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I still feigned sleep but turned over so he couldn't see the tears
leaking from my eyes and running down my cheeks. He had staged last night
so I would feel free to enjoy myself, this made me question my feelings,
also question myself.
It was true, I was only 20, I still had a life to live, and as it so
happens a new life to live as a girl and eventually a woman, a woman that
was comfortable in her own skin, Gill understood this and last night was
his way of making me feel comfortable about living, he didn't want to tie
me down.
As I lay in bed silently weeping I considered my options, maybe waiting
was the best for us? After all I didn't have the biological clock ticking
away that natural women have, huh, in truth as yet I wasn't a real woman,
even though everyone took me as one.
I heard him enter the room again and felt him move my hair, kissing me on
my temple, whether he saw my tears I didn't know or care, I heard him say
in a quiet voice, "see you tonight beautiful" then the bedroom door
closed and I was free to sob my eyes out.
I lay there for a while wallowing in self pity then pulling myself
together I knew I had to make some big decisions about my life, and the
way my decisions would affect Gill. Tea! To make decisions I needed tea!
So getting up I slipped on my kimono style satin wrap and made my way to
the kitchen, I made some tea and toast, then sipping my tea I thought
about things.
I couldn't tell him that I had overheard him, rightly or wrongly if I
told him it would seem that I was throwing his selflessness back at him!
So I had to pretend I was comfortable with a no strings attached
relationship, which in a way I was - as long as the relationship was with
Gill. 28! Yes 28 seemed a good age to get married - if he still wanted
me! It's strange the thoughts of youth.
In the few days we had left together before I left I would devote them to
him, loving him as much as I could, then the split, no doubt I would cry
when I left him, but I would deal with that as it arose.
I was still wallowing in self pity about us even though I knew he had
done it for the best reasons, then my mobile phone sounded, from the ring
tone I knew it was Shoni (I had a different ring tone for most people I
liked, no like? Then the default ring tone), Shoni's ringtone was 'You're
Beautiful" by James Blunt, Kelly's on the other hand was 'Killer Queen'
enough said!
She asked if I felt like going window shopping - did I? Can a fish swim?
Is the Pope a Catholic? This was just what I needed, we couldn't buy
anything but 75% of the fun of shopping for us three is looking, so I
promised to meet them in the city centre in at ten so I went and got
ready.
As we would be wearing trousers for most of the time we were away, apart
from micro shorts and light wrap around skirts I decided on a black
leather mini skirt, nude tights, 4"heels and a dressy dark red velour
top, my jacket was a leather bolero style jacket, which was quilted on
the shoulders. I felt feminine and sexy at the same time, I met the girls
in 'Starbucks" where we had a skinny latte.
Like me they also were dressed up, Kelly in a dark pink mini dress with a
black leather jacket; while Shoni had a ethnic print midi skirt, with a
tunic top white woollen jacket. As was usual for us we discussed out
trip, I asked Kelly and Shoni if one of their mum's would look after the
keys to the flat until we returned, of course there were no problems with
this.
So we went window-shopping, trying but not buying, this was great fun,
and was great therapy for us girls, I must have tried at least a dozen
dresses and a similar amount of shoes, I loved days like this. We went
back to Kell's house and had our tea, then Gill picked me up from there
and we headed back to his apartment, I had made my mind you that I
wouldn't tell him that I had been awake that morning. So the last few
days passed with the people we loved, apart from Gill. I really loved
Kelly's and Shonali's families as they had adopted me and treat me just
like their own daughters, even scolding me what I did something wrong, it
was a warm family environment we were leaving.
On the day before we left we unpacked our backpacks and made sure that we
had everything we needed, we sorted out the 'heavy' items and decided who
was carrying what, as I was the tallest I got the tent (4lb) Shoni got
the stove and cook pots, the stove was 2lb and the cook pots 1lb. while
Kelly had the mini ipad and hair drier about 2 lb. The stove was
remarkable; it was a 'Biolite' wood burning camp stove, which had a small
power unit that we could charge out iPhones and ipad from, all it used
was twigs or wood pellets and could boil water very quickly, the clever
thing was it turned heat energy into electricity so we could charge all
our small electrical bit's and bob's. Apart from this we all had our
sleeping bag and liner plus pad to sleep on, we had no more than 20lbs of
personal gear, including toiletries our towels were lightweight pack
towels, which weighed about 1lb (2 large and 2 medium each) So once we
were packed we weighed our packs and all up we were about 30lbs (give or
take a few pounds) We also had tea bags, instant coffee instant chocolate
and powdered milk, plus some dry bags of food for emergencies, add water
and a meal appears (or something similar is supposed to happen) we tried
our packs on and adjusted the straps then we were ready for the off!
