Modern Relations part 08 Its Complicated
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Hello all. I wanted to begin this by telling you a bit about myself and
a bit about this story. I am a new writer on this site, having been to a
few others and been a long time reader, but never an author. I aspire to
become a published author and I have been writing for several years,
hoping to finish something and try to turn it into a book. I write stuff
here to challenge myself but also to explain the softer side of myself
and the various things that go through my head or that I experience in
everyday life, as a story that maybe people can relate to. Each piece
shows a lot into my psyche and I'm happy to share it with you all. This
piece is from an excerpt of a book I'm working on. The book itself isn't
TG themed, but this chapter talks a bit about some of the choices I
might have done in life. The book is titled 'All the Things That Never
Always Happened' and it's a autobiography of things I never got to do in
life. It explores how my life would be if I had lived a different way or
made a different decision or even experienced different things. It goes
to tell stories about pursuing dreams that I had, and this chapter
focuses on if I had made the decision to change myself, and really live
life as a girl. It's not really that straightforward, and the plot goes
bit off, but this is the 5th chapter in my book. If you are interested
in reading something not TG, and want to offer your opinion on the piece
as a whole, shoot me an Email at [email protected] Lastly,
the last thing you have to remember, is this story acts as though I am
jumping into my own body through alternate dimensions. I don't know
where I am, or what I'm doing, but we figure it out on the way. Please,
Enjoy. :)-Alice
I opened my eyes and I was somewhere else. More specifically a waiting
room. What exactly I might have been waiting for, I didn't know. Which I
realized was a big problem. Normally, I entered one of these dimensions
and was completely integrated until what's - his - face pulled me out.
Now I was missing pieces. Maybe if I sat and thought and took a look at
my situation it would come to me. I took a deep breath.
Alright, so I was in a waiting room, so I was waiting to see a doctor of
some kind. The rest of the place was empty and quiet. Nothing looked
strange or felt out of place. I straightened out my skirt and tried to
think harder. I still had my previous memory although it felt like
something was on the cusp of my mind. There were vague images flickering
in my mind, and I couldn't quite place them. I was getting frustrated
and clenched my fists. My long nails dug into my hand and it hurt. I
don't know why I had to have them so long but I felt like I needed to
keep up an image. That's why i was here afterall. I struggled to
remember what I was thinking. Something wasn't right. I was trying to
remember who I am. There were memories in my mind that I don't remember
having. There was so much conflicting in my head. I was beginning to get
dizzy. I brushed my long hair out of my face and tried to take deep
breaths. What was it that I couldn't remember? I knew who I was, right?
It was simple. I remembered what happened and I remember before that. So
the answer was easy. I am-
"Alice?" I looked up and Dr. Thorgenson poked his head out of his
office. He saw me and I stood up and walked over and into his office. He
closed the door and I sat down. He walked to the other side of the desk
and sat down himself.
"You look very nice Alice." I thanked him and blushed a little.
"How's everything going?"
"Um." I fidgeted in my chair. "Adjusting has been a little difficult."
"Well that's why we have these sessions and you're dressing the way you
are. It's to reinforce your new self. You wanted to go through with this
and I'm only here to help."
"I know. It's been hard. I still feel like 2 people. I might be fine one
day but my old life comes back and people easily see through me. It's
hard for me to give up my past interests and move on. I still find
myself really liking sports and I still have those boyish tendencies..."
"Well we both agreed that you had to leave that world behind. You need
to enforce this life because you're only going to get hurt if you hold
onto that life. You need to be the prime example of femininity and all
those memories will go away. Have you had any setbacks."
"Actually..." I explained to him about mere minutes before and how I had
my old memories but I felt like I had new memories that couldn't have
taken place. I began to become conscious of the fact that this was all
wrong.
"Excuse me for a minute?" The Doctor nodded and I got up and left the
office. I wasn't in control. My body walked into the restroom, although
I'm not sure I could call it mine given the facts.
"What are you doing?" I tried to see who she was talking to but there
was no one around.
"You! You're in my head! I don't know why you're there but I don't want
you!" She pouted and stomped her foot. I mentally scratched my head.
"Say something!"
"...uh. I'm not really sure what to say. I've never been in this
situation before..."
She seemed a bit surprised that I actually respondes. "Great! Now I've
gone insane!"
"I wouldn't say that. It's a bit complicated."
"How many people do you know that have conversations with themselves? "
"Well you'd be surprised."
"Not what I meant. With a separate person entirely inside them!"
"Well you did say you felt like two people."
"Not funny!"
"I'm sorry."
"Just who are you anyways?"
"What? I thought you knew."
"How would I know? I'm just trying to live a life and you're making it
more complicated!"
"Well if you want complicated, I'm pretty sure I'm you. Just if I had
made some different decisions in life..."
"What? That's impossible."
"How are the Packers doing this year?"
"So what? You know about my like of a team. Many people know... knew
that."
"Alright. How about Pine Haven?"
"What?"
"Well of you're like me you still dream of that place. Still haunts you.
Probably a big contributer to all this."
"Y-you could have heard that from someone."
