DEAR BROTHER
By GENEVA
A young woman, Louise, is offered the chance by her rich brother to take
revenge on a former seducer. She accepts and their scheme is successful,
but she begins to have second thoughts.
The background of this story is that of my three earlier stories 'Pretty
Edith,' 'Plaything' and 'Remodelled', but written from the point of view
of the character Louise.
START
I stared glumly at the road ahead as I turned onto the exit from the
airport heading to the interstate. Jeff was going to be away some months
on the project. I shook my head, thinking about the strain and loneliness
of the months ahead without him. That was the trouble being married to an
exploration geologist. His work took him all over the world, and
frequently to out-of- the-way paces that were primitive, to say the
least. I suppose I could have roughed it with him: we had certainly gone
camping often but, to be honest, I knew I'd be in the way most of the
time as I was not a geologist, and I'd be bored as well. Still, I
supposed it was better than being married to sailor or someone in the
military. They could be away much longer.
I had a good group of friends, but it was just great when he came back or
better, when he was finished with a project. Making up for lost time and
opportunities in our love-making was especially rewarding.
I was a book editor, a job I could easily do at home, and that suited me.
That way I could be boss of my own schedule and, if I wanted to take a
morning off, or work late into the night, that was no problem. In fact,
those times Jeff was away, I often would work late, with no company.
Sometimes I wondered if I should get a dog.
The next morning I had cleared up after breakfast and showered and was
just hooking up my bra prior to getting dressed when the telephone rang.
I recognized the number, even though I didn't see it much. "Hi, Louise,"
he said. I recognized the distinctive gravelly voice of my brother
Ephraim.
"Well, this is a surprise! I don't hear from you much. Too busy making
money, are you? I heard you were off on a trip to Europe."
"Nothing wrong with making money," he snorted. "And I got back from
Europe some months ago. Anyway, Louise, I hear Jeff is away. Something
has turned up that might interest you and I wonder if I could discuss it
with you. Can I take you to lunch?"
"Sure! When, and where?"
He mentioned a small restaurant next to the ferry terminal at noon that
day and I agreed. Getting out for lunch would be a nice change from
canned soup and crackers and besides, I had nothing on my calendar. I had
nothing on my calendar, only a book manuscript I was expecting in a few
days. I had half-heartedly thought of shopping for some clothes, but
there was no hurry. Jeans and T-shirts were my main outfits when Jeff was
away.
I looked at my watch. I had plenty time but, as I was putting the dishes
away, one glass slipped and broke. In my hurry to clean up I cut my hand.
It bled a little, and I covered it with a small dressing .
He was waiting outside the restaurant and smiled when I got near to him.
I offered my cheek for a brotherly kiss from him.
I looked him up and down. "Well, Ephraim, you look well and prosperous.
Not too worn out too from your job as chairman of, what is it you call it
now, 'The Vanderveld Corporation'?"
"You've got it right. Yes, I can say with some pride that it's doing
well."
"Pride was something you were never short of!" I chided, but giving him a
smile too. Ephraim had built up the enormous corporation from a small
company, so that it was now a multinational corporation with branches and
holdings all over the world, although headquartered here.
Ephraim had chosen a secluded nook at a window looking over the harbor.
The lunch was elegant, served with wine, and I was glad I had decided to
wear a dress and heels. Ephraim was in a business suit, a grayish blue
one with pinstripes. Casual for him!
I politely asked about his families. It was a kind of open secret that he
had two wives, a Dutch girl Margarethe in Amsterdam whom I had met, and a
Chinese one in Hong Kong I hadn't. I disapproved, but he had assured me
that the Chinese one at least was happy with the arrangement. I am not
sure whether Margarethe knew of the other's existence but it was none of
my business. He had two children from each marriage,
In return, Ephraim asked me about Jeff. When I told him about Jeff 's
latest exploration trip he nodded, as if that helped in his own plans.
"So you said you had something to discuss with me?" I asked. "What's
that about?"
He leaned back in his seat. "Louise, let me go back some years. Do you
remember, James Kaiser?"
I flinched and drew in my breath. "We've had a nice pleasant meal," I
said. "Now why do you want to go and spoil the day?" I sighed." Anyway,
what about him? You know I detest him." I spoke slowly, still with some
embarrassment. "You know he seduced me. Yes, I was a teenager at the
time, and yes, I thought I knew everything. He treated me like dirt
afterwards. You too! You've told me how he demeaned you over the years."
"No, I hadn't forgotten that. That's why I asked you for lunch. Louise,
an opportunity has come up for me, for us, to get some revenge. You
interested?"
I did not know what to think. I had pushed the memory of the seduction
and betrayal to the back of my mind and got on with my life. I had built
a successful career, and I had met and married a man whom I loved dearly.
If only he didn't have to go off all over the world on his work!
I thought back to James Kaiser. To my teenage mind he had been, not only
good looking, but a suave and sophisticated young man. I had been
enthralled with him. I had flaunted myself to him. I had been easy prey.
I had done things with him that I did not want to remember. In my teenage
crush on him I had ignored his somewhat arrogant attitude to life. He was
an heir to old money that had given him a sense of entitlement. Then he
had dropped me and laughed at my desolation.
I heard of him occasionally since, when I read or saw pictures of him at
some or other society function. He was not currently married. Maybe other
women, a bit less na?ve than I had been, recognized him for what he was.
He had a reputation as a womanizer. "Yes, some kind of revenge, take him
down a peg or two. What do they say? 'Revenge is dish best served cold'?"
I shook my head. "Still, it would be best if he knew it was us who were
getting revenge but, he would have to be in a position where he could
never retaliate."
Ephraim's eyes gleamed with amusement. "I agree, and I think I can do
that. I've a special revenge in mind. Look, I took a trip to Germany many
years or so ago when I still worked for another company. Its head lived
in an old castle on the Rhine and I was invited to visit him. To cut the
story short, I was poking around in the castle library when I discovered
a hidden compartment on a shelf. Hidden away I found some gold bars and a
little box with an old tattered book inside.
"I managed to smuggle them back and the gold gave me a good start in
business, the start of my financial success and my corporation. The book
hadn't looked like it was much, but I figured it must've been important
to hide it away so I took it too. I'd more or less forgotten it until two
years ago I looked at it and saw it was supposed to be a magic book. I
mean, that it had a number of spells and incantations to do magic with."
I almost choked on my wine. I sat back and stared at him. He had admitted
to serious theft, but now he was starting to spin a fairy tale.
He nodded. "Yes, I don't blame your skepticism. I was skeptical too until
I started to try some of the spells. They work!"
I shook my head. "Ephraim! Ridiculous! That can't be! Magic doesn't
exist. Whoever wrote your book is pulling a fast one on whoever reads it,
dear brother!"
