Draft
Elizabeth Parris
Carlie's Prologue:
I was terribly shaky as Auntie parked the car in front of our new house, a
townhouse so different from our old place in so many ways that it might
never feel like home. The house was nice enough but so small compared to
the sprawling house where I lived with Auntie while my parents' marriage
rapidly deteriorated. Of course I didn't spend much time at home since
fifth grade which I suffered through in the local elementary school.
Auntie, who was my mother's sister, told me I would now attend a private
school where a more empathic staff might make things easier for me. No
discussion, no choice. That school didn't last long nor did any of the
others until a counsellor at one of the failed schools suggested that a
very specialized school that could help me adjust to my unusual nature. It
worked, sort of.
"Tiresias Academy," I repeated aloud but in a very thoughtful tone.
"Auntie, wasn't Tiresias a character in Greek myths? Wasn't he the one who
changed from man to girl, back and forth or something like that?"
"Yes, darling, he was. I understand how lonely you must feel being
tormented for being so pretty and so slender, more like a girl than a boy."
The conversation ended a short time later. Soon I was off to this new
school where I found support in being the girl I needed to be. Bras &
panties replaced my thick, crude boy briefs and undershirts. My hair grew
long and was trimmed into cute styles that framed my face and brought out
my best features. The uniforms were those of a traditional English girls'
public school. Don't get the wrong idea. Our uniforms were not the
shamelessly short plaid skirts of cheap fantasy magazines. Oh, no. Ours
were shapeless jumpers worn over a modest blouse or below the knee box
pleated skirts worn with wool blazers. We were learning what it means to
be a poised, self-possessed and confident lady and not some freaky tramp.
Most of the students at Tiresias had a one great advantage over me and that
was the wholehearted support of their parents. Auntie sent me there for
two reasons, the first being to prevent me from killing myself which was
reason enough. The second reason was to piss off my father who more than
deserved to be pissed off. He hated me for my girlish airs from the time I
was a toddler. "Don't ever call me daddy," he would snarl and then slap
me. "No real son of mine could ever be a sissy nut."
Mother announced her intent to seek a divorce and agreed with Auntie to
send me off to Tiresias Academy at her husband's expense. I refer to my
father as mother's husband in keeping with his express desire that no sissy
freak would ever be allowed to claim kinship to him. They separated and
left it to the lawyers to work out the arrangements. Mother died a few
weeks later from a previously undiagnosed illness. My late mother's
husband withdrew me form the only place where I was able to feel I wasn't
pretending to be someone or something I was not. Auntie, with whom I spent
several summers being encouraged to me allow my feminine inclinations to
blossom, somehow convinced my father it would to his advantage to
relinquish custody of me to her. I later learned it took several expensive
attorneys and the promise to bring some very embarrassing information into
court to convince my father to go grant custody to Auntie.
That was then; what follows is now.
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My heart was thumping as we stood at the front door while Auntie fumbled
with the keys. The interior seemed uninviting, old but freshly painted
with a lot of dark wood doors and balusters. The absence of furniture
made it all the more uninviting.
"All the clothing, toiletries and accessories we'll need for the next few
days have been delivered and carried to the bedrooms. The furniture
movers will be here within the hour. Darling, don't be upset by the
kitchen and bathrooms. I've contracted with a local tile company to redo
them. They'll handle every detail. It will go smoothly as long as you can
manage to hold yourself in check for the week or so they'll be working
here."
That stung and Auntie knew it. Hold yourself in check meant that I was to
stay out of sight or at least not be so unequivocally effeminate as to give
the impression I was bizarre. She did hurtful things like that every so
often as a way to remind me how horrible my life would be if my father ever
got custody of me. Lately I suspected she was getting some kind of mild
sadistic satisfaction since I was about to turn eighteen. The plus side of
Auntie's hurtful reminders made these stings worth bearing. The soupcon
of guilt that Auntie must have felt often ended in a tender hug that always
felt good, too good in ways that were unusual to say the least when it came
to affection between a woman and her sister's son however unconventional
that son may have been. Another reward from Auntie on these occasions was
the gift of something that was either barely appropriate for any boy or
else unequivocally inappropriate for any boy but not at all inappropriate
for a girl. Strange to say that Auntie seemed pleased when I really did
react with something close to a tantrum which was to ball up my fists and
stamp my foot. When I was quite little, rather than admonishing me, Auntie
suggested that someday I would turn my anger against those who deserved it.
My mood improved as Auntie showed me around the first floor of our new
house. The house, once we made it into our home, would be a break from the
comparatively opulent place where I had been forcefully denied the chance
to live the role I was meant to live. We made our way up the front stairs
to the second floor bedrooms. Auntie's room was the front bedroom with a
private bath that for the moment was nothing more than an old sink and a
toilet. The stall shower and separate bathtub were only rough plumbing.
Anticipating my question, Auntie said she would bathe and shower in the
hall bathroom. That left me wondering if I would have my own bathroom as I
did in the old place.
The bedroom that was to be mine was at the far end of the corridor. It had
windows on two sides, both of which offered views of the river and the
parkland along the shore. These views stood in sharp contrast to the
gardens and woods that surrounded Auntie's family home in Connecticut. My
first reaction was that the room was disappointingly small. Auntie allayed
my concern about the size by showing me an adjoining room that had been a
bedroom but was broken up. Part of it was to be my private bath and the
other part was to be my sitting room/study. Adjacent to the bath was a
small but adequate dressing room. Best of all, there was closet space
galore which I just knew was meant to be filled with girl's clothing and
accessories of my own choosing. The thought of shopping for all the things
needed to fill these closets thrilled me with anticipation.
The movers were due to arrive momentarily which led Auntie to suggest that
I might want to sit on the back porch while the movers were there. Auntie,
I was sure, suggested that to make me feel less self-conscious when any of
the burly movers noticed me. My appearance was androgynous enough on the
best of days but on this day I was wearing white short shorts, a turquoise
cap sleeve, jewel neck tee and Keds style tennis sneakers with turned down
cotton ankle socks. My hair, which was trimmed to a less feminine but
still not very masculine length, was pushed back behind my ears. Every
pair of sunglasses I owned was a fashion pair, mostly the cat eye styles
that were so popular in the fifties, just another device to allow me to be
who I was meant to be.
There was an old chaise lounge on the back porch which I covered with the
blanket Auntie kept in the car. The only other things I needed were my
floppy brimmed hat to protect my face from the sun and my copy of "Gone
With The Wind" which was back in vogue along with the rerelease of the
movie.
