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I was born Robin, Leslie Robard, youngest son of Kyle Lee Robard, and Wendy Gail Robard, brother of Samuel David, Robard. We live on base at Fort Brad , where marines are instructed in their many skills. We are very patriotic, with the U.S. Flag and the flags of every military branch proudly waving in the breeze. Sam and I enjoy tending to the flags with Mom. We know the proper way to handle a flag, and only the Christian Flag holds a higher honor than the American Flag to us. We are a Christian Family, attending the Community Methodist Church, pastored by the Reverend Sally Anne Phares, and her husband James Lee Phares, the Music Director. They have served there ever since they were confirmed in their ministry. Their Love for the People and God has given them the ability to truly lead, and minister in the community. My daddy is Kyle Lee Robard, a gentle giant of a man who looks like Kevin Sorbo with curly black hair and hazel eyes. He is a retired Drill Instructor in the Marines. When home, he is the daddy that any kid would want, but on base, he was a tyrant who has earned his platoon's respect, and love. Daddy has taught us everything that he could to be a marine, and Sam will become one, while I will become a mother. My mother is Wendy Gail Robard, a Betty Crocker type mom who looks like a very young Florence Henderson from her time on the Brady Bunch, except that Mother has wavy brunette hair with gray eyes. Mother was and still is a Girl Scout and Army R.O.T.C. Lieutenant. She served in the U.S.O. as a singer and dancer. She has been in Iraq where she met Daddy. She taught me and Sam all about our domestic skills as well as Daddy. She felt that only that way could we truly be independent. Mother has heard ALL of the jokes about her name her Maiden name was Day, so Daddy had fun trouncing any boys dumb enough to poke fun at Mom. That was how Momma fell in Love with Daddy. Both are from patriotic families, but unfortunately, her daddy is a prankster. When Daddy trounced him for giving Momma her name, he welcomed him to the family. Because only a boy who loved his Princess would do what Daddy did. Samuel David Robard is the All Star athlete that any daddy would be proud of, and the fact that he looks like Lou Ferrigno with black, wavy hair and hazel eyes makes him a hunk that any girl would drool over. Sam started out in school and the community center as a top notch player in any sport. When he got into junior high school and high school, he was groomed for entry into the Marines and into the Marine Athletic Program. He would not serve overseas until after graduation, even then, he would be serving with the U.S.O. to honor Momma. He qualified for the U.S.O. along side other gifted athletes who formed sports teams so that the soldiers could see the games, and if they wanted, they could compete in U.S.O. Olympics. These tours helped to keep the soldiers spirits up as Sam worked along side entertainers such as Brooke Shields, Bob Hope, and others who went into harm's way to support our troops overseas. Me, I take after Mother and look like a blond Lindsey Lohan with gray eyes. I am only Five foot four inches tall and weigh only 110 pounds. Growing up, I was always tiny, but tough. Sam would wrestle with me to help keep me tough enough to handle any bullies that wanted to bully a sissy as they saw me. There were children of other Marines who thought that being the sons of a Marine gave them the right to lord it over other students. But when they tangled with me, they got thrashed, which only humiliated them worse when their dads heard about it. You see, our Daddy taught us differently. He taught us to help those in need and not to expect anything in return. More than once have Sam and I been ganged up on when we defended a student being bullied, but most of the time, we won our fights, and even those we lost, the winners did not gloat, they were thoroughly trounced and in need of medical attention that there ware no second encounters. When Sam or I were involved in a fight, Daddy would find out, and either reward or punish us, depending upon if we were in the wrong or not. In this way, he set the standard for other Marines on the base, because if their sons kept on bullying others, their dad would pay for them. It also put a lot of responsibility on our shoulders to be leaders in the school. But, thanks to Dad's support, we took it in stride. Brian Keith Richardson is Sam and mine's best friend. He looks like a very young Lorne Greene with honey blonde hair and black eyes. His mother was a Norwegian blond, his dad is an African National from Egypt. Keith inherited his father's physique and nose, but his mother's skin and hair. Keith's parents were over forty when he as born, a single child with no aunts, or uncles. When his parents died during his junior year in high school, mom and dad adopted him. Keith, like Sam is a gifted athlete, but prefers singles competition sports instead of team sports. Keith is one of the best gymnasts, and track and field athletes that the school had, and like Sam, was asked to become a coach, which both accepted. Sam is Head Coach over Team Sports, Keith Head Coach over Singles Competition. Together, they became an unstoppable team that won several Championships for the school that is still going strong. {}[]{} It was in my tenth year that I discovered the girl within me. It was Halloween, and I dressed as Catwoman to Sam's Batman and Keith's Robin. I wasn't the only boy to dress as a girl, just the only one who wanted to stay a girl. I had fun that night, and Keith spent the night with us so that we could go swimming in the community pool. I never thought that I'd be spending the night in it dressed as a girl. But this was to be the first of many nights as I discovered the girl within me. I found that I loved the feel of hosiery on my legs, and the way that the shimmer and sheen went under my panty. Best of all, I had no bulge as Sam and Keith did. We kids would decide what costume we wanted, and go get them from the Costume Shop. We would choose a common theme each time. Before this, we had dressed as various characters in the comics, cartoons, or TV, but this was the first time for me to dress as a girl. Oh, I'd worn tights before when we did Robin Hood, or superheroes, but in those cases, I was a guy hero. {}[]{} We were out, playing tag in the pool when our mom's came out of my home. We stopped, and ran over to them. Mrs. Richardson placed a tray of juice and cookies on a nearby table, "Have you kids decided what you want to be for Halloween?" "I wanna be Batman, Momma." "And I wanna be Robin." "I wanna be Catwoman, that way I can be either a hero or villain and then we can use our accessories." "You know better than that, Robin." "Mom, they're plastic, how can we get hurt?" asked Keith. "Son, you can still get hurt," she sighed. "AW, MOM!" I pouted. "Wendy, our kids are responsible, besides, it's for Halloween." Mom smiled at us, " You're right, Amanda. Okay then, you