I Took My Neighbor's Bra, A Life Changing Experience
By Terri Hansay
After seeing my neighbor Pam's bras in her laundry room these past
several months, I have a huge desire to wear her bra. I feel really
strange thinking this, but I decided today I would grab her pink bra.
I have seen this pink lacy bra with its padded cup, so sexy I thought. I
have grabbed it before in her laundry room and dreamed with it. So
soft, it's a Victoria Secret bra the tag says. I have held it up to my
chest dreaming what I would look like having boobies like Pam.
Every time I see Pam, I wonder if she is wearing that pink bra from
Victoria Secret.
The day came, I was playing at Ken's house, he's Pam's brother, and I
got into the laundry room and I saw the bra. I quickly grabbed it and
stuffed her pretty bra into my pocket. I was so nervous and excited.
I couldn't handle the excitement and told Ken I had to go home. Running
home strange thoughts were racing through my head about Pam's bra. How
would it feel on me, could my boobies bounce like Pam's, will the bra
show through my shirt or do I even want it to, all these thoughts were
running through my head.
I ran up to my room, almost knocked my Mom down. She was curious to
what was up with me.
In my bedroom I stripped down and pulled the little bra out. Slipping on
the straps over my shoulders, I was so excited I thought I was going to
explode. I had a hard time hooking the back but got it. Looking down at
the pretty padded cups, again I thought I was going to explode.
Looking the mirror modeling the pretty little bra, made me so happy.
What is wrong with me I thought? I could not believe how well it fit.
Pam and I are the same size, I thought. Maybe there are other bras I
can take from her house?
All of a sudden my bedroom door opened up and there was Mom and my twin
sister staring at me, with huge smiles. "Paul, what are you wearing,
son?" Mom said. Sis told me I looked so cute, and told Mom I should wear
a bra all the time now, "since he is so pretty."
I could not talk, and started to cry. Sis said, "Trey is so girly, he
even cries like a girl, that's so sweet". With that Mom told Sis to
leave and Mom closed the door and sat me down.
"Trey where did you get this pretty bra from? It's not your sister's, I
hope not! Did you buy this bra yourself? Why are you wearing a girl's
bra? Stop crying, it's ok, I still love you?"
Mom wiped the tears from my face, hugging me, telling me to relax, its
ok.
I thought to myself, 'She says its ok. But what is ok? Wearing a bra?'
Mom tried to lighten the stress I felt, her finding me in this stolen
bra, by saying, "Sure looks like you picked the right size bra. Did a
lady measure you for this perfect fit? Son, talk to me, I wouldn't bite
your head off. I like you in a pretty bra, it looks very nice on you."
'What? She likes me in a bra? What is up with that? I am a boy,' I
am thinking.
I hugged Mom saying, "Mom I've seen this bra in Pam's laundry room for
weeks. Something came over me, wanting to wear her bra. I grabbed it
today so I could try it on. It's so pretty and feels so good. What is
wrong with me?"
"Oh, son nothing is wrong with you. You are exploring your feminine
side, your feminine feelings. Many young boys have these feeling, some
just feel them stronger, like you. There is nothing wrong with exploring
your feelings. Let me help you."
"Oh Mom you are so sweet. I do love this bra and never want to take it
off".
Mom giggled saying, "Son, first you have to return Pam's bra. These
Victoria's Secret bras are very expensive and I am sure she will miss
her bra. Then we can go shopping just for you and buy you your own
pretty bras. Would you like that sweetie?"
I thought I was going to explode; she was going to help me buy my own
bras! I got so excited, jumping up and down, hugging my Mom. Why was I
so excited about buying my own bras?
Then it hit me, how can I go shopping for a bra at Victoria's Secret
with my Mom. Boys don't go in that girly store, even though I have often
found myself dreaming about the pretty bras in that store. I am a boy --
boys don't buy bras.
"Mom how can I go into that store? I am a boy."
"Silly boy, you can go in Victoria Secrets, I will be right with you and
maybe we will bring your sister, she loves that store too. Maybe we can
all buy matching bras and panties and be the triplets".
Wow, this is getting really strange, I thought. But all I could think
was, 'When will we go?'
Wait, did my Mom also say panties? I could be wearing matching panties
too? Now I know this is really, really strange. But I am clearly excited
by the idea....
Sis popped in my bedroom and hugged me, saying she heard it all. Told me
I look great in Pam's bra and I should wear a bra all the time like her,
and she will help me -- she's always wanted a sister.
What, she's always wanted a sister? What makes her think I will be her
sister, just by me wearing a padded bra, now I'm her sister?
Sis hugged me and said, "Now is the time I can get even" ... as she
snapped the back of my bra strap. It hurt, as she said, "See how that
feels, little brother? Now you know what you do to me!"
Sis ran out of my bedroom and said she would be right back. Then she ran
back into my room with her sweater off. She was wearing the same
Victoria's Secret bra I had on, and had the Victoria's Secret catalog in
her hand. She sat me on the bed and showed me the bra we were both
wearing.
Mom said, "How sweet, my two daughters giggling about what pretty bras
they have on and will be buying together ... how sweet!"
I was thinking, if this is what it takes to get my own bras, I love this
new help and I will be her sister.
"Ok, girls, time for dinner, lets get dressed and go downstairs. After
dinner, son, you have to return Pam's bra, and you have to hand it to
her and tell her you are sorry for taking it.
Fear came over me, wondering how I could tell her this. Sis popped back
in my room, handing me a very girly blouse top, saying, "Brother, put
this top on, lets see how it looks with Pam's pretty bra!"
So here I was, standing in my sister blouse, Pam's bra clearly showing
though the clinging top, showing off my teenage budding boobies, yes, on
me. Looking in the mirror and thinking this is all happening way too
fast, but I love it.
Sis gave me a hug, saying how cute I looked. She grabbed my bra strap in
back and again snapped it, saying, "Now how do YOU like it? You snap my
bra and now I can snap YOUR bra, I love it!"
I loved her snapping my bra, or should I say Pam's bra strap. I could
not believe that in so short a time my sister and my Mom were ok with me
wearing a bra, and that Mom will be taking me shopping for my own bras
and maybe panties. I have dreamed about this moment! I feel so happy.
Dinner seemed so much more fun. We all were girly taking. I was telling
them that maybe this bra was too tight. Mom giggled, saying that is what
us girls put up with for a pretty figure. "You will get used to the
tight feeling, and some day you won't even feel your bra is on. It will
be just second nature, wearing a bra for a pretty figure."
Do they really think I will wear a bra all the time? How will that
work? I want to wear a bra, but I am a boy, and boys don't wear bras.
Boys don't have bumps on their chests.
After dinner Mom told me to take off Pam's bra, saying we needed to
return it to her. While I was upstairs taking the bra off, Sis ran in
with one of her bras and said I should wear her bra instead. I hugged
her, telling her how nice she was to loan me her bra.
But I could not wear a bra over to Pam's house, I was not ready for
that, I told Sis. She seemed sad I would not wear her bra.
