From the author: Thanks so much for sticking around through what amounts
to three medium-length novels. The outpouring of support for the story
and most importantly the enjoyment I received in writing it has
encouraged me to write again. I can't say it will be as long as the
Sidereus Prophecy, but this won't be my last TG-themed story. Thank you
again for reading.
This is the second last part. Next week, I will post part 9 and the
epilogue.
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events
and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or
used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living
or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
Part 8
Chapter 61
"Oh my god! Abigail, what happened?"
I lay on the floor, still cradling my left hand. I had stopped crying
openly before Am?lie's arrival. However, my body was still wracked by
silent sobs. Chloe walked over to me and put her hand on my head, gently
petting my hair. Then she stretched her arms out and hugged my body.
She looked down at my hand and said, "Daddy bobo?" I nodded, and she
proceeded to kiss my hand. She smiled at me, "All better?" I nodded, but
I couldn't hide the grimace of pain.
Am?lie moved to help me to my feet. She said, "We should get you to the
hospital."
Am?lie picked Chloe up and took her out to the car. I followed her, but
with my shoulders slumped, and still cradling my left hand.
Am?lie asked worriedly, "So, what happened in there? Where's Greg and
Sandra?"
I said, "I signed it, Am?lie. It's all over. Now I'm going to have to go
with him and fulfil the Prophecy."
Am?lie shook her head in disbelief, "What are you talking about? Signed
what? I told you to wait for me."
I covered my face with my good hand, trying to hide the tears that I
knew would come. "Greg, he was Mr. Atwater, or he took him over. I'm not
really sure. I told him I knew about the law, and contracts and stuff.
He agreed to let me sign. I read through the contract, but there was
extra stuff in it. A clause that invoked the Sidereus agreement."
Am?lie frowned, "Why didn't you wait for me?"
I said, "Because I'm a fucking stupid kid. That's why. And my dad was
right about all of this. Your accident today, it was the Prophecy. It's
obvious it was keeping you there on purpose, so I would sign and it
caused your accident. Atwater even admitted it, and it's just going to
get worse."
Am?lie shook her head, "But you signed? And you aren't stupid, Abigail.
This is an ancient prophecy, you have to expect that they are going to
try some dirty tricks."
Am?lie added, "Plus, I'm your legal guardian. That contract is void. In
the eyes of the law, you are a minor. You had to sign in my presence."
I cleared my throat, "He said it doesn't matter. Plus, if you consider
how old I actually am, I signed that contract knowingly."
Am?lie said, "I'm your guardian, Abigail. I'm not going to let him take
you."
I sniffed, "H-He is."
Am?lie hit the brakes hard, dead stopping in the middle of a busy Ottawa
street. Motorists honked at her angrily. She looked over at me, and said
with difficulty, "He's w-what?"
I frowned, "Mr. Atwater is my legal guardian now. I'm so sorry. I should
have waited."
Am?lie slumped down and lay her head on the steering wheel. "We'll stop
him. He's not taking you. I'll get a court order to gain custody of you
again."
I shook my head, "No, Am?lie. I'm going with him when he comes for me.
I've put all of you in danger for long enough. My dad was right. It's
just the status quo. So I become a vapid popstar for two years. The
Sidereus Prophecy is fulfilled, and no one I care about gets hurt. Then
I try to put my life back together when it's all over, and the cycle
continues."
I said, "It's what has to happen."
Am?lie said, "N-no! I don't accept this. I'm not going to lose you that
way. Mama Khalia, we'll get her to help. You can't give in. Because the
second you do, you've lost everything that Darren Lawrence was. He would
tell you to fight, Abigail."
I held my hand up with my crushed and broken fingers. I said, "This is
what happened when I fought. He basically said he was going to hurt
Chloe if I disobeyed him again. I can't risk it. I'm going to do as he
says. I'm going to be his perfect little pop princess." Am?lie started
the car up again and continued to the hospital. She didn't say another
word to me until we were in the waiting room.
Am?lie said, "Even if you've given up, I won't. You know that right?"
A tiny smile appeared on my face, "I know. You're so stubborn."
She smirked, "And don't forget that. We'll figure a way out of this."
The smile disappeared. I replied, "Yeah."
***
My parents met us at the hospital, and my mom left to take Chloe home.
My phone had been ringing and vibrating like crazy. I knew I had
messages from Ethan. Am?lie eventually took the phone from me and turned
it off. I hadn't told Ethan, Alyssa or my band mates yet that I had
essentially signed with a different label. I wasn't even sure what to
tell them. Maybe I could convince Mr. Atwater to let my band mates join
in some capacity? Would they even want to though?
It was past ten PM when we finally left the hospital. After six hours of
waiting, and then twenty minutes of medical treatment, my broken fingers
were carefully splinted. I was told that it would take between four to
six weeks to heal.
I looked over at Am?lie as she drove home. She looked exhausted, and
old. I couldn't believe it, but I couldn't fight that fact. The creases
underneath her eyes had grown deeper, and she had put on more weight
through this whole ordeal. God, I really was sixteen, thinking that
thirty is old.
I asked, "Um, why did you guys leave Ethan's last night? I know you came
back to get me, but I just thought it was weird. I guess. I was kind of
mad at you for not including me. I kept thinking about it today." Yeah,
and it made it hard to concentrate as I read the contract.
Am?lie replied, "We were talking about rules. I was planning on going
along. I still am. But mostly we talked about making sure you and Ethan
were safe."
I raised a brow, "What kind of rules?"
Am?lie said, "Well just stuff we were thinking might happen away from
home. The assumption was that you would be touring too, so we talked
about the future."
I asked, "How come you didn't include me? That really hurt. You left me
out of the discussion about my future."
Am?lie said, "Because we thought it would be best if the adults discuss
things. Ethan's parents don't know who you really are. So we couldn't
include you. I'm sorry."
I sighed, "I guess I understand."
Am?lie asked, "What are you going to tell Andrew and Steven?"
I shook my head, "I don't know. I guess, the truth?"
Am?lie nodded, "We'll all get together, and you can explain it. We can
talk about what we are going to do next."
I said, "When he comes, I'm going. That's it."
***
Monday marked the beginning of the last week of school before Christmas
break, but I didn't go. Ethan and Alyssa showed up at my door Monday
after school, but I stayed in my bedroom. I never even left my bed,
simply waiting for the inevitable. I also hadn't even turned on my
phone.
Am?lie knocked and said, "Abigail, everyone's here. You should be part
of this." Am?lie had called Steven, Andrew, and my parents to the house
for a discussion on next steps.
I snapped back, "Yeah, just like you included me in the last one."
Am?lie knocked again and opened the door. She frowned as she saw me
laying on my bed, holding my beige teddy bear tightly against my chest.
"You've got a right to be there. These are your friends and family,
Abigail. They want to help you. I still think we should contact Mama
Khalia for instance. That's what this is for. Throwing ideas back and
forth."
I shook my head, "You already know my decision." Am?lie sighed heavily
and walked out of the room. Ten minutes later, I heard the doorbell
ring. I figured it was probably Ethan or Alyssa again, then I heard
yelling coming from upstairs.
"No! Absolutely not. Get out of my house before I call the police you
fucking asshole!"
"Mrs. Grenier that's terrible language to use in front of your daughter.
