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A New Start in Life Part 16
In March Clive was due in court, to give him his due (begrudgingly) he
pleaded guilty saving Shoni the stress of testifying, this was his first
offence and he got a suspended 2 year sentence and had to go on an anger
management course.
We three discussed this and as Shoni was happy that justice had been done
we left it at that.
The months passed and all too soon it was time for the exams, we thought
we had done enough work.
Stress levels were really building as we sat, all three of us were a bag
of nerves, the people we worked for were wonderfully understanding.
Finally it was all over, and all we could do was wait for the results,
all of us thought that we had done ok.
The summer we spent working saving our money, Gill came to see me every
month and it was great having him in my bed, the girls had stopped giving
me a hard time.
At the salon, I was getting into the habit of going for a drink after
work with Paula, she was a really good friend and boss, I got my hair
done at staff discount, the first time we went for a drink, she looked at
me and asked "well Susie, how are you enjoying your new life?"
I didn't even have to think answering, "I absolutely love being a girl, I
just wish I could take the final step" I was quite sad as I said it,
Paula must have sensed it because she sat back and looked shrewdly at me
telling me, "the first time I did your hair - remember" I nodded smiling
at the memory, she carried on, "when I first met you I thought that with
time you would make an attractive girl - but now looking at you I realise
I was totally wrong" she must have seen the look of distress on my face
because hurriedly she continued, "I was well wrong, you have turned out
to be a stunningly attractive girl, damn it I'm envious of you, so I
imagine are half the girls in Manchester."
I smiled my thanks and tried to tell her how much I appreciated her
telling me, but she bulldozed me saying, "look Susie, so you've not
transitioned yet, that's not the end of the world, you are working on it,
so go with the flow girl, go with the flow, when the time's right you'll
know, enjoy yourself, just enjoy yourself before you get old like me!"
That made me burst out laughing as she was only 23, three years older
than me, after a couple of wines we both went home.
Getting ready for our year away, this was a logistics nightmare, as we
soon realised, what with visa's, immunisations, flight tickets, and
simple???? Things like what to take with us, luckily there are lots of
good information out there on the Internet
So I won't bore you with all the details of what we were taking with us,
suffice to say we originally had everything including the kitchen sink,
once we read all the advice we cut this down drastically.
Towels! Something so simple, but what a pain, when wet they are heavy and
take a while to dry and they take up space, it was when I found out about
'Pack towels Personal" these were lightweight and dried very quickly
perfect.
We decided on a couple of T's, a couple of shirts, Knickers, what a bone
of contention this was in the end because they are small we decided on a
dozen pairs each.
Another 'problem' was what to do at 'that time of the month' for me this
was simple, but for the girls this was a problem, even though you can get
sanitary items everywhere, they didn't feel 'comfortable'. Then they
found out about 'Mooncups' which are reusable, (if you want ore
information about them then see the website!) and the cows bought me one
so as I wouldn't feel left out!
Both girls got contraception implants, not that we were planning on being
sexually active, but three attractive girls alone may get unnecessary
attention!
I on the other hand got my hormone implant so I wouldn't need my tablets.
We all put our money in one account and each had a debit card for cash on
the move (ATM's) a reserve fund of $100 each this was in a money belt
with a couple of dollars in a purse.
Anyhow that is enough of our preparations for our adventures, by
September we were all geared up, we had to decide who was carrying what,
so one of us had the tent (1.8kg or 4lbs), one had the ipad, and the
third had the hair-drier which we all agreed we simply couldn't live
without AND SHORT HAIR WAS NOT AN OPTION!
When we finished packing there was still space in the backpacks and
really once we had them on they were not too heavy.
Now we were ready for our big adventure! Apart from one small item
graduation! We all passed our degrees Kelly and I with a first, Shonali
with honours.
New dresses were called for, so any excuse off we went shopping, to hell
with the saving, this was our special day, one we had worked so very hard
for after a hard days shopping we had everything we needed, new dresses,
shoes and handbag, underwear and sheer stockings! Everything a girl
needs.
The day of the graduation the three of us stood in front of the large
mirror inspecting ourselves, I know I'm bias but we looked stunning!
My dress was a knee length body shaping cotton sateen dress white
background with a china blue floral print pattern, it was fully lined and
had a back zip, the material had some stretch so it was comfortable, it
had a round neckline with tiny cap sleeves; I wore nude tights and navy
blue crossover espadrille's with a filled in back and a crossover strap
in blue suede and blue patent, they were peep toe style; my handbag was a
navy blue lizard print, with silver fittings and a silver chain.
