The Potty Training Buddy
By tammie2
I.
"Ohhh, Tom, dear, may I ask you a little favor?"
Tom looked up from his reading, both surprised and suspicious.
Relations between himself and Rita, his wife of almost five years, had
been a bit cold lately. Part of it was their ongoing debate, an
argument really, about whether to have children. Tom wanted to wait,
Rita was hearing her biological clock tick. So far he had
prevailed,but he could tell she wasn't happy and didn't consider the
question resolved. Not that it mattered much lately, though, as they
hadn't had sex in a month.
Rita, he knew, was also upset with him for choosing not to work over
the summer. For his first several years as a teacher Tom taught summer
school and even picked up a drivers' education class when it was
available. This year, though, he was feeling burned out and couldn't
bear the thought of spending beautiful summer days in a hot classroom
with disinterested students and too many nights and weekends grading
papers and tests. When it came time to sign up for the summer session,
he took a pass. He told Rita he would use the time to work around the
house or even learn how to cook, but so far in the first two weeks he
had been sleeping late and watching too much television.
His leisure time did not sit well with his wife. Rita had worked hard
to establish herself at one of the city's smaller but better law firms
and devoted herself to perfecting her skills. Even after her father
had died and left a substantial sum of money to be divided between she
and her sister Nora, enough for them to live on if they didn't spend to
excess, she never considered retiring. It wasn't in her nature to
relax and Tom knew without asking that he had better not raise the
possibility of leaving his teaching position. She had expressed her
displeasure, loudly and often, when he told her of his decision to take
the summer off. His failure to follow through on his promise to put
his time to good use had not improved matters.
So when Rita approached Tom to ask him a favor, all sugar and spice,
warning signals went off in his brain. Warily, he put his magazine
down and looked up at his wife. Despite his suspicions, though, he
hadn't seen her smile at him in weeks so he hoped this would be an
opportunity to break through the icy atmosphere between them.
"It's not for me, actually, but for Nora." Tom groaned inwardly, as he
and his sister-in-law had never gotten along. She made no secret of
the fact that she thought her little sis could have done better in the
mate department. "But if you help her out, I won't forget it." As
Rita said this, she subtly brushed against Tom's groin and his dormant
member twitched expectedly.
Should he bury his suspicions and take the leap? Tom quickly
considered his options. He was tired of the stress and tension
permeating his home life and he was getting bored with masturbating to
online porn. Rita knew her way around a man's body and Tom missed the
sweaty bedroom sessions with her that used to happen several times a
week. And as cold as she had been lately, he suspected that not at
least listening to the favor request would bring on arctic temperatures
he could only imagine. He involuntarily gave a small shudder.
"Well, I might be able to fit it into my busy schedule," he replied
with a small smile, hoping that a little humor would help. "What does
she need?"
"Oh, thanks, thanks, thanks, my wonderful hubby!" Rita exclaimed with
enthusiasm, as she hopped up onto Tom's lap, her legs wrapping his.
She took Tom's head in her hands, leaned forward and planted a long,
deep kiss on her unprepared husband. "I knew you would do it!"
The unexpected moment of passion threw Tom off balance and it didn't
occur to him that he had never actually said he would do it. Instead,
he simply asked again, "What is it?"
"Well, you know that she has been trying to potty train Sean." Sean
was Nora's son, who was closing in on three years old and in Tom's mind
was a stubborn little terror. Like mother, like son, he thought. Nora
was a single mom and was once the Vice President of something-or-other
at a large company. Once she inherited the family money, she quit that
job (with quite the golden parachute, he had heard) and started up a
consulting business she could run from home while still watching over
her son. From the start, it had been extremely successful.
"It hasn't been easy. Just when she thinks he has the knack of it, he
regresses. Nora thinks that part of the problem might be that she
doesn't have a male in the house. That's where you come in. I'm not
quite sure how she wants you to help, but she thought if you could stay
over there for two or three days Sean would finally get the point of
using the toilet."
Tom was ready to feign enthusiasm until he heard the part of actually
staying with his sister-in-law, and he tensed up. Sitting on his lap,
he knew Rita could feel it and he thought he saw a flash of anger in
her eyes. Be a man, he told himself. How bad could it be? And even
if it was horrible, the alternative of an angry wife might be even
worse. Rita leaned over further, her warm breasts close to his face,
her crotch slowly and rhythmically grinding against his own, as she
breathlessly whispered into his ear, "And one good deed will certainly
be remembered in this house, if you know what I mean."
If there was any doubt that Tom would go along, it vanished in that
instant. Words would not come out as he focused on the shivers
overtaking his body, and all he could manage was a small nod.
"That makes me so happy," Rita smiled as she got off of her frustrated
husband. Reaching down, she patted Tom's groin and said, "Remember
that thought. For now, let me go tell Nora that we'll see her in the
morning."
II.
Tom laid back sleepily in the passenger seat of the car as Rita drove
them to her sister's home. It was early, and his body had already
adapted to the habit of sleeping late. Besides being drowsy, he was
uncomfortable from the ache of his overly-filled bladder, which was
demanding release. Nora had requested that he not urinate when he got
up so that he could be ready to pee when the lessons began, which he
had to concede made some sense. Still, he wished that he had let at
least a little go before they left. It didn't help that Rita had made
him drink two large glasses of juice with breakfast.
He suddenly realized that Rita had been speaking to him and he turned
to look at her. Her gratitude toward him had carried over to the
morning and he wanted to keep the momentum going. She probably knew
that he was only cooperating because of her promise of sex, but to her
credit she didn't say so. She was almost effusive in her praise of
him, but now that he was committed he really didn't care. He did
wonder, though, how anyone could be so energetic at this time of the
morning.
"I know it's early but Nora wanted some time to explain her plans to
you before Sean wakes up. And it's only for two or three days, at the
most. I realize that the two of you haven't always gotten along all
that well...," Tom had to resist rolling his eyes at this understatement,
"but this will go a long way toward changing her attitude about you.
And even if she doesn't fully appreciate what you're doing, I certainly
do."
Tom was startled at the sudden sincerity in Rita's voice. He was
touched as he saw tears forming in the corner of her eyes and felt
immediate guilt at his negative attitude. Despite their recent
differences, he still loved his wife deeply and would do anything for
her. Even help potty train his nephew. He swore inwardly to remain
positive.
"Now, dear, one more thing before we go in. Please listen to Nora and
do whatever she asks of you. She's got far more experience with
children that we do and knows what it will take to get through to Sean.
We can only imagine her frustration that she can't get her son to use
the toilet. So at least for the next couple of days, she's the boss,
okay?"
Tom nodded, leaning over to give Rita a soft kiss on the lips. "For
you, of course. Anything." He was gratified to see the happiness in
Rita's face. He would swallow his pride, suppress his dislike of her
sister and get the job done. For Rita.