can have fun with your accessories." "Yippee!!" we yelled out. "You kids get dressed and we'll go." Then we piled into Momma's Pinto wagon after finishing our snack, and headed for the mall. The 'Mall' is the local version of the 'Super-Mall.' The 'Mall' has all of the national department and the specialty stores surrounding the interior where the restaurants are located along with a 10,000 seat theater for plays and concerts. In the basement is the sports complex with the basketball court, bowling alley, figure skating rink, roller skating rink, and tennis court. In Ye Olde Costume Shoppe, we tried on our costumes. Sam got the padded costume to show that he was an adult while Keith got yellow tights, green trunks, and the rest of the Robin costume. I got a black skirted leotard, tights, boots and cat mask and whip. "Hey Mom! Do I look like the Dark Knight?" asked Sam as he posed. He did look like a mini Batman in that costume. And with his athletic prowess, he could actually pull a few of the stunts off. "Very good, Sam. Now, all that you need is the Batmobile," she giggled.'Too bad that they aren't old enough to drive, or Kyle could paint the old Buick Rivera as the Batmobile, its back window is odd enough.' Then Keith came a swooping by, "Well, do I make a good Robin: The Boy Wonder?" "Yes, Keith. I'm glad that you boys decided to make your costume instead of simply buying them." "What about ME, Momma?' I asked as I curtsied. She giggled as she placed the cat's claws gloves on my hands, "My oh my, Robin. If I didn't know that you are a boy, I'd swear that you're a girl" she exclaimed.'So much like her Aunt Nellie. Will she turn out to be like her and become my daughter?' But Momma Gail, Robin is a boy! What makes him so much a girl?" "Keith, a girl has no bulge in between her legs."'Maybe it's time to have the TALK with the boys.' "Momma, are you saying that I'm NOW a girl?" I cried because I didn't know what was going on. She picked me up, "No, my sweet child. You are all boy. Right now you just LOOK like a girl." "Okay, Momma, what's the difference?" "The difference is that a girl becomes a momma." "Like YOU Momma?" asked Sam. Yes, Keith. like me. " "Momma Gail, why does Robin NOT have a bulge?" "Robin's costume has hidden his boy bits, that's all." We kids started to sing "When a Red, Red, Robin Comes a Bob, Bob, Bobbing Along by Ethel Merman, one of her favorite classic singers. Then, after wiping her eyes to clear away the tears of laughter, she replaced her glasses and asked, "Are you kids ready for dinner?" "What's for dinner, Momma? I'm getting hungry!" "Something to fit Halloween, of course," she snickered evilly as we followed her to the dining room. {}[]{} Dinner was sure different tonight, she had used food dye to turn the mashed potatoes and gravy into purple and green glop and the hamburger steaks each had an eye in the center. She really loves cooking theme dinners. After eating our dinner, we helped her to pack up the refreshments in the car. She'd volunteered to make them this year. After we ate our dinner and cleaned up, we packed up the party supplies and headed for the school where volunteers helped us to set up tables and get ready. Momma came dressed as The Bride of Frankenstein, and was really having fun. She'd made cookies in Halloween shapes and some nifty looking dips. She loves to cook, and events like this gave her a chance to experiment and we were her more than willing guinea pigs. {}[]{} When we went into the schoolhouse, Daddy looked us over with a grin on his face, "Well, you kids look great in your costumes, I hope that Catwoman here didn't use up her cat-o nine-tails, or we just might be thieved away," he chuckled. "Gee, Thanks a lot, Daddy! How can I with the Caped Crusaders on my tail?" Daddy and I loved to tease each other, with me being so small; he chose that as his way of being with me. He played touch football with Keith, and Sam. "Oh, Robin, you're being silly," he chortled in good humor. "Well, I do feel silly. I AM in a dress," I giggled. I so wanted to get in his lap for some reason. "So you are, did you have fun?" "Uh huh. Well, except for sitting in the steel chairs, yeah." "That's what we girls put up with when we wear skirts," Mrs. Woods giggled at the three kids. "Not me this time!" said Daddy mischievously. "And why not?" "Because, I NEVER wear a skirt, or a dress. THAT'S WHY, Daddy chuckled." "No I guess not, Daddy, our fanny were sure chilled," Keith chuckled as he rubbed his fanny. "Well now, I see that you boys learned a bit about being a girl tonight," said Momma with a grin. 'Set'em up.' "What's that?" we chorused together. "Those pantyhose don't stop you from freezing on a steel seat. Carry a blanket with you, like I do. Time for bed." she giggled, 'Hook line and sinker' "Okay, Momma Gail, but Poppa Kyle DOES wear a skirt AND a dress at times," Keith announced with a chortle. "I MOST CERTAINLY DO NOT, YOUNG MAN! exclaimed Daddy. "I can prove it, Sir!" 'It's very seldom that I can prank him, now for my fun.' "Okay, prove it, Bright Boy!" Daddy challenged in good humor. "Well, you are in the Chancel Choir, right?" "Yes, go on." "And you are a member of the Highland Bagpipers, right?" "Yes, I am. so what?" "Well, you DO war a gown DURING the Service, and a SKIRT when you are performing with the band. Right?" he smirked. Daddy guffawed, "Okay, Einstein! You're right! As a Highland Bagpiper, I wear the band's kilt, and everybody in the Chancel Choir wears the robes. You kids go and have fun." {}[]{} We had fun that night the Church Harvest Carnival. It wasn't called a Halloween Carnival because a few people we concerned about associating with anything to do with witchcraft or voodoo. But, since November First is All Soul's Day, where the Catholic Church honors the deceased, the Harvest Carnival was allowed. Besides, those old fogies didn't really want to deny us kids a night of fun. The Church had even brought in a mini fair! It was a convoy of rides fitted onto trucks. There was also a small circus of one ring that featured some pretty cool acts. These artists were retired acrobats, gymnasts or circus people who kept on performing because they loved doing it. Local entrepreneurs had formed this carnival as basically a tax write off and a way to keep these artists busy. The Funhouse was a combination of three trailers set up look like a haunted house with trap doors leading into the tent in between them. It really looked like a creepy house until you saw the tires. {}[]{} When we got home, we had to decide about what to wear to bed. "Mom, since my costume is basically a dress, may I sleep in it? That way I won't need to change until in the morning." 'I can't explain why, but I want to stay in girl mode.' "Robin, is it because you like being a girl for a change?" 