No reason needed for a bitch to get fucked in Colefax. [s]he probably
deserved it anyway, either because of "her" crime on the outside
(stupidity in getting caught, arrested, charged, convicted, and
sentenced), because some bitch on the outs had it in for "her" and
revenge-dialed the cops. Or, because [s]he fucked up and pissed Somebody
off in here. Or, [s]he just got punked and turned out anyway because
[s]he either sent out the vibes that [s]he liked it. Or [s]he looked
pretty and passable enough to Somebody in here. Or, the Bastards just
got Their daily hardon and woke up first thing, like every morning, too
fucking horny to even try and consider any discriminatory inhibitions
about just sticking Their dicks into the first conveniently available
white mouth, or other hole. In here, it's just like any other crime,
robbery, white collar corpo crime, blue collar street crime, rape,
sexual assault, or any other black on white sex crime, or it's just
fucking. Either way, it doesn't really matter in here anyway.
These Bastards will give you candy (like candy) in here, and sweets,
just to cajole and sweet talk you out of your panties. And you can
forget about the bullshit reality show "code" about not "accepting any
gifts..." from other inmates, (because everybody already s'pposed to
know that you don't take anything from anybody "because it shows
weakness that you can be had" without being take, if that makes any
sense). Even if you don't "accept gifts," or small favors, it, even as
less graciously as you should, then it's just a matter of time before
They'll just take you down and rape you anyway - for no reason other
than just because They want to, from sheer boredom with nothing else to
do. Fuck reading year old mags and dog eared, frayed paperback with the
last three pages torn out (when They'd rather be fucking something
else). Screw watching Jerry Springer and Blind Date re-runs (when They'd
rather do some real screwing anyway).
Perhaps They're just extra horny on a particular day. If that's not it,
then various and particular times of the day are always a factor (since
male sexual desire peaks at certain times of the day anyway). Waking up
first thing in the morning with mostly sexual thoughts, leftover
remnants from REM stage dreams, mixed in with forgotten memories of past
sexual experiences (recent, way back when, or just what They're thinking
about for the future at Their next opportunity). Nostalgic regrets and
mentally kicking Their own ass when They're thinking back to long gone
opportunities in Their distant past when They had the chance for a
particular sexual experience, but backed off, or somehow screwed it up,
or failed to follow through somehow. Pile on fragmented and disconnected
fantasies that just float into the frontal lobe of first morning daily
consciousness, and even lazy thoughts that always starts with sex, and
combine all of those together and you've already inadvertently designed
and constructed a petri dish almost tailor-made for the study of
incarcerated male sexuality in a restrictively controlled environment
(giving new meaning to the mere suggestion of clinical trials, control
groups, blind studies, age and sex parameters, KAPPA coefficient double-
blinded "inter-observer" studies, random sample numbers along with
targeted selections, balanced participation with inclusion and exclusion
criteria, study groups and reference groups, validation requirements,
psychological placebo factors, manipulation, etc.).
Throw into the cyclone the typical male bravado and macho rhetoric about
jerking off, "I don't have to jerk off..." They're almost always lying -
if you go by the observational evidence of inordinate lengths of time
spent in the showers (it ain't always about being so fucking
fastidiously clean). If they had such lofty personal hygiene standards
in the first place, then where were those general standards when they
got popped and collared for prison anyway? "Yeah? Guess we gotz lots of
"clean criminals" in jail... yeah, I hear they rolled up on your ass at
the Crossroads Motel and broke down the fuckin' door with all that ice
[meth] just laid out in the middle of the queen sized... and the only
reason they cuffed you is because they caught you in the shower with
soap in your eyes... and your gat [gun] was layin' on the gotdam sink...
git the fuck outta here with that... talkin' 'bout how you 'always about
the clean'... and you alwayz gonna be thankin' 'bout how you got took
down every time you take a shower anyway and we all gonna be laughin'
anyway ev'ry time you wander off to the showers after that story..."
Or, just the peripheral observation of particular Inmates with Their
somewhat meandering trips with reading materials tucked under their arm
(wrapped in yesterday's newspaper) along with extended stays in the
stalls taking a crap [federal prison, since jails generally don't have
private stalls]. Besides, how long does it take to crap anyway? Either
you have to go, or not, and who has the time to read the entire
editorial and sports sections of a newspaper to go along with something
that should only take a minute or two? If it was just for "something to
read," then the rare paperback might be more compact and portable
anyway. So, either sixty to eighty percent of these assholes are
constipated from just eating their own commissary on top of the regular
chow, or they're in there jerking off, with great fanfare coming out of
the stall, businesslike, and with such intent, as though they've now
suddenly got someplace to be and something else to do, striding so
purposefully on the reverse trip back to their cell with a demeanor and
gait decidedly and much different than the innocent and exaggeratedly
casual strolls in making the initial journey in the first place.
On top of that (if you can believe rather transparent liars who still
insist, "I ain't got to do that [jerk off]... I got a wife [girlfriend,
booty call] waitin' for me on the outs [outside] anyway"... If they can
be believed then that only adds to the inevitable volcanic eruptions,
and if those eruptions (so to speak) don't occur with some form of
sexual release, then it spews out (again, so to speak) in other ways,
with the typical antisocial tension, nonsensical arguments, decidedly
antagonizing and rude humor, open challenges leading to light scuffles
and skirmishes, or outright physical violence that sometimes, and
inevitably leads to premeditated (underlying motivation in the first
place) or incidental opportunistic sexual assault (what the hell...
might as well).
Repressed mental urges unilaterally apply to everyone in their self-
denial of the taboo (especially when they're under the rather close
scrutiny of someone or others that they keep at a distance or outside
the privacy fence). Suppress and deprive yourself of something long
enough and it always comes out in some other area anyway. Some frugal
savers impulse buy and indiscriminately shop between one and three in
the morning rom QVC, late night cable infomercials, web surfing, etc.,
and then just keep the stuff hidden away in the closet or garage.
Lots of preacher-boys, self-affirmed ministers ("Jimmy Swaggart" types,
priests, and publically proclaimed devout church mouse types are
eventually discovered by some isolated observation of just one of their
frequent furtive entrances and exits from dirty bookstores, trolling the
hooker district, or doing extra volunteer work with the community youth
(even though they're still safe, until they're caught, and only because
they supposedly "never act" on their desires). Cloistered and
recreationally oppressed Catholic church priests have no outlet for
anything sexual except towards whatever's immediately available to them
(kids and altar boys, or the safer internet porn), and they can't be
caught going into a dirty bookstore or video rental "boutique."
There's also a fundamental difference between just simple ("asshole-
ish") compulsion and true addiction (both start with a mental and
conscious choice while the latter ends with a physiological dependency).
