Lenia's Return by MadQuill
Please remember this is a copyrighted work and all legal disclaimers
apply.
This story is a prequel to the story titled "For Womanhood". It is not
necessary to read that fantasy to understand the plot of this tale. The
story develops the character of Lenia's leaving Giuliana and her lovers
to re-establish a relationship.
Lenia's Return, for Womanhood
When she called my cell I was surprised. The picture in the Hudson's
advertisement was small but it was possible that she had seen the
source. The mail distribution of the catalog was nearly a half a
million. The photo set was initially for the company's on-line sales.
The published image was of me turned slightly to the left with my head
and therefore eyes looking right and a bit above the horizon. The pose
enhanced the view of my face without making my neck appear too wide.
This image included my earrings; the small diamonds that Giuliana had
given me on the first anniversary of our relationship. Most of the
retailers requested that earrings not be shown. The dress I was
presenting was a speckled black and gray sweater model in part acrylic.
The neck was jeweled and the sleeves mid-length. As a model I had little
to do with the final selections but I was happy with this shot.
"Of course I knew it was you Mar, I mean Lenia. You've changed so much
in thirty-four months but we were together for four years. You look good
in the images. You've had some work done, huh?"
We hadn't spoken in over two years but I explained about the trach
shave, the rhinoplasty and brow lift I endured back then. For some
reason I'd decided to talk with her for a few minutes.
"The breast surgery was the easiest though Susan. The recovery wasn't
difficult or painful due to the size of the implants I'd selected."
She seemed different and curious. I wasn't anxious but on guard. She
hadn't been helpful when I'd started to dress publicly. Her friends
hadn't been harsh, just Susan.
"Well your dream of modeling certainly required a modest chest Lenia.
Most women would have chosen a larger breast size. I think you look
great, I mean to say, actually you look awesome honey."
She paused as I spoke of the latest assignment and Giuliana's travel
plans for the coming month, "You know Lenia you sound perfect. The
timber in your voice has become feminine."
The opportunity to become a model isn't something I'd just casually
wanted. I really worked to become thin enough for the work. My body
changes were a bit painful but the affect was amazing. Forty months ago
Susan had laughed when I'd suggested my intent to model.
"Marc you can look convincing, I mean you can pass when you're dressed
but you've got to give up that silly notion. No agency will ever accept
you as a woman."
- - - - - - - -
Now she wanted to meet. I was resistive. My wife had been a seriously
nasty person regarding my decision to dress as a woman. I now could
understand why. Her husband decided to wear a dress and grow his hair.
It wasn't a difficult decision for me. I had been playing with makeup
and doing some dressing since I was young. My girlfriend when I was in
college had my attention and I would do anything for her.
The games Michelle and I'd played were forgotten when I'd met Susan and
we began to fall in love. The marriage had been good for three years but
she seemed restless and then I'd found a hobby. Her job as an accountant
required more of her during the last two years we were together but she
seemed to purposely stay way from me.
One day cruising the porn sites I saw an Internet ad for an Asian
Kathoey that would be dancing at the strip club downtown. I hadn't been
to a strip club in years but I went out of curiosity. Something drew
many others and me to the show. After a few women performed an announcer
came to the stage and introduced the main act.
"Ms. Tiffany has been dancing for three years but mostly in Southeast
Asia. I'm happy to announce that she will extend her stay and be here
for two additional nights!"
Tiffany was amazing to watch and though I had no reference point I saw
the hundreds, maybe even thousands of dollars she collected from the
stage. The level of acceptance by the men at the bar shocked me. She
looked beautiful and her manner did not indicate that she was born a man
but the billing on the door was clear. Her figure was all female though
everyone kept looking at her thong for a tell, a glimpse of her true
gender. I started to imagine what her life situation might be like.
Living as a woman; well dressing and acting like one at least.
My wife's attempts to change my mind weren't aggressive but I could see
her disappointment. Her words eventually became strong and harsh. She
was not the same person I'd met and grew to love. Now speaking with her
on my cellphone I was somewhat angry. She and I had hurt each other.
"How can the past three years be resolved Susan? You said many mean
things to me when I was the most vulnerable. I'm happy now and Giuliana
has been good to me."
- - - - - - - -
I wasn't always interested in modeling. Just since I'd decided to get
fit. After four months I'd lost the first twenty-five pounds. During the
time of my diet changes I'd realized something about myself. Maybe that
visit to the strip club was in part responsible. It wasn't something I'd
thought of a lot before seeing Ms. Tiffany but I wanted to be truly
feminine. After I reached one hundred and thirty-eight pounds I could
fit into a size eight dress but the clothes looked too tight. One day I
decided to focus on becoming model thin.
Over the months my hair had reached passed my shoulders. Susan and I
were sleeping in separate rooms. Susan didn't comment on the weight
change. She only noticed how thin I'd become when I'd had my ears
pieced. She'd missed the signs as I acquired a collection of heels and
lingerie. I hadn't bothered to hide these. I just used a lower drawer in
the chest in our bedroom. The closet in the small room where I slept was
full of dresses but there wasn't a bureau.
Back then Susan hadn't understood my need to work through this change.
She was just distracted and didn't question much of what I was doing. My
job as a book reviewer and sometimes-contributing writer allowed me to
dress when she went off to work. It wasn't everyday but most days I
dressed in my panties and a dress when I awoke, she having left twenty
minutes earlier.
One afternoon Susan came in the door as I was walking from the kitchen
with a coffee. I smiled and asked how her day had gone, "You're home
early dear. What's allowed you to get on the train at two-thirty?"
She just stopped as the sound of my heels captured her attention. Her
eyes focused on my chest, which was exposed due to the deep neckline of
the Venus dress I was wearing. I wasn't wearing a bra since I had not
developed breasts. Then she looked at my face.
"What the hell Marc! What on earth is going on? Whose clothes are you
wearing? When did you get your ears pieced? Where are you going?"
I stopped and turned to face her, "Why their mine Susan," and I
continued to my desk in the Library, my three inch heels clicking on the
kitchen's stone floor. Called back to her, "oh, I had them done
yesterday Susan."
She was still standing at the door holding her briefcase. She could see
me from there, "But what, why? Can you please explain yourself Marc, "
her voice was urgent as she moved and shut the door.
Having set her case down in the kitchen she had followed me into the
library so we were a few yards apart. I was standing at my desk, having
placed the cup down. I hadn't really considered now this discussion
might happen. She hadn't been around during the day for a long time and
her evenings usually included a workout with her female friends. We
weren't spending much time together at this point. Occasionally we had
dinner together but she seemed more remote each month.
I reminded her that she was out with women three or four night each
week, "So you saying it's my fault? I've got two or three female friends
and that leads to this?" She was now quite upset and had stepped closer.
I looked to her eyes and considered what we had had. Now my desire and
her lack of attention had combined to end our relationship.