My Mom and I went to Pam's house. Luckily, Pam was the only one home. I
smiled and handed her bra to her, saying I took it. Strange, but she
smiled and said, " I think you and my brother like wearing my bras --
how sweet".
I was blown away, hearing that her brother Ken wears her bras too.
Mom popped in saying, "Pam, he's sorry he took your pretty bra. We are
going out to buy him his own bras and I don't think he will be taking
yours anymore".
"I look forward to seeing you in a pretty bra, Trey. I am sure you will
look very cute. My brother will be wearing a bra now too!" Pam said.
Wow, I didn't know what to say. Ken, my neighborhood friend, wears a
bra, like me. Mom grabbed my hand and said it was time to go, and
thanked Pam for being so understanding.
As we were leaving, Pam, said, "Trey, please come over and model your
new bras. I would love to see what you picked out and I am sure Ken
would love to see you in your new bras too.
Walking home, I said to Mom, "Did you hear that Ken is wearing her bras
too? I guess it's ok to wear a bra, right Mom?"
Mom looked at me and said, "Trey, you can wear whatever you want and I
will help you."
Chapter Two
I could not sleep that night thinking about everything that had happened
today. My sister even came in my bedroom and whispered in my ear, "Trey,
I hope you will wear a bra more often. You are so sweet when wearing a
pretty bra. I love you."
I kept playing that back in my head. My sister wants me to wear a bra.
She loves me wearing a bra. Wow!
Next morning came quickly. "Trey, when you and your sister get home from
school we will go shopping. Do you still want to go bra shopping?"
With a huge smile I said, "Mom, I do so want to go shopping with you,
but I'm a little nervous about me, a boy, going into Victoria's Secret
and buying a bra for me. Can we tell the clerk the bras are for my
sister?"
"You are going to have to face the fact that you like wearing bras and
some people will know it. It is not the end of the world. I found a web
site that will help you handle your feelings about bra wearing. We will
look at it together when you come home from school today. Go to school
now."
Mom hugged me, telling me how much she loved me and how excited she is
to help me. She ran her hand over my back, smiling saying, "I thought
your sister gave you one of her bras to wear. Why aren't you wearing
her bra now?"
"Mom, I am going to school, I can't wear a bra. What if someone sees it
under my shirt?"
"Silly boy - that is one of the feminine things I will help you with. No
one will know you are wearing a bra, only you and I".
My head was really spinning. Mom wants me to wear a bra to school. Not
sure I can handle that, I thought.
Sis was at school early, saw me walking up to the building, and came
running out and hugged me. "Trey, where is your bra? You are not wearing
the bra I gave you. Silly boy, you should be wearing your bra, we always
wear our bras, you know!"
Did she say "we" always wear our bras? Who are we? Does she mean girls?
Does she want me as her sister or brother?
Sis came up to me 3 or 4 times during the day; whispering in my ear,
"Ready to go bra shopping, little brother? We will have so much fun."
School was over and I ran home. Mom was ready. She brought me over to
the computer to show me the web site.... "Boys being girls, it's ok."
Wow, they actual had a web site for boys who want to be girls. I don't
think I want to be a girl, I just like wearing pretty underwear, I told
my Mom.
She smiled and said, "Read up son. We will leave for our shopping trip
in an hour."
I read the web site and could not believe all the information on how
boys want to wear feminine clothes, act like girls, and love it. Yes, it
did help me understand my desires to see that other boys my age wearing
girly clothes, even to school, 24/7.
Mom said it was time to go. I got nervous, since Sis was not home yet
and she was going to be my "cover" at Victoria's Secret. I was hoping
Mom would tell the clerk the bras are for her, not for me.
Mom said Sis would meet us at the mall. "Don't worry, she wouldn't miss
this shopping trip!"
I was nervous and Mom knew it. Inside the mall she sat me down outside
VS and said, "Trey, calm down, this won't hurt. You might even like it.
Buying your first bra should be a fun time with your Mom. There is no
one in the store now and here comes your sister. Lets go have some fun
and enjoy your first bra shopping, I know I am. Trey, I will ask the
clerk to measure you, that is half the fun of bra shopping. Trust me,
she will be ok with measuring a boy for a bra. You read on the web that
lots of boys your age get measured for their bras and nothing bad
happens. Relax and enjoy, sweetie".
I could hardly talk or stand up, hearing I was going to be measured. I
flashed back, thinking about taking Pam's bra - look what that got me....
Now I am shopping for my own bra with my Mother and sister. I'm not sure
I can do this.
Just then Sis came up and both Mom and Sis pulled me into the store.
Here I was being walked into the pink heaven of a store. I saw all the
pretty bras. I thought I was going to faint.
An older lady came up to us asking if she could help. I thought, oh boy
here it comes....
Mom popped right up saying, "Yes, my son here would like to be measured
for his first bra, can you help us?"
The lady's big smile and quick response told me she'd done this before.
"Why yes, we measure young boys for their first bras all the time. How
sweet."
Now I was really zoning out. I thought sure I was going to faint. I
heard the lady say, "Trey, raise your arms up so I can put my tape
measure around your chest."
I just stood there. Mom smiled and said, "Trey let me help. My poor
boy, he is so excited." She held my arms up as the clerk measured me.
The clerk said I was a 34 and asked my Mom what cup size she would like
for me. Mom said, 34A would be fun. The clerk agreed and said she had a
most special first bra for him.
Just then my sister popped up with a handful of pink and yellow bras.
Mom smiled, saying they were so sweet, and took me into the dressing
room.
Here I was in a VS dressing room with both my sister and Mom, trying on
bras. Wow!
The bras were so pretty and fit so nice! Sis held one up and said that
this was the same bra I took from Pam's house. Mom said, let's buy the
same bra for all three of us, and then we can wear matching bras, and
let's get the matching panties too!
I could not take any more excitement. I got so weak I had to sit down
and take a big breath.
The clerk came in and saw me sitting, and said, "I guess Trey is
overwhelmed with his new pretty bras. So sweet! I have several more here
that he can try on, also with matching panties. Plus, for that real
feminine feeling, I have a cute panty girdle to match, of course. You
know - a little teen girdle, or as 'tweens call them nowadays, shapers,
to hold in your little guy down there."
I could not believe my eyes, here was my sister taking off her sweater
and bra to try on this new bra, right in front of me.
"Trey, don't freak out. We are all wearing the same clothes now. You are
going to be my sister now, remember. I just love this bra and want to
try it on too. Not fair you get to buy all the pretty bras."
Ok, this is too much. I started crying. Mom hugged me and tried to
comfort me, telling me all will be ok. All the excitement is natural for
your first bra shopping event.
All these people were treating me like a girl, treatment I have always
dreamed about. How could my sister undress in front of her brother? How
could this clerk fit me, a boy, for a bra and she looks like she is
enjoying fitting me with the bras?
I told Mom I had to leave, I was so nervous. She said, "Ok, we have all
your bras and panties".
As I was un-hooking my bra, Mom jumped in saying, "Son, leave your
pretty bra on. It looks so special, so cute. Wouldn't you just love to
wear it home? I know you would!"