Mostly just simple bad behavior begins with a conscious choice ("I know
it's not the thing to do, but I'm going to do it anyway"). That's why
there's no such thing a "sex addict" or "porn addict" (assholes who only
self-admitted as such, but only immediately after being found out ("I've
got a disease..." - r-i-g-h-t). This is also why you have so many
lawyers, doctors, nurses, CEO's, and other "braniacs" on drugs, because
despite their assumed intelligence (after all, they're doctors and
lawyers, aren't they?), they gravitate to physiological dependent
substances anyway, not because of (their not as of yet) chemical
dependency, but because of their own unresolved, unexamined and
unaddressed psychological factors that motivated them in the first place
("I know that I'm way smarter than this, my degree proves it, but I just
want to... and I'm smart enough to figure a way out before it goes too
far...").
Compulsives are those addicted to porn (either the traditional skin mags
or today's electronic age contemporary internet porn). In trying to
"kick the porn addiction," they'll invariably throw out all their porn,
delete all their internet search histories and browser bookmarks, scrub
all the GIF's and JPEG's (pictures) from their hard drives, throw away
the DVD's, erase the links to AVI and uTorrent videos, YouTube
downloads, cancel their paid site (and free trial) subscriptions, even
permanently (and shift-delete) their FictionMania folder (they really
mean it this time), and "turn over a new leaf," if for no other reason
than a practical one (rather than any desire to "straighten out"), "God
forbid, if I get in a car wreck and my wife finds this stuff..." All of
that only works for a while (a couple to a few weeks, perhaps a month or
more), and then surreptitiously (even if they live alone), they'll
gradually start revisiting those same sources for a quick glance (purely
for nostalgic review, of course), and then slowly start "reacquiring,"
and accumulating again, the same jerkoff materials (the tried and true
digital history in whatever worked before anyway), albeit over a longer
period of time than it took them to gather those material in the first
place.
And, there are those compulsives who like to live more dangerously (with
actual physical encounters), trolling for hookers through Craigs List
(or supposedly those who aren't hookers, but simply "desperate
housewives" seeking lunchtime hookups with the same transparent, tired
and sad refrain, "because her man at home just ain't got it no more").
They'll stop for a while and suddenly start asking their wives (of all
people) to meet them for lunch more than occasionally, two or three
times a week (even if they know she doesn't that much leisure time.
After all, in his mind (but only if the end comes after he's found out),
it was her responsibility to help keep Him being a "good boy" in lieu of
his compulsion. Soon enough, though, she no longer has the time for such
[now] frivolous lunchtime outings. After all, and more practically, it's
killing the budget, the already scheduled and advance calendared time
with the garden club seminars, HOA meetings, not to mention teatime with
the sorority girls). And the kids, don't forget the kids, "I don't just
have to pick them up in three hours, it's all the other things I need to
do before I pick up the kids from school. Raincheck?" So, in the end,
the self-justifying asshole compulsive will blame the wife, "I... I
tried... but you never had the time..."
Then he'll make himself feel better by "confessing" his misbehavior (and
most of the time, after she's already known for quite some time anyway -
and then being further clueless and making it even worse for both
himself and her by saying, "All those other women, they didn't mean
anything..."). In the end, he "feels better," with a cleansed soul
(after all, he magnanimously "confessed," and to her, didn't he?). She
ends up feeling like hell, but it's her fault, because she's taking too
long to reconcile herself with it, to "just get over it" and move on and
start over, and she's certainly taking too long to forgive him. In his
compulsive mind, he gets a "do-over." And, them if she'd only just
forgive him and forget about it, and start giving him sex again (that,
too, is usually one of the most common, accusatory, and lame self-
defenses he offers up as one of his self-righteous "reasons" for fucking
around in the first place), "We just haven't been having sex very much
since [insert milestone - the baby, new job, etc.] (when the reasons he
hasn't been getting anything from her in the bedroom is because of his
overall asshole behavior in other areas of domestic bliss that had
nothing to do with the milestones). After all, compulsives like this
can't be just fucking around and also being doing everything else
exactly right, "There were signs, you know? There always are... and I've
known for months... doesn't matter who the other bitch is... if it's not
her, then it's somebody else... [or] it's much worse than that, you did
it with a guy, that's fundamental, and I'm through, you can't fix
this...
The rampant priest problem has gone on for centuries (still no solution
in sight beyond the current simple exposure of the problem). You can't
fix serial rapists, or cold and dispassionate, detached murderers (not
the manslaughter or crime-of-passion kind). You can't fix pedophiles,
either. All of these people (including the priests), are already
psychologically hardwired. With the exception of priests (if a solution
is on the horizon), the only way you can "fix" the rest of these garbage
people is not by so-called therapy, counseling (even offending priests
aren't "cured" through counseling), or "rehabilitation," but by locking
them away for life (solitary confinement), capital punishment, or just
plain good ole boy "mum's the word" street justice and "Dexter-type"
retribution). Chemical castration has not, will not and will never work
(because they're already psychologically hardwired - the driving force
behind all subsequent aberrant compulsions for the rest of their lives
anyway). After all, rape really has little to nothing to do with actual
sex (it's just an incidental byproduct of the deviant psychology that
drove them to rape in the first place).
So, what does any of this have to do with prison anyway (you boring,
long-winded, circuitous reasoning, self-rationalizing, protracted
writing literary "don't-know-how-to-be-anyway")? The short answer
(comparatively speaking) is that this is how social, individual and
criminal aberrations begin. Prison is only different in the sense that
they throw people (rightfully sentenced) into a predetermined and
particularly fashioned environment designed for one purpose while also
creating another environment (within the same parameters) that can only
foster the inevitable (hence, the petri dish analogy). The result is
that the various and assorted physiological factors (stacked on all of
the above) is what finally send people over the brink.
Society generally understands why drug addicts, cigarette smokers, and
alcoholics need to find their next fix, cigarette, or drink, and it's
because they've already surpassed the textbook psychological
explanations as to why they started down that road in the first place,
and have now become both chemically and physiologically dependent on
their substance of choice. Cigarette addicts try to kick it by throwing
out all their smokes only to pick up a pack on the way home from work a
week later ("just one smoke - or two - before I turn in tonight").
Alcoholics dump all the liquor down the sink, or toilet, and swear off
(but not so committed as to actually even inquire by telephone about
signing up for any twelve-stepper AA meetings). Nobody ever dumps their
weed, though (because they're not chemically dependent on that). And,
the only time anyone ever flushes their pills is when they change their
minds and really decide to cancel out the rather permanent game ender
(not game "changer") in the form of suicide (and, not because they were
chemically dependent). After all, you can always get more of the same
pills anyway (if you change your mind gain and decide to go the other
way after all). You never see people flushing their crystal or smack
down the toilet, either (unless the SWAT team's battering ramming the
front and back doors).
