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A New Start in Life 8
The three of us spent the night cooking sausage rolls, vol-au-vents cheese
straws and the like, 'Mum was right Kell was rubbish in the kitchen, but
she was a great moral booster, supplying 'mum and I with wine to keep us
working, and filling the dishwasher, so by nine thirty we had everything
done and cooling, Kell's dad was; and her brother and his wife was at
their house, so it was just the three of us.
We went into the living room and flopped down, 'mum looked fondly across
at Kell and said "if you could cook as well as Susanna you'd make some man
very happy" Kelly obviously used to this just grinned and retorted "I'll
leave Susanna to make some man very happy" I nearly choked on my wine,
then Kelly continued "and she's made a deep impression on Gill." Mum gave
me an old fashioned look, I was blushing crimson. Mum then commented "Oh
she has, has she, someone needs to calm that boy down, he could be a
brilliant doctor but he just needs a good woman - or girl." Kell gurgle
with laughter as I glared at her. Kell continued "yes mum, he's that taken
with her he's picking her up at eight tomorrow" without thinking I butted
in "seven, not eight" Kelly gurgled again "see mum she is interested." Mum
smiled and told Kelly to leave me alone. Mum then asked about the flat,
Kell couldn't help but butt in "Mum, you want to see it, its huge, it's on
Barton Square a penthouse flat with a balcony, can't wait for summer and
sunbathing; anyhow there's 4 huge bedrooms 2 bathrooms on the one floor
and on the other floor a huge living room gigantic kitchen utility room,
Oh you'll have to come and see it its unbelievable." Mum smiled and said
"well I'd love to come and see it, but it depends if Susanna wants me to
visit." "Oh mum" I responded "anytime, just anytime you're more than
welcome, and my other mum as well! In fact it would be great if the two of
you could come for a weekend then we can show you around, do some shopping
and you can keep your daughter under control" This earned a glare from
Kell.
I carried on telling them that the only reason I have a place as big as
this is because my Dad was a solicitor and he bought it as an investment
property, when I decided to go to Manchester Uni he let me live there, he
did the same for my sister in Newcastle, now they are mine, both flats and
our old house; I started crying at this point and said between sobs "and I
wish they weren't mine, I'd rather have my family alive." Then I
completely broke down sobbing my heart out for the first time since they
had been killed, sure I shed a tear, but now I was truly emotional sobbing
and crying. Instantly I had Kelly on one side and my new mum on the other
consoling me, but letting me cry it out of my system, I felt surrounded by
love, but still the tears flowed.
After about half an hour I was sobbing, really sobbing my heart out; Mum
said "come on sweetheart, lets get you to bed, you cry it out of your
system" I was so pleased someone understood how I felt; Kelly kept hold of
me stroking my hair and comforting me, we got upstairs and they got me
ready for bed, still crying I was tucked up, Kell said to her mum "I'll
sleep in the spare room" but I begged her not to leave me alone, so mum
left kissing me on the forehead, "see you in the morning poppet." Kell
climbed into bed and held me in her arms consoling me until I fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up first, remembered my emotional outburst last
night, feeling embarrassed I just laid there wondering how I was going to
apologise, I felt Kell stir, she looked at me and said "feel Better?"
I smiled weakly and replied, "Much, thanks, but I'm sorry for breaking
down like that, so, so, sorry, I've must apologise to your mum, God I'm so
embarrassed."
Kelly looked at me groaned and said comfortingly "Oh, you 'new girl' let
Aunty Kelly explain things to you; Susie, you have nothing at all to feel
embarrassed about, what happened is natural especially at this time of
year and especially now with all those female hormones rushing about your
body, every girl gets emotional around puberty, it's just your puberty in
a bit later than most, so man up, no that's wrong Girl up! These things
happen," "are you sure Aunty Kelly" I asked timidly, "Yep, anyhow mum's
well used to dealing with emotional girls so you're at the right place,
and call me Aunty again and I'll tickle you to within an inch of your life
young lady."