Fear struck my eyes! Going out in public in a bra? What if someone sees
it on me? And did she say "your" bra? My own new bra from VS? WOW!
Mom knew my fears. "Trey, don't worry, your bra will not show though
this dark shirt. No one will know you are wearing your first training
bra."
I did get excited, thinking I could wear a bra now with my Mom's
permission.
"See Trey, I can't see your bra through your shirt. How does it feel,
sweetie?"
I smiled saying, "Mom I feel so good, thank you so much for helping me.
I feel good".
She hugged me, saying, "This is only the first of many many special
moments we will have, trust me dear. We are going to have so much fun
now."
Not sure how it happened, but Mom had me carrying the VS pink bags as we
walked out of the mall and to our car. My sister was all giggly. She
asked Mom when I could start wearing makeup.
I thought, wow, makeup, does she think I should? I waited for Mom to say
something. No word, just as good. I am not ready for more feminine
"stuff" today.
Outside walking to the car, Sis hugged me and again she snapped my bra
strap. "Sis don't do that, people will know I am wearing a bra".
Sis giggled and said, "Trey, trust me, we girls can tell you are wearing
a bra. Look at your perky little teen breasts -- you have bumps out
there now, so sweet".
"Mom, you said no one could tell I had a bra on. How can they tell? I
can't see my bra".
"Trey, your sister is playing with you. Relax, no one can see your bra".
I wanted revenge, so I snapped Sis's bra strap. This was fun and I think
she liked it.
Back home, Mom came up to my room and helped me unpack my new lingerie
as she called my new feminine items. She cleaned out a drawer and said,
"This will be your new lingerie drawer for your own special dainties."
From another bag she pulled out this gorgeous baby doll nightgown. I
melted, seeing it and hearing Mom say, "Trey would you like to have your
feminine dreams in this nightgown?"
I got so excited, hugging Mom, saying, "Oh yes I love it, it looks so
sweet, can I wear it now?"
Mom giggled, saying, "Sure, slip it on and lets see how it looks."
I was so happy. Here I was rushing to get out of my boy clothes, showing
off my bra and slipping on a nightgown with my Mom. How could this get
any better, I thought.
Mom encouraged me to leave my bra on even though the nightgown had
pretty padded cups. She said it was important that I get used to wearing
a bra 24/7.
"Mom I'm not sure I can wear a bra 24/7," I said.
"Son, after today, I think you will love wearing a bra 24/7, and will
not be without a bra ever again".
I wasn't sure what she was thinking... I just wanted to slip this
nightgown on.
Mom handed me matching panties too. So soft, so feminine, lace all over
them. I was embarrassed to slip them on as Mom said, "Trey, don't be
embarrassed, I have seen you before and now this is a special moment".
I could not believe how good I looked. I kept admiring my reflection in
the mirror. My Mom kept saying how pretty I looked.
My sister popped in, seeing me in the gorgeous nightgown. She got
jealous and told mom she wanted one just like it now that we're sisters.
"We are twins and whatever Trey wears, I want to wear too," she said.
I could not believe my eyes, but Mom pulled out the same nightgown for
my sister! My sister got so excited, she too stripped and put on the
matching nightgown. I could not believe her getting almost naked in
front of me. Now we will look like twins, like sisters.
Chapter Three
I could not handle wearing a bra to school as much as my sister told me
it would be ok. But I had a different appreciation of girls now, always
checking them out, loving their clothes and how they moved.
School was almost done for the year, and Mom announced we would be going
to Aunt Mindy's for the summer, half way across the world it seemed.
At dinner, Mom announced that Aunt Mindy's 14-year-old son was also a
crossdresser.
I was shocked hearing this. He is just like me? What does this all mean?
"Will he know I am a crossdresser too", I asked Mom.
"Yes, Trey, he and Aunt Mindy know you are a crossdresser too. They are
very very excited to have you "bond" with Victor or should I say Sally.
That is his feminine name now, Sally. This summer he will be 100% girl
and he is hoping you can be too!
"Mom slow down. How can I be 100% girl? I am not even sure I want to
dress as a girl 24/7?"
"Trey this is a perfect opportunity for you to leave town here and
"test" your feminine feelings. No one will know you in Baltimore. Aunt
Mindy has a professional make-over person who has helped Victor and she
will help you become the girl I think you always wanted to be."
My sister popped right in saying this would be perfect and she thinks I
should do it. We will all have one huge summer slumber party, just us
girls, how fun will that be!?
Mom said we need to talk more and we don't have to decide tonight.
That made me feel a little better. All these thoughts were flying
thought my head. Live as a girl all summer, could I do that? Now my Aunt
knows I am a crossdresser and her son is one too, how strange, all in
this family.
We didn't talk about the summer plans for three or four days. After
school one day, Mom picked me up and said, "Trey, lets go have some fun
and lets go to the mall and window shop and talk about this summer."
Off we went. I was nervous. I asked Mom what window shopping was?
"Trey, just something us girls do, checking out the new fashions at the
mall, having fun shopping, that's all. Fun time with you".
Mom brought me into the first store, Teen World. This was a tween shop
with everything a teenage girl would want. I caught myself getting all
excited, walking in the doors. Mom knew I was excited. She took me over
to the dresses and some very skimpy summer tops and short shorts. I
could not believe I was in this girly store. I loved it but I was very
nervous. Everyone knew I was a boy shopping with my Mother -- how
strange.
Mom smiled and said, "I think Trey wants to try on some of the fun
clothes, doesn't he?"
"Mom be quiet, they can hear you. I can't try on these clothes;
remember, I look like a boy."
Mom leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Sweetie, I think you want to
wear these pretty clothes, don't you, admit it Trey. You love all these
soft girly clothes?"
I hugged mom back and whispered, "Yes!"
Mom was so excited; we went to every girly store in the mall looking at
clothes and makeup, and we even stopped at a wig store. I knew what she
was thinking, could I wear a wig?
We window shopped, looking at all the wigs. I got a little nervous
seeing all the different styles. Mom told me that Aunt Mindy has a
special shop in her town just for boys who need wigs, and we would buy
my wig there.
I could not process all that. How could there be a special store just
for boys' wigs?
She grabbed my hand and said, "Lets stop at Victoria's Secret before
going home to cook dinner".
VS was now my favorite store, and Mom knew it. All the clerks now knew
my secret, and treated me so nice! Dawn in the store saw me and came
right up to us with a big smile saying, "Trey, back again so soon! I
think you have every bra we sell. What would you like today? Look at our
perfume here, so sweet and sends just the right message....
I blushed again as Mom told Dawn we were just "window shopping" today.
"How sweet, Mom and daughter out shopping together, so special", Dawn
said.
Dawn called me Mom's daughter? Me, her daughter? For some reason I
liked that sound. Maybe I could be Mom's daughter for the summer. Maybe
I should see what it would be like to live and playing like a teenage
girl this summer in Baltimore!
Mom topped off the shopping trip by saying, "Trey, we can't go home
without buying something for my daughter. She held up a beautiful long
silk nightgown, so pink and lacey I melted looking at it. "I think you
like this one, don't you Trey?"
