh and Son, her name is Malissa with an A instead of an E." I turned to face him as he stepped into the kitchen, "I thought that was you I saw the other day. I'm glad you decided to stay. I haven't seen dad so happy since before Mom died." "Jake, I," "Look even prettier in person." he didn't let me finish. I actually blushed, "Thank you Jake." "You're welcome. Are you ok?" he stepped over to me and wiped a paper towel at the tears in my eyes. "I am now, go sit down and I'll call you when dinner is ready." I listened to them talking while I finished preparing the meal, the only thing different about the evening was the main topic of conversation, Me. "I kinda like seeing her in the kitchen, she really can cook." Jake told his Dad. "And she's a lot better house keeper than your sister," Dave agreed. "And she doesn't just throw things away without asking first." "Yeah that really pissed me off when we found out your collection was gone." They were talking about the Playboy collection my ex-wife had discovered in the ottoman next to the TV in the front room, when I'd first moved in she was living there as well. thankfully it was a short stay as she decided to move in with her newest boyfriend. Until it was mentioned I'd forgotten about the collection of Anniversary, and special edition issues of the popular mens magazine. Though incomplete, it was still worth a healthy sum of money, and I was happy that I'd caught her throwing it out. I hadn't said anything about digging the boxes out of the trash. They hadn't mentioned it in front of me before. Turning the stove down to simmer I wiped me hand on a tea towel and wandered into the living room. "Dave were you referring to your collection of Playboy's that she threw out?" "Hell yes," Jake said. "Even Mom knew how much they were worth. She didn't mind us reading them either." "In that case would you follow me?" I crooked my finger at him. Getting up he silently followed me to my room where I opened the closet. "You want the three boxes in the back," I indicated. "What's this?" he asked as he carried two and I carried one back into the living room. "I thought at the time she was fucking up and I'd just keep them safe for you two. But I forgot about having them hidden from her." I blushed. "I really like the September 2003 edition," I said. "Luci Victoria, or the girls of Starbucks?" Jake asked. "I can't help it," I said. "I always did want to wear one of those aprons. Well not Starbucks in particular, but that style." "You're amazing Malissa, a woman who enjoys Playboy and not just for the articles. Tell me do you like Football I only remember you watching one game." Dave said. "When did she ever watch a game?" Jake asked as I wandered back into the kitchen. "Alabama vs. Auburn" I said. "Your dad rooted for Alabama so I rooted for Auburn even though I really like both teams." "You mean like eight years ago?" Jake asked in amusement finally remembering the incident. "Yes and if your nice I'll fix hot wings this weekend when they play." I said realizing my two favorite teams were going to play each other. "So who do you favor this year?" asked Dave. I carried dinner in to the dining room table. "I'm not sure, I'll let you decide who you want, then root for the other one, that should keep the game interesting." We sat down at the table for the first time since Dave became a Widower three years before. I couldn't help but notice both men watching me with more than just a casual interest. But I was happy just to be allowed to be myself. Jake stayed much longer that night than he usually did. It was almost Ten PM before he left for home. And then only after I said I was going to go to bed because I had to work the next day. I had a one hour drive to go to work, but hopefully I'd be able to transfer soon. Sitting in my room I started getting ready for bed, when I realized all my nities were still over in storage. So with a giggle I stripped down to my bra and panties, then pulled on a long oversized T- shirt. I was still a bit self-conscious in the morning as I woke up before Dave and made my way to the bathroom. As usual I shaved my face at the sink, then again in the shower. It usually gave me a longer lasting, smoother face to work with. As I lathered up in the shower I felt of my legs. It had been four days since I'd last shaved them, and I decided they would do for one more day. My breast forms were still securely in place the edges still sealed so they wouldn't break the illusion. I pulled on the pretty blue nylon panties and not hearing anything else began making my way back to my room with a towel wrapped around me. my hair still wet from the shower I stepped to the counter to start the morning coffee, but it was already done. "Now that's a site worth waking up for," I heard behind me. "Very nice." Blushing I turned around slowly to face Dave, his eyes automatically going to my almost smooth crotch. "Just as pretty from the front as the back." He stepped over to pour me a cup of coffee. And refill his own. "Thank you Dave I hadn't realized you were up yet," I said. "I'd have taken more clothes with me to shower." "And spoil that nice view?" his eyes rose up. "Dave I'm, I mean I'm not ummm, sure where this is going to." I said honestly. "Sweetie you just be yourself, and don't be afraid to show off a bit. And old man like me likes seeing a pretty girl around his house. besides I doubt I could do anything for you anyway." "Thank you Dave, thank you for being so kind and understanding," I don't know why, but I just kissed his cheek. "I better finish getting ready for work." I left my door open half way so we could talk as I finished. Sitting in front the computer desk I first used concealer to blend in the edges of my breast forms. Then put on the matching bra before finishing my makeup. "Looking into the mirror I thought to myself, "It's a shame to have to cover all this up with a work uniform." I smiled at my reflection in the mirror almost giddy as I realized this would be the first time I'd actually worn my make up to work. I put on my steel toed tennis shoes, and picked up my sling back wedges for after work. Then stepped out into the hallway to a low long drawn out whistle of approval. "Now that's got to be the best looking mechanic I ever did see. It's a damned shame to have to hide that pretty package though." I blushed