This story is dedicated to my Mother. I know although she is no longer
with me. She is watching and guiding me.
This story contains a mild sex scene. So is slightly more mature than
previous parts.
Mum I Have Something to Tell You. Part 2 by Maria Ski
7. Back at home, The Cross-Dress day.
I was relieved when I got home, the bodysuit came off with ease. And I
dutifully cleaned it with its unique cleaning equipment. I dried it and
double checked for any signs of wear. It looked a little odd hanging on
a hanger on my wardrobe door. I found its carry case and placed it
inside. I looked in the mirror, Michael looked back. I was slowly
getting used to my own duality. My new jacket and dress, in a special
carrier, hung on the back of my door, the shoes and lingerie were still
in their boxes but they sat on a shelf in my wardrobe which held my
female clothes.
It felt a little weird to be wearing a male t-shirt and jeans. But I
pushed that thought to one side. And set to work on a 'Girl Time' blog
entry. I heard muffled voices from downstairs but paid them no heed. I
turned my attention to my blog. Locating the jpeg of me feeding
Alexandra I smiled uploaded the picture and I typed:-
'I think one of the ultimate things I have done whilst dressed as my
femme self is to nurse a young child. From what I have been told I'm a
natural. Yes that is me feeding a baby. But I'm going to have to see if
I can do it when I'm en-drab'
There was a knock on my bedroom door. "Come in...!" I answered. "I'm
decent...!"
Claire slowly stuck her head round the corner. "Hi Michael." She
paused. "Can I come in?"
I waved her in. "Of course Claire anytime," I got up and looked at her.
"You look like you've something on your mind. Care to share?"
"I need to tell you something," Claire said with a wan smile.
"Something." She paused. "Important. Something you need to know." She
sat on my sofa and I sat down beside her. She took my hand, it seemed
to calm her.
"What do I need to know Claire?" I asked. "You're not breaking up with
me are you?"
Claire shook her head. "It's nothing like that." She playfully swatted
my shoulder. "It's the fact I've known about you being Michelle for
longer than you think," she grinned. "Accidently coming into the
changing room during our shopping was just an excuse," she dipped her
head. "In fact I've liked you from the day we first met."
"I've always liked you," I answered. "I just wish." I paused. "I just
wish we'd got together sooner." I smiled. "And as for the day we first
met," my eyebrow raised. "You were in hospital I seem to remember," I
took her hands in mine. "And at the time it was the furthest place I
had been to whilst dressed as Michelle," I chuckled,
"Eos thought it would be a good joke and be something I could do to
help cheer you up." I gave Claire a grin. "She was upset that you
didn't see through me. But I think you did. But you left Eos guessing."
"She was right about one thing," Claire interrupted. "It did cheer me
up. And I realised I wanted to get to know you as Michelle. And so I
went along with the charade that you were Eos's cousin when we started
hanging out at the mall."
"But why didn't you blow my cover?" I asked. "You could have unmasked
me at anytime."
Claire chuckled. "Because you were so convincing, so feminine, and so
very attractive as a girl." She smiled as I blushed. "And because my
Aunt Sandy said that it would be a big mistake if I was to out you," we
started to snuggle. "Because Sandy said and I quote 'She should be
allowed to come out in her own time. That's if she plans to come out.'"
Claire looked at me. "You've probably been asked, but do you have any
plans to transition?"
I gently kissed her forehead. "I'd like to meet your Aunt Sandy. She
sounds like a very wise person." I felt her arm slip to my waist. "And
to answer your question. I don't know. I don't know if I wish to
transition." I stopped her hand just as there was a knock at my door.
"Later," I whispered to Claire. "Come in!" I replied to the knock on
the door.
Tanya stuck her head round the door. "Freak Features, Mum wants to see
you in the dining room. I hope she reads you the riot act." With that
she disappeared into her room.
"Why do you take that from her?" Claire asked as we made our way to the
dining room. "I haven't heard Tanya say a civil word about you since I
met her."
I pulled her a little closer. "She loves me really." I shook my head.
"She doesn't like the fact I cross-dress. I'm supposed to be her
'macho' brother."
Claire chuckled. "I prefer your softer side," she squeezed my bottom.
"But I know there is an iron fist under your velvet glove." She winked
as she hinted at my run in with Jake Nolan.
Claire and I walked into the dining room holding hands which we let
lose when Claire's Mum looked up at us. My mother looked at us. "Hello
you two love birds." She smiled warmly. "Take a seat please. We need to
have a word with you."
We sat together and looked at each other and then at our parents.
"I hope we've... I've not done anything wrong?" I asked breaking the
ice. "Because if I have..."
"Michael." My mother stopped me. "You've done nothing wrong." And she
grinned at the both of us. "Neither of you have." She looked at Mrs
Gaunt. "It's just that Sarah here has a couple of questions to ask
you." Mum gave me her 'don't screw it up' look. "So please answer them
honestly."
Mrs. Gaunt smiled. "I've known that my daughter has had here eyes on
you for sometime Michael," she went into protective parent mode. "I'd
like to know what are you intentions towards my daughter?"
"Mum...!" Claire exclaimed. "What...?"
"It's alright Claire. Let her ask. I've nothing to hide. I going to be
entirely honourable Mrs Gaunt I assure you." I paused. "Because I'm
taking each day as it comes," I took Claire's hand. "I'm not a believer
in the four F's." I looked at my mother. "I am new waters and I don't
want to mess it up."
"I see." Mrs. Gaunt looked at me. "Claire tells me that you make a
pretty convincing girl. And looking at the pictures she has shown me I
say you're a beauty. Do you have any plans to transition, to become a
woman?"
"Thank you." The transitioning question again. ?As to transitioning,? I
looked at my mother, I looked at Claire and back to Mrs. Gaunt. ?I
honestly don?t know. I?ve been asked that question by a few people
now.? I sat back. ?And I honestly don?t know.?
?Michelle is great to be around mum,? Claire told her mother. ?And so
is Michael. I love his/her duality.? She kissed my cheek. ?And if he
chose to transition.? She looked in my eyes. ?I?d be there for her.?
She looked back at her mother. ?It may seem like a short while Mom. But
I?ve loved Michael/Michelle since the first time I saw her/him.?
?And do you love my daughter Michael?? Mrs. Gaunt asked.
I took a breath. ?Yes. Yes I do,? I answered. ?I do love Claire,? I
took Claire?s hand again. ?Claire Gaunt would you do me the honour of
being my girlfriend??
My Mum smiled fighting back a laugh. Mrs. Gaunt chuckled and smiled at
us. ?Well Claire,? Mrs. Gaunt said. ?Are you going to give him an
answer??
Her answer was a soft sensual kiss on my lips, which seemed to last
forever.
?I have a favour to ask,? Mrs. Gaunt said. ?I?d like to meet Michelle.
I?d like to meet the other person that has stolen my daughter?s heart.?
She placed her hand on mine. ?I?d like to see how you become the girl
in you.?
Claire looked at me, her eyes said please.
I looked at Mum, I looked at Claire and her mother. ?Ok. I?ll go and
get changed. And of course you can watch. But I usually don?t dress
with an audience...? I got up and turned to face them. ?All I ask is
that all questions wait until I?ve finished.? I smiled. ?I can give a
step by step commentary if you want.?
And so I took my girlfriend and her mother up to my room. It was
something I didn?t think I?d do. Mrs. Gaunt smiled when she saw my
room. ?It doesn?t exactly scream ?girl?. But then again it doesn?t
exactly scream ?boy? either.? She turned to face me. ?So this is where
the magic happens??