"My dear sister, I assure you it does. There are a number of spells. Oh,
by the way, they're in what must be in some archaic language. Only the
instructions are in German. Anyway, there are a bunch of spells to do
medical things with like fixing wounds, fevers, even squint eyes, club
feet and so on. They do work. I have tried all of them on several
subjects."
"Even suppose I believed you. What good would these do?"
"Aha! At the end of the book there are four spells. The first, any man
hearing it will become a woman. There is even a corresponding one that a
woman hearing it will become a man. Then there are two reverse spells for
these."
I was more and more flabbergasted. The existence of magic was against all
that I had believed, against all logic. "So how would this help our
revenge?"
"That would be your part, Louise. You see, I thought it would be a good
revenge on Kaiser to use the spell to make him into a woman. That way he
would disappear. He would be gone, but instead there would be a beautiful
woman. No one would know her, so I could spirit her away. Your job would
be to force her into living a female life, clothing, behavior, and so on.
I would make her my possession, my plaything if you want. She would be
dependent on me, a fitting punishment? You said Kaiser demeaned me.
You've no idea! It has rankled with me for years."
I nodded in agreement. I hated what James Kaiser had done to me. He had
laughed at my tearful protests when he discarded me, saying it was what
gullible girls should expect! So, the thought of him becoming a woman,
and then a possession of my brother had a lot of appeal for me. It would
be a fit punishment. I might even be able to taunt her. "I'm not sure I
believe you yet, but go on. Of course, you've tried this particular spell
out?"
"No, that's another thing I will need you for. You see, I haven't
attempted to use that spell yet. So, first I need someone to try it on
before I set in motion plans for Kaiser and I need someone to read it to
him and then to observe what happens. I can't do that myself as all
within hearing of these spells are affected. And that would be your part.
You're a woman already so it shouldn't affect you. Just now I'm looking
around to see if I can get some young man who would like to become a
woman. You'd read the spell to him and if it works, then I will make
plans to capture Kaiser and use the spell on him."
"And where would you keep him, or her, I should say, when changed? You'd
need some completely private, isolated area."
"I've bought an island of the coast. Actually I spent quite a bit of
money rebuilding the house on it. It would be nicely private."
"So you want me to help you get a... a sexual slave?"
"I suppose she would be. Until I get tired of her, then I'll dump her or
something."
I shivered. My brother's desire for revenge was enormous, another sign of
his drive for power, I supposed. "First, Ephraim. You'd better show me
that one of these spells actually work."
"I thought you'd want to try that. Look, I don't have the book here. It's
in a safe in my suite in the corporation building."
"All right, lead on! You'd better let me see it." We finished our lunch
and I followed him to the Vanderveld Corporation headquarters, my mind a
confusion of trepidation, skepticism and embarrassment. I wondered if
this was just one big joke on Ephraim's part.
A secretary or some type of assistant tried to interrupt him but he waved
her off and took the elevator to his private suite. In an office type
room he opened a safe and lifted out a manila envelope. He pulled out a
polyethylene bag and held it to me. "There!"
When I opened the bag I must say I was disappointed. It did not look like
much, just a worn dog-eared little book in a stained yellow hide cover.
"That's it? I expected stars and spangles, gold leaf at the least. This
is supposed to contain magic?"
"But it works. So do you want me to prove it? "
"How? You're going to conjure up a genie?"
He gave a sarcastic smile. "I see you cut your hand." He took my hand.
"Now, Louise, take off the dressing." I shrugged and peeled it of. The
cut started to ooze a little blood again. "Damn! " I said and fumbled
in my purse for another dressing.
He held my arm. "Just leave it. Now let me see." He opened the book and,
slowly looking at the pages, selected one. "Ready?" he began to read
something. I had no idea what he was saying. It was like nothing I had
ever heard before. It only took a minute to read it and I winced slightly
as I felt a small sting on my hand.
"Just watch!" he said. To my amazement the bleeding stopped, the edges of
the cut drew together and in a minute it was as if the skin had never
been broken.
I was almost speechless. "That's amazing, but there's a long way from
healing a minor cut to making a man into a woman."
"I know but, I told you, I've tried almost all of the other spells and
they all work. That's why I'm confident of the one to change Kaiser."
"So you want to try it on some young man at first. Why not just Kaiser
directly?"
"Oh, I want to be sure it works! It would be awkward to capture Kaiser,
read the spell to him and not have it work! And then again, a young man
who's been changed, had his dreams fulfilled, might owe me something, and
be willing to help in my plans too. It would be your job to teach him how
to dress and behave as a woman. That would be practice for you both for
Kaiser and you'd both know what is involved."
I had some misgivings, but the thought of such an appropriate revenge was
too tempting. "All right, I'll help you. I hope I don't regret this. So
you've found your guinea pig?"
"Not yet, but I put feelers out and I have someone in mind. I've been
watching him."
We parted with the understanding that he would contact me when his plans
were more underway.
It was several weeks before I had the call. "Louise, you remember what we
discussed? I've found a person who's willing to try the spell. He's
called Edward. He works for me and I've had my eye on him. I'll bring him
to the island in a week. So you'd better get over there too. How about in
three days? Pack up enough clothing for some weeks. If you want more I'll
pay for it. I'll arrange for your transportation to the island. We have a
boat. The captain, if you want to call him that, is an old guy called
Hank. He lives in the boathouse. He keeps to himself. And he keeps
secrets. "
Ephraim always had an abrupt manner, even as a boy. I should have been
used to it but, still, I was slightly irritated by it. I swallowed my
pride as I was looking forward to getting revenge on Kaiser. It took me
all of two busy days to tidy up my house so it could be left, arrange for
forwarding of any books I was to edit, and then pack enough clothes.
I was pleasantly surprised by the condition of the house on the island.
It had been a large, fairly modern house but Ephraim described how he had
given it extensive renovations and additions. "One part of the house is
right at the cliff edge, and the view over the sea to the mountains is
spectacular. There's a big room just for you, and the kitchen's got all
the newest appliances."
"Oh nice," I said, but I allowed myself just a bit of criticism. "That's
all very well," I said, "but what about emergencies and even the routine
stuff. I mean, how far is it from a hospital? How far from a grocery
store?"
He sighed. "The boat at the jetty will do for regular transportation and
deliveries. You can arrange it with Hank. In emergencies you can call up
the company helicopter. Right, I'll give you week to get settled. Then
I'll bring Edward over. He's in his mid twenties, not married. He's not
overtly gay, but he's confided in me that he'd like to become a woman."
Actually it was eight days before Ephraim called me. "Better get ready,
Louise. I'm bringing Edward over."
I watched from the front door as the boat drew up at the dock on a small
island, then Ephraim stepped on shore, motioning for another man to
follow him. Ephraim embraced me and then introduced me to Edward, a
nervous looking young man. "Edward, this is my sister Louise. She knows
all about you and my plans."