With that matter settled, Tom grabbed his overnight bag and left the
car, waving to his wife as she drove off to work. He trudged up the
sidewalk and rang the bell.
III.
The door opened almost immediately, revealing a tall, striking
brunette. Nora was similar to her sister in many ways, including her
lean, athletic body and her bright, piercing eyes. Tom hated to admit
that she was sexy given his feelings toward her. Still, he felt
himself staring at her with a sort of suppressed longing. Damn it, he
thought, I must really be desperate for sex to even consider this witch
in that way. He was jolted from his reverie when Rita broke the
silence with a fierce whisper.
"You're late." Tom bit his lip to prevent himself from saying
something he would regret later. "Come on, we have to get you ready
before Sean wakes up."
Tom followed Nora up the stairs and into the master bathroom, following
her instructions to tread quietly so as not to wake up her son. Once
they were in the bathroom with the door closed, however, he used the
opportunity to address the woman with whom he would have to live for
the next day or two.
"What do you mean, 'get ready'?," he asked. "I thought all I was going
to do was show the kid how to stand up in front of the toilet and pee
like a man. You know, lend a male perspective to the whole potty
thing."
"Wherever did you get that idea?" Nora retorted with a derisive snort.
"Sean's not a dumb kid; he knows how to pee. It's not rocket science.
What is it about men that they think that standing up and pointing
their noodle at the toilet bowl is some big accomplishment? If I
wanted to demonstrate that to him, I could have had any one of my dates
do that. Your role is going to be a bit different."
The confusion on Tom's face was apparent, and Nora looked at him with
exasperation before sighing and going on. "You are going to be his
potty training buddy, going through everything that he is going
through. Even at his young age, Sean is a very competitive kid. On
his own, he is stubborn enough to resist using the toilet. If there's
a contest involved, though, he will commit to winning, even to the
point of humiliating his opponent. He won't want you to beat him at
potty training. He will stop wetting his pants if it kills him."
"Are you out of your mind?" Tom was in shock and stared at the crazy
woman in disbelief. "For one thing, there's no way that he will ever
believe that I don't already know how to use the toilet. I might be a
bit small for an adult, but there's no way I can pass as a child."
"You'd be surprised what children accept with a simple explanation.
All I'll need to tell him is that you're four years old. To a boy
who's not even three yet, anybody older than him he thinks of as a 'big
kid.' Your height will become irrelevant in his mind. Other factors,
though, he wouldn't dismiss so easily."
Tom was reluctant to ask, but he had no choice. "What other factors?"
"What you wear, for one thing. Little boys don't wear designer jeans
and a buttoned shirt. We will have to dress you in something more age-
appropriate. Don't worry, I've got a couple of outfits that I special-
ordered. But there's something else we need to do first. There's no
way he would ever accept that a four-year-old has body hair. We have
to shave you, everything from the neck down. Now strip."
Tom stood frozen, stunned. His natural reaction was to not only
refuse, but to make sure this bossy bitch knew that he wouldn't give in
to her stupid demands even if they were related. But a vision of
Rita's loving face, and her seemingly genuine pride and thankfulness
for what he was doing, gave him pause just long enough for him to also
realize that he had to focus on the sexual prize at the end of this
debacle, no matter how embarrassing. He reached for the buckle of his
jeans.
Tom put his shoes and socks in the corner of the bathroom, then folded
his jeans and shirt before adding them to the pile. He stood, red-
faced, in front of his sister-in-law in just his boxers. Nora stood
with her arms crossed, tapping her foot impatiently.
"Good heavens, Tommie, there's no point in being modest. Do you
remember that the whole point of this exercise involves going to the
bathroom? That means your pee-pee will be the center of attention and
will be getting a lot of exposure to both Sean and myself. Besides,
when I said all of your hair had to go, I meant all of your hair."
When Tom was slow to react, Nora bent over and pulled his underwear
down to his ankles, telling him sternly to step out. He did so, then
upon her direction stood, naked and feeling ridiculous, in the bathtub.
Nora filled a small plastic tub with warm water, produced a can of
women's shaving cream, and got to work.
Tom tried his best to avert his eyes as Nora quickly took care of what
little hair he had on his chest. He almost said something when she had
him lift his arms to shave his armpits, as the full impact of what she
was doing began to sink in. No one at the gym would notice the
difference on his chest, but how many men had no hair under their arms?
The same thought pulsed even harder in his brain as she moved down his
arms, then began on his legs. He had mistakenly convinced himself that
this disaster would be over in a couple of days, but now he had to face
the fact that regressing his body to a more childlike state would keep
him denude of hair until it could grow back. He would be as smooth as
a woman.
During the process, Tom attempted to remain stoic and pretend he was
somewhere else, but despite his efforts he couldn't help but notice the
perfume Nora had on and he liked its femininity. In addition, Nora had
her hands all over him, grabbing and moving his limbs, and she didn't
seem shy about the times her breasts pressed up against him as she took
a close look at where she was working. He sighed in relief when she
finished his legs, grateful that the process had come to a close. He
almost jumped out of the tub, then, when Nora grabbed his penis.
"Stand still there, little boy, unless you are ready to become a little
girl," Nora growled. "This isn't any more pleasant for me than it is
for you."
On the contrary, Tom was finding her touch uncomfortably erotic. Under
almost any other circumstance, he wouldn't have found his sister-in-law
at all sexually attractive. The combination of her touch, the perfume
and the weeks it had been since he had had sexual release, though,
began to have an unfortunate effect. Try as he might, Tom could not
prevent becoming hard as Nora kept her hand on his penis, moving it
side to side as she shaved his groin.
"What do you think this is, some sort of brothel? Let me make this
clear, Tommie. For the next few days you are a toddler, years from
puberty. Any sexual activity, including erections, are forbidden. Do
you understand?"
Despite Nora's anger, Tom could not force himself to soften. There'll
be a day, he thought, when I'll need a pill to get it up. What can he
do now when he needs it to go down?
"Okay, look, if you're not going to take care of it yourself, we have
to get this thing back to normal size as soon as possible. Sean will
be awake soon and we still have to get you dressed. Don't think I'm
enjoying this one bit." As she spoke, Nora began to stroke Tom
vigorously, using the shaving cream as an impromptu lubricant. Tom
wanted to tell her to stop, that he would do it himself, but the
electric feeling of her handjob easily overcame his shame. He closed
his eyes, leaned his head back, and quickly exploded in an earth-
shattering orgasm.
When Tom began to come back down, he opened his eyes to find that Nora
was gone. He found a washcloth, cleaned himself up a bit, and was just
finishing when she re-entered the bathroom carrying a pile of clothes.
Nora first looked Tom in the eyes then glanced down at his crotch.