I alternately read and dozed lightly. Waking from these catnaps was
accompanied by a sense disorientation. Adjustment to this new world would
take time and luck, but luck was something that had mostly evaded me for as
long as I could remember. The arrival of the moving truck starting made
me glance at my wrist watch. The movers were soon done so it was safe for
me to go back inside. I would be able to start putting my things away.
The sound of a car pulling onto the adjacent alleyway attracted my
attention. Car doors opened and then closed. My curiosity motivated me to
lean over the back porch rail and look down the alleyway. A girl in her
early twenties and boy in his late teens had gotten out of a small van.
They looked enough like each other that they had to be brother and sister.
The girl carried a loose leaf notebook and a file folder. The boy was
taking a large carrier of some kind from the rear of the van. I froze as
he stepped back to close the rear door and noticed me. As we made eye
contact, he smiled in a way that boys rarely smiled at me. His smile was
warm and I thought for a second it might have been flirtatious but that was
probably wishful thinking on my part. What I saw in his smile would not
last once he realized what I was all about. Of that I was certain. It was
time for me to make myself scarce or risk upsetting Auntie. But then a
strange thing happened.
The young woman called out to me as if she was expecting to meet me. "Hi,
there. You must be Carlie. Your mom, Mrs. Carter I should say, told us
to expect to meet her teenager when we stopped by with the samples. We
weren't scheduled to stop by until tomorrow but Mrs. Carter called the shop
and said the movers were gone and asked us to try to stop by now."
I was interrupted in a sharp tone. "You have it wrong! Mrs. Carter isn't
my mom. She's my aunt." I cringed at how rude that I probably sounded but
that wasn't enough to calm my verbal onslaught. "By the way, it might be
polite to let me know who you two are."
"I'm Louise Levisohn and this is my brother Ron." Then, in response to my
puzzled look, she added, "We're from Levisohn Tile & Fixtures. Mrs. Carter
contracted with us to redo the kitchen and bathrooms. She wanted you to
help her make the final choices especially for your bath suite."
Then Ron spoke up in a voice that would be best described as soothing. "To
be honest, we were wondering if the 'teenager' your aunt had mentioned was
a boy or a girl. No doubt at all; you're not only a girl but a really cute
one at that."
Ron's spontaneous comment on his first impression both delighted and
embarrassed me. I felt my face growing warm and knew that I was blushing
right down the roots of my natural blond hair. Despite my mouth having
gone dry I managed a 'thank you' accompanied by an awkward smile.
Now it was Louise's turn to flatter me. She started by elbowing Ron in his
ribs, hard enough to make him wince. "Please forgive my brother's lack of
manners. "Suave is just not his strong suit. He means well and he's
right on the mark about your looks." Then she glanced at Ron and
admonished him. "Can you possibly say something by way of apologizing?"
"No need for that," I said. "It's pretty neat when the first impression I
make in a new place is so well meant even if it's not polished. By the
way, my name is Carlie."
After I let Auntie know the tile people were here, we went inside and sat
at the kitchen table while Louise went over the sketches, catalogue
pictures of the proposed bathroom fixtures and a very detailed set of cost
estimates. Despite being so young, Louise was clearly a seasoned pro in
this phase of her family's business. "It would be best if you could see
the tile samples the room where they'll be. And as agreed, we'll complete
each of the two main bath suites before we start the next one."
"Let's start with Carlie's bath suite so Carlie won't be bored following us
around." Louise and Ron followed Auntie's suggestion. This was a little
disappointing since I had calmed down enough to think about trying to flirt
with Ron. Having had no experience flirting with boys as grownup as Ron,
my attempt would have doubtlessly been a disaster. The only thing worse
than him losing interest in me due to my awkwardness would be if he woke up
to the fact that I was definitely not the cute girl he had taken me to be.
We soon finished with my bath suite. When done it would be the ideal of
feminine luxury. Auntie then went off to complete the approval process.
There was nothing left for me to do but put some of my things way in my
closets and dressers. But first I needed to take a few minutes to reflect
on what just happened and to put it into perspective. I undid the laces
of sneakers, slipped out of them and lined them up on the floor of my
nearest closet. After unzipping my shorts, I let them fall to my feet and
stepped out of them and kicked them aside. It wasn't long before my
image, clad only in bra and panties, looked back at me from the full length
three way mirror. The slender girl was flawlessly female except for the
outline of a cut cockhead visible through the soft cotton of her every day
panties. Shit! I thought silently. A panty girdle might work. Keep that
boy part under control. Could have an operation like that Christine
whatever her name is. No fun that way with no feeling down there. Keep
what I have on account of it feels so good when I jerk off. Yes, I have to
get Auntie to teach me about panty girdles. I can't believe I'm turning
eighteen and she still has me dressing in preteen undies...Except for this
silly little girl bra. Not that I have much to put in a bra. So what! I
bet there are lots of boys who don't like those cows with their big floppy
tits. Ought to start reading teen fashion magazines. Maybe pick up a few
pointers. Thank goodness Tiresias Academy taught us how to move like real
girls or I would be laughed right out of this new neighborhood. Wonder if
Ron likes girls with small breasts. He sure seemed to be looking at me.
Got to talk to Auntie as soon as Ron and Louise are gone.
I looked at the cartons the movers had left in my room and started with the
one marked "Carlie's dresser." The panties, however plain and childish,
were mine. The boy underwear was tossed into the corner to be boxed later
and thrown out with the rest of the trash. Having, with no effort at all,
lured Ron into flirting me, I was now confident that I could attract boys
as well as most real girls could. That meant there would be no further
need for anything but girls' intimates. All my girl things were neatly
folded and caringly arranged in my dresser drawers.
But then the awful truth dawned on me. Having attracted boys, flirted
with them until they dated me would end in frustration or worse. Sure, we
could make out at the movies or in the backseat of a car. A boy might even
feel me up but sooner or later he would get his hand under my skirt and
figure out the truth. Then what? Humiliation would only be part of it and
not the worst part. There was little doubt I would end up with a beating.
The tears started to trickle down my cheeks as my movements slowed. Then I
lay face down on my bed and bawled like the hopeless little girl I was.
The crying subsided into occasional sniffling as an epiphany struck me.
Don't dare think that epiphany is too strong a word. What occurred was a
flash of insight that led me to begin to focus my anger and frustration at
any one who stood in the way of my developing into whoever I chose to be.
More precisely, whatever kind of woman I might develop into. Of course the
ideal woman would be a lady, attractive, classy, emotionally strong and
very assertive at the right times. I would take these traits a few steps
further by adding physically fit, domineering, and vindictive when she
needs to be.
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Ron loaded the box of samples into the back of the van as Louise studied
her notes and figures.
"Nice profit margin but still competitive. No one can touch us for quality
and value. That ought to make the old man happy. And as for you, jerk..."
