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My Sissy Life
Part 5
I got into my maid's uniform, it was different from my first one.
My first one was black with a white apron that tied in back in a big
bow. It was off the shoulder style and only came a little higher than
mid thigh. There was a little white cap that clipped in my hair also. I
had two, but they weren't very well made. They were more like Halloween
costumes, they started to fall apart after the first wash.
That is when my mother bought me new uniforms. These were well made and
fit me much better than the flimsy old ones.
I started out with only my cleaning uniforms. Over time I was given
different uniforms for different situations.
I have my everyday cleaning uniform, it is black with a little white
apron that ties in back. There is white lace at the hem and around the
neck line. It is somewhat low cut, but I don't have any cleavage, at
least not yet. Stiff bodice with a mock laces going up the back. Very
stiff white petticoats underneath that pushed the skirt of the dress
almost flat out. Short puffy sleeves with white lace trim and a black
and white lace choker collar. I always have my feather duster with me.
I also have a serving uniform, it is almost the same as my cleaning
uniform but the petticoats aren't as stiff. The skirt doesn't stand out
nearly as much, so that I don't knock things over when I'm serving.
There is a black and white lace choker collar with this uniform also,
except this one has a bow..
I have a formal serving uniform that I hardly ever wear, in fact I only
wore it when my grandparents celebrated their 50th wedding anniversary
last year. It is black and has a two tier skirt. It goes all the way up
to the neck and buttons. A white bib like area with lace and buttons on
the front. Three quarter puffy sleeves with white edging. The skirt
flares out like my other serving uniforms. I also wore a corset with it.
I also have a serving uniform for Christmas that is red with green
highlights and white fuzzy trim. There is a little santa hat that goes
with it.
All my uniforms are about two or three inches above mid thigh because
they are so stiff. They are also to be worn with a garter belt, seamed
stockings and four inch heels. I am never to bend at the knees while in
uniform, I am only to bend at the waist.
I was not looking forward to serving my brother and his friends. They
ask me embarrassing questions and grab at me, all sorts of things to
humiliate me. Jim loves to show off that he has power over me.
Another reason I don't like serving him and his friends is because of
one of his friends in particular. His name is Jake. Now I'm really not
into boys, at least not like the girls at school are. But when ever this
boy Jake comes around I almost forget how to move and speak.
I guess I kinda like him, all the girls do. All the girls say that he is
very cute, I can't argue that, he is nice looking. He is about six feet
tall, light brown hair, a voice so deep you can almost feel it as he
talks and he is very muscular. He is the quarterback on the high school
football team.
When he is around he laughs at me when I stutter and trip over nothing.
He likes to make me more uncomfortable, like the last time he was over.
I was serving drinks, he took the tray from me and said, "Gimme that
sissy, now come over here and sit down."
I said, "Oh Sir, I'm not allowed to sit on the furniture while I'm in
uniform."
"Then don't sit on the furniture, sit here," he said, as he pointed to
his lap.
I knew I must do what I was told. So I moved closer to him, as I sat
down I started to sweat and I couldn't breath very well, I thought I was
going to pass out.
He said with a laugh, "Now don't cum in your panties Bobbie, I just
thought you might want a break from serving all these real men."
"Yes, Sir..err..no, Sir....I mean thank you Sir...I won't do that Sir,"
I stammered.
My brother Jim said, "She couldn't cum anyway. My Dad had her little
thing locked up three years ago. My Mom takes it off so it can be
cleaned and then it goes back on right away."
One of Jim's friends, Rick, said, "Why did your Dad lock it up?"
Jim said, "Because I told him that I caught Bobbie jerking off in her
room. He didn't like that. He got real mad and had her little thing
locked up."
I was bright red from embarrassment by this time. I was still sitting on
Jake's lap, he had put his hand on my leg and was rubbing his thumb on
my thigh a little.
Jake said, "Whoa, Jim you caught her jerking off? That is crazy."
Jim laughed and said, "No, I didn't catch her, I just told my Dad that I
did. I wanted to see what he would do. It's on her Sissy Pledge 'I will
not touch myself in any sexual way ever.'"
They all roared with laughter.
Jake looked at me and said, "Are you really locked up?"
"Ye..yes, Sir," I said.
"I gotta see this," he said.
Jim said, "Bobbie, get over here and show everyone how you are locked
up."
I stood up with my head hung low and went over to where my brother was.
I looked up and saw eight guys looking back, all with smiles on their
faces.
"Come on sissy, show everyone why you can't cum," Jim said.
I reached down and lifted the hem of my dress with one hand, with my
other hand shaking I pulled down the front of my panties. My locked up
little thing was in full view.