Feeling much better we lay there and chatted away, the reason Gill's
picking me up early is that he is doing some extra shifts over the New
Year period as it's the busiest time in A & E so he will only be there
until about half nine, Kell commented "he probably want's you to himself
for a while, but we'll be there by half eight!
We finally got dressed and went down stairs, the first opportunity I had I
went to 'mum' and apologised for my outburst, she looked compassionately
at me and whispered "was that the first time you have cried like that
since your family got killed" I nodded, she continued "well it was about
time and I'm so, so glad I was there to help you, so now that issue is
over, but anytime you want to talk your new mum is here." Impulsively I
kissed her like you do to a mum and whispered "thanks so much, I feel a
lot better." The rest of the day was spent decorating the community centre
with other people going to the party, helping mum transport the food to
the centre's kitchen, helping the pub to set up the bar.
The Shoni mentioned that the three of us were going to work behind the bar
until the pub staff arrives after eleven, Kell protested "but we'll be
pissed by then!" Shoni grinned "yep, that's the idea."
We went home and started getting ready; I was going to wear a pink lace
shift mini dress, black tights and shoes I had a black velvet jacket and
handbag, my dress was lined in satin polyester to keep it decent.
I was just finishing my make up when Gill and Shoni arrived, Shoni came
straight upstairs with the clothes she was going to change into later, we
all kissed and se inspected my look, "perfect" she announced, a sort of
sexy innocent schoolgirl with all the pinks; being used to them I grinned
and went downstairs to find Gill.
He was casually dressed in slacks and blue shirt, he smiled when he saw me
"they've told you I'm working", I nodded, "well let's go, I don't have
long with such a beautiful girl as you" he said, I blushed slipped on my
jacket and followed him to the door, he opened the door and let me precede
him out, the perfect gentleman, it was natural for me to slip my arm
through his as we walked to the pub.
When we got to the pub Gill had coke and as I have got a long night ahead
of me, I had a very, very diluted white wine spritzer, we sat down and
talked about anything and everything; about my life in very general terms,
without telling any secrets, my loss earlier in the year, mum was right,
last nights hysterics had in some way cleansed my feelings about the loss
of my family.
Gill told me why he decided to do medicine, about him growing up and
living with Shoni.
Shonali as a little girl growing up, he had me laughing regularly, it was
very comfortable; he was holding my hand, caressing my palm sending
shivers down my spine, we were in a corner quite secluded, he leant over
and gently kissed me, you know Susanna, you are a beautiful girl, I really
want to get to know you a lot better, I smiled gently at him, "that's
going to be difficult with you in Leeds and me in Manchester", It could
be, but we'll find a way", he whispered; then he kissed me gently again
and I swear my toes curled, it was exciting, a chaste kiss with so much
passion.
He stroked my face and said "Susanna, I have a question for you, you can
answer if you want to, but it makes no difference to me at all" he kissed
me again, this time it was a little more passionate. As he stroked my
face, I said to him "ask away, if I can I'll answer it." Still gently
stroking my cheek he said "when did you transition?" It was like a bolt
from the blue I sat up straight, ready to flee, he took my hand and
continued "Susanna, it makes no difference at all, I really want to see
you and be with you, you are a vivacious beautiful girl, and what ever way
you choose to answer, it is between the two of us"
I looked into his eyes, all I saw was love and compassion, "How could you
tell" I asked,
He smiled at me, "I'm a doctor remember" he touched my throat and
continued "it's only a little scar, and in a month or so it will not be
noticeable, but there is only one thing a scar this size means, and we
know what that is."
I sighed I thought it was something in my looks" he laughed saying "no
chance of that you are perfect." Shyly I said to him "I haven't
transitioned yet."
It was his turn to be speechless "Christ" he said, "when you do, you're
going to be stunning, I'm going to have to stake my claim on you or else I
will never have a look in." I was both pleased and afraid by this answer
so hesitantly I asked "do you still want to be seen with me?"