'If so, I need to know now in order to help my child.' "Yeah, Momma. I guess that I don't want to end the fun, yet." "Alright, Robin you'll have to wear the hose too. "Why Momma" "Because they are up under your costumes panty." "Oh. Okay. When did you start wearing hose?" "I started wearing hose to bed as a girl and still do to this day. Why shouldn't you boys have the same fun that I do? It's just this one night.'Need to see if any of them are like Nellie.' "Me, I don't mind. It will be fun to see what tights feels like in bed." "Yeah, me and Robin need to be on patrol against Catwoman, Sam snickered. He was sure feeling his legs. 'I wonder if this is what Momma and Julie feels when they wear hose? They both wear hose all the time.' "Well, Sam, you're not wearing a dress, I AM. Wanna trade?' 'If you were wearing a dress, you'd think differently.' "Oh, I don't think so, Kitty," he smirked. "And why NOT?" "Your dress won't fit!" he laughed. "And don't ask me, either! I'm bigger, too," chortled Keith. {}[]{} That night, I dreamed about marrying Keith and becoming a mother. At ten years of age, I did not know that I could not have children as Mother did. All that I knew was that I now wanted to marry Keith. My dream was soon to meet reality that morning, a reality that would lead to an entirely new me. I got up and stayed in my Catwoman costume. The black skirted leotard and tights gave me a svelte shape as I went to the kitchen and started breakfast. I got the coffee brewing and scrambled the eggs for the omelets. I got out the extras that made an omelet special, too. I had put the buttermilk biscuits in the oven when Daddy came into the kitchen and poured himself a cup of coffee. He kissed me on the head and sat down, then noticed my apparel. He came over looking concerned. He sat down by me and was looking me over. Finally, he sighed, "Robin, I see that you're still in your costume. Why?"'Is Robin going to be like Nelle? If so, we need to help him, now, before tragedy can strike.' "Yes sir. Am I in trouble for not changing?" "No, my son. But you are not a girl, even though you do look like one in that costume," he sighed. 'I must help him, or he will suffer as she did.' "Daddy, I like being a girl. Am I a bad boy for wanting to be a girl?"'Will he understand even when I don't?' Then he sat me in his lap. WOW! I was finally in his lap like a girl should be. After Sam and I were potty trained, he never did let us get in his lap, anymore, unless we were sick, or won some award, "Robin, do you really want to be a girl, like your Mother, or just dress like a girl?"'Only he can decide that. If we try to force him to do anything, he will suffer.' "I don't know, all that I know is that I like the feel of hose and skirts," I sniffed. I had finally admitted it out loud and it felt good.'Come to think about it, I wonder if Sam and Keith like wearing hose, too?' Well, the only problem is that you don't have any skirts, or dresses, nor girls undies," he smiled.'If he had any girl cousins, would this have happened, earlier?' "Too bad that Momma doesn't have any brothers or sisters. And your only sister is Auntie Nellie."'And her daughter, Cassie. She loves to dance as well as be a tomboy!' "I see what you mean now, you never looked like a girl before and now that you do, you are confused."'Just like my sister, Nellie.' He had given voice to my inner conflict that I could not utter in my distress. He was so wise, no wonder Momma married Daddy. I hugged him, "Yes sir, I don't know what I am right now," I cried as I wept on his shirt. I sure did give his shirt a good soaking as he comforted me. I felt his hands holding me under my fanny as his arm supported my back just like he would if I was really a girl. That strangely comforted me to be treated like a daughter.'Does he think of me as a daughter now? Does it even matter to him?' After I had cried myself out, he kissed me on the forehead and sat me on the sofa again, "Robin, if you want, you can be a girl whenever you're in the house, but not outside."'Need to give him some hope.' "Okay, but why not outside?" "Do you want to have to fight off all of those bullies, everyday?" "No, Sir." "That's why, Trooper."'Although, he can take care of himself, he'd rather not fight, as I've taught them to defend themselves and to never pick a fight. I fear what can happen when others learn about her.' "Why are you being so nice to me?"'Was this a dream? Would I really get to be a girl?' "I guess that it is time to share a family secret with you, my son. I knew a boy years ago that wore a dress on Halloween and wore pantyhose too, when that boy went to school wearing that dress, after Halloween, the other boys made fun of him," he sighed as he remembered. And I could see a few tears in his eyes too.'Nell, I wish that things had turned out differently for you.' "That was mean of them. Did anything happen after that?" "Those boys kept on bullying that boy, making his life miserable. His only refuge was his parents and older brother who adored him." "How did his brother help him?" "He learned Judo, Karate, and Taekwondo to help protect his brother who was too small and weak to defend himself."'Yes, Robin is showing compassion for others. That will do him good in the days ahead.' "What happened to them?" "The one that was bullied, in time became a woman, and moved away to attend college. Now, she is happily married and the mother of three children. Her husband is a widower." "I am glad that she found happiness, but what does she have to do with me?" "I don't want that to happen to you. Can you guess who that boy was?"'Yes, my child, you are indeed ready. Your Heart is reaching out.' "Which one, Daddy?" "The one who helped his brother." Then I asked in insight, "Was that boy you?" Then he chuckled, "Yes, you are a smart one, Robin, and the brother is now your Auntie Nellie." "And you think that I am like Auntie Nellie?" He hugged me, "I know so!" "Are you gonna tell her?" "Yes, I am." "Because she became a momma?" He smiled sadly at me, "Your Auntie Nellie can help you; she knows more about that than I do."'I don't want to end any idea of him being a mother, not even a birth mother.' Then Momma came in from the dining room, wearing her Marine sweats, as Daddy was. They generally wore them to bed in case of an emergency, and Daddy was always quick to answer revelry. After retiring from active duty, he took on the duty of coaching the Boy's Athletic Program at MacArthur High School. "Robin, would you like to be able to dress as a girl whenever possible? We can arrange for you to stay with your Aunt Nellie on the weekends and during the summer."'Up there, he will learn more than we can teach him.' Momma was always doing what she could to help us be the best that we could be. She took me and Sam to our games whenever Daddy couldn't because of his obligations, and was the unofficial leader of the Marine wives and their community service. There was not any Marine family that suffered thanks to Momma. "Yes, Ma'am." I gushed thankfully.'I get to be a girl! YIPPEE!!!' "If you do, you will wear a skirt or dress and hose at your Aunt's." "Why hose and what about jeans and sweats? What is so special about hose?"'Not that I mind' "Because, it is getting colder now, Dear, but if you wish, you can wear hose with jeans and sweats too. Thanks for reminding me, I totally forgot how hose feels under my jeans since I mainly wear dresses and skirts nowadays." "Oh, and what about shorts?" "Alright, shorts as well," she giggled. Then I got scared. "Why are you being so nice to me?"'Was I sick? I didn't feel sick.' "Robin, dear, you are not sick, far from it, in fact. You are exploring who you are, right now. Your Aunt Nellie never had the chance that we can give you. I heard you and Kyle talking about the family secret. I was there too. I don't want YOU hurt like they were."'Such a tender innocence, I don't want it destroyed.' 