"Susan, this is me and I can't lead a dual life and lie. Your welcome to
be with me and try and understand who you're married to or whatever."
She gritted her teeth, "There's no way I'll let my husband just become a
woman. You're saying this is a permanent change? You fucking weirdo, you
faggy little sissy. I've got too much self-respect to live with a queer.
I'll never stay here Marc, never."
Late that evening after she'd had a few glasses of wine we'd discussed
my change of dress and she further expressed her anger, "So you decide
something of this scale without concern for my feelings. That seems like
a woman all right. But I won't be sleeping here tonight."
I was crying a little and my make-up was smeared, "No it wasn't easy.
You seemed to be uninterested in me. I just saw a new me developing and
you were with those other, those girls,"
I wanted her to stay and love me but I could see she wasn't into my life
change.
As she began to grasp that I was serious she said, "I can now recall
noticing other changes Marc, I mean other than your not visiting a
barber." She sat down in the library near my desk.
I had wondered if she was sleeping with one of her friends but didn't
ask.
Then she stood up and started walking about and quizzed me, "I mean the
subtle shift in your voice, the manner and the word usage. That should
have alerted me that something was happening. I guess I was too wrapped
up in my own conditions."
After midnight she eventually exposed her liaisons with her three
exercise friends.
"Marc, it wasn't planned. I just became interested in the first. She was
sexy and after a sauna one evening we made love in the deserted locker
room. The other two occurred in different places but I was the one who
initiated the advance."
I stood in the kitchen in my dress and heels. I had fixed my face hoping
that she wouldn't leave. She was packing a bag and as I entered the main
bedroom Susan said, "How the hell did you lose so much weight. You're as
small as I am but I work out three days a week. Marc how much do you
weight?"
Susan was near the closet as I said, "I'm near one-thirty-five."
We had separated about three months later; about the same time I met
Giuliana. Susan didn't know of my new Mistress then. It was only after
I'd moved out that she asked about where I was living. We let the
apartment lease expire as Susan moved in with her lover.
After thirty months these details seemed far away, the past. We spoke
for another ten minutes about her recent job and home changes.
Then she said, "Lenia I've realized that I was wrong to force you out of
my life. I've never stopped loving my Hus, I mean I'm still in love with
you." Then she paused and I could hear the soft sound of her crying.
I wasn't upset but asked, "What happen to that woman you were seeing, I
mean living with, Denise was it? She was your lover when we separated
right? You've had a few Susan."
Our relationship had floundered when Susan joined the women's club and
met several unattached lesbians. The first affairs I wasn't aware of. I
was too focused on my own issues. The day she discovered my pieced ears
and me in a dress she acknowledged that she was sleeping around. By then
I had accumulated a small wardrobe of women's clothes and was thinking
of modeling.
She seen me dressed to the nines one day about a month after the dress
incident, "Marc you are going to need a new name. Something sexy and a
little mysterious. You sure as hell don't look like my husband any
longer."
I thanked her for the compliment but she interrupted, "Just remember
real girls aren't crazy about suspenders and stockings. Pantyhose are
more flattering and with a tight dress like that everyone who's looking
can see your garter clasps."
I looked to my thigh and realized she was right. A small bump was quite
noticeable.
- - - - - - - -
Our phone conversation could have lead back to those painful days over
three years earlier but she stopped.
"We can't let the history interfere with our needs today. I mean it. I
can't stop thinking of you Lenia. The ad I saw clearly pushed me to try
and open a discussion with you. Please agree to meet me. Just for an
hour. No one else, just us okay? Please Honey, say yes?"
I considered hanging up. Being rude wasn't attractive in anyone. As she
continued I considered why I hadn't hung up the call. I heard her
voicing regret, sadness and maybe something else. Maybe there was
something I needed from Susan.
"At the Park, we could meet and talk. We could try to see how we each
feel. I need to help settle the fears that may be in the way. Please at
least think about it dear."
She went on about her search of my modeling career. How excited she was
to see that though only catalog work I seemed to have done work with
quite a range of retailers.
"They're clearly calling you back Lenia and that must build your
confidence."
I explained that at least one manager had guessed about my gender change
but her goal was to sell clothes not enforce a rule or control my
private life.
"That makes sense but it must have been difficult to get started. I
mean, getting your figure to meet the requirements and then maintaining
it. Models of your height need to be below one-twenty-five right?"
I was sixty-nine inches tall, "Actually I'm at one-twenty-one with a B
cup.
"It was Callie's rigorous control of my diet and her insistence on the
low impact exercise. That together with the voice training, posture and
deportment work.
"Working near so many nearly naked women allowed one or two girls to see
my bits. My ad manager knew how to deal with the issues without me being
affected."
We discussed my diet and exercise, "It's the coconut water and fruits
that made that part reasonable Susan. The initial portfolio images
Giuliana paid for were quite good. She'd found and hired a skilled
photographer. Sarina was quite good with body shots. Her advice and the
selection of the various images and headshots to include were
essential."
She was listening now and not interrupting, "At the first interview I
was of course nervous but the second one was easy and the first shoot
occurred that same week. My anxiety quickly passed."
I considered whether I could handle the upheaval of Susan coming back
into my life. As she talked I was aware that there was still some
attraction in me and maybe a small love was covered deep within to
protect me. I wondered when I could slip away without Giuliana being
aware even if that seemed silly. I wasn't trapped nor her slave.
When Susan finished her story about her breakup with her last lover I
said, "Okay, sure we can meet. Let's say Friday. Your idea about the
Park is good."
- - - - - - - -
I had met Giuliana in a chatroom. During the initial discussion, before
we spoke, I'd wondered if she was transgender. She seemed to know a lot
about my feelings and was supportive to my needs. Before I'd left Susan
I had progressed toward my feminine self. I'd learned to speak softly
and practiced my movements to simulate the women I'd so adored. Watching
the runway shows possibly trained me to think and move like the models.
My body had been slightly changed due to my diet and exercise and I'd
stayed away from pills, alcohol and hormones.
One afternoon I was talking with Giuliana. She told me that I would
receive an e-mail from someone named Callie. It included her cell
number, 'Giuliana has asked me to speak with you'. I called her within
the hour.
"Can you send me an image of your face and body, please? I'm assuming
that you're dressed. Please spend a moment and make yourself as best you
can."
The request was quickly sent for I had been dressed and fully made-up
each of the last ten days. Susan had stopped sleeping in the house over
a month earlier. Callie was very supportive.
"I'll need to help you with many details, Lenia is it?"
We talked and eventually she visited four times a week. I told her of my
intent to model and she suggested that she might be helpful.
"You're posture has become nearly perfect and you move very well in
heels now. With additional coaching we can eliminate certain male
behavioral clicks. Can you do a split yet?"