I understand she just turned two. She's a beautiful little girl." My
eyes widened as my heart started to pound in my chest like it was trying
to escape. It was Mr. Atwater. I jumped out of bed, still clad in my
pyjamas and ran upstairs.
Am?lie screamed, "Get the fuck out! You have no right to be in here.
There see, I'm calling the police."
Mr. Atwater said, "In fact I do, I have the legal right to see the child
that is in my custody." He saw me, and a wide smile crossed his face,
"And there she is." I saw Am?lie put down her phone. Steven, Andrew and
my parents stared at Mr. Atwater in shock.
Mr. Atwater said, "I came here to discuss some arrangements with
Abigail, but I'm thankful I got to meet all of you." The smile never
left.
He reached out to shake my father's hand. "Let me shake the hand of the
smartest man in the room. Abigail, you should have listened to your
father. We could have avoided all this." He motioned to my hand. I
noticed that as he limped slightly as he stepped toward my father.
My father shook his head and stared menacingly at my tormentor, "You
have some nerve coming here after all you've done. You should listen to
Am?lie. I'll kick your teeth in for what your Prophecy has done to my
son."
Mr. Atwater raised his hands, looking momentarily disappointed, and
said, "Fine, but it was his wish that enacted the Sidereus Prophecy. I
only encouraged him to sign to fulfil the Prophecy."
I yelled, "Right! By making Chloe sick for her birthday, causing Am?lie
to lose her job, and causing a car accident. Not to mention what you did
to Alyssa."
Mr. Atwater shook his head, "Young lady, you will not raise your voice
to me. Understand?" I backed down, but I was still seething. I stomped
up the stairs to stand next to Am?lie.
Mr. Atwater said, "Good girl. Now, as I was saying. The Prophecy chose
Darren Lawrence. I am simply the instrument that ensures the Prophecy is
fulfilled. I do what I must, as I have done for nearly a thousand
years."
Andrew, always the voice of reason, chimed in, "But can't you just stop
it? Can't you break the cycle here? What's stopping you from ignoring
the Prophecy? You said you weren't the one who started this."
Mr. Atwater nodded, "An astute question. Put very simply. My time as the
associate is nearing its end. Abigail will be the last, and then I can
finally rest. Another will take my place, and the circle will continue.
If the Prophecy is not fulfilled, I will never have my respite. Selfish
perhaps, but I am bound to the Prophecy as much as Abigail is now,
having signed the contract. I think after nearly one-thousand years of
carefully monitoring the influence of popular culture on the world that
I deserve a little vacation."
We all stared angrily at Mr. Atwater, but it only caused him to smile. I
shook my head, "If you aren't here to take me, then can you just say
whatever you have to say and leave?"
Mr. Atwater nodded, "I wanted to have a discussion concerning Abigail's
career."
I said, "You say that like I have a choice in the matter. Are we really
going to have a discussion? Because I have some things I'd like to see
happen if I agree to go with you." Mr. Atwater nodded, seemingly eager
to hear what I had to say.
I said firmly, "I want you to leave Alyssa alone. Fix what's wrong in
her head. Stop those nightmares. Am?lie's job too. I want you to fix
that. And anything else that was affected by the Prophecy. V?ronique and
Alexandre. I want you to help them. Make V?ronique and Alexandre how
they were before the Prophecy got hold of them." Those around me nodded
their heads in agreement, while Mr. Atwater simply said, "Anything
else?"
I nodded, "I want Steven and Andrew to still be in my band. And Ethan
too." Despite my strong words of support, Steven and Andrew looked
conflicted.
Mr. Atwater shook his head, "I apologize for the confusion. You seem to
think you have bargaining power here, Abigail. You have nothing. But, I
can say that once the Prophecy is fulfilled and the magic is completely
expended, those changes caused by the Prophecy will be reversed. As for
these two." He looked at Steven and Andrew and shook his head,
"Absolutely not."
He motioned to Andrew, "This one is fifty pounds overweight and nearly
bald. And while the other is more aesthetically pleasing, well he's too
old. Teenage girls aren't going to be screaming for them. They have very
little marketability. The optics are just all wrong. Grown men in a band
with a teenage girl? It's frankly disturbing. Ethan, however, is an
option. He is part of the Sidereus agreement you signed, but it's your
choice if you want to include him in this."
Am?lie shook her head, "I think it's time for you to leave." Am?lie took
a step towards Mr. Atwater, but he didn't relent.
Mr. Atwater said, "I need to have a five minute discussion with Abigail.
I have the legal right to see her as her guardian."
Am?lie replied, "See that's the thing. We may not see Abigail as a
sixteen year old, but in the eyes of the law, she's a child. You cannot
be her guardian because she can't legally sign away her rights like
that. We will fight you in court over this. There's no way that you can
take her to Los Angeles. You'd have to get permission from Judge
Richter, and I highly doubt he will grant it, especially when he finds
out that you've harmed the person you are supposed to protect. Not only
that, but while Mrs. Warner didn't like me, I'd imagine she'll like you
even less. I'd rather Abigail become a ward of the state than have her
to go anywhere with you!"
Mr. Atwater adjusted his suit jacket, "Are you quite finished Mrs.
Grenier? Remember that the magic is not expended until the Prophecy is
fulfilled. Anyone who interferes with the fulfilment of the Prophecy
will suffer a similar fate as yourself, your daughter and Miss Moore.
Now, are you going to let me say my piece to Abigail? I promise you, it
will be no longer than five minutes."
I said, "Just let him say whatever he's going to say so he can leave.
I'm sick of him opening his arrogant mouth."
Mr. Atwater narrowed his eyes, and again, the smile disappeared,
"Abigail, if we are to get on amiably, you must respect me. Now, I want
to speak to you privately. In your bedroom."
I rolled my eyes, "Whatever. You've got five minutes." There was no
opposition from my friends or family, but as I scanned their faces, it
was clear each one of them wanted Mr. Atwater out, possibly bloodied and
beaten.
I returned to my room and sat on my desk chair. I crossed my arms
underneath my chest. Mr. Atwater said, "I want you to begin studying the
press conferences of Ms. Spears. The ones very early in her career.
Forgo all other study. Focus specifically on her responses to the media,
and the type of questions that are asked. Memorize her answers."
I rolled by eyes again, "Why? So I can spout pop star gibberish? Is this
really the way you want to end your tenure? You've done this for one-
thousand years. Don't you feel bad for what you did to society during
all that time? Don't you have any remorse for all the lives you've
ruined? What if there's more to life than the status quo that the
Prophecy brings? Help me stop it."
Mr. Atwater smiled, but there was a measure of humanity to his
expression. "I was forced into this position. I once lived a proper
mortal life, but it was so long ago, I barely remember it. Now, I have
the chance to finally be free of this burden, and to have my final rest-
and you want me to shirk my duty?" I nodded my head sternly.
He laughed, but the usual grating and obnoxious tone was absent. "It's a
shame that the Third Reich turned out so poorly, because you would have
made a very influential and idealistic leader, Abigail. I'm afraid
there's nothing I can do. Even if I did want to help you, the Prophecy
itself was designed to be independent of the associate. It would stop
me, just as easily as it would stop anyone else."
He added, "There's nothing we can do but go along for the mad ride.