'WOW!! I never knew that!!"Thanks." Then I gave them both a big kiss and hug as Sam and Keith came down still in their costumes. I was getting used to pantyhose now. I liked the way that made me feel and how the made my legs look better. "I see that Catwoman is up," Sam chuckled. I wanted to crawl in a hole and hide. He was embarrassing me on purpose, too. I could tell by that grin on his face. But he did look good in his tights. I could see why a girl would go for my brother. "Children, we need to talk," ordered Daddy. Then they sat down across from us, looking worried. "Are we in trouble Daddy?" Sitting down, Sam looked like a girl too, no bulge in his tights, but then again, he was wearing a blue costume panty over his gray tights. "No, Sam, but we need to talk about Robin, here." "What's wrong with my best buddy?" asked Keith. To him, Sam was best friend, I was best buddy. "Robin found out that he likes to wear dresses and skirts, we need to protect him from the bullies in the neighborhood. Keith, will you help?" "Sure he will, he is Robin's best buddy. Now, I have a sister."'Heck, I've always seen Robin as my sister, guess that I was right.' "And I have a girlfriend." 'ME? A GIRLFRIEND? WAS HE CRAZY?' I was actually beginning to like that idea too. I could actually see us as man and wife. "Keith, my son, Robin is a boy, not a girl, admonished Daddy.'I have to nip this in the bud before either of them gets hurt.' Then I saw Keith's jaw drop as Sam rolled in the floor, laughing. "Sam, what's so funny?" "Robin and Keith. Did you know that they actually play 'House' in the tree house, out back?" Daddy had built us a very sturdy tree house on the stump of an old oak tree. It was made to blend into the shrubbery so that unless you knew where to look, you would miss it. We spent our summer vacation in the tree house and winter weekends until the winter storms hit. Then we moved out adventures into the basement, allowing the rain to come in through the open windows. "They do?" "Yes, Mister Robard. Robin always plays the girl," Keith sighed. "And you are OK with Robin wanting to be a girl?"'Need to be sure about Keith.' "Sheesh! I think that Robin is so cool to want to dress as a girl and he is so pretty too," he blushed.'Uh oh!! I think that I got him mad at me,' "Okay, Keith. It is up to Robin if he is your girlfriend when he wears a dress, NOT YOU."'And what his motives are, too.' "Yes, Sir! he quailed. Then Daddy smiled at him, "It is good, that you actually accept Robin dressing as a girl. Though. This is important to him." "I know that, Mister Robard. it's just that," he started to fidget, "Well, I want to protect him when he is a girl, just like I would any girl." "That's very good, Keith, treat Robin as you would a sister, be there for him when he is in girl mode, because that's when he will need you," advised Momma.'My son will need Keith's help, out there. Sam can't do it alone. Kyle couldn't with his brother, Nelson.' Then I looked at him,'Am I hearing right, his sister?'"Keith, you mean that you think of me as a sister when I wear a dress?" "SHEESH!! YEAH!! You are like my baby brother, why not my kid sister too?" he was blushing big time. I never knew that he felt this way about me. Then I went over and gave him a kiss and hug that he sheepishly returned. "Thanks, Keith, I would love to be your sister, and I know that you will be a great brother to me. You are Sam's best friend, after all." Then I went and sat back down. "Gail, you will have to teach him about being a girl. I know that you'll love having Robin as your new daughter." "Okay Kyle, It will be fun teaching him how to be a girl," she giggled. From that day onward, I learned all about being a girl from Momma and Auntie Nellie. Momma was able to get me a girl's wardrobe from the local thrift store, and Aunt Nellie had trunks of old costumes from her time in the theater. I was able to dress as most any character that I wanted to, thanks to her, and since the theater had tossed them out and gotten new costumes, I could alter them to fit my frame. {}[]{} Later that day, Auntie Nellie paid us a visit, Or I should say, me. Daddy had called her after our discussion, and we kids had changed out of our costumes into our play clothes for breakfast and our tree house time. We were wearing our 'Space Man outfits with our ray guns and other stuff. WE loved to reenact the movies on T.V. with our ideas on how to make it better. I bet that Hollywood never thought about the Enterprise taking on the Death Star, nor the Death Star being zapped by the Dooms Day Machine. She walked to the tree house, and shouted, "AHOY, THERE! PERMISSION TO BOARD?"'Good thing that told me when I drove up or they'd be giving me third degree, the scamps.' "AUNTIE!" Sam and I chorused. We Three Musketeers scampered down to her, doing various gymnastics as we landed by her. Aunt Nellie looks like Xena: Warrior Princess with curly black hair and Hazel eyes. There was not an ounce of fat on her frame. I could tell by the pink shorts set and matching sandals with white hose. Auntie Nellie was a dance instructor at the local "Y" and usually wore skirted leotards and hose, except on Sundays when she wore dresses. "Well, well, well. Looks like I have three delightful gentlemen to escort me to dinner," she giggled.'Although the ray guns are a bit much, But Kyle has taught them gun safety.' "Mrs. Reynolds, where is Mister Reynolds?" "Carl is busy flying a bunch of tourist to the Bahamas. Having your own charter does make for interesting hours, Keith." Carl Reynolds was a young looking version of Robert Reed when he was Mike Brady on the Brady Bunch, except that he had fiery red wavy hair and blue eyes. He'd inherited his parent's multi- million dollar estate and invested in his love of flying. He bought a surplus Huey copter, a Bonanza airplane, a Lockheed passenger plane, and an Osprey business plane. He rented out everything but the Osprey, which he operated as a charter for anybody willing to pay the price. "Shucks! I was hoping that he could give me a ride in the Huey," pouted Keith. She hugged him, "Keith, Carl loves spoiling you kids, but he has to schedule any flights, you know."'Cassie and the girls love it when the boys are over for a visit, but Diane is simply bonkers for Keith.' "Yeah, I know, I keep on forgetting." "Tell you what I'm going to do. I will give you kids the first weekend of