We were bubbling with excitement, on the day we were leaving we all met
up at Shoni's house as her mum and dad were taking us to Manchester
Airport, everything was loaded into the car (People Carrier) and we said
our good byes,
The final person I said goodbye to was Gill, I kissed him passionately,
relishing the taste of him rubbing myself against him and feeling his
response, nipples are sensitive, but a mans widgy is noticeably
sensitive!
When I came up for air I looked into his beautiful eyes and whispered so
only he could hear me, "I'll miss you, remember there are no ties, enjoy
yourself and don't turn celibate on me." He nodded and smiled, then I
carried on, "If you still want me I'll see you when I get back and then
we can talk."
We kissed again then I quickly got into the car before he could say or do
anything closed the door and we were off!
As we drove I started to panic about my passport and that bloody box
which marked me as a male! I had over the next year or so a lot of
passport controls to go through and I knew that every time I would panic,
the first hurdle was entry into America, as I had heard all sorts of
horror stories about their immigration service, I was terrified that they
would turn me back!
At the airport I went into the Ladies toilets and removed my prosthetic
vagina and replaced it with a cachet sex (easier if I needed to prove
anything) we all had our hair tied back and minimal makeup on.
We checked me against my passport photo and agreed that they were
similar, though now my features were more feminine; we were all dressed
similar in trekking trousers, comfortable bra, vests, t-shirts, shirts
and fleeces, trainers and socks. So as Kelly so succinctly put it, "we
looked like a bunch of blokes!" Shoni giggled at that adding "as long as
you discount the boobs, bums and other girly bit's"
We checked our back packs in and were left with our day bags, the girls
on the check in desk were very interested in where we were going and
wished us well, I checked my passport again, Kelly said' "Susie, your
name is right, your photo's right the only thing that's different is that
bloody 'M' now stop panicking girl."
Leaving the country, any country is no problem; sure you go through
security but other than that - no problems. Our flight was Manchester to
Newark then onto Chicago O'Hare, I honestly don't remember much of it
one, because we slept most of the way and two because I was working
myself up into a panic about the American Immigration people!
As we stood in the queue me in-between Kelly and Shonali, the closer I
got to the control, the more I wanted the toilet, but I needn't have
worked my myself into a panic as I was stopped my a woman official who
asked me my name, looked at my passport then me and simply said
"transitioning?" I swallowed and nodded expecting the worst, she smiled
and said "Thank you miss, enjoy America" and that was that! I was elated,
especially with being called 'miss' by an official, to me those four
little letters meant the world.
As we headed into the concourse I was walking on air, Kelly had that smug
'I told you so" expression on her face - but I didn't care.
We headed to the toilets both to use them and for me to wiggle into my
'vagina' I was all girl again. When we entered the main concourse we saw
a sign simply saying 'SUSANNA, SHONALI AND KELLY' A silver haired
gentleman held it and next to him was a homely middle aged lady, This was
Keith and June, Gills friend, we went over and introduced ourselves I put
my foot in my mouth by saying, "Pleased to meet you after all this time,
but you're older than I thought" then I realised what I had just said and
stammered, "Err I mean, it's just that." I was so embarrassed.
He simply chuckled saying I was one of Gills tutors in Med School, I take
it he didn't mention this? He rarely does." He looked at me closely and
then said, "so you are the girl who's captured his heart, I must admit he
always had high standards" That set me off blushing again, and turned me
into a total social buffoon!
As we walked to the car park, Keith mentioned that he had driven here in
the car he bought for us, when we saw it we were well impressed, it
looked really good (to our untrained eyes) it easily took all our packs
and 5 people with some room to spare - it was really comfortable and I
enjoyed the drive and couldn't wait to drive it.
Keith mentioned that if we wanted he could arrange for the mechanic who
serviced it to show us around the car and also give us a crash course in
the road rules. We thought this was a great idea so he said he would
phone him when we reached home - apparently the guy is a retired army
mechanic and driving instructor so we would be in good hands.