"Well, that's better. When it's flaccid it's about the same size as
Sean's. We won't have any more issues down there, I hope?"
Tom shook his head, sure he was blushing from head to toe. He prayed
that Nora's own feelings about what had just happened matched his own,
and that she would never to her dying day tell her sister about this
little incident.
"Now then, it's time to get dressed. First, though, we have to be
clear. For as long as you are here under my roof, you are a child. A
young child. You have to rid yourself of all adult behavior. That
means you won't have access to your cell phone and you have to think
and act like any other four-year-old. No football games or adult
shows, in fact no television at all unless I allow it. Limit your
vocabulary--no big words. You will be eating what Sean eats, and if he
takes a nap you take a nap. He needs to believe that you and he are
equals. Do you understand?"
Tom nodded. He should have expected this after their earlier
conversation, but hadn't thought that far ahead. Looking back later,
he wondered if this was the last point at which he could have rebelled.
Not that it mattered. His inappropriate sexual attraction to Nora made
him exceptionally compliant out of fear that she would use it against
him if he didn't play along.
Nora looked for signs of dissent, satisfied herself that there were
none, then continued. "You will be called 'Tommie,' and I am your Aunt
Nora or 'Auntie.' I don't want to see any misbehavior out of you. At
your new age, you don't even think twice about not obeying an adult.
Is that clear?"
Tom nodded again. He started to ask a question that had formed in his
mind, but was cut off by Nora before he could get it out.
"Good. Now let's get you dressed and downstairs so that you can be
ready to go when Sean gets up." As she spoke, Nora pulled out a pair
of underpants, held them at Tom's feet and told him to step in. As he
protested that he could dress himself, Nora sharply reminded him that
he was not old enough to do so and that from now on she would pick what
he wore and dress him herself.
She pulled the underwear up his legs, adjusted the waist and leg areas
and quietly let out a grunt of satisfaction at their fit. Tom
immediately noticed how thick they were compared to what he normally
wore, and put his hand between his legs to confirm the padding that
forced his legs apart in an unnatural way. Looking down, he was
startled to see that his underpants had cartoon characters all over
them.
"Why the surprise, Tommie? I told you that you would be dressing just
like Sean. He's in training pants, so you are in training pants. His
have superheroes on them. He will probably think yours are a bit
girly."
Tom bit his tongue. He began to wonder how much of this Rita knew but
chose not to tell him, but decided to give her the benefit of the
doubt. He began to silently chant a mantra...just a couple days, just a
couple days.
He lifted his arms as Nora pulled a striped t-shirt over his head, then
stepped into a pair of pale green overalls. Nora slapped his hand away
as he instinctively went to button them, then stood impatiently as she
tightened the straps. She pushed his shoulders down until he sat on
the toilet, and she completed his outfit by putting a pair of white
socks on his feet, folding them down from the top. He was ready.
Nora opened the door of the bathroom but as she began to exit, Tom
finally found his voice. "Um, Nora..I mean Auntie," he corrected in
response to her sharp look, "we never talked about what you want me to
do here. I mean, I assume that Sean will see me using the potty, so he
won't want to fall behind me and he'll use it too. Is that about it?"
Nora stared at Tom for a long moment, then a small smile worked its way
around her mouth. "No, Tommie," she said softly, "that's not it at
all. I told you that Sean will see this as a contest to see who can
get potty trained first. I expect you to lose."
IV.
For a moment, Tom wasn't sure he had heard Nora correctly. Even after
her words sunk in, the reality of what she was telling him to do
wouldn't register. "Surely you can't be serious," he finally blurted
out. "That would mean that you, I mean that I, I mean..." He couldn't
finish the sentence.
"That's right, Tommie," Nora said in response to his blubbering, her
smile now broad and mocking. "You will have to piss your pants. And
not just once; repeatedly. I know how my son's mind works. If you
both use the potty, his competitive nature will push him on at first so
that he will keep doing so to try to keep even with you. But like most
toddlers, his attention span is limited and he discourages easily, so
it wouldn't be long before he becomes bored or loses hope of winning.
There's a good chance he would give up. When he feels like he's
winning, though, he wants to thoroughly trounce his opponent. He would
refuse to wet himself and would become toilet trained quickly just to
show you that he can do it but you can't. The novelty of your failures
would also keep him focused. That, and once he sees the consequences of
an accident he would try to avoid that at all costs."
Tom was so focused on the fact that he was being told to wet his pants
that he almost missed the implication of Nora's last words. "Wait a
minute, what do you mean by 'consequences'?"
"Don't worry about that now, we have to get moving. I hear Sean moving
around downstairs and we need to be there when he comes out of his
room. Now, I've already explained to him about the contest so he won't
be surprised to see you here and we won't need to waste any more time.
We'll head straight for the potty for round one. He will go first, and
I expect he will be successful. Then you will have your turn, and you
will not pee a single drop into that potty, do you understand? Then
after I re-dress you, I expect an accident right away. Let's go."
Tom considered resisting. All he wanted to do was rewind to the night
before and find a way to gently tell his wife that her sister was
psychotic and that she was asking too much of him to do this "little"
favor. With Nora tugging at his arm, though, he didn't have the time
to think the situation through, to weigh the pros and cons of calling a
halt to this nonsense. The only image that popped up was that of an
incensed Rita calling him on the carpet for ejaculating in front of her
sister and banning him from their bed for life.
Subdued and defeated, he followed Nora down the stairs.
V.
Sean was just emerging from the nursery when Nora and Tom met up with
him. He was in his cowboy pajamas and Tom noticed the bulge around his
nephew's midsection. Probably training pants, Tom thought to himself,
just like the ones I am wearing. Secretly, he hoped that Sean had
soaked himself during the night and would let his mom know that he had
no intention of being forced to use the toilet. Tom could then go home
and forget this ever happened. Nora's praise for his dry night,
though, quickly dashed that hope.
"Sean, you remember that I told you that Aunt Rita's boy Tommie would
be staying with us for a few days so that you can try to learn to use
the potty together. Say 'hi' to your cousin." Sean gave a shy wave in
Tom's direction, which Tom returned. "We're going to start the contest
to see who can do better right away, and don't forget that the winner
will get a prize."
Tom watched as Sean's eyes lit up at the mention of the prize. He
waited to see if Sean showed any signs that he recognized Tom as his
uncle, an adult who had visited him regularly since he was born. There
was none. Tom wondered if Nora was right, that despite his size what
Sean saw was an overgrown boy dressed in little kid clothing, with
bulky training pants similar to his own, a rival in the competition for
a prize. If there was any chance that Sean would recognize him for who
he really was, and put a stop to this charade, it passed when Sean
accepted him as a child. Tom sighed and moved after mother and son to
the living room, where a small baby potty sat in the center of the room
on top of a rubber sheet.