the month to fly with him, That Okay with you?"'That'll also mean the girls tagging along.' "You betcha!" we chorused. "Good! Now, we had best talk about young Robin, here." "You mean about him wearing dresses?" asked Sam. "Yes, about that. Are you boys ready to help, Robin?" "Mrs. Reynolds, Robin is my best buddy when he is a boy, and I hope, my girlfriend." She hugs him, "Robin has a very good friend in you, Keith. But remember, he needs to choose who and what he will be without any influence from you. Got it?" "Yes, Ma'am. Did you really use to be a guy?" She led us to the back yard patio, "Yes, I was. Why?" "You don't look a bit like a guy. That's why." She sat down, and began to cry, "Thank you. I went through hell when I was younger, all because of people not accepting me. If not for their parents, I would have killed myself!" Momma came and led Auntie Nellie into the house while Daddy sat down, "That's why she is here. She is here to take Robin with her to her place." "Why, Dad?" "Your brother needs a safe place to become a girl. And while there, take some tests to see if he is a girl, inside, Sam." Keith went home, after lunch, and we treated Auntie Nellie to a day at the Galleria Family Fun Center. It had a bowling alley, ice rink, and carpet golf, as well as a game room for billiards, foosball, and table tennis, the arcade was located next door to the Food Court. We had fun bowling, and at carpet golf. After that, we went to the Movieplex and saw the latest Disney film as Daddy refused to let us see a movie above a G rating that he hadn't seen. As we were going home, Daddy put in an old C.D. and played "The Rose" by Bette Middler. As I listened to It, I saw why he was playing that song. It was the song that was played by Kelly Woods' Aunt Debbie when she took her to live with her. "Yes, Robin, like our friend, Kelly, you are a rose. Like her, you shall bloom into a beautiful flower, full of Hope, after a most bitter winter, into a spring of new hope," cried Daddy. {}[]{} Yes, Kelly Lee Woods lived with her husband Johnny in the Tri-County area of Alabama. We had moved there after Daddy had served his tour of duty with the Marines. Even though there were no Marine bases in the state, there was the Air National Guard where Daddy found a niche as a 'weekend warrior. He loved being able to indulge in his love of flying that he put on hold to serve in the Marines. He followed in Grandpa's footsteps of being a Marine and learned how to fly the Marine aircraft. He would have become a pilot or flight instructor, but he honored Grandpa's wish, and became a Drill Sergeant, instead. The Marines honored Daddy by keeping him qualified as a pilot by having him fly either fly the troop transport, or any of the fighters, or copters that were a part of the training for his platoon. Now that he was no longer on active duty as a Marine, he was able to enlist with the Guard, and his service record as a Marine Pilot made him a Captain, thanks to a few of his friends pulling a few strings. His reputation at school as a tough but fair coach was enhanced when his students learned about his military activities. Many of the students enlisted in the military, thanks to Daddy's influence. {}[]{} I saw the tears in his eyes as Momma hugged me, "My sweet child, I prayed to God about having a daughter after you were born, but I couldn't due to complications with your birth. NOW, I see that He has given me my daughter in you," Momma sighed.'Lord, did you give me Robin as my daughter? Only if my child accepts being a girl in whatever way will I know that I have a daughter.' I began to wonder about why I was here, going through this, Has Momma been causing me to develop as a girl, physically? True, I looked like her, but was I given silent encouragement without my knowing it? I had to be sure, "Momma, I am worried about something." "What about Robin?" "I am a lot like Kelly, does that mean that I've been turned into a girl by you?"'If so, I will accept it, and go on, but will know that I was not asked.' Momma was shocked at my question, and began to silently cry, "No, Robin. I will NEVER coerce you to do anything. Now, I may have given you encouragement before by treating you more as my daughter, but there have been no drugs, or tapes involved. Do you remember how much fun you had being a cheerleader and nurse on Halloween when you were in in Grammar School?"'Lord, how will my child react, knowing the truth?' I blushed, "Yes, Momma. But my best costume was Supergirl. I liked the all blue skirted leotard and red boots. Heck, I hope that I can get UNDEROOS and matching tights to wear as a girl." "What were your thoughts back then?"'I need to gently lead him to find the Truth about himself.' "I remember saying that it's too bad that I can only wear the costumes for Halloween," I sighed.'Back then, being a girl was easy people saw me as a cute little girl, then. And playing with Sam and Keith kept people from seeing me as a sissy, or gay.' "And why was that?" Then it hit me like a ton of bricks,"EVEN BACK THEN, I WANTED TO BE A GIRL." I declared. Auntie Nellie hugged me, "Yes, we knew, but even though you had the choice, you decided to stay a boy."'I was ready back then to help Gail teach you how to be a girl, but that was not to be, NOW I can help, as no one else can, thanks to You. Lord.' I looked over at Sam and Keith, "That's because I didn't want to hurt my brother, or Keith," I sighed.'Lord, after all this time, finding out the Truth that I suppressed, I know that You are protecting me.' Sam gathered me into a bear hug, "And I've always thought that you were more my sister than my brother."'Lord, I wil protect Robin from those that would hurt her.' Kieth kissed me when Sam let me down, "And I love you, no matter what you choose to be."'Lord, she is my Dream Girl.' I heard a deep, rumbling chuckle as Daddy opened his arms wide, "Well, Robin, do I get a hug from my Princess?"'Should have known this would happen with her choosing that costume.' "Yes, Daddy," I giggled as I hugged him. "Now, Robin, are you ready" Are you Okay with everything?"'If not, I have a whole lot more to do before Nellie takes her.' I pondered upon what I had learned about myself, just now. I've always wanted to be a girl, but I declined out of love for Sam and Keith. Yet, my family remembered, and was ready for when I chose to be a girl. But I needed to ask Momma something. "Yes, I'm Okay about it, Momma, but what if I don't want to stay a girl? Will you still be happy?" "Robin, even having a daughter for a little while will be enough. But DO NOT let my wishes influence your decision. Be who and what you want to be!"'How can I have raised such a selfless daughter, even though, right now, she is my son?' "Okay, Momma." I saw Sam getting that scrunched eyebrow he was thinking, "Auntie, Nellie?" "Yes, Sam?"'What could he want? Surely not to be a girl1' "What about us?" "You mean you and Keith?" "Yes, Ma'am." She looked at Keith who was nodding his head, "Does he speak for you, too?" "He does, Miss Nellie." "What's