as he spoke my own thoughts back to me. "I'm happy to see you being yourself," he reassured me. "And don't worry, if they get mad and fire you for being yourself you still have a place to live here." "Thank you Dave, I just wish I didn't have to work so late. I miss fixing dinner for you and Jake." "Don't you worry about us, I'll fix dinner, and save you some." Jake showed up as he walked me to my car and held the door for me. "You going to work already?" "Yes I have to make sure the reports got done," I replied. "And they never give me enough time after my two days off." People actually stopped and stared as I walked into work. Most didn't recognize me at first, but those who did seemed to be happy about the transformation. More than a few customers flirted with me during the day, even after I told them I wasn't interested. Then as I was clocking out the store manager asked me into her office. "I see you've decided to go all out. Is there anything you want to say?" she asked. "Yes, I hope you don't mind my being myself, because this is who I am." "I'm sorry but without a letter from your Doctor or whatever we can't continue to let you work like this." I looked at her in disbelief. "The only thing different today than any other day is that I'm wearing makeup," I pointed out. "Besides I asked four years ago if I would need any documentation and you said no." "Regardless, until you bring in a letter, you are on administrative leave. Without pay of course." To say I was shocked would be an understatement. It took me a few seconds to respond, during which she turned back to her computer. "Fine, I'll contact both my Doctor and my lawyer," I started to leave. "Good, you'll probably need a letter for the legal name change," she muttered absently. "That's not why I'm seeing my lawyer. I've just been discriminated against." I held up my copy of the Administrative leave notice as I turned and left. Catching me at the time clock she said, "Wait up, this has nothing to do with discrimination." I swiped my card in the time clock. "It has everything to do with it," I responded. "I'll see you in court. And good luck finding a replacement." I walked out adding a bit of exaggeration to my walk. I was pissed. Pissed that a little bit of makeup on my face was all it took to get me put on administrative leave. I'd been given one week to get the necessary documents. Documents I'd asked before if I needed, and was told, "no". I really thought everyone had accepted me at work, and it hurt. It was like a huge betrayal of who I was inside. I sat there in my car crying over it. After what seemed like hours, but in reality was only about twenty minutes I wiped my tears away, cleaning my face off. Then flipping down the vanity mirror I reapplied my makeup, changed my shoes and went back into the store. I couldn't miss the store AP officer or the rest of management following me as I took my time picking out a new skirt. Next I found a pretty crop top in a light blue shade, before going to the lingerie section and finding a pair of Silky control top stockings. Going into the fitting room I removed the tags before I changed. Then taking the tags and the empty package for the stockings to the jewelry counter I paid for them making sure to tuck the receipt into my purse before I continued to shop for some new clothes. I carried my uniform back to my department and asked the cashier if she would please put them into the dirty uniform bin for me. "Why can't you do that?" she asked. "Because I'm on Administrative leave, and can't go into the shop area anymore." When I got home both Dave and Jake were there. "I was about to call you," Jake said. "I thought you might have broken down." "Sorry I should have called," I said. "I was doing some much needed Therapy shopping." "Therapy shopping? What happened?" asked Dave. I handed him the tear stained copy of the Administrative leave form. "How badly do you want to keep this job Honey?" Dave asked. "Why, I need a job Dave." "Not one that forces you to be someone you aren't. and I worry about you driving so far. Besides I know there is no way that you can get these documents by next week." "What am I going to do?" I'd asked him. "First you are going to eat, then you have a couple of gifts to open." He said. "I'll take care of this tomorrow," he indicated the notice. After I'd eaten they handed me the simple unwrapped bags. "We weren't sure what size to get, but I hope they fit," they said. The first was a beautiful full length pink negligee, with matching panty and lace wrap. The second was my fuzzy pink slippers. Tears filled my eyes as I held them up judging the fit before saying, they're perfect. In my highly emotional state I kissed them both on the cheek. I showered and changed into the nitie, wanting them both to see me in it. I needed to hear their approval and I got it as I came into the living room fully aware that my breasts, though fake were barely hidden by the almost transparent double layer of lace. The next morning I began our morning ritual in full. I was up before anyone else, made the coffee, and was ready to make breakfast by the time both Dave and Jake joined me at the kitchen table. While Dave was up doing chores I boxed up all my male attire, and took it to storage. Where I retrieved the sealed boxes of my female self, my true self. I was busy putting my things where they belonged when I heard Dave on the phone in his office. He was talking to an Attorney. He said he didn't care what it took. He was ready to stand by me through everything. I'd become very comfortable living as myself around them over the next three weeks. I'd been mailed my final paycheck, and though I was worried about the money situation I was assured everything was well in hand. One day Dave called me into the office, he was talking on the phone to the lawyer. "How rich do you want to be?" he asked me. "What? Dave I'm not looking to get rich." "They offered you a settlement Honey," he told me as he handed me the phone. I learned that the Corporate office had offered them Five Million to settle out of court. My heart skipped a beat, several beats. "You don't have to take it, we can definitely get more if we go to court." I was told. Thinking of Dave and Jake both I said, "No I really don't want to go to court if I don't have too. But I don't know what to do with that