"Yes, Mom I do love it, can we buy it? We should buy my sister the same
nightgown too. You know she wants us to be twins!"
"Of course you can sweetie, you two will look so cute together," Mom
said.
Right then I knew I was ready to live as a girl this summer in
Baltimore.
Leaving the mall swinging the famous pink VS bag, Mom saw my pleasure
and said, "I think my little girl is ready to go to Baltimore and
explore her feminine side."
With a big smile I hugged Mom and said, "Yes, Mom I loved window
shopping with you today and my new nightgown you bought me. If being a
girl is this much fun, I want to experience those feminine feelings all
summer long, with your help of course."
Mom stopped and hugged me saying, "Sweetie, we will have so much fun,
trust me".
A new warm feeling came over me. I felt so so good. The next day I wore
my stockings and garter girdle and my VS bra to school. Not sure what
came over me but it just felt natural and right. I knew no one could see
my bra straps since Mom didn't know I had a bra on during breakfast, the
big test.
The school day went fine, no problems, and I had the constant reminder,
my bra straps holding my chest up while my nylons were tugging at my
girdle. All reminding me I was going to be a girl all summer and could
wear pretty lingerie all the time. I was getting so excited.
I was so happy I decided to walk home and stroll through our village,
and as Mom says, "window shop." Along the way I ran into my sister and
we walked home together.
"Trey, Mom tells me you are ok with going to Baltimore and living as a
girl all summer. I am so excited to help you. I think we will have so
much fun. Trey I like the bra you are wearing today, I have the same one
on now too. We have matching bras on, that's so so sweet".
Panic struck my face as I asked her, "How did you know I'm wearing a bra
now?"
"Brother, didn't I tell you the other day, us girls know everything," as
she grabbed my strap in back and snapped it.
"Sis does that mean all the girls in school knew I was wearing a bra
today?"
She smiled and said, "Maybe!"
"Oh, great, now what do I do?" I said.
"Don't worry little brother, no one will say anything. Relax, there are
other boys in school who wear bras to. You are not the only boy who
likes lingerie.
"What? Who are they? Who are they?"
"Trey, I can't tell you, it's our girls' code not to tell."
When we got home, I told Mom. She smiled and said, "See nothing happened
all day, no one knew you were wearing a bra. I can tell you now... I told
your sister this morning that you were wearing a bra today and to keep
an eye on you. She was playing with you. She couldn't see your bra under
your shirt."
I looked at my sister and with a big smile she said, "I was just playing
with my brother. I can't tell you have your bra on. We did have fun
talking about it... didn't we sister?"
"Does that mean there are no other boys in school who wear bras, like
you said?"
"Who knows Trey? You never know. I think there are other boys who like
wearing our pretty clothes."
After dinner Mom sat me down to talk about our summer trip, which was
only 2 weeks away.
"Trey, are you still ok about going away and living as a girl with your
Aunt and Victor? This will be a big step, but we will all be with you to
help."
"Mom I am very excited about it, ready to leave now and try being the
daughter you want. I can't believe all this is happening to me. A dream
come true!"
Mom hugged me with such joy -- I knew that with her help, I was ready.
"Trey, I spoke to Aunt Mindy and she suggested we come Friday, June 22.
And not to bring any boy clothes. She and Victor want to go shopping
with us and she has clothes there you can wear before we do your
shopping. Victor is already wearing girl clothes 24/7 and loving it. She
suggested you come there as a girl. What do you think?"
"Mom I can't travel there in a dress. I need time to work into wearing a
dress, a wig, stockings, you know. I need to practice in Aunt Mindy's
house before going out in public. I'm not ready to be a girl 24/7".
"Ok, Trey, I agree. But I would like to take you shopping tomorrow and
get you a couple of pretty things. I saw a beautiful dress at the mall
that I think you would just love. You don't have to wear it on the plane
but we can pack it. What do you think, son"?
"Mom, whatever you think. I love shopping. Do I have to try on the
dress at the mall?
"Yes, son, we'll handle that, you'll be fine".
I went to bed dreaming about buying my first dress and wearing it out in
public. I got so excited.
Time flew fast, tomorrow was our last day of school, and in two days we
would be flying to my Aunt's for the summer. Over the past several
weeks, Mom and I bought tons of girly clothes. She assured me we would
pack them in a suitcase and I could wear boy clothes on the trip. Deep
down I wanted to wear a dress and all the fun lingerie under it. Plus
those high heels I have been practicing in at home are divine, I just
love them.
The night before our flight, Mom sat me down for another talk. One of
the items was that Victor is so much into his cross-dressing that he
only wants to be called Sally now, so they are asking us to respect
that, and when we see him be sure to call him Sally.
Mom then said we should pick a girl's name for me. I got a little
nervous picking a girls name for me. Mom offered 'Mary,' but I didn't
like that name. For some reason, I blurted out 'Chrissie.' Mom hugged
me, saying "Chrissie it will be, a perfect name for my new daughter this
summer."
For many days now, Mom has helped me dress my new part after school.
Dressing with my bras, girdles, stockings, full slips, high heels and a
touch of makeup. I was getting comfortable with it all, it felt so
natural, so right. Both my Mom and sister acted like I was the other
daughter in the house.
Chapter Four
The travel day came quickly. We closed up the house and gave each other
big hugs as Mom looked at me saying, "Ok Chrissie, lets go have some
fun, girl!"
I was so excited. Mom had me wear my padded bra and a girdle and
stockings for the trip. They felt so good, and I think I could see bumps
on my chest, and I was able to see just a little of my bra straps
showing through my blouse. For some reason I was ok with all this. My
brain must have been conditioned during these past weeks by my wearing
all these girly clothes.
My sister was all giggly. We held hands as we were walking in the
airport, just like teenage girls. I watched people and saw that no one
was staring at the bumps on my chest. Looking down and seeing them made
me feel so good. I wished they were bigger and I could show them to the
world.
Sis saw me look down at my chest every other second and said, "Don't
worry brother, they will get bigger very soon, just like mine. Remember,
we are really twins now."
We landed right on time. There were Aunty Mindy and Victor, or should I
say Sally, waiting for us all smiles.
As we got closer, I could not believe how girly Victor looked. One would
never know this cute little teenage girl was a boy! I thought to
myself, I hope I will look that passable, that good, that cute!
Victor hugged me as he felt my back and my bra straps. With his big
smile, he said, "Chrissie, I can feel that you have already started
dressing the part. That is so so sweet. Do you like my new dress? I
bought it just for your homecoming. We girls are going to have so much
fun this summer. I am so excited you will be with us all summer!"
As we were getting our luggage I stared at Victor. He was so comfortable
in his girly outfit. His very tight lacey pink top showed off his perky
teen figure. There was no question he was showing off his teen bra and
made no bones about it. His tight pencil short skirt with nylons and
cute little pink heels finished his fashion statement. Plus all the
trimmings, long dangly earrings, makeup, very red glossy lipstick,
purse, and a very girly personality that said 'all girl here.' He looked
very cute.
