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A New Start in Life 2
Thank you for all of your kind comments that have spurred me on to
continue with the story, for those of you who are concerned this may turn
into an X rated story let me put your mind at rest, it will continue to be
a gentle sentimental journey, I am a 'work as you go writer' so any
suggestions please let me know and I will see if they fit into my original
concept.
As I sat back in the salon chair and Paula started washing my hair, I
wondered what had I done, when my mother was alive she always said that I
was very much like a girl in my decision making, and it's true, I am very
spontaneous in making my mind up, very different to my future career as a
computer programmer.
I have never had my hair washed in a salon before and lying back in the
chair it was easy to relax, My finger nails were done and I ended up with
tips about a quarter of an inch long mainly to get used to doing things
with longer nails!
After washing my hair Paula started cutting, styling, highlighting and
finally fitting the extensions to my own hair, the time for changing my
mind was well past, when I left here Susanna would be born.
My friends Kelly and Shonali burst into the salon, which told me I must
have been in the chair for a couple of hours, but I was enjoying the
experience so much that the time simply flew by.
Paula took off the cape and I could see the result of her hard labour, the
girl was a genius, my chestnut hair was shot with auburn highlights and
literally shone, I swung my head from side to side to see the full effect
- and I loved it, it was so me!
I hugged Paula saying "you are an absolute artiste it's fantastic", this
was backed up by the comments of my friends.
I showed them my new nails much to their amazement as they had no idea I
was getting them done, paid Paula for her labour and I gave her a good tip
and we left, by now it was 3:30 in the afternoon.
It was obvious that Shonali and Kelly had been chatting about my decision,
as they got straight onto the probable pit falls and problems I may have
when I went to university and for the first few months of my new life.
I listened to their concerns and told them frankly that I was scared, but
from today Susanna is born, so Susanna needs to build up an everyday
wardrobe so she can go to uni and function as Susanna; also Susanna needs
the help of the best friends to buy the right clothing.
This was true, as with most cross dressers my wardrobe consisted of what
can only be described as 'going out clothes' all highly feminine and sexy,
usually fabrics such as satin, silk, lace, chiffon and the like, now I
needed fashionable practical everyday clothes.
I further stirred them up when I announced I was sending all my male
clothes to charity shops next week, so today I needed enough clothes to
last me until next week when we can go shopping for the whole day.
Shonali touched my arm "Susanna" she began "are you absolutely certain
about this - I would feel awful if you are doing this because of Kelly and
me, like we forced you into your decision"
I stopped and looked at them both, smiling I responded "Kelly, Shona, you
have forced me into nothing, if anything going out with you has made me
see what's missing in my life" I thought deeply for a while trying to find
the right words to express how I felt at this time "going out last night
made me see myself for what I really am, a girl in a man's body; as Steve,
I function as a man but you both may have noticed I just do not fit in,
sure I have some friends - and I hope that they understand my decision,
but last night I really felt as if I belonged, or should I say Susanna
belonged - so no, you two have not forced me into anything, you have
helped me make a decision that I should have made a long time ago but was
too scared"
Kelly then piped up "Shona and I have been thinking" I butted in smiling
"this usually means bad news for me". "Not really" she carried on "but
instead of going out tonight we stay at your place to have a really good
talk about exactly where this is going to take you, in fact if you don't
mind if we call at our place and get some clothes we stay with you until
Monday then all three of us will go through the next few days together -
of course tonight we'll have to have some wine and chocolate" Shonali
butted in "Lesson 1 for you girls can't talk serious things through,
without chocolate".
I was really touched by their offer and tears welled up, it meant a lot to
me and would be great having some support, but I managed not to cry only
sniffle into a tissue.
Kelly was back to being the organiser, "Right" she said "what kind of
clothes are we looking for?" Helplessly I smiled back and said
"everything, absolutely everything for Susanna to live until next weekend,
you've seen my wardrobe and there's nothing any use for day wear and
you've seen my bathroom, not much in there either".