I nodded. ?It all starts here.? I looked at Claire. ?Claire if you?d
like to select what you want me to wear from the wardrobe with the
mirrored doors it would be a great help.?
As Claire proceeded to get the clothes ready I went to my femme
underwear draw and got the lingerie I wanted to wear ready. For the
sake of saving time I got one of my gaffs out. Mrs Gaunt looked
intrigued. ?That looks like a pair of panties. But it?s not. What is
it??
?A Dancer?s Gaff Mrs. Gaunt,? I responded. ?It helps to hide my male
bits and gives me a smooth female front.? I paused. ?It also keeps them
in place. I usually wear a pair of panties over it. And sometimes a
padded panty brief.?
I took the lingerie into the bathroom and I changed into the underwear.
Slipping on my robe that hung on the door I stepped back into my room
placing my folded male clothes on the chair by my desk.
?Wow Michelle,? Mrs. Gaunt said. ?I can?t believe what I?m seeing.? She
walked around me. ?I?m seeing a teenage girl. But you?ve not finished.?
?You?re right I haven?t and Thank you Mrs. Gaunt,? I answered as
Claire handed me a breast form which I slipped into the bra I was
wearing, I followed it with the other and adjusted them to sit
properly. Removing the robe I showed her my faux curves. ?I do have a
torso body suit which does a lot more than you see here.? I smiled when
I saw what Claire had picked out for me.
I careful slipped on the pantyhose, smoothing them down and checking
them. I smiled to myself as did this small task, the half slip followed
along with the knee length black denim skirt. The V necked pastel blue
t shirt followed. I zipped myself into the knee high heeled boots. And
then I set to work on my makeup.
I checked my face, applied some moisturiser and then followed it with
my foundation, foundation powder, remembering to dust off any excess,
eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara, a subtle addition of blush, finishing
off with my favourite lipstick. I brushed out my auburn wig, I put my
wig cap on, and then the wig. I brushed it out again and I turned to
face Mrs. Gaunt.
?Hello Mrs. Gaunt,? I said in my soft female voice. ?I?m Michelle it?s
a pleasure to meet you.? I sat down at my desk. ?Do I meet with your
approval??
?Mi... Michelle.? Mrs. Gaunt caught the slip of her tongue. ?Michelle
you are beautiful. Your pictures pale in comparison. I know there is a
young man sitting before me.? She paused. ?But seeing you sitting
there, moving, talking, and playing with your hair. All I see is a
beautiful teenage girl.?
Claire smiled. ?Mum?s right,? she came over and squeezed my shoulder.
?You look amazing.? She paused looking at her mother. ?That?s why I
fell for you.?
I stood up and looked at Claire and her mother. ?Michelle is part of
me, and Michael is part of me. You get a two for one deal here,? I
chuckled. ?There is no one without the other.?
There was a knock on the door and Eos stepped in. ?Sorry to disturb
you.? She smiled as she apologised. ?But Mum has asked if Mrs. Gaunt
and Claire would like to stay for dinner?? she spotted me. ?She has
also requested that Michelle joins us.?
?Thank your mother for the invitation Eos,? Mrs. Gaunt said. ?We would
love to join you for dinner.? She smiled. ?It will be nice to spend
some time with my daughters girlfriends family.? She looked at Claire.
?To get to know each other better.?
Mrs. Gaunt left with Eos. Claire and I were on our own, Claire stepped
up and hugged me. ?You passed Michelle.? She kissed me gently. ?We?ll
have to head off any talk of wedding bells. Don?t you agree??
I held Claire a little closer. ?I agree,? I replied. ?Besides I want to
avoid any arguments about who wears the gown,? I added with a smile and
avoiding a playful swipe from Claire. ?I think.? I paused for thought.
?I think we should take it as it comes. Deal with anything thrown at us
as it happens.? But inwardly I smiled, Claire had bought up the subject
of marriage. Had she seen something I missed?
Mum had cooked up a fantastic Chicken Curry for dinner. And it went
without a hitch, well almost. Tanya was fighting to keep a civil tongue
in her head as we had guests. I could see that referring to me using
female pronouns was driving her crazy. I was asked a lot of questions
by Mrs. Gaunt. I answered them the best I could. If I struggled Mum or
Eos answered on my behalf. But then Tanya snapped...
?Can you please stop referring to Michael as Michelle.? She looked at
me. ?He?s a boy not a girl. I don?t give a damn how he is dressed.? She
looked around the table. ?And using female pronouns...? She paused. ?If
Dad was here Michael would be dressed properly,? she took a sip of
water. ?He wouldn?t be sitting here in a skirt as if it?s the most
natural thing in the world. And I would have a brother. Not a
freak...!?
I wanted the ground beneath me to open up and swallow me. Claire looked
at me with sympathy. As she knew I faced this on a daily basis.
Mum glared at Tanya. I could see that she was keeping her anger in
check.
Tanya continued. ?Dad always thought Michael was a waste of space. I
even heard him say that he wished Michael hadn?t been born,? she stood
up. ?Face it Claire. Your freak of a boyfriend only got you because he
was dressed as a girl. Oh and that fight with Jake Nolan... Freak
features got lucky...!?
Insulting me is one thing. But insulting someone in front of their
mother is another.
I felt my anger rise. To hell with how I was dressed I was not about to
let some one who should know better embarrass the family. I looked at
Mum, I looked at Mrs. Gaunt.
?TANYA...!? I shouted. ?Dad isn?t here, But I am.? I took a breath.
?You can insult me all you like. But insult my girlfriend in front of
her mother and our mother.? I paused. ?You change the battleground.? I
glared at her. ?I may not have been the apple of Dad?s eye. Yes I suck
at sports, and yes I don?t like football, I don?t care what you think.?
I closed my eyes. ?And so I like dressing as a girl. Get over it.?
Tanya looked at me. ?So Dad was right,? she said. ?You are a faggot, a
sissy, a waste of space...? she left the last phrase hanging in the
air.
I could see Mum still holding back. She appeared to be desperately
wanting to say something to our naive sibling. I mouthed I?m sorry to
Mrs. Gaunt and Claire.
I looked at Tanya. ?I?m going to show you what our loving father
thought of your little Halloween joke all those years ago.? I stood up.
I had tears in my eyes as I started to take my t-shirt off. Eos took it
from me.
?So I?m a faggot? I?m a sissy? I?m a waste of space?? Undoing my bra
strap I turned my back on Tanya. ?Take a look at what our Father did to
me Tanya. Take a good look...? I presented my back for Tanya to look
at, showing her the small scars that covered my back.
Claire came over and helped me by pulling my hair up. Tanya flinched.
?He did that?? she walked over and traced a small scar with her fore
finger. ?I didn?t know,? she traced another scar.
?He did what you see because I didn?t conform to his idea of a son.? I
had venom in my voice. ?He beat me because I liked being Alice.? I
finally let the secret I?d hidden from her and a lot of others out. ?He
did this because he unlike you is an uneducated Neanderthal who has his
head stuck in the past.? I looked at Tanya. ?The main reason that I
continue to dress as a girl is because I don?t want to be like him. I
am my own person. I?m comfortable as Michelle. I have friends as
Michelle. What Dad didn?t realise was that he gave me more strength to
be myself in his own way.? I was shaking and Mrs Gaunt caught me as I
started to fall.
?Tanya,? Eos spoke up. ?We?re going to have to get used to the fact
that Michelle is going to be around for a long time.? She looked at me.
?In fact.? She looked at Mum. ?I wouldn?t be surprised if Michael
becomes Michelle fulltime...? she continued. ?I may have taught him a
few tricks to help him be a girl. But he?s been a better sister to me
than you have.?