Plus, I must admit to my own selfishness. I really do want to finally
rest. I'm sure you would do the same in my position. For now, this isn't
going to be terrible, Abigail. It doesn't have to be. Just go along with
what I say. You might even come to enjoy yourself. Ms. Spears eventually
did. That's why she chose to remain that way. Look at it this way too,
the Sidereus Agency takes no royalties. Everything you make is yours.
You will be able to provide for your family in a way no teacher or
lawyer could."
He added, "You'll be loved by millions."
I sighed, "And hated by just as many."
Mr. Atwater replied, "Possibly. You may well be a polarizing figure."
He asked, "Will you do as I say?"
I shrugged my shoulders and started spinning in my desk chair. "I guess.
I don't want anyone else to get hurt."
Mr. Atwater nodded, "Good girl. The Prophecy's magic will do what it
takes to ensure it is fulfilled. You don't want to stand in opposition
to the Prophecy. You'd be wise to warn Am?lie to avoid meddling also."
I nodded slowly, "She kind of does what she wants. I don't have a lot of
control over it."
Mr. Atwater said, "I had hoped that my last run through the gauntlet
that is the Sidereus Prophecy would be smoother, but the Prophecy does
not choose those who are weak." The human smile appeared again.
He asked, "Before I go, do you want Ethan to come along with you? And
Alyssa? I can certainly make this happen, even without the magic at my
disposal."
I shook my head, "Why the hell are being so nice now? I'm not sure why I
should trust anything you say."
Mr. Atwater replied, "Because you've surrendered to me. There's no
reason for me to use a heavy hand in dealing with you. If I asked you to
go now, would you go with me, Abigail?"
I nodded, "Yes, but only because of the Prophecy, and the fact that it
might hurt Chloe or someone else I care about if I didn't. I'll never
forget what you did to 'encourage' me to sign the contract. And you-
almost broke my hand! Now I'm just supposed to pretend none of that ever
happened? No fucking way!"
Mr. Atwater nodded, "I had hoped that by explaining the unenviable
position both of us share with regard to the Sidereus Prophecy that we
might- find some commonalities. However, I see that I'm speaking to a
young girl again, instead of the young woman I thought you were."
I shook my head angrily, "Just get out. Now." Mr. Atwater raised his
hands in surrender and slowly turned to exit my room. Before leaving he
said, "Remember what I asked. Study the press conferences. I want you to
have the answers rehearsed. I'll be very cross if you don't." I watched
him exit the room, and then I heard the front door open and close.
I was amazed at the humanity that Mr. Atwater had shown during our
conversation, but as he warned me about disobeying, I also saw glimpses
of his old self. While his eyes did not possess the fear-inducing power
any longer, he was still a frightfully dominant force. Still, with the
modicum of humanity he had shown, it was clear we did have
commonalities, as he had suggested, and perhaps, I could use that to my
advantage.
***
"Man, that guy who came to my place last night was super chill. Was that
the rock god you were talking about? Said his name was Atwater though."
Ethan added with a slight frown, "What's going on too? Why have you been
avoiding me? And what happened to your hand? Can you still play? "
It was Tuesday at lunch. It was time to come clean with Ethan- sort of.
I wasn't surprised that Mr. Atwater had visited Ethan's last night. He
was still trying to show me he wasn't the devil incarnate, and simply a
man bound by the burden of the Sidereus Prophecy.
I said, "I didn't really know how to tell you. I decided to go with
someone other than Geffen."
Ethan's eyes widened, "Really? But the other options kind of sucked.
It's weird, that Atwater guy, he said he was from some agency. So that's
who you signed with? I think you made the right choice, guy is really
cool."
I blinked, "Really? Because I think I made a huge mistake. I think I
completely sold out."
The snow crunched under my boots. We were headed to our old make out
place in the park. I had opted for my winter jacket, but Ethan still
wore his leather one. Ethan reached over and tried to grasp my hand, but
I pulled away. He frowned, "What do you mean you sold out?"
I said, "The deal I signed, it doesn't include Andrew or Stephen. Only
you. I completely sold out, just because it meant getting the music out
to more people."
Ethan's frown remained, "So the band, it's done?"
I nodded sadly, "Yeah. I'm sorry. All the work we did, all the songs. I
don't think they'll let us play them in this new arrangement."
Ethan shook his head. He turned away from me and sighed deeply. "I'm
really surprised. You said you were gonna get the deal you wanted, not
only for you, but the band too. Why'd you do it, Abby?"
I said, "Because this agency has had on their artist roster some of the
biggest names in history. They are also taking no royalties, meaning
everything I make, it's mine. I can support my family, help Am?lie. Well
ours actually- if you decide to come along." I reached out and put my
hand on Ethan's thigh, "You don't have to. I can't promise that it'll be
the kind of music you'll like."
Ethan didn't pull away, but he didn't take my hand either. Eventually, I
retracted it. "But I don't get it, Abby. You've always said that the
message is the most important thing in music. So now you can't play the
songs you wrote, with messages you care about. Why?"
I said, "I told you. I made a mistake. I guess- I guess I got greedy or
I just wasn't thinking. I signed and now I'm stuck with this contract
for two years. I know that I did what I said I'd never do, but they just
gave me a deal I couldn't refuse."
Ethan said, "This Atwater guy, he said I'd be playing guitar in your
band. So I guess it's your new band then?"
I nodded sadly. Ethan said, "What about like side projects? Could we
still write together? I feel like you guys wrote most of the songs
without me. It'd be sick to see what you and me could come up with. Like
we could still write on the road. That'd be sweet."
I blinked, "Wait, you mean, you'd think about coming, um, even if I'm
kind of likeapopstar."
Ethan said, "Huh?"
I sighed, "A pop star. They want to make me a pop star. This agency, it
thinks I can be the next Britney Spears. That's how I'm going to be
marketed."
Ethan looked at me in shock momentarily. "Like, you'd wear outfits and
stuff? And sing shitty pop music? Would you dance??
I replied, feeling like I must be displaying absolutely mortification on
my face, ?Yeah, um, probably. All that stuff.?
I said, ?I?ve always wanted to get my music out to as many as people as
possible. I guess that factored in my decision too.?
Ethan said, ?But it?s really not your music. Pop music shit doesn?t have
the kind of lyrics you usually write- you know deep stuff. Pop?s all
garbage.?
I shook my head, ?Katy Perry and Lady Gaga write their own lyrics. Most
of their songs are really heartfelt and meaningful. And even if I can?t
sing my own lyrics, I can still put my personality into them. You know
scream a chorus. I?ll sing it my way.? I was trying to convince Ethan as
much as trying to convince myself.
Ethan said, ?Britney?s stuff isn?t though. It?s all mindless dance
crap.?
I nodded, ?I?ll understand if you don?t want to come. I mean- it?s you
selling out too.?
Ethan looked at me seriously, and with a maturity that I saw rarely. He
looked deeply into my eyes. I felt my right hand begin to tremble, but
dressed as I was, it wasn?t because of the chill in the air. He said,
?I?m not like Stephen- I don?t think pop music is like a disease or
something. It?s still some of the worst stuff out there though.? I felt
my heart drop into my stomach.