Having so addressed her brother, Louise gave him a hard punch on his upper
arm.
"What was that for?" He said as he gritted his teeth in pain. Louise,
though beautiful, was no shrinking violet. On the contrary, her reputation
in high school had been such that no one, neither girl nor boy, would mess
around with her.
"Don't tell me you didn't know that the kid is really a boy. Why flirt
just to break the kid's heart?" She opened her mouth again as if to
continue but no sound out as she thoughtfully studied her brother. "Your
turn to drive," she concluded as if nothing out of the ordinary had been
said.
Ron was silent, perhaps even contemplative as he secured the boxes of tile
samples in place. Louise relaxed in the passenger seat, reached for her
pocketbook and took out a tin cigarette case. After rolling down the
window she lit one, placed in the ashtray and lit a second. As Ron slid
into the driver's seat, she handed him the first cigarette.
"You look like you need something more than a smoke but a smoke it'll have
to be for now. Look, Ron, something's bothering you that wasn't bothering
you when we got here. You can talk about it if you want and I won't pass
judgment. And don't ever forget that I don't repeat what you tell me;
never, never will....Oh, and I'm sorry if I came down too hard on you for
being nice to the kid in there. You meant well; at least I think you did."
Ron looked at Louise with a sheepish smile, then took a deep pull on the
cigarette before staring the engine. He backed carefully out of the
alleyway and, as he reached the street, paused to look up in the direction
of Carlie's windows. He sighed, filled his lungs with cigarette smoke and
put the van in first gear.
"You okay?" Louise put her hand on his wrist.
"Depends what you call okay. I got something to tell you though. That kid
in there, Carlie...She's special. Okay, okay so I called Carlie 'she' but
that's the way I see her."
"Truthfully, if Carlie were a real girl, she'd be a doll. So looking her
over doesn't make you a queer."
"Maybe not but that isn't what a lot of the guys would say. Neither would
the old man."
"Who cares what he thinks or says? I just want you there when I tell him
I'm going into the navy so you can enjoy the look on his face." Their
laughter broke the tension.
"Say, Louise, how about we go for Chinese? My treat on account of you care
so much about me."
"Sure thing."
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"Hey, Pop. We're going out for Chinese tonight. Want to come?" Ron
sounded cheerful but Louise sensed that something was bothering him,
something that had to do with the girl/boy they had encountered earlier in
the day.
"Tell you the truth, I'd like to join you but I want to catch the night
game. (Night baseball was still a rarity back in the mid-fifties.) Maybe
another night. Thanks anyway."
Louise and Ron showered in the bathroom they shared. Each had a door to
the bathroom from their respective bedroom. Louise showered first and sat
at her vanity table brushing her hair. She wore only panties and a short
kimono style robe which fell open in front barely concealing her breasts.
Her bra, garter belt and stockings were on her bed. She was smiled at the
mirror. Ron, observing her from the bathroom as he toweled dry smiled back
and waved moving only his wrist; not very macho. He made a pretense of
modesty as he stepped half behind the door as he slipped into his white
briefs.
"Come on in, Ron. We've been too close for too long for false modesty.
Something's on your mind so why not open up to big sister. Carlie got to
you, didn't she? You got the hots for her, right?"
"Uh-huh. Say, you really know me, don't you? Sure, I could go for her but
it isn't only that." He hesitated, sat on the edge of Louise's bed and
half unconsciously fingered Louise's snow white nylon panties as he groped
for words. "It would be easier for me to make out with a girl like Carlie
than with almost any girl I've ever made time with." He took a deep breath
as his eyes filled with tears. "Not that I want to pass myself off as a
girl like Carlie does...I just want to know how it feels to wear all those
pretty things girls get to wear..."
Louise turned in her seat to face Ron, looked at him with tender caring as
she slipped her feet into her open back high heels. Her kimono fell open
as she stood up extending her hand to Ron. Her breasts were fully exposed
now but her brother was used to seeing her in all stages of undress over
the years. He was more focused on the yellow cotton panties whose
waistband just brushed the edge of her deep bellybutton. A few stray wisps
of hair escaped from the leg bands of the panties. Ron took her proffered
hand. Now they stood facing each other only a couple of feet apart.
"You might as well learn what it feel likes to enjoy 'those pretty things'
as you call them. No time like the present to start." She grasped the
sides of Ron's briefs and lowered them to where the upper edge of his pubic
hair was visible. "Go ahead and take them off," in a tone that was part
order, part suggestion. He obeyed and stood nude before her, his cock no
longer flaccid but not quite hard. Neither Louise nor Ron felt awkward as
this odd scenario began to play out. He took a slow deep breath as his
sister turned from him, walked decisively to her dresser and took something
from a drawer. His heart pounded as she faced him, a yellow cotton panty
suspended from her index finger. Next a long pause as if the two were
suspended in space and time.
Louise's eyes swept over Ron as he hesitantly reached toward the panties.
His fingers trembled as he caressed the soft fabric. A shiver ran through
him as his sister's fingers glided over the skin of his chest, lightly
caressed his tummy. "So perfectly smooth." Then she knelt, leaving the
panties in the boy's hand. Her hand ran over his lower leg even as her
tongue floated over his thighs. "Not even the hint of hair," she purred.
"So many girls would envy you and hate you for never, ever having to shave
your legs." She rose to her feet as his cock twitched and hardened into an
almost painful erection.
"What are you waiting for? You know you can't wait to try on these
panties." His mouth opened but no sound came out. "Do it," she snapped.
Tentatively at first, he placed his foot into the panties. Then, with a
little more assurance, he managed to get the other foot in and brought the
panties to mid-thigh level. "Are you just being a klutz or are you afraid
to act on your not so secret urges?" He swallowed hard as fear ran through
him. "You knew," Ron said softly. Louise nodded triumphantly.
Louise pulled him by his ear to the full length mirror. "That hurts," he
whimpered. "I bet this hurts even more," she said softly as her hand
brushed over his balls. "Poor Ron. You thought I was teasing," and she
sunk her nails into his thigh, an action that made his cock go soft.
"Just watch me in the mirror and copy what I do."
An ecstatic glaze seemed to cover Ron's eyes as he watched his sister walk
back to the bed to retrieve the white nylon panties that he thrilled to
touch only a few minutes ago. Despite her heels, she gracefully stepped
into the panties and guided them over hips as Ron mimicked her every move.
She smooth the barely opaque fabric over the shadow of her pubic hair and
then hooked her thumbs into the leg bands under her firm tush. Ron
repeated this classic feminine movement as if he had been born to it.