Mom saw me checking him out as she came up to me, and she whispered in
my ear, "Chrissie, you can look that cute to you know. Won't this be fun
sweetie?"
I just smiled, thinking that this was very strange. How can he look
that girly, so very girly???
Riding home in their car, Victor never stopped talking. His voice
sounded just like a girl's voice -- how could that happen? He kept
telling me how excited he was, and that "us girls" will have such a fun
summer together, like sisters.
We pulled into their mansion -- wow it was big, very big. Several maids
greeted us as we drove in, like in the movies. I tried to grab my
luggage, but Victor said the "staff" would take our bags right to our
room.
We all then went into the tearoom and the maids served us tea. Aunt
Mindy kept saying how excited she and Sally were to have us here. She
announced that Sally and Chrissie would be rooming together. Fear struck
my bones. Would I be sleeping with Victor?!
Mom popped right in, saying, "Oh how sweet, they have so much in common
now, they will giggle all night long about their new life. Chrissie,
won't that be special for you?"
I kept my mouth shut and just smiled.
I noticed how refined and poised Victor was, sitting there with his legs
together and hands together on his lap. Someone had taught him all the
girly traits!
Aunt Mindy suggested Sally take Chrissie up to see our bedroom and get
me settled in. Victor grabbed my hand and said, "Chrissie, let's go girl
and see your new bedroom. You are going to love all the lace Mom has put
into our room, plus you will have your own makeup table -- isn't that so
very special?"
I could not believe my eyes. My new bedroom was a picture perfect
girls' room. Like a picture of a princess room, all in pink, with a
canopy bed, two makeup tables, everything a girl would want.
"Chrissie, don't you just love your new bedroom? We are going to have so
much fun here! I am so excited we're going to be girls together, to
learn our feminine ways with our Moms' help. Thank you for coming and
being a girl with me. Don't you just love being a girl?"
My head was spinning. Both our Moms came in the bedroom saying,
"Chrissie we just have to get you out of your clothes and into something
much sweeter. I am sure Sally has a dress or two you will just love to
wear until we all go shopping tomorrow for your new wardrobe".
Sally pulled me into her walk-in closet filled with so many dresses and
girly things. "Chrissie, pick what ever you want to wear and lets get
you dressed right."
Here I was with all these "girls" pulling off my boy clothes, seeing my
bra and girdle. I got a little shy and red in the face when Sally said
she has the same Victoria's Secret bra and just loves it.
"Chrissie, don't you just love the fit of Victoria's Secret bras. They
give me such a perky cute figure. Don't you think?" As Sally said this
she used her hands to tighten her blouse to show off her curves.
"Chrissie, don't be shy dear, we are all girls now, we have nothing to
hide. We are having so much fun," Aunt Mindy said.
Mom found a silky dress and slipped it over my head. The dress fit like
a glove, showing off my bumps on my chest.
Victor smiled and said, "Chrissie, you need help developing your
bustline more. I have inserts that we girls love to use in our bras when
we need a little help. They'll fill out your dress so much better, you
know better curves, girly curves".
Mom agreed and told me to take the dress off so she could insert them
into my bra.
Wow, they were big! Or I thought they were big. Problem was, I liked
them. I smiled.
"See, Chrissie likes his new girly boobies, how very sweet," Mom said.
I did think the dress was much better than the boy pants I'd been
wearing on the plane. Now I really had a girly chest, and I even
bounced while walking. I liked the bounce.
"I think my girl likes her new figure. How sweet!" Mom said.
Just then my sister popped in and excitedly proclaimed me the most
shapely girl she knows. Wow, this is so strange.
Aunt Mindy sat me down at the makeup table, I was nervous, not knowing
what to expect.
"Chrissie, a girl never leaves her bedroom without her makeup on. It's
very important that you look your prettiest all the time. Tomorrow first
thing we will go to Marilyn's wig company and get you fitted for your
new wig. With your new wig, you will be a completely natural looking
girl, I promise. You already have a cute figure and the demeanor of the
cutest teen girl."
I looked in the mirror, and wow, I looked so different! Even with only a
little makeup on, I loved the look. My big smile showed how much I loved
the new look.
Sally gave me high heels to wear and we all walked downstairs. I saw my
boy clothes in my Mom's arms. I asked her where she was going with
them. "Chrissie dear, you will not be needing them now, right? You will
have new pretty clothes tomorrow for your new life."
Why do they keep saying for "my new life?" We are just here for the
summer, and I'll be living as a teen girl for only a couple of summer
months.
Strange, I was feeling good in Sally's dress and feeling the bounce in
my chest. I was thinking I was walking well in these heels, too. Given
the tight dress and girdle, I was surprised by the little steps I was
taking. My whole body moved different in these girl clothes, I thought.
I might like this new life!
Aunt Mindy suggested we go to Sally playroom and get to know each other.
So like the leader Sally is, she or he grabbed my hand and guided my
sister and me to her playroom.
Wow... this playroom was a huge doll room. Hundreds of dolls and
dollhouses, a place a girl would love to play in. My sister got so
excited seeing everything!
Sally took us to one corner and said, "Let's dress Barbie and Ken for
dinner tonight." So here I was, dressing dolls and maybe having fun.
Sally talked about her desire to crossdress and about living 24/7 as a
girl. She told us that all the maids here are men, that they are
crossdressers too. I would have never known, they look so girly! I
guess Aunt Mindy really knows how to dress her boys!
I asked Sally what it's like wearing all these new different clothes,
and how does he handle wearing a wig with all that thick long hair?
"Chrissie, it took me a couple of days to get use to wearing a wig. But,
I sure love it now. My pretty wig completes my new look and my Mom
thinks soon I will have my own long pretty hair. The clothes we girls
wear are all part of the fun new life too. I just love wearing a bra and
having a perky figure. Guess what size bra I wear now?"
I had no idea and said I don't know much about the sizes of bras. My
sister popped in, saying "32A!"
Sally got all giggly, saying, "Yes you are right, with a little help
from my inserts. I don't mind wearing padding, they give me such a nice
shape, and I bounce a little. That's so feminine, don't you think?"
"Chrissie, what was the scariest part of wearing girls clothes for you?"
Sally asked.
"I think being measured for my first bra at Victoria's Secret. I was so
nervous. Here I was, clearly a boy, being measured and fitted by a
complete stranger. They were so nice at the store though; they really
made me feel at ease. Now I just love going back there, the store is so
pretty. With so many pretty things."
"I think my scariest moment was seeing me in the beauty salon's mirror
with my wig and full makeup on," Sally said. "I didn't know myself, I
looked so different. I kept asking myself, could I handle this, being a
girl and wearing all these tight pretty clothes? So different from being
a boy!"
I asked Victor, "How long have you been dressing as a girl?"
"Over two months now. I go everywhere and no one knows I was a boy
before. I just love my new look and I hope you do too!" said Sally.
"Oh, yes, Sally, I do love your look. You look so natural. Do you do
your own makeup too?"