Mum looked at Tanya. ?Those are real scars on Michelle?s back Tanya.?
She looked at me being comforted by Mrs. Gaunt. ?You?re father really
hurt your brother. But I... No we need you to be there for your sister.
She may not realise it yet but Michelle is going to transition. Your
brother Michael is transgendered.?
Tanya looked at me and then Mum. ?Michael?s transgendered?? She looked
shocked. ?But that....? She paused. ?I hope he can forgive me. I hope
she and I can become close...?
?That is up to you Tanya,? Mum added. ?And it may take some time.?
?That was a very brave thing you did Michelle,? Mrs. Gaunt said. ?You
could have just left it.? She released me from her hug. ?I suggest that
you go to your room. Calm yourself down, repair the damage to your make
up.?
?But...?
?No Buts young lady,? Sarah Gaunt smiled. ?Just go. I?ll cover for
you.?
Putting my bra and breast forms back on I grabbed my clothes and went
to my room. I sat on my bed and stared at the dishevelled girl who
stared back. I went over to my dressing table and started to redo my
makeup. There was a knock on the door and Claire stuck her head into my
room. ?Hey. Can I come in??
I smiled. ?Come in Claire.? I stood up and met her half way. ?Am I glad
to see you.? I took her hand and she stepped closer. ?I didn?t mean
for...?
?Hush now,? she placed her finger on my lips. ?What has passed. Has
passed. Let?s think about the here and now.? She grinned. ?Let?s...?
I looked into her eyes and gently, ever so gently stroked her cheek
with my forefinger. Lifting her chin our lips touched, I could taste
her lipstick as it merged with mine it was so sensual so loving...I
felt so feminine, so girlish... I stepped back as we embraced and fell
on my bed. Claire was still in my arms... We broke the kiss... And lay
there. I so wanted to... But I... Claire smiled and whispered. ?When
you?re ready darling. When you?re ready I?m not going to rush you...
For seemed like an eternity we lay in each other?s arms. A gentle cough
from Eos bought us back to reality. ?Tidy yourselves up and get down
stairs,? Eos whispered. ?You?re lucky it was me who found you.? She
looked at me. ?I think Tanya wants to say something to the both of
you.? She smiled. ?Especially you Mikki.?
Tanya came up and hugged me as I entered the family room. ?Mike...
Michelle....? She paused. ?Can you ever forgive me?? she asked a little
unsure of herself. ?Forgive me for being stupid?? she stepped back
slightly. ?I?m... I?m sorry. I really am. I?m an idiot.? She turned to
Claire. ?And I?m sorry Claire. I have to say. You?ve got a good catch
in my brother.? She grinned. ?No matter how he?s dressed.?
?Tanya of course I can forgive you.? I pulled her back into a hug.
?You?re my sister. A sister who I love dearly.? I was shaking slightly.
?But it?s going to take time.? I paused. ?All I ask is that we take
time to...? I stopped as I had a crazy idea. ?Tanya we?re going out.
We?re going for a walk. A walk so we can talk. I?m staying dressed as I
am.? I looked at Claire who smiled. ?Claire you?re welcome to come with
us.?
I went to get my leather jacket. Leaving Claire and Tanya alone to
hopefully talk.
?I can?t believe how good he looks as a girl,? Tanya said to Claire. ?I
look at him and see a beautiful teenage girl.? Tanya smiled. ?And I?ve
got to get to know her. Otherwise I might lose both.? She shook her
head. ?She?s right of course, Michelle that is, it?s going to take
time.?
?Your brother is full of surprises,? Claire replied. ?That?s what I
like about him. As Michael he?s a protector, a knight.? She paused.
?And as Michelle, she?s a friend, a confidant, a shoulder to cry on.?
Claire grinned. ?And believe it or not ?she? can wrap guys round her
little finger. It?s as if ?she? should be a girl.?
Tanya laughed. ?But Mike is straight. And you say he can wrap a guy
round his little finger as Michelle?? She smiled. ?That is something
I?d love to see.?
I caught Tanya?s last comment. ?Be careful what you wish for Sis...? I
said with a smile. ?Because it might come true.?
Tanya looked at me closely. ?I can?t believe that my brother is
standing there. I see a beautiful girl,? she then put on a serious
face. ?Who has better looking legs than me..!?
We all laughed, Tanya smiled. ?Come on. We?ll go to the Arcade.?
The Arcade was a row of shops well with in walking distance from our
home. I was familiar with the stores and had been there many a time as
Michelle. Although this was the first time I went with someone other
than Eos. Tanya insisted that we walk down with linked arms just like
sisters. We talked, she asked questions, and I answered. Claire would
occasionally add a little fact.
Tanya watched in amazement as I ordered our drinks at the small coffee
bar. I had the male server eating out of my hand. Claire looked at my
sister with the ?I told you so? look?.
Claire and her mother left shortly after we got home. Claire?s mother
kissing me on the cheek before she left got a giggle from Tanya.
But that as I lay on my bed thinking Eos and Tanya knocked on my door.
They were wearing their Baby doll nightdresses and gowns. They came in
and lay either side of me. I went to say something but Tanya put a
finger to my lips. Eos suggested I put one of my baby dolls and come
back to bed. I did as I was bid and wore my pastel blue nightdress. I
went back to bed and lay in the middle of my sisters. And that is how
our mother found us in the morning all three of us in bed together. On
thinking back the last time we?d all shared my bed was when we had a
major thunderstorm.
Mum didn?t say a word to us about how she found us. I had the feeling
she was happy that we were starting on the journey to mending our
bridges.
8: School the next day.
I sat in the car on the way to school thinking, thinking that the last
few days had been a whirl of conviction and contradiction and
discovery. I seemed top be lost in my own world when I was shaken by
Eos. ?Hey sleepy head we?re here.?
I was greeted by Claire and arm in arm we walked up towards the school
building. I was greeted with a few nods and smiles from pupils who
usually ignored me. A couple of cheer leaders even waved, I smiled back
but was given an elbow in the ribs by Claire.
?Hey,? I said. ?That hurt.? I smiled at my girlfriend. ?I was only
being polite. And...?
?Don?t even think it Buster,? Claire replied. ?You?re mine and don?t
you forget it..!?
?Yes Mistress...? I whispered which earned me a sly smile from Claire.
She spun round to face me, kissed me on the nose. ?See you at lunch,?
was all I heard as she disappeared into the crowd. I smiled and made my
way to my classroom for registration.
Zoe and Kate caught up with me. ?Hi Mike,? Zoe said with a smile. ?You
all set for your big night out?? she asked. ?Because you?re going to be
in for one fun night.?
?Zoe,? Kate said. ?Don?t scare the man.? She winked. ?He might change
his mind about joining us.?
?Sorry Kate.? Zoe smiled again. ?I?m only telling the truth.? She put a
hand on my arm. ?Just think Mike.? She grinned a feral grin. ?You?ll
get to experience what a sleepover is like,? she winked at Kate. ?And
of course spend some time with some of the prettiest girls in the
school.?
?That is true,? I replied. ?But can you keep it down a bit Zoe.? I
smiled. ?I don?t mind people finding out.? I paused. ?But if they find
out I?m going out with you guys as Michelle...?
Kate smiled. ?Oh we?ve got that covered.? She winked at Zoe. ?You?re
going to lose a bet with Claire,? she grinned at me. ?Your forfeit will
be to dress as Michelle...!?
I started to chuckle, which turned into a laugh. ?I love it,? I
replied. ?I love it...!?