In prison, alcohol ("pruno"), though common, is a luxury compared to the
comparatively more prolific availability of drugs, all kinds and nearly
every kind. It's easier to get strung out on drugs and stay that way
than it is to maintain an alcohol addiction in jail and prison (which
makes current proposed legislation to ban tobacco from all federal
facilities rather ironic). However, throw in the most powerful
physiological factor, testosterone to stoke up male sexual desire, and
now you have an primordial maelstrom of a volcanic eruption (with
quaking tremors before the volcano, and plenty of subsequent, residual
and overlapping aftershocks for whatever's bound to happen anyway to
either a lesser or greater degree).
It's always been a widespread and perpetuated urban myth regarding the
use of salt peter (potassium nitrate) in prison food, claiming that it
used to be added to the food in all male institutions, including the
U.S. Army, military academies, (even kids in boarding schools and summer
camps) as a way to curb libido and keep their minds on things other than
sex. It's false, however, since salt peter not only does not have this
effect, but also can have a number of ill side effects if taken in
excess, such as poisoning, reproductive damage, and cancer. However, the
belief in the legend is almost as effective (the psychological placebo
effect). Inmates believe it, and a few (albeit a minority number, and
only those who can afford it) will actually go so far as to eat only
commissary that they can buy (prepackaged, sealed, shrink wrapped, etc.)
in the reasonable belief that commercial food products aren't tampered
with. The ones who belief the myth (but can't afford such amounts of
daily commissary) will jerk off to both confirm that everything still
works and to make damn sure that it stays that way ("use it or lose it"
theory). Keeping up the bravado dirty talk makes some of them think that
if they still talk dirty with the same crude language and vulgarity then
they must still have it (since you can't really talk dirty without a sex
drive). Get sent to solitary for a rule infraction and most Inmates will
be less inhibited about using that "single" time to jerk off (even with
a camera in the top left corner of the cell - they'll just do it more
discreetly while pretending to be asleep). No cameras, and they'll jerk
off five and six times a day to catch up on lost time (besides the
boredom with having no privileges, either, no books, magazines, writing
implements, paper, radio, etc.).
For everyone else in the general population ("gen pop") testosterone
starts feeding the beast first thing with early morning wakeup, after a
good night's sleep and just waking up with an fucking unsolicited hardon
from residual nocturnal erections, and even nocturnal emissions despite
being way out of Their twenties by decades anyway (or just confirmation
erections, period, "Yeah, everything still works... what a waste,
though... wish I had something to do with it..." [or] "another jerkoff
after second count...").
Hardly anybody ever jerks off in their bunks (unless it's a single man
cell or unless it's "court day" - arraignment, trial, sentencing - for
their cellies) because there's no privacy otherwise. Although all it
takes is just a few minutes anyway, if they decide to skip a meal and
they know their cellies are going to be in the chow hall anyway (it
takes at least fifteen minutes just to walk there and back). Or, if
their cellies are down with their family on visiting days, a meeting
with their lawyer, a recurring continuing education (CE) class, a job
assignment in the kitchen (3:00 or 4:00 every morning), all of these
seemingly insignificant and smalltime events provide a window of
opportunity to relieve some stress. Yard time is the best time, though
(although it's so obvious to everybody else if you stay behind -
everybody's supposed to take whatever yard they can get - whenever they
can get it, "yeah, yew gonna be back here slappin' dat monkey ag'in"...)
Just after lunch is another time of the day when things slow down enough
to idly dwell on lazy sexual thoughts (again, fostered by boredom and
nothing else to do anyway). Shower time (mid-morning after breakfast and
early afternoon just after lunch is less crowded) is another relatively
down time period when the showers are less crowded the point where you
can almost have some private time (if everyone else is out in the yard).
Plus, being able to take everything off only during those times of the
day and walk around without being observed by too many eyes (nobody
likes to have too many square inches of skin exposed, unless it's just
the typical macho shirtless and boxer shorts look). The feel of all that
open air swirling around your private parts, just being uninhibitedly
nude, even if just for the briefest period of time is enough to further
the mental stimulation (although no jerking off in open showers since
anybody else taking advantage of the same time periods and for the same
reasons can still walk in).
Now, with the rather dry monologue and hypersomnia inducing diatribe out
of the way, we can get on with the good stuff (perhaps only slightly
better than having to wade through all the ellipses, I'll bet). In any
event, forget that silly ass rule about "not taking anything" from
Anybody (ostensibly just to keep yourself safe by not looking weak).
Once you get to Colefax, or most other places for that matter, you
really don't have any choice when They put Their eyes on you. Hell, in
this place, baby, fucking is just that, fucking, and that's all it is.
Nobody in here in gives a damn when They All rip some pussy and face off
of you. In here, it's not like taking down women on the outs, and in
here, Nobody cares because whatever it is, and Whoever it is, it's just
Guys on guys anyway. Screw all that "TG" rhetoric anyway. Being TG,
crossdresser, TV, identity or gender dysmorphic, "bi-curious,"
"temporarily" "down wid the Homies" (or whatever other "P.C." term you
want to call it) might help Everybody out while they're dragging down
whore road (even helping the bitches to reconcile themselves with their
horrible fate). But, it's still just Dudes on bitches anyway - Dudes
(Inmates, Booty Bandits, Cons, and Whoever) doing the fucking, and
bitches being the poor white little weaklings getting fucked. But, all
that "politically correct," new age, California touchie-feelie, kumbaya
mumbo jumbo ain't got no place in here (except for ridicule, and
condescending mock concern for those unlucky bitches already so
helplessly caught up in the game), "Hey, how ya doin' baby? How's dem
burf control pills goin' down? Dey make yo' clit smaller? Kin yew still
get hard end cum? Ahh see yo' nipples all swolled up, but when doze
titties gonna start poppin'? Yo' Pimp awreddy done said dat yew s'posed
tuh bee sportin' sum bitch titties by now. Iffen yew gonna bee actin'
like uhh bitch, den yew gots tuh bee lookin' like one too. So mebbe yew
shood be axin' yo' Pimp tuh double up duh dose own yo' white ass end
hurry it own up, cawse Ahh needz Mee sum titties tuh squeeze while Ah
bee fuckin' hug white ass, e'en if it jest bee uhh cute liddle boi bitch
like yew..." Anyway, being TG, or whatever, isn't completely necessary,
at least, for basic purposes.
Yeah, just like that gangbanger said in "Training Day" (Denzel
Washington), "It's like that, Homey, it's just like that..." Fucking,
either willing, or not, and even outright down and dirty rape in Colefax
is nothing more significant or meaningful to Them (and soon enough in
furthering your own non-streetwise white education) than simply a
different way of jerking off. It begs the question about guys, who
wouldn't rape on the outside, but still take advantage of an opportunity
in this place with relaxed moral restrictions, would still be considered
"nice guys" except for being in this place ("I would never have raped
anybody anywhere if I weren't in this situation..."). There's a school
of thought that most men would rape someone if, number one, they could,
and number two, if they thought they could get away with it (supposedly,
it's built into their DNA), and the ones who absolutely insist that they
[absolutely] wouldn't are only those weak metrosexual pseudo-feminine
weirdos that you see on "The Chew," you know, ones who's self-admittedly
married with kids yet pretends to be gay, another who's openly gay and
pretends to be macho "butch" straight, and the other ponytail wearing
ginger (who's actually straight, but puts on an over the top flaming act
to try to suggest that he's gay - the giveaway though, is that gay
people contest that premise in their own expression that no fashion
sensible gay person would be caught dead in those fucking orange crocs
he wears).