The room was silent for a second and then I heard "Whoa!", "Oh my god,
that's crazy!" and "Amazing!"
Jake said, "Well, what does a sissy need to cum for anyway?"
Jim said to me, "Okay Bobbie, that's enough showing off, now get back to
work."
I said, "Yes Sir." I put my panties back in place, dropped the hem of my
dress and did a curtsey. That got a some laughter also.
Thankfully they all left shortly after. They were all 14 or 15, that
made it even more humiliating.
"When I'm bored I sometimes go through her pledge and look for things to
get her in trouble. That's how I got my parents to have her goto school
in dresses. I told my Dad that I caught her trying on my jeans, he got
pissed again and had all her school clothes thrown out. Until then she
was allowed to wear boys clothes to school." Jim said as they were
walking out of the house.
I work very hard to be as feminine as possible. I have found that the
more female and submissive I am the better things are. I'm submissive by
nature and acting female got easer over time with the help of my family
and the punishments by my father.
When I wash and fold my fathers and brothers clothes I can't believe I
wore things like that. Even though I just started wearing new silky
lingerie my old cotton panties and things were soft and feminine,
nothing like a real man wears. I must admit, I like the soft clothes
that I wear, I didn't at first but now I couldn't imagine wearing rough
and stiff mens clothes.
As I've said, I've been living as a sissy for four years now, I wouldn't
say I love it but it's not as bad as some might think. My father doesn't
say much to me, I'm just a servant to him, he has given my brother
permission to punish me, so I have no real interaction with my father
except for the occasional spanking when I make a mistake.
My mother takes me shopping or out to the park, places where people know
me, always in one of my shorter skirts or dresses. I always have my
heels or my wedge sandals. My hair is sometimes in a pony tail or a
french braid, something very girlie. She says it's good for me to get
out and see people, but I think its just a way to remind me where my
place is. My mother is very good at showing me that I am just a sissy
without saying it.
My sister isn't around much, she is always out with her friends or on a
date. When she is home she takes full advantage of me. I wash her hair,
I brush her hair, I give her manicures and pedicures, I help her get
dressed for her dates. When she is home she really has me work for her.
My brother is by far the worst to me, he loves to punish and humiliate
me. In addition to having me serve him and his friends. He hog ties me,
spanks me. He has made me do my dance class routine in front of his
friends and he has made me read my Sissy pledge in front of them also.
Just for fun or to show his friends the power he has over me, he
handcuffs my wrists behind me and puts a gag that he made in my mouth.
It is a ball gag with a hole in it where he puts my feather duster in.
He'll have me clean for hours like that. Sometimes he will just gag me
without handcuffing me, he laughs at me while I've got a ball gag in my
mouth all day. My mother doesn't like it when he puts a gag on me, she
says 'Jim, take that out of her mouth, she looks like a fish or
something, it's not a good look for a young girl.' He'll laugh and take
it out. He doesn't always use a ball gag, sometimes he'll use a couple
pairs of my panties and duct tape.
It might sound strange but one of the most humiliating things he has me
do is call him Sir. Even before I started living as sissy he was always
stronger and better than me, he is only a year younger than me but he
was still my younger brother none the less.
Now its like he is years older than me, I guess in a way he is years
older. I mean he is going into the 10th grade and I'm going into 7th.
Now being a sissy is not a wonderful life. I clean, serve food and do
everything for everyone, except cook, my mother loves to cook.. If it
wasn't for my brother, me being a sissy might be a little better. If it
wasn't for him I might not have known I was a sissy at all. I know I'm a
sissy and that I always have been one, I fought it for awhile but now I
know what I am. I guess things sometimes work out.
Jim would never say it to my parents, but he is very happy how things
worked out for me.
He has told me how much he likes that I'm a sissy many times.
I remember very well when he told me what he did that lead to my
situation now.
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It was a Sunday night, the day after I got my ears pierced. I was
dressed in my uniform and heels. It really didn't take long to get the
hang of walking in them. They were only two inch heels, my mother said
she was giving me time to adjust before I started wearing the four inch
ones.
I had spent the whole day cleaning and doing laundry. I had just
finished putting my brothers clothes away and I moved on to my clothes.
My mother had me wash all my clothes, they weren't dirty but she wanted
me to know how to take care of them.
I was in my room folding my clean clothes and putting them away.
Earlier, that morning my father found out that I didn't say my sissy
pledge and I got a spanking for it. As I was crying he reminded me that
I was to always be smiling. So I forced a smile and went on with my
chores.
Jim and Kim walked in and told me to sit down.
With a big smile on my face I sat on my bed.
Jim said, "So Bobbie, I guess you are finally happy, now that you can
live how you want."
