Reflection
By Jena Corso
Edited By Angela Meyers
I can hardly believe I'm about to post my 100th story on fiction mania,
so to celebrate a little I decided to go back in time and reflect on how
it all began for me. I'm often asked how I got started down this winding
path that at first I thought was so narrow yet realized over years how
truly wrong I was. In today's internet and social media era you
understand right away that you are truly just one of many but more than
two decades ago it was at least initially a struggle to learn it was
more than just a few of us.
My story is nothing outrageous and hopefully interesting enough but I
guess different from some as I was more of a late bloomer. When I write
fiction I often wish I could have experienced youthful pigtails and a
little frilly dress or even what could be like as a cheerleader or prom
queen. I'm envious of those of you at times that felt those urges early
in life and enjoyed some private time in their mothers or sisters
clothes.
Those things instead just came way too late and when I really reflect
hearing so many other's wonderful childhood stories sometimes I wonder
if maybe I misunderstood some of my earliest fascinations with women and
young ladies. I never snuck into my mother's clothes more noticing my
cousin's outfits as I had a few older sexy cousins. I was a jeans and
sneakers kid loving sports like everyone else and really not interested
in girls until the middle of high school. I had the typical posters of
hot girls on my wall and I'd say my first obsession was girls in high
heels. I loved the typical porn like everyone else but when I think back
I always remember loving the girls in their outfits with sexy hair more
than them just being nude. There was something more stimulating and sexy
to me seeing them in hot skimpy dresses all made up as I know some guys
could care less just wanting them naked. I figured we all just like
different things and in reality that became an understatement.
So we all have our little quirks and a story so here goes. Email me at
[email protected] and I love to hear other experiences or be happy to
share whatever you want to talk about. I'm here to help any of you
searching or just needed someone to chat to while you struggle to find
yourself as we journey down our crazy or unforeseen paths. So many have
helped me over the years and without you I hate to think of how things
would be.
This is just about my first weekend and this is dedicated to our little
coffee clutch of girls and "gurls" who already know too much!! FYI-
names in this story have been changed!
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It all began in 1988 about a year or so after college and during my
first real job. I met my girlfriend my junior year and I had been dating
Theresa for almost two years at this point. She meant everything to me
at that point in my life and we were mostly inseparable. Halloween was a
favorite occasion for both of us, and like I'm sure for some of you, is
where it all began for me.
"Well last year you had your way so this year's my turn, ok?" said
Theresa.
"Fine, but as long as it's nothing stupid," I said. "I'm not going to
Rob's party looking stupid. Don't you remember how hot you looked last
year as cat woman? We looked awesome together."
"I remember," said Theresa pecking a kiss on me. "Did you think I'd pick
something old and frumpy?"
"No." I grinned as she pulled my shirt off.
"Exactly and it's still two weeks away," said Theresa softly kissing my
chest and pushing me back on the bed. "So I'll let you know when I
figure it out. Now shut up, because Karen's not back for at least a few
more hours."
Theresa was pretty good at getting her way but for the most part I never
really cared. For whatever reason she always seemed more promiscuous
when her roommate wasn't home, but to me I could care less as they each
had their own bedrooms on opposite sides of the apartment. Our sex life
was never an issue, because as needy as I was, she was even more so at
times as it was probably the strongest part of our relationship whether
we'd admit it or not. I always thought though there was probably a
future together but that really wasn't that important to either of us at
this time of our lives after college which was barely in the rear view
mirror.
A week went past without much discussion about Halloween, as more of the
conversation was focused on the two year anniversary of our dating,
which was coming in mid-November. Not a chance she'd let me forget it,
as she was planning every detail of that weekend together, almost like a
wedding. When I got to her apartment that next Friday night, it was one
week before the Halloween party when she revealed her plan.
"Hey babe," said Theresa, greeting me as I got to her place Friday
night. "How was Happy Hour?"
"Pretty good. Usual bunch of idiots laughing and ripping each other," I
replied, feeling good with a slight buzz. "How was your day?"
"Same old shit really," said Theresa with her arms draped around my neck
looking at me with her beautiful blue eyes. "So, I was hoping we could
just make this more of a quiet weekend and maybe just do a few little
things I had in mind."
"Quiet's cool," I said, going with the flow. "I'm pretty wiped so I'm
fine for crashing out and doing whatever."
"Perfect. I figured you'd like that since I've been dragging you
everywhere lately," said Theresa with a grin. "Plus I haven't gotten
everything yet for Halloween, so in case I need you to try stuff on then
I thought we'd have time?"
"What? Miss organized hasn't gotten it together?" I teased. "You should
have let me just buy you something slutty like I wanted and we'd be all
set already."
"No, I've got it together wise ass," said Theresa with a smirk. "It's
just going to take some experimenting to make sure everything will look
right and you'll need some practice. I figured once it's late we'll go
out for a walk once it's really dark."
"What would I practice at night?" I asked as she took a box from the
bag.
"Oh you'll need plenty of practice to master these," said Theresa,
opening a shoe box.
"You must be shitting me," I said, seriously not expecting to see shiny
patent leather classic black pumps.
"I'm not," said Theresa matter of factly. "Let's try them on. Hopefully
they'll fit but if not you'll be coming with me tomorrow to bring them
back."
"Just return them," I said. "This is not what I was expecting Terr."
"Exactly, and you promised not to be an old fart," said Theresa leaning
in kissing me and squeezing my nipple. "And I might be able to exchange
them if they don't fit, but definitely not return them. They were on
sale and so was the dress I got you. Now come on, let's try them on and
let's see how you do walking around in here first."
"Terr, come on," I whined. "I can't go my to friends party in drag. The
guys will abuse the shit out of me."
"I knew you'd say that," said Theresa opening a package of tan knee
highs. "That party's going to suck anyway and most of your friends
aren't going. They're going to the Springsteen concert instead. So I
thought maybe we'd go to party at the Limelight instead. It's supposed
to be a blast."
"Who's going there?" I said anxiously.
"Just a few girls from class. Maryann and Paula definitely and I'm not
sure if anyone else yet," said Theresa giving him a look. "Paula's
dressing up her boyfriend too, so you guys can commiserate together. So
no one will be there that would make fun of you. In fact I'm sure they'd
just have a good laugh with us and think it was sweet."
"Come onnnnnn....." I grumbled. "I'll go there but not in those."
"Let's just try on the shoes," said Theresa, lifting my leg and pulling
off my socks and shoes. "Humor me. It's just us here anyway."
I was pretty grouchy but it didn't take her long to push the legs of my
blue jeans up towards my knees before rolling up the knee high
stockings. They felt weird, especially once the jeans dropped back down
over them and then it got even stranger feeling my foot in it's angled
position as she slipped the pumps onto my feet.