much money either." In the end I let Dave handle it, he had it put into a trust fund giving me full control of it. then he set up my bank accounts so that I wouldn't have to worry about paying bills. Over the last month I'd grown very comfortable around both Dave and Jake. I split my time between the two going to do Jakes laundry and clean his house for him. I was standing in front of the washing machine one day sorting his laundry in a short ruffled mini skirt when he came up behind me to look over my shoulder at all the change I was taking out of his pockets. In doing so he brushed up against me in the tight space and I felt his erection. A sudden rush of heat filled my body as a shiver of excitement washed over me and I blushed. He stepped back, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that." "I guess that means you find me attractive," I said. and he blushed realizing I'd felt his hardon. "I'm sorry I can't help it, I should leave and let you finish up." He started to leave. "Jake, wait." My heart was pounding, as I treaded in new waters. "No I don't want to make you choose between us," he said. "Besides I know you really like Dad." "I do but we've not been intimate," I said blushing moving closer to him. "Jake I've never been with a man before. But I don't think I could bring myself to choose between the only two who have treated me decent and I have to admit, I kind of love you both." He pulled me into his arms hugging me tightly, his hardon pressed against my lower stomach. "Jake, I, I want to try something. But I want you to know I've never done this before." He kissed me full on the lips and I melted into it as his tongue explored my mouth. Finally taking just a brief moment to compose myself I slid down to my knees in front of him. We looked into each other's eyes as I unbuckled his belt. I was looking for any signs of disapproval as I opened his jeans and took out his hard cock. My right hand wrapped gently around it as I slowly stroked its length. It certainly felt huge in my hand but I was afraid to look away from his eyes as I kissed the head, the clear, slimy precum coating my lips. Experimentally I licked it, enjoying the taste as I slowly began kissing it more squeezing out more of the tasty nectar. When he let out a soft low hungry moan I slowly let my lips encircle it. washing my tongue over the bulbous head, feeling the large crown just inside my lips. I coated it with my spit letting some drool out along the shaft then experimentally I began to bob my head, sucking softly. I felt it hitting the back of my throat, my saliva increasing as I let it coat that marvelous shaft of manhood. Jake brushed my hair back to look into my eyes, his hand gently resting on my head. I soon lost myself in the act of sucking my first cock. When it began to twitch, he moan out loud, "I'm, I'm going to, to cum." I didn't back away, I wanted to taste it in my mouth, I needed to feel it spraying the back of my throat. I sucked greedily as the torrent of cum blasted into my hungry mouth. It came in huge gushes, faster than I could swallow, dribbling out around his cock to run down my chin. And still I sucked and swallowed, almost disappointed when it stopped. Sucking back to the head I let it slip out then hugged it to my face rubbing his cum in as I looked up into his eyes. A feeling of pure joy and accomplishment. Helping me to my feet he said, "Thank you." And kissed me on the lips holding me tight. "No Jake, thank you." I said. I could feel my excitement still there as I finished his laundry, his cum drying on my face before he left to go back to work. He was trying to finish up a job before the incoming thunderstorms hit. I washed my face and redid my make up before going home to Dave, and begin cleaning our house. All the rest of the day I kept thinking about Jakes cock how wonderful it had felt in my mouth, how it tasted as he came. I wondered too what Dave's would be like. Over dinner Jake kept looking at me with a satisfied smile on his face. I'd blush and look away. That night as the storm raged around us I lay in bed in a soft lacey black Teddy trying to sleep. When sleep finally came I dreamed of both men. Gentle, caring, loving. Over the months I'd forgotten about the door that adjoined Dave's room with my own. I never heard it open, but suddenly he was there in my bed holding me. "Shhhh, it's ok, it's just a storm." He reassured me as I rolled over in his arms to face him. "You were moaning and Whimpering in your sleep," He informed me and kissed my cheek. I let my hand wander down to his hardon and he pulled back. "Shhh," it was my turn now to calm his fears. "I caused this, so I want to take care of it," I said letting my hand slide into his underwear. He didn't say another word as I slithered downward, pushing down the covers and began sucking his raging cock. He only lasted a short time before he came, his hands holding onto my hair. I wanted to see him cumming, see it blasting out of the head of his cock. I pulled back with a sucking pop, and slowly pumped his cock in my hand as I watched it blast out in jets, splashing my face in the dim glow of light from the alarm clock. I wanted to cry out with joy as it hit my face. A blast splashing into my right eye stinging. I took it back into my mouth and finished sucking it dry before he pulled me up beside him. he cuddled me closer. "What about Jake?" he asked me. "Dave, please don't make me choose," I felt like crying. Of course as much as I felt for him, I would choose him, if I had too. "You aren't the kind of girl that can be tied down to just one man. I know that, I accept that. I was just wondering if you had made a commitment is all." He spoke gently, lovingly. "He knows how I feel, I made it clear to him." I said. "I think we can both share you if that's what you want. I can't see you committed to just one of us either." "Dave, I'll make it simple. Whichever house I'm in at the time will determine who I give myself up to." He wiped his cum off my cheek and kissed me then. "That's certainly a reasonable arrangement," he smiled. "Now let's go to sleep." I woke some time later, his arm around me his hardened cock pressed into the cleavage of my bottom. It felt wonderful, and I found myself moving my hips. My ass massaging his cock as he pulled me tighter to him. oh how I wanted to feel it inside