Until this moment, Tom had been in denial about certain aspects of what
was about to occur. He had envisioned the group doing their business
in the bathroom toilet; while it should have been obvious, he had never
even considered that he would be sitting on a potty chair. He viewed
the offending object skeptically. The base was white plastic and was
topped with a bright green seat and yellow back. A white bowl sat
expectantly in the seat, waiting for the results of a successful
sitting. Tom almost overlooked the tiny splash guard that had been
added to help an inexperienced boy get everything inside. How in the
world will I ever be able to use that, he wondered. Then he
remembered. It didn't really matter if he didn't fit in such a way as
to urinate into the bowl. He wouldn't be using it for that for now.
Nora kneeled down next to the potty chair and helped pull Sean's pajama
bottoms down. Tom saw with disappointment that his nephew's training
pants were, as Nora had said, more masculine than his own. Rocket
ships and astronauts competed for space and, as Tom had suspected, were
all as dry as a bone. Nora pushed the training pants to the floor as
Sean sat on the seat.
"Now boys, even though you both want to win, I expect you to root each
other on and to be happy whenever one of you uses the potty like a big
boy. Tommie, sit down here on the other side of the potty chair while
Sean takes his turn. Each of you will have 15 minutes to try to go.
Good luck, Sean. Tommie said he doesn't think you can do it, but I
know you can."
Tom looked at Nora crossly, but realized that it was all part of her
plan to get Sean to try harder. As he sat and watched Sean scrunch up
his face in a comical effort to pee, he started to fidget. All of the
fluids he drank earlier and the fact that he wasn't allowed to use the
bathroom in the morning were catching up to him. As the minutes
passed, he concentrated on not having a genuine accident. What did it
matter, though? If he was going to wet himself anyway, relieving the
pressure by dribbling just a little bit wouldn't make any difference.
Tom relaxed and allowed the tiniest bit of urine to escape.
Just as he did so, the sound of fluids hitting the bottom of the potty
chair's bowl filled the air. Tom was so startled that he lost his
concentration and started to pee himself. He quickly glanced down and
was relieved to discover that he remained dry on the outside.
Nora was clearly delighted at her son's success. She clapped her
hands, made sure that Tom joined in the applause, and then gave Sean a
big hug. Sean beamed as Nora pulled up his training pants. It might
have been his imagination, but Tom thought the little brat gave him a
"see if you can top that" kind of look as he vacated the chair.
"Great job, Sean. You are on your way to becoming such a big boy!
Okay, Tommie, now it is your turn. Come over to Auntie. Sean, you sit
where your cousin was."
Tom stood up and shuffled over to Nora, who slowly unbuckled the straps
of his overalls, pulling them down to the floor. As she followed suit
with his underpants, Nora stopped before they passed his knees,
squeezed the crotch with her fingers, and bent over to sniff the
fabric.
"It seems like someone already had some problems staying dry."
Although Nora was speaking in an even tone, Tom could see the smirk on
her face. "That's all right, Tommie, I know using the potty is a very
hard thing to do. Sean and I will still let you try, though, won't we
Sean?"
Tom could tell that Sean sensed a chance to pull out in front of the
contest, but reluctantly nodded his head in agreement with his mom.
Nora finished pulling Tom's training pants down, but not before
plugging her nose in mock disgust. She gently pushed Tom on the
shoulders until he sat on the potty. He instinctively went to adjust
himself so that his penis would be aimed into the deflector shield, but
Nora beat him to it. Rather than getting aroused when she touched him
this time, he felt himself shrink in embarrassment.
"I'm setting the timer now, Tommie. Try to concentrate and think about
peeing in the potty like a big boy, not in your panties like a little
baby."
In fact, Tom had to focus hard on not peeing into the potty. His
bladder remained full, the aroma of Sean's urine, still in the bowl,
triggered his already-urgent desire to empty it, and it was difficult
to resist nature's call. How ironic, he thought, that while all
appearances indicated he was training to use the toilet, he was trying
to teach himself not to.
Tom tried to avoid looking at Nora. While she muttered encouragement,
her eyes were full of mischievous glee, which angered him. Best not to
get upset, though. Keep your eye on the prize. He glanced over at
Sean, who made no attempt to support Tom's efforts. The prize you will
get for winning, Tom thought, can't be nearly as good as what I will
get for losing. He momentarily forgot his situation as he daydreamed
of sex with his wife.
He was brought out of his reverie with the jarring sound of an alarm.
"I'm afraid time's up, Tommie," he heard Nora say. "That's okay, not
everyone can do it on their first try, can they Sean? Let's get you
dressed and we can try again in a little while."
Tom thought he heard Nora snicker as she pulled up his damp underpants.
As she buckled his straps, she leaned over close to his ear and
whispered, "Hope you saved some for the main act here, baby. It's time
for you to put on a show."
Nora finished dressing Tom and began to walk toward the kitchen,
glancing back over her shoulder with an expectant look. Sean toddled
behind Nora, his mind on getting some breakfast. Tom took a breath,
imagined himself standing in front of a toilet, and let his bladder go.
The relief was tremendous.
It was only a moment before he heard Nora shriek. Sean turned around
and gawked, then giggled as he pointed at Tom.
"Mommy, Tommie wet his pants. Tommie wet his pants."
While Sean gleefully pointed out Tom's accident over and over, Tom
glanced down to survey the damage. His pants were positively soaked,
from the crotch on down the insides of both of his legs. A growing
pool of yellow gathered on the rubber sheet as the stream of urine
gradually diminished to drops. Tom's initial pleasure at relieving the
pain in his bladder quickly turned to discomfort at the cooling, smelly
fabric clinging to his legs, and the odd pride he had felt in
accomplishing his mission vanished as well.
Tom looked up, away from the scene of his accident and past his gleeful
nephew, at Nora, whose face was blazing with fury as she stormed in
Tom's direction.
"Oh my God," thought Tom, "what have I done?"
VI.
Any thoughts that Nora might play the role of the sympathetic aunt were
quickly erased.
"Tommie, how could you? You were just on the potty. Big boys go pee-
pee in the potty. Sean used the potty. But you waited until I got you
all dressed before you peed. I have to say, young man, that this is
not a good start for you. Now don't move while I get what we need to
clean you up. Sean, will you watch your cousin for a minute?"
Even though he knew this was all a show for the benefit of his nephew,
it still stung Tom's self-esteem to have a two-and-a-half-year-old
watch over him. It didn't help when Sean said "You wet your pants."
Several biting retorts came to Tom's mind, but he kept silent. It
seemed like forever before Nora returned.
"Okay, Sean, first I'm going to need your help, then I want you to stay
here so that you can see what happens to little boys who don't use the
potty." Tom looked quizzically at Nora but her expression did not
betray her intentions. I guess I'm about to find out what those
"consequences" are that she referred to earlier, he thought.