Claire kept her promise and caught up with me at lunch. We found a
table and sat together. We started chatting about how our morning went,
the lessons, the work, she smiled when she told me she knew about my
brief chat with Zoe and Kate. The conversation then turned on to what
sort of bet I was going to ?lose?. And we settled on something Science
Fiction related. This made us both laugh as we knew that it would
really take something really obscure for me to lose that type of bet.
The conversation then turned to the night before. My throat went dry,
Claire smiling reached over and squeezed my hand in reassurance. That
little action didn?t go un-noticed by Joel Cooper a member of the
school?s Football team. He came over and looked at us. He shook his
head. ?Hey Hunter,? he sneered. ?You wearing panties today? Or do you
wear boxers like a real man??
I looked at Joel. ?What?s with the sudden interest in my underwear
Joel?? I answered with a question of my own. ?A big jock like you
shouldn?t ask questions like that.? I paused. ?Or are you thinking of
wearing panties yourself??
He blustered. ?Just answer the question Hunter.? He glared. ?Boxers or
Panties??
?Boxers,? I replied. ?I save the panties for the weekend,? I chuckled.
Joel laughed. ?Very funny Hunter.? He turned to Claire. ?What do you
see in him?? he asked pointing at me. ?You could do a lot better.?
Claire looked at Joel. ?Better than Michael?? she laughed. ?I doubt it.
Because Mike is a great catch. He has a lot of good things going for
him. And if last night was anything to go by...? she left the last bit
hanging in the air.
Joel looked at me and back at Claire. ?He.. You.. I mean...!? He
spluttered an apology and went away. Knowing Joel as we did a rumour
that Claire and I had ?done it? would be round school faster than a
cold. But she and I were safe in the knowledge that we hadn?t. And I
knew that no-one would believe Joel.
Zoe and Kate joined us.
?What?s with Joel?? Zoe asked. ?He went away faster than a dog on a hot
plate?
?He looked shocked to me,? said Kate. ?What did you say to him??
Claire chuckled softly. ?I implied that.? She paused for effect. ?That
Michael and I...?
?You didn?t..??
?She did...!?
?Have You??
?No,? Claire came clean. ?The time wasn?t right. And as much...?
I squeezed her hand. ?And as much as we wanted too. It would?ve ruined
our relationship. It will happen when the time is right.? I added.
The subject was changed to what they had planned for the ?Girls Night?.
I just sat back and listened. I nearly choked on my drink when they
suggested taking me to a strip club. Which made the girls laugh, but
then again their plan was to let me experience a typical night out as a
woman. So I suppose seeing male strippers would be on the cards.
The rest of the day was relatively uneventful. I was put on the spot
during Social Studies on the subject of being transgendered. As we were
talking about Sexual preferences and their impact on society.
The question of my possible transition raised its head again. And once
again I said that I had no plans to transition but then again who knows
what the future may hold.
That statement bought a sharp intake of breath. But I followed it up
with telling the class that I had been asked that question a lot over
the last few days. Then one of the girls asked, ?Michael why do you
like dressing as a girl? And how did you get so good at doing it??
I smiled. ?I like dressing as a girl because it helps me to relax. I
feel comfortable wearing skirts etc. And as to how I got so good at
it.? I paused. ?It?s a case of ?How do you get to Carnegie Hall??? I
left the question hanging. ?Practice, practice, practice...? The class
and the teacher laughed. I was happy that I could be open about my
cross-dressing. I was also pleased that our school could be classed as
progressive. Simply because we had a larger LGBT community than other
schools within our area. And a zero tolerance policy on bullying which
Mrs. Grogan policed with a vengeance when required.
I had finished my homework and looked at the time on my radio alarm. I
sat back in my chair after reaching for the latest ?Honor Harrington?
novel I had started to read. But after a few paragraphs I closed the
book. I knew what I had to do.
I was applying my lipstick when my mother came into my room. ?Ah
Michelle just the person I needed to see,? she seemed un-phased by the
fact I was dressed on a weeknight. ?You?ve got a visitor downstairs.?
She smiled as helped me adjust my wig. ?It?s Ms. Johnson.? Mum paused.
?She says it?s time you and her had a little chat.?
?Oh,? I chuckled. ?I?d forgotten that she wanted to have a word with
me.? I slipped on a pair of flat court shoes. ?I wonder what she needs
to speak to me about??
Ms. Johnson was all smiles as we came into the dinning room. Mum went
to make us all drinks.
?I hear you won the ?Cross-dress? day beauty contest,? Ms. Johnson
remarked. ?Good for you young lady.? She smiled a reassuring smile.
?You?ll have a great day at the photo shoot. Maybe you?ll end up with a
new career idea,? she chuckled. ?I?m here to have that chat I think we
need.?
I nodded. ?Mum said that?s what you?re here to see me about.? I looked
at my guest. ?But can I say thank you for the dress and jacket.? I
smiled. ?They?re beautiful. But...?
Ms. Johnson waved her hand. ?Michelle there?s no need for thanks.
Sometimes an aunt needs to spoil their niece.? We sat down. ?I?m your
Aunt Joanna.? She smiled. ?But I was...?
Mum came in with a pot of tea. ?Teas up.? She smiled. ?You look like
you need a cup Michelle,? she said with a grin. ?Jo has told you then??
Aunt Jennifer smiled at my mother and nodded.
?She?s told me that she is my Aunt Joanna,? I took a cup from mum. ?And
Aunt Joanna was about to tell me something else before you came in.? I
added.
?What I was about to tell you before your mother came in was that I was
born Joseph. And I am your mother?s younger brother,? Joanna watched my
reaction. ?And I know what you?re going through at the moment.?
I took a sip of tea. ?I had a feeling we had a connection.? I smiled.
?But I couldn?t quite put my finger on it.? I sipped my tea. ?But we
were told that Uncle Joe had gone away. Something to do with falling
out with Grandpa Joe??
?You?re Grandpa didn?t approve of the fact Joe wanted to become
Joanna,? Mum added. ?You?re Grandma understood. But Dad...?
?You and I have a lot in common Michelle.? Aunt Joanna smiled. ?I was
once at the same crossroads that you are at,? she moved round and sat
next to me. ?You have all these crazy thoughts going around your head.
For instance did you plan to dress today??
I shook my head. ?No, I?d finished my homework. And I was at a loss for
something to do,? I looked at Mum. ?So I...?
?And you look beautiful as always,? Aunt Joanna interrupted. ?You?re
lucky you have a great Mum like Jennifer.? She smiled at mum. ?She was
my Eos.? She looked at my look of surprise. ?Yes I know Eos is your
mentor. And I also know you?ve started mending bridges with Tanya.?
Mum smiled. ?I keep Joanna updated.? She squeezed my hand. ?She told me
that you might be like her after you dressed as Alice,? Mum said
changing the subject as she looked at Aunt Joanna. ?There was
something about your smile.?
Aunt Joanna looked at me. ?I know that you?ve probably been asked these
questions before Michelle. But do you have any plans to transition? Do
you wish to become Michelle fulltime??
?In all honesty I?m not sure.? I paused. ?I?m really not sure. Part of
me wants to remain Michael. But... But there?s a bigger part of me that
wants to be Michelle. I mean why else would I have dressed today?? I
looked at my relatives. ?I would say that at the moment ?No?. But
further down the line...?
Aunt Joanna smiled. ?You?re at the same place I was all those years ago
Michelle. To transition is a choice you must make. No one else can make
it for you.?
I had tears in my eyes. ?I?m scared.? I fought back the tears. ?I?m
scared that...?