"Of course I do, I said it made no difference to me at all, do Kelly and
Shonali kn......?"
He stopped and then carried on "Of course they do, that's why they are so
protective, like Lionesses those two are where you are concerned." I
giggled "I know what you mean but they are the best friends a girl like me
can have." "Not like me" he corrected, "you mean a girl can have, because
that is what you are." I grinned ruefully, "I keep getting told that by
those two and my councillor but I am having trouble believing it" He
kissed me gently and passionately, whispering "then believe Susanna,
believe." That kiss was amazing it sounds corny but when he kissed me he
seemed to suck my being into him and merge it with his, the feeling was
bliss.
"Put him down Susanna, you don't know where he's been" a voice known to
the two of us shouted across the room, Gill groaned, "my dear sister is
here" and sure enough the two families had arrived and were getting drinks
in and surrounding us, the party had started.
Things slowly got raucous, about nine fifteen Gill said "I've got to go",
"I'll walk with you" I said getting my jacket and bag I went outside with
him, Shoni had fetched his car as he was taking it to the hospital, I
slipped my arm through his as we walked to the car, he leant on the car,
put his arms around me and kissed me deeply, our tongues entwined as he
gently played with my tongue, "Happy New Year Susanna" he whispered, "a
year in which I hope to see a lot more of you" I was so happy and
returned his kiss with interest "Happy New Year Gill, I cannot wait to see
more of you - if you are certain" I said this with a certain amount of
pleading in my voice. He nibbled my bottom lip and whispered "I have never
been so certain in my life! Oh and tonight is just between the two of us;
- don't even tell Kell and Shoni ok" happily I nodded brimming with
happiness. I watched him get into his car and drive away, and then went
back to the party, floating on cloud nine.
The party was well underway, we moved to the community centre and it
carried on, the three of us ran the bar until the landlord and staff
arrived - when I said run the bar it was sort of be there, serving drinks
and mixing up the money!!!!
At midnight we did all the traditional things at New Year, sang Auld Langs
Ayne, kissed a load of people, friends, new families for me and complete
strangers, just after midnight Gill called me and wished me another Happy
New Year which made me sad, but soon I was back in party mode, apparently
the party went on until silly o'clock the next morning, but the three of
us wended our way to bed about four in the morning, laughing and giggling
all the way home, we all piled into the same bed, Kelly's and that was it!
I came too with someone groaning; what a hangover I had!!!!! I looked for
the groaning and found Shonali awake but not looking very well, she looked
at me and said "no wonder I feel shit, if I look anything like you that
is" "Thanks" I managed to croak, "just what a girl needs first thing in
the morning, and yes I feel crap." Then Kelly gasped "Oh god am I alive?"
as I couldn't speak because my mouth was so dry Shoni croaked "I think so,
welcome to the world."
The three of us laid in bed coming to slowly until Kelly's mum banged on
the door "come on you three, it's dinner time, time to get up, we've some
clearing up to do!" and then she added as an afterthought, "oh and there's
a doctor down here to see if anyone needs his healing hands!"
"EEEK" I screamed, "I can't let him see me like this tell me I look ok,
please, please tell me I don't look as bad as I feel." The two of them
solemnly looked at me and pronounced, "no you don't look as bad as you
feel" I let out a huge sigh; then Shoni carried on "you look worse girl"
now it was my turn to groan, then I was dragged out of bed, across the
hall to the bathroom and the two of them started the process of looking
better.
They made me have a shower, and wash my hair, half way through the shower
one of them turned the water to cold, that really woke me up!!! And the
language from me was colourful to say the least, I tried to escape but
they kept pushing me back in, I managed to grab Shoni and she ended up
with me - soaking but I will admit it I was feeling far better.
I dried my hair and dressed, jeans and glittery 'T' shirt and flat shoes
and I went down to see Gill, he was comfortable on the sofa, though
looking tired after a long shift, I smiled brightly at him, went over and
kissed him on the cheek "happy New Year handsome" I said, he looked at me
damp hair, no make up "happy New Year Gorgeous" he replied.