June was a wonderful woman, very talkative and very friendly, she asked
us how long we would like to stay, as we didn't want to intrude on them
for too long Kelly said a couple of days if that was possible. "Rubbish"
June retorted, "It will take that longer than that for Al to teach you to
drive over here, honest girls you are welcome to stay with us as long as
you want to, mind you'll all be sleeping together." This cheered me up
anyhow, as I loved sleeping with my best friends.
Tentatively Kelly asked, "Would a week be ok June?" "Dear a week would be
fine two if you want to." "No, I think a week would be fine if it's no
trouble for you" Kelly conceded. June turned to Shoni and myself asking,
"Is Kelly your spokes person?" All we could do was grin and nod, then
Shoni said, "We find it easier to let her" Kelly stuck her tongue out at
us two.
We arrived at June and Keith's house, it was in a pleasant part of the
suburbs, a three bed, two bathroom single story house, made of I think
wood and bricks, it was lovely when we went in a wonderful smell of food
greeted us, which made Kelly's tummy rumble; Shoni quipped to June "Kelly
is our spokeswoman in everything!" and got a punch on the arm for her
troubles.
June laughed and commented that her best girlfriends like us had been
friends from school, and were still very close. I quietly said, "these
two have saved my life, they looked after me when I was in a very bad
place, without these two I wouldn't be the girl I am now!" Shoni piped up
here, "that's absolute rubbish June, we only did what any friend would do
help each other."
June sensed that we were getting serious so she showed us to our rooms
and the bathroom told us that supper would be in about an hour, to meet
Keith and her on the porch for a glass of wine - this sounded great to us
as we were a bit travel worn and a shower was just what we needed.
As we stripped off I commented, "I hate not having my......... well
looking like a girl, I'm so happy to look right, as I should" Kelly
snorted, "well Susie, when you become a girl you won't have that
problem."
I made a grimace at her and ruefully said "yeh, when I finally get my
head around it - you know guys it's weird I know exactly who I should be,
but for some reason........" I trailed off, not knowing what or how to
finish.
Kelly then grinned and told me, "While you're feeling sorry for yourself,
I have some really good news that really will cheer you up!" This
brightened me up and expectantly I asked, "what, what news?" With a broad
grin she said, "D'you know what day it is on Friday?"
Both Shoni and I studied finally shaking our heads; triumphantly she
announced, "it's Moon-cup day for us two!" I groaned, that meant we would
be having our periods, well Kelly would, I would be joining her as I made
the pledge to undergo everything my real girlfriends had to undergo!
Shoni chortled saying, "I'm glad its you two using the Moon-cups first,
you'll be able to give me some tips" In a bit of a huff, I muttered,
"well Kell can, I'm just along for the ride!" Enough of that subject;
suffice to say it was different to wearing a pad!
We went onto the porch, and had a glass of chilled wine, while Keith
filled us in on some things he thought we should know, for s Brits the
first thing was that the drinking age in America is 21, this is for all
states (he thought) but in Illinois under 21's could drink at home with
parental consent. But he warned us it changes with different states, this
didn't really bother us, as we were here to see the country, we all could
exist on soft drinks.
Then he warned us about speed limits, these are strictly enforced and you
could get caught speeding anywhere, but Al will fill you in on the road
rules, he went onto tell us about Al, he was a Vietnam Veteran who was in
the Army Air Corps, he was wounded and lost a thumb and had other
injuries which stopped him maintaining aircraft, so he was trained as a
instructor (apparently the thumb is not so crucial) when he was
discharged from the forces he took up being a mechanic again learning
himself how to work without his thumb, his grandson works with him at the
garage. We were to meet Al tomorrow, here at home, then he would take us
driving and get his grandson to give us a crash course in emergency car
maintenance.
We had a wonderful meal then spent the evening talking, really telling
out life stories, Keith and June were very sympathetic about me loosing
my family, and congratulated Kelly and Shoni for helping me through the
ordeal.
They asked a lot about Gill, apparently Gill was a star pupil of Keith's
and as Keith put it, "I expect great things from that boy." Shoni was as
usual dismissive about her brother but we all knew she was very proud of
him and loved him deeply it was simply a case of sibling rivalry.
We went to bed about eleven and as we all snuggled together we discussed
the day and Keith and June, what a great start to our adventure, they
were so kind and so welcoming.