"Ok, stand babe," said Theresa taking my hand as I soon found myself
standing in heels.
"I can't do this Terr," I said, wobbling just a touch as I must have
looked ready to kill her as she backup up across the room.
"Stop the bull," said Theresa. "Just walk. I've seen you balance on one
ski on the mountain and you're a freaking athlete. Of course you can
with a little practice, and that's why we're starting now a week ahead
of time."
I hated to admit it but being a bit of a male chauvinist, I did think I
could do anything that any girl could do as she made it seem like this
balancing was slightly athletic. After a few steps it was quite strange
but actually not as hard as I thought, as seemingly she had bought the
right size but certainly would take some getting used to. For me the
weirdest part was how I was using some different muscles and even more
so how they pinched my toes a bit. She was the type that always loved
teaching and instructing, but her instructing me on things like walking
in heels was never something I thought we'd be doing.
After ten minutes, I plopped down on the couch, having already had
enough of this odd sensation. When I leaned down to pull them off, she
immediately pulled my hand away, plopping next to me as she clicked on
the tv.
"Leave them on," said Theresa, grabbing my hand and keeping hold of it.
"You need to get used to them and they need some breaking in. If they're
broken in a little it'll be much easier once you're out in them, ok?"
"I really didn't agree to this Terr," I said apprehensively. "If you
really want me in these then how about I just wear them for you here,
ok?"
"Oh if you're good we'll be doing that too!" Theresa stroked my face and
then started a make out session. "And if you're really good then next
weekend maybe we'll blow away any of that cheesy girl on girl porn crap
you idiots love watching."
For the next hour or two we just cuddled and kissed as I sat there
trying not to think about my feet, eating pizza and having some snacks.
At about eleven o'clock she went into the bedroom, coming out with a
long black coat and a pocketbook, holding them out as I had hoped she
had forgotten but knew she hadn't.
"Walk time," Theresa clapped her hands annoyingly like she always did
when she was rushing me. "Let's go up and let's do it. It'll be fun."
"Do we have to?" I whined, having no desire to even move let alone walk
outside like this.
"This coat is huge on me and I wear like 3 layers under it no problem.
It'll be fine on you," said Theresa, not taking no for an answer as she
held it open and I reluctantly stood.
In an instant my arms were inside it and she was tying the belt of a
women's black jacket after fastening three left side buttons. She
reached up now undoing my pony before quickly rifling her fingers
through my hair, rustling it up. She then pushed a pair of large round
sun glasses over my eyes and took a tube of pink lipstick to my lips as
I was just about pissing my pants about to leave her place like this.
"What if someone sees us?" I bellyached. "A little lipstick and your
coat are disguising me?"
"Believe me! Even if they make you, no one gives a shit," said Theresa.
"It's the village on a Friday night, and with your hair all tussled and
those sun glasses, unless they walk right up to you then no one's the
wiser. No one's even looking and you need the practice. Hold the strap
of your pocketbook, loosen the fuck up and let's go."
It really didn't make me feel better that she looked both ways as she
opened her apartment and then we stepped out. Just walking to the
elevator was enough to send my stomach into my throat, but then when it
opened seeing an elderly woman inside it almost made me pee my pants.
Theresa gave the customary soft hello type grin as I looked down at the
floor avoiding eye contact without saying a word, slumping towards the
back as mercifully there were no more stops and the door opened at the
lobby.
We got out, as the elderly woman stayed on heading to the basement and
happily there was no one in the small lobby. At night thankfully the
lobby was unattended but just the clicking of my heels on the granite
tile seemed like I was tossing a firecracker with each step as the sound
reverberated so loudly in the small enclosed space. It was hard to shake
the feeling of butterflies in my belly as we stepped outside under the
streetlights, as the first few groups of people walked right by, never
even giving a look. It was only a block until we crossed the avenue but
the busy New York streets at least now muffled the clicking in my mind
and I was at some peace hiding behind the glasses.
"You're doing great," said Theresa before saying. "Either you're holding
back on me or you're a natural."
"Yeah, I am," I replied sarcastically, sharing a small laugh half
annoyed at her insinuation. "Me and my drag friends secretly do this
when you're out."
"Cool, that's so sexy!" Giggled Theresa. "Let's hop a cab uptown and you
can introduce me to everyone."
"Ok, I'll pass on that one," I said with a laugh. "Let's just shut up
and walk."
"See, now that's my man! You're athletic?" said Theresa being her normal
ultra-positive self. "Fat girls and old ladies walk in them. It's just
practice and we're in no rush. I knew you'd loosen up and have fun with
this."
"Ok, you don't need to keep reminding me! I just don't want to have to
explain this to anyone I know," I said walking. "It'll admit it's not as
bad as I thought, but I was always good at balance type stuff."
"Told ya so," she said, beaming as we both knew she pretty much always
got her way anyhow and even more so got me to admit what she wanted to
hear.
In a way it was kind of thrilling, even if it was another thing I didn't
want to admit as this was not what I expected to be doing on a Friday
night. I could see the occasional person give us a glance, but no one
really paid us much mind as we had walked a few blocks and like most
nights the Village was buzzing with activity. We both always enjoyed
walking the streets and experienced all the sights but I just was so
self-conscious about becoming one of them.
One thing in my favor was that she hated the cold, and when it really
got windy she was ready to head back. I held my tongue not complaining,
as my toes were tired of being squished and my calves got just a little
sore. We had walked about an eight block radius now without a break, and
I actually did better than I thought as finally we headed back.
"You good or should I get us a cab," said Theresa as I wasn't sure if
she could be serious.
"Like this no way," I said. "I can walk back."
It was about six blocks back and by the last three I was really getting
sore. I wasn't sure if it was in my head knowing I was getting close, or
just at the limit I could handle. Happily when she turned her key in the
lobby glass door there was no one else inside or in the elevato,r as it
was completely uneventful getting back to her place. When we got inside,
I tossed the coat and glasses on the couch and it was almost the
equivalent to opening your ski boots when you stop for lunch, feeling
some wonderful relief once I kicked off my pumps. Next I practically
raced to the bathroom to empty my bladder, which was half exploding from
the combination of cold air and nerves, thankful this was behind me. I
washed my hands and took a tissue, wiping off the lipstick before
returning to the living room as she was sprawled out on the couch.
I sat next to her, pulling off the knee highs and playfully tossing them
into her face. She giggled pushing me back and initiated long drawn out
kiss, which always seemed to sooth any tension we ever had.