I shook his hand, noticing its slightly clammy feeling. "Pleased to know
you, Edward. Hope you didn't get seasick from the crossing. It looks a
little choppy today."
"Yes, it was, a bit." His voice was a little hoarse.
"Now, if you'll come this way you can have lunch." I led them into the
house and after some small talk over coffee we sat down for lunch.
Edward's hair was long for a man. I wondered if Ephraim had told him not
to cut it.
He was dressed in a suit, but with his shirt opened at the neck and
without a tie, as if he was used to more formal wear but was making an
attempt to be more casual.
Edward's fidgeting, shifting continuously in his chair and rubbing his
fingers together, began to irritate me but Ephraim seemed unconcerned and
spent a lot of time asking about Jeff's explorations, then telling me
about Margarethe and his corporation's latest acquisition and expansion
plans.
Then, finally, Ephraim raised his eyebrows at me, as if telling me it
was time and we turned to Edward. "Right, Edward, I think it is time we
started. Louise knows all about my plans. In fact, she's the one who'll
be looking after you when you've heard the spell." He gave a faint smile.
" I'll not be within earshot, of course. I've no idea what'll happen or
how long it will take. Louise will be with you all the time. If you get
ill we'll helicopter the company doctor in too, if necessary. So, are you
ready?"
Edward nodded his head and swallowed. His pale face lost even more
color." Yes, " he croaked.
I gestured to the remnants of the lunch. "Let me clear this stuff away.
I'll be with you in a minute."
"All right, let's go through here," I said. "I've got this bedroom ready
for you," and I led him through. Previously I had discussed the
arrangements with Ephraim and he had arranged for delivery of a large bed
with a pink duvet, along with a dressing table and a selection of
cosmetics. "There's a dressing table for you, and a mirror. There's an
attached bathroom too, with a shower, a basin and and toilet.
"So Edward, this is where we are going to try out the spell and you can
use it afterwards. Ephraim has explained to you that we are going to
change another individual at some time, has he?" Edward nodded. "We'll
use this room for it too but until we do you can use it. Then we'll maybe
put you in another one."
I pulled a white laboratory style coat from a hanger and put it on. "So,
Edward, let's get started. " I said." Do you want to shower first? Maybe
you should get undressed." Do you want to war this?" I passed him a
hospital type gown.
Edward looked a bit disconcerted. I was amused that he was uncomfortable
getting undressed in front of me and he actually went into the ensuite to
remove his clothes. Ephraim and I looked at each other and grinned.
"Modest, isn't he?" he muttered.
"Edward, maybe if you lay on the bed?" I suggested when he came back out.
He did so, still holding the gown closed.
Ephraim shook Edward's hand. "I want to thank you, Edward. Be sure that
I'll be grateful for your help. However, It's best that I am out of
earshot!" With no further ado he turned leaving Edward and me alone.
"Better lie back," I said, gently pushing him back on the bed and,
opening the small bag with the spell book, I pulled out the book. Edward
stared at it. No wonder! It looked really tattered.
"Yes, not much to look at, is it! Edward, you're sure about what you're
letting yourself in for?"
He gulped and nodded. "Yes," he said huskily.
"Then Edward, I've been told that all you have to do is lie back while I
read you something from the book. I've had a look at it. There are German
words that explain the spell, but the words of the supposed spell itself
are a complete mystery and I don't recognize the sounds, but Ephraim says
they should work." I laughed, but without humor. "If it's any
consolation, I'm as nervous as you."
The worry on his face was quite noticeable as I held the book up and
began to sound out the words of the spell. As before, I was completely
mystified by the sounds. The words, or whatever they were, were
completely alien.
"You've no idea where the book came from?" he asked when I had finished.
It had only taken a couple of minutes. "And the idea of magic spells?
Difficult to believe in this day and age."
"I've no idea where it came from, and the sounds are like nothing I've
ever heard, Edward. Maybe Ephraim can take it to a linguist at some time
and see if he can get any more information."
I don't know what I was expecting, but by the time I closed the book and
put it back into my clothing nothing at all had happened to Edward.
.
"It's not working?" he asked.
I shook my head. "I've absolutely no idea. Let's just wait a minute or
two more."
I gave him a smile, trying to hide the strain I was feeling, and give him
some confidence. More than I felt myself! "You've a lot of guts to try
this," I said. "Changing to a woman? I somehow think the journey ahead
will not be easy, but if it helps you..."
I was watching him closely. He was shaking slightly, probably with
tension I thought, but nothing else seemed to be happening.
"How long have you wanted to become a woman?" I asked, wanting to keep
his mind off the waiting for the spell to work, if it was to work. It
would be useful to get some idea of the way his mind worked too. I
wondered about the factors that would make a man want to become a woman.
It took a little prodding to get him started, but Edward started to tell
me about himself, but my attention was wandering and I began feeling more
and more let down. I had my eye on a clock and even after five minutes
nothing had happened. The spell didn't appear to be doing anything!
"You know, Edward, becoming a woman may have its pros and cons, depending
on many things, not all under her control. I'm happy as a woman, I'm
married and I love my husband but still, I sometimes get exasperated with
some men and their attitudes. You will discover that, I suppose. Oh,
maybe men feel the same about some women."
I noticed Edward giving a sudden shiver, then another. "I'm cold," he
complained.
It had been a fine day and I had the window open so I closed it. It
looked as if the simple hospital gown he was wearing was too flimsy. I
also passed him a blanket and he put it over his shoulders.
I felt let down. All this build up and the spell didn't work! A good
thing we hadn't hadn't tried it on Kaiser. That would have been
embarrassing to say the least.
I finally gave up waiting. I shook my head. "Ah well, it looks as if this
particular spell doesn't work. Ephraim will be annoyed. I suppose you'll
be feeling let down too?"
"Yeas," he sighed. He was about to say more but it was interrupted by
another shiver, more violent, and I felt myself shiver too. "It can't be
that cold in here," I muttered then I had a sudden realization. "My God,
maybe the shivering is a sign that the spell beginning to work!"
Edward shivered yet again, quite violently and then again. I had to hold
my arms around my chest after an especially violent shiver took me and I
cried out. Edward gave a sudden alarmed cry and fell over onto the bed,
unconscious.
I was feeling very frightened. All my joints had started aching and my
muscles and insides felt as if they were moving about. When I got a
sudden sharp headache I began to panic and I called out for Ephraim.
He was with me in seconds. "Louise, what is it?"
"I think the spell is working. Look at Edward! He's fallen unconscious,
but it's affecting me too. I feel awful!"
There was no hesitation." Then I'd better call for the helicopter. Get
you to hospital right away! Sorry about that, Sis." He reached for the
phone.