The next morning we heard movement about the house so we got up, took a
shower and dressed, jeans and tops, which was really all we had, trousers
of some type, T shirts, shirts and vests, we did have a couple of
lightweight skirts and a couple of nice tops but these were for special
occasions when we wanted to remember we were girls.
We got to the kitchen as Keith was leaving, June asked us what we wanted
for breakfast, when we said toast and tea she grinned telling us, "girls,
over here breakfast is a all day meal, when you're on the road, keep an
eye out for as much as you can eat places, three for two and stuff like
this, that way you get a good hearty meal that'll keep you going all day
- and save you money!"
June was an American and also a doctor, but was in private practice so
she didn't leave as early as Keith, she gave us a key and told us to
treat the place like it was our own. I grinned at that saying, "with
Shoni and I you're ok, but Kell is a bit of a walking disaster area,
we'll make sure she doesn't wreck your home." I got a glower from Kelly
and a smile from June, she told us, "Girls I've had two daughters and a
son, so nothing can amaze me, our home is your home, so please treat it
as such".
The doorbell sounded and June introduce us to Al, our saviour, he was a
lean tall man of about 65, whipcord thin but with defined muscles, his
silver hair was long in a pony tail and he was dressed in jeans, t shirt
and a leather jacket. I'm 5' 8" and he towered above me, I'd put him at
6' 2 or 3".
He had a friendly laconic way about him that immediately put us at ease,
we were a bit in awe of him at first, but his initial greeting of "Hi I'm
Al" sounded so friendly. At first we called him 'sir' as a mark of
respect but soon after meeting us he said, "Gal's for us to get on call
me Al, that's the name my mom gave me, you do that and we'll get on real
fine!"
After coffee we said our goodbyes to June and set off with Al, he was
great company telling us stories and anecdotes making us scream with
laughter, he drove us to a quiet place on an abandoned industrial estate
to see how we drove without the distractions of traffic.
No I know it will sound strange, but none of us had ever driven an
automatic car, they are a lot in the UK but we had all been taught on a
manual gearbox (what I believe is called a stick shift - If I'm wrong I
know you'll tell me).
This didn't phase Al in the slightest now he was teaching us to drive he
was decisive gave his instruction in a quiet confident manner and he was
very professional, after each of us had half an hour and we had satisfied
him we were something like safe he let us loose in traffic. Each of us
got another half hour in traffic, then he said, "Right girls, enough of
that for today, let's head back to the garage and meet Al junior"
Shoni drove back to Al's garage where we met Al junior! What a hunk!!!!!!
He was tall, light brown hair, quite broad and well muscled gorgeous
brown eyes he was well, gorgeous! Shoni clearly fancied him (so did I)
and turned on those smouldering eyes, Kelly went into her little miss
helpless, and I have to admit so did I.
Al senior grumbled, "The boy has that effect on girls," but the only
person Al junior was interested in was Kelly - and boy was that
noticeable, Shoni and myself my as well have not been there.
Luckily Al senior sorted things out for us telling Al junior, "Boy you're
supposed to be teaching these girls about their motor, now get to it!"
Clearly Al senior's word was law, he stopped giving Kelly all the
attention and included us in the conversation.
Even though Kelly was his centre of attraction we all got a basic
grounding in what could go wrong and what we could do, there was a basic
tool kit (I found out what a wrench was?) and he even said he would get
us a pair of gloves each, but only after Kell broke a fingernail!
He glanced at Shoni and my hands, but took far more time on Kelly's hand
to get the right size glove. (Jealousy is a terrible thing - but good
luck to Kelly she deserves a decent bloke)
I drove the three of us plus old Al back to Keith and June's so Al could
pick up err well his pick up if you see what I mean. As Al left he said,
"See ya tomorrow gals, more of the same," giving Kelly a stare He
finished off, "and don't distract the hired help." But he had a twinkle
in his eyes as he said this.
We were first in so we were at a bit of a loose end and decided to have a
look to see what sights Chicago had, onto the internet and soon we were
deciding what and where we wanted to see - and there was a lot to decide
on.
Kelly kept talking about Al (junior), she was truly, hopelessly and
utterly smitten with him, mind you I didn't blame her, with a dreamy look
in her eye's she wondered if he would ask her out, of course we gave her
no end of heartache but it was all in good fun.