Anyway, back to snitchin'. Even if a Guard strolls in on His fucking
rounds and catches you naked on your pretty hands and knees and getting
your face and head blown out by some black Man's dick, He's just going
to haul you both off and throw you in the hole for having consensual sex
(against the rules anyway). You can't squeal on the Inmate because you
already instinctively know what happens to snitch bitches anyway. and,
you've heard horror stories about how a Guard will throw an especially
appealing white bitch in the hole for no reason, and then come into her
solo cell three and four times a day and fuck her face off, emptying His
balls with nasty, sloppy, and nonconsensual, wet blowjobs that He could
never get in an eternity from His own wife at home. So, for now, and for
your immediate and distant future, you're going to get fucked, and hard,
for several days, and weeks, until you're either fucked to death, or
killed outright (although a tragic waste of pussy). Or, you'll
acquiesce, give in, and submit to Them All, by just letting yourself get
fucked every day, turning the other cheek, literally, turning your head,
and your face, mouth, and ass towards the next waiting black cock
already impatiently slapping against your countenance. Either way,
you're going to be giving up something to These Men, either your pussy
and mouth, or your life, or both, since before your lips have even
brushed across the leaking hard head of your first black cock, you've
already been branded as a cocksucker to thugs anyway.
It all started for you last night just after your shower. You were in
your cell, totally and completely naked, sprinkling baby powder all over
yourself to help cool you down better in the oppressive summertime heat.
You still had three more hours before last count and lights out, and you
never saw the loosely loitering group of Booty Bandits just hanging out
just outside your cell, smoking, joking, and the constant chatter about
"bitches." And then before you could even bend over and pick up your
towel that slipped while you were sprinkling baby powder across your
ass, They all bum rushed into your cell, these Bastards, were now
unidentifiable and anonymous, ludicrous and almost comical in Their
rather bizarre appearance, albeit very real and unfunny "stranger
danger," and wearing just KKK style pillowcases over their heads with
only the eye holes cut out. They had an extra pillowcase for you, too,
as the girl interrupted, white bitch with the central leading role, to
join in on Their perverted reverse black on white KKK party. Except your
pillowcase had just a single hole torn in it, in the middle, and much
larger so that your mouth could accommodate the sheer size of Their
tools, so They could hold your head in Their hands and use your face.
You found out later, after it was over, the next morning, that it was
your own pillowcase that They had used. They had taken it while you were
still in the shower. The ridiculousness of it all, was that even though
you were helplessly and almost completely sightless in that dark and
creepy world of playing touchie-feelie "blind bitch bluff" with your
playmates, you were still able to see Them All anyway by just barely
peeking up underneath the top portion of the hole in the pillowcase.
Even then, the singular and most macabre, disjointed and incoherent
thoughts floating through your frazzled brain (if They didn't actually
kill you first) was that after it was over, then you could possibly
identify them if you simply requested the Administration and interested
"Investigators" to conduct a "strip search" of the offending parties,
and the offer up helpful evidence by describing what you could see,
Their genitals or other body markings, by describing your perverted
forensic observations in excruciating and minute detail beforehand,
first in voice, "It... it took hours, I think... They... They made me do
everything. As soon as it started, One of Them grabbed my wrists and
pulled both of my hands up between His legs, and made me play with His
balls, bouncing His testicles gently, on the ends of my fingertips, and
squeezing His sack while I sucked Him... One of Them had a large mole on
His leg... another One has a deformed penis that bends way to the left
when it's hard... and I remember another dick that had an unusually
twisted vein running underneath from His balls all the way to the tip...
and... and another had so much pubic hair that it was a huge triangle
that ran clear up past His bellybutton"... stupidly thinking to
yourself that if you gave Them these types of detailed descriptions,
then They'd believe you, and arrest the culprits, and charge Them all
with sex crimes, as you continue on with your still mentally contrived,
rehearsing your internal dialogue in advance preparation of your soon to
be and now doubtful future, with your own carefully deliberated, and
voluntary verbal and written statements to helpful Authorities.
"I... I don't know how long my ordeal lasted... I... I just know that it
was just after dinner, and right after my shower. So, you can get a
timeline for any charges that way... I so know... that it lasted for
least for the rest of the night after dinner and shower [rather than the
proverbial white gurl "dinner and a movie" dating scenario)] and just
before last count... I... I was still on my hands and knees, naked,
after countless sexual assaults in my mouth, and all over my face. There
must have been ten or twelve of Them... I... I'm sorry... I... I lost
count... but when the Next Inmate, somewhere in the middle, stepped in
front of me and saw all the cum glistening and shining and dripping and
soaking though the pillowcase, and I'm guessing, splattered all over my
lips inside the hole over my mouth. I... I begged Him, and I pleaded
with Him, 'Please, please, You... You have to help me...'" and... and He
looked down at me., and I could tell He wasn't listening, because He
took His dick out of His zipper, and I... I could see it through the
sperm drenched and jism soaked mouth hole of my pillowcase. It... it was
already so hard. Yes, that's the ticket. Maybe you can use that part in
Your report, His hard dick, to legally substantiate that He had
premeditation and intent. Yes, I... I can help you with that later,
after this. I... I know something about legal requirements for probable
cause, reasonable suspicion, search and seizure, indictments, felony
charges, and arraignments. But, He simply mocked me, and He said (in a
very condescending voice, and ridiculing tone, showing mock concern),
'Sho,' baby... Ah'm gonna he'p yew out... by hep'in' yew pay awf sum mo'
uhh yo' muthafucki' white debt... tew duh bruthas... yew kin cal it...