Tom stood still while Nora used a towel to clean up the puddle of
urine. Next she carefully removed his overalls and socks, clearly
trying to avoid the wet parts as much as possible. Soon Tom was
standing naked and exposed in front of his sister-in-law and nephew.
"Now I need to clean Tommie up so that he doesn't get a rash and so
that he isn't so stinky," Nora said to her son. "Could you be mommy's
big helper and hand me the baby wipes?" Sean seemed eager to help as
he stood by his mother's side, pulling out one wipe after another as
Nora needed them. She started at Tom's feet before moving up his legs.
When she got to his crotch, she stopped and darted a sharp glance in
Tom's direction. He knew he would pay dearly if he got the slightest
bit stiff.
"We especially need to clean the baby's pee-pee and bottom. See how
tiny it is? Isn't it cute?" As she spoke, Nora held Tom's penis
between her fingers and moved it back and forth while she cleaned his
balls and then up and down the shaft. Tom was almost grateful for her
insulting patter about his size, as it generated feelings about her
that blocked any sexual gratification and kept him soft. Still, he
breathed a small sigh of relief when she moved to his backside and then
declared herself satisfied.
"All right, little one, let's get you into some protection just in
case. Sean, would you please hand me his panties?" Tom's first
reaction was to demand that she call his underwear "pants" instead of
"panties," but then he saw what Sean was holding. It was worse than
the first pair. They were still white, but were covered with kittens
and puppies, each of which was adorned with ribbons and other frills.
Sean seemed like he couldn't wait to get them out of his grasp, and Tom
couldn't blame him. At least he wouldn't have to look at them once his
pants were on.
Then he saw the pants. True, they were still overalls much like the
first pair. These, however, were a pastel yellow with pink and blue
flowers on the front bib area. The shirt folded neatly next to the
overalls may have been white, but Tom wouldn't have sworn that they
weren't a very pale pink. His socks had ruffles on the top. Tom
wasn't sure if a young boy would recognize the outfit as girly, but
from the contemptuous and maybe a little fearful look on Sean's face,
he guessed that Sean never wanted to be in Tom's position. So this is
the consequence Nora foretold. Pretty effective; Sean was obviously
motivated not to cross over to look like a little girl.
But why, then, was Nora so slow to get him dressed? Tom began to
shiver a bit, although the room was not cold. Perhaps a part of him
sensed that there was more to come.
Nora was seated on the couch with a towel over her lap. She addressed
both Tom and Sean. "Boys, I know you are both trying your best to use
the potty. Accidents can happen. But when accidents do happen, you
have to be punished. Tom, come over here and lie over my lap."
Tom and Sean exchanged glances, and Tom could see the terror in Sean's
eyes. Tom knew what was coming and slowly moved into position. He
could tolerate a little spanking if it helped the cause. How bad could
it be?
He was about to find out. Nora used both hands to lower his training
pants below his butt cheeks, took a deep breath, and delivered the
first blow. WHACK! Tom nearly jumped to the ceiling. He had expected
a spank equivalent to what a boy Sean's age might receive, and had
planned to feign pain for his benefit. But there was no need to
pretend. This was something else altogether. It stung. No, it was
more than that. It hurt. Tom was in pain after only the first blow.
The second wasn't long in coming, followed by a third, a fourth and
more. Before long, Tom was a quivering mess, tears falling from his
eyes onto the floor. Nora seemed to know just where to hit to maximize
his misery. She stopped after ten, but it seemed like so many more.
Tom's rear was ablaze.
"There, there, now. It's all over for now." Nora's voice was softer
now, almost kind. "Next time we try to use the potty, though, remember
what will happen if you don't do it. Let's keep this pair of panties
dry, shall we?" As she pulled the training pants back up, Nora
whispered under her breath so that only Tom could hear, "But we know
better, don't we?"
Nora helped Tom up to finish getting him dressed in the embarrassing
outfit. As she was finishing, she looked down at Sean, who was wide-
eyed and trembling. "Are you ready for some breakfast, honey?" she
asked him. Sean didn't have to be asked twice. He tore from the room.
VII.
Nora didn't immediately follow her son into the kitchen. She put her
hand on Tom's shoulder, leaned into his ear and spoke softly. "My
sister will be so proud of her big, masculine husband, wetting his
panties and then crying like a little girl when he gets spanked. At
least your behavior seems to be having the desired effect on Sean, but
this is only the beginning. You need to keep it up to reinforce his
desire not to be a pissy little pansy like his cousin Tommie."
Tom's emotions were already on edge from the events of the last hour
and he had reached the breaking point. It was time to stand up to this
woman, consequences be damned! Rita obviously never would have asked
him to get involved in this farce if she had known exactly what was
involved. And when he did agree to help, and went along with Nora's
ridiculous and humiliating plan, she spanks and then insults him! Yes,
it was time to bring this charade to a stop, to gather his clothes, and
to get out of this madhouse.
Nora looked at him quizzically and seemed to sense the thoughts that
were racing through his mind. Before he could speak up, she grabbed
him a little harder and continued speaking. "I can see you are
considering not following through on your promise. That would be a
mistake, little boy. For one thing, the only clothes you have here are
the outfit you are wearing now and the one you pissed in earlier. The
clothes you wore over here are gone for now. And you have no car. Are
you ready to wander through the streets like some overgrown toddler in
your pretty little overalls and training panties? And you might also
consider this."
Nora held her phone up to Tom's face, revealing a series of pictures of
Tom sitting on the potty, standing in his soaking wet overalls,
standing naked and hairless in his puddle of urine, and in his current
girly outfit. When did she take these, he wondered? I never even saw
the camera. Not that that was relevant at this point. He had to get
that camera away from her.
"These pictures have already been uploaded to my computer. One little
push of a key, and they will go to Facebook and all over the internet.
I'm sure your friends and the school administration would be fascinated
and you could tell them all about your potty problems. Why, maybe one
of your pretty students would offer to help toilet train you."
"So, are you going to go through with whatever silly plan you've been
forming in that small brain of yours, or are you ready for breakfast?"
Tom didn't say a word in response; he didn't have to. Nora knew from
the moment he had walked in the door that morning that she had him
trapped. She had outsmarted and outmaneuvered him and he was helpless
to resist. Time to cut his losses, look forward to getting home the
next day and then forget this ever happened.
They went to join Sean in the kitchen.
VII.
Tom sat across from Sean, who was waiting impatiently at the small
square table. Tom realized that he, too, could use some nourishment.
He had been so focused on all of the unpleasantries of the morning that
he hadn't noticed his hunger. Nora's threat to circulate the pictures,
which he would never be able to explain away, also reminded him that he
had better drink as much as possible. Nora would never believe him if
he made any excuse for not being able to urinate at any time of her
choosing. He wondered when that might be.