"Yes, hurry!" I gasped, but I had no sooner said it than I suddenly began
to feel better, the aches and pains dying away in seconds. "No, wait,
hold on! It's funny, I'm feeling much better." I sat down and took a
deep breath. In another minute I felt completely okay. I pointed to
Edward. "Look." I said in hushed tones.
Before our very eyes Edward was shaking ever more and more rapidly until
his body almost shimmered. His body began rearranging and changing
proportions before our very eyes. I removed his smock to see him better.
I was frightened. "What if he dies?" I whispered.
I was shocked at my brother's response. "So what? Then I'll have to get
rid of the corpse. " He turned to me and I saw a puzzled look on his
face. He peered more closely at me. "You know, Louise, you look different
somehow."
I knew that I felt different, something about my clothes, as if my bra
was becoming slightly tight and my slacks getting looser at my waist.
"Yeah, you're right. There's something strange."
I leaned over to the nearest mirror, looked in it with a sudden gasp. The
face looking at me was my own, but with many subtle differences, my
cheekbones higher, my slightly protruding jaw now shaped more delicately.
My eyes were a little rounder, my lips fuller. I had been reasonably
pretty, I thought, but now I could be stunning.
I squealed in delight. "Ephraim. It's changed me! My face! It's
prettier! And look, my body's changed too!" I could easily slip several
fingers comfortably in the waist of my slacks. "It's reshaped my face and
body." I stood up and slowly turned in front of the mirror, very much
liking what I saw.
Ephraim was laughing at my delight. "So," he said slowly, "the spell
affects women too. You like what it's done?"
"Are you kidding? Of course! It's not quite who I am used to seeing in
the mirror, but I'll get used to it. It's like a really good makeover." I
ran my hands over my body. "A nice figure too. I'll need to take in my
pants at the waist or get out to buy some." I breathed in and stuck out
my chest. "I'll probably need some new bras too."
I thought for a minute. "One problem, I'm sure Jeff will notice something
different when he comes back so I 'd better make some other changes,
maybe a new hairstyle to deflect his attention. But let's look at
Edward."
Then as we watched, his body, over the course of some hours, went through
the most astounding of transformations. My female body had been changed
subtly, making me, if I can be so vain, a beautiful woman. For Edward,
the change was drastic. His whole physique altered drastically, with his
shoulders narrowing, his waist even more, and his hips broadening. His
whole body proportions adjusted to those of a woman.
But the most drastic were the changes between his legs, his penis and
scrotum shrinking and disappearing into his crotch until it was almost
flat, then a groove forming, deepening into a cleft with complex folds.
On the chest, the nipples swelled, followed by the areolas and finally
the two half globes of women's breasts were formed.
The face, obviously male at first, gradually became softer and smoother
with each minute, even more drastic than had happened to me. The
cheekbones lifted, the lips became almost pouty, and the heaviness of the
male eyebrows disappeared. Finally, what was below us was a female body,
unconscious, but obviously a young woman.
I shook my head in awe. "So it really works on men," I breathed.
Even Ephraim's voice was hushed. "I was confident the spell would work,
but this result is incredible. Just what I wanted!"
We watched for several hours more. The body was totally female. The face
was that of a woman, although marred by reddish patches. Edward had not
had much chest hair but it was just enough to look totally incongruous on
and between the female breasts.
"When do you think he will wake up?" I asked.
"I've no idea. Remember, Edward was a guinea pig. The other spells only
took a few minutes to work. Maybe the longest time was about an hour.
Edward has been unconscious about four hours by now."
"Do you think he's all right?
"He may be, or now I should say 'she', appears to be sleeping peacefully.
We'll just leave her. The spell is obviously very successful. I'm very
pleased, but look Louise, I'm sorry to leave you like this, I have a lot
of business matters to attend to. I'll have to get back to my business,
but please, call me when she wakens, or if there is any problem."
So now we were referring to the figure as 'she'. We would have to use new
words to describe the figure. And it had only taken a few hours!
Still, I was rather irritated by Ephraim's selfishness, leaving me alone
to look after the sleeping figure. I settled down with one of my books
butt here was no change that night and I did not get much sleep. In the
morning, feeling slightly guilty, but my curiosity getting the better of
me, I spread the cleft at the sleeping figure's groin apart. I was
impressed with what I saw. The labia, the opening and the nub of the
clitoris were all as they should be.
There was no further change the next day or night and it was only early
the next morning when the figure began to move its limbs, and make
incoherent grunts.
Finally, that morning, more than a day and a half after the spell was
administered, she began to wake up. The smell of stale perspiration made
me take soap with a wet cloth and rubbed her down .She squirmed
restlessly but did not wake. Edward was gone completely. In his place was
a young woman. When she groaned slightly, I gave her some water. She was
trying to speak, but only managed a faint gasp.
Dazed, she tried to get up, but she was barely conscious and I had to
hold her. She clutched at my arm and struggled to rise. I gently pulled
my arm away and wiped her face and eyes again. She pried her eyes open,
blinking furiously.
"How do you feel?" I asked, but she could barely croak an answer. "I ....
I.. feel aw...ful ... What ... ha...ppen..ed?"
Slowly, so she could take it in, I explained what had happened but she
did not understand at first. The spell had been severe with its drastic
reconstruction of the body. It was only at the second telling that the
realization finally hit her. Her eyes opened fully and I heard a small
gasp when she looked down to two female breasts, pretty, but with curly
male chest hair between them.
Gasping at the sight, she struggled to sit up and felt at them. She
opened her legs fully and looked down. I wondered what she would feel
like when she saw it was all of Edward's male anatomy was missing! Her
cries, whimpers and gasps told me.
"It's all gone! I'm a woman!" she gasped. She had finally got her voice
but it was a female voice. Her hand went to her mouth in shock at the
realization.
I was tired from lack of sleep and I let my irritation show. "Well, isn't
that what you wanted? Now you have it!"
"No, I don't mean that, it just that it's so sudden." She began crying,
whether from shock or relief or happiness I didn't know but I wrapped my
arms round her to comfort her as the awareness sank in.
She would have to get used to her new body, the sooner the better and,
over the next hour, I encouraged her to continuously run her hands over
herself and explore herself. I was amused as she gasped and whimpered
when she probed between her legs, finding only the sensitive ridges of
flesh, and the soft opening.
It was time she had something to drink. She looked pale and nauseous but
she accepted the offer of some orange juice. She was in no condition to
go anywhere but I kept her in sight from the kitchen while I squeezed
some juice. She was just staring at her new body. I saw her touch and
squeeze one breast, then the other, testing them. She ran her fingers
round the nipple area, pressing the sensitive flesh. Then she stopped and
ran her hands over her arms and legs.
"You happy with your new girl bits?" I held out the orange juice to her.
"Thanks, Louise." She sipped it then tried to gulp it down. "Yes, very
much so!" Her smile was brave, but I wondered if it was feigned.
"Better take it easy." I said. "Drink it slowly. You want another
glass?"