Nigguh slave rep'rations' and I... I should have keyed in on the word,
'baby' as soon as He said it, and I already knew that He had no
intention of helping me, especially when He was already showing me His
hardened dick. Please... You... You have to believe me... He... He
tricked me, but, I... I really had no choice, even when He told me, 'Yew
dun sucked Evuh-bodee Else frum what Ahh hear, and Ahh needs Mah dick
sucked too. But iffen yew do uhh good job, den Ah'll see what Ahh kin
dew tuh keep duh whole cellblock frum tappin' dat white ass...' And
that's what motivated me, and spurred me on, to do a good job, sucking
Their black dicks, and even pretending that I liked it, and that I was
willing to do it. But even though I didn't believe Him, because His dick
was already so rock hard before He even started speaking to me, His was
the still only blowjob that I actually performed willingly. So, perhaps
my apparent consent might negate a rape charge against Him, even though
I was in fear for my life, and coerced into doing it. Anyway, after He
was done, shooting off and spurting His load into my mouth, I... I mean
(I didn't mean to sound so rude, in using such crude and vulgar terms),
after He was done ejaculating all of His sperm between my lips, the rest
of Them came in anyway, and I sucked off about six more before I
realized that he wasn't going to help me at all... They All said, 'Shut
up 'n suck it, white bitch,' and... and then Some of Them came back for
seconds, and thirds. I know, because I was peeking, and I recognized a
certain repetition in some of Their features and characteristics,
tattoos, the size and shape of some of the heads and foreskins, peeld
back, skinned and unskinned, the pattern and bushiness of some of Their
pubic hair. So, I'm quite sure that I could identify some of Them for
you in an investigation and prison lineup if you make Them All strip, at
least, from the waist down. Anyway, towards the end, I... I mean close
to the end, and even after I had already given up my whole month's worth
of commissary to my Cellmate, the irony was that One of Them told me,
while He was holding onto my pillowcase, fucking my mouth, and shooting
His load... I... I mean, His sperm into my mouth, He was telling me,
?Ahh done paid yo? black Pimp awl uhh Mah gotdam commissary fo? duh rest
uhh duh month tuh git tuh yo? mouf?. Now, suck own it, bitch, ?n make it
worf? Mah muthafuckin? time...? and it was so humiliating, getting
passed around for just candy bars, cokes, cigarettes, and cheap tobacco
that They hadn?t even gotten yet?...
Now that it?s finally over, you still haven?t squealed, and you don?t
know why, or what?s stopped you besides your abject fear of the still
unknown despite what They?ve already done to you. Besides, They?ve all
been watching you, and since last night, you haven?t even had a single
moment to yourself, alone, even when you went to pee There?s always
someone just casually standing nearby. And now you?re still wondering if
They might ever leave you alone sometime today, albeit naked and afraid,
at least for a little while, just for a fleeting moment, so that you can
try and get some help. And, They?re all hanging around, too, just to see
what you?ll do, if you?ll suddenly scream out, long and hard, for some
helpful assistance from the Guards before a dirty black hand claps over
your mouth and nose to silence you. Or, perhaps you?ll just run up to
Another Man, Another bigger, and even stronger Inmate, Another bigger
and even darker skinned Nigger for desperate, and much needed
protection. They?re All waiting to see for Themselves if you?ll squeal,
and tattle, and try to tell on Them, in describing your predicament and
naked plight to Someone Else who?s even more than slightly curious, and
extremely interested in the excruciating details, with pretended and
condescending, mock concern for your plight, along with all the
unintentionally tantalizing and, unintended on your part, teasingly
descriptive and sordid, lurid details that you might provide.
?Look, please look at what They did to me... there... there were
several, several of Them... all Black... and... and They All mouth raped
me... long and hard.... One right after the Other... over and over...
again and again... for the rest of the night... until lights out... and
They... They filled me up... with Their horrible sperm... I... I still
have plenty of DNA evidence... inside me... in my stomach if... if You
want to check... uhhh... check my story... to make sure... and see for
Yourselves... if I?m telling the truth?... I... I could throw up for
you... I?m so sick... from all the sperm... that I could probably do
it... I... I know I spit up quite a bit of saliva... into Their pubic
hair... while I was sucking Them... and especially when Their dicks were
touching the back of my throat... every time one of Their dicks...
started shoving my tonsils out of the way so they could slide down my
throat?...
But for right now, after what They All did to you last night, after your
shower, They?re All still looking at you, watching you, staring you down
out of morbid curiosity to figure out for Themselves before They can get
Their black hands on you again, and speculating about just what you
might do. But, you?re still numb, and emotionally shattered at the very
thought and memory of what They?ve done to you already, and you still
don?t know what to do now, because you were raised not to snitch on
people and to try and handle your own fucking problems. And, as much as
you want to, you finally reject the idea of snitching, even if it is
your only option. Besides, since you?re already looking at two to three
more years in prison anyway for your stupid behavior, if you snitch now,
then Anyone in here, Everyone, actually, could very easily kill you
anyway, and take Their time about it after They?ve already grown tired
of you and used you up as a sex slave. Besides that, you?re from another
state, and you don?t know Anyone in this fucking place, and you?re so
terrified, and filled with shame, embarrassment, humiliation, and fear,
that your options are so limited, and you feel paralyzed, and helpless,
and utterly alone. You have no one, no one to talk to, and no one to
help you, as you look around to try and just mentally prepare yourself
for the next cock, the next black cock, and the one after that.
But the Inmates can?t wait to take Their multiple turns with you again,
next time in your still as of yet untouched cunt. They can?t wait for
your Pimp to tap your pussy first, and opening you up for ?bidness?
before rolling your white ass out to gen pop as fair game. They All want
to rape you first before you ever get your chance to go tattling and
squealing. They All want to rape you first and then see, too, if instead
of Another Inmate, if you?ll run up to a prison Staffer and offer to go
someplace private, take off all your clothes in front of Someone Else,
and show Them, Complete Strangers, the deep bruises on your arms and
legs where such crude Niggers held you down for rape, to see if you?ll
show Them the red splotches from the hand prints and pinches all over
your buttocks and inner thighs, and the backs of your legs where They
slapped you and took Their many turns feeling you up. They want to see
if you?ll beg Someone Else to look at the rather apparent finger marks
around your neck where They choked you out into naked submission while
They all continued to rape you violently, quickly, efficiently and
systematically, taking turn after turn, and still taking Their time,
leisurely fucking you, and listening intently to the dick hardening,
prick stiffening sounds of poor little you lying beneath Them,
underneath Each one of Them, looking up at Them, and whimpering in pain,
embarrassment, and humiliation. And then before it?s over, further
degrading you to no end, forcing you to pretend to be Their white
girlfriend, and actually kiss Them back, All of Them, on the lips, and
placing one of your hands on the back of their necks, and your other
hand on top, or underneath the crease of Their black ass cheeks and
keeping your hands where they are, just like that, gasping up into Their
mouths, and breathing your cock smelling breath right up into their ugly
faces as you moan out, loudly, your newfound, and your quickly found,
heartfelt gratitude and thanks for Each and Every One, thanking Them All
for Their thick Nigger dicks, like a lover, a white lover, until each of
Them is finally done and climbs off of you to make room for the next
One. You would tell the prison Staff that you were raped over a dozen
times, the next Pair of Booty bandits simply waiting for Their next
turns, giving All of Them plenty of time to recover from Their most
recent orgasm and refill Their dirty black balls for the next rape
anyway, and in the end, by the time it?s finally over, They?ll All have
you two, and three times Each.
You may never get the chance to tell, because now it?s too late anyway.