Sean was examining Tom with a disturbing depth, probably wondering what
to make of this incontinent rival. Tom had to resist sticking his
tongue out at the boy. What he really wanted to do, though, was to
tell him the truth, that he was doing all of this for his benefit, so
that he could take a big step out of infancy and into childhood. Most
of all, Tom wanted Sean to know that he really could use the toilet and
had been doing so for decades. He wasn't sure why it mattered to him
that this insignificant toddler know that he truly did have bladder
control, but it did.
Tom and Sean both broke their staring contest when Nora approached the
table. "I've got two cups of juice for my big boys," she said,
sneaking a sly smile at Tom. "Sean, since you were the only one to use
the potty this morning, you get to choose which cup you want." For the
first time, Tom looked at the choices. Both were sippy cups. Did kids
still use sippy cups at this age, he wondered? Or was Nora allowing
Sean to regress a bit in order to pile just a little bit more of
humiliation upon her brother-in-law?
Sean barely took an instant before choosing a cup, and Tom could see
why. While both cups were white, the cup Sean picked had a dark blue
top and a picture of some sort of superhero that Tom didn't recognize.
The other cup's top was a light lavender and this one was imprinted
with fairies. Tom began to ponder whether Nora's motivation here went
well beyond Sean's toilet habits. She seemed to be going out of her
way to make this as embarrassing as possible for him. Wishing he could
rewind time and refuse Rita's request was pointless, of course. All he
could do, given the alternative, was to keep his mouth shut and count
the hours.
As Tom began to sip from his cup, Nora placed a plastic bowl and small
toddler spoon in front of him. Tom eyed the bowl's contents, trying to
figure out what it was. It might have been oatmeal, or something
similar, but he doubted whatever it was was a regular item on any
normal adult's diet. Sean seemed to eat it with relish, but Tom began
to question whether he was really all that hungry. Maybe if he just
drank enough to get full.
"What's the matter, Tommie, did you forget how to use a spoon? Don't
worry, that's what Auntie Nora is here for." Tom instantly knew what
was about to happen and made a quick grab for his spoon, but he was too
late. Nora had it firmly in her hand and was already dipping into the
foul mixture. She brought the overloaded spoon up to Tom's mouth and
unceremoniously shoveled it in. Tom's taste buds nearly revolted and
he had to suppress a gag just to be able to swallow. Before he could
even begin to try to analyze what food products could possibly exist
that could combine into such a horrible concoction, the next spoonful
was waiting at his mouth. He knew better than resist, and reluctantly
opened up. This mouthful was no better. Surely this couldn't be the
same food that Sean was eating, as he was happily scraping the bottom
of his bowl to get the last bits.
Tom would no sooner manage to get one portion down than the next was
being pushed past his lips. Nora was keeping a torrid pace, which at
least had the advantage of making the contents of the bowl disappear
faster. Before long, a trail of mush ran down Tom's chin. Nora
ignored it until the bowl was empty, then took a napkin and wiped
around his mouth. Tom waited for some sort of biting comment, but
thankfully none came. He quickly drained his sippy cup, did the same
after Nora refilled it, trying desperately to wash the horrid taste
away.
"All right, boys, why don't you go play together in the playroom while
Mommy cleans up and gets lunch for herself. I'll come by in a while to
check up on you."
Tom followed Sean down the hall and into a room that was already
littered with pieces of games, toys and assorted stuffed animals. He
followed the boy's lead and sat down among the chaos, waiting for Sean
to take the lead on what they would play.
Sean eyed Tom skeptically, his eyes scanning the length and breadth of
Tom's yellow, flowered overalls and then down to his frilly socks.
Finally he got up and crossed the room, stooping to pick something up
before returning and handing Tom a cloth doll.
"You can play with this," he said abruptly, then turned his back to Tom
before sitting again and turning his attention to a pile of plastic
soldiers. Tom looked at the doll in disbelief, realizing that his
status in Sean's eyes had been reduced to that of a little girl not
worthy of his attention. That had to stop, and stop now.
Tom scooted around to sit across from Sean and picked up a few of the
soldiers. Sean did his best to pretend that Tom was not there, but as
Tom began to place the men into various tactical positions, the
toddler's interest got the best of him. Soon they were staging mock
battles and Tom was smart enough to make sure that Sean's soldiers were
the superior army. When they tired of that game, they combined forces
to build towers out of blocks, never letting the structure get too tall
before one of them knocked it down to the delighted giggles of them
both.
It had been decades since Tom had enjoyed the simple pleasures of
childhood games, and time passed surprisingly quickly. They were
intently focused on setting up plastic bowling pins when Nora walked
into the room.
"I hate to interrupt you, boys, but it's potty time."
Tom was so involved that he had almost forgotten his predicament. One
glance at Nora's sly smile, though, reminded him that bad times were
minutes away.
VIII.
Sean didn't seem the least bit irritated at having their play
interrupted as he silently got up and walked toward the living room.
Tom was much more hesitant, which gave Nora time to speak with him
privately.
"You did very well at not peeing in the potty last time, and I expect
that you will be able to restrain yourself again. Not a drop, do you
understand? This time, though, I don't want you to wet yourself right
after I re-dress you. After you fail at Toileting 101, I'm going to
put in a video for you and Sean that's about an hour long. Halfway
through, about the time that the red and blue cars collide, I want you
to have an accident of your own. You know the consequences if you let
me down."
Without waiting for a reply, Nora turned and left the room. Tom felt
annoyed that Nora would so tacitly expect him to comply with her
demands, but then he knew that he had no choice. Still, it would have
been nice if she had shown some appreciation for his cooperation.
When Tom entered the living room, Sean was already in the process of
pulling his pants down and sitting down on the potty chair. He
apparently had started on his own before Nora was there, which brought
effusive praise from his mom. Tom had barely settled in on the floor
before he heard the distinctive tinkle of urine hitting the bottom of
the bowl.
Nora immediately began to applaud and a harsh glance in Tom's direction
made sure that he joined in the ovation. Sean appeared nonplussed, as
if this was something that he had been doing for years. As he stood to
pull up his training pants, he shot a look at Tom that seemed to say,
'let's see you top that.' Nora was right, Tom thought to himself, this
kid does love a competition.
Tom and Sean exchanged places, although before Tom could mimic his
nephew's independence in undressing himself, Nora was working the
buckles of the overalls. Tom stepped out of them carefully and started
to reach for the waistband of his training pants, but Nora beat him
there as well. He thought he heard her snicker as she pulled them
down, revealing his bald groin area, his penis shrunken from the
humiliation of the whole affair.
"Okay, Tommie, let's see if we can do better than the last time. You
heard Sean use the potty; it's not that hard, is it Sean? And don't
forget that little boys who use their panties instead of the potty get
punished."