Kelly looked absolutely stunning her blond hair falling in gentle waves,
her dress was a simple shift dress with square neckline and short cap
sleeves, it was a cream colour with a champagne lining it closed with a
back zip at the knee the lace was scalloped; she also wore nude tights
her shoes were a patent nude colour platform court matched with a nude
patent clutch bag, similar to mine.
Finally Shonali both our dresses were fitted pencil style, Shoni's was
totally different she wore a sleeveless georgette dress mainly pink with
soft pastel floral prints the bodice was pleated with a really flattering
waist panel the skirt was full and softly pleated it floated around her
knees; she also wore nude tights and her shoes were a wedge sandal with a
blush patent mock croc toe strap and crossover blush leather ankle strap,
the heel was covered in blush pink suede.
Her handbag was similar to mine but in blush pink (Ok, we all liked the
same hand bags, so bought one to match our dresses).
We put on our hired gowns and mortarboard's and looked in the mirror, I
thought of my family that were not here to see this day - and I
completely broke down!
Of course my two best friends were instantly there to comfort me asking
what on earth was the matter, when I told them they simply hugged me
slowly calming me own, telling me that my families by proxy would be
there to love and support me, and of course they would be there for me.
Eventually I calmed down and the two of them repaired the damage I had
done to my makeup, but they couldn't hide my red eyes, we left for the
graduation ceremony
The families came to see us graduate, I was so proud, and so sad that my
family were not there to see their daughter (for that's how I and the
world see me) graduate.
But my adopted families were there to support me as was Gill, after we
had finished, that included the ritual throwing in the air of our
mortarboards photo, we each had individual photo's taken, Kell and Shoni
with their families, I stood back for this, but Kelly mum approached me
and said "come on Susanna time for you" I protested but they all
insisted, so I was pictured with Kelly and Shonali's mums either side of
me, I was so touched. Finally it was the turn of the three of us, Kelly,
Shonali and me, Susanna, I look at the picture today and see three happy
smiling very attractive girls in gown and mortarboard hats stare back at
me - how I bless the day I met these two wonderful girls!
We went for a celebratory meal at a wonderful restaurant called the
Australasia, which is under the Armani Shop, Spinningfields on Deansgate,
for a top class restaurant it was so informal and the lunch menu was very
reasonable, we had a great time, there were several more 'graduation'
parties there so we knew a few people.
Kell and Shoni each got a locket from their family, and much to my
surprise Gill gave me one the same as the girls, I nearly cried again,
but held it together, all in all the day had been an emotional
rollercoaster.
I asked Gill if he was staying the night, he told me "only if you want me
to" I looked at him adoringly and whispered "I want you to."
Kelly looked at Shoni and in a stage whisper said, "we're being upstaged
by our little girl, we're going to have to get bloke's of our own" I
stuck my tongue out at her and kept quite.
However in the toilet I anxiously asked them, "if you guy's mind me
taking Gill home, please say, I'd hate to hurt you two guys".
"Susanna, Susanna" Shoni answered, "we're only pulling your leg, both of
us are honestly really pleased that you and Gill are an item, in fact I
couldn't think of anyone better as a sister in law than you!"
"Shoni" I gasped "we're only good friends, I'm too young to settle down".
She slipped her arm around my shoulders and seriously said to me, "I
think Gill realises this, but young lady it's only a matter of time
before it get's serious - and I mean really serious."
We had just about everything planned for our journey, except what we all
thought would be the easiest leg, Route 66, the bus timetables and
services didn't take us anywhere close to where we wanted to go, we were
not comfortable about hitch hiking, and a escorted tour was very
expensive, we were in a but of a quandary when Gill came up with a
suggestion, which was a stroke of genius.
"Look you three," he said the night of our graduation, "I've got a way to
get you across America!" this caught our attention, Shoni asked "how?"
"Well" he said
"I've a good friend in Chicago Keith and I have asked him to look out for
a reliable car reasonably cheap that could do Route 66, he's found a Jeep
Grand Cherokee 2005, reasonable mileage and reliable for $6000."
I burst in, "We can't afford that!" he just looked and answered "I know
dummy, what I'm proposing is that I buy it for you." Pandemonium broke
out as we protested that he couldn't do this, we wouldn't let him, the
bugger just sat there looking smug, letting us splutter into silence.
With a grin on his face he carried on "Have you three quite finished?"
when no answer came he continued, "good, now as I was going to say before
you three set off was he'll meet you at the airport, then you stay with
him and his wife for a day or so, drive across America and when you get
to Los Angeles Uncle Ray will sell the car and I'll get some money back!
No argument from you three, the car's been bought and Keith is getting it
checked out so it'll get you to LA!"
We three just looked at each other then as one leapt onto him and
smothered him with hugs and kisses! "Oh" he said "once you get your
international driving licence we'll scan them and send them to Chicago so
you can get insured."