You?ve been busy all morning, sucking your Cellmate?s dick. He?s now not
only your Cellmate, but your your Benefactor, Overseer, Owner, and black
Pimp, and you?re quickly learning that no matter how many times you suck
Him off, He?s literally insatiable, with a perpetually hard dick that
won?t ever go down, and always seems to stay half hard. Even while His
dick is still soft and flaccid, it?s so large that you can?t always tell
if it?s half hard, or completely soft, or not, even when He?s taking a
fucking piss in the stainless steel toilet. Lots of Men in here have
already dispelled that white myth anyway about Men not being able to
piss with hard dick. These Bastards can still piss with a half hard or
almost completely hard dick anyway (morning piss and morning hardons and
instantly dovetailing, and soon to be piggybacking on top of you with
the results of Their fucking perpetual nocturnal erections). Nobody ever
says in here that a Man can?t piss with a fucking hardon, He just can?t
cum and piss at the same time, although the piss following your Pimp?s
second load followed almost immediately after cumming inside your mouth,
making it feel (and taste) to you as though He?s cumming and
simultaneously pissing, too anyway. In any event, you?re stuck with Him
now, and you?re realizing that His body seems to only serve as a host,
and life support system just for His dick.
After sucking your Pimp?s black dick, He?s still hard, and without
fanfare, or discussion, He?s raping you, quickly, hard, and fast, with
His huge balls plastered against the backs of your shriveled cranberries
while He shuddered and came, shooting a huge blasting Nigger load of cum
into your now turned out little white pussy. Then just as casually and
unceremoniously, after He?s finished, He?s rudely shoving you off His
bunk, naked, onto the floor as though He?s somehow disgusted with you,
even though He?s already taken your white virginity, raped you for your
first time, and crudely taken everything He wanted from you for now, and
without even a fight. And, you?re more humiliated by that, by just how
embarrassingly easy it was for Him more than the actual rape itself.
And while you?re still lying on the floor next to His bunk, He?s
apparently changing his mind, and seems to want you again after all,
getting up from His bunk and dragging you back up to your feet again by
a handful of your hair, then viciously Pimp slapping you, several times,
back and forth across your upturned and beseeching white face. Even
after He?s already cum inside you, He?s still inexplicably beating you
anyway, silently, and wordlessly, at first, before He offers you an
explanation of sorts, ?muthafuckuh... yew so weak, yew ain?t e?en put up
uhh gotdam fight... gonna hafta teach yo? white ass... jest lack awl duh
othuh bitches in Mah stable... dat yuew gots duh make it int?restin? tuh
yo? customuhs?... and he?s right, instead of putting up a fight, you
were just whining like a little bitch even as He was slowly forcing His
black cock, painful inch by excruciating inch, and you just lay there
underneath His heavy bulk, and squirm and moan, whimpering out pleading
little words, trying to be quiet, and careful so that no One Else would
overhear, actually trying to help Him, and mostly yourself, to keep your
dirty little secret, ?please... please, Sir... don?t do this... I...
I?ll give You my commissary... I... I mean, I?ll ask my wife to send in
extra money so that You can buy some more,? crying and only weakly
struggling the whole time, a helpless bitch?s writhing, token fight
against a Man insistent upon His own needs, and in the end, just letting
Him fight His way all the way up to the balls inside your screamingly
virgin tight, pink little asshole until He was finally laying His full
weight on top of you, crushing the breath, and the life right out of you
while flicking his tongue inside your right ear, a creepy unnerving
sensation, before slopping the flat of His tongue alongside your cheek
from chin to hairline, smelling, and tasting the baby powder still
remaining on your skin from last night. His dick keeps throbbing and
flexing deep inside your asshole for several minutes, while he lays on
top of you, basking in the warmth of your pussy, feeling the exquisite
sensations of your helpless, involuntarily clenching, and twitching
spasms before He finally starts moving again, twisting your head around
on your neck to the other side, so that he can taste that side of your
face, too, and muttering into your left ear this time, your best ear,
the ear from where you can hear His words even better. He?s whispering
to you at times, in a low guttural growl, and then raising his voice to
a normal volume, and then punctuating certain words and phrases in a
louder voice, much louder, and you?re not quite sure in your now shell
shocked mind, if your eardrum feels as though it?s about to burst from
the volume of his loud voice, or from the humiliation of some of the
terrible things He?s saying to you while He?s still pumping His dick
into you.
?muthafuckin? sweet ass white pussy... yew?s gonna make Mee lots uhh
money... keep Mee in commissary... have yew suckin? ?n beggin? fo? black
dick in no time... keep yew own uhh white gurl?s diet uhh nuttin? but
Nigguh jizz... buy yew sum bitch close... sum gurls panties... make yew
suck e?en mo? black dick so?s yew kin he?p pay fo? yo? own burf control
pills... turn yew in tuh Mah bitch... ?n make yew marry Mah black
dick... so?s yew kin bee Mah wife... yew gonna he?p Mee pick out uhh
purty liddle gurls name fo? yo?self... jest uhh dick jackin? muthafuckuh
fool... fo? uhh pussy jackin? Nigguh Pimp?...
And now, barely thirty minutes later, you?re just standing here like a
fucking bitch fool, still naked, after He?s already put His pants back
on. Just the mental and visual image of you being the only white gurl in
the room, and in the presence of even a partially clothed Man makes you
feel even more vulnerable and completely, even more blatantly exposed
than before, being completely naked like this and sharply contrasting
with Him. And along with this, you can still feel His cum still
trickling out of your bitch hole from your most recent rape, with slug
like trails of His semen slowly sliding down between your sticky upper
thighs and down the backs of your legs clear to the backs of your knees
and one particular stream of cum trailing all the way down to the back
of your right ankle. And, in spite of this creepy, lewd sensation,
you?re not even aware that you?re just standing here in front of Him,
and involuntarily, and unintentionally staring down between His legs,
staring at His crotch, staring at that thick log of a dick, the same
anaconda black mambo Alabama snake once again crawling down the inside
of His pant leg, His dick still in His pants. And you?re looking at His
crotch in fear, trepidation, unintentionally, and seemingly mesmerized
in your own apparent, whore like fascination, and morbid curiosity. Your
lips are parted, again inadvertently, unaware of how you must look to
Him, with your mouth hanging open, unintentionally, and you can already
see His dick through the material of His pants, so familiarly to you
already that you might as well have x-ray vision. And you?re staring, as
it starts visibly twitching, again, and thickening, then jerking, and
lifting upwards into an as of yet still hidden, solid stalk of black,
and soon to be another, and just one more black cock in an ever growing
and long line of even more punishing black cocks that He?s so
magnanimously and graciously promised you. His dick is growing longer
now by the second below His crotch, and you can even imagine to yourself
that you can actually see again the familiar shape, and size, and
outline of His huge, cum filled testicles as you just stand here, and
your delicate white fingers start opening and closing, nervously, and
purely from fear, as both of your hands seem to be already helplessly
and unconsciously grasping thin air, and naturally curling into the size
and shape of overly large imaginary black cocks as you simply wait,
listening intently to whatever He?s going to tell you now in how He
wants you to take care of His dick needs again.