of me, to be possessed by him, but I was afraid of how it might hurt the first time. He must have sensed it as he contented himself to rubbing his stiffened cock between my ass cheeks, the crotch of my Teddy pulling tight into the cleft. Reaching down I popped the snaps loose at the crotch then pulled the material out of the way. Shivers ran through me as his hot shaft pressed tight into the valley. His precum coating the crack smearing over my virgin pucker as it massaged me closer to orgasm. Suddenly I wanted him inside me, I humped my ass back into him as I moaned and whimpered in need. His face nuzzled the back of my neck through my long hair, his hand holding my hip tightly as he thrust into the cleft of my ass. "Please," I whimpered. "Not without a Condom. You'd never make it to the bathroom in time." he said as if he knew from experience. His thrusts became harder pulling me tighter to him. the head of his cock massaging my puckered twitching anus as he fucked my buns from behind. I was crying with need by the time he came, his hot slick cum coating between my cheeks making it slicker pushed me beyond the point and my own erection blasted out forming a wet spot on the sheets. "Next time," he promised lovingly as he cuddled me, kissing the back of my neck. I snuggled back into him as his arms tightened around me and we fell asleep together. Again I woke up before him, feeling his half dried cum between my cheeks I blushed to myself as I carefully got out of bed and hurried to the bathroom to start the day. While he was doing chores I began a search on line, looking for ways to prepare for Anal sex. It didn't take long, and I added the items to my shopping list. Jake had been my first blow Job, I wanted Dave to be the first to make me into the woman I felt trying to emerge inside me. I was nervous as I spent the afternoon trying to prepare. I'd never given myself an Enema before, but soon got the hang of using the Vinegar and water Douche's I'd picked up at the store. I'd been trying to do it in secret, I wanted it to be a surprise. So I combined it with the short breaks in between each step of fixing dinner. They both complimented me on my looks, as well as the meal. Jake didn't say anything as I sat in his Dads lap watching the Monday night game. I knew the effect I was having on Dave, I was counting on it. Then as Jake was preparing to leave I slipped into the bathroom to prepare myself with the KY that I'd picked up at the store. I'd stocked the night stand beside both our beds with condoms earlier. After Jake finally left I slipped into my room and Donned a pretty pink lace Baby Doll, giggling like a school girl as I felt the KY inside me. "You're unusually happy tonight," he said kissing me softly. "Remember what you promised me last night?" I asked. He raised his eyes looking surprised as I reached down to squeeze his semi erect cock. "I'm ready to feel this monster inside me," I giggled excited at the response as it grew stiff in my hand. "Let me brush my teeth first," he said. I wondered why he said that but I said, "I'll be waiting in your bed." As I lay there I realized he was giving me time to change my mind. He was soft, and gentle, lavishing me with kisses and tender caresses. My body was on fire, I could feel the need inside of me as his expert hands drew me closer to begging him for it. he kissed my body all over, wanting me to be putty in his hands, and it was working. He was certainly a skilled lover. Though his mouth never touched what I was now referring to as my clit, it throbbed in its bent back position in my panties, leaking precum into the crack of my well lubricated Ass. I was on my back when he finally began easing down my panties. I pulled one foot free, as he gently leaned forward before rolling onto his back pulling me on top. Straddling his tummy I leaned forward kissing him passionately letting go of my inhibitions, as I reached for a condom on the night stand. "I saw the bottles in the trash," he whispered softly. "If you've gone that far you don't need a condom unless you really want one." Smiling into his face I said, "No, I really want to feel you filling me up. I want you to make me a woman Dave." His hard cock was nestled between my cheeks as I rocked slowly back and forth over his hips. "Take your time Sweetheart. Don't rush it, just let it come natural." He held me caressing my breasts, and I could feel his hands through the silicone forms. Oh how I wished they were real. But still they were sensitive enough for some sensation since I'd begun taking hormones. I rocked forward the head sliding into the groove, then nestling against my virgin pucker. Every time I tried to push back onto it it would slip out just before it was about to pop inside me. I was feeling frustrated, but he just kept encouraging me. "All in good time he said, it'll go in when you're ready for it, just keep trying." Then suddenly as I was about to reach back and hold it I felt it finally slip past the crown, a momentary stinging pinch as it penetrated for the first time. his arms locked around me suddenly holding me tight as my ring of muscles responded by clamping down, flexing trying expel the invader. When the spasms stopped he let go, letting me push slowly back onto him, always watching my face, my eyes. When he saw the slightest hint of pain he would stop me and hold me until I relaxed around him. it seemed like an agonizing hour as I was slowly allowed to take his full length. I wanted him inside me I wanted to feel him fucking my virgin girlyboy pussy. I was already to begin begging him when he began a slow rocking motion, slowly letting me slide back and forth on that marvelous cock. I wanted it, I wanted it all. Suddenly he flipped us over so that I was on my back beneath him. he hooked his arms behind my knees as he began fucking, long deliberate strokes in and out. Finally he was fucking me like a girl. Like the girl id always wanted to be. He was soon pounding into my pussy harder, making me moan and whimper with building passion. My clit had grown soft after I'd finally gotten it all inside of me. but now it was growing hard again. I knew I was about to cum, I wanted him to cum too. I bit my hand to stifle my squeals of joy as my clitty erupted splashing my own cream across my stomach, my breasts, onto my own face. He lasted a few more