the question?" "Mrs. Reynolds, can we visit Robin while she is with you?" "Of course you can. And call me Auntie Nellie, like Sam, and Robin do." "Thanks, Auntie," he blushed. "Nellie, as Robin's dad, I must ask you just what all is it that you can do for Robin?"'Lord, I am leery of strangers knowing about Robin.' "I do have a few friends that can tell if Robin is really a girl, or simply likes to be a girl at times. There is also a group of boys that like to dress as girls. They are those that want to be a boy, and yet, have a need to dress as a girl." "Auntie?" "Yes, Robin?" I began to wonder about how that applied to me, "If I am any of those, does that mean that Momma gets to have a daughter?" "Yes, THAT'S exactly what that means," she sighed as she hugged me.'Dear Lord, Gail will soon have her daughter.' Daddy looked at her with concern, "Nellie, my sister, are these people good at what they do? I don't want for Robin to get hurt like Kelly was." She looked him in the eye, and placed her hands on his shoulders, "Yes, they are! Nora Adrienne Doret is a psychiatrist who deals with transgender issues. And Kelly was hurt by that monster who was listening to that abomination of a man. Lucky for us, we are no where near enough for him to look at us, even if he could, he is now in prison." "Nellie, you mean to say that she is an expert on transgender issues?" "Yes, she is. She will be able to determine if Robin is has a dominant personality, or submissive, too."'Lord, I hate having to use such words because of the horror that I've seen in bondage issues, but it's the best way to say it.' Daddy scratched his head, "Meaning what, Nellie?" "Whether or not Robin is dominant like you, or submissive like Gail." "You mean like husband and wife?" "Yes, Sam, but I was over generalizing. She will be able to tell us whether or not Robin is transgendered or simply exploring his identity." "You mean that I could be confused about who I am, right?" "Exactly." "But why do I want to be a mother?" Auntie Nellie sighed, "THAT, I do not know, Robin. But, she will be able to help you to find out who you are." I hugged her, "Auntie, when do I see her?" {}[]{} We left for her home, after that. It was a tearful parting, but I knew that I would soon be seeing them. I was riding in Auntie Nellie's Chevy Vega, watching the chickens, cows, pigs, and turkeys as we went by the farms. The freeway split two farms apart. Both supplied dairy products for the city, and meats for the grill. They even had a meat processing plant where the meats were separated into processed meats, chops, roasts, steaks, portions, eggs, dairy, and leather, as well as lubricant, and feed. Here I was, heading into a new life. Could I become the girl within? Did I actually have a girl within me, or was I delusional? What would Doctor Portia find? All that I knew was that I desperately needed to find out for sure which was real for me. I felt the call of Motherhood, but that could easily be fatherhood if I was deluded about who I was. If I was, and who ever I would turn out to be. Finding that I wanted to be a girl as a preschooler was weird, indeed. I know why I made the decision to block out that part of me, it was to protect my family. Even though Daddy would have supported me, I didn't want for him to be hurt because of me. I lied when I said I did it for Sam and Keith. I did it for EVERYBODY. I had back then that Daddy was not like other Marines, he accepted people that were different. But there was the Unwritten Rule : Don't Ask;; Don't Tell; about one's personnel information. Some Marines were Transgendered to varying degrees, and if found out, that Marine was either forced to resign, or dishonorably discharged. I had just come home from the playground when I heard a Marine General tell Daddy that my dressing as a girl was hurting Daddy's career. They argued about that, not knowing that I overheard. To save Daddy, I got my costume, and gave it to the General for his granddaughter, saying that I hope that she enjoys it, next year, I will be Captain Marvel. They were taken aback by my actions, but I ended Daddy's need to defend me. When I told everybody that I was through dressing as a girl, Momma, and Daddy saw through mt glib statement about how yucky wearing a panty was, and promised me that if I ever wanted to be a girl, they'd support me. They also told Sam, Keith, and Auntie Nellie, and Unca Carl. I should have known that they would remember, and am glad that they did. {}[]{} I simply adore my Unca Carl. Unca Carl is an Air Force veteran who earned the rank of Colonel before retiring. He enlisted right after graduating from Bank's High School, earning Top Honors in the R.O.T.C. Program. He loves everything to do with flying. His dad was a Viet Nam Veteran Mechanic/Pilot who after the war, started Transair Flights, a combination cargo/passenger air transport company. He'd purchased two Lockheed Lodestar from Military Surplus and converted one into a passenger plane, the other into a cargo plane. both were pressurized, and were kept up to date with current airplane technology. After he'd been in business for a while, he was able to purchase a vintage Huey and an Osprey as well as a Mustang, completing his goal of acquiring a fleet of planes and copters. But last year, he was able to purchase his own passenger jet, a Cessna Citation X when a local business went bankrupt. Luckily, he has been able to maintain his license for piloting jets by piloting others when they needed one. He has an apartment in the upper levels of his hanger where he stays when he is piloting. The loft fills the entire upper reaches of the hanger, housing the supplies and extra apartments for his employees to use. He hires only veterans to honor their Call to Duty that he answered. I have been here many times, and seen pilots of all ages prepping one of the planes. They have one thing in common, a wanderlust for flying. Unca Carl's cabin is a fully furnished log cabin situated on Lake Purdy. It has a two car car port, a boat under the cabin, with four A.T.Vs for exploring the woods. They usually stay there on the weekends and holidays to keep away from all of the mayhem involved with traffic, and the endless fireworks set off on patriotic events. On the holidays, they invite us over, and Daddy brings our A.T.V. fleet in the trailer along with our camping gear in case anybody wants to rough it; But during the week, and on Christmas, and New Years, they stay in Aunt Nellie's home. It is a classic Southern Mansion in a cul de sac where it has an extensive plot of woods behind it, with a well, worn trail, leading down to the Warrior River. The Estate is called Beulah Land because to Auntie Nellie's parents, it was Heaven on Earth. It would make a perfect Winter Wonderland during Christmas, and the perfect setting for Gone With The Wind. The front porch is as wide as the Mansion, and is big enough to hold fifty people in the shade while they listen, or watch anything on the front lawn. Under the porch are fold away tables and chairs