Soon afterward I had moved to Giuliana's Coop after Callie was
comfortable with my manner, look and style. Two months later the voice
coach was satisfied too. That was thirty-four months ago. I'd not seen
Susan in over three years.
- - - - - - - -
Five days later Susan and I agreed to meet for dinner, "It has to be
early. I won't jeopardize my relationship with Giuliana. I'll have to be
back at the Coop by seven therefore let's meet on the Upper Eastside.
There's a small bistro I know of."
When I finished the late afternoon shoot I was able to simply walk
across the street to the restaurant. Susan was waiting and she stood
when I approached.
"Thank you for coming Lenia. You look like you've just finished a
shoot." The waiter helped us sit and brought the wine she'd ordered.
"In your heels you're a bit taller than me Lenia," we were nearly the
same height barefoot. "I like that you dress so well, with style. At the
Park the other day I was jealous that you could walk in heels that
comfortably."
As I settled I said, "I can't drink much. The diet has been tough these
past few days. I needed to lose a few pounds for the latest assignment.
Next week will be easier but I've been on flavored water and salads for
a week. I feel a little too weak after the fasting. Maybe we can ask for
a cheese plate or something."
After getting passed the awkward waiter's starring at my boobs, since my
dress had a deep d?collet? and I wore no bra, we discussed the changes
Susan hoped we could make.
"Could you see us, I mean surely we'll have much to adjust to. Your work
schedule and wardrobe we can work around but we'd need to try and spend
more than an evening together."
She reached across the caf? table, "I'm shocked how beautiful you are
Lenia.
"The makeup artist who did you today is quite good."
I shifted slightly closer and looked about, "Yes and she works with a
filmmaker as well. She has tried to get me to do a sexy shoot with her
twice. They're a couple actually. I met her but I was pretty sure that
she did serious porn, not soft stuff. She was so into my gender
background that I said I'd have to pass. I didn't want to end up on some
tumbler page."
Susan was smiling, "Having my husband look better in a dress than I do
is the easy part. I can see why she wanted to film you Lenia. It's the
sexy body I'm drawn to, but I'd love to spend the night with you to find
out how much of our love still remains."
I listened to her and watched her lips carefully. At the Park last week
I'd realized I was still attracted to her. I had been with women; I
lived as a lesbian but had also been with a few men since we'd parted.
Watching her speak was exciting. She had accepted that I was a woman.
I wondered as I sat listening to her if I could I control my appetite
for cock? Could we find her able to penetrate me as I needed? How would
I just walk away from Giuliana and the others? They were almost family
now and Giuliana had spent a great deal on helping me become the woman
seated beside Susan. But she was my first love and therefore as I
watched her speak I wondered about how her mouth might feel. I wanted to
kiss her.
I shifted my chair again to be closer and I reached my finger to her
lips, "I want to kiss you Susan," we weren't the only patrons but though
near the street window we kissed lightly.
"That was nice."
She kissed me now and her soft tongue pressed into my mouth.
"I can't leave with you this evening Susan."
Her hand was in my lap and she gently explored the dress fabric without
slipping beneath the hem. My body was responding but I was tucked and
she couldn't feel my stiffness.
"You didn't have surgery there, "
I kissed her again.
"No"
"Thank you g_d!"
I wondered if this could be true. Could we re-kindle the romance of our
marriage? Could she really allow herself to have a wife? A model for a
wife? I wanted this but I wasn't going to walk away from Mistress
Giuliana without being one hundred percent sure.
Susan's body had been my goal three and a half years ago. She was nearly
my height and now her figure at thirty-three was beautiful. I think my
weight unsettled her though. The last three assignments I had been hired
for were for the winter collection of a high-end web-based retailer and
they insisted that I had to be at one-twenty. Susan looked fit but was
at least eight pounds heavier.
"What size were your implants?"
She was close enough to me, and I took her hand to my right breast, "She
used a 250cc under the muscle. I love being a B-cup."
She looked sexy and her smile was what had attracted me so long ago. I
was a little flushed as she kissed my fingers. I could see her make
plans.
"No ! I can't be with you yet honey but I want to. I just can't now
Susan."
Her feelings had evolved to allow her to love me, her husband, but I was
a woman now. I was fortunate to have been cared for by Giuliana. She
would not easily leave my mind. Her loving was intense. I was most
worried how I would educate Susan about fucking me. Or having her allow
a random man into our bed. Those thoughts were set aside as we still
needed time together.
She smirked, "Who says I wanted some of that. I'm a lesbian for g_d
sakes." She moved close again and we kissed. Her mouth tasted so
different than my recent lovers. I was intrigued.
"Okay, honestly, let's get everything on the table Susan. Whom have you
slept with in the last six weeks?"
She was quick, "No one honey. Really, my last relationship ended badly
two months ago. She wanted me to have a baby! What about you Lenia?"
I chuckled, "No baby but I live with three women and we sleep together
almost every night. Krista and I like each other but she is quite
possessive about Giuliana. Lucinda has become a friend as well as a
lover. She loves to fuck me."
She interrupted, "How does she do that, oh I guess she has a strap-on."
"Many toys for this girl."
I told her of George, "He is allowed to fuck me as well. I do enjoy him
Susan. He's become something of a brother, well that sounds wrong but he
is protective. Will that become a problem? I mean, I need a warm dick
inside me sometimes. I've been loving women or getting laid six times a
week for almost three years. The family that Giuliana has assembled is
full of sexual play. Can we keep our love physically interesting?"
She took my hand, "I figured you were getting quite a lot of sex, and
with boys too. We'll just have to spend the weekend to get reacquainted
and see. Can you get away next weekend? Lenia, I can deal with having a
man around on occasion. It would be fun to find him and initiate the
tryst."
I would need more than a 'tryst'. I wondered how we might seek and
seduce a man to share our bed.
"Susan, I have to share with you that leaving Giuliana might be good.
Being a part of an entourage hasn't always been a joy. There weren't any
conflicts but the life we have together, four women, has some issues.
Living more independently can't hurt me. And my account is stuffed with
cash. The stipend she's provided, together with the modeling income has
all been saved."
I shared with Susan the experiences of my initial induction to
Giuliana's family, "She had Callie spend three weeks with me, training
my gait and manner. Callie is quite a good acting coach. At least she
was previously. Now she works for several similar domes, though I've
never really felt Giuliana was an aggressive Mistress. Anyway she
introduced me to penetration. It was difficult at first, this woman in
the toilet with me, then her playing with my bottom. The process was
enlightening Susan. I never really considered that I would enjoy having
a phallus inserted there. It may sound crazy since by then I'd been
dressing for months. I guess my sex play wasn't what drew me to
femininity."
She said when I paused, "I've gotten into anal play Lenia. I find I can
enjoy both the stimulation and the role-playing. Tell me more of this
'family'."