Keith came home and told us that June was running late and would it be ok
if we went out to eat, it was fine by us so we went and got showered and
changed into one of our decent dressy skirts and tops, slipped on our
only pair of heeled shoes we each possessed (I know, but sometimes you
have to feel like a girl, especially me)
We met June at the restaurant and had a lovely meal, when it came to
paying we insisted on paying our way, after a long discussion about it -
not an argument as it was impossible to argue with these two, we came to
some sort of a compromise that as we would usually be home first, the
three of us would prepare the supper, after June tells us what she wanted
doing, and we would do any jobs that needed doing to help them.
June said that one thing she would love to be able to cook properly for
Keith was Yorkshire pudding's and did any of us know the secret? The two
of them pointed to me saying, "Susanna is our cook, she's brilliant" so
it was agreed that I would show June how to do these, they are so simple
but so many people make mistakes with them.
So the days fell into a pattern where we went with Al driving then young
Al showed us more simple maintenance. He finally asked Kelly out on a
date and asked if the two of us would consider a blind date with two of
his friends, as Rule 1 applied Shoni and I agreed we would keep Kell
company, so it was arranged for Friday night, we would go to a movie and
have a meal.
We warned him that our selection of clothes were limited, then Kelly out
of the blue said, "Girls we are sending stuff home from Los Angeles, why
don't we each get a couple of cheap outfits?" So we arranged to go
shopping on Friday, June told us where there were some good stylish and
more important cheap clothes shops were.
The second afternoon we were there Al (senior) took us to meet some of
his old buddies (as he put it), this time we followed him, he was on this
enormous motor bike, we followed in the Jeep, he took us to a diner that
had about 50 very large motorcycles outside.
Shoni managed to park the jeep without destroying any of the very
expensive motorcycles and we followed Al inside - somewhat apprehensively
it must be said as we had all heard about the motorcycle gangs, but we
trusted Al implicitly by now.
This was our introduction to 'Warrior Brotherhood Veterans Motorcycle
Club' on first impressions they were a fearsome lot and three young girls
like us caused quite a stir, there were other women there but we were the
youngest by far!
Once they got to know us it was fine, we were included, they were
interested about out trip and impressed that we wanted to travel using as
near to the original route as we could, time just flew by, we were taken
on the back of some of the motor cycles, I mentioned that they were all
so large and found out that there was a minimum size of bike.
Kelly noticed that it was past six, and there was no sign of us leaving
so she phone Keith to let him know where we were, he chuckled when we
told him saying, "I wondered how long it would be before you met that
lot, but Kelly they could be useful when you're on the road as there are
members all over the states." We finally left about 10 in the evening,
having had our vocabulary widened though what they all meant we were
somewhat vague (Heuy's, slicks, grunts, gun ships and other army terms),
most of the guys were in their 40's to 70's and possibly some older.
Al spent Monday to Friday teaching us to drive then pronounced us fit to
be let loose we continued to meet with his buddies every couple of days,
we were so comfortable around these guys they were great!
We had asked if it was ok to stay with June and Keith for two weeks and
there were no problems, we had decided that the second week we would
explore the tourist places of Chicago.
Friday came around and it was the blind date time, Kelly and I were
having our periods! I love the training these girlfriends of mine are
giving me (not at times) The moon cup was a clever piece of invention, a
bit strange to wear, but once you got used to it, it was fine.
We had gone shopping and picked up a couple of outfits each and a second
pair of heels, for our date I work a tartan mini skirt, teamed with a
tunic top in a synthetic satin, my shoes were 4" heeled strappy sandals
and I had a cardigan style jacket. Kelly decided on a black elasticated
pencil skirt with a tube top in vivid pink black 4" court shoes. Shoni
had a mini dress in brown ethnic prints, brown gladiator sandals with a
4" wedge.
We were picked up at seven by young Al and two of his friends, my knees
went weak when I saw them, they were really hunks, I could see Shoni was
similarly as those smouldering brown eye's really got to work, the guy I
paired off with was called Mac, and the one Shoni guy was called Dave,
they were all tall, well muscled, clean cut lads, about 21 years old and
all played football for the same team.
We all were in the one car, and they were taking us to the Imax cinema at
the Navy Pier, we would see what the night would bring, I hissed to
Kelly, "These are hunks, I'm not on my periods," she hissed back "Oh yes
you are girl" - Friends Huh!
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