So we squealed again and jumped back onto him thanking him, I was going
to give him a very special night tonight, I didn't know how, but I'd try
my best.
That night when we went to bed, I snuggled up to him nibbling and kissing
him, wanting to make the night very special for him, but not having the
knowledge of how to do this!
Frantically I tried to think when, well before Susanna, I wondered if he
would like me to well, ----------- use my mouth!
I had no idea how to go about this, how to initiate it, but needless to
say I managed and as he called my name in the ecstasy of his climax I
knew I had made the right decision, and it wasn't too bad, in fact it was
quite nice!
We also made love in the normal way, I think I gave my man, f(or that's
how I thought of Gill) a wonderful time, not only for his idea about the
car, but because I wanted to!
We fell asleep with me safely in his arms, before sleeping I had cleaned
myself, so I was sweet and fresh for him; as I drifted off to sleep, I
just lay there smelling him listening to him, looking at him in the dim
light wondering if this is really true love, it certainly feels that way.
The next morning I woke up still in his arms, I was experiencing the most
wonderful sensations through my nipples told me that Gill was awake so we
made love again, finally getting up well after the other two.
I was first through, leaving Gill to shower, Kelly grinned at me and
greeted me with "hello moaner" I flushed scarlet clapping my hand to my
mouth I squeaked "Oh no I tried honestly I did try not to make a noise"
then Shoni joined in telling me "and you're also a whimperer!" I just
wished the ground would open up and swallow me I was that embarrassed,
but I knew that they didn't really mean any nastiness to me they were
just kidding me.
Shonali then went onto tell me that she had ordered a guide for Route 66
from Amazon, supposedly the best called, 'EZ66 Guide for Travellers'.
Gill then came into the room and mercifully they left him alone, - well
it was me that made the noises during sex!
I took Gill to the station and sadly kissed him goodbye, he stroked my
hair and said to me, "Susanna, I am not going to put any pressure on you
as I know you are way too young to make a commitment, but I am going to
marry you, so I thought I'd tell you now, until then, enjoy your
adventure, I'll be there for you!"
Then he turned and went through the barriers leaving me standing there
dumbstruck.
We carried on preparing, the guide came and we decided to keep as close
as we could to the original route of the road (If we had realised what
dirt tracks and unpaved roads were, we may have made a different
decision, but that's later).
But we decided that we'd camp where possible close to the road then
spread out from there to see the sights
Three weeks before we left for our trips we gave notice at our jobs, I
was really sad to leave Paula and promised to keep in touch by Facebook.
Even grumpy Bill was sad to loose us - once you knew him he was really
nice, not at all grumpy, it was all a front!
My final appointment with Jill (my councillor) was very sad, I knew I
would need her when I got home again I promised to keep in touch (social
media is great for that), She also gave me a letter stating that I was a
pre-operative transsexual, this was in case I had any problems at
passport control's as my passport still had my sex as male (that horrible
'M' tick).
Looking at the passport, the photo and the name were the new me, so the
three of us discussed how I was going to travel,
As it said I was a male, I decided it was better if I flew without my
prosthetic vagina, my boobs I couldn't do a thing about and I wasn't
willing to hide them, I was proud of them, so I would wear a sports bra,
tie my hair back, minimal makeup (a bit of lip gloss) we were all
travelling in trousers so as long as I looked androgynous it should be
ok.
Oh and I had extra ID (just in case)
We all had our international driving licences and these had been sent to
Keith who arranged insurance for us, he sent us pictures of the car, it
was a Tan colour with grey interior and looked in good condition, he said
that it's been fully serviced and the mechanic reckoned that it should
easily do the trip.
Now we really were ready, we had transport across the USA, we could stay
in motels 3 in a room and eat cheaply, our budget was intact! And in
addition we could stay at Shoni's Aunt and Uncle when we arrived in LA
(Shonali never knew they existed!"
The week before we left and we deep cleaned the apartment double-checked
and treble-checked we had everything we would need in out backpacks.
Making sure everything was turned off at the flat we locked the door for
the last time and headed for Leeds.
This time I was staying with Gill as he now had a flat, I had to talk to
him about his comment at the station, as he refused to answer my
questions over the phone.
We went to the girls houses first, Gill was picking me up from there, and
when he was working I would spend my time with my 'adopted' families it
was really good to see them all again, I spent a lot of my time playing
with Kelly's two little nieces, again I was told that I would make a
wonderful mum.
Shonali's mum had been in touch with her brother in Los Angles, and if we
wanted to send our warmer clothes back home we could do it from there,
this is because Illinois in October can be a bit chilly in the mid 50's
F, so we decided to take a couple of jumpers with us - just in case.
