Audition for a Knight
- 2 years ago
- 16
- 0
My Dark Knight free porn video
My Dark Knight
by Aimee Weston
(aimee 2)
There's a man in my doorway. He's outlined in the cold blue glow from a
streetlight. A black, man-shaped shadow, silent. At first it seems like
he must be part of a dream. I shut my eyes. I open them again.
He's still there. It's no dream.
This can't be happening.
My heart is beating out of control, skittering down a panic path.
He puts a finger to his mouth. If I could have screamed, I would have
already. Now I know I better not.
He steps into the room, points a long dark object at me.
Am I going to die? Is this it?
Suddenly I'm illuminated. In the spotlight of his flashlight. I'm sitting
up now. What does he see? I'm wearing a small black nightie, a pair of
red panties. My hair is tied in a high ponytail. No one is supposed to
see me like this.
He steps to the side of the bed, yanks the sheet off me. He plays the
flashlight over my body, like an interrogating, all-seeing eye. It
travels slowly over my smooth body, from my head all the way down to my
freshly painted toes, and then slowly back up again, lingering at my
frilly panties, and continuing on to my terrified face. What did he see
when the light paused in the vicinity of my genitals? Did it show?
"Please," I dare a whisper. "Whatever you want. Just take it. I won't say
a word. I promise. I won't call the police or anything. Just don't hurt
me."
"Shut up," he says, but not cruelly. Quietly. Totally in control. There
is something strangely comforting about his calm. As comforting as it is
terrifying. Like the voice of fate. It's the voice that says you can give
up now, stop fighting, there is nothing you can do to change anything. It
is what it is. Let it go.
"I plan on taking what I want," he says. "I don't need your permission.
Or your assurances. I'm sure you won't tell anyone. Let alone the
police."
What does he mean he's sure I won't tell anyone? I want to beg him not to
hurt me again. I'm not ready to let it go, if letting it go means dying
tonight. But he's already told me not to say anything. I start asking
myself wild, desperate questions. Can I jump out of bed and get past him?
If I could only make it to the front door, into the hallway, and start
screaming for help. Someone else in the building is sure to hear me.
Then again...what would they think if they saw me dressed like I am? For
crissakes, I have bigger things to worry about than that now!
It's all nonsense. I'm not making a break for it. I'm too paralyzed by
terror. I'm not a fighter, never was. I would never make it, anyway. He'd
be sure to catch me. God knows what he might do to me then. Better to
just do what he says. Be obedient. That's more my style. Hope that he
won't hurt me. Hope for the best.
I try not to look at his face. I don't want him to think I'm storing up
details to describe him later. But he's right. I won't call the police.
How does he know?
"What do you want?" I ask, not sure I really want to know.
"Turn over," he says in that same calm, deliberate authoritative tone.
"I should tell you something..."
"Turn over."
I do as he says. I notice that he's wearing gloves.
"Put your hands behind your back."
I cross my wrists and he binds them together with what I take is a
plastic zip-tie. He tightens it so tightly I whimper in spite of myself.
Then he pulls my elbows together and binds them, too. He seems to have
come prepared. My face is buried in the pillows.
"Get your ass up."
"Please. Let me just say one thing. I should tell you..."
"I don't want to but I'll gag you if I have to."
"I just should tell you..."
He presses my face deep into the pillow until I can't breathe. When he
figures I've got the message, he eases up. He's yanking my panties down
now. Is it possible he won't notice? I'm not big to begin with and I'm so
terrified I feel like whatever's there has pulled back inside my body.
Maybe in the darkness he won't see what's between my legs. Just so long
as he doesn't try to fuck me where there isn't any road to hoe.
"I already know what you're going to tell me."
"You do?"
"Shut the fuck up."
"Okay."
He's gotten up on the bed, positioning himself behind me. I feel his
cock, hard, hot, pressing insistently up against my sissypuss. I do my
best to meet his thrusts, to open myself up. He's wearing a condom; at
least it feels as if he's wearing a condom. I can feel what seems like
lube to me and I doubt he's brought lube along to rape me. It's all
greasy back there. Still, it's not easy going.
"Relax," he says. "I don't want to hurt you. Don't make me hurt you."