Louise smiled and nodded. "Little brother, with a little effort you can
really turn me on. That Claire kid has nothing on you." A gentle hug was
Ron's momentary reward. His breath was deep, even, and slow. This kiss he
anticipated was light on his lips but its warmth and moistness was laden
with promise and hope. Her hand lightly cupped his panty covered balls.
"Now get dressed...over these panties."
As Ron walked back to the bathroom to get to his room, Louise noticed that
something in his walk had changed. She felt compelled to tell him how she
knew. "Ron, next time you borrow my things even for just a few minutes at
home, ask me. Ask me and don't forget to readjust my bra straps the way
you found them. The same goes for my garter belts."
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Louise was waiting for Ron who took an unusually long time to dress. She
was passing the time chatting with their father who sat with the afternoon
newspaper across his lap and the radio on.
"So you'll be leaving for Bainbridge in a couple of weeks. Can't say I'm
not proud of you for wanting to serve this great country but it'll be
impossible to replace you. It may be time to sell the business but what'll
I do with my days?"
"First of all, I doubt you'll sell and second, I'm sure you'll find
something to do with yourself. Okay, Ron is ready. Bye, Daddy." She
kissed him on his forehead.
Ron stood in the doorway and called, "Night, Dad." Louise moved next to
him, put her hand on his bottom and pressed her finger tips against his
chinos.
"What was that all about, feeling up my butt? What's going on between us
is getting too weird."
"Not weird at all if we both get a charge out of it and don't take it too
far," she answered as they left the house by the side door and walked up
the driveway to where Louise's car was parked next to the garage.
"You must've learned that in one of those courses you're taking. Yeah, I
guess we both got a charge out of the games we played this afternoon but
enough is enough."
"Why do you think it's enough?" She stared at him as him making an
accusation. He looked down at the ground. "Enough of this silly talk.
You'll understand why what you're calling enough is hardly good for
openers. Now, in the car."
Louise opened the passenger door for her brother and gestured for him to
get in. It was as if she were showing courtesy to a young lady and not to
a younger brother. As Ron bent slightly to get into the car, Louise again
rested her hand on his bottom. He smiled up at her as he slid into the
seat. As he did, Louise's hand slid from his backside, accidentally
brushing over the lower end of his fly. Her smile told him that this was
no accident. Ron remembered that he was still wearing the panties Louise
had encouraged him to try on.
As soon as she was behind the wheel, Louise patted the seat with her right
hand. (Bear in mind that bucket seats were unheard of at the time of these
events so cars had bench seats in front as well as in back.) Ron who had
for the moment overcome his inhibitions about playing a femme role and
learning to be seductive by making out with his sister, took the hint and
slid across to Louise.
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"I've got a couple of surprises for you tonight," Louise announced as she
drove past the turn for Fong's, their usual local Chinese restaurant.
Ron shifted away from her so that he was almost facing her as he all but
leaned against the passenger door. With unaffected movements, he took the
cigarette from his mouth and held it out to his side in an elegant and
feminine manner. Tilting his head back, he exhaled the smoke. "Do
tell...When are you going to break these surprises to me?"
"Just think back to when we were little kids and don't tell me you don't
remember this. We used to play dressing up. You must have been around
five and I was nine or ten. I conned you into wearing an old party dress
of mine. I told you couldn't wear it unless you first put on my old
panties and a petti-slip. You pretended you didn't want to be a sissy but
I saw that you couldn't wait. You got undressed and as soon as you were in
my panties...Wow! I never could've imagined that a five year old boy
could...react the way you did."
Ron squirmed uncomfortably. "I guess I remember something about that time
but not much. Just kind of standing there in your panties, knowing how
good it felt and feeling really scared at the same time. Then what
happened?"
"Nothing. I got really scared, too. Mommy might have thought what we were
doing was cute or funny; maybe asked us not to do that again. Daddy would
have had a shit hemorrhage and beaten us black and blue. I thought of
hugging you 'cause you looked so frightened but I was scared to move."
After a few minutes of silence Ron spoke up. "I thought we were going for
Chinese. How come you drove past Fong's?"
"Thought I'd surprise you with a new place in a new neighborhood. Been
exploring with some friends after evening classes. Some really offbeat
places; real swank, though."
"Could we save that for another night? Not to knock it, but you've got me
thinking about all kinds of things already tonight. Don't know as I could
deal with anything else new."
Louise hesitated thoughtfully before she responded to Ron. "Sure thing,
little brother or should I say Roni, R-o-n-I, now that the secret is out,
at least between us two. Talking to you about all this stuff's got me
thinking, too. We both need something comfy and familiar. Lynne Fong,
their daughter is working as a hostess in another Chinese place downtown.
Let's try it."
"Yeah, I guess that's okay. And besides, Lynne is pretty easy to look at.
What's so funny?"
"Ronni, I'll let you in on a secret. Lynne has a soft spot for you even
though she's my age."
They found a space almost directly in front of The Tao. A Lincoln
Continental with out of state plates pulled into the space directly behind
their car just as they reached the door of the restaurant.
Brother and sister both turned to admire the car. They joked about how
Louise's car might look with a Continental spare tire kit. "Stupid, like a
real greaser-mobile," they agreed as their mood lightened. The passenger
door of the pricey car opened before they even turned back to face the
restaurant door. The car door remained open while the passenger turned to
the driver as if they were deciding what to do next. The driver reached
into her pocketbook and handed the passenger something, presumably money.
The passenger shifted toward the door and gracefully got out. Her
movements were well practiced to the point that if she had been wearing a
skirt not even a glimpse of knee would have been revealed. The girl was
dressed in chino Bermuda shorts and a vee neck cashmere sweater. There was
a tense look on her pretty face as she faced the entrance. Her eyes lit up
as she smiled at the pair. "This is so neat! The only two people I've met
so far and I run into you...I hope you haven't forgotten me after a few
hours. I'm Carlie, remember."
"We didn't forget you," Louise answered. "It's just that we didn't expect
to see you so soon and certainly not at a local Chinese place."
"My aunt thought we should order takeout from a local restaurant so we
could start fitting in with the neighborhood. We phoned in the order, so
here I am. Didn't think it would be this far from the new house."
Ron held the door for Louise and Carlie as the three entered the
restaurant. It wasn't only his gentlemanly behavior that impressed Auntie
as she watched from the car. The way he looked at Carlie spoke volumes.
This boy may know the truth about Carlie, she thought to herself. Even so,
he's looking at her as if she's a real girl; a real girl he would like to
date at that. And maybe more than just date. Carlie, my sweet, we're off
to a great start.
Ronnie's interested glances at Carlie were not missed by Louise. The
difference between Louise's and Auntie's observation was that from her
perspective, Louise noticed that Ron's eyes were focused on Carlie's
effeminate tush every chance he had.