"Yes, Mom took me to a beauty salon and they taught me all my makeup
tricks, plus how to style my hair every day. I think our Moms have plans
to take you there Chrissie, to have your makeup and hair done. The
beauty salon is a very special place for us girls. All the ladies there
are so so nice."
Wow, I was thinking. Am I going to a beauty salon too? I guess they will
give me the works!
My sister popped in, saying how much she liked my nail polish color. We
talked forever about nail polish, and colors for teens. Such girly
talk, I thought. I could not believe all the girly topics we three were
talking about. It was so much different from when boys get together. I
liked it!
One of the maids came in, saying dinner will be served soon and we need
to go get dressed.
I looked at Sally, saying, "We are dressed, what does she mean?"
Sally giggled, saying, "At dinner we all dress up in our finest dresses.
Come with me back to our bedroom, and I will find you a pretty dress to
wear for dinner, Chrissie."
Back in our room, Sally picked out a gorgeous, long silky dress. It was
very fitted and lacy around the chest. It had very thin straps, so Sally
brought out her strapless bra for me to wear. I was confused, thinking
that if it had no straps, how would it stay up on my chest? Sally saw
my fear.
"Silly girl, put this strapless bra on and put your "girls" inside the
cups, and trust me, the bra will stay up." Sure enough, with the tight
dress on and the molded cups, my bustline was very perky. There was
something new I learned, in this new girls' world.
Sally gave me some jewelry and perfume and said, "Lets go to dinner."
She clipped some big flashy earrings on me. It felt very strange, having
those "things" hanging on my ears. She told me I would get use to
wearing pretty earrings.
Sally then taught me to look in the full-length mirror before leaving
our bedroom. "You must always check out your whole package," she said.
Wow... I looked like a princess. I hardly knew myself ... the person in the
mirror!
All the stuff girls do to dress and get ready is all so new to me! I
didn't know it takes so long for girls to get ready, but it seems girls
want to look pretty and "build" into their girly schedules time to do
their makeup and hair just right.
Our mothers were very excited to see us three girls all dressed up in
our "finest." Dinner was magical, with the maids serving everything. I
loved being waited on, being treated so special.
Dinner conversation focused on our summer visit and the plans our Moms
had for me to become the prettiest teen girl ever.
Aunt Mindy said tomorrow was the special day for my wig fitting. Plus we
will do some shopping for my new wardrobe.
After dinner Mom pulled me into another room and got real serious. She
asked how I was doing, was I ok with all this girly stuff? I told her I
was very excited and happy. She was pleased, and brought out some pink
pills. She said, "Chrissie, these pills will help you relax and will
help you with your new life style. Please take two a day and you will
be a really happy girl!"
I said "OK!" Mom knows best.
To lighten the mood, Mom told me how much she liked my long dress, and
commented on my figure. I told her I loved all the attention and can't
wait for my new wig tomorrow to complete my look.
"Mom I did feel a little strange tonight, looking like a boy at the
dinner table".
"Son, you didn't look like a boy. You just don't have long hair, but
don't worry about that, we are all helping you tomorrow. Tomorrow, with
your new wig you will be the prettiest girl in town. Trust me!"
Sally popped into our room saying, "Chrissie let's go and get into our
nightgowns and play with our dolls. We had so much fun this afternoon
playing in our playroom."
Upstairs, back in our bedroom, the maids laid out two beautiful baby
doll nightgowns. Something very special for a teenage girl for sure.
"Chrissie, look at the baby doll nightgowns. I just love the cups for
our little boobies. Aren't they just so so special, so sweet?"
"Oh, yes I just love the color -- pink is my favorite color. Sally, are
these panties? Do I wear the panties with my girdle with this
nightgown?"
"Well Chrissie, do you have your little guy under control yet? My Mom
had me wear my tight girdle for weeks until he was under control. You
know, no accidents down there."
"What do you mean Sally?"
"Does your little guy get wet when you put on soft, silky clothes? If so
your girdle will hold him in and stop that nasty wetness. My Mom put me
on little pink pills and that stopped my little guy from getting so
excited, if you know what I mean," Sally said.
"My mom just today gave me some little pink pills. Will they help me?"
"Yes, but for now, until the pills work in a couple of days, you better
wear your girdle. You know, to keep him under control."
"Good idea, I don't want any mishaps".
Sally handed me what looked to be a napkin. She said, "This is what we
girls wear for our periods. But you can wear one now to keep dry down
there. Let me show you how to wear them in your girdle."
I was so embarrassed as he placed the little pad in my girdle. For some
reason it all made sense, and I was ok with this new feminine "thing".
We put on our matching baby dolls nightgowns and slippers and ran off to
the playroom.
We were having such a good time playing with the dolls in the doll room!
I wondered, how could this be? How come I like this so much? Am I really
a girl deep down under?
Our Moms popped in, saying it was time to go to sleep, that we have a
big day tomorrow and we need our beauty sleep.
"Beauty sleep, what is that?", I asked.
"Silly girl," Sally said. "You will find out".
Chapter Five
My big morning came quick. After breakfast Mom picked out such a cute
outfit for me. Then put some makeup on me and we were off to the wig
shop.
I was nervous walking into this ladies world. We had to walk through the
beauty salon into the back room where the wigs were displayed. I was
very aware of all the ladies looking at me. Here I was in girl mode
except for my head with no hair. They all had to know I was a boy in a
pretty dress and high heels.
Diana was in the wig shop. She was so nice. I could not believe all the
different wigs on display, I was overwhelmed.
We sat and talk about what kind of wig I would like. I could hardly
talk, so Mom took over.
Chrissie wants a sandy color long hair wig with little bangs in front. A
wig she can style and curl every day, plus not be afraid to go swimming
in.
Diana said she has many to pick from. Asked me to slip out of my pretty
dress and put on the housecoat, she didn't want to get my dress spotted.
I was nervous taking my dress off, but I knew I had no choice. Diana
commented on how pretty my bra and matching girdle was. I got all shy
while slipping on the housecoat.
Diana washed my head and put some chemical in my hair. She then brought
out several wigs. Mom picked out the one, and I agreed. Wow, it was
long, like half way down my back and very full. Diana said this would be
perfect for a young girl like me, so lets get started.
Mom told me to close my eyes and relax. "You will look so sweet, I
promise."
I did.
"Enjoy your new look now, dear."
"Mom can I open my eyes now"?
"Chrissie, you do look gorgeous, so very pretty. Open your eyes and see
your new look, sweetie".
I could not believe my new look. Who was this girl staring back at me in
the mirror? Diana and Mom were so happy, saying how great I looked.
"Well, Chrissie what do you think? Say something sweetie".
"Mom I love it. Now I look like a girl. No one will make fun of me with
all this long hair".
Mom hugged me with such joy. The wig felt so strange on my head. Diana
then told me that Betty was waiting for me out in the salon, to style my
hair and give me some pointers on how to take care of it.
I kept looking in all the mirrors, weak in the knees, seeing myself. Is
that really me? I looked great. Mom ushered me right into a salon chair
as Betty started combing out my long thick hair. I could not take my
eyes off my new look.