I don't want you to hurt me either, I think. But how am I supposed to
relax? If only I could know for sure that he isn't going to kill me. Or
beat me. Maybe with a little reassurance on that score, I could do
better. I want to say this to him, but I'm afraid to say another word.
He's half inside me now, thrusting and grunting and forcing himself in
the rest of the way. He doesn't need my help.
So I let myself leave my body. What's going to happen is going to happen.
There's nothing I can do about it. I guess I knew this all along. But at
this point I accept my fate, whatever it's to be. I wonder how he knew
what to expect when he pulled down my panties? I'd like to ask him.
He's shoved all the way inside me now. Fucking me. Of it's own accord, my
body moves in unison with his thrusts. Meanwhile, my consciousness, the
part of me I think of as me, has detached itself. I'm floating around up
in the corner of the room, looking down on my body being fucked on the
bed by this masked stranger. What a compliant little whore my body is.
Who is that masked man, I wonder. Maybe I'll never know.
He may, after all, kill me. There's a fairly good chance of that, I
consider, with an objectivity that scares me, momentarily, into not being
quite so objective.
I'm almost frightened back into my body.
No...wait a moment, I tell myself. Stay here. Watch.
You're safer where you are.
So I watch the man in black thrusting in and out of my small, vulnerable,
half-naked body. He's got one black-gloved hand placed almost casually on
my naked left shoulder. Watching, hovering safely out of harm's way from
the corner of the room, it all looks kind of sexy, like watching it on
the computer. I feel myself getting turned on. What, pray tell, is
getting turned on, though, if the physical part of me is down there
getting fucked. Is this a kind of dream, then? If so, it proves that sex
really is at least half in one's mind.
He's breathing harder and I can tell he's reached the point of no-return.
Me, too, in my own way. He grips my shoulder tighter now, thrusts deeper,
grunts, and with a muffled series of obscenities, unloads deep into my
ass.
He continues pumping into my compliant, boneless body, driving my face
repeatedly into the banked pillows, until he slows and, at last, stops,
spent and relaxed--at least for the time being.
At some point I've returned to the body on the bed. It must have been the
orgasm, I decide, that drew me back, in spite of the danger. Well, I'm
stuck in the flesh now, it seems, at least for the time being. I'll have
to pay the price, whatever it might be.
I feel him withdraw his penis, not quite detumescent, but going in that
direction, still thick enough to make me gasp as it pulls out of me,
leaving me suddenly unstoppered.
What now, I wonder? Maybe he'll just leave, his work done. Maybe he'll
just forget about me, if I lay here quiet enough, unmoving.
He's up off the bed, tucking himself back into his pants, I figure.
I feel quite ruined. My panties yanked down around my thighs, my nightie
rucked up over my hips, and my poor sissypuss ravaged, sore and still
gaping open in the shape of his massive cock, oozing his fluids.
"Come on," he says.
He yanks me off the bed by my bound arms and waits for me to gain my
footing. Then he marches me out stumbling to the kitchen.
What now, I wonder?
"Make some coffee."
It seems an odd request, all considered.
"My hands," I say, lifting them behind my back as best I can.
He has a knife, of course. He opens it with a practiced flick of his
wrist. So nonchalant. The blade looks like the lower jaw of a small
alligator. I don't want to see any more of it than I already have. I turn
away, just in case, but feel him hold the plastic carefully away from my
wrists, then from my elbows, sawing them free.
"Thank you."
The first thing I do is reach down to pull my panties up. I feel like I
might be bleeding back there, but when I surreptitiously touch myself, my
fingers come away only with what look like lubricant and cum. That's a
relief.
I wash my hands in the sink. They're trembling in spite of the hot water.
I set the filter, scoop out the grounds, fill the carafe. I turn on the
coffee maker.
"Would you like something to eat?"
He's lit a cigarette. He's still wearing the ski mask. It's adding to the
surreal quality of this whole encounter. He's staring at me like he's
evaluating me for something.
"Make me a sandwich."
"I don't have any meat. I'm sorry. I'm a vegetarian."
"What have you got then?"