hard fast strokes before his back went stiff driving in harder than before, and I felt his hot scalding cum filling me inside. his body jerked thrusting in, in, in as his cock pumped his semen into me. I cried with joy, feeling for the first time like a complete woman. He slowly leaned forward kissing my tears away. I felt so empty as he shriveled and slipped from inside me, with a giggle I pushed him over onto his back. Rolling up onto my knees I shifted position to half lay across his thighs as I took him into my mouth. He reached down and caressed my cheek, "Damn, your one hell of a horny girl, you know that?" he was beginning to stir to life again. "What am I going to do with you?" Momentarily letting him slip from my mouth I said, "Fuck me like a slutty little bitch in heat." We fucked two more times before he was too exhausted to get hard again, and I curled up in his arms and went to sleep contented. Needless to say I was sore as hell the next morning, the hot shower helped a little. But it was moving around doing my morning routines that helped the most. Jake noted my sore movements and smiled, then noted his Dads new swagger and happiness. The way his Dad smacked my ass playfully as he kissed me. "Are you too sore today?" Dave asked. "Because the best way to get over that is by doing what made you sore to begin with." I giggled. "Are you up for round two?" I asked playfully. "No I need some rest, but Jake can't work in the rain." He stated matter of factly. "What?" asked Jake in surprise. "Son, she's too much woman for just one man. And if I have to share her, I'd rather it be with someone I care about too." I sat on Jakes lap kissing him. "How about it? You get me during the day when you're home. And your Dad gets me at night? We'll use your place when I'm there. And when I'm here, I'm your Dads to play with." I could tell by his growing boner that he thought that was a good idea. "Of course there might be times we both play with you at the same time," added Dave. "Does that sound good to you?" Pulling his face down to mine I kissed him, "Yes, but maybe once I get over being so sore after a good Shagging like last night." "Last night you were a virgin," he pointed out. Giggling I said, "Well today I feel like a slut." I blushed. As soon as they left I went to the bathroom and used a douche to prepare. I was excited wondering how different the two would be as I put a full box of condoms and a tube of KY into my purse to leave at Jakes. I'd heard through the grape vine that Jake like to play a little rough. Something his Ex-wife couldn't deal with especially when he wanted Anal sex. I waited until they were done doing the chores, and told Jake I would be up in a bit. I wanted to be sure that Dave really was ok with my being involved with his son also. "Malissa, be careful. He's a good Boy, but sometimes he can get a little aggressive. If you feel you can't handle it just use his safety word and he'll stop." I'd sat down in his lap as we talked, and now I said, "I want something from you before I go up there." "Anything," he promised me. "If you feel jealous or hurt. Or just want me to stop, please tell me. I couldn't deal with hurting either of you. But especially you." "You're an angel, you know that?" he caressed my face. "If I am then I'm a very naughty one," I giggled wiggling my bottom around in his lap. "Damn you better get going before decide to tap that pretty little ass again." Kissing him I said, "Only if you promise to tap it tonight after supper." "If you aren't too worn out when you get home I will." He promised. I was very conscious of how short my skirt was as I made my way in my three inch T-strap heels to Jake's deck. Feeling my skirt flapping on my bottom as I glided up the steps, combined with the cool soft breeze, I giggled. Without knocking I opened the door and stepped inside. "I was afraid you'd changed your mind," he said as he grabbed me in his arms. "So tell me, how do you like it? soft and gentle, or rough and hard?" "Jake, last night really was my first time," I told him. so I'm open to try just about anything." "You're kidding right?" there was a hint of excitement in his voice. "No Jake, you were my very first Blow Job, Dave was my first fuck. And he was soft and gentle." "So you're open for new experiences?" I nodded. "If, if I really hurt you just say "Bull's-eye" and I'll stop ok?" "Bull's-eye, got it. Now this little slut wants to play. Let me see how rough I can handle it." I raised up to kiss him on the lips. When he drew back after our initial kiss I felt his hand grab my ponytail, moments before I was dragged into the living room. where I was pushed and guided to my knees. "Suck it bitch. Take it out and suck it like you want it." I eagerly complied. Though it hurt having my hair pulled, still I knew he was being gentle about it not to really hurt me. "It's going to be fun teaching you to be an obedient little Cum Slut." I was told as I sucked hard on his cock. His hand tightened at the base of my ponytail as he pulled forward, pushing his cock into my mouth, slamming against the back of my throat. After the fourth time he held it there pushing trying to shove it intpo my throat. I was gagging on it, but wanted to swallow it like I'd seen in movies. He let me catch my breath only for an instant before ramming in again. He held me tight so I couldn't back away as he wiggled his hips around pushing harder. I felt the head slip past the gag point. Torrents of saliva flowing into my mouth to coat his cock. He pulled back large ropes of thick spit connecting my mouth to his cock. When he slammed in again I was ready for it and shifted the angle of my body. Both his hands came up behind my head pushing it down as his hips thrust forward. I gagged and gurgled as he slid in deeper nearly all the way there. He held me there, tears streaming from my eyes, my water proof mascara beginning to run before he pulled out. I gulped down air then this time I slammed my head forward taking him in deeper twisting my head as I gulped my way to the base. He gave a few short pumps then backed out, but I returned for more relishing the feel of that huge cock deep in my throat. He continued to throat fuck me until he was ready to cum. Then he pulled it away quickly, jerking me to my feet as he bent me over the arm of the couch. His hand coming