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"Please," I whispered on deaf ears looking hopelessly at the closed
door, feeling frightened and vulnerable. I glanced about me, it was so
quiet, the grounds appeared deserted, well kept lawns either side of the
tree lined drive. My heart was pounding now and somewhat reluctantly,
thinking of no other alternative in my over stressed brain, I began to
trot down the driveway, all the time trying to keep my balance on my
toes in those ankle twisting shoes. The drive curved ever onwards
through the trees it was endless, seeming to go on and on forever until
I finally rounded a bend and got to some big iron gates. I rushed up to
them seeing the road beyond, grabbing the ring handle I rattled it but
then I saw that they were padlocked shut. The panic was rising inside me
and I ludicrously felt that I was going to cry until out of the corner
of my eye I saw the little pilgrim gate set in the wall and standing
ajar.
I exited onto a narrow pavement outside the high walls of the estate,
trees lining either side of the road as it disappeared down a steep
hill. Somewhere distant I thought I heard a bus and I began to run,
holding my breasts to stop them swinging as I did, my legs feeling like
jelly, my heart pounding, until I finally saw the bus stop. I arrived
there gasping and panting my damnable breasts heaving, but thankfully it
was a quiet country road, there were no signs of people or houses and
the only sounds were my own gasps - except for the distant noise of the
bus's engine as it slowly crawled up the hill growing nearer and nearer
each second fuelling my fearful shame.
I tried to calm myself, make myself look at least half decent, which was
difficult considering what I was wearing. The bus eventually appeared
slowly, noisily creeping up the road through the trees, a middle aged
Asian man was driving and the bus was otherwise empty. He pulled to a
stop beside me and the door hissed open, trying to avoid eye contact I
gingerly stepped up into it feeling massively self conscious, a man, a a
feminised man or even a woman dressed this way in that short dress and
peeping stocking tops.
"Hello gorgeous, were you goin darling?" His voice was laced with
crudeness.
Somewhere inside me my body was beginning to feel strange and I felt my
nipples beginning to become erect. I was blushing in shame as I
stuttered
"Mmmallock ppark road please."
I didn't even have to try to sound girly my stupid lisping high pitched
tone was enough. I was sure he had noticed my now jutting nipples as he
visibly and slowly looked me up and down taking me all in and I stood
there in humiliated agony.
"That's five pound fifty two darling."
He was a greasy obscene looking middle aged man but it was his words
that brought a clutching horror to my chest.
"Bb but i ummi've only got five pounds," I squeeked.
He could see I was upset, but I could see his thinking in his eyes, hell
it wasn't every day a real sexy piece like this, dressed to please, got
on his bus.
"Well sweetheart I should only take you as far as Paddock Way for that
money, but I'm sure we can come to some agreement?"
He left the words in the air.
"Now jus you sit down where I can keep an eye on you babe, an we'll
settle up later."
He pointed to the seat across from him at the front and feeling trapped
with nowhere to go. I reluctantly sat, making sure to hold my hem down
as far as I could pull it, though it scarcely concealed my stocking tops
the difficulty was that pulling it down too far would make my nipples
pop out of the top into plain view. Meanwhile the drug was beginning to
have its effect on me, I could feel every move of the material of my
dress against my nipples, pulling strings through my tummy into my groin
causing my poor imprisoned genitals to spasm and pulse, making me
wriggle involuntarily in my seat.
The bus proceeded on its journey into town with the sleazy driver
constantly glancing at me until eventually we arrived at the bus depot,
where he announced we had a ten minute wait.
"Do ya fancy a cuppa sweetheart." He came up close and winked.
?Nnn nn noo th th thanks," I stuttered. ?I I?ll wait here if I can.?
?Ok suit yourself darling, we got plenty of time." And he winked again
as he left whistling cheerfully.
I sat there quietly my heart pounding so hard I thought it would be
heard, I just wanted to get this all over with to get home safely. All
of a sudden someone slid into the seat beside me, it made me jump, he
was a black youth in a hooded top.
?Hello doll.?
I was sure he was only about fifteen or sixteen and I did my best to
ignore him.
?Speak to me Doll," he persisted.
I was battling with the damned growing effects of the drug which was
invading my mind, threatening more and more to take over my body.
?Doll-?
?What do you want," I lisped finally forced to reply.
?Give us a kiss Doll," he said arrogantly bringing his face close to
mine.
I tried to ignore him again, vainly wishing for the return of the
repulsive bus driver.
?I wanna kiss your pretty lips Doll," he whispered in my ear, then
before I could move to stop him, he slid his big black palm over my poor
aching boobs.
?Your fucking hot Doll.?
The touch of his hand on my straining nipples was almost too much for me
making them become madly erect and throbbing as the drug took total
possession of my body now. I almost swooned to a climax triggered by the
sensations of his touch. I must have closed my eyes a second as that
charge of energy ripped through me and suddenly his lips were on mine,
his tongue forcing its way into my mouth.
I jumped inside, my head was screaming nooo noooo noooo, why was this
happening to me. My hand was up quickly trying to push him away as I
tried to squeal for him to get off me through his invading tongue. I
struggled for a few minutes pushing against him my arms weakening,
spasms coursing through me as he kissed me, his hands sliding
unstoppably all over my body as he did so.