Aunt Joanna got up and urging me to do the same, hugged me. ?Sweetheart
I?m here for you. You have your mother and Eos. And don?t forget you?ve
also got Claire,? she whispered. ?She?s a keeper.? She smiled. ?I know
they all love you,? Aunt Joanna took my hands. ?As do I.?
I was at a loss for what to say. Ok I?d been asked the transitioning
question again. But I felt fine about being asked it.
?Oh,? Aunt Joanna said. ?I?d like you to come and work with me as
Michelle.? She paused. ?Come and work for me at ?Wisions and Wessels?.
Put your inner geek to use. One of my staff has left and I need a
replacement. It might as well be you. What do you say??
I looked at Mum and back to Aunt Joanna. ?I didn?t realise you owned
the store Aunt Joanna. I?m in there when ever I can. And I was looking
at getting a job as Michelle.? I paused. ?To see if the vanillas would
accept me.?
?It?s settled then,? Aunt Joanna said. ?You?ll come and work at the
store. And drop the Aunt. Just call me Joanna. Calling me Aunt Joanna
makes me sound old.? She smiled. ?We?ll discuss shifts later. Count
working at the store as a test Michelle. It may help you make up your
mind.?
Mum smiled. ?I agree with your aunt Michelle. And I hope you?re staying
for dinner Joanna?? she asked. ?Because your other nieces will be home
soon,? she winked at me. ?It will nice to have an all girls night.?
That night, after a wonderful family dinner. I slept soundly and
relaxed. My dreams filled with soft female thoughts and images. Claire
and I were getting married, we were in matching gowns, and Eos was my
best man, with my cousins Catherine and Samantha as my Groom?s men.
Claire had Tanya as her maid of honour with Kate and Zoe as
Bridesmaids...
9: Friday
Before we knew it Friday was upon us. I was now 18, Eos woke me up with
the news that I had a busy day ahead. Luckily we didn?t have to go to
school as the teachers were having a training day and Mrs. Grogan, with
the school boards approval, had given us a day?s holiday.
Mum smiled at me as I sat drinking my coffee. ?Happy Birthday
sweetheart,? she said. ?You?re in for a treat today.? She added with a
hint of mystery.
?A treat?? I queried. ?I was going to each up with some of my writing
today,? I added. ?And then spend some time getting ready for tonight.?
?We?re taking you to get you a manicure and pedicure.? Eos joined in.
?Then shopping for some night wear for tonight?s sleep over,? she
giggled. ?You?re in for a day of feminine pampering,? she winked.
?Because tonight little sister you have to be at your best.?
The sleepover, I have to admit it was one part of my birthday
celebrations I had been dreading. But I had agreed to celebrate my 18th
birthday as Michelle and I like to keep my word.
As I got ready, I realised that I would be spending a good part of this
weekend as Michelle. I decided to leave putting on my bodysuit till
later. But I made sure I was tucked and comfortable. I slipped on a
long flowing maxi-dress and wore the matching sandals. Checking my make
up, ensured my wig was secure I grabbed my hand bag and went down
stairs. Mum smiled with approval at my clothing choice. I was actually
nervous. But Eos hugged me. ?You?ll be fine Mikki,? she whispered.
?Trust me. You?ll be fine.?
My nose was assailed by a myriad of different smells as we entered the
salon. We approached the reception desk, Eos spoke to the receptionist
and we were taken through for our manicure and pedicure treatments.
I tried not to giggle as they gave me my pedicure as I?m a little
ticklish when it comes to my feet. But the assistant was fantastic as
she trimmed and shaped my toenails and by the time she had finished my
feet felt like new. She asked me what colour I wanted my toe nails so I
requested that they be painted to match my fingernails when they were
done. I was asked if I wanted my fingernails lengthened, but Eos beat
me to it and they were trimmed and rounded into nice arches. I watched
in amazement as a deep red polish was applied to each nail. And an
intricate design was applied, once the nails had dried, using a
transfer. Clear polish was applied to seal the designs to my nails. My
toe nails had the same deep red polish applied to them. It took a while
for me to get used to the occasional flash of red as I walked.
Purchasing the nightwear had me almost blushing as both Eos and Claire
showed me all sorts of negligees and baby dolls. But I didn?t get to
see the final choice. I was told it would be a surprise for me later.
The evening rapidly approached. This would be my true debut as
Michelle, even though I had been out in public before. Tonight I would
be with my peers and my sister for all intense and purposes I would be
a woman out with her friends. Eos did my make up. I looked stunning. In
the electric blue dress and jacket I had been bought I looked
fantastic. If I could pull this off, going as Belle to the Fancy Dress
Dance would be a walk in the park.
Unfortunately Diana couldn?t make it. She had some pressing family
matters to deal with. But she promised to catch up with us at some
point over the weekend.
We had a meal, we hit a club and I decided to let some of my
inhibitions go. We were sitting in a cubicle talking when our little
group was approached by a group of guys our age. They tried to pair off
with each of us. And we all relented to dance with them. Paul, the guy
who I got paired with, was a little shy and awkward but I managed to
get him to loosen up a little as we danced. He hadn?t expected to dance
with a girl and told me it was his birthday. I laughed and told him
that it was also my birthday. But I?d like to give him a present. Paul
looked at me wide eyed and I led him from the dance floor.
I spotted the disabled toilet and beckoned him in with a crooked
finger. I was committed to doing this, for tonight I was a girl, I was
Michelle... I locked the door... Thankfully there were no signs of a
camera. We kissed passionately; luckily my lipstick was a long lasting
one. I cupped his appendage in my hand. And I gently unzipped his
fly.... He left the toilet with a massive smile on his face; he would
have a tale to tell his friends. I had done something I had been
expected to do. After all I was a girl, wasn?t I?
Eos, Zoe, Kate and Claire were back at our cubicle as I bought Paul
back into the club. Eos looked at me with a raised eyebrow. I gave her
my I?ll tell you later look.
Paul spotted his friends who had found another group of girls. I kissed
him on the cheek and he left to join them.
?What happened?? I asked
?Paul?s friend Chuck got a little too fresh with Claire,? Eos answered.
?Claire hit him. So they all dropped us.? She paused and looked at me.
?And what happened with you and Paul??
I took a breath. ?I...? I chewed my lip. ?I....? I was at loss for
words. ?I gave him a birthday present...? I told them. ?I took him into
the disabled toilet and gave him a birthday present...?
Claire looked at me wide eyed. ?You...? she laughed. ?And you did what
any of us might have done. Did you??
?No,? I replied sitting down. ?I just held him.? I was shaking
slightly. ?I held him like I do to myself sometimes.?
Zoe giggled. ?Welcome to the sisterhood Michelle. You?ve proved you can
be a girl if you have too.? She looked at us all. ?Are you sure you
don?t like men??
?No I don?t like men. What I did to Paul was a one time thing. I needed
to know if I could do things with a man... to a man,? I answered taking
Claire?s hand. ?Claire is the one I love.?
Claire looked at me. ?And I love you Michelle Hunter.? And she kissed
me. ?You?re in for a treat later you little hussy.? She kissed me
again.
We arrived home just after 2 in the morning given that the club closed
at 1. We were giggling as we climbed the stairs. Luckily for us Mum was
staying at Aunt Joanna?s and Tanya had gone away for the weekend. So
disturbing them wouldn?t be a problem. And to be honest, I didn?t fancy
the idea of dealing with any fallout from disturbing them if they were
at home.
We all changed into our nightwear. I wore a silk black negligee and
matching panties. Kate and Zoe were amazed that it clung to my faux
curves. They tried to find the seams of my bodysuit. The explorations
ending with the three of us ending up in a giggling heap on my bedroom
floor.