"I've got..." I pull open the refrigerator door. "Some fake chicken. Some
meatless meatballs. Some spaghetti....actually it's yam spaghetti but it
tastes pretty good. I've got some barley. Cheese...I can make you grilled
cheese. Or a cheese omelette. If you like. Umm..."
"Jesus Christ. The coffee will be enough."
"I can bake you something."
"Forget it."
"I'm sorry."
"I see how you keep your figure. You don't have any real food."
"Thanks," I say, then blush, embarrassed that I took what he said as a
compliment rather than a commentary on the deficiencies of my cupboard.
Meanwhile, the coffee machine hisses and sputters.
"I'm going to make myself tea if you don't mind."
"Knock yourself out," he says, looking for somewhere to put out his
cigarette and deciding to just crush it out in the sink.
"Coffee this late will just keep me awake all night."
He looks at me as if I were deranged.
"I mean...well, I guess I won't be getting much sleep tonight as it is.
What time is it anyway?"
He doesn't answer. I get the feeling he's not in the habit of answering
stupid questions. The clock on the microwave is, however. It informs me
of the time: 3.48.
"I'll probably call in sick to work tomorrow," I say, hopefully. I fill
the teapot with water from the sink tap. I have to practically rub elbows
with him to do so. It makes me feel lightheaded. He doesn't say anything
ominous, like about me never having to worry about work again.
He simply nods noncommittally. "You got a garbage can somewhere?"
He's still holding the crushed stub of cigarette. "Oh, yes. Sorry. Here,
let me take that."
By now there's enough coffee in the carafe to pour him a cup. I set the
teapot on the burner.
"Milk? Sugar? Actually, it's Truvia, but it tastes even better and no
calories. I don't have real sugar."
"Naturally. Just make it black, okay?"
He's having his coffee. I'm waiting for the tea to come to a boil. He's
not going to kill me, I'm telling myself. Men who break into your
apartment, tie you up, and rape you in the middle of the night don't
stand around the kitchen having a coffee and a chat with you before
stabbing you to death. Do they? How would I know? I don't suppose there
are any set rules governing this sort of thing. I watch the teapot. My
favorite cat mug from the American Folk Art Museum waits patiently on the
counter with its teabag and its spoonful of Truvia just like it has on a
thousand other mornings. Will this be the last time?
"A watched pot never boils," I shrug apologetically. I don't plan to say
anything but it just sort of comes spilling out.
"You're not going to...you know...hurt me or anything, are you? I mean,
there's really no need to. I mean, unless that's what you're into. Then I
guess it's not even a matter of needing to do it. It wouldn't matter that
I'll never tell anyone or report it to the police. My reassurances on
that score are meaningless." I frown, as if this were just occurring to
me, which it is more or less. "I probably shouldn't be giving you any
ideas, huh? As if I needed to. As if you aren't already way ahead of me
in thinking this through. Maybe I don't want to even know what you're
thinking. You know what? I don't think I even want tea anymore. I don't
know what I was thinking."
"Shut up will you?"
I nod. I feel my knees buckling. I grab hold of the counter.
"Dammit, don't start crying now. What the hell are you crying about?"
That's how I realize I'm crying. Because he's told me not to. I've
started to cry without even knowing it.
"I don't know."
"That makes a helluva lot of sense."
"Well, I do know. I just haven't wanted to say it."
"Maybe it's better if you do."
Up to now, I've been trying to avoid saying the obvious. Almost as if I
don't say the words, they won't occur to him. It's stupid, of course.
Nothing but superstition. A kind of magical thinking. Still, I hesitate.
Then I decide to just blurt it out.
"I don't want you to kill me, okay?"
He laughs. Not a maniacal, scary-movie laugh, though.
It's a normal, human laugh. Friendly, even.
"If I were going to hurt you, don't you think I'd have done that by now?"
"I don't know. It occurred to me earlier that you wouldn't be hanging
around having coffee and asking for a sandwich...but how do I know? I've
never been in this kind of situation before. This is a first for me.
Maybe it happens all the time. A guy asks you to make him a snack and
then he kills you."
"Maybe. To tell you the truth, I wouldn't know either.
This is the first time I've ever done anything like this myself."