I held her hand, "Well, Callie then arranged for me to visit a laser
treatment center. Complete removal, except a little tuff. She also had a
stylist spend time with me shopping and helping me change my awareness
of color and patterns. Before I'd formally met Giuliana I was exposed to
a full range of feminine activities. Except for the big one."
She looked quizzically but I continued, "Only after I been fucked by
George was I allowed to sleep with her. That day was kind of ceremonial.
I was arranged on a kind of cushioned bench and the two girls held my
hands. Callie was in charged as I saw this naked man with a stiff cock
walking towards me. Thankfully I was by then fully capable of taking a
large dildo inside my body. He was gentle enough Susan but this stranger
fucked me as the four women watched. A little later his cock was using
my mouth. Giuliana explained the next day that she had to be certain I
was a woman, but with a good stiff toy concealed beneath my skirts."
She listened without interrupting me except to squeeze my hand when she
heard of the penetration.
"So you love getting fucked as well as licking pussy. It sounds good,
actually wonderful to me Lenia."
I was surprised to be having such a frank conversion with my wife. Three
years ago she was so not interested in the details of my life. It was
also erotic to tell the story. I was excited and my thong was damp.
I needed to get back to the Coop though, "Listen, we will see each other
next, say Tuesday afternoon for lunch. I have a doctor's appointment in
the morning. Then we'll discuss the arrangements for the coming weekend
dear." I stood and so did Susan.
We embraced and kissed each other, "Until then Sweetie."
Susan looked lovely and was treated me as her female friend and maybe
lover. As I'd left the restaurant I checked my phone. I was okay.
Giuliana wasn't expecting me until after seven. I was considering being
married again? Or was I just fooling myself. Could we actually become a
couple again, her loving me? She hadn't called me Sweetie in over four
years. I was excited. I was ready for a change, ready for a less
communal life.
- - - - - - - -
I was filled with anxiety about leaving Giuliana but as I arrived I
found her sitting in the living room enjoying Krista whose bottom was
exposed while she licked Giuliana below her dress. This was a normal
event and though I've enjoyed the multi-sexual aspect of my present life
I felt I was ready to move on.
"How did the shoot go dear?"
I sat beside her and kissed her, "I'm glad that one's done. I can end
this diet. I always feel a bit weak because of it."
"But your tummy is so sexy now Lenia. Stand and remove the dress."
So began the evening. I had to agree with her about the weight loss but
being below one-twenty was difficult.
"Could you be a dear and get Krista off. She has been waiting patiently
for your arrival."
Now in only my chemise and lingerie I got down on the carpet as Krista
shifted to the sofa to allow me access to her little clit. It never
really got hard, just semi-stiff except for the moment just as she
orgasmed. Her seed was always delightful since she was restricted to a
single climax a week. A moment later she filled my mouth. Moving back to
sit alongside Mistress I kissed her and shared the remaining snowball.
"You are so special Lenia. Let Krista kiss you too."
Later that evening Giuliana came into my suite, "Can I sleep with you
tonight?"
This usually meant that we would be alone but as I said yes I turned to
see George at the door. He was wearing only a loss pant. My clitty was
tucked but the panel of the night thong wasn't as resistive and I tented
the nightdress.
Seeing my body's reaction she said, "He needs you tonight as well,
okay?"
"Come here George, " I smiled as he dropped the pj's and I saw his semi-
erect cock, "I'd love to have you with us tonight."
Mistress' hands were on my breasts and she was licking my nipples as
George stood and I took his growing cock into my mouth. This is
something I would absolutely miss. His dick was just the right size.
When he was hard, Mistress moved a pillow beneath my hips and positioned
him.
He penetrated my opening enough for the helmet to disappear, "Owww,
okay, ohh,"
I wasn't ready yet. As he moved back Giuliana moistened my ring and then
she moved his cock nearer and it slipped inside.
"Slowly Geo, ohh yeah," a moment later I moaned, "I needed your cock."
He slipped back out to be sure my deep muscle was fully ready then he
pushed in and I screamed.
"Mistress, you have to feel this too. He's such a good fuck. Come on
George, a little faster please. Oh g_d, I love his cock."
A moment later he shot his seed into my bottom and I felt him slowly
softening. I must have slept for I didn't recall making love with
Giuliana when I awoke.
The sunlight was still low. It was early and I considered a shower
assuming my crotch would be covered with his spunk but I was clean.
Mistress sometimes enjoyed eating my ass clean. I smiled but wondered if
I could live without his sexy penis.
- - - - - - - -
Three days later I'd spoken with Susan and we'd agreed to try and meet
the following weekend. It was possible but first I had be find a away of
being excused from Giuliana's planned trip to Chicago to attend a show
and do some shopping. I considered just asking to remain behind but knew
that would cause suspicion. I wanted to see Susan next weekend but
Giuliana might by difficult.
I asked my agent to aid a plan; she would call with a last minute
request.
I entered Mistress' suite the morning before the flight, "I've just
received a Saturday assignment Mistress. The Chicago trip is really
important to you but I'm not required. I'd like to remain in New York.
The shoot is for a new designer."
It was easier than expected and the next morning George and the three
women left for their trip. I'd never been in the Coop alone. It was so
quiet as I assembled my outfits and packed for the three days with
Susan. I dressed in a simple black skirt and cream blouse and slipped on
my heels. The black polish on my toes caught my attention as my sheer
hose slipped into black t-strap four-inch heels.
I had a few minutes before the cab arrived so I wandered into the living
room. On the coffee table were notes written in Giuliana's hand,
planning for the trip. She had crossed out my name from her flight
information printout but I saw a small mark next to my name that looked
a little like a question mark. Was she just suspicion?
Next I entered her suite and found it perfectly arranged. Krista did
this before leaving. She had taken to acting like more of a maid each
month as her little clitty had failed. Her sense of purposed was
eroding. As I stood at the bureau my phone buzzed. It was a text from
Giuliana telling me their plane was delayed. I considered this a moment
and decided to turn off the find friends feature. There was no reason to
think she didn't trust me but I wasn't interested in explaining my
movements upon her return.
I opened the drawer where she kept her special toys and picked up the
insertable I like so much. Placing it near my noise the scent wasn't
apparent only the talc. I opened my handbag and placed it inside. The
thought that this toy had been inside me on many occasions was only part
of the intent. The fact that it had been inside Giuliana's pussy was why
I borrowed it.
As I stepped to the Foyer I saw myself in the mirror. My refection
allowed me to consider the past three years. I was a beautiful woman
with a will and the power to control my life, to change my life again.
- - - - - - -
The taxi arrived at the door to Susan's building in less than nine
minutes since it was before the Park drives closed and rush hour. The
tall man got out and removed my overnight case from the boot.
"Thank you sir, " but he interrupted me.
"Miss it was all of my pleasure. I can't remember when I 've escorted
such a beautiful woman. I wish you'd said the Airport rather than just
across the Park."