Ronnie lingered at the cashier's desk reluctant to go to the back booth
where his sister had seated herself and was studying the menu which she
probably knew by heart. The hostess/cashier, Fong's Eurasian daughter,
looked on with a barely concealed smirk.
"Carlie, this is so cool running into you like this. You know it'd be more
fun and you and your aunt would see more of..."
"Oh, I'm sure what you say is true but Auntie and I need to get used to a
new place a little bit at a time. Say, maybe I could somewhere with you
and Louise one of these nights. I bet a neighborhood like this has some
great local pizza shops. Things here are so different from back home. Oh,
I meant to say where we used to live."
"Sure thing. Let me call you."
Carlie tilted her head and smiled adding, "And maybe Louise won't want to
come with us." That simple remark was enough to make Ron blush openly.
(Ronnie might be a little too femme now that he was again functioning in
boy mode.)
A waiter approached with a shopping bag and handed it to Lynne who checked
it for accuracy, rang up Carlie's total, and asked Carlie to "Please call
again. Welcome to the neighborhood."
Lynne couldn't help notice how Ron kept looking at Carlie as she walked to
the door. She, too, seemed to be studying Carlie but without that awed
look of someone falling in love or at least lusting after someone out of
reach.
"Be careful around that girl, Ron," Lynne offered. "She' not for you.
You'll end up with a heartache that will never heal."
Ron, fearing that Lynne was right, nodded and thanked her for caring.
Louise waited until Lynne looked toward her and then tilted her slightly as
the two women exchanged a conspiratorial glance.
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Carlie opened the back door of the waiting car and started to place the
shopping bag of Chinese take-out food on the floor only to be admonished by
Auntie.
"Carlie, for a bright girl....That bag will topple over as soon as the car
makes a turn. One would think you can figure that out for yourself. Don't
tell me that you're attracted to that Ron person. Now take the bag and
hold it between your feet once you're in the car...and do try to get in like
you're a young lady. Oh, of course I mean for you to play the coquette;
coquette and not exhibitionist. You were meant to break the hearts of men
and boys, to make them long for you. And only when they would be ready to
do anything to have you, you would destroy them."
Carlie wanted to speak up, to tell Auntie that her feelings and needs had
been left out of the older woman's plan to use the androgyne to wreak
revenge on all males. "Oh, Auntie, you're so unfair. You saw when I was
little that I was a boy because I was born with a penis but that my ways
were those of a girl. You nurtured the part of me that was girl and I
loved your for it but I wish I knew when you really accepted that in me.
Did it really start when I took my first steps or was it when things turned
bad between you and ....? Can't you understand that I'm more girl than boy
now and I want a boy to hold my hand and take me in his arms and try to get
to first base with me?"
Auntie's voice turned sharp as Carlie remained lost in her reverie despite
being spoken to.
"Carlie, stop daydreaming and listen to me." Auntie's voice was soft and
controlled with just a hint of sensuality. The last trait was something
that she had modeling for her transvestite relative and which Carlie was
learning to emulate. "It's obvious that you do like Ron. Maybe it won't
be so bad if you let him date you. Once you see what malign and coarse
creatures men are, even young men, you'll be motivated to get back at them,
to hurt them before they hurt over and over again."
"Of course. I can't wait for the moment when you give me the green light
to do what needs to be done. But can't there be just one or two males that
I enjoy for mutual pleasure..."
"Don't even think such a thing, not in the way most simpering girls would
conceive it. Of course there are men with whom you can share sexual
pleasures but that can only be with men who would grovel at your feet even
as you favor them with intense pain. And don't ever forget that they'll
gladly pay for the privilege of submitting to you. This Ron creature will
easily fall in love with you and you will enjoy sex with him even as you
break him. Liking him as you do makes him an even more suitable object to
practice on."
"Thank you, Auntie, I understand fully," the beautiful and innocent looking
young trannie said in a tone tinged with lust and sadism. Her thoughts
were very different. Oh, yes, my darling Auntie. You've trained me to be
a superb bitch goddess, a priestess of pain and that will do very well to
make me a very comfortable lady of a certain fashion but I will have a
romantic love affair or several. You see, Auntie, while encouraging my
natural femininity, you've made me too much of the all-American girl that
you intended to be only a veneer to trap victims. What you didn't plan is
making me so comfortable in All-American girl mode that it is what I am.
Well, you've succeeded in raising me to be an angry and vindictive thing.
Oh, and I'll enjoy dominating those unfortunate men who fall in love with
me but I'll also enjoy some romantic affairs which is something against
your rules. For me the best part will be when you learn that I resent you
for turning me into a girl but trying to deny me all the privileges and
pleasures that come with being a girl with only the tiniest bit of
conscience. Perhaps then you'll know that I'm not going to act out your
needs. Oh, no doubt I'll enjoy hurting men, even destroying them but it
will be on my terms.
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Ron and Louise were finishing their dinner in a back booth at The Tao when
Lynne approached, glanced over her shoulder and asked if she could join
them for a few minutes. Listening to the short conversation that followed
made Ron aware that Lynne and Louise were taking the same classes at the
nearby municipal college. They had both become interested in clinical
psychology and had met some very unusual people through their field work.
Lynne turned to face Ron and with a warm indulgent smile rested her finger
tips on the top of his wrist. "Ron, I hope you weren't offended by me
warning you about that girl. It's not like we both don't know that she
wasn't born a girl. That's not at all what bothered me. Tell me to shut
up if I'm going too far but I'm pretty sure that you could really enjoy sex
with that kind of girl."
At this point Ron's mouth opened as if to speak but no sound came out.
After a few seconds hesitation, he managed to speak. "This goes no
further," he began by admonishing. Lynne nodded. "You're right but how do
you know?"
"You're the kind of guy who wasn't ever afraid to say hi to the sissy boys
in school, the guy who would put a hand on their shoulder. A lot of girls
respected you for that back in high school. They would have loved you to
ask them out and that includes me even though I was a couple of years ahead
of you."
"Lynne, I really appreciate what you're saying but why are you warning me
about Carlie?"
"There was an arrogant, triumphal look on her face when you asked about
phoning her. Dollars to donuts says she hasn't had much experience with
boys, let alone men so she wants to practice on you and then toss you
aside. No reason for you not to test yourself out with her but just be
careful. Tell you what. If it's okay with you, I'll toss some yarrow
stalks tonight and see what the Tao says about you. (Shuffling or sorting
yarrow stalks is one method of deriving messages in a Chinese divination
system.)
"Sure thing," Ron said sounding contemplative. "Meanwhile what you're
saying is get what I can from this kid."