Gasping and weak I finally broke free from his grasp, somewhere in the
depths of my mind, my brain was in a turmoil over the weirdness of it
all, a twenty five year old man, effeminate and with those god awful
breasts, being sexually abused by a sixteen year old youth, it just
seemed so impossible. What was happening to me, surely it was just a
nightmare.
?You?re fucking hot Doll, I?m gonna fuck you babe, you gin?me a real
fuckin lob on girl.?
I couldn?t believe my ears or my eyes as he pulled his zip down, heaving
out a ridiculously big black erection.
?Noooooo," I squeeked, looking for an escape route past him. ?Nooo, nooo
you, you can?t.?
?C?mon girl you knows you want it," he hissed grinning from ear to ear
and sliding his hand up my sheer stockinged leg.
?Get off me, get off me, or or I I?ll scream," I squeeked again
clenching my knees tight together and trying to ignore the throbbing in
my poor imprisoned penis.
?Go on scream girl," he laughed. ?There is no one will hear you in ere,
iss a bus depot see," and he slipped his hand round my trembling thighs.
I kicked out at him and half jumped past him, but he grabbed my arm, I
must have hurt him because he shouted out, ?Fuckin bitch.?
I glanced up at him as I tried to wriggle free.
?Look cunt, iss like this, either I fucks you now or my mates an I all
has you the rest of the day." And he pointed to a large group of black
youths milling round the other end of the bus depot.
?Help, help, help," I was screaming now and flailing at him with my arms
which suddenly seemed so weak and thin alongside his.
?Ok you fuckin bitch, you asked for it," he shouted and jumped out of
the door of the bus running across to the crowd he had pointed to.
Sobbing now, I scrambled further back in the bus looking for somewhere
to hide, anywhere, anywhere. I was just about to go to run and find the
bus driver when he appeared through the open door rubbing his hands on
his greasy shirt.
?Whats the matter darling?" He could see that I was frightened and
distressed.
?Those boys, those boys, theyre coming for me," I whimpered pointing to
where the one youth was now animatedly talking to his mates.
As one they looked over at the bus and to my utter terror they began to
run towards us.
In one swift movement the door hissed shut and the bus driver started
the engine, he put it into gear and started moving as they arrived. In
seconds their fingers began scrabbling to prize the door open, but the
bus was gathering speed now and two who had stood to bar our way jumped
to one side to avoid being run down seeing that the bus driver had no
intention of stopping. The others were running alongside, still trying
to climb on and force the door open, we swung out into the street,
through the traffic where several cars swerved to avoid us as we
accelerated past the lights and down the main road, leaving the gang
standing in the middle of the road gesticulating.
I caught the eye of the instigator and he framed the words ?We?re gonna
fuck you." and made an obscene sign with his arm.
I shuddered, holding on tight, a mixture of fear and relief yet a
terrible humiliating complete arousal running through me.
?Now come and sit down right by me, so I can look after you sweetheart.?
I heard the bus driver?s voice over the noise of the roaring engine and
through the mushy haze inside my head. Struggling to hold on and stay on
my feet, glad of his protection, I wriggled into the seat right beside
him. I was oblivious at first to the fact that my dress had now ridden
up above my lacey stocking tops and I sat with pounding heart, holding
tight to the rail beside me. He reached out his scrawny looking hand and
patted my leg.
?Don?t worry darling, we lost em, they must have taken a real fancy to
you though." And he laughed loudly as I shrank back in my seat.
We drove for about an hour , stopping every few miles to pick up or drop
off passengers, I found an old newspaper and hid behind it praying that
no one would see me, though the driver seemed to want to regularly touch
my knee as if to remind me where I was.
Finally the bus stopped, though it was empty and there was no one to get
on, he turned to me with that dirty leer again.
?This is Paddock Way sweetheart, from here on I?m doin you a big favour
ya understand? If the inspector was to come along, he?d make me take you
back to the terminus an fine you for the offence, so you better be a
good girl," and he winked a horrible knowing wink at me.
I wanted to jump out and run away there and then, but I was too afraid,
not knowing my way home and being dressed like this on these strange
streets. I kept telling myself, it?s just a bit further, just a bit
further that?s all.
Within a few miles the houses got fewer, we were suddenly on a quiet
country road and I started to recognise some landmarks. Now I knew where
we were, down a hill, round a corner and on the left hand side was the
lay-by. It was a section of the old road hidden by trees, long since
bypassed, sometimes used by courting couples and acting as the terminal
point and bus stop at the end of the route. The bus swung into the lay-
by along behind the trees and came to a stop.
?Here we are darling." He pulled on the brake and stopped the engine
leaving a hushed eerie silence.
I stood up smoothing my dress down as I backed towards the door.
?I reckon you owes me big time darlin, wot with the extra fare and savin
you from that gang, what do ya think sweetheart?" He got up from his
seat and was walking across to me
?Lets ave a little kiss eh??
I felt sick with disgust, but that evil drug was causing my body to have
all sorts of feelings. He caught me by the arm, moving quickly for his
age, pulling me towards him, I could smell the sweat of his body as I
struggled, but I was so weak I just couldn?t pull away from him.