The doorman opened the wide glass entry, "I'm meeting Susan, " I said.
"Right this way Ms. Lenia." Susan must have briefed the man. It was a
simple modern Lobby, but it could become my new home so I reviewed the
arrangement as he walked ahead of me to the elevators.
She met me at the door dressed in an A-line with a fitted bodice and a
pleated hemline just above her knee. She had dressed for me and as she
bent to put my bag down I saw the top of her full-fashion hose. This was
a new Susan. She would never wear sexy lingerie previously. Maybe one of
her girlfriends had insisted on her being more femme'.
She kissed me and her hands moved to cup my soft and generous bottom,
"You feel sexy Lenia, but pantyhose? When you left years ago you only
wore stocking and a belt."
I smiled, "I can appreciate that but my modeling work requires me to
wear Wolfords and I've just become comfortable donning them. The whole
suspender and hose thing is still important though. I've got some in my
bag dear.
She showed me the apartment, "I got it after my last girlfriend moved
out. It's big enough for two." She stopped and we hugged. "My body longs
for you Lenia." She kissed me as we stood near the second bedroom.
As she paused she whispered, "To the right is a generous room with a
full bath and a large walk-in closet." I kissed her as her hand moved up
and down my bottom.
As she responded to my kiss she said, "This place is what I will enjoy
tonight." She meant my bottom.
"Can you see yourself fucking my butt? Has the last three years brought
such a change that anal is okay Susan?"
I smiled as we held each other, "Serena, The third girlfriend insisted
on my becoming aware of her bottom and she took my backdoor cherry."
I smiled, "Marvelous Susan!"
The bedroom was surprising. It was nearly as big as my suite in the
Coop. The living room looked to the northeast so if one craned their
neck you could see the trees of the park two blocks away. Not bad for a
workingwoman.
I didn't ask her about the rent. She shared that there were at least
three other female couples and several gay males in the building. I saw
the wine cooler in the kitchen as she reviewed the space.
"Care to have a glass?"
We sat and enjoyed her selection from glasses I recalled, "Weren't these
your Grandmother's"
"That right, she gave me six of her set. My brother got the others."
After reviewing the family and the work stuff, she said quietly, "I'd
like to see your body Lenia. I mean, it's been on my mind since that
first kiss. To truth-tell its more like for months."
"Let's go to your bedroom Susan."
She sat in the armchair as I slipped off my dress and the ivory chemise.
I folded them carefully without thinking that she wanted me to turn and
walk to her. I pulled the pantyhose downward but almost fell.
"Lenia come sit. Getting those off is easier, "
She was about to stand but I was ready and back in my heels. The bra and
thong provided some comfort as I stepped to her. "Well what do you
think?"
"Can I see them, your breasts I meant to say."
I reached behind and released the hooks and dropped the translucent
underwire bra, "You're so lovely Lenia."
Now she stood up and stepping closer she cupped my breasts. "I love your
body. And," she reached to the front panel of my thong, "this, can I see
this?"
She bent slowly and her fingers were at the sides of the taut thong,
"You wear this quite snug huh?"
As she lowered it my penis popped lose, "Oh dear, this is quite a big
clitoris Lenia. I think I need to kiss it." She took my penis completely
into her mouth and I responded to the warmth of her tongue.
On her knees she looked to me, "You feel wonderful in my mouth. Should I
stop and get undressed or will you come in my mouth Sweetie?"
Just her statement caused me to tear up.
"Oh Susan, " I pulled her up, "Do you really want me that badly? If so
let's get you naked and then we'll see about my orgasm."
I kissed her as she fumbled with her dress, "Tonight I'll be the one in
hose' when we make love."
She was referring to the last time we'd had sex almost forty months ago.
I had worn a bra and suspender with seamed black stockings to bed. It
didn't end well. She just wasn't convinced I could be feminine.
"Let's focus on us now. These are very beautiful stockings Susan." I was
on the bed beside her. I reached to release her breasts.
"I want to feel you against my tits Susan."
Our bodies moved and her soft breasts were touching mine. Three long
years ago I would have loved for this to happen. We needed to re-ignite
our love affair and start again without thoughts of the past. I reached
to push her sexy thong lower and saw her bare mons.
"I like that you shave this now Susan." My tongue lightly touched her
button.
"Oh my g_d Lenia, "
Then I licked my fingers as she watched and one long digit slowly
entered her pussy, "Oh, there, ooh, yes, deeper, yes Lenia, ahh,"
A few moments later she came as my tongue rested on her clit and my
fingers softly caressed her g-spot. I'd never been this close to her
womb before. Forty months ago my fingers weren't allowed in her pussy.
As she turned about and took my semi-stiff clit into her mouth again she
said, "Now I get to enjoy your warm toy. I'm sick of a cold phallus
filling my mouth."
She had spoken of her practicing with one her toys in preparation for
today. The low late afternoon sunlight filled the bedroom as she
engulfed my penis. She looked to my face as she nursed on my clit. I
smiled wondering if I was still potent. I had been with the girls but
both were on the pill. Krista of course could only wish for a womb.
Susan moved her soft tongue along the length of my near hard clit. Then
she moved her lips to the head and lightly licked as I became fully
erect. With her two hands holding me along the length she licked slowly
across the head again and again then slipped her moist tongue down to my
testes as the finger teased my hole.
"As a precaution I re-started my birth control last month. My tongue and
my tummy want you to shoot into me Lenia. Fill me please."
She was softly sucking me but as she spoke of her pills her right finger
had entered my bottom.
"Oh Susan, could we really still want each other? Can you really love
me, love me as I am?" I climaxed for the first time in her mouth. I
couldn't believe that we were together. It hadn't been a dream since I
was convinced she would never see me as I wanted to be. As a woman.
"Oh yes, you are mine now and I want you never to leave."
She had some of the juice from my release in her other hand. Her fingers
were still within me, caressing the inner walls. As she spoke she
removed her fingers and pushed some of my release about my bottom and
inside my tight canal.
"This is our next step Lenia. To have you filled up and have you
screaming to climax on my cock. You haven't had an anal orgasm with me
Sweetie and I haven't allowed a cock in my pussy since you left more
than three years ago."
She had moved off the bed and while she was standing I rolled over and
looked back over my shoulder.
She smiled and said, "Is that a great ass or what? I'm dripping just
looking at your bottom dear." She had a strap-on about her waist and it
looked quite realistic.
"This is a new member of my toy collection. The ad said the clit probe
would help the user get off while providing, I think it was 'delight'.
Yes a delightful fuck is in your future Lenia. Maybe by the time you
come afterward we can be wife and wife? I'll let you fuck me too
Sweetie."
"Come close Susan. Let me kiss your new toy," I licked and suckled her
realskin phallus.
She mounted the bed as I slipped the pillows under my hips. My butt was
on a throne.