He said, ?But, I mean, I don?t think I can be away from you for two
years. I think I?d like explode or something. Like not all blood and
guts, but in the head, you know? It sucks that we can?t play the music
we want, but, um, I- well- I love you, Abby. I think I?d probably go
with you if you were singing in a polka band or something. Hardcore
gangster polka rap.?
Before Ethan?s admission, I felt a constriction in my chest, almost like
my air was cut off. My fingers tingled in my gloves, but as he said the
?L? word, I felt like two massive cinder blocks had fallen from my
shoulders. I immediately reached out for him, pressing my body against
his, as I whispered back, ?I love you too.?
We kissed, our hot breath once again warming our chilled lips, and then
the boy just held me there. We stayed well past the lunch hour and into
the afternoon. I knew this was love, no matter what Am?lie or anyone
else said.
***
It was Friday morning before school, and I was on Am?lie?s laptop. I
opened her internet browser to complete some research on Britney?s press
conferences. Am?lie?s homepage was the website for a local newspaper.
Before leaving the page, I noticed a sensational headline, ?Social
worker accused of falsifying hundreds of reports- faces ten years in
prison if found guilty? I immediately clicked on the article, and a
video opened showing a reporter standing in front of a court house.
?Allegations like this are very rare, but another case, in 1993,
involved Celina Gaston, a social worker who was charged with fraud. The
accused, Mrs. Gina Warner, is charged with fourteen counts of fraud. She
is alleged to have falsified hundreds of family profiles over her
fifteen year career. These profiles are used by members of the child
protection board to decide if a child requires protective custody,
becoming a ward of the state. Court documents show that the accused used
?exaggerated? or ?misleading? statements to lead board members to remove
dozens of children from their homes and place them in protective
custody.?
I yelled, ?Am?lie! Get in here!? Am?lie hurried in and sat next to me on
the couch. The video continued playing.
?The accused volunteers for a number of different community outreach
programs, including an adolescent substance abuse program. Mrs. Warner?s
co-workers describe her as stern but wholly professional. Due to the
nature of the charges, all of the accused?s open files will be
reassigned and the profiles will be redone. The director of children?s
aid has already stated that a full investigation into all of the
accused?s files will take place immediately. She was not willing to say
whether previous board member decisions would be overturned. This,
however, could potentially return dozens of children to their parents.?
?This is the first allegation of the kind against the accused. If found
guilty of the charges, the accused could be sentenced to ten years in
prison and face a lifetime ban from the profession. Jeremy Stevens, CTC
news.? I stared at the screen in astonishment. I turned to Am?lie, and
she wore an expression of disbelief.
I said sternly, ?What did you do??
Am?lie ignored me, continuing to stare at the screen. I put my fingers
in front of her face and snapped. I asked again, ?What did you DO??
Am?lie, who still looked dumbfounded, replied, ?I went to Mrs. Warner?s
office on Tuesday morning. I told her what happened, that you had signed
your rights away, and that this Mr. Atwater had tricked you. I basically
spun it like he was going to offer you a record deal, and he lured you
there. I also told her about the abuse you suffered, your broken
fingers. She was understandably shocked. She said she was going to speak
to her director about it, and possibly involve the police.?
I sighed and looked at Am?lie disapprovingly. She said, ?What? You think
this is Atwater? I thought he lost those funky powers he had. I?m not
surprised that Mrs. Warner falsified reports. She was a power-tripping
bitch.?
I said, ?It?s the Prophecy. It?s protecting Mr. Atwater?s guardianship
over me, and it continues without Mr. Atwater and his ?funky powers?. He
explained that he is just a tool, and the Prophecy can act independently
from him. Am?lie, you ruined this woman?s career, and possibly her
life.?
Whatever words were on Am?lie?s lips tumbled away. She tried to form
them again, but failed.
I said, ?Now do you see why I have to go with him? There?s no winning
here, only a long line of broken lives. I told you not to try anything!
Don?t fuck with the Prophecy! It?s going to go after you, or my parents,
or even Chloe if you keep meddling. It?s too strong. Now I really need
to fulfil it because even Mrs. Warner doesn?t deserve that! I need to
fix it all.?
Am?lie said, ?I-I was just trying to help. I thought we could use real
world law to-?
I said, ?You guessed wrong.?
Am?lie said, ?Look, I just- I was trying to help you. So you wouldn?t
have to go. I know all about Britney, and how she started out, and where
she ended up. I was a huge fan. You remember I saw her in concert? She?s
not the same person she was when she started out. She?s like a shell. I
don?t want the same thing to happen to you. She almost died before her
breakdown.?
I said, ?I?m grounded though. I?m not going to get caught up in this
celebrity excess or anything. I?m the last person to say I hung out with
a Kardashian or some other brain dead socialite drain on society.?
Am?lie reached out and hugged me, ?I-I?m sorry. I just- I was trying to
help. I don?t want to lose you.?
I hugged her back, ?Same here. Look, we?ll figure out an arrangement
where I can come and visit a lot. And I mean, I?ll be making a lot of
money too. So I can fly you guys out to see me. It?ll work out. You?ll
see.?
Am?lie smiled softly, looking to be on the verge of tears, ?I-I love
you, Abigail. Never forget that. I always will.?
I nodded, ?Me too.? All I could think about was Ethan, and how much I
wanted to be with him.
***
Teenage love- it seemed an impossibility before I met Ethan. Initially,
I had seen the boy as a long-haired slacker, much like the kids I used
to teach. He was immature, brash and sometimes vulgar, especially with
his guy friends. As a teacher, I thought cynically that the couples in
my class would barely last a month. They acted cutesy, walking each
other to class, kissing and then casting fleeting glances, as if the
seventy-five minute class was a never-ending torture. One boy I remember
used to ask to go to the washroom at the same time, five minutes before
the bell. I knew he didn?t go to the bathroom because I saw him waiting
outside his girlfriend?s classroom.
I remember being annoyed by teenage couples on the bus, clearly
flaunting their love, or rather their lust. That is what it was.
Teenagers were incapable of falling in love, they didn?t have the mental
capacity for it. They were just children with mutual attractions that
wanted to mess around when their parents weren?t home. And maybe, that?s
what I had become, because I wanted to kiss his lips, feel his chest,
and look deeply into his eyes until one of us laughed. I wanted him to
take my virginity, even though I still had some apprehension about it.
What we had was lust because love was responsibility, and love was
sacrifice.
However, I felt that Ethan had sacrificed in choosing to come with me.
He wasn?t as hardcore as Steven was with the idea of ?rock credibility?,
but I doubted he would have agreed to be in just any pop star?s band. To
me, this was love. This was proof that we loved each other because he
was willing to compromise. Sure, he would get to play music for
millions, but it wasn?t his music. I relished the idea of us writing
together on the road, growing together, falling deeper in love.
Basically, since that moment, he was all I could think of, other than
the axe that loomed over my artistic freedom. I knew that Mr. Atwater
would come for me, but until that day, I enjoyed every waking minute of
my freedom, with Ethan by my side.
?I don?t like you staying here by yourself. What if Mr. Atwater comes
for you?? Am?lie looked at me across the dinner table. We were
discussing the arrangements for Christmas.
Am?lie added, ?What about your family? Don?t you want to see them on
Christmas day? We were supposed to drive to my parents? place after
that. You won?t see Chloe open her gifts from Santa.?