"WOW are we going to have fun" Shona chortled as she counted on her
fingers what we would need "bra's, knickers, nighties and a cuddly
dressing gown, jeans, skirts, dresses, T shirts, tops, pullovers, cami's,
shoes, tights, belts, shampoo's conditioners, a couple of tote bags,
jackets, body lotion, moisturisers - we've got a lot to do and not much
time to do it ---- lets go girls", and with that we had just got to the
doors of Matalan a discount clothing store which sold really good quality
items. As we walked in Kelly passed me a bag "here she said, we bought it
to celebrate your new life, it's practical" she added. When I opened the
bag, it contained a purple and pink glittery cover for my I-phone to
change it from a boring man black phone into a girl's phone; again I was
touched by their thoughtfulness.
I stopped dead then hugged the two of them and squealed (yes really
squealed) "Oh! I love it, its perfect".
We had a group hug and I wiped my eyes, touched up my mascara then we hit
the shops for what was left of the shopping day.
Although we were 'poor students' I was an exception and could live off the
interest (just) I received from the insurance payout from the death of my
family, the sale of the house, and the compensation received from the
drunk driver who killed my family, his insurance, so I could afford the
what looked to me the mountain of clothes we bought.
I had an insight as to how women think when buying clothes, for the
essentials Bra's knickers, socks, stockings etc it depends on how long you
want to use them, take knickers or panties or thongs (which I liked to
wear) for a week you have to multiply the number of days by 3 as a 'normal
woman' usually changes her pants at least twice a day, sometimes 3 times a
day, when having her periods it will be more - when this little nugget of
information was passed onto me I commented "well that's one thing I won't
have to bother about". Kelly cocked her eyebrow at me and retorted "Oh yes
you are Susanna, we have decided that as we are teaching you how to be a
woman YOU are going to 'enjoy' periods the same as us - right Shona?".
Shona nodded in agreement as we turned into the branch of Boots (a large
chemist type shop) to pick up bathroom essentials.
When I protested that biologically I couldn't go through having a period,
Kelly agreed BUT she said "you can pretend you're having a period, use a
tampon and the like, so we have decided that as I have just had MY period
YOU will have the same time periods as me, I will tell you when I'm due
and then you can experience having to carry extra tampons and panties
around with you - RIGHT".
The way she finished the sentence left me in no doubt she did mean it, and
for some reason it excited me - these two are really going to teach me how
to be a woman from the bottom up (it you'll excuse the term).
When we finally left Boots, we were staggering under the weight of our
bags, I managed to persuade the two of them to get a taxi, as to get onto
a bus loaded like we were was not really practical, so we piled everything
into the boot of the cab, the driver commented that we had done some
serious shopping Shonali smiled at him and responded sweetly "It's our
friend Susanna here; all her clothes got destroyed in a fire so we are
stocking her up on the essentials until the insurance pays out - it's
really going to affect us all as we are poor students" she fluttered those
smouldering eyes at him, it must have done some good as we stopped at
their dorm at the uni then took them to my place and instead of the usual
?10 he only charged us half saying that he hoped I got things straight
soon, he even helped us carry the carrier bags to the door of my flat!
Once again Kelly took control, "right" she said "ten pounds each and Shona
you go and get the wine and nibbles".
"Susanna" she continued "you get the bin bags for your old clothes, and
I'll get the computers set up".
"Yes Boss" Shona and I chorused saluting as we went and did as we were
told.
By now you will have realised that Kelly is the organiser, Shonali the
thinker, and me well I'm the apprentice, learning the art of woman hood.
When I came back from the kitchen I found that Kelly and Shona had both
brought their laptops with them and Kelly was setting them up with mine at
the table, seeing my quizzical look, she explained "Susanna seeing as we
are going to see what is available to help you we are going to approach
this scientifically" I nodded and she continued "first we are going to
discuss exactly what it is you want, then each of us are going to research
what is out there to help you achieve what you want, then, if we are still
reasonably sober we'll put together a provisional plan of what we need -
ok?"