down hard on my ass in a stinging blow. I yelped and struggled as his other hand continued to hold my in place by my ponytail. I felt my skirt flip up in back then my panties ripped down around my knees moments before another slap was delivered to my bare ass. It was quickly followed by another. Then he said, "Hell you're already wet." I felt the huge head pressed against my tiny pussy, then yelped in pain as he forced himself into me going all the way in in one hard thrust. I was hopping twisting trying to get away from the invasion as he held me captive. Leaning over me he said, "I'm sorry, I just couldn't wait any longer. I've been wanting to tap this sweet little pussy for a long time now. I hope I really didn't hurt you." "Just fuck me damnit." I growled at him. I didn't want to say the safety word, but it really hurt like hell. My clit which had been hard as I'd sucked him into my throat was now soft and shriveled up. I was determined to take it like a slut for him. He pounded my ass like that for almost five minutes before he jerk out then thrust me down on my knees and spray his cum all over my happy face. He let go of my hair. "I got something for you," he said, follow me. but when I started to pull my panties up he smacked my ass, "Leave them where they are." I hobbled along behind him on my heels as he lead the way to the master bedroom. He spun around, easily picking me up and throwing me onto his bed. With an excited grin he produced a long tapered butt plug that had remote control. He lay back against the headboard, controlling the intensity as I lay on my stomach dutifully sucking his cock, responding to the vibrations in my Girlyboy pussy. When he tired of that game he got up turning me to lay across the bed my head over the edge where he once again began throat fucking me. I loved being throat fucked. It seemed I was a natural at it. I knew most girls couldn't accomplish it so I was proud of myself and put everything I had into it. This time when he pulled out and put me on my back he was less urgent but still rough as he slammed his cock into at a fevered pitch. We fucked and rested, and fucked again until finally it was time to go get his Dad for the evening chores. I'd washed my face and redone my makeup before leaving ahead of him. Instead of Jake pulling in beside me though it was his oldest sister. I was already between the car and the house. "So you're the little Strumpet that moved in after dean left," she said in a disapproving voice. "Laura, leave Malissa alone. Come on into the house Honey." He made a show of kissing my lips passionately in front of her as I passed him. "Dad, she's just after your money," Laura began. "No Laura she isn't, trust me I should know. I helped her set up her trust funds." He told her. And if I were you I might be thinking about thanking her for helping fix your car last week when it broke down. She actually wanted to buy you a new one." "I thought that money came from Jake and you," she said. "Laura, she doesn't like for people to think they owe her for doing nice things. She really is a rare person, so get used to her being here." "Are you fucking her, Daddy?" "That is none of your business young lady." I decided to defuse the argument before it got out of hand. "Laura, are you going to stay for Dinner? I'd be happy to set another place." "I don't know what are you fixing?" "I have a nice pot roast in the slow cooker. It wouldn't be any trouble to set another plate at the dining room table." She saw that the table was being used again. "Sure why not? And then we can talk." "Laura," warned her Dad. "It'll be ok Dave, I don't mind talking with Laura. She more open minded than the rest. Excluding you and Jake of course." Up until then I'd been making myself scarce whenever I knew family was coming over. This was an unplanned visit, or rather planned out to catch me there. I noticed her studying me hard whenever she thought no one was paying attention. Then over dinner she asked, "So how long have you been a girl Malissa?" "All my life, but I think you mean how long have I been living fulltime as a girl?" "Umm yeah that's what I meant." Both Dave and Jake braced themselves for a tirade from her when I answered. "Since we're being honest and all, ever since I was terminated from my last job. But I don't regret it, the one hour drive each direction was murder." "You, no way. You're Dean?" "No my name is Malissa no matter what I was called before that. I do hope you can understand." She suddenly laughed, her usual snorting laugh. "And here I thought you were just freeloading. Listen honey, I really am sorry about calling you a strumpet earlier. And you make my Dad happier than I've ever seen him. but I have to know, does Nora know?" "No she doesn't." I answered honestly. We sat and talked for real after that, me telling her everything that had happened with the exception of sex. And her catching me up on the family gossip that I didn't get from Dave or Jake. She finally left after her husband called to look for her. Between the three of them they helped me as I continued my HRT, and she accepted that I was intimate with both Jake and Dave, sometimes with both at the same time. Now almost a year later I was serving my first family thanksgiving meal. I smiled as I heard her car pulling into the driveway. "Come on in Laura, I'm in the kitchen," I told her. Giggling she said, "Where else would you be? Both the men in your life are off working." She carried in a pie and set it on the table. "Is that Pumpkin?" Dave asked coming through the dining room. "I picked Dad up on the way. Are you sure you don't want an extra pair of hands?" "Sure help yourself. The turkey's already in the oven." "Dad's pretty nervous about this, I still can't believe you invited everyone, or that they accepted." Wiping my hands on a tea towel I said, "They probably just want to meet the shameless slut that's fucking their Dad." "Hey I called you a strumpet not a slut," she reminded me "Yes but I decided to correct it, I know I'm a slut and I'm damned proud of it. now if you'll watch the potatoes I'm going to go help your Dad to relax." I licked my lips then added another coat of bright red lip gloss before taking Dave by the hand and heading toward the master bedroom. "I got your back Malissa," she said to me. One of the many things we'd confided in