I said, ?The Rayners invited me to their place for Christmas day. They
said I can sleep over, and we can open presents and everything. I want
to be with Ethan on Christmas. It?s important to me.?
Am?lie frowned, ?Your family is here. And it?s my family too. They want
to see you. I?m sure your parents do too. I know you think you?ve fallen
in love with that boy, but you can?t just forget about everything else.
I want to spend time with you before Mr. Atwater comes. Are you still
planning on going with him, without a fight??
I nodded my head, ?Yeah, I am. It?s the way I have to do it.?
Am?lie sighed, ?I don?t like you sleeping over there. I know you said
that you?d be sleeping in separate rooms, but what?s to stop him from
getting into bed with you??
I replied, ?I?m on the pill now.?
Am?lie frowned, ?Didn?t Dr. Alberts explains how it works, Abigail? It
doesn?t work right away. It takes some time. At least a month.?
I said, ?I know that. Anyway, we aren?t going to have sex. His sister?s
going to be there too. I?m sure she?ll tell Ethan to behave.? I smirked.
Am?lie said, ?How about this? You can do Christmas morning at Ethan?s.
And then we?ll go to your parents? place after that. Then we?ll see my
parents for about a week.?
I said, ?Could Ethan come with us??
Am?lie said, ?I?m not sure that?s a good idea. My parents will have to
do a lot of lying. We?ll have to make up all these stories about you and
everything. It?s going to be tough on them. You can go without seeing
him for a week.?
I said, ?My phone won?t have any service though. And their internet is
so slow! We won?t be able to Skype or anything.? They lived in a small
town, so if you weren?t with the provider who owned the town?s lone cell
phone tower, you were out of luck.
Am?lie replied, ?You are going to be on the road with him for two years
probably. I think you can last a week being apart.?
I knew that Am?lie wasn?t going to budge, and I didn?t want to cause a
lot of stress at Christmas, so I accepted her conditions, even though I
started dreading the time we would be apart, even more than Mr.
Atwater?s imminent reappearance.
***
While Ethan and I had admitted our love for each other, Alyssa and
Eric?s relationship fizzled. Eric?s inability to move beyond awkward
conversation, and his attempts to entice Alyssa to play video games with
him all failed. She sucked, and Eric was a pretty hardcore gamer. They
had gone out a few more times, hung out, and nothing materialized beyond
the drunken hand holding and near kiss on Halloween night. The poor girl
was devastated, having carried the flame for the boy for nearly a year.
Unfortunately, I was too caught up in an Ethan love fog to pay her much
attention. So, I was surprised when I received an enthusiastic text from
her on Sunday night, a day before Christmas Eve.
Alyssa: is it tru abby cause if yea im going
Alyssa: i thought he was messing w me but he said he had a tutor a
everything
Alyssa: my mom is gonna let me go!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: w r u talking about
Alyssa: mr atwaters philip was his name
Alyssa: he said i can go w u on the road be ur stylist a help w outfits
n stuff
Alyssa: i know u said u signed a diff contract but it sounds like u r
gonna be in a diff band
Me: yeah kinda still w ethan though
Alyssa: he said u might need my help w dancing!!!!
Me: uh yeah maybe
Alyssa: lol sounds like u r going 2 b like katy!!!!!!!!
Me: something like that
Alyssa: how come u didnt tell me u r going to be a pop star abby
Alyssa: biggest news in the history of tha world!!! :) :) :)
Alyssa: how come u picked that contract a how come we didnt tell me!!!!
Me: i was kind of embarrassed i wasnt sure it was a good decision
Me: im still not but i signed so i gotta do it
Alyssa: its going to be amazing!!!!!!! im going to make u look so pretty
every night
Alyssa: ill help u w dance too i cant believe its true im so happy abby
Alyssa: my BFF is gonna be as big as katy perry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: how did atwater convince ur mom to let you go
Alyssa: talked to her said i have skillz as a stylist and makeup girl
its good experience plus i can b w my bff i dunna really he talked to
her for while
Alyssa: i still cant blief its tru abby I cant stop smiling!!!!!!!!
Me: aren?t u going to miss ur mom
Alyssa: yeah! but philip said we could all fly bak ethan me you so much
fun!!! :) my mom too she said it was good oppertunity
Alyssa: philip was super nice! :) ney way gotta go mom wants me to go to
bed still having stupid nightmars
Me: yeah philip is a gem
Alyssa: MUAH MUAH :)
***
Christmas day came and with it, a wealth of snow. I disliked snow and
the frigid temperatures that accompanied a Canadian winter, but I was
always happy when it snowed on Christmas, especially if it looked like
we were going to have a green Christmas. This year we received snow in
early December, but I was still pleased to see the freshly fallen snow
as I peeked out of the curtains in the Rayner?s guest bedroom.
I heard a knock on my door. ?Good morning, Abby! Everyone is heading
downstairs in a few minutes.?
It was Valerie, Ethan?s older sister. I opened the door and replied,
?I?ll be there.? She smiled and left. I really liked Valerie. She was in
her first year of university, and her mind was opening to new concepts
and experiences. She was a diligent student who aced her first semester.
When we first met, she was discussing the ethics of stealing for
survival with her father. She seemed thoroughly impressed when I joined
the discussion, offering my point of view and even quoting some of the
literature that she was reading. I got the feeling that Valerie liked me
too. I guess I was more a conversationalist than V?ronique had been.
I was pleased that I could still maintain an adult conversation. All of
the knowledge that Mr. Atwater had threatened to strip from me,
remained. I could still laugh at Ethan?s stupid jokes, and I didn?t
always make the right decisions (read: Halloween night without a condom)
but I felt I was in a good place, a world that lay between adolescence
and adulthood. I had come to expect complete strangers to think I was
nothing more than a kid, and some of them treated me that way.
Thankfully, Valerie was different, even though I was in high school, and
she was in an institute of higher learning.
I came downstairs, but even before I reached the main floor of the
house, I could smell the wonderful aroma of fresh pancakes and bacon.
Like the cartoon Fruit Loops bird, the heavenly smell pulled me quickly
down the stairs.
Mrs. Rayner greeted me with a smile. ?Good morning, Abigail. Did you
sleep well??
I replied, ?Not really. I?m always excited for Christmas, so it took a
while to get to sleep.? I grinned sheepishly.
Mrs. Rayner nodded, ?Well once you have children, Christmas can be
pretty exhausting. The gifts, the meals and all the visits. I still
remember Mark trying to assemble Ethan?s bike. He was probably up half
the night! It?s a funny story because with all the noise, Ethan really
thought it was Santa!?
Ethan groaned. He had a serious case of bedhead, but it suited him. I
had it bad- I thought he looked hot in a pair of pajama pants and a
semi-tight t-shirt! Well, he would have looked better without the t-
shirt. The boy groaned again, ?Come on, Mom. Don?t tell that story. It?s
embarrassing.?
Valerie walked up behind her brother and ruffled his hair, ?Oh but it?s
a cute story. I?m sure Abby wants to hear it.?
I actually did. I felt like the more I knew about Ethan, the more I
liked him. Every new piece of information filled him out further. It
gave him quirks and personality. I wasn?t at a point where I wanted to
see his naked baby ass, but I did want to hear the cute Santa story. I
said, ?Well, as long as it?s not too embarrassing.?