He?s getting up from His bunk again, like before, and before it can even
register, just after His vicious slap across your flinching white face,
and before you can even fall down, and helplessly sink down to the
floor, He?s already reaching down and grabbing you by your left upper
arm this time, instead of your hair like the last time, squeezing His
fingers hard into that soft meaty portion of your upper arm between your
underarm and your elbow, dragging you back up again, and throwing you
carelessly across His bunk, your thin white legs sprawling, and
helplessly exposing yourself to Him, again.
Just three days after your black on white KKK mouth assault, your Pimp
has kept you busy, both of you staying completely naked most of the
time, keeping you on your knees, crouching between His legs, delicately
fingering his balls, reverently sniffing His crotch, and gently, then
noisily sucking His black cock, swallowing His cum, even drinking His
piss, and then bending over in front of Him, either in His bunk, or
yours, or bending over the rickety card table to offer up your white ass
to Him, again. He?s raped you repeatedly, and you?re so busy that you
haven?t had the time, or a moment to yourself to even write down and
then formally file your grievance. Besides, it hardly matters now since
you?ve been beaten multiple times by your Pimp, and now your dirty
little secret is already out. Your Cellmate has already traded out your
mouth lips, tongue, and as of yet, still relatively untrained throat,
?stock futures... ?n commodities...? He calls the deal, as He leans down
and rudely laughs in your face at His own joke. But, for now, He?s kept
your white ass for Himself, and has now raped you, repeatedly, several,
several times and in rapid succession over the past three days after
your mouth got turned into a KKK pussy. Your ass cheeks and the insides
of your thighs are now bruised from pinch marks placed there by your
Pimp, to silently and wordlessly command you to simply roll over onto
your belly again, and open your legs again, splaying them widely apart
for another fucking, again.
The rest of the Inmates are still out in the yard, just after lunch and
for the rest of the afternoon for daily rec time. And even as you?re
climbing ono His lap, naked, and sickeningly, embarrassingly
cooperative, with your legs splayed on the outside of His, as he?s
guiding the truncheon like cock between your silky white ass cheeks,
your Pimp is now finally laying down the law, telling you that today?s
the day. He?s telling you that today?s the day that the rest of the
Inmates finally get to have you, ?no holes barred... bitch?... and that
from now on, you?re fair game, for E-v-e-r-y-b-o-d-y. And this time, to
celebrate this milestone, as the golf ball sized head of His
uncircumcised dick squeezes back up inside your asshole again, you can
actually feel the foreskin peeling back outside your asshole and
slipping behind the head of His dick. This particular fucking is much
more personal now, up close, and intimate, because of the way you?re now
sitting in His lap, face to face, both hands and wrists draped around
the back of His sweaty, thick bull neck, and with every plunge of His
dick, you?re gasping right into his face with your dirty, cock smelling
breath, and embarrassed to look at Him or make eye contact. He hasn?t
said what those rule are yet, except to tell you that you should always
be searching out the nearest dick by staring at the dirty crotches of
everybody you run into. But, if you can?t see the dick because it?s
already inside you, then you haven?t been told where to look. All you
know is that you?re not supposed to close your eyes, or even blink too
long. But, apparently, He doesn?t seem to mind you breathing and gasping
into His face. After all, it?s only His dick you?ve tasted for the past
three days anyway, and it?s only been His dick that you?ve been sucking
anyway, and His cum that you?ve swallowed after you brushed your teeth,
and mouth washed. And now you?re moaning, with false and pretended,
fake, mock pleasure, bouncing up and down, and riding His dick like a
real trooper, hoping He?ll change His mind and keep you all to Himself
and not share you with the Others. You?re literally jumping up and down,
and slapping your jiggling white ass cheeks, loudly, and frequently,
down on the tops of His naked thighs, and lewdly pleasuring your Pimp?s
incredibly long, and throbbing, stiff black dick. You?re trying
desperately to hurry it up to make Him cum, and actually help Him shoot
His fucking load again, His third this afternoon so far. You?re trying
to make Him shoot, before the Others stroll back in from the yard and
catch you out. You?re bouncing so high, and riding the full length of
His dick, from base to tip, that your tiny little asshole is clasping
and helplessly fluttering around and just underneath the so familiar,
gnarled head of His uncircumcised penis, that you?re almost standing up,
holding onto the back of His neck, and accidentally bumping the backs of
your white shoulders and the top of your head against the underside of
the presently unoccupied top bunk. You?re bouncing, and writhing,
twisting, and gyrating, trying every trick that an imaginary whore might
use. But, and in spite of your best efforts, despite your compliance,
submission, willingness, and acquiescence, this time, it?s too late,
much too late, and just as He orgasms, spurting His thick streamers of
Nigger jizz all the way up inside your nasty fuck hole, you?re still
gasping, just as you?re glancing back over your left shoulder to see the
Others, several Inmates, All black, shirtless, with slabs and slabs, and
several feet of dirty, and sweaty black cock meat, already thickening,
and lengthening down the insides of the legs of Their basketball shorts
and sweatpants. They?re All standing in the doorway of the cell, staring
disgustingly and contemptuously down at the sight of your cock stuffed
white asshole, with your Pimp?s cum dripping out of your pussy, and
lewdly trickling down all over His sweat drenched balls, ?Hey Homey, Wee
needz tuh break awf uhh piece uhh dat bitch befo? yew wreck dat white
pussy lack yew did duh las? time?...
It?s already been three long days after the KKK ordeal, with just you
and your Pimp, and now that it?s finally Their turns, the Inmates have
already been discussing whether or not you?re going to be a fucking
squealer. Scared little white girls always tattle, they can?t help
themselves, they always do. So now, as the immense length of your Pimp?s
thick anaconda black dick, is slowly sliding out of your gaping ?pussy,?
the rest of the Inmates are grabbing you by your left arm this time, and
dragging you out of the cell, three doors down (just like the song), and
shoving you into the loving arms of Another Man. He?s waiting for you,
the first rapist, just standing there, shirtless, and barefoot, with His
dick already hanging out of His pants, ?Yeah, dat?s rat, bitch, no
shirt, no shoes, but yew gonna service Mah black ass... ?n Mah dick.? As
Someone from behind, nameless, and anonymous, slaps you upside the back
of your neck, ?git dis white bitch back own huh knees wheah she
b?lawngs?... It?s going to be, or at least, start out as another mouth
rape session. Except this time, They?re All determined to test your
resolve, and your tricky white girl honesty, to see for Themselves if
you?re a squealer, and a little tattletale. And then One of Them dashes
your hopes that it?s just going to be sucking dick this time.