"You look so sweet Chrissie. I just love the wig you and your Mom picked
out. Your new hair frames your pretty face so nicely. Lets style it just
a little," Betty said.
I wasn't sure what Betty was doing, but I didn't care. I loved my new
look and was excited to go home and show Sally. I kept looking in the
mirror again, thinking how good my new style looks, my new look.
Betty told me I had another appointment in a couple of days, when she
will teach me more tricks to take care of my new hair.
When we were done, Mom said she had another treat to show me. She walked
me next door to Betty's Lingerie Boutique. Wow, this was another ladies
den of femininity. I loved it.
"Chrissie, would you like to pick something out for being such a good
girl today?"
"Mom I would love a garter belt. I've heard they're so soft and
feminine".
"Chrissie, where did you learn about garter belts? I don't think teen
girls wear anything as old fashioned as a garter belt," Mom said.
"Mom, I have always dreamed of holding up my nylons with a garter belt.
They seem so romantic, so feminine."
"Ok, sweet, though you do know that your panty girdles all have garters
on them. Lets look over here for a garter belt, sweetie ...."
I got so excited when I spotted a 6-garter belt with matching panties.
Mom asked the clerk for the matching bra but they did not have my size.
I was disappointed.
Home we went to show off my new hairstyle to the family. They were
waiting for us and the moment they saw me, both my sister and Sally were
jumping for joy, screaming how great I looked. Their excitement was
contagious and we all hugged in excitement.
Aunt Mindy took her camera out and start snapping photos. Telling me to
model and give her a sassy look with my new hairstyle.
I was so excited that they all liked my new look, I thought I was going
to wet my girdle. Good thing I had that pad inside it, the one Sally
gave me again this morning.
We had lunch when Mom suggested we all go shopping for some clothes and
a bathing suit.
Sally thought that was a fun idea, and off we went. I was nervous,
thinking about wearing a girl's bathing suit. How will they hide my
little guy down there???
We went to Forever Young, a 'tween girl's store.
I felt much different about shopping now that I had a wig on and no one
could tell I was a boy. I was having so much fun looking at all the cute
skimpy girly clothes.
Mom grabbed tons of clothes and took me into the dressing room. First
was a bathing suit. I got really nervous as Mom said, "Chrissie, relax.
I will help you hide your little guy down there. No one will know he is
there". Mom gave me a mini-girdle and told me that this will hide him,
and the little skirt around my waist will hide all. The bra top was very
cute, with padded cups. It gave me a very perky bustline.
Looking in the mirror, I saw Mom was right, nothing was showing. Even
lifting up my bathing suit skirt, the girdle held all in. I was so flat,
I got excited.
I tried on all the other clothes, I was so excited.
One of the tops she picked up was very tight, and also see-through. I
got nervous when I saw my bra cups through the fabric. It seemed very
strange. With fear in my eyes, I looked at Mom. She knew my fear.
"Yes, Chrissie, you look fine. Showing a little of our lingerie is not
all bad. You are a young girl now and can get away with being "cute"!
You look great, sweetie, enjoy your new look!"
I knew Mom was right. I have seen girls back home showing off their
figures and being proud of it. I know I liked looking at other girls'
see-through blouses. I guess now it my turn to strut my stuff... my new
figure!
I hugged Mom, saying how happy I was. We bought several outfits and went
directly home, since Sally was expecting her friend over to swim this
afternoon.
Panic struck me! Her friend is coming here to swim with us? Mom saw my
fear and explained all would be ok. She whispered in my ear, "Chrissie,
Sally's friend is a boy who has been living as a girl for two years. She
knows your story and is excited to meet you."
I could not believe what I heard, Sally's friend is a boy dressed as a
girl too? I asked Mom how many boys out here are living as girls?
"Chrissie I was going to tell you later but now is as good as any time I
guess. Aunt Mindy runs a school here in the city for boys who want to be
girls. Yes, she helps boys become girls, just like you and her Victor or
Sally".
"Mom, how can that be? An actual school that teaches boys how to be
girls? What's up with that?"
"Well Chrissie, she has offered for you to attend the school this summer
to learn more feminine ways, and to teach you the poise of girls. I
think you would like it and I know Sally would go with you. She's a
student there now.
I could not process all this. I had to lay down on my bed, thinking
about everything happening to me.
Sally popped into our room saying Kim was here and we are all going
swimming, put on your suit, lets have some fun!
I was moving real slow. Sally grabbed my arm and helped me take my
clothes off, and handed me my bikini and mini-girdle.
She held up my mini-girdle, commenting on how cute it was, saying she
used to wear one when her little guy was a bad boy, but not anymore.
He's so small and tame now; and he does not act up anymore.
Sally tied my hair in the back with a big pink flower bow, gave me
slippers, and said, "Lets go get a tan girl!" Then she paused.
"Chrissie, look in the mirror, you forgot something. You need your
inserts, you need your boobies silly girl!"
I was so confused, too much happening here.
I felt I was in slow motion. There was way too much to think about as
Sally pulled me to the pool.
Sally then said, "Chrissie, meet Kim, my best friend. Isn't she cute in
her new bathing suit?"
Oh boy, this is the boy Mom was telling me about! But he looks so good,
so much like a teen girl, very cute, very perky, with a beautiful smile
and personality. He is a little older and has a very nice, shapely
figure for a boy.
Sally introduced us and immediately it was like we were old friends. Kim
was so nice, so down to earth, so sweet. We three laid in the sun all
afternoon and I found myself talking boy talk and enjoying it. I think
I like this new life!
My sister came out with a full tray of nail polish and Sally jumped in,
saying "Let's all re-do our nails and see who can be the prettiest." For
some reason I got all excited about this and had lots of fun, sitting
there with the other girls, chatting away while all were doing their
nails. Never had this much fun when I was back home as a boy.
Mom came out to the pool and took a photo of us four girls, the four of
us standing there with our arms around each other, so girly, so natural,
giggling away. I saw the photo in the camera and I've got to say, I look
just like a normal girl, like my sister, maybe better.
Mom said the day was done, and she wanted us to come in and get dressed
for dinner. She invited Kim to stay as Sally said she could wear one of
her gowns. Then we all went up to our bedroom, three teen girls
giggling all the way. How much fun is this!
Sally brought out three gorgeous full-length gowns for each of us to
wear to dinner. Within a flash Kim was stripping down to her mini-girdle
and pulling a bra and garter belt and stockings she'd brought out of her
carry bag.
Wow, this girl is all set, she knows the drill. For some reason I was ok
also stripping down to basically nothing, getting dressed in front of
these two boys or should I say girls.
Seeing Sally and Kim at the makeup tables was so girly to me. I got so
excited to apply my makeup next.
Sally was up first so I sat down and did my makeup. I guess I was not
doing it right, so Kim turned and helped me. Kim handed me some very
feminine earrings. I got so excited I could hardly put them on, so Kim
helped me.
Sally said it was time to go downstairs, but first we wanted a photo of
us in our finest, shot in the mirror. We slipped on our high heels, put
on our best smile and she took the photo. I was overwhelmed with happy
feelings, feelings I never ever had when I was a boy.