She shook her head and gave brave smile. "So the spell has worked? I
hoped it would be easier than this."
"I can't help you there. I've no experience of going through this change
at all. You'll have to work out things for yourself but you seem to have
come through it okay. I can only help you adopt a woman's life. "
She was a bit worried by a prickly rash and blotchiness on her face and
neck but these had gone in a day. She was delighted when the remnants of
the beard sloughed off as little dark flecks and the few male hairs left
on her chest also fell out about the same time
I was actually checking her face when I heard the noise of a helicopter
outside and in minutes a sudden visitor interrupted us. It was Ephraim. I
had called him to let him know of her progress. He stared at my
companion, then smiled. "Edward? You look great. Louise has been letting
me know how you were doing." He looked increasingly pleased as he looked
Edward up and down. "I must say I was worried at first but the spell has
obviously worked. I hope it wasn't too rough on you, Edward."
"Well...." I said. "I told you she had a rough time but she's recovered
very well. She'll be even better when she's got some proper clothes and
has tidied herself up. She's become an attractive woman, hasn't she? I
smiled at her to give her confidence. "Look at her lovely complexion.
Just like mine, Ephraim. " I rubbed my own cheeks. I grinned. "Yes, many
women would kill for looks like ours."
The woman who had been Edward looked closely in the mirror. As she got
used to her new body she would be pleased. Her skin was now unlined, as
smooth as fine china. Her features were rounder, yet more delicate. She
ran her fingertips softly over her cheeks, obviously delighted and
relieved how things had turned out. " Oh, Mr. Vanderveld, thank you so
much! How can I ever repay you?"
"Well, Edward, you remember what we discussed? So are you going to carry
on with my plan with my ... acquaintance, or have you changed your mind?"
"Not at all! Yes, I'm ready to help you!"
I broke in. "Well, first things, before you get going on that, we'd
better get you some clothes. Are you prepared for that? Wearing women's
clothes?"
"Yes, I guess so," she said.
I was taken aback by her lack of enthusiasm. If, after all she had gone
through she didn't want to wear woman's clothing, she'd look like a freak
in men's stuff. Besides, she was supposed to be an example when we were
working on a changed James Kaiser.
She must have read my mind. "Sorry Louise, I really mean that. I am
ready. It's just that there is so much to do now."
"Then let's see about getting you some!" I pulled down the calendar.
"Actually maybe tomorrow. We can go over to the mainland and hit one of
the main shopping areas. You'll need several complete outfits, of course,
underwear and all the accessories, enough stuff to mix and match. So
we'll take at least two days. I'll book a hotel room for some days so we
don't have to run back and forward to the island."
I wanted to make her focus. "Look, you'd better think about what kind of
stuff you want to wear. You'll definitely need to get some decent women's
underwear first. I mean bras and panties. But then you have to decide how
casual you want your clothes, whether you want mainly just slacks and
jeans and casual shirts. Or do you want skirts and dresses? Maybe a
variety will be a good idea. "
I grinned at her "You realize if you wear skirts or dresses you'll need
pantyhose or stockings and, if stockings, then you'll need a girdle or
garter belt to hold them up." I raised my eyebrows to Ephraim. "We're not
embarrassing you, are we?"
He gave a half smile. "Well, this person, James Kaiser, who I want to try
the spell on, after he is changed, I want the woman to be so absolutely
immersed in a female life that she completely loses her identity! I
want her to be in typical women's clothing, skirts and dresses, stockings
all the time. In fact, I have rather controlling underwear in mind for
her, I mean girdles, firm ones, so she'll be aware of them at all times
Maybe even corsets at some time. So maybe you should get the experience
of girdles and stockings too. Do you mind?"
The woman who had been Edward looked taken aback. "I'm not sure."
"Well, think about it," I said "Myself, I usually wear slacks or jeans
around the house and when I'm on errands. If it's a more fancy occasion
I'll put on a skirt or dress with pantyhose."
Ephraim looked over Edward again. "Let me say again, I am pleased with
the result. Now, Edward, you've an important decision to make. I'm now
going to arrange some documentation for you, a driver's license, some
credit cards, a bank account and a passport. Obviously we can't call you
Edward. Have you thought of a girl's name for yourself? I thought you
could keep the same surname."
"I've always thought I liked Edith."
"Then Edith it shall be!" He got up and grabbed his coat. "I'll get that
fixed up for you. But I'm afraid I have to leave you now. I have things
to attend to at the corporation. I'll be in contact with you." He gave us
a curt nod and left.
Just like my brother to be so abrupt! "Hmm, I thought he would stick
around more. Anyhow, Edith, tomorrow we should get over to the city.
I'll warn the boatman that we'll be leaving early." I opened a drawer.
"In the meantime, sit down here and I'll give you a crash course on
grooming." I sat her down at the dressing table, combed her hair and
even applied a little make up, enjoying the open-mouthed look of wonder
on her face. " I've got you some woman's basic clothing to get started.
We can hardly have you go into the stores in your men's suit. It doesn't
fit you. So, there's panties, a bra, pantyhose, a dress and a light coat
for you. The fit may not be the best but it will do." I had guessed at
the sizes.
I watched her as she put them on. The panties were simple cotton ones and
she got a faint blush. I helped her with the bra, sliding it on her arms,
hooking it up at the back and adjusting the straps. "How's that? First
time in a bra?"
This time she had a deep blush. "It's strange, " she said. "It's
confining, intimate too. I'm not used to being held like this. I guess it
keeps these from moving around." She pointed to her breasts and gave a
grin. I noticed her nipples were erect and poked the fabric out.
"Now your pantyhose," I said. "Bunch up one leg and carefully pull it up
to the knee, then the other, and then gently ease them up over your
thighs and your hips. Take your time, and watch your nails and how you
pull them or they'll rip. Oh, how are your nails?"
She held her hands out for me to see. They were smooth, an office
worker's hands.
"They'll do, " I said and I watched as she wriggled into her pantyhose.
I brought out a low heeled pair of my shoes. They were slightly too big
for her but I stuffed some paper in the toes and gave her some lessons on
walking and sitting in her new clothes.
Next, I sat us down with some coffee and gave her a girl-to-girl talk
about how her body worked and how to handle her periods when they came
and even a starter on her demeanor and how to handle the attention her
new beauty would bring her. What with her questions and one topic leading
to another it took a few hours. I reminded myself to write it all down.
They'd be useful when we changed James Kaiser.
"Oh, I take it you'll not be needing that stuff any longer?" I pointed to
Edward's discarded clothes after we had eaten supper. I had folded them
and put them in a bag.
She laughed and posed as if to show off her new figure. "No, I think I'm
done with them. Why don't we give them to some charity."