Zoe pushed herself up on her elbows. ?Your bedroom doesn?t exactly
scream girl Michelle.?
?And it doesn?t scream boy either,? Kate added.
?It?s who I am,? I replied. ?A mixture of both.? I smiled. ?A boy who
likes to be a girl sometimes.? I paused. ?Or maybe I?m a boy who wants
to be a girl...?? I chuckled. ?Thank you for tonight. It was fun.?
?It?s not over yet Michelle,? Claire said as she entered my room. ?Get
her girls...!?
Before I knew it I had been thrown on my bed. Kate and Zoe held me,
gently but firmly, by the arms. I tried to struggle but Claire had
straddled my legs. And lent in to kiss me her right hand gently
stroking the silk of my negligee over my left breast. I was struggling
to keep control. I heard a buzzing sound coming from her left hand.
?So Michelle,? she said with an evil smile. ?How functional is this
body suit of yours??
?Fully functional,? I replied shakily. ?I can...?
?I thought so...? She smiled. ?You?re going to enjoy this...?
Kate put a little liquid over the top of the item Claire was holding.
?This is ?Brutus? my vibrator.? She grinned. ?Would you like to
experience what it feels like. What it feels like for a girl??
I nodded my consent. ?Take me,? I whispered. ?Take me I?m yours...!?
Claire gently lowered my panties and inserted the vibrator into my
faux vagina slowly taking it in and out. I could feel the throbbing
vibration. My body started to shake. Claire left the vibrator where it
was sending my mind crazy as she continued to stroke and caress me.
Kate and Zoe released my arms and I embraced Claire as I shook
violently.
?OOOHHH... BOY...!? I exclaimed.
I lay there short of breath as Claire removed the vibrator. She deftly
handed it to Kate who cleaned it off. I was still shaking as she kissed
me whilst still stroking me through my nightwear.
?You?re truly one of us now Michelle,? Claire said with a smile.
?You?ve experienced what we?ve all experienced. Welcome once again to
the sisterhood Michelle,? she leant in closer. ?How was it for you??
she whispered. ?How was your first female orgasm??
I pulled her into an embrace and kissed her. ?It was like nothing I?ve
experienced before. Something I?ll never forget.? I smiled a contented
smile. ?It was....? I paused. ?It was amazing.?
I had told the truth. My experience with ?Brutus? was unlike anything I
had experienced before.
Things settled down as Eos came in with a tray of munchies and drinks.
She had known what was going to happen but had chosen not to
participate. She winked as she handed me a glass of juice. I just
smiled back as I sipped my drink.
Zoe, who has a very cheeky smile. ?Ok.? She looked straight at me.
?Michelle who are your three?? she paused. ?The three you would willing
cheat on Claire with.?
I was stunned and admittedly caught a little of guard. ?Wow that is one
hell of question Zoe,? I replied. ?But an easy one to answer.? I
chuckled. ?Scarlett Johansson, Keira Knightly, and Teryl Rothery.? I
looked at Zoe. ?But of course they?re only a fantasy three,? I added.
Kate then asked, ?Ok Michelle.? She paused. ?Think out of the box.
Think like a girl and tell us who your fantasy three males would be.?
?Think like a girl.? I grinned. ?To be honest,? I said. ?I have a
feeling you were expecting me to give males to start with,? Kate
nodded. So I thought before continuing. ?Daniel Craig, Orlando Bloom
and Jamie Bamber,? I looked at the assembled females. ?But I can be
honest and say that those are actors I do like for the roles they?ve
played.?
Zoe smiled. ?I like Orlando.? Her eyes glazed. ?He?s so dreamy, so
sexy...?
Kate laughed. ?He was great in those ?Pirates of the Caribbean? movies
he did. And he made a sexy elf...?
Claire grinned. ?And Jamie Bamber looks great in uniform.? She looked
at me. ?Especially his flight suit...?
?But why pick Daniel Craig?? Eos asked. ?What?s great about him??
?He makes a very good James Bond,? I answered kneeling on the floor.
?Plus he was good in the first ?Tomb Raider? movie.?
?I didn?t know he was in that,? Kate said. ?I knew Angelina Jolie was.?
Zoe looked at me. ?Michelle is letting her inner ?geek? out.? She
smiled. ?Or is Michael trying to get out??
I gulped. ?Just letting my inner geek lose. I suppose.?
Eos sat next to me and put her arm round my shoulder. ?We?ve initiated
Michelle into our little sorority,? she announced changing the subject.
?She?s done things in the last few hours that she didn?t think she?d
do, and as for her actions they?ll remain between us.? She paused. ?No
one is to spread what she has done.? My head rested on her shoulder.
?Michelle is to be our sorority sister. Even when she is dressed as
Michael. She?s earned it.?
Eos then whispered in my ear, I looked at her with a surprised look.
She just nodded and I went over to my vanity and picked up one of my
wig heads. I went to the bathroom. ?I?ve a surprise for you. I?ll be
back in about ten minutes.? I told my friends.
I removed my wig and my makeup, put the wig on it?s head. I cleansed
my face again and took a look in the mirror. An attractive woman stared
back, I shook my head in disbelief. Eos was right I still looked like a
girl without makeup and a wig.
I think that the bodysuit I was wearing was a contributing factor.
Placing the wig on the head, I adjusted my nightwear and turned and
walked back to my room. As I came in there was a sharp intake of breath
from Zoe and Kate.
?WOW...!? Zoe stood up and walked towards me. ?It?s amazing, it?s truly
amazing.? She paused. ?I know that you?re male under that bodysuit. But
all I see is an attractive woman.?
?I agree,? Kate added. ?You should have been born a girl Michelle.? She
smiled. ?Even without the wig.? She looked puzzled. ?Even without the
wig, all I see is the girl I?ve come to know and admire.?
?Zoe, Kate I...? I was at a loss for words. ?I don?t know how to
respond.? I chewed my lip. ?All I can think to say is Thank you for
being here.?
I was enveloped in a group hug. I fought back some tears. As I knew I,
and no doubt the others, would remember this night. We talked into the
early hours about all sorts of subjects. Eventually we all fell asleep.
10: Saturday
I was the first to wake up, my eyes adjusting to the murk and half
light of my bedroom. Claire was still asleep, her left arm gently lay
across my waist. I went to move trying not to disturb her. I was able
to gently extract myself from our embrace. As I swung my legs out of
bed I saw Kate and Zoe sleeping soundly on my sofa bed, Eos lay in her
sleeping bag at the end of my bed snoring gently.
I slipped a black kimono style dressing gown on over my negligee and
went down stairs to the kitchen. My mind was filled with memories of
the night before and the dream caused being in the arms of the girl who
loved me. I started to hum ?Call Me Maybe? by Carly Rae Jepson, but as
I entered the kitchen I was suddenly wide awake. My mother was lying on
the floor before the breakfast bar.
I rushed to her side. ?Mum...!? I knelt beside her. ?Mum...!? As I
knelt I felt for a pulse. ?Mum... Answer me... Come on Mum...!? I shook
her gently.
She stirred and moved. ?Michelle.? She smiled. ?Michelle... It was...
It was...? I helped her to sit at the kitchen table. ?It was your
father... He forced his way in... He...?
?He must have knocked you down,? I said. ?Which means...?
?Well if it isn?t the family faggot,? a gruff male voice announced his
presence. ?A Faggot dressed like a sissy...? he sneered. ?Such a waste
of space...?
?Hi Dad.? I stood upright taking a slightly defensive stance. ?I see
you haven?t lost your touch,? I felt strangely calm. ?Taking your anger
out on the weak and defenceless,? as I spoke two of his friends came in
carrying Tanya between them. Two others appeared and stood behind my
mother.