included secrets about her oldest son, who was according to her, really looking forward to meeting me. I was on my knees in the bedroom with Dave's Cock in my mouth when the commotion started. "Ok Laura where's this little Tart that thinks she can steal Dad away from us? And does she think by cooking us a fucking Turkey dinner we'll all just accept her?" "Sherry, Shut Up! Malissa is probably the nicest person you ever want to meet. Besides she makes Dad happy." The two sisters had been fighting their whole life, so I wasn't too worried as I increased my efforts. Soon the sounds in the front of the house dwindled in my ears as he began to moan. I swallowed him down my throat swallowing harder and faster knowing the effect it had on him. soon I was rewarded with a mass of hot gooey cum dripping down my chin. With a giggle I stood up wiping my chin and he kissed me, "Thanks Love, I really needed that." We opened the door to, "If you say one mean word to her I'll kick your ass out of the house." It was Jake and I knew he was serious. "In the kitchen I heard, this turkey needs more Oregano sprinkled over it." "Sherry, if you touch her turkey I will personally snatch you bald headed." "She's not here she'll never know. Hell she's probably flat on her back doing what she does best." "Thank you Laura. Sherry, for your information that's not what I'm best at. Dave agrees I'm better on my knees." I pushed my turkey back into the oven then turned to her. "I didn't invite you all here to bicker like teenage brats. I brought you here for your Dad." Joseph ran up to me and hugged me, "Hi I'm Jo." "It's a pleasure to meet you Jo. I guess you figured out I'm Malissa." Zeke and his wife Suki were the next to enter the kitchen after greeting Dave. "Hi Malissa, I've heard a lot about you. I'm glad to finally meet you." He gave me a warm hug then Suki gave me one before saying something in Japanese. He turned red at first before he realized I didn't speak Japanese. But she kept pointing to me saying Futanari. I took her hand and said, "Yes Suki, I am Futanari." She hugged me again and smiled. "You know what a Futanari is?" Zeke asked. "Of course I do," I answered with a warm smile. Then Suki glared daggers at Zeke's mother Sherry. "She would cause problems with this knowledge, be very careful of her Malissa." Then Laura, Suki, Jo and I seemed to take over the small kitchen. "What is a what did you say? Futanari?" asked Jo. "Jo, Futanari is Japanese for Transgendered." I said. "Yes that is correct," confirmed Suki. "So you can help me figure all of this out," Jo indicated himself with a gesture of his hands. "How do you hide it, you know your umm," "My Clit? That's what I call it." I said. "She tucks it back into her panties." Said Suki. "You are very lucky to have those around you who understand and accept." "You know about me?" asked Jo. "Only what Zeke's mother has said, but I wish to know the real you instead," she told the teenager. "Suki, I remember when Jo here first announced that she wanted to be a Ballerina Barbie. She was only Four years old." "How do you know that?" whispered Jo. "I was there," I told her. we talked and eventually got through the whole family. Sherry was pissed that her husband and children who could make it were being friendly to me. but remained peaceful until after the meal. Soon it was just Laura, her kids. Suki and Zeke and their four daughters. And Jake. "Jo," I said. "I have a present for you." I lead the teen into my private room. "I want you to have these," I gave him my breast forms and the adhesive. "Don't you need them?" "Not for a couple of months now. Now they are yours, all you have to do is find something else pretty in my closet and wear it out to say hello to your grandpa Dave. I know he'd love to see how pretty you are." We heard a sound at the doorway and he looked to see his mother and Suki standing there. Looking back at me he finally asked again, "Who did you used to be?" "I used to be your uncle Dean," I said. Hugging me around my neck he said, "I thought so but I was afraid to ask before. You're much nicer as my Aunt or," he blushed. "Grandma." I hugged him back, "You can call me Aunt. I'm not looking to be a Grandma." The three of us help Jo put on her newly acquired breasts, and I taught her about the adhesive and how to achieve the best bonds. Then showed her how to blend in the edges for a natural look. I opened my lingerie drawer and let her pick out what she wanted. Blushing she picked out matching pink satin bra and panty set. After teaching her how to tuck, I next sat her at the vanity where she needed no help at all doing her own makeup. As she was choosing an outfit, a very short black and grey plaid mini skirt and a white long sleeve deep V neck blouse, she remarked that she wished she had long, pretty nails like I had. With a delighted smile I said, "Laura, go tell Dave it's going to be just little bit longer." And pulled out my Nail kit. Suki took over from there while I tried to find a pair of heels that would fit her. In the end she found that the three pairs I had that pinched my feet when I wore them actually fit her really well. I put the other two in a bag for her. and she put on the strappy open toe four inch black heels. Suki raised her eye at her. "Are you sure you want those? Shouldn't you get used to a lower heel first?" Standing up with ease Jo walked with grace and fluidly glided to the door. "Whenever you are ready Sweetie," said her mother, and the three of us left for the living room. Trembling with a bit of fear, but still confident in her appearance Jo stepped quickly to the door way between the kitchen and the Dining room. she stood there a moment as Dave looked at her, a warm smile of acceptance growing on his face as he stood up and held out his arms to her. "Hi Jo, your very pretty." She flew across the open floor to him as he wrapped his arms around her. "I knew you looked good, but I had no idea you were this pretty," said her father who was next to get a hug. "I'll be Eighteen next week," she said. "No one can stop me from becoming Josephine then Daddy." "They better not even think about it," he said. Then he looked up at me. "Thank you Malissa, I've never seen her this happy before." "Does this mean you're our sister now," asked Jo's three younger brothers. Tears in her eyes Jo said, "Yes, yes it