"So you did just fine. Feel better now that we're home?" said Theresa
running her fingers through my messy windblown hair. "We'll practice a
little more and you'll be running in them in no time."
"Yeah running off," I said, half ready to kill her. "Can we not think
about this anymore tonight?"
"Deal," said Theresa initiating another make out session.
It was just like any other weekend night now, where we might stay in
watching a movie and enjoying each other. She was spitfire in the
bedroom, having as great a sexual appetite as anyone I'd ever met to
this point in my life, never not wanting to have sex. She was also one
of the few girls I had ever met that loved giving oral, never having to
be begged or coached, instead initiating and even at times not expecting
reciprocation.
When I woke up on Saturday, breakfast was ready and she never brought up
the subject. That was fine by me as I wasn't pushing it as we had plans
that day, so all went without issue. On Sundays I would either go home
and watch football with my buddies, or at times stay and we'd watch
together. That morning she wanted to go to brunch, which we often did
and then came the awkward conversation in a public place.
"So I was thinking you were going to stay to watch the Giants and I'll
make some dinner for us?" said Theresa. "You've got clothes here, I
washed from last weekend so you can stay and go to work from here on
Monday."
"Ok, cool," I said. "It's the Falcons. They suck so not a lot of guys
will be around for it, so dinner sounds good and that works."
"Good, then you relax and watch the game while I do a little shopping
and then after dinner we'll practice again ok?" said Theresa downing her
eggs looking for my reaction.
"You're really still making me do this, right?" I said already knowing
the answer.
"Stop! It'll be fun," said Theresa. "Remember, don't be the old fart you
always complain about."
There was almost nothing I could say as we got off the subject, enjoying
a nice brunch. We went back to her place and one thing I really enjoyed
was that she was so easy going, not minding for a moment that I lounged
on her couch watching football. Her roommate came home for a while,
annoyingly talking up a storm in the background before finally back up
again and heading to her boyfriends. In many ways she was an excellent
roomie for Theresa, as she was barely ever there on the weekends, as
both her boyfriend and parents lived in the suburbs and she was heading
to her parents' house for dinner.
I watched my football game mostly in peace as Theresa headed out
shopping and then finally she returned with the groceries. I loved just
smelling her cooking as she worked in the kitchen while I watched
football, but the next few surprises were certainly nothing I expected.
"So they must have played really well today?" said Theresa, coming in
sitting next to me. "You miss me."
"Yeah, it was a good game," I said as she turned my face, softly kissing
me. "Of course I did."
"Good! So dinner will be ready in about an hour, but in the meantime
while you're watching the stupid jets?" she said grinning rubbing my
crotch.
"I can take a break from them," I replied, aroused in seconds.
"No you watch and let me just have some fun," said Theresa. "I'll just
get a few towels in case."
I loved when she undid my pants and by the time she was back with a few
towels I already had them off. We both knew what she wanted and like I'd
ever fight her about it? I also knew the drill pretty well, as she
always have me sit on a towel as her couch was a soft fabric and she
tossed a few more on the floor to kneel on. It was no different than any
other time as she enjoyed a little foreplay, kissing while she teased me
with her nails and then the moment she broke the kiss she was ready for
business pulling off my briefs. No matter how much I tried, I really
never lasted too long and this time was no different as she was like a
wizard with it in her mouth enjoying me as an appetizer as I'm lucky if
I held out two minutes.
"Ok feel better," she said getting to her knees. "So we should be really
relaxed then now right?"
"Yes, that was awesome," I said twisting my neck towards the bedroom.
"Do you want to go inside?"
"Save it for tonight after dinner," said Theresa, tossing a towel over
my oozing member. "I'm going to go throw in the macaroni, brush my teeth
and just wash up."
She did exactly that before finally coming back with a little basin
filled with water, placing it near my feet.
"Soak them in here," she said. "It's nice and warm and it'll feel
awesome."
"Really why?" I said as she lifted them right in as soon as she sat it
down.
"Just do it and don't be a pain in the ass," said Theresa and then went
back inside.
In just a few minutes she was back with her hands full and here we were
like it or not taking the next baby step.
"Today?" I said as it was all I could muster seeing the bag of pink
razors and shaving cream in her hand. "Already?"
"Shush! Not really," said Theresa kneeling down. "I'm just
experimenting."
That she was as she lathered just the bottom of my right leg and very
slowly sliced away all the hair below my calf muscle. I thought I'd
actually be more freaked out, but mostly I was awe-struck as it really
didn't take long until my ankles and feet were hairless.
"Didn't you ever do this in football camp or anything," she said. "My
cousin said the guys used to shave their ankles to tape them up."
"I wasn't at camps like that," I said as she took some lotion to my feet
and lower legs.
"Well I guess you could be now then," teased Theresa as she got up.
"Just sit like this while I stir the pot and then you'll put on the
leggings I bought you?"
"Leggings?" I questioned.
"Don't be a baby, thery're soft like sweats and they'll look more normal
than boy jeans under my coat," said Theresa. "You need to keep
practicing in your heels and all I shaved is what would be showing."
Everything with her was so damn meticulous as she stirred the pot and
then came back, tossing me the knee highs and leggings.
"Commando is fine with these," said Theresa. "Now put on everything and
your shoes. Knee highs first. It won't hurt to get used to even sitting
around in them."
She was right that they were pretty comfortable as I pulled on knee
highs and then the gaucho length leggings. We made a few jokes, keeping
it light as soon found myself sitting in heels and leggings watching the
Jets and Dolphins.
By half time I stood for the first time facing the toilet bowl in my
heels, holding down the elastic of the fly-less leggings, peeing from
this strange elevated position. I made sure to give a few extra shakes
and use a little toilet paper, mindful of leaving a little wet spot
before washing my hands and heading to the table.
"Your roommate's definitely not coming home, right?" I asked, double
checking for like the fifth time so self-conscious of being this weirdo
parading their place in heels.
"Again, no and once it gets late we'll go walking and then I'll figure
out another night in the middle of the week to make dinner when she
won't be here," she said as she served me.
"You really think this is how other guys go out in drag on Halloween?" I
said. "You think they practice this shit?"
"I don't know, and don't be an asshole! I would think they should and it
would be easier!" said Theresa giving me the eye roll. "I'm looking
forward to having some fun with this, and you already promised not to
ruin it for me? I wouldn't ruin it for you? You want me to start
rattling off all the stupid shit I've done for you?"
"No?" I chuckled, thinking of all the stupid things she was right about.
It was fairly uneventful as again we went out walking when it got real
late, as the city was much quieter on a Sunday night. From Friday to
Sunday I did get a bit more comfortable and already was a bit steadier.