"WOW" I responded amazed at the amount of thought Kelly had put into my
future "you make it sound serious" Kelly looked at me in amazement "Christ
Susanna it IS serious you dummy, this could be one of the biggest
decisions you make in your life; you have to have all the information you
need to make informed decisions"
I thought about this for a while then touched her arm and said "sorry
Kell, you're right, I'm being irresponsible and I'm so glad to have you
two guys to keep me focussed".
She softly smiled at me and said "its ok Susanna I can be a bit bossy at
times and I know it, but we have to do this research to see what's
possible."
Shona came back with the wine and nibbles and we got a communal bath and
changed into comfortable nightdresses and wraps to be comfortable for the
night.
It was so strange being naked with these two beautiful girls and not feel
any sensation at all to my mind we were just three girls, I asked the two
of them how they felt having a bloke with them - they just looked at me
and told me that they didn't seen me as a man, but as the girl I wanted to
be; this made me feel really good and accepted.
We settled down with the platters of chilled savoury eats that had been
warming in the oven and wine of course, once we were settled around the
table, Shona produced a A4 pad and a pen, Kelly took control and said
"right lets get this started and treat it like a assignment for uni"
I felt a lot nervous as my sole was about to be bared to the world, well
my two friends at least.
"Susanna" Kelly started off "how do you see this going? And what's more
important what do you want to happen"
I thought for a moment and said simply "I want to be Susanna full time."
Kelly said "do you want to change sex?" I thought again and answered "I
don't know, I'm not sure"
"What about your man bits? Do you still want them to work? Or do you still
just want them?" This caused me to think deeply, I began "it's like the
sex change, I think I would want to keep them working until I am certain
that I want to really be totally female
"Do you want your own breasts" this time I emphatically answered "Yes I
would love that". How about a female shape, waist, hips and bum? I thought
for a second or two then answered "Yes I would, I would look more feminine
and clothes would fit me better"
"Do you want to take hormones?" I thought for a bit longer then said "I
think I must if I want my own breasts, but I need to know what's available
and what they can do".
"Do you want to change your name" again I needed no time to think "yes
certainly"
"Would you consider implants to give you breasts?" again I thought "yes,
yes I think I would".
"Do you think you should speak to a councillor about the change?" This
time I thought for a long time before answering "yes, I suppose I must, I
mean it could put things into perspective"
Kelly looked at me and said this next question is a bit personal, if you
don't want to answer it we'll understand.
"Have you enough money to pay for the boobs and shaving your Adams apple
to make your neck more female?" without thinking I answered "yes"
Shona looked up from writing and commented "How do you feel after that
Susanna, it was a bit clinical all those questions", I grinned at her
saying "you're not kidding, all my hopes and dreams in a few questions;
but it's given me something to think about"
Kelly looked up and added to the conversation "it was clinical but it's
given us or should I say you a starting point to see what's possible. Now
can either of you two think of anything else?"
Shona looked at me and said seriously "Susanna, you want to live full time
as a girl, look like a girl, sound like a girl, act like a girl but you
don't want to change your sex - go through that final change, have you any
idea why?"
"WOW that's some question I suppose this is the reason that counselling
will help, I know I should be just like you guys but something is holding
me back, I wish I knew what it is, but I don't, although I feel deep
inside that when the time in right I will have a sex change operation and
be a total girl"- What I didn't know then was that it was going to take a
few years before I overcome my reluctance to change my sex.
"Right" said Kelly "more wine then let's get down to some internet
research". We got a glass of wine each, Kelly and Shona were talking about
the lack of success in finding a place of their own, as the university
accommodation was basic, the last apartment they had, the landlord had
raised the rent which made it so they couldn't afford it.