?I had hopes for Tanya,? my father said as they sat her down next to my
mother. ?She saw some sense. She saw you...?
?Michelle, watch out...!? Tanya yelled getting a slap from a goon to
silence her.
I was slow to react. As one of my father?s goons made a grab for me and
forced me to the ground. The other stood before me glaring down as I
was forced to my knees struggling to break free.
?So you want to be a woman?? dad asked. ?My sissy son wants to be a
girl... Now you?re going to get a taste of what it?s like...? he
hissed. ?You?re going to pleasure James like a good little girl. If you
know what?s good for you.?
I was well aware of what he expected me to do, but I knew it wasn?t
going to happen.
James? friend let go of me. I reacted I leapt up and spun round,
swinging a blow to his neck. He made a swing for me but I grabbed him
and using his momentum against him threw him into his friend. They
collapsed on the floor as they struggled to get up I delivered a kick
which sent James back down. I timed a punch which hit his friend on the
nose breaking it. He yelled in pain.
The goons standing over my mother and sister froze. Dad looked at me in
surprise. ?How in the...?? He looked at me eyes wide. ?I don?t believe
what I?ve just seen.?
?Believe it Dad,? I sneered. ?This bitch has some bite. I will defend
myself.? I looked at my father as his goons stood up. ?I?m ready for
another round. But you have to take me down. You have to take me down
Dad. Not your hired help...!? I faced my father. ?Because I?m sick and
tired of being pushed around.?
Mum pushed herself up from her chair forcing the goons to back away. ?I
suggest you go,? she said. ?Because you know you?re in breach of the
conditions of our divorce.? She paused. ?Or do we call the Police?? she
glared at him. ?It?s your choice Clint...?
Dad glared at us. ?I?m leaving,? he said with an air of defeat. ?I?m
leaving.?
As he left he smiled at me. ?I knew you had it in you. I just needed to
bring it out.?
I shook my head. ?I?ll never be like you dad.? I paused. ?I only fight
when I need to. Not as a matter of course.?
With our father gone. Mum hugged me close. ?Michelle... Michelle my
sweet, sweet daughter...? She smiled weakly. ?I hope you never have to
do what you?ve just done again.?
Tanya smiled, she actually smiled. ?WOW. I?ve a ninja for a bro...
Sister. Michelle you were fantastic. I mean...? she got up and hugged
me causing me to blush.
I then got maternal on them. ?Sit down both of you,? I checked them
over for any bruises and cuts finding none. ?I?ll make a pot of
coffee.?
The smell of coffee bought Eos, Claire, Kate and Zoe down to the
kitchen.
?Michelle,? Kate said. ?You?re looking a little flushed.? She smiled.
?Are you OK??
?I?m fine,? I lied. ?I?ve just had some unexpected exercise.?
Claire looked at me. ?So how about a mug of coffee each?? she asked
with a smile. And I bought the coffee pot over.
Eos started to prepare some breakfast for us all. And we started to
chat about the night before. Mum, who sat next to me, asked me what it
was like dancing with a boy, I looked shocked but smiled and told her
that he was more scared of me than I was of him. The assembled throng
laughed. I wondered if she knew what I had done other than dance.
Mum placed her arm around my shoulder. ?Michelle have you had any more
thoughts about...? She paused to look at me. ?the choice you might have
to make??
I took a sip of coffee. ?I?m still not sure Mum.? I smiled at everyone.
?It?s a major life choice. And I don?t want to rush into making it.? I
paused to look at Claire, Eos, Kate and Zoe. ?Lest I regret it later.?
I sipped my coffee. ?But to put my own mind at rest I?m going to
arrange to see the student councillor when I get to school on Monday,?
I smiled. ?Who knows I might even finish this school year as Michelle.?
Tanya, who had been keeping quiet, spoke up. ?Be careful Michael,? she
said ignoring the looks she got. ?Please be careful little bro. Being a
girl isn?t all looking pretty and wearing nice clothes there is a lot
more to it.? She sighed. ?I love you. I don?t want to see you get hurt.
Because there are people out there who won?t... or want to understand.?
She paused and reached for my hand. ?I?m just getting used to the idea
that my brother likes to... is my younger sister,? she squeezed my hand
gently. ?I?m here for you little sister.? She looked straight at me.
?I?m going help you be the best girl you can be.? She paused. ?And I?ve
no doubt that the girls here will help you as well.?
Everyone nodded in agreement. I made up my mind there and then to
remain as Michelle for the foreseeable future. Besides as I was due to
start work as Michelle it would make my life easier not having to swap
back and forth. I would tell everyone about what I planned later.
?Ok ladies,? Mum said with a smile. ?I suggest that you all get washed
and dressed.? She laughed. ?Then we?ll take the birthday girl out for a
day of retail therapy.? That got a laugh from all of us. ?Michelle
would you give me a hand to clear up??
?So,? Mum turned to me as our guests left us to clear up. ?You?re
planning something. And don?t deny it. I know your I?m thinking look.?
She smiled. ?I will support you.? She hugged me. ?After what you did
earlier. You can do anything you put your mind too.? She smiled as we
finished loading the dishwasher. She motioned that we should sit down
and poured a mug of coffee for each of us.
I looked at my mother. ?I think.? I chewed my lip in thought. ?I think
that I should remain as Michelle for the foreseeable future,? I checked
for a reaction from her. ?There is method in my madness Mum.?
?Explain yourself young lady,? Mum said.
Taking a breath I started to explain. ?As you know I?m going to be
working for Aunt Joanna en-femme. If I stay as Michelle. I won?t have
to keep changing.? I paused. ?And as Tanya said it?s not all make up
and pretty dresses. I?ll get to experience what it?s really like to be
a woman.? I sipped my coffee. ?And maybe, just maybe it will help me
make up my mind.?
?We?ll have to clear it with Mrs. Grogan for you to attend school as
Michelle,? Mum answered. ?So I?ll come in with you on Monday on that
count.? She paused. ?And I can see where you are coming from with
regard to you starting work. I think Joanna would approve,? Mum smiled.
?We?ll just have to take each day, each step as it comes. Now go and
get dressed Michelle.?
I was relieved that Mum had taken my choice as well as she had. But I
knew I had to pick the right time to tell everyone else. Inside I felt
like I had made the right choice, but how would the rest of the world
take it?
I put a shower cap on my head and stepped under the stream of water.
Letting the water gently soak my faux-female skin. It was an amazing
feeling as I could feel the water gently drum against my body. I would
certainly send a good letter of recommendation to the body suits
makers. I heard a gentle cough behind me and as I turned I saw Claire
standing there naked.
?Mind if I join you?? she asked. ?I need to have a quick word.? She
smiled. ?In private.? I nodded and she joined me in the shower. She got
me to turn to face her.
?Well.? I smiled. ?I can now cross this off my Fantasy list,? I
giggled. ?Having a shower with a beautiful woman,? I bought her under
the water stream. ?And I can think of no other person than you Claire.?
?That?s the right answer.? She chuckled. ?Now I need to know why you
were flushed earlier,? her tone was serious. ?Please tell me,? she
bought me close and rested her head against mine our breasts touching.
?Tell me what happened.?
I held her close. Taking a breath. ?I had a run in with my father and
some of his goons.? I paused gauging her reaction. ?He?d come round to
try and intimidate us. Get me to man up,? I started to shake despite
the warm water. ?But I ended up putting two of them down,? Claire held
me closer, I continued. ?They left after Mum threatened to call the
Police,? I whispered. ?So please don?t tell anyone.?