We talked a bit more but eventually we were both too exhausted to go on
so I poured us out some chardonnay, brought out some tortilla chips and
we sat and chatted for a bit until I was yawning. I patted her arm. "Off
to bed with you, Edith. After you undress make sure you wash your face to
take the makeup off, or if you want, use face cream. There's a nightdress
on the bed in your room. Use that."
I peeked in some minutes later when I had washed my own face. She was
standing in front of the long mirror, posing in the long nightdress. Her
nipples pushed out the soft fabric. So she was off to a good start and I
made sure I complimented her. " You look very pretty and elegant. You
like it?"
"Yes, very much."
When she had gone to bed I went to my own room. I was tired, yet I began
thinking about Edith too much to get to sleep. She had a totally female
appearance, and she was pretty, but she had been a man. Now, in the space
of only a few weeks, I was supposed to train her to actually behave like
a woman, maybe even think like one!
I wondered what I had let myself in for. I was in my twenties. I had been
born female, and right from the start I had been treated as a small girl,
there had been instruction and guidance for me, subtle or otherwise, and
expectations of female behavior to be met, from my mother, from family,
from teachers and society in general. There had been more than twenty or
so years of that for me as I grew, just like any other woman.
I remembered my own years as a young girl, my mother putting me in
dresses, complimenting me, and teaching me appropriate manners. I
remembered my girls' toys, and my dolls. At first my mother had chosen my
clothes, but gradually allowed me to choose my own clothes, tolerantly
accepting my mistakes, guiding me but allowing my own taste to develop.
As I matured to teenage years and then as a young woman, she had of
course given me advice on my body's workings and my feelings, gently
guiding and advising me on my relationships with other girls, then with
boys. I had undergone crushes, first experiments with sex, regular
meeting dating then meeting Jeff and falling in love with him and getting
married.
I was supposed to instruct Edith on all of that? From what Ephraim had
told me, Edward had been a competent, but otherwise fairly forgettable
young man. Now Edith was a beautiful young woman. Would this woman still
have the same shy personality, or would she blossom? Whatever, it would
be an interesting journey for us both.
I had to wake Edith in the morning. After our breakfast was cleared up I
laid out her clothes and pointed to the shower. "We'll be going soon." I
checked out the window. It was cloudy with spots of blue sky showing "I'm
not sure what the weather's doing. Take your light raincoat. If it
brightens up you can leave it in the boat. You'll be getting one of your
own anyway. Oh yes, I've booked a hotel room for two nights to save us
coming back here. We've a lot of shopping to do."
I gave her an hour," You ready then?" I called. "We'll get down to the
jetty."
We were out the door on the way to the boat when I saw a sudden
embarrassed look on her face as she held down her skirt in a breeze. "I
feel exposed," she gasped, but I just laughed. "You'll get used to it and
don't worry about your appearance. Anyone seeing you will have no idea
that you are anything other than a woman, and an attractive one at that."
Hank the boatman barely glanced at us as we climbed on board. "Hank's job
is to run the boat back and forward to the mainland. Other than that he
spends hours fishing, I explained. "I'm not sure if he even notices
what's going on up at the house. He can keep secrets." I wondered if he
had noticed that he was transporting a young woman who had never come
to the island.
Once at the jetty on the mainland, I called a taxi to take us to one of
the stores I had in mind. I watched her as she climbed in. "All right,
another lesson," I said, when we were in the cab. "Be ladylike. Take your
time when getting into a car. When you're wearing a skirt, especially if
it is a tight one, back into the car seat then slide your butt onto the
seat and swing your legs around."
"Where are we going?"
"Your first shopping experience, we're going to a lingerie store. Get you
some basics."
The taxi soon stopped in a side street by a lingerie store I often used.
"That's us here. I often use this store. Remember, you're just a normal
girl. Yes, a pretty one. So, out we get! Keep your head high and walk
straight." She blushed and, taking a deep breath, eased herself out of
the car. "Come on, you're hunching over! Straighten up!" I reminded her.
"We'll start with getting you underwear then go to a bigger store for
dresses or skirts and so on and then coats and jackets."
Once inside the boutique, I lightly held her arm. "Panties first. Get
some cotton ones and some fancier ones too. Now next, you need some bras
as a basis for the rest of your clothes, and your own comfort," I
emphasized. An assistant soon pounced on us and after a half hour Edith
had several styles and was even wearing one. As I expected, it fit her
much better than the one I had got for her.
" What about paying?" she asked.
I waved a credit card. "Ephraim's given me this. Let's make sure we use
it." I grinned. "He'll be paying for quite a lot by the time we're
finished. All right, that's a start, "I said. "Now, next, a big decision
for you, what do you want to wear on your legs, pantyhose or stockings?
If it's a special occasion when I'm out with Jeff I'll put on stockings
with a garter belt! I confided. "He likes that!"
She made a face and I could see she was unsure. "All right, while you're
thinking about it let's get some other stuff done," and, bustling through
the shelves and racks, I got her two robes and some nightdresses. She was
blushing at first, but that soon wore off.
By this time my stomach was feeling rumbly and, as I expected Edith's
would be the same, I suggested we break for lunch at a bistro the next
door. An accompanying glass of wine went down very well. I had arranged
for our purchases to be delivered to the hotel.
After lunch I looked at her again. "Ready for another go at it? Next we
'll look at some dresses and skirts for you so you now have to decide on
whether to wear a girdle if you want them close fitting. Even with a nice
figure like you have, a girdle will affect how they fit."
I wondered how she would take to wearing one. The last time I had worn a
girdle was at my wedding but I reminded her Ephraim had said he wanted
the changed James Kaiser to be put in firm girdles, and open ones.
"Yes, I suppose I'll need the experience. Actually I've always wondered
how it would feel to wear a girdle." She actually blushed.
I could have told her: I had given them up but I had to let her decide,
"Well, now's your chance, "I said. "Let's get to it." I took her first to
the hosiery department in a store just down the street. "You'll need
stockings for the girdle, maybe more pantyhose too." I explained. That
accomplished, it was back to the lingerie boutique. I nudged her. "All
right, you get to do the asking this time. Tell her what you want. Go
on!"
Before she could properly react the same assistant was on us. She looked
surprised at seeing us again but asked if she could help us. Edith
actually took a deep breath. "I'd like to get some girdles, please."
In fact it took almost an hour before we were out of the department with
her purchases. I had suggested she wear one of the girdles. As we made
our way from the lingerie department I stopped and watched her.
"What is it?" she asked.
"Oh, how are you finding the girdle? Is it like you thought it would be?"
I wondered how she would react to its pressure and firmness.
"I like it," she replied.
"Oh well!" I said shrugged. I wondered if she would feel that way after
several hours.
With that out of the way we started again at more shopping and ended with
pile of clothes. Among these were two pretty dresses, one in red and
another in a gray blue that I thought would look good on her. I had them
sent to our hotel to add to our pile.