This gave me a germ of an idea "guy's" I butted in "why don't you move in
here?" they both looked at me their mouths hung open in amazement,
excitedly I carried on "there's plenty of room, I know I have only known
you properly for a short time but I'm sure we'll get on together"
"Susanna" Shonali interrupted "you don't have to do this, as much as I
like your apartment and you, we couldn't impose on you - could we Kel?"
Kelly answered "no of course not it wouldn't be fair on you to have us two
living here"
"Look the two for you" I carried on there is 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms in
this place, it's much too big for one, anyhow there is an ulterior motive
for asking you, how better for me to learn about my new life than having
my two teachers living with me, keeping me on the straight and narrow,
please, please, please say yes".
We argued about my offer for about 20 minutes then I showed them the
bedrooms and pleaded with them again and finally they agreed on the
proviso that they shared in the rent. I agreed to this but secretly I
decided that the rent money would go towards our social life and clothes.
We finally got down to the internet research, and Kelly was back to her
organising best: - I looked for name change and things that are needed.
Shonali looked for feminising hormones and what is available. And Kelly
took on the boobs, bums and bits (as she so delicately put it) otherwise
know as the surgery information.
We got down to work, mine was an easy subject as one website gave me all
the information I needed about changing my name by deed poll also how to
change my title from Mr to Miss and it would cost about ?60 as to change
my passport, driving licence, bank details etc I would need what is called
'legal copies' of the deed poll documents, other authorities would accept
photo-copies. Also I found out that if it could be proved I had gender
dysphioia, my birth certificate could be changed by going to the Gender
Recognition Panel! This was great news, but I could only change my birth
certificate if I changed my sex.
However I changed my name, filling the forms in there and then paying the
fee and submitting it, when the paperwork came back to my there would be a
list of who I needed to inform for my name change to be complete. I
changed my name from Mr Stephen Edward Johnson to Miss Susanna Emma
Johnson and selected the express postage so the paperwork would be with me
by Tuesday.
My task completed Kelly reassigned me to helping Shona with Hormones, this
was an interesting subject, we found out a lot about changing sex and the
medications that help, we also found out about 'she males' which Shonali
said would seem like the way to go until I change sex, I noticed that she
didn't say if I changed but when I changed, we also found a questionnaire
on a site that is based in the UK specifically for transsexuals and she
males and a specialist asks a lot of questions similar to what we have
just been through and gives you a course of treatment to achieve what you
desire - this cost ?100.
We were also warned off some anti androgens (this suppresses the effects
of testosterone enhancing the effect of oestrogen) as these could
chemically castrate me which at this time I did not really want, later
maybe but not at this time.
Kelly in the meantime had done a lot of research on the surgery available,
first thing was the NHS had very strict criteria on realignment surgery,
which in a couple of years I would meet but in the meantime private
surgery was the only option.
In the wake of the PIP implant scandal, she looked at private surgeons and
had came up with a short list, two which were based here in the city we
lived in and their reference's were really good, mind you who puts bad
references on their web site, so to further check she accessed another two
sites which gave further information about the surgeons so it would seem I
would have a choice of two good surgeons used to gender reassignment
surgery close to where I lived.
When it came to prices they were very generic depending on the work you
needed, for breasts it was quoted at between ?5, for an Adams apple
reduction this was about ?5k for vocal chord tensioning which could be
done the same time as the Adams apple reduction ?3k and for a full sex
change ?15 to ?20k depending on the recovery process, so to get what I
wanted now would come to at the very most ?13k.
By now it was nearly midnight so the three of us sat back and discussed
the options, over yet more wine, by now we were quite drunk so the
discussions were not really sensible. This being the case we went back to
the two of them moving in with me, they were still a bit unsure what with
only knowing each other a couple of days, but like me they felt that we
had clicked instantly so moving in seemed a good option, and as Shonali
said they could keep me on course to becoming a true girl, including the
appetite, and as I mentioned earlier periods and beauty routines, we
decided to move them in tomorrow!