Off we went hand in hand to dinner. I noticed our dresses were so tight
we could hardly walk. Sally started giggling, because she just loved the
tight dress and the way her body wiggled, she said. I did feel different
walking, my girdle was controlling everything, and with the high heels
on I was having so much fun! Who would have thought?
Dinner was all girly talk and an invitation to go shopping again
tomorrow with all four of us.
Aunt Mindy popped in, saying, "Girls, would you all like a sleep over
tonight, a slumber party?"
"Oh, yes Mommy, could we, that would be so much fun. Kim can borrow a
nightgown and we will have so much fun, please please please," Sally
said.
I looked at my Mom, her big smile said ok. I threw my hands up in the
air saying, "Sounds like fun! Lets go get into our nightgowns now!"
Back in our bedroom, we got into our baby doll nightgowns and sat on the
one bed, doing each other's hair. The maids brought in a third rollaway
bed and we were set for the night.
I told the girls I did know what girls do at a girl's slumber party.
They both giggled and said, "You will find out, it's so much fun!"
We talked all night about boys while painting our nails again, even
trying on different clothes and modeling them. It was so much fun.
While we were sitting on the bed talking I asked about Sally's mother's
special school. Wow did that open up a huge conversation! Both Sally
and Kim attend the school, and were so excited to talk about all the
classes they have taken to develop their feminine ways, and it shows!
They encouraged me to sign up and then we could all go together to take
some classes.
Kim was saying they have a fun gym there for us girls. "They have helped
me develop my figure so well, I may not need to wear a padded bra or
inserts in my bra soon. Plus the school teaches poise classes, to teach
us to walk with grace. You know, it's hard to walk in those tight
dresses and girdles, and they have helped me so much to walk like the
gracious girl my mom wants me to be. Chrissie, you just have to come
with us to the school. You will love it, and all the girls there are so
very nice!"
All I could think of was here is a school full of boys who want to be
girls? Is this what is happening to me? Is my Mom pushing me to be a
girl even when we go home in the fall? I told myself I would not worry
about that now and would try to live my summer as Chrissie. Deep down I
loved my new lifestyle, especially all the attention I was getting.
We were all getting tired, and soon fell asleep after a full day and
night of girly activities.
Next day Kim stayed for breakfast but then she had to get to "the
school" for her figure training class. She asked if I could come. I
looked at Mom and Aunt Mindy. Both said sure, Aunty Mindy said, "I am
sure she would love the work out."
Oh boy, I was going to the school that changes boys into girls. Am I ok
with this??? I thought so, I might like it, but I wasn't sure what to
expect.
Before I could think about it more both Sally and Kim ran me back to our
bedroom to get dressed to go to the school.
Sally gave me a very pretty pink flowered leotard and a work out bag she
said was filled with pretty things. What did that mean? She also gave
me a sports bra. I didn't know what it was, and found there were no
hooks in the back. "Chrissie just put it on, you will look great, and
remember to put your insert boobies in the cups."
Pulling this feminine leotard on, really showed off my little shape. For
some reason I was trying to adjust my sports bra when Sally said,
"Chrissie, you look fine, you have such sweet perky breasts under that
leotard. You look so great. Now take it off and jump into your pink lacy
dress. You can't wear your leotard to school, silly".
Downstairs my mother was waiting for us. "Chrissie, you look so sweet
dear. I just love that dress, pink is your new color Chrissie. Have fun
at school dear".
The chauffeur was waiting for us to take us to the special school.
Walking into the huge school building was just like walking into my high
school back home, but here there were only girls running around.
Everyone seemed so happy! I thought they are all boys in dresses.
We went into the locker room. There were twelve or fifteen girls
undressing. I could not believe my eyes. Here I was in a girl's locker
room with all the girls (or boys) in their bras and girdles.
Sally helped me, pushing me repeatedly to get undressed. I could not
stop staring at all going on around me. No one had a problem undressing,
as Sally whispered in my ear, "Chrissie, we are all girls here, you can
undress, it's ok, we all wear bras and panties like you and me, we are
all the same, sweetie."
She then helped me with my leotard. It was really tight, figure hugging.
My little boobies stuck out just like all the other "girls" here in the
lock room.
Plus the girls were putting their inserts in their sports bras, filling
out their bustline, just like me. So strange, they looked so happy
trying to be the prettiest teen girls.
Sally introduced me to the girl next to us. She looked so cute. Her name
was Karen and she was having a hard time getting out of her girdle. It
was strange looking girdle I thought. The bra was attached to her
girdle. What is up with that?
I whispered to Sally, "What is Karen wearing, a big bra?"
"Chrissie, you silly girl. Haven't you seen an all-in-one girdle? I just
love them; I have the cutest all-in-ones back home. You will just have
to try one when we get home, they are so fun, gives us girls a great
shape."
I just smiled and said, "yes, but the girdle looks very strange. I guess
there is tons more I need to learn about being a girl."
I pulled my pink sneakers out of my gym bag. I kept starring at the
sneakers; they were so so girly looking, so different than my sneakers
back home.
Sally said, "Yes, Chrissie, they are girls' sneakers and are very cute.
Put them on quick with those lacey white socks. You will look so cute
for our workout today".
Sally announced to the whole locker room that I was new, and asked the
girls to welcome me to the class. All the girls came over and hugged me
with a warm welcome. I thought, how sweet is that? These girls (or boys)
were hugging me in their bras and thinking nothing of it. I guess we
really are all girls here in this very special school.
In the gym was about 6 other girls getting ready for the figure class.
We were all introduced and the instructor started. She did not give me a
second look. It was as if I was just one more of the girls trying to
improve my girlish figure.
These exercises were totally different than those I did as a boy in gym
class back home. Being in the tight leotard and sports bra was also
different. I kept picking at my sports bra - it didn't fit right, I
thought.
Kim whispered in my ear, "Chrissie is your sports bra too tight? Don't
pick at it, that's not very girlish."
I was embarrassed, but I had learned another feminine "thing", don't
play with your bra straps even if they are too tight.
Class was over, and I told Kim what a good time I'd had.
Back in the locker room changing was another big "learning moment".
Seeing Karen twist and turn getting into her all-in-one girdle was a
real education. Why would any girl wear such a tight hard to wear
girdle? Plus the other girl near us was complaining she hates wearing
padded bras, as she was hooking her bra.
I looked at Sally saying, "Why does she hate wearing a pretty bra? I
thought that is why we are hear, to love our femininity. Do all real
girls hate wearing bras?"
"Chrissie, I think she just hates wearing a padded bra. Plus did you see
the bra her mother has her in? A1950's very pointed bra, like her Mom's
bra, very padded cone shape. She wishes she had real teen breasts like
us, I bet. She has always been a complainer and I am not sure she likes
our school anyhow."
Sally pushed me along. Took so long to get changed with doing our hair,
makeup and getting dressed. Just a different lifestyle for sure I
thought.
We left the locker room for a tour of the school, everyone encouraging
me to sign up for the summer classes.