"You're kidding. Really?"
"Really. That surprises you?"
"Frankly, yes."
"Why?"
"Well you were very...you know...just very good at it, I guess you could say.
Very convincing."
He laughs again, the same friendly, normal laugh as before. "Thanks. I
think."
"So what do we do now?"
"Beats me. Any suggestions?"
"Could you take off your ski mask? This would all be a lot less scary if
you did. And I cross my heart and hope to die I'm not going to call the
police or anything."
"I don't think I'm comfortable with that. Sorry."
"Okay. I just thought we could be, you know, like friends.
Or something."
"Are you sure you don't want that cup of tea?"
I eye the teapot. "No, I don't think so. Not right now."
He helped himself to another cup of coffee. "Let's go sit inside for a
minute okay? We can talk more comfortably there."
I followed him into the living room. I was feeling a lot better now. It
occurred to me that this was part of his plan. To act friend, get me
comfortable, and then strangle me to death. I tried not to let myself
think about that, though. I forced all such thoughts out of my mind.
He sat in a wing chair and I sat across from him on the couch, my legs
tucked up under me. Looking at him now, I couldn't help but wonder. Did I
know who he was, had I seen him before somewhere, maybe even without
knowing it? Was he some guy in the building who'd caught a glimpse of the
girly things in the laundry room and knowing I had no girl living with
me, none that ever even visited, put two and two together? Was it someone
who'd been spying on me? Someone in an apartment across the street who'd
caught a glimpse of me through a carelessly uncurtained window? Maybe
even a work colleague, someone from the IT department who'd eavesdropped
on my computer communications? More likely, it could be someone I'd
chatted with online, maybe even sexted or role-played with. I thought I'd
been very careful about shielding my online identity but there were times
in the heat of the moment when I'd let my defenses down. Who knew what
clues to my real identity I might have let slip? And no one's computer
security was 100% unbreachable nowadays. How many identity thefts and
hacker scams, how many whistle-blowers and Edward Snowdens did we need to
point that out to us?
The simple fact was that I hadn't a clue to the identity of my mystery
man. He could have come from anywhere and once he left, disappeared back
into anywhere. I hadn't even been able to garner any clues from the way
he talked or moved. He didn't remind me of anyone I knew. He hadn't
removed his black gloves. I couldn't see enough of his eyes or mouth
from around the cutouts in his mask to even tell if he were black or
white, Asian or Hispanic. His voice betrayed nothing of his ethnic or
racial identity. He was a total mystery.
I waited for him to speak. He seemed to be searching for the right words.
What, I wondered, could he possibly say under the circumstances?
"Listen," he said at last. "I understand this was very upsetting to you
and I'm sorry for that. If I could tell you who I was--my circumstances
and whatnot--you'd understand. But that isn't possible. At least not now.
Probably, to tell you the truth, it will never be possible. I've been
watching you from a distance for some time now. That's how I knew about
you, why I wasn't surprised, why no explanations were necessary. Like me,
you're existing in the shadows, on the fringes of your real life. Maybe
one of these days you'll come out in the open. I can see that potential
for you. It's possible then that I might be able to unmask myself and
meet you in the light of day. But that's getting way ahead of ourselves,
of where we are here and now, tonight."
I wasn't sure what to make of what he'd said. If he'd meant to clarify
things with this little speech, it hardly helped. I was even more
mystified than I was before. He seemed to imply that maybe I did know who
he was, after all. I could foresee that from now on I'd be looking at
every man I met with a careful eye. I'd be searching for a clue. A
mannerism. A tone of voice. Anything that might bear a resemblance to my
mystery man. And, still, I'd never be 100% sure.
"Will I see you again?"
"Do you want to?"
What a question! This man had broken into my apartment, terrified me half
out of my wits, tied me up and raped me against my will. Then demanded a
cup of coffee. Now he wanted to know if I wanted to see him again!
There was bizarre and then there was Bizarre. I was astonished at the
depth of absurdity to which my life had evidently sunk in just one
evening!
Did I want to see him again?
Yes! Dammit, yes. And that may have been the most bizarre and absurd
thing of all. I did want to see him again.