"Not exactly. More important to learn what you can from her and through
her, especially about who you are." Lynne excused herself and returned to
her post at the register.
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The pair lingered over their meal chatting and smoking until Lynne
approached to tell them it was closing time. Louise paid over Ron's
objection. She mollified him by allowing him to take care of the tip.
Lynne stood by, ready to lock the front door as Ron and Louise exited onto
the street. For reasons that he couldn't quite fathom, Ron felt a thrill
as Lynne smiled at him. He hesitated before following Louise out the
door. Seeing that he was unable to frame what he wanted to say, Lynne
spoke. Her voice was soft, almost sensuous. "Call me in a day or two and
we can talk. Don't be afraid to get together with that new girl. There's
a lot you can discover about yourself by dating her. Just don't let her
get the best of you. A girl like that can be the worst kind of bully.'
He caught up with Louise who had stopped to light a cigarette. "If you're
looking to Lynne for advice, you're in the right shop. That girl is the
best judge of people I've ever known. By far, she has the sharpest
insights of anyone in our psych classes. Do you know she's waiting until
fall to start a pre-med school program at some fancy university? Wants to
combine all this Asian mumbo-jumbo stuff with modern science. And I'm not
playing around when I tell she's got an eye for you."
"She's a real looker all right but how will a girl like that go over with
Pop?"
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It was an out of the way route that Louise followed home form the
restaurant, out of the way enough to make Ron wonder. "How come you're
going so far out of the way?"
"You'll figure it out soon enough and if you don't, then we know..."
"Know what?" Ron was clearly annoyed by Louise's vague answer. His tone
and mood improved greatly when it dawned on him as the car turned on to a
street they had driven down earlier in the day. Louise parked the car
across the street from Carlie's new home.
"Okay, so this is her...er, I mean Carlie's house. But why?"
"First of all it's only nine o'clock and the living room light is still on
and so is her bedroom light so she's not asleep. And second of all you
just deliberately refused to call Carlie 'she.' Come off it, will you?
You'll never work this thing out if you don't face it head on. What do you
say?"
"Louise, I owe you for making me face up to what's going on in my mind.
How about we stop in the candy store and I'll call her from the phone
booth?"
"Ron, you have to get out more and not just in our neighborhood. This is
old money around here. No such thing as candy stores. Let's find a drug
store."
"Better still" suggested Ron. "Let's get out of this place and find a
candy store in a neighborhood where we fit in." Louise needed no
convincing although Ron sensed she was more comfortable in this enclave
than he was.
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"Can I please speak with Carlie?" Ron asked failing to recognize Carlie's
voice.
"This is Carlie and I just know it's you, Ron. This is so, so neat. I
mean that you called me so soon after we just met. Just a sec."
Ron sensed that Carlie had put the phone down and heard Auntie say
something he couldn't quite understand. She sounded pleased and at that
instant Carlie picked up the phone sounding quite pleased with herself.
"I feel so naughty talking to you right now." Her voice had a playful lilt
to it. It was enough to make Ron feel even more attracted to the young
trannie. After a strategic pause lasting only a few seconds Carlie
continued as she shifted into a teasing mode. "I'm not so sure we should
be chatting right now."
Ron thought he understood what Carlie and began to apologize awkwardly.
There was something about Carlie's playfulness and her voice that was
making his face feel flushed at the same time it created a stirring in his
groin. It felt like sexual arousal but it couldn't be he reasoned. This
makes no sense, he thought silently. Carlie's not a real girl, just a
sissy. Shit! She's turning me on and I like it!
His mouth went dry but he forced himself to speak. I gotta say something.
There's no way I'll let her write me off as a jerk. "Carlie, I'm really
sorry for calling so late. I guess no nice girl would talk on the phone
with a guy she hardly knows, especially not at this hour."
"Do you realize you just called me a nice girl? You do know that I'm
really a boy, don't you?"
"That was just a slip of the tongue. I'm sorry." Ron was really flustered
and was afraid Carlie would hang up on him.
"A slip of the tongue? I was hoping that when you suggested we get
together for pizza you might not be afraid to treat me like a real girl and
not just some fairy, some homo. You don't have to make excuses for calling
so late. That's not what's naughty about us talking on the phone now. I'm
not really dressed. Auntie was helping me try on a new brassiere. It's
too cute; blue and it comes with a matching brief panty girdle. I promise
to wear it when we go for pizza. Ron, just keep what you know about me a
secret 'cause I want to try living a full time girl around here. Promise,
okay? Please." She began to sound agitated, even desperate over extracting
that promise form Ron.
Ron felt himself getting hard the thought of dating and even making out
with this odd girl/boy as he pictured her modeling the bra and panty girdle
she sounded so ecstatic over. "Sure thing, Carlie. I swear on my mother's
grave that I'll keep your secret forever."
They both thought the conversation ended well. Carlie turned to Auntie as
she hung up the phone. The girl/boy smiled as Auntie reminded her "See how
easy it is to take control of boys."
Yes, Auntie, I do see how easy it is. But it's you who don't see that I
really care about Ron.
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Ron opened the phone booth door and just sat stunned with the realization
that his whole being might just be changing. Not all that much, he
admitted silently as he remembered the few time he had defied the crowd he
hung around with by telling them to lay off the faggot that they were
teasing. Then there were times he lingered too long staring into the
window of what was then called a ladies specialty shop admiring the
unnamable items of intimate apparel. Sure, lots of guys looked at stuff
like that. They wondered what the girl they had a crush on would look like
clad only in those magical garments. Ron knew even then that he was
different because he longed to know what it would feel like to try on these
mysterious under-fashions. He had gone so far as to caress Louise's things
that were in the laundry hamper or, better still, the newly washed and
folded silken articles as they lay folded waiting to be put away in
Louise's dressers. He feared doing so; not because he might be caught but
because he sensed it would become an addiction.
He saw that Louise was watching his reflection in the mirror behind the
soda fountain counter as she chatted with the young woman who worked the
late evening shift. Her warm, indulgent smile reassured Ron. "Looks like
you need something to get off on," she said softly as she turned on her
stool to face him. She took his hand led him over to the magazine rack.
"Something like this," she said as he raised a skin magazine from its slot
in the rack. "No one else is here so you can pick and choose. My treat."
As she smiled, her tongue glided across her upper teeth. Then she winked
leaving Ron agitated.
Ron glanced around to reassure himself there was no one watching although
he couldn't have explained why if asked. The counter woman had opened the
window counter in order to sell some cigarettes to a customer on his way
home from work. The youth watched Louise's hand move across the magazines
as it paused here and there to indicate a possible choice but most of the
skin magazines were, he knew from experience, trashy. Louise sensed his
dissatisfaction with the trashy magazines and moved to the few glossy and
more expensive ones. There were only two or three and those never
delivered what was implied on the cover blurbs. "I know a few places where
we can get just what you need but it's getting kind of late. Another
time." He nodded in response to Louise's suggestion while wondering what
she had in mind.