By this time Edith was very tired. Shopping this much wasn't my idea of
fun either and she was pleased when I suggested that we had done enough
for the day. "We could do more but we have the basics for you. As you
develop your own style and taste you'll have to do a lot more shopping
yourself, but I think that's enough for the day. Ready to get back to the
hotel?"
"Yes, I just want to sit down."
We rested for a bit then had dinner at the hotel dining room where I
suggested she wear the red dress. It looked quite smart but I made a
mental note to get her better shoes the next day.
So, next day it was the shoe department first, where she also got some
purses, followed by shopping for makeup supplies. Then, more clothing.
Back in the hotel room that afternoon we just collapsed into chairs.
"It's nice to put my feet up," she groaned. "This is hard work!"
"I agree. However, we'll need to go out for dinner later but let's relax
for a bit. I tell you, why don't we lie down for a bit? Just take off
your dress so it doesn't crease." I did the same and had a welcome nap.
Later, I supervised her as she dressed again in her new red dress, this
time with smart new shoes with a modestly high heel. When I said, "You
look much better," she gave a big smile. She looked very elegant. The
dress was fairly slim fitting and hung smoothly about her hips with no
bulges. One advantage of her girdle, I supposed.
Back in our room I suggested we change into our nightwear then have a
drink. I had directed her to another nightdress and peignoir set that I
thought would be very pretty on her and I had been so taken with it I got
a similar set too. I was sure Jeff would approve when he got back from
the wilds. We had a nice relaxing evening, chatting over a bottle of wine
and Edith told me more about herself, her wish to be a woman, and how
Ephraim had got in contact with her. She had actually been employed
briefly by the Vanderveld Corporation. I imagined that Ephraim had used
her time there to see if she was suitable for his plans.
"So, back to the island today?" she asked at breakfast the next morning.
"Yes, but first, we have to treat you to a proper makeup and up and a
decent haircut. By the way, I hope you are taking all of this in as it
will be your turn to help train this acquaintance, as Ephraim calls it."
"I'm puzzled. Why didn't he just get you to do all of this? Why did he
need me?"
"Well, you see, he wasn't sure about the spell! He wanted to test it
first. You were the guinea pig! Also, Jeff is off in the wilds of South
America at present, but when he returns I want to be with him rather than
here. Mind you, I have my own score to settle with this person, so I'll
be helping as much as I can."
Edith's breath caught and she frowned. She realized she was a guinea pig.
She would be rightly wondering what would have happened if the spell had
not worked properly.
"The other thing too, Ephraim has been doing you a big favor, wouldn't
you say? So you owe him big time."
"I certainly do!"
"Now, I've just remembered another thing, your outfits, another thing to
think about, have you thought about jewelry? You need a watch, and at
least a bracelet and a necklace. Maybe some dressy rings? Then, have you
thought if you want to wear earrings? If so, you'd be better to get your
ears pierced. That can be done when you go to the hairdresser."
Her hands went to her ears. "Uh, does it hurt?"
"Oh, it's over before you think about it. Your earlobes are tender for a
day or so but that's all. This person Ephraim has in mind is to get
multiple piercings."
"Where about?" Edith grimaced and drew in her breath. "I don't want to
think about that!"
The stylist's eyebrows went up at Edith's short hair but she started work
and Edith ended with a gamin like style. I think she was pleased as when
we were back on the island I noticed her checking her new appearance,
turning her head this way and that in a mirror with a women's magazine in
front of her.
Her new hairstyle was definitely an improvement. "What do you think?" she
asked.
" It suits you."
"Thanks! I like it too but I think I'm going to let my hair grow so that
I can put it up or have it loose to suit the occasion."
I was impressed. She was taking to her new appearance and its potential
and was looking forward to her new life.
Even with Hank helping us it had taken three trips to bring all the
purchases from the boat to the house. "That's a lot of money your brother
is paying for all of this," she commented.
I dismissed it with a wave of my hand. "Ah, he's rich enough! Besides,
this will be practice when his victim gets outfitted with woman's
clothing." I was feeling pleased with myself. I had also got two dresses
and a top. Shopping for Edith had got me in the mood, I guess. I also had
some pretty lingerie that I would use when Jeff was back.
Edith flopped down heavily in a chair, but I shook my head and pointed to
her purchases "Uh, uh! No rest until this is all put away." That took us
another hour and she was about dropping at the end. "I need bed," She
yawned.
I noticed her hands straying to her ears, now fitted with two small
golden balls. "How are your ears? I asked.
"Oh, a little sore but not too bad."
"Use a salt solution on them if you feel them irritated, or alcohol,
although that stings.
Anyway, you look very feminine in them."
"Thanks!" She gave a proud little smile. "Maybe when I'm used to them and
my ears are healed I'll get some fancier ones."
"Come on, I'll unzip you." I slid down the zipper on the back of her
dress and helped her undress to her bra and girdle. I handed her a
housecoat and some cream and tissue. "First, you should remove your
makeup, unless you want it all over the bed sheets."
"God, I'm too tired!" she grumbled but, "Do it!" I ordered.
So that was the first step done with, getting her clothes and accessories
but I knew it would take many more weeks to get her used to her new life.
As I had thought, there was so much to learn, stuff that I had absorbed
over the years. Some of it she could manage by herself, but she would
need help with others and I would have to be as supportive and
encouraging as I could.
The following days I had her try out all of her clothes so she could see
what suited her and develop her own taste. Then, a week later, we took
another trip to the mainland and visited several boutiques that I liked.
The staff in these worked wonders and she ended up with many very
flattering outfits.
I noticed her personality changing. She was coming out of her shell and
becoming more confident and assertive. On the negative side I began to
see a little smugness about her. She had been given a beautiful face and
body. Perhaps she was getting too enamored with herself.
She was pretty but I thought she could make even more of her appearance
and I decided her face needed more attention. Her eyebrows especially
needed some attention so I gave her the number of a beauty salon she
could call to explain what she wanted and make an appointment. I had some
things to attend to at my house and I met her later at the docks. She was
elaborately made up but looking very pleased with herself.
"How was it?" I asked.
"Oh, prodded, plastered and pruned, and I didn't like being stuck in the
chair all that time, but I love the result!" If anything her skin was
even smoother. The experiences would all help when we had James to deal
with.
So, she had totally taken to her new life, courtesy of Ephraim. She
seemed very pleased with it and happy to show off herself and parade her
new outfits when he paid us another visit. She even gave him a big kiss.
He was impressed. "You look good, Edith! And here are some things for
you." Her eyes opened in delight when he passed her a driver's license,
some credit cards and even a passport, all in her new name with her new
photograph. As I expected, the driver's license photo did not do her
justice.