?In about ten minutes... Wee gonna have awl Are muthafuckin? dicks awl
duh way up inside yo? ass... ?n floodin? yo? liddle white pussy wif?
plenty uhh quality DNA evidence... jest in case yew won?t tuh squeal own
duh bruthas... ?n yew gonna bee squealin? wif? yo? white mouf? wrapped
?round uhh dick... ?n den squealin? sum mo? while yew bee bouncin? up ?n
down own anuthuh dick... tradin? yo? ass... back ?n fo?th... So, white
bitch, gut tuh snitchin?, ?n tell Us Awl how yew been thankin? ?bout
squealin? own duh bruthas. When yew tell duh ?Ministrashun ?bout how yew
wuz raped by yo? Pimp, ?n Awl uhh Us, yew?s gonna hafta ansuh awl Their
questions. Like, whut color wuz Hiz dick... yeah, end how big wuz it...
?n how many times did dey assault yew... did yew do oral sex... ?n what
?bout pussy... ?o in yo? case, wuz yew anally assaulted??... And you?re
hesitating now, thinking better (and in the presence of your betters) of
your former and most recent thoughts to turn Them in after all, and now
you?re desperately trying to think up a way out of this, by giving Them
All the answers that you think They might want to hear, dirty answers,
filthy words that only a whore and a slut would use.
?Ahh axed yew uhh muthafuckin? questshun, bitch? as you respond back to
him in your very best and clearly spoken, white girl?s softly
articulated, and educated, nice girl, culturally refined diction,
properly enunciating, and sharply pronouncing your very own teasingly
dirty phrases, and whorishly nasty, contrastingly filthy words, ?Sir...
I... I really can?t say... who They were...?
?Yew mean... dat dere wuz mo? den one nigguh... dat raped yew??...
?Yes... yes, Sir... They... I... I mean... I couldn?t really identify
Them... any of Them... all I can say... is that Those dicks... They were
about the size... color... and shape... of almost any other... big black
prison cock?... And They?re keeping up the game, going along with your
?story.?
?So yew bee sayin? yew wuz raped... by awl black dicks... end dat yew
didn?t see... one white dick in duh bunch??...
?No... no, Sir... I... I don?t think so... I... I can?t be sure... but
I... I don?t remember seeing any white dicks... at all?...
?So, yew bee blamin? jest duh bruthas... fo? turnin? yew out? ?yew
sayin? it wuz are fawlt yew wuz raped??... as you hastily respond.
?No... no, Sir... I... I mean... it?s... it?s not Your fault... it
wasn?t Anybody?s fault... I mean... it must have been my own fault...
perhaps it was something I said... or maybe... maybe it was the way I
was caught by some of the Inmates... carelessly naked... just after my
shower... maybe I teased Them into doing it... raping me... I... I mean
making me suck Them like that... I... I didn?t mean to tease Them... so,
it was probably my own fault... it... it has to be my own fault... or,
if it wasn?t because I was naked, maybe it was something I said... some
misplaced... and inadvertent comment... that I might have made...
unthinkingly... in passing... or some stupidly unintentional remark...
without meaning to... I... I know that the Men.... They sounded really
mad at me... and They called me names... a stupid white racist bitch...
and they made me call Them names too... I... I had to slip Their dicks
out of my mouth... while I was sucking on Them... and call Them names,
too... I... I had to call them black dirty raping Niggers... the whole
time... while They were taking turns... standing in front of me, and
fucking my mouth... throat fucking me... and making me... suck Their
dicks... They... They even made me... beg Them for it... They... They
spanked me... and slapped my face... really hard... squeezed Their
fingers and hands around my neck... choking me... to make me open my
mouth more... and make my throat tighter... so They could feel Their
dicks inside my neck... and They... They All made me beg for even more
black dick to suck?...
But, rather than pleasing the Men with your words, your soliloquy has
just the opposite effect, and They?re all getting worked up again, even
worse than They were yesterday, with a horrible and undefinable
primordial mixture of Their own contempt, anger, disgust, amusement, and
of course, lust to just empty Their balls again as One of Them now grabs
you by the hair again, as you continue your faux civic duty, reaching
for His dick hanging down in your face, not even completely hard yet,
and crying everything but crocodile tears as you interrupt Their
constant, and never ending disconnected and continuous, disjointed, and
randomly scattered, rude, and anonymous, disrespectful male chatter.
?Fuckin? nasty liddle hoe... What duh fuck yew gonna do now, whine Me to
deaf?? Ahh don?t give uhh good gotdam eithuh way, long ez yew keep
whinin? ?n whimperin? wif? yo? thin white lipz wrapped ?round duh root
uhh Mah muthafuckin? black dick... now, give Us Awl uhh practice liddle
squeal, bitch... den git tuh snitchin? ag?in... end den yew kin start
suckin? Us Awl awf, yew weak ass crackuh bitch...? as you sit here, on
your knees, naked, and holding onto the shaft of His penis with your
right hand, gently squeezing it, light and delicate, graceful squeezing,
to make it hard as you continue your pretended, and certainly no longer
intended, snitching to the Guards.
?Squeee... squeee... squeee... squeee... squeee... squeee... squeee...
squeee... squeee...?
?Yew kin do bettuh den dat... muthafuckuh?... as he reaches down and
slaps you hard, across your face, another Pimp worthy, and loud, pistol
cracking shot, as you keep repeating yourself, making horribly
humiliating and degrading noises for Them, ??n don?t yew let go uhh dat
dick in yo? hand neithuh?... as you start squealing again, pitiful,
humiliating sounds that degrade you to the point that you?d almost
rather, but not quite, just get to the dick sucking so that They?ll
leave you alone with all the rest of the stuff.
?skreee... skreee... skreee... skreee... skreee... skreee...? over and
over again, repeatedly, keeping it up for three or four minutes while
They?re All just crowding around you and laughing at you, openly
fondling Themselves and stroking Their dicks, ?Yeah, yew gonna bee
squealin? ?round Mah muthafuckin? bawls tew, bitch... now, shut up dat
noise end git tuh sitchin? sum mo?... as you gratefully stop squealing,
not sure now which is worse anyway, actually, and literally squealing,
or just pretending to snitch.
?Please... They... They raped me... All of Them... They All... raped
me... long and hard... in my mouth... and shot off... all over my
face... over... and over... and over... again... and again... and
again... until Their fucking balls... were depleted... and completely
empty... They blacked me up... really good, Mister... They fucked me...
while I... while I swooned... in and out of consciousness... until
finally I... I choked out... and the black cock in my throat... was the
only thing holding me up... on my knees... but he kept His dick there
anyway... down my throat... even after I was unconscious... and when I
woke up... They were all laughing at me... for passing out on Them...
like a weak little girl?...
And after several more minutes, wasting more time with pitiful begging,
and still interspersed with quite a bit more squealing, Everybody, six
or seven of Them again, like before, are once again, just casually
milling around, watching you dutifully sucking off another naked black
Man standing right in front of you, with your bimbo head bobbing back
and forth along the thick shaft of His dick, with your loudly sucking
mouth sluicing noisily around and around the rather large uncircumcised
head. Your lips, nose, a