"Please Susan, run your cock along my cleft from top to the hole then
slowly enter me. I'm so hot for you it's crazy, a dream."
She was still wearing her hose and heels as she positioned her knees on
either side of the lifted bottom I presented.
The tip rested at the puckered rose and my juice still oozed.
"Your bottom never attracted me like this Lenia. You're so smooth and
the hole looks like it's winking at me. Your cum will help me get
inside, huh?"
"I'll pop like a cork Susan. I can't explain now special I feel at this
moment. You are about to fuck me for the first time. It's a little nuts
but I feel very virginal right now."
Before I could complete the statement she had pushed her cock into my
body. She had clearly been with others for she was gently and slow. Just
moving subtly for a few seconds and then she pushed in deeper, slowly.
She withdrew most of the phallus but pushed in again slowly. The
penetration and withdraw was all I could deal with. Then she increased
the pace, slow and then a fast one. My wife was finally fucking me.
Years after I wanted her to do so she had come to want me beneath her.
She repeated the slow subtle fucking only the cock slipped out.
"Oh baby, let me insert you please," I said.
Now she rode me for a few more thrusts and she started to cum without
warning.
"Lenia I'm about to, ohh, dear g_d, yes I'm just, ahhh," she exploded.
She slowed the pace as she pulled her cock out. Susan was shaking as she
collapse on to my back. I could feel her phallus in my cleft and her
breasts heaving on my back.
Finally she could speak over the rough panting of both of us, "My love,
lover, please stay with me. Please fuck me all weekend Lenia."
- - - - - - -
Giuliana didn't take Lenia's statements of rekindled love serious. "I
won't take you back Lenia ! The Bitch can have you forever. It will
leave a hole in my heart but never will I let you near again."
A set of ears listened as they spoke. Just about the corner George stood
listening and was beside himself for he had been beguiled by the two of
them, both Giuliana and Lenia. Now he was unsure how he must act to
protect the family of Giuliana. He was the protector and the two needed
his action. His heart knew what he'd heard, that Lenia was to leave but
his responsibility was to the group and he had to find a way to prevent
Lenia leaving. Separating all of the good that had been his and
therefore the family's world. He had heard of the details and yet he
couldn't decide how to stop Lenia's intended exit. He felt betrayed for
he loved the transfemme and the sexual world he was a part of. He
stepped quietly away to consider his plan.
Lead now by a need to secure the pleasure he enjoyed George considered
his options. The doorman of the Coop owed him at least a small favor.
So he set a plot to avoid the arrival of Lenia at her new home across
the Park.
- - - - - - -
Giuliana's New Girl
What was I to do? I lost her because she was still in love with her
wife. It seemed difficult to the others but I needed to find another
girl.
Eliza was our new project, well mostly she was Callie's responsibility.
I just paid the bills and reviewed the progress. Replacing Lenia had
been so difficult but now I didn't want her back. I could see that Eliza
was very similar to Lenia but her marriage had failed and the divorce
was final. Maybe she wasn't as cute as Lenia but my memories of Lenia's
transition were faint. I could recall the first portfolio shots I'd
hired Sarina to make but those were after Lenia's breast had been
augmented and her voice trained.
Eliza hadn't had the full benefit of my financial backing as of yet. I
wanted to be sure before I let her see a plastic surgeon. I now knew a
new woman could change with time. Callie had briefed me on the emotional
reasons and told me to be prepared for a possible exit sometime in the
future if Eliza felt less than totally loved. I felt her divorce could
provide a measure of insurance that she wouldn't leave.
Thinking about Lenia leaving helped me settled the plans for Eliza. I
didn't try to entrap nor restrict her. I wanted Eliza to remain with the
others and me.
The girls couldn't understand why Lenia had fled. They felt abandon by
her but it was related to her wife. Had they been divorced three years
ago she may not have left but I couldn't worry about that now. I had
failed to ask that question when I asked her to join me. Krista and
Lucinda had a month to say goodbye but Lenia stopped sleeping with us
after that weekend. Lenia felt their tears and their sadness but I
couldn't allow her to foul the family.
After nearly three years she wanted to return to her marriage. She
wasn't anxious about this wife now and I asked her why. I was upset, not
about the cost of her surgeries nor the clothes. I loved her. She was
certain though as she kissed me goodbye.
"She wants me and I think we can make it work this time Giuliana. Susan
understands why I left all those months ago. Her interest in women has
been developing since. And now she wants me, she loves me, well she sure
seems to want this."
Lenia spun on her stilettos and I watched her hem fly exposing those
beautiful butt cheeks. I was upset and my face was a mess, "I won't take
you back Lenia, " and I meant it when I said it.
She came to where I lie on the sofa and bent to her knees, "Giuliana, I
won't be coming back. Susan has accepted me. Accepted that I am a woman
and not a freak. She needs me to come be her partner and lover and I did
a pretty good at both before I considered the change."
At sixty-nine inches tall and now with a twenty-four inch waist I could
imagine why this new lesbian wife wanted my special girl. Lenia had been
given the attention of first Callie and then the others and her body at
thirty-one would allow her to continue modeling for the various dress
catalogs.
"Giuliana I really love my breasts and without your support and Callie's
lessons she might not have wanted me back." Lenia said this but I didn't
feel Susan was only after her tail.
"I wish that you'd consider my needs as well Lenia. I can't imagine,"
"NO ! I won't and can't. For the past nearly three years we've been
together and you still have Krista and Lucinda. They can love you. Don't
be selfish please."
As unaware as Lenia and Giuliana were of George's planned intervention
they did find a moment after Breakfast to speak about the past.
"I meant what I said. You can make a change now Lenia. I still love and
need you. The family will not be the same. Is there any chance you'll
reconsider?"
As she saw the small tear form she had nothing to offer her Mistress and
therefore walked to her and hugged her.
"Missing each other is not the same thing as loving someone. I can only
say I've loved the time we've had. Please do not hold this against me
Giuliana. I did not cause the love to flame up between Susan and me
after three years."
She stepped away but felt a need of some other measure.
Lenia approached her Mistress, "I am capable of her love only due to
your reaching out to help me become a woman," and she turned and walked
to the door.
When Lenia got to the street rain had fogged the door glass.
"Please hail me a cab."
When the doorman swung open the Checker's door she didn't see the eyes
of the driver on her.
"236 West 72nd Street please."
The cabbie swung free of the curb and sped north but did not turn at
72nd Street and she was in her thoughts and missed the error. The rain
helped as well as the windows were nearly impossible to see out to the
streets as the cab moved through traffic.
Ten minutes later she arrived at a doorway but it was clearly incorrect.
The door of the cab flew open and George swept a shroud over her head.
Before she could voice a protest she was injected by someone aiding
George.
"Where, what's going on, who are you?" but Lenia passed out.
Lee helped get the now unconscious Lenia up the stairs. Her bag was
tossed and left in the vestibule.