How could I forget? Tom thought bitterly. He sat down, allowed Nora
to push his penis down into the bowl, then pretended to concentrate
fiercely at the job at hand. Nora's insincere encouragement was
matched by Sean's forced support. Tom knew that Sean wanted him to
fail and was tempted to empty his bladder right then just to show the
boy that this contest would not be as easy as he thought. He began to
daydream about ways to put both mother and child in their place, and
was working toward actually standing up to Nora by peeing in the potty
when he heard the timer's alarm sound.
Nora sighed, deeply and dramatically. Sean could not contain a squeal
of delight. Before he knew what was happening, Nora was pulling Tom up
to his feet.
"I think we're all disappointed, Tommy." Tom glanced at Sean, who
didn't seem disappointed at all. "Using the potty is something that
you are going to have to learn if you are going to go to preschool in
the Fall. Otherwise you will have to stay home while the big kids get
to go. You can try again before lunch, but if you feel like you have
to go potty before then you need to tell me. You don't want to wet
your panties again, believe me."
Tom did believe her, and wished he had a choice. He began to wonder
what punishment was in store for him but quickly decided it was better
not to dwell on such an unpleasant subject. He would find out soon
enough.
Tom followed Nora into the playroom and sat dutifully in front of the
television next to his nephew as she put in a video. He couldn't help
but notice that Sean moved to put some distance between the two of
them. The screen lit up as a story about talking automobiles started
up. Tom only partly watched, as a feeling of dread built up inside
him.
IX.
The colorful images on the television were just a blur as Tom sat,
going over his predicament for the hundredth time. Increasingly, he
was getting ready to tell Nora just where she could go and to buck up
and face the consequences. Still, those consequences could be pretty
severe and could ruin his reputation forever both at work and among his
friends. He imagined how he would react if one of his coworkers tried
to explain away pictures like those Nora had of Tom. Even the truth
was so shaming that he would never look at that person the same way
again. And if any of the students were to find out (and they would)?
Disaster, and maybe even the loss of his job. In addition, he wasn't
sure if he could find anything to wear in order to leave the house.
The key factor that finally turned the tide against rebellion, though,
was his love of Rita and how hurt she would be if he let her down on
what she assumed was an easy task. Given their rocky relationship
lately, she would probably believe whatever lies Nora created over his
telling of the truth. Then there was also the promise of sex, which
can be a great motivator. He could hold on for one more day no matter
how miserable things got. Have to keep my eyes on the prize, he told
himself.
A giggle from Sean woke Tom from his reverie, and as he glanced up at
the movie he barely caught the sight of two cartoon cars with bumpers
intertwined. With his new resolve to see this through, Tom didn't
think twice about what he had to do now. But while he was mentally
prepared, his body wasn't so sure. Peeing while sitting cross-legged
on the floor was no easy thing. How ironic, he thought, that he was
having the same trouble urinating now that he was faking on the potty.
After a few minutes of nothing, and a flash of panic if Nora found him
dry whenever she returned, Tom found that by lifting his butt off the
carpet just a bit he could relax his bladder enough to produce a little
pee. Reflex then took over, and what started as a trickle became a
healthy stream. Relieved, Tom sat down in a squish. He glanced at
Sean, who was too engrossed in the video to know what had happened.
Soon, as the wetness began to cool, Tom grew increasingly
uncomfortable. His butt was soaking and itchy, and the pant legs of
his overalls stuck to his legs. The dampness in his crotch made him
sorry that he hadn't held back just a little bit. Every time he
shifted his weight, the puddle he was sitting in would try to force its
way up into his crack. Before long the familiar ammonia smell began
its assault on his nostrils. No wonder babies cry when they need
changing, he thought. He was actually looking forward to Nora coming
back in. Any punishment she had in mind would at least include dry
britches in the end.
The longer he sat, the more he began to wonder. Was he supposed to
let Nora know after he had his accident? Or was he supposed to be like
Sean, so attentive to the TV that he ignored everything else? At last,
he heard Nora's footsteps in the hallway and his decision on what to do
was made for him.
"Boys, I just wanted you to know that I'll be making lunch soon, so as
soon as that video is done I want you to go into the bathroom to wash
your hands. No whining about wanting to watch just one more, do you
understand?"
Sean nodded, clearly annoyed at the interruption, then immediately
returned his attention to the screen. Tom, not discerning any clues as
to what he was to do, did the same. He heard Nora turn to go, but then
was surprised when she appeared before them in front of the television,
which has been put on pause.
"You can get back to the movie in a minute, or at least one of you will
be able to." She sniffed the air in an exaggerated way. "But if my
nose is right, and it always is, someone here has done something
naughty. Do either one of you want to say something?"
Sean was clearly confused and shook his head. Tom all of a sudden was
filled with a desire to delay what was to come, so in a pointless
gesture he also shook his head.
"Then I have no choice but to do an inspection. Stand up, both of
you." Sean and Tom both slowly lifted themselves up to a standing
position. Sean had yet to take his fearful eyes off of his mother, but
when he saw her move her full attention away from him, he looked over
at Tom. His jaw dropped open, then he began to snicker and point.
"Mommy, Tommie wet his pants."
"I can see that, Sean. You heard me tell Tommie after he didn't use
the potty that he needed to come get me if he had to go to the
bathroom. But he didn't listen, did he? He decided that he could just
pee his panties like a baby. That was one bad thing he did. But then
he told a fib, didn't he? He told Mommy that he didn't have an
accident when he was sitting in a smelly puddle. Because he has been a
very bad boy, he will be getting a special punishment."
Nora turned to face Tom. "Tommie, don't you dare move while I go get
some things we need to get you settled. Sean, please watch him and
tell me if he does anything naughty."
Tom couldn't decide if Sean's expression was one of glee or contempt;
it was probably a healthy dose of each. Tom never thought he could
have feelings of hatred toward such a small child, but right now all he
wanted to do was take two steps closer and wring the boy's neck. It
was a good thing that Nora came back so quickly.
She set down a pile containing clean clothes and a towel before
approaching Tom with an obvious purpose. Tom again began to feel
nervous. "Tommie, Sean, I want you both to listen closely. The
difference between a big boy and a little baby is that big boys use the
potty. Only babies pee in their pants. Sean, since you have been
using the potty, we know that you are a big boy." Tom could see Sean
beam proudly. "Tommie, since you go potty in your panties you must be
a little baby. But..." and here Nora looked directly at Sean, "to stay a
big boy you have to keep using the potty. If you have an accident,
I'll think you want to be a baby like Tommie."
Tom had to admit that Nora had thought this through. Sean looked
horrified at the possibility of sharing his fate, whatever it might be,
and Tom was pretty sure he would be motivated to keep up his perfect
record in toileting.