The walk certainly didn't seem as long, but what really stuck in my mind
was how chilly my bare ankles felt on the cold night now hairless and
exposed. It probably was more mental than physical, but in a way whether
she realized it or not it was another baby step to my transition as she
was transforming me for Halloween from the ground up.
When Wednesday came around, I was back for dinner and to sleep over but
the night would be a bit more eventful.
"No seconds today ok?" teased Theresa as she served me. "I made us a
nice salad and just your favorite ziti. We've got to watch that figure
of yours."
"Not funny?" I said, knowing what she meant. "But I never gain weight if
that's what your teasing about!"
"I know you jerk, and I've always hated you for that," she said with a
giggle, getting up and softly planting a kiss. "Eat while I run the tub
for us and I'll be right back."
In five minutes she was back, wearing only a short silk nightie hovering
over me with a grin on her face as I could barely finish my dinner as
she rubbed my shoulders and then kissed my neck.
"Had enough?" she whispered in my ear.
"Almost," I mouthed as unbuttoned my shirt right at the table while I
engulfed a few last strands.
Before I could really even think, she was leading me from the table and
stripping off my pants in the bathroom. We would often share a hot bath
or shower together, but this time I already knew it wasn't going to be
how we normally relaxed. I'm not really sure how long we snuggled in
there in each other arms but there wasn't much conversation. The softest
kissing and fondling was wonderful, but the minute it got heavier she
pulled back and stepped out of the tub.
"I want to get this part out of the way today ok," said Theresa, getting
more serious pulling the plug on the tub. "Just don't be squirmy so we
have no problems please."
As the water drained, she opened her vanity and took out two packages of
pink razors. I already kind of anticipated her agenda but quickly it was
crystal clear when she lifted my leg and covered it in a foam gel. I
really did nothing but watch as ever so slowly she'd shave a section
from my leg and rinse the blade under the tub's fawcett. I couldn't
believe how many razors she actually used, as I wasn't sure if that was
necessary but didn't know better. It was a much longer process than I
expected, as a dozen razors and my legs were completely smooth and she
turned to my arms. She did use a scissor first on my arm pit hair, but
that was done in no time. I had little hair on my chest, except mostly
the naval and when she had me stand it was strange having just the
little fuzz wiped from my butt cheeks and around my hole.
Standing there I'll always remember thinking how much better my body
looked hairless, easily becoming rock hard when she covered me in
lotion. I was hoping she'd be going down on me just then, but she'd be
saving that for later ready to go for our walk. After a few minutes, I
was soon back in my leggings and heels and then it was like any other
night in the bedroom when we got back.
I left work early on Friday like she asked and I was completely
unproductive that day, anxiously awaiting the night. I was dreading
being seen like this, yet was really curious about how all this would
turn out. I remember how happy to see me she was when I got there, as we
had a nice early make out session and then off to the shower I was sent.
It wasn't my first time using her shampoo or conditioner as she
instructed me, but the flowery body wash I had never used before.
As much as she had tried squelching my nerves, I still wasn't really too
keen on this whole cross dressing for fun thing as I came from the
shower, seeing her waiting. Theresa licked her chops, eager to get to
work on me, certainly did nothing to ease any of my butterflies as I
walked over.
It was pretty nerve racking as I found myself sitting there in nothing
but a towel as she brushed through my wet hair. I glanced back at all
the cosmetics, hair tools and clips on the table until she smirked,
enjoying my angst, twisting my head back forward. It wasn't the first
time she had ever brushed or done my hair, as I always loved to sit like
a puppy dog being scratched, enjoying her long nails on my scalp, neck
and back. This time though was completely different as I soon found my
head enclosed in another towel which she wrapped turban style.
When she came around the front, she was like a doctor inspecting my face
for any spot I may not have shaved to her liking and then actually
lather eda few spots on my neck, sliding against the grain. Since she
had been almost obsessing with this, in a way I was curious about how
I'd look all made up, and she began rubbing in a moisturizer all over my
face. For the most part I really hoped she'd hate how it turned out and
we could just make this another of our bedroom games, but I knew that
wasn't her intention.. While it sat absorbing into my skin, she took her
tweezers, just doing some minor league shaping and cleaning of my brows
as she knew I was pretty fidgety already.
"Chill! I'm not doing much," said Theresa before I could complain. "You
know I'm not arching them like I really should."
"Not funny!" I stammered, giving her a look.
"Lighten up please," she said plucking a few more. "Thick as they ar,e
they're already better than what Brook Shields has and probably no one
but me will even notice the minor clean up I should have been doing on
you all along."
I rolled my eyes as it actually didn't seem like that much as she now
opened a little snack table next to my chair. It was almost creepy at
first as she opened a package of long nails and she measured them
against each finger until she matched the width. Once she did there was
just some quick wiping and slight buffing to rough them up before
quickly she snipped the end off of a five second glue tub. It was a
rapid process now adhering them to my digits as quickly she opened
another snack table on the other side and within minutes I had huge
claws on both hands.
How the hell could any girl do anything with these I thought, until she
began clipping the length and shaping the edges. Why they didn't just
come out of the package like this I wondered, as it seemed like quite a
bit of work but I guess that was just how guys think. In a way I was
mesmerized at how they took shape and color, as I wasn't sure how long
she was working on them but before I knew it the evening news was over.
"So that's a pretty red, right?" said Theresa as if she cared about my
opinion anyway. "I know you always like mine red and I kinda debated it
in my head, but I like this for you."
"Does it matter if I did or didn't either way?" I teased back.
"Of course it matters," she teased planting a soft kiss. "They're your
nails now."
She was so giddy with her teasing it really didn't matter anyway as I
was at the point of just get it over with already. Little do you realize
how weird it is to keep your fingers fanned out for a continuous period,
or how hard it is to not even tap your fingers or not touch a thing
while they're wet. The elongation of your fingers really does seem to
slenderize your hands, though and it's hard to not glance at them
continually, especially when the top coat is added and they appear so
glossy.
In a way it was good that she finally started on my face as I again had
to raise my eyes level as she started my foundation.
"Oh here goes! Time to get you pretty," she teased, heavily dabbing at
my chin and neck area. "Hope this shit works like they say."
"And if it doesn't?" I said curiously as she patted away.
"And nothing?" said Theresa. "It just means you'll be the prettiest girl
out there with a five o'clock shadow. Now hush, It'll work. They know
there's shit there at the place I got it."
She was so focused now, constantly turning my chin sliding from side to
side and angle to angle as she finished concealing the pores that had
been close shaven and then applied another layer of foundation. One of
the oddest sensations yet was having my lashes squeezed with her lash
curler, and then I couldn't see much as she brushed at my brows. I
followed her commands as she had me roll my eyes up and then over as she
worked with her pencil and then held my eyes between her fingers, lining
them. My eyes were opened and closed constantly, especially when the
liquid liner came out, but nothing seemed normal about watching her open
the package of the false lashes.