I laughed at that what, straight out of the shower and no make up, "I
think not" I giggled.
Mum said "why don't you two go out for a while" the rest of us can clean
the hall. Gill smiled ruefully, "afraid not, it's bed for me as I'm on
shift again later, I just called in the wish everyone a Happy New Year." I
piped up, "I'll walk you home if that's ok." He looked at me smiled and
said "That would be great, cos you'll be going back to Uni next week. I
went and got my quilted jacket and hand bag, "where you going?" Shoni
asked, "Taking Gill home, he's shattered" I answered, Kelly butted
straight in "well he won't get much sleep with you next to him!" "Kell" I
squeaked "I didn't mean well you know I'm just walking him home" I
finished off lamely. They were still giggling when I left arm in arm with
Gill.
We walked the few streets to Shonali's mum's house in a few minutes, "Do
you want to come inside" he asked me. "Don't you need sleep" I asked him,
"it sounds corny but being with you is what I need, we need to talk" he
responded.
I was intrigued, so I accepted and we went inside, "Coffee or something
stronger" I shuddered at the thought of alcohol so I settled on a cup of
coffee, we settled on the sofa his arm around me kissing and petting,
finally I said to him you must get some sleep, settle down with your head
on my knee and sleep, eventually he agreed and settled down soon he was
fast asleep with his head on my knee, I sat there and watched the TV while
he slept, I dreamed of being in the same bed as him and feeling his naked
body next to mine. We never did get to talk!!!
He was on shift at ten and sure enough he was awake at nine, having had
six hours sleep, he went and got changed and drove me back to Kelly's, he
kissed me good bye and said "you are a very special girl Susanna, and
don't let that witch of a sister of mine and her coven give you too much
grief, it's not your fault I fell asleep!"
Needless to say I did get a lot of ribbing from Shoni and Kell, but it was
good natured, it was after eleven when we went to bed, I had to take my
breast forms off as for some reason they were a bit uncomfortable, After I
had removed them, Kelly said "turn round a bit Susie" "Why" I asked,
"don't argue, just do it" she ordered, I turned to the side and Kelly
exclaimed "you've got boobies dear, actual boobies" "WHAT!" I squealed
rushing to the mirror, and sure enough I had boobs, small but they were
there, and they were all mine. Kelly was scrabbling through a drawer and
found the tape measure "arms up she ordered as she slipped the tape around
my chest just under the swelling that were my boobies, they she measured
around my nipples, which instantly hardened when the cool tape brushed
them, my nipples were not large, I would say about ?" long and the same
round, but when they hardened it felt really good.
"Susanna, try one of your new A cup bras" Kell suggested, so I too one out
of the drawer and was about to take the tags off when Kell stopped me.
"don't do that until we know that they fit," it was a good bit of advice
as the under band fitted my boobs felt squashed, Kelly joked "you must
have had a growth spurt girl, I thought that they looked more than an A
cup, I think you're going to have to swap these for a B cup and slip
chicken fillets in to give you a boost until you fill the bra", to say I
was happy was an understatement, after six months I was actually starting
to sprout breasts, I didn't need my breast forms any more, from now on my
boobs were all mine, as I slipped a satin nightie on Kelly joked "now Gill
will have something to play with and you'll be able to feel him playing"
"Kelly" I gasped shocked "I wouldn't, haven't" she grinned at me and said
"now don't tell me you haven't dreamed about the day you have your own
boobs, I'm so excited for you Susanna, I'm texting Shoni now!" and she did
just that!
They sent text messages between the two of them, Shoni jokingly asked for
a picture so she could show her brother what he was missing, but
eventually we snuggled up in bed to go to sleep, after arranging to meet
next morning to hit the January sales.