"You're sure this drug is safe George?" Lee had begun to question her
brother's plan.
- - - - - - - -
A day later Lenia awoke disoriented. She recalled the address, 1117
Second on the door. She could also recall the scent of one of her
captors. Lenia was not aware of what happen since being pulled from the
cab but she was almost certain it was George by the smell on his coat.
He'd stopped her fight by restraining her arms as she passed out.
Someone else was with him but she wasn't certain.
Now she was aware that ropes were about her wrists. There were cuffs
around her ankles that restricted her legs and she was blindfold. Her
head wasn't clear but the ache was subtle at this hour. She figured that
George had abducted her but why?
"George, it's you. I could smell your cologne."
There was only quiet and the distance sounds from the city street.
"I don't understand. I need your help," but there was no answer.
"George, please answer me."
In the next room Lee listened and sent a text to George to alert him
that Lenia was awake. Almost eighteen hours had passed. Lee wasn't
certain how to respond to the statement. She was George's sister and
knew he could be facing some sort of trouble.
She sent a second text making him aware that the captive was calling for
him. The sedative had proven sufficient to calm Lenia up until now.
George had found an Asian doctor on the south side that provided three
doses. There was one left. The flunitrazepam could be dangerous if used
too many times.
"George, please George just let me go."
Then Lenia was quiet for ten minutes.
As Lee awaited George's response she did a search with her phone. The
drug was considered a date-rape-drug. She immediately called her brother
but it went to voicemail.
"I promise I'll prevent Giuliana from pressing for your arrest.
Kidnapping is a serious offence George." Lenia was begging.
Lee heard this and realized that she had not carefully considered
George's request. Now she may be responsible for any harm that came to
this beautiful woman roped to the chair.
- - - - - - - - -
When Susan hadn't heard from Lenia by four o'clock she realized that she
didn't know even the address of the Coop just the cross street. Lenia's
phone was off or the battery had failed. She had left two messages over
the last hour. Something had clearly happen.
Susan needed help and called an Attorney she had previously used for a
simple matter. He had no trouble finding and reaching the Coop at 68th
and Park but unfortunately George handled all of the calls to the
apartment. The call was placed just after eight that evening.
"Whom may I say is calling?" George somehow acted calm and spoke without
alarm.
"I am an Attorney working for Susan Griggs, Lenia's spouse. You need to
be aware that Ms. Griggs has gone missing. We hope that Ms. Giuliana is
not involved in her disappearance."
George was quick to offer, "Ms. Lenia was escorted by cab from the
household this afternoon. We have no information regarding her new
residences. Have you tried her phone?"
George was now aware that others were looking for his concubine but he
was unaffected. He'd spend the night with Lucinda but they did not have
sex. Early the next morning he realized that he had cause a legal
problem that could extend well beyond the household.
The plan had been to keep Lenia with him until she could see that he was
in love with her. He was sure he could convince her to agree and remain
with Giuliana. The drug would be wearing off and he needed to speak with
his lover. To care and help her come to understand the depth of his love
for her.
Near Noon the next day he left the Coop and headed north to Second
Avenue.
Lee came to the outer door, "She clearly knows you are involved George.
Therefore we've no alternative than to release her. Maybe she will be
good to her word and not request that the Police get involved."
George listened but started to defend his plan, "I can't just let her
go. My world, the family will be ruined. Mistress Giuliana will soon
discover my mistake and then I'll be lost Lee. Surely there is another
solution."
Lee had been aware that her brother wasn't logical since she was young
and she suggested an alternative, "I think we simple drop Lenia back at
the Coop. You'll be there before she arrives. I'll take her in a cab and
let her out just up the street."
The consequence of the abduction may be uncontrollable but Lenia had not
actually seen George nor had he spoken with her since Lee sedated her.
Even Lee's voice was unknown to her. She could get in a cab with a
blindfold covering Lenia's face. This would prevent the cabbie from
clearly identifying Lenia.
George had failed to change Lenia's plan to leave and now he understood
that his dimwitted plan should never have been attempted.
"Damn, how stupid I've acted. Lenia may find out and I'll be the cause
of her heartache and "
Lee paused him; "The denunciations are useless to me now. We need to set
this straight George. I'll handle removing the ropes. Give me that ball
gag. You get out of here. I'll get her to the street. Where is her bag?"
By two o'clock Lenia was back on the street but her hands were still
loosely bound. After a minor struggle she removed the twine, the
blindfold and then the gag. Her bag was at her feet.
The nearby pedestrians paid her no attention.
She saw that she was a block north of the Coop. Her headache had passed.
She needed to pee and clean herself.
- - - - - - - -
Giuliana's suite felt empty without Lenia prancing around and the
wardrobe looked silly now half the dresses were gone. Her love of heels
had affected the Mistress. She only wore high heels now. Only one day
and she felt the loss.
Last night Krista was a good lover and her tongue on her pussy had
helped Giuliana fall asleep. She loved the women who had become her
family but they would all miss Lenia. Lucinda's strap-on toys were fun
but Lenia's warm cock was so much better.
Giuliana had spoken with Callie late last night, "Are you sure that our
new girl isn't setting us up? Though I don't regret the money I spent
helping Lenia become a special woman I want you to be certain that there
is little chance that Eliza will run away. I won't be able to handle
another loss."
Callie had been busy the passed three weeks working to arrange for Eliza
to begin training, "I think this one may exceed your loved Lenia. Please
be patient and I believe you will be surprised Mistress."
- - - - - - - -
Sometime after one in the afternoon the doorman announced Lenia's
arrival and the three women ran to the front hall.
Lenia entered and just looked about, "Where's George?" Her makeup wasn't
smeared but she didn't look like herself. She dropped her bag as
Giuliana came beside her.
"Have you had a change of heart? Are you asking for my forgiveness?"
Lenia looked quizzically at her Mistress.
"Me? Ask for what?"
Then she realized that it hadn't been a plan of anyone except George.
"Excuse me I need to pee right now, and I need a shower. Maybe then
we'll talk about my day."
"Lenia, please explain," Giuliana moved to try and keep Lenia with them.
"No !" She stepped back to her suite and shut the door.
Once alone she could disrobe and consider why the passed twenty-four
hours had occurred. She had only considered her relationship with
Giuliana when she had decided to leave the family. Clearly George was
hurt and the plan he'd put into action was wrong, illegal and she could
have been hurt.
She looked in the mirror and focused on cleaning her face. She had liked
George a great deal but was he was just a cock to her? He was safe and
provided some security but she didn't need either now. Susan and her
would be a couple again.
She could bring in the Police to charge him for the abduction but then
the details of the family and her life might become exposed. In her head
she began to see an alternative. George wasn't a very smart man but he
was strong and good-looking. She wondered if he could become a sort of
escort for Susan and her; someone to help in some circumstances. Could
she find a way to forgive the hell of the last day?