They seemed so long when she peeled them from their packaging before
measuring them against mine. She trimmed just a touch off the length,
then measured again before taking a little tube coating the edges with
glue. I could oddly feel myself grow slightly aroused as I watched her
pink lips blow on them until they were tacky enough for her liking but
that semi-erect state quickly faded once she carefully pressed them into
position.
"Ok pucker and suck in your cheeks," said Theresa as suddenly I was a
puffer fish while she enhanced my cheek bones.
She took a compact type applicator under my eyes and across my nose and
chin before switching brushes constantly now. She changed to big and
small brushes a few times, even brushing my forehead and under my nose.
"Ok, eyes closed until I tell you please," said Theresa as I saw the
smallest applicator approach as I closed them up.
You actually never realize how soft and soothing it is to have your
eyelids stroked as she added and blended my shadows, having me open and
close on command. It's the exact opposite though the first time the
little eye lash brush separates your lashes as your natural reaction is
to close them as she used her finger to hold mine open.
I had rubbed my eyes many times but never before recognized how
sensitive the lash hairs actually were, as she had blended my natural
ones with the falsies and began coating them with mascara. Just the
simple movement of her wand was so bizarre as they reverberated with
each stroke as she stepped back a few times, taking in all her work and
making adjustments.
"Almost done then I guess?" I asked, actually curious what the hell I
might look like.
"Getting there," said Theresa, sharpening a maroon colored pencil. "Rome
wasn't built in a day right? Now open wide and hold it ok?"
She loved all those stupid slogans or expressions, as one of the
qualities that I both loved and hated about her was her quick wit and
wise ass personality. Theresa knew when to be serious in life, but also
was never one to shy away from any chance to zing just about anyone but
especially me as I stretched my mouth wide open as she lined my lips.
When she finished, she opened three or four tubes of lipstick, holding
them near my face before making her selection. Funny part is she mostly
sported a more natural lip color herself, but soft pinks were not part
of what she was considering for me, instead all I noticed were a steady
supply of reds.
In general she never really wore that much makeup, except for big nights
out or a special occasion but obviously the girl next door look wasn't
in my cards, as she unscrewed the little applicator from my selection,
greasing my lips. When she finished she was squishing her cheeks,
thinking as she seemed happy with her selection and then unfolded a bed
sheet. She then draped it over me and secured it in the back with a
safety pin before unwrapping my makeshift turban. This in a way was
nothing new as she trimmed my hair every once and a while since we'd
been dating and she was the go to girl for her friends always doing
their hair for a big occasion.
She took a little spray bottle now, spritzing my damp hair and then took
her comb, raking through it. My hair was rocker length long, four or
five inches on my shoulders but certainly not half way down my back like
hers or most other girls I knew. She was not a professional hairdresser,
but the most artistic person I had ever known, always extremely creative
with herself, always sporting different looks. She was the girl that
loved changing her hair color and style from curls to straight to wavy
to whatever at times. That was her thing. For me it was a characteristic
I loved about her, as there was something about a girl being a chameleon
that just made her that much hotter. In a way it was like never eating
the same food twice in a row, or maybe in my mind I was dating almost
different people each time, even though it was still her.
It was something that has stuck with me my whole life ever since, and so
has my first time experiencing being in that proverbial hair chair,
almost like one of her nieces or girlfriends instead of her boyfriend
getting a trim.
"OK, just don't be nervous, alright?" said Theresa seeing me fidgeting
as she slid the long end of a rat tailed comb horizontally just above my
right ear and inserted a long silver pin.
"Maybe I wouldn't have been if you didn't say that right?" I said
rolling my eyes as she repeated it on the left side now.
"Like it matters," said Theresa sarcastically. "This is no different
than the other dozen times I trimmed your hair. Now hush. I'm just
cleaning it up like I normally do, just this time doing a little
something different. You know more appropriate for tonight."
"I figured as much," I replied, as on top she just twisted it a few
times and pinched it under a jaw clip. "But probably more than a little
something if I know you."
"Maybe?" she giggled, as in reality she was right that she had done this
before, as she was my unofficial hair trimmer as it had been at least
two years since I had been to the barber shop which I hated anyway.
On weekends I normally wore my hair brushed straight back sitting behind
my ears, hanging loosely on my shoulders but she hated it messy which
was often the case, even though she did like it long as we both loved
the eighties hair bands. My father hated it long and sloppy, which
mostly made me rebel even more, keeping it long since high school and at
my job it didn't matter as I wasn't the only guy longish hair. Where
Theresa and he agreed though was to at least look neat, so usually for
work I sported a low slicked pony. Back then it was cool to idolize
Steven Segal which a lot of us did even though I looked nothing like
him.
At first, she worked in the back, stretching and snipping as I really
wasn't nervous at all about her trimming too much. I knew she loved my
hair and wouldn't fuck it up, so initially really nothing was abnormal.
What I saw slide down the sheet were the tiniest of trimmings, as she
moved up the clips and then did the next section from above my ears and
down. Again it was pretty much little trimmings as she worked really
slowly, pinching and cutting as I already had some layers in my hair so
it was still pretty normal.
"Ok then?" I said as she pulled out the top clip and then combed it all
straight down covering my face, as I knew something was different now as
this was something she hadn't done before.
"Just straightened the ends," said Theresa, now creating a middle part a
few times until it was perfectly straight to her liking. "Now this is
the time I have to get this right, so chin up and don't move your head
or you will have something to be nervous about."
It was like she was creating an upside down "T" shape part on my head
now as she created a horizontal part about just behind each ear which
spanned from one side to the other. This gave me a long section on each
side that hung forward down across each cheek as I peeked through the
gap in the middle from the part like a shaggy dog. When she had
sectioned the hair to her licking, she twisted the entire back into a
man bun type knot, pinning it under a big jaw clip and then came out in
front combing furiously on each side.
"I haven't parted my hair down the middle since grammar school," I said
trying to stay relaxed as this was really strange.
"Maybe not, but I remember those pictures your mom has. You were so cute
back then but don't worry you're about to be really cute again," Joked
Theresa as around her wrist now she had two small bands and when she was
finally happy with the sections she had created then she gathered each
side.
She then wound in the band, creating something between a partial frontal
pigtail and a weird princess Leia twist, temporarily pinning the desired
sections before she took her hair dryer and removed the clip on the back
section.