As I settled down, I kept having a surreptitious feel of my breasts
nestled inside the satin cups of my nightie! A sleepy voice stopped me in
my tracks, "Susanna, please stop groping yourself, they'll still be there
in the morning" I could feel myself blushing at being caught out so I did
as I was ordered (well maybe a couple of little feels during the night)
and went to sleep.
The next day we were up bright and early, the three of us plus two mums
were going to hit the sales, after showering the problem of which bra I
was going to wear arose, Kelly and I looked through what I had, then what
she had, as we were both C cup we had plenty of these finally we found a
bra that was tight on Kelly's C boobs, but loose on my A/B boobs, so the
chicken fillets were brought into use, and once I had the silicon shapes
in the right place I looked something like normal.
Casual dress was the order of the day, denim mini skirt, black leggings, T
shirt and cowl necked jumper cream ankle boots and slouch hand bag, Kelly
and Shoni were similarly dressed, we got the bus at nine and trolled the
sales, I swapped my A cup bra's for B cup, I tried a pair on and with the
chicken fillets my bust looked good and IT WAS ALL MINE (well nearly).
We were quite reserved shopping at the sales, after all we had our winter
wardrobe so we limited ourselves to good quality 'essentials' that were in
the sale, bra's panties (or thongs, depending on your preference) a couple
of skirts and tops, which was no real rpoblem because with the work I had
done at the flat we all had loads of wardrobe and drawer space!
We had a meal out and a snack when we got back to Shoni's place, we went
up to her bedroom to talk and listen to music, We sat feet under us on
bean bags, listening to Pink,
Oasis, Snow Patrol, Arctic Monkeys and the like, I was troubled about my
feelings for Gill and after a lot of deliberation, before I could speak
Shonali asked "Susanna, what's troubling you?" I sat quiet for a moment
then blurted out, "it's Gill, I'm confused about my feeling for him even
though I've only known him for a short time, I don't know what to do!"
Shoni looked at me and said "Gill's quite attracted to you, I can't shut
him up, so really the question is what do YOU want from the relationship?"
"I don't know, he's your brother and I don't want to hurt him" I honestly
replied.
Shoni grinned "forget about him being my brother, he's big enough and ugly
enough to look after himself, you on the other hand are just emerging as a
girl and we both think (nodding at Kelly) that you are a bit vulnerable at
the moment - true" she looked pointedly at me. I gave a rueful grin "I
suppose you're right but....." I left the question hanging. Kelly then said
"look Susie, if your relationship progresses eventually you're going to
have to tell him about yourself, think about that" quietly I answered "I
don't, he already knows!" They were both stunned "You told him" Shoni
asked in amazement, somewhat subdued I answered "No I didn't tell him he
guessed" this time the two of them were speechless "B, b, but how, looking
at you no one would ever know you were anything other than an attractive
girl" Shoni asked.
Again I gave a rueful grin and replied "he saw the scar on my throat and
knew, or guessed what had been done - he is a doctor after all."
Somewhat annoyed Shoni commented "he always notices everything, but as
long as he's cool about it, and from the way he talks about you he's cool,
why worry." I sat quietly for a while, Kelly said "and" I gave a smile and
said "well in the future, if, just if we start getting intimate (I felt
myself blushing) I don't want to do it well the wrong way, I want to do it
as a girl would; if you see what I mean"
The two of them looked at each other and burst into gales of laughter, I
looked from one to the other wondering what I had said that was so funny.
Eventually they calmed down Kelly still giggling said "Oh Susanna we're
not laughing at you but we are going to have to tell you the acts of life
again, from a girl's point of view, which is slightly different from a
man's point of view." So once again I was told the facts of life from a
girls point of view, and this time it sunk in (I think) but the main
things I took from it was to respect yourself, respect the person you are
with, do not give conflicting signals to them, and only have intimate
relations when you are 1000% sure it is the right time, even if you decide
not to engage in sex until marriage, that is the girls decision and no one
can say she is wrong!
I think my desire to give pleasure was due to my past life as a guy, I
made a note to myself to ask my councillor about this next week when I
have an appointment.