A few more drinks and we decided to go to bed, as with last night we all
piled into my bed, using the same nightwear we had used yesterday, as we
fell asleep I thanked them from the bottom of my heart for being such good
people and friends, we fell asleep hugging each other.
This again made me wonder about full gender reassignment as I did not feel
as a man should feel when sleeping with two stunning girls, it was just
like sleeping with two friends, I had not the slightest lustful thought or
feeling in my body - I made a decision to get counselling as soon as I
could arrange it as I needed to sort my feelings out I also decided to see
a surgeon about my breasts implants and Adams apple reduction, but that is
for next week, so I drifted off to sleep.
Sunday we woke late had a quick breakfast then we were going to move Kell
and Shona into my place, as I my breast forms had been on 2 days I decided
to take them off to let my skin breath, so that day I used breast forms
inside my bra, after carefully washing and moisturising my chest - I found
that I really missed the weight of my breasts on my chest, the same with
my Wee Vee I took that off and washed and moisturised my groin area and
replaced it with a cachet sex that looked the same as a real girls vaginal
area but I couldn't have sex in it. We dressed practically in skinny jeans
and loose fitting T's to all intents we were three girls.
It took about 5 hours to move them to my place as none of us had a car we
had to either carry their possessions or use a bus! But they were soon
settled in, The we turned our attention to food and soon the fridge was
stocked with more feminine items of food (and of course wine instead of
beer) so we could maintain our figures, off we went to the Asda Superstore
where as well as getting food I spent a couple of hundred pounds on
clothes as their George range is feminine and practical. I was really
starting to enjoy shopping!
When we got home the three of us prepared supper, char grilled chicken,
salad and new potatoes and discussed the next day at University, the first
person I should seen was the course tutor who would I assume get me and
appointment with the dean, luckily these days most people at uni are quite
free thinking so I hoped I wouldn't have too many problems. We discussed
this at length and the two of them were determined to be with me to
provide moral support and a united front if there was any aggravation.
The next morning I was up well before Kelly and Shonali, I carefully
positioned my breast forms and glued them into place, this week I was
going to wear them until the Sunday, this week and every week until my own
breasts were how I wanted them, the same was going to happen with the wee
vee I would only take this off daily to wash and moisturise but then it
was back on with it. Once I was happy I slipped my nightie back on and
dressing gown and started on breakfast for the three of us, fruit yogurt
and toast.
The girls finally arrived and we discussed what to wear, I was for jeans
and layered tops, but the two of them over ruled me and in the end we
decided that I should wear a flower printed ice skater style mini skirt
with a pink KISS ME T shirt, the lips on it highlighted in silver foil
type printing, a camisole underneath for layering and an oversize
cardigan; a large hobo type handbag to hold everything I needed for
lectures, I has black tights and a pair of 3" heeled black ankle boots.
Kelly and Shonali were similarly dressed they advised me on minimal make
up for day time, my Swatch a few bangles and a necklace and we were ready
to go to lectures and start the first day of the rest of my life.
I was terrified, what would the reaction be, would I be a figure of scorn,
derision or hate, how would the few friends I had made react to me, how
would the University react to me, all these things were going through my
mind when Kelly (as usual) put it all into perspective when she made the
three of us stop before a shop window. "Right" she said to me "look in
here, what do you see?" It was a shoe shop so I said "lots of lovely
shoes" she snorted "Susanna you can be so stupid at times, what do you see
reflected in the window?" I looked again and came up with "the three of
us". "Yes exactly - three girls, which is what you are now, a girl, a
member of the superior sex, so remember that and be ready for the day but
don't forget the three of us are together - right?" "Right" I answered
feeling a lot better and more resolute, and as usual she had hit the nail
right on the head.
To be continued ----------- if you think it should, your comments are
welcome and needed.
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