Mrs. Rayner grinned and Ethan shot me a dirty look. She said, ?So Mark
was down there trying to put the bike together, and I can hear him
swearing. Ethan asks me, and he?s only three and a half, Mommy why is
Santa saying bad words? Well I tell him that it?s because the elves
didn?t put one of his toys together right, so Santa was fixing it.?
?Ethan asks me where Daddy is, and I say he?s downstairs helping Santa.
Well Ethan wanted to see, but I said that Santa would leave him with a
broken toy if he did. I said, Ethan- you need to go back to bed, because
Santa won?t leave any presents. So he runs back to bed!?
The smile on Mrs. Rayner?s face widened, ?Ethan pretended to sleep, and
then he goes into his sister?s room. And they both sneak downstairs to
the play room. Ethan puts on his play tool belt, and then runs into the
room just as Mark is finishing saying I want to help Santa! It was
probably four in the morning.? Valerie giggled, and I followed suit.
Mrs. Rayner said, ?Ethan was disappointed he didn?t get to meet Santa.
Next year when we saw Santa at the mall, Ethan insisted on bringing his
tool belt so he could fix any broken toys at the North Pole. The Santa
at the mall was confused, and he says to Ethan that the elves do a good
job.?
I could tell that the story was reaching its crescendo. Mrs. Rayner?s
voice was growing more excited. She continued, ?So Ethan says in front
of about twenty other kids, ?No they don?t! They brought me a broken
bike! Santa and my Daddy had to fix it.?
Mrs. Rayner said, ?So Ethan takes out his plastic hammer and says, ?I?m
gonna do gooder than those elves!? I had to pull Ethan away as he is
trying to fix this slightly crooked plastic pole with a plastic hammer.
At this point all the parents are laughing, and Santa can?t keep it
together either.?
I gushed slightly said, ?Aww, that?s a cute story.? I looked to Ethan,
?Did you ever get to fix any toys at the North Pole??
Ethan rolled his eyes, ?It?s a stupid story. Dumb kids stuff.?
I said, ?It wasn?t even that bad. My parents could tell some really
embarrassing ones about me.?
Ethan said, ?How come you never tell me any stories about when you were
a kid? You?ve heard one of mine, so I should get to hear a really
embarrassing one about you. That?s only fair. And how come you won?t
tell me exactly what happened to your hand??
I hadn?t told Ethan the truth about my hand. I suspected he thought I
was lying when I said I was helping Am?lie move a heavy dresser. I had
worse upper body strength than Am?lie, so it made little sense that I
would be helping her carry anything. It was the first thing that popped
into my head.
Mrs. Rayner said, ?I have worse ones than that. Let?s not bombard
Abigail with questions. You kids eat breakfast, and then you can open
your stockings.?
Ethan?s eyes lit up, and honestly, so did mine. I loved Christmas,
though some of the lustre was gone from it, especially since becoming an
adult, but the Rayners and my forced rejuvenation breathed new life into
the holiday. We ate a delicious breakfast, and then pulled our stockings
down. I was amazed to see that the stocking was embroidered with my
name. A warm feeling passed through me. This family had wholeheartedly
accepted me. As I went through the stocking, I pulled out a plethora of
candies and chocolate, a few oranges, and some fuzzy pink unicorn
stickers. There were also hair clips and elastics. My stocking was
similar to Valerie?s, but I also got guitar strings and a package of
picks.
Then came the presents, there were shirts, yoga pants, and a new sparkly
guitar strap. I looked over at Mr. and Mrs. Rayner with surprise as each
round of presents included one for me. After it was all over, I
approached Ethan?s parents. ?This is all too much. I can?t accept all of
this. And I didn?t get you guys anything.?
Mr. Rayner said, ?We understand your financial situation. Your sister is
having some difficulty right now with her career. We are just happy you
could spend this time with us.?
Mrs. Rayner added, ?You are a special girl, Abigail. We want you to feel
welcome. I know what you mean to Ethan, and you mean a lot to us too.?
Again, that warm fuzzy feeling passed through me, and I felt beyond
welcomed, I felt like a part of the family.
Christmas at my parents was odd. We shared stories of the person I was
and watched old family movies. It felt like a life I was moving away
from, that didn?t exist any longer. Despite our financial situation, we
exchanged a few gifts, but we mostly just spent time together. A day
later, we drove to my former in-laws and while they were happy with my
company, I desperately missed Ethan. I mostly moped around the house,
looking for things to do to make me forget how much I missed him.
On the fourth day, I was missing Ethan so much, I took a long walk by
myself. When I returned, I saw an unfamiliar car parked in the driveway.
I opened the front door, taking off my boots and hat, but as I did, I
could hear voices in the kitchen. It was Mr. Atwater.
?She won?t be harmed while she is in my care.?
Am?lie retorted angrily, ?Yeah, like when you broke her fingers? The
only way I am letting you take her, is if I go too.?
Mr. Atwater replied, ?I?m afraid that?s impossible. You are free to
visit her after, but while the album is recorded, I must have no
interruptions from her family or friends. It is important that we remain
on schedule.?
I walked into the kitchen, eyes narrowing as I saw Mr. Atwater. However,
I also turned to Am?lie, regarding her with disapproval. She wasn?t
supposed to make trouble.
I said, ?Why can?t Am?lie come? I?m not going to be distracted singing
your inane pop drivel. I?ll probably do each song in one take.?
Mr. Atwater replied simply, ?Abigail, it?s time to go.?
I replied, ?Wait, does that mean Ethan can?t come either? That?s not
fair! You aren?t holding up your end of the bargain.?
Mr. Atwater sighed, ?You failed to read the contract properly. Your
friends can join you after you complete the album. Consider it
encouragement to finish as quickly as possible. You will focus more if
you are away from them.?
I shook my head, ?I don?t think you understand teenagers very well. He
is practically all I think about. If I?m missing him, I?m not going to
be very motivated to record music I don?t even like.?
Mr. Atwater replied, ?It?s a risk I am willing to take.?
I noticed that he was nervous. He lacked his usual shit-eating grin and
his bravado. He was not unhinged, but clearly, he lacked the confidence
he had previously. Had mortal existence done something to him, or was it
something else? His suit was not pressed, and he had a full beard. He
fidgeted, seemingly unsure of how to hold himself.
I looked closely at him and asked, ?What?s wrong with you??
Mr. Atwater said, ?Nothing, if you leave with me immediately. We have a
plane to catch, Abigail. It is unnecessary to pack anything. All of the
clothing you will need is in the studio living quarters. Now come.?
Am?lie said, ?I?m coming. I?m still her guardian. Even if that piece of
paper says otherwise.?
Am?lie?s parents watched from the periphery. They weren?t forceful
people, but I could tell they disliked Mr. Atwater. It was the first
time I had seen them cast a mean look toward anyone. I sighed gently,
?Am?lie, we talked about this. I am going with him. You promised you
weren?t going to make a big deal about it.? I walked over to Chloe.
The little girl smiled at me, and I held my arms out. She ran into them
and gave me a huge hug, laying her head on my shoulder. She said
excitedly, ?Abby!? She pointed to her colouring book, this one featuring
the Disney princesses. ?Abby, with me!?