"Yeah I can't wait?" I said sarcastically as she stretched a multi-prong
extension cord behind me and I tucked my chin looking a back seeing all
the tools being plugged in.
"Stop peeking, and these are hot!" said Theresa as she removed the clip
in the back and turned my face forward.
"How much did you trim? I only saw little clippings but it looks
shorter?" I said as I noticed the ends of my hair on my shoulder
seemingly shorter as I wanted to reach up, but was buried under the
makeshift cape.
"Almost nothing but now it's a little more straight across," said
Theresa combing through it. "But just don't panic when I'm done, because
it'll look even shorter once I put in some curls."
"I figured you were," I said already seeing the curling iron and stuff.
"Now stop distracting me. I've got so much to do and let's get out the
dampness," said Theresa switching on her hair dryer.
First she wiggled her finger through the damp hair, separating and
hitting it with the blow dryer. It really didn't take that long as she
used her round brush until the back was blown out to her liking but then
she started again clipping it up sectioning the back.
At the right nape of my neck now, she stretched a small section and then
I felt it being coated with something sticky and then immediately felt
the tension. It was only but another moment now before I experienced my
first hot roller as from behind I could hear the canister open and felt
her wind it in.
The warmth on my neck actually felt really soothing, yet I was somewhat
surprised by the weight as ever so methodically she filled the back of
my head. I counted nine rollers going in as I wasn't sure if that was a
lot or a little but what I did know was they seemed fairly secure as I
moved my head slightly feeling them barely move.
Theresa came back in, now untwisting the left side and then stretching
it forward combing through it. It was a much wider white comb that she
was using now, as it encompassed a much longer section compared to the
little rat tailed comb she had before as she raked through it over and
over. She stretched it a few times and each time dropped it oddly across
my face before finally I noticed the scissors positioned in her hand.
In general she was a loose yet confident young woman, but I'll never
forget what I thought might be a hint of nervousness as she again
checked the length against my face and then pinned my hair between her
fingers at an angle. I can remember almost feeling like pissing myself
when I watched her trim away a pretty long section as it slid right down
my cape and then her staring intently as she lifted the next length
below it stretching and snipping much less.
"Theresa?" I gulped questioning her. "Was that a lot?"
"It's nothing. I'm just shaping a little," she said stretching and
making some fine snips. "Please just trust me ok? I know you're
stressing about this whole thing but it's no biggie so please don't
stress me out too. You know I've been thinking about this all week, so
maybe just close your eyes until I finish. It's just some new layers and
either way you really need them. You know I've been dying to fix your
hair, and you've needed something that you've been avoiding. I promise
this is going to work for you after Halloween is over."
"You know I hate when you get like this," I said as she untied the other
side. "You know I said I'd do this but I didn't sign up for a haircut
here too."
"I know," said Theresa leaning down kissing my cheek. "But I love you
and you still needed it anyway."
"Did I?" I said sarcastically rolling my eyes.
"Hey!" she said purposely startling me. "Let's not forget tonight I'm
wearing the pants and you're wearing the dress."
She knew I hated when she made references like that as every once and a
while we'd fight about control. As much I cared about her, we did have a
power struggle from time to time, as one thing she was, was a strong
minded take charge Italian woman.
"Somehow I feel like that's been happening more often than not lately,"
I said shaking my head slightly as she combed over and over trying to
make my point.
"Yeah and if I didn't take charge half the time, you'd be a messy fat
wreck on the couch for most of your life doing nothing," said Theresa
straightening my face before stretching and measuring the other side
now. "Tell me I'm wrong?"
"Ok, ok," I giggled. "You made your point."
"Exactly," Grinned Theresa as she snipped down the left side ever so
cautiously. "Now close your eyes and stop annoying me so I can finish.
Remember, you promised me you wouldn't ruin the fun right?"
"I did," I said rolling my eyes.
"Hey I saw that!" Theresa laughed, combing all the hair right in front
of my face. "And don't be a little bitch until I finish making you one
ok? Eyes closed, chin up a touch and don't move!"
She always loved her own jokes, always keeping it light as she used her
round brush now instead of her comb before making a few small snips.
When she finished trimming, she switched back to her comb stretching
each side over and over seemingly measuring with her fingers to make
sure they were even and then one last time brushed it straight down it
still easily covered my eyes and ticked my nose. I knew it wasn't really
too short and I had layers but no longer did I really think much about
my weird Halloween hairdo instead worried about what I'd have to deal
after the weekend when I'd be back in the office.
She certainly had never been a girl that would fly by the seat of her
pants so I knew she had ulterior motives and this one might have been to
get rid of my current look or just tell me she was bored of it. She
wasn't one to hold back her feelings either as we had talked about
things like that in the past but with her sometimes you learned to
expect the unexpected. Most of my life I did like the strong minded take
charge type woman but she was certainly the strongest of any I had ever
known normally hating more on some of my clothes than my look.
She switched on her dryer now, blowing out each side of my hair and then
when the moisture was mostly gone used her round brush turning it away
from my face. Out of the corners of my eyes, I could see it oddly pushed
back away from my face kind of flipped outward as she jumped from side
to side. When she stitched it off and then put down the brush she
quickly had her curling iron in hand.
"Look down and be still until I tell you," she said as she stretched the
section right above my right eye. "These things are so freaking hot."
Even though I was glancing down, I could certainly see her forearm right
in front of me and the wire hanging across my chest. It was impossible
not to glance up a few times as the little squeak of the curling irons
clamp being pinched open was apparent, and I felt every movement of it
being manipulated, angling into place as it slid down my hair. I really
didn't know if it was my imagination thinking I was hearing my hair
sizzle when she wrapped it, or was it just the heat near my forehead and
scalp when she rolled it up tight. It didn't even seem like it was in
there that long when she released the clamp as it was almost a surreal
like moment feeling it spring back when she released it.
"Oh I think I'm going to love.. love.. love this on you!" said Theresa
getting excited as she wound in the next section slightly lower down as
she rolled it above my ear as I glanced up at her. "Stay looking down.
Very hot honey, but I think my intuition was right."
"That part I can tell obviously," I said looking down as the second curl
was unrolled. "Try not to burn me please."
"Of course I won't, but the good news is these really hot irons ones
bake in the curls really fast so this won't take that long," said
Theresa unrolling the next section.
"Fantastic?" I said sarcastically.
"And the even better news is I think I shaped it perfectly!" said
Theresa, patting them with her palm pushing them together and then
curling the fourth section. "They already look pretty good. I'm so
psyched!"