Suddenly I was against him, his arms wrapping around me holding me
tightly as I struggled.
?Just one kiss honey, you owe me that much don?t you," he was murmuring.
All my masculine being was screaming inside me, get off me, get off me,
I am a man you bastard, a man not a girl.
?Just one kiss sugar, hmmm?" he continued closer still.
My head was still screaming noo nooo nooo as I still weakly fought and
struggled in his grip, then somewhere in my mind, I thought, for Christ
sake kiss the bastard and let?s get out of here, just do it if that?s
what it takes.
?Just a little kiss honey, just a little kiss." His face was almost
touching mine now and I could smell his curried breath in my nose as he
spoke.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, just get it over with, after all he did save me from
certain horror earlier ? but I?m not gay, I?m not gay, I?m a married
man, oh god I hate myself, the thought of kissing him revolting me yet
the drug was making it seem so erotic, inside, my body was on fire.
I finally stopped struggling and turned my face to his.
?Good girl," he whispered, his lips slowly touching mine as I closed my
eyes to shut it all out of my mind.
Gently at first his lips seemed to crush my own as I stood there
stiffly, mouth tight shut, then I realised that his right hand was
sliding down over my bottom, pulling me closer still to him.
I jerked slightly and tried to move my face back from his, opening my
mouth to say stop it, that?s enough.
Before I could speak his thick tongue thrust between my full open lips,
his kiss becoming more violent pushing me back hard against the vertical
safety bar stopping me from wriggling myself away from him.
I was grunting now, trying to speak through his all gagging tongue ?Get
off me, get off me, get off me," in my head I was screaming at him.
I felt his hand slide under the hem of my dress, his palm against my
bare flesh above my stocking tops and up gently over my sheer panty
covered bum. Tingling to his touch in heightened drug induced arousal,
my head was a boiling turmoil, my body?s senses wanting the release in
my sex so much, yet the all screaming rejection of this homosexuality
was revolting my masculine mind. I?ve never been in so much mental pain
as I fought the way this filthy lewd man was making me feel.
His right knee slid effortlessly between my legs, spreading them and
lifting me off the ground as he moved his foot up onto the parcel rack
on the floor behind me. His hand on my bum pulled me closer still
pulling me up his leg on which I was dangling my feet off the floor.
Now the throbbing in my sex was taking over my mind, his hands seemed to
be all over me, my nipples bare and stiff against his dirty t shirt,
kisses harder stronger. I was rocking on his leg, my eyes shut, panting
into his kisses, my climax growing, closer and closer, a red mist was
closing around me a roaring sound in my head, oh god, oh god, oh god, I
wanted him, I wanted him, he was going to make me cum, I was going to
cum to a man, my climax dominating my every thought.
I seemed to be humping against him unable to stop myself anymore, I was
so close, I was soo soo close, even kissing him back now the passion so
great inside me, I wanted him I wanted him ohh god.
Then somewhere I heard a knocking sound a voice, I was almost there,
almost cumming ohh god, ohh god , ohh god, suddenly I was a trembling
heap on the floor the bus driver springing back, the door hissing open.
?Come on, stop your canoodling, I got to get to tea at my sisters,
you?re supposed to go in a minute, you youngsters can?t wait for it can
you?" He was a thin old man, with a stick and a toothless grin
?Sorry, sir, we are due out in five minutes, me and my girl friend were
just sayin goodbye that?s all.?
The bus driver seemed polished with his excuses and courteous attitude
to his customer. I pulled myself to my feet, hardly able to stand and
seeing the door open I tottered on shaky legs past the old man down the
steps and out into the fresh air. My heart was still pounding hard and I
was trembling all over, but the start of a huge adrenalin buzz was also
building up inside me. I was here, I was here. I pulled my dress back up
over my throbbing nipples, I had avoided two sex attacks and against all
odds I was here in one piece, thank god for that. A stupid big grin
broke out on my face, I felt so elated, I could have jumped and skipped,
I?d beaten them, I?d beaten them. The bus driver followed me out down
the steps
?We?ve got unfinished business darling," he whispered loudly. ?You know
you were lovin it an I got plenty more fun for you on my bus sweetheart,
next time you pay me back in full.?
I turned to look at him the stupid smile still there and I shook my head
and laughed, I couldn?t help it I felt so happy to be there.
I turned to carry on walking as he called after me, ?One day darling,
one day, I?ll be waiting for you.?
Suddenly I felt unexplainably naughty, so full of fun at what I had got
through and for some reason which I really can?t explain, I picked up
the hem of my dress between the fingers of both my hands and flicked it
up revealing my sheer see through black panties covering my near naked
bum, to him.
I glanced over my shoulder laughing, give him a thrill I giggled inside,
not thinking how I was really behaving. His face was a picture, his hand
was in his groin, then he blew me a kiss making a wanking motion with
his hand
?Next time darling, next time," he called after me.
I felt like a silly girl and began to run as quickly as my heels would
take me, glancing over my shoulder at him every few yards until I went
around the corner and he was still there waving to me.
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