"So, Tommie, until you can show you that you are not a baby, some of
your big boy privileges will be taken away. First of all, you must
always keep this in your mouth." With these words, Nora pushed a
pacifier between Tom's lips. It all happened so quickly that Tom
didn't even get a chance to see it, but he could guess that it was
probably the most babyish version she could find. "There will be a few
other changes as well, but for now that's enough. Now we need to clean
you up before your spanking."
Tom was never so happy to get undressed in his life. The removal of
the wet clothing left him cold and shivering, and he was distressed to
see that the chill around his groin caused his penis to nearly retreat
into his body. Nora proceeded to wipe him off with sweet-smelling baby
wipes, then dry him with a towel. She cautioned Sean to avoid the
stained area of the carpet while leading Tom over to a child's couch.
Without being asked, Tom assumed the position over Nora's knees and
prepared himself for the pain.
WHAP! Nora must have held back last time because from the first hit,
the pain radiated out to a degree he had not experienced before. By
the fifth stroke, he was sobbing and by the tenth, he was worried that
he would bite through the pacifier. Real tears fell as Nora added five
more strokes before telling him to stand up. Tom thought he saw a
flash of sympathy in Sean's eyes, and clearly there was fear there.
However bizarre Nora's method, Tom was certain at that moment that Sean
would be dry from there on.
Suddenly he felt relief pass through his buttocks as Nora rubbed baby
lotion all over his bright red behind. While it still stung, and the
scent of the lotion was all too infantile, he was grateful to her. His
beneficent feelings quickly dissipated, though, when she held out his
new pair of training pants to step into. Pink with flowers. Of
course.
Nora pulled the panties up snugly around Tom's waist while Sean, his
fear now gone, giggled at the girlish display before him. But Nora was
not done. Picking up yet another set of overalls, Tom groaned inwardly
at how closely they matched his underpants, distinguished only by the
abundant yellow ribbon used as trim. Not saying a word, he put one leg
through one hole then the other leg into the other hole. Nora began to
pull them up.
Then something unexpected occurred. Nora tried to tug them up Tom's
legs, but they wouldn't budge. She got the pants halfway up his calf
but they would move no further. Exasperated, Nora had Tom step back
out as she examined the label. Tom heard her mutter an unkind word
under her breath.
"It looks like there has been a mistake. All three pairs of overalls
should have been the same size, but this one apparently was made for
someone quite a bit smaller. There's no way you can wear these."
Exactly what I was thinking, Tom said to himself. At least we can
agree on something.
"I've got to find something else for you to wear. The other two pairs
are soaking to get the smell of your pee out and then need to go into
the wash. Stay here and finish watching your show while I see what I
can find."
Tom and Sean both sat down again in front of the television, although
this time Sean clearly moved as far away as he could while still having
a view of the screen. Both of them avoided the wet spot.
After about ten minutes, Nora returned with a triumphant smile on her
face. Uh, oh, thought Tom, this doesn't look good. He was right.
"I don't have any more pants that will fit you and my clothes wouldn't
be appropriate, but you can't go around half-naked all day. Then it
dawned on me. Voila!" Tom looked with horror at the object Nora
produced from behind her back. It was a maternity top, but one that he
was sure the fashion-conscious Nora never wore. It was a throwback to
another era--a pale pink with white lace around the bodice and bows
lining the front. A peter pan collar gave it a childish look, while
the flare at the bottom to accommodate a pregnant belly gave it the
obvious appearance of a dress. It couldn't have looked more infantile.
Tom wanted to balk, yearned to run but the voices in his head reminded
him to stay, to "focus on the prize." Reluctantly he put his arms up
and as his head passed through the neck hole, he found himself face to
face with a smirking Nora, who gave a little tug on his pacifier.
"You look adorable. And it is somehow so much more appropriate than
those horrid pants. Besides, it will be easier for you to get to the
potty, or..." and here Nora smiled evilly, "to see if you had an
accident."
"Mommy, he looks like a girl! A baby girl!" Leave it to Sean to twist
the knife, Tom thought. He realized that he was sucking the pacifier
in response to the stress of the moment and quickly stopped.
"Why, yes he does, Sean. But since he has been acting like a baby,
maybe he should be dressed more like a baby. And I guess if you wear a
dress, you can't be a boy baby, can you?" Tom was sure that this logic
would make perfect sense to a toddler. "But then we can't call him
'Tommie' anymore if he...I mean she...is a girl. What would be a good
name?"
Sean didn't hesitate. "Baby Katie! Tommie's name can be Baby Katie!"
Nora smiled. Katie was in fact a baby living a few doors down, but the
block could use a second Baby Katie. "Okay, Sean. From now on we will
call her Baby Katie. What's the matter, Katie, don't look so sad.
It's a beautiful name. Now sit down and suck your binkie while I go
make lunch. Sean, let me know if she needs me."
Sean was already lost again in the video, for which Tom was thankful.
He knew now that Nora had planned this all along and was upset with
himself for not seeing it earlier. But what difference would it had
made? She had outwitted him from the start and even if he had
anticipated her every move he would still be sitting here in a dress.
Even his mantra was losing its appeal, as every new humiliation made
the next day seem farther away than ever. He closed his eyes, lay down
in a fetal position, and sucked his way into oblivion, dreading what
would come next.
X.
Tom was in such a daze that it could have been five minutes or an hour
before Nora re-entered the room and announced that it was time for
lunch. The cartoon must have ended, because Sean didn't hesitate to
head for the kitchen. Tom pulled himself up slowly, just in time to
see Nora's back as she followed Sean. Tom plodded in the same
direction, cursing life and wondering when it would get better.
As he walked into the kitchen, there were the usual three place
settings at the table, but with a difference. Sean was sitting in his
usual spot, and Nora's chair remained at the head. Where Tom had eaten
breakfast, however, a high chair sat in place of the kitchen chair that
had been there just that morning. Tom paused, knowing what was
expected of him, but unwilling to move his legs in that direction.
"You didn't expect a big kid chair after your behavior today, did you?"
Nora taunted. "I told you that acting like a baby would force me to
take away some of the privileges that children have. Until you show me
that you are at least as mature as Sean, you will be eating your meals
in a high chair. Now don't give me any trouble, and sit!
The tone of Nora's voice quickly convinced Tom that nothing would be
gained by resisting, so he moved over next to the high chair. Turning
around to face the table, he forced his rear onto the seat and wiggled
backward to try to get as much of it as possible onto the child-sized
chair. It was a tight and uncomfortable fit. When it became clear
that he was in as much as he could be, Nora pulled the tray out from
nearby and slid it into place. Tom couldn't have moved if he tried.
Sean stared at Tom in a condescending manner but was soon distracted by
the grilled cheese sandwich placed on h