I said, ?Abby has to go.? She had started calling me Abby a week ago.
Chloe looked at me confused.
We didn?t make a big deal about goodbyes with her, especially when we
dropped her off to daycare. The parents who did were often met with
frustrated daycare workers who asked them politely but firmly not to
make leaving such a production. So, the fact that I hugged her tightly,
not letting her go, ultimately confused the little girl.
I said, ?Yes, but I?ll see you soon. You be good for Mommy.?
Chloe replied, ?Daddy? Mommy said Daddy not here. Abby not here??
The poor child looked at me with growing confusion, but there was also
concern in her eyes. We had told her that her Daddy was gone, which she
proceeded to repeat every time she asked the question. I didn?t think
toddlers understood the concept of leaving for longer than a day, which
is likely why she continued to ask when Daddy would be back.
Am?lie said, ?Abby will be back soon. We?ll see her again. Maybe on the
computer. Like when grandma and grandpa went away on a trip, we saw them
on the computer. Don?t worry Chloe.?
While the girl didn?t seem to understand the concept of leaving for
extended periods of time, the emotion in my hug caused her lower lip to
tremble. She moved into full pout mode, ?No want Abby to go. Not like
Daddy.? I blinked. The child was smarter than we thought. Maybe she did
understand that Daddy was gone?
Mr. Atwater cleared his throat, ?Abigail, it?s time to go.?
Am?lie said, ?You don?t have to go with him, Abigail. We?ll figure this
out. We can take whatever happens.?
I shook my head and moved toward the door. I leaned down to tie my
boots, and within a few minutes, I was on the road with Mr. Atwater. I
thought I saw Am?lie?s car behind us, but with the blowing snow reducing
visibility, all I saw were headlights.
***
Mr. Atwater was silent during the trip to the airport. He drove the car
directly onto the tarmac where there was a small chartered plane waiting
for us. We boarded without any issue, and we were soon in the air. I had
only been on an airplane once, and it was much larger than this one. The
inside was spacious with room to sit comfortably. It looked like the
kind of plane a celebrity would take to avoid the masses.
?Why did we have to leave so quickly? I don?t get it.?
Mr. Atwater replied flippantly, ?All you need to know is that we have to
get your album done in under two weeks. Have you been studying the press
conferences as I asked you??
I shrugged, ?I?ve looked at a few. It?s not exactly high culture.?
Mr. Atwater nodded, ?No, it?s not, but it will suit our purposes. I want
you to have Ms. Spears? responses memorized. Secondly, you need to start
dressing like a normal teenage girl.? He reached out and wrenched the
green hoodie from my body. ?No more wearing any of Darren?s clothes.?
I rolled my eyes and snatched it back from him. ?This is me though. I
know how you want me to dress on stage and everything, but I should be
allowed to dress however I want when I?m not performing.?
He handed me a pair of large sunglasses- the type that celebrities wore
to hide their face. He said, ?Do as I say, Abigail. I also want you to
wear these whenever you go out in public.?
I put my hands up and said, ?Hold on here, what happened to Philip? What
happened to the person who was so nice to my friends? You aren?t
treating me well at all. Tell me why I need to do all this stuff.?
Mr. Atwater stood and stared down at me, ?Do as you are told. You don?t
need to know why. Put these on.?
He handed me a massive butterfly ring, a pair of hoop earrings, and a
little black purse with a thin, spaghetti strap. My ears were pierced,
but they only ever had little studs in them. I had experimented with
some of Am?lie?s earrings, but I wasn?t really an ?earrings? girl. Now,
it appeared I had no choice. He took the hoodie away from me again.
I furrowed my brow, ?Look, I can probably get used to dressing like a
pop star on stage, but this isn?t right. And it?s not in the contract.?
Mr. Atwater snapped open his briefcase and said, ?I want you to read the
contract thoroughly, so you understand your obligations.?
He handed me the thick document, and my eyes practically bugged out of
my skull as I read through the stipulations. Mr. Atwater was right. It
was all in there. I remembered the clauses concerning being the ?very
essence of a pop princess?, but there were others too, ones I had
seemingly overlooked. I had to dress like this. I had to wear big goofy
sunglasses, even if I was just walking to the supermarket. I had to be
presentable at all times. Now it made perfect sense why Alyssa was going
to be brought after the album was recorded. She would be happy to make
me up. I also wasn?t allowed the scream sing any longer. Worst of all, I
had to pretend that I liked everything I was doing.
Mr. Atwater said, ?I want you to start watching what you eat too. Read
up on this diet here.? He handed me a pamphlet. He added, ?Once we are
established, you?ll have a personal chef, but for now, I want you to
follow this diet.? I looked at the pamphlet, which set up a method for
losing weight quickly, and apparently safely with modest exercise. It
was a no sugar and no carbohydrate diet.
I narrowed my eyes and cast a dark look in Mr. Atwater?s direction. If
it were possible, I would have shot lightning from my eyes. I said, ?Are
you saying I?m fat? Because if you are saying that, we are going to have
a problem.? Despite my furious onslaught, the man didn?t flinch.
Mr. Atwater said, ?You are about fifteen pounds overweight. Which is
fine for now, we can air brush your problem areas for the album cover
and the liner, but when you start touring, we will have a problem.
Simply put, you are too fat to be a pop star. Yes, some parents will
love the fact that you are a little larger than the average teenage
celebrity. Thinking that you will be a better role model because of your
?healthy? body weight, but just as many teenage girls will slander you.
You?ll never reach the heights you need to reach at that weight, so it?s
gotta come off.?
He added, ?It will be part of your story. You were unhappy at that
weight and that is what you will tell all the reporters who ask. Or the
fans. You will tell them that you wanted to lose the weight, so you
could be truly beautiful.?
I said, ?That?s sick. This whole thing is sick! You know how many girls
end up hurting themselves because of this constant ?thin is in?
mentality? Did you know it has passed to boys too? Even boys are
becoming anorexic, or they are doing what Alexandre did and becoming
roided no-necks. Look, I know I?m not perfect, and I?m willing to get in
shape for the dancing or whatever, but I?m not going on this diet. And
I?m not saying those things. It?s damaging to young people.?
Mr. Atwater shook his head, ?You will say all I have instructed you to
say. When you lose the weight, you will also say that you are only happy
now because you are thinner, and that you worked hard at it, losing the
weight by yourself.?
I said angrily, ?But that?s not right! You said I am going to have a
personal chef. And I am probably going to have a personal trainer too.
None of the girls I will be influencing will have that. It gives them
false hope, and it makes them think if they don?t look like me, that
they are ugly. This is why I wanted nothing to do with this. I can?t
just go up there and sing songs. No, I have to be inducted in the cult
of celebrity stupid. What?s next, you want me to start posting inane
garbage on Twitter??
Mr. Atwater said, ?We?ll have people strictly controlling your Facebook
and Twitter page. Any tweets or posts to Facebook must be vetted first.?
He handed me a pair of high-heel shoes, but they weren?t the chunky
type. The six-inch stilettos were bright silver with a thin, sparkly
strap across them. He said, ?Practice walking in those. By the end of
the week, I want you to be able to walk gracefully in them. Eventually,
you?ll have to dance in them.? I looked out the window of the plane, not
thinking of escape, but simply looking for something to take my mind off
of wanting to stab Mr. Atwater in the eyes until I felt brain. I knew I
had to do this. If I didn?t more people would be hurt by the Prophecy-
most likely my family. Still, if I went through with the ridiculous
charade, I could also influence a generation of young girls to be think
that being skinny meant being beautiful. Girls would starve themselves
to look like me.