I sat there basically just biding my time now as she flipped over,
curling the other side now and then she jumped back and forth re-curling
certain spots. She used a combination of her little pick, her fingers
and the round brush making adjustment after adjustment before against
re-rolling a few spots on each side until finally she was seemingly
pleased. I had actually always loved the scent of her hairspray except
now it was being liberally applied across the front portion of my hair
as she covered my eyes with her palm. When she finished she switched her
dryer on low and softly warmed each side setting the hair spray and then
stepped back for a moment admiring her work. She then turned her
attention to the back, unravelling a hot roller and feeling the hair as
I heard it being placed back into its canister.
"Ok, they're cool," she said enthusiastically. "Almost done! So you
excited or what?"
"Now as much as you are obviously?" I said feeling curler after curler
come out.
When finally they all were back in their holder, she used only her
fingers separating the sections and kind of tugging at them. For just a
moment I was able to forget my situation, enjoying her nails on my scalp
and then she began liberally spraying the back.
"Ok, time to get you dressed. Damn, its so cute on you," she said,
circling me like a wolf and then unpinning the sheet. "I think your hair
and makeup came out amazing! Aren't you just dying to see yourself all
dressed!"
"Not like you are?" I said nervously as she looked at me like a pleased
paren,t like I got a got report card as I happily finally stood from the
chair stretching my back and rolling my neck.
It was ever so weird as I could feel my hair kind of roll with me as I
cracked my neck and reached up, feeling the back of my sticky hair
before touching the front.
"Hey no touching! Don't fuck it up already or I'll kill you," said
Theresa pulling away my wrist. "I worked hard on that and it's not like
what you're used to having hair where you can play with it. Now let's
hope everything fits right but it should! Let's go! Towel off please!"
All I could do is really give nothing more than an evil grin as she
couldn't wait to pull away my towel and I stood there naked now. She was
in full production mode now, stretching open a little black panty brief
as I stepped in, thinking in all my years dating she's never helped me
on with my underwear before.
"Oh that's too weird," I said trying to reach down and adjust it as it
rode right between my cheeks. "It can't stay like this, it's maybe too
small. It's like a super wedgie. Help me fix it."
"One sec you big baby, but that's how its supposed to be, they said,"
said Theresa lifting the elastic. "Give me a second and we'll adjust
it."
"I'm trying to myself, but I never had these stupid nails," I said,
already wanting to get it off grabbing at the elastic between my cheeks.
"Fix it, I can't stay like this."
My first experience in a gaff made my curls feel normal as immediately
the elastic like cords between my butt cheeks made this completely
unbearable, and I struggled to adjust it at all with my long nails. I
was twisting around like a Mexican jumping bean, so uncomfortable as her
giggles pissed me off even more and then she stopped me from fidgeting.
"Hold on a second," said Theresa, pushing down the front beneath my
naval but that did nothing. "Yeah that won't fly."
"Good because that doesn't feel any better," I said confused, looking
down seeing there was still a lump in front.
"Because we didn't tuck it right like they told me," said Theresa
looking down at my little bulge. "It doesn't happen automatically
obviously, and they told me the trick they all use if this doesn't look
right, because that's definitely going to show in your dress. Give me a
second here."
I never minded her hands anywhere near my junk, but obviously this was a
little different. It was a momentary relief as she pulled down my panty
a few inches to my hips and then reached around from behind, pulling
back my junk. Unfortunately for me I now had experienced exactly what
the gaff was designed to do once she tugged it back in place and
tightened the elastic near the base of my spine. As she held them
together, she wrapped a small piece of duct tape around the top of the
elastic cords right at my tailbone, which pretty much cemented them to
stay put tightly between my butt cheeks.
"Yup I think we got it now," said Theresa, softly sliding her hand over
my now flattened crotch.
"No that can't be right! This is really annoying," I said getting antsy.
"I can't stay all night like this."
"Just try not to think about it for now and give it a few minutes ok,"
she said squeezing my hand. "Please just let me finish and then we'll
see what we can do to make you more comfortable. You know I'd never harm
my favorite little friend down there right?"
"This is so fucked up," I said as she always knew exactly how to twist
me. "You are so lucky I love you."
"See, that's my girl," teased Theresa, softly tapping my ass and then
opening a package of pantyhose. "Now except for maybe wearing a bra the
rest of your outfit won't be uncomfortable."
I held her shoulder as she knelt, rolling them and lifting my foot as
she rolled them over my ankle and then had me put it down as she did the
next one. She was right that actually the hose weren't uncomfortable as
I had already experienced knee highs, instead just felt peculiar when
she snugged them up tightly adjusting the control top. The extra control
was something that really didn't matter anyway, as I was a maybe solid
158 lbs soaking wet at the time with not an ounce of belly fat. At 5'8"
I wasn't tall of course for a guy, but not a midget either as it worked
for us as Theresa was only 5'3," Even in weekend stilettos, it didn't
seem like she could look me straight in the eye but that really didn't
matter much today as I was soon to be the one in heels.
I had a thin but solid frame and a decent muscle tone with a slight v-
shape, being pretty athletic. I was not a gym rat weight lifter type at
all, but it still looked pretty weird seeing my toned bicep next to a
black bra strap as she now buckled up the back. It really wasn't as
uncomfortable as I thought it might be, and as weird as it sounds I was
pretty much captivated when I saw her open the package of false boobs.
"Wow, they're heavier than I expected," was all I could think of as she
slid in the inserts, creating my mounds.
"You like those I guess," she said getting a kick out of me cupping them
with my hands as she adjusted the straps a few times and pushed at my
chest.
"Seems so weird them being there," I said, half not wanting to admit it
as I was always a boob guy and she knew it.
"Look how red I made you! Don't be embarrassed," said Theresa smiling.
"I know you like them big, but I didn't want them too big. That's a B-
cup falsie in a C-cup bra and with your natural flesh under there it
looks like you're filling out the C-pretty well. Now I'm dying to get
that dress on now and see how it looks. Worst case there's plenty of
stuffing tricks we can do if you don't fill it out right."
"Thank goodness for that." I gulped nervously, knowing I was near the
end.
She walked into her bedroom now and then came right back out with a
black dress on a hanger in her right hand and my all too familiar pumps
in her left. As she stepped in front of me, she dropped my shoes to the
floor and I was almost more anxious than nervous now, but regardless of
how I felt the moment had arrived. In the back it had a little zipper
that she opened, taking it from the hanger and then crazy as it seemed I
was stepping right into it. It really was so soft and kind of stretchy,
as the poly-blend material was form fitting as it rode up my body as she
guided in my arms. This whole thing was as quick as putting on a
sweatshirt, as before I could even blink she had already zipped up the
back and was out in front of me inspecting her selection.
"Put your shoes and let's see what works here," said Theres,a taking my
shoulder as this part was no longer foreign to me.