We had a quiet night and arranged to meet up tomorrow for a hair, nails
and pamper day as tomorrow we were going out for our free meal, thanks to
Shonali.
The next day was Tuesday and we slept in until about ten, Shoni arrived
with her dress as we were leaving from Kelly's house and Shoni was
sleeping there after our night out, we spent the day washing conditioning
and styling our hair, waxing, manicures and pedicures on each other,
tidying up our eyebrows and giving each other face packs, a really great
girly day I loved them, we showered and dressed for the night.
I must admit we looked stunning once we had dressed (but I was biased)
Kelly wore he long blond hair loosely curled over the right side of her
shoulder, her dress was mid blue in a Jacquard fabric with metallic yarn
in the cloth, lined in black polyester satin, she had matching satin shoes
with a 5" heel and small platform and a matching satin quilted handbag, to
keep the cold off she wore a black fur bolero jacket.
Shonali's dress was a red and white floral mini pencil dress with long
sleeves, she wore her dark brown hair straight, she paired the dress with
red 5" stiletto heeled shoes and matching bag and wore a velvet jacket.
My dress was an animal print slinky mini dress (similar to a snow leopard
pattern) with long sleeves, I wore black ankle boots with a 5" heel 1"
platform and a matching black handbag, my coat was a white faux fur ?
jacket.
We splashed out and got a taxi to the restaurant, arriving just before
seven thirty, Shonali gave her name at the desk and we were immediately
shown to the bar where the owner (Michael) and his wife Chantelle were
waiting we had a really nice night, Shonali and Chantelle were talking
away ten to the dozen, while Michael kept Kelly and I in the conversation,
he really was a nice agreeable type of man, easily making us laugh and
feel at ease, it was well after midnight when he called the three of us a
taxi and we went home, Shonali promising to keep in contact with Michael
and Chantelle, by the time we got to bed we were really tired and went to
sleep almost immediately.
The next day was the last full day that Kelly and Shonali would have with
their families until the end of the next term, so they were enjoying it
with their families, me on the other hand was spending the whole day with
Gill, he was picking me up about ten thirty and dropping me off later in
the day, I was excited getting ready, I must have tried on a dozen outfits
and still couldn't make up my mind, I finally settled on skinny black
leather trousers, a white angora crew necked sweater over a cream silk
camisole, I wore my knee boots with 3" heels and a quilted ? jacket with a
fur hood, I also had my large black slouch handbag.
Gill was right on time and he looked gorgeous, we lingered talking to
Kelly's mum for a while then we went for a drive to the coast (and yes it
was January in England, but what the hell) we ended up 3 hours later in
Whitby - right on the North Yorkshire coast, needless to say it was very
quiet, we wandered around the streets arm in arm, then we then went inland
through Middlesbrough onto the A19, where we stopped at a restaurant
called McCoy's or the Cleveland Tontine which was excellent finally we
ended up back in Leeds about nine at night and stopped at a pub where I
met some of the people Gill worked with, other junior doctors and nurses,
I really enjoyed myself, really getting to know Gill.
We talked about anything and everything, dwelling seriously on what Gill
could expect from me, it was a subject that I felt had to be brought into
the open and discussed in an adult manner, he understood that I did not
want an intimate relationship until I was fully a woman, and I am happy to
say that he fully understood my wishes and respected what I wanted, even
though it could be some time until I fully transitioned, we left a lot
unsaid, but we were stronger for the day.
As Gill had been drinking we left his car and got a taxi home, we arrived
at Kelly's a little before midnight and the place was in darkness, I asked
him if he wanted coffee, I am glad to say he accepted and it was after one
in the morning before I crept upstairs to bed. I thought I had made it to
bed undetected when a voice muttered "dirty stop out" I gave a squeal of
surprise as I thought Kell was asleep, after talking for a while we both
went to sleep, as we had to get up early to pack and get back to
University and the newly refurbished flat - which I really hoped that they
liked.
Gert
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