I looked out the window again and saw the Hollywood sign. I shuddered.
***
?Miss, would you remove your sunglasses please.? We were going through
US customs. Mr. Atwater handed the Transportation Security
Administration (TSA) official our passports. He frowned slightly as he
looked them over.
I quickly removed my sunglasses. Mr. Atwater scowled at the man as he
handed the passports back. The official asked, ?What is the purpose of
your trip, miss??
I sighed and responded, ?We are here to record an album.?
The official looked at me closely, and then he got on the phone. The
line behind us grumbled in unison. Mr. Atwater leaned over and whispered
in my ear, ?Look happier. You look like I am kidnapping you, Abigail.?
I crossed my arms underneath my chest and said, ?That?s exactly what
you?ve done.? Additional TSA officials came, along with a uniformed
police officer. The original agent continued to look at Mr. Atwater
suspiciously, ?We have a problem here. There is documentation required
when you are travelling with minors into the United States. We need a
signed letter from her parents to allow you to take her into the
country. I?m sorry for the inconvenience, but we can?t be too careful.
If we could just speak to the girl?s parents-?
I said, ?H-He?s my legal guardian.?
A female TSA officer pulled me gently out of the line, while a group of
male officers surrounded Mr. Atwater. The officer said softly, ?Abigail,
is he really your legal guardian? You can tell me the truth. We can help
you if you are in trouble.?
I sighed and nodded, ?Yes. Um, I am here to record a pop album. I?m just
tired from the flight. Mr. Atwater is my guardian and my manager.?
A frown appeared on the woman?s face, and she said gently, ?OK,
Abigail.?
I saw her take out a small leather-bound notebook. She wrote in it for a
few minutes, and then let me go back to the main customs area.
Meanwhile, I could see a rattled looking Mr. Atwater walking back with
the group of male officers. They hadn?t roughed him up, but they had
likely put him through the psychological wringer with a barrage of
questions.
The original agent who had questioned Mr. Atwater said, ?Your client?s
story matches yours. And we also contacted a Miss Sandra Walker. She
also verified your story, Mr. Atwater. We contacted Miss Grenier?s
parents, and they too confirmed that you are supposed to be with her.
Next time please bring the proper documentation.? Sandra? The woman from
Geffen?
A few minutes later, we were outside the airport, waiting for a cab. Mr.
Atwater said, ?It was not that difficult nor as intrusive when I was
with Miss Spears fifteen years ago. Why didn?t you tell them the truth?
You could have had me jailed.?
I said matter-of-factly, ?Thank 911 for that. It?s made all the air
security people really paranoid, especially in the US.? I shrugged as
Mr. Atwater hailed a cab, ?I didn?t make trouble because of the
Prophecy. I know what it can do. I don?t want anyone else impacted. You
and me though, we are going to have problems if you force me to adhere
to all the stipulations of that contract. I know all of that stuff about
my weight and how I have to act is in there, but it?s against my nature,
my morals and my values. People are going to know I?m not happy.?
The cab ignored Mr. Atwater, instead speeding toward a group of
tourists. The man sighed, ?If it?s any consolation, I didn?t write the
contract. And I will remind you that I am simply an instrument of the
Prophecy.?
I replied caustically, ?A tool- of the Prophecy. And it says
specifically in the contract that the punishment for breaching is at the
?behest of the associate.? That means you have a choice to enforce the
stipulations.?
Mr. Atwater ignored me as he finally managed to hail a cab. He said to
the cabbie, ?Rainbow Studios.? After that, however, he was silent in the
car. I turned to look at him a few times, but he looked deep in thought.
All I could think about was how much I missed Ethan.
I asked, ?When can Ethan come? You?ll need him for the recording, won?t
you??
Mr. Atwater replied, ?No, the tracks have all been recorded. We just
need your vocal over top. Ethan will be on your tour. So consider that
incentive to finish your vocal takes as quickly as possible.?
I sighed, ?Two weeks? That?s a long time. Come on, I?m not going to be
distracted by him. I can?t even use my phone here to text him. This
isn?t fair.?
He replied with a hint of exasperation in his tone, ?Fine. I will see
what I can do.? He told the driver, ?Take us to a cellular phone store.?
The cabbie did as he was told. We went inside and Mr. Atwater told me to
pick any phone I wanted. I chose fanciest smart phone I could find, the
one with the most features, and the ability to video chat. He insisted
that I also get a pink glitter-laden protector for it.
As we were discussing the plan with the salesman, Mr. Atwater grew
frustrated. There were a number of different options. I wanted Canada-US
unlimited calling, but then that raised the price of the data plan. He
started by impatiently tapping his fingers on the counter, then he went
to look at phones, trying some out for himself. It had only been about
five minutes, but Mr. Atwater stomped back to the main sales counter. I
knew that the meter was still running outside, so it was going to be a
very expensive cab ride, but wouldn?t he want me to get the best deal
possible?
He slammed a gold credit card down on the counter and said, ?Give her
unlimited everything.? He looked at me sternly. The salesman rang up the
phone and completed the plan.
He asked, ?Hey man, did you want to get a warranty plan for the phone?
You know we suggest it for kids her age. This is a seven-hundred dollar
phone. There?s also the try before you buy, so if she-?
Mr. Atwater shook his head and once again pushed the credit card toward
the clerk. ?Put it all on there. Whatever you have. Just hurry.?
The clerk looked outside and saw the waiting taxi. He said, ?Oh sorry
man, I?ll do it fast. There it?s all activated, and she?s got a three-
year warranty.?
We were back in the car within a minute. I looked over at Mr. Atwater
disapprovingly, ?You were really rude to him. Will you tell me why you
are in such a big hurry to get to the studio? What?s going on??
Mr. Atwater said nothing, and eventually, I decided to play with my new
phone. I sent Ethan a text, letting him know where I was, and the same
with Alyssa. Fifteen minutes later, I remembered that I should also text
Am?lie with my new number. The ride took about forty-five minutes, with
much of it spent in silence. I texted back and forth with Ethan, Alyssa
and Am?lie. Understandably, Am?lie was concerned, but I assured her that
I was safe.
Eventually, we stopped in front of an ultra-modern building in what I
recognized was the Hollywood Hills portion of Los Angeles. I had seen it
enough times in movies and on TV that it was very familiar. My jaw
dropped as I saw the ?recording studio?. It was a three-storey mansion
with wide bay windows. We exited the taxi, and Mr. Atwater led me to the
front door, which required us to travel along a wide cement staircase
which was lined with glass panels, allowing me an excellent view of the
Hills. The backyard featured a massive swimming pool, likely Olympic-
sized, and a terrace with patio furniture. It was certain that one piece
cost more than my entire living room set. The highlight of the entire
backyard was the waterfall that pushed a steady stream of water into the
pool. My mouth hung open for much of the tour.
The inside was just as impressive. Mr. Atwater walked me to my room. It
featured a king-sized bed, and even a built-in fireplace. There were
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