He smiled. It wasn't easy to detect a smile from under a black ski mask,
but I could tell he was smiling. I'd already become sensitive to what
minimal expressions the mask permitted him to reveal of himself.
"Good," he said. "I'd like to see you again, too."
"Would you like my phone number or my email address or....something?"
"I know where to find you."
I blushed. "A blonde moment. I'm sorry. What a dope I am. I guess you do.
What about a key? Would you like one?"
"I didn't have any trouble getting in."
"No, you didn't. How did you, by the way?"
"My secret."
"Well, will you call first next time? So I can be sure I'm ready for you?
I mean, I would hate to be unprepared. I might not be, you know, dressed
and stuff. I'd like to have something on hand, too, in order to make you
a decent sandwich."
"Always be ready."
I could see that there was no way I was going to move this unorthodox
arrangement into anything like an orthodox relationship. I would risk
driving him away if I continued to try. And I didn't want to drive him
away, this strange masked man, my intruder, my rapist, who seemed to know
everything important there was to know about me. In some ways, maybe more
than I even knew myself. He would come and go as he pleased, if he
pleased, and I would keep myself ready for him. On call always, for
whenever he wanted to take me. Those were to be the non-negotiable terms
of our "relationship."
"Is that acceptable to you?"
"Yes," I said.
"Good. Now come here." He put the coffee mug on the lamp stand beside
him. "I want you to do a little something for me before I go." He reached
down and unzipped himself.
His cock, growing ever harder as I watched him extricate it from the
front of his pants, was thick and ruddy, rising out of a nest of neatly
trimmed black hair. It was the first clue I had as to his identity. Not
much of one, admittedly.
I knelt down between his spread knees and took his heavy testicles in my
cupped hands, caressing them gently, holding them up to my lips, and then
kissing them with what I can best call an attitude of reverence. When I
felt them tighten in my palms, I slowly began licking his balls. He
sighed and slid down a little further in the chair to give me better
access. "That's good baby. That's the way to do it."
When I sensed his readiness, I lifted my head and put his cock in my
mouth. He still tasted faintly of the rubber he'd worn to fuck me
earlier. But the petroleum-based taste wore away quickly. Soon enough, he
tasted like man, then like flesh, and finally like my own tongue. It was
a phenomenon I'd experienced before, of course. It had surprised me the
very first time I'd sucked a man's cock.
Now, although it didn't surprise me quite so much, the realization that
we all tasted the same under our differences, still had the power to
please me. Who knew that sucking cock could have a genuine spiritual
dimension?
There was nothing particularly spiritual about what my masked intruder
was saying now, his hand firmly at the back of my head, the better to
shove his cock as deeply as possible down my throat.
"Take it you sissy cumslut, take it you fucking pansy. Swallow that cock.
You want it, don't you, faggot? Pussy. Fake girl."
I didn't take offense. It was just sextalk, cum-talk. And it was true,
what he was saying, wasn't it? I was the things he was calling me. So
what? I'd heard worse in role-play sex online. I called myself worse in
fantasies while masturbating. The humiliation turned me on. Why stand on
ceremony? Why deny it? I could feel my little clittie throbbing as his
cock fucked my face. I could feel the damp patch in the crotch of my
panties.
He put his two gloved hands around my throat and instinctively I knew
that meant he was about to come. He squeezed firmly, steadily, and I
could feel the pressure building slightly behind my eyes, hear the
buzzing inside my ears. I wasn't scared, though. I wondered how long he
would continue to tighten his grip. Would I pass out before he came? Then
what? It came out of the blue--my own orgasm--a bursting flood of warmth
that bathed my crotch like a golden corona, emblazoning my panties. At
the same time, his cock began disgorging it's contents down my
constricted throat. I went limp all over. I think I might have briefly
lost consciousness. Was this where he killed me, after all? If so, it
wasn't so bad. I didn't mind. I could accept it. Really, it wasn't such a
bad way to go.
He held me up like a half-strangled chicken until he emptied. Then he let
me go. I choked and spluttered, lying there on the floor at his feet,
utterly conquered. My face was a mess. Wet and hot and covered with
saliva and cum. I didn't want to lift it. I didn't want him to see. But
he commanded me to do so.