Then she tried to remember the person who gotten her down the stairs and
into the cab. As the shower water fell over her body she wondered who
the had helped George? Lenia wasn't certain but she had guessed the aid
was female. Something in the softer handling today made her think so.
The person had spoken softly to the driver, 'Here's the address'. With
the loud noise from the partially open door she hadn't heard. But the
aid had stayed with the cab.
When she had finishing washing her phone alert sounded. The charger had
brought the software back on-line. She had fifteen messages.
She called Susan, "Honey, yes I'm fine. But I need a few hours. No, I'll
explain it all to you later. Of course I'm sorry for the gap of messages
and the failure of my phone. Yes, I'm really fine, and I love you too
Susan."
Lenia looked at the soiled underclothes and decided to raid Giuliana's
collection. She found a beautiful set of french lingerie from a private
label. These were finer than any she had ever wore. The hose' were a tad
short for her long legs but she would manage. Thankfully her outfit
wasn't damaged or dirty.
She was ready to ask some questions but Lucinda caught her at the door,
"George says he needs to see you, first, before you sit with Giuliana.
She's in a fit but we can stall her for ten more minutes Lenia. George
is quite upset."
He was in the pantry off the kitchen, she just stopped and stood looking
at him.
He had a worried pensive brow and was nervously pacing. "Lenia, I've
done something very wrong and I hope you haven't been harmed."
She just changed the weight on her heels and shifted then she looked
toward the window.
He stepped closer but she put her arm out without saying a word, "I
failed you, the person I love more than anyone in this world. Now I'm
completely lost. Mistress Giuliana will force me to leave and I won't
have you as well. I truly screwed this up."
She now shifted to the other heel and folded her arms across her
breasts.
He looked miserable as she stared at him, "Please forgive me Lenia. I
will find a way to make you love me again."
"Who said I ever loved you? You could have truly hurt me. My wrists and
ankles have rope burns George! What about my wife's sadness when I
couldn't call her for nearly a day. She was more injured by your
behavior."
He looked downward and fell to his knees but didn't whine, he just
looked up at Lenia.
"Who the hell did you get to help you with this stupid plan?"
He looked down again, "My sister Lee. I was so stupid," he was silent.
Lenia wondered why she wasn't more upset about the ropes and then she
came to think of how carefully her limps had been bound. She had slept
most the time due to the sedative but why hadn't she any serious rash or
abrasions?
"You used bondage ropes, silk, didn't you George?"
He looked to her and nodded.
"The cuffs about my ankles were almost comfortable. Did you get off
watching me last night? As I was restrained did you pump yourself
George?"
He shook his head no.
She had enough of his cat and mouse stuff, "I'm leaving again and only
I'll know what occurred last night. You may get a request from time to
time but you will never interfere with my life again George."
She walked back through the front hall, picked up her bag and when to
the elevator.
The three women tried to say something but she didn't even pause. As the
elevator door opened Giuliana was in front but Lenia simply got in and
pushed the button. The door closed.
- - - - - - - -
Lenia had given up her life and love several years before because of an
interest in the body of women and the love that women share. After
living with Giuliana and the others she thought her wife and her could
make a new life together. Susan had spent the years with four or five
very different lovers and she also felt she could return and love her
husband. At the first meeting two months ago Susan was astonished to not
recognize that the beauty sitting in the Park waiting was her past
lover.
"Excuse me but are you looking for Lenia, I mean, for 'Marc' ?" Lenia
stood and walked to her and took her hand.
"It's me Susan," she said.
They talked for almost an hour.
"Lenia dear, I'm sorry I've caused us such pain. There were signs that
you wanted me to love the girl in you but I was confused then. I'm no
longer."
Lenia was willing to see how the next meeting might happen. It was
possible that she was still in love.
- - - - - - - -
So began their renewed marriage. Yesterday the mover had placed the six
large wardrobe boxes in the corner of the second bedroom. The men had
shifted the closets and wardrobe in preparation for Lenia's boxes to
arrive but the scale of Lenia's selection surprised Susan. It was now
Saturday of the Easter weekend. They had lost a day but together they
would settle her. Lenia was delayed but she had said that she was okay.
When Lenia got to the street there was a cab waiting to carry her to the
other side of the Park.
On the phone with Susan Lenia express her hope for a re-start, "I'm
truly sorry but some nonsense at the Coop caused me to be tied up.
They're behind me and us now. So let's forget yesterday's dramas and
start today on the right foot."
As the doorman swung open the Checker's door she smiled at the driver
and gave her a generous tip.
Susan met her in the lobby and introduced the other doorman, "Cecil,
this is my wife Lenia." He paused hearing that but quickly recovered and
smiled.
"Welcome Mrs. Griggs."
The building was home to a number of gay couples. He was accustomed to
seeing two women together. Susan had kept the apartment a year earlier
when her ex-girlfriend moved to Los Angeles. Switching the tenant
agreement had saved a significant rent increase. The apartment was a
pre-war two bedroom but it actually had three bedrooms. A previous
tenant had modified the space so there was plenty of room for the
clotheshorse Lenia.
Susan stepped from the elevator and opened the door slowly. Lenia heard
the heels clicking on the Foyer stone floor. She held Susan's hand.
"We're going to be okay Sweetie. This is our home now and I'm so happy
you're here with me." Susan swung the door closed as they moved close.
Lenia smiled and they hugged.
"But here is a present Susan. We can re-commit to one another."
In the box were two elegant wedding bands with small diamonds across the
upper portion.
"Oh Lenia you have found a perfect pair."
"I love you." Susan said as her tongue entered Lenia's mouth. She slid
the ring on first Lenia's finger and then her own.
But Lenia wanted to concubita, to use the feminine version of the Latin
word. She wanted to share Susan's bed. To have sexual intercourse with
her wife, to have her, to fuck her and be fucked by her. Lenia was
dressed in the purest white lingerie and now she stepped back to remove
the long overcoat. She wasn't wearing a dress to conceal the sexy
garments.
"Susan, I do love you too and I want you. I need you to take me in our
bed. I need you to fuck your woman, your girl. Penetrate me Susan and
keep me forever Honey."
They entered the bedroom as Lenia unzipped Susan's satin red dress.
Lenia handed her lover a new insertable dildo and knelt to watch Susan
slip it inside her pussy. Then Lenia kissed the tip as her hands moved
to part Susan's cheeks.
"And this is your surprise for me," Lenia said allowing the phallus to
slip from my mouth.
Susan had a anal plug buried between her taut butt.
Lenia grasped it and turned it slowly while her tongue wrapped about her
dildo again.
"Fuck me Susan, fuck your wife please."
She laid across the bed on her belly as Susan stepped behind her and
checked the smooth opening.
"You've lubed your butt in the taxi? How perfect is my girl. How much
she wants me inside her."