Gill came to pick me up, and we had our supper at Shoni's, then he drove
me home, how did I feel? Cosy I think, I was thrilled to be living with
him, even for such a short time, we got to his flat and made coffee and
settled down on the sofa to watch TV.
I sat with my feet under me, like any other girl, his arms around me,
snuggled into him, as we sat there, his gently kissed me, stroking my
thick Chestnut hair, finally I asked him, "at the station, what did you
mean Gill?"
He stirred, squeezed my shoulder and told me, "Susanna, I really feel
something for you, you could call it love," my heart did a summersault
hearing this, he continued, "but I am very well aware that you are a
young girl, who needs to see life before settling down - especially you
who are a young new girl, a very special girl too".
I snuggled deeper into his embrace feeling wonderful. He kissed me on the
end of my nose smiling gently at me.
"What I am, or was trying to say is that I think we should see where our
relationship goes, I know that I want to marry you, but I'm not pushing
you at all, in fact I think we should have a long courtship, so you can
live and yes love others as the girl you know you should be - does that
make sense to you?
I snuggled into him digesting this it took a while before I answered,
marshalling my thoughts.
Finally I responded to him, "No I don't understand what you've just said,
you say you love me, but you want us to wait before we commit, surely if
you love me, you would want me, not drive me away!"
I took a breath then carried on, "is it because I'm not a real girl? Or
is it because you are not ready to commit? I really don't understand."
He looked shocked and somewhat angrily retorted, "No it's not because you
are not a real girl, in fact I hate saying that, you are all girl, every
little piece of you is a girl and will be a stunning woman, don't ever,
ever think that!"
He fell silent, thinking then continued, "I think you have hit the nail
on the head, it's probably, no it is that I'm not ready to commit fully -
but when I do commit I know it's with you!"
Now I was really confused, in fact I was utterly confused, he said from
what I could figure out that he didn't love me, then in the next breath
that he did love me?
For a new girl like me this was really sending mixed messages; but at
least we were getting somewhere.
When I examined my innermost thoughts I was shocked, because he was
right, he was totally right, I was too young to make a commitment like
marriage, I had a life to live and (this sounds mercenary) a career to
carve out in the world of work, later perhaps we would be right for each
other, but now?
No he was right in what he said, but his reasoning was wrong, but damn it
he was right - but where did this leave the two of us?
I contemplated this and finally I had to ask somewhat hesitantly I said,
"and where does this leave us?"
He gave a big sigh. "Susanna, to be totally honest with you, I just don't
know, I am really attracted to you, but it's not fair to you, to say I
love you unconditionally." He sighed again carrying on, " what do you
want to do?" Leaving the ball firmly in my court.
I sat there still in his arms, how did I feel, how did I truly feel?
Finally I stirred and taking a deep breath I had made my decision, "Gill"
I started, "strangely enough I agree with you, I am too young to fully
commit, also I feel attraction to you, but like you I am not sure, how
would you feel if we just carry on as we are with no commitment from
either of us?"
You may ask why the hell I said that, but the long and the short of it is
that I was attracted to him, very much so, and, this is the biggie, I
LOVED sex with him, but deep inside I knew I needed time and our trip
would give me this in spades, so I reckoned that I should enjoy my last
few days with Gill, no strings, also I would not be tied to anyone at
home.
You may say the course I chose was the coward's way out but for me, I got
the best of both worlds!
He looked at me tenderly saying, "Are you certain about this? I'd
understand if you never wanted to see me again!"
I'd had enough of this introspection crap and directly asked him, "do you
enjoy sex with me!"
His eyes went the size of saucers in his surprise he managed to answer,
"well yes, it's amazing, you are a wonderful lover - why did you ask
that?"
With an impish grin on my face I told him, "I just wanted to make sure
before you take me to the bedroom and make mad passionate love to me!"
"Susanna Johnson, you are one amazing girl." He smiled as I disentangled
myself from him and stood up.
I looked at hi and asked, "Well come on, or do I stand here all night?" I
offered him my slender hand, which he took then we went into the bedroom
and we did - make mad passionate love until the small hours of the
morning, and it was wonderful.
As I slipped back into bed after tidying myself up I mused that
relationships as a girl are far more difficult than as a guy, we girls
feel things on a totally different level to men, it more of a heart thing
with us.
I felt him get out of bed the next morning, but feigned sleep, he kissed
me gently on my forehead and I felt wetness, as I lay there eye's closed
I heard him say to himself, "God I love you, but last night had to be,
you have to be free to enjoy yourself as you should."
Then he kissed me again and I realised he was crying, that was the
wetness, and I realised what he had done last night!
You know what they say about eavesdroppers? Well I had just heard
something that maybe I shouldn't have.
Yvette
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