Louise took a copy of "Young Miss" from the rack; then copies of "All-
American Co-Ed" and one or two other magazines aimed at girls in their
upper teens. "For you. You'll see why," she remarked as she walked to
the counter, paid for the magazines and handed them to Ron who responded "I
think I already why."
They started out in silence but once on the way home Louise broke the
silence. "Well, why? I mean why do you think you chose those magazines?
Let me guess. There are two likely reasons. One is that you want to jerk
off while dreaming about how it would feel to dress like those models
especially while drooling over the undies ads. But I'm pretty sure that
would bore you quickly enough. What will really get you and keep your
attention is the models themselves. They're skinny and flat chested; built
like a boy is how you and your pals would describe girls like that in
school. And that's what will keep you turned on; Girls that remind you of
Carlie."
Ron was fuming at first but then chuckled to himself. "Wow, big sister,
you can read me like a book."
"Roni, darling, I have some places that you have to see. The crowd there
will keep your mind off those models."
"Louise, one thing," he added in a sharp ''but quiet tone. "Don't call me
Roni again. It isn't my name and it sure as hell ain't who I am."
Taken aback by Ron's sudden objection, Louise paled and nodded assent.
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After a solid night's sleep Ron woke up rested. He chuckled to himself as
he went about the morning's necessities. Why would I want to get something
going with Carlie? Yeah, if she didn't have a prick she'd be a real doll
but so far out of my league that I wouldn't even be thinking about phoning
her. But then again, could be she's having a laugh at my expense by making
me think she's some kind of queer playing at being a girl. Suppose she
really did have a pussy instead of a dick? She'd still be way out of my
league. Forget it. Now that Louise and I are finished with the
measurements and estimates, I'll never see her again.
He showered, got into a tee shirt and briefs, and lay back against his
pillows with his hands clasped behind his head. After a few minutes of
thought, he rolled on his side, opened his night table drawer and pulled
out a couple of girlie magazines that featured well-endowed girls as was
the fashion back then. Seeing these rather overly endowed females
provocatively posed in panties and hose gave him no thrill. He kept
visualizing Carlie in ladylike brief panties. She moved through his mind
in panties of a variety of textures and shades. He walked to his dresser,
to the presumably very chaste girls fashion magazines and carried them back
to his bed, losing his underpants on the way.
After swearing off the girlie magazines that had accompanied his jerk-off
sessions prior to that moment, he reached for the coed fashion magazines
Louise had bought for him. A few days ago he would have gone along with
the guys in sneering derisively at girls whose breasts were less than
stupendous. Now he longed to be with very pretty boyishly built model
types. So what if they didn't have tits worth mentioning. Girls built
like Carlie were suddenly the objects of his urges.
Ron's cock was hard with anticipation even before he found what he wanted.
Slender young girls the age of college coeds stood brushing their hair
while wearing only the latest style panties and matching brassieres. His
hand found his cock and wrapped around the shaft. A deep breath as he
admired a full page ad showing two girls who were delighted by their new
foundation garments and had no inhibitions about showing off their small
but very adequate curves to each other.
He wet his fingertips, stroked himself with well-practiced skill from the
back of his ball sac to the base of his cock, up along the bottom of the
shaft and to the rim of his cockhead. The willowy girls fascinated him.
So different from the stacked models in the girly magazines, these sylphs
with their A-cup boobs intrigued him. Their panties gently caressed the
vee at the top of their thighs. Why am I getting so hot over these girls?
They look like butter wouldn't melt in their mouths but those tiny tits...Now
I understand what some guys mean when they say more than a handful's
superfluous. Oh, yes...
He frantically massaged his shaft but stopped as he was about to cum. He
caught his breath as he wondered what it would be like to pet with a girl
like these skinny models. For some unfathomable reason he squeezed his
balls, wrapped his gingers around the base of his shaft and milked it hard.
His bag arched and his legs thrashed as a wave of excitement radiated out
from his groin. A hard squeeze of his balls and he exploded in a solo
orgasm more intense than he could have imagined.
A knock on the door that led to the bathroom he and Louise shred brought no
response. One more knock and the door was opened by Louise who stood there
in her every day pastel blue panties and white bra. "That scream could
have meant only one of two things. Either you were in pain or you were
giving yourself one hell of an orgasm. Sorry if I'm embarrassing you by
walking in but I was worried you might be hurt or something."
"No, I'm okay, more than just okay. Say, if I came that loud..."
"Not to worry. Pop's too caught up in the ball game to hear anything."
Louise noticed the fashion magazines were open on the bed. "Looks like you
just made a discovery about what really gets you going."
"Yeah, I guess I did."
"That must have been one colossal orgasm. You shot your wad all the way
onto your chest. Need some help getting cleaned up?"
"Come off it, Louise. Okay, so I'm turning out to have some kinky
instincts but none of it involves any activity with my sister."
"Guess not," Louise agreed aloud. "Before you get any wrong ideas...I was
going to offer to get you a damp washcloth."
"Sorry I snapped. It's like I can't figure out...certain things."
"Personal things, is that it?"
"Yeah. I need to talk about them but I need some time before I can open
up."
"Sure, Ronni. I'll be here when you need me."
This time there were no objections to being called Ronni.
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Two days later Ron was at the Levisohn Tile & Fixtures warehouse by seven.
There was no reason he had to be there that early other than he saw on the
incoming inventory that the tiles ordered by Auntie had been delivered.
The plumbing subcontractors had been working overtime installing the
fixtures in the townhouse. He had to get at least another glimpse of
Carlie. The only way Ron could be sure that would happen would be to load
up the step van he used when he did deliveries and to hang on to the keys.
His scheme worked well. The delivery was the last run of the day which
gave him some hope that he might linger with Carlie.
Auntie greeted him at the door. He managed to keep his disappointment at
not being welcomed by Carlie to himself. His brightened as, after he had
stowed the tile, Auntie exclaimed "I hope you're not in a hurry to leave.
Carlie was hoping you might be stopping by at some point in the job. You
don't want to upset her by running off so quickly. Go on up and surprise
her."
Ron tapped lightly on Carlie's door. The door opened and there was Carlie
in cute disarray. "On, my gosh! Ron, I wasn't expecting you." She
grabbed his wrist and yanked him into the room with surprising force.
"Don't leave. I'll put myself together in a jiffy."