"All right, ladies, I want to go over some things with you. I'll give you
an update. My enemy is James Kaiser. My eventual plan is to drug him and
abduct him then, you Edith, will read the spell to him. When he is
changed to a woman he, or perhaps I should say 'she', will be brought
here to the island where you both will train her to my instructions. I
don't care how severe you are with her. Humiliation will be good."
He grimaced slightly. " Now, some problem. I thought I would be able to
get to it soon but, unfortunately, there has been a holdup. Some business
matters needs my full attention so it can't be done right away. So I'm
sorry, you'll have to wait."
He looked at Edith. "So Edith, how are you finding the change? No second
thoughts."
She shook her head. "Not at all! I'm delighted, but still, it's strange.
Yes, I love my new body and the clothes, but I'm actually getting a
little bored. And if I have to wait some more time....?"
I thought that would happen. I could keep myself occupied with the books
I was editing. For Edith, although she was now used to her new body,
there was not much for her to do on the island. If she had been a marine
biologist she might have enjoyed looking around the tide pools and the
variety of life, but she wasn't. Actually, she had taken up some running
and worked her way up to six circuits of the island. She looked good for
it, with toned muscles and a healthy glow.
There were the meal preparations and some housework, but those took
little time. In the evenings we would watch television for a bit, or
read. Sometimes I'd let her read the books I was editing but she had
little to offer. Often we'd chat over a glass of wine. She really needed
to test her new body out in the world at large.
"I wondered about that, Edith, " Ephraim said. "So, what do you say if
you come back to the corporation, I have some jobs that I think would
suit you well."
I was not surprised when she jumped at the chance and was told to report
to Ephraim the following Monday at the corporation HQ when her
responsibilities would be outlined.
Later, I discussed it with her. "Edith, you worked there before your
change. I wonder how you'll find it with your new female body and maybe
interacting with some people you knew as a man. I don't think if they
would be able to recognize you, your looks have changed so much, but
don't be careless. Act as if it's the first time you are meeting any of
them, and as if the Corporation HQ is new building to you."
She looked at me, slightly exasperated, "Yeah, yeah, I know that,
Louise. I'll be careful."
Her being away left me in a quandary. Apart from Hank, who lived in a
small cottage, barely larger than a hut, I would be alone on the island
most of the time. At first I got quite a bit more editing work done on
some long books the editor had been pressing me on, but when that was
done the time became heavy on my hands. I had no idea when Ephraim would
put the next part of his plan in motion.
At first Edith commuted to work each day, but it did not take long before
it was obvious that that it took up too much time and, after checking
with Ephraim, she rented a furnished unit in one of the apartment
buildings by the harbor and usually came to the island only at weekends.
That left me feeling even more isolated and I was wondering if should go
back home.
I began to see great changes in Edith. She told me Ephraim had put her to
work as a problem solver. She loved the job and quickly got lots of
confidence. Then, a couple of months later, I noticed there was a 'glow'
about her. I gathered there was a man in her life but she did not tell
me much about him other than his name was Sal and that he also worked
with the corporation. I was happy for her. I also noted how long it took
for her to start relating to men. I wondered if the same would happen
with Kaiser after he was changed.
I noticed a little change in Edith's choice of clothing too. When she was
travelling back and forward to the island she had favored skirted outfits
with stockings, but after a few weeks she suddenly gave these up and used
pantyhose. When I commented on it she made a face. "Apparently my garter
bumps were too noticeable by the men in the office! So I've been told, so
I'm going to leave them for other times."
She had been there another three months when her mood changed
drastically. She became brusque, and snappy, even either throwing herself
into things with excessive enthusiasm, or sitting brooding. I tried to
get her to talk about it but she said very little. Her attitude to
Ephraim changed too. At first she had been enthusiastic about helping
him. Now I sensed some resentment. She did not want to talk about it but
I gathered that she and Sal had broken up. I thought of some of my past
romances. It was all part of her finding herself.
Fortunately, Ephraim had hired another woman to help us. She was called
Mary McLennan, a former women's prison guard. Mary was a tall thick-set
blonde woman, quiet, but with an underlying firmness. Mary was not a
great conversationalist, but she pitched in efficiently at running the
house and she and Edith had no problems.
Then I had some great news. Jeff was going to come back for a whole
month! I was bubbly with excitement and I had trouble sitting still,
excited with planning what we could do.
I did not want Jeff on the island so I went back home, tidied it up and
even repainted the bedrooms and kitchen.
When the day finally came when Jeff was to get back, I studied my face in
the mirror. I wondered if he would notice the slight differences from
before. I had slightly changed my hairstyle. I had changed my makeup
slightly too with a brighter shade of lipstick than usual, with more
eyeliner and blusher. I had also got a new pair of earrings.
When it was time to get dressed to fetch him at the airport I first put
on a pair of black pants and pretty blouse but when I looked at myself in
the mirror I had second thoughts. So I changed into a pretty dress, one
that I knew he liked and even put on pantyhose. I shook my head again. I
pulled them off and put on stockings with a garter belt and high heels. I
felt glamorous and sexy, but a little embarrassed too.
I was into his arms as soon as he came out past customs. I didn't care
about anyone around us, some smiling tolerantly, others perhaps looking a
bit askance. But it was wonderful to have him back.
As we drove back I could see him studying me while he told me about his
travels. Then, when he asked about me I just said I had been helping one
of Ephraim's prot?g?es on a project on the island.
We were in each other's arms again when we were in the door. Still
kissing, his hands roamed over my body. "Gee it's great to hold you again
and be back home." His hands slipped to hold my butt. I felt my skirt
lifted then his hands running down my garters. "Oh, very nice!" he said.
One of his fingers began stroking the skin between my stocking tops and
my panties, making me wet. I wanted to make love there and then but
reluctantly I asked him to wait.
We chatted over drinks and talked again what we had been doing while he
was away.
Then, at one point he looked at me, slightly tilting his head. "Funny,
Louise, you look a little different somehow."
"Oh? In what way?" I asked innocently.
"It's not one thing. Maybe it's my imagination too, but you really do
look different somehow. But you do look great," he added quickly.
"Oh, maybe its my new hairstyle, or makeup. Remember too, it's months
since we saw each other. Look at you! You're skinnier! Tanned too! "So I
brushed off his comments.
I wondered if he wanted to celebrate by eating out but he shook his head.
That was fine with me. I had steaks ready with all the accessories. It
was great having him home and after supper we settled down together on
the sofa with a bottle of wine but our snuggling did not last long and we
ended up in bed, our clothes shed on the floor.
Unfortunately Jeff had to go into his company some days for them to go
over his findings and to plan more exploration. Then he had three weeks
leave before he had to get into the office. His first priority was to
get a bunch of odd jobs done around the house so I let him putter away at
these for some days, then I insisted, "Jeff, let's get away for a few
days, just you and me, no responsibilities."
He thought that was a good idea and we rented a chalet in the mountains,
exploring, skiing and walking and making love ju