so we can have a meal outside. But we are protected by mosquito netting, and cooled by two ceiling fans, heated by electric heaters with a blower fan kept in sealed storage bays under the porch. There are other such bays that hold the gardening equipment, and tool chests for home and car maintenance. The living room is on the right as you go in with a door up front, giving the rom an open feeling with the floor to ceiling front windows and bay windows on both sides of the hearth. Under each bay window is a built in chest for holding blankets, and quilts. Both the hallway and rear walls have bookcases with an extensive collection of books, tapes, and the entertainment center. The sectional sofas and ottomans face the hearth with the flat screen TV over the mantelpiece. The den is opposite the living room with the same setup for the walls, except that the den has a pool table, skeeball table, pinball game, and two tables for the games in the bookcases and and computer games installed into the three games computers set up in the bookcases in the rear wall. In the corners are lounge chairs with a settee table holding a reading lamp, and snacks, as well as a rack for holding the book. The dining room is behind the living room, with the living room wall holding cabinets for china, glassware, silverware, punch bowl, and serving platters. the outer wall has a bay window and freezer chest made to look like a Hope Chest for any wines, champagne, and other spirits. They only drink spirits on weekends, and holidays, never having developed a need for alcohol. The hallway wall has family pictures, while the rear wall has a carving table on each side of the rear door. Behind the den is the kitchen, and pantry. The hallway wall has shelves for tin canisters holding various dry bulk goods and varied home made breads and pastries. The den wall has shelves holding the pots, pans and the stone ware as well as the electrical appliances. The outer wall has the sink, dishwasher, trash compacter, and walnut cabinets to hold the canned goods while the upper cabinets hold plates, glassware, and silverware. The rear wall is for the gas radar range, refrigerator, and freezer. Best of all is the island where an inbuilt gas oven on each side, and a drill on top. Behind the dining room is the utility room with the showers and changing stalls for the swimming pool. The room is divided into four shower/bathroom stalls with a connecting dressing room. The pool maintenance equipment hangs against the rear wall, on each side of the rear door. The pantry behind the kitchen held a cornucopia of dried beans, flour, rice, oats, corn, and instant potatoes. The full basement has an indoor pool up front with a men's and women's changing room on either side and a dance floor towards the rear with mats on the floor in case of injury with ballet rails lining the walls. The dance room has a cabinet filled with tapes, and equipment for dancers. The upper floor is six bedrooms, each with its own bathroom. the Master Bedroom and guest room are over the living room, and dining room, respectively. Cassie's room is behind her parents room, while Momma and Daddy use the guest room, and Sam, Keith, and I use the other rooms, depending upon who gets there first. Each room has it's own entertainment center, computer, and kitchenette with a cabinet for medical supplies. This way, if anybody gets sick, the room can be used as a hospital room. Best of all, each room has a large double glass door leading out onto a covered screened in porch with a table and two chairs for relaxing The attic is filled with trunks containing varied family treasures and display cases for any awards, trophies, and photos acquired by the family. everybody in both families, and Keith has their own display case and a wardrobe for any uniforms, or costumes from school, work, or community center. Best of all, each wall has a large double glass door leading out onto a covered screened in porch with a table and two chairs for relaxing. The front lawn has a wrap around driveway to eliminate the need to back up. In front between the driveway lanes is a grassy field for playing team sports. There are spaces for parking up front, and the driveway extends to the garage behind the mansion , just beyond the pool and back yard patio. The for car garage has a pit under each car for car maintenance, and repair. The attic is a studio apartment used whenever there are guests, or whenever one of us needs some space. {}[]{} Arriving at the hanger loft apartment, I saw that Unca Carl was home, his Osprey was there in the hanger, and he was hosing it off. I got out and tackled him in a bear hug, "UNCA CARL! I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE BUSY!" I cried. He barely turned and caught me in time, "OOF! You're quite a good tackle, there, Robin. Have you been training with Sam and Keith?" he chuckled.'Looks like Nell was right, Robin is a girl in her Heart.' I punched him in the arm, "I'm not telling until you answer me, you big bully!" I giggled. "Okay, Kiddo, I know when I'm beat. Yes, I was busy with a charter, but all that they wanted was a ride down to their yacht. So, I spent some time collecting a few shells, and local delicacies," he chortled. Unca Carl was always laughing, it seems. All that I know is that when he is angry, it's for a VERY good reason. Auntie Nellie hugged him, "I am glad that you're here, Ace. Robin needs our help," she purred. "Ace? Why did you call Unca Carl, Ace?" Auntie Nellie blushed, "Because he knows just how to fly any aircraft, and flies a stunt plane at airshows, shooting down the Enemy Ace, me. and we are also members of the Mile High Club." "You mean that you two have done it up there?" I giggled, pointing up. "Oh, yes, he knows how to pleasure me on an airplane, or copter," she giggled. "You mean to tell me that he's SHOT you down, five times," I sniggered. That got them both laughing so hard that they wet themselves, causing me to wet myself. I might have been a kid, but I knew what Momma and Daddy did at night. I mean, it was impossible NOT to know, thanks to the duct work for central air-heating. "Robin, where did you learn that?" "From listening to Mom and Dad at night. Their bed is under the grill for central air, and my bedroom is next door, Unca Ace," I giggled. "I see that I'm not about to live that moniker down, am I, Sport?" he grinned.'He has his father;s sense of humor, that's easy to see. If he needs to become a girl, I'll help as best that I can to honor my lovely wife, Nell. She was born a boy, but she is all woman in my book' I placed my hands on my hips, "Not bloody likely, Pardnuh!" I tittered. {}[]{} By that time, Roscoe, their mongrel dog came running up to me like a scud missile and jumped up to knock me down. He was a Pekingese-German Shepard mix,with the markings of a Shepard, but the size of a Beagle. They had rescued Roscoe from the Humane Society when they caught him trying to catch a duck on a nearby farm. Poor Roscoe was malnourished, with welts from abuse. When Auntie