"Alright Alice. Or should I say Alyssa. Lehlah? Isabella? You've had
alot of names. How did you decide which one was you? You think I don't
know. We've both been there." She started sobbing and sank to the floor.
"Look I'm sorry. I wish I was able to explain this to you."
"I can help with that."
"Who are you?"
"Y'know, I never did get his name." The entity was back and seemingly in
one piece. He didn't have a definitive form, but seemed to be a human
shaped ball of light, that was bright, but somehow didn't hurt your eyes
when you stare at it.
"I am Lessi, a being of multiple universes, connecting the ties of life
from one realm to the next."
"Well its nice to know you got out all right. Can you do something to
fix this now?"
"Of course not. I told you that the fabric of reality has been altered.
Which is why I can do this." He waved his hand and a wave of light
washed over Alice. I felt a slight pull and soon I was materializing
next to her.
"You really are me." She looked me up and down. I took the chance to do
the same of her and found myself a bit jealous. In this reality, she had
the courage to do what I could have done so long ago. I hoped it was
worth it for her.
"Now that you've gotten a chance to gawk at yourself we're going to have
to explain the new rules."
"New rules?"
"Yes. Since you went and broke the old ones, reality is in a state of
flux. Originally, I had no intent to bring you here. You are the same
person but you each have a very decisive identity. Even if the universes
were fine, having you love this life would have led to the same result.
You two share a connection, but the lives you lead are in opposite
directions. The idea that you are 2 people is the best assessment,
because it's true."
"What does that mean? Obviously we are separate people."
"But you know we're also the same." I said to her.
"Which brings us to our current conundrum. The idea of string theory is
nor far off. Each of the universes are tethered to get her by strings
called the Oster. Each string is tied to a different world and they all
connect back to a single world, usually. The main world, called the
Directive, collects life energy through means of the Oster and it
sustains all world's through the multiverse. Unfortunately, there seemed
to be one single oddity in all of time and space. Only one person per
universe but you've gone and made yourself two. So the fluxation of the
flow of energy from the Oster is now split."
"I'm not sure I followed most of that."
"Me either."
"You're causing new universes to be born, and that fact is making the
universe expand out of control until it becomes so vast it collapses in
on itself."
"We're causing the universe to implode?"
"Yes."
"Hey you started this! You dragged me into all this world swapping!"
"It was a necessity. You are the one from the directive. But there is
another you. As you already know. The goal was to make you apart of each
universe, to live all your other lives. When you were done, you're life
in that universe would diminish. It would continue that way until you
lived all your lives. The energy of the Oster would store itself in you,
and when you were the last, it would spread to the rest of the
universes, and balance would be restored. "
"What would happen to me?"
"You would cease to exist."
"You were going to wipe me out of existence! Isn't that some form of
genecide!" Lessi shrugged as if it was a simple inconvenience.
"It's of no use now. That plan gas failed."
"Well I for one am glad to be able to continue existing!" Alice, who was
quite throughout the ordeal, and perhaps a bit out of her depth spoke
up.
"So what now?" I hadn't thought of what might happen next.
"Well, now we do the only thing I'm able to do. You both are connected,
and you both now have to exist. Wiping either of you from the multiverse
would cause an explosion in time itself. You were never met to meet. You
were supposed to exist in the middle. Having ties to each other, but
never existing on both sides. Just one or the other. And not too far
away. You had to be close to each other. Had to be so alike, yearning or
holding onto another life. Now you have been seperated."
Now it started to dawn.
"You mean this urge and desire to be someone different. I'd never get
over it?"
Alice answered for him. "No... Even if you made the change you would
still be stuck with your past life, never to be able to get away from
it."
"That's what you were trying to do."
"Yes. And it wasn't working," Lessi cut us off.
"Yeah well, you broke every rule in the universe allowing this to
happen. And now you will fix it."
"A warning would have been nice."
"You shouldn't of had the ability to alter things like this. I still
don't know how you did. But we must takes step to ensure the safety of
the multiverse."
"What must we do."
"You must Continue on to the other universes and live some time in those
worlds." He noticed my concerned look.
"I already told you it would be disastrous now to wipe you from the
verse. However, with the two of you, you can split the absorption of
Oster and have the same effect."
"Wait how are we going to both live the same life?"
"Well you cant. Only one of you can at a time. The other will
temporarily assume the role of someone close in your life. You just have
to live your lives for as long as needed, and you will move on to the
next place until we have enough energy."
"Will we lose ourselves like I used to? I asked.
"Not this time. You are on your own. You might get glimpses of memories,
but you'll have improvise mostly."
"How long are we in each world?"
"It will be different every time. Each world has different amount of
Oster connections. The less connections, the longer you have to stay.
The world will also differ most from others."
I turned to Alice/myself. "Are you ready for something like this? You
might have to relive some stuff you left behind."
"And you'll have to live stuff you haven't prepared for." Somehow I
didn't think of that either.
"Well, I don't think we have much choice. It's this or nothing.
Everywhere."
"Right." We both turned to Lessi.
"We're ready."
"Right. The first object you see that tells time will tell you how long
you have to stay. At the end of the designated time, you'll be pulled
into the next world. Don't screw it up this time!"
And before we could protest, it all was gone.
Marisol
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