"No," I said, still smiling because I was scared of being punished
agian. "I'm not happy, I hate this uniform, I hate these heels and I
hate all this girl stuff."
Kim said, "But you look so cute and I saw more than a few boys checking
you out at the football game yesterday."
Jim laughed and said, "Well, I gotta tell ya, I never thought dad would
goto this extreme. I mean we were just messing around, putting Kim's
underwear in your room."
"I knew you had to be putting things in my room," I said. "What do you
mean 'we'?"
Kim said, "Both of us had something to do with it."
I jumped up as the smile went away from my face and said, "You gotta
tell mom and dad that you were lying! Tell them that it was all a
misunderstanding."
"No, I don't think so," Kim said. "Also, I think you mean mother and
father."
"Yeah, there is no way we are gunna tell them anything like that." Jim
said.
"Why wouldn't you tell them?" I said as tears started to well in my
eyes.
Jim said, "Look around Bobbie, all this girly crap wasn't free. Dad had
workers in here all week painting and making sure this room was as girly
as possible."
Kim said, "Yeah, mom and I were all over the place getting you new
clothes, make up, stuffed animals, posters and all the rest of this
stuff. It's almost too girly for me."
I said, "We could give it to a needy family or something. Could you
please tell them the truth?"
Jim said, "Not a chance, not after what he did to you. I can't imagine
what he would do to us. It looks like you are the needy one little sis."
I looked at Kim and said, "Please, just tell them what you did."
She said, "Dad spent thousands on your room alone. It wasn't easy
getting people to do all this work in such a short time. There is no way
we are going to tell him anything. Sorry Bobbie but you are meant to be
a sissy."
Jim said, "Besides, I really like having a maid to clean up after me.
And I love that we are in charge of you."
"Don't either of you feel a little bad about what you did?" I asked as I
cried with my head in my hands.
My brother said, "I did at first, before you got home from grandma's
house, when dad was getting everything ready for you. But I saw you
crying like a baby when you got home. Then you got into your girly night
dress and went to bed without question, I didn't feel so bad. When I saw
you at the game yesterday all dressed up like a girl and then you came
home with your ears pierced two times. And today with you running all
over the house in your maids uniform and high heels. You never once
tried to stand up for yourself and be a man, in fact, it almost seemed
natural for you to do the cleaning. So no, I don't feel bad at all."
Kim said, "I think you really are a sissy, like Jim said you didn't
fight like a man at all. What put it over the top for me is this
morning, when dad found out you didn't say your sissy pledge yesterday.
When he told you to lay on your stomach over his lap for your punishment
you started crying instantly and then did what he said. I thought you
might have tried to stand up for yourself, but no, you just cried like
the sissy that you are."
I stood up and tried to stop crying.
"I'll tell them myself," I said between sobs.
They looked at each other, then at me and said, "Okay, go ahead."
Jim said, "You'll have to wait, they aren't home right now."
"Ok, I'll wait," I said as I heard the front door open.
I went down the stairs, and met my parents at the door.
I walked up to my father and said, "Dad, Jim and Kim just told me that
they put Kim's clothes in my room to play a trick on me. They didn't
mean for it to go this far, it got out of hand."
He looked at me for a second, turned to look at my mother and said,
"Sherry, take care of this please, I'm too tired." as he walked away.
My mother said, "Bobbie, let's go to your room."
When we got there my mother had me sit on my bed.
She said, "I know this is new to you and you have a lot to learn. But
the sooner you stop making things up and getting on with your new life
the sooner it will better for you."
"But I didn't..." I said before she stopped me.
"Just listen." she said, "You are a sissy and you have been a sissy your
whole life. We are just trying to help you come to terms with it. Now
you can fight it and tell us lies about your brother and sister tricking
you or something or you can just except the fact that you are a sissy.
Nothing is going to change that. Now, tomorrow when you get home we are
going to the salon to get your hair trimmed. Your hair is all split ends
and it will take much longer to grow long. When we get home your sister
and I will show you how to do your make-up. I'm sure all the other kids
will love your new earrings at school tomorrow.. It's getting late so
get into one of your nighties and goto bed."
Tears were streaming down my face. I said, "Mother what do I tell the
other kids when they ask me why I have my ears pierced?"
She leaned over, gave me a hug and said, "Oh honey, just tell them that
you are a sissy. The truth is always the best way to go. They will find
out at some point anyway."
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I had been cleaning all day while thinking about the past, it was like I
was on auto pilot. I looked at the clock, it was 5:30 pm. I needed to
get my serving uniform on, fix my make-up and hair. I must be perfect, I
don't want Jim to punish me. I really hope that Jake won't come over
tonight, but I'm sure he will.
The end of part 4.
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