Nellie saw him, she took a plate of table scraps to him, which he wolfed down and begged for more. Luckily, Unca Carl was there, and was able to put him in the Dodge Camper where Roscoe continued to wolf down everything in sight. They had to take Roscoe to the Humane Society because of a complaint, but after paying for his shots, and medical bills, Roscoe became their baby. They had Roscoe trained as a guard dog to help protect the hanger, but he is more of a scud missile than anything. He loves to attack, then drown you with his slobbery kisses. He is also good at playing fetch, tag, and cannonballing in the pool. As I said, he is their child. When their daughter, Cassie Jane said that she wished that she had a brother, they told her that Auntie Nellie couldn't have children. When she let them know that she knew that Auntie Nellie is a transwoman, that began a long discussion. Cassie knew that she was not Auntie Nellie's biological daughter from back when she had tonsillitis. Their blood types were found to be incompatible. She looked at her family records, and found out about how she had been born, and about Auntie Nellie from medical records. Cassie only saw a loving mother in Auntie Cassie, not a man in a dress. Her only wish was for a brother, or a pet. That's why they got Roscoe. {}[]{} Roscoe collided with me," OOF! YOU DUMB DOG! MY FACE IS CLEAN ALREADY!" I laughed as he slobbered my face. Unca Carl pulled him off, reluctantly, "Come on, fellah! Let Robin change, THEN you can drown her in the pool," he chuckled. "Roscoe loves you, Robin. Otherwise, he'd have come for one of us. Why don't you have any pets?" I sighed, my family loved pets, but the only ones we had were fish, and hamsters, "The lease on the place forbids us from having anything but caged animals, and we don't want to hurt a dog or a cat by confining them all their lives, Auntie." "Well, there are those cats grown in a jar." "NOT for us, Unca Carl! To us, that cruelty!" {}[]{} They looked at me with sad, knowing eyes. We lived in the Sunny Acres Community where most veterans moved to because of the low rent extended to them. Sunny Acre's had everything that you could possibly need within the security walls at a discount that rivalled Wal*Mart's prices. Sonny Acre, the owner of the development encouraged veterans to open up businesses within the community and by ordering everything in bulk, and using generic brands, kept prices low. Over the years, the Community had annexed other property, allowing it to become a town with its own utilities, post office, hospital, and other vital services to make it self sufficient. The only rule that most people would change was the leash law. It was enacted after the mauling deaths caused by stray dogs that attacked a family on a picnic. The strays all had rabies. The Rule was regretfully accepted by the residence as long as the handicapped kept their companions, but even they were banned, forcing several good people to leave. And when the Security Team kept their dogs, Daddy forced their banning to have them comply with The Rule. But Daddy allowed the compromise of Security Team keeping their dogs if the handicapped were invited back with their companions. {}[]{} "We know, Robin. That's why you have the responsibility of caring for Roscoe while you are here."'I know how much she loves animals. Too bad we don't have a farm, but there is my cabin.' I hugged him, "Thanks, Unca Carl!" [][][] Out from the house came their daughter, Cassie Jane. Cassie is Unca Carl's only child. She looks like a red-headed Sarah Michelle Geller. Unca Carl got Maggie Lee pregnant, and married her because her family could not afford to raise her, so Unca Carl married her. Unfortunately, Monica was sick with leukemia, and decided to give birth rather than risk the child's health by battling the cancer. Cassie was born healthy and cancer free, but poor Monica died in child birth. True to their word, Monica's parents let Unca Carl keep Cassie. But they too died soon after in a house fire, leaving Unca Carl and his parents to raise her alone. Since Monica was their only child, they deeded their estate over to Unca Carl. When he received the Title Deed, he sold it so that his and Monica's child would have funds for college. It was at this time that he met Auntie Nellie. She had just transitioned, and went looking for him. Unca Carl and Aunt Nellie had been friends before her transition and he had fallen in love with her, then. He and his parents knew about her secret, but it did not matter to them, they saw her as a perfect young lady. When they died, their estate was deeded over to them, while he got his dad's things, and Auntie Nellie got his mother's. But since the old place was in need of extensive remodelling, they sold Unca Carl's home, except for a few choice antiques to a real estate developer who rebuilt it and turned it into doctor's office. That was why they live in a hanger at the airport, a lot. They still have Unca Carl's cabin by the lake, and Auntie Nellie's studio apartment. They usually stay in the hanger apartment over night and go to Auntie Nellie's or Unca Carl's place the rest of the time. [][][] She imitated Captain Morgan's stance, "Well, well well. Just what has Roscoe caught for his dinner, tonight? I need to know so that I can prepare the oven," she smirked.'It's so good to see Robbie again, even if he does make a cute cheerleader. I just hope that he is not here to be a girl. I like him as a boy, more.' "HEY! Cassie, I resemble that remark," I laughed.'Will she now hate me for coming here to be a girl? If I stay a boy, she will be my girlfriend, no doubt.' Unca Carl scooped her up, "See Jay, Robin is here because he needs to discover who he really is," he sighed.'Poor girl, she really loves Robin, but it's Sam that has the hots for her.' She looked at me with tears in her eyes, "Oh Daddy! The only time that you call me that is when it's bad news! Does that mean that Robin is now my girl cousin?" I placed my hand on her hosed knee from her practicing her gymnastics, "Cassie, I need to find out if I am a boy, are a girl, at heart," I wept.'Have I broken her Heart? If breaking her Heart is the out come, I will stay a boy!' She placed her arms around my neck, and got down, "NO way are you going to let me keep you from being who you need to be, Silly! I MAY want you to be a boy, BUT if you are a girl, I can teach you all about being a girl! Besides, Sam is kinda cute," she giggled.'Come to think about it, Robin has been like a tomboy, all of the time.' Her mother smiled, "Cass, that means that you will need to set out the clothes that you out grew, Robin should be able to wear them." "Sure thing, Momma, but NOT my undies! And SHE sleeps in the guest room!" Her dad spun her around, "CASSIE JANE?' "Yes, Sir?" she gulped. "Since when do you give orders?" "I'm not, I am simply following YOUR rules about modesty." {}[]{} So began my stay with my Auntie Nelie, Unca Carl, and Cassie Jane. Living with them, I learned all about being a woman, including motherhood.