?You?re a crazy fool,? she answered. ?But you?re my crazy fool,? we
kissed as the water bounced off our bodies. ?Of course I won?t tell
anyone.?
Claire and then had fun washing each other down, I learnt some
important tips in femme hygiene from her. But I got a light hearted
reprimand from Mum about sharing the shower as she saw us leave.
As I entered my room I paused, and turned around to go out again. But I
was stopped by a smiling Zoe. ?And where do you think you?re going??
she asked. ?Is there a problem with you seeing us getting dressed?? she
gently turned me around. ?Because we?ve all got the same features
here,? she opened her gown. ?See we?re just like you.? Zoe whipped my
towel away and I stood before them naked.
Kate looked me up and down. ?That bodysuit you?re wearing is amazing,?
she came closer. ?I still can?t see the joins,? she chuckled. ?Can we
try and find them again??
I put my arms up defensively. ?Hey let?s not start that again.? I
smiled. ?As fun as it was last night. I don?t think it would be
appropriate with my mother in the house,? I picked up my towel an
wrapped it round myself. ?Now don?t we all have to get dressed.?
I wore my auburn wig, as it was the closest wig I had to my own natural
hair colour, Zoe asked if she could try being a red head for a day and
so she wore my shoulder length red haired wig. Once she had the wig on
I adjusted her fringe/bangs to hide her own eye brows. And she chuckled
when she saw herself and hugged me. I blushed under my makeup.
We arrived at the mall. I then announced that I had to go to ?Wision?s
and Wessel?s?.
As I had to see if I could do something solo as a woman. The girl?s
laughed and chuckled saying I?d give the ?geeks? who frequented the
store a shock when a beautiful girl walks in. I reminded them that I
was one of those ?geeks? when I wasn?t dressed as a girl. But I kept
the fact that I would be working at ?Wision?s and Wessel?s? soon.
I looked through the store?s window before I entered. Aunt Joanna was
behind the counter and smiled as I entered the store. I returned the
smile and walked purposefully towards the model section. I was after
the new ?Raptor? kit that had been added to the ?Battlestar Galactica?
small craft collection. I found it and added it to my basket. I then
went to the graphic novel section and picked up the new ?Wonder Woman?
origin edition. I also selected a few novels I had yet to read.
?I?m telling you,? a gruff male voice said. ?The ninth chevron is used
for inter-galaxy travel.?
?You?re wrong the eighth chevron is used to get to the Pegasus galaxy.
The ninth was used to get aboard the ?Destiny? in ?Universe?,? said a
second voice.
?They only used eight chevrons for that...? said the first voice. ?And
you call yourself a fan??
?I?m more of a fan than you are,? the second voice retorted.
I approached them cautiously. ?Can I help solve your little argument??
I asked. ?I?m also a fan of the ?Stargate? franchise,? I added.
?But you?re a girl,? the gruff voiced boy said.
?Let?s here her out,? the second boy responded. ?I?d like to hear her
thoughts.?
?Ok,? I said with a smile. ?In SG-1 and Atlantis it was established
that the eighth chevron was required to establish a stable link to
another galaxy. Pegasus for example. This was proven by Daniel Jackson.
The ninth chevron was the cause of many theories. But it was used to
send the survivors of the Icarus Base to the Destiny. They discovered
this by accident.? I paused. ?The Lucian Alliance also used the Ninth
chevron to get a team onto Destiny.?
Both their mouths dropped, it was the look of surprise. I looked up to
see Aunt Joanna smiling. Another voice then said. ?The pretty one is
right,? he chuckled. ?And so the points go to her don?t you think??
I blushed slightly.
The two guys who had been arguing just nodded in agreement.
I went up to pay for my purchases. Aunt Joanna winked. ?Joe,? she said
to the guy behind the cash register. ?I?d like you to meet Michelle.
She?ll be joining the store?s staff next week.? She looked at the guys
who had been arguing and smiled. ?Girl?s can know about Sci-fi stuff as
well you know.?
?Wonder Woman Michelle?? Joanna queried as she eyed my purchases. ?I
thought you were more a Marvel girl??
?I had to get something ?girly?,? I answered with a smile. ?I don?t
want to give away all my secrets.?
I caught up with everyone at the mall?s food court. I adjusted my v-
necked t-shirt so it showed a little more cleavage. And walked up to
the Burger concession being joined by Claire and Zoe. I ordered a
burger, fries and shake smiling whilst making the male server blush as
he attempted to flirt with me.
We joined Kate and Eos who had grabbed a table for us.
?You little hussy,? Claire announced. ?You were totally flirting with
that server,? she laughed. ?What happened to the shy girl I used to
know??
?Hey,? I responded. ?He was flirting with my cleavage if you hadn?t
noticed. The fact I flirted back.? I paused. ?I learnt from you guys,?
I added with a smile. ?He didn?t even guess that I?m not what I present
to be.?
We ate and chatted. As we did I became more relaxed and settled into
being Michelle. After all I was going to be her for the foreseeable
future and as some people had mentioned, I may become her fulltime.
There was a brief pause in our discussion. I looked up from my burger.
?I?ve got something to tell you all.? I paused as they all looked at
me. ?First thing I?ve got to tell you is I?ve got a job as Michelle.?
They all smiled and were about to cheer. ?But.? I held my hand up. ?I
order for me to do this I?m going to have to live as Michelle until
further notice. This doesn?t mean I plan to transition.? I paused
again. ?This is to make my life a little easier. I don?t want to keep
swapping all the time.?
Eos smiled. ?I see were you?re coming from Sis,? she shrugged. ?You?re
very brave to make that choice.? She looked at me. ?But what about
school??
?I?m going to see the Principle on Monday,? I answered. ?Mum has said
she?ll speak to Mrs. Grogan. And also come with me on Monday.? I took a
sip of my shake. ?It?s something I feel I need to do.?
Zoe, who had sat on my right side, put her arm around my shoulder.
?Just remember,? she said with a smile. ?You have a support network.
You have us...!?
The assembled group nodded in agreement. I felt tears well up, but I
fought them back.
It was Claire who broke the silence. ?Michelle.? She looked at me
straight in my eyes. ?You?re one of us.? She looked at Eos. ?You?ve
always been one of us.? The way she looked at me caused me to hold back
my reply. I was in love with her and I sensed she loved me.
11. The Councillor and the Principle.
Monday morning arrived as a bright and sunny day. The only clouds on
the horizon were the meetings that I was due to have.
Mum drove to school as I had yet to get my driving licence changed to
my new female id. I was wearing the same clothes and wig that I wore
for the Cross-dress day. And I was nervous, I was very nervous.
On arriving out side the Principle?s office her secretary ushered us
in.
Mrs. Grogan sat matriarchal like behind her desk. She indicated that we
should both sit. And she looked up at me and smiled. ?It?s nice to see
you again Ms. Hunter. I understand that you have come to see me with a
request?? she queried. ?And I am assuming that you?ve bought your
mother along for moral support. So make your request my dear.?
I took a breath. ?Mrs. Grogan my request is that I finish the school
year as Michelle. My reasons are numerous. But it comes down to two. I
have been offered a job as Michelle by a family friend and I think it
would be easier for me to remain dressed rather than swapping back and
forth. Then there is the fact that over the last few weeks I have been
repeatedly asked if I have any plans to transition. To become Michelle
full time. I just request that I give it ago. Who knows maybe I will
make the decision to transition. But I need to come to making that
choice myself.?
?She has the full support of her family,? Mum added. ?And the support
of several friends of hers.?
Mrs. Grogan lent forward and smiled. ?Well as Principle I have good and
bad choi