"Look up."
I did so, adoringly.
"Don't ever forget this moment."
"I won't." Like how could I, even if I wanted to, right?
"What did you say? I didn't hear you."
"I said I won't."
"Look at me."
I hadn't realized I'd looked away until he leaned forward and grabbed me
under the chin. He was so quick I never saw his hand coming. He lifted my
face to his. The eyes behind the mask were dark and glittering. His voice
was rough with a kind of raw passion I'd never had anyone direct toward
me.
"I mean it." He sounded sexy and pissed off and dangerous. But this time
I wasn't just scared, like I'd been before. This time I was also
inexplicably, ragingly, turned on. I was more turned on than I'd ever
been in my entire life.
"I'm not fucking around with you," he growled. "From this moment on, I
own you. Do you understand?"
I nodded vigorously, as best I could. "I do. I understand.
You own me. From this moment on."
He was still holding me tight enough around the throat that the words
came out, well, sort of strangled and high-pitched. Like I'd taken an
inhalation of helium.
"Okay," he said, and relaxed his fingers. "Just so we understand each
other." He pushed himself up from the chair and stood over me. "Don't get
up. I'll show myself out."
And that was it. He left without another word.
For a long time I stayed there on the floor, collapsed, like a pretty
paper parasol turned inside out in a violent storm. When I finally got
up, I was unsteady on my feet. I weaved my way into the kitchen and
turned on the electric burner under the tea kettle. I would finally have
that tea. My hands, I couldn't help but notice, were trembling, even
worse than before. I took a Xanax with my tea.
Then I took another.
Since that night, I've been waiting, just as he told me. I want to be
ready when he comes. Meanwhile, as if in preparation for his return, I
find myself pushing the boundaries further and further every day. As if
by becoming more a girl, I'll magically bring him back quicker. Whereas I
used to dress androgynously in public, now I've moved decidedly into the
feminine realm in my wardrobe and general appearance. My hair, which had
been on the long side, I now wear in a high ponytail or clipped back,
always with bangs. More often than not, in public, people take me for a
woman. At work, where they know better--actually, where they don't know
better--I can sense that they're talking about me when I'm out of earshot.
I see the way they look at me when they think I'm not aware. There are
rumors going around, one of my colleagues, has warned me. "You better be
careful. Official policy or not, they have ways of getting rid of people
who...well...don't fit the company image." When I asked him for specifics, he
said he didn't feel comfortable saying anything more. He's avoided me
ever since. So has everyone else.
That's okay, I'm probably better off looking for a more suitable job
anyway. I'm thinking of signing up for an adult education beauty school
class.
On the weekends, I let myself go full-on girl. I dress for the market in
mini skirts and cute tops, throw a short-waisted sweater on if it's
chilly, or a pink hoodie. I wear sandals and short flirty dresses in
bright prints. I feel more comfortable in my skin. I like this new,
feminine me. I've begun seeing a therapist who specializes in gender
issues. With her recommendation, I have an upcoming appointment with a
physician who will evaluate me and, if all goes well, as expected, I will
shortly begin hormone replacement therapy.
In the evenings, I prepare myself like a bride, fixing myself a scented
bubble-bath, making sure my nails are carefully polished, my hair done
just right. Then I put on a sexy nightie, spritz on perfume, slide
bangles on my wrists and ankles. I tie a pink bow on my sissy clittie,
tuck myself chastely inside a pair of naughty panties. Finally, I lie
down in bed. I read for a while, one of the hot erotic sissy stories I
keep bookmarked on my computer, a story that I know will bring me to the
brink, but I never let myself cum. Instead, when midnight strikes, I turn
off the computer and the lamp on the bed stand and I slip down beneath
the covers, every inch of me electric with sexual tension. I watch the
doorway, always a little lighter than the surrounding wall, even in the
pitch-dark. I wait to see the silhouette of my dark knight.
I know that one day he will return just as he promised.
* * *
For more of my writing, artwork, real-life musings & photos please visit
my blog Sissypop! at
sissyforlife(dot)blogspot(dot)com
Makenna
- 30.03.2020
- 9
- 0