It was impossible for Ron to avert his gaze from the girl/boy who was
wearing a cap sleeve leotard. Well, not exactly wearing. Ron couldn't be
sure if she was putting it on or taking it off. One arm was in the sleeve
all the way to her shoulder. The other side was off her shoulder with the
sleeve bunched near her wrist. The black bra contrasted sharply sharp to
Carlie's lightly tanned but still very fair skin. Ron was dismayed
although not disappointed that Carlie made no move to cover up nor did she
show the least hint of discomfort at being caught in that very appealing
state.
"Well, hello again. I just got back from a dance lesson," making it pretty
certain that she was not getting dressed. "I was getting ready to shower
but we can chat first if you have a few minutes."
Ron tried to maintain some semblance of composure as Carlie, undismayed by
the youth's presence, continued to slowly peel off the leotard. Her smile
was innocent, as if nothing unusual was happening.
Ron stared at her as his eyes roamed over Carlie from head to toe. That
his gaze paused at her crotch was not lost on the slender attractive
girl/boy who remained convincingly female even in bra and tights. Ron
could not help but be aroused at this sylph like being whose dishabille was
more revealing, more seductive than if Carlie had been nude. His attention
was arrested by the trannie's subtle muscularity. Slender though she was,
the definition in her some of her muscles gave the appearance that she
might be sculpted from marble. This was certainly no turnoff for Ron; it
only increased the allure of this fey being.
Ron's body tensed as Carlie moved close to him and kissed him on the cheek.
"Thank you for surprising me..."
"But aren't you afraid of letting someone see you like that? They might
try to take advantage of you."
A disdainful expression marred Carlie's pretty face as she moved closer to
Ron who was both attracted and intimidated as he wondered what that strange
look might mean. Carlie's hand brushed over the front of his crotch. She
firmly took his hand and placed it on her bra cup. Ron had little doubt
that what he felt through the soft stitched cotton was not a breast but a
falsie. This did nothing to lessen his ever increasing state of arousal.
A bolt of pain shot through his arm as Carlie applied a pressure hold on
his wrist and his forearm. She adeptly shifted the hold so that he bent at
his waist to relieve the agonizing pain.
Carlie released the hold only to wrap her arm around his back and under his
arm. A twist of her body so that and a tug on Ron's shoulder and the
hapless youth was pressed against her firm bottom but only for a second or
two before he was catapulted head over heels onto his back. As the fallen
Ron looked up at Carlie, he couldn't avoid thinking of how much she looked
like those girls in the teen fashion magazines. He should have felt
humiliated but the Carlie's sudden onslaught paired with her being clad
only in ballet tights and bra gave him a hard-on that strained against his
clothing.
The girl/boy stood over him for an instant and then dropped her full weight
on one knee into the pit of Ron's stomach. He clutched his belly as she
gasped as Carlie turned her back to him and wiggled her tights off her tush
to reveal a pink cotton panty. Ron still lay helplessly struggling to
regain his breath even after Carlie had completely removed the tights and
tossed them at his face. She then triumphantly straddled his body facing
his crotch and legs. Kneeling with her knees on her shoulders in a
backwards schoolyard pin, she grasped his balls through his jeans, squeezed
hard and immediately released her grip.
Carlie got to her feet, extended her hand to the startled, beaten but very
aroused Ron and helped him to his feet. "Still think some drip might take
advantage of me?" She didn't wait for his reply but continued on in way
that clearly was not meant to simply taunt him. "Wow, I can see I made you
really, really hot. Well to be honest, Ronni, it did the same to me.
Take of your clothes, please."
Ron willingly obeyed as Carlie watched with her arms folded across her
chest. Just as he was about to remove his boy briefs, Carlie pulled a
white nylon panty from her drawer. Ron needed no coaxing. He willingly
slipped into the panty. Ron was an apt pupil adjusting the panty on his
first attempt at mirroring the girl/boy's undeniably femme movements.
Carlie traced the outline of the boy's very erect cock through his panties.
Moving close enough to him that he felt her breath against his neck and
chest. He tensed when she placed her hand on his shoulder both fearing
and hoping that she would launch another onslaught against him. But that
was not to be, at least not just yet. Carlie turned his halfway around,
slowly caressed the hem of the panty sending quivers of anticipation
through the boy whom she had so easily and so successfully subjected.
Ron anticipated what was to follow but was, for the moment, very
disappointed as Carlie withdrew her hand and stared at him. The delay did
nothing to soften his rampant cock. He drew a deep loud breath as she took
hold of his wrist. She winked playfully as her finger tips traced the
curved rear seam of the panty's gusset. The tiniest amount of pressure of
her finger through the panty created an almost electrical current in his
nether hole causing him to moan loudly.
Another pause before Carlie faced him, put her hands on his shoulders and
pushed him to his knees. His cock throbbed as she turned her back to him
and brought her tush to his face. Ron needed nor orders, no direction to
press his mouth against her bottom cleft as if trying to bore through the
panty to get to her essence. He whimpered incoherently as Carlie thrust
her bottom against his face with enough force to nearly topple him. His
eyes widened as the girl's hand caught the waistband of her panty and
began, with painful slowness to expose the base of her spine. "You may
kiss me," she said.
Ron responded to her softly spoken command with a peck against the top of
her rear cleft. "No, my poor silly darling. Use your tongue." She
lowered her panty another inch while pulling the waistband taut. Ron
licked at her crack but could penetrate no lower than the waistband. In
his desperation he clung to Carlie's thigh. "Don't dare touch me without
my consent!" Her words and her tone paralyzed the youth who had so quickly
become her thrall. She turned to face, stood before him arms akimbo. "On
your feet," she ordered in a seductive voice that was in sharp contrast
with her almost total domination of the boy.
He got on his feet and faced his mistress with his legs apart. With
lightning speed Carlie knelt down, grabbed his ankles and raised her arms
sending poor Ron onto his back. Still holding him by the ankles, she
spread his legs and brought her foot into his balls. Her foot struck with
just enough force to make him cry out but nearly enough to disable him.
Now she stood over him like a female colossus but only if one acknowledges
that a female colossus might exist in the form of slender teen girl with
that something extra that gives her an irresistible appeal to more men than
dare to admit their hidden desire.
She placed her foot lightly against his hard dick, against his aching
balls, and with her toes caressed his panty to remind him that he had been
allowed the privilege of wearing at least one item of feminine apparel.
Carlie increased the pressure of her foot ever so slightly as she began
rhythmically stroking Ron's cock and balls. His moaning and writhing
increased as the need to cum built up as it spread to every fiber of his
being. He needed to grab his own dick, stroke it hard for the few seconds
it would take to allow him to explode yet he dared not offend the trannie
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