does." She dabbed at her tears with a Kleenex, then everyone wanted her to show off. "It's going to take me while to get clothes of my own she said. I don't have very many." When I told to go ahead and keep the outfit, and handed her the bag with the other two pairs of heels. Laura said she'd take her shopping the next day. I looked at Laura, "I hope you'll let me spoil my new Niece." "Oh we couldn't ask you to do that," Laura said. "Then I insist, "I'll be there at around Eleven, and we'll hit the Mall together." I turned to Suki, "Would you and your Girls like to join us?" After a bit of talking they agreed and before much longer it was just Dave, Jake and I at the house. "Wow, that went much better than I'd hoped," I said. "Now what would you two like to do for desert?" Jake stood and pulled down his zipper with a grin. And I hurriedly finished opening his jeans as he kicked off his boots. Dave sat calmly taking off his boots and slowly took off his own jeans as I started in sucking Jakes growing cock. I was going back and forth between the two as they stood side by side. "I never dreamed I'd be sharing a hot little tart with my son this time last year," Dave commented. "You know I used to worry we'd both get jealous sharing her this way. But it's been really good and she enjoys being our little slut." I was cupping both their heavy balls in my hand, gently kneading them as I sucked greedily on their cocks. "Well this little slut needs a good hard fucking," I said as I looked up at them from my position on my knees. I knew Jake would be the first to go for my girly pussy, he loved opening me up. "Just don't cum in my ass, I want it on my face." Flipping my skirt up, Jake pulled my lace panties down. His cock felt even bigger as he pressed the spit slicked head against my eager pucker. He pushed in slower than usual, but still making it in one steady inward push, my girlyboy pussy stretching to take him all in. I was in heaven as his push filled me up at the same time Dave pushed in from the front, his longer yet thinner cock easily filling my throat as I gagged momentarily. My joyful tears began to roll down my face as the throat stuffing triggered my tear glands as well as my Salivary glands. I was rocking back and forth, stuffed at each end with wonderful cock. What more could a girl ask for, for desert after a successful family dinner. After a few minutes they traded places, Jake grabbing a handful of my hair as I opened my throat feeling him stretch it open wider until his balls pressed against my chin. I'd learned with experience to let my nose flare out and inhale with my throat stuffed full. Something even fewer girls are capable of. Squeezing my butt cheeks I began rocking back and forth between them. when suddenly I felt a sharp stinging smack on my ass. I couldn't even yelp with Jake's cock deep in my throat. But I clenched my ass tighter around the hard cock feeling it begin to squirt into me. as I sucked harder on the cock in front of me. I could feel Dave's cum dribbling out as he stood next to Jake watching me Suck that hard shaft of manhood. Suddenly Jake pulled back holding me by the hair as his cock began splashing cum over my face. I kissed and licked it clean sucking the last few drops out before turning my attention back to Dave who was beginning to stir again. Jake managed to stay hard watching my cum covered face as I started sucking Dave back to life. then switching back and forth between the two. I had both cocks stuffed in my mouth at once when Jake suggested something new. Dave sat down in his chair and I climbed on top settling my already cream filled girly pussy onto his cock. I wasn't sure what Jake had in mind until he moved behind me. the head of his hard cock wedging its way in past Dave's. I was getting stretched open like never before. Biting my lip I willed myself to relax and finally with minor pain I opened up letting him slide in beside his Dad. Both men lasted far longer than expected but it was worth it as my little clitty leaked out its cream each time I came. I lost track of how many before I felt the double load of hot lava filling me up sending me into yet another wonderful orgasm. I wasn't sure who came first but I didn't to ask. I just enjoyed feeling their cum inside me. I was a bit sad when they both decided they were too worn out to continue. But I was happy that it was me that had worn them out. After Jake left for home Dave and I got in the shower together, and then got ready for bed. "Thank you for that wonderful Dinner," he told me. "And thank you for what you did for Josephine." "Thank you too for that yummy desert afterward," I giggled pressing my breasts into his chest, hugging him tight as we fell asleep. I was busy most of the next morning as I began putting away the dishes from the day before. Then at noon I got around and got ready to go shopping with Jo, Suki, and Laura. We met at the Mall, and Jo was excited to be finally shopping as a girl for the first time. Laura couldn't believe it as I ignored both price tags, and totals as we flitted from store to store. "Malissa, you're spoiling her," she complained. "Suki was also enjoying my spoiling her four girls." "Laura, she only see's my girls maybe once a year if that, so I do not mind them getting spoiled. This gives her pleasure, so enjoy it." Suki told her. "Besides you know how expensive it is just buying clothes for yourself," I said. "I have the means to give her a good beginning wardrobe. And I'm enjoying doing so." I wasn't worried about Jo having to hide her things the way I had to when I first started. She lived in her own apartment just off campus at the local university. But I knew it was taking almost all of her money to pay the bills and tuition. So I was more than happy to help out. Later I took everyone to the portrait studio and we had photos taken for Dave. I knew he'd love having new pictures on the walls, especially of Jo. As thoughts of Suki and Zeke leaving loomed closer I began to feel sad. I found myself actually crying as we put most of their things into boxes to mail home to them. "Why are you crying?" Suki asked me as we left the post office. "Because all my life, all I ever wanted was to be a girl, and be accepted. And now I have it, in the one family I never expected to be fully accepted into. And I'm loved for who I am." End