"It's no good?" I said curiously.
"No! That's not what I meant. It fits pretty well actually like I
expected, so don't worry you're going out in it," she grinned before
stepping behind, unzipping the back. "No need to try on the backup."
"You bought me another one," I said surprised.
"I picked up a few things just in case it didn't fit, but its not like I
don't know you measurements or body inside out as I've bought half you
decent clothes, haven't I?" she said as her hands were all over, feeling
the fit and moving it.
"I guess." Kind of in awe of myself in a dress, staring at my legs.
"I saved the receipts to take them back next week if I needed to
anyway," said Theresa. "Just a few adjustments, but this was my first
choice by a mile anyway. I expected some and without you dress shopping
with me I knew I had to pick something that wouldn't be unforgiving. If
you want we can try on the other too, but this is a little less showy
for today and I think you'll be more comfortable in it."
"Like there's a chance of that," I mumbled as she just smiled,
inspecting me.
"Don't forget we'll be dressing up again on Monday," Smiled Theresa.
"That's Halloween night, but let's just take it one day at a time for
now ok, and I'll decide later about what we're doing Monday after
today?"
"How about I get through today first," I said sarcastically.
"Oh you'll be fine, but I've got to fix those pretty boobs of yours
first," said Theresa, unzipping the back. "You're needing just a little
more adjusting in the middle."
"Ok?" I said looking down watching.
"This little trick I think you'll appreciate," she said touching my
flesh.
"Appreciate boobs on myself," I said having to laugh at her thinking as
she pushed the dress off my shoulders.
"Or maybe you won't," she said pulling out the falsies. "Just hold your
arms out a little and don't let it slide down. Just think of me letting
you in on one of our little secrets."
She then pushed the straps down off my shoulders for a moment and then
unclipped my bra in the back. From the table she took the black roll of
duck tape she had used to tighten the elastic on the gaff, but never did
I think it would have another purpose or this would be how it would be
used. I had never seen her ever use anything but scotch tape on a
present, but instead now she ripped off a sizable piece and then pinched
together my little fleshy chest. It's pretty amazing actually how much
cleavage could be created knowing I really had none, as she taped near
the bottom of my pinched boobs and then added the second piece of tape
underneath the first.
When she finished, she re-buckled the bra and then re-inserted the
falsies. She pulled the dress back up over my shoulders and then re-
zippered the back before straightening the sides.
"Ok, can't see the edges now. They're not huge but they look pretty
decent," said Theresa, inspecting me. "Twist for me and let's make sure
they stay in place well. How do they feel?"
"I don't even know how to answer that," I said, peeking down and
twisting a bit. "Pretty damn shocking honestly."
"Ah finally a compliment I guess," she said. "But they'll look even
better in a second. Be still as I can't get this on your dress or you
will be changing."
I didn't even know there was more she could do as she then carefully
took a brush, working between my cleavage. It took her a few minutes but
then I glanced down, pulling in my chin as I could see how she had
contoured the gap to add some dimension to them.
When she finished, she opened a box filled with jewelry as I was now
trying rings on my fingers. For the most part not many of them fit, but
then she found a cubic zirconia cluster ring with an open back as she
was able to bend open the slit in the back of the band, expanding it so
it fit on my left ring finger. Fitting the pinkies wasn't that bad then
shortly a small pearl ring was on my right pinkie and a swirl rhinestone
pattern fit the left.
She then opened a new package she had bought with a flex band costume
onyx oval gemstone ring, surrounded by faux diamonds, which set easily,
covering the right index finger. A couple rings on each hand were enough
to satisfy her anyway, as nothing else fit. A bunch of costume gold
bracelets and one bangle easily fit over my right hand, and a little
gold watch looked almost lost on my left wrist. She held up a few
different earrings against my ear, weighing her selections before
finally deciding and pulling off the backs.
"I should have made you pierce that other ear. Would have been much
easier!" she lectured, half teasing and half serious as I'll never
forget watching her bend the posts of the black and gold tier drop
chandelier earrings as she fitted them into the clip on extensions and
then pinched them to my ears.
They felt so tight pinching my lobes as she took out my left ear's
little stud. I didn't expect how annoying they actually felt, as I guess
I had sensitive ears as she looped a necklace around my neck. Her last
touch was getting down on one knee as she closed the clasp of a gold
ankle bracelet around my left ankle and then stood, stepping back just
staring at me.
I remember trying to figure out if she was focused, zoning out or
something was wrong as I stood there almost like I was drenched in a
surprise rain storm, feeling completely bamboozled by her spacing out.
"Are we finally done?" I said trying to get a reaction. "Do I look that
weird?"
"No, no, no! I'm loving how you turned out. Sorry, just running through
everything in my head for a moment," she said. "There's some little
things here and there I was thinking about, but I was making sure I
didn't forget something. Come on you must be dying to see how pretty you
look, so come get a good look at yourself in the bedroom while I get
dressed."
She wasn't wrong as I was probably even more curious than I ever
expected to be, as I couldn't stop looking down at my boobs and legs for
the first time in a dress. I was already somewhat decent at walking in
heels, but being in a stretchy skirt instead of pants was certainly a
new sensation. As guy,s we just wander around walking without really
much perception unless there's a strong gust of wind or a rock in your
shoe. Yet seconds into my first steps as a girl, I couldn't help but
notice so many unexpected feelings, as I guess the excitement of my
reveal or the butterflies in my stomach heightened my senses.
I had already grown cognizant of my curls kind of bouncing as my head
moved with each step, but the sound of my earrings softly tinkling near
my eardrum and rebounding off my cheek was just so foreign. I was also
so aware of the tiniest little things, like bracelets jingling on my
wrist or my heels clicking on the floor, but what makes this all the
more strange is weirdly your mind soon accepts these things as somewhat
normal.
It was a good thing I was wearing a strong deodorant, as I could feel my
entire body perspire as I followed her into the bedroom. It wasn't like
I didn't know exactly what was happening and normally I'm not the
nervous type at all, but for whatever reason this was not something I
was at all comfortable with, even though it was only Halloween.
"This is fucked up," I said really only half looking at myself at first.
I was hard not to look up and down, mostly surprised at how skinny I
looked in a dress. In reality it wasn't that surprising because I had
good tight abs and a thin frame, but the first thing I couldn't look
past was how I looked with boobs, now that I was looking straight ahead
at them instead of just peeking down seeing mounds. She had certainly
pushed them up and out so well, creating some decent cleavage I couldn't
believe it was mine and whatever she had done with makeup really drew my
attention to them. I had nice long looking